I hate to see you
When you're falling apart
Can't you start over, again?
Elizabeth crumbles
Alone in her chair
Keeps her windows shut
To keep out the air
Elizabeth crumbles
Alone in her bed
Spends all her pastime
Mulled in her dread
What keeps her living
Is her fear of being
Anywhere other than here
So they’ll feed her too much
Or it’s never enough,
Then it's fuck you
“Get the hell out of here!"
Elizabeth stumbles
Over everything I've said
Pining words are useless
Pushed round in her head
The mystery was my bravery
I never knew what I'd get
Will it be her fear or regret?
Her confusion my denial?
Walked her shoes a while
Now she can’t turn back
So she said then she’ll stay
And I will walk away
Elizabeth mumbles
Over and over my name
Forgetting tomorrow
Will never be the same
She’s repeating her beating
Did you bring her a drink?
Why are you leaving?
What the hell do you think?
That she’ll fuck you
To get the hell out of here
Elizabeth tumbles
Out onto the floor
With an abandon of reason
It is herself abhorred
She sat alone in her room
Pouring over her gloom
Never got out of her chair
And they don't even care
Now that they’ve all receded
Into the ground or fleeted
To the wormholes
And woodwork back there
You'll find repair
Where that memory
Becomes illusory
Look, again?
p.s. in the end it is what you think you will get.
When you're falling apart
Can't you start over, again?
Elizabeth crumbles
Alone in her chair
Keeps her windows shut
To keep out the air
Elizabeth crumbles
Alone in her bed
Spends all her pastime
Mulled in her dread
What keeps her living
Is her fear of being
Anywhere other than here
So they’ll feed her too much
Or it’s never enough,
Then it's fuck you
“Get the hell out of here!"
Elizabeth stumbles
Over everything I've said
Pining words are useless
Pushed round in her head
The mystery was my bravery
I never knew what I'd get
Will it be her fear or regret?
Her confusion my denial?
Walked her shoes a while
Now she can’t turn back
So she said then she’ll stay
And I will walk away
Elizabeth mumbles
Over and over my name
Forgetting tomorrow
Will never be the same
She’s repeating her beating
Did you bring her a drink?
Why are you leaving?
What the hell do you think?
That she’ll fuck you
To get the hell out of here
Elizabeth tumbles
Out onto the floor
With an abandon of reason
It is herself abhorred
She sat alone in her room
Pouring over her gloom
Never got out of her chair
And they don't even care
Now that they’ve all receded
Into the ground or fleeted
To the wormholes
And woodwork back there
You'll find repair
Where that memory
Becomes illusory
Look, again?
p.s. in the end it is what you think you will get.
6,531 comments:
«Oldest ‹Older 6401 – 6531 of 6531Anonymous said...
LOL! I was here from the beginning and if stabbing people in the back and calling each other names is family, well i guess my real family is not as fucked up as i thought.
You may need a second opinion on that one because I think your family must be pretty damned fucked up to come in here and take issue on something like this.
Look, whoever you are, why don't you just skip through shit you don't care about reading instead of being so rude and insulting? You obviously have a lot of issues and need to get some therapy.
Oh, and that comes under: Have you ever seen the OPs, Amyranth, Wendy, Mya, Elena or ANY of them be rude to an anonymous WITHOUT BEING PROVOKED?
By the way, Blog Family, did ya'll see the tweet Frank gave Jen? So cool!
Look, whoever you are, why don't you just skip through shit you don't care about reading instead of being so rude and insulting? You obviously have a lot of issues and need to get some therapy
Can you give me the name of your shrink Mya? I was here that night you told Martha to take her hate of MCR to another blog. You are kind of rude and insulting yourself. I have seen you rude to alot of people. If you think my family is fucked up yours must be a dandy! LOL!
A "dandy"... Interesting...
Yankee fucking doodle dandy....
Dandy Fucking Yankee Doodle...
Why is dandy interesting?
Who is Jen?
Oops! Totally forgot to say Hi to SisMidnite!
Hi, SisMidnite!
OPJ
Have you ever seen the OPs, Amyranth, Wendy, Mya, Elena or ANY of them be rude to an anonymous WITHOUT BEING PROVOKED?
who could forget wendy's epic UNPROVOKED attack on Kapu?
if she does that to a blue, anons have no hope.
