It was written from another’s perspective. A recollection of a conversation turned first person. Expensive, anti-climactic words ringing in my ears with an unrelenting need to, once again, find voice. In reverse, they became a bit of guilt unfurled to reveal how my selfish needs superseded best interest. Recall that I held on too long, to that room, to that moment.
“Just say it, say it already”
“I don’t.”
As painful as it may have been to hear it rephrased in that manner, I never meant to be cruel. And now, when the melody of the moment presents itself, I am reminded to never again make that mistake. Although ironically, it was only after repeated cost that it became my lesson. I hope it has become yours, as well.
p.s. volumes like breadcrumbs lead back.
Friday, September 12, 2008
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«Oldest ‹Older 3401 – 3600 of 5657 Newer› Newest»it's great that you guys have been able to all meet up. :)
It really is.
*smirks*
Hi Red,
You and TJ should totally be here with us eating ice cream in heaven.
Fuck that "amp" shit!
Hi there redrum
hey redrum. :)
ice cream, eh? can i have green tea flavor?
hello to the newly met up trio, TJ redrum anon
hows everyone?
I feel sick, blah
oh and hi BC
Redrum! ^_^
Wassup?
oh ergo, why do you feel sick? you aren't coming down with something are you?
Hi Ergo. What's wrong?
I hope not Tj
I woke up wit tummy pains, not bad just enough to make you feel ick, and I feel really tired (it's only 3pm)
I'll be ok, having to go out this morning made it feel worse, I'm just gonna rest a bit now
Ice cream, very, very nice.
Ergo? You sick? Did you eat ice cream and ride on a bus, too?:(
maybe it's just all the excitement of the trip, ergo. i have my fingers crossed for you.
*stands up and shrieks, long and loud, head thrown back*
just to break the silence.
and now i'm gonna get more coffee. brb.
I think it's just nerves too, hopefully nothing else.
lol smoke thank goodness no, the thought of ice cream at the moment isn't real good
*waves to Fimmy*
Sorry about that.
Hello, and should we? Do we have to pass through the pearly gates, first? I heard that's a tough guest list to make.
Yes, ice cream is very nice. Mmmm. I decided to share. ^_^
Ergo, I'm sorry you feel icky.
TJ, I tried green tea soy ice cream and it was naaaasTY. Maybe the soy part was what threw it off.
back.
oh, redrum, no no no. i don't think i'd be welcome there. have to have the ice cream somewhere else.
Now by "pearly gates..." ;)
ooooooo, ick! kapunua, the soy is most definitely what threw it off. oh, ow. i'm so sorry for you.
Yes, very yummy.
It's the simple things in life that are always the best ^_^
Have a great night gals. Goodnight.
Oh man I even tried to put chips in it and it didn't make it taste good. Maybe I'll look for some real cream next time.
Oh, Solly says to say that we never exactly made it into actual heaven. Just kind of the outskirts.
I have never tried green tea ice cream, but i have green tea perfume
ok K by chips do you mean like fries or potato crisps?
or choc chips?
good night 1:30. :)
yeah, don't judge the flavor until you've had the real thing, kapunua. *whew*
green tea perfume, ergo? i am intrigued.
How scandalous.
goodnight anon
It's really nice TJ
sort of fresh but very slightly floral, very light and summery
The sisters say to Redrum: "Scandalous? Have you found your pants yet?" ^_^
Ergo, by chips I mean chocolate chips. Ghirardelli dark chocolate.
Bitter and dark, mmm hmm!
redrum, you're the one walking around without pants. how can you say "scandalous"?
it sounds very nice, ergo. maybe i'll look for it over here. :)
lol kapunua -- it's clear to see where all our minds are!
Goodnight 1:30 sweet dreams
My bad. I thought nobody would notice.
But we always notice nakiness! :D
Everything is funny tonight. But we are suprfly tired and probably going to bed soon. We miss Fimble Ho. >_<
I was hoping so K
I love dark chocolate
but we used to play a game at McDonalds called "find the chip" only the person playing it didn't know
you'd wait till someone wasn't looking at their sundae and stick a fry down into it, it took skill as if you weren't careful it was obvious, then they played find the chip.
