Saturday, May 9, 2009

At the Home

I hate to see you
When you're falling apart
Can't you start over, again?

Elizabeth crumbles
Alone in her chair
Keeps her windows shut
To keep out the air

Elizabeth crumbles
Alone in her bed
Spends all her pastime
Mulled in her dread

What keeps her living
Is her fear of being
Anywhere other than here
So they’ll feed her too much
Or it’s never enough,
Then it's fuck you
“Get the hell out of here!"

Elizabeth stumbles
Over everything I've said
Pining words are useless
Pushed round in her head

The mystery was my bravery
I never knew what I'd get
Will it be her fear or regret?
Her confusion my denial?
Walked her shoes a while
Now she can’t turn back
So she said then she’ll stay
And I will walk away

Elizabeth mumbles
Over and over my name
Forgetting tomorrow
Will never be the same

She’s repeating her beating
Did you bring her a drink?
Why are you leaving?
What the hell do you think?
That she’ll fuck you
To get the hell out of here

Elizabeth tumbles
Out onto the floor
With an abandon of reason
It is herself abhorred

She sat alone in her room
Pouring over her gloom
Never got out of her chair
And they don't even care
Now that they’ve all receded
Into the ground or fleeted
To the wormholes
And woodwork back there

You'll find repair
Where that memory
Becomes illusory

Look, again?



p.s. in the end it is what you think you will get.

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Anonymous said...

I guess I just don't see how she "stabbed anyone in the heart" when she said that anyone could talk to her off the blog if they wanted.... and I still do as well. Shit I don't blame her for leaving. Yall are a bunch of sharks.

Anonymous said...

wow, its enough to appaul me!

Anonymous said...

Oh no a spelling error. Because EP doesn't make a shit ton of them in every post.

Anonymous said...

i think its as funny as fuck

Anonymous said...

Yes, only because the other anon was someone who liked Kapu. If that anon was saying positive things or defending someone you like, you wouldn't be harping on it. Like I said..... EP hardly ever spells anything right.

Anonymous said...

someone bring out the fuckin violins please...

get your own life-stop trying to live through kapunua-its not healthy.

unless of course you are kapunua...

Anonymous said...

Liking someone is different to trying to live through them.

WHy don't you stop trying to live through the others and ge tyour own life.... unless you ARE them. See how ridiculous that sounds?

Anonymous said...

So we have learned if you like someone that the other's don't, you will get harrassed by the self appointed keeper of someone else's blog.

Original Punk J said...

Hello! Any blue people or friendly Anons in here right now?

Anonymous said...

What I don't understand is how the people here who "claim" to be friends with the so-called "porchies" never once defended them or even blinked an eye when the other "blues" did and said horrible things to them. They might have half-heartedly defended them against anons, but they couldn't speak up for them when it was another blue spilling personal info or calling them names?

Where is the logic in that? Do Blues get an automatic Get Out of Jail Free card?

Anonymous said...

Yes. Blues and the members of MCR.

Original Punk J said...

Wow. I showed up at the wrong time. O_o

Anonymous said...

I think the Porchies were afraid of the people who were picking on them signed in. They let them get away with a lot, which they never "got away with" in return. I don't know why it was like that. Other blues could say whatever they want to any of the porchies and the excuse was that they "lost their cool". But if one of the porchies stepped out of line, anons and people signed in alike would crush them. Even if it was something as simple as posting poetry when Amyranth didn't want to read it.

I never understood why the porchies were so afraid of the other signed in people.

Original Punk J said...

It's been a beautiful day today, sunny and hot, but the humidity's a bitch. We've been doing laundry, mostly just doing little things today. Logan gets to go to the vet Tuesday for his surgery, to check his little paw, and to find out what allergy meds he can take that will work.

Anonymous said...

9:43, I would be afraid, too. The people who hate them weren't afaid to get involved in their real life. They took it off the blog. Real names were posted. Where Sdock worked was posted. OPs sent out emails with Sdock's full name in them.

If the porchies were afraid of the blues who hated them it was with good reason.

I still don't know why they hung onto this blog so long.

I am just glad that none of them know my last name or where I work because they go way too far.

Anonymous said...

Lets face it anon...just like in real life...some people are just...

Anonymous said...

I don't click on any links from here anymore so I don't know what that is.

Anonymous said...

9:55 I understand what you are saying but I think saying things like that (even if it's the truth) only makes those people madder. And since they don't know who you are they have a tendency to take it out on the porchies themselves.

Think of them as a wasps nest. You wouldn't poke it with a stick right? Because then the wasps might hurt bystanders as well as you. Or if they can't get to you.

ergoproxy said...

Hi J, hope the vet trip goes ok, I am glad it's lunch time, the day Dangerhand is away at a mine site, I call home after dropping baby girl off to grab iPod, before my walk, jump back in and my car stops working, our other car has a flat battery, I can't find the charger and even if I did I wasn't sure how to hook it up. :/
Fortunately I got my lovely neighbour before they went to town and he's been over jump starting the little car and helping me push it out of the shed to the hill so I can roll start it if it is uncooperative again, and he worked out what was wrong with my car (loose terminal thank goodness) and made it go again!
I don't know why but things always happen as soon as he goes away!
Murphy's Law

Anonymous said...

