Saturday, May 9, 2009

At the Home

I hate to see you
When you're falling apart
Can't you start over, again?

Elizabeth crumbles
Alone in her chair
Keeps her windows shut
To keep out the air

Elizabeth crumbles
Alone in her bed
Spends all her pastime
Mulled in her dread

What keeps her living
Is her fear of being
Anywhere other than here
So they’ll feed her too much
Or it’s never enough,
Then it's fuck you
“Get the hell out of here!"

Elizabeth stumbles
Over everything I've said
Pining words are useless
Pushed round in her head

The mystery was my bravery
I never knew what I'd get
Will it be her fear or regret?
Her confusion my denial?
Walked her shoes a while
Now she can’t turn back
So she said then she’ll stay
And I will walk away

Elizabeth mumbles
Over and over my name
Forgetting tomorrow
Will never be the same

She’s repeating her beating
Did you bring her a drink?
Why are you leaving?
What the hell do you think?
That she’ll fuck you
To get the hell out of here

Elizabeth tumbles
Out onto the floor
With an abandon of reason
It is herself abhorred

She sat alone in her room
Pouring over her gloom
Never got out of her chair
And they don't even care
Now that they’ve all receded
Into the ground or fleeted
To the wormholes
And woodwork back there

You'll find repair
Where that memory
Becomes illusory

Look, again?



p.s. in the end it is what you think you will get.

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toujours said...

or a vente caramel macchiato.







well, same thing really.

Anonymous said...

Burn Halo

too late to tell you now


I should've loved you better
I should've held you tight
I should've been there on those long and lonely nights
I should've read your letters
I should've picked up the phone
I should've stayed with you, I didn't have to go

And if there was a way I'd do it all again

I don't think I ever told you what you meant to me
As I remember when
You pulled me back, you got my head on straight
Can I get back to you somehow?
Is it too late to tell you now?
Too late to tell you now

Wish I could see you smile
Wish I could hold your hand
Wish I could go back and make you understand
That I was caught up in a life of mistakes
And I just ran away from you

I don't think that I ever told you what you meant to me
As I remember when
You pulled me back, you got my head on straight
Can I get back to you somehow?
Is it too late to tell you now?

I'm sorry now
For everything I put you through
I'm sorry now
I see it now, we never really made it though
I'm sorry now

I should've loved you better
I should've held you tight
I should've been there

I don't think that I ever told you what you meant to me
As I remember when (I don't think I ever told you)
You pulled me back, you got my head on straight
Can I get back to you somehow?
Is it too late to tell you now?

Don't think I ever told you
Too late to tell you now
Don't think I ever told you
Too late to tell you now
Yeah
Is it too late to tell you now?

toujours said...

i don't think i've ever heard that song, but the lyrics are pretty, in that mournful way.

i've been listening to billy talent alot lately (just got the cd finally), and that song reminds me of their song "surrender":

"She reads a book from across the street,
Waiting for someone that she'll never meet.
Talk over coffee for an hour or two,
She wonders why I'm always in a good mood.

Killin' time before she struts her stuff,
She needs support and I've become the crutch.
She'll never know how much she means to me.
I'd play the game but I'm the referee.

Surrender...every word, every thought every sound.
Surrender...every touch, every smile, every frown.
Surrender...all the pain we've endured until now.
Surrender...all the hope that I lost you have found.
Surrender...yourself to me.

Even though I know what I'm lookin' for,
She's got a brick wall behind her door.
I'd travel time and confess to her,
But I'm afraid she'd shoot the messenger.

Surrender...every word, every thought every sound.
Surrender...every touch, every smile, every frown.
Surrender...all the pain we've endured until now.
Surrender...all the hope that I lost you have found.
Surrender...yourself to me.

I think I found a flower in a field of weeds,
I think I found a flower in a field of weeds.
Searching until my hands bleed,
This flower don't belong to me.
This flower don't belong to me.
Why can't she belong to me?

Surender...every word, every thought every sound.
Surrender...every touch, every smile, every frown.
Surrender...all the pain we've endured until now.
Surrender...all the hope that I lost, you have found.
Surrender...yourself to me.

I never had the nerve to ask,
Has my moment come and passed?
"




of course, my automatic reaction to the final lines is "of course not!" *hee* i totally believe that it's never too late. it's better to try and fail, rather than leave something undone.

Anonymous said...

Burn Halo

- Save Me


I've been looking for my next mistake
With every little chance I take
I've left my mark everywhere I've been

I think it's time for me to come back down
I think it's time for me to stand my ground
I dont know where I should begin

I hope its not too late

Save me
Cause I still believe there's something in me worth saving
Save me
From this disease that's feeding on a better part of me

Is there a reason why I'm still here?
Nobody ever seems to make it clear
I've been waiting here for so damn long

Just need you to show me now
If there was ever really any way out
I've been ticking like a timebomb
Every move I made was wrong

I hope it's not too late

Save me
Cause I still believe there's something in me worth saving
Save me
From this disease that's feeding on a better part of me

There's still time for redemption

Save me
Cause I still believe there's something in me worth saving
Save me
From this disease that's feeding on a better part of me

Original Punk J said...

Hey TJ, you still around?

Sad Anon, it's never too late. Go on, take that chance. It might make you happier than you've ever been.

Anonymous said...

i'm not sad j & t j.

i'm diggin burn halo.

toujours said...

hi there, j.!

those are good lyrics, thanks for sharing them, anon. :)

Original Punk J said...

Oh! Well, that's good. The lyrics sound sad to me. I found a YouTube of Save Me and listened to a little. Not so sad after all. Pretty good.

Original Punk J said...

I probably won't be here too long, spent a good part of the day out and about. I duz haz sleepies.

toujours said...

aaww, j., i know how that is!

*plumps up the couch pillows*

*takes the green plaid blanket off the back and lays it out on the couch cushions*

*folds back one corner of the blanket, invitingly*

Original Punk J said...

Oooh, that does look tempting...maybe if I just lie down for a few minutes...

*snuggles under blanket*

*contented sigh*

Don't let me fall asleep, you guys. Ok?

burn halo said...

dirty little girl

toujours said...

of course not, j.!

*puts on the yanni cd*


:)

Anonymous said...

Hi tj, and j, what are you guys up to?

Original Punk J said...

What's that wierd noise?

*listens*

YANNI?!

Oh my cow, turn that off, TJ. Now I'm SURE I won't fall asleep!

Burn Halo Anon, I don't really like that video, but the music's good.

Hey BC, as little as possible. ;)

toujours said...

hi there, bc. :)

aw, shoot. i really thought the yanni would work...

*casually sets down a warm mug of soothing chamomile tea*

Anonymous said...

I want Burn Halo guy's flat iron. :)

Anonymous said...

Too bad J. How's L doing?

I'll probably won't stay on for long. Bad thunderstorm outside :/

burn halo said...

catch


*throws ceramic flat iron to 12:20* :)

Original Punk J said...

