I understand your need for answers, information, and reassurance.
I have been asked to offer a tailored invitation to each of you. I cannot in good conscience fulfill your request, not now. With the current climate here, I am afraid this would only escalate hurt feelings and finger pointing. What if I get it wrong?
Some of you are more open and I may know more about you, others are more reluctant to reveal themselves, or are perhaps new…how do I deal with this? I know your names, and yes, I can speak to most of your personalities, but not all...so you can see where that may lead. You have all come here with your individual voices, with your own intent, wanting to be heard, wanting to listen. All valid, yet you do not require my validation to set your sails.
"Mayonaise" is an important place for me. Although I make every attempt, I am unable to read all the heartfelt comments that you leave. I spend time with you after I post, and then I return when I am able to give you my full attention. You would be amazed at how skilled I have become at finding that time...somewhat of an artful dodger. If it ever appears that I have missed something, I apologize.
Please understand I am not evading, I am not ditching your request. I only fear that any misinterpretations at this time could be disastrous to whatever chance you have of restoring friendships. This is no longer about me. Stay here for each other. I will continue to post on “Mayonaise”. You may listen if you choose. Or you can ignore me, and continue to use this space to gather. Or you may choose to disappear.
I cannot take you for granted.
I am accountable for my actions.
I need you.
I have been asked to reveal myself to you. You all know me. I am whoever you want me to be, I am an artist, a poet, a singer, a motherfucker, and a contradiction, a mouthpiece, a friend, and an enemy, a brother, an informant, a whipping boy, a basket case, a queen, and a criminal...(credit to John Hughes.)
p.s. my fear, again...and I am hungry, but often I forget to eat.
"You have the exclusive right to be an exclusive asshole. But I don't have to like it."
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«Oldest ‹Older 401 – 600 of 1921 Newer› Newest»I feel ya Sdock.
I'll listen too.... i always have. i always will.
At least that's one promise I can keep.
Too late.
But funnily enough for once I don't think it's all my fault.
My boyfriend and I have been having the same god damn discussion for i don't know how long.
I can't even explain it, but he makes me feel so unreasonable and infantile... then does this sudden turn about, saying that he'd never mean to do that.
He's so sure he knows me in and out.
he's like that.
Psychoanalyzing everyone.
i fucking hate it.
This may have gotten lost last night when I posted, so I will repost it here just because:
Just because we are all revealing and sharing.
How do you put feelings on a page? How can you keep words from losing their real meaning or becoming lost in the translation? Can you really feel me? My concern? My frustration? My fears? My self hatred? My love? My hopes? My anger? My faith? How can I help you understand that there is nothing between us? No walls, no lies, no secrets, no masks. Just empty space. Just us. Would it become real for you if the paper were left soaking wet? Would you trust me if I dipped my pen in my veins and wrote the words in my own blood? Would that be enough to make you believe again?
Will you ever believe again?
My eyes are bloodshot and my arms are scarred.
Let me try once more....
p.s. Soggy paper falls apart and your hands are stained red. Do you feel me now?
pp,
AWESOME post. Thank you for sharing that.
Damn, it's amazing how alike we all are. Almost creepy.
I wished I had pursued archaeology as well...oh well.
G'nite to ya.
Love,
S
Bye bye sdock, take care, ok?
And PP! what a wonderful post!
Thank you so much for that.
PP, that was an awesome post. I am so happy you shared.
Goodnight and sweet dreams. :)
Yeah, you too Cupcake.
I'll be off and on all day. I was saying G'nite to PP.
anima are you leaving us?
Oh... whoops! I'm just distracted... but I'll be staying on for a bit, anyone who's interested.
Nope Cupcake, just saying goodnight to PP. It's morning here. I am in and out with work stuff.
Thanks sd10.
Don't you feel a bit weirded out after doing it?
Mayo, we're rising to the challenge.
Can we challenge you to sort things out with the guy with the faith? He's a keeper.
Thank goodness it is Saturday here. Bugger, the birds are already up.
*sneaking off to bed quietly*
Damn I should be in bed.... but then I never sleep these days...
Vicious , romantic.
You. Guys are a few of my
Favorite things. :)
Wow, Mayo....It's hard to not listen to something like that.....
Heartfelt.
Thanks.
Oh bugger.
You know, I almost broke it off... something that very possibly should've been broken off long ago.
But I changed my mind.
I can't make others unhappy. I just can't.
So I'm trapped.
Just thought I'd share.
No you can't make others happy. It is up to them. It is a helpless feeling sometimes. You are not trapped. Tomorrow is a new day.
Hi Lolita! Hi Anon!
Oh anima, you're sweet.
True, I know.
I always knew that, it never stopped my actions sadly. But tomorrow is a new day.
So goodnight dear ones, I love you all.
xx
Anima - Sounds like you and I had the same father. Things aren't perfect, but he's trying. I'm only 25 so he's got the rest of his lifetime left to fix things.
