Saturday, May 9, 2009

At the Home

I hate to see you
When you're falling apart
Can't you start over, again?

Elizabeth crumbles
Alone in her chair
Keeps her windows shut
To keep out the air

Elizabeth crumbles
Alone in her bed
Spends all her pastime
Mulled in her dread

What keeps her living
Is her fear of being
Anywhere other than here
So they’ll feed her too much
Or it’s never enough,
Then it's fuck you
“Get the hell out of here!"

Elizabeth stumbles
Over everything I've said
Pining words are useless
Pushed round in her head

The mystery was my bravery
I never knew what I'd get
Will it be her fear or regret?
Her confusion my denial?
Walked her shoes a while
Now she can’t turn back
So she said then she’ll stay
And I will walk away

Elizabeth mumbles
Over and over my name
Forgetting tomorrow
Will never be the same

She’s repeating her beating
Did you bring her a drink?
Why are you leaving?
What the hell do you think?
That she’ll fuck you
To get the hell out of here

Elizabeth tumbles
Out onto the floor
With an abandon of reason
It is herself abhorred

She sat alone in her room
Pouring over her gloom
Never got out of her chair
And they don't even care
Now that they’ve all receded
Into the ground or fleeted
To the wormholes
And woodwork back there

You'll find repair
Where that memory
Becomes illusory

Look, again?



p.s. in the end it is what you think you will get.

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ergoproxy said...

When being the boy where I am young as for my father in order to look at [machingubando] which carried me to the city as for him when being brought up, the son you said being struck and it is absurd it was broken it is the rescue person? ? As for him, your ogre which said those which it is defeated and the plan which all non belief person those made? In order on the 1st, to lead in order to connect black parade within the summer, because I leave the illusion of A

toujours said...

[machingubando]

*hee*

ergoproxy said...

Occasionally, as for me as for her who obtains feeling you see in me and other time I should go, me as, you are moved when the body of sort and going and that entirely, by rising and falling as for us as for us who are wanted informing entirely, us it keeps continuing, it keeps continuing however and it dies, goes your memory keeps continuing, us me whom it keeps continuing, in my center, as for me believes that it cannot include that, celebration song does not explain that

ergoproxy said...

machingubando is just so cute!!

ergoproxy said...

While and that has retracted and sending, from the dream which it atrophies your misery the coating where and hatred kills us entirely and therefore that is black, do to recover us permit the fact that you shout clearly in the edge it fights with that? As for us as for us who inquire about the call in order to keep continuing keep continuing, however die, my thing which your memory which goes keeps continuing, believe, to be broken, however it is defeated, as for us, and as for the widow where you whom it keeps continuing become fatigued you march

elena said...

I'd like to hear Gerard sing it that way.

toujours said...

i love how redundant they all are, like someone trying very earnestly to convey a point.

toujours said...

ergo, teenagers just came on in my headphones, can you do that real quick?

and then i really really have to go to bed. :)

ergoproxy said...

sure thing TJ

ergoproxy said...

Because as for those using all lies of the book which it has been about to make your glance clean, in order to make the citizen from you, them because you sleep with the gun and because watches your son therefore as for them the medicine you may look at all things does not work under any condition giving ridicule those those which go clean the method of maintaining it goes, you obtained tearing your head, another cog of your aspiring murder machine to fragment

ergoproxy said...

You have lived from me who as for them fear someone of the teenagers therefore you make clothing dark whether, or if strike the attitude where are extreme can bleed and worry less, but the terrible name where are girl they of the boy and of the faction where perhaps they, every [wa] shoot you and me who am not attach many children it probably will never encounter with it has not done if you are troubled and are hurt in something which is obtained under your shirt those do the payment for thing in those

ergoproxy said...

If strike the attitude where as for them fear someone of the teenagers bleeds and therefore you make clothing dark whether, or is extreme, you have lived from me who can worry less, are perhaps they, every [wa] shoot you and me who am not

If strike the attitude where as for them fear someone of the teenagers bleeds and therefore you make clothing dark whether, or is extreme, you have lived from me who can worry less, are perhaps they, every [wa] shoot you and me who am not

If strike the attitude where as for them fear someone of the teenagers bleeds and therefore you make clothing dark whether, or is extreme, you have lived from me who can worry less, are perhaps they, every [wa] shoot you and me who am not

toujours said...

aspiring murder machine

wow.

thanks ergo! :D


good night you guys, it's been a fun night! sweet dreams elena, sweet dreams ergo. :)

toujours said...

someone of the teenagers

lol


good night!

elena said...

Night TJ

Good hanging with ya. Talk to you later. Sweet dreams

ergoproxy said...

goodnight TJ
sweet dreams
and no "dream which it atrophies your misery"

elena said...

Ha I just figured out how to put my orb pic on my Twitter page.

ergoproxy said...

oh cool! as a background?

elena said...

Yep but I had to do it tile

elena said...

Ergo what is the next movie you want to see?

ergoproxy said...

I tiled my storm pic, did I tell you I sent it to our weather guy and he showed it on the news, I was soooo thrilled!!!!

toujours said...

mayo,

i love language, all the ways words can transmogrify and become something else, just by how you fit them together. when i write and am struggling for a word, i start paging through the dictionary, looking up possible choices and reading their etymologies. the sources of their meaning always helps me find the word i want, the word that conveys exactly what i mean to say, down to its core.

i'm tons more casual when writing these comments, of course. *grin*

but words are magic, and words are at the heart of the beginnings of religions, words are what define us as humans because we cannot help but define our world. we are listmakers and categorizers. we are namers. have you ever tried to meditate by being mindful? it's difficult! it isn't easy to be aware of everything that surrounds you without also naming those sounds and sights.

words are why i love poetry, why reading good poetry gives me exactly the same rush as a good music, why so often i find myself reading a poem with my breath caught, like a young girl reading her first love letter. it's not the imagery of the poem, it's the way it builds, in rhythm and flow, the way it's like a dance in my mind.