New here?
You may need a second opinion on that one because I think your family must be pretty damned fucked up to come in here and take issue on something like this.
My "family" did not come here. I did. My mother lives across town and is unable to drive. My sister lives out of town. WTF are you talking about?
why don't you just skip through shit you don't care about reading instead of being so rude and insulting?
if kapu had said that to amy all hell would have brok loose, but because mya is saying it it's ok.
Shit! She DID say it! 2 fucking years ago!
who could forget wendy's epic UNPROVOKED attack on Kapu?
June 19, 2009 4:57 PM
I think Vodka provoked that attack.
4:58, she's old, she has a hard time keeping up.
So if you expect US to skip through shit that doesn't interest us, why was Amy exempt from just skipping through the poetry?
My "family" did not come here. I did. My mother lives across town and is unable to drive. My sister lives out of town. WTF are you talking about?
You were the one that originally said that you thought your family was fucked up, just not as much as you had thought. Remember?
4:58, she's old, she has a hard time keeping up
That or she forgot to take he meds...
"Shit! She DID say it! 2 fucking years ago!
June 19, 2009 5:00 PM"
And all hell broke loose.
That or she forgot to take he meds...
Oh, thanks for reminding me!
I saw Frank's tweet to OPJ.
It just goes to prove it to the people who never believed it. There IS a connection there.
He has always acknowledged her and always will.
"Angel" remember?
And all hell broke loose?
Not with me. I had stopped reading it long before that.
"Shit! She DID say it! 2 fucking years ago!
June 19, 2009 5:00 PM"
And all hell broke loose
And their panties have been in a twist since.
And all hell broke loose?
Not with me. I had stopped reading it long before that.
Why did you send that E-mail to her boss then?
I already answered that one.
New here?
"Anons" Oh, we rule, so glad the Porchies are gone, they sucked! We hate Kapunua.
Mya - She told Amyranth to skip through the poetry! SHIT!!!
"anons" - The Night Crew rules. We are the real Family. Love. Trust, Faith. It's all about the Love. By the way, thank God the Porchies are gone. They told us to skip through things we dind't want to read.
Mya - Did you see Frank talking to OPJ? TOLD YOU SO!!!
No, but what could someone do that bad that you would have to e- mail her boss?
Mya already answered that. She did it because she was mad.
Can we move on already? That is old boring news, LOL.
Focus on the positive. MRC, back in the studio.
Frank reaching out to fans that care a great deal about him.
SHE WAS MAD. SHE SAID SHE WAS SORRY. GET OVER IT!!!
Just leave Mya alone! She doesn't have to justify her actions OR what she says. To ANY of you! Fuck if you can't take it! FUCK OFF!!
And I'm sorry for my outburst!! But seriously, get over it already! It's the internet! It's just a blog!! Just leave Mya alone. Back off...OK?
Let's take these one by one, shall we?
"Anons" Oh, we rule, so glad the Porchies are gone, they sucked! We hate Kapunua.
I never said that.
Mya - She told Amyranth to skip through the poetry! SHIT!!!
I didn't say that. I said that Kap told everybody that if they didn't care to read what she posted, just to skip it.
"anons" - The Night Crew rules. We are the real Family. Love. Trust, Faith. It's all about the Love. By the way, thank God the Porchies are gone. They told us to skip through things we dind't want to read.
I didn't say that either.
Mya - Did you see Frank talking to OPJ? TOLD YOU SO!!!
I did not say TOLD YOU SO.
A trial lawyer would have a fucking field day with you!
The Night Crew rules. We are the real Family. Love. Trust, Faith. It's all about the Love
But if you are friends with the porchies we will destroy you. WE are thick as theives, if you mess with our family....LOL!
I didn't email her boss
And before anyone decides to call OPJ a fan girl for sending something to Frank, you should all look up "Kapunua" on Twitter. Every tweet to 30 seconds to Mars, people!!
Mya already answered that. She did it because she was mad.
Well then, that makes it alright.
Seriously? Is this destroying you?
Sad...
