The whispers are only for myself, and I repeat them often enough to know them all by heart. The truth, I held it under my tongue and prayed...all the while losing my hold on the meaning. Now my words are bent and broken from the release. Questionable promises have crumbled in my fist, and what remains is dry and falls through my fingers. It crashes to the ground in small piles, which I blend back into the earth with my shoe. I grab a handful and press it against my lips; it is rough against my cheek. And I am reminded of where it all began.
p.s. what has changed is mistaken for truth without question.
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&Jade, I know that the attention is always drawn to Gerard, and the lead singers in bands. I'm not saying that he doesn't deserve it, but the guys do too. I'm sure that the guys understand that.
Do you think other band's don't talk about this?
I am sure they have lost some "weight " in their eyes as well.
Why do you feel they aren't being true to themselves anymore? The main focus has always been on Gerard.
but in the course of this year of massive touring, culminating with the prorev tour, the focus has morphed from what the band is trying to say with the music to what's gerard doing now.
i think the band is still true to themselves, gerard included, it's just woefully overshadowed by the rest of it now.
hi everyone. finally caght up.
to the anon who says that his behaviour is for eliza's benifit.
just asking how do you know that?
The attention on the lead vocalist is not always so, there are some equally charismatic lead guitarists as well.
The attention on the lead vocalist is not always so, there are some equally charismatic lead guitarists as well.
Such as Pete Wentz..
He's on Perez Hilton for God's sake!
It's becoming a joke, which is so sad.
Hey, some of us think they are in love, some of us don't. Forget that.
Surely, we can all agree that it was so much better when we went to an MCR show to watch the whole band play as one, with no-one trying to outdo the others attention wise, and with no mention of wives or girlfriends, just a good show with good music.
Anonymous @ 12.08am
Hell yeah there is!!
Frank and Ray love people!!!
Paperhear @ 12.04
I agree.
And look at them all. To be honest, Gerard is the least happiest, and his bandmates have all achieved.
Bob, Ray, Mikey and Frank are all happily in relationships and I personally think that Gerard envies that. Thus, why he has found 'love' so rapid recently. He's antics like "rubbing in peoples faces" he's partners I beleive, is to try and cover up how unhappy he is.
He is just purely trying to be happy like the rest of them.
"The attention on the lead vocalist is not always so, there are some equally charismatic lead guitarists as well."
I was thinking about Keith Richards :D
Sorry, PH. My comment about 15-year-old's was in no way directed at any of the 15-year-old's here... you're much more mature than that. :)
I was talking about the kind of things that are cute when you're in puppy love for the first time. Adults don't usually run around doing shit like that.
We will not be divided, or conquered. Nobody is fighting here -- we're all respectful to each other, and even if we disagree, no one slams anybody else's beliefs.
So, to whoever feels that we're part of a game: DIVIDE AND CONQUER THAT, motherfucker. ::kissy face::
I was going to bed but Anon, I like you :)
agree, anon @ 12:11
I can agree to that MissT.
Am I correct in thinking some of you feel he should have been more discreet about his personal life? Also that some of you deem his behavior unacceptable and unprofessional, thus diluting the credibility of the whole band?
I'm struggling to understand and I do want to understand.
every band has a spokesperson for whatever reason but interviews are losing the "band" focus.
Pete Wentz said once that he didn't like it but someone had to do it.
Plus after the internet picture incident he seemed to grow up pretty fast as far as media and fan attention goes.
Anon at 12:11,
I agree with you too. He probably feels pressure since he is the oldest.
You can't force yourself to be happy though. I try doing that all the time, I try and wear a mask to cover up my feelings sometimes. It doesn't work.
I wouldnt want to keep you up all night GS?
And im glad my point was clear. They usually never are! :]
- Jade
thus diluting the credibility of the whole band?
not diluting, distracting from the credibility. i see a difference in the two.
mcr is still credible, it's just harder to see it somedays.
anon
Yes his behaviour is coming across as unprofessional.
Yes he should have been more discreet.
It is fine to be happy and being a bit more open about it is fine,
but when the most important fan issue after a concert is "what did Gerard have on his arm/ neck" instead of "wow they played/ sang so well"
there is a problem.
Oh my goodness...
Where to start?
Sdock:
So, I do the worst possible thing you can do. I hold it in and seek other ways to numb my feelings.
You aren't alone in this. In all seriousness, I carry conversations with myself or with a wall just to have someone to talk to. It becomes way too much for me to bottle up, though that's the only thing I've ever known and done. It's become normal.
I don't even know really where to start on the subject of Gerard.
PDA: Do not want.
Relationship with Lyn-Z: I hope they are madly in love. I also hope that they keep that love behind doors on this tour.
I hope that the Anon was right when they said that this is the happiest Gerard has been in a long time. I hope it stays that way. Is it a false happiness? I pray that it isn't.
Do I think this band is a joke? Most certainly not. This band and their fans, us, we're all like family. Families have to jump hurdles and this is one we have to do together, or else this whole thing is going to fall completely apart. We're still hanging on by a few threads. But, if something doesn't happen...well. I think you know.