Wasps is a good analogy esp. when you think of how OPJ called the porchies the "orange bees". Bees and wasps!

Original Punk J said...

9.57, I never did like Jimmy Buffett. Here's a much better take on the same subject.

Denis Leary

HI ERGO! What a crap start to your day! But at least the car's going again.

Anonymous said...

Exactly, 9:57. Assholes.

And then they act like they are so nice. Such good and loyal friends.

"Oh, Mayo and SS, can't you see how wonderful I am? How kind and how caring?"

What a load of steaming b.s.

Anonymous said...

Well, they CARE about the blog ALOT. And if you don't care enough or you messit up for them.... they'll rip your heart out! SO don't make them vonit blood by saying that you dont' care enough! Except Mya! She's allowed to pick and chose her friends. No one vomits blood when she does it.

Original Punk J said...

Ergo, I'm off to shower, hate to cut it short but it was good to see you! Talk to you later.

Goodnight SS, I probably won't be back on tonight, so I'll put this in now. Are you feeling alright? Hope so. Keep pushing through the crap and remember, I love you.

Goodnight all.

xo

Anonymous said...

Oh but don't you see? It's perfectly okay to exclude non-Christians from your group of friends. They're going to hell, after all.

People who call each other names, who lie and do horrible, mean, vindictive things to others, however, will be in Heaven. Just as long as they go to church.

Anonymous said...

Attack dogs still here? Wonder how many emails & messages went out.


Must be nice to have a safe, secure, private place to go to talk to friends without being insulted and ridiculed.

Anonymous said...

Sign in, TJ.

Anonymous said...

Must be nice to have a safe, secure, private place to go to talk to friends without being insulted and ridiculed.

June 14, 2009 10:41 PM


This place has never been without insult. Yeah, it would be nice if
EVERYONE had a place to go without being insulted.

toujours said...

er, okay?

hello, everyone! what's shakin'?

for some reason, i didn't wake up until just before noon today. i must have really worn myself out this week. :/

i've been feeling behind all day, though, because of that! i couldn't believe it was 5 pm, it felt like early afternoon. i'll probably be up until dawn, now!

ergoproxy said...

hi TJ

wow you must have needed the sleep!

I am watching Michael J Fox with Dr Oz on Oprah and folding clothes.
You can read of my car related stresses earlier up there a bit ^

elena said...

Hey guys

How's it going?

toujours said...

hi ergo!

thank goodness it wasn't something more complicated with your car! i remember there was a time when my ex and i had to actually wash the battery terminals every time we wanted to use the truck, or it wouldn't start. that's one thing i'm not looking forward to once i have a car of my own! i'd better make friends with a mechanic now lol!

the weird thing about sleeping in like that is that you don't feel refreshed, you just feel groggy and tired all day. i'd rather not oversleep like that, if i can help it, but i suppose it's good to do so every once in awhile, if you really need it.

so, who's dr. oz?

toujours said...

hi elena! it's going okay, how are you? still having to nurse hubby back to health?

elena said...

Well he's still sick and now I'm starting to feel bad too.

This sucks.

ergoproxy said...

oh elena I hope you don't get sick too!

TJ Dr Oz is a surgeon who comes on Oprah to talk about health stuff, he had a brain and explained Parkinson's.
he's very good, very straight forward and he brings in specimens

Michael J Fox is sort of sad to see now, but so inspiring, and he's still so funny. I want to read his book now.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

all ya need is love!
June 14, 2009 6:02 PM



thank you 6:02


all they need is love
love
love

toujours said...

don't get sick, elena! *sends preventive protective shielding vibes*

and drink orange juice!

ergo, for a second i thought dr. oz was like some national doctor for you guys. *heh* sorry!

i like michael j. fox, i haven't seen him recently, but when you think about how early he became an actor and how he still continued in his career even after his diagnosis, you can't help but admire him.

ergoproxy said...

he is still joking about and they have been talking to him and his wife about their life, he said that having Parkinson's didn't stop his life, it pushed it into another direction and he is doing things and meeting people he might never have met, he's writing and he probably wouldn't have the family he has.
And that he has no choice on the condition, but he has thousands of other choices he can make.
He is so optimistic, and now Pres Obama has signed the stem cell thing they hope treatments may be available in less than 10 years.
The doc was explaining the use of your own stem cells and why it's far more likely to be successful than the embryonic stem cells, which are really not even part of it any more

He is actually Turkish-american but I think Dr Oz would be a great national doctor for us though!!

toujours said...

is michael j. fox still married to the woman he met on the set of family ties? because that was always soemthing i thought was neat too, that he fell in love with the actress playing his girlfriend. :)

ergoproxy said...

yes he is, they are such a wonderful couple. Married 20 years, have 4 kids and you can see they adore each other.

toujours said...

aww, that's wonderful. :)

toujours said...

urg, i think i've been sleep-poisoned. i just got all light-headed and dizzy.

ergoproxy said...

no! are you sitting down? Have a drink of water

I always feel bad if I sleep in too much, and sleeping during the day makes me feel awfully drowsy and blah later

elena said...

