And still you evade.
I beg and plead for restoration in the manner you consider worthy. Not on knees, but on my own two feet, head held high. I have attempted to qualify myself under your strict mandate, and I can see where I fell short. You have tired of the rant…and while your distance is no match for my tenacity, it does leave a fucking lousy taste.
You see, the immediacy of my grand admission will win over your passion for lecture. I will continue to learn, and you will lean. It is as it has always been, and our courage is proof. For that I am forever grateful. Few see it as we do...truth has arrived, but most have missed it.
The residue of our alliance clings effortlessly, wantonly to my skin. Your kindred spirit has never been nearer to my soul. Do you have a pass to roam these halls?
p.s. while I invoke.
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And Kyeotr's message reads:
We are silent but sure we have invented the cure
Did it always say that?
The link is www.iamthemodernprometheus.blogspot.com
First I heard his Latin motto was Pactum Serva which means Keep The Faith
When we found his blogs he deleted them and he changed it to something which meant 'let injury by words be absent, it is my fault' cos I think he felt his blogs were potentially damaging to 'his friend' and the band.
Something has happened. Why has everyone disappeared?
"Do you have a pass to roam these halls?"
Does anyone else think this is in reference to certain "missing" blogs/writers now lurking?
The plot thickens and sucks me in...
Just when I was about to give up on all this...
If SS has changed his motto that means he must have logged in. I think he IS lurking. *waves at SS*
Please come back, we won't bite!
Who is the true genius in all of this?
I can't decide whether something is truly happening, or if all the blogs since Love Man are just part of a lousy game someone's trying to play.
If it's a game, it isn't fucking funny. People are here because they CARE, dammit. They FELT SS's words. And now KYEOTR disappears, too? Maybe SS and KYEOTR were the same person...
Shitsubou Shita, are you out there?
Hmmm I dunno. I don't think they are the same person although I guess we should never rule anything out. kyeotr had no problem with people reading their blogs and kept posting more but SS freaked and disappeared as soon as we found his.
^ Good point. I personally didn't get a good vibe from kyeotr. It was interesting til the last blog then it seemed like they were trying a little too hard with all their Mikey quotes from LOTMS.
Shitsubou...I can feel you out there at the edges of everything, silent but watchful. Seems to be a lot going on lately in the bizarro world we're living in.
I get the strongest feeling that things are about to blow. Am I crazy, or close to the truth?
Hopefully, the advice you have received has been helpful in some way, and that you've been able to do what you need to do. I know this may be one of the hardest things you will ever have to face, but remember, darlin', nothing
worth fighting for comes easy.
Your friend seems to have made some progress, and for that I am thankful. The fact that he's admitted to having a problem is a tremendous breakthrough. Encourage him to admit everything, because the addictions are only covering the root of the matter. That's what he needs to face, and he's going to need your help.
You are strong. You are brave. You are a good man and a kind man. You are a loyal and worthy friend. I can feel that your determination has returned, and that you're more single-minded than before.
But honey, make sure you don't lose your own damn mind in the process.
I'm going to reference a song, too, even though I swore I wouldn't. My song for you is "True Colors" by Cyndi Lauper. When you listen to it, baby, remember these words are from me.
You know how to reach me if you need me.
Pactum Serva. Its all about the love.
And I do love you.
J.
These recent events and posts make me frighteningly scared of what may happen at the concert on Thursday. I'm really not sure what to think about all of this. Part of me thinks that this may be the end of all this bullshit, that if he was in fact in any sort of need, he received what he was looking for. Another part of me says that all this is is bullshit. These blogs, the kit-n-caboodle. It's starting to all meld together into something I can't decipher.
Do all of you realize that all of these blogs you have been reading are really only an elaborate fan fiction set-up?
anon 2:03
I think the majority of us know that there is a very good chance that this is all bullshit. But the fact is, no one really knows.
To Anon at 2:03 PM:
Thank you, I'm sure. As you'll see if your happen to read the comments, a lot of us here are conversing more with each other than about Mayo/Problem Child/ whatever-their-name-is-this-week. There's no kickball game today, so we're playing guess-the-blogger. Is this a problem for you?
Sister Midnite: your reading comprehension skills are sadly lacking. Try again, sweetheart.
Magic Pie: It's not just a "good chance" of being bullshit. It IS bullshit. This is fan-fiction, pure and simple.
I write one of the blogs that you guys haven't been able to find yet. Bone up on your search engine skills and you'll find it easily enough. All it takes is a good plan.