I don't know what else to say.
Oh Sister Midnite, I was talking to Mayo about this before.
Which chess piece do you want to be because I'm carrying on the game as ... a bitch, oops typo, I meant a BISHOP. :)
Sorry, PH. My comment about 15-year-old's was in no way directed at any of the 15-year-old's here... you're much more mature than that. :)
Ohh I know Sister Midnite!
I take that as a compliment!
Am I correct in thinking some of you feel he should have been more discreet about his personal life? Also that some of you deem his behavior unacceptable and unprofessional, thus diluting the credibility of the whole band?
I'm struggling to understand and I do want to understand.
He didn't intentionally flaunt his personal life. People pried into it. But now, it just seems like he is willingly shoving his personal business into everyone's faces. Yes, I find it unprofessional and it does take away from the band.
(I personally feel the same about the Gerard/ Frank interactions)
Surely, we can all agree that it was so much better when we went to an MCR show to watch the whole band play as one, with no-one trying to outdo the others attention wise, and with no mention of wives or girlfriends, just a good show with good music.
Yes.
I agree with you too. He probably feels pressure since he is the oldest.
You can't force yourself to be happy though.
But that's what Gerard does best, find ways to cover up his insecurites or personal problems. It's like when he was drinking, wasn't he trying to be someone he's not?
- Jade
TJ said
not diluting, distracting from the credibility. i see a difference in the two.
mcr is still credible, it's just harder to see it somedays.
I couldn't agree more and it is such a shame. That is exactly the point I was trying to make.
Do I think this band is a joke? Most certainly not. This band and their fans, us, we're all like family. Families have to jump hurdles and this is one we have to do together, or else this whole thing is going to fall completely apart.
mustard, bless you! that was so well put.
Jade, another 10 minutes won't hurt me :)
I wish that for once, all this would end and people would not mention anything that has to do with the bands personal life, or in this case, Gerard's personal life.
We've all been curious, but their is a fine line that too many people have crossed.
The lines been crossed, and people have gone way too far to the point of stalking them (just read someone did that)
Why do you think the band doesnt come out to sign anymore or hold meetings with their fans?
Because of all this invasion of privacy.
☺
Uhh, gives everyone else in the fanbase a badname
Jade, another 10 minutes won't hurt me :)
Im in the same situation as you. Wanting to leave because it's very late and I do have school in the morning, however im somehow attatched here. =]
- Jade
TJ exactly.
it is distracting and though I agree the band is still credible,I think,if you read fan sites, some are feeling it is diluting.
the mere fact people rumor that the cancellation was becasue Gerard wanted to go over to LynZ is indication people are willing to believe the worst first.
He didn't intentionally flaunt his personal life
What?
Yes he did,he meant to have everyone know he was with Lynz when he wore a shirt with her name on it.
Made secret messages to eachother,that was very intentional.
Gel, I agree with the line being crossed. Fuck, sometimes I feel like I've crossed it, and I feel soo bad about it.
I mean, I don't stalk them. It just feels like I've been talking too much about their personal lives lately. No one knows how horrible I feel for doing that.
the mere fact people rumor that the cancellation was becasue Gerard wanted to go over to LynZ is indication people are willing to believe the worst first.
Damn rumours. I swear this is like Wall Street Crash all over again!
- Jade
Musically, they still hold credibility, however the stage antics of the lead vocalist leaves a lot to be desired.
Personally I think we became distracted with the crotch fest, and "guess who I'm fucking tonight" sharpie messages at PR.
They seem to be continuing,.... so 3 months ago and now quite boring seeing they are in a committed relationship.
He may be Gerard, but this is just plain silly.
I hope people didn't misunderstand my comment.
I don't think this band is a joke. I love this band. I think Gerards behaviour is a joke.
Unfortunately, with Gerard being the singer, some people (not us lovely people here) eauqte being the singer with being the whole band. Some people never look past the singer in terms of a band, you know the type of people I mean.
These people will see Gerards actions and think the band is becoming a joke. I think that is such a shame for the others who work so hard. To see it being ridiculed would be awful and I don't want to see that.
I think that is what I was trying to say.
What?
Yes he did,he meant to have everyone know he was with Lynz when he wore a shirt with her name on it.
Made secret messages to eachother,that was very intentional.
Yeah, I guess it was intentional. But wasn't that later on in the game? Before everyone knew that they were together, people were just trying to find clues of their relationship. They kept it discreet at first. Once the pictures of them kissing came out, THAT is when they started to publicly display the relationship.
So, can we change topics now? This one is just going in circles.
Gel at 11:06...
I completely agree. The sharpiness and unicorn shirt honestly don't bother me. The music is still the same and I don't let a few little lovey dovey things bother me. The music is the most important thing in the end.
....That also may be because my boyfriend and I are also very lovey dovey.
Miss T.
I whole heartedly agree with your comment!=]
I never once thought, as I said at VV's, that Gerard (him being the one to pull all of the strings to get the date cancelled) would cancel the Maine date to get over to Europe quicker.
