Friday, September 12, 2008

Echolocation

It was written from another’s perspective. A recollection of a conversation turned first person. Expensive, anti-climactic words ringing in my ears with an unrelenting need to, once again, find voice. In reverse, they became a bit of guilt unfurled to reveal how my selfish needs superseded best interest. Recall that I held on too long, to that room, to that moment.

“Just say it, say it already”

“I don’t.”

As painful as it may have been to hear it rephrased in that manner, I never meant to be cruel. And now, when the melody of the moment presents itself, I am reminded to never again make that mistake. Although ironically, it was only after repeated cost that it became my lesson. I hope it has become yours, as well.


p.s. volumes like breadcrumbs lead back.

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Anonymous said...

Sweat, blood and tears are the worst when it comes to stain removal.

It seems to stick.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

LOL, at the NJ leathermouth show Frank told the crowd to get off the internet and go live your lives. haha the OP's got burned by their precious Frankie.

September 18, 2008 2:45 PM

That could have been aimed at the day crew.

September 18, 2008 2:50 PM





If encouraging people to spend less time on the internet and more time making a difference, making memories by embracing life and living each day as if it is your last is considered derisive, then perhaps Frank should just pack up and go home as he is clearly wasting not only his own time, but everyone elses.

Anonymous said...

amen 7:46

Anonymous said...

iawtc

sdock10 said...

Damn, I was dirty.

Hi again!

Anonymous said...

I'm quite sure that Frank's comment was directed towards the audience at that show and the fans as a whole -- not just at a few people on this tiny blog.

It's called perspective, people.

Get some.

Smoke said...

Sweat, blood and tears, eh? Yeah, those stains last a lifetime but it's all good, right? The kind of stains that remind you of the important stuff. Maybe that makes sense.

Anon,

I hope Frank never feels like he's wasting his time. Ever. I can only imagine how frustrated he must feel at times though.

Smoke said...

7:56,

I'm quite positive you are correct. ^_^

The world does not revolve around this blog.

Anonymous said...

amen smoke

Anonymous said...

This blog is to the MCR fandom as Pluto is to the solar system.

Fimble Star said...

In the far away fires
Where the hills forever burn
At the feet of our heroes
We try hard to learn
But the lesson is lost there
In the smoke and the mud
That we are one flesh, one breath, one life, one blood

I stood by the river
That ran red with shame
I stood in the killing fields
Where death had no name
I stood with my brothers
And away it flood
And we where one flesh, one breath, one life, one blood

Then I felt to the ground
Tasted ashes on my tongue
Thinking that only the death
Are forever young

There was peace in the twilight
And for a moment among
It was a world without danger
A world without war
And I will take all your suffering
It will do any good
Cause we are one flesh, one breath, one life, one blood


Dont knwo why, but i love this song.

sdock10 said...

Lately in this place, Frank's words along with everyone else's have been twisted and bent.

Makes no sense to me.

Anonymous said...

7:56 are you the same anon as 7:46?

sdock10 said...

Absurd, ridiculous...those are a couple words that come to mind when I hear some of the accusations that are thrown out here.

Anonymous said...

Sorry.

F5 pisses me off sometimes. :)


Pluto got the boot. Pluto did not live up to planetary standards of planetationismy, and it got the boot.

That just doesn't seem fair. I'm just sayin'.

Anonymous said...

Fimble Star, if you don't mind, I wanted to ask who you were referring to in your post. The "bitter old hags/bags" part. You said it wasn't The OPS.

resurrected wreck said...

Sweat, blood and tears are the worst when it comes to stain removal.

It seems to stick.


Blood is actually quite easy to remove, if it's your own. Just spit on the stain and let it sit for a bit. The enzymes will break it down.

resurrected wreck said...

*tackles Fimmy*

Smoke said...

Poor Pluto. :(

Anonymous said...

amen mustardisbetter. not fair to pluto.

sdock10 said...

Feeling bad for Pluto makes me have a sad.

Anonymous said...

i share a sad with you sdock10

Fimble Star said...

8.01,
I dont mind at all, i was just confused why no one has asked sooner, instead of just assuming.

I blogged about a game of tiddly winks, as another way to explain about soemthing in my life. I wont explain what in my life and who in my life, but it is my life and nothign to do with this blog.

The sad thing is, is that some poeple turned it around from my own personal blog and used it to hurt or attack other people.

I wont apologise for what i wrote on my blog but i will say it now, it wasnt about the OP's, but i cant make any one think. I can just blog about my life, my thoughts and tell you what it was not about, if you asked, like you did. so thank you.