No, no, BC! Since I did so much today, doing little to nothing is GOOD! Lisa's doing fine, she stayed home today and rested. Tomorrow we're going out the hospital where she was taken care of, to visit the nurses and take them some goodies.

TJ, the tea might do it. Just as long as I don't have to listen to Yanni. :P I actually like classical music before bed.

BHA, his flat iron?

O_o

And, uh...what would you do with it? Should I ask? Do I want to know?

Original Punk J said...

I'm sorry, that last question should've gone to Anon, not BHA.

toujours said...

ooh, classical?

*switches cd to her beloved vivaldi*

*the gentle strings of spring fill the room*

Anonymous said...

hey anons. That's great J. Sorry for the misunderstanding

Original Punk J said...

Hey, no biggie BC. It's so hard to convey a meaning on a monitor.

Vivaldi, that's more like it. Mozart, also good, as are Saint-Saens and Tchaikovski.

BHA, do you know any Monty Python songs?

toujours said...

*starts to doze*

toujours said...

saint-saens is fantastic, j., but nothing that i would put on to lull anyone to sleep! i like saint-saens for riling people up. *heh*

but i must be ready for sleep, if imaginary vivaldi is affecting me so.

good to see you, j., and you bc! good night to you both, and to elena if she lurks, and to the anon for sharing the songs.

sweet dreams all!



*makes a sneaky leap and slips under the blanket on the couch*

*cuddles up*

*only eyes and curls showing*

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight TJ, I kept the couch warm for you!

toujours said...

mayo,

i'm glad i had that moment in between moments yesterday, because today was filled with unexpected events, and there were times today when i wasn't sure i was going to be able to keep up!


it was all fine until i headed out to start the day -- we got a flat tire on the commute. then, when i get to work, early customers show up and i have to scramble to get the till ready. i was at the shop on my own, my boss had a doctor's appoinment, so i juggled customers as best i could...

then my manager called to tell me she wasn't coming in...she has pneumonia! holy crap!

i've only been there a month, and i'm running the store.

so i kept juggling.


i did okay, i think. no major mishaps...but i was stretched thin by the time my ride arrived to take me home, no doubt about it.

at one point this afternoon, i was shaking from stress and adrenaline, it was crazy. i hadn't had any lunch, i had messed up a simple order, i had a text i needed to reply to...

fortunately, we had one of our quilt instructors in the shop then, she was using the back room to guide a lady through the assembly of her first quilt. the instructor has also filled in at the shop before, one of the part-time employees i worked with when i started, and she covered the place for me so i could go upstairs and eat.

i actually just crashed on the futon up there, spent my half-hour staring at the bare wood ceiling.

so crazy.

the quilt show was so much busier than today at the shop, but it was so much more fun, too. i was firing on all cylinders during the show, no doubt about it. today, i kept missing the mark, i couldn't make a connection with hardly any of the customers. i stumbled my way through helping them even though i really just wanted them to all go away.


i'm all better now, though. music and spicy schezuan and teasing j. have smoothed out all my jangly edges.



good night, mayo. hope tomorrow only holds happy surprises for you. *grin*

Original Punk J said...

Well, I think I should go to bed too. Sleepies have hit big time.

Goodnight BC and BH Anon and other Anon, have a good one tomorrow.

Hi and goodnight to Ergo, Elena, and Wendy if y'all stop by later.

Goodnight Mayo, see you around.

Anonymous said...

goodnight tj, j

Original Punk J said...

Dear SS,

What's going on in your world? Are you busy? Are you well? Are you happy?

I'm tired after running errands all day. I DID manage to get my massive bag of packages up to the car and to the post office, so I feel good about that. But I think I came home with more than I left with. Not much progress there!

So it's off to bed for me. Wishing you rest and peaceful dreams.

Goodnight Precious. I love you.

My heart to yours, always.

ergoproxy said...

hellooo all

just a quick drop in before my student arrives

hi TJ J and goodnight and sweet dreams
and well done on your store running skillz TJ

hi BC don't let the storm get you!!

hi lyric anon, I'll have to have a look later

elena said...

Mayo

Another night when I just don’t feel like talking. Okay, that’s not exactly true. It’s more like a night when I realize that it would probably be best not to talk. See, I’m kinda dealing with some things in my life and so earlier I was doing what I usually do when this happens, I was writing. I guess the lure is that I can escape into the lives of my characters and forget about my own life for a bit. But it was one of those nights where the thoughts in my head didn’t translate well to the written word. I was writing a few paragraphs then going back and rereading them. Holy crap, I was murdering the English language. Okay maybe not murdering but I was writing dialogue in the most peculiar way. Oh hell to be honest I was writing dialogue for my characters and they were talking like I do in my everyday life. Now I realized I do phrase things strangely at times but that’s just how I speak. No so good when you’re writing for a character. But tomorrow when I’m not in this state of mind I’ll go back and fix it. The emotion is in the words it’s just they way I’ve written that is a bit “off”. And yeah, I just wrote all of that to explain why I wasn’t going to write much. I am strange.

Oh hell, he’s the thing. Tomorrow night Sunshine graduates from high school. A time to be proud, yada, yada, yada. I get all that, I really do. However, to be honest, it makes me fuckin’ sad. So naturally what do I do knowing I’m already feeling this way? I get out the photo album and find the photo of her first day of high school. Yep, I always took a first day of school photo for each girl. God, she looked so young. And yeah I can’t stop myself from saying “where the hell did time go?” You know people say that, I’d heard it so many times when I was young and I just didn’t get it. I get it now. Lord, do I get it now. I held that photo in my hands and yeah, I started to cry. I welcomed the tears because I was so fuckin’ tired of keeping them inside. I let them flow until it was time for the girls to come home. Then it was paste the smile on my face and move on.

And I know why I just told you this. Because I won’t tell anyone here. Because they would just shake their heads and think I’m just being silly. However, deep down I can’t help but think – someday they will have kids and then they’ll get it.

Take care

Night Mayo

Elena

ergoproxy said...

oh elena, bittersweet
but pass on my congrats to her?

and

*HUG*

I'm up to chapter 6

g'nite bloggers said...

"On Good and Evil

Of the good in you I can speak, but not of the evil.
For what is evil but good tortured by its own hunger and thirst?
Verily when good is hungry it seeks food even in dark caves, and when it thirsts it drinks even of dead waters.


You are good when you are one with yourself.
Yet when you are not one with yourself you are not evil.
For a divided house is not a den of thieves; it is only a divided house.
And a ship without rudder may wander aimlessly among perilous isles yet sink not to the bottom.


You are good when you strive to give of yourself.
Yet you are not evil when you seek gain for yourself.
For when you strive for gain you are but a root that clings to the earth and sucks at her breast.
Surely the fruit cannot say to the root, "Be like me, ripe and full and ever giving of your abundance."
For to the fruit giving is a need, as receiving is a need to the root.