Mayo - Eat something. I can't eat because I'm scared to go to the hospital today, you don't ever want that feeling.
Any Great Revelations about Amyranth..
- I used to work in a pet store, but I had to quit because all the death was far too depressing.
- I like classical music.
- I love Christmas. And I don't like people that bitch about commercialization of the season. They forgot about what it was like when they were kids, and it was about fun, love and family. At least for me.
- I love to sing, but I'm really not very good at it.
- I love to draw, paint and sculpt in the very little spare time I get.
- I am working on becoming a jewelery designer.
- I love going to the comic book store. It's quiet and peaceful, and the comic book guy has an opinion on everything.
- I love Bernard Callebaut
chocolates. Expensive, but worth every bite.
- I'm a Taurus.
-Amyranth
Hello and goodbye Amyranth, you're awesome, just in case you didn't know.
goodnight.xx
.... I think I lost him.
P.S, Christmas and Halloween are my favorite times of the yearXD
Goodnight Cupcake! Good luck with everything.
Hi Amyranth, interesting with the father thing. I am 31, and this all took place when I was in my late teens. It was the first time I really realized he was human and a product of his environment. He never meant to be horrible...it was just the only way he knew. My father is older, so I always feel like my time is limited with him. The sooner you fix things the better.
P.S. I looked at your deviant art page yesterday. You are really talented. No seriously, really fucking talented.
Cupcake, if he's gonna fuck around with you, fuck him. You don't need his shit in your life. Go find a guy that's worthy of your affection, and you'll know him when you see him because he'll WORK for it.
Anima - A lot of that is insanely old stuff, but thank you! I keep meaning to update with new art, but my scanner is older than Sin.
-Amyranth is floating around today.
"I'm an addict for dramatics
I confuse the two for love"
So true....and just because I have Adam on the brain.
That hand pictured turned out tiny. It is actually a medium format picture printed on 11 x 14 paper. Much better bigger. Oh well. Just felt like sharing.
Amyranth, good advice to Cupcake. And update your shit yo!
For some reason, I do like you. I am reletively new, but even from my limited knowledge of your personality, Mayo, I know you aren't a bad person. Just a fucked up individual, just like the rest of us.
-Shae
Anima,
I love your photos.
Thanks for sharing.
By the way, in case you guys couldn't tell, I'm back!
Anima... That comment cracked me up! And I love your photos.
Anima,
That's a nice ass your husband has. I always love to admire a nice ass.
Hi Shae,
Welcome back to BlogBelieve.
A new day and I see the other place still exists.
I sincerely hope that every time you read it mayo, it feels like a slap in the face.
Thanks for turning friends against each other. You must be sooooooo proud of yourself.
On a brighter note, hello to everyone here. How is everyone today?
Hey Sdock. Yeah, I'm back. I stayed away until the fight had died down. What was it about, anyway? I never found out. I didn't want to get involved, I don't think I've been here long enough for that.
Thank you Shae, thank you Sdock.
Admiring a good ass is good for the soul ya know.
Hi Miss T, I'm good. I am actually multi-tasking pretty good today. I got some work stuff done and refreshed my HTML skillzzzzz. I am also exploiting my husband's ass. Ha!
How are you?
My pet.
Yes, my love.
You heard my calls for you.
Hi Anima, I'm good thanks.
I saw your husbands ass, it's pretty good.
Hi PPU, how are you?
Hey MissT,
I didn't throw up last night afterall. Must've not got as drunk as I thought.
No hangover either.
Sweet.
Haha! Thanks Miss T. :)
Oh PPU, we haven't had a chance to meet before. Hi, I've heard much about you.
You seem to think I'm your number 1 fan.
Sdock you were throwing down a few last night. Happy to hear there was no e-puking.
Hi sdock10! How are you?
Hi sdock, I'm so glad to hear that.
It is fun friday though so I've brought the baby wipes in case you over indulge today.
Oh Amyranth, in case you come back. I am sorry to hear about your friend. Take care of yourself.
ppu,
Aren't you? Oh, please say yes.
You keep me in line like no other unicorn ever has.
Hi Siobhan!
How are you?
I'm fine, thanks.
Hmm, happened a lot here the other day, huh?
A bit of a core melt accident.
Everything alright with you?
Yes, today is great. It is give a fuck Friday in here and it's awesome. We are having such a nice time revealing things about ourselves and sharing stories.
Just looking forward to kickball a little later on...
Kickball?
Morning, folks!
Can I play, too? :)
But first: Desert Song. My favorite MCR song vocally. You can hear the passion in Gerard's vocals, because he's giving them everything he has. (He always does, but this song is just... I can't find the words.) The pain literally drips from the lyrics, I swear.
What's interesting, is, I've had Desert Song and Heaven Help us on repeat on my iPod for the last three days!
Sis M 'revealed'...
