Saturday, May 9, 2009

At the Home

I hate to see you
When you're falling apart
Can't you start over, again?

Elizabeth crumbles
Alone in her chair
Keeps her windows shut
To keep out the air

Elizabeth crumbles
Alone in her bed
Spends all her pastime
Mulled in her dread

What keeps her living
Is her fear of being
Anywhere other than here
So they’ll feed her too much
Or it’s never enough,
Then it's fuck you
“Get the hell out of here!"

Elizabeth stumbles
Over everything I've said
Pining words are useless
Pushed round in her head

The mystery was my bravery
I never knew what I'd get
Will it be her fear or regret?
Her confusion my denial?
Walked her shoes a while
Now she can’t turn back
So she said then she’ll stay
And I will walk away

Elizabeth mumbles
Over and over my name
Forgetting tomorrow
Will never be the same

She’s repeating her beating
Did you bring her a drink?
Why are you leaving?
What the hell do you think?
That she’ll fuck you
To get the hell out of here

Elizabeth tumbles
Out onto the floor
With an abandon of reason
It is herself abhorred

She sat alone in her room
Pouring over her gloom
Never got out of her chair
And they don't even care
Now that they’ve all receded
Into the ground or fleeted
To the wormholes
And woodwork back there

You'll find repair
Where that memory
Becomes illusory

Look, again?



p.s. in the end it is what you think you will get.

6,531 comments:

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Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
I want to hear more about this "secret blog" some people seem to know about.... Don't you all?

Who started it, who is there, IS MAYO THERE and most important who was NOT told?

Not that I want to talk to any of those people who would do that, but to expose them for what they are.



I felt that way too at first, but and I still feel that way about not talking to those people, but really, if they did choose to leave out people who have been here since the beginning and IF Mayo is there, the people left here are better than that. They deserve better. Elena, Toujours, they have done nothing but give support to Mayo from day one. If he allowed them to be left out, which I don't think he would, but who knows, then he doesn't deserve to talk to them.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
I think a lot of people thought Seven was SS at first, making a new blog that was open for comments. But it turned out to be one of the Watchers.

June 2, 2009 1:42 PM



It's not a watcher. It's not SS.

Anonymous said...

If he allowed them to be left out, which I don't think he would, but who knows, then he doesn't deserve to talk to them.

I disagree. Mayo is free to visit any blog he wishes. It's not his responsibility to ensure everyone is included.

And as for your comment that he does not deserve to talk to them, I hope that is not how Toujours and Elena feel. I would hope they do not have 'ownership' issues and would respect his right to talk with whomever he wishes, wherever he wishes.

If they were of the opinion that his actions made him unworthy of their friendship, then perhaps they should question how much value they place in Mayo's friendship.

Anonymous said...

Seven is a watcher. Watcher Nine confirmed it.

Anonymous said...

2:18, that was one of the ugliest comments I have read. What you are not getting is LEAVING OUT people intentionally that you called friends is WRONG, no matter how you try to justify it. If it helps you feel better about it, so be it. Spin it anyway you want to. I said my piece, it's up to each persons conscience how they take it.

Good afternoon.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
Seven is a watcher. Watcher Nine confirmed it.

June 2, 2009 2:19 PM


Then Watcher Nine is wrong.

Anonymous said...

What you are not getting is LEAVING OUT people intentionally that you called friends is WRONG,

But that didn't happen.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
What you are not getting is LEAVING OUT people intentionally that you called friends is WRONG,

But that didn't happen.

June 2, 2009 2:27 PM



Explain.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

2:18, that was one of the ugliest comments I have read. What you are not getting is LEAVING OUT people intentionally that you called friends is WRONG, no matter how you try to justify it
.

Mayo's already done it once, and he tried to justify it.

Anonymous said...

Then Watcher Nine is wrong.


so someone is pretending to be 7 then because 9 and 7 were talking to each other and that's when I realised 7 was wtacher 7.

Anonymous said...

Mayo's already done it once, and he tried to justify it.

June 2, 2009 2:29 PM

No, he apologized. How is this the same?

hug and run said...

*runs in


hugs mayo

hugs ss

hugs 7


runs out*

Anonymous said...

Wrong Seven.

Anonymous said...

So who is Seven? How can you be sure it's not what the other anon said, and Seven is one of the Original Watchers?

Anonymous said...

I know Seven.

shocked said...

Anonymous said...
Then Watcher Nine is wrong.



Imagine that. A watcher being wrong. ;p

Anonymous said...

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
What you are not getting is LEAVING OUT people intentionally that you called friends is WRONG,

But that didn't happen.

June 2, 2009 2:27 PM



Explain.


I don't know how to break it down any more for you. Maybe if I rearrange the words. That happen didn't but. Or if I say it louder...BUT THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN!

Anonymous said...

I've always thought seven was either Andrea or AIP.

Anonymous said...

I don't know how to break it down any more for you. Maybe if I rearrange the words. That happen didn't but. Or if I say it louder...BUT THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN!

June 2, 2009 2:35 PM


Let me break it down. WHAT DIDN'T HAPPEN? DID ALL THE BLUES HERE GET AN E-MAIL? IS THERE ANOTHER BLOG? IS MAYO THERE?

shocked said...

No, he apologized. How is this the same?


He did apologize. That was nice of him to do.
He saw how many people were hurt by what he did.
All that cursing him out was his first clue.

