1-4
This is how I will suffocate,
in your adoration.
Hands cover my mouth
while I keep my resolution.
I put my fingers in my ears,
and disappear
before you
tell me, tell me
you love me.
5
Desolate Bungalow
Gravity Paper
Ink Wired
Numb
Perpetual Absence
Unhinged Focus
Lost Wax
Done
6-9
Days, dry as dirt
kicked up in heels,
catch in my throat.
I want them back.
Tomorrow, better yet-
today, I will stop
rushing away. The distance
between here and the deserted
has been
forgotten.
Washed up,
I am ready to devour those days.
10-13
I am dead in a box in the center of the room talking to everyone or no one can hear me or they neglect to listen because I do not say what they want to hear or I make no sense to anyone but myself because I am only speaking to someone a million miles away from where I am at present they cannot hear me or I make no sense.
14-17
I am out of corks
with a barrel full of holes.
The relief will not stop;
resentment pouring and filling
the cracks in the walls,
plaster caked in puke green,
painted over in pink
for all the world to see.
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«Oldest ‹Older 2801 – 3000 of 4970 Newer› Newest»LOL 12:31! It does!
Damn shame we can't get a coupla of blues to pay the fee. ;)
That sounds wonderful Ergo! I can't imagine a New Years Eve without snow to be honest! Haha, one year I would love to be in Times Square for the ball drop at midnight :)
&yes, 2 left boots.. quite the night, I spent the next day in bed with the boy watching movies, playing Super Nintendo, and just trying to recover. Never again will I consume as much whiskey as was consumed that night!
If we end up going to Australia, I will shoot ya an email for sure! The boyfriend's Aunt and cousins live somewhere down under, not quite sure where but we're planning on a visit :)
:) and ♥ to Paperheart.
Happy New year to you too! :)
I am taking Psychology, Native Studies, Woman and Gender Studies and Critical Thinking.
Last term I had Psych, Native Studies, Interpersonal Communication Skills, and Social Welfare Policy Analysis.
Uhm.. Native Studies is just the broad generality of the First Nations people of Canada from post-European contact up to the present time. It's definitely interesting I'd say, but there are points where my Prof repeats himself and just makes the class drag on, and on, and on.
Are you doing Psych as part an Arts or science degree?
I am a ________
I know!!
dunce
Nah. I think it's more like
I am a purrfect fit for you.
Yeah. I can feel his fit now. So comfy. ;)
Sorry, just noticed the other subjects, so it's Arts.
Well, it's just an elective this year, and I am working towards my Bachelor of Social Work degree, so really, I'm not entirely sure. Haha.
mmmmmmmmm
I think I need to try that on again.
Just to be sure.
Haha, yes!
Night!
I have had 2 friends do Social work recently, both as mature age and one I helped with assignments as she had never done any further studies after school so just to proof read and set them out properly, they were really interesting, very similar topics but Oz based of course.
I helped her quite a bit with the statistics she had to do as well as she hadn't ever done any before.
Do you have a preferred area you want to go into.
One of my friends works in mental health the other in general social work - counselling, housing, unemployment etc but she wants to get more into women's help
Well that's not traditionally an Arts or Science degree.
If it were slanted towards science you would be looking more at microbiological psychology , chemistry and maths as you are analyzing statistical data.
I meant neurobiology.
goodnight anon
anon, Social Work is more a degree focusing on the knowledge required to work in the field. Here it is not part of either the Arts or Science school but it's own called Social Work and Human Services
I'm thinking I'm going to be focusing on Child and Family services. It's a hard area to get into because of certain circumstances or situations you may find, but I think it's my preferred area as of now. I was recently considering mental health and trying to get a job at the penitentiary just outside the city limits... but I'm not entirely sure what they kind of work would entail.
what kind of*
Please omit the word 'they' in that last sentence. Haha.
It can be very rewarding, at times stressful and you have to also learn how to detach yourself emotionally from the people you help.
Especially the children, it's easy to care and feel bonded to them. Though you feel it's more an honor to help them out.
Exactly. I know it'll be difficult at times to not want to do more than the profession allows, but I just want to be able to do a job that allows me to help kids.. I grew up with a tough childhood at times, so I want to help kids through tough times and have them believe someone cares about them or believes in them.
I want to help kids through tough times and have them believe someone cares about them or believes in them.
That's very important, but they need boundaries too. It makes them feel safe.
That's very important, but they need boundaries too. It makes them feel safe.
Oh for sure. It's just a matter of gaining the proper training and believing in myself to do the job. 3 years to go though, I have the time :)
My friend in Mental Heath mainly works as a case worker for patients receiving care through the governments department. She works at the hospital and speaks with and counsels patients and keeps the records of their various experiences and treatments. Many of her patients have drug and alcohol addictions, some along with mental illnesses, some just mental illness. It is a field that has it's dangers though as some can get quite violent but fortunately that is rare and they are in an environment designed to be as safe for everyone as possible.
Child and family welfare would be a difficult area as it is charged with so much emotion but it would be very rewarding also. I think it'd be an area that you'd either be able to handle or not, and it would also ahve it's potential dangers, but if you can you can make a huge positive difference in peoples lives.
Do you have practical experience in the various areas as part of your course?
Hi. :)
Hi anon
Touchdown KC.
Hell yes. Stormy and Glock are at the game but the windchill is 14.
I'm pretty happy watching the game on TV
Hope everyone is having a good day.
blue eyes
baby's got blue eyes
Like a deep blue sea
On a blue blue day
Blue eyes
Baby's got blue eyes
Such a tragedy. :(
"Hello, my name is Jared Lee Loughner," one read. "This video is my introduction to you! My favorite activity is conscience dreaming; the greatest inspiration for my political business information. Some of you don't dream—sadly."