We got one person to find about 6 chips once, he got up to go to the toilet, got half way through before he realised he was playing
(oh we were all about 19 to 22 yo as well)
So, good night everyone! ^_^ Nice to read you all.
Good night, Mayo! I hope you enjoyed yoru bite of Midnight Reverie.
Good night S(S)S! We hope you like your Mickey Mouse ears. :)
Good night fimble! &HEARTS;
*hands redrum a tablecloth*
Good night, mouseketeers.
good night kapunua and sisters! no giggling after lights out!
before he realised he was playing
don't you love a game you don't know you're playing? :)
goodnight girls sweet dreams
ahhhh I have coffee now
that is nice....
and i have a bad latin translation of a small moon prayer i wrote last year.
also nice. :)
oh what is a moon prayer TJ?
it was just a little greeting i wrote to say whenever i saw the moon, ergo. it just sounds more...magical in latin. :)
oh yes I bet it does, like things sound more romantic in french and italian
can you show me?
I'm off for the night. Goodnight guys.
Sugarplum: thank you for the tiara. I hope you have a awesome weekend and Saturday *smothers with kisses* :)
sure, but not the latin -- i'm sure it really is atrocious. :)
but in english: merry meet, beautiful lady moon, she with the shining silver smile, i salute you.
good night bc. sweet dreams. :)
goodnight Bc sweet dreams
that is really nice TJ, I bet it sounds lovely in latin too
it does, and i don't think she minds the poor grammar of it.
i had translated it out before, but didn't it bring it with me on the road. and tonight i wanted to do something real, so i pulled out a little scene i had written a few weeks ago, and i'm polishing it up and making it into a word document. the prayer is in it, you see, and i didn't bother to try to write it down in latin just for the sketch, but now i want it in the scene proper.
what a great idea, it makes it very special that you've done it yourself
you know, i usually do write my prayers myself, and it just seemed to fit there in the scene, so, why not? :)
definitely!
when I see the moon tonight I'll think of you saying it
aw, thank you! :)
hey, are you feeling better?
I feel a bit better now it's cooler, and the coffee helped.
I still feel really tired though I think I'll have an earlier night
i hope it's nothing. that you're feeling better is good. my fingers are still crossed for you!
thanks TJ well I might sign off, I have a treatment to put through my hair, and I think I'll have a little lie down before dinner
have a good night, I'll come back in a bit,
wonder when we'll get a new post, hope it's before I go
take care and sweet dreams TJ
i hope we get a new post too, ergo, especially for your sake! it was good talking with you, be well.
:)
mayo,
writing helps. as does time spent just chatting with friends. it's helped.
that awful feeling is muffled, i think i can sleep easily. i almost want to stay up -- and not from fear but just to keep working on this story (i found a way to combine two little scenarios, and oh my gosh there might be the glimmer of a plot now!) -- but the mantel clock just chimed three, and i know i have to sleep.
i have to get up, i can't just sleep in, not even on a saturday. there's little i can do, but the pressure is still there to at least make some attempt at being a productive adult.
but my courage is as sere and dry as the field across the yard.
still, must pretend, and so must go to bed.
i'll write some more tomorrow. it will give me something to look forward to.
good night, my friend.
*comes in singing softly*
(see editoral note for what I'm singing)
*doesn't want to wake the nephew*
Good morning/afternoon/night Mayo, SS, TJ, Ergo, Redrum, Solly, Smoke; various anons, watchers and lurkers; all brilliant beings and brights stars in the land o'blog believe!
How are you all today/tonight? GREAT, happy, well and EXCITED, I hope! I am!!!!! Why, you ask? Well, incase any of you forgot, I am seeing NIGHTWISH tonight !!!!!!!!!!!
Ergo: Have a great day/night, honeybunch! And, don't forget your vacation adventure travel orders!!! *smooooooooooch*
For my sweetcheeks:
As promised
Bigger, better, brighter and more brilliant! I hope you like it, sweetcheeks!!! I (also) hope you get to go out and have some fun today! *hugs and kisses*
Possum: Heck yeah those batteries are charged! All of them! And, I'm already planning to send you a bill for any bodily damages sustained. Ohhh....I hope there good ones!!!! ;)
Sdock and Smoke: I'm glad to hear you all had such a good day! Sending you safe travel wishes!
