Thursday, November 15, 2007

Final, but not departing words...

I understand your need for answers, information, and reassurance.

I have been asked to offer a tailored invitation to each of you. I cannot in good conscience fulfill your request, not now. With the current climate here, I am afraid this would only escalate hurt feelings and finger pointing. What if I get it wrong?

Some of you are more open and I may know more about you, others are more reluctant to reveal themselves, or are perhaps new…how do I deal with this? I know your names, and yes, I can speak to most of your personalities, but not all...so you can see where that may lead. You have all come here with your individual voices, with your own intent, wanting to be heard, wanting to listen. All valid, yet you do not require my validation to set your sails.

"Mayonaise" is an important place for me. Although I make every attempt, I am unable to read all the heartfelt comments that you leave. I spend time with you after I post, and then I return when I am able to give you my full attention. You would be amazed at how skilled I have become at finding that time...somewhat of an artful dodger. If it ever appears that I have missed something, I apologize.

Please understand I am not evading, I am not ditching your request. I only fear that any misinterpretations at this time could be disastrous to whatever chance you have of restoring friendships. This is no longer about me. Stay here for each other. I will continue to post on “Mayonaise”. You may listen if you choose. Or you can ignore me, and continue to use this space to gather. Or you may choose to disappear.

I cannot take you for granted.
I am accountable for my actions.
I need you.

I have been asked to reveal myself to you. You all know me. I am whoever you want me to be, I am an artist, a poet, a singer, a motherfucker, and a contradiction, a mouthpiece, a friend, and an enemy, a brother, an informant, a whipping boy, a basket case, a queen, and a criminal...(credit to John Hughes.)


p.s. my fear, again...and I am hungry, but often I forget to eat.




"You have the exclusive right to be an exclusive asshole. But I don't have to like it."

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MissTottenham said...

It's good that you recognise the hurt you have caused.

elena said...

Oh hell I like you, you stupid Mother Fucker. Lord I wish I could think of something better to say but that just sums it up.

JocelynHolly said...

Mayo, Glad to hear you aren't leaving.

It must be hard to try and listen and understand everyone.

You know a lot of people aren't coming back here. It makes me soo fucking sad to see people getting up and leaving. I've been tempted to. But I have too much love for everyone. We all need you, as much as you need us. If not more. You've gotten a lot of heat the past few days. As the anger rose, we needed someone to blame. Yes, it was put on some of the wrong people. I am over the whole thing. I just want it all to go back to normal. Right now, it looks like it never will.

Just remember to keep the faith, love, and hope.

Love always;
- 007
- your international spy
- your little teddy bear
- Hug Fu Master

(just so you know my multiple personalities.)

capture this void said...

I choose to stay.

This is your most honest, heartfelt post yet. In all honesty, I am impressed. I understand why you cannot fulfill the request. This doesn't mean that I have forgiven you yet, love. I'm still keeping an eye on you.

But your transformation over the months is incredible. It makes me smile.

MissTottenham said...

Mayo's own words:

Hey you guys...I'm over here.

P.S. Please don't tell.


And again:

So pleased you could join me. Again, my only request is that you do not tell...rest assured, I will know.




This caused the damage. I hope you regret this, I really do.

JocelynHolly said...

P.S. Thank you for this post. Thank you for everything.

capture this void said...

Go to McDonalds and buy yourself some cheeseburgers. It'll do everyone some good.

The chub must return.

JocelynHolly said...

Mayo, I must agree with CTV.

p.s. my fear, again...and I am hungry, but often I forget to eat.
I'll admit, lately I've been 'forgetting' to eat as well. All you need is some friends and family who love you enough to shove food down your throat.

elena said...

I totally understand why you can't give each of us a tailored invite. Wasn't really expecting one. Kinda cute how you explained it and what you said is totally true. So lets just hope things get back to the way they were. This was a fun place, a safe place, this was my home away from home. Actually I kinda like this place better than home sometimes.

