It was written from another’s perspective. A recollection of a conversation turned first person. Expensive, anti-climactic words ringing in my ears with an unrelenting need to, once again, find voice. In reverse, they became a bit of guilt unfurled to reveal how my selfish needs superseded best interest. Recall that I held on too long, to that room, to that moment.
“Just say it, say it already”
“I don’t.”
As painful as it may have been to hear it rephrased in that manner, I never meant to be cruel. And now, when the melody of the moment presents itself, I am reminded to never again make that mistake. Although ironically, it was only after repeated cost that it became my lesson. I hope it has become yours, as well.
p.s. volumes like breadcrumbs lead back.
Friday, September 12, 2008
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1 – 200 of 5657 Newer› Newest»Do you ever wonder why it is so quiet these days? Do you know why?
Sometimes it's quite a learning experience when you get a chance to see yourself through somebody elses eyes.
The picture is not always pretty or flattering. One can only hope that we can learn from each experience.
You meant it.
You didn't care if it was that cruel or that public.
It was even a single.
You never stop learning. And there's always time to change your ways, I think. At least now I do. On some days.
And it takes time to learn it. Scientists say four days, I say longer, but whatever.
And, too? You sometimes can't help what you feel. Why else would anyone crave honesty so much?
I have to go catch up on the last post. I hope you guys are doing okay. :)
Oh, and I still swear that "I Don't Love You" has a riff from "Bohemian Rhapsody."
Frank a cunt naming fat fug Frank a cunt naming fat fug Frank a cunt naming fat fug Frank a cunt naming fat fug Frank a cunt naming fat fug Frank a cunt naming fat fug
4:47
what's that about?
What's your problem with Frank?
Please don't tell me this is an Eliza blog response!
Mayo are you talking about the lashing Eliza gave you on her blog.
Self-recrimination is often misinterpreted to be meant for someone else.
I would suggest a re-read, but to someone so ineloquent, I doubt it would make a difference.
I dunno who this is about, Mayo, but mightn't it be better said to the person in question?
Or maybe you have, I don't know. Not my place to guess.
Hope you're well, Mayo!
Why, hello there Mayo :]
Hiya Splash. :) And hi Jennicula!
It wouldn't, Mayo.
Pash, I went back and read your reply to me. It deserves to be here. You are a sterling person. ^_^
Hey, guys.
Sorry, I didn't know you guys didn't know there was a new post or I would have said something over at the old blog. Sorry about that!
So, hey Mayo and Jules and Jen and Belle and Anons!
Hello Mustardisbetter.
:]
And why didn't you sign in, Mayo?
Yeah, I was happyassing over there by myself, otherwise I would have been here!
mayo!
yep you've lost me! but that's not unusual! ^_~ (maybe my 8th wink?)
erm......hope you are OK?
why do you worry me?! i have enough worries but i still come back for more!
take care mayo. i mean that, just take care, yes!
hansel and gretel, the story, always creeped the fuck outa me!
Hello Mayo
Volumes like breadcrumbs - I like that.
5:00, who do you suspect is ineloquent and how do you know they are, and how do you know it's them? Hmmm, the breadcrumbs at BlogBelieve are sometimes pointy.
Err, and maybe we're not supposed to eat them. ^_^
hello everybody!!
Once you eliminate the impossible, whatever remains, no matter how improbable, must be the truth.
Just say it, say it already”
“I don’t.”
Did you tell her that you don't love her? You were just being honest.
Him.
Even better! ;D
Her / Him
What difference does that make?
You've got me singing TBS now. :)
Glad I'm not the only one!
"I need you defenseless, dependent, and aloooooone!" ^_^
FRANK CALLED A GIRL A CUNT
FRANK CALLED A GIRL A CUNT
FRANK CALLED A GIRL A CUNT
FRANK CALLED A GIRL A CUNT FRANK CALLED A GIRL A CUNT FRANK CALLED A GIRL A CUNT
FRANK CALLED A GIRL A CUNT
FRANK CALLED A GIRL A CUNT
FRANK CALLED A GIRL A CUNT
FRANK CALLED A GIRL A CUNT
FRANK CALLED A GIRL A CUNT
Awww. My bird-minder friend just called me to tell me that Havoc is doing all right. ^_^
5:22
when?