Some people have lost so much respect for him (which I completely understand if you have and we all have our own reasons for the amount we have lost) that they immediately thought that that was what happened.
Not until someone from a high authority tells me that he pulled the strings to get that date cancelled will I believe it.
"Do I think this band is a joke? Most certainly not. This band and their fans, us, we're all like family. Families have to jump hurdles and this is one we have to do together, or else this whole thing is going to fall completely apart. We're still hanging on by a few threads. But, if something doesn't happen...well. I think you know."
I love that,that was greatly put.
Jade it never used to be like that.
I tried asking about Ray and Bob after a recent PR concert on a fan site, and was told that they weren't important, and the conversation returned to ,at that time, the hickey.
Reason I don't frequent there anymore.
I really like cider.
I mean, unhealthy amount of dopamine released in the brain when it coats my tongue and mouth.
(But right now I'm drinking green tea. For real)
Everyone, I have to announce....
I have an orange pen!
And I love it.
That word was meant to be equate by the way, my fuckup.
I knew what you were saying MissT, and my post was not directed at you. That was in general.
No harm done.
Let's have a HallowFrankieFest in the blog!
Sparkle; I am jealous of your orange pen. May I have it? ^_^
Gerard has never been a conformist. Part of his charm is his quirky sense of humor and eccentricty. He has always had a defiant 'take me or leave me' attitude and gets a kick out of being controversial. However, he would never deliberately incite some of the feelings you have described to me. I feel sure he would be horrified if he knew that what he considers to be innocent and lighthearted fun was having such a negative impact on the fans and a detrimental effect on the band's credibility.
Sparkle,
Can I have some?
Now.
Honestly.
If he was taking that microphone and announcing to the world, "Do you know why I love purple unicorns? Do you see what's written on my arm? My neck? Did I tell all of you lately how much I LOVE LYN-Z of M. S. I. ???!!!!!"
I would have a problem with it.
But, seriously. If he had any of our names here written on an arm, we'd be freaking out. We wouldn't be worrying about how much he shoving his love in our face.
It makes me wonder....
How many here are in a happy relationship at the moment?
No probs mustard. I just didn't want people to get the wrong idea over what i was saying.
So it is "innocent and lighthearted fun"? There's nothing more to it than that?
Anonymous said...
Gerard has never been a conformist. Part of his charm is his quirky sense of humor and eccentricty. He has always had a defiant 'take me or leave me' attitude and gets a kick out of being controversial. However, he would never deliberately incite some of the feelings you have described to me. I feel sure he would be horrified if he knew that what he considers to be innocent and lighthearted fun was having such a negative impact on the fans and a detrimental effect on the band's credibility.
One of the best statements made all night! Bravo!
Cider for sdock10!
Here you go, moi petit chauche.
And lemme get out my portable cloning machine.....
(pops in orange pen. 2nd one pops out)
Here you go, Paperheartxx!
Guys;
I was just on Buzznet, and I am apart of that My Chemical Column group. They just posted an interesting 'article' today about the cancellation. I am going to post it in my blog on here for anyone interested in reading it..
I'm going to have a break, plant some petunias and bake some brownies.
and lament that we don't have halloween..
I think I've said all I need to. I hope if any anon, or other person reading, has any sway, they may now understand the problem a bit better, and do something to change it.
Just be professional. There is a time and place. And even the lovey doveyest of us (and I do) leave it out of the workplace (especially if it's like what? 2 hrs or so out of a day actually on stage!)
Sparkles,
Can I borrow your orange pen to write Sparkle Wrath down my arm?
I will hold my hands up and say I am an interfering old mare.
I do not however have the slightest problem with messages, shirts or proclamations of love.
I have no problem with Lyn.
I do not think he is deep down in his core happy but that's just me.
With that I shall say...
Mayo, thanks for the new blog.
Jade, nice to meet you.
Andy, where are you?
And Sdock10, rock the fuck on.
Adieu mon petit choudfleurs.
TTFN
Jade it never used to be like that.
I tried asking about Ray and Bob after a recent PR concert on a fan site, and was told that they weren't important, and the conversation returned to ,at that time, the hickey.
Reason I don't frequent there anymore.
Well that just makes me sick. But isn't it those half hearted people that are to blame, not Gerard.(I know I sound like im non-stop sticking up for Gerard at the moment, but if it was anybody else in this situation I know i'd do the same). It's not Gerard that's stating to others that he is better than anybody else, it's people like that. People that purely focus on Gerard are being forgotton while the blame lies upon him instead.
- Jade
Thanks for the pen Sparkle!
sdock10,
I would be HONORED if you wrote my name on your arm with the orange pen.
Catch it!
I'll take my pink gel pen and write sdock10 on my forehead in reverse so I can read it when I look in the mirror.
innocent and lighthearted fun
it's more the duration of this "fun" than the fun itself, imo.
Bye GS.
Lovely meeting you too :]
Well,
Since no one answered my inquiry, I will volunteer.
At the moment, I am single.
I got out of a good/bad relationship in May, ironically the day after coming home from an MCR concert.