But that wasn't all.
Loughner also included as his lone "favorite" video a chilling clip of a masked figure lighting an American flag on fire, set to a heavy metal song featuring the refrain: "Let the bodies hit the floor."
Also, he notably described his interests in the past tense and provided a hodgepodge list of favorite books that's now being dissected in the media—everything from "Mein Kampf" to "The Communist Manifesto," "Gulliver's Travels" to "The Wizard of Oz."
Gunman's social media trail
*shakes head*
Could he have been helped if mental health care in America was made more easily accessible?
Would he have allowed himself to be helped?
Should legislators pass laws to make it easier to forcibly commit a 2nd or 3rd party? To make them get help. Would they really get the help they needed if it was forced upon them or would forcible detention make things worse?
Could doing any of those things have prevented this tragedy?
?
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/noel-irwin-hentschel/jared-loughner-attack-on-_b_806381.html
The tragic and devastating attack in Tucson, Arizona on U.S. Representative Gabrielle Giffords and other innocent victims including the killing of a 9-year-old girl and a federal judge was, sadly, preventable if the exceedingly ineffective mental health laws in America were changed.
Article by Noel Irwin Hentschel
Noel Irwin Hentschel serves on the Board of Governors of Cedars-Sinai Hospital, Los Angeles and is a former Advisory Board Member for Mental Health for the U.K. Royal Society of Medicine. She is Chair/CEO of Americantours International and The Noel Foundation based in Los Angeles with offices throughout North America and China and humanitarian programs in 70 countries.
good morning!
Elena sounds much more comfy where you are
anons who knows if anything would have made a difference, things are always easier to see in hindsight
Yes Yes
Hi
hi welshie
Hi Ergo.
Just come back from the pub. We were all watching the final of the World Darts Championship:)
One hundred and eighttttyyyy!
How's your day so far?
haha that is the only phrase I know from darts!!
I have a go sometimes at people's places who have dart boards ad no matter what I hit I go "One hundred and eighttttyyyy!"
Until I'm threatened with physical violence if I don't shut up lol
Day is good so far, tidying up as usual, BG has a friend over so they are occupied, I just dismantled am Aqua Sand thing she got for xmas, which is this odd sandy stuff that repels water so you can make underwater castles and stuff then sieve it out and it's dry. Of course I have to sieve it all out that's not any fun :/
Haha Ergo. We'll have to ask Mayo for a dartboard so we can practice. Seriously I'd love to have a game of darts with you. It'd be fun:)
Kids eh, who'd 'ave em?
It was good to see you Paperheart. Good luck with your studies.
It's really late, I'm off to bed. Cheerio:)
goodnight welshie
I si si your yes yes and raise you an
eye . ;)
Devil and the deep blue sea behind me
Vanish in the air you'll never find me
I will turn your face to alabaster
Then you'll find your servant is your master,
Hush Hush
Keep it down now
Voices carry.
selfish moron
one day you will wake up and realize worst truths of life: the close friends you lose are irreplaceable
Good morning! :)
(:
Good Morning
Well the snow did arrive. Matter of fact it's still here going strong. Not gonna open the store today because I know it would be pointless. Schools are closed, roads aren’t cleared and the snow isn't supposed to stop all day.
Glad Mr. E got me a Wii Fit Plus recently. That will keep me busy most of the day. I hate being snowed in so much.
Hope everyone has a great day (not snowed in)
Take care!
Hiya guys, how are you all?
I'm much better now my flu has finally gone.
Yeah Welshie, you prob did give it me when we snogged but I forgive ya sweetie.
Wow Ergo, that is a huge amount of Australia under water. I saw something on the news about all the snakes in the water, yuck.
Anonymous said...
Nothing from Elena or Miss T in a week.
*sighs*
Hiya anon, I'm gonna share my news with you sweetie.
I've been busy this week cos it's that time of year to decide whether I wanna stay on in this flat or move on. Well I decided to make a bigger move. I'm moving back to Sheffield. I'm fed up of being in London and never having the money to do anything. I'm not in financial trouble but I just tread water and I thought, what's the point of being away from all my friends and family if I'm not seeing any benefit. Back in Sheffield, I can take a lesser paid job and be much better off as things are much cheaper. So, that's what I'm gonna do. I move back home at the beginning of Feb and I'm really excited.
It's a new year, don't some of you people want to stop arguing and have a little fun instead. As you've pointed out, in days gone by this blog was so much more and it could be again. I continue to hope.
Hi PH sweetie, good luck with your degree. It all sounds very exciting.
Elena sweetie, enjoy being snowed in. Make the most of it and enjoy yourself sweetie.
Nighty night everyone xx
It's the eye of the tiger it's the thrill of the fight
rising up to the challenge of our rivals
Wey hey Miss T's on her way back oop north!!
I totally see where you're coming from Miss T. It's no fun being skint all the time. Tell me 'bout it! I bet your family are thrilled to get you back:)
Glad your flu's better. Everyone's coming down with flu around these parts as well. I was at a party recently when this bloke bloody sneezed all over me vol-au-vents! Not a delicate little atchoo mind but a gigantic ATISHOOOOO. Bloody spit, snot and phlegm everywhere! Oh Puhleeze get yourself a damn hankie!!!
Hi there anon. How's things?
morning
can't say "good" as Queensland at the moment is just horrific.