For your pondering consideration:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Happiness is not in our circumstances but in ourselves. It is not something we see, like a rainbow, or feel, like the heat of a fire. Happiness is something we are."
John B. Sheerin
and:
"Three grand essentials to happiness in this life are something to do, something to love and something to hope for."
Joseph Addison
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Wishing you all a day (and night) of happy doing, loving and hoping!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
HI Safe, Pants of Peace, Persephone, Poofed Chameleon, The Masked Anon and Guardian Angel!!
PS: Speaking of Pants, why was Redrum running around ......
Oh, nevermind!
:P
Editoral note:
Wanderlust
Nightwish
I want to see where the sirens sing
Hear how the wolves howl
Sail the dead calm waters of the Pacific
Dance in the fields of coral
Be blinded by the white
Discover the deepest jungle
I want to find The Secret Path
A bird delivered into my heart, so
It's not the end
Not the kingdom come
It is the journey that matters, the distant wanderer
Call of the wild
In me forever and ever and ever forever
Wanderlust
I want to love by the Blue Lagoon
Kiss under the waning moon
Straying, claiming my place in this mortal coil
Riding the dolphins
Asking the mountains
Dreaming Alaska
The Earth can have but Earth
I want to find...
It's not the end...
Look into my eyes and see the wanderer
See the mirrors of a wolf behold the pathfinder
Hello 6
^see^
I was signed in! Darn blogger.
*shoots evil glare at blogger*
Have a great day, everyone!!!
*blows kisses*
Martha!!!!
2 days in row! I've missed talking to you on a daily basis.
How are you this morning? Are you just waking up or haven't you gone to bed yet?
*thinks perhaps Martha fell asleep*
I must be off to bed too, Martha. I have a busy day/night/(maybe morning ;) ahead! I hope you have a good, headache and breathing problem free day!
I'll come visit you soon!!!
*blows special vanilla flavored kisses to Martha*
hi wendy,*smooooch*
Hi MJ
oh you're going Wendy, have a good sleep and a great day and enjoy Nightwish!!!!
(I know you will)
Shit I missed 6. My internet decided it was going to be a bitch.
To answer your question. I haven't been to bed yet and this is the time I usually get up so that I can go into work.
I look forward to your visit.
Goodnight
hello ep
a BIG thank you to Elena!
and also specially for Mustard
Ray Toro - Sharkrider
bet you never realised just how talented he was!
Stay tuned for further adventures!
nice.
EP i am off to bed
goodnight
goodnight Mj sweet dreams, have a good saturday
Ah Mayo
not too much to say today, I've been hit with the headache stick and am just about to turn in for an early night. So you ready for the weekend? I hope you have a nice couple of days lined up. Well you have about 24 hrs to give me a new post to read, or I'll have to rely on some lovely individual to email it to me. And you wouldn't want that would you? Denying me the pleasure of a first hand reading of your words? Missing out on my insightful interpretations and ....well I may just stop now before you fall off your chair laughing. You enjoy your weekend Mayo, really I'm not worried about you posting, just joshing with you, buuuuut if you could find it in your heart....
lol, I don't give up easily.
Wishing you rest, relaxation, resonance and refreshment much love EP xx
SS take the time to open your mind, feel the heart beating for you, find the rhythm and hear the song it sings for just you two.
lotsa love EP xx
goodnight blogbelieve see you in my morning ♥xx♥
Late dawns and early sunsets, just like my favorite scenes
Then holding hands and life was perfect, just like up on the screen
And the whole time while always giving
Counting your face among the living
Up and down escalators, pennies and colder fountains
Elevators and half price sales, trapped in by all these mountains
Running away and hiding with you
I never thought they'd get me here
Not knowing you'd change from just one bite
I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight
But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
But would anything matter if you're already dead?
And well should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
And would anything matter if you're already dead?
And now should I be shocked by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
And our memories defeat us,
And I'll end this direst.
But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
But does anything matter if you're already dead?
And should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
But does anyone notice there's a corpse in this bed?
Are you being sarcastic? I hate Early Sunsets. The only good part is the guitar in the beginning. Gerard sounds like a dying animal in it. But then, he was singing with "half a face." Lol.
Travis Barker and DJ AM were in a bad plane crash and are in the hospital in critical condition with burn wounds.