I am, well, a silly elitist, I guess you could say and I know I've done silly things for the ones I love. And I have no shame.... I've done a couple things in public too, I'm sure.
(Insomnia is eating my examples. Stop that monster. Grr. Where's my tea....)
Good night GS sweet dreams.
See ya later Ergo, I've agreed with almost everything you've said tonight.
Bye everyone leaving!
Thanks Sparkle!
I shall write it extra pretty so everyone can read...
*writes Sparkle Wrath on arm*
GS,
You keep rockin' my friend!
That's my new phrase RTFO
Ahh Sparkle, to answer your question,
No I am not in a relationship. Right now my focus is on school.
Maybe he should leave his black humor for his lyrics and comics.
I do not want to know about his private life. I would prefer to respect him.
We all have our secrets and quirks, and they should remain that way. The only thing I would like to know, is why his behavior was so admirable during the "kat" period.(His drinking was a separate problem)
I do not perceive this as light hearted fun.
Well, it seems I learned something today. So the internet is really educational after all. Go figure.
Sparkle Wrath, to answer your question, I'm sort of in a happy relationship at the moment. We've been together for almost 4 years and I love him very much...the problem is, I don't like him very much most of the time. He's a bit of a jerk-off about a lot of things. I swear he doesn't have a sensitive or compassionate bone in his body 93% of the time.....soooooo I'm sorta happy. If that makes any sense.
sparkle wrath
How many here are in a happy relationship at the moment?
17 years and counting!
and still lovey dovey, just not everywhere.
anon,
perhaps he didn't realize, but if he now knows, perhaps he could tone it down a little. It is now distracting, and it would be a great shame if it was to the permanent detriment of the band.
A great part of my admiration of Gerard is his humour and excentricity, but find a new quirky joke. This is not a good one.
Ahh Sparkle, to answer your question,
No I am not in a relationship. Right now my focus is on school.
Ditto.
Paperheartxx,
That is the most intelligent thing I've read all evening.
Anon @ 12:43-
What did you learn?
Ever catch Rescue Me?
Oh no, no. This is not a post of wishing piece by piece to gather upon my shallow steps.
I just admire Denis at his finest.
I've gathered at the libraries lately. A lover being read to. Sharing fellow quarrels and shattered teeth.
Weary of followers. The grims. They reap.
Apparent of supposed pin ups puckering for their close ups. Pucker the cheeks and that equals...well.
Oh SW, I just now saw your question. I'm sorry I was focused on the cider.
In a relationship for the last 6 years....FMI...read my blog. That about sums it up.
He has issues and I have issues....
Well looky looky who dropped by.
The internet can be educational,it's not just for porn.
Paperheartxx,
That is the most intelligent thing I've read all evening.
Awh, thank you Sparkle!
I am so honored.
Love man, thank you so much for stopping by.
Would you like anything to drink? Ottoman to put your feet up?
I once wrote to your blog as an anonymous.
Could you enlighten us as to why you're joining us now?
Haha,Rescue Me happens to be one of my favorite shows.
Hey Love Man!
Entropy, you made me giggle like a donkey!
Love man
You finally made it here.
Stop your cryptic mumbo jumbo and say something pertinent.
Haha,I'm glad paperheart.
By the way,how are you?
I never said my 'hi's today.
Sorry peeps.
Love Man,
Im Jade, nice meeting you :]
Oooo, who's the pin up here?
Our much beloved/beaten Gerard?
The much loathed/defended Lyn-z?
Or.... is it me? I know, I'm an attention whore. Lemme go get my cherry red lipstick.
No-one learns except through friendship.
I agree with that Anon^.
Layman's terms por favor.
*is not in mood to dissect meaning from big words*
I am good Entropy! =]
How are you?
I liked Dennis Leary on those crazy MTV commercials where he chain smoked, talked fast, and pissed people off.
Or.... is it me? I know, I'm an attention whore. Lemme go get my cherry red lipstick.
Haha, Sparkle, I'm pretty sure that your comment made my day!
Sdock10,
Yes, I know of your blog entry.
Keep drinking that cider, love. You need something good you can get with out a price to pay.
So if a certain someone has no friends, do they still learn?
Learning is living in my opinion.
What have you been reading at the libraries?
Thanks, Paperheartxx!
Anything to make a brunette smile!
Sparkle Wrath,
You would be the most fabulous attention whore here!
Princess Smoke,
If you were here, we would hand you the title...but alas...
=]
Sparkle Wrath said...
Now.
Honestly.
If he was taking that microphone and announcing to the world, "Do you know why I love purple unicorns? Do you see what's written on my arm? My neck? Did I tell all of you lately how much I LOVE LYN-Z of M. S. I. ???!!!!!"
I would have a problem with it.
"MSI IS AMAZINGGGG. My new favourite band."
"This next song is for my true love. WHERE YOU AT BOO?!?!"
"OH HAI. A CAMERA. I GUESS I SHOULD JUST PULL UP MY PINK MSI UNDIES REALLY REALLY HIGH SO THE PHOTOGRAPHER GETS A GOOD SHOT."
Not quite what you wrote. You get the idea.
