Seventeen years had passed since their admission, supine, hands clasped. The moment paused and rewound so many times it has begun to slip and slur. Yet it remains solid, holding down everything from that time, forward. It is the ground to which any path may be traced.
It is far from nothing.
They were alone, their easy banter quickly escalating to hysteria. It was cast. He pressed his words between their laughter, hoping that the weight of their meaning may be buoyed by the mirth of the spell. As he had hoped, they had caught her off guard. And, she swallowed her response, continuing to laugh as if what he said was part of the folly.
It is easier to disbelieve.
Then he turned to her and she found the truth in his eyes. He wanted to take it back; he did take it back. While she held her breath and hoped that she could find her words, and that they wouldn’t sound ridiculous in the wake of her stay, he had let his words disintegrate.
The moment was gone.
In an instant, fear can consume you. It can make you refrain from disclosure, from the truth. You may hold your tongue or reel in its wag. Once it is fixed, fear can thrive in you for years, feeding off of regret, recycling into a fierce energy…anger.
It can destroy.
Or you may gain experience, chalk it up to another missed cue. You can allow yourself to forgive, provide another the opportunity to atone. Understand that when acknowledged, fear can guide you. You can turn it around and fear can provide additional strength to push you beyond previous expectations, to rise above limitations.
What has become of them?
Over 2500 miles travelled between the lines, their lives. They both stand as a movable marker for a moment, a slide rule for a decision. They are not broken, but both are damaged. Each has a life filled with family, friends, knowledge, achievements, and failed attempts. Of course, there is a portion of their lives of which the other is aware, a fraction that they speculate. But, neither knows that the other will occasionally recall that moment, reflecting on, but never regretting, its purpose.
p.s. nemo.
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No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
Art by: Toujours
“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
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«Oldest ‹Older 401 – 600 of 4838 Newer› Newest»The seaweed is always greener
In somebody else's lake
You dream about going up there
But that is a big mistake
Just look at the world around you
Right here on the ocean floor
Such wonderful things surround you
What more is you lookin' for?
Under the sea
Under the sea
Darling it's better
Down where it's wetter
Take it from me
Up on the shore they work all day
Out in the sun they slave away
While we devotin'
Full time to floatin'
Under the sea
Long Live The Vampyre!!
Good morning Ergo
Hello everyone.
I'm out with Flighty at the moment. She took me out to dinner then had my nails done. Why do I feel she's up to something? LOL
Pretty nice having my daughter pay for change. I'm pretty happy.
How can vampires live long when they're dead things?
What an oxymoron. ;p
Long may the undead stay undead is what you should have said.
Awakened I have become
Light now slips away
Manipulate your mind
Darkness is my slave
Taste the sins of Hell
The blood that I so crave
The last thing that you see
Is the hunger in my eyes
Blood sucking creatures of the night
Nocturnal spectre hiding from the light
Cries screaming out every fright
Eagerly awaiting plight
Apparitions from the pits of Hell
Death plagues the streets in which they dwell
Demented lust, the secrets they must keep
Addicted to your blood
At dawn they sleep
I <3 Nemo too!
Anna *whispers*
Nemoooooooooooooo!
Nemo *whispers*
Annnaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
hi elena! That sounds lovely, though ever so slightly suspicious lol
Say "gidday" for me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cR0EQVwNP0s&feature=related
For your precious love means more to me
Than any love could ever be
For when I wanted you I was so lonely and so blue
For that's what love will do
Darling, I'm so surprised,
Oh, when I first realized
That you were fooling me
Darling, they say that our love won't grow
I just want to tell them that they don't know
For as long as you, long as you are loving me
Our love will grow wider, deeper than any sea
And all the things in the world, in this whole wide world
Is just that you would say that you'd be my girl
(Wanting you) Wanting you,
(I'm lonely and blue) Whoa, lonely
That's what love will do
All Nemos lead back to the sea. ;)
what? is this blog called mayonaise : hot nights in rio?
those romantically inclined
go somewhere else and GET A ROOM!
Good Morning All
Had a lovely time with Flighty last night. We spent a lot of time just hanging together talking about what's going on in her life. It was great.
Ergo I told her you said hello and she sent one right back to ya.
Hope everyone has a great day! Take care.
Moving on the floor now babe you're a bird of paradise
Cherry ice cream smile I suppose it's very nice
With a step to your left and a flick to the right you catch that mirror way out west
You know you're something special and you look like you're the best
Her name is Rio and she dances on the sand
Just like that river twisting through a dusty land
And when she shines she really shows you all she can
Oh Rio, Rio dance across the Rio Grande
Charlie Sheen's radical guide to WINNING!
http://abcnews.go.com/GMA/video/charlie-sheen-bipolar-bi-winning-13017875
good morning!