Anonymous said...

But, let's all have a glad for that epic made-up word I just graced all of your pretty eyeballs with!

Write it down and use it.

sdock10 said...

We need to work on having more glads in this blog.

Smoke said...

You rule, Mustard. :)

Anonymous said...

AIM anyone?

sdock10 said...

Mustard does own the rulage.

Smoke said...

O_o

AIM with who?

sdock10 said...

I'm already there.

Anonymous said...

Nice try 8:07.

sdock10 said...

SollyDock

I must warn you, AIM totally chatjacked me the other night.

Anonymous said...

Smoke said...
O_o

AIM with who?






the invisible man

sdock10 said...

Lucy Bean and Fimmy and MissT have been splainin what puds are.

WTF?

I still don't know.

Smoke said...

Well that's just scary as hell, Anon. O_o

Anonymous said...

You do mean the pant less man.

sdock10 said...

Makes me think of that Kevin Bacon movie...what was it? Hollow Man?

Anonymous said...

^_~

Smoke said...

Yeah! Yeah! Freaky as hell.

O_O

Instant Message from:______

Nobody.

SCARY!

Anonymous said...

Are you in there with us now, invisible man? You can learn about puds too.

Fimble Star said...

*jumps on rw and licks her nose*

hi rw, sorry i was just listening to that song.

How are you?

Anonymous said...

the invisible man is everywhere lucy bean

Smoke said...

Okay, I'm going to take a shower. Stay the hell away from me Invisible Man. O_O

Be back later.

Anonymous said...

Did you see us waving to you in AIM? I bet you were waving back, weren't you? We thought as much. It 's just hard to tell, what with you being invisible and all.

sdock10 said...

Invisible AIM'r musta had to download the latest version first. Gotta be chat compatible.

Anonymous said...

But...but..Smok, you heard him. The invisible man is everywhere.

resurrected wreck said...

AAAAARRRRGGGHHHH!!!

*flails at FS*

I'm good, missus, how are you? :)

Anonymous said...

Who
When
Where
*Looks behind him*

Anonymous said...

Be careful who you wave to, I'm afraid he has gone commando.

Just as well he's invisible.

*smirks*

Fimble Star said...

not bad rw, just abotu to get myself ready for tomorrow, my road trip and being kidnapped and all.

What have you been up to?

sdock10 said...

I'm waiting.

sdock10 said...

Fimble Star will suck my toes tomorrow.

resurrected wreck said...

Ooooo! Iz you guys meeting up this weekend, Fimmy?

Anonymous said...

Sweat, blood and tears are the worst when it comes to stain removal.

I just wanted to say, before I leave, that sometimes when things get out of focus and your mind kind of runs off without you, even the smallest little thing can bring it all back to where it began.

And though that up there might sound corny to some, it makes me fight.

So, thank you, even if you weren't trying to do anything. :)



Fim,
I love those lyrics.


Mayo,
Bring Pluto back, mmmkay? Make Pluto feel one with the universe again. ;)


SS,
I hope you iz okay! We miss you!



RW, Fim, Smoke, Sdock, Anonymouses, Invisible men with no pants O_O, and everybody else coming or going, have a marvelous Friday tomorrow, and rock that fucker hard!


Night!

resurrected wreck said...

What have you been up to?

I've been busy working. And I have a cold, so I feel a little run down.

Also, my friend came out to visit me last weekend. We had a lovely time. We didn't take any piccies though, sorry :(

Anonymous said...

Arrgh, and Lucy, too! Lucy! Lucy! Lucy!

resurrected wreck said...

Have a good night, Mustard :)

resurrected wreck said...

Lucy! Lucy! Lucy!

You sound like Ricky Ricardo!

Fimble Star said...

solly, no

rw, yes we are, meeting tomorrow and gonna have a mad time. i will take lots of pics for you to see on f/b

slash, i am glad, i thought you may like them, goodnight and sweet dreams.

Anonymous said...

this blog isn't big enough for two invisible men. too confusing. going haunt msn.

Fimble Star said...

rw, i am glad you had a nice time. did you get to catch up on everythign you missed? was it like old times?

sdock10 said...

AIM'r went MIA.

Weird.

Fimble Star said...

have fun on ms, beware of the bugs, they will bite you in the bum.

Anonymous said...

rock that fucker hard!

The theme of the night.

Goodnight Mustard :)

Fimble Star said...

ms = msn

duh!

sdock10 said...