Mayo,
Morning! I had the strangest dream last night. You had made a new post and it was called "Connection to Wonder"...that is all.
Just wanted to share and okay, maybe it wasn't that strange after all.
Have a great Saturday!
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Or maybe it was wander?
Fimmy,
I hope you are feeling better today. We missed you so hard last night.
Love ya!
Pray that Smok and I and Smok's car make it back to Georgia.
Good morning folks! Can I just tell you how lovely these ladies are? They are gorgeous and funny. Fimmy is quick-witted and really sweet. Solly does a dead-on impersonation of just about everyone; she is like a cup of coffee too. She made my eyes rain a few times. And Princess really is a princess. She is so lovely and noble and also reallly funny.
I ♥ them! You have to meet them to believe it! mY FAMILY LOVED THEM, TOO. tHEY ARE SO CHARMING.
sO mAYO, i BOUGHT YOU YOUR OWN MIDNGHT REVERIE. i HOPE YOU LIKE IT. bITTER AND DARK, MY STRANGE FRIEND.
Okay, I hate this goddamn keyboard. I ht the meffing capslock but now I don't feel liike going back to change it. Eff that! Sorry about the yelling. We all hate this keyboard. It sucks.
S(S)S, I hope you don't mind if I momentarily pull a switcheroo, just for today, and tip my Mickey ears to you instead. I bought you some Mickey ears too! Except maybe the Stitch ones are better? ^_^
Well! Catch you all later. Have a great day!
Oh man, that is so crappy with the stupid capslock. Sorry!
Wake up! Get up, it's a brand new day!
Morning errbody! Rise and effin' shine! ^_^
Don't make me carry these crazy ass mofo's all the way back to Georgia.
O_O
update on plane crash 4 people are dead. Gavin DeGraw and Perry Farrell were at the same concert but it is unknown if they were on the plane with Travis ans DJ AM.
Oh no! That is terrible!
CNN
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
♥♥
Hey, guys. Glad you all are having fun. :)
The news blows.
*sighs*
Me, too.
This waiting thing sucks, and this is oddly reminiscent of the 50s.
I just hope they'll be okay.
Do you believe in always,the wind
said to the rain
I am too busy with
my flowers to believe,the rain answered
good morning
♥♥
:)
Update:
Gavin DeGraw wasn't aboard the plane and neither was Perry Farrell.
A rep for Gavin DeGraw says the singer was not on the plane. MTV.com also reports that Perry Farrell's manager, Peter Katsis, confirms Farrell also was not onboard.
Both Travis and DJ AM are in critical, but stable, condition.
From here.
I guess just send them your good thoughts.
I carry your ♥ (I carry it in my ♥)
:)
hello.
i was just over at my lj, and one of my friends there -- probably my closest friend from the batch that i made at the tbp concert, and one of the women i made the california leg of my road trip with -- i just found out that her mom died.
she wasn't sick or anything. she just had chest pains last night and went to the hospital, and they checked her out and she had to have emergency surgery -- an aortic dissection -- and now she's gone.
and i'm so stupid, i only met this woman once and she was so nice, but it's still such a shock. i keep thinking about my friend, i don't know what this is going to do to her. and i'm crying and i don't know why, except that it's awful.
I'm really sorry, TJ. I'll be thinking about her.
thank you, mustard. she takes things so hard, i'm worried about her.
Of course you are. Does she have someone close to her, family or friends, that can help her through it? It's obviously going to be difficult for her, so if she knows you're there and she has a tight support group helping her, it might take some of the hurt and pain away for her.
fortunately, she has a very solid circle of friends and family right there in seattle, as well as on the internet. her best friend lost her own mom to cancer this year, so i'm hoping that the two of them will be able to lean on each other.
she has my cell and email, so of course i wrote her an email right away to let her know that i'm there for her 24/7. it's hard not actually being there though. she's such a sweet and generous young woman.
That's really great. At the very least, she knows there a people ready and willing to help her and be there for her and her family when they need it most. I'll continue to keep her in my thoughts. I hope she finds some comfort.
This day couldn't have started off on more a wrong foot, huh? Bad news all around today.
*more of
thanks for talking with me about it, mustard. it was just such a shock.