- I think, talk & type fast, but I take an inordinately long time to get showered/made up/dressed (I hate rushing)
- I don't put a lot of effort into how I look; I'm just slow
- I don't sleep much during the week, and spend most weekends crashed out
- I feel like no one ever listens to me, and have trouble believing it when people do
- I spend a lot of time alone, and I'm slow to form relationships with people
- I'm hetero, but I've had two relationships with women (I tried women because of my intimacy issues)
- I rely on intuition to guide me, and I take risks with my personal safety more than I should
- I sometimes wonder when I get to be weak, instead of the one who holds everyone else together (in my family & friends)
- I'm very much like my mother, but I've never had her faith in 'the system'
- I don't consider myself socially awkward, because everyone talks to me. But I do often feel like I'm alone in a crowd, even with friends.
- Believe it or not, in social gatherings I'm the quiet one!
- When I love someone, I'll go to the end of the earth for them. Once I give my loyalty, it's there forever. But break that loyalty, and you'll never get it back.
- I could tell off the Pope with a straight face. I have no decorum when it comes to telling people what's on my mind.
- I live inside my own world most of the time
- I'm not a pessimist or an optimist, but a realist
- I'm a compulsive eater; depending on my mood, I eat too much or not at all
Whew... sorry it's s rambling & disjointed!
Friday, yay!!!
And thanks to everyone else for sharing! :)
We should figure out a way to organize a kickball game between us. Virtually. That would be extremely awkward, though...
Yes, we play e-kickball every Friday in the blog and Sister Midnite and Princess Smoke are the captains. I am the team trainer.
Care to join us later?
I have no idea what time.
Hey Nik@nite,
Thanks for sharing. I keep adding to my list.
Sis m, that was great. Thanks for sharing.
I can relate to a lot of that.
I would like to, but I don't know the rules. Would you care to explain?
Sister midnite: It's creepy, but I just felt as if you were describing me!
Thanks Sis Midnite! It is really awesome to get to know more about all of you.
And I agree with you about Desert Song. It is drenched with exposed emotion. I can feel every ounce of his vocals. The guitar melody completely consumes me. Musically and lyrically it gives me chills.
S,
Basically we just pile up in here and pretend to play kickball(metaphor). We just shoot the shit and eat cupcakes (though BC is no longer around so I am not sure where we will get our snacks today.) We have cheerleaders and players and watchers and it's just lots of fun.
You can tell me that you don't beg...
Liar
Liar
If we're keeping score
Then we're all choir boys at best,
Intrusive and arrogant....
ppu,
My little purple sidekick, please don't leave me dangling by my choke chain again...talk to me.
Someone else has Adam on the brain I see.
Quite pleasant thoughts...
What about custard tarts? I always wanted to be a cheerleader!
*sings Be aggressive. B-E aggressive.
B-E A-G-G-R-E-S-S-I-V-E! Yay!!!!*
hello everyone.
how are we on give-a-fuck-friday.
Hi FS sweetie. I'm literally going out the door to collect pizza. I'll talk when I get back.
see you later everybody.
Hey Fimble,
I was excellent, but now I am sad because I have lost my unicorn.
Has anyone seen my unicorn around here? It's pretty and purple...
hey everyone. just went on a wonder around blogtown and on the mw blog fake ss has left a comment!
I wonder if PPU is lost somewhere with the badger.
Bye Miss T. See ya in a bit.
miss t. get a pizza for me please i am hungry
sd10 i am sorry you lost your unicorn. maybe he has gone for a sleep in the hay. do unicorns sleep in the hay?
Hi Fimble,
whaaa, huh? *goes to look.
And Hi Siohban, I haven't said hello yet.
hey anima how are you doing
i see everyone is saying what they are well i will try mine but i dont have a lot
Do you mean the infamous second blog, fimble star?
Maybe my unicorn can not hear my calls....PPUUUUUUUUUUUU??
PPUUUUUUUUUUUUUU??
Where are you? I will close my eyes and believe with all my heart and when I open them, you shall be here.
Oh geez...
Um, check discussmayo, everybody???
ok
i am a daughter,sister,auntie,sister-in-law but not for long, friend(well i think i am but you can never tell wat other peole are thinking).
oh crap i cant do this to hard to write down.
that is it then for me.
Hi Anima! Whazzup? (Haha, love that word!)
Speaking of SS, we are still worried about you. I hope you are okay. My thoughts are still with you. *Sending happy e-thoughts your way.
hi siobhan. how are you
yes on the other blog
Man! Every fridsy I look forward to eating this huge brownie at lunch, abd today they don't have any but I STILL got charged for it. Grr.
My good friend and co-worker just left; she is moving far away. Usually I would be talking to her, but she said goodbye and walked out the door about an hour ago. Abandonmant issues, me? Surely you jest.
So I'm getting clingy with you lot today.
Hi, you lot. Hi, Sis; great list. I owe you an email; I'll try to get on that before lunch is over but this typing is slow going.
Right now I can see the screen, yay! Wtf?!