I know of no other way to rock than fucking hard.

sdock10 said...

Fimmy,

See ya tomorrow!

*waves to Poppy*

Fimble Star said...

night guys, sweet dreams.

sisters, i will call you when on the road.

Jules, dont make me talk to that snotty woman again, i will talk to you tomorrow.


nighty night guys, sweet dreams.

resurrected wreck said...

My friend and I haven't seen each other in over two years, Fim, but we kept in touch regularly with emails and phone calls, so it didn't feel like it had been that long since we last met up.

Anonymous said...

Hi guys I am at the pool watchig everyonr swim. Also thdy have a huge
Tvkinda thing but it's on some kind of cloth and it eeps rippling.

Thry are playing Disney Robin Hood, one of my favrites. ;D

TOMORROW IS THE BIG DAY! :D

resurrected wreck said...

Have fun K, Fimmy, Solly, and S&V! :D Tell us all about it, preferably including piccies!

Time for me to turn in, I'm afraid. Have a good night all :)

sdock10 said...

JULES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

Omg there wull be pics and madness!

Anonymous said...

Flip it, hit it and rub it down....oh yeah!

Anonymous said...

Do you have big breastesses???

Anonymous said...

Hi everyone!

Waves!!!!

Blows kiss!!!!

I can not stay long, have to leave in about 10 minutes, just wanted to stop and see how everyone is doing.


PJ

Anonymous said...

Waves to K by the pool, I'm a sucker for a girl in a bikini...wink wink!

Just kidding K, but do send pics!!

PJ

sdock10 said...

I always thought it was...smack it, flip it, and rub it down.

*waves to PJ*

Anonymous said...

Night RW sweet dreams!

Hi sister Solly, how are you, been ages!

PJ

sdock10 said...

Doing pretty okay, PJ! It has been forever and a day since we have talked.

I hope you are well!

Anonymous said...

Well Hell!

There is the buzzer, guess i have to go!

Be back soon!

MHTY

PJ

Anonymous said...

Solly, i am so sorry, i do pop by and read on the porch,, so don't think i have forgotten anyone.

I really got to go!!!

bye everyone!

luv
PJ

Anonymous said...

and lick

sdock10 said...

Before or after?

Smack it, flip it, lick it and rub it down?

Or??

Anonymous said...

Men on Football...To help you ladies out.

Anonymous said...

Orr??

Anonymous said...

OMG, you guys, the Boychild thinks fireworks are bubbles. :D

Anonymous said...

i like different ball games

Anonymous said...

and if your thinking of taking a vacation....

Anon616 said...

Hello everyone!!!!

Mya sent the most hilarious Ellen DeGeneres video clip to me. I had to share it with you all.

If this doesn't make you laugh, I don't what will!

Gladys loves Jesus but likes to drink

Too funny, Mya!!!!!!

Ergo: *smoooooooooooch*

MissT: Great to see you! Thanks for the comment on my Ike videos! Can't wait to see the new hairdo (so we can finally get that picture)!
*winks, waves, hugs and snogs*

PJ!!!!!!!!!!!
*pounce tackle hugs and smooches*

Have a fun night, everyone!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

Anonymous said...

Hi sugarplum. I saw some of the Ike videos, but a few didn't work on my computer, but I'm gonna leave a comment in a bit

Anon616 said...

*runs back in to say*

HI SWEETCHEEKS!!!!!!!!

Thank you for watching, too! I hope you can get the other's to work. Did you see my little Tinker Belle? Don't let her looks fool you. She's vicious! Sandy Ann is the "nice" one! ;)

How was your day? Did you go into town? Did you see Killer? Did you listen to some Machine Head or Pantera?

I have to run for a bit; but, as usual (lately), I will look for your answers when I return.

*huge hugs and kisses*

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Have a nice night.

I'm in one of those "in between" phases in my head, nothing is coming out or going in. It's just kind of simmering.

Stir, stir, stir.

Sweet dreams and restful sleep.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Need some new ingredients.

Anonymous said...

Hello.

Is anyone here?

Anonymous said...

Oh no, not another quiz ^_^

But alas, I shall post my answers in a bit. See you later sugarplum.

Goodnight solly. Hello to anyone else about.

I'm off to go finish watching the RE movie. Brb.

Anonymous said...

Hi there anon, how are you?

Anonymous said...

I am well. How are you?

Anonymous said...

Hello anon.

Anonymous said...

I have killed the blog.

elena said...