5:22, what are you, twelve? And a moron?
Anonymous Anonymous said...
Your beloved Frank called a teenager girl a cunt on stage some time ago. I wonder if you are all going to turn against him the way you turned against Gerard.
September 12, 2008 3:13 PM
He a fat fug he a fat fug he a fat fug he a fat fug
That calls ignorant girls cunts
Anonymous said...
mayo at 3:13
September 12, 2008 3:19 PM
Blogger Belle. said...
I doubt it.
September 12, 2008 3:30 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...
you have got to be fucking kidding me kapunua. it's not a years worth of vile but it's still fucking vile especially coming from frank. calling a kid that was probably overly excited and could not tastefully contain it a cunt? that's excusable? what the fuck ever. that is totally unacceptable coming from great sensative gentle frank. he has behaved and said better. i am disgusted. i can't belelive anyone could see that as acceptable behavior from him. that is just more reason to beleive the group of people we all came to admire so is so very gone. make me ill.
September 12, 2008 4:00 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...
and no i have never spoken ill of you kapunua. i just think you would excuse frank for anything. and his behavior now is not excusable to me.
September 12, 2008 4:02 PM
You clearly haven't seen him up close recently. He is far from being "fat" for godsakes.
Oh wow, way to quote your own reply, but not mine to you! O_o WTF is that about?
He has a pedostache for when he pedos little girls/boys
mustardisbetter said...
I hope he didn't either. I would be really disappointed if it turns out he did, and there would be no way I could support those actions.
And since it's inevitable that Gerard and Frank will be compared because of this, and like I told Smoke and Sdock and some others, Frank set standards for himself just as Gerard did. I held Gerard to his, so I'll be doing the same with Frank. I would want people to hold me to mine, so I'll hold people to theirs.
I think it might be a wise thing if we waited (or you cannot, it doesn't really matter) on more than hearsay, you know? It might be true, sure, or it might not be, but I personally will not be making any assumptions. I'm just going to wait for a bit.
I'd also like to give my opinion and support for the following:
Yes. Yes, he was and is and continues to be bothered by fangirls who insist "I LOVE YOU FRANKIEEE BABY I LOVE YOU!!!" I saw the dude get harassed. I saw fangirls shouting their I Love You's and I saw two girls literally AIR HUMPING TOWARDS HIS BUS.
This greatly disappoints me, because I can understand the frustration Frank or any artist might experience given this situation. I will always maintain that there is a line, and it does not, under any circumstances, need to be crossed.
If you enjoy their work, please be respectful of it and their being, because I'm sure they'd rather have you do that anyway, or maybe that's just me. They're there to perform their music for you, a lot of hard work and dedication goes into getting it out there, and it's obvious they aren't feeling it from you. Just, overall, if you respect them enough to go see them play for you live, respect them while you're there.
I have always said, and always will say, that your sex fantasies about people need to remain with you, or even with a few of your friends to giggle over. The second you make your sex fantasies about a real person available to the public, you lose about nine thousand "class" points. And the second you put your sex fantasies about a real person in a place where you mean for them to see them, you have lost all "class" points and have entered the realm of Creepy.
100% Agreed.
September 12, 2008 5:01 PM
Thanks? Splash makes a lot of sense. That was me she was answering, by the way.
He adored you. You took his heart and crushed it. I hope to hell you remember that when you have nothing to hold onto. I defended you. I won't again.
Hey Frank hating Anon -
Seriously, what is your problem?
Give it a rest.
What the hell, are we back to the whole Mayo is Gerard thing, 'cause this is hella hard to follow.
Frank is chunky.
Leave Frank alone. You don't have a damn clue what he is going through.
I'm glad, 5:29, you shouldn't.
Be that way. This is what I said:
Truth be told, I doubt it, too. At least I very much hope that it is not true, because Frank advises a very stringent standard of behavior in the people who admire him: Be kind, don't say mean things, don't put others down, be charitable, be helpful. I like to think that we all try, and sometimes fail.
This includes Frank. If it were true, well, a human failing then, one that I would sincerely hope he regrets in the way that most of us regret not living up to our own standard.