--K
Did you need something, sweet little girl?
hey to all the people that are not from england cos i alredy no the answer for the english.
do you use the c word (i know its not a nice word but you know wat it means right?) i may not have put this correctly. i hope i have
Just needed to know you were here. I get lost on my own.
Thank you, my PPU.
I'm fine, fimble star! Thanks! How are you today? Visited the other blog a second ago and clicked on SS's name. Is that a fake account? What happened to the more than 5000 profile views? Can someone sign up here and use the same nick as someone else?
So……..
Anyways, you people are pretty damn awesome.
I can’t believe that given the fact that I am pretty ‘venomous’ and as spiteful at times, and that I admitted I worked at a hospital, not one of you has asked if I happened to be a for real nurse. Heh-heh. Could you imagine me trying to take care of you? Torture would be more like it.
“We just shoot the shit and eat cupcakes”
We won’t eat you Cupcake!
And sense when is kickball a metaphor? I have seriously been down with kickball since like the 3rd grade! Jeez.
Muwahahah!
Another little tidbit of S&V20 info:
I could live off of nothing but potato chips.
I used to actually eat sticks of margarine like candy bars when I was little and to this day, I still have to eat a spoonful of butter. Just every now and then.
I am deathly afraid of spiders. Like, words can’t even describe.
I love the smell of the ocean and fresh cut grass.
Some certain outlet stores make me sick. Literally. No joke. I get sick to my stomach. Not all of them, just certain ones. YUCK!
I have serious road rage. I swear, people, if you see a little silver car with an MCR decal and a Tony Stewart tag, get the hell out of the way. It’s just best for everyone that way. ^_~
XOXO,
Princess
hey siobhan. i am good just been for a walk down the beach.
i know that it is fake only cos of the profile views. i am not sure who but someone noticed that they didnt match up and thats how we all know there fake.
Hi again, I had to actually do something in this damn class. Ugh. Anywho, I would love to play kickball! Even though I have been awful at it since the 3rd grade. Just so you know.
Shae,
Don't feel bad, that's why I am the team trainer. I always got picked last for the team because I was so little. Oh well, oh well.
Our team is called the NutBusters and we have coined the phrase NutBuster Famous. Sister Midnite even had the name copyrighted and everything. :)
I'm back. Here FS, that pizza you wanted.
Enjoy.
I always have my eyes on you, Sdock.
The first degree was a riot
We're making sure my lesson's learned
I'm not ashamed but I'm trying
I've come to expect the standards you have set...
Tell me just how dangerous is second best
You've settled for less and I'm sure you'll settle again
There's no stopping me; I'm gutting you out
Does this make you feel safe?
There's no stopping this; I'm gutting you out
Does this make you feel safe?
The closer that I look is just the further that you get
Already, stubborn skin thickens in attempt to understand
Understand...
There's no stopping me; I'm gutting you out
Does this make you feel safe?
There's no stopping this; I'm gutting you out
Does this make you feel safe?
You've got time (got time); I'm waiting (I'm waiting)
When the guilt subsides, (still waiting) the night begins
And I know it's not what you deserve
Came as a gift from a good friend, a good friend
That disapproves, but understands
That you represent and actively encourage
All of my worst habits, they all are
Proof that we're both capable of the most terrible things
Don't test me
There's no stopping me; I'm gutting you out
Does this make you feel safe?
There's no stopping this; I'm gutting you out
Does this make you feel safe?
You've got time (got time); I'm waiting (I'm waiting)
When the guilt subsides, (still waiting) the night begins
And I know it's not what you deserve
You've got time (got time); I'm waiting (I'm waiting)
When the guilt subsides, (still waiting) the night begins
And I know it's not what you deserve
How dangerous is second best?
(You'll settle for less)
(You'll settle for less)
Well I know it's not what you deserve
It's not what you deserve
I know it's not what you deserve
I know it's not what you deserve
Just because I felt like it AFUCKINGGAIN!!
Fuck YEAH!
And what do you see?
Do I put on a good show? Do I keep you entertained? Do you feel sorry for me? Do you want to help me find my way?
Do you feel me?
Yes, that's what I've realized as well, fimble star. But again, how can two people use the same name? Actually, there has to be something that prevents such doppelgängers.
Can you imagine, double or triple Mayos or even fimble stars!
Anon, I think you should keep your eyes to yourself. Hide Sdock HIDE!!!
Are the inquisitor from yesterday?
Haha, that's amazing! NutBusters... Great name! We should make tee-shirts.
I don't know, but I hope they keep watching cause this shit is bound to get so much more interesting than this.
Hang the fuck on!
hey siobha i wouldnt like to even think of two fimble star's hehehehe
i dont know but i know they can use the same name. its stupid.
miss t. what toppings are on the piza. i am hungry. did you get some pizza for when we sit on the sidelines?
http://www.buzznet.com/tags/mychemicalromance/journals/1315261/update-about-the-missing-mcr-members/
look
Shitsubou Shita,
if you read this I highly recommend that you allow people to comment on your blog. It will be much harder to fake it.