What keeps her living
Is her fear of being
Anywhere other than here
So they’ll feed her too much
Or it’s never enough,
Then it's fuck you
“Get the hell out of here!
"

is it a rapid-fire dazzling tapdance, or a tango, with twists and liquid slides? *grin*


that's what tonight was, and it was fun and silly, too. and i've only ever had that sort of fun here. this is where i can feed on words, play with words, and use them every night to share myself, my thoughts, my mental rambles with you.

maybe i should apologize? *heh*


good night, mayo. you will always have my gratitude.

ergoproxy said...

well if I don't see Start Trek again, to have a watch of Spock one more time.....
(and bones)

I will be going to see transformers 2
but shame it has people in it

elena said...

I can't wait to see transformers 2

I loved the first one but I'm not too sure about GI Joe. I saw the previews and it looks kinda stupid

ergoproxy said...

I wasn't in to GI Joe and it looks lie an excuse to be all cgi and special effects

I did like how the Star Trek was sort of simple like the series, not tizzed up like Start Trek series Voyager etc
he kind of captured the charm of the original somehow, for me
while still being modern
you know?

elena said...

I agree it really did remind me of the show and in a very good way.

You always knew by the color of their shirt which crew memeber was gonna die when they transported to another planet. LOL

ergoproxy said...

oh it was clear the aussie guy when they were jumping on the drill was gonna get it, he was gung ho, loud and didn't have a name

if you are in a show like that you NEED a name, a full name too, not just a surname

elena said...

yep that's so true

ergoproxy said...

if they cast you as "soldier #3" in the script assume you aren't in the final scene

Literal Anon said...

Booga looga sookie poo you people are full of it. Get a real life.

elena said...

yep "soldier #3's" days are numbered.

ergoproxy said...

"sure I'm in the movie, see over there behind that truck, here's my close up (1 second) aaaand I'm dead"

elena said...

Oh but for that one second it's pure magic

ergoproxy said...

well have to admit I would totally do it
just to be there!

lol

elena said...

Well time for me to hit the hay.

Stormy and I have a big day planned tomorrow. Take care, Ergo

elena said...

Mayo

I have to tell you what happened this morning. First off let me say that my mom never ceases to amaze me. She seems all quiet and serious but sometimes she’s downright funny. So I guess I haven’t been careful about rolling my eyes during cereal quests. I mean I try, really I do. But hells bells it’s not easy. Anyway, I did admit that I’ve mentioned how important that one kind of cereal is to her here on the blog. So this morning I go to visit her, like I do every morning, and this is what I found on the kitchen table.


THE cereal



At first I just stared at it and wondered what the hell was going on. She was sting there with her cup of coffee looking so serious. I asked her why she had cut out part of the cereal box. My first thought was ‘crap she’s out’ and I knew we just bought a box a few days ago. But no, that wasn’t it. This was cut from the old box. She smiled and said that since my friends knew she was partial to one kind of cereal that I should show them what it looks like. Then she started laughing. So I took a pic of “THE CEREAL”. Just remember NO FROSTING. Mom makes me laugh, she really does.

Hope you laughed today, Mayo. Hope it was a very good day. And shit, I gotta say it…I miss you. Take care.

Night Mayo

Elena

ergoproxy said...

ok elena hope you ahve a great day

take care
sweet dreams

ergoproxy said...

Oh elena!! that is fantastic!!
tell your mum I am so happy to know which one is her favourite :]

ergoproxy said...

hey Mayo
hope you had a good Thursday, heading into a great Friday. I had a relaxing day, and am nice and ready for a long weekend. Don't know if we'll do anything much though, hubby has to work tomorrow but we may have friends coming up to visit and that's always nice. Otherwise a bit more work on the pig sty and other around the house stuff, or if the weather is nice maybe a trip up the valley or to the beach. It's nice to just have options isn't it. No pressure, no deadlines. Hope you have a great end of the working week
much love EP xx

SS
you had a good week so far? I hope so, and I hope that Friday leads you happily into the weekend. Do you have any plans? Or will it just be an opportunity to kick back and relax? Whatever you choose to do I hope you have great weather, enjoyable company and create lasting good memories
lotsa love EP xx

goodnight blogbelieve, see you in my morning
♥xx♥

Anonymous said...

Time present and time past
Are both perhaps present in time future
And time future contained in time past
If all time is eternally present
All time is unredeemable.

attention all anons said...

All anons,

let me make a request. If you have left here and don't care for the people who are still here, please leave them in peace. You have made your choice, you have a place to go where you are not bothered, they deserve the same.

If you don't care for the ones who left, please don't talk about them here. It doesn't help anything. It only hurts the blues who are left. You are not doing them any favors even if you think you are supporting them. Just talk about other things with them. Don't show support for one by attacking another.

Anonymous said...

In other words, pretend nothing ever happened.

Anonymous said...

Yea, yea..thats the ticket.

Anonymous said...

To the Lovelies left behind

Anonymous said...

Yes, the best thing to do is pretend they were never here in the first place.

This is how it is.

Kapu basically said that this blog "wasn't worth it". She could not handle other people's OPINIONS about how she runs her life and the things she says.

(If you don't want people's opinions on you, KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT.

If you don't want to talk about your grandmother, don't SAY you don't want to talk about her. Just don't. Simple.)

So Mayo..... you heard it right from her. SS too. You are "not worth it" for her to come here. NO ONE here is "worth it" to her obviously.

Now the question is.... what are you, Mayo and SS, going to do about it? There are Lovelies here who think you ARE worth it. Who think each other are worth it.

The Family.

Isn't it time you showed the ones who care about you, that you care about them?