Once isolated freak-out, however--and yes, if that is true, it would be a vile, McCain-esque freak out--does not equal more than a year of douchery.
On the whole, Frank is a peach and I am so sure that even if he did say such a thing, he probably felt really bad about it later.
Like you can't love someone you don't know, you can't "turn against" someone you don't know, either. The person who turned against Gerard Way was Gerard Way.
That said, if you want to see where my real problem lies with that whole situation, whether true or not, is in the reaction of his fans who seem to think, "LOL, well it's FRANK, he can do stuff like that! He is stressed / sings in Leathermouth / was being bothered!"
"Being bothered?" Yes. Yes, he was and is and continues to be bothered by fangirls who insist "I LOVE YOU FRANKIEEE BABY I LOVE YOU!!!" I saw the dude get harassed. I saw fangirls shouting their I Love You's and I saw two girls literally AIR HUMPING TOWARDS HIS BUS.
I have always said, and always will say, that your sex fantasies about people need to remain with you, or even with a few of your friends to giggle over. The second you make your sex fantasies about a real person available to the public, you lose about nine thousand "class" points. And the second you put your sex fantasies about a real person in a place where you mean for them to see them, you have lost all "class" points and have entered the realm of Creepy.
More, if the person in question clearly, obviously, without a doubt does not want your sex fantasies about him or your proclamations of love, then you are way, way, way out of line.
Frank is clearly one of those people who does not wish to be told "I love you" by people he doesn't really know. And somehow "But I met you after a show" doesn't seem to count as "knowing."
(I'd also like to point out the difference between respect/admiration/inspiration/your basic "Oh, Frank Iero, I love that guy!" and "Frank, I love you." HUGE diff.)
So yes, it's clear that he's harassed and upset.
But here's the thing. I would be willing to effing bet, as in, place actual currency in a wager, that the first people who would rush to his defense over it would be the exact same goddamn anons who are always on my case for the times I have defended myself from unwanted words.
Me? Well, in under a year, I have lost: the boy that I dated for like a second but really did like; my beloved dog; my job; and a huge chunk of my social circle. The anons (who I expect dislike me because of my opinion on Gerard) not only said horrible things abotu my dog the day after I lost her, not only called me ugly and vulgar names and suggested reasons why that guy never called me back, but they made sure that I lost my job.
And when I lashed out at those people--never mind that I never once got morose or self-pitying or even had the slightest bout of wah wah poor me over it--all of a sudden I was a huge bitch.
What did some gal (allegedly) say to Frank to (allegedly) invoke his ire? "I love you."
Watch those exact same anons who call me a bitch and expect me to sit there demurely and let them hurl vitriol at me while I never say a word, defend him over this. Just watch.
5:29
stop trying to act like you know something.
He is not chunky. WTF standards are you people setting? Anon, I'd so love to see a picture of you.
You're right, 5:32, I shouldn't. I won't, not ever again.
FRANK CALLED A GIRL A CUNT
September 12, 2008 5:22 PM
I highly doubt it, but if she was acting like you,can't say i blame him!!
Right, and this is then entirety of my post in its original form (so there isn't any confusion):
I hope he didn't either. I would be really disappointed if it turns out he did, and there would be no way I could support those actions.
And since it's inevitable that Gerard and Frank will be compared because of this, and like I told Smoke and Sdock and some others, Frank set standards for himself just as Gerard did. I held Gerard to his, so I'll be doing the same with Frank. I would want people to hold me to mine, so I'll hold people to theirs.
I think it might be a wise thing if we waited (or you cannot, it doesn't really matter) on more than hearsay, you know? It might be true, sure, or it might not be, but I personally will not be making any assumptions. I'm just going to wait for a bit.
I'd also like to give my opinion and support for the following:
Yes. Yes, he was and is and continues to be bothered by fangirls who insist "I LOVE YOU FRANKIEEE BABY I LOVE YOU!!!" I saw the dude get harassed. I saw fangirls shouting their I Love You's and I saw two girls literally AIR HUMPING TOWARDS HIS BUS.
This greatly disappoints me, because I can understand the frustration Frank or any artist might experience given this situation. I will always maintain that there is a line, and it does not, under any circumstances, need to be crossed.
