I am feeling like a bit of a prick this hour. I will not apologize for my rant or the decision I have made. Please, consider yourselves warned. I have a bit of the devil in me.
My foremost priority is to put an end to a certain debate that has been going on inside my head for some time. I am weary from thought, and can barely function from the stress. My torment is unending, and my head is pounding. I have not been able to eat or sleep. I am gaunt, my eyes are hollow, and I look like shit. I have to, at this moment, come to terms with the horror. Ultimately, I must confront my fears and face the question that has been plaguing me at the start of each day. Boxers or briefs? I must admit I have been weighing my options quite heavily. Both have positive and negative qualities, but in the end (yes, I just said that) it is…
p.s. fucker’s out of his mind if you ask me.
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Hellloooooo Wendy!! How are you on this fine evening?
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*pounces on BC and smoothers her with hugs and kisses*
I'm wickedly good, BC
*wink*
Thank you for asking!!!
hello wendy
night elena
anon I love dreaming - do you?
Why are our souls placed in this dimension? Why must we endure so much torment?
Anon, I love to dream. How about you? Last night I had a terrible nightmare that I lost my coconut bra. The night before, MJ and a few of us were performing anon sacrifices, and well, I lost my treasured coconut bra. Can you believe that?
*Pounces on Wendy and smothers her with lots and lots of hugs and kisses*
Your welcome Wendy!!
Um, 'cause of the monkeys?
Anon, I am not sure, but our souls must endure some pain and suffering in order to become a new and wiser person, and to begin anew.
Is there something wrong sweetie?
Anon, maybe because the gorillas told us to.
P.S. I was kidding about that coconut bra nightmare scenario.
anon I really don't know, trials can be of our own making or visited upon us through no fault of our own
It's how we deal with them that makes us the people we are
BC, you are of the nice, and I am of the snarky. You are sweet.
geez, i'm wandering around blogbelieve, and then i come here and it's poetry and philosophy night.
i didn't bring my notes. :(
You get stuck in the dream, it's on constant redial
Anonymous said...
you cannot sleep, and I cannot stop dreaming
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"Dreams are the illustrations from the book your soul is writing....
about you...."
NEVER stop DREAMING anonymous!!!
Hello Ergo/Honey bunch!
*smooch, hug, smooch*
Aww thanks Carrie, but I can be a lot of things >:)
Don't sleep?
Or, hey, think really, really hard about dreaming about bunnies!
toujours said...
geez, i'm wandering around blogbelieve, and then i come here and it's poetry and philosophy night.
i didn't bring my notes. :(
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*pounces on TJ & smoothers her with x's and o's*
Didn't you get the memo, TJ???
Ooops, sorry!
Anon, that happens to me too sometimes.
I will not dream about bunnies, I will not dream about bunnies. And I will not admit to watching Hallmark movies, and oh no, will not admit to watching Spike and Buffy snog against the wall on the Bronze, nope, not me.
Carrie, have you been watching too much Buffy? Not that I mind; I would encourage and push watching it whenever I can >:)
are you always dreaming the same?
Then your soul and mind haven't sorted through the information inside you
I could give you a lecture on dream science but recurring dreams indicate a failure to resolve issues usually
but which is the dream? Now or while we sleep. or are we just the dreams of other beings?
I find dreams absolutely fascinating
*dizzy and smothered, but liking it*
six, you are a whirlwind tonight, ain'tcha? ;)
and a hello to you, dreaming anon. are you the same anon that got first comment 'way up there?
Carrie, you telling me that you are Anya?
Oh, there is nothing as too much Buffy, it is not possible.
When I'm awake, it feels but a dream, when I'm asleep it feels too real
Anonymous said...
Why are our souls placed in this dimension? Why must we endure so much torment?
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That sounds like more of a nightmare than a dream, anonymous.
:(
I agree with BC (if you are reliving actual events in your life).
Sometimes, we must walk in and with the darkness to truly see and return to the light.
As in, I'm a vengeance demon? I do like the vengeance....
*SMOOOOOOOOOOOCH*
Aw Wendy you're always so cuddly!
Carrie, you're right: Too much Buffy is never impossible. I actually don't like Anya. I thought she was a bit annoying. I like Spike better.
anon you seem disconnected form your real life, if it feels like a dream you can't really be living. Why not?
and if your dreams seem to real (and I assume that's not good) then your subconscious is trying really hard to tell you something)
though I often prefer my dreams, even the unpleasant ones.
I won't go down by myself, but I'll go down with Eeeeentroopyyyy
toujours said...
*dizzy and smothered, but liking it*
six, you are a whirlwind tonight, ain'tcha? ;)
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*grabs TJ again and spins her round and round*
Haha! It's the carnival spirit TJ!!! I'm drowning in it!
Maybe you should throw me a life preserver.....
;-)
Okay, prison kid.
Isn't she, Ergo? *more kisses and hugs for Wendy*
Aww Carrie. Now that is love right there ;)
ergoproxy said...
*SMOOOOOOOOOOOCH*
Aw Wendy you're always so cuddly!
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*says in her bestest southern accent - whilst batting eyelashes*
I do try, Ergo! I surely do try!
:D
everyone smooch wendy!!!
*Smooches and hugs Wendy*
anon, come back, come back (blows whistle) come back....
sorry, I'm bored
smooch the anon?
they seem to need a little love...
whoo! carnivale, eh, six? is that why you've got that lovely mask on?
ah nearly dinner time.....having pasta with a meat sauce made with beef shin
just thought I'd let you know
I'm loving all the SMOOCHES Ergo, BC, TJ!!!!
You noticed the mask, did ya TJ?
I thought I took that darn thing off! I think my face in numb...