*siobhan.
sorry i type fast sometimes and miss letters.
Thank you for those
Lyrics, Sdock.
I always think of thid place when
I hear that song.
I,M gutting you
Does this make you feel safe?
I think it does.
so miss t. i herd you have ben running around here with no pants on. some sort of badger took them. i hope you got your pants back.
streaker hahahaha
Yep, K
I think it does too.
I am the one and only Siobhan! What's the use of signing up here, if people can pretend being you no matter if you are an anonymous, an "other" or a Google Blogger? Stupid!
Are you sure you just come to stare and not wash away the blood?
Are you absolutely positive about that?
Because I can get quite messy sometimes. Better stand back at a safe distance.
Hey I can't click that link.
Can anyone tell me basically what it says?
Is Frank okay? That's really what I want to know.
Is Frank okay.
anonymous @ 6:59 your link doesnt work...just takes us to all the journals....
Miss T, I'm sorry Ernie ran off with your pizza. And your pants. But you do have great legs. :)
Sdock, what does?
And where's your friend the horned horsey?
Where did fake SS go?
Gerard says in a Kerrang interview that Frank had to leave because of a "family emergency" and that "this happens sometimes". That's about it, nothing new.
FS, I've brought plenty of pizza. A variety of toppings. Delve in people and take what you want.
Yes, Ernie the slightly rabid badger took my pants. He seems to have taken a liking to me.
Nik@nite,
I was talking about the TBS lyrics I posted. I assumed that was K trying to comment on here about them.
Oh Midnite,
PPU is wherever I am. All I have to do is call...
PPU comes around to snatch my choke chain and get me back on track. I tend to get off my little path sometimes.
We're special friends like that.
We are each other's #1 fan!!!!
I've never had fans before this.
Thanks sis m, if my legs look nice and shiney it's not cos I've moisturised it's because Ernie has liked them with his slightly rabid mouth froth.
Thank you siobahn.
Yes Sdock, I was. :)
Motherfuckingsonofabitch is it EVER going to be 5 motherfucking o'clock????
...just asking
*Tumbleweed blows past*
Where did everyone go?
Hot date, Sdock?
Thanks, Sdock. I feel all up to speed now. :) Your fanbase is a lot bigger than you give yourself credit for!
Ernie gets his shots every day, Miss T. I'm not sure if it's 100% mouth froth, or just drool. What can I say, he likes UK blondes!
I wish we could send Frankie a box full o' love. :(
Sister/Sister-in-law/daughter Midnite does NOT want to work, peoples. What time does the game start, Sdock?
PPU,
No date :(
Just ready to leave work that's all. I wish I had hotness in my life in any form though. That would be so sweet, and maybe I wouldn't cuss so much. What do you think, PPU?
Midnite,
Not sure...we'll have to wait on the princess to arrive.
Please watch this trailer if you got the time and feel like it:
http://www.schule-der-vampire.de/
index.php?siteid=5
It's a German children's tv series and the little vampire called Oscar so reminds me of Gerard.
It's funny!
Paperheart, sweetie! I am in no way mad at you or excluding you! All I meant was that we'd already said "hello" to you, but had missed the others. I was trying to be polite to the people I'd not greeted.
I'm so sorry you thought I was mad at you! You know I'd never do that to you, my little Bubbles.
J
OPJ, I am sorry I took that the wrong way. BIG HUG BACK.
Hey Everybody!
*HUG*
Siobhan, it really does look like him doesn't it ha!
Everytime I watch it I have to giggle! *hehe*
PPU,
Do you need another whipping? Got my brand new whip with me today.
Are you gonna play kickball with us today? I’m sure you gots some wicked kickin’ power. Just don’t puncture the ball with your horn, please.
I don’t want to work either. So not fair. Princesses should NOT have to work. Even kind-a-sort-of-make-believe ones. Damn the man!
Hey Miss T, Siobhan, Sdock (if you are still here), Smoke&Venom, and PPU!
Hey, paperheartxx!
How are you today? =]
Hey ph,
My sweet little precious blogBelieve angel, how are you today?
*Sends you 1000 trillion hugz*
hey everyone. How are you?
Sdock, I am good! ^_^
I must leave in a minute to get back for my last class!
How are you today?!
A few trillion hugs in return!! =]
Hi paperheart sweetie!
HUGE HUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hello to everyone!
About the real me:
- musician
singing, playing guitar and piano, writing songs. I spent close to 20 years in different bands.
- artist
painting, drawing, sculpting, etc.
About the me I am now:
- A single mother with an awesome 16-year-old daughter that I am very proud of. We have a very, very good relationship - much better than the one I had with my mother, the bitch. Her father was a musician also, and sad to say but true, a typical one - druggie, irresponsible, etc. He is not part of her life.
- Occupation: buttwipe.
Or for those who don't know the lingo: "administrative assistant".
- currently trying to launch my own business with bath and body products (soap, lotions, etc) made from all-natural ingredients (shea butter, goat's milk, etc.)