♥my heart♥
(but it is just an empty dream if you do not know my name)
I had to saygoodbye to Solly and smoke anf Fim. Wahhh! It sucked.
Then I went to see auntie and she was doing a hula show at the Polynesian. Well she thrww me onstage again and I did a much better song and I rocked. It! So I redeemed myself. :D
Oh, my cousin just asked if you guys had a good time and she said (Fimmy, pay attention!) " That English girl is beautiful!" So there ya go!
Hello everyone!!!
<_<
>_>
Ummm....anyone home?
Was blogger down all afernoon? Did I pass up a new room?
Well, I hope you are all well and having a great Saturday! I really just came in to say that, and:
NIGHTWISH!!!
NIGHTWISH
NIGHTWISH
NIGHTWISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ergo, BC/Sweetcheeks, Possum, Lewis, MissT, Martha anyone I missed, thanks for all the have fun wishes. It will be difficult; but, I shall try my best!
*big wink*
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
*blows kisses*
Hi & bye, 616 :)
We are home!
We had such an amazing time! Jules is so beautiful, so sweet, so funny, so awesome.
In case you guys didn't know, She has the world's greatest family!
Mummy K, Daddy K, Granny K, Cousins & Boychild, thank you for making us feel so welcome.
*waves to Mummy K*
Yes,yes, yes, yes, yes.
We had such an amazing time! Jules is so beautiful, so sweet, so funny, so awesome.
In case you guys didn't know, She has the world's greatest family!
Mummy K, Daddy K, Granny K, Cousins & Boychild, thank you for making us feel so welcome.
*waves to Mummy K*
We ♥ you guys!
good morning
wow those poor guys, hope they recover and so sad for the others on board, what a terrible accident
and TJ I know your friend will appreciate knowing you are there, that is so tragic for her and her family and friends, to lose someone suddenly is always that bit more difficult, my thoughts go out to her
hi mustard K RW anon
so glad you all had such a good time!
and that you're safe home
Thanks, Ergo! I kept wanting to pinch myself because I couldn't believe that Smoke and I were actually there hanging with Jules and Fimmy.
What a great opportunity of friendship this blog has created for all of us!
it really has, though I'm pretty far away I still feel really close to people, and getting and sending parcels overseas is very cool
Ergo,
Smoke and I are gonna have to start saving are money so we can travel Down Under to see you. I'm all for it, so long as you keep those bandicoot things away.
*shudders*
oh that would be cool, I'm sure you'd love it!
and promise to protoct you from errant wildlife
*crosses heart*
I almost forgot. I promised I would do this before I left if I tasted Nutella and was proven wrong.
Well, as you can see, I was wrong. Nutella is sent straight from the Gods and Heavens. It is awesome-sauce in a jar. It is all things beautiful and delicious.
SS, don't fight the Nutella, be at one with the Nutella.
Hi :)
Ergo,
Cool! I totally trust you and your mad protocting skillz!!
Nutella is dangerously tasty.
RW,
It is! And it's the best when licked off your own fingers. What's up with that?
haha smoke we have run out of nutella and my daughter is devastated, so glad you have become a convert to teh joys of
I eat up every little bit of hazelnut and chocolate
it always brings a smile to my face
oooh what a marvellous taste
I spread it
I (something) it
I just love being fed it
I always say "YES" to Nutella
I always say "YES" to Nutella!
you need this
Dunno, Solly! Sounds a bit kinky to me!
I'm glad you and S&V and K and Fimmy had a good time :)
Yes, yes, yes, Ergo! I need a jar big enough to swim in.
RW,
We did. Fimmy ended up going home because she wasn't feeling well and that kind of sucked, but we understood. We wanted her to go home and feel better. Then, Jules, Smoke, and I let loose on Disney and it was madness.
did you see my pic at 6 am ^^
I can only imgaine the madness!
I hear you enjoyed some ice cream?
OMG, Ergo! That pic rules so hard.
RW,
Yep, yep! Ice Cream on the outskirts of Heaven.
I tell you sdock, move over Steve Irwin,(posthumously) what the world needs is more Ray!
:)
Yep, yep! Ice Cream on the outskirts of Heaven.
And you all nearly puked on the bus?
We got a little bus sick, troofax. Blame it on the bad driver.