;-)
Ohhh........and guess what I just uncovered in the cellar??
A bottle of GlenLivet (aged 12 years), and I'm thinking it's been in there a good 5 years!
Who wants some 17 year old GlenLivet?????
Besides ME, that is
;P
*Kisses and hugs anon*
Ergo, maybe some kisses will make them feel better.
Your welcome Wendy!!!! You know we love ya ;D
Oh I shall thank you!
Wendy
*brings out special glass owned by her grandfater*
ok grandfather - i don't recall flatulence!
Look at the mess some people are making on Bourbon Street!
^oxymoron there^
Darn, I came home too soon....
Bourbon Street Web Cam outside The Tropical Isle
Here's some live blues for ya'll:
Uh OH They're drinking Hand Grenades NOW
ergoproxy said...
Oh I shall thank you!
Wendy
*brings out special glass owned by her grandfater*
*brings out special glass owned by her grandfater*
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LOL!!!!!
Tell the 'grandfater' he is excused!
*fill the grandfater's glass for Ergo*
Want some BC????
well, the comment boxes are becoming elusive, so i think i'll say good night to you delightful people, make my good nights to mayo, and wander off until tomorrow.
have fun, and play nice.
sweet dreams!
Those people are lucky. I wish I was there. I could have stolen all of those bead necklaces :(
Sure Wendy, why not? Thank you ^_^
Goodnight and sweet dreams squeak squeak *hugs*
dudettes, I must away, for I am falling asleep. sorry, elusive anon, come back and let me psychoanalyze you tomorrow.
Goodnight and sweet dreams Carrie. Love to you.
Good night Carrie & TJ!!!
TJ: I ALWAYS play nice....
a little rough perhaps; but still NICE ;-)
Sweet dreams ladies!!!
*comes back and fills BC's coconut bra with GlenLivet*
Wendy, NOT in my coconut bra!!!! That is only used for sacrificial purposes only!! ;D
Ooops, SORRY BC!
Just pour it in a glass. I'm sure the coconut bra will dry out before the next sacrifice!
:D
mayo,
after all my recent talk of crossing thresholds and being on my path, i think it's starting to dawn on me that what's actually the case is that i don't know what the hell i'm doing, or where the hell i'm going. i am without a map. smack dab in the center of terra-fucking-incognita.
i'm not left paralyzed by this knowledge. in fact, it's almost...well, liberating is too strong a word, but close. i don't have to worry about conforming to any expectations. i can't talk with the natives, so all i can do is stumble forward.
i'm not particularly distraught by the prospect. it just is.
sometimes you just have days like that -- where nothing major happens, no plot twists occur. days that get cut from stories. days where you are just breathing and doing the little things that are in front of you waiting to be done. if you have any thoughts about your inner condition, they are subtle sneaking realizations, like sunlight through thick fog, rather than piercing rays of enlightenment from the heavens.
so what do you do with a day like that? i think the only thing that made this day memorable was receiving some heartening words from a friend. those i have tucked away with my treasures, and the as for the rest?
it was what it was. i was alive. i was unharmed, i suffered neither externally nor internally. was it a blessing? was it a waste?
maybe every day doesn't need to be tallied up.
maybe, sometimes, being alive is enough. maybe?
good night, mayo. sleep well and dream well, and i will endeavor to do the same.
Ha ha very funny Wendy :D
Alright everyone, it is time for me to say goodnight.
Goodnight Ergo, Wendy. Hope to see you guys here tomorrow. Love to you.
Goodnight my little jar of Mayonaise. Goodnight SS, Blog Family, good lurkers.
Xoxo
I must be off for awhile, loves...
SIM: hang in there, love and don't let the cruel, nameless ones get to you. WE are here for you and I do love the 'bite' you showed with them yesterday!
TJ: tonight, this one is for you, to help encourage you....along your path....
THE PATH
Ergo: this is for you:
You are my obsession - BUTTERCUP *wink*
BC: Check your messages - elsewhere, please!
This is for you, BC:
Pantera - Cemetery Gates
Have fun everyone!!!
Love and hugs to all,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
goodnight TJ BC Wendy and thank you!!
Mayo a fairly non productive day I suppose. I doid nothing terribly noteworthy or exciting.
just an ordinary sunday..
I hope you had a lovely day, perhaps more exciting than mine, though if your life is a bit topsy turvey , a nice relaxed average uneventful day.
wishing peace butterfly kisses
love and wonder, to you and yours
much love EP xx
Ooops, I forgot something (as usual).
For KASS *it's a Michael Monroe thing*:
Hanoi Rocks 2007Christmas gift to their fans
How can anyone NOT love these guys???
For the Dalai Lama:
Namaste
For Possum & FASC:
heck, I'm tired.....
*hugs and smooches*
*hope that will be enough for them*
morning all!
mayo i thought i'd wake up to something lovely and new from you??!
alas no!
oh well hope you are ok?
morning SS wherever you are!!
well family i can't stop. sounding familiar!!
off doing family things today.
happy sunday to all!
not sure if its anyones birthday today??
oh and good bye to the recently left carrie,ergo,TJ,BC,wendy.
hello to PP and kass if you are around. oh and dalai lama!!
ok bye!!
ooh, quiet here tonight isn't it?
FASC, have a great Sunday sweetie.
616, you are a veritable bubble of happiness.
*hug and smooch back*
Kass, today may be the day you have to kiss DL's robes at DM.
*hoping, hoping, hoping*
RW, Happy Birthday for the 3rd!!!!
*twists more sausage dog balloons*
(sorry, it's the only shape I have ever mastered)
*brushes Jappy Birthday RW across Mayo's front door in lickable paint*
Good morning Mayo,
In the time that comment took to load I was able to run to the local retirement village, make a cup of tea for all of the residents, and finish their last 1857 pieces of their 10000 piece jigsaw.