If you enjoy their work, please be respectful of it and their being, because I'm sure they'd rather have you do that anyway, or maybe that's just me. They're there to perform their music for you, a lot of hard work and dedication goes into getting it out there, and it's obvious they aren't feeling it from you. Just, overall, if you respect them enough to go see them play for you live, respect them while you're there.
I have always said, and always will say, that your sex fantasies about people need to remain with you, or even with a few of your friends to giggle over. The second you make your sex fantasies about a real person available to the public, you lose about nine thousand "class" points. And the second you put your sex fantasies about a real person in a place where you mean for them to see them, you have lost all "class" points and have entered the realm of Creepy.
100% Agreed.
Then, relief washes over me in its sickening way. I am suddenly aware of the emptiness of my stomach and my sudden urge to vomit. To dry heave the words I did not say. “I am sorry, don’t go.” Instead, I sit. Right there, I sit right in the middle of the room that heard my pleas for you to leave, my pleading for you to stop believing and start listening to the truth. “Why don’t you hear me?...I have done such terrible things.”
Sitting there, alone with my shame, I realized I had let this drag out far too long.
You two are talking about the OPS as fan girls.
*sits back and watches the circus*
Hello Mayo!
Hello all!
I hope all is well.
I had this big old comment typed out about Frank and that whole thing but there's nothing I can say that Mustard and Jules hasn't already said. So there.
I agree with them 100%.
Mayo sounds like GV again.
Frank has more chins than a chinese phonebook.
♥ La Principesa.
5:34 I worked that out already
Let's see you, anon.
god over a year and still the same old shit!
gotta fly!
take care lovelies and nice anons!
mayo you too!
SS and you!
and i am gone!
mr bloke is going to murder me!!
i am tired of all this. he has just 10.36pm time checked me! i want to smoke 10 cigarettes and drink a bottle of wine just for that comment alone!!!
arghhhhhh!
I remember hearing about Frank taking to heart girls calling him fat to his face and got depressed and dieted.
Where do people get off making personal comments of any nature? God!
You didn't need to repost, Mustard.
5:27
People turn a blind eye to what they don't want to see.
They turn a deaf ear to what they don't want to hear.
Look and listen. Unless the truth is not what you seek.
Hey, Smoke! Goodbye, FASC! I'm sorry you had to leave so quickly. :( Talk to you later.
I'm out of here, guys. Too much going on and I can't follow or keep up.
See ya later. :)
It make them feel better about themselves.
Yes, I did, because you failed to seperate my response from Kapunua's original comment. When I reposted, I did that so there wouldn't be any confusion as to who said what.
Later!
Jeez! It's wacky in here. O_o
Bye Mustard! ^_^
Belly full of chub!
Just straight up fug AND fat
The truth is rarely spoken, you will find it concealed within their interactions with you
Frank needs to get on track.
Nordic Track ahaha
How 'bout it Mayo, want to come on under your name and discuss this?
You just like listening to your own voice, Mustard.
BURN!
5:43, why don't you.
I will, if you will.
Second 5:42, you do speak the truth. It is there is you pay attention. The truth will cut your guts out.
Frank is FAT and FIERCE!
I remember hearing about Frank taking to heart girls calling him fat to his face and got depressed and dieted.
September 12, 2008 5:37 PM
I read about this too. It should be interesting when he reads this.
The IQ level in here is in the frigging basement.
Sorry, Mayo.
Seriously.
I'll be back later guys.
See ya!
Later Mayo!
if Gerard can take having man boobs, than Frank can take a few fat jokes.
Gerard is actually crack skinny.
Second 5:44, tell me, did you tell him that before or after you got back into the coke? Was it you talking or the drugs? Do you know how he would have done anything for you? How much he looked up to you?
Frank should get on some crack too then.
Frank must be eating Gerard's leftovers.
At least Gerard is still attractive when he's fat.
Frank OTOH.
Damn, some of you people have your head up your crack. Jesus.
Are you fat Kapu?
Gerard is a hot fattie!
To all of the frank haters, so what if you think he's fat.We wouldn't care if he was. Nope we still think frank is sweet guy. We love whats on the inside. We don't want to have his babies. We are his fans.