MissTottenham said...

Mayo, it's all right you saying you will not delete the other blog because it is a reminder to you.

To others, it is a bloody slap in the face. I think you should seriously rethink that decision.

toujours said...

i'll be here, like i have been since i first found this place. but i can't be open with who i am, not now.

still, this is an important place for me, too.

JocelynHolly said...

Toujours, I miss you.

I need to quote some MCR lyrics.

Well after all
We'll lie another day
And through it all
We'll find some other way
To carry on
through cartilage and fluid
And did you come to stare or wash away the blood?

Anonymous said...

Mayo, this is for you and only you,

I think inside you are a great person with awesome potential, and it takes a lot of courage to do some of the stuff you did.

Anonymous said...

Didn't expect any more or less.

Man, it was getting good over at that last entry, goddamn it. We were doing flaws. Now we have to start over.

Welcome back, though. Or something.

I worked like more than ten hours today, so you'll forgive me if I'm still not clear on how these can be your final but not departing words. WTF, Mayo?

elena said...

Remember to eat dude. I would offer to cook a nice meal for you. But believe me that's a bad idea. I suck in the kitchen. (that just sounded totally wrong)

JocelynHolly said...

Kapunua.
We can play another game over hear, okay? =]

JocelynHolly said...

here*

Anonymous said...

Also dude, how the hell can you forget to eat? I've forgotten: my car keys, my shoes, to drop DVDs off, to buy laundry detergent, my own middle name, random words, my age... But I have never forgotten to eat.

Anonymous said...

Elena said...

I suck in the kitchen. (that just sounded totally wrong)


Christ, don't give him any ideas.

^_~

JocelynHolly said...

God, after reading your comment Elena, I got a few dirty thoughts.

Anonymous said...

"You have the exclusive right to be an exclusive asshole. But I don't have to like it."

Gosh, it wasn't like that exactly. Jeez. But yeah, I guess when you get down to it.

I have been asked to reveal myself to you.

Think about rephrasing that one. And put it away.

Anonymous said...

I was going to post this on the last entry.

AIM: shewolfkapu. Anyone on? I'll be around till about 11 EST.

freddycharles said...

If you are who we "hope" you are, you look like you have not remembered to eat. Take care of yourself...oh, you might want to think about Chantix...just a suggestion...it seems helpful for a lot of people. : )

JocelynHolly said...

Kapunua,
I need to make an AIM account, but I can't think of a screen name.

freddycharles said...

Kapunua,

I have to get to bed soon, going to NYC tomorrow, early. Please email me I need to tell you something about SS...ramas1@aol.com

elena said...

Well I do suck in the kitchen...
and several other places too!

Sorry I'm just in that kinda mood!

Anonymous said...

Why not just PaperheartXX? I think that's a sweet name. ^_^

anima said...

Thank you for acknowledging Sis Midnite's request. It means a lot.

Again, I struggle for the words. Sometimes I find what I want to say when it is too late. Somehow I am wanting to comfort you - always have. So I am searching for the right words.

I second CTV words in that you have grown. I have grown too. As I said before that is the biggest gift this place has given me. The friends have been the cherry on top.

Give me a moment to digest. I want to tell you more, but the words are not coming to me. If we were in person, I would have no trouble - which makes this all the more strange in Blogbelieve.

I forget to eat all the time. My husband is the one I rely on to feed me and now he works nights. I understand how you feel. I will go make something right now if you go and get yourself a nice meal. Deal?

Anonymous said...

Oooh, too bad you can't come visit me, FreddyCharles! I'm on the Beautiful Island of Long. Kind of a hike, but...

Anyway, have a great time. ^_^

Will email shortly. :D

JocelynHolly said...

I have been asked to reveal myself to you. You all know me. I am whoever you want me to be, I am a poet, an artist, a singer, a motherfucker, and a contradiction, a mouthpiece, a friend, and an enemy, a brother, an informant, a whipping boy, a basket case, a queen, and a criminal...(credit to John Hughes.)