*hunting around for something loud to blast at Mayo to get his blog attention*
oohh!That will do nicely.
*tosses princess in Mayo's direction*
*PP owes princess a new tiara for that*
SS... SS... SS,
Ha! Not really. I just felt like being a snake.
At least SS is better than PP >_<
*did NOT think initials out in advance*
SS,
Did you migrate or something? O_O
*bored*
*bored*
*bored*
*wanders off in search of tumbleweeds to play with*
Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds the need for each other.
Heheheh!
Kass, check who was first at DM's today.
And it wasn't me.
Right-o, night all.
Happy lie-ins to all Sunday Bloggers.
*runs in and grabs Possum's tail just as she's leaving*
MWAH!!!
*I suppose I can now OFFICIALLY be called an ass kisser*
Sorry for that Dalai Lama...
*blushes*
There MUST be something in the Carnival air!
I shall start repenting (on Ash Wednesday)...I promise.
Good morning/afternoon/evening Mayo, SS, friends, family, anonymous brethren in blogbelieve!
I hope everyone is well today/tonight.
Today, I have decided to offer a prayer for us all:
*insert higher power of your choice here - for me, IT IS GOD*
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change,
The courage to change the things that I can not accept,
And the wisdom to hide the bodies of the people that I had to kill today - because they got me pissed off.
And also, help me to be careful of the toes I step on today....
as they may connected to the ass I am required to kiss tomorrow.
And help me to remember, when I'm having a REALLY bad day, and it seems that people are going out of their way to intentionally PISS ME OFF, that it takes 42 muscles to frown and only 4 to extend my middle finger and tell them to BITE ME!
~Amen~
and, I will be asking for forgiveness for THAT one on Ash Wednesday.
Have a great day everyone!!!!
Love and Hugs to all!
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Pickled Possum said....
616, you are a veritable bubble of happiness.
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Umm, I hope that 'prayer' didn't shatter Possum's image of me.
*nervously bites finger nails*
Rest assured, Possum; I AM the HAPPIEST pissed off woman you'll ever meet! LOL
;-)
*hugs and smooches*
Wendy your comment just made me laugh so hard the dog thinks I'm having a seizure. Nice prayer especially the ending.
hehe! Thank you Elena! Glad you liked it....
my apologies to your dog (although, I have a feeling all dogs have said the last words of my prayer themselves) *wink*
I'm off to bed now, before that lighting bolt comes down from the heavens and strikes me!!!
I hope you have a great day, love.
Feel free to use the prayer as often as you wish!
:D
*sending lots of hugs and love to you*
Sweet dreams Wendy. Thanks again for the laughter. It's a nice way to start off the day.
Hello Mayo.. Hope you start off your day with laughter too.
SS Hope you start off your day with a giggle!!!
Good morning, everyone! Hope you all slept well / had a good day, whatever time zone you are in.
Dalai Lama, I like that one, like, a lot. ^_^
Dreamy Anon said:
Anonymous said...
When I'm awake, it feels but a dream, when I'm asleep it feels too real
How do you know it's not? Reality is subjective. It only exists as you perceive it, after all.
You very much need to watch a movie called "Waking Life."
Other than that, maybe you have some kind of health issue, or exhaustion or something like that. It can give you that feeling of unreality. Get that checked out it if persists.
Good Morning Mayonaise;
How are you today? I hope that you are as dandy as a dandelion. Shall we expect a new post today? ;) I couldn't sleep last night, I don't know if it had to do with the fact the sister is walking around like a hippo, or if I just tried to go to bed too early. I don't know. All I know is I had to wake up early today for work. You know what the worst part of today is? My dad is still sleeping, and I need to get to work my eleven, and considering it's Sunday, my bus doesn't come until 15 minutes before I start work. I think I came to the conclusion that I'm going to take a taxi. I'm actually scared of taxi-driver's, they creep me out to the max. Ohh well, I gotta do what I gotta do. =]
Did I tell you all I'm saving up for a laptop? When I first got my job, Martha Jones told me that I should try and save for a laptop, and so far it's working! Actually, at this rate, I should have one by Spring Break! =] I'm sooo excited!!
Anyways, there is my attempt at an interesting comment for Mayonaise and everyone on the blogs.
Have a great day guys,
- 007
Paper you are always interesting, Honey. Have a good day and I hope if you have to take a taxi the driver doesn't creep you out!
lol. Thanks Elena! I try my hardest to keep life interesting for myself and the others in my life.
Yesterday at work, I was watching my boss and she asked what I was doing, I told her "I like watching you work". I'm pretty sure that creeped her out just a little, but she laughed and said I was weird.
(random story for you all!)
Anyways, I'm going to get my mom to call me a cab (she doesn't have her driver's license). Everyone, have a great day, and rawr if you need to. =]
Elena, *hug*
<3
<3
Mayo,
Morning, to ya! How are ya feeling this Sunday? Is it too early to tell? Maybe? Me? I'm good, so much better than yesterday. On the road to a complete recovery!
Err, I am still super frustrated with something I am trying to do on my computer, but I vow not to stop until I figure it out or I fuck something up beyond repair. We'll see which comes first! Have a little faith in me.
Mayo, I'm just wishing you a Sunday filled with all the things Sundays are supposed to be filled with....love, family, friends, faith, rest, relaxation, reflection, and recuperation!
Make it a good one.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Just how damn long is it supposed to take to burn a dvd??
Paper BIG HUG to you!!!
sdock I swear I can hear you cursing that computer from here!
Today is a weird day for me. Every year or so I decide to make some room and throw things away. These are things that I rarely look at and usually forget about. If I haven't seen them in years and not wondered where they were, I chuck them.