I have very little spare time.
I am one of those people who perform best with a minimum of 9 hours of sleep, (which I never get that anymore, more like 5, which explains a lot...) I work 4 day weeks, with long hours and a long commute. Today is the first day of my weekend and I awoke, promptly, at 1:30 pm. That sucks.
I am 51 and look 41 (and feel 91 right now.)
I am 5'6" and 120 lbs.
I am easily discouraged...
I have clinical depression (my doctor once said, "You've got valid reasons for being depressed". Thanks, Doc)
I smoke.
I drink.
I love food - especially anytihing with garlic or butter.
I love old movies.
My best friend married my oldest brother - Now I introduce her as, "My sister-in-law who used to be my best friend"
I now have to leave you all to go pick up my daughter from school.
I'll try to pop in later.
my international spy
how are you today hun. you so make me giggle. hug
Hi paperheart, hi Miss T. How are you guys doing?
Miss T and FS! *HUG*
HUGE hugs back to you both!! *HUG*
Mya, I'm glad to get to know you a little! I must post some stuff about me later on, sound good? *HUG*
For those that asked, I am good. What about you guys?
I'm reckless and feelin' no pain
You know I've got no need to control
Livin' with the danger
I'm always on the edge now
With million dollar visions that I hold
Livin' like this never ever
Tore my life apart
I know how to maintain
And you know I know my part
On a holiday, a permanent vacation
I'm living on a cigarette with wine
I'm never alone 'cause I've got myself
Yes, I imitate myself all of the time
Livin' like this never ever
Tore my life apart
I know how to maintain
'Cause it's comin' from my heart
I lead a reckless life
And I don't need your advice
I lead a reckless life
And you know it's my only vice
Reckless life
I lead a reckless life
I lead a reckless life
And you know it's my only...
Reckless life
I lead a reckless life
I lead a reckless life
And you know it's my only...
Hey, hey - yeah!
An oldie but a goodie to get this giving a Fuck Friday afternoon off and kicking....for kickball that is.
Anyone? Anyone?
hey glamour. i dont think i met you before. hi how are you today
Fimble, it's me BC. I changed my name and everything ^_^
Hi there sd10
I am in a happy mood today. Surprising, no?
Sorry people, But I must get back to school! *HUG*
Love you all! I probably won't be on till about midnight, I'm going to get my bowl on and spend the night out with some friends!
If I don't talk to some of you again today, Have a great day!! *HUG*
Love always;
- 007
-the international spy
- Hug Fu master
- your little teddy bear
you can put lipstick on a pig but it's still just a pig.
Hey BC,
I still fucking working not working at fucking. It's really disappointing....
You guys, I wanted to apologize to all of you!
The last time I visited Mayo's I felt pretty much left out because of all those people suddenly sending each other e-mails and stuff. I left with a rude note to Mayo (I'm sure he didn't even read it) about you all and after that mysterious 'alternate universe' incident I realized that I wasn't the only one being left in the dark that day.
I'm sorry for overreacting like this.
OK, I didn't have to leave after all!
Glad to see most everyone is trying to move on past the unfortunate event of late.
Hi, BC!
Thanks, Sdock! Here's some lyrics that should help get Give a Fuck Friday going!
Gonna feel the sky
Cause it'll kill the high
Yeah you're gonna fly
Oh no, here we go
Now just embrace the feel
Cause it's the real fuckin' deal
Yeah you're gonna kneel
Oh no, here we go
Oh no, here we go
Well I see you're equipped
Just to take the sweetest trip
Do the candy flip
Who's your candy?
You will become the high
Or so says Killer Fuckin' Ky
But you're not gonna die
Oh no, here we go
Oh no, here we go
Well I see you're equipped
Just to take the sweetest trip
Do the candy flip
Who's your candy?
We're your candy!
Damnit, I'm not drunk I promise.
It was supposed to say I am still fucking working not working at fucking...anyhoo
Hi there mya. How are you?
Despite my flu, I feel a bit happy today ^_^
Hi BC, I'm still gonna call you that cos the other is a gobfull.
Hi Mya, how are you both?
It is 3:14...
No, Sdock, five will NEVER come.
LOL Sis Midnight you said "box." Hee.
Sorry, on Fridays I am twelve.+
+everyday
Hey Paperheart,
Just stopping by to see if you got my note, and it looks like you did. I'm so glad you saw it. You should know by now, sweetheart, that I would never treat you that way. I love you, little Bubbles, don't ever think that I don't.
I'm not staying right now, but will be back later. Hello to all my friends, hope you're having a great day.
As for that 'SS' who showed up earlier? Are you kidding me? That one is such a fake. The real SS wouldn't talk to ANYone that way. Besides, Siobhan is right, the profile views are way too low.
Anyway, we'll be back later. Without badgers. Or sheep.
Miss T, please save us some pizza, preferably some that Ernie hasn't licked.