It's far south of where we are but we know people, and people who know people in areas devastated by what they are calling an instant inland tsunami. A city, 2000ft above sea level had what are normally small rivers peak at 9m with a few minutes and sweep though taking everything in it's path. 8 people dead, 72 (so far) missing and they don't even know where to look, cars swept away, people spending the night in the rain on their roof because they had no time to go anywhere else, whole small communities they can't contact. They just gave warnings to get out and get higher immediately yesterday as it surged through the rivers, and it's still torrential rain.
Just shocking.
one video, this happened in minutes with no warning
Pray for everyone please
missT, glad to hear your're well again, sounds like a good decision. It's all well and good to have higher paying work but if you lose quality of life it just isn't worth it. Rewards are often intangible and being with family and friends, and not feeling like you are scraping by is a much nicer lifestyle. Hope the move goes smoothly and I bet you'll love it!
Hi elena, I had a go at wiifit once when a friend leant us their wii, it was fun, but then I discovered Donkey Kong lol
We actually had the original little Nintendo Donkey Kong, it was orange and folded out. It's probably still at Mum and Dad's somewhere, it was my brothers.
Hi welshie
your sneeze story = EWWWWWW
This is just unbelievable water power
There was nobody in this car, fortunately but this again shows the shocking speed and amount of water.
I have driven along this road when on holidays.
Hey MissT good to see ya. I'm sure you are making the right decision about moving. But make sure I get your new address. I've got a small prezzie for you but I'll wait until you settle in to send it.
Hey Welshie. Good to see you. Hope you don't come down with anything.
Ergo I just watched those videos. God, they are so scary and sad. I will hold out hope that many who are missing are found alive and well.
hi elena, they just had a news report saying they have managed to check all the cars and they were all empty.
Still trying to get into smaller towns and other outlying homes to check for people, it's hard as roads are blocked, weather is bad for choppers and communications are out. Everyone is really hoping that they'll find everyone.
Apparently there is a child care centre with 10 kids, a parent and workers stuck, at least they are all ok.
A friends house is going under as I type - feel so bloody helpless being so faraway.
God be with everyone affected.
I'm glad you, BG and DH are okay, Ergo.
Thanks elena, me too and all our families, and I know she'll be ok but just losing things in your home is so awful to ahve to go through.
She's tough though, they'll be ok after it all settles down.
Homes can get repaired but life is precious
So true Ergo.
Got my fingers crossed she doesn't lose too much. But as long as they are safe that's all that's important.
Praying for good news of your people, Ergo. I'm relieved you and your family are safe at least.
Thanks anon, it's a scary time down there.
Glad you and yours are ok Ergo.
Mayo, You ok?
SS, you ok?
Anybody in Arizona?
You and your loved ones ok?
Listen up listen up
there's a devil in the church
there's a bullet in the chamber and this is gonna hurt
No disrespect to any shooting victims meant.
The world can be a very dark place. :|
So many forgotten corners where dust and cobwebs are allowed to build.
Too many unheard screams and silent sobs.
Forgive me. I'm having one of those philosophical days.
Will stop.thinking.now. and seek sweet release.
Double Chocolate fudge icecream should do. ;)
eureka! :D
placement > time ?
*needs more ice cream*
*licks ice cream and theorizes*
placement > time
I'm in the wrong place to even hope anyone is interested in or cares to take the time to have a discussion about that tonight or tomorrow or the next day aren't I?
*must form secret society blog soon*
Excellent idea 10:24, you can call it the Dead Blog Society
Thank you 11:02! I think my idea is pretty damn good since there really isn't much discussion at this blog anymore.
However I do think your suggestion sucks.
What would be the point of dead blog or a dead society? Secret or otherwise.
The point of society is to survive, live and be sociable isn't it?
The point of society is to survive, live and be sociable isn't it?
*expanding on that theory*
to share thoughts, beliefs, ideas, visions, discoveries.
To communicate and share for the betterment of all.
Isn't that what it's really all about?
Shouldn't that be what it's all about?
hmmm
Yes. I do think that's what it should be all about.
*is getting a tummy ache & brain freeze from the ice cream & a headache from thinking too much & the brain freeze*
Goodnight!
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood,
And I-
I took the one less travelled by,
And that has made all the difference
The Depths of Me
Early one Frosty morn
I ventured out into
the wood at dawn.
I came upon
a snake tongued path
I made a choice
no turning back.
I took the path leading to sea
where I wait for one
to sail the depths of me.
©WMZ 2011
I didn't think the "guess who" would work twice!
;) and LOL !!!
Thanks Frost posting anon!!!!!!! You were very inspiring!
:)
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
PS: Hi Mayo, MissT, Ergo, Elena, everyone!!!
I hope you're all doing well and good!
And, CAGE THE ELEPHANT is on LETTERMAN tonight!!!! YAY!!!!!!
The were 2nd only to OZZY at VOODOO 2010 for me!
They so much FUN!!!! If you haven't heard/seen them, you should definitely watch them on Leterman tonight!
:D
Goodnight, everyone and sweet dreams to one and all!!!
Wait! That's not CAGE THE ELEPHANT. That's the BLACK KEYS!
Oh well. They're DAMN GOOD too! I heart them!
:)
Ergo I hope you and your family are safe and well. What's happening in Queensland is so frightening.
Good morning! :)
Good Morning Anon
Good Morning to everyone!
Lord I am feeling quite chipper. Perhaps it is because the snow finally stopped and the sun is shining. Sunlight on the snow-covered world is beautiful.
Ergo I have watched more videos and my heart goes out to the people affected by the floods. Please let us know about your friend who had floodwaters coming in her home.
Good to see you Wendy.
Anon at 8:36 last night. Your words are haunting and yet beautiful. I read them late last night and for some reason they stayed with me a long time.
Well much to do today including bracing for the artic blast of cold air that will arrive tonight.