Or at least I try to.
But I might be the only adult woman who still has every note from high school from one of my only two friends. Every drawing, every notebook, every scrap of paper. Newspaper clippings, photographs, tests, essays, dude, everything, and I just can't get rid of it.
I've got lyrics that my friend wrote for the band we tried to start. Notes we passed to each othe rin psychology class; some of them awkward and I didn't know why back then. This friend was Jeremy; I've mentioned him before. He was my best friend for most of my life, up until he asked me to marry him. He does this every few years and I tell him "no" because I'm not in love with him. Then he gets angry and storms out of my life. Usually he comes back a few months later, saying that he's resolved his issues, but this last time he didn't.
In our high school notes, I found one from a Spring day when we were trying to decide where to go to lunch. It was my senior year and I had just got my first boyfriend and I was crazy over him. He was this Italian/Egyptian artist a few months younger than I was but already accepted into colleges that he would be too poor to attend. His IQ was off the charts. His name was Raven Yasha and he was gorgeous at the time. He liked me because he thought I was brilliant. It had nothing to do with looks; we had connected intellectually and artistically--two high school kids--and it was an exciting time for me. I couldn't quit talking about him.
So anyway, in my notes to Jeremy, I'm trying to convince him to come out to the movies with his girlfriend at the time, because Raven was going to meet me there and what I wanted more than anything was for my best friend and my boyfriend to meet up, discover their similar interests, and hit it off. This way we could all be together forever. Yet in the notes, Jeremy is all angry and not wanting to go out and being pissy with me.
And I didn't get why. I was just like, "What's the matter? You seem so sad today. Is there anything i could do?"
What depresses me is that I can see how I'm still really naive when it comes to people and their motives. Aren't you supposed to figure this stuff out as an adult?
The other things I found where my letters to my cousin Celia. I've mentioned her before, too. She is my cousin, the once-bright, smart, funny, good0hearted, caring person who got mixed up with the most rotten crowd, started drinking, turned into someone else and never returned.
You know what my letters to her were? Well, they begin when we're both kids growing up together (yet we still wrote notes to each other that we could take to school and read in class.) They start out as two kids talking about bands, boys, life, the seasons, stories we wanted to write together. The move on to ideas for a band, song lyrics, trips to music stores, letters about my guitar and her bass guitar.
Over the years they were these long, effusive letters of pleading and ranting and asking why. Every single one of them. "Why are you changing? Why are you leaving behind the good person that you were? Don't you know what's inside of you? I thought we were in this together. I told you I'd always be there to help you; I'm still here. Your family loves you." And over the months--hell, years--the letters change. Looking at them in order I can see it go from hopeful ("my words will work, you'll see this, you'll come back,") to threats, ("I'm not going to watch this happen to you, you're running out of chances,") to desperation, ("I can't be in your life anymore; stop communicating with me...unless you really need to,") to rejection, ("cocaine really is the end of this,") then to nothing at all.
What kills me is that I'm still the same person who keeps trying, and keeps trying the same tactics. I should know by now when to walk away, don't you think? What gets to me isn't how much she changed, but how little I have changed. I'm still that stupid, naive person who, even though she says she's finished, still holds onto that ridiculous hope that people are going to come back.
I really am a simple creature.
This is probably the last time we were ever really close friends, at Chris and Tim's wedding back in '94.
Wow, how depressing! I'm sorry to be such a downer.
Hello Mayo, how are you?
Hello bloggers, how are you?
Hello SS, how are you?
Hello ..... well, you get it.
I hope you're keeping well... not making any silly decisions, or regretting past mistakes.
Like me... oh well.
She'll be right mate! as my friend used to say.
Keep well guys, and eat lots of fruit and vegetables.
xoxo cupcake
p.s, Kapunua, You're not a downer. We love you and we want to know how you are, and what is going on with you.
Take care honey.
xoxo cupcake
Kapunua if we give up on someone we love it kills us a little bit inside. I never give on on those I love. I am a very simple woman.
Thanks, Cupcake, thanks Elena.
Well see, I was the last person in the family to hold on to her. Then she eventually ran off to California and came back pregnant with what would be her first of many messed up, sad children.
Her and the guy she is with are career con artists now. He is supposed to be a car repo guy, but he uses the cars he repossesses as his ride. The money he makes he gives to his other girlfriend the next town over. So how they live is like this: They put security on a house they're going to rent and they live there for a few months not paying the rent and hoping that the landlord will take their excuses. They soon get evicted, but they rely on the grace period and the little money they've saved up to put security on the next house, and then they start over again. They're moving again next month and it's their fourth house in about two years, so. The one kid who is in school has been to three different ones.
All the kids need therapy, badly. The oldest is obsessed with fires, beats up the two younger ones, wets his bed (he's ten,) and has killed animals and tried to kill their cat with an ax.
The middle one is four and still in diapers, he beats on the youngest one, the only girl.
The girl is three, my cousin bought her a baby rat the other day, which she killed by squeezing it and then throwing it.
They're trying for a fourth child.
So it's not like I just sent away this troubled person because I couldn't cope anymore, you know? I fought for her for years, and she chose this instead.
The startling thing is how she used to be the direct opposite of everything she is now. That's what I can't get over, to this day. She didn't begin like this.
*brushes Jappy Birthday RW across Mayo's front door in lickable paint*
Ooooo! Thankees, PP! :D
And thank you too, Anon616, for the balloon card! :)
Kapunua I don't know what to say. Some things are just impossible to understand. To me the saddest thing is the children. To be born into that lifestyle is terrible. If people chose to live like that why bring children into the world? It's one thing to fuck up your life but to do it to your kids? That's just fucked up.