I'm working on it, anon.
Err, that was in response to the first 5:50
"We"?
I should be packing instead of talking to some of these wingnuts.
Mayo, step up and do what needs to be done and all of that.
Quit with the zuruzuru zuruzuru.
Byeeee!
Kap is certainly not fat! She is smexy.
What does Mayo have to do with a bunch of Frank haters?
Bwaha! Thanks, 5:53 # 1.
5:53 # 2, I just don't know.
Later taters!
They hate frank because they want to have gerard's babies! They dont think gerard's an asshole.
I'm backreading all this Frank bullshit. I cannot keep up, you all type too fast.
So why ask him to step up?
Leave him out of this.
2nd 5:48 thinks they're talking to gerard
Hi Errbody! *waves*
Mr Dough Boy, don't you know that white only makes you look FATTER? Take some tips from Gerard.
Mayo is just pissed that Eliza found out something about him and got sweet revenge on his douchebag ass.
Fine, Mayo. Don't answer me. I have nothing else to say to you right now. I am so fuckin mad at you for letting yourself get in this shape, for tearing down everything you worked for and for ripping your friends apart. You aren't irredeemable, but you need to take a long look at yourself before you speak. Don't even say another word until you understand what you need to do to save yourself. It's not too late, but baby, you better be figuring out what is really important.
5:58
hahahaha, so true!
Shit, i bet these people read eliza's blog and they are now her #1 fans !
WTF is going on? We got a nice new room and it's already trashed. There is shit flying everywhere! *ducks*
Back later!
THREE CHEERS FOR ELIZA'S REVENGE!
Let me put on my boots, because this place is filling up with shit .
THREE CHEERS FOR ELIZA'S REVENGE!
September 12, 2008 6:03 PM
yep, i was right, we are being invaded by eliza's buzznet followers!
No hon, an extra inch to your shoes still makes you short as fuck.
What's so funny these same young girls probably hated her and called her names when she was with GW.
nice speech 5:59
"I met Frank before hand and talked to him for a bit, he was really sweet and talked to me about how excited he was about the one-day break today and how he's going home, and about how he hates computers."
ORLY?
I was just wondering, does the carpet match the drapes?
Bert?
Hello,
Wow, what a short and interesting catch up.
I hate that word so if in fact he did say it, then my respect for him has gone down, BUT there is no proof of him shouting that word at the girl, so i guess its innocent until proven guilty.
I hardley heard the words clearly at the show, so bravo to anyone who actually heard a full sentence :)
Have a lovely night guys, i am out tonight, whoop whoop!
Mayo:
I hope your post isn't for who I suspect it is. Because if it is...
“Just say it, say it already”
“I don’t.”
...you should've thought of that before Germany.
Oh great, here's the old crazy lady. She's talking to Mayo like he's Gerard, fucking hilarious.
Just in case she deletes it, this is what she wrote:
Original Punk J said...
Mayo:
I hope your post isn't for who I suspect it is. Because if it is...
“Just say it, say it already”
“I don’t.”
...you should've thought of that before Germany.
September 12, 2008 6:23 PM
Now, for all you creatures slagging Frank: get a life, get a hobby, get a grip. If you call yourselves fans of the man, then what the FUCK is this crap calling him fat? And what the FUCK is this?
Anonymous said...
Frank a cunt naming fat fug Frank a cunt naming fat fug Frank a cunt naming fat fug Frank a cunt naming fat fug Frank a cunt naming fat fug Frank a cunt naming fat fug
September 12, 2008 4:47 PM
This is deplorable. Repulsive. Juvenile. You find out he's said "one wrong thing" in the past and all of a sudden he's shit. Well guess what, little one. He's human. He has a temper.
Maybe he was being hounded by someone like you at the time.
Says the person who is saying everywhere that Frank and Gerard had sex in Germany and who wrote a list of pornographic things you want to do to Frank.
October 31. Halloween. The day for supernatural happenings, eerie noises, creepy feelings.
And to go along with the wonderfully weird world of scary things, October 31 is also the birthday of one of our favorite punk-rocker guitarists. You know who I'm talking about. The lean, not-so-mean, heavily-tattooed force known far and wide as:
FRANK IERO.