Hello again

toujours said...

lol i am sitting down! i went and drank a little water, i think i am dehydrated. i had water with my lunch (breakfast?), but nothing else today.

crazy though, you wouldn't think you could have too much sleep, you know?

elena's back!

where did you go? did you have an adventure without us?

ergoproxy said...

hi elena I wondered where you went
you feeling like you are getting what hubby has?

elena said...

Well I watched True Blood and Aqua Teen Hunger Force and Squidbillies.

Then I drank a coke because I can't stand the thought of eating anything right now.

Nope I don't think that sounds like an adventure.

Anonymous said...

This ain't Rock'n Roll, This Is Genocide!

Anonymous said...

This aint rocknroll. this is genocide!

As they pulled you out of the oxygen tent
You asked for the latest party
With your silicone hump and your ten inch stump
Dressed like a priest you was
Tod brownings freak you was

Crawling down the alley on your hands and knee
Im sure youre not protected, for its plain to see
The diamond dogs are poachers and they hide behind trees
Hunt you to the ground they will, mannequins with kill appeal

(will they come? )
Ill keep a friend serene
(will they come? )
Oh baby, come unto me
(will they come? )
Well, shes come, been and gone.
Come out of the garden, baby
Youll catch your death in the fog
Young girl, they call them the diamond dogs
Young girl, they call them the diamond dogs

The halloween jack is a real cool cat
And he lives on top of manhattan chase
The elevators broke, so he slides down a rope
Onto the street below, oh tarzie, go man go

Meet his little hussy with his ghost town approach
Her face is sans feature, but she wears a dali brooch
Sweetly reminiscent, something mother used to bake
Wrecked up and paralyzed, diamond dogs are sableized

(will they come? )
Ill keep a friend serene
(will they come? )
Oh baby, come unto me
(will they come? )
Well, shes come, been and gone.
Come out of the garden, baby
Youll catch your death in the fog
Young girl, they call them the diamond dogs
Young girl, they call them the diamond dogs

Oo-oo-ooh, call them the diamond dogs
Oo-oo-ooh, call them the diamond dogs

In the year of the scavenger, the season of the bitch
Sashay on the boardwalk, scurry to the ditch
Just another future song, lonely little kitsch
(theres gonna be sorrow) try and wake up tomorrow

(will they come? )
Ill keep a friend serene
(will they come? )
Oh baby, come unto me
(will they come? )
Well, shes come, been and gone.
Come out of the garden, baby
Youll catch your death in the fog
Young girl, they call them the diamond dogs
Young girl, they call them the diamond dogs

Oo-oo-ooh, call them the diamond dogs
Oo-oo-ooh, call them the diamond dogs
Bow-wow, woof woof, bow-wow, wow
Call them the diamond dogs
Dogs
Call them the diamond dogs, call them, call them
Call them the diamond dogs, call them, call them, ooo
Call them the diamond dogs

Keep cool
Diamond dogs rule, ok
Hey-hey-hey-hey

Beware of the diamond dogs
Beware of the diamond dogs
Beware of the diamond dogs
Beware of the diamond dogs
Beware of the diamond dogs

ergoproxy said...

an adventure for the totally unadventurous! lol

did you like True Blood, it's not on here yet

ergoproxy said...

oh nice Bowie!
thank you

toujours said...

that was totally an adventure, elena. it was!

i'm not sure i want to watch true blood. i've seen an ad on tv for the new season and it just doesn't look like it's captured what i love about the books.

Anonymous said...

1972

elena said...

I really like True Blood and I love the books. IT's really the only reason we got HBO.

I mean really, we have 8 HBO channels and there is never anything I want to watch

ergoproxy said...

every person I've talked to seem to really like it
I haven't read the books though

toujours said...

i have heard the show is really good, but i dearly love the books...

maybe if i can find what the author thinks of the adaptation, it will help me make up my mind. i'm ridiculously loyal to the authors when it comes to this sort of thing. :)

elena said...

The books are excellent but I have to admit I've never really liked Bill. Now Eric on the other hand...he's my guy.

toujours said...

and, of course, i don't have hbo, so it's kind of a moot point anyway! lol

elena said...

TJ the first season is out on DVD

mya said...

Hello!

Damn! I KNEW I had left someone out! Thanks anon for pointing it out!

TJ! TJ! TJ! TJ!
Yes, TJ! I'm sorry I left TJ off! I come here for TJ too!

Problem is, I'm still afraid I have left someone else off! There are so many people that I haven't seen in so long...

Now... To the anons that are crying about me picking and choosing who I speak to or call my friends? You're exactly right.

I have chosen not to try to speak or be friends with people who have gone out of their way to make it obvious that they do not want to be friends with me. It is a 2-way street.

And obviously, I can't speak to people who are no longer here, now can I?

toujours said...

oooh, yeah, eric! the book where he loses his memory is my favorite... *heh*

ergo, if i had a copy of any of the books, it would be on it's way to you in the morning, they're very good! i like one of her other series, too -- i think the first is called "grave sight". the main character was struck by lightning as a young woman and consequently can sense the dead, their remains rather than their ghosts. she's hired by people to find missing people and check out graves. it's as well written as any of her series, she has a great talent for creating people you like to read.

toujours said...

lol, hi mya! you're making me giggle. :)

elena, i wish you hadn't told me that. :/

but i don't have much access to dvds outside of the library either, so i still have time in which to research this issue.