Just leave Mya alone! She doesn't have to justify her actions OR what she says. To ANY of you! Fuck if you can't take it! FUCK OFF!!
You sound like Chris Crocker.
She said she was sorry. Get over it!! What more do you want... Blood?!
Let me ask you something... If you worked in a restaurant and saw a co-worker spit in a customers food, what would you do?
Co workers? Customers? What are you talking about?
She said she was sorry. Get over it!! What more do you want... Blood?!
June 19, 2009 5:15 PM
No, i was talking to another anon and Mya bieng Mya jumped in and i wasn't even talking to her.
mya said...
Shit! She DID say it! 2 fucking years ago!
This blog isn't even 2 years old, so how could that be?
Mya obviously an apology is not enough. You are going to have to offer "them" your first born child or soemthing!! Just to get them off your case!
Kapunua got what she deserved.
She ALWAYS gets what she deserves.
She said losing her job made her happy. LIE. Read her journal. That is a very angry woman with a lot of problems.
She thinks she's having "bad luck" with car accidents, deaths in the family and sickness?
It's called KARMA.
And sometimes Karma has to take the form of another person's actions.
I for one applaud Mya for doing the right thing and putting this cunt in her place.
Let me ask you something... If you worked in a restaurant and saw a co-worker spit in a customers food, what would you do?
I think sexual harrassment is more serious than spit.
Personally I don't think Mya should have apologized. I think she should be proud of what she did.
You don't go to a web site and start bitching about your friend who got "assaulted" when in all likelihood nothing actually happened, and your friend was probably lying in the first place.
Bitch.
"Let me ask you something... If you worked in a restaurant and saw a co-worker spit in a customers food, what would you do?"
Well fo rone thing, I wouldn't go on a blog and NAME the person who did it. I would talk to the boss about it - PRIVATELY.
You can't ake the blame for this Mya. You shouldn't have apologized.
This blog started in 2007. This is 2009 isn't it?
No, i was talking to another anon and Mya bieng Mya jumped in and i wasn't even talking to her.
Oh, yes... You were talking to me.
Remember this?
LOL! I was here from the beginning and if stabbing people in the back and calling each other names is family, well i guess my real family is not as fucked up as i thought.
Don't be back-peddling now
. Read her journal. That is a very angry woman with a lot of problems.
You are the one with alot of problems if you are reading her journals. O_O
You can't ake the blame for this Mya. You shouldn't have apologized.
I wished I hadn't
She doesn't have it private. That's what public journals are for.... aren't they?
Now go and read the journals of people here. And you will find love. Friendship.
And... yes, Frank acknowledging them!!
Then take the apology back. Cunt got what she deserved and it is FAR from over.
I think I just did
Anonymous said...
If you had been here from the beginning and you DID have a heart that understood friendship, you would understand why this blog has NOT changed for the worse, and why we are still a Family. Mayonaise and SS included.
But I don't expect you to understand the ideas of Friendship, Trust and Love.
June 19, 2009 2:53 PM
Was this you Mya? I thought you didn't sign in as anon.
This blog started in 2007. This is 2009 isn't it?
Sept 3rd 2007 to be precise.
It's not two years yet. I hate when people don't get facts right, especially when they are speaking such angry hate filled shit. If anyone's gonna be a bitch, get yourself factually right.
And another thing.
Mya, I think that Kapu and the others are afraid of you, and the people here.
Did you ever notice how sweet she was to you after you apologized? I read it all. 'Oh it's OK, I didn't want that job anyway'!
It seems like she and her friends are afraid of pissing you and the others off.
It must be hard for them, knowing they've been wrong the whole time.
Anonymous Anonymous said...
Anonymous said...
If you had been here from the beginning and you DID have a heart that understood friendship, you would understand why this blog has NOT changed for the worse, and why we are still a Family. Mayonaise and SS included.
But I don't expect you to understand the ideas of Friendship, Trust and Love.
June 19, 2009 2:53 PM
Was this you Mya? I thought you didn't sign in as anon.
June 19, 2009 5:25 PM
Nope, not me
GOOD FOR YOU MYA! Good. I hope the bitch see's it! It's about time. Why should you take any of her bull shit?
No, i was talking to another anon and Mya bieng Mya jumped in and i wasn't even talking to her.