Take care everyone. Live, love and laugh.
Anon at 8:36 last night. Your words are haunting and yet beautiful. I read them late last night and for some reason they stayed with me a long time.
Thank you.
:)
Charlie Sheen has been out on the town with hookers and porn stars boozing it up. Isn't it nice to see he was able to put that whole naked rage hotel occurrence thing behind him and regain some normalcy in his life?
Atta boy, Charlie! ;)
I hope everyone who tried to paint Denise Richards as the bad guy and an unfit mother during their divorce has repented for their errors in judgment.
morning all!
good news that my friend is safe, bad news for many many other people. The state capital of Brisbane is expecting major flooding, predicted up to 20 000 homes will flood, and 3000 businesses.
However masses of volunteers along with govt are doing all they can to prepare and move belongings.
In 1974 same thing happened, I remember the floods then and they say this will be worse, mainly because of all the development that has gone on since then there are so many more homes in low lying areas.
Hi wendy
Hi elena
thanks 3:13, they are so far
Hope everyone is well
Hey Ergo
Just saw more videos on your flooding. Holy Crap, I feel so sad for all involved. Glad your friend is okay.
Hi elena, I'm watching coverage on tv, it's scary but everyone seems to be staying calm and evacuating in Brisbane if they need to. It's not due to peak until tomorrow.
Where are you? I am out here in the cold all alone. Won't you please come out and play with me. Kitty is sad.
Thats got trap written all over it.
Here Kitty Kitty
Good morning! :)
To whom it may concern
it's not your fault.
Thus, regardless of overwhelming evidence to the contrary, the erotomaniac is convinced that his or her feelings are reciprocated - in other words, that you are equally in love with him or her. The erotomanic stalker interprets everything you do (or refrain from doing) as coded messages confessing to and conveying your eternal devotion to him and to your "relationship"
Best coping strategy
Ignore the erotomaniac. Do not communicate with him or her or even acknowledge his or her existence. The erotomaniac clutches at straws and often suffers from ideas of reference. S/He tends to blow out of proportion every comment or gesture of his "loved one".
Follow these behaviour tips – The No Contact Policy
LOVE???
ONE????
God that's so sad!!
Consequently, erotomaniacs react badly to any perceived rejection by their victims. They turn on a dime and become dangerously vindictive, out to destroy the source of their mounting frustration - you. When the "relationship" looks hopeless, many erotomaniacs turn to violence in a spree of self-destruction.
We've seen this behavior exhibited here more than a couple of times. We're pretty sure we know whom the dangerous ones are.
Erotomania is a type of delusion in which the affected person believes that another person, usually a stranger or famous person, is in love with him or her. The illness often occurs during psychosis, especially in patients with schizophrenia or bipolar mania.[1] In one case, erotomania was reported in a patient who had undergone surgery for a ruptured cerebral aneurysm.[2] During an erotomanic psychosis, the patient believes that a "secret admirer" is declaring his or her affection to the patient, often by special glances, signals, telepathy, or messages through the media. Usually the patient then returns the perceived affection by means of letters, phone calls, gifts, and visits to the unwitting recipient. Even though these advances are unexpected and unwanted, any denial of affection by the object of this delusional love is dismissed by the patient as a ploy to conceal the forbidden love from the rest of the world.[2]
The term erotomania is often confused with "obsessive love", obsession with unrequited love, or hypersexuality (see nymphomania). Obsessive love is not erotomania by definition.
Erotomania is also called de Clérambault's syndrome, after the French psychiatrist Gaëtan Gatian de Clérambault (1872–1934), who published a comprehensive review paper on the subject (Les Psychoses Passionelles) in 1921
Always remember that there is nothing more important in the world than yourself. Never let anyone else be the focal point of your life, let YOUR life be about YOU.
The Love Obsessional Stalker
The love obsessional stalker is a stranger to, or casual acquaintance of the victim. The stalker develops a love obsession or fixation on another person with whom they have had no personal relationship. Not only does the love obsessional stalker attempt to live out his/her fantasies, he/she expects the victim to play an assigned role of loving them back with adoration and devotion. Initially the love obsessional stalker's motivation is to make the victim aware of his/her existence. Later he/she expects them to reciprocate his/her feelings. When the stalker fails to establish the relationship, he/she frequently harasses the victim.
The Erotomanic Stalker
Erotomania is a delusion in which the stalker believes the individual of his/her love, loves him/her back. The victim would readily return the stalker's affection, but are not able to because of some external influence. The delusion is based on a belief that the victim is the perfect match for them and that they are destined to be together forever. Erotomania frequently is not based on a sexual attraction. The erotomanic stalker fantasizes more about a romantic love and/or a spiritual union. The victim is usually of a higher status than the stalker. Efforts to contact the victim are common, but erotomanic stalkers may keep the delusion a secret. They study their victims, often from afar. They are commonly referred to as celebrity stalkers or obsessed fans.
It's can be a dangerous world were a simple act of kindness can be twisted into something it was never intended to be.
The world was a better place when a kind heart could reach out to another person and not have them think it was something it wasn't.
ergoproxy
is there a website up for donations to the flood victims in Queensland?
i would like to donate and i'm sure others would too.
12:39 made good sense of what is a complete waste of good copy and paste time.
Unless of course you live in Denver where you have every right to be scared.
Very Scared.
google donations to australia flood victims or go to http://www.qld.gov.au/floods/donate.html
Why should Denver be scared 1:04? Are you threatening them? O_O
No. It seems most of the nut cases come from Denver.
I think its all of that thin air they breath.
Sarah Palin telepathically told me to write that.
One year later
No. It seems most of the nut cases come from Denver.