Peace, Love, Happiness, Faith, Hope
J
www.alcoholics-anonymous.org
Okay, I’m not trying to be sarcastic (heh-heh) but why would you change your name, BC?
BTW, hey PH!!!! And hey everyone else!
hahahaha bc you naughty nuahgyt girl. trying to trick me. you had me there.
how are you. i tried looking for you but your blog gone again.
siobhan i hope that you havent felt left out today. i havent spoke to you alot sorry on and off like a bloody light switch.
sd10, you're still unemployed? That fucking sucks.
Siobhan, you have no need to apologized. *hugs*
Fimble, how are you?
Sister M, despite everything, I will still say hi.
You can not change what you do not acknowledge.....
Apologies fimble. I wanted to start anew. A new beginning and everything, so I changed my name and made a new blog. Everyone is welcome to go see it, but that is up to them. I don't mind of course. :)
BC,
i AM WORKING BC!! That's what I thought I said...mental note to self to lose some of the profanity in my comments.
It does suck to be working, but I guess it would suck worse to not be working. They will come take your shit, ya know?
Hello again to everybody - the list to much too long to be specific these days!
BC, I think you should just go back to BC. The new one is a "globful".
It kind of looks like you want us to call you GOD, bc, is that what you want?
No, fimble star. I feel like being part of the family. Feels really good! Back on Mayo-meth I would say.
Sorry about that sd10. Mya, I suppose my new name is a bit long. Not sure if I want to change it back though.
Is Anima still around? I wanted to compliment her husband's ass! Nice one!
Hell no sd10. Never. I just wanted to start anew. And that's it.
Siobhan, don't worry about it. A lot of people got pissed off.
OP, I've saved you some pizza high up out of reach of ravenous badgers. I emailed paperheart last night to tell her the same thing you had. Couldn't let her go on feeling unloved could we.
BC, can I just say that it was hilarious last night when you first commented under your new name and everyone said, "look, it's BC" ha!
GOD! Ha, that's funny!
Thanks GOD or BC;-) *hugs back*
Forgot to say hello to the princess. Hi sweetie.
For us the glamour of the dawn suborning, We escape the enervating heat of noon : We hear Astarte for Adonis mourning, And close our lover’s calendar at June. Ah, Lola ! but we suffer. Hell’s own worm Aches less than this, and hath an earlier term.
Miss T, that was funny. I was surprised no one took me as an impostor.
Siobhan: ha ha very funny ^_^
If you guys feel uncomfortable with my name, please feel free to tell me. Either way, I changed it back.
Anon this is for YOU:
You take a mortal man,
And put him in control
Watch him become a god,
Watch peoples heads a’roll
A’roll…
A’roll…
Just like the Pied Piper
Led rats through the streets
We dance like marionettes,
Swaying to the Symphony…
Of Destruction
Acting like a robot,
Its metal brain corrodes.
You try to take its pulse,
Before the head explodes.
Explodes…
Explodes…
The Earth starts to rumble
World powers fall
A’warring for the heavens,
A peaceful man stands tall
A tall...
A tall...
Thanks Misstottenham!
Megadeth? Sexy.
I was going to download that song the other day too sd10. I didn't know someone here listens to Megadeth ^_^
Good move, BC
Aaaah, Megadeth! Those were the days.
Fuck yeah, it's so sexy.
Mustaine....That man is a GOD for real.
Hi everyone, just got back from lunch. Grilled cheese - yummy! I am cheese freak!
Mya, thanks for the compliment! I am pretty proud to have an ass like that around. Zinger!
Thanks for sharing a little about yourself btw. Interesting stuff there.
Siobhan, no need to apologize...we have all had our moments around here. It can get a disfunctional at times, but that's what families are all about.
What is up with the AA link? How did you know that I am a whiskey lush?!
hey i have just got aim whoop whoop
if anyone wants to know my name is fimblestar. you can add me if you like. ;)
That's better BC ha!
Not to kill the mood or anything, just one of my favorites……..
I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a new born baby it just happens ev'ry day
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and it has been painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facin' up when your whole world is black
No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not foresee this thing happening to you
If I look hard enough into the settin sun
My love will laugh with me before the mornin comes
I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
Hmm, hmm, hmm,...
I wanna see it painted, painted black
Black as night, black as coal
I wanna see the sun blotted out from the sky
I wanna see it painted, painted, painted, painted black
XOXO,
Your Princess
Glad I made a good move Mya. I didn't want to make people feel uncomfortable if I kept the name around.
Hi there anima. How are you?
fimble, I have AIM. I hope you don't mind if I add you.
Miss T, thanks.
Hi there Smoke. That happens to be one of my favorite songs :)
For my MAYO and MY MAYO only!