This October 31 we celebrate the 26th anniversary of the event that started a revolution. Frank Anthony Thomas Iero Jr. was brought into the universe very obviously to fulfill a dream: that of being the object of lust for millions (well, at least hundreds) (well, ok, about 50 of us on the Other Blog) of women the world over.
That being said, I would now like to present you with the following:
TOP 15 SIGNS YOU AND FRANK HAVE CELEBRATED HIS BIRTHDAY A LITTLE TOO WELL:
15--Faint backwards outline of "and" on your stomach.
14--Faint backwards outline of crossed handguns on your stomach (think about it...).
13--Faint backwards outline of "N.J." on your personal parts (think about that, too).
12--The screaming that the neighbors rep0rted to the police makes Leathermouth sound like Barry Manilow.
11--You find chocolate cake crumbs in some unmentionable places.
10--Makeup is smeared across the pillowcases--and you don't wear makeup.
9--The crotch of your jeans has been gnawed open (see No. 13).
8--You can't pass a tattoo parlor without getting moist.
7--There's a pink belt tied around one bedpost and a Frankenstein guitar strap tied around the other.
6--Your role-playing game was called "Franky Potter and His Magic Wand". ("Stir my cauldron, Wizard Boy!")
5--You used all your AA batteries, but not for his SoniCare toothbrush.
4--After about 30 minutes, he quit calling you "G".
3--Three words: Trick or Treat.
2--You can now answer the question "Just how flexible is he?"
and the Number One Sign You and Frank Have Celebrated His Birthday a Little Too Well:
You know why all the girls call him the King of Fuck Fest 2007.
Franky, if you happen to come across this, maybe it'll make you laugh a little. I hope you have a wonderful birthday.
Love you, baby.
J.
THAT is deplorable. Repulsive. Juvenile. And maybe HE is being hounded by YOU.
that of being the object of lust for millions (well, at least hundreds) (well, ok, about 50 of us on the Other Blog) of women the world over.
Because we know how much Frank loves being the object of your lust!
Germany when they fucked, OPS? Which you spread around on fan communities before that "deplorable" post on what you personally want to do to Frank?
Original Punk J said...
Mayo:
I hope your post isn't for who I suspect it is. Because if it is...
“Just say it, say it already”
“I don’t.”
...you should've thought of that before Germany.
September 12, 2008 6:23 PM
In case she deletes it.
The OPS have said many times in many places...... to many people, not only on the blog but other places too, that Frank and Gerard fucked in Germany.
Now I guess she is saying that Mayo is Gerard and this post is to Frank.
Eliza's crew is going to have a great time with that, OPS.
Frank and Gerard fucked in Germany what?? How could they possibly know if they fucked much less when and where?
Oh. Oh yes. I go way back on the MCR fandom. Years. Probably before the OPS. And yes I remember certain people talking about a certain affair they thought Frank and Gerard had in Germany. That was the OPs??
No. That wasn't the OPS. Sorry, we have no account at Buzznet, INO, or any of the other fandoms or whatnot. Never have. Never will.
Is there anyone sane here?
L.
And before you say it, yeah, I know, I'm not sane either, apparently. Just asking if there are any blues about.
L.
Nope, you have run them off with all your finger pointing and accusations.
Sorry, saw no blues long before J. came in. Reading back, I think most bailed around the time the anonslaught came in.
You know, I don't usually engage with the riff-raff, but I'll make an exception this time. I am just pissed off enough to talk to you all night if I have to. So, what ya doing today?
Anonymous said...
Germany when they fucked, OPS? Which you spread around on fan communities before that "deplorable" post on what you personally want to do to Frank?
They did? Really? Where?
I'm generally curious and believe they would do that.
So are you saying that J wasn't talking about her belief that Frank and Gerard had an affair in Germany?
They might not have an account at INO (but I think they do under a different name)...... but there were two older women before Mayo's who were saying that Frank and Gerard fucked in Germany. They started a lot of rumours going.
If that is not what J is talking about OPS then what? And if you were not on any MCR communites tell me..... How would J know about those rumours?