Anonymous said...

2:37
I wouldn't worry about a seeekrat blog. I think the only reason that was brought up here was to make us do exactly what you're doing.

To make us ask about it and wonder whether or not Mayo and SS are there.

To make us question and feel betrayed in some way.

Don't fall for it.

Anonymous said...

So you think the others just left and haven't bothered to deny the blog? You know better than that, and so do the people here. They're not stupid, please don't treat them as such.

Anonymous said...

What you are not getting is LEAVING OUT people intentionally that you called friends is WRONG,

But that didn't happen.

Anonymous said...

The porkies must be keeping in touch with each other since SDock closed down DM.

Anonymous said...

I wondered why it has been so slow here lately.

2:46 said...

I'm not treating the people as though they are stupid. Though, some are naive.

I know "their" tactics. They probably do have a private blog. Good for them if they do.

Knowing their tactics I do still think that the reason another blog was brought up here was to make us ask about it and wonder whether or not Mayo and SS are there.

To make us question and feel betrayed in some way.


The in blues who remain are not falling for it. Did you see any one of them ask a thing about another blog? Nope. They're not worried.

Anonymous said...

To make us question and feel betrayed in some way.

Why would anyone feel betrayed? Everyone knows Mayo and SS have visited other people's blogs in the past, they've both been to DM and nobody complained about that. After all, the people who are left here care about this place soooo much. The people they didn't like have left. You have this blog all to yourselves now, so everyone should be happy.

Anonymous said...

Did you see any one of them ask a thing about another blog? Nope. They're not worried.

That's why they do it as anon.

Anonymous said...

Why did everyone ASSume it was the porkies who had a secret blog? Maybe the anon was talking about Amy, the OPs or Wendy. The anon could even have been talking about Mayo or SS.

2:46 said...

That's why they do it as anon.That's why the in blues are not doing it at all.

I can put a bug in your ear too. I could tell you about my seeekrat blog that Mayo and SS visit everyday. We talk for hours about all types of intimate things. We share our deepest thoughts and our darkest secrets.

I could say that. I could my friends to come here and plant more bugs in your ears. We could try to make you believe it. (Why someone would do that I don't know.) It doesn't make any of it true.

Anonymous said...

Nobody in blue has made a claim that there is another blog.

Nobody in blue has asked questions about who goes there.

Let's not let the anons take over the asylum *is aware of the irony*

2:46 said...

WE agree 3:23.
*is also aware of the irony *

2:46 said...

There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills. -Buddha

Anonymous said...

We could try to make you believe it.

The way the OPs did when they tried to make everyone believe they knew Mayo's true identity because they 'knew his secret' that he had shared with Toujours and how they had been trusted to keep his secret. It really brought the lulz when Mayo said he had never told anyone his identity. Funny, they haven't mentioned knowing his secret since that day!

Anonymous said...

I am amazed by how many individuals mess up every new day with yesterday.

They insist on bring into today the failures of yesterday and in so doing pollute a potentially wonderful day.
-Gary Chapman

2:46 said...

Adios amigos.

Anonymous said...

"The in blues who remain are not falling for it. Did you see any one of them ask a thing about another blog?"



I see blues doing this all the time. They just do it as anon.

And one more thing.

Anonymous said...

I see blues doing this all the time. They just do it as anon.

Yup, that's what I said at 3:10

an original watcher said...

I am one of the original LJ watchers. I can't find the password to the old blog, sorry, I emailed one of the others and if she sends it back I can sign in later to prove it.

We asked around when DW blog was open and no one of the watchers was DW. And we're not "Seven" either.

What were we "wrong" about, we never really said anything aside from making some quizzes in the early days. A blue seems to have it in for us and keeps saying we are 'wrong' about something.... but we never really said anything.

Except ONCE. Let's call her watcher #3 back when there were 7 of us, Amyranth came to our blog after she wrote "the Fix" and asked "what say you, Watchers"??

And we told her what we thought. That The Fix was stupid.

Is that what we were "wrong' about, because I thought all you blues say that opinions can't be wrong?

lol

The Original Watchers said...

I remembered it lol sorry...

Anonymous said...

A few anons have come here claiming to be watchers. Claiming 7 and DW were watchers were two of things they were wrong about.

Maybe the original watchers should ask anons to stop pretending to be them and stop pretending to be in the know and presenting erroneous information as fact.

The problem here is the people who lie and say they are watchers and "they know". Wouldn't you agree watcher.

Anonymous said...

Another thing "the watchers" seem to be wrong about is how many of them existed.

A "watcher" once said there were 9 of them. Now you're saying there were only 7 of you.

Watcher 9 was mentioned earlier.

How many original watchers were there? 9 or 7? Just curious.

Anonymous said...

They started out with a lot, when I joined up it was 9, two left, after a while only 3 were left who still read regularly.

I don't know maybe a few of them still read (HI!!!!!!!!!!! if you do!) because I still do sometimes.

Anonymous said...

Oh and we never called ourselves "Watcher 9 or watcher 7" or anything. Probably someone pretending to be from us or maybe a different group of watchers.

We started out on someone's LJ and it became the "talk about Mayo blog and the lovelies" LJ. And this was wayyyyyy back at the beginning of the blog.

Anonymous said...

I remember one group of watchers claiming there were about 20 of them. I think that's why you named yourselves the original watchers.

Anonymous said...