Put that in your pipe and smoke it said...

It's being berated like this that keeps a number of people off this blog.

It's not about "Family." It's about respecting those around you whether you like what they say or not.

Kapunua has been slammed more than anybody I know on this blog.

Why?

Because she's intelligent? Maybe because Mayo has gravitated towards her more than anybody else? Maybe it's because she doesn't take any shit from anybody.

I don't come here often because it's the pointing of fingers and "oooh, oooh, lookit me. I'm great and they suck."

Take it any way you want to, this place has changed and not for the better.

Anonymous said...

"Kapunua has been slammed more than anybody I know on this blog.

Why?"

Because she is incapable of this

"It's about respecting those around you whether you like what they say or not."


I also disagree with your comment "slammed more than anybody". There has been some really ugly shit thrown at the ones here. From "anons" and your friends signed in.

Just leave, ok? Can't you leave these people alone if you hate them so much? Since you only drop by once in a while, is it too much to ask for you to give them a place without this crap?

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
The best thing everyone here can do, including anons, is to never mention her again. She wants attention. Don't give it to her. She has said her part and yes, it was expected, but she is expecting it to be the topic of conversation for days.

There is no reason to ever darken this place with anything about her ever again.

June 4, 2009 8:17 PM

put that in your pipe and smoke it said...

How about you make a list of the people who are approved to post here and then make a list of the people you would like to ban?

Is that fair? Is that right?

I'll post when I see fit, not when you or your vulture friends deem it appropriate for me to do so.

Anonymous said...

"How about you make a list of the people who are approved to post here and then make a list of the people you would like to ban?"


So another Fix then?

Anonymous said...

1:03
Put your pipe down and step away. That shit'll mess you up. Looks like lots of damage has already been done.

Anonymous said...

Maybe it's because she doesn't take any shit from anybody.


Do you have the same affection for the others who don't take shit from anybody? There are a few. I doubt that you spoke up for them when they were being insulted and ridiculed. Mostly by her and her sheep.

Anonymous said...

Look at what happened to Amyranth after The Fix and The GUidelines? Doesn't THAT matter?

Did Amyranth get any respect for those things?

No, she was mocked. Repeatedly. Laughed at. By who? By the Porchies of course.

Who else?

Anonymous said...

Don't fuel the fire.

Anonymous said...

The "Fix" was an idea that was not right for this place. It was fine for Amyranth to voice her own opinion at her place. That's what the blogs are for. Nothing wrong with that. The fact that people had the balls to try enforce it here was laughable.

I have stood up for many people here. Some of them I didn't even care for, but felt that they were being attacked for no reason. Since I don't know who you are, I can't say I've ever stood up for you, but I could've.

Believe it or not, I'm not a mindless follower. But if you knew me, you'd already know that.

That's all folks!

Anonymous said...

20 gallons of gasoline were poured on that fire @ 7:06 last night.

It's time to bring in the bright red fire engines to extinguish those flames once and for all.

for 9:59,etc said...

and the lovelies who remain



Life is that Flower

Life is that ever lasting flower
The flower that is always in constant bloom
People are that dying powder
That cause the flower to slowly consume
People cause the flower to die
Just as fast as those bees fly
People don’t care about the flower
They just care about the nectar it brings
They care about the flowers sweet things
Only a few care to keep the flower in bloom
Only a few are worried when the flower is doomed
The flower is life that ever lasting thing
Life is something that is truly a blessing
Once you poor that powder on our flower
Life will descend and we will follow in a whirlpool of sorrow
Because life is that ever lasting flower
So treat our flower correct, and we may just see tomorrow



Everett Smith

Anonymous said...

"It was fine for Amyranth to voice her own opinion at her place. "


Was it "fine" for them to mock her? To turn her words into "beyond poetic"? and plaster that mockery of her words all over the porch?

That is what I call lack of respect.

Anonymous said...

It was fine for the porchies to voice their own opinions at their own place. That's why it was created. Just like Amyranth did at her blog.

The "Fix" was created and dragged over here to muzzle a certain group of people. Plain and simple.

You may not like the poem, but then again, I didn't like what was directed towards the porchies.

Anonymous said...

What was directed to the porchies? Nothing more than her OPINION.

Anonymous said...

Her OPINION was directed towards them, yes.

And their opinon was a response in prose.

What's the difference?

Anonymous said...

The difference is that Amyranth's only crime was caring about this blog. Whether you agree with The Fix or not her heart was in the right place. She wanted to save Mayo's.

When the porchies responded, it was with the intention to mock her words towards them.

That is the difference.

Anonymous said...

ok.

Thank you.

I see where this is going.

Thank you for taking the time to try and re-educate me in the matters of caring for the blog.

Anonymous said...

4480 and counting....hmmmmm

Anonymous said...

Was it "fine" for them to mock her? To turn her words into "beyond poetic"? and plaster that mockery of her words all over the porch?

That is what I call lack of respect.



How about Amy calling them "beyond pathetic" first? That shows a lack of respect as well.

Gotta love the hypocrisy of this place.

Anonymous said...

Amy's words came from her heart. She speaks her mind. She "doesn't take shit from anybody" isn't that how you said it?

And her words were in order to SAVE THE BLOG.

Do you not remember that part??

Anonymous said...

save it from what?

ourselves?

Anonymous said...

How about too much fun derailing the place?

Yeah, I can see how we needed saving from all that.

sister midnite said...

You people are fucking UNBELIEVABLE.

Where do ANY of you get off judging ANYONE ELSE??? Have you taken the amount of shit & abuse that some of the BlogBelievers here have had to tolerate?? If you have, then you know how shitty it feels -- why do it to others? And here's a hint: Just because you may not be happy does NOT give you the right to crap on someone else's bed.