Anon, oh Anon?
Are you one of these mysterious bloggers?
If you aren't, leave us be.
Thanks for making me laugh, Anon. I love hearing that my reading skills are lacking from someone who is half my age and may very well have half of my I.Q.
PS - I'm most *definitely* not your sweetheart.
So what are you saying then Anon? You have some secret blog...are you saying that you have been pretending to be someone as well? Or that you ARE someone. It sounds like you want us to find this blog.
Magic Pie: Follow the trail of breadcrumbs. They lead through the forest. And it isn't very good in the dark, dark wood.
And yes, I want you to find my blog. I'm actually very surprised that no one has found it yet because I thought it was so obvious were it was being kept.
There's me and one other that still haven't been brought to light.
That's what I was thinking Magic Pie. The ol' carrot and stick method. Now that you know I have a blog, let me see how much MORE damage I can do. Here, follow me.
I'm sick of this.
Sister Midnite: Aww honey, don't be like that. You know I've got nothing but love for you, baby.
anon:
What is your motive? What is your point if you even have one? It's a disgusting game you and your lot are playing. You're aren't playing with children's minds here. You're toying with adults whose hope, for this band and all of its members, runs deep. Why do something such as this? I assume it was just for the attention and mayhem it would incur and cause.
Either STFU or GTFO.
Thank you.
*You aren't...sorry.
Sister Midnite: Aww honey, don't be like that. You know I've got nothing but love for you, baby.
Stand in line, darlin'.
The feeling is mutual.
If you want us to read your blog, why don't you just post the URL? There are two teams here, the CSI team and the kickball team. Catch up, will you?
I'm sure the link to your blog will appear here within a few days when you get frustrated that nobody has found it and you want your 15 minutes of fame.
anon2007: Motive? Point? This is fan-fiction. It's role-playing.
All the crazy fans hopping onboard are the ones who blew this out of the water with conspiracy theories and armchair philosophy sessions.
Notice how the blog-owners never comment back to you guys?
Sister Midnite: It would be far too easy if I just posted the URL.
Ya'll need to work a little for it. After all, no one gets a free lunch.
Anonymous said..Notice how the blog-owners never comment back to you guys?
Not strictly true, 'sweetheart'.
Conspiracy theories? Armchair philosophy sessions? Suffer from paranoia much??
Or are you another one of the "ZOMG, yu guyz are SOOO MEEN!" set?
Being that this is the Internet, people pretty much have the right to say whatever they want. This blog just happened to be our means for doing so. It beats the hell out of BN or INO: at least any teens here act like human beings
At this point, I don't really care whose blog this is. I'm here for the kickball & the people. If we happen to discuss Gerard, we discuss him. No one is forcing you to read what's written.
However, I do have one question I'd like you to answer.
If this is all part of an elaborate fan-fiction ruse, how do you explain the fact that it started BEFORE all the so-called rumors? Do you really think we'd believe that any fic-writing teen is that clever?
Sister Midnite: It would be far too easy if I just posted the URL.
Ya'll need to work a little for it. After all, no one gets a free lunch.
Sorry, Anon.
I'm not that interested.
I'm with you sister midnite, I don't care to waste my time searching for this person's blog. It may not even exist.
^ Amen to that. There is no way I'm jumping through hoops either. I really don't care that much.
"Conspiracy theories? Armchair philosophy sessions? Suffer from paranoia much??"
You have to admite that alot of the people who comment here talk alot about what they think is really, really going on. That's not paranoai. It's observing.
-not the other anon who says they're a blogger
Anon @ 3:17, I was insinuating that the blogger-Anon's comments came across as paranoid. The discussions here are fun!
Sister Midnite: No one is telling you that you're not allowed to talk; I don't know where you're getting that idea from. And no one is saying that you guys are ZOMG SO MEEN. Again, not quite sure where you've come up with that either.
I'll answer your question, but I'm not sure if I'm understanding you completely. You ask "how do you explain the fact that it started BEFORE all the so-called rumors?"
What rumours are you talking about, precisely? There's a lot of different ones to choose from. Hell, there's even an entire LJ community purely devoted to MCR rumours.
So another blog disappears and an anon claims it's all a hoax/fiction.
Tell me "Fan-Fict Anon"; Do you work for Reprise?
ZING!
So guys, please tell me, what is going on here? I just returned from my short vaction :)
oh fuck its all gone a bit mad here!!! anyway i'm just waiting for the 4th oct to see how he's looking and try to get a vibe of whats going down. may be this was the plan may be this had to all wind up before the next mcr appearance??? also more importantly we need to see if mikey way is in situ, that'll speak volumes!