*serious face*

elena said...

Ergo if I had copies I'd send them to you but they always sell so quickly at the store that I never seem to have any.

Hey Mya

mya said...

Giggling TJ!

mya said...

Hi, Elena! And Ergo!

mya said...

It is 1:30 and I've got to get up around 5:30, so I better go to bed!

Take care!

toujours said...

good night mya, good to see you. :)

Anonymous said...

lol mya. you don't take shit from nobody. admirable. or so i've heard.

elena said...

Night Mya

Hello anon

ergoproxy said...

damn had to go meet the bus and I've miss mya

hi mya

I will check my library for the books, I bet they have them or can get them, I know you guys would help me out if you could :]

TJ I have to send you tim tams

ergoproxy said...

things which would freak out any adult

elena said...

*cough cough*

I'm all out of Tim Tams

elena said...

oh the monster under the bed could never get me because I always got a running start and would leap up on the bed. Now the one in the closet gave me some trouble.

ergoproxy said...

mine can't get me with all the sheets tucked in


baby gifts anyone?

toujours said...

yeesh, i'm glad i really don't need to go to sleep tonight!

ergo, you'd really send me tim tams? gosh, yum! i'll have to find one my favorites to send to you in return! :)

the monster under the bed was never an issue with me, but the creepy that follows behind you as you walk down a dark hallway still gives me problems! i've always managed to get to my bedroom and slam the door shut in time though. *whew*

elena said...

Ergo where do you find this stuff? LOL

toujours said...

ha! i love those toys!

Anonymous said...

I really like True Blood and I love the books. IT's really the only reason we got HBO.
------------------------------------

I am so happy that someone else here besides me is a fan of the show. The premiere was just on a couple of hours ago, and let me say, I am happy to see that Lafayette is still alive. I wished they gave Eric more screen time though.

ergoproxy said...

at that site it is really really funny

ergoproxy said...

hi BC :]

elena said...

Hey BC

Yep I was so excited True Blood started again. And yes more Eric time is needed!!!

toujours said...

hey there, bc!

Anonymous said...

Hey there guys.

Elena, surely needed. Even last season I feel he didn't get enough screen time. Hopefully next week's episode he will. That Alexander is quite a gorgeous man, Yum.

^_^

Anonymous said...

Where is the logic in that? Do Blues get an automatic Get Out of Jail Free card?

June 14, 2009 9:14 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Yes. Blues and the members of MCR.

June 14, 2009 9:25 PM



Explain please.

elena said...

Don't tell but really us blues are members of MCR. We just pretend to be these blog people during our down time.

ergoproxy said...

I have the Jonas Brothers on again, their whole mexican concert ...aaaaaaaaaaaaagh!!!!

elena said...

Ergo avert your eyes...

Anonymous said...

LOL, poor ergo. There's no ear plugs or tissue you can stuff in your ears while the concert is showing?

ergoproxy said...

it's ok it's over, I survived
*phew*

elena said...

count your lucky stars, Ergo. That was a close one.

toujours said...

eek, ergo, i feel for ya!

i hate to say this, but i think i oughta say good night. i don't know if i'll be actually getting any sleep lol, but i'm waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay beyond my agreed-upon computer useage for the night.

it was a lot of fun tonight! see you guys tomorrow. :)

sweet dreams.

ergoproxy said...

goodnight TJ sweet dreams when you go to sleep

elena I am studiously now ignoring the first episode of Jonas which is on now

elena said...

Hey Blogger just told me I couldn't leave a comment...how rude!

Night TJ

Sweet dreams

ergoproxy said...

how dare blogger!!

Anonymous said...

Stupid blogger, lol

Anonymous said...

How are my True Blood Sisters doing?

A Rose for Emily...

elena said...

Hi Emily

How are you?

Anonymous said...

Hi Elena! I'm good and yourself? Had my fill of True Blood tonight. Is everyone excited about this season? It looks like its gonna be good.

A Rose for Emily...

elena said...

I'm okay but fear I'm getting sick.

Yes I'm so excited about True Blood. I love the show.

elena said...

Hate to say it but I gotta try to get some sleep.

Nice to see you here Emily, take care.

ergoproxy said...

hi emily!!

ergoproxy said...

goodnight elena sweet dreams, you look after yourself, hope you aren't getting sick

elena said...

Mayo

Tonight you get a quickie. I’m not feeling all that good, okay to be honest I feel like crap. That said, goodnight. Take care of yourself, mind your P’s and Q’s (whatever that means), eat all your veggies and drink lots of liquids. Don’t want you getting sick.

Hope today was a happy one in your world. Hope tomorrow is even better. Holy shit, I really gotta think of something new to say. But damn it I mean it so I say it. And I will keep on saying it. Cause that’s just how I roll.

Night Mayo

Elena (insert I MISS YOU here)

elena said...

Night Ergo

Talk to you tomorrow

Anonymous said...

Goodnight Elena.

Hey EP! Sorry for the delay, I was washing my face. Getting ready to go to bed.

A Rose for Emily...

toujours said...

mayo,

well, that was rude of blogger! scheduling maintenance downtime when i'm trying to post a good night to you, the nerve!