The bolded is what caught my eye. ;) And of course, what I love the most about Mayo.

JocelynHolly said...

Kapunua, I will make one with Paperheartxx! ^_^
If I can figure it out..

Entropy said...

Well look what you just did, Mayo.
Made me want to come back and post over here with your honest words.
At least they sounded honest.
Thanks.

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Entropy said...

Yeah, I don't see how you forget to eat either. You know that grumbling noise your stomache makes,that is an indication that you are hungry. Then you find food and eat.

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Anonymous said...

BC once, BC always...

MWAH!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Now why can you be more like this all the time. Its a bit sad that the post you have done that I like the most are because of hurt feelings and misunderstandings. You should really keep this tone.

elena said...

Mayo said
yet you do not require my validation to set your sails.

Very true. Now if I could only figure out just where the hell I was going.

JocelynHolly said...

BC.. err I mean The Glamour of the Dawn.
How are you doing?
Of course, you know, I love you very much as well, despite what others may think of you. *HUG*

Anonymous said...

Jesus Christ, here we go... >_>

Anonymous said...

You are welcome to continue calling me BC. I fuck up just like everyone else, and if some of you anons wants to continue putting me down, so be it. Sticks and stones motherfuckers.


Paperheart, I sure did miss you *hugs*
I miss you guys.

Anonymous said...

Why hasn't Mayo filed some sort of "blog restraining order" against her already...creepy.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello gotd

Shame in me said...

You've made me not angry at you again mayo. Im just too suspicious sometimes. I dont know. Sometimes Jigsaws will always have pieces that dont fit huh? Nice post though

Anonymous said...

BC you promise and promise to go away and you don't. you also never know when to shut the fuck up. just sayin'

Anonymous said...

He wants her here.

Anonymous said...

Anima, what will your screen name be? Paperheart, any luck yet? I'm on withEntropy right now. Maybe we could set up a chat room!

JocelynHolly said...

BC is my friend, so I must stick up for her.

Anonymous, how many times does she have to apologize? We're all human, we all make mistakes.
Can someone make it clear why people want to exile her from this blog?
Correct me if I am wrong, but there were others who were perfectly capable of directing us to the blogs. I am not angry with anyone, so don't think I am.

Anonymous said...

oh puleeze..."he wants her here"...that was a post from BC herself if I ever saw one.

MWAH!

JocelynHolly said...

Kapunua, I am trying to find my AIM, but I can't find it. Give me a minute please.=]

Anonymous said...

BC, why can't you just come in and just say hello? Why do you have to always bring the drama.

LET IT GO, if you stop talking about it people will always associate you with IT.

Anonymous said...

Say, Mayo. Did you just mean that these were your final words on this subject?

Anonymous said...

Oh, and Freddycharles, if you are still on, I sent you that email. :)

Anonymous said...

No shit...every time she shows up it's like, "hey, how about if I open a vein? what more do I have to do...blah blah blah. I am getting nauseated from all the insincerity.

Mwah

Mayonaise said...

Yes.

Anyone have anything else before I take my leave for the night?

JocelynHolly said...

Anonymous',
Use names please so we can tell you apart from one another.

freddycharles said...

Kapunua,

I didn't get it.

Shame in me said...

yeah mayo, sleep soundly and peacefully ok :)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

yes that would be nice if the anons would do something so we can tell you apart.

toujours said...

thank you for posting again signed in, mayo. it's nice.

freddycharles said...

Mayo, so nice to see you! G'night and take care of yourself please!

elena said...

Thanks ....

Yep, that sums it up.

Oh and go eat something.

Anonymous said...

Freddycharles, I will try again this second. Or you could jsut email me at kapunua at yahoo dot com.