Good Morning Ergo
How is tomorrow? Today it is very chilly and rainy.
hiya elena!
Tomorrow is hot and humid, bit of high cloud about and chance of later thunderstorms
good to hear you enjoyed your night with Flighty
I did indeed enjoy it very much. We had a lot of fun.
Kinda wish it was hot and humid here. I'm worried that the rain may turn to snow. The temp is dropping off.
Oh I hope you warm up over there soon, Spring certainly is taking it's time and it looks like the Punscatawny (excuse terrible attempt at spelling) Phil was wrong
so you need this blog t talk about the weather...day in, day out...
Phil is usually wrong but he's so darn cute I always forgive him.
I'm really hoping we have a calm spring. Don't know if I told you but Fred and I are going in April on a book buying/ concert roadtrip. Gonna see MCR in Des Moines. I'm a bit worried because the venue is open air. Iowa in April can be a worry. Could storm, could snow for that matter. Star Wars quote comes to mind "I've got a bad feeling about this." LOL
open air is always a worry, but I'm sure it'll be fine.
Wish I could come with you, your road trips to buy things always sound so much fun.
I must be off we are going out this morning and I'm half dressed, I will get "looks" if I take too long lol
have a good rest of the day and I'll catch you later
Have a fun day Ergo.
Talk with ya later.
I understand about the "looks". My family would spend a Staggering amount of time Ranting at me if I took too long to get ready. LOL
You know what it is 6:46?
Do you really wanna know what it is?
Its them God Damn Frick'n zombies.
Their fuck'n it up for evybody.
Okay lame zombie joke....
What do vegetarian zombies crave?
GRAINS GRAINS
And with that I'm outta here. Time to close up shop. Take care.
Zombies. blargh. Disgusting smelly things.
With their undead bits n pieces fallin off all over the place and not a romantic bone left in their bodies.
Yep. Zombies fucked it up for everyundead body.
I've crossed oceans of time to find you.
Thats some romantic shit.
You'd never hear those words cross a zombies lips.
If (s)he still had their lips.
Zombies know nothing of eternal love. They know nothing of lust and passion and the craving of a heartbeat.
They have one thing on their minds. Brains, brains and more brains.
B.O.R.I.N.G.
Anonymous said...
those romantically inclined
go somewhere else and GET A ROOM!
March 4, 2011 6:24 AM
Don't know if you've bothered to notice, but there hasn't been any romantical stuffs here in quite a while. Hell, who'd want to be, here, if all they got was verbal abuse? My advice to you?
go somewhere else and GET A LIFE!
Her blood coursed through my veins sweeter than life itself.
Claudia: Danger holds you to me!
Louis: Love holds you to me.
Speak for yourself 8:17. i'm feeling pretty romantic right now.
For most men, time moves slowly, oh so slowly, they don't even realize it. But time has revealed itself to me in a very special way. Time is a rushing, howling wind that rages past me, withering me in a single, relentless blast, and then continues on. I've been sitting here passively, submissive to its rage, watching its work. Listen! Time, howling, withering!
A Minute of Years.
i see, any excuse to continue with your romantic bullshit on this blog.
talk about not having a life...
better still, you can continue with your romantic nonsense at seven's
Whatchoo got against romance Mayo hatin' anon?
Damn. Is there anything you don't got sumthin against?
Don't like romance. Don't like love. Don't like sex. Don't like weather. Don't like vampires. Don't like the sun. Don't like the moon.
What the fuck do you like?
don't like Mayo, don't like seven
I bet that one must have hated all the poetry being posted here. Late at night. In darkness and shadows.
Must have really hated that.
I saw her today at the reception
In her glass was a bleeding man
She was practiced at the art of deception
Well I could tell by her blood-stained hands
You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
But if you try sometimes you just might find
You just might find
You get what you need
Go & get what you need Mayo hatin 7 hatin DTB anon.
Go in peace.
i suppose there is no reasoning with the silly and misguided...
If you said something reasonable maybe people would listen.
What problem do you have with Mayo?
With this blog?
How does this blog hurt you or affect your real life in any way?
What is your problem?
State your grievances.
*once helped negotiate a non union contract*
i don't think i need to explain myself to you 9:52
And I don't need to explain myself to you.
Neither does Elena, Ergo, Welshie or anyone else here.
that's right, they don't.
but that doesn't mean i won't stop questioning them
they don't have to respond, just as i choose not to respond to you
legal eagle
I personally don't hate this blog. I used to visit here a lot back when it was interesting. I saw some mean things go on, some really vile things and YES, mostly from the "day crew" people. I have to admit that.