You are good when you are fully awake in your speech,
Yet you are not evil when you sleep while your tongue staggers without purpose.
And even stumbling speech may strengthen a weak tongue.


You are good when you walk to your goal firmly and with bold steps.
Yet you are not evil when you go thither limping.
Even those who limp go not backward. But you who are strong and swift, see that you do not limp before the lame, deeming it kindness.


You are good in countless ways, and you are not evil when you are not good,
You are only loitering and sluggard.
Pity that the stags cannot teach swiftness to the turtles.


In your longing for your giant self lies your goodness: and that longing is in all of you.
But in some of you that longing is a torrent rushing with might to the sea, carrying the secrets of the hillsides and the songs of the forest.
And in others it is a flat stream that loses itself in angles and bends and lingers before it reaches the shore.
But let not him who longs much say to him who longs little, "Wherefore are you slow and halting?"
For the truly good ask not the naked, "Where is your garment?" nor the houseless, "What has befallen your house?"
"




by

Kahlil Gibran

ergoproxy said...

goodnight g'nite

ergoproxy said...

safe

I got in touch with MJ and she said it's fine to email her, let me know if you need her address

Anonymous said...

Goodnight g'nite. Goodnight ergo.

I'm off for the night. Sweet dreams.

ergoproxy said...

hey Mayo
thought I'd get sorted and post earlier, before it got late and I get tired. So I have one day of my work contract left. I suppose that I shouldn't be that excited, but I am so frustrated by some of these students I just need a rest from it. I know I have made a difference to some of them, but a few know I am not their teacher forever so they are less inclined to take it seriously, but oh well, you win some, you lose some, BUT I do get a party/lunch in the staffroom :]
so hope you have a lovely thursday
and take care
much love EP xx

SS
so hows it hanging? I have one day of work left, and I am so looking forward to it, I have plans to resume my morning walks and exercise (yoga esp) and that I'll have time to cook , and do laundry and housework, and not try to do it all on the weekends, which I can then enjoy!! And the good thing is I still have 5 private students so I keep my hand in.
have a great thursday
lotsa love EP xx

goodnight blogbelieve, see you in my morning
♥xx♥

ergoproxy said...

goodnight BC sweet dreams

Anonymous said...

Controlling everything, the ridiculing hypocrites
Brandish their drowning lust

Feigning tears of deception, their sins are piling up
"Is not it a mistake?"

Everyone devoted to greed, blood dirtied, that's destiny... are you hunting for this world?

Living without cease, stealing even hope away
The reality of a blindfold deceives

Beautiful things are not needed, even compassion is only the voice of appearances memory of irritation

Lies...
Break down, tie together, pile up, held overhead
Right...
Indecision made silent
"I change the world."

Show how everything can now be changed by light, hoist into the sky the tomorrow in which I trust
A vortex of guiding thorns, impregnable, I'm sure that the answers are spread out in that place

"without seeing into the midst of the briers, I grabbed as much of the truth there in my hand"

Even though it's a mere hope, it should have changed the truth, carved into the world and this blood

Lies...
Grasp on, break down, don't care, sink in
Right...
Delusion made silent
"I save you now."

The curtain lifted now on a new world, leaving behind all indecision
Wings spread under my hand, cross the wall, I'm sure the answers will echo there

The times is over now...
The times is over now...
I draw a new scene...

Anonymous said...

In My Head

Anonymous said...

"Riding the Earth

She said she felt the earth move again.
I never knew whether she meant she felt a tremor
or whether it was the rotation of the earth.
I like to think she felt the rotation, because
anyone can feel a tremor.

And when she felt this
she could see herself
standing on the earth's surface.
Her thick, wide feet solidly planted,
toes digging in.
Her visualization so strong
she almost feels her body arch
against the centrifugal force of the rotation
She sees herself with her long hair floating,
floating in the atmosphere of stardust
She rides her planet the way a child rides a toy.
Her company is the boy who takes the sun on its daily journey
and the man in the moon smiles as she passes by.
"


-- Ofelia Zepeda

Anonymous said...

Jet FTW :)

Anonymous said...

...Is glad someone appreciates my varied musical tastes....

:)

Anonymous said...

to whom it may concern

Anonymous said...

It concerns many around here :)

Anonymous said...

sky and earth

Anonymous said...

NICE!!

Anonymous said...

I just wanna say a coupla things about "Calaf," because I've been thinking about this on and off since the other day.

I'm fairly sure that this is what's going on. I think there's some person, the anon that I call "Calaf," and he's the one who took that really good guess that day (I called him "Spooky Anon" back then,) and also was the one who had asked the Turandot riddles, and who occasionally came in and quoted some Shakespeare.

This "Calaf" anon usually jets when other anons come in, saying, "Another time."

That didn't happen this last time. I begin to suspect that not only is there more than one person being "Calaf," but that most recently oen of them got kinda malicious.

I don't know, it just seemed weird with all these anons coming out of the blue, some going "OMG yay someone is really into you" and others going "OMG how pathetic, look at how she's falling for it," etc.

I kinda am leaning towards thinking they were all the same people or person.

I know I have a regular here who googles me. I know who it is--I have the email--and I know how much this person hates me and likes to mess with me.

Since that anon the other day seemed to know a few things about me, it's not too much of a stretch to think that this was Google Reg who found some of my links, saw some of my pictures, and could take a few educated guesses.

It started to feel a little weird when she said "shadow" and I reacted and she said, "Oh yeah I said that on purpose."

No, you didn't. The truth is, "Shadow" means nothing to me. Fail.

I dunno, looking back it just looks like a shakedown, someone trying to set me up to think I have some kind of real life secret admirer and then saying, "HAHA you stupid bitch!" I mean seriously, all of a sudden, all of those "anons?" Yeah, probably not.

I always hesitate to use the word "obsession" when someone is picking on me because everyone does that when they get defensive. "OMG UR ARE OBSESSED!!111 STOP TALKING TO ME U OBSESSED FREAK!!!11" That's usually not the case.

But I'm a little gun shy after having lost my job, my private info pasted all over the place, been attacked over something really fresh and painful for absolutely no reason, and also having learned that someone here is a little Google-happy.

I think when someone is googling you in order to "campaign" to make others attack you as well, and when someone is pretending to be someone from your real life--meatspace, you know--and when all kinds of lines are being crossed, then yeah, I think "obsession" is a valid term in that case.

Real Calaf, I am sorry that you got dragged into that. I'm sorry that people are using you, and your anon status as well as your sense of fun, to act all screwy. I wish they would stop.

That's all I want to say about that. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Norman,

the moon, like Mary-Beth’s pleasing savories,
(litchi nuts stuffed with cream cheese
that has been studded with candied ginger),
unites us in our search
for communication,
that perfect word,
the measurer of time,
in Egypt (or California or Hawaii), holding a palm branch,
sometimes a silver bow
and arrows made of children’s bones. Do men and women
see the same moon in the sky?

