I am feeling like a bit of a prick this hour. I will not apologize for my rant or the decision I have made. Please, consider yourselves warned. I have a bit of the devil in me.
My foremost priority is to put an end to a certain debate that has been going on inside my head for some time. I am weary from thought, and can barely function from the stress. My torment is unending, and my head is pounding. I have not been able to eat or sleep. I am gaunt, my eyes are hollow, and I look like shit. I have to, at this moment, come to terms with the horror. Ultimately, I must confront my fears and face the question that has been plaguing me at the start of each day. Boxers or briefs? I must admit I have been weighing my options quite heavily. Both have positive and negative qualities, but in the end (yes, I just said that) it is…
p.s. fucker’s out of his mind if you ask me.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
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«Oldest ‹Older 2601 – 2648 of 2648...though I'd see them again for sure, and may be brave enough to try standing.
I am so jealous some people saw them and Muse together - that would be a perfect concert!
Actually they should all get away from it all in Australia, I have many suggestions where they could stay.
Ergo, from what I read, it looks like the new album might be released at the end of this year, not next. They should take a break, but it looks like it's not gonna happen anytime soon.
Dear Mayonaise,
Where the hell are you?
Sincerely
Amyranth
THe Only Time by Nine Inch Nails, for Mayo and his devil tonight.
^____^
That's hot, Mayo.
I'M JUST plAYIN' WITYOO SON.
Carrie, lol. It's good that the music is still important. Even so, I would enjoy throwing a tomato at Gerard, just for the fun of it
*BC has biggest smile on her face*
Helloo Amy
I guess a tomato is better than a bottle!
hello amyranth!
we have really loud thunder, I think a storm is over the hills behind us
*hopes it goes the other way*
Hallo Pantera!
God, it's like.... down to the wire. Is Mayo trying to eliminate us from the mansion or something?
-A
Actually they should all get away from it all in Australia, I have many suggestions where they could stay.
and go camping. ;D
Ergo, I can't wait for summer thunderstorms!
We had one so loud last year, the cats were going haywire, and when the clap of thunder sounded, I thought a car had hit the house.
-A
Guys, I think I am going to say Good Night and off to bed. Long day.
Family,
Sweet dreams, and take care of each other.
Mayo and SS,
I don't usually write this kind of post, but I think you may understand where I'm coming from.
Do you have days where you question just what you are SUPPOSED to do? Along with what you are doing, what you are told to do? It's been one of those days.
I have always been the strong one. The one my family and friends rely on to bring logic, heart and soul to the situation. To hold them, to try to help the best way I can.
Over the years, I discovered that is me, that is how I am. I WANT to help, I WANT to take care of everything and everybody. I am my Mum made over.
And don't get me wrong, I wouldn't want to change that. I will stand up defend, and drop down to the floor to hold someone in need.
But there are days you just aren't strong. Days you want to be the one who is held, the one who needs the strength and comfort. Days you don't know what to do with your life, or what's around the corner.
I tend to think of the ride as an adventure, and even if the car jumps the tracks a bit, it will swing back onto the rails in time as long as you stay with it and hold on.
Some days, I just am not strong.
But it is who I am. And I find my way back. I have a wonderful best friend who reminds me of that, and we have a saying around here- "You cannot break down, it's my turn. You have to wait to lose it."
Said slightly in jest.
I don't know why I felt compelled to tell you this tonight. I just wanted to for some reason.
Mayo, if you post tonight, sorry I missed you, but I will be back tomorrow.
To Both of you, take care, and take care of those you love. Be strong when you can, but don't be afraid of being afraid. Sometimes you just have to.
J. says Hello, and Good Night to all, she will be back tomorrow as welll.
We both wish you all Sweet Dreams.
Love you dearly,
L.
NINE INCH NAILS LYRICS
"Happiness In Slavery"
slave screams he thinks he knows what he wants
slave screams thinks he has something to say
slave screams he hears but doesn't want to listen
slave screams he's being beat into submission
don't open your eyes you won't like what you see
the devils of truth steal the souls of the free
don't open your eyes take it from me
I have found
you can find
happiness in slavery
slave screams he spends his life learning conformity
slave screams he claims he has his own identity
slave screams he's going to cause the system to fall
slave screams but he's glad to be chained to that wall
don't open your eyes you won't like what you see
the blind have been blessed with security
don't open your eyes take it from me
I have found
you can find
happiness in slavery
I don't know what I am I don't know where I've been
human junk just words and so much skin
stick my hands through the cage of this endless routine
just some flesh caught in this big broken machine
Trent is my voice and my muse tonight. :D
TJ my oath you true blue shiela! and you'll have to come too!
ergo likes the smell of kangaroo butts!
goodnight J and L and rememebr no one has to be strong all the time, make sure you look after yourself too
Amyranth I do like them but it usually knocks my connection out!