Why anyone feels it's necessary to post their opinion on what someone else says or does, just goes to show why the human race is eventually going to drive itself to extinction. Sure, everyone is entitled to their own opinion. But why do so many people feel the need to share it here??? If you KNOW that what you have to say is going to hurt someone or piss someone off, and you post it anyway, then put on your Pampers and go back to playschool. You're not ready to be an adult.

I've been gone much more than I've been here, but I was here at the beginning. What was once a fun place to be is now SUPERBLY fucked-up, because of all the shit being flung at the walls. And frankly, it keeps getting worse rather than better.

Those of you who bitch about Kapunua and 'The Porchies', her so-called "followers": Do you even know anything about them? Anything TRUE, I mean, not what you've perceived from Mayo's blog. No? Then quit picking at their carcasses.

Some of the shit that's been said and done to Kapunua, I wouldn't do to my worst enemy. But you pule & whine about forgiveness. Here's a flash of reality for you: NOT EVERYTHING SAID OR DONE CAN BE FORGIVEN. If you tell someone that you wished they were dead, and then want to apologize for it, why in the fuck SHOULD they forgive you???

((Speaking of, I apologize for the caps, I'm just really, really frustrated with this place at the moment.))

Those of you who feel it necessary to share Amy's opinions to death, I hope you're happy with yourselves. All you've done is dragged the problem on and on and on and ON. The Fix, The Guidelines, blah blah blabbity blah... we get it. Support it or not, just PLEASE shut up about it already!

The moral of this story is, shit has happened (continually) that has caused people to not get along. We all know it, so there is no further need to keep bringing it up.







(PS - If I could email Mayo, I would ask him to seriously consider sub-titling his blog, "PMS & A Handgun". This place makes Bellevue seem like an amusement park.)

Anonymous said...

Her Here!!

Well said...

Well said indeed!

Anonymous said...

That should read Here Here!!

Anonymous said...

Of course YOU would see it like that SM. She has her claws in a lot of people here.

sister midnite said...

Anon @ 4:12, if you're suggesting that I'm a 'follower', you could not be more wrong. The only person I follow is myself.

Anonymous said...

Why is everyone arguing and so mad?

The porchies have vanquished. The blog has been won by the night crew.

Everyone here is friends. They like each other. Anons who liked the porchies can go follow the rest of the sheep.

There is friendship and conversations to be had here. Mayo still gets his fix of poetry only now it's not being used to derail people and upset Amyranth.

Can't we just pretend that the porchies never existed and go on with our lives?

I mean we WON. Let's just forget about them and be happy!

Anonymous said...

Maybe that's why you can't see straight SM! Following yourself will never get you anywhere. You just keep going in circles endlessly. Open your eyes to the truth.

Anonymous said...

LMFAO!

Why anyone feels it's necessary to post their opinion on what someone else says or does, just goes to show why the human race is eventually going to drive itself to extinction.

Here here for Sister Midnite.

Every journalist, reporter, poet, music writer, essayist, screenplay writer, fiction writer, non fiction writer, etc out there is falling out of their chairs in fits of laughter statement.

Lets all get our mouths sewn shut and our fingers cut off.

Here here.

That's fuckin hilarious.

Anonymous said...

Win the blog?...What....in the.....Hell....are you talking about??

Its a damn blog....

What contest in Hell did you win to get this as a prize??

Anonymous said...

Why is everyone arguing and so mad?

The porchies have vanquished. The blog has been won by the night crew.




LOL! I just come here to read stupid comments like these. Oh brother, this place has gotten ridiculous! Tell me what did you get for winning? A blue ribbon?

Anonymous said...

We got to not get harassed by the porchies and asskissers and sheep. We get to talk amongst ourselves as friends.

That is what we got.

Anonymous said...

NEW GHOST ADVENTURES TONIGHT!!!!


Zack Baggans RULES!!

Anonymous said...

Well here is my OPINION; Amy and anyone who agrees with her "fix" is "beyond pathetic". It is also my OPINION that everyone who are left here on a consistent basis, are seriously mentally disturbed.

Now before all of you get frothy, remember, those are my OPINIONS, which under your guidelines is allowed.

Anonymous said...

We got to not get harassed by the porchies and asskissers and sheep. We get to talk amongst ourselves as friends.


Yeah, Solly and Smoke where a bunch of bullies and i'm sure that they hurt alot of people with those poems. LOL!

Anonymous said...

We got to not get harassed by the porchies and asskissers and sheep. We get to talk amongst ourselves as friends.



and you can have that anywhere...it goes deeper than that.

how superfuckingficial is that!!

Anonymous said...

...and to the victor goes the spoils...look around.



ENJOY!!!

Anonymous said...

4:35, haven't you heard, the poetry hurt Amy. And it derailed her. And since she is the only person whose feelings count, the bad evil poetic words had to be banished.

Anonymous said...

Of course SisM means that only one set of opinions can be expressed. Since the beginning people's opinions have been jumped on.

I remember instances where when people joined in but did not say hello to Kapunua they were told off and made feel unwelcome. But that behavior and those opinions are ok.

Fucking joke!

Anonymous said...

Going to work "hurts" me but i don't think i could live a normal life if i ban everything that "hurts me"

sister midnite said...

Anon @ 4:16, you'll need to give me a better reason why I should open my eyes to YOUR truth.

Anon @ 4:24, glad you had a laff. I think you read my statement a bit too literally -- I was talking about the internet, more specifically about this blog. Statements like "I like Amy" or "I don't like the Porchies" aren't exactly inspirational, are they?

Let's face it, Mayo's blog (as well as at least half of the interwebz) are made up of one part meaning and three parts bullshit. Don't agree? Fine. You just go on believing that everyone's opinion in soooo valuable.

Anonymous said...

I remember Kapu calling a certain someone "Dick weed" for calling he an attention whore when she came on to talk about her suicidal friend.