There was a lot, but some had left by the time I joined, I was one of the last ones to join. Oh well...... I've still been around long enough to say that it was never perfect here but in the beginning it was never as bad as giving out peoples private information, names, googling, etc etc etc.

Anonymous said...

4:33

Are you the anon that comes here on what seems like a daily basis incessantly recalling shit that happened years and months ago?

Anonymous said...

No I hardly say anything because every one else jumps on it (like you just did)!!

Anonymous said...

The different between a secret blog and something like seven blog is that seven was never a secret. Everyone was show the url many times. No one ever said some weren't allowe in there. If you didn't want to go to seven, your choice. At least you knew where it is.

But, it just like certain people to try ti "hide" another blog and I wouldn't put it pass them.

Let the say what ever they want about the rest of us. I jus tthink its cowardly.

Anonymous said...

4:39

No need to be so defensive. I was just wondering because of what you brought up. If you back read this post and every other post of this year you would have read similar.

I just don't get the need to harp on about things that happen in the past. I often wonder if people are like this in real life-it would be a nightmare to know these people.

Anonymous said...

There was no need for you to jump to conclusions either!!

Anonymous said...

what conclusion?

4:41 said...

I also think, if you have to something to say to someone, say to them. Not behind there backs on a blog.

Anonymous said...

Who jumped to conclusions?

Anonymous said...

You did by assuming I was someone I wasn't, your tone was accusatory right off the bat.

Anonymous said...

Well, that is how you read it. There is no accusation in what I said. I was simply interested in knowing if you were the repetitive anon.

Anonymous said...

Who gives an aardvarks ass if they have 10 secrit blogs..good for them.

They've been on double secrit probation since January anyway.

They've been on double secrit probation since January anyway

Anonymous said...

I just want to know if Mayo goes there. I think it would be disloyal on his part.

Anonymous said...

nnnand just one more word of wisdom ;)

Anonymous said...

5:14

I guess you will never know so don't waste time thinking about other blogs and where mayo is,

Live life and be happy!

Anonymous said...

Don't take life so seriously!

That goes for blogs too.

Anonymous said...

What more do you people want from the "small group of people" you were always complaining about "derailing" you people??

You won. They seem to have left. The blog is Fixed. YOU CAN HAZ BLOG.

Let them go.

Anonymous said...

OK, you win.

There is another blog. Mayo visits all the time and SS visits twice a week. Yesterday, we were all posting random pics of our various body parts and Mayo posted a pic of his hands and SS posted a pic of his feet, that was fun. Friday nights are the best though, that's when Mayo and SS join us for AIM chats. You'll be glad to know we don't bitch about you behind your back, we just talk about gravitational constants and nutella.

Anonymous said...

5:23, they may have got this blog to themselves but they haven't got Mayo to themselves, that's the problem here.

Anonymous said...

But nobody is competing for his attention any more so surely it's a good thing.

Anonymous said...

Does it really matter? There is plenty of Mayo to go around. ;)

elena said...

Hey Blog

I’m really just checking in to see what’s going on and to be honest I’ve read and I still don’t know. Of course I just came back from the dentist after having a root canal so right now the world just isn’t too clear. The trip to the dentist just added to my back pain so nicely. LOL

Oh well, the storms are here so I should go. Hopefully they won’t be strong but the weather service is predicting bad things.

Nice to see you one of the Original Watchers. Hello also to the other anons here. I did see my name was mentioned a few times. I’m really not sure how to take that. Yeah, I’ve offered Mayo support for a long time but so have many, many others. He know this I’m sure. Would I feel upset if I found out Mayo visited another blog? Nope, he’s a big boy he can wander wherever he wants.

Okay back to the sofa for me. I’m trying really hard to get a nap in before the Novocain wears off.

Take care everyone, be excellent to each other.

ergoproxy said...

good morning!!

and today it isn't raining!! :]
(just like straight above the house we have sun, I am not looking off tot he sides lol)

Ah this morning I have titoring, then I have a quick stop at the shops then I am coming home to do whatever I feel like!

Hope everyone is well!!

Anonymous said...

I don't know if there is another blog, but I hope there is. I hope they have a place where they can enjoy poetry, games and riddles, without upsetting, offending or 'derailing' anyone.

ergoproxy said...

Oh elena!
hello!!

hope your back feels better soon, and the root canal wasn't too bad, and that it doesn't stop you eating more tim tams

*fingers crossed* for storms to not be as bad as predictions

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Thank you for the Generalization 5:36.

Must be exhausting knowing everything and how everyone feels about it.

How very Iran of you.

Anyway, just wanted to say I hope everyone is doing well. Mayo, you in on that? Being well and such? Hope so. Love to you Lovely's, Mayo, Ss, Anon's (even those with far better understanding of everyone and everything, than mere mortals Generally have..) ;p See ya later alligatorz<33

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Ps. Good luck with the Titoring Ergo! And be safe Elena! Happy to see to GNite too!

Later guys<33

ergoproxy said...

hi Lewis!
thanks for the wish of luck, hope to ahve a chance to talk more to you soon
take care ♥

Anonymous said...

How very Iran of you.

Now THAT's a generalization!

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Thanks to you too Ergo, I promise to let you know as soon as we figure that out ourselves! Have a smooth (problem child free!) day. ;p (Although, they keep you on your feet and keep the day interesting, yea??)