Now I come back every once in a while and it kind of makes me laugh. I see the same 2 or 3 people here every single time, and it's funny to me how small their lives still are.
The rest can have dropped off the face of the earth for all I know or care. I'd be willing to bet that the OPs are still living in J's mother's trailer and fantasizing about a married rock star with two kids, coming to rescue them from their lives.
Yes, that is funny.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2sB8NRZRGWg
I was feeling, so bad
I asked my family doctor just what I had
I said Dr. (Dr.)
Mr. M.D. (Dr.)
Now can you tell me what's ailing me (Dr.)
He said yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah (yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah)
Yes indeed, all I, I really need
(Good love) Now gimme that good good lovin'
(Good love) All I need is love
(Good love) Good good lovin' baby
(Good love)
Now honey please, squeeze me tight (squeeze me tight)
Don't you want your baby to feel alright
I said baby (baby)
Now it's for sure (it's for sure)
I got the fever, yeah
And you got the cure (got the cure)
Everybody yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah (yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah)
Yes indeed, all I, I really need
(Good love) Now come on and gimme that lovin'
(Good love) All I need is lovin'
(Good love) Good good lovin' baby
(Good love)
(bridge)
(Good love)
(Good love)
(Good love) All I need is love
(Good love) All I want is love
(Good love) Lovin' you early in the morning now
(Good love) Lovin' you late at night now
(Good love) Love, love
(Good love)
Love, love, love, love, love
Somebody here lived in their mummy's trailer with another somebody here?
I don't remember anything like that.
I think that's part of your fantasy 10:29.
What a sad fantasy it is. O_O
you see the same two or three people talking about the weather...and food
i predict tomorrow's conversation will be about how hot/cold windy/not windy things are and what's for dinner.
really riiiiiiiverting stuff
you are full of bullshit 10:30
I am not full of bullshit but you are clearly fuckin nuts 11:37.
Good Lovin was absolutely on the Legal Eagles soundtrack. No bullshit. Check it for yourself after you take your trying to keep some semblance of sanity meds.
is that all you can say?
idiot
but do carry on
fool
Mayo
So how was your day? Mine was good. Saw some nice things. Gone now but I've got the memory so it's cool.
All in all I give today a 10.
Hope things are right as rain in your world.
Take care.
Nite Mayo
Elena
he doesn't even talk to you and you're still licking his ass
Had a fabulous fresh fish lunch by the marina, gorgeous place to be on such a hot day.
Going for a swim in a while after DH finishes up some work with his brother, so I'm going to lie down and have a read.
Sweet dreams elena, catch you tomorrow
The Number To Heaven
Report Card
Good Morning
Ergo is sounds as if you had a lovely day. But my question is..what did you read? Right now I'm reading a book about Cripple Creek Colorado ghosts. I love that town. We used to go there almost every year on vacation. Started going there when I was little and we took the girls there many times. It's a great old town with a rich history and some very interesting ghosts. Mr E and I are planning a trip for this summer and we'll be staying in the Palace Hotel. Room 4 if possible. Seems that one has a lot of spirit activity.
Gotta work all day today. One of my employees had surgery. I'm hoping for lots of nice customers who want lots of nice books!
Take care everyone and have a great day.
At about what time of the day did Ergo have her BM? When did Elena stop to pick her nose? These are things that Mayo needs to know.
have her BM?
breakfast made ?
bed made ?
breast massage ?
bad medicine ?
When did Elena stop to pick her nose?
There's a classy question.
During a morning lull @9:58 am.
Am i right ? Do I get a free book?
I have a question now.
At what time this morning did I, Mayo, Elena and Ergo all take our first pee?
You're an idiot.
You can't answer the question and I'm the idiot?
C'mon. Take a guess. You could get it right.
It's better to try than to just give up.
good morning!
Elena, I was reading one of the Italian recipe books I bought from our local library clean out, it's part travel diary and part recipes about Peidmonte, an area in northern Italy at the foot of the Alps, the capital is Turin, as in "the Shroud of.."
It's a beautiful book with the most wonderful photographs.
We ended up swimming until about 7:30 last night. It was so hot down at BIL's place compared to ours, it's less than 10km but we get about a 5C difference all year.
It was really nice. It's overcast and windy today so we are doing yardwork including repainting and moving our letterbox so the mail lady stops gouging great holes in the soft ground beside it in her 4WD.
Well it wasn't our current one who did the damage but she can't help but make it worse each day where it is now.
Hope your employee recovers well from the surgery and that you get some good customers, and that trip sounds wonderful, I bet there are some great things to see around an old town like that.
I miss you too.