Sometimes I wonder if there is not a form of woman
which is closer to man that to that tall long-toed and -fingered
woman,
Night,
Nut,
arching over the earth like an eel,
giving birth to five hell-raising children.
Not Sapphic woman, loving other women,
but somehow that image of the cool hidden form in the rain forest
of your rescue, Norman;
the huntress with the silver bow and arrow,
the goddess of chastity or virginity,
which did not mean
abstinence from sex; but rather, an unmarried woman.




From Emerald Ice
By Diana Wakoski

Anonymous said...

3:28 :)

Anonymous said...

Other stuff I want to say is: Mayo, I hope you got to see the new TAKING BACK SUNDAY video! I know you agree that Adam sure can sing real purdy. It's a fan-freaking-tastic song. It's just the kind of song I love for driving, singing and car-dancing. This one, you really want to play loud. Mmm-hmm!

At my journal is a link to not only the video, but to 99 stills I grabbed from it too. hey, I got bored. :D


The second thing I want to add is that I had my first practical class today, a tech class, in other words hands-on, touchy-feely, prodding strangers. Ummm, it was a little strange, I'll be honest with you. I was a little grossed out. How is it that I can spend all this time petting my dogs, who are great hairy beasts who take regular mud-baths, and that I can spend hours rolling around a dirty mat with sweaty boys, but touching strangers grosses me out so much? WTF.

There was one other thing that I wanted to say but I forgot.

Later! ^_^

Anonymous said...

I am sorry that you got dragged into that. I'm sorry that people are using you, and your anon status as well as your sense of fun, to act all screwy. I wish they would stop.i wish everybody would stop acting all screwy.

Anonymous said...

Kapunua only cares about herself anon. She doesn't care about MJ who left because of her. She doesn't care about CTV. She doesn't care about Amyranth who constantly gets stalked, harrassed and attacked for her opinions on how the blog should be.

If it doesn't involve Kapunua and the people she likes, her little friends, then she doesn't care. You are wasting your breath.

Anonymous said...

i think you're right anon. nuff said.

Anonymous said...

But Kapunua doesn't see it that way. Far be it to see it from another's point of view. People who just dislike her... they don't seem to matter. Their feelings don't matter. Let them get stalked. That's okay.

With MJ Kapunua just didn't realize she has a right to express her opinion. MJ expressed her opinion and that is all she did. Kapunua lashed out at her for that.

I think the reason MJ was so mad was because of how Kapunua hurt Amyranth after the death of K's grandmother. Amyranth offered her sympathy. Kapunua said basically she didn't want it.

Grief is just fine when someone dies but if your grieving process hurts another person then you don't have the right to say those things to them. You can't just say "I don't want your sympathy" or "you aren't good enough".

She doesn't understand things like that though so you are wasting your breath.

Anonymous said...

Because that is just called taking your grief out on someone else. Look at eveyrone else who lost someone here. Anima, Carrie, Wendy (her brother), you don't see them acting up and hurting others. You just don't. And OPJ ALMOST lost OPL. You didn't see her having to get defensive.

Anonymous said...

She doesn't understand things like that though so you are wasting your breath.

Actually, unless you are saying the words aloud, all you're doing is wasting the effort in typing them.

And yeah, you are.

Anonymous said...

Carrie, Wendy (her brother), you don't see them acting up and hurting others. You just don't. And OPJ ALMOST lost OPL. You didn't see her having to get defensive.

You have got to be fucking kidding. All of the above have flipped their shit on this blog at one time or another.

Anonymous said...

And let's talk about when OPL was so sick, and OPJ was so upset. What happened when Elena called Kapunua on how she said NOTHING, no "get well soon" .... nothing.

Did Kapunua feel bad? Did she answer it? Feel remorse?

I doubt it.

Anonymous said...

When THEY "flip their shit" it's bad but when Kapunua does it at MJ, or when she doesn't listen to Amyranth's sympathy.... then that's wrong? Where is the logic?

Anonymous said...

She doesn't care about MJ who left because of her.

As kapu and her friends are always being told; 'Nobody can make you leave. If you leave, that is your choice.'

Anonymous said...

And did you notice that when Amyranth, the OP's Wendy, TJ and Elena come in, they all talk to each OTHER? And when Kapu comes in and they are around it's "Oh MAYO, oh SS, how are you"??

There's only so much I can read about Taking Back Sunday and karate.

Anonymous said...

Because that is just called taking your grief out on someone else. Look at eveyrone else who lost someone here. Anima, Carrie, Wendy (her brother), you don't see them acting up and hurting others. You just don't. And OPJ ALMOST lost OPL. You didn't see her having to get defensive.

Your Joking...right.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

When THEY "flip their shit" it's bad but when Kapunua does it at MJ, or when she doesn't listen to Amyranth's sympathy.... then that's wrong? Where is the logic?

It was MJ that attacked Kapu. The others I mentioned before all flipped their shit completely unprovoked. THAT is the point.

Anonymous said...

And has anybody, aside from Safe and EP asked, how is MJ? Is she OKO since all of this? Has anyone even asked about her or wondered?

Anonymous said...

"The others I mentioned before all flipped their shit completely unprovoked. THAT is the point."



How do you know it was unprovoked? Maybe they FELT provoked. It all comes down to how you feel you are being treated.

Anonymous said...

I think the reason MJ was so mad was because of how Kapunua hurt Amyranth after the death of K's grandmother. Amyranth offered her sympathy. Kapunua said basically she didn't want it.

if that's the case then why did mj post as an anon? she knew what she was doing was shady. if she believed in what she was sayng to kapu she would have said it signed in rather than being such a coward.

Anonymous said...

not enough mentions this week. no mentions. must come in and stir shit. it never fails.

Anonymous said...

Probably because she knew the backlash she would get out of hurting Kapu's precious feelings. Which she obviously DID get the backlash.

Anonymous said...

How do you know it was unprovoked? Maybe they FELT provoked. It all comes down to how you feel you are being treated.

If they had a reason then they should have stated it otherwise for anyone else reading the blog like me and countless others, it looks like they have just flipped their shit for no reason whatsoever. I've always like Wendy and read what she has to say but the day she had her epic rant out of the blue I was horrified. I have no problem with someone saying 'hey you know what? you did x y z and that hurt my feelings/pissed me off/offended me' but that is not what happened.

Anonymous said...

There's only so much I can read about Taking Back Sunday and karate.

Now believe it or not that is a much better reason to dislike someone. You don't share the same interests. Don't think the same way.

Its funny really. When someone likes you anything you say is pretty much fine. When they don't, there is nothing you can say that will ever be right.

Anonymous said...

4:40 THANK YOU. You would think by now she would see what happens when she posts and just.... save everyone the trouble. The blog would be better off and so would everyone else if she just didn't bother.