And to the person who wrote this:
"I feel sure he would be horrified if he knew that what he considers to be innocent and lighthearted fun was having such a negative impact on the fans and a detrimental effect on the band's credibility."
I wish I could believe this. Gerard's not ignorant. Even if this is all a huge 'Fuck you' to Eliza, he is well aware that the fans are going to notice this and be outraged. I guess he was willing to take that chance.
So if a certain someone has no friends, do they still learn?
Learning is living in my opinion.
Im an individual at the moment, my 'friends' soon decided that I wasn't there friend anymore. Teen drama, I know. But without them, i've learnt a whole lot more.
- Jade
I'm great Paperheart,thanks.
What have I been reading at the library?
Are you joking? The internet obviously ;)
Actually books. I have my head crammed in one 15 hours a day, approximately 7 days a week. I don't want to have to think and dissect when I come on here. :)
Oh, but Mustard. You must be tired. You were quite the master a few blogs back when he was gettin' all sexy and stuff.
A lot of the public displays are for Eliza's benefit.
This is exactly what I think.
CTV, you do make me smile. I liked that.
I certainly preferred it when it was just about the band and the music. Everyone knew they all had girlfriends and that was it end of. Then along came Eliza and honestly I don't think it was Gerard's fault she obviously wanted to gain attention by dropping not so subtle hints everywhere. I can see why some fans where then critical of his silence, when she was all but screaming it. Personally, I think he was right to keep quiet because their personal lives should be kept separate from their professional lives. All I wanted was for someone to shut Eliza up because she was damaging the credibility of the band.
When the engagement ended, you would have thought that would be the end of it, but no, Gerard has to start turning his lovelife into a circus. If he's in love, great. If he wants Eliza to know it, great. Once or twice would have been enough. Time to get back to the music and forget trying to court the tabloids.
Reading was a hobbie of mine. Until my bookmark fell out and I honestly couldn't be bothered to find my page.
It's been a week now. I wonder how long I can keep it up?
- Jade
What have I been reading?
I love those "Shopaholic" books.
And right now I'm reading "Catcher in the Rye"=]
Jade:
(Pretty name by the way :)
Im an individual at the moment, my 'friends' soon decided that I wasn't there friend anymore. Teen drama, I know. But without them, i've learnt a whole lot more.
So, as they say, "Proof is in the Pudding", whatever that means.
I'm not going to say I've learned more, but I've had to figure a lot of stuff out on my own without any input from them. I've had to do it by myself. Does that make me stronger? Probably not.
Bloody well said anon @ 12:58
Capture this void,
I didn't know about the "where you at, boo" comment.
I stand somewhat corrected.
I guess I'm crazy. It didn't bother me at the show I was at this August.
What bothered me.... Well. Last time I mentioned anything I was yelled at for being all judgmental of others and stuff which is exactly something I avoid at all costs. Would rather have MSI soldered onto my cheek.
{Had to :)}
paperheart
thanks for that post, so did Bob play the 2nd night?
anyway I feel very sorry for the fans and the venue.
Shame it wasn't an MCR announcement.
CTV haha
anon on loveman being pertinent ditto
Did someone say title? Does that mean I get another crown? Oh, yes! I must have it. I guess I can share with you Sparkle Wrath!
Ive never seen him stick his neck in acamera so they can take a shot of them, but whatever.
EL OH EL
*just popped 2 tylenol pm's and a nytol*
Thanks Sparkle, those pills went down so nice and smoothly with the cider.
Okay guys;
I gotta run!
Reading to do, video games to play.
Music to listen to!=]
Hope you all have a wonderful evening!
Love;
-007
*hugs* for all!
Sparkle:
I know. Mayo must have said something that got me all worked up ;).
I am tired by the way. Maybe that's why I don't feel the need to delve into Love Man's post.
Hi RW, how's the hat today?
&& yes, Bob did play the second night Ergo.
Princess Smoke,
I knew I could lure you out with a title.....
You missed a visit by LOVE MAN...or so it seems.
Jade:
(Pretty name by the way :)
Thankyou. :]
And im a person that prefers to be on my own most of the time anyways, it's nothing new.
- Jade
See ya paperheart, have fun.
Thank you, Miss T :)
Sparkle Wrath, I hope you don't think I was yelling at you or trying to prove you wrong. I was just trying to contribute to the discussion.
*hugs*
Thanks for that picture Kapunua.
He's an admitted jumbo tron watcher.
"Wait a sec. Let me strike my pose!"
Of course he was aiming for that camera.
Smoke,
Yee, sharing!
Should we stand really close together, cut it in the middle, or cut it on its side, then we each get a circle of it.
I think the latter is the best idea.
Haha,Kapunua,that did make me laugh.
Bye Paperheart.
Bye, Paperheartxx! Don't ever forget how gorgeous you are.
Bye paper hearts.
Nice meeting you :]
- Jade
CTV,
No, no!
I didn't feel offended. Just saying.
I'm glad you brought that up. New info, new perspectives.
Why did you decide to join us LoveMan? Did lurking suddenly get boring?