Jem
Romance is the glamour which turns the dust of everyday life into a golden haze.
Don't go changing, to try and please me
You never let me down before
Don't imagine you're too familiar
And I don't see you anymore
I wouldn't leave you in times of trouble
We never could have come this far
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times
I'll take you just the way you are
Don't go trying some new fashion
Don't change the color of your hair
You always have my unspoken passion
Although I might not seem to care
I don't want clever conversation
I never want to work that hard
I just want someone that I can talk to
I want you just the way you are.
. . . I said I love you, and that's forever
And this I promise from the heart
I could not love you any better
I love you just the way you are.
that song was dedicated to elena and ergo
Hot funk cool punk even if its old junk
it's still rockNroll to me
everybody's talking bout the new shit, funny
but it's still rockNroll to me
Go play with some old junk 9:09.
It's ok to play with your own. You won't really go blind you know.
Don't go changing, elena & ergo, to try and please me
You never let me down before
I said I love you, and that's forever
And this I promise from the heart
Elena & Ergo I could not love you any better
I love you just the way you arrrre.
You know what's really funny?
All those scene queens and kings who thought the invented the scene thanks to buzznet and their 15 minutes of ecelebrity.
Hell. The scene was invented long ago and James Dean was The original scene kid. Too cool for skool. The King and the queen. Rebel without a cause. Gone too soon. Only he had real, actual talent unlike the scene queens of the 2000s.
RIP James Dean.
Like the whole scene thing was so original.
Pffft.
Oh, it doesn't matter what they say in the papers
'Cause it's always been the same old scene.
There's a new band in town
But you can't
get the sound from a story in a magazine...
Aimed at your average teen
History is so important.
You know what's really funny?
Aside from 9:09/28/29.
*now go to comment about the scene queens*
There were scenes being explored, experimented with and lived long before the scene queens were gleams in their daddies' eyes.
Woodstock baby!
"I come in Self-annihilation & the grandeur of Inspiration / To cast of Rational Demonstration by Faith in the Saviour / To cast off the rotten rags of Memory by Inspiration / To cast aside from Poetry all that is not Inspiration".
I come in peace.
✌
I came in peace.
I went in peace.
I now go
in peace.
I don't want clever conversation
I never want to work that hard
I just want someone that I can talk to
I want elena & Ergo just the way you are.
Sorry 10:27. I don't think it's Ergo and Elena that particular person wants or loves just the way they are.
It's not you either.
I'm sure of it.
*sits back*
Impress me with your wit and clever conversation 10:27.
You can find someone besides me willing to have an actual conversation with you, right?
Let me know when you do. I'm on standby to be oh so impressed by you.
I can't wait. Yayness is impending.
I can be so sarcastic, snarky and jus a lil bitch. I know.
But what else imma do
waitin to be impressed by a fool?
Nicki Minaj in da house
Your love your love
Shawty, Imma only tell you this once, you're the illest (Bah ba dah dah oh)
And for your lovin' I'm a Die Hard like Bruce Willis
(Bah ba dah dah oh)
You got spark, you, you got spunk
You, you got something all the girls want
You're like a candy store
And I'm a toddler
You got me wantin' more and mo mo more and
Your love, your love (yeah)
Find me in the dark
I'll be in the stars
Find me in your heart
I'm in need of your love
Your Love, your love, your love, your love
Baby, you’re the illest, your love
Your love
imma, imma tell ya where i need to be
imma needta stop givin dis shit away fo free
aint no young money
cash money,
fast money made dat way
you want my rhyme
get in line
pay fo your time
pay your dues
i'll be your muse
if you can amuse
me
with all that be
your flash
your stash
your swing
your sway
buckle up baby
you just might live
to see another day ;)
Sorry 10:27. I don't think it's Ergo and Elena that particular person wants or loves just the way they are.
It's not you either.
I'm sure of it.
Sorry, I'm sure you're wrong
Mayo speaks to the people he loves, which is Elena and Ergo and others.
Find me in the dark
I'll be in the stars
Find me in your heart
I'm in need of your love
Your Love, your love, your love, your love
Baby, you’re the illest, your love
Your love
For Amyranth & Lewisleaveshasfallensloppydead hugs & :*
Nope. I'm right. You're wrong.
I know who I love just the way they are and it's not you or Elena or Ergo. Guess again. :)
wendy your flash
your stash
your swing
your sway
You're wrong too 11:41.
Can't anyone get it right tonight?
I know who I love just the way they are and it's not you or Elena or Ergo. Guess again. :)
Umm... the OP's
I suppose it's possible Lil Wayne could know Wendy. They're both from the same state.
Mayo has spoken.
What did Mayo say? I miisseed it.