But no it's got to be "Oh here I am, watch this video, Karate, oh no someone GOOGLED ME".

Do you really think she doesn't KNOW that this is going to happen?

Anonymous said...

The need for attention

Human beings are social creatures and need social interaction, feedback, and validation of their worth. The emotionally mature person doesn't need to go hunting for these; they gain it naturally from their daily life, especially from their work and from stable relationships. Daniel Goleman calls emotional maturity emotional intelligence, or EQ; he believes, and I agree, that EQ is a much better indicator of a person's character and value than intelligence quotient, or IQ.

The emotionally immature person, however, has low levels of self-esteem and self-confidence and consequently feels insecure; to counter these feelings of insecurity they will spend a large proportion of their lives creating situations in which they become the centre of attention. It may be that the need for attention is inversely proportional to emotional maturity, therefore anyone indulging in attention-seeking behaviours is telling you how emotionally immature they are.

Attention-seeking behaviour is surprisingly common. Being the centre of attention alleviates feelings of insecurity and inadequacy but the relief is temporary as the underlying problem remains unaddressed: low self-confidence and low self-esteem, and consequent low levels of self-worth and self-love.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

Probably because she knew the backlash she would get out of hurting Kapu's precious feelings. Which she obviously DID get the backlash.

that's a lame excuse. if you believe something matters enough to speak up about it in the first place, you should have the courage of your convictions and say what you have to say signed in. when you believe you are in the right, you stand up for what you believe in, you don't sneak around as an anon calling them out because you don't feel they are grieving 'the right way.'

Anonymous said...

everything always has to be about kapu and her friends

Anonymous said...

Yep it's all about her and her little friends. Or I should say followers.

Anonymous said...

Well wait a second.

Everybody that comes here talks about what THEY did, today, yesterday, um...whether its TMI or not....lol

Whats the deal?

How could you possibly single out one person or one group of people?

Anonymous said...

4:45 is a qualified psychologist who recognizes attention seeking behavior and the motivations behind it. *laughs*

Anonymous said...

Can we change the channel now? I've seen this program WAY too many times. What about The Ergoproxy Show? Or The Miss Tottenham Show? Or just...someone, anyone else. That 15 minutes of fame is fading fast, no matter how hard you try to hang on. Creating your own show? Not original in the least.

Anonymous said...

everything always has to be about kapu and her friends

May 14, 2009 4:52 PM
.


Well anon, that is your choice. I can't come in here and say anything without you going, "I don't like the way you said this" or "you didn't need to talk about that" or "I don't like what you like" or "I don't like you" ad freaking nauseum.

If you don't like it--if you don't like me or the things I say, or if you're just not interested--you could actually take a page out of my book. You could do the same thing that I do when people I dislike post.

You could ignore me.

But you constantly choose to come on here and talk for sometimes hours about how much you dislike when I post, what I post, how I post.

Funny!

Anonymous said...

5:02, I think you are doing some serious attention seeking yourself by constantly criticizing K. You being such an expert on how people should behave and all.

Anonymous said...

I agree with that! ERGO IS A FIRST CLASS ACT!



:)

Anonymous said...

On the contrary, I do what she suggests. Ignore. As a matter of fact, that comment was the first I have made in a long time. I, as many here are, am just tired of the same self-hyped story. So I suggested a different story. Crime?

Anonymous said...

As for expert, no, I'm no judge for behavior. My own is enough to keep me busy.

Anonymous said...

"On the contrary, I do what she suggests. Ignore. As a matter of fact, that comment was the first I have made in a long time. "



Sure.

Anonymous said...

DW?

Anonymous said...

Witty retort. You don't believe me, why should I believe you? Doesn't it work both ways?

Anonymous said...

You want to fix things at Mayonaise's? Why not give the stage to someone else once in awhile? Constant self-centered posts, be they about what you're doing every exact second of every day, or posts as "Random Televison Character" really monopolize the conversation. Is that fair to anyone? Nope.

What's that? Scroll past it? You know, that would be a genius idea, if it didn't make up 75% of the blog replies. Ignore, ignore all you want, but it is still there. It's still used to derail current topics of conversation. It's used to force people to stop talking, and it's used for attention. It's beyond pathetic.

Anonymous said...

Ummmmm believe me about what, I never said anything to believe.

Anonymous said...

Thanks for posting a part of the Fix. I forgot how ridiculous that entire thing was.

Anonymous said...

So you are new to this conversation as well? No other comments? Very well. We'll go with that. Now, do you have a suggestion for a conversation? Something in which we can all participate?

Anonymous said...

You know how ludicrous that comment was 5:17. What conversation was derailed today? She has soooo such power? Incredible.

I think you enjoy over exaggerating.

Anonymous said...

^much

Anonymous said...

It was a GENERAL comment. Kapunua said to ignore her. Like it was our fault we disagree with her. If she wants to be ignored then maybe, jut MAYBE, she shouldn't say things like that.

Anonymous said...

Ummmmm call me crazy but I really, really want to know who the google person is.

Anonymous said...

but everyone who comes on here talks about what they did/plan to do etc. whether it's taking parcels to the post office, what they drank at starbucks, getting emo over their kids growing up or building a pig pen. (all rivetting stuff btw)

such hypocrisy.

Chamalian said...

I wasn't 5:17. For clarification, I'll take a name. Once.

Anonymous said...

She's not stupid. She obviously WANTS you all to wonder who it is. By not naming everyone.... EVERYONE is a suspect.

Anonymous said...

Very true 5:24.

Anonymous said...

Did you notice how it's okay for her to "fangirl" over TBS but how "anons" think it is wrong for the OPS to have their sexual fantasies about Frank?

Again. Hypocrisy.

Anonymous said...

Watching your children grow up is a big deal.

I don't expect any childless people to understand it.

When all you have is your hobbies well.... you don't have much.

Anonymous said...

She's not stupid.You have obviously never seen me driving home from school and panicking because I can't remember where I left my car keys.

Anonymous said...

when all you have is this blog you don't have much.

ergoproxy said...

Morrrrrrnin' all!!

last day of work!!
HOORAY!!!!
and I'm busy cooking mini quiche bites for our party lunch

hope you're all well!

Anonymous said...

5:28 then why are you here? Your life is so abundant and worthwhile, that you criticize the quality of others.

Anonymous said...

You're cooking mini quiche bites? You're having a party lunch? That's fantastic! Thank you for sharing what you are doing.

Anonymous said...

Every night I wait for Amyranth to come on. I can't even live until I find out what kind of cereal she's "nomming" on!!!

Anonymous said...

Kapu I hope you weren't planning on sharing any aspect of your day here. It's bad when you do that.

Chamalian said...

Good afternoon Ergoproxy. Enjoy your lunch. Maybe I'll speak with you later on. For now, I'll say goodbye.

Anonymous said...

You,
It wasn't me this time. It wasn't me last time either.
Me

KOL anon said...

I'm just popping in to say hello to everyone.