I don't know about that.
PROOF or it didn't happen. ;p
I think New York, DC, London, Texas and the city of angels gots lots of nut cases too.
49 states have snow, with Florida the only holdout
Go Florida!
Sarah Palin telepathically told me to write that.
A heavy metal band and a suicide cult telepathically told me to kill myself. I told them no.
They waz pissed. Been after me ever since.
Luckily for me I'd been to the desert on a horse with no name and remembered how to get there even if I didn't remember the horse had no name and kept calling him Silver.
We hid in an old abandoned RV until some desert mutants came after us with chainsaws and shit.
One was wearing a hockey mask. Don't know where he found that in the damn desert. Looked more like something you'd find floating around a thawed out lake.
After we got the hell out of that dodge me and silver headed south.
We ended up at the last best little whorehouse on the left in Texas.
Wasn't all it was cracked up to be.
*this has been a sad and temporary reprieve from the harsh reality of the world today*
good morning!
thanks anon for googling that address for donations
link
In goodish news the Brisbane river peaked a metre (3 feet) lower than expected which means that though about 7000 houses are inundated it wasn't the 20 000 they were concerned for. Still many people with massive damage and out of their homes.
Terrible times still west of the city with 74 people still missing, 12 are confirmed dead and they said today that 11 are from only 2 families, just unimaginable.
Other areas of the state flooded last week have water receding, massive clean up and major problems with wrecked roads and rail, as well as destroyed farming land, crops and stock.
It's about 3/4 of the state that has been massively affected by flooding over the time since about 2 weeks before Xmas. To give you an idea of the size of that it's the entire land area of Alaska, or all of Texas, California and Montana together. Or 4 times the entire UK, or all of Quebec.
Gonna be a hard slog
otherwise hope everyone is well
Put some pictures from the flood areas at my blog, plus the donation link or just google Queensland/grantham/toowoomba/gympie/ipswich/mayborough/emerald(choose a town) floods on images.
Please pray and hope for everyone affected by the floods with loss of life, property, livelihoodand for the massive long term clean up and recovery.
Pack of idiots (not Ergo)
Goodnight. :)
RIP David Nelson :(
No professor!! I did my Psyche homework.
I accidentally did it at a blog called Mayos.
If you'll only go to this URL you'll see I'm not lying.
Is it Mayo or Moron? Doesn't matter, same thing.
Alright Jokes over...I want my global warming back...give it up!!!
Good morning! :)
(brrrr. it's cold.)
Some pretty .
Some cute .
I feel the need.
the need for speed!
Revvin' up your engine
Listen to her howlin' roar
Metal under tension
Beggin' you to touch and go
Highway to the Danger Zone
Ride into the Danger Zone
Headin' into twilight
Spreadin' out her wings tonight
She got you jumpin' off the track
And shovin' into overdrive
Highway to the Danger Zone
I'll take you
Right into the Danger Zone
You'll never say hello to you
Until you get it on the red line overload
You'll never know what you can do
Until you get it up as high as you can go
Out along the edges
Always where I burn to be
The further on the edge
The hotter the intensity
Highway to the Danger Zone
Gonna take you
Right into the Danger Zone
Highway to the Danger Zone
Great hinds stink alike..
:( for the people of Brazil
Brazil's flash floods and mudslides leave at least 470 dead
Rescue crews are working to reach survivors after torrential summer rains devastated the area around Rio de Janeiro. Nearly 14,000 have been left homeless.
looks like its going to be a rough ride to Dec 21 2012
Buckle up, baby. ;)
serenity
Congrats to Kate Hudson & Matt Bellamy on expecting their first child together! :)
good morning!
AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh!!!
I wanna make shoes!!
I want to ? ? ?
I wanna ? ? ?
I want to be like water and slip into your throat
And make you feel alive and good
*They designed shoes! Nice shoes for a good cause. :)
*Animal Collective
and slip into your throat ♥
Someone is looking for you.
A Friend
Good Morning Everyone
Good morning! :)
I wanna make shoes!!
January 14, 2011 8:14
In addition to wanting to be like water I think I want to make shoes too!
No one expects or asks a shoe maker to do much more than make or repair shoes.
I think shoe makers must lead nice quiet serene lives. :)
I bet most shoe makers are surrounded by the tranquil sounds of water. ;)
Hiya guys, how are you?
I bet your family are thrilled to get you back:)
They so are Welshie. Everyone thinks I'm making the right decision. Can't wait now that I've made up my mind.
missT, glad to hear your're well again, sounds like a good decision. It's all well and good to have higher paying work but if you lose quality of life it just isn't worth it. Rewards are often intangible and being with family and friends, and not feeling like you are scraping by is a much nicer lifestyle. Hope the move goes smoothly and I bet you'll love it!
Thanks Ergo sweetie, you have hit the nail right on the head.
This flood is so sad. I read a story in the papers where this young lad was stuck in the water with his little brother and his mum. Even though he couldn't swim and was pretrified, he asked the rescuers to save his little brother first then him and his mum were swept to their deaths. Heartbreaking. Such a little hero.
I'm so glad your friend is OK. It must be so worrying.
And now it's flooding in Brazil. Scary.
Hey MissT good to see ya. I'm sure you are making the right decision about moving. But make sure I get your new address. I've got a small prezzie for you but I'll wait until you settle in to send it.
Aw bless you Elena sweetie. It's my old Sheffield address. If you don't have it, I'll email me but you spoil me with gifts.