*grin*

so, i stepped outside. it's been a warm and humid day (not that i saw a lot of it), and though it's a little cooler now, the night air is still very moist, a definite contrast to the air-conditioned interior.

the first thing i saw was the waning quarter moon, hanging right in front of me in the eastern sky, its light making a frame out of the ragged clouds. there's a ground fog over the field, and a few fireflies still wandering. moon, mist, and little lights.

it was quiet, the usual night chorus softened by the fog. i just stood there, out in front of the house, in the dark, and listened to the tiny sounds.

it's those moments that i remember forever, mayo. i can recall sitting on the side of a little mountain in the lake district, the sound of the air a physical thing as i perched on a stone and wrote in my journal. the scent of green leaves brings me back to trails in the parks of seattle, little rainforest pieces rich with ferns and blackberries and cedars. there's a waterfall in glacier national park that is so vivid to me in sound and taste i use it as a starting point in my meditations. snow is walking through the night on campus, the stars so sharp and sparkling overhead it's like there is no atmosphere between me and them, the winter air so cold it's like breathing space.

it's urban places, too -- nature is everywhere, it isn't something that is defined and marked off, after all. there are magic moments walking through the streets at night in seattle and london and new york, when i should have been afraid but wasn't, memories of the sky above the venue in philadelphia, where i slept between shows last year, memories of looking at the hudson river from a rock perch next to the cloisters, and the sun making the rock warm and scented.

the moments that are most magical to me are the ones where i am fully engaged in my surroundings. yes, it's about nature, but it isn't necessarily about wilderness.

it's about being alive and being aware of that, of being breath and body and quiet thought, of being human and not feeling guilty about it but just feeling.

i do so hope you have those moments, mayo. they are deeply restorative even though they can be fleeting. i believe they are the moments when we are open to the world, open to the gift of it, when the underlying harmony of it plays upon our hearts like a cellist plucking a string, striking a rich and vibrant chord within.

i think they are utterly necessary.



good night, my friend. be well.

ergoproxy said...

that's ok emily, it must be late there, I'm getting ready to have dinner and watch the 6 pm news

you well?

Anonymous said...

Alright, it seems like everyone is going to bed. So, I guess I should too. I'll drop in tomorrow to see how you are all doing.

Goodnight EP and I hope to chat with you soon. Goodnight y'all and don't let the vampires bite. Bwwwaaaahhhhh!!!!! Yes, I'm corny but I just couldn't resist.

Night y'all.

A Rose for Emily...

Anonymous said...

Hi and goodnight Emily. Sorry I missed you. Did you like the season premiere? Next week's eppy is looking to be good. Can't wait!

Goodnight elena sweet dreams. I'm gonna call it a night as well, I'm getting tired. Goodnight ergo, anyone else about.

ergoproxy said...

oh I wasn't going just yet, but I will for sure be able to tweet at you tomorrow and I'll be around here too Emily look forward to seeing you!

goodnight BC sweet dreams, hope you aren't as sore as you were yesterday

as you wish said...

Anonymous said...

Where is the logic in that? Do Blues get an automatic Get Out of Jail Free card?

June 14, 2009 9:14 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Yes. Blues and the members of MCR.

June 14, 2009 9:25 PM



Explain please.
June 15, 2009 2:41 AM



It's those 2 or 3 sweet anons from veritavenom's blog. You must know the ones. They've posted here under the names they use there. Were thanked for their cruelty.
They hate the in blues who remain here at Mayo's and they hate the members of MCR. Especially Bob, GW, his wife and his friends.

Don't seem to like Frank or Mikey very much either. Ray hasn't been insulted as much as the other members of MCR.

Anonymous said...

omg what did Bob do? O_o

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

ahahaha. (4:34 was me) ;p

Just wanted to say goodnight to ya ladies, nice to see you Rose for Emily! Hope everyone feels better -or hell, Stays feeling better! I think we have a new strain of illness (leave the poor pigs out of it!) -it travels through computer screens.... evil! You guys have a good night, wash you're hands before you go to bed... Love to ya Lovely's, anons! Nighty night <33

Anonymous said...

4:29 you're an idiot. Playing guessing games about anons and alleging hatred towards other people over a stupid band. And so what if the bloggers at VV's like or dislike MCR? They're just a fucking band!

Anonymous said...

4:37
They don't like his taste in art. Can't get over that twit pic of his artwork.
They have no trouble calling people who disagree with them idiots

as you can see.

Anonymous said...

Go to veritavenom's blog. You'll find them, their friends and their names. They're impossible to miss with all their vitriol.
Look for the comments calling people idiots and saying how appalled and disgusted they are by everybody else. Cant miss them.

Anonymous said...

Sorry, I'm going to dismiss you again. Your arguments are pointless.

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Sorry I didn't see you there anon. I'm going back to bed, but real quick -

I think sometimes it is easier for people to focus, even put blame or hate on other people, things, than it is to focus on what May be bothering them privately. Not to say there isn't reason to feel that way to other people or things. I just personally think some days it feels better to have something else to think about, even if you don't like the subject too much. Ya know? Anyway, you have a good night anon, hope you find something that makes you feel better to think on. <3

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

You too, 5:11, Night<3

Anonymous said...