You know acting like an attention whore. On a night when BC was clearly having a bad night and had the stage.

sister midnite said...

In case you don't remember, BC has had her fair share of abuse, too. So it's OK if it's directed at Kapunua or "The Porchies", but not if it's directed at someone you *like*?

Now I'm LMAO!
Thanks for that!

Anonymous said...

Mayo should subtitle the blog, "Where hypocrisy and mental illness run wild"

Anonymous said...

I remember Kapu calling a certain someone "Dick weed" for calling he an attention whore when she came on to talk about her suicidal friend.


Well that was a very dickish thing they said to her. As far as B.C. having the stage, was she putting on a concert or what?

Anonymous said...

I remember Kapu calling a certain someone "Dick weed" for calling he an attention whore when she came on to talk about her suicidal friend.

You know acting like an attention whore
.

Amy is the biggest attention whore of them all. Her entire fix was about how poetry and games and the like were leaving her tales of what cereal she's eating or her trip to the farmer's market, unheard.

Anonymous said...

sister midnite said...

In case you don't remember, BC has had her fair share of abuse, too. So it's OK if it's directed at Kapunua or "The Porchies", but not if it's directed at someone you *like*?

Now I'm LMAO!
Thanks for that!


June 5, 2009 4:54 PM

But isn't that what you are implying too, SisM? You are not interested in the abused people here other that the people you like.

I cannot believe you don't see your own hypocrisy before you type and yet have the stupidity to call others out when they do what you are doing.

Anonymous said...

That is not what she is doing.

sister midnite said...

Anon @ 5:08 said:

But isn't that what you are implying too, SisM? You are not interested in the abused people here other that the people you like.

I cannot believe you don't see your own hypocrisy before you type and yet have the stupidity to call others out when they do what you are doing.




Um, excuse me, but I don't recall ever saying I don't like the people here. I'll be the first to admit that when the whole MWM debacle happened, I said some nasty things to a few people. I also apologized for them.

There is NO ONE here that I don't talk to, except the shit-stirring anons. As for my 'stupidity', I don't believe you've done anything to qualify as a judge thereof. So I'll thank you kindly for being an ass when I did NOTHING to you.

Anonymous said...

What Stage?

Its a blog, there is no stage. Nor do I think that BC was looking to be on any stage. I really don't think she thinks that way.

Anonymous said...

chicken shit!

Anonymous said...

I feel sorry for Mayo. He must want to put this blog out of it's misery. But the people left are so unstable and need this blog so badly that he must feel obligated to keep it up here even if he rarely visits anymore. Personally, I would end it and hope that the people would just move on and not do anything desperate.

Anonymous said...

If i was Mayo i would post one awesome post and go out with a bang! I would hope that he/she reveals who they are. Then they could run for the hills before the shit starts flinging!

Anonymous said...

Turn off the comments.

Anonymous said...

So Mayo..... you heard it right from her. SS too. You are "not worth it" for her to come here. NO ONE here is "worth it" to her obviously.

Now the question is.... what are you, Mayo and SS, going to do about it? There are Lovelies here who think you ARE worth it. Who think each other are worth it.

The Family.

Isn't it time you showed the ones who care about you, that you care about them
?


Do you really think this is the best way to engage Mayo and SS? Do you expect them to respond positively to this type of blatant manipulation?

Something tells me they won't.

Anonymous said...

^iawtc. i get the feeling both of them are strong characters with a stubborn streak and neither of them like being told what to do. if you try to back them into a corner they will just dig their heels in and do the exact opposite. remember when anons kept trying to force mayo to send get well wishes to OPL, he made a point of not doing it.

ergoproxy said...

good morning!!

blue sky, bright sun, coffee in bed still snuggled under my doonah

aaaah can a saturday morning be better?

elena said...

well good morning, Ergo. That does sound like a lovely start to the day.

Anonymous said...

^iawtc. i get the feeling both of them are strong characters with a stubborn streak and neither of them like being told what to do. if you try to back them into a corner they will just dig their heels in and do the exact opposite. remember when anons kept trying to force mayo to send get well wishes to OPL, he made a point of not doing it.

You cannot make anyone do anything. However, you can make someone think.

ergoproxy said...

oh hi elena!

I do love autumn mornings

how was your day with Stormy?

Anonymous said...

In their efforts to have Mayo all to themselves, they extinguished a light that fascinated him. If Mayo loses interest and abandons this place, everyone will have lost, and that's a real shame.

Anonymous said...

Exactly, and that is just what Mayo should do. He should THINK. Think about the people who know this blog is "still worth it."

He obviously still means something to them.

Anonymous said...

6:35 why don't you stop pretending to be Mayo.

Anonymous said...

Statements like "I like Amy" or "I don't like the Porchies" aren't exactly inspirational, are they?


Statements like "I like the porchies" or "I don't like the night crew bitches" aren't exactly inspirational either, are they?

Statements like

4:35, haven't you heard, the poetry hurt Amy. And it derailed her. And since she is the only person whose feelings count, the bad evil poetic words had to be banished.

But the people left are so unstable and need this blog so badly that he must feel obligated to keep it up here even if he rarely visits anymore. June 5, 2009 5:27 PM


aren't exactly inspirational, are they?

But, let anyone question "them" or call them out on their behaviour. Let anyone call them on their low EQ, lack of empathy or suggest that Kapunua is emotially damaged or a suffering from personality disorder and you come running in here to defend her and say how horrible the people saying those things are.

Did you read her comments @ 7:06? Did you?

The same self serving, self centered, self obsessed shit she's posted since Nov 2007.

It's always some one else's fault. The night crew bitches and the anons who talk to them deserved all the things she said to them. Anyone who didn't kiss her ass and tell her how amazing, wonderful and talented she is deserved to be cut down and cut off. They deserved to be called the names she and her friends called them. She owes no one an apology. She had done no wrong here. They have done no wrong here.