Or if you have AIM, I am on now. Shewolfkapu. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Hey,

I am one of the anons that show up very periodically - having lots of shit to do generally - but I'm a little confused. Did Gerard way actually have sDock10 written in Sharpie on his neck? I ask because someone who had access to the mcr official myspace contacted my niece, claiming to be G. Way. Now I'm quite curious as to whether he actually does interact with fans. It doesn't seem very likely logically, but now I'm wondering...

Thanks :)
ConfusedAnon

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Mayo you should just join us more often. It would be nice to figure out your personality the way you figured out ours.

JocelynHolly said...

Mayo;

Question: How do you feel about everything regarding Bleeding Chaos?

About people "shunning" her?
About her arrivals and departures?


People, PLEASE clarify WHY you don't like BC. Personally, I think she has been there for everyone from the start. She's stuck up for everyone from the "big bad" anonymous posters.

You guys were her friends once, she wants NOTHING more than to fix things. Don't you care?

You can all hate me for sticking up for BC, but that's what friends do. I don't want to see her hurt.

Anonymous said...

Okay, let me attempt this again:


Hi everybody!

JocelynHolly said...

Hey BC! =]

Martha Smith-Jones said...

PH I know you mean well by your post but lets not bring this up again. People are hurt and need time to heal and bring that dead horse back wont help.

Once again hello tgotd

Shame in me said...

paperheart you are very noble and if anyone hates you for being that and caring then thats there loss i think. you are a wonderful person

Anonymous said...

I'd just like to say I'm sorry.

Not to anyone in particular, but to all of you as a whole.

That's all I'd like to say right now.

I've been blessed.

I'm beginning to see the subtle change back to "reality."

A very needed change.

Can we attempt to keep it that way?

Anonymous said...

Hi martha. Sorry I didn't reply earlier I had to sign off.

Anonymous said...

Mayonaise said...

Yes.

Anyone have anything else before I take my leave for the night?


Oh. Well, that's cool then. Thanks.

Well, pleasant dreams, huh?

Anonymous said...

hi paperheart I missed you ^_^

elena said...

Hello BC

Ok I didn't say it with a lot of enthusiasm but I did say it.

See, I'm trying.

ergoproxy said...

Hello everyone
I'm back hair cut, accounts balanced and groceries done.

Anonymous said...

You were like a little Ouija board just then.

Entropy said...

Just to have a goodnight, Mayo.

anima said...

Can't find a damn screen name. All the ones I have put there are taken.

Goodnight Mayo.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Good night mayo

JocelynHolly said...

Martha, sorry I brought it up. It was just bugging me.

Thanks Shame In Me *HUG*

Hey Ergo! Glad to see you back sweetie! *HUG*

Kapunua, who was?

Mayonaise said...

I will eat. But actually, that was a metaphor. I will leave you to your own interpretation.

your reply paperheartxx:
"You have the exclusive right to be an exclusive asshole. But I don't have to like it."

Now, I must go. If you see the ghost, make sure you say "hello" for me.

goodnight.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello ep.

Anonymous said...

As long as you're trying Elena, that is all that matters. Hi there Ergo.

JocelynHolly said...

Kapunua, I don't think I have AIM on my computer! =[
I'll ask my sister to download it later on, then I'll let you know when I get one! ^_^

Anonymous said...

Mayo, I appreciate the post.

Anything you'd like to say to me?

JocelynHolly said...

Thanks Mayo,
Sweet dreams little one! *HUG*

Anonymous said...

There are so many ghosts around these parts, I wouldn't know which ones to say hello to and which to run from.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I know you meant well its just having dealt with this stuff before sometime away from each other does wonders

Anonymous said...

Alright, I must leave for now. Take care everyone.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

goodnight tgotd

ergoproxy said...

oh goodnight mayo, sweet dreams

hi to every one, gotd., mj,anima, entropy Kapunua,maya

and anyone else
and *HUG* to paperheart

Anonymous said...

PaperheartXX, you have to download AIM. It's free but it's a pain in the butt. Maybe another time?