Random MCR news: apparently MAMA has officially been released to radio today.
Blog-writer Anon: You must be new to this blog in particular, or you'd know what I was talking about. You might want to visit Verita Venom's blog when you have some free time.
None of this has anything to do with the LJ rumors. You stated that all these blogs are part of a fan-fiction... event. If so, they must have been created quite some time ago (during the Projekt Revolution tour), because Love Man's blog has been around since August. Not that I assume you're one of Love Man's biggest fans, if you write fanfic.
The moral of this story is that people will believe what they want to believe. These blogs are by insiders, or they aren't. Either way, the discussion is what keeps us all coming back. Care to participate?
Mother of god. Just let it go.
No offense to either of you, but people don't want to scroll down 20 comments in a row to read your petty argument.
I for one like hearing debate, if you don't like it you know what you can do.
My comment was deleted?
Oh?
Is that right, Mayo?
I guess I struck a cord..
Anon @ 3:44:
No offense to you, either.
But feel free to skip over it if you don't want to read it.
sister midnite you are so much more diplomatic than me!
Me? Diplomatic?? That's a new one!! *GRIN*
I just say what's on my mind. People can read it or not, and they can like it or not. It's not going to keep me from saying it.
'Cuz that's how I roll, baby! :)
To the anon re the invisible blog. How do we know that you do not represent a company that is seeking to divert attention from a certain person's problems and plunge us into another rabbit hole.
If everything is so hunky dory why is there no official confirmation of the 'happy marriage'? after all his brother's was officially announced. From what I hear there has been lots of heads rolling at a certain place.
How do we know you aren't just jumping on this blogging bandwagon? There was only one blog I found actually gave me an insight into what was going on in MCRland and that was only because we weren't supposed to see it so it wasn't censored or cryptic, although I appreciate it was just one persons POV. Obviously any blog that has been 'purpose written' to be displayed on the web will have a certain spin on it and will have it's own agenda.
How can anyone take Mayonaise seriously when "he" can't even spell "his" "name" correctly?
lmao, uhhhh?
Mayonnaise, bb. Get it right.
itz srsly gotta b gerald. There's not even a slight chance that it can be a teenage fan. No waiz.
Actually, I am quite certain that it IS a teenage fan desperately trying to get some attention.
LOL @ YOU calling Love Man 'false'. You are worse than that Love Woman who went around for quite some time.
Love Man is clearly 20x more intelligent than yourself. Read books. Get a rope. Do something with your life. Writing blogs every 2 days obviously tells me you don't do anything for a living.
You know what I think? Love Man started his blog. It got recognized quickly. He started to get daily comments and whatnot. A month later everyone decided to hop on the bandwagon, including Mr. i-can't-spell-mayonnaise aiming for the same thing. Let it be known that Love Man was first. Not this trash.
To all the fans, please don't take this person seriously. You are giving them exactly what they want.
To you,
Your 15 minutes of fame will soon be over once every finally realizes that you aren't who you claim to be. You are nothing special. And to pull such a thing like this is lower than low.
I know that this is absolutely bizarre, but after seeing something about the CLB here, I looked at their myspace page. If I may be bold, what in the name of Necronomicon are they supposed to be? Or who?
To Anon-ftw:
On the Siamese Dream album by the Smashing Pumpkins, "mayonnaise" is actually spelled as "Mayonaise" with one 'n'. Sorry....
CLB *rolls eyes* Welcome to Loserville. Population 5.
....Losers, hm? Satisfactory. Merci beaucoup, anon.
To whoever asked about me saying Loveman wasn't Mikey..when I chatted to them, they said things that didn't match Mikey's life. Hence my belief they are not a member but a close contact.
So it's all a fan fic ? Well like has been said, the conversations aren't and I know at least BC and I'd say VV are not part of some conspiracy
Another 2 unfound blogs...is anyone bothered to look? Heck if you want to lead us there do so, make the breadcrumbs bigger.
Who is the true genius in all of this?
My ass?
You said it, Kapunua! ^_^
Sister Midnite: It would be far too easy if I just posted the URL.
Ya'll need to work a little for it. After all, no one gets a free lunch.
Please, most of us are just here for the LULz and to chat with each other, and you want us to take you seriously enough to work for it? In that case, to hell with you.
(And all your friends.)