Or have you thought of this: make a fool of yourself in public and there will always be others just waiting to laugh at you, whether you think it wrong. So much for psychology 101, sometimes the answer is far more simple.

mya said...

Hey... I just signed on to Twitter for the first time in months and months...
That Frank Iero kid has an avi very similar to mine... 'Cept he has 2 fingers instead of 1...
But my 1 finger is really my own finger...
pfft...

OK, off to Charleston for the day to play tour guide to a fellow SC native that must be as stupid as a rock... He actually asked me, "What is Ft. Sumter"?
OH, and "What is Rainbow Row"?
Wonder if he has ever heard of "The Battery"?
Yes, I have a feeling it is going to be a looooong day...

mya said...

About the only thing he does know is the beaches and the Slave Market.
pfft...

ergoproxy said...

hope you have a nice time Mya

Mayo
Can't really think of anything to tell you about Car started fine this afternoon, after this mornings clicky noise rather than normal "vroooom" it was a relief. Thank goodness for neighbours. You know that is the thing I really like about not living in the city. Somehow the closer people are the less they seem to ever get to know each other, it becomes so impersonal. You'd think it'd be the opposite. Much more pressure and less time I suppose, but making the time can be beneficial for everyone. We've helped out neighbours, they help us out, makes it nice. I hope you get to know your neighbours, and that you have nice ones around you somewhere close by.
much love EP xx

SS
Another week beginning, it's the middle of the year already! Hardly seems that long ago we were just beginning. Do you know your neighbours? We can't even see ours, in any direction, but they aren't far. Nice to know that someone is always willing to get you out of a jam too. Hope you ahve people who do that for you, and people you'll step up for as well. Have a good week.
lotsa love EP xx


goodnight blogbelieve, see you in my morning
♥xx♥

Anonymous said...

omg what did Bob do? O_o

Bob is a godlike creature who can do no wrong. Same goes for Gerard, Mikey, Frank and Ray.

How dare those people at VV call them out on anything. Too bad we don't know their twitter names or we could send them hate tweets.

Anonymous said...

Ha ha anon

You have style

elena said...

Wow we are having one hell of a thunderstorm at the moment. I love the raw power of the storm and the lightening. That is I love it as long as it doesn't hit any of my trees. Times like this being on a hill isn's so great.

Hope everyone has a great day.

MissTottenham said...

Hi everyone, how are you?

Mayo and SS I hope you are having fun wherever you are.

I hope that everyone who has been feeling unwell or have been dealing with crap in their lives (that inludes everyone doesn't it?) is feeling better.

and sweet Miss T.

Aw Mya, you will make me blush hee hee! *flutters eyelashes at Mya*

J, I hope Logans trip to the vet goes well.


Catch you all later.

elena said...

more storms

Anonymous said...

8:54, people who go onto MCR's twitter and use words like faggot need to get hate tweets. They are asking for it. The same goes for fans who try to tell Frank what he can and can't say. When you are in a band that saves lives like Frank then maybe you can make the rules. Til then sit the duck down and shut the fuck up.

MCR fans have an obligation to defend them from fairweather fans. If I knew the addresses or usernames of those traitors at VV I would give them a piece of my mind and it would not be sweet. Just like with those phony KoL anons who came here and pretended to be friendly when they were only here to turn the people here off MCR. They hang out at VV's blog now, spewing anti-MCR vitriol and trying to convert ex-fans over to their untalented and unremarkable band because the true fans here did not fall for their plan.

The way I see it, you're either with us or your against us, which is why that witch Kapunua got what she deserved.

Anonymous said...

Duck? What duck?

Anonymous said...

Typo, Genious.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Typo, Genious.



Oh man, you're killing me here.

Anonymous said...

Oh like you never misspelled a word. I turned off my spellcheck because it was what caused me to write duck before. It doesn't like the word fuck. I know it's genius.

Frank and Gerard misspell words on their twitters all the time. I think if they can, so can I.

Anonymous said...

Siobhan is worse than Kapunua. She's the worst of all.

Anonymous said...

Frank and Gerard misspell words on their twitters all the time. I think if they can, so can I.


That's an impressive line of reasoning. Especially if mis-spelling words is something you aspire to.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

Frank and Gerard misspell words on their twitters all the time. I think if they can, so can I.



Good for you! It's good to have goals.

Anonymous said...

i asspire to misspell and be appalled today.

my goals have been met. what do i for the rest of the day?

Anonymous said...

Thats a tough one. How about missing entire words out of your sentences?

Anonymous said...

K why don't you either sign in or STFU.

2:54 said...

doesn't sound like hard goal reach.

think did first try. thank suggestion.

what now?

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

K why don't you either sign in or STFU.

June 15, 2009 2:59 PM



not & no.

Anonymous said...

anon at 2:47, i think your sarcasm was lost on 2:54/3:04. straight over their head. they obviously didn't realize what they had done or they wouldn't have bothered with the 3:04 comment.

Anonymous said...

They hang out at VV's blog now, spewing anti-MCR vitriol and trying to convert ex-fans over to their untalented and unremarkable band because the true fans here did not fall for their plan.

The way I see it, you're either with us or your against us, which is why that witch Kapunua got what she deserved.




Why do you let that place get you panties all up in a bunch? Why do you go there seeing as it is not a MCR fansite? I think since there is no one left to pick on here, you are trying to get stuff started else where.