Hypocrisy reigns supreme.

Anonymous said...

By the way, Mayo was fascinated by her? My ASS he was.

Trust me. Mayo knows who the TRUE lovelies are!!

elena said...

My day with Stormy was fun. She and I spent the day at Estate and Garage sales finding all kinds of cool things.

Now I'm at work.

And yes Autumn is nice but to me this place in time is much better. I love this time of year.

Anonymous said...

She called Mya an idiot and DW Dickweed.

Anonymous said...

She's allowed to call Mya an idiot over a JOKE that Mya made about child slavery, and call DW an idiot over expressing his OPINION. And tell someone to get aborted because they teased about her dead dog, boohoo.

She's ALLOWED to say all of those things. And her friends support her.

But let ONE PERSON call her out on how she was dealing with her grandmother. Let ONE PERSON call her out on the endless poetry. Let ONE PERSON google her to try to make a point.

Then they are EVIL and BAD and she is the victim again.

Anonymous said...

Ops I mean she call DW dickweed, not idiot. Idiot was Mya. Endless poetry made Amyranth make the Fix.

In return Mya sent emails that result in her loosing her job.

In return DW a blog for other people who didn't want to deal with her.

In return, Amyranth's Fix was mocked in you guessed it, yet another poem. Wouldn't YOU call her a cunt, a bitch all the things that she IS?

Those people did those thing to her IN RETURN for what SHE had already done. People seem to forget that part.

miranth said...

Hi!

Anons - if you don't like it here, you don't have to stay.

Hi SisM!

No time to read - have to fix my car.

But Amy! - Tied 2 all! Hopefully that means more hockey for us!

Also didn't get to watch the game much as my friend's abusive ex boyfriend showed up and screamed at us at the top of his lungs all sorts of abuse. He went literally 'ape shit.' He reminded me of a simian (sp.) Anyway he knocked her down and stole her purse and (with twelve or so men standing around) I was the one who got it back. And I am tiny compared to this dude.

Bouncers did nothing as the guy spends a lot of money there. Though they appeared not to care that the game was interrupted for all.

Anyway, I knew the guy for three years and never ever suspected he was like that! Nor did any of my other friends.

Anyway - have a good one guys!

Anonymous said...

6:44 you reason like a child.

Anonymous said...

Now the question is.... what are you, Mayo and SS, going to do about it? There are Lovelies here who think you ARE worth it. Who think each other are worth it.

The Family.

Isn't it time you showed the ones who care about you, that you care about them
?

Comments like these diminish the value of any gestures that may have been voluntarily extended, as they would now be perceived as hollow, forced or contrived.

ergoproxy said...

I like autumn and spring here, we don't get changes in the vegetation like you do, but the temperatures are much milder, after really hot summers.

What sort of things did you find?

ergoproxy said...

HI miranth awesome that your car is fixed but how awful for your friend, and all of you to have to sit through his tirade, well done getting her purse back
I hope he leaves her alone, that is not a good situation to end up in.

Anonymous said...

6:38
Those were the least of her sins. I mean, if it's ok for her to call the good people left here "fakes", "phoney's", "idiots"

which they've always done on AIM

"scum", "not worth her time", "liars", "paranoid", "psychos", "stupid", "dense", "retarded", "beneath her", "delusional (pot meet kettle) etc

then, I think it should be ok for you to call her whatever you want.

Or, they should have a problem when it's done to everyone
not just when it's done to her or them.

ergoproxy said...

ooh ohh!!!
I remembered I meant to say a couple of days ago. MUSE have said the title of their new album is:

"The Resistance".

and they have a european tour end of this year so I am hoping for an aussie tour early next year

Can't wait to hear it!!!!

Anonymous said...

Actually wasn't it Amy who called HER scum?

Anonymous said...

I forgot, she implied the OPS were liars when the OPS implicated Sdock, Smoke and Fimble in "Orange Little bees" catastrophe (which I still think they were behind).

elena said...

Hi Miranth

Ergo I got a huge abacus. I have no idea what I'm going to do with it but it was just too cool to pass up.

Anonymous said...

Amy called her Scum - because she is. If the shoe fits....

Anonymous said...

Both sides have behaved as poorly as each other.

Anonymous said...

Comments like these diminish the value of any gestures that may have been voluntarily extended, as they would now be perceived as hollow, forced or contrived.

June 5, 2009 6:46 PM




Reverse manipulation 6:46?



Or they could be perceived as Mayo and SS finally taking a stand.

How many times were Mayo and SS "forced" to acknowledge something she posted? The poems, the pome, the picture links posted over and over again.

I wouldn't perceive it as hollow, forced or contrived.

I don't think most of the good people would see it that way.

I think they would applaud, say about damn time and thank them.

So would many of the ones who have been long gone as regulars.

Anonymous said...

Or they could be perceived as Mayo and SS finally taking a stand.

I think they've both been quite clear about where they stand.

Anonymous said...

This all started when Kapunua tried to force her views on others. The Obama stuff. The anti -animal and anti fur rants. Links to anti fur videos. Links to Obama sites. Links about diamonds and how evil she thinks they are.

THAT is really what started. it. That kind of talk offends people.

And the anti -American stuff. THAT is truly offensive.

Anonymous said...

THAT is really what started. it. That kind of talk offends people.

It offends SOME people. Stop generalizing.

ergoproxy said...

however Warner is trying to basically "shut down" Musewiki which is rotten
(along with many other fan sites of their artists)
for "damaging the integrity of the intellectual property that we own and have invested in"

If a site is deliberately pirating media or such, or are doing a disservice to the artist, then fair enough, but as Warner doesn't supply a resource which you can access to see archived interviews from all over the world, videos, song lyrics, news and other information about their artists, it is annoying they wish to remove fan based sites that do.

miranth said...