*waves to Wendy*
Nighty night all, off to watch QI.
good morning!
hey missT, there are so many tragic stories like that, so much bravery and so many lives forever changed. At least the clean up is going well, they ahve thousands of people just going around helping, people don't even know their names they just go in and get the job done. There is a volunteer website, church, sporting and social groups and just people who want to help all pitching in. Lots of places are offering free internet, free use of showers etc in gyms,a printer is offering free recovery &scanning of wet photos, people are also taking in animals, people with light planes flying goods to isolated areas, it is amazing to see.
morning elena!
It's wonderful to hear that, Ergo. It says a lot about your country. Despite the tragedy right now, you should be very proud of your people. Not every place has people who will do so much for strangers, and for nothing but to help one another. I pray things get better quickly over there.
you make me feel beautiful
Hello anons
Ergo I am glad to see you here. I have watched so many videos of what has happened in your country I truly feel overwhelmed. The other night I shocked Mr E by suddenly bursting into tears while we were watching the news. They were telling the story of the boy who was with his mother and younger brother. The rescuers started to take him but he told them to take his younger brother first. Sadly when they returned he and his mother had died. The report went on to say that instead of celebrating his birthday the father had to identify the bodies of his wife and son. Shit, I lost it. Started crying like a baby all the while thinking how courageous that boy was and even in such tragedy his father must be so proud.
So much sadness in the world right now.
Goodnight everyone. Hug your loved ones tight and realize just how lucky you are.
Hug your loved ones tight and realise just how lucky you are.
Elena, very very wise words, you never know what is ahead and everything can change suddenly with no warning.
I have watched a fair bit of flood coverage but sometimes it is just too much, the story of that young boy, and others from that day are so very very tragic. As well as the massive loss of life in Brazil.
If anything good can come of this I think one thing is for people to treasure what they have.
anon it is wonderful to see everyone joining together to help people out, and those of us too far away can donate to help in the rebuilding and recovery and not whinge about the inconveniences that we face as a result.
It is a shame that there are some cases of looting and attempts at charity scams, but they are a tiny minority and very brusquely dealt with, as they should be.
goodnight all
*yawns
stretches
sighs*
Good morning.
Here she comes Miss America .
She's only 17.
You go girl . :)
good morning!
Good night!
are you still here?
how was your New Year? :)
Good morning! (:
Good Morning
Happy MLK Day.
My goal for the day is to read the "I have a dream" speech again.
Such beautiful and powerful words.
Take care everyone
Every man must decide whether he will walk in the light of creative altruism or in the darkness of destructive selfishness.
Almost always, the creative dedicated minority has made the world better.
MLK Jr
Happy Martin Luther King day.
History will have to record that the greatest tragedy of this period of social transition was not the strident clamor of the bad people, but the appalling silence of the good people.
Martin Luther King, Jr.
:)
good morning!
Happy MLK Day to all you in the US
an amazing before/after flood photo compilation.
WHEN I'M 100, IF I LEAN A LITTLE, LET ME!!
The family wheeled Grandma out on the lawn, in her wheelchair, where the activities for her 100th birthday were taking place. Grandma couldn't speak very well, but she would write notes when she needed to communicate.
After a short time out on the lawn, Grandma started leaning off to the right, so some family members grabbed her, straightened her up, and stuffed pillows on her right.
A short time later, she started leaning off to her left, so again the family grabbed her and stuffed pillows on her left. Soon she started leaning forward, so the family members again grabbed her, and then tied a pillowcase around her waist to hold her up.
A nephew who arrived late came up to Grandma and said, 'Hi, Grandma, you're looking good! How are they treating you?'
Grandma took out her little notepad and slowly wrote a note to the nephew...... 'The bastards won't let me fart.'
Night everyone
Mr. E and me are watching Conan waiting to see MCR.
Really it's true. Hell must have froze over. LOL
Congrats to all the Golden globe winners. Especially the 2 big winners of the night.
The Social Network
-Best motion picture, drama
-Best director, David Fincher
-Best script, Aaron Sorkin
-Best original score, Trent Reznor & Atticus Ross
Glee
-Best television comedy
-Best supporting actress, Jane Lynch
-best supporting actor, Chris Colfer
Team Coco FTW! :)
been to see Tangled with BG, soooo funny!!
The horse steals the show completely :]
Ô_Ô
The scientists built a model that showed a storm could last for more than 40 days and dump 10 feet of water on the state. The storm would be goaded on by an "atmospheric river" that would move water "at the same rate as 50 Mississippis discharging water into the Gulf of Mexico," according to the AP. Winds could reach 125 miles per hour, and landslides could compound the damage, the report notes.
Ô_o
Hi Mayo, so guess what. I really debated about sharing this here, but then I thought, you know, I actually think the wank is kind of funny. So I decided to anyway.
A few things!
Thursday, I'm going into the city to take my state boards. After that, it's time to go job-hunting and I've already got a few offers. One woman offered me--get this--a hundred bucks an hour to do house calls. I'm not sure yet if I can even take that one because of the hours. The least amount of money I've been offered or seen offered for a therapist is $35/hour. I live fairly close to the Hamptons so if I did do house calls by myself, I could even pull more than that.
But I'm not sure if that's what I want. I may actually take a job at the senior center or at a cancer center. Or maybe even both, part time. Who knows?
This is where getting fired from my godawful job over two years ago has led me, among other things. Every single day I am thankful for that. I recently read an article about a girl who got fired from her job because she was bitching about it online. She never mentioned the name of the place where she worked. She couldn't sue her ex boss, but she did go to the newspapers and cooked up a big scandal over it. The company looked really bad. I think sometimes that I should have done the same thing. But in the end, I didn't have the energy for it. I already know that my ex-boss has lost tons of business and many of his employees are unhappy. He's an unloved man. Yeah, guess I don't really have to do anything further.