Oh, yes... You were talking to me.
Was you a anon? Don't be back peddling now.
mya said...
You can't ake the blame for this Mya. You shouldn't have apologized.
I wished I hadn't
then why did you?
Am I taking her bullshit? I thought she wasn't here?
But I am having to take this bullshit from these asswipes and it is getting a bit boring...
Did you ever notice how sweet she was to you after you apologized? I read it all. 'Oh it's OK, I didn't want that job anyway'!
i thought she was very gracious. she didn't need to be.
No, i was talking to another anon and Mya bieng Mya jumped in and i wasn't even talking to her.
Oh, yes... You were talking to me.
Remember this?
LOL! I was here from the beginning and if stabbing people in the back and calling each other names is family, well i guess my real family is not as fucked up as i thought.
Don't be back-peddling now
Show me where i was talking to you!
Well, no matter where she is it is still bullshit, LOL.
mya said...
But I am having to take this bullshit from these asswipes and it is getting a bit boring...
You are free to leave at any point.
I need to borrow this:
Anonymous Anonymous said...
Nobody cares
You are the asswipe Mya.
"
i thought she was very gracious. she didn't need to be."
Gracious? You call that gracious? No, she was being a cowards. She was acting all like they were the best of friends. "HI MYA"!! every time Mya came on. like nothing ever happened.
That's not being "gracious", that's acting like a cowards.
You should find out who "Beautiful" boy is and tell him. She didn't learn her lesson. If she is stalking someone, maybe they need to know.
Show me where i was talking to you!
OK.
LOL! I was here from the beginning and if stabbing people in the back and calling each other names is family, well i guess my real family is not as fucked up as i thought.
You're about to back-peddle yourself right back into that shithole of yours
If she is stalking someone, maybe they need to know.
You are a stalker.
Shit! Not going there, 5:32!
I never read any of that stuff about Beautiful Boy so I don't know anything about that and don't care anyway
Anybody that comes to this blog just to start shit is... A stalker.
2+2
You're about to back-peddle yourself right back into that shithole of yours
Mya if you look at my original comment i was talking to an anon shithole for brains.
I gotta change the subject for a minute...
Did Gerard Way really name his child BANDIT?
Mya apparently doesn't know math. Starting shit does not mean "stalker". It means "starter of shit".
Mya however always starts shit.
Is she a stalker?
Anybody that comes to this blog just to start shit is... A stalker
Anyone who e-mails someones boss is a shithole stalker.
Anonymous Anonymous said...
You're about to back-peddle yourself right back into that shithole of yours
Mya if you look at my original comment i was talking to an anon shithole for brains.
June 19, 2009 5:36 PM
Well... Maybe I did misunderstand that exchange. It is very possible because it is hard to tell anons apart at times.
Let's look at the score here people!!!
After Mya apologized because she lost her job there was a lot of talk about "karma".
Let's talk about Karma for a second!
What happened to Kapunua since then? Well she lost a lot more than a job! There were deaths in her family, and a lot of whining, idiocy, sickness, in short a lot of trouble in her life.
Now my dear.... does the word "payback" mean anything to you?
Do you remember how rude Kapu was to OPJ after OPJ put her info out there? Do you remember how much she played the victim? Just because people knew her stupid TOWN?
And while we're on the subject of Karma...
OPJ "kinda rules" in Frank's Tweet.
So what does that tell you??
Yay! Then I'm not a shit starter! Because I NEVER FUCKING EMAILED ANYBODY'S FUCKING BOSS!
FOr the last time, Mya did not email her BOSS.
She emailed the people that Kapunua's friend LYINGLY accused of molesting her.
Well... Maybe I did misunderstand that exchange. It is very possible because it is hard to tell anons apart at times.
No it was because you were an anon.
LOL, exactly!!
I meant "exactly" to Mya. NOT to the shit starting Kapunua loving shithead anons!!
I mean a shithole stalker... Or a Yankee Fucking Doodle Dandy or whatever...
Sorry, but I haven't been any anon today
But now I am
And now I'm not
Bandit...
WTF?!
Oh, but I do like how at VV's they insist on calling her Susan. I think that's quite funny, actually!