Felt I should clarify my snark up there a little better. 5:36 (and various other anons from the day), you imply that the voice of one or few -is in fact the voice of Many or All. You are vastly incorrect, but I'm pretty sure you know that. Cuz hell, how many times can those who have said as much (re:LIKING the games, lyrics and poetry), fuckin say it? Ya know? It's getting old dear. But I'm under the impression that slinging incorrect shit is you're only goal here. Trying to make people feel guilty for the Actions or Choices of others? Only makes me feel sad, not guilty. But you just go ahead and keep trying, if it makes you happy.

Again, I hope everyone is doing well. Hope the day is smooth for everybody.
later<3

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

I was being a smart ass dear. Ya know, giving an Example. Sarcasm. But forget it. Standing in guts again...

Later guys<33

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Oops, last comment was directed at 6:18.

Alrighty, bye guys.

Anonymous said...

Sure you were.

Anonymous said...

Lewis, have you ever actually told Amy that you disagreed with her fix? I don't recall anyone actually speaking up against the fix at the time. Where were all the people you say enjoy the poetry, games and riddles then?

Anonymous said...

Even the watchers thought the fix was ridiculous.

Anonymous said...

As did Mayo.

Anonymous said...

"How very Iran of you."




Isn't that Snacky's Law or something?

Anonymous said...

"Where were all the people you say enjoy the poetry, games and riddles then?"


They were also complaining. Most of them. But once it became clear that Mayo enjoyed the poetry (once he specifically SAID it after Amy badgered him for months to say something signed in) then all of a sudden everyone had to post it.

Yeh. It's only OK if the Night Crew is posting it.

Anonymous said...

Even the watchers thought the fix was ridiculous.


The only one's that agreed on the fix was the one's trying to get rid of certain people. I don't think it was the games or the poetry. Sadly it was their hatred of certain people.

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Uh, 6:22 -the Iranian president generalizes all of his people.

"We have no Gay's."

He feels he speaks for everyone in his entire country. I'm sure they are just too scared to stand up and say otherwise, for fear of losing their fuckin heads. Ya get me? Eh?

Anon, I haven't been around much ya know? I wasn't actually here when all that went down. I respect that everyone has their own opinion, but I do not care for anyone (I mean Anyone) claiming that Everyone agree's with that opinion. And I personally don't ever recall Amy claiming Everyone did agree with her. I do however recall her apologizing again and again for anon's posting it back up. I felt she meant those apologies.

There was a lot of shit that went down, that shouldn't have happened. But it is totally ridiculous to pin that all on One person. For one opinion. I'm just really tired of reading such obsurd accusations. Everyone has a choice. I'm sad that people don't embrace that more than they appear too.

Alright, I don't have time for this, but I appreciate the conversation anon(s). Hope everyone is well, really off now, Later<3

Anonymous said...

Yeeeees LHFSD we GOT that.

For the record it wasn't Snacky's Law she invoked it was Godwin's Law.

"
This law, written by Mike Godwin, states:

As an online discussion grows longer, the probability of a comparison involving Nazis or Hitler approaches 1.

It is tradition that whenever this happens, the discussion is termed over and the person who makes the offending comparison loses. "

Anonymous said...

Specifically Friedman's Corrolary


"Friedman's Corollary

This corollary to Godwin's Law, written by chaimonkey, states:

Anyone mentioning in a debate Afghanistan, Iraq, or anything else relating to that entire bloody mess has automatically invalidated whatever argument they were "supporting." "

Anonymous said...

And OPJ fails big time for Azalais' Law of Psychiatric Disimpairment:

Azalais' Law of Psychiatric Disimpairment: Anyone in a wank who confesses to being off their medication and expects to get sympathy for it loses the argument, because they give us that stuff for a reason, you know?

Anonymous said...

Here's one for MJ

The 'But it's my opinion' law
If a poster is proven wrong on all points and then whines about how their stance is their 'opinion' so they CAN'T be wrong, they will be forced to *eat* a complete set of the Oxford English Dictionaries.
How many times have you seen her say that. About EVERYTHING. Gerard. LynZ. Poetry. Kapunua's gramma. Just about everything?

Anonymous said...

Sorry ---- I used to spend a lot of time reading fandom_wank and I love these lists!!

Anonymous said...

So you anons were trying to WIN not discuss with her? How mature. Big winners. Go team, Go.

Anonymous said...

Ginmar's law of well-poisoning;
Anyone who dismisses an anonymous comment, on the grounds that it is an anonymous comment, automatically loses.

Anonymous said...

6:48. Make sense, please.

Anonymous said...

Kapu:

Anyone who self-censors their own swearing with cute little symbols (EG: cr!p, cr-p, cr--, cr*, etc.) instead of using another word or not swearing at all, immediately loses and is banished to the Practice Internets.
EDIT: Exceptions can be made for censoring quotes, or to get around board filters.

6:48 said...

Anonymous said...
Yeeeees LHFSD we GOT that.

For the record it wasn't Snacky's Law she invoked it was Godwin's Law.

"
This law, written by Mike Godwin, states:

As an online discussion grows longer, the probability of a comparison involving Nazis or Hitler approaches 1.

It is tradition that whenever this happens, the discussion is termed over and the person who makes the offending comparison loses. "

June 2, 2009 6:42 PM

She conceded. You win.

Anonymous said...