I said I love you, and that's forever
And this I promise from the heart
Elena & Ergo I could not love you any better
I love you just the way you arrrre.
Didn't Lil Wayne play his last concert before surrendering to authorities in New Orleans? Was Wendy at that concert? I heard it was metal heavy and we all know she's a metal head.
Nope. Nope. Yes.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=deKG-4bI2wc
Mayo
Well I had lots of customers today and they bought lots of books. It was one of those days that remind me why I love what I do. Not just because I made money but because I got to chat with a lot of other book lovers and that’s always a good thing. I’d say most of the customers today had never been in before. A whole new batch of people moved to the area. Of course being a military town they won’t stay long but at least they are here for a while. One lady was telling me how hard it is to find bookstores like mine anymore. She said most of the stores she used to visit had gone out of business. I can understand that. My business is not one you go into if you want to be rich. My business is one you go into if you love books. It’s one you try to stay in because of that love. Mom went with me today so that made it even better. Yep, it was a good day.
Hope your day was just as good. Heck, I hope it was even better!
Take care.
Nite Mayo
Elena (happily lost between the pages)
Before you walk out the fuckin door
I'd die for you
F*ck Mayo. ;)
Grammy award winning multi millionaire media mogul Weezy has spoken. He'd die without her .
Now, lets try to figure out who Lil Wayne's her is?
Hmmm
Maybe he meant s--he
Mmmmm.
Don't think it's a book dealer from Kansas. Sorry Elena.
Don't think it's a homemaker, baker, educator from Australia. Sorry EP.
Pretty damn sure Weezy don't want nothing to do with bagpipe players from Wales who've only known 1 or 2 POC in their lives. Sorry Welshie.
More than pretty damn sure he wouldn't want anything to do with DTB or repetitive anon. He'd just shoot or pistol whip her(them) with that gun he didn't have a permit to carry which he went to prison for.
And he wouldn't think twice about it.
Neither would I to be completely honest. There's only so much annoyance a person can take before they break.
Maybe he meant s--he
Mmmmm.
Mmmmm is right. But Weezy don't keep that body looking that tone and tight for a he. No. No. No.
That body for a she. A naturally
born
she.
No man work that hard for another he. Nope.
Not Weezy. Not Eminem. Not no man.
I wouldn't want anything to do with DTB anon either, not at all. And I suppose pistol whips are better than turkey slaps.
It depends on who's doing the turkey slappin' for me.
I could take a good turkey slap from Eminem or Lil Wayne.
I'd probably ram the turkey and the pistol up DTB anon's ass. Just statin.
Gives whole new meaning to turkey with stuffin!
Lil wayne would approve.
I think DTB anon would give that turkey a good painful bite before it comes anywhere near his/her ass.
When somebody asks me who has the best 6 pack abs 5 men come to mind.
Eminem
Lil Wayne
Shemar Moore
Jared Leto
Brad Pitt
best fuckin abs in celebrityhood.
hey elena, sounds like a lovely day, it's always wonderful to be able to chat with people who share the same passion as you do.
It's been raining here today, so BG and I watched Gremlins
I made some afternoon tea too, I'll pop it in the kitchen and put the kettle on.
Mayo, you can have some too if you'd like. How many sugars do you take?
Two hun.
I honesty don't think DTB anon or supporters would know what to do if anything came near his/her ass or any other body orifice.
I have a feeling they think a blow job literally involves blowing.
Blowing can be a good thing. In limited amounts between intense sucking and licking.
Two hun?
Two hundred?
Fuck. Is that your number? You're almost as bad as my last ex.
Ok. Almost half as bad. He was way over 500 hundred. :p
You got that right. DTB anon seems virginal. Fooy!
If you're talking about the sugars you better be able to handle more than that Mayo. Umm hmmm.
I think Mayo said Two [sugars]hunney to Ergo.
If Mayo's has had over 500, which isn't at all surprising I expect his dick to fall off in the very near future.
I don't know if DTB anon if virginal or not.
All I know is that they sure seem bitter and I don't like bitter. There's too much succulent sweetness in life waiting to be plucked, picked and tasted.
I think Mayo said Two [sugars]hunney to Ergo.
Good for him and her! I take at least 3 myself.
If Mayo's has had over 500, which isn't at all surprising I expect his dick to fall off in the very near future.
I think you're confusing sex with leprosy.
Seriously. Your dick can't just fall off no matter how many partners you've had.
Sure. You can get herpes, Syphilis, HIV, HPV , Hepatitis B and other STD's but your dick won't just fall off.
Honestly people. Where do you get these ideas.
Cause it's a bittersweet symphony this liife!
I think you're confusing sex with leprosy.