Anonymous said...

I guess you didn't need to go to summer school. If you are bored why don't you read some Twilight?

2:54/3:04 said...

what did i do? i walked in the door searching for new goals. already met 3. no more suggestions?

Anonymous said...

looks like 3:16 is going for a new record of insulting as many people as possible in a hour. off to a great start 3:16. your parents will be proud.

Anonymous said...

must be hell living with them and having to deal with them on a daily basis.

Anonymous said...

MCR fans have an obligation to defend them from fairweather fans.




Yeah, like they aren't grown men and can't take up for themselves.I really don't think they need their army to take care of them.

Anonymous said...

When you are in a band that saves lives like Frank then maybe you can make the rules.
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For one thing, this band does not save lives. That bullshit message was probably just put out there to get your money. They are in the *music business* after all and they have to do whatever they can to sell their product. They are not policemen, firemen, or those who actually risk their lives daily to save or help others.

That "saving your lives" message just became annoying and tiring to hear constantly.

MCR are just a band. I really hope you weren't serious in your comment anon.

MCR fans have an obligation to defend them from fairweather fans.
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This is probably one of the dumbest comments I've read. I guess fans like you have never heard of freedom of speech. So many(not all) of mcr's fans tend to harass and talk shit about others because they don't share the same opinions as they do. Some fans are pretty vicious.

It's disgusting, and that's one of the reasons why I stopped listening to that band. The whole thing became embarrassing.

And then you got fans like voluptousity over at buzznet who made some feel like a lot of the mcr fans were completely nuts with her "Mcrmy attack!!!!11111" behavior.

bee enthusiast said...

To bee


or not to bee



Come slowly – Eden!
Lips unused to Thee –
Bashful – sip thy Jessamines –
As the fainting Bee –

Reaching late his flower,
Round her chamber hums –
Counts his nectars –
Enters – and is lost in Balms.



by Emily Dickinson

Anonymous said...

"
This is probably one of the dumbest comments I've read. I guess fans like you have never heard of freedom of speech. "


I guess YOU never heard of freedom of speech BC, because no one said that you people weren't allowed to hate on MCR, we just disagree, doesn't freedom of speech apply to us too? Or just haters?

Idiot. Everything you say is always so stupid.

Anonymous said...

What kind of person laughs about a dead bird? That's what I call SICK and not compassionate!! If you're supposed to be some sort of animal lover and you think dead birds are funny, something is wrong.

Isn't this the same person who called Mya an idiot because she liked fur and didn't mind about where jewelry comes from? So you can call someone an idiot over their choice to wear fur and jewels, call them uncompassionate, but YOU think a dead bird is funny.

Unbelievable.

Anonymous said...

Dead bird, what? What the hell are you on about?

Anonymous said...

If you hate Kapunua so much why do you go to her lj and read?

Honestly, this blog has become more about her than about Mayo or anyone else.

If Mayo cared at all about doing the right thing, he would delete this stupid thing and put it out of its misery.

Anonymous said...

Honestly, this blog has become more about her than about Mayo or anyone else.

and that just chaps your ass, doesn't it?

Anonymous said...

If Mayo cared at all about doing the right thing, he would delete this stupid thing and put it out of its misery.

Oh my, an actual sane person! And M doesn't "think" logically.

Anonymous said...

8:54, people who go onto MCR's twitter and use words like faggot need to get hate tweets. They are asking for it. The same goes for fans who try to tell Frank what he can and can't say. When you are in a band that saves lives like Frank then maybe you can make the rules. Til then sit the duck down and shut the fuck up.

MCR fans have an obligation to defend them from fairweather fans. If I knew the addresses or usernames of those traitors at VV I would give them a piece of my mind and it would not be sweet. Just like with those phony KoL anons who came here and pretended to be friendly when they were only here to turn the people here off MCR. They hang out at VV's blog now, spewing anti-MCR vitriol and trying to convert ex-fans over to their untalented and unremarkable band because the true fans here did not fall for their plan.


It would give me so much pleasure to have ALL their fanbase comprised of fans just like you. Cause they deserve it.

Anonymous said...

She's like a train accident. I can't look away. Isn't that what you always say at VV's about MCR?? If you hate them, why do you keep up on their news??

THINK ABOUT IT.

Anonymous said...

" If Mayo cared at all about doing the right thing, he would delete this stupid thing and put it out of its misery. "


You would love that, woulnd't you? Now that the porchies are gone this blog isn't any "good" anymore? Oh that's right, the people here went "out of their way" to be cruel and "get into your real lives". They must deserve to have their blog taken away from them.

Right as long as the Porchies aren't here Mayo should shut it down.

Again. UNBELIEVABLE.

elena said...

I have a theory that the truth is never told during the nine-to-five hours.

Hunter S. Thompson

ergoproxy said...

good morning

hi BC hope you are recovered from your soreness now

hi missT good to see you, hope you're well

hi elena, impressive storms you seem to be having, you feel better today?

It's a lovely clear day here, and I'm hoping my car starts this morning!

elena said...

The Edge... there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over.

Hunter S. Thompson

elena said...

Why hello Ergo

I've been waiting for you to wake up. LOL

yep lovely storms and more to start soon. They are calling for damaging winds and hail.