I know, that's what bugs me out. The oldest kid, he actually scares me. For as much as I usually don't like children, I also kind of have a way of talking to them and they usually like me. The oldest one, I tried very hard to be all right with him. Figured maybe if he had someone to talk to.
But honestly the kid scares me. Like, really pretty much just freaks me out. I don't like it when her kids are in the neighborhood (visiting my cousins across the street, with Boychild--and I hate when they're around him,) and when they come to visit I get a sinking feeling. I don't want any of them near my pets.
How do you politely tell someone that getting their kid therapy now might save the lives of a few hitchhikers twenty years from now? O_O
Well, there's no reason to dwell on it at any rate. ^_^
I really have awesome hair, huh? ;D Man, look at that picture, that's when I kept it long. I think I'm going to let it get to that length again. Maybe if I stopped dyeing the bejesus out of it it would grow faster. ^_^
Oh, and just in case either one of you is about today:
Here, Mayo.
Your goose, S(S)S.
^_^
Kapunua I'm sure SS will love the goose you gave him.
That sounds sort of wrong doesn't it?
hello everyone!
mayo soon would be good. i have about an hour!!!
SS hello to you!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RW
Hey FASC
Why don't you try yelling really loudly. He might hear you.
Hey everybody, just checking in for now, feeling sort of melancholy today.
Kapunua, I read your post about Jeremy and Celia.
Before I say anything else, I would like to apologize for everything hurtful I've said to you since we've been here. I don't know if you want to accept it, or if I hurt you too badly to fix it. But since the anons have been attacking us so hideously, it's made me realize I should never have said the things I said to you. So, if you're willing, I'd like to start over.
Now. Your memories of your friend and your cousin. All I want to say is that I'm sorry they left. It must have hurt you very badly. I've been in that position before; my best friend from grade school through college became a different person when she figured out that (some) men like you better if you sleep with all of them.
You know what? I still have shit from who-knows-when. If it means something to you, why not keep it? It's part of the memories.
Some people might say that you should've learned from those experiences. But it seems more that you're a hopeful, ultimately optimistic person who loves her friends and family enough to keep trying.
I'm going to go for now. I hope you'll consider my offer of a truce.
Be back later, guys, one or the other of us. Take care, have a good one.
J
haha! elena! i doubt it!
time is running out but i'm sure he will post later and i will look forward to reading him tomorrow!
thanks for the email elena. how are things with you?
hello and goodbye OPJ!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RW!
It sounds wrong Elena, but I LOLled. ^_^
Hey, J., no worries, yeah? That sounds fine to me. ^_^
But honestly, the stuff with those two people, it doesn't get me all broken up; not even today. A little resentful I guess. And today, nostalgic, but that happens everytime I go through all my junk and see what's left, what I have to keep and what I should really let go. That goes for things outside of the physical, too. :D
Oh, and I did not get rid of my stuffed animals across my bookshelf. They have nowhere else to go. :)
Cool, K, I'm glad. :)
I have more stuffed animals than I do clothes. :S I love 'em. I've got two plastic tubs of Beanie Babies alone.
Part of me will always be a kid, I guess.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RW! (but I thought it was later in the month?)
J
Thanks, K & OP J! :)
My birthday's today, J. CTV, MJ, and BH13 have their birthdays later in the month. As does Bert, come to think of it!
Happy Birthday RW
I'm going to give you the greatest gift....I'm not going to sing!
Hope it's a good one!
Hey FASC still here or are you getting glared at?
elena i'm here for another 15 mins! promised to watch lost at 9pm!!
Cool FASC
So what's new in your world?
MAYO
Come on dude....FASC only has 15 minutes before she has to go. Got something to say?
Okay Mayo
At this point even your grocery shopping list would be acceptable.
Just something dude cause this page is getting pretty crowded.
Happy Birthday RW
I'm going to give you the greatest gift....I'm not going to sing!
Lol! I thank you, Elena! ;) My mother sang to me on the phone a couple of days ago. I have not yet recovered!
RW my mom sings to me on the phone every year. LOL
i've been reading some great stuff elena!!!(you are talented!!)
right i have to leave!!
love to you all.
enjoy the rest of your day RW!!!
mayo i'm looking forward to a happy(ish)monday morning post please!!!
later guys!!
Come on Mayo
If you post before sdock gets back I get to tell you what she said for you to hold until she gets here!!!!
Bye FASC
Talk to you tomorrow
Bye, FASC :) Have a great evening!
Mayo, do you suppose you might stay and chat after you post? It's been a while since you've dropped in and said your usual, "Hello, thank you, I am well" thing. ;D
Hey everyone ^_^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CANUCK!
I hope you have an amazing day, dear. You sure deserve it. I already left a message to you last night, but today's the official day, so it needed to be said once more!
How's everyone doing today? Birthday girl?
By the way, anyone who is interested, House is NEW tonight. It goes on after the Superbowl, but I don't even know when the Superbowl begins, much less when it's going to end.
"Superbowl" sounded like both "soup" and "bowl" just then and it made me frightfully damned hungry.
Mayo, care to join me in a spot of tea, chap?
Just playing, Fim! ;D
Hullo & thank you, CTV!! :D
How's everyone doing today? Birthday girl?
I'm kinda bored, actually :( Why does my birthday have to fall on a Sunday! *wails*
Hey everyone. Happy actual birthday RW!!
I'd kill to have my birthday on the weekend. Sucks working on your birthday, y'know?
*GLOMP*
Did you have some cake? Was it chocolate?!
Hello BC. How've you been, love?
Thank you, BC! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RW!!!
and hello everyone how is it all hanging?
OP Kapunua CTV FASC Elena
Cupacke and anyone else about!