Seriously. Your dick can't just fall off no matter how many partners you've had.
Seriously? DRATS!!!
1:56,
So sorry to burst your bubble.
U could always hope Mayo or any other man in your life gets testicular cancer I suppose. i wouldnt want to be you when karma comes collecting though.
I don't care if he has 1000 partners. It's not my concern.
I, for one, hope every man in my life gets all he can when he can he can get it.
as long as he is not in a committed, monogamous relationship. as long as his fucking around wont destroy another person's life or heart or soul. go for it.
get all you can while you can.
The same goes for women. if you're single and unattached. if you don't have a ring on your finger and haven't promised your heart to anyone.
Go for it. no matter their age. if they are willing and you are able. fuck yeas.
as long as he is not in a committed, monogamous relationship. as long as his fucking around wont destroy another person's life or heart or soul. go for it
So everyone on this blog is excluded.
And there should be no more romantic nonsense here.
So everyone on this blog is excluded.
What?
No. I didn't say that.
I don't know if everyone on this blog is in a committed relationship. I don't know who here is or isn't in a monogamous relationship or who has an open relationship with their partner(s).
I can only speak for myself. No one else.
My body and my passions follows my heart. My heart belongs to one person and one person alone.
I can only be satisfied by someone who fills me completely. Body and mind.
There has to be a deeper connection for me.
Someplace within me that can't be reached by anyone other than the person I'm with.
It's difficult to describe. It's a hunger. A craving that can only be satisfied by the right combination of nourishment. A perfect balance of all nutritional needs.
that's it.
I think that is the best way to describe it. :)
And there should be no more romantic nonsense here.
What is nonsense to you?
Romance in general?
Lyrics you think are being posted for Mayo?
Songs from soundtracks like Mr. Nobody or Legal Eagles?
What, exactly, constitutes romantic nonsense to you?
A perfect balance of all nutritional needs.
:)
I'm getting hungry again.
No sorry, I don't agree with you. An open relationship is still a relationship because you can't be exclusive with another person. That's an excuse to fool around.
F*ck all this romance shit. Let's get back to talking Lil Wayne's and Eminem's fine asses and toned bodies.
Besides, I don't think you are going to find "your heart" on a blog talking anonymously. Find someone in your real life.
An open relationship is still a relationship because you can't be exclusive with another person. That's an excuse to fool around.
Um. That's kind of the point of open relationships. You know.
Both parties go into the relationship knowing there will be fucking around with other people. Knowing there will be other sexual and emotional partners.
I agree. It's a cop out but it works for some people. More power to them. I couldn't deal with it.
No you mean both people are not willing to fully commit to each other so they play the field in case someone better rolls up.
It's not more power I consider them weak.
Find someone in your real life.
What makes you think I'm not talking about someone in my real life? Flesh and blood.
Just because I post here doesn't mean there isn't someone in my life. My real life.
Do you have someone anon? Is posting at Mayo's stopping you from having a real relationship in real life?
I am not suggesting that you have no life if you post, only real relationships happen in reality not a blog.
I myself am a hopeless romantic...
I live to hear those three little words....
so....
LETS GET NAKED!!!
s posting at Mayo's stopping you from having a real relationship in real life?
Poor Mayo. He could be sued by so many husbands for alienation of affectiion.
How many married woman posted here?
Ergoproxy
Elena
Carrie
Smokey
Sdock common law marriage
Faraway
Wendy engaged
Cupcake engaged
how many others? lol
Bad Mayo. Very bad Mayo alienating all those women from their husbands.
If they were continually posting love poetry or sexual innuendo's here, I would be concerned if I were their husbands/partners.
LETS GET NAKED!!!
Normally that, a candle, and a glass or two of wine would be enough for me.
I'm in a pissy mood tonight.
I'm gonna need more than that lover.
You're gonna have to work for this piece of ass tonight.
Not up to it? Move the fuck along.
Who, exactly, is posting love poetry to someone other than their husband/partner?
Come on. If you're going to accuse someone of cheating at least have the courage and conviction to name names.
Bullshit. They be addressing them otherwise not doing it anonymously on a blog.
How can you name names when it's all posted tacitly under an anon identity?
Bullshit. They be addressing them otherwise not doing it anonymously on a blog.
March 6, 2011 3:11 AM
Anonymous said...
How can you name names when it's all posted tacitly under an anon identity?
What?
You kids are ridiculous!
So, if I posted a love poem or a love song and specified that it was for my wife, husband, partner, keeper of the key to my heart
you would have no problem with that?
I'm trying very hard to understand here.
this is for the one who holds the key to my heart
I love you
I honestly love you :)
Goodnight!