Anonymous said...

I do not go to VV's. I am not one of Kapunua's defenders nor her detractors.

I am simply confused. Those of you who continue to bring her up now that she is gone make no sense to me. Your reasoning seems faulty.

anon 3 or 4 said...

a chapped ass must be painful.

have some balm to soothe it

Anonymous said...

They bring her up to say "Look Mayo and SS, she is so evil and such a bitch, unlike the rest of us"!

ergoproxy said...

wow
you are at work? I hope you are ok to get home

are they saying there may be tornadoes?

and you're feeling a bit better?

Anonymous said...

You are wrong 5:50. We're all evil bitches here. Other anons have said it. It must be true. Mayo's the most evil bitch of all. Aren't you Mayo. ^_~

Anonymous said...

You would love that, woulnd't you? Now that the porchies are gone this blog isn't any "good" anymore? Oh that's right, the people here went "out of their way" to be cruel and "get into your real lives". They must deserve to have their blog taken away from them.

Right as long as the Porchies aren't here Mayo should shut it down.

Again. UNBELIEVABLE.


Again. Flawed thinking.

Anonymous said...

Anons have wanted Mayo to pull the plug here from the start. Nothing to do with whether the porchies are here or not.

Anonymous said...

I really don't know why they bother to bitch about Kapu. Mayo and SS both like her. Deal with it.

Anonymous said...

Look at Saint Elena getting all passive aggresive @5:32.

elena said...

Yep I'm at work and feeling slightly better.

Hope there are no tornadoes but you never know.

5:57 said...

Look at 6:06 with that negative personality trait diagnosis. do that often, do you?

Anonymous said...

I call 'em as I see 'em 6:17.

ergoproxy said...

well I hope not elena, but great you don't feel worse.

I'm off for my walk, see you later!

xx

5:57 said...

So do I 6:06.

Do you point them out on the street?

elena said...

Have a nice walk, Ergo. I only have about 30 more minutes to work then it's off to the grocery store before heading home.

Hope to speak to you later.

Anonymous said...

Idiot. Everything you say is always so stupid.
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Seriously, that's all you can come up with is idiot? How original. I'm not a sensitive person so it takes much more than that to offend me.

I support freedom of speech for everyone. Take that as you will.

Anonymous said...

Love is all ya need!

elena said...

Oh damn I would have said....



ERGO


if I knew the page was changing.

elena said...

Hi BC

How are you today?

Love is needed, anon.

Anonymous said...

Ergo is love.

Anonymous said...

Hi and bye ergo. Enjoy your walk. And yep, I'm feeling much better, thanks for asking.

Hey elena what's up? Eh, I'm doing alright, thanks for asking.

Anonymous said...

Ergo is SELF love.

Anonymous said...

When I was a young boy I tried to listen
And I wanna feel like that
Little white shadows, blink and miss them
Part of a system I am

If you ever feel like something's missing
Things you'll never understand
Little white shadows, sparkle and glisten
Part of a system, a plan

When all our sounds are waking up
All the space I'm taking up
All the sound is breaking up

Maybe you get what you wanted
Maybe you stumbled upon it
Everything you ever wanted
In a permanent state

Maybe you'll know when you see it
Maybe if you say it, you'll mean it
And when you find it, you keep it
In a permanent state
A permanent state

Anonymous said...

Sounds like you might need some self lovin' 6:37.

Anonymous said...

Might find it unnecessary to judge other people if you're satisfied.

elena said...

Coldplay is excellent anon. Thanks for sharing the lyrics.

Anonymous said...

Nonsense 6:43. Everyone does, satisfied or not, part of human nature. Only some take it to extremes.

elena said...

Not much going on here, BC. I hope I get home before the next round of storms hits.

How's your weather been?

Anonymous said...

Is it supposed to storm over there today elena?

Weather has been a bit cool lately which is not normal for June, but the last couple of days it's been warming up, so I can't complain.

elena said...

yeah we just keep geting storms. It was cool today but now it's heating up which makes me think the storms might get bad.

Anonymous said...

Hmm, sounds like it. How's the shop coming to? Find any good books?

elena said...

I've found lots of good books during my travels.

I'm still trying to process them all.

Well, nice talking to you but I need to head out. Take care, BC

Anonymous said...

Ok. See you later elena, have a good day

tobee said...

(well aren't you a smarty pants) :)

I had missed you Bee Enthusiast! Beautiful pictures there! Makes me want to go outside, or by chance just live as a bee. Life would be simpler then, wouldn't it? Looking at those I think Bradbury was right, they must smell delicious. And the poem is just beautiful as well. I can't be the only one who felt it was a bit, naughty? :P I'm happy to see you. I hope things are good with you. Bee well.


Don't mean to sound like a sarcastic rawk star at you other anons, but:

perhaps Mayo ought to put some xanax in his candy dish. (Just sayin.)

bye! :)

Anonymous said...

Anons have wanted Mayo to pull the plug here from the start. Nothing to do with whether the porchies are here or not.
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Like to prove that wouldntcha....get your name in the National Geographic...

tobee said...

I didn't mean to be rude and not say hello to everyone!

Hello!

Goodbye! :)

Anonymous said...

Hi and goodbye tobee anon

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