But not on the ice cream!
So how was the weather down there?
Sucks about Fimmy being sicky :(
ice cream can never be blamed for anything it is goodness personified
Hot, like 115 degrees or something like that in the park. It's all that damn asphalt.
Hot, like 115 degrees or something like that
O_o
No wonder Fimmy felt ill! That's a bit warm for me too! It's been averaging about 22 C here lately.
Even poor little Mickaaah Mouse was sweating.
*waves to Fimmy and Poppy*
Aw, poor Mickah :(
I like ice cream.
it's about the same here RW, up to about 25 C middle of teh day sometimes, up in Darwin at the moment it's already 33 C and it's only autumn, needless to say we are not packing warm clothes
You have a tasty name, Cherries.
hi cherries jubilee, how are you?
a lot of mascot people wear ice filled vests under their costumes and have little fans in the heads, they have a time limit they can be out too
It's still technically spring here, EP, but we've been getting fall weather.
I don't mind that, I like the fall, but I hope it means an extended fall and not an early winter.
a lot of mascot people wear ice filled vests under their costumes and have little fans in the heads, they have a time limit they can be out too
Speaking of which, I worry for the singers in the next two operas. They have to wear some very heavy wool, leather & fun fur costumes.
Ah ha.
Hello Ergoproxy.
I just got done nomming on some cereal that Jules bought for Smoke and myself. It was delish. She gave us a whole damn grocery bag full of wonderful stuffs.
Hi Cherries Jubilee!
just to share - I hate celery with a passion
I just bit some into bits for my GP's and I have the taste in my mouth now - yuck
Travis plane crash
I don't like celery either, eP. It's too stringy. And cooked with other ingeedients, it totally overpowers the flavour.
Hey Sdock10 :)
Thanks for the link, Anon. They just gave an udate on Mtv news about 10 mins ago. Terrible tragedy.
Celery is good with cream cheese or pimento cheese or even dipped in peanut butter. I love it, love it, love it!
Mazke that "ingredients", not "ingeedients".
You can haz it, Solly! All of it!
I wish it was Gerard.
Er, and make that "make" instead of "mazke".
O_o
oh Rw you'll have to watch them, heat exhaustion is nasty, esp in an opera, you don't want people keeling over mid song!
so CJ how are you today? having a nice weekend?
sdock you can haz my celery too
I pick it out of food if I get it in things.
I'm taking it easy Ergoproxy :)
And you?
oh Rw you'll have to watch them, heat exhaustion is nasty, esp in an opera, you don't want people keeling over mid song!
That would be a total bummer, though the audience might just think it was part of the show.
they could all ad lib
*operatic voice*
"oh noooooooooooooo!
she's deaaaaaaaaaaaaad!!
*frantic looks off stage*
CJ I'm tidying the house and starting to pack.
I can never pack early or I change my mind too often
Anon that's not something to wish on anyone, even your worst enemy.
CJ anons often say things like that just to try and get reactions, I agree it's an awful thing to say, but best idea is to just try and ignore them I find.
many seem to be very unpleasant people
BlogBelieve, Ergo, Cherries Jubilee, RW, Anon(s),
I am off for the night! Gonna go catch up on my rest!
Catch you guys tomorrow!
Mwah! Mwah!
Jules and Fimmy,
Thanks again for an awesome time. I love you guys like whoah and back again and I am already missing you both!
*waves again to Mummy K*
Have a good night, Solly :)
goodnigth sdock sweet dreams
Have a good rest sdock :)
I don't understand how some people could be so cruel ergoproxy.
for goodnigth read goodnight
me neither CJ it shows you the uglier side of human nature for sure
Mayo,
HiYa, How are things going? I hope you are feeling happy, well, and loved.
You know what time it is, right? It's time for me to thank you again for allowing us to use your blog, your space as our gathering place. It truly is awesome and kind of beyond words to describe what it is like to meet up. It's like some crazy dream come true. I mean, if you sit down and really think about it, it boggles the mind. Through this blog, so many great things have happened. And it's all because of you.
Thanks again, Mayo. I just wish you could have been there. We would have made your eyes rain with laughter and let you eat ice cream in heaven with us.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Even Mickahhh Mouse was jealous!
Gonna shower & primp.