So, hopefully, after my boards are over, I can start really helping people AND raking it in.
But that's not even what I'm truly excited about!
Do you know what happened to me recently, Mayo? Well, two things really. One is also directly related to the trajectory from this blog: losing that crappy job.
You may or may not know (you probably do,) that it's been like a 20+ year dream of mine to play Beatrice from Much Ado About Nothing. Remember me always quoting her with Shakespeare Anon? The good old days.
Well as it happens, my clinic supervisor from last trimester saw me on FB quoting Beatrice just out of the blue (because HitRECord is doing a Shakespeare collab. It all ties in. ^_^ ) Said supervisoe then mentioned to me that he was part of a theater group here in my county, and they were thinking of performing Much Ado About Nothing over the summer, and goshdarnit, they were looking for a Beatrice.
So, YES. Directly resulting from coming here years ago, from losing my crappy job, from deciding to go to this specific school, and from having this one clinic supervisor, I am absolutely going to audition for the role, when it comes around.
I truly, truly stand amazed, and so thankful.
That is ALSO not the best thing, not yet! There's one more! ^_^
Hi Mayo, so guess what. I really debated about sharing this here, but then I thought, you know, I actually think the wank is kind of funny. So I decided to anyway.
A few things!
Thursday, I'm going into the city to take my state boards. After that, it's time to go job-hunting and I've already got a few offers. One woman offered me--get this--a hundred bucks an hour to do house calls. I'm not sure yet if I can even take that one because of the hours. The least amount of money I've been offered or seen offered for a therapist is $35/hour. I live fairly close to the Hamptons so if I did do house calls by myself, I could even pull more than that.
But I'm not sure if that's what I want. I may actually take a job at the senior center or at a cancer center. Or maybe even both, part time. Who knows?
This is where getting fired from my godawful job over two years ago has led me, among other things. Every single day I am thankful for that. I recently read an article about a girl who got fired from her job because she was bitching about it online. She never mentioned the name of the place where she worked. She couldn't sue her ex boss, but she did go to the newspapers and cooked up a big scandal over it. The company looked really bad. I think sometimes that I should have done the same thing. But in the end, I didn't have the energy for it. I already know that my ex-boss has lost tons of business and many of his employees are unhappy. He's an unloved man. Yeah, guess I don't really have to do anything further.
So, hopefully, after my boards are over, I can start really helping people AND raking it in.
But that's not even what I'm truly excited about!
Do you know what happened to me recently, Mayo? Well, two things really. One is also directly related to the trajectory from this blog: losing that crappy job.
You may or may not know (you probably do,) that it's been like a 20+ year dream of mine to play Beatrice from Much Ado About Nothing. Remember me always quoting her with Shakespeare Anon? The good old days.
Well as it happens, my clinic supervisor from last trimester saw me on FB quoting Beatrice just out of the blue (because HitRECord is doing a Shakespeare collab. It all ties in. ^_^ ) Said supervisoe then mentioned to me that he was part of a theater group here in my county, and they were thinking of performing Much Ado About Nothing over the summer, and goshdarnit, they were looking for a Beatrice.
So, YES. Directly resulting from coming here years ago, from losing my crappy job, from deciding to go to this specific school, and from having this one clinic supervisor, I am absolutely going to audition for the role, when it comes around.
I truly, truly stand amazed, and so thankful.
That is ALSO not the best thing, not yet! There's one more! ^_^
Shoot, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to post that twice. It said the comment was too large and that it didn't post, so I broke it up. Guess it did post after all.
ANYway.
I once again double-thought posting this, but it is too much fun not to share.
So, you know how I went crazy over Joseph Gordon-Levitt's hirRECord project and all, right, and the whole thing with the TIny Stories and, Mayo, did you know I finally got that Uncertainty Principle tattoo? Bet ya didn't. ^_^
Well, the Tiny Stories led to something else. Yeah, it was just a tiny story. But it made me grow a pair, and I started querying again for my novel. And guess what? AN AGENT ASKED FOR THE FULL MANUSCRIPT.
That doesn't mean I'm getting published or even have an agent yet! It just means that it's a C-C-C-COMBO BREAKER and that people are interested in my story. It means that soon enough, I will have an agent. "It's not a matter of luck, it's just a matter of time." ^_^
So in my ridiculous happiness and thankfulness, I recorded a Thank You to JGL and to some HitRECord friends. (That is my cousin's beautiful music in that clip. He's moving into the field of video game composing. :D ) And if you keep scrolling down in the comments, you can see Joe commenting to me on the video. Oh man, he is such a sweet and genuine person. :) (You have to click "remarks in conversation" and keep clicking "load more" over and over again because I got a lot of comments. ^_^ )
Yeah man, look at this freaking badass adorable GQMF wearing his hitRECord button on his billion dollar suit. WHOOP WHOOP! What a prince. JGL would so totally be a Porchie, haha. ^_^
Mayo, in short, I am happy.
Well, I had better go and study for Thursday. I'll be tons happier once that's out of the way.
But first. THANK YOU. Seriously, for the friendships, and even for the hatred that set me firmly on this ridiculous adventure.
Just, awesome. ^_^
And before anyone calls me out on gloating: Hells yes. I cop to that. :)
Good morning! :)
Some cute .
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:D
some pretty .
DAMN, I should have page topped. Eh!
Hi Mayo, so guess what. I really debated about sharing this here, but then I thought, you know, I actually think the wank is kind of funny. So I decided to anyway.
A few things!