Well kapuna just proved that statement to be oh so very wrong.
- Jade
No, no, no Sparkle Wrath. We shall take turns. I could never EVER deface a crown by cutting it. I'll let you have it first!
Yay!
Hi Miss T :) Just got home, haven't had a chance to wear the hat today. It'll just have to wait til tomorrow, I'm afraid.
Thank you, Smoke (I fucking love that name! EEEEeeee!)
But, no.
I think it's time for a smoke break and I can't smoke in the house, so I'll be gone for a few moments.
Here, lemme put it back on your head.
Perfect!
hello,
how are we all tonight?
Thank you dear Sparkle Wrath! I shall wear it proudly. But let me warn you, once I wear a crown, I find it very hard to remove it from my fabulous head of hair. :-)
I got a question for anyone here that feels like answering. What they hell does "Love Man, Yes They're Real" mean? Does that mean you got balls that clank or something? Or you got the real deal double d ta-ta's? Okay, maybe that is only bothering me but anyhoo.....
i think that he/she came on here for attention and now gone away not wanting to answer questions. i think thats just crazy. if you come on here at least say more than cryptic shit!!!!!!!!
Hi FS! I'm good how are you?
Did you finally manage to cellotape that little one down?
Simply glorious, Fimble Star.
Exhausted, but glorious.
Hi Fimble Star!
Smoke,
I assumed he (anyone remember that recording he had up of reading some of his poetry?)
meant he was the real thing. That Love Man was announcing his validity in what he posts.
Smoke:
I think you were right with the whole boob part. I think some have determined Love Man to be Love Woman.
*shrugs*
hey miss t. i am ok just knackered from today. understandable lol. i didnt have chance to say goodbye earlier sorry i was running around chasing her cos she had a toothbrush and was trying to put it down the toilet luckliy it wasnt mine lol.
how are you miss t
I personally doubt his involvement with the band.
You wear the crown, Smoke. I'll go get my sea green and blue ball gown on.
FS, did you manage to pry that vodka fom her tiny little hands ha!
Silly, Princess Smoke&Venom20
I think the "yes they're real" is referring to the autographed script from Scrubs that he/she totes everywhere.
And I think he/she dropped by here to let us know that he/she watches more than Scrubs and Boston Legal!
Good to know.....
Did someone just compare Loveman to Jeffree Star?
I could have sworn someone just said that. Or did I just imagine that? I have no freaking clue.
But I fell off my chair laughing. My jaw hurts now.
hey sparkle and smoke and mib. hope you all well fine and dandy
hey mib what are you doing out of the fridge?
Sdock said:
But people were interested in their private lives long before Lyn-z came along. You guys just act like it's all a scripted stunt and I just don't know that I believe that.
I wasn't. I liked the music and the message. I thought they were a great band for young teens and for adults alike. I couldn't care less who was banging whom, and it struck me as tacky the way Eliza was advertising. Now Gerard is advertising. There's no difference to me. And tbh, it does feel scripted to me. From start to finish: scripted.
paperheartxx said...
Fans wanted Gerard to be more open about his private life.. and now that he is, people are hating him for his life and judging him.
The fans only got what they wanted.
Please don't generalize. I think a certaincontngent of teenies wanted that. Music fans and people who just liked the band wanted pretty much the opposite. And since when has Gerard done anything to appease people? Believe me, this is not a case of "well you were asking for it."
Sdock also said:
Ok, then turn your head and look away. What if he does it just because he fucking wants to do it? Isn't he entitled? What if it is so NOT about rubbing people's faces in it?
....just saying. Someone here has got to argue for the unrepresented parties....!
The dude won't let you. You go to see a show, it's all about "OMGz I"M SOOOO LEIK IN LOVE!!!! I DEDICATE THIS SONG TO MY BOO!" (Yes, he did say that.) "LOOK AT MY HICKIES AND SHARPIE MESSAGES! Huh? Wait, what music?" Tacky and irrelevant, to quote a very wise man.*
Anonymous said...
anon @ 11:44
Eliza must have done something quite spiteful to warrant this behavior.
Maybe not. Maybe Gerard is the spiteful bitch in this scenario. We may never know, but it looks worse and worse for him the more he acts up and takes cheap shots at his past relationships.
Anonymous said...
misstottenham, do you really feel the band have become a joke?
I know you're not asking me, but that's exactly how I feel. MCR is a bulletin board for MSI. Their live concerts are now the Gerard And Lyn Z Show.
Another anon said:
Bob, Ray, Mikey and Frank are all happily in relationships and I personally think that Gerard envies that. Thus, why he has found 'love' so rapid recently. He's antics like "rubbing in peoples faces" he's partners I beleive, is to try and cover up how unhappy he is.
That's my perception, too. And I would feel sad for him if he wasn't acting like such a juvenile macho prick. "You've got my attention but not my sympathy" to quote some crappy 80s band, points to anyone who remembers that one.
MissT:
Unfortunately, with Gerard being the singer, some people (not us lovely people here) eauqte being the singer with being the whole band.
I use the inconsistencies
To undress the machine,
You're the poster boy, their selling point, the focus for their new campaign.