Sorcha's Karma Chameleon Convention
I'm not sure if there's one on this topic already; if there is, lemme know and I'll pull this one.

Anyone who invokes "karma" in a misguided attempt to frighten their opponent/get the last word/whatever shall be forced to a: take a semester-long course on Hinduism and b: deliver a ten-page paper on karma and its true meaning, purpose, and manifestations.

Anonymous said...

Stalker Stalker
If you spend two hours on someone's journal trying to prove that they are the stalker, not you, by noting how many times they mentioned you...hey, maybe, just maybe -you- are the stalker.

(Sadly, rule based on real-life example)

Anonymous said...

"The Martyred Messiah Maxim
Any individual who compares criticism of his supposedly revolutionary and brilliant ideas to the persecution of Jesus must be nailed to a tree and left to die of gradual asphyxiation while onlookers mock him, gamble for his clothes, and poke him with sharp objects. The survival of his ideas beyond that point may be taken as conclusive evidence that the individual does or does not resemble Jesus."


Does that go for if they complain that someone is "being called the anti christ" when they are just being criticized? Can the law be a proxy law.

miranth said...

Hi guys!

Hi Watchers! I felt pretty paranoid when I first realized there were Watchers, but its all good! You are part of this place too, though I was unaware of your existence for the longest time.

I did ask (signed in) if there was another blog and no one answered me, so I didn't pursue the topic.

I am usually out of the loop anyway.

Now onto my current fav. topic.

HOCKEY!!!

AMY! - I thought Crosby was a Hawk when we first talked about him! I was watching the games but at pubs and parties, so I wasn't at the computer. I am taking a break from partying tonight cause I am feeling worn out! And this is after catching up on sleep... :(

Have a Good One Everybody!


PS - When I spoke of OZZY, I meant Chris Osgood. He's my favorite player. He's a very sweet guy too.



Computer is very, very sloooow! I will come back if I can fix the problem.

Anonymous said...

if they did choose to leave out people who have been here since the beginning and IF Mayo is there, the people left here are better than that.

Anonymous said...

Does it matter how long people have been here if they got "left out", I doubt it, it was obvious the porchies were not wanted here and got harassed all the time when they showed up by people who were here since the beginning. I guess what I'm trying to say is that if the porchies did actually go to another blog (no evidence of that)?? then why should it matter how long someone has been there, if they know about it or not? It depends on how they acted.

Anonymous said...

That's the bottom line, isn't it? Never mind all the other stuff, it comes down to several people chose to create a blog where others they called friends to their faces were not welcome. Yes, it's fine for Mayo, SS or anyone else to go anywhere they want. But the choice was taken away for some. That's not how you treat people. I don't want to go to any "seekret" blog. I don't want anything to do with the people there.

It would just have been nice if the choice had been there, now wouldn't it?

My wish for this blog is that the people left here can be left alone too, that maybe others can come back in that were left or pushed out. Let's face it, Mayo hasn't paid much attention to this blog in a long time, so what's the point in vying FOR attention? He always said the blog belonged as much to the people here as it did to him.

Leave the people here alone. Go back to wherever you go. To be so indignant about how "a small group" was treated, you seem to think it's fine to attack others. Why do you care so much?

Anonymous said...

Don't you think it's fair for the people here to have a place to talk in peace without having supporters of or the other blog members themselves coming in to harrass them? Isn't that what you wanted too? Or am I wrong?

Anonymous said...

The hell? What difference does any of this make?

Anonymous said...

You were warned a long time ago about a house divided falls. There were so many who wanted to see this place fail, for it to be shut down. The place is still here, but it has been ripped apart by petty fighting that got out of hand. If all involved had acted like adults instead of spoiled children, you would have been able to work out differences. It hurts to see what has become of this blog.

I'm not Mayo, but he has to be upset with what all has happened. Don't yell about "this one did this, or that one said that". It doesn't matter.

There are no winners here.

NO ONE.

Not the Lovelies. From either "group" (whatever the hell that means)

Not Mayo.

Not SS.

You did the job for the people who wanted it destroyed.

It just keep getting worse and worse. For a long time I have tried to come in and offer help, a kind word, something to try to bring back something, to get you to remember what you once had. No matter what had happened, I hoped that as adults, you could find a way to talk to each other.

Yesterday I stopped trying. It doesn't help. It doesn't mean anything anymore. No one else wants to try. Goodbye.

Anonymous said...

It just keep getting worse and worse. For a long time I have tried to come in and offer help, a kind word, something to try to bring back something, to get you to remember what you once had. No matter what had happened, I hoped that as adults, you could find a way to talk to each other.




You're just better than EVERYONE IN THE WORLD.

Anonymous said...

First the porchies were wanted gone. So now they are gone.
So let me get this straight, now there is anger because the porchies are actually still alive somewhere and speaking to each other on another blog, so now you are afraid you are missing something?.........................................................................(long pause)............................................................................HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! That's borderline hilarious!!

Anonymous said...

They say Raptors evolved to birds.


HA!!!


They still travel in packs, and all have blogs!

Anonymous said...

New Age Blogger

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I now interrupt to make the following announcement:

The video for Notion is now available on the KOL myspace for viewing.

Sidenote to KOL 2, I wish they'd released either Closer or Crawl instead, but what are you going to do? Also, I promise you the picspam is coming.


I now return you to your regularly scheduled ridiculous argument.

KOL anon said...