Thursday, I'm going into the city to take my state boards. After that, it's time to go job-hunting and I've already got a few offers. One woman offered me--get this--a hundred bucks an hour to do house calls. I'm not sure yet if I can even take that one because of the hours. The least amount of money I've been offered or seen offered for a therapist is $35/hour. I live fairly close to the Hamptons so if I did do house calls by myself, I could even pull more than that.
But I'm not sure if that's what I want. I may actually take a job at the senior center or at a cancer center. Or maybe even both, part time. Who knows?
This is where getting fired from my godawful job over two years ago has led me, among other things. Every single day I am thankful for that. I recently read an article about a girl who got fired from her job because she was bitching about it online. She never mentioned the name of the place where she worked. She couldn't sue her ex boss, but she did go to the newspapers and cooked up a big scandal over it. The company looked really bad. I think sometimes that I should have done the same thing. But in the end, I didn't have the energy for it. I already know that my ex-boss has lost tons of business and many of his employees are unhappy. He's an unloved man. Yeah, guess I don't really have to do anything further.
So, hopefully, after my boards are over, I can start really helping people AND raking it in.
But that's not even what I'm truly excited about!
Do you know what happened to me recently, Mayo? Well, two things really. One is also directly related to the trajectory from this blog: losing that crappy job.
You may or may not know (you probably do,) that it's been like a 20+ year dream of mine to play Beatrice from Much Ado About Nothing. Remember me always quoting her with Shakespeare Anon? The good old days.
Well as it happens, my clinic supervisor from last trimester saw me on FB quoting Beatrice just out of the blue (because HitRECord is doing a Shakespeare collab. It all ties in. ^_^ ) Said supervisoe then mentioned to me that he was part of a theater group here in my county, and they were thinking of performing Much Ado About Nothing over the summer, and goshdarnit, they were looking for a Beatrice.
So, YES. Directly resulting from coming here years ago, from losing my crappy job, from deciding to go to this specific school, and from having this one clinic supervisor, I am absolutely going to audition for the role, when it comes around.
I truly, truly stand amazed, and so thankful.
That is ALSO not the best thing, not yet! There's one more! ^_^
So, you know how I went crazy over Joseph Gordon-Levitt's hirRECord project and all, right, and the whole thing with the TIny Stories and, Mayo, did you know I finally got that Uncertainty Principle tattoo? Bet ya didn't. ^_^
Well, the Tiny Stories led to something else. Yeah, it was just a tiny story. But it made me grow a pair, and I started querying again for my novel. And guess what? AN AGENT ASKED FOR THE FULL MANUSCRIPT.
That doesn't mean I'm getting published or even have an agent yet! It just means that it's a C-C-C-COMBO BREAKER and that people are interested in my story. It means that soon enough, I will have an agent. "It's not a matter of luck, it's just a matter of time." ^_^
So in my ridiculous happiness and thankfulness, I recorded a Thank You to JGL and to some HitRECord friends. (That is my cousin's beautiful music in that clip. He's moving into the field of video game composing. :D ) And if you keep scrolling down in the comments, you can see Joe commenting to me on the video. Oh man, he is such a sweet and genuine person. :) (You have to click "remarks in conversation" and keep clicking "load more" over and over again because I got a lot of comments. ^_^ )
Yeah man, look at this freaking badass adorable GQMF wearing his hitRECord button on his billion dollar suit. WHOOP WHOOP! What a prince. JGL would so totally be a Porchie, haha. ^_^
Mayo, in short, I am happy.
Well, I had better go and study for Thursday. I'll be tons happier once that's out of the way.
But first. THANK YOU. Seriously, for the friendships, and even for the hatred that set me firmly on this ridiculous adventure.
Just, awesome. ^_^
Also, I wanted 3003. ^_^
And 3006. :)
Who didn't see a self copy&paste job coming? ;) Some things never change. At least its not a picture of dead bird being posted 100 times. Be grateful.
A dead bird?
Whatever, congratulations, is that what you want? You're SO not mad at Mya. Good for you. MOVING ON.
JGL would so totally be a Porchie, haha. ^_^"
Everyone here "so totally" does not care about your or your stupid druggie movie stars.
Don't bother telling me please that he's not on something. In any picture you can see tracks on his arms. It is so obvious.
http://www.dailybruin.com/media/00/00/03/85/38507_web.ae.11.9.gordonlevitt.picA_big.jpg
Stop being naive. Heroin scars.
Heroin scars
stop attacking yourself. this game is beyond old.
if you are happy, that is great. i would think you would be passed this childish behaviour.
4:33, what I am talking about is denial and erotiomania. Take a look at "some other blogs" and you will see people from here and other places being attacked for having this. What it really means is that when you believe that famous people are in love with you or friends with you when they are not and wouldn't know you from Adam.
Denial is when you can't see what is right before your eyes. Other blogs sill accuse Gerard Way of being on drugs. There is no proof of that. There is proof of their idol being on drugs though. No one wants to see it.
It is sad and pathetic. This is the behavior of denial and reflecting what you feel onto others.
And truly happy people don't feel the need to "gloat".
And truly happy people don't feel the need to "gloat"
You should tell that to your idol Gerard Way.
Though hypocrisy means overlooking these things.
good morning!
Thank God, EP is here.
You should tell that to your idol Gerard Way.
Shut up Kapunua. You said what you wanted to say so sign in, or just leave.
"JGL IS MY FRIEND, JGL IS A PORCHIE, JGL IS MY LOVER".
Erotomania.
That's very silly.
The scars there are from a bike accident. :) Besides which, what people do in their own time is of no concern to me.
Of course I don't need to gloat, but I don't need to eat ice cream either. Some things you just do because they are fun. :)
Pshst 4:52.
Everyone knows that Tom Hardy is my lover. Come on now, get with the program.
Because he's porn. God damn.
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