So, if I posted a love poem or a love song and specified that it was for my wife, husband, partner, keeper of the key to my heart
you would have no problem with that?
I'm trying very hard to understand here.
What? Who would know who that is addressed to? Anyone could take that the wrong way and believe it was directed to them if they believe it was Mayo or SS or whoever they want it to be. How could you not understand that?
this is for the one who holds the key to my heart
I love you
I honestly love you :)
Goodnight!
And who are YOU? If that was for Mayo he is married so stop flirting with a married man.
Oh honey. I am not flirting with any married man. With any man who belongs to another woman. You just get that little thought right out of your head.
“I say I don’t sleep with married men, but what I mean is that I don’t sleep with happily married men.”
You're lying, honey
OPJ shut up
When a woman steals your husband, there is no better revenge than to let her keep him.
So the truth finally comes out. Appears a couple are a playing the cheating game.
You are both disgusting cheats.
You are both disgusting cheats.
What does OPJ have to do with any of this?
Do you really think I'm posting love letters to Frank Iero?
He's a happily married man. The father of two beautiful girls. In love with the same woman he's been in love with for years. He is her man and he loves her. The lovely Jamia.
I can see that. I'm not OPJ.
You are both disgusting cheats.
Who is cheating on who? Good lord.
I'm not cheating on anyone.
This place really sucks sometimes. You get accused of doing all sorts of thing you didn't do. Fuck.
Then if you don't what to be accused don't post love letters to Mayo.
You don't know if he is unhappy or not in his marriage, and even if he was he's still in it.
He's a happily married man. The father of two beautiful girls. In love with the same woman he's been in love with for years. He is her man and he loves her. The lovely Jamia.
That goodness someone is happy in their marriage! The way you hope it is for every marriage.
Fuck it. I quit.
Good luck to all of you and thanks for the memories.
Bye now!
Stop being so melodramatic.
When a woman steals your husband, there is no better revenge than to let her keep him.
So the husband never made a choice to be with this woman?
Sure.
I hope you liked the Twinings Traditional Afternoon tea I made to go with the baked goods, I alternate that with Irish or English Breakfast (at any time of day), I do like Earl and Lady Grey but on a rainy day you want a good solid tea flavour I find.
Hope everyone has a good day/night.
g'night all
just tryin to get a lil slickm on the old hang down.
just tryin to get a lil slickm on the old hang down.
Sorry. I can be a crabby piece of rubbish at times, when poked the wrong way.
And it's Monday. >_<
Okay.
My whole diatribe that I just apologised for, just vanished.
Damn you, Monday. Damn you!
Wendy engaged?
in doing what?
Good Morning
Hey ya, PP. I don't think you're crabby at all but then again I'm not one to poke a possum. LOL
Hope your Monday gets better.
I'm hoping for a good Sunday. So far it's only 32 but rumor has it it's gonna be close to 60 today.
Think I'll head out to some flea markets. Treasures to be found.
Have a great day everyone!
good morning!
PP, you know where support lies, anyone without empathy and compassion isn't worth your time.
Still so much sorrow in NZ, despite glimmers of good, like the clearing of the cathedral, film of the funerals is so very sad. It will be a long hard road ahead.
elena, hope you unearthed some excellent things. Rainy here again but I'm spending the day with a friend so it's all good :]
I came by invitation to General Chelsea Mayhem
then going on to somewhere
Yes I was going somewhere
A Single Random meeting with your eyes
and I am beaten.
And now I'm going nowhere, I know I'm going nowhere
With the voices in my head
The clever words I never said
Of all the things to happen
In a girl Panic
That's driving naked through my mind
It's a crush panic she's got me atomized
You beg me to get closer
Dress falling off your shoulder
The heat is wrapping 'round us
This city strapped around us
Cause now I sense your mission
is my coming demolition
And you just hold me under
I know I'm going under
Do you know where we are?
I'm longing for the dark
Of our nocturnal life
It begins and ends with you
Don't spill my secret
You were once running wild hiding in the morning mist
Game demands I make you mine
I thought that I could resist
But the leopard in you... silently... preyed on me
I made my way back home (did you follow her?)
I handled her with care (were you in control?)
So elegant and sleek (were you not afraid?)
I need her to be near (does she belong to you?)
Don't spill my secret
Deserted by my friends (don't they understand?)
She's so much more than them (how could they compare?)
So now she's just for me (no one else can see)
I watch her while she sleeps? (Be sure she dreams of you)
Don't spill my secret
(It's been quite a while)
Since we were last outside (and do you miss the chase?)