Wendy, I'm sorry I didn't notice before that you had posted that link to Soft a couple of days ago. I love that song. Here is another performance of it, where Caleb actually tells the audience in his lovely southern accent that it's about "erectile dysfunction." So cute. I mean, you have to love a man who not only owns up to it, but actually goes so far as to write a song about it, right?

Also, for you, PP, Fasc, BC, Emily and anyone else who likes to look at the pretty, I have a new picture of Caleb that I just have to share. Enjoy. ^_^

KOL 2, where are you?

KOL anon said...

Oh, darn. I meant to tell anyone who might be interested that the Kings are going to be on Leno tomorrow night. ^_^

Anonymous said...

I lose shit that I just had in my hand two minutes ago all the time.

Often, the thing I am missing is either on top of my head: sunglasses, in my hand: phone, or in my pocket: keys.

Still unable to find my mind, though. Fucking thing's been missing way longer than two minutes.

toujours said...

mischievious fairies must like your stuff.

can't help you with the loss of your mind though. tsk. perhaps the pooka took it?

Me said...

Hi.
That is all.
Bye.

You said...

I thougt I saw Me in here just now.

Me said...

Hey, I thought YOU could spell.

Me said...

There is only one me.

Anonymous said...

Still unable to find my mind, though. Fucking thing's been missing way longer than two minutes.




When is the last time you remember using it? Where was the last place you used it? It's probably back there. Call them and ask if they have a lost and found. ;)

Anonymous said...

Often, the thing I am missing is either on top of my head: sunglasses, in my hand: phone, or in my pocket: keys.

Need help being patted down, 8:55?

Anonymous said...

Me and you
And you and me...


Let your mind wander.

myself and I said...

hi you.
hi me.
hi tj.
bye me.

Me said...

Hi, myself and I.

toujours said...

bye you, er...me.

er.






i'm confused. :/

myself and I said...

8:55's mind has wandered too far. Let's go help them find it. There could be a reward. We'll split it. OK with you
me?

Me said...

OK with me, myself and I.

myself and I said...

I hope it's OK with them, themselves.

Me said...

That's the thing about them, themselves is all they worry about.

I win for poor grammar and punctuation used well.

myself and I said...

Not myself and I
me.

Not you either.


Me beats myself and I tonight. Best bad use of grammar and punctuation. Job done real good
me.

Me said...

Me thanks myself and I.

myself and I said...

Look what you've done
me.

You've infected me
myself and I.

You're contagious.

myself and I said...

Myself and I bows to me.

Me said...

Me sorry.

Me said...

Me, myself and I comment at the same time.

myself and I said...

Me makes myself and I :)

Me, myself and I did comment at the same time. There's a word for that
myself and I thinks
me.

toujours said...

*ouch*

my brain hurts now.

Me said...

Sorry.
Goodnight.

myself and I said...

Me, myself and I made people think too much.

Myself and I is sorry too.

Goodnight
me. :)

myself and I said...

Goodnight tj.

Anonymous said...

Aw, the New York dogs are making me misty. Wish people were more like that.

arent they said...

A new video that shows a German shepherd trying valiantly -- and successfully -- to keep authorities from its injured friend on one of the busiest highways in New York City is just the latest example of dogs who go above and beyond to protect their loved ones.

toujours said...

good night. you're all very silly. :)

toujours said...

i can't watch the video, but that's a great story.

arent they said...

nevermind 11:47. humans aren't all like that. alot of them don't have the courage of their convictions. they don't have the instinct to protect and defend a loved one no matter the costs to themselves. no matter what anyone else says or thinks.

i lost my mind for a moment.

Anonymous said...

dogs rule -- people drool

elena said...

Mayo

Well Sunshine is a high school graduate now. It was a nice but very long ceremony. And it was only a class of 130. That’s a big class for this town. LOL.

Here is the pic from tonight.

the gradSo now it’s time to relax. Flighty is home and it’s just the two of us. Think we’re gonna watch a Star Wars movie. She’s a geek like me. And since she’s home for the weekend she’s gonna hit all the garage sales and thrift stores tomorrow with Fred and me. Should be fun.

Well that’s it for me. See I didn’t get all emo over my kids tonight, did I? LOL

Take care

Night Mayo

Elena

miranth said...

Hey guys!

Not even gonna ask.

I hope all of you are well!!!

BC - My Wings will be meeting your Hawks shortly!!! They only won cause I didn't watch. I haven't seen the Red Wings score once this playoff season, except when a goal was taken away! Really sucks but I am glad our teams are playing!!!


YAY - GO WINGS!!!

*dances* :)))

AMY - Happy Belated Birthday! I hope you had a good one. :)

Anons - please be nice. I think you would be doing yourselves a service. Seriously, if you worry about the things you cannot change you will only give yourselves grey hair.

Worry about the things you can change in your own lives.

Much more feasible, I swear!

PS - G'Nite Bloggers - I did enjoy the Sylvia Plath anyway! :D But "On Good and Evil" is my favorite so far.

Have a great one everybody!

And Mayo - Take care of yourself and those close to you! That's a lesson we can all focus on.

Anonymous said...

"the shepherd's protection of his injured companion was "really serious." "


:)
Shepherds are extremely loyal, protective and devoted.

miranth said...

Goodnight Elena

Sunshine should be very proud!

:)

toujours said...

what a neat picture, elena. :)

Anonymous said...

nevermind 11:47. humans aren't all like that. alot of them don't have the courage of their convictions. they don't have the instinct to protect and defend a loved one no matter the costs to themselves. no matter what anyone else says or thinks.

Depends...I've beaten the living shit out of someone twice my size over someone I love... Not sure if that was the right thing to do or not...oh well.

Anonymous said...

I think as human beings we are supposed to evolve above the barbarian mindset.

By the way where did I put that club?

toujours said...

maybe it's not so much whether or not they have the courage of their convictions, etc., but whether or not they have anyone they love that much. people who love someone so much, someone they have that strong an urge to protect, that's a special thing.

Anonymous said...

True that!

Anonymous said...

12:23

I have your club. I'll return it as soon as I wash all the fresh blood off.

Anonymous said...

That may be true TJ and anon. But isn't it sad to think that there are people out there who have never loved that much. Who have never felt that deeply. Who believe in nothing and no one enough to fight and defend.

That's so sad to me.

Anonymous said...

someone or something other than yourself

Anonymous said...

This place really needs some violins or cellos in the background.

Anonymous said...

I think this place needs some of Ray Toro's mad finger skillz.

toujours said...

it might not be that they don't have the belief in someone else, you know. love like that is rare.



time for me to say good night, it's been interesting! take care of yourselves, anons, and sweet dreams.

miranth said...

Hi TJ!

One should love oneself enough to have the courage to back one's convictions.

I'm not saying that anyone exists in a vacuum, but it is important for individuals to love themselves so that they are capable of loving others and have healthy self-esteem.