8:11 was me, the Typo Queen. :(

Anonymous said...

OM NOM NOM

*happy sigh*

So don't knock it don't knock it

Anonymous said...

TY kol anon. :)

Amyranth said...

Mira!

No, Crosby isn't a Hawk, he plays for the Pens. He's a decent player too, but I'm glad to see Fedotenko step up and make some good shots!

Except, you know, for the last two games where we lost. Tonight is another night! Best of luck to you!

Anyone home?

Anonymous said...

There is one question out of MANY that the "porchies" never answered. (They have a LOT of unanswered questions don't they!!?!)

After The Fix, Amyranth was willing to make up with them, but no one took her up on it.

Don't you remember her question... "Where is my olive branch?"

Well? Where is it?

I never saw them even answer that. They never even bothered.

Nope. Not once.

KOL anon 3 said...

KOL's list of fans who are music legends is growing. I knew about Bob Dylan, U2 and Eddie Vedder. I didn't know that Elvis Costello was such a huge KOL fan. :)

Hi Amy.

Anonymous said...

People who are unable to admit any wrong doing are usually unable to forgive and move on.

Anonymous said...

Amyranth did nothing wrong. She was trying to help. This blog means something to her and she was trying to help it stay afloat.

And what happened? She was mocked. Laughed at. Made fun of. "Beyond poetic" anyone?

Yes, THAT behaviour means that an apology is in order.

And when she asked for one?

Nothing.

As usual.

Anonymous said...

"
Don't you remember her question... "Where is my olive branch?"

Well? Where is it?




Up her ass with the other stick?

Did she seriously ask for an olive branch or are you making that up?? Please tell me you are joking.

Anonymous said...

Happiness is saying 'sorry' -- and moving on

Amyranth said...

Hey KOL Anon! How's it going?

Did you say you're going to post the pictures from your show soon?

Anonymous said...

A bend in the road is not the end of the road... unless you fail to make the turn.

Anonymous said...

It is not a joke. But you can keep pretending it is one if it makes you feel better.

I never saw one apology to Amyranth for not taking her seriously and for mocking her words.

Anonymous said...

Neither did I 9:13. I never saw one apology to alot of people here.

I understand your frustration. If it doesn't bother Amy and the others you shouldn't let it bother you.

Anonymous said...

Amy can bend and follow the turns in the road. You should pity those who can't.

Anonymous said...

"A lot" of people aren't OWED an apology like she is though.

It bothers me, their behaviour where they think they can mock her words and try to turn them around on her. There was nothing "beyond poetic" about that.

Anonymous said...

I do pity them. But that doesn't make their behaviour to her and the fact that they never offered that olive branch... correct.

Anonymous said...

Okay Amy-luvin anon, if you see that olive branch and the other stick let us know, because you are obviously up her ass too.

How DARE they laugh at her when she called them all "beyond pathetic".

Anonymous said...

Even if you liked the poetry and quotes and the NONSENSE that was going on here, that is no reason to get on Amy's case as if she does something wrong. Her heart was in the right place.

Oh poor porchies got their feelings all butt hurt over some words she said. Yes, they were the victims. Just keep telling yourself THAT.

Anonymous said...

You probably should pity those who follow one off the road even more than the first driver. Some of those turns can be deadly and some followers can't see past the taillights directly ahead of them.

Anonymous said...

If they is an off road that they followed her too I want to know where it is and what they are sating. Secrets are for cowards.

Anonymous said...

I will say this about this place. I've learned a very important lesson, one that took me YEARS to learn.

If you try to be nice and get along with everyone, you get left out in the cold. If you do what you want, talk to people the way you want, lie, harass and act like you own the world, people will love you and follow you to the ends of the earth.

I was one of the stupid people who thought that if I at least tried to do the right thing, cared for others, it would show. It doesn't. You have to just do what you want and say what you want. I've finally learned you have to be cruel in this world to be appreciated.

It's not just here, but it brought it home.

Anonymous said...

"You have to just do what you want and say what you want. I've finally learned you have to be cruel in this world to be appreciated."



Call a cunt a cunt.

Anonymous said...

If they deserve it, yeah.

Anonymous said...

I agree, if someone deserves to be called names (most of them) I will have more respect for someone who does it.

Anonymous said...

There's so much shit you don't know about that person. She's gotten away with more than you think.

Amyranth said...

I guess I'm off to bed.

Goodnight everyone.

Anon616 said...

*comes in singing*

"Stranded in this spooky town
stoplights are swaying and the phone lines are down.
The floor is crackling cold, she took my heart I think she took my soul
With the moon I run
far from the carnage of the fiery sun..."

^Closer, KINGS OF LEON^

That one is so David Lynch~esque isn't it?? Again, I love, love, love (times 100) that song!

Hello Mayo, SS, Ergo, Elena, Miranth, Amy, various anons and lurkers!!!!

How are you all tonight? Good, I hope!

KOL anon: Thank you for the Notion video link!!!!!!! I don't think I need to tell you this; I LOVE IT!!!
:D

Miranth: How are you? It's always so good to see you here! How's your car?

Ohhh... I got my passenger window replaced today. It took an hour and a half for them to put in the new window.

I ask, what are the odds of that happening. Driving down your street just as a neighbor hits a huge ass rock while cutting his grass ~ turning that rock into a fast flying, furious missile .... just as you are passing. And, shattering your window to hell causing other people down the street to come running out of their houses to see what the hell blew up???