It's not dead it's just tired.

Hello anon

Anonymous said...

LynZ probably stinks like fish and ass because she doesn't wash. Does that mean that Gerard's breath stinks of fish and ass too?

Anonymous said...

Hello Elena.

Anonymous said...

Hiya 10:01. Hi Elena, how are you?

I'm full but good 10:02, thank you for asking.

elena said...

How are you this evening, Anon?

Anonymous said...

I am well. How are you?

elena said...

Hello BC

Good to see you. How was your day?

elena said...

Anon, I'm okay, I guess.

Did you have a good day?

Anonymous said...

Yes, I did.

Anonymous said...

I had an effing great day!

I hope all of your tomorrows are as good as my day was today. :D

elena said...

Well that's good to hear, Anon.

Do anything interesting?

Anonymous said...

Thanks elena, it's good to see you too.

Today was one of those days where I took it easy. I spent some of it downloading songs and watching some movies, that's about it.

How about you?

Anonymous said...

That is great anon. I hope all your tomorrows will continue to be great.

elena said...

BC, I spent most of the day working.

Not very exciting but necessary.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight

Anonymous said...

I spent time with my children, had Mexican for dinner, had some co-workers play a practical joke on me (which made me feel loved) and I talked to a very dear old friend online tonight.

Life is good, yes?

elena said...

Goodnight first anon

Second anon, sounds like a very good day. I'm very happy for you.

Anonymous said...

Yes, it is good to have children, to teach them properly. It is good to be loved enough for someone to want to have chidren with you. Which some people will never know.

Anonymous said...

That's good 10:22 :)

Anonymous said...

You will not ruin my day, 10:34, because I do not give you the power to do so.

However, I am sorry you have the need to be so cruel.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight anon, sweet dreams. Elena, last night I read your goodnight to mayo. I'm sending lots of positive thinking, wishes, and prayers for you and your mom

toujours said...

hello.

i have my coffee. i am here. rejoice or despair, according to your own nature.

Anonymous said...

Not trying to ruin anything. I'm just pointing out that it is wonderful to have children and that some people will sadly never experience that.

elena said...

Thank you BC. Really, from the bottom of my heart - Thank You!

elena said...

Hey TJ

I could really use some coffee. Care to share?

Anonymous said...

From My Chemical Freak-


Leathermouth LJ is reporting that SkeletonCrewOnline.com has in its upcoming merch section Leathermouth Vinyl.

I checked and it does say the following…

“Leatherhmouth 7″ Vinyl, with CD/EP on 10/31/2008″

Now I’m not completely sure what that means but It seems to mean you get the vinyl with the CD, but that is not confirmed yet.

No preorder is available as of now.

toujours said...

hey there, elena. i'll always have extra coffee for you. :)

*brings you a mug*

elena said...

Thanks TJ

Damn fine coffee

toujours said...

thanks. (it's a variant on the "special salsa")

it's very good to see you here, elena.

Anonymous said...

*rejoices at TJ making an appearance*

All hail TJ! ^_^

You're welcome elena :)

10:40,

Let me say that I don't think I ever want kids because I don't see myself being a great mom. Why does some people think that's a bad thing?

Anonymous said...

Metallica's new album sounds better in Guitar Hero
Sad, but true.

By Ben Silverman


Metallica's Death Magnetic might have debuted atop the Billboard charts, but to many disgruntled fans, it's something of a bottom feeder. Metalheads and audiophiles alike have expressed displeasure with the record's overall audio quality, claiming that it sounds overly distorted.

According to Mastering Engineer Ian Shepherd, they're hardly tone deaf. In response to fan outcry, he compared the audio of the retail CD and the version appearing in Activision's Guitar Hero III, finding that the latter indeed featured far superior sound quality.

"As you can see, the CD version on the bottom has been heavily compressed, limited and/or clipped, and sounds massively distorted as a result," he said, referencing a chart depicting waveforms of both versions.

The problem stems from extreme compression intended to boost the "loudness" of the music in the CD release. The music industry's use of the technique, which is commonly used to make television commercials annoyingly sound louder than television shows, has sparked an ongoing debate dubbed the "Loudness War."

In the case of Death Magnetic, the boost is both significant and troublesome. Shepherd's analysis shows that the CD release is a whopping 10 decibels louder than the Guitar Hero version, which translates to sounding about twice as loud to the human ear.

Metallica's label, Universal Music Group, has yet to respond to the matter. Or perhaps they're just not listening.

elena said...