Hi BC you arrived as I did!
Hullo and thank you, EP! :)
Hi CTV. How are you? I'm doing pretty good, thanks for asking. I am trying to find some Anti-Valentine's day stuff on the web at the moment.
Your welcome RW :)
Hi Ergo! Us arriving at the same time? Freaky! Lol ;p
Valentine's Day? *shudders*
The Hallmark commercials have begun.
Hello Ergo.
MCR in Vietnam, & the only ones smiling are the bodyguards.
I hate it too CTV, and it's less than two weeks from now, which is even more terrifying. That's why I'm looking for anything Anti-Valentine's related.
I always hated that commercial holiday.
My favorite anti-valentine's day stuff.
Hi CTV! i actually like working on my birthday. We've got a birthday cluster at work and we always have a big party, where everyone quits what they're doing (unless we have an emergency) for about an hour and we get cake and cards and junk like that. We have our office birthday parties in our "lounge," which is a re-done Victorian dining room. It's kinda neat. ^_^
When Gerard talking with other fans, I saw his wrist was wrote “NOPE”, and I asked him why he wrote “NOPE”? Gerard laughed out and said” well…That’s my favorite answer!”
Okay then.
A card from me to BlogBelieve. :D
This one is my favorite because it reminds me of me. I feel like this is what I was supposed to look like. The attitude is definitely mine though. :D
When Gerard talking with other fans, I saw his wrist was wrote “NOPE”, and I asked him why he wrote “NOPE”? Gerard laughed out and said” well…That’s my favorite answer!”
Um...
I love it, K!!
I know, right? BC, my birthday is unfortunately the day before V-Day. Kinda sucks. Brings down the mood often.
Hey Kapunua! Damn, I'd love to have that. I envy you. Sounds like you work with great people.
Thanks RW I think that's I nice pic, and I wouldn't read too much into their looks, they look to me like they're just walking around, bet the others are laughing at the guy with the helmet.
Love the dinky bag Gerard has!Asian packaging is so cute
Is Ray there? (is he on the left in the hat or would he be further back?)
CTV where was that from?
haah I'd love to just have "Nope" on a shirt and point to it everytime I get a kid ask me for something.
I actually have a coffee mug that says
"And yet despite the look on my face you're still talking"
Now I often just say to hubby - "I need my mug"
Those are some awesome cards K. Maybe I will use some of the images for Valentine's Day. CTV, my sympathies goes out to you. No one should have their birthday near Valentine's Day. It's blasphemy! Lol.
Forget that though, my birthday is next month already. I can't wait. And I think Miss T's birthday is a few days before mine.
I don't think Ray's in that pic, EP.
I probably wouldn't have noticed the lack of smiles if it hadn't been for Frank's scowl. It's so unusual to see him with an expression like that. Gerard and Mikey, on the other hand, look pretty sour a lot of the time, so i figure that's natural for them.
About Gerard's little bag*, he looks like a man who's been out doing the obligatory tourist shopping for the missus back home ;)
*I nearly said "little package" 0_0
RW, I love how we're always on the same wavelength ^_^
Kapunua, you two clearly have the same attitude! I love it.
You're beautiful the way you are.
CTV: :D
Here's the link, Ergo.
http://community.livejournal.com/
chemicalromance/3116159.html
I don't know, dude. I just don't find this Sharpie crap amusing. Doing on on-stage, on LIVE television (twice), and while strolling the streets?
Who does that?
*I nearly said "little package" 0_0
XD
I remember in asia you'd buy a little cake or something and it would get wrapped put in a little box with a ribbon and in a little bag, it's very cute but you think a little ott.
I think Frank just looks a bit bored, who knows how long they'd been wandering the streets and I bet they are fragrant streets too!
And I pic captures an instant and he had an itch I wouldn't worry.
I don't know, dude. I just don't find this Sharpie crap amusing. Doing on on-stage, on LIVE television (twice), and while strolling the streets?
Who does that?
Someone who can't say out loud what he's really thinking, maybe.
CTV, when is your birthday?
And I pic captures an instant and he had an itch I wouldn't worry.
I wasn't worrying, just thinking it looked a little odd. They must all be pretty tired as well with all this endless touring. I don't know why they do that to themselves.
Thanks CTV what a great write up she did I'd love to see them with the cards she gave them.
But the place nearly collapsing is a bit scary!
Gonna go out & get some groceries. See you guys later :)
yep me too off to the gym I'll be back later!
Take care guys.
Thank you, CTV. ^_^ Seriously.
Yes, I work with some awesome people. Most of them, not all. :)
Man, it would suck to have your birthday around the time of VD.*
Damnit, I just killed a bunch of zombies in a runaway mine train and now I have NO AMMO and like a tiny, piddly little TITCH of health left. There's no merchant around, I'm out of first aid spray, and there's not a save point in sight! >_<
*El oh el.
Mayo you little apple dumpling I'm off to spend the night at the casino hotel and I just know you're gonna post while I'm gone.
Wait did I just call you an apple dumpling? Of well yeah I did and I stand by it.
Hope you are well and your post is not too dark. But then you are the Dark Lord Mayo sometimes. See ya and of course I will be checking my phone for your newest post.
Elena
Mayo, I hope you know my thoughts are with you right now.
I was thinking back to the beginning of all of this. These past few months have been a whirlwind of memorable experiences, both exceptional and distressing.
Blogbelieve has changed my simple black and white world to all colours and various shades. I have grown, and watched others grow with me.
I have you to thank for this.
I truly hope you are well, happy, and strong. Thank you.
SS, you have broadened my understanding and passion for life itself. I know that's a tall order, but I promise it's true, love. You have no idea how much you mean to me. To us.