I'll tell you, the odds of that happening are about the same as winning the lottery. Of course, I could not win the lottery. No, I had to be the one in 146,106,616 that the rock through the car window HIT instead of hitting the jackpot!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
If you do what you want, talk to people the way you want, lie, harass and act like you own the world, people will love you and follow you to the ends of the earth.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Will they fall off the end of the earth? If so, then I say... let them! The world has way to many liars, bullies and people who think the world revolves around them. A few (million) falling off would be just one tiny drop out of the ocean. We wouldn't miss it!
;P

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

Hi PJ, J, L, BI and Entropy!

PS: Sweetcheeks ~ I miss seeing your name here!!!

Anonymous said...

Anonymous Anonymous said...

There's so much shit you don't know about that person. She's gotten away with more than you think.

June 2, 2009 10:13 PM



TELL!!

But first which one of them are you talking about?

The Leader? With the new blog on the "ends of the earth" (and hopefully they all fall off together, like LEMMINGS??!)

Anon616 said...

Amy: Nooooo, don't leave me all alone, in blue, in this spooky town!
:(

Goodnight, Amy and sweet dreams!

Anon616 said...

Well poop! I guess I'm going to go too, then. At least for now!

*blows some for now goodnight kisses*

Anonymous said...

Amy: Nooooo, don't leave me all alone, in blue, in this spooky town!



lmfao.

Anon616 said...

10:23 ~ Only if your "them" numbers in the millions would they be the same as the thems I spoke of!

Just wanted to clarify that!

Goodnight!

Anon616 said...

Ummm... 10:39 ~ In case you didn't notice Amy and I were/are the only "in blues" around. Hence my saying what you quoted.

Have no fear, you neither took my heart nor took my soul. Now, with the moon I must run!

You are funny, too, though! Thank you!

Anonymous said...

"Blogger Anon616 said...

10:23 ~ Only if your "them" numbers in the millions would they be the same as the thems I spoke of!

Just wanted to clarify that!

Goodnight!"


Ummmm which "millions" do you want to see gone from the earth Wendy?

ergoproxy said...

hi de ho
home again home again jiggedy jig

looks lie I missed wendy and amy, oh well
sweet dreams both of you

Anonymous said...

10:23 ~ Only if your "them" numbers in the millions would they be the same as the thems I spoke of!

Just wanted to clarify that!





Genocide?

Anonymous said...

She probably meant the millions of nitwit anons who don't notice things like

;P

and try to twist words to mean what they want them to mean.

Or anons who believe the earth is flat and that anybody could actually fall off the end of it.

Genocide for nitwits. That's what she meant.

Anonymous said...

TELL!!

But first which one of them are you talking about?

The Leader? With the new blog on the "ends of the earth" (and hopefully they all fall off together, like LEMMINGS??!)

June 2, 2009 10:33 PM



I've seen what she does to people who try to enlighten the masses about her. You don't know what she is capable of. I'd rather not be her next target. Let's just say she's not always who she seems to be, and not all names are nameless.

Anonymous said...

I've seen what she does to people who try to enlighten the masses about her.



Which "she" are you talking about and what does she do? What other names does she use?

And what masses?

Share with the rest of the class please!

Anonymous said...

Kapunua.

Anonymous said...

Well..... what did she do? And where did you see it? Links please!!

Anonymous said...

She'll know who I am if I say much. Just be careful.

Anonymous said...

a different anon,

One thing I can tell you is if you read her LJ she is not "nice" at all. She is still talking about her "ex boss" (maybe another email is in order?) and still complaining about her grandmother and dogs. Poor victim. Don't they always have to be the victim? But that's not all. Nope. Now it's about the "douchebags" in her school and how she hopes they "die choking on human hair".

So before you judge Wendy for making a JOKE about people dying, take a look at your idol's journal and read all about "douchebags" who should "die choking on human hair", along with more whining about Grandma and Dogs.

Anonymous said...

"She'll know who I am if I say much. Just be careful."


Do you know her off of the blog? Is this a real life thing where you saw her doing something bad to someone? I don't know, I just think someone should finally out her.

Anonymous said...

11:26, I wish I could. She would never leave me alone if I did.

11:25, I agree with you except about her Grandma and her dogs. They should be left out of it. Those are deeply personal matters.

Anonymous said...

The people you accuse of being Seven are innocent.

Anonymous said...

I have to leave, but just watch yourself around her. She goes after anyone who crosses her with a vengence.

11:39 said...

Second 11:30 was not me.

Anonymous said...

If you're putting them on your journal they can't be all that personal can they?

Anonymous said...

11:39, if you're the Google anon she SAYS she knows who you are. But she might just be trying to flush you out like she did with MJ.

Believe me, she doesn't know who I am and she probably doesn't know who you are either! She is all talk.

Aren't they all.

Anonymous said...

I know who the Google anon is, and this other one is just talking shit, as usual.

Anonymous said...

WHO is the Google anon and how do YOU, another anon, know who it is??

Anonymous said...

Nothing you put on the internet is "private". If it is on her LJ it is fair game. If she didn't want to talk about her grandmother and how sad and victimized she is.... she WOULDN'T. It's like MJ said. You can't say "I don't want to talk about it" and then talk about it.

Anonymous said...

And there is that Anti-American stuff on her blog too. It seems purposely Anti-Patriotic.