Now that we've both been tamed (inside this gilded cage)
Prisoners of our thoughts (you saved me from myself)
Don't spill my secret
Today a man was taken from his apartment on the New Jersey shore and arrested
under suspicion of entrapment of a wild animal. Police, after forced entry,
discovered a caged leopard in the building! The fully-grown feline was said
to be surprisingly domesticated by zoological experts who gave her a thorough
examination before preparing her for relocation.
A large crowd was gathered outside to watch the beautiful creature as a giant
cage was lowered slowly onto the street by a crane. From here, the leopard
was transferred into the back of a truck for the journey ahead. A startled onlooker said, "It's extraordinary to think that any human being could have
lived in such close quarters with such a dangerous animal." Police are saying
the captor was simply besotted with the creature and barely left her side.
It's alleged that he hunted her in the wild and expertly forged
documents to facilitate her illegal export to the United States of
America. The incident has already created much controversy and is now
likely to lead to a major international investigation into the life of
the man who stole a leopard.
Every time it happens... you tell yourself it's love. But it isn't. It's blood. And death. You can't escape your nightmare without me, and I can't escape my nightmare without you. I've waited a long time for you.
Interesting day it's been, grooved through to a soundtrack of Jamiroquai.
3
1
And when a new moon shines through your window
Or you hear a sad song on the radio
And you don't know why but you just start to cry
Or you're driving round on a sunny day
And out of nowhere comes the pouring rain
Then a memory hits you right out of the blue
That's just me, thinking of you
And I'm thinkin' about the roads your on
I'm thinkin' about you comin' home
I'm a wonderin' if you've got your radio on [
And when you find your way to another town
And someone tries to lay you down
And a feeling hits you right out of the blue
Well its me, thinking of you
Its just me, thinking of you
goodnight :)
vola vola, mai si stanca
gira qua e gira la
Good Morning
Ergo glad to hear you had a good day. Mine was good too. Found a really cool vintage turquoise necklace. Think I might just wear it today. So far the sun is out but I'm hearing nasty little rumblings of the possibility of snow again. Yuck.
Well gotta work today so I better get a move on. Take care everyone.
What We Do In Life Echoes In Eternity.
Anonymous said...
Pretty damn sure Weezy don't want nothing to do with bagpipe players from Wales who've only known 1 or 2 POC in their lives. Sorry Welshie.
March 6, 2011 1:06 AM
Hey anon, don't be sorry. You're probably right saying that this Weezy whoever the bloody hell he is doesn't want anything to do with me. That's ok. Nobody has to like me. Can't say I'm that keen on myself to be honest. However you're very wrong in the second part of your statement. See, what I said was, there were only a couple of POC in my school. Thankfully since leaving school and starting work in the big bad city that is Bangor I have met, worked and made friends with many POC.
I just wanted to correct you ok.
Ta very much.
good morning!
Hiya elena, sounds like a great find, turquoise is beautiful. Hope the weather doesn't turn too bad
Hi welshie hope you had a good weekend.
Now that you mentioned Bangor I have
"Didn't we have a lovely time the day we went to Bangor, a beautiful day we had lunch on the way and all for a couple of pounds you know, and on the way back I cuddled with jack and we opened a bottle of cider, singing a few of our favourite songs as the wheels went around"
I still remember all the words to that song! Hadn't thought of it in a great many years.
Hi Ergo. I've heard of that song.
I did a bit of googling and apparently "Day Trip To Bangor" was actually inspired after a day trip to Rhyl (a seaside resort 35 miles east of Bangor, North Wales), but because Bangor had an extra syllable and slipped off the tongue easier it was used ahead of Rhyl. This caused an outcry from councillors and businesses in Rhyl who complained that the publicity would have boosted the resort's tourist economy.
Awwww. Poor Rhyl:(
oh poor Rhyl, it doesn't really work in the song does it.
I imagine they wouldn't have been really happy abut it.
Like the Bananarama song Robert DeNiro's Waiting, they were going to do Al Pacino but it didn't sound any good
Love, love, love Jamiroquai Ergo. I share Jay Kay's passion for wacky hats.
Deeper Underground
Oh bloody hell Mayo can we have a fanfare please. I made a clicky linky thingy all by myself. Didn't have to go to night classes of nuffink! Bloody hell I'm proper chuffed:)
*finally takes off dunce's hat*
*keeps hat nearby, just in case*
I just hope it links you to Jamiroquai's video and not to some porn! Bloody hell I'd die of shame man. Bloody die of shame I would.
Congratulation Welshie!
*confetti and streamers*
and it does link to Jamiroquai so don't panic, lol
He is a terrifically cool guy, I remember seeing his hat collection when Trinny and Susannah visited him & just saw the episode of Naked Chef when Jamie cooked for them on sunday again.
He was so sweet on Top Gear too
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