I hate to see you
When you're falling apart
Can't you start over, again?
She sat alone in her room
Pouring over her gloom
Never got out of her chair
And they don't even care
Now that they’ve all receded
Into the ground or fleeted
To the wormholes
And woodwork back there
And another thing. Did you notice how OPJ did NOT come on here bragging about Frank Tweeting her?
Unlike Kapunua with "Nutella" and the rest f the Porchies saying hi to James just to make sure everyone knew they met him?
That's because OPJ has class.
Why don't all of you "Beckys" fuck off!!
Well, the dinner bell must have rang...
It has for me anyhow.
Bye Anons!
Ooh, I hate a Becky!
I hate "Beckys" too.
I think most of the Kapunua-porchie loving anons are "Becky" to be honest.....
Even if she said she was "happy" that Mya sent the email and got her fired, read the blog. It's all right there in front of your eyes folks. That whole "thank you Mya" was an act.
She is still hung up on the ex boss and the job.
AND joking abotu 9/11.
Oh yeah, the people who died in those buildings are HYSTERICAL aren't they??
good morning!
you still here mya?
I think a lot of parents these days will have kids using their middle names as their first, or just some other name entirely. I just couldn't name a kid something I could anticipate causing them any problems in the future.
Watches as the rest of the blog comes on and say "hi Mya sweet heart" as if none of this happened.
artha Jones said...
Hi Siobhan and TL,
I hope you are well. Siobhan can you tell safe that it is alright to email me. thanks
20 May 2009 21:59
Siobhan said...
Hello MJ!
I can tell Safe to come to this blog if you want to. She hasn't been at VV's for a while and sometimes she's on when I'm not.
Doesn't she have a blog herself?
Are you at Mayo's again or did you abandon the place after that incident with Kapunua?
Either way, I can tell her to send you an e-mail.
21 May 2009 10:40
Siobhan said...
Okay, I've found her blog again.
Here it is.
21 May 2009 10:46
Martha Jones said...
Hello Siobhan,
thank you for finding safe's blog. Some of the people i still talk with from mayo's told me she was asking about me. I couldn't find her email or blog.
Yeah, i left mayo's. It was about time I did. The place wasn't fun anymore but i didn't want to be driven out so i just stayed.
21 May 2009 14:53
And another thing. Did you notice how OPJ did NOT come on here bragging about Frank Tweeting her?
Unlike Kapunua with "Nutella" and the rest f the Porchies saying hi to James just to make sure everyone knew they met him?
That's because OPJ has class.
What grade are you in? Junior high?
Watches as the rest of the blog comes on and say "hi Mya sweet heart" as if none of this happened.
I think this was what they wanted all along. You notice how Mya came back after the "porchies" left. Why are they so full of hate for Kapunua, Solly, Smoke and Fimble? I'm sure that they don't like Kapunua so they don't like her friends either. What a bunch of loonies.
I don't hate anyone, anon, so try not to make such sweeping generalisations, thanks
and
Hubby is coming home!! So I probably won't be around too much today, can't wait :]
take care all
xx
Hi Ergo!
I'm on my way home for the night, but hi to Mya when she comes back, too!
Anon's, nothing you've said is new.
Please, leave it alone already.
Take care, everybody! :)
Unlike Kapunua with "Nutella"
What an odd compariosn to make. The nutella was about SS not Frank.
Compariosn? Kapunua's "Beckys" can't seem to spell!!
WTF is a becky?
hi sisM!
hope you have a good night!!
about 1/2 hr or so and I will be singing
Reunited, and it feels so goooood....
:D
Becky is one of Kapunua's friends who follows her on live journal and we suspect is most of her ass kissing anons.
Blogger mya said...
Shit! Not going there, 5:32!
I never read any of that stuff about Beautiful Boy so I don't know anything about that and don't care anyway
June 19, 2009 5:35 PM
Kapunua should consider herself VERY luck that you don't care!!
Lookin at, lookin at, Lookin at me
Look at that, look how they lookin at me
Eyes all sticky like honey on bees
Look at that, look how they lookin at me
testing....
Hello?
Well thank heavens Blogger is fixed.
Hey everyone, have a great day!