Also, Mayo answered you up there. Did you see? I guess that's up to your interpretation as well.

elena said...

Mayonaise said...
I will eat. But actually, that was a metaphor.

Actually you may have meant it as a metaphor but dude seriously eat something.

JocelynHolly said...

I completely understand Martha. =]

Bye BC *HUG*

Anonymous said...

Hello everyone else.

anima said...

Eating a pretzel with cheese. That was a metaphor too. :)

JocelynHolly said...

Ergo, extra big hug? *HUG*

Kapunua, I really want to download it, but my sister is the "administrator" to the computer. So I can't download it on this user, she has to go on hers.

Yeah, I saw his reply. I'm trying to interpret it as we speak. =]

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Mya! *HUG*

Original Punk J said...

Mayo,

We agree this was one of your most honest, heartfelt posts. We understand why you can't issue individual invitations. That's fine.

We will still be here, too. Still offering advice, still losing our minds, but still kicking your ass when you need it.

But we will also be here to comfort you as we hope you will be for us.

Please join us more often so that we may interact, not just leave words for each other. To us, you are just one of the family. No labels needed. But, like most families, you need to visit more often.

And if you give us some time, we might even have refreshments. YOU NEED TO EAT. Remember what L said about the Kate Moss diet not working for you? You don't look healthy right now, and we worry about you.

Again, thank you for your honesty and forthrightness. It really meant a lot, and went a long way towards rebuilding our faith in you.

Besides, we know you can't resist all us beautiful, intelligent women talking to you. Let's face it, this is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity for you. ;)

We WILL talk to you later.

love you dearly
L and J

freddycharles said...

elena, I agree with you, HE needs to eat metaphor be damned!

Entropy said...

There are so many ghosts around these parts, I wouldn't know which ones to say hello to and which to run from.

Too freaking true.

Anonymous said...

Elena said...

Mayonaise said...
I will eat. But actually, that was a metaphor.

Actually you may have meant it as a metaphor but dude seriously eat something.

November 16, 2007 3:56 AM


Funniest post of the night so far. ^_^

toujours said...

good night, mayo.

good night, everyone.

ergoproxy said...

oh and for anyone who remembers hi, today for you (15th), depending on the time, or yesterday is/was Steve Irwin Day. It's been over a year since he died (sept 5).
just thought I'd throw in that random information

JocelynHolly said...

Sweet Dreams Toujours!

I miss you tons little grasshopper! *HUG*

Stage 4 soon? =]

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight Tj

Shame in me said...

Anonymous said...
Hey,

I am one of the anons that show up very periodically - having lots of shit to do generally - but I'm a little confused. Did Gerard way actually have sDock10 written in Sharpie on his neck?


was this true? Just curious

ergoproxy said...

night TJ

Anonymous said...

Kapunua, one of the models on Project Runway tonight looked a lot like you!

MissTottenham said...

Don't we all warrant an answer mayo?

MissTottenham said...

I guess not.

Original Punk J said...

Freddycharles, Kapunua,

Please, would you let all of us know about SS? We're all worried about him, and would like to hear some news. Please, really, no more secrets.

Thanks very much
J and L

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Yeah I want to know about that to Sim. Are there pictures.

JocelynHolly said...

Hey OP l&j *HUG*
I didn't say hello earlier. =]

Anonymous said...

I want to ask him if he is suffering any Sharpie withdrawl symptoms.

It's been like a week hasn't it?


Maybe he is listening.

Anonymous said...

Mya said...

Kapunua, one of the models on Project Runway tonight looked a lot like you!


El Oh El. ^_~

here's where I go into my rant about the hypocritical and destructive fashion industry, how horrible it is to women, the slave labor that goes into the making of those clothes, and how most models are just hangers with legs etc. and then I spend a paragraph or two saying why I could never look like a fashion model because my features are crooked, but I quantify that with saying that I wouldn't want to be one of those useless people anyway.

But I won't.