(Something has to be done)
The truth is that if the rest of the band isn't on board with his stupidass, pathetic behavior, they should stand up and say so. No one has.
paperhearts said:
But wasn't that later on in the game? Before everyone knew that they were together, people were just trying to find clues of their relationship. They kept it discreet at first. Once the pictures of them kissing came out, THAT is when they started to publicly display the relationship.
Not true. The messages started around the start of the tour. The dates written, the wristband thing, all of it. Way before that picture. (Which did have a staged "feel" to it, I admit.)
Some anon said:
I feel sure he would be horrified if he knew that what he considers to be innocent and lighthearted fun was having such a negative impact on the fans and a detrimental effect on the band's credibility.
I disagree, or at least my perception of him from afar is a different one. I used to have a lot of respect for he dude. These days he's just another annoying diva. And he seems spiteful and childish to me, too.
Sparkle Wrath said:
But, seriously. If he had any of our names here written on an arm, we'd be freaking out. We wouldn't be worrying about how much he shoving his love in our face.
If I guy I was with pulled that kind of crap, I'd kick him to the curb. It's ridiculous and I don't like advertisement. I don't want to date a billboard, thanks.
It makes me wonder....
How many here are in a happy relationship at the moment?
This aaaaalmost sounds like the beginning of something that might lead to "UR JUS JELLUS." Please don't. You're better than that.
I am, well, a silly elitist, I guess you could say and I know I've done silly things for the ones I love. And I have no shame.... I've done a couple things in public too, I'm sure.
Did you show up to work like that? Did you act up when you were getting paid to do something else?
Oh, and to answer your question: Guess what? No one needs to know that but me.
Sister Midnite and CVT said:
Everything I'm trying to say, only they said it better.
*Adam Lazzara. Gerard could learn a thing or two from him.
You people still discussing their personal lives.
Uhh goodness, when will things ever change.
I read a pretty interesting story right now, about a man who walked the Golden Gates Bridge, and said to himself, that if not one person smiled at him that day, he would kill himself.
Well, no one smiled at him and now he's dead.
Makes you think doesnt it, that keeping a smile and to not worry affects life more than you think.
Well anyways before i start preaching like a priest, which i hate doing, i though this was interesting. Tomorrow there will be a live stream of the MCR concert, including MSI and i believe 2 other small bands or somehting else.
So here is the website if anyone wants to watch.
Its in European time, so if you live somewhere else, you'll have to convert timezones:
http://www.rockovajesen.sk/
lol miss t i did get it off her but there was a fight involved lol. once she put the vodka down she went straight for the whisky. iam sure she knows exactly wat she is doing lol
Sparkle,
Can I bum one of those smokes from you? I don't even smoke but am feeling the need tonight.
whaddaya say?
Well kapuna just proved that statement to be oh so very wrong.
- Jade
I know, and it was awesome, wasn't it? Holy crap, poor Gerard. heh.
Hi again, MissT, and the earlier crew. Hi RW, fimblestar, anyone I missed.
Tomorrow there will be a live stream of the MCR concert, including MSI and i believe 2 other small bands or somehting else.
So here is the website if anyone wants to watch.
Its in European time, so if you live somewhere else, you'll have to convert timezones:
http://www.rockovajesen.sk
Honestly I'd rather remove my eyes with an eggbeater. Thanks for the link, though.
Once again Kapunua, you've summed it up perfectly.
"Staged", from start to finish. I only wish it would finish.
Remember what happened at the other live stream? Y'know? Where Gerard attacked Frank?
Sorry Gel. That pretty much ruined it for me.
Anyway, I would not like to see Gerard's childish behaviour live. It's bad enough hearing stories. But to actually see it LIVE...No. I rather not.
PS- K. I love you.
Ha FS, from the vodka to the Whiskey lol.
Hi again Star. What have you missed? *takes a deep breath*
Oh, I can't be arsed. Will someone else tell her.
Read Kapunua's comment a few above this. She sums it up perfectly.
hey star how are you.
any to gel doyou know what time the concert is on?
Hi Star :) Did you enjoy your time in NOLA?
rw i am sorry i am going to be stupid here but wat does nola stand for i been wondering since yesterday
Good after-evening-noon everyone! Good Sweet Early-can't-believe-I'm-up-this-jesus-soon Morning Mayo!
Yeah, I've had a weird day.
So, more rumors and speculation I see?
-Amyranth
I wanted to ask Andy what he thought of that Frank/Gerard thing. He did say (and if he is to be trusted) that when Gerard get's mad, he definitely lets you know.
I never thought he'd take it that far, but I stand corrected.
Remember what happened at the other live stream? Y'know? Where Gerard attacked Frank?
Geez. I don't think I'll ever forget that. To see the man who spend years spouting "never ever resort to violence" grab Frank & shake him like a rag doll, then toss him to the floor... it still makes me nauseous to think about it.
I wasnt asking anyone to watch it, im not going to watch it, but its not for any of the reasons you people stated.
Just thought if anyone was interested, then why not share it.