-- Though I really hesitate to write that as some mistake self-absorption for self-worth and those are most definitely different concepts.

Seriously!!!

miranth said...

Goodnight TJ :)

Anonymous said...

"toujours said...
love like that is rare.
"

it surprises me to hear you say that tj. how can love without that be considered love. i don't think it can be real love without those intense feelings.

without wanting to defend and protect. without wanting to make the people you love feel safe, protected, cared for and loved.

without being willing to spill blood and shed tears for your family, friends or lover.

i have never experienced love in any form without being willing to do those things.

QFT said...

"-- Though I really hesitate to write that as some mistake self-absorption for self-worth and those are most definitely different concepts.

Seriously!!!
"



too true m. too fuckin true.

toujours said...

mayo,

this morning, going to work, i ended up using the drive to hash out a problem, wih my sister as a sounding board. i didn't intend to hog the conversation, but i'm glad i did, because she really helped me see through the tangle. by the time i got to work, i felt like i had a clearer understanding of what i wanted and needed to do. she really helped!

that's the thing that i didn't expect to discover: that my sister and i could have a relationship based on something other than aggression. we're so close in age, and even share a lot of interests, but growing up, the only time we got along was on christmas morning. we'd wake early (natch), get our stockings from the living room, and then return together to one of our bedrooms, to see what surprises the stockings held and to play with our barbies.

it was our own little christmas miracle. *grin*

but during the time i was here last, and now during these morning and evening drives, i really feel like i have been given the opportunity to create a friendship between us.

and her advice was really good!


good night, mayo. don't forget: "expect the unexpected" goes for people, too.

miranth said...

1:06 - I especially note that phenomenon in younger people. It could be because many are from broken homes and being self-centered helps them cope - especially when those who should do not pay attention to them.

*sigh*

Anon616 said...

This blog needs to get "Knocked Up"!

~I don't care what nobody says
We're gonna have a baby ...
And I'm dancing saying don't know
Where we gonna go?
I'm gonna go sleep out in the quiet, no
Where we gonna go?
Where we gonna go?
~

Hello Mayo, SS, KOL anon (waves and smiles), Miranth, Elena, Ergo, Sweetcheeks, TJ, you, me, myself and I and various other anons and lurkers!!!!!

How are you all? Good, I hope!

KOL anon: I don't know where KOL 2 is and I'm getting worried. I hope she made it back home safely!!!

KOL 2: Let us know that you're okay, please!

Safe: Martha is doing fine!!!! She said to tell you can e~mail her or visit us at Seven's place!

Miranth: *huge hug* How are you? How's your mom? How's your niece?

This blog could also use somemore:

~NIGHTWISH ~ Get away, run away, hide away~

and more:

~NIGHTWISH The Islander LIVE~

So damn beautiful!!!!

Oh, and we need more HIM too:

~Soul On Fire Live at the Metal Hammer awards 2004!I'm sure I think of more that we need. I'll be back when I do!

Hmmm... perhaps we need more of DJ Ashba (Nikki Sixx and James Michael)? What do you think SisMidnite?
;)

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

Hi PJ!

ergoproxy said...

HELLOO!!!!

I survived!!!!

Anon616 said...

Ergo!!!!!

*grabs your hands and does a survival happy dance whilst smoooching you*

YAY!!! VACATION!!!!!

That is what we're celebrating, correct? I've missed things.

*blushes*

ergoproxy said...

oh KOL thanks too, we get leno on slight delay so I'll have a look tonight

ergoproxy said...

no not technically vacation, I was working a 10 week contract and it finished today

*happy dance anyway*

:]

Anon616 said...

Yikes! Thanks for reminding me to thank KOL anon for the Leno tip, Ergo!!

I did not know and I can't wait!!!!! YAY!!!!

I wonder what song they're going to play? I did love the new "bluesy" song at JAZZ Fest. I should have recorded that one (it was GREAT); but, I was too busy 'feeling' it!

:D

ergoproxy said...

I did that at Muse I wanted to take pics but most time was too busy enjoying it to bother

Anon616 said...

We have to do a celebratory happy dance for Elena and Sunshine too, Ergo!

Ohh... and one for Bre! She's finished her high school career and will be an official graduate on Tuesday!!!! I'm so proud of her!

Her graduation present from me will be a night with Cheap Trick/Posion and Def Leppard and tickets to VOODOO FEST 2009!!!!!

And, pretty much whatever else she wants. I love her and she knows I'll do anything for her!
;)

Hmmm.... I wonder if KISS could be talked into being the SURPRISE guest at the HOUSE OF SHOCK this year???

ergoproxy said...

oh lucky Bre!!!
pass on my congrats

and yes it's wonderful for elena and Sunshine, and such a lovely pic!!

ergoproxy said...

oh and Chamalian

thanks, and I did, got a bunch of thank you flowers too!

Anon616 said...

Speaking of VOODOO FEST, as I was, Three-day passes for the upcoming Voodoo Experience in City Park Oct. 30-Nov. 1 are on sale now for $103. Three-day VIP passes for the festival's Loa Lounge are $336.

Both the 3 day passes and the VIP tickets give you "come and go" privledges. Yes, you can come and go as you please. Need a nap, go back to your hotel and take one and re~enter with NO PROBLEMO! We're cool and mellow like that!
;)

Those prices includes all service charges.

:D

And, isn't the 2009 website simply gorgeous???!!!

~Click the letters ~ that would be the V O O D O or O ~ to get to the good stuff~

Everyone did see this:

~The video~

correct?

I can't wait to find out who else is playing this year!!!!

ergoproxy said...

sounds like a great show wendy

Anon616 said...

Ooops! Sorry, Ergo! I was lost in the "official Nightwish video land". Heck, there aren't many other places I would rather get lost!

The Bermuda Triangle, Atlantis, HIMtv and the official KOL channel are a few of the other places! Ohhh... and Mama Trash's channel too!
;)

I will pass on the congratulations to Bre! She grew up so damn fast....

So, what else did you do today? Did you purchase some celebratory wine or scothch?

Anon616 said...

Ergo: Voodoo Fest (or, The Voodoo Music Experience) is my personal favorite music festival here in Louzianna! Sure, Jazz Fest draws a much bigger crowd (like 1/2 a million people) and the French Quarter Festival is the favorite of "locals"; but, there's just something about VOODOO that I love above all others! Them getting KISS has nothing to do with it... nothing at all!
;)

ergoproxy said...

no wine or scotch, but had a beer when I got home, have a nice dinner planned and then there will be wine!

Anonymous said...

Anyone here?

Anonymous said...

I'm on a boat (I'm on a boat)
I'm on a boat (I'm on a boat)
Everybody look at me 'cause I'm sailing on a boat
(sailing on a boat)
I'm on a boat (I'm on a boat)

ergoproxy said...

hi BC
I'm still for a bit

Anon616 said...