Mayo, glad I left that nightlight on for ya. It was so messed up here last night if you'd stopped by you for sure would have stubbed your toe.
Take care
Wow anon that is a beautiful photo. Thanks for sharing!
Hey, Elena, how are you?
Sis Midnite, nice to see you! Hope you are having a good day.
Ergo, enjoy your reunion! Tell Danger Hand HI!
Mya, anons, lurkers, anyone I missed, Hey!
I was out running errands yesterday and got out an old CD from Cracker called "Gentleman's Blues". They are one of the most underrated bands out there. Why they have never broken into mainstream I'll never know. They have a new album out now called "Sunrise In The Land Of Milk And Honey", but if you want to try them out, the best bet is "Gentleman's Blues", trust me. The songs 'Star' and 'The Good Life' are fantastic!
So that is my CD recommendation for the day. S.S., if you get a chance, check them out too. You won't regret it...
And if you do, well, I, uh, never heard of them.
Love ya,
L.
Hey L
Nice to see you. Gotta admit I was sorta worried last night when I couldn't comment but things are better now. LOL
Well gotta get busy, take care.
Bye, Elena. Looks like Blogger got it fixed. I tried to comment last night too, but kept getting the unavaliable page.
Hope you have a great day!
Love ya,
L.
I'm off for a long weekend, but J. will be in later tonight, I think. Hope everyone has a great day, and I'll talk to you after I get back.
In the meantime, thought I would leave you a fun little song by Cracker called "Mr. Wrong." the video and lyrics are below.
Take care and love ya,
L.
Baby, come spend some time with Mr.Wrong
Well, meet me by the river that goes nowhere.
Let me lay my sorry trip on you.
Won't you meet me by the river, little darling'?
I might just let you see my bad tattoo.
Well I was gonna bring you flowers, but I didn't.
It's the thought that counts and I think I'm a bit too broke.
But there's some change in my ashtray--maybe just enough to pay.
For a half pint of somethin', probably make us choke.
Well you know I'd rather not go and meet your family.
They'd probably send me back where I belong.
Don't want to hear about Mr. Right.
'Cause he's out of town tonight.
Baby come and spend some time with Mr. Wrong.
I drive a one-eyed Malibu without a muffler.
And a tape deck that works if you kick it hard enough.
And baby if you like to read, I've got some great pornography.
And a ten pound flashlight rolling in the trunk.
Well you know I'd rather not go and meet your family.
They'd probably send me back where I belong.
Don't want to hear about Mr. Right.
'Cause he's out of town tonight.
Baby come and spend some time with Mr. Wrong.
Now, do you have a girlfriend and does she look as good as you?
Would she like to meet my brother?
He'll be out of jail in a month or two.
Well you know I'd rather not go and meet your family.
They'd probably send me back where I belong.
Don't want to hear about Mr. Right.
'Cause he's out of town tonight.
Baby come and spend some time with Mr. Wrong.
Where I come from they call me Mr. Wrong.
Hello!
I know that NOBODY CARES, but...
My brother is having his annual Pig Roast tonight and I'm so bummed out about my reflux thing still being a problem. How can I go and not enjoy all that fatty porky goodness, along with some good ol' cold beer? But I must resist... I have to... But I don't want to!
Oh, also... I'm actually getting the chance to go back to Charleston next week! Yay! Can't wait!
Take Care all!
How can I go and not enjoy all that fatty porky goodness, along with some good ol' cold beer?
I say go for it! Take your medicine and enjoy your pork. You can't resist...icy...cold..frosty beer!
New post! Finally!
https://youtu.be/_6ZUp3TgoD0?si=o0duxkFtkVL6Zf9k
BLACKED
Goddamn Eliza's eyes so far apart you could land a jumbo jet and park two buses between em.
When the BPD pussy so good you still thinkin bout it 3 years and a wife later. Fuckin venus flytrap and shit.
Time is a circle tho cuz she was hittin up Elon and his bitch is Grimie and ain't yours friends wit her? Dunno like dawg watch out fo dat Eilish cuz yo bro be lookin like her bro if ya kno what I be sayin
Also does Ryden keep kids in his basement? Christina Ricci type shit wit them mofo dolls.........
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