Anonymous said...

None of your bidness. I'm just sayin' this place is nutz but I it's like crack for me.

Anonymous said...

Making jokes about 9/11? Since when is that funny or even ACCEPTABLE?

Anonymous said...

For fuck sake Carrie SIGN IN.

Anonymous said...

"Bidness"?? Yeah that's Carrie.

Anonymous said...

JOKES about 9/11? Yeah, she goes WAY too far.

Anonymous said...

What does it matter if someone is not Patriotic?

Anonymous said...

"And there is that Anti-American stuff on her blog too. It seems purposely Anti-Patriotic."


Should we gather the torches now or later? OMG the nerve of her expressing her personal opinions on her personal journal! /sarcasm

Anonymous said...

Do you think that Kapu is dangerous?

Anonymous said...

"Should we gather the torches now or later? OMG the nerve of her expressing her personal opinions on her personal journal! /sarcasm"

But isn't that what Amyranth did? Why is it ok to nail her to the cross?

Anonymous said...

Yeah, because Carrie has the copyright on "Bidness", did we not discuss this earlier?

Anonymous said...

Yeah hold still while I get my eye lasers charged up, you nozzle, because my ex boss told you I had eye laers so it must be true, yeah, that's right, I go around shooting and destroying and melting everything, in fact I'll bet no one told you that it was my eyes that were responsible for 9/11!

Anonymous said...

Sick and SAD.

Anonymous said...

what?

toujours said...

hello blogbelieve.

hello anons, i take it it's summer vacation now?

hello ergo, do you still have sun or did the clouds close in?

anon song said...

Woke up with a heavy head
And I thought about leavin town
I could have died if I wanted to-
Slipped over the edge and drowned
But, oh no baby, I wont give up so easy
Too many tire tracks in the sands of time
Too many love affairs that stop on a dime
I think its time to make some changes round here
Yeah, Im gonna tear it up
Gonna trash it up
Im gonna round it up
Gonna shake it up
Oh, no, baby, I will not lie down
Im brave enough to be crazy
Im strong enough to be weak
I see all these heroes with feet of clay
Whose mighty ships have sprung a leak
And I want you to tell me darlin
Just what do you believe in now?
Well, cmon over here baby
You bout to gimme a heart attack
I wanna wrap my lovin arms
Around the small of your back
Yeah, and Im gonna pull you, pull you, pull you
Pull you right up close to me
Yeah were gonna tear it up
We gonna trash it up
Gonna round it up
Gonna shake it up
Oh, no no no, I will not lie down
Turn this thing around
I will not go quietly
I will not lie down
I will not go quietly
I will not lie down
I will not go quietly
I will not lie down
I will not lie down
Well, dont you ever get lonely?
Dont you ever get down?
Dont you ever get tired
Of all the wicked tongues in this town?
Of, baby, I just wanna take you away from here
I aint no tiger
I aint no little lamb
Suppose you tell me mama
Who do you think I think I am?
And ooh baby, dont you give a damn?
Yeah, Im gonna tear it up
Gonna trash it up
Gonna round it up
Gonna rip it up
I will not lie down
Yeah Im gonna tear it up
Gonna trash it up
Gonna round it up
Gonna shake it up
Oh baby I will not lie down
Turn this thing around
I will not go quietly
I will not lie down
I will no go quietly
I will not lie down
I will not lie down

ergoproxy said...

hello TJ

no the clouds have come over again, but it isn't raining

how are you? Is it nice weather over there?

ergoproxy said...

me!

ergoproxy said...

me!

Anonymous said...

you

ergoproxy said...

me!

Anonymous said...

we're all the same.

toujours said...

aawww, i'm sorry you lost your sun ergo (i thought that was cute how you had to look straight up to see it, though! *hee*).

we had a super-hot day today, i'm not sure but i think we got up to 90 or so? i was at work, so i didn't notice too much.

we have clouds now, too -- rain is coming in for tomorrow -- so no stargazing for me tonight!

what are you up to today? any adventures?

ergoproxy said...

haha LOL anon

*happy dance with both "you" and "me!"*

elena said...

Hi guys..

Holy crap I've slept for hours but my mouth doesn't hurt and my back is a bit better.

How is everyone tonight?

Anonymous said...

YES

toujours said...

hi elena, so sorry to hear how things are for you, wish i had some magic to make your back better. :(

ergoproxy said...

I was titoring this morning, working on a physics assignment

then I grabbed some stuff at the shops and came home,
not doing very much at all today
but I'm off to see Star trek tomorrow and it's my girl's school sports day on friday

ergoproxy said...

hi elena

I'm glad you feel a bit better, any tim tams left?

Anonymous said...

Goodnight blog.

elena said...

Thanks TJ I wish you had some magic that would help too.


Ergo I still have Tim Tams left because I hid them! They are sooooo good.

Night Anon

ergoproxy said...

goodnight anon

toujours said...

good night anon. sweet dreams.

hey, what happened to my sympathetic face in my last comment? it went all picasso on me. hmph.

star trek tomorrow, hm, ergo? and then you'll be one more person telling me to go see it, i suppose! lol

Anonymous said...

TJ if you think that the anons aren't blue people (google anon???) you are only fooling yourself.

ergoproxy said...

you shall be forced to eventually Tj you know that!!
sheer peer pressure lol

elena said...

Star Trek rocks


Sorry, had to say that

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