I did not know an ass can be a genius ;p ha ha that was very funny kapunua
By the way, fan fiction stories are mostly written by those who cannot control their horny emotions and hormones and live in a fantasy where they desire someone they cannot have.
And by the way, I do not think anyone would want to work enough to see your blogs. You are not worth the trouble.
What a way to draw some attention to a useless scavenger hunt of swollen proportions, hm?
Amen to you, bleeding chaos!
oh Kapunua - you and your ass just know when to show up.
Your ass has great comic timing
It would be far too easy if I just posted the URL.
But not easy enough, obviously, as you're not able to do it.
If you post a link to your blog, I might have a look at it. If you don't, I won't go searching for it. I don't care enough about it to bother.
As for these blogs being a fanfic setup, I suppose that's as valid an explanation as any other. But that's neither here nor there in my world. The reason why I visited these blogs in the first place & why I continue to come back here remains the same regardless: it's a place where people whose lives have been affected by MCR's music & message can come to discuss with each other our concerns over & possible reasons for Gerard Way's increasingly erratic behavior and its damaging effects on the fan base and the band. Who operates these blogs is of little importance to me, though I do admit to enjoying the intrigue. What is important is the connections I've made with the many articulate, intelligent, like-minded people who are as confused and worried as I am over the direction this beloved band may be taking.
Now, you can continue to come in here under an anonymous tag and buzz around like a mindless mosquito, but don't you have something better to do, like your homework?
As for me, I'm here for the cupcakes. And Kapunua's ass.
oh Kapunua - you and your ass just know when to show up.
Your ass has great comic timing
It always seems to be there just when I need it. ^_~
I did not know an ass can be a genius...
It went to college with me. ^_^
I agree about people who write RPS, ICKY and INTRUSIVE and UGH.
(but do not judge those of us who have written other kinds of fanfiction like, say, Final Fantasy or Zelda or *coughcough*Planet Of The Apes*coughcough* Yes G-Way I am looking at you.)
...can come to discuss with each other our concerns over & possible reasons for Gerard Way's increasingly erratic behavior and its damaging effects on the fan base and the band.
QFT. We can discuss it without being dogpiled by rabid fan-folks in denial. I think it's very telling that those of us who have a certain amount of life experience (which has very little to do with age) are the ones sitting here going, "WTF?!" while the less experienced and more naive people are all giddy about "love at first sight" and how it can "make you crazy." Sorry, but "crazy in love" is quite different from "regressing fifteen years, throwing puke around and attacking / marrying people randomly."
And this has nothing to do with what anyone said but I have to say it anyway.
You know who I loathe more than anyone in this whole entire effing thing> Jimmy Urine. I swear to god, if I ever met that guy I'd like to punch him right in his stupid, hate-spewing mouth. I don't like to wish bad things on people, but I just have this dark, not-so-secret wish that someone will just, like, throw a bottle at him and make him stop "singing." Stop writing. Stop spewing. Whatever. I say that not out of being PC, but as a feminist and someone who truly* pushes for human rights and dignity, for the rights of homosexuals and people of all races to not get spit on with ugly words and thoughts.
*I say "truly" to differentiate myself from people who say that they stand for those things, but then sell out those values in order to take their most recent bang on the road with them.
Sister Midnite: Yes, August was such a terribly, terribly long time ago.
I hear they didn't even have colour television back in August!
The same rumours that have been talked about on this blog (G using again, G being a desperate whore, etc.) and in VV's blog have been going on, in different forms, for a lot longer than you realise. And certainly for a lot longer than this blog or the fan-fiction/role-playing project.
Anon @ 4:07: You watch too much of the X-Files.
Ladies, you are lovely and witty. I enjoy reading your posts everyday. :) Thank you!
I guess it could be a fanfic scenario. But what happened to honesty and dignity? "Playing" you are someone you are not is called acting. If you do not disclose that you are in fact not who you are implying to be, then you are not an actor or a writer. You are just really sad.
I have to say a lot of the fanfics are really well written and imaginative. (I haven't read many, because it's not my thing). However, most center around the lives of those who actually write them. I mean, they incorporate things they know.
Mayo, Loveman, have to be older. And if I'm wrong, then bravo high-school kid, you are brilliant! But you are still sad.
Ummm, what was I talking about? Oh yes, nothing really.
I really need a cupcake.
ergoproxy: I'm not saying people like VV or any of the other "high volume" people are in on the role-playing; please don't misunderstand me.
You want bigger breadcrumbs? Look to the west; there's a murder of crows circling 'round.