Thank you though, sincerely. ^_^

Original Punk J said...

hey Bubbles, how's it going?

j and l

JocelynHolly said...

J and L,
It's going alright. How are you guys? =]

Anonymous said...

Oh gosh, here we go again.

Just a simple email that, in the end, has little to nothing to do with SS after all. ^_^ Honestly.

Also, I think Mayo's gone to bed.

Which is where I'm headed pretty soon, as well! ^_^

Anonymous said...

Whoa, Jules! Sorry!

anima said...

Hi everyone and goodnight everyone. My head is pounding once again - fucking hell. I must go lay down.

K, I will work on the AIM thing tomorrow. I will send let you know when I am up and running.

Take care everyone. Hugs to ALL of you.

freddycharles said...

really, I know nothing of what is going on with him... It is nothing like that. I don't know why he isn't with the band...whether anyone is ill or anything. It is very very insignificant... email me.

toujours said...

paperheartxx, i haven't even officially reached stage three, and you're talking stage four? you're ambitious.

good night, you guys. thanks.

Original Punk J said...

PH,

Tired, and tired of. Although pleased about Mayo's being upfront with everyone. For once. Maybe this will become a trend.

J

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Martha Smith-Jones said...

Okay so many people have come in so HI EVERYBODY!!!!

JocelynHolly said...

Toujours, you have reached stage 3! A few days ago actually!

Anima, I am with you on that. My head is pounding, and I must be off. It is 10:12 pm, and my friend insists on going out for a walk!

I love you all very much, and a zillion hugs to everyone!! *HUG*

Original Punk J said...

FC, K,

Thanks for responding.

We trust you guys. If it's nothing, that's cool.

FC, if you want to email us, that's ok, but don't feel that you have to. Cool?

J

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Okay so many people have come in so HI EVERYBODY!!!!

JocelynHolly said...

Op J and L
I sure hope it becomes a more routine thing.
Both of you, get some sleep! :P
lol.

Sweet dreams!<3

JocelynHolly said...

FC, if you want to email us, that's ok, but don't feel that you have to. Cool?

Same goes for me? =]

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnighr anima

Anonymous said...

Well bugger me if I don't still love you Mayo.
But then I always was a loyal one.


Oh.... Hi everyone else!
*once more, a tumble weed blows across the screen*

Original Punk J said...

PH,

Yeah, we've been looking at each other and saying, "Get some rest, you crazy motherfucker!"

Cause I mean, DAMN.

What brain I have has turned to mush.

(L yells, "I got pudding!" from the couch.)

Can anyone say, Whoopty-whoopty?

J

Anonymous said...

We were actually just talking about the coolness of Frank himself, hoping everything was okay, and then talking about the Hamptons. ^_^ Is all.

Original Punk J said...

Steve and Mary Hampton? Wow, do you know them too?

:)

Seriously. I need some rest.

J

Anonymous said...

Take care and thank you paperheart. It means alot. *hugs*
Party tomorrow night? Open invitation.
night night everyone.

ergoproxy said...

night anima and PH

and anyone else leaving.

hiya cupcake, how are you?

Anonymous said...

Tch! Mayo, always after you leave.

Your fear? Your biggest flaw?

Anonymous said...

Anyway, I'm off to bed for now. Goodnight, all. Happy dreams.

Vivienne said...

Hi ergo! I'm... oh let's not go there!
How are you hun?

Vivienne said...

G'night Kapunua

Anonymous said...

Jesus Crist!
You deleted another fucking comment. Why? It was said and read.

Original Punk J said...

Night K, have a good night.

Hello Cupcake, I didn't mean to ignore you! Or you MJ. Well, or really anyone else except PH. Sorry about that.

Hey!

Aaaaaaaand...goodnight too. Gots to go to bed.

Goodnight Mr Renaissance Man, it was very pleasant talking with you tonight. I hope we can repeat the experience. L and I will bring the donuts. ;)

See all you nice people tomorrow!