I was watching LOTR (lolz) and heard Gimli say something that stuck with me. It reminded me of you.
"Faithless is he that says farewell when the road darkens."
Call me crazy, but it could almost sound like something you'd say, right? ^_^ And can I just say that I love how you're also a fellow LOTR nerd?
You're a beautiful person with a beautiful heart. I have a feeling you're surrounded by good-hearted people too.
Thank you for everything. Much love to you two both always.
Sorry for the extremely long and cheesy post. I just wanted to get everything out.
BC, my birthday is February the 13th.
RW, have fun on your special day, okay? Enjoy every moment. I'm thinking of you.
BC, my birthday is February the 13th.
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It's not going to land on a Friday, is it? O_o
Don't worry about the delay CTV. My mind was wandering elsewhere anyways.
Mayo, why don't you ask something of us this time? You've given us a place to hang out, and you stick around and give us poetry, your thoughts and stuff, which is generous of you. And we ask you lots of questions and invite you to join in our games and memes sometimes.
Well, how about this? Do you have any requests to make of us? Or, do you have any questions you'd like us to answer for you? Individually or as a group?
How about it, Mayo, anything on your mind?
Hey guys!
How's everyone?
Mayo:
I think Kapunua has a great idea. I'd love a question asked of me. It'd be something different.
Spice of life and all that jazz.
Oh, and Happy 5 Month Anniversary, dude. It's been a hell of a long haul. I've enjoyed every minute of it. The ups and the downs, the friendships that were forged, the tears, the laughter, the inspiration.
This has changed me, Mayo. I hope to the heavens above you've been changed, too. I hope your heart has softened and you've begun to figure out things about yourself.
Think we can make this last 5 more months?
*pats you on the back*
Thanks, Mayo.
Hi, Everybody and THANK YOU SO MUCH fo all the Birthday Wishes!!!!
I had a pretty good day, so...
How is everyone?
Mayo definitely needs to post something new!
Gotta go for now!
Take care!
SS:
Can't leave you out, buddy.
You've been a freakin' light at the end of the tunnel. You've shown us errors in our ways. You've made us much stronger with your words. You've made a lot of us want to be better people.
You're an imaginary goal.
Thanks for sticking by us when times here got to be more than we could handle. Thank you for all of the support over the months and thank you for your selfless acts.
None of this can ever be replaceable.
What will you do if and when this all ends? You won't have the BlogBelieve ladies giving you uncontrollable giggles and consequential hiccups! Whatever will you do?!
You'll go out and do it in the real world. You'll show people, by your words and selfless acts, that there are still good people in this world.
*hands you the gold-encrusted Goose Of BlogBelieve*
I would knight you, but that'd be weird. And I only have a plastic javelin ;)
See ya around? Hell yeah.
Hey all, I'm back for a while. How're things?
J
Well, I thought there was someone here, I saw the lights on...
Helloooo? Anyone? Am I gonna have to go back upstairs and talk to Sparkle?
J
Hmm. Guess I'll...um...go find...something else to do til someone comes home.
*looks about the empty room*
Y'know, I never noticed how many breakable items were in here before...
Wonder if...
*whistles loudly*
SPARKLE! Come on down, let's play kickball!
heeheehee
J
Martha? Is that you?
J
Lurky McLurker? ^____^ The books, or the movies? Me, I kinda have to admit, I liked the movies, uhh, maybe a little better. O_O Blaspheme!
It's quiet now, you know.
So I went to check before to see of the Superbowl was over, and don't you know it looked like that sucker was only just starting. How long does it usually go, does anyone know?
I just got killed in Resident Evil 4 and I got kind of frustrated with it. Now I have to climb all the damn stairs again. STUPID tower. STUPID zombies. >_<
yes it is are you still here j?
yes it is are you still here j?
Books, for me.
I had a complete LoTR set, with The Hobbit, that was printed in the '60s or '70s. Paperback.
And I have a hardback of "The Silmarillion."
Didn't care for the movies. Blasphemy, as well!
J
Hey MJ, J, Kapunua!
Kapunua:
You're looking at 4 hours at the LEAST. Crazy game goes on For-EH-Ver.
HIIIII! I dunno, the books just didn't click with me; maybe I read them at the wrong time in my life. Or for the wrong reason at the wrong time, more like. I appreciate what they are and what Tolkien did, but I was never leaping out of my chair.
FOUR HOURS? Damn, that's a long time to wait for House. O_o
Should I try the zombies again?
Ooooor should I try to finish and post my next chapter? ^_^
MJ! I'm still here.
The Super Bowl, K? It's over sometime in, oh, March, I believe. :D
Actually, it doesn't even start til around 6, for some hideous reason.
J
Hello MIB and KApu and J
Kapu I asked my brother earlier about the Superbowl and he said it would be coming on at 3 or 4 Pacific time. It's almost 4 right now so It must have just come on.
Yeah, I thought it started in the damn afternoon. Isn't that usually when people sit on the couch with a bowl of chips or something? (Actually I thought the Superbowl was around Thanksgiving, but I guess that's some other thing.)
*Le sigh* What's a baseball gal to do?
S(S)S, you asked a question once. I wrote the answer on a note and slipped it under your office door. Hope you're the one who sees it.
*tips hat* ^_^
Hey Mustard!
K, I think you should get the zomblies to finish your next chapter, then sic them on the SUperBowlers so we can get on with our lives.
And they dug Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers up for the halftime show. What was their budget, $5 and a Value Meal?
I've been meaning to ask: does anyone know what's happened to Bikey? Or Sister Midnite? Or Dei Gratia? And wasn't Miss T supposed to get her computer back by now?
Didn't Six have Bikey chained to the wall in the dungeon? Should we go feed him?