Not having children isn't a bad thing. However, you may change your mind. Everyone is different and just to have children because it's the "thing to do" is sad.

Anonymous said...

It's not a bad thing, BC. Not everyone is cut out to be a mom. Nor is marriage the secret to happiness for everyone.

I happen to have two beautiful children who are the light of my life. What I don't have, nor do I need, is a man right now, and I'm quite happy the way things are.

Everyone has his or her own path. A cookie cutter world would be boring.

toujours said...

lol thanks bc! your rejoicing make me rejoice. :)


ok, i didn't want to do this again and be a pest, but there were some pictures posted tonight of a recent sca event held over in the kingdom of drachenwald (which is europe), and i really want to share a few!

these group was able to have their camping event at an actual castle, and all the pictures are just beautiful, but these are me favorites.

the site in wales. it's like a dream!

knight and king. somehow they just look so much more impressive against the stone walls!

scafolk relaxing. look at that happy baby -- he's watching the tourney. *hee*

this one made me laugh! i thought bringing stuffed critters to events was something that only happened with the silly people in my group, but it looks like it's endemic to the sca across the whole known world!


okay, i'm done. i thank you for your patience. :)

toujours said...

i didn't proofread.

i'm mortified.

toujours said...

oh gods. i re-read it again. the grammar police have every right to string me up.

i am seriously just going to slink away with my tail between my legs.

Anonymous said...

The fact that people are having kids just to have them scares me.

I am definitely not in that place where I'm ready to have them.

But anyways, hiya TJ :)

elena said...

Nice talking to you guys but I'm gonna take off now. My head hurts.

Take care

toujours said...

sorry elena. have a good night.

elena said...

Mayo

Today was sorta rough and I just feel like I need to take some time and think things through. You ever feel like that? Like you just need to take a deep breath and maybe just clear your mind. Hey, my mind needs a lot of clearing right now. You take care of yourself, you hear?

Tomorrow take a deep breath, look at the world around you and decide if there is anything about it you want to change. If there is then start to formulate a plan. If not well then damn dude I’m happy for you and a bit jealous.

Things will be okay I have to believe that. I have to hold on to that, know what I mean? Yeah, I think you do.

Night Mayo

Elena (finding strength in the most unexpected places)

Anonymous said...

Hi 11:03,

Here here. Cookie cutter is so boring. Thanks for sharing :)

10:57,

Thanks for posting that. I didn't know about the audio problems they had. It seems Metallica has redeemed themselves with their new album(finally), according to reviews I read earlier.

TJ, don't feel bad. Everyone makes mistakes

Anonymous said...

Harry Truman, Doris Day, Red China, Johnnie Ray
South Pacific, Walter Winchell, Joe DiMaggio

Joe McCarthy, Richard Nixon, Studebaker, television
North Korea, South Korea, Marilyn Monroe

Rosenbergs, H-Bomb, Sugar Ray, Panmunjom
Brando, "The King and I", and "The Catcher in the Rye"

Eisenhower, vaccine, England's got a new queen
Marciano, Liberace, Santayana goodbye

CHORUS
We didn't start the fire
It was always burning
Since the world's been turning
We didn't start the fire
Though we did ignite it
But we tried to fight it

Josef Stalin, Malenkov, Nasser and Prokofiev
Rockefeller, Campanella, Communist Bloc

Roy Cohn, Juan Peron, Toscanini, Dacron
Dien Bien Phu Falls, Rock Around the Clock

Einstein, James Dean, Brooklyn's got a winning team
Davy Crockett, Peter Pan, Elvis Presley, Disneyland

Bardot, Budapest, Alabama, Khrushchev
Princess Grace, Peyton Place, Trouble in the Suez

We didn't start the fire
It was always burning
Since the world's been turning
We didn't start the fire
Though we did ignite it
But we tried to fight it

Little Rock, Pasternak, Mickey Mantle, Kerouac
Sputnik, Chou En-Lai, Bridge On The River Kwai

Lebanon, Charles de Gaulle, California Baseball,
Starkwether, Homicide, Children of Thalidomide

Buddy Holly, Ben Hur, Space Monkey, Mafia
Hula Hoops, Castro, Edsel is a no-go

U2, Syngman Rhee, payola and Kennedy
Chubby Checker, Psycho, Belgians in the Congo

We didn't start the fire
It was always burning
Since the world's been turning
We didn't start the fire
Though we did ignite it
But we tried to fight it

Hemingway, Eichmann, Stranger in a Strange Land,
Dylan, Berlin, Bay of Pigs invasion