J

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight to all my friends who are off to dream land.

ergoproxy said...

I'm good cupcake,
I have had a busy day and I'm sitting down with a coffee (it's only 2.30 in the afternoon here)
and it's raining.
what's the time by you?

nigkt kapunua

JocelynHolly said...

Hello Cupcake, I didn't mean to ignore you! Or you MJ. Well, or really anyone else except PH. Sorry about that.

Uhmm excuse me, what did I do?

Anonymous said...

Not in bed yet, clearly. Answering a few emails and this occurred to me.

Unlikely that you'll see this and all, but Mayo... Are you addressing "Witch", Artful Dodger?

Going to bed in 5...4...3...

Anonymous said...

You asskiss an asskisser.

Vivienne said...

Aww that's ok J! sleep well!
Goodnight MJ, and ergo it is 3:40pm here.
My day was long and is about to get longer.
Any minute now my boyfriend and I are going to have a loverly 'talk'.
Lucky you! coffee! I can't seem to stomach anything but lemonade for the past month. Very odd.

JocelynHolly said...

^^ Directed at me?

Vivienne said...

Excuse me anon, but I personally kiss NO ONES ass.
If you haven't got anything nice or interesting to say, and you're going to stay as some anon, then perhaps you should go hover around people you are less disdainful of?
Just a friendly suggestion.

Anonymous said...

ergoproxy said...
oh and for anyone who remembers hi, today for you (15th), depending on the time, or yesterday is/was Steve Irwin Day. It's been over a year since he died (sept 5).
just thought I'd throw in that random information

===========
Rest in Peace Steve Irwin. Yes, he did some wild and wacky things; but, I liked and admired that man!

Hi Ergo, MarthaJones, OPs, Paperheartxx, Cupcake! And Hi & Goodnight to Kapunua.

Well, these non cryptic blogs are certainly refreshing Mayo. This one SEEMS heartfelt and sincere; but, what do I know.....
We can hope it truly is, right?

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Anon616.

How are you?

Vivienne said...

Oh hello paperheart, haven't said hi yet... so hi!
Hi everyone in fact. EVERYONE.

ergoproxy said...

poor thing cupcake

Anonymous said...

I am feeling very humble at the moment for posting again.

Please don't whack me.

Or do so, if you feel it's appropriate.

Only two points.

One: Someone wrote about G. Way writing SDock10 on his neck. Are they confusing the fact that I posted a picture with that written on my neck?

Two: I am so happy to see that everyone is here and being loving to each other. I have been praying for this for the past 48 hours.

Three: Mayo, I don't address you enough. Thank you, thank you, thank you. I have a feeling that despite all the drama bullshit you put yourself through in real life (whether that's in a burger joint in Nebraska or otherwise) I get this feeling that you are an exceptional person.

Okay, so that was three points. I deserve to be yelled at.

Smoking a cigarette now. I love all of you very much.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello anon 616.

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Cupcake.

I believe that I am amongst the hated now. =]

ergoproxy said...

hi anon 616

he was a bit of a ratbag and we thought he was nuts but he had such passion

Vivienne said...

Hi anon616! I was at the end of the list! *cries* just kidding, I'm not quite that friggin delicate!

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Gentle Vengeance.

Anonymous said...

I'm still good PHxx. I received a right, proper education on Moomins this afternoon ;-)

How are you tonight?

Anonymous said...

Were you asked if you weren't liked CK?
No.

ergoproxy said...

hello GV

JocelynHolly said...

Anon616,
That is good to hear.
Let's just say I could be better.

*HUG*

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello cupcake

Anonymous said...

(Awkwardly stumbles amongst rubble)

Hello, Anon616, Cupcake, Paperheartxx, Ergoproxy, anons anonymous (They've created the AA!).

Okay, going to smoke cigarette for real now. I'll be back!

Vivienne said...