Have a good night, all :)
goodnight RW have a good primp!
Mayo,
It's been a long time, dude, but for some reason, I was like, "Um, someone might need to hear this?"
This is going to sound totally odd, but when things happen in your world, in your little bubble like they did today for me and for a lot of us, it seriously makes you take a gut check.
And what's so sad is it takes the death of others, the pain of others, to make you re-evaluate your whole world. It seems like we should be aware of that stuff already, but it doesn't sink in until it happens to someone who's within your reach.
The good thing that comes out of such a horrible tragedy like this is the outpouring of support. Messageboards were littered with RIPs and Get Better Soons, and all for people they didn't even know. That makes me understand things in some weird way, and it makes me love this community even more.
I'm pretty sure we are the tie that binds.
Hold them tight tonight, dude. You have to tell them the shit you never thought you would, and make them understand.
Goodnight. :)
SS,
I hope you and your friends and family are well tonight and always. Take care of yourself, buddy.
Ergo,
Love the RayShark, by the by!
Have a great day!
Bye, BlogBelieve!
Night night, Mustard :)
goodnight mustard sweet dreams
and beautifully put, it's so true
Love me cancerously
Like a salt-sore soaked in the sea.
'High-maintenance' means
You're a gluttonous queen
Narcissistic and mean.
Kill me romantically
Fill my soul with vomit
Then ask me for a piece of gum.
Bitter and dumb
You're my sugarplum.
You're awful, I love you!
She moves through moonbeams slowly
She knows just how to hold me
And when her edges soften
Her body is my coffin
I know she drains me slowly
She wears me down to bones in bed
Must be the sign on my head
That says, oh...
Love me dead! Love me dead!
You're a faith-healer on T.V.
You're an office park without any trees
Corporate and cold
Gushing for gold
Leave me alone.
You suck so passionately
You're a parasitic, psycho, filthy creature
finger-bangin' my heart
You call me up drunk
Does the fun ever start?
You're hideous and sexy!
Must be the sign on my head
That says, oh...
Love me dead! Love me dead!
Love me cancerously
Brrrot-dot-da-d-da-da!
How's your new boy?
Does he know about me?
You've got the mark of the beast.
You're born of a jackal! You're beautiful!
Wha' 'bout that sign on my head
That says, oh...
Love me dead!
oh I love that song anon 9:32
hello?
is no one here but for these lyrics that i think are supposed to be humorous but instead come across confusingly harsh?
*sits down, uneasily*
Boo :)
Hi, EP and TJ :)
hey there resurrected wreck. :)
*waves at ergo*
she snuck up on me while i was taking a bajillion years to write my comment.
how are you?
Did I skeer everyone away?
Hiya :)
I'm good, TJ. But I have the hiccups O_o
How was your day?
nope, i had to go get coffee. :)
Mmm, coffee!
it didn't get off to a good start, and so it never got off the ground, i'm afraid.
how was yours?
That sucks :(
Mine was good. I didn't do much. I had a long work week so all I really want to do this weekend is read and relax.
oh, reading weekends are very nice. :)
especially now that's it's coming on to real autumnal weather. that's when i want to curl up with a book and a mug of something hot the most.
Indeed! Me too ^_^
So where are you these days, TJ?
*sighs*
the stoning never stops
i'm still in kentucky, at my folks' place.
*sigh*
i'm trying to get back to seattle, because that's where all my stuff is (and my cat), but it's at the point where i'll go anywhere if i can just have a job and be living my life again.
i don't know what you're referring to, 10:29, but hello anyway. :)
@[p-q]@
i'm trying to get back to seattle, because that's where all my stuff is (and my cat), but it's at the point where i'll go anywhere if i can just have a job and be living my life again.
I hear you. Is there any sort of work in particular you're interested in doing?
you never did listen
hey ear anon!
because i want to try to focus on developing my writing, what i do to earn a living in the meantime can be anything, resurrected wreck. i haven't had a lot of jobs, but they range from office help to motel maid, so my skills are pretty varied. jill-of-all-trades, master of none. :)
sometimes the voices in one's head make it difficult to hear, 10:36.
I've done stints in retail & the tourist trade. Some jobs were better than others. It depended mainly on who I worked with & how the supervisors behaved.
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