Hi Elena! I hope your back is feeling better!

Ergo - It was pretty scary. I am just glad I was with her and not her five year old daughter. I think shit happens for a reason, so I'm inclined to believe this incident was meant to open her eyes to the danger he poses to her little one.

The cool thing is we spent the night at an old friend's boat and as we left we were eating a friend's birthday cupcakes and giggling like little girls ourselves.

And yes we had icing smeared everywhere.

Anyway, there's always something to smile about just have to look on the bright side.

Ok gotta get the car fixed now - its not done yet and its a long drive.

Anons - is all this really necessary? *just wondering*

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
6:44 you reason like a child.

June 5, 2009 6:45 PM




Then so does Kapunua and her defenders. Her reasoning was the same. Her reasoning was they all deserved the names she called them because they had somehow wronged her first.

Again

pot meet kettle

I do agree. It is very childish, immature reasoning.

ergoproxy said...

an abacus!!!
wow how cool.
Not sure what you'd do with it either, apart from display it, unless your cash register breaks down, or the power is out
have you seen asian shop owners use abacuses? When we went to asia it was amazing to watch, they are so fast and you can do a lot more on an abacus than add and subtract, though I don't know how. They were incredible

Anonymous said...

Obviously they haven't 7:06.

Anonymous said...

Yet she was the one who wronged others first.

With the endless opinions and her and her friends endless posting.

With Amy, "calling a cunt a cunt", sometimes you have to stand up for what is right.

In that case Kapu did deserve it.

And Wendy when she did it too.

If you hate someone that much, maybe you just have to get it off your chest. Especially if you think it is true.

And Kapu DID offend Wendy which is why Wendy ranted at her like that. She DID make the first move. Her overall attitude is anti - American. Well - America means a lot to Wendy.

I can understand where they were coming from calling her names.

elena said...

Miranth glad you had a fun night. Keep looking for that bright side.

Ergo this thing stands on legs, it barely fit in my car. I'm still trying to figure out why I bought it but it "called" to me. LOL

Anonymous said...

Then 7:12 you should understand as you seem to be using the same logic.

elena said...

oh and it was $2.00 So how could I say no?

Anonymous said...

Her reasoning was they all deserved the names she called them because they had somehow wronged her first.




Somehow? Belittling her over the deaths in her family? Accusing her and her friends of somehow hacking blogger? Sending out emails to fuck with her life? Calling her and her friends "pathetic" because they wrote too much poetry?

"Somehow" wronged her. Right.

But when Amy, Wendy, the OPS, any of them tear her a new asshole.... that is OK. Because it's just "their opinion".

You people our out of your minds.

Anonymous said...

You are just making excuses for the way the others retaliated. They are all as bad as each other when it comes to hurting people.

Anonymous said...

How many times were Mayo and SS "forced" to acknowledge something she posted? The poems, the pome, the picture links posted over and over again.

Mayo and SS have never been forced to acknowledge anything or anyone here and I would not expect that to change anytime soon. Kapunua often 'put things out there' for Mayo and SS to read. They only ever responded to the things that were of interest to them.

There is a world of difference between sharing a poem, a song or a picture link with people you consider friends, and petulantly demanding something of them the way 12:40 did.

Anonymous said...

They only ever responded to the things that were of interest to them.

They obviously had no interest in the pic of that duck she kept posting on every page! LMAO!

7;12 said...

Did you miss this part 7:21?

I do agree. It is very childish, immature reasoning.

June 5, 2009 7:12 PM

Anonymous said...

In the whole time I've ever been reading this blog, I never once saw Kapu use anything close to the language and the outright abuse to others, that they used to her.

Mostly aside from a few isolated incidents what I have seen is her ignoring people who called her "cunt, bitch, scum, slum lord," all the bullshit about where she lives, not having a man, being ugly, rants about her being every anon, emails with people's real names in them (which OPS did to Sdock), emails to get people fired, lies, yes LIES about hacking (sorry, I just don't believe that the "porchies" set up the OPS, I seriously believe they just accidentally signed in to insult every one and then blamed a group of innocent people, come on think about it, do you think Fimble Star would hack the OPS???) teasing about her dead dog, teasing about her dead GRANDMOTHER, and the endless cruel things people said to her anon and signed in.

She hasn't even come close to the level of abuse you people flinged at her.

It's sick.

Anonymous said...

And who was it Amyranth told to eat a bag of assholes?

Anonymous said...

I seem to remember that in Amyranth's Guidelines, she specified that it was OK for regulars to say disgusting things to anons IF the anon seemed to be trying to start trouble.

That was Amyranth's stipulation, after all.

Anonymous said...

7:15, Mayo repeatedly told Amy how he felt about things. Then she demanded he say it signed in, so he did and she got all butthurt. It's not his fault some people here are so dense. I don't like Amy but even I felt sorry for her when Mayo handed her her ass on a plate.

Anonymous said...

Actually, Amy DID say over and over that she wanted Mayo to say something signed in.

She also went whining to the watchers apparently.

ergoproxy said...

$2!!

you sure can't go past that!!

you'll have to send me a pic of it

Anonymous said...

You called her "dense". According to her Guidelines it would be OK for her to retaliate by telling you to eat a bag of fried assholes.

When Amy says it's OK to use language like that then it is. Not any other time!!

Anonymous said...

I don't understand the point of all this incessant arguing?

There are less than a handful of people posting here at most times. The people that are highly despised rarely visit, so someone please explain this.

Anonymous said...

The trouble with eating a bag of fried assholes is I'm always hungry an hour later.

Anonymous said...

Empty calories.

Anonymous said...