Thanks ergo....
It's going to be tiring...
And paperheart, why is that? I'm a little behind as to why you seem so hated.
*palm to face* I feel silly asking, but I still don't feel like I have the facts of wtf happened!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello GV

redrum said...

Well done, sir. I'm smiling.

Anonymous said...

Sorry Cupcake! I shall make sure to say goodnight to you first to make up for it ;-)

Hi Gentle V!

Passion can sometimes make up for being a bit of a 'rag-bag' Ergo. I bet Steve would know how to outfit kangaroos.

Carrie said...

Just wanted to say hi, have no idea what drama is currently going on, still scrolling through comments. I just miss everyone.

JocelynHolly said...

Cupcake.
I just get the feeling because everytime I go to DM, no one says hello, no one acknowledges me, nothing.

Here, after OPJ thought I had left, I see:

Hello Cupcake, I didn't mean to ignore you! Or you MJ. Well, or really anyone else except PH. Sorry about that.

Vivienne said...

If you're addressing me anon, I didn't ask because I don't give a fuck.
Hi JV, MJ... oh so many hellos, I loose track!

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Redrum and Carrie.

redrum said...

Good evening, ladies and gents.

I have oolong tea; life is good.

JocelynHolly said...

Sounds good Redrum.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

PhI think everyone is busy talking to each other to notice I don't think you are hate or disliked. Its just the way it is sometimes.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello carrie and redrum

Anonymous said...

Hi Carrie and Redrum and anyone else who comes along as I'm typing this.

The HUG BUFFET is now open to everyone PHxx! Take all you need :)

JocelynHolly said...

I don't know Martha. How could you explain the comments then?

Vivienne said...

It's ok anon616 *hugs*
Hi Carrie, Redrum! hope you're both well.
Oh dear paperheart...well I'm not mad...
If that helps...

Martha Smith-Jones said...

PH have a big old bear hug

JocelynHolly said...

Thanks Cupcake.

I won't let it get to me though. I only say the things I believe.

If they aren't mad, then I'm sorry for the assumptions.

ergoproxy said...

hi Redrum carrie

parerheart I return the exta huge *HUG* for you

JocelynHolly said...

Thanks Martha. *HUG*

JocelynHolly said...

Thanks Ergo. *HUG*

*sighs*

Martha Smith-Jones said...

The one from the punks well I thought it was a joke because they said hi to you earlier. We will just have to ask them later.

JocelynHolly said...

If it was a joke, well, it hurt to say the least.

But if it wasn't, I can only understand because of some comments I read over at DM from earlier today.

Carrie said...

Thanks for saying hi, I didn't even get that the last couple nights and I was kinda bitchy because of it. PH, I feel for BC too, but I guess it's more of a worrying about her thing, because I wonder if she is in touch with the real world. (This I say, as I type on the computer in the middle of the night to people I don't really know, so who the hell am I to judge)

Vivienne said...

I think we need a group hug! come on people!

*more tumbleweed*


Oh please?????

*opens arms*

JocelynHolly said...

Cupcake, a group hug sounds great right about now!

*HUG*

Carrie, I get what you are saying about BC. But I know she's doing alright. =]

ergoproxy said...

cupcake don't worry
*runs to hug you*

Anonymous said...

I see we were discussing our flaws on the last blog.

Let's see, where to begin?

1) I can be irritatingly cheerful - most of the time - Alas, I'm not feeling it tonight.

There are many more flaws; but I don't think I feel like playing now......

Carrie said...

I will hug all you guys! c'mon gather round, soggy group hug, get your kum ba yahs yahs out.

JocelynHolly said...

Anon616, that was a very hard game to play.

I will admit that one of my flaws is being way too apologetic and forgiving.

Vivienne said...

YES! can you feel the love? well you should! *wink wink*

Carrie said...

PH, does her last e-mail work? I was going to e-mail her, but then I felt...weird. I don't know, it's just so weird in blog world, hard to figure out what's going on half the time.

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