Fire woman, yeah
Shake, shake, shake, shake it, yeah
Wound up, can't sleep, can't do anything right, little honey
Oh, since I set my eyes on you
I tell you the truth
T-t-t-t-twistin' like a flame in a slow dance, baby
You're driving me crazy
Come on, little honey
Come on now
Fire
Smoke, she is a rising fire, yeah
Smoke on the horizon, well
Fire
Smoke, she is a rising fire
Oh, smokestack lightning
Smokestack lightning
Well, shake it up, you're to blame, got me swayin' little honey
My heart's a ball of burnin' flame
Oh, yes it is
Trancing like a cat on a hot tin shack
Lord, have mercy
Come on little sister
Come on and shake it
Fire
Smoke, she is a rising fire
Oh, smoke on the horizon, yeah
Fire
Smoke, she is a rising fire
Oh, smokestack lightning, baby
I was thinking what I've been missing
I'll tell you truthfully, well
She's coming close now
Oh, I can feel her
She's getting close to me
And I never, yeah
Fire
Smoke, she is a rising fire
Oh, smoke on the horizon
Fire
Smoke, she is a rising, rising, rising fire
Smokestack lightning
A-j-j-j...
Burnin' out
And shake it baby
Gotta have money
Stand down in front of me
Say, san stam bye to me
Say, san stam bye to me, yeah
Fire woman, you're to blame...
Hi BC, I'm doing good. It is fucking Friday!!!!
I'm loving the lyric-off you guys are having. I have a few of my own. BRB....
Oh and I still can't come up with a damn AIM name. Everything I put in is already used. Guess I am not all that unique. :(
wot do u do for a livin sdock10
hey bc yes go ahead.
anima wat if you have animayo
lol only joking hahaha
That's good to hear anima. It is friday after all, and today is pizza day. Yay!
Man, THE CULT! They're Gods!!!!!!!
Wot's up wid talkin like dat?
I work for the gov'ment.
Ya feel me?
i always talk like this.....u fbi?
People, I got AIM last night. My name is MissTottenham62.
Anybody can feel free.
nawh,
Just collect taxes.
Wonder if that is the same Anon who asked sdock if she believed in God yesterday?
yah its me...a fookin tax collector
This is for you Mayo:
[This is a really kick ass song and the lyrics I love - if I was in a band and some called me a sell-out, this is exactly what I would say]
Hooker with a Penis
Tool
I,
met a boy,
wearing Vans,
501s,
and a dope,
beastie-tee,
nipple rings,
new tattoos,
that claimed tha he
was OGT,
back from '92,
from the first EP.
And in between
sips of coke
he told me
that he thought we
were sellin' out,
layin' down,
suckin' up
to the man.
Well now I've got some advice for you, little buddy.
Before you point your finger you should know that I'm the man,
and if I'm the man, then you're the man, and he's the man as well
so you can point that fuckin' finger up your aaaaaaaaaaass!
All you know about me is what I've sold you,
Dumb fuck.
I sold out long before you ever even heard my name.
I sold my soul to make a record,
Dip shit,
and then you bought ooone.
I've got some Advice for you, little buddy.
Before you point your finger you should know that I'm the man.
If I'm the fuckin' man then you're the fuckin' man as well,
So you can point that fuckin' finger up your aaaaaaaaaaaaaass!
consume,
be fruitful,
and multiply
All you know about me is what I've sold you,
Dumb fuck.
I sold out long before you ever even heard my name.
I sold my soul to make a record,
Dip shit,
and then you bought oooooooooooone!
All you
read and
Wear or
see and
Hear on
TV
Is a
product
Begging
for your
Fairly
dirty
Dollar.
So ... Shut up and
Buy, my
Buy, myyy
new record
Buy, my
Buy,
Send more money
(Fuuuuuck you, buddy! 4x)
FS, do you remember this one? It had LULU in it.
Super Gran
Stand back Superman, Iceman, Spiderman, Batman Robin too,
Don't wanna cause a ruckus with B A Barracus have I got a match for you,
She makes them look like a bunch of fairies, got more bottle than united dairies,
Hang about, look out for supergran.
You can stick your heroes, your Robert De Niro's, Al Pacino too,
Lex Galone's just another phoney, couldn't lace her shoes,
After her they're all big girls' blouses, got more front than a row of houses,
Hang about, look out for Supergran.
Sup-Sup Supergran,
She's a serious granny,
Sup-sup Supergran,
a serious granny, she'll do the things that you never saw your granny do ...
is there nothing that she cannot do?
On your bike Wonderwoman, lets just say you had it coming, this one is for real,
Charlies angels pack it in before it gets embarrasing, this lady's solid steel,
She comes on strong like a Bengal lancer, she makes you all look like a bunch of chancers,
Hang about, look out for Supergran.
Sup-sup Supergran,
Hang about, look out for Supergran.
Sup-sup Supergran,
Sup-sup Supergran,
Sup-sup Supergran, To end.
Miss T, I am going to add you on AIM as well. My screen name: mylastgifttoyou. Please feel free to add me everyone. AIM is so lame sometimes, I can't even come up with good screen names without the screen telling me that the names are taken :(
I've added you too BC.
u never did answer if u believe in god, sdock10
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