*thinking before writing. I have something to say but it will probably come out wrong.*
Sorry, but who is W?
^ I think that's meant to be VV - Verita Venom.
And why do we need to read your blog Anon? Please explain. I really am too tired to search.
You want bigger breadcrumbs? Look to the west; there's a murder of crows circling 'round.
I just want to clear something up. A few of you may make a crow/Kapunua connection because some of you know about my work with crows etc. I want to say that this (meaningless, I'm sure) babble has NOTHING to do with me.
As you were.
Oh V V, not W. Opps. Thanks for letting me know.
Methinks Kapunua doth protest too much.
Fan-ficcing Anon:
Yes, I am aware that these rumors have been going on for quite some time. However, Blogger is where people began to seriously discuss them -- BN and INO teeny discussions notwithstanding. Just as an FYI, I'm far from stupid, contrary to what you may think.
Thank you for all your 'cryptic' hints: as I may have already mentioned, I & many others are NOT INTERESTED. Fan-fiction and RPG "projects" are not something most adults would spend time on. We've been actually living, you see, and we don't feel the need to make shit up to compensate for lack of experience. If you & your cohorts are feeling all superior because you think you put one over on us, please feel free to stick your head in a bucket of ice water until you're ready to join reality again.
If you're so fired up about having your blog read, PUT OUT or get out, babe. We were doin' just fine before you came along.
I reckon SS is still around. If he posts its probably as an anon. There are a lot of those who post on here, so we'll probably never know.
Does anyone want to catch me up on this whole blog/fan fiction thing?
I am terribly confused!
Paperheartxx, some anon person is saying that the SS, Mayo, Loveman and many of the other blogs out there are totally fake. This person also says he/she has a journal as well and wants us to find it.
Just a sad song with nothing to say, really.
^There's an anon in here claming that these blogs (Mayo's, Love Man's, etc) are just part of an "elaborate fan fiction set up". Anon, however, won't give us the link to the "proof" (His/her blog, I guess), and instead is handing out clues in which to temp us. However, I don't think anyone's biting.
WHo was it a few blogs ago saying that Ignutos / SS could be the first anon because neither of them put an apostrophy (sp., however its spelled) on their words?
Well I jsut want to say that if your a member of s//c, Frank just posted there and hmmm his writing style is really the same.
what the...
Mayonaise,what the hell did you invoke in here to torture us so.
Havent we been good to you?
wait..I think I am going to puke,
quick hand me a hankie loved one
(dirty deed)
throws it back and it hits a few of the anons
Show yourself first,then take a stand ass-its
kick-ball team-nice sharp kicks and I think I saw some tackles
`sc
You guys taking my name in vain in here? I heard a "rumor".
Good Lord people! What the hell happened while I was gone? Anonymous #1,002,759 -
What the fuck is your deal? "Ooooh, come find my blog! But I won't tell you where it is. And by the way you all suck and you're stupid, but still come find my blog!"
Yeah, I'm right on top of that.
Sister Midnite, Ergoproxy, Kapunua, BC, SC, and the rest of the Nutbuster crew - You guys know how to represent. Captain Princess Smoke&Venom20 is speechless.
Ha, but not for long! :)
Paperheartxx, some anon person is saying that the SS, Mayo, Loveman and many of the other blogs out there are totally fake. This person also says he/she has a journal as well and wants us to find it.
Just a sad song with nothing to say, really.
This person is probably just trying to mess with everyone's heads.
anonymous said...
WHo was it a few blogs ago saying that Ignutos / SS could be the first anon because neither of them put an apostrophy (sp., however its spelled) on their words?
Well I jsut want to say that if your a member of s//c, Frank just posted there and hmmm his writing style is really the same.
Wow! That is VERY interesting. To be honest, SS was the only one I felt in my heart was genuine. Someone said he has changed his Latin motto on his blogpage so he is probably online and lurking and then Frank posts a s//c message with a similar writing style...intriguing...
BTW SS's Latin message reads 'What I have written, I have written. The outcome justifies the deed. Forgive me, my friend'
I had a very intelligent post all planned out...but then I started reading and laughing, and now I can't formulate the words. You guys are hilarious! Oh well there's always next blog, right Mayo.
All I know is I am so happy we who are not blinded by the glare of Mr. Way's celebrity can come here and escape the wrath of tweenies at Buzznet. Say anything there other than "OMG LYKE GERARD IS SUCH A GOD", and they'll start a campaigne to have you thrown out.
You're slipping Mayo...and it's a long way from the top.
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