We had very close lightning last set of storms (remember when I was building the ark?)
and lightning was followed instantly by that incredible sort of sky ripping cracking thunder that shakes the house.
And for one I was half way down the yard after checking the rain gauge! I was possibly a little silly for doing that.
oh wow an anonymous insult!!!
yay!!
come on who is it? ;)
and anon as long as they aren't dead - bit pongy then
Hello Family,
L didn't know I was coming in to say goodnight, too, but here I am.
Not much to say, just that I'm glad we're all here and doing (fairly) well.
I hope each of you can do one thing tomorrow that makes you smile. Doesn't matter what, just something. Maybe I can, too.
Pleasant dreams and restful sleep to you.
love, peace, faith
J
Pongy? And Paul Hogan's The Phantom skits aren't that funny either.
Guess.
Oh Kapu if you get to see house tonight. well... lets get it on.
That is all I will say.
House can be a dirty boy. in a very bad way but who cares.
Mayo,
Hope you're doing alright and enjoying yourself tonight.
Maybe tomorrow the sun will shine for everyone.
But if it storms, think of me; it seems to be raining each time I write to you.
Not tonight, though. It's quiet here. For once, it's quiet. And I'm enjoying that.
Goodnight, brother. Sleep well.
love to you
J
Ergo, sounds a bit silly, but really, how many people are struck by lightning in a year?
-A
hah anon I'd agree Paul Hogan was never really funny!
and who are you?
hmmmmm...
Wendy said she'd stalk me and Katherine offered to be my anon.....
am I getting warmer?
nope, you are cold, like Nicole Kidman's heart.
well, duh, I suck!!!
amyranth you have to be pretty unlucky but it scared the crap out of me none the less. The hill behind us has been hit though.
Lightning fascinates me I have studied it and it is the most amazing thing.
*J-Goose flies over the grounds at Mayo's, looking around*
HONK? (translation: "SS?")
*hears nothing but the wind through the trees*
...Honk?... (translation: "Are you there?")
*hears nightbirds, crickets, but nothing more*
...honk... (translation: "Guess not.")
*flies sadly back to nest*
*does not honk again*
carrie!!!
awwwww how sweet of you
*smooch*
:)
I was watching naked posing on Make me a Supermodel and it all distracted me and I forgot to hit the anon button. Sorry, Ergo! I had just about exhausted my Australian stuff already though. :)
House is on! Everyone better be watching it! It's pretty decent so far.
Ergo, I'll be your crazy anon.
Kapu, check your email.
-A
Sorry, haven't been watching it at all this season, it's on opposite something or the other I watch on CW. Gotta wait for Netflixage.
TJ my oath you true blue shiela! and you'll have to come too!
:D
*tcha* like you could keep me away.
Hey, I like Nicole kidman's cold heart.
But Tom Cruise I can't stand his crazy ass.
Here is something interesting if you hit the review comment button on accident your comment will show up with an edit button
Goodnight and sweet dreams L and J. Hello anon
Tom is definitely of the weird. And I don't mind Nicole, I was just trying to think of Australian stuff. :) Sorry Ergo that I ruined it too soon!
I guess a tomato is better than a bottle!
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Carrie, I am just having a frisky and evil mind tonight is all ;)
I'll have to give you aussie lessons!
lol
That would be cool! :) And BC, I was the anon!
Hello BC, Carrie, Ergo, MJ, TJ, Amy. OP J (if she's still flying around here somewhere) and L (back in the nest).....anyone I missed!
How are you all tonight/this morning?
Hey......back away from Ergo, ladies! She mine -- ALL MINE!
;-)
The rest of will just have to get in line:
TO BE WITH (HER) YOU
Eric Martin's voice does 'things' to me!
:P
hey guys, i am off to beddy byes.
have a lovely sleep tonight and dream jappy cezy hilaripus thoughts.
nighty night
mayo - night and stop watching your blue. sweet dreams and nighty night
ss - nice o see you was the peeping tom today ;) hope you are having a nice time. sweet dreams nighty night
BYE BYE
xx
goodnight fimble!
hello wendy
Carrie, you were the anon? Well, at least Ergo has her own anon now :)
Hellooo Wendy!!! Where are you?!
Good night Fimble and sweet dreams!
Hi Ergo! What's going on in the land down under?
not much wendy
I'm going to hop off the computer for a while i don't like having it on in the storm and it's getting a bit close
our TV was zapped a few years ago and I get nervous!
I'll hopefully be back later but if not have a great rest of the night!!
Wendy, there is a new Mayo post. Everyone is over there. Ergo, be careful and take care!
Thanks BC! Blogger is really being rude to me tonight....
:/
Bye ERGO!!!!
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