Anonymous said...
Anonymous said...
Germany when they fucked, OPS? Which you spread around on fan communities before that "deplorable" post on what you personally want to do to Frank?
They did? Really? Where?
I'm generally curious and believe they would do that.
September 12, 2008 7:09 PM
Already said, we belong to no fandom communities. Can't help you there.
Wasn't asking you, sweetie.
PLEASE DON'T TELL ME THAT ANY OF YOU BELIEVE THAT FRANK WOULD EVER CHEAT ON JAMIA!
Now I'm curious. What was said about Germany from someone else?
And no, we can't stand INO or Buzznet. So there are no accounts under different names.
L.
Didn't Gerard break up with Eliza in Germany? Did you not stop to think that, could have been what the Ops were talking about.
OPS if that is not the rumour that you started, then tell me what you were talking about with "You should have told him that before Germany"??
With somone like Kat Von D, no.
Gerard, his best friend and bandmate, yes.
No, because too many people in the fandom already know about the two women who were telling everyone that Frank cheated on Jamia with Gerard when they were in Germany.
Bingo, 7:14.
Alright, 7:16 wasn't me. So I will sign in.
L.
OPL, was that really you just then admitting that you think Frank cheated on Jamia with Gerard in Germany? I know you are a fan-girl and I know you love spreading that rumour but I honestly don't think you are stupid enough to say it where you believe Frank can SEE you spreading that rumour about him. you would only do it behind his back.
7:17, when did that rumor go about? And what was said?
L.
They would pretend to be SS and hint at a Gerard and Frank relationship.
OPL (NSI) said...
Bingo, 7:14.
September 12, 2008 7:17 PM
Now you are just flat out lying. You told EVERY ONE that Frank and Gerard fucked in Germany. You said that Frank cheated on Jamia with Gerard. You spread rumours that Frank LOVED Jamia but wasn't IN LOVE with her.
people who go way back in this fandom remember that so when you come here once again asking Mayo who you KNOW Is Gerard why he didn't tell Frank "I dont' love you" before they fucked in Germany, EVERY ONE who remembers your lies and your hatred for Jamia knows exactly what you are talking about.
Not me. By the way, how many anons have I got talking right now, 2? 3? Just want to keep count. Can you give yourself a name?
L.
Anonymous said...
OPL (NSI) said...
Bingo, 7:14.
September 12, 2008 7:17 PM
Now you are just flat out lying. You told EVERY ONE that Frank and Gerard fucked in Germany. You said that Frank cheated on Jamia with Gerard. You spread rumours that Frank LOVED Jamia but wasn't IN LOVE with her.
people who go way back in this fandom remember that so when you come here once again asking Mayo who you KNOW Is Gerard why he didn't tell Frank "I dont' love you" before they fucked in Germany, EVERY ONE who remembers your lies and your hatred for Jamia knows exactly what you are talking about.
September 12, 2008 7:20 PM
Do you have proof that it was the ops?
You started the rumour right before Mayo's blog started. I already said the words that you said.
7:20, despite my age, I'm afraid I don't go "way back" in the fandom. That's why I am asking what was said.
L.
Nope, I don't have the exact emails and posts.
So OPS answer this. Even if you are going to lie and pretend that you never spread the rumour that Frank and Gerard fucked in Germany, what exactly DID you mean about 'that's where he broke up with Eliza'?
Either way you are saying Mayo is Gerard.
good morning
I have a funeral to go to, I thought I'd call in, but I see it's just hassling going on again
so hope everyone is well and I will call back in later
by the way I do think it;s quite possible Frank said what they say he said, he's a person and people swear when they are frustrated, who really gives a shit? One incident doesn't make a whole life's ideal come crashing down.
Try being a bit realistic
Anyone fallowing this blog knows what they have said about Gerard and Frank and how they feel about Jamia.
Actually sweetie I said "I" went way back int he fandom. Not you.
Vote!
TUA up for an award. Again.
Yes, they think that Jamia is "bitter" and that she hates Gerard for having stolen Frank. They think Frank LOVES her but is not IN LOVE with her and that she uses him.
Hey, Ergo. Please give my condolences to your friend. Take care.
L.