Some VOODOO memories:

~I wanna f*ck you like an animal...
You get me closer to God
~

Within my stomach, scrapped off my f*cking knees!

Ohhh... and here's some FOB which I never did upload to youtube, did I? Ooops! I was always supposed to do that!

~I do believe this was before the ankle breaking incident!~

OUCH!

I still have no idea what I did with my RJA video disk from that year! Perhaps I'll find it one day!
:P

Yes, that was my sister sniffin' the weed! Sniffin it, not smoking it!

And, on that note, I must be off for tonight.

Goodnight Ergo, Miranth, Mayo, SS, anons and lurkers!

Awww shucks... this blog needs more:

~Nine Inch Nails playing VOODOO!~

^I feel a million miles away^

Goodnight, again, everyone! Sweet dreams to one and all!!!!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

Anonymous said...

Hi ergo.

I got home late from the casino, but it looks like almost everyone is gone. I think I'll sign off for the night since it's late.

ergoproxy said...

is it a nice boat anon?

ergoproxy said...

did you have a win BC?

goodnight and

goodnight wendy

sweet dreams

Anonymous said...

Well, I went with my mom. She lost close to $500(The casino gives her free money if she plays there a lot, so it was mostly money she won from the slots)

I did took some of the money away before she was able to throw it all away, thankfully.

Anyways, I got some emails and stuff I need to check. Goodnight ergo sweet dreams.

Anonymous said...

For all the gerard butler fans here, including me, I just read on yahoo that he's being charged with assaulting a paparazzi.

Sucks :/

Anonymous said...

guess life's tough being a soopahsta

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Alright, so I got two hours sleep last night, a nasty sunburn from sitting in the car after work -in my tank for twenty minutes, and I have passed out quite a few times tonight since then, so I may make little sense with this comment, however, I'm just gonna do it -cuz I've got the moment and the motivation.

I was caught up a while ago, but not now. So I apologize, but of that, a few things:

Most of all, I seriously hope that Kapu's theory about the anon she spoke with the other day -is completely WRONG. Toying with someone's affections and HOPE like that, even if that person(s?) felt she had wronged them in some way, going that far, with that much cruelty -is worse than any wrong I can think of. And that person should greatly ashamed of themselves.

It astounds me that someone can put so much effort into the details of someone else -yet appear to miss entirely, the simple fact that playing on another person's emotions and most importantly their HOPE, is beyond indecent. It is just, -Ask yourself if hurting another person to that extent, in that personal and vile a manner- is worth destroying a piece of your own humanity.

I never stop being amazed at how intensely people can disappoint and turn on each other. No matter how a person may have gotten to you, or offended you, or wronged you in some manner, playing at love with them is well beyond so claimed 'justice.'

It's just sinking into another level of monster that other humans cannot recognize.

I hope not only for Kapu, but for whomever else may have been involved, that what was said that day to her was genuine, and NOT a hoax.

I pity the faker more so, if that is the case.

And to the anon's who keep bringing up past wrongs, I do beleive that Horse is Dead now. You can stop beating the shit out it. You are only covering yourself in it's guts. And that ain't pretty. YOU HELP NOTHING HERE.

I wish everyone could just manage to attempt enough manners to simply talk to each other, without hurting one and another.

MJ, CTV; there are a lot of people that no longer post here. And of them that I have encountered, I miss them greatly. I know others feel the same. There are people I have met other places because of this blog, that I miss -Greatly. I think on all of these people, I worry about them, I wish I could eoncounter them again, but moreso I wish them all the very best.

Amyranth I'm sorry I missed your birthday, but of it that I caught it sounded quite interesting! I hope you had a wonderful time with your family on your day as well. Happy Birthday to you.

MissT! My god! I hope you are recovering!? Reading that, it sounded fucking awful! I am sure the good coppers will let you reschedule? And I cannot wait to see you in the offical digs! Uniforms are just awesome. Especially if you get a hat. Do you get a hat?? Those are too damn cool! I'm rather fond of the Sea Captain hats. But like, there is the whole sea factor involved in getting to wear those... ;p And by the by, how is your player? Personally, even though I have a knock off brand, that fuck was expensive -if my arm fell off, I would scream "But IS my player alright!?" Cuz I so cannot buy another! ;p I do hope you are feeling better. That just sounded, well like it hurt like a bitch! And will probably continue to do so for some time! I rather hope not Miss T!

Saintly, I always thought that Emo(tion) came off far more intellegent than "I WANNA ROK YO! TITZ AND PUS! RAH! *grunt" Ya know? So roll on with that one loves. It's rather becoming, I think! ;p And how you Kanzers manage to come out so beautiful, is it the fresh air and all that shit? Probably yea? Figures... ;P

Ergo, congrats on the end of job! Ha! ;p Glad you finally get a break! You deserve it!

And while I'm just fucking doing it here, "G'Morning Bloggers," ya know, for some reason, I don't believe you are "G'Nite Bloggers." Namely, GNite has been greatly polite, in saying that the poems they leave are for EVERYONE. That of course isn't necessary on their part, but never have I read of that person claiming a poem was NOT for someone. Of course, I could be wrong, I usually am. But I was just under the impression that GNite has better manners than to proclaim clearly who a poem is NOT For. Again, no one has to say anything in what they post here. But being that pointed, I just don't think that is funny, or very nice. And Miranth is a wonderful person. Anyone would be lucky to know her better.

B.C. -still waiting for some more pics of ya fuzzie little loves. Ergo -you too!

And I believe TJ, OPJ and I (am I missing anybody? I'm sorry if I am!) have some cuddly BDays ourselves coming up. I have a plan for this ladies. I say we rob Tiffany's and "Frost" the poor. And if we get caught, we'll go to jail! (Three meals a day, education, career skills, healthcare, and best of all RECESS! Yay! Many people don't have any of those things. It sounds pretty cool to me!) What do ya say girls? I'll bring the bandit masks -you bring the giant salami's to beat the much much older gent and much much younger inexperienced boy nightguards... ;p

Alrighty folks, this comment is long and crabby enough I'm sure. Welcome to heatstroke. ;p I do hope EVERYONE is doing well. Love to ya guys. Please be well (and nice to each other) <33

And, I apologize if I offend anyone, but some of what I have read here, especially today -Offended me right back. I don't mean to call names, I just expect better behavior. Nighty night. <3

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

And shit. That was long. Sorry guys. Night <3

Anonymous said...

g'morning bloggers was definitely not g'nite bloggers.

Anonymous said...

Wow, I wonder if you're that moral and righteous in the real world.

Anonymous said...

all you

Anonymous said...

need is

a boat


and love.

Anonymous said...

This self righteous shit is getting really old.

Everybody thinks they're better than everybody else. Everybody thinks they can judge everybody else. Everybody thinks they can point fingers and accuse.


Nobody wants to look in the mirror and say "hey, maybe I'm part of the problem".

To the few who have done that. Kudos to you.

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