J
Oh my good grief! This is the first chance to get back on the computer.
Excuse me for a moment Mayo.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RW!!! Kisses and squeezes!
Okay, manners.
Good evening Mayo.
Good evening All.
Hiya Gnothi, it's pretty deserted tonight. I'll be off in a few for a shower and dinner. L may come on then, I don't know.
You doing alright?
J
I'm back and obviously not much is going on!
J I agree I like books better though I think they did a great job with LOTR
and it was nice to see the story over a shorter period than it took me to read!
And I have the paperback Simarillion1
didn't anyoone feed Bikey!!
*runs to dungeon*
*runs back*
it's ok I think he's either been let go or bust out of his chains
I miss Bikey being about
*waves if Bikey is lurking*
SisM has been about but usually only 1 or 2 posts.
and MissT is missed a lot!
hello GS!
and DG was about a couple of days ago? I think. I can't remember blog time!
Tom Petty O_O strange choice
Hi J and Ergo. I'm fine thanks. I'm not stopping myself, just wanted to nip in and say Happy Birthday to RW again. It's already gone midnight, I really need to hit the hay, school tomorrow :(
Roll on Friday, half term holidays! A week off work, yay!!
I liked the movies, but that's just 'cause I always thought Aragorn was so manly.
Oh, the shame.
I was kinda sad to see it, to be honest. It took up a good 5 years of my life.
MAYO,
are you watching a bit of blue? is that why this page is taking so loonnnnnnnng to load. ;) have fun anyway
hey guys, well i have been boiling today, it was bloody hot and i wore a hoodie. how clever was i.
how are you all tonight?
Hello all
My Internet is being a bitch. I don't know if it is the weather or scumcast
*see it end
Hey GS! Hey Ergo!
Hi Ergo!
L talks about the third installment of "LoTR" (movie) as: battle battle battle, deep thought deep thought, battle battle battle deep thought deep thought! (i.e., repetative). I just couldn't get into the movies; fell asleep during the first one.
Hope all our missing people are doing well--if y'all are reading, come on back! We miss you!
What's happening in Oz today, E?
J
"Scumcast?"
You rule, MJ.
martha, what is scumcast?
J:
The Battle At Helm's Deep was my all-time favorite scene.
It rocked me ;)
Bye Gnothi!
Hi Fimble! Hoodie? Mmm, not the best fashion decision in the heat, honey. :( Maybe a t-shirt next time...?
Mustard, who played Aragorn? Was that Orlando Bloom? I can't remember.
J
It's comcast a cable company here in the US.
One of my coworkers gave it that Name. I'll tell him you liked it.
Hi Fimble!!
hey Mustard - Aragon - mmmmmmm
anyone seen the Uk "Robin Hood"?
we have the second series started last night
Guy of Gisborne could ravage me any day!!
(Richard Armitage - rrrrowr!)
Viggo Mortensen, J.
Orlando Bloom was Legolas.
Ergo! So, it wasn't just me?
"Scumcast"! We have that here, too! We just suck on their cable services-teat for our digital. No internet from them. No no no.
Are the customer service people nasty there, too, Martha? Here, they're some of the most evil people on the face of the earth.
The Anons could learn a thing or two from Comcast workers...
(Fimble, it's actually Comcast, and they provide cable/phone/internet service. In a terribly shoddy way, too.)
J
J we have bloody thunder and it's 10 am!!!
It's overcast but not raining yet, otherwise pretty quiet I have the house to myself again after the weekend.
I liked the battles in LOTR and visually it was beautifully made but I was very close to getting that bloody ring and fucking doing it myself!!
The deep thought bits really got on my goat.
well J i was thinking of a snow suit but i may think again hahaha. is it that sad that i laugh at my own jokes. well boo hoo to me hehehehe
so can anyone tell me why the superbowl is such a big deal? it has been on all afternoon for the run up.
Ep I've seen like two episodes of that show. BBC America is getting ready to show the second season.
The deep thought bits really got on my goat.
Seriously. I saw Frodo's nose hairs one too many times.
It's like Jackson was thinking just how close he could get to him before his thought bubble burst.
Hi Martha and Mustard,
I'm heading off, see you all soon.
Just for SS:
" Final count, 42 "
" Well, that's a right fine number for a young Elven princeling. But I am sitting pretty on a score of 43 "
[ Legolas shoots the Orc Gimli is sitting on ] " 43!"
" He was already dead! "
" He was twitching."
" He was twitching because he has my AXE BURIED IN HIS NERVOUS SYSTEM!"
Good night Mayo.
Good night all.
GS, you totally said "nip." Don't think I didn't notice. Probably so did FimbleJazz and Splash, because they are DIR-TEH.
The best Guy of Gisborne was Michael Wincott who played him in the unfortunate "Prince of Thieves."*
The last LOTR movie had about thirty endings. There's a video making fun of it somewhere on youtube, and I seem to remember that I LOLled pretty hard over it. See if I can find it.
*Which I saw five times because of Christian Slater. WHAT? I was a kid.
so thats comcast, we have bright house and we used to have it through a wire. we live on a community that hasnt been fully built yet, maybe 9 houses including ours are done. when the house next door was being built the builders cut throught the wires so many times. i was lost without me internet.
now we are on wireless and that still gets bloody crap now and again. loose signal at the worst times.
why cant they all just be easy and great
Fimble:
There comes a time in every male sports lover's life where they gather with a bunch of other sport lovin' dudes and squish all of their buddies onto a loveseat in front of a 78" television screen and watch a bunch of other sweaty dudes duke it out for this football shaped trophy and a bunch of gaudy rings.
And they high-five every time their team scores.
It's weird.
It's like watching the Discovery Channel for 5 hours straight.
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