There words, "she is not as nice as people think".
I'm interested in this.
"So OPS answer this.
what exactly DID you mean about 'that's where he broke up with Eliza'?
Either way you are saying Mayo is Gerard."
Any answers?
Oh for God's sake so you are saying you know that something some women did at another fansite ages ago must by way of totally sane logic have been the same two women at another totally different blog?
That is ridiculous
oh and HI Mayo hope you're well, whatever the conversation was about, it is always best to be truthful
Great. Now we have Frerard on the blog.
Amen, Ergo!
L.
Frank sighs as he relaxes into Gerard's thrust, his head falling back so all Gerard can see is the stubbled underside of his chin and the peak of his nose. Frank tilts his hips up once Gerard's all the way in, and touches Gerard's hand on his leg. Gerard lifts his fingers to brush them against Frank's, then pulls almost all the way out.
I'm interested in this.
"So OPS answer this.
what exactly DID you mean about 'that's where he broke up with Eliza'?
Either way you are saying Mayo is Gerard."
Any answers?
"She's not only loopy and fangirly, she's dangerous.
That's what I had to share with you but please keep that under your hat."
Step back.
Playing Devil's Advocate 7:42. You never know who anyone might be...
Even me...
L.
But 7:42 hasn't happened yet.
You're not playing devil's advocate.... you were talking TO him. So..... what did you mean if you weren't spreading the same rumours again?
Sorry, 7:32. But it might be interesting to see what 7:42 says.
L.
J why do you feel you have a special connection with Frank?
Is 7.34 something to do with the OPS??
I could ask you the same, second7:36. Stop worrying about other people's words and watch your own.
L.
Wow, I stay away from here for a few weeks and then I come back to find that nothing has really changed. I guess I should have expected that.
I can almost picture these mean anons all hunched over their keyboards, typing their angry words. I wonder if they have a place where they meet to pick their latest object of hate to attack over here.
Today, it looks as if it's Frank's turn. Frank does not deserve this, he is one of the nicest guys that I have ever met. And he is not fat!
I took some time away and through a friend, I found myself a new fandom with far less drama than this one. And it made me realize that this is ridiculous and not how I should spend my precious free time. Besides, the whole MCR/Gerard mess is finally over for me. I must say, that I stuck by him/the band a lot longer than I normally would when a band pulls the shit this one has, but now it's time for me to move on.
As for this blog, it was a lot of fun in the beginning and I used to look forward to coming here. But these last few months it has become more of a chore and the hateful attacks have become boring and tedious. I wish that things hadn't changed but as they say, change is inevitable.
(Just for the conspiracy anons: I am no one important, I'm not Mayo/SS/whoever you think I am. I am just a girl who visited this blog since the middle of September last year, and has now decided that it's time to let go and move on.)
Take care Mayo, SS and all the lovelies (including the missing but not forgotten ones.)
xo
B
They're not warning you from us, but warning us from you.
Amy was the one that said they had a special connection to SS not Frank.
Why are you twisting things around?
Well, I'm not J., but I can answer that one for you. No special connection. Is that enough, or do you need a note?
L.
LIARS!
Anonymous Anonymous said...
I'm interested in this.
"So OPS answer this.
what exactly DID you mean about 'that's where he broke up with Eliza'?
Either way you are saying Mayo is Gerard."
Any answers?
The answer is that they think Frank and Gerard fucked in Germany, they hate Jamia for getting in the way, and they put the rumour of that everywhere. And they are saying that Mayo is Gerard. That's the answer.
Anonymous said...
LIARS!
September 12, 2008 7:42 PM
SHIT STARTER!
Anonymous said...
The answer is that they think Frank and Gerard fucked in Germany, they hate Jamia for getting in the way, and they put the rumour of that everywhere. And they are saying that Mayo is Gerard. That's the answer.
September 12, 2008 7:44 PM
Where is your proof that it was them?
Well, yeehaw 7:44, glad you have it all figured out. Didn't need me at all. So what was our screen names or whatever names you call it at BN or INO? I'm curious as well.
L.
But it might be interesting to see what 7:42 says.
You were right.
POLAR BEARS!!
Sorry, just wanted to yell something as well.
L.
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