But when Amy, Wendy, the OPS, any of them tear her a new asshole.... that is OK. Because it's just "their opinion".


Amy, Wendy, the OPS and Mya have all apologized. She never has. Not to anyone other than Mayo, SS or her clique.

She has gone as far as thanking the anons who insulted and harassed Amy, Wendy, the OPS and Mya. She considers those anons nice.

Anonymous said...

Frosting

elena said...

Will do Ergo.

I also got some great books (imagine that).

Oh and some stone eggs I'm going to put out in my flower garden. And some antique blue glass telephone insulators. A whole box of them. They look lovely on the deck railing when the sun shines through them.

Anonymous said...

7:32
I think you need to go back and read the Tic Tac Toe post. Mayo said alot more than you comprehended. It wasn't all about Amy.

Anonymous said...

She has gone as far as thanking the anons who insulted and harassed Amy, Wendy, the OPS and Mya. She considers those anons nice.

That is clearly a false statement.

Anonymous said...

The people that are highly despised rarely visit,


The people who are highly despised are still here obviously.

Otherwise this current shitstorm wouldn't have been started at 7:06 last night.

Anonymous said...

No it's not 7:44. Backread. It happened alot more than once. It happened dozens of times.

Anonymous said...

Then show me 7:48.

Anonymous said...

I wasn't expecting the pink ones to be minty.

ergoproxy said...

telephone insulators? wow they are unusual to find, I think all ours here were brown, clear or white though, they are great shapes, blue would be gorgeous

and I knew you'd find books! It wouldn't be a trip for you if you didn't find a few books
lol

Anonymous said...

You know what goes great with mint? Dr Pepper.

Anonymous said...

Touché.

Anonymous said...

Do your own homework and research 7:50.

Are you accustomed to having other people do everything for you?

Anonymous said...

I don't need to 8:07. It's clear you are interpreting things the way you see them.

And there is no need to be so rude.

Anonymous said...

Reverse manipulation.

I like that. I think it's a keeper.
Wonder if it works as well as reverse psychology.

Anonymous said...

There was no need for you to be so rude 8:10.


"this is clearly a false statement"

That was rude, uninformed and inaccurate.

Any comment savers around who would kind enough to post some of those comments for 8:10?

Anonymous said...

That was rude, uninformed and inaccurate.

It was not. When you state something base it on fact .

Anonymous said...

I'm waiting.

Anonymous said...

Take your own advice 8:27. My statements were based on fact. Anyone who's been around and paid attention since Jan 2008 can verify what I said. Go back and read. Goodnite.

Anonymous said...

Stop making excuses goodnite.

As usual all hot air. You dislike this person so much your lens is skewered to interpret anything said in this way.

The others are just as rude, if not, more so, as she can be.

Anonymous said...

Next time substantiate your "so-called" facts. I have been reading this blog since September 2007.

Anonymous said...

Waiting for what 8:28? Someone to do the work for you. Wait a few hours. You could get lucky. Someone who saved those comments might show up.

You don't have to go back that far. Go back to last month. You'll find some of those comments there.

Anonymous said...

Stop wasting your time 8:41. It's clear you just have a vendetta against this group. Everyone here has has played their part in the breakdown.

Anonymous said...

I feel we now spend more time talking about the dynamics of the group rather than introducing fresh material to discuss.

A callous statement is made. A callous statement back. Evaluation of the validity of both statements. Defense for the person who made the first comment. Counter attack for those who made the second.

The cycle goes on and on.

Anonymous said...

A vendetta? That's almost as overdramatic as

a bottle of other people's poison

people who have either gone ten miles out of their way to hurt me and my friends


Almost.

Persecution complex much? Projecting again with that vendetta accusation?

Anonymous said...

9:00 you never learn, do you?

Anonymous said...

I learn when they do.

Anonymous said...

None of this had to happen. None of it.

Anonymous said...

Persecution complex much? Projecting again with that vendetta accusation?

Me thinks someone is trying to inject some comedy here.

Anonymous said...

I'm waiting for the fix to be brought up for the 1 millioneth time.

Or how Mya got somebody fired.

Anonymous said...

How long will the vendettas against Amy, Mya and the OPs go on? How long will they be hated and hunted?

Tune in next week. The same shit will still be here.

Anonymous said...

It happened. And it's finished.

Anonymous said...

- fin -

Anonymous said...

Just dance. Gunna be okay.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Spin that record babe.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Gunna be okay.
Duh-duh-duh-duh
Dance. Dance. Dance. Ju-just dance.

Anonymous said...

This place is comedy gold.

Anonymous said...

Life is far too short to waste on this. EVERYONE is right. EVERYONE is wrong. OK? EVERYONE has their faults as well as their good points. There is little point in constantly comparing one against another.

Amyranth said...

Helllooooo possums!

Anonymous said...

"Hunted" LMAO. Okay.

Vivienne said...

Just dropping by, and unreliable ghost.
Much love for everyone...

xoxo cupcake

Anonymous said...

Actually Kap reminds me a little of Harry Potter's situation., (I am a huge HP fan.) Others who are so self righteous are constantly trying to "fix" what is wrong, and get away with acting like freaks to Harry. But Harry is scrutinized and if he's not on his 100% best behavior then the self righteous people (like the MoM and Umbridge, and Snape early on) rip him a new one and make his life difficult.

The people here seem to act all nice and fluffy like Umbridge but are malicious inside and seem to wait for her to fuck up.

Amyranth said...

AGH!

GHOST CUPCAKE!!!

Vivienne said...

That's right Amy.....

BOO!

Amyranth said...

AGH!

What's up, Scary Cup?

Vivienne said...

Not much at the moment... I'm looking up bars in my favorite Australian city....... MELBOURNE! I'm trying to find one I dropped by, but I don't remember its name.
And how are you? long time, no... nothing... (my bad)

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