=/ Its sad seeing all this shit happen around and how far people have gone, im not going to lie, its starting to get on my nerves
but you have to always keep smiling =)
The messages started around the start of the tour. The dates written, the wristband thing, all of it.
actually, as a point of fact, the first written matching message didn't appear until the third week of the tour, although i don't know where that falls in reference to the picture showing up.
the first couple weeks of the tour were pretty much s.o.p.: frerard, rockin' out, etc.
Fimble Star, NOLA means New Orleans Louisiana :)
Hey RW!
Fimble, NOLA is the shortened form of New Orleans, Louisiana.
RW, I'd go back next weekend if I could. I loved it.
Btw- when has fighting been out of the ordinary?We all fight dont we.
Theyve obviously gotten over it and so should we so i dont see the need in bringing it up again.
It causes too much problems
thank you rw and star. silly silly me
Was that your first time there, Star?
Honestly, I've made the choice to block that violent clip from my mind. That's when I started having serious, serious doubts about the entire band.
The helplessness on Frank's face after that explosion. I can't erase it from my memory. The look Ray had, permanently etched.
I never want to have to see that again.
i rather watch paint dry than watch msi.
Mayo,
I'm off for now....shall go to bed and wait for my drugs to kick in. The voices in my head will keep me company until I find sleep.
I hope wherever you are right now...you are surrounded by love, inner peace and quiet, calmness, and fresh air.
Until....
Love to You always,
S
p.s. rock on
Btw- when has fighting been out of the ordinary?We all fight dont we.
Not with a close co-worker/friend in such a way that could have caused physical injury, up on stage in front of thousands of people after spending the last 6 years announcing loudly that violence is never the answer.
Here you go, Sdock10!
I usually smoke cloves, but I'm soooo poor right now so I'll I have are camels.
Enjoy! Don't breathe too deep, it won't feel all that great if you're smart enough not to smoke normally.
Yes, RW. My husband's been a whole bunch of times. He said I'd love it, and he was right.
I remember seeing the PR live stream and thinking, "I shouldn't be so upset." But, I was. I honestly was.
AGAIN, IT SHOULDN'T BE BROUGHT TO THE STAGE!
You wouldn't fight in the workplace would you? Same goes for here. It's their job. It needs to be handled behind those stage doors.
Kapunua,
You have the option of not listening to the band anymore. No longer buying merchandise, supporting them in any way.
They're not so huge that you couldn't escape them if you wanted to.
What makes you stay?
Honestly, I've made the choice to block that violent clip from my mind. That's when I started having serious, serious doubts about the entire band.
That's the moment when I also started to think that something was really wrong within this band.
The helplessness on Frank's face after that explosion. I can't erase it from my memory. The look Ray had, permanently etched.
I never want to have to see that again.
I've seen a slo-mo clip of it. The way Frank's head snaps back - it's sickening.
Kapunua I have to say I agreed with every last thing you said in that very long, very epic post. To be honest I don't always agree with everything you say but this time...yeah. Only bad thing about agreeing with you is that it makes me feel very sad. I miss the way MCR used to be.
Star, I've been to New Orleans 5 times. It's my favourite American city (though I haven't been to New York yet...)
EEEEEEEEEEKKKKK! I don't want to think about Frank getting pushed again. That made me soooo sad. I swear to God, if I could have put my hands on Gerard Way after that.....well, the only discussion we would be having here would be in regards to why and how he disappeared.
It really is RW.
It really is.
Smoke:
Where've I heard a song like that before?
Oh.
Kapunua you phrase words so well that you don't leave a lot of room for argument. You are kinda like a ninja..... lurking in the shadows then you jump out and kick all this ass. I don't know if I want to hit you or kiss you. It's scary but hot.
Ohhhhh! RW! I'm 15 minutes away from NYC. You have to let me know if/when you come! New York is my favorite city, because I have so many memories there. New Orleans is now equal just because it was so awesome.
I can take you to the Barnes and Noble in Clifton where I semi-stalked Gerard when he wasn't famous!
Star, your Gerard stalker story made me laugh so much.
Farewell, everyone.
"Real" life calls.
Be good to each other.
See ya sparkle.
I seriously cant believe some people.
Its over, done with, so can people please LEAVE IT ALONE.
The guys got over it, why cant the fans. Forgive and forget, it happened to Frank and yet he was able to do so, yet the fans cant.
Im having serious doubts about something the fans, not the band =/
and im not slandering anyone but i cant people people are still discussing this
good night sparkle
sweet dreams
Thanks, Miss T! It clearly illustrates my nerdiness that I couldn't talk to the hot bookstore guy with the wicked smirk because I am a spaz. Who knew?
Gel, I got over it. It just upset me.
RW, ever been to Georgia? Heh-heh. I make fun but I do love my state. And believe me when I say, everything south of Atlanta is like a whole other universe. I, for one, live WAY south of Atlanta. Down in the boonies. So G-Way, be careful 'bout who your pushing. We got some creepy ass swamps and deep, dark rivers 'round these parts. ^_^
Where do you think that song 'Devil Went Down to Georgia' came from?
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