Lawrence of Arabia, British Beatlemania
Ole Miss, John Glenn, Liston beats Patterson

Pope Paul, Malcolm X, British Politician sex
J.F.K. blown away, what else do I have to say

We didn't start the fire
It was always burning
Since the world's been turning
We didn't start the fire
Though we did ignite it
But we tried to fight it

Birth control, Ho Chi Minh, Richard Nixon back again
Moonshot, Woodstock, Watergate, punk rock

Begin, Reagan, Palestine, Terror on the airline
Ayatollah's in Iran, Russians in Afghanistan

Wheel of Fortune, Sally Ride, heavy metal, suicide
Foreign debts, homeless Vets, AIDS, Crack, Bernie Goetz

Hypodermics on the shores, China's under martial law
Rock and Roller cola wars, I can't take it anymore

We didn't start the fire
It was always burning since the world's been turning.
We didn't start the fire
But when we are gone
It will still burn on, and on, and on, and on...

toujours said...

thanks, bc.

Anonymous said...

hugs elena cause she needs it. take one day at a time for now. ok?

toujours said...

oh, i've always liked that song, anon.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight elena, sweet dreams.

Anonymous said...

Some love is just a lie of the heart
The cold remains of what began with a passionate start
And they may not want it to end
But it will it's just a question of when
I've lived long enough to have learned
The closer you get to the fire the more you get burned
But that won't happen to us
Because it's always been a matter of trust

I know you're an emotional girl
It took a lot for you to not lose your faith in this world
I can't offer you proof
But you're going to face a moment of truth
It's hard when you're always afraid
You just recover when another belief is betrayed
So break my heart of you must
It's a matter of trust

You can't go the distance
With too much resistance
I know you have doubts
But for God's sake don't shut me out

This time you've got nothing to lose
You can take it, you can leave it
Whatever you choose
I won't hold back anything
And I'll walk a way a fool or a king
Some love is just a lie of the mind
It's make believe until its only a matter of time
And some might have learned to adjust
But then it never was a matter of trust

I'm sure you're aware love
We've both had our share of
Believing too long
When the whole situation was wrong

Some love is just a lie of the soul
A constant battle for the ultimate state of control
After you've heard lie upon lie
There can hardly be a question of why
Some love is just a lie of the heart
The cold remains of what began with a passionate start
But that can't happen to us
Because it's always been a matter of trust

Anonymous said...

Gah, I used to hear that song a lot on the radio :/

Anonymous said...

Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I can't help but ask myself how much I let the fear
Take the wheel and steer
It's driven me before
And it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal
But lately I'm beginning to find that I
Should be the one behind the wheel

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there

So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive?
It's driven me before
And it seems to be the way that everyone else gets around
But lately I'm beginning to find that
When I drive myself my light is found

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there

Would you choose water over wine
Hold the wheel and drive

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there

Vivienne said...

Hello guys,just thought I'd pop in before I head off for the weekend.
^_^

toujours said...

that's...interesting. 10:34, i just did a tarot reading for myself tonight about trust...

um. very interesting.

and very beautiful lyrics.

toujours said...

hi cupcake! how are you?

Vivienne said...

I'm alright TJ, thank you!
I'm warbling along to arias. I should have had a career in the opera!

And how are you?

toujours said...

oh geez. not 10:34, i meant 11:34.

damn, i'm just on a roll tonight, aren't i? :/

toujours said...

i'm teetering on the edge i think, cupcake, but i like the thought of you warbling. :)

Anonymous said...

Hi cupcake!! *tackle hugs* how are you doing?

Vivienne said...

If only you were here to fully appreciate it TJ!
hehe

Well hun, don't go falling off anything, I'll only dive after you.

Original Punk J said...

CUPCAKE!!! *hugs and kisses* THERE YOU ARE! I've missed you so much! Thank you for the note on my blog, sweetheart, you're the bomb!

TJ!!! *throws confetti while rejoicing* YOU'RE HERE! Bad grammar, spelling, and all!

BC!!! *blows party horn and does happy dance* GOOD TO SEE YOU!

ELENA!! Shoot, you left already! Hope you're feeling better.

ANON!! I like that song, it's really good! Incubus is cool!

Now I'm tired from using all those exclamation points. :D

Vivienne said...

*Struggles to breath* I'm good BC!
How are you sweetie?

Vivienne said...

Crap! gotta go, my ride is here.

Take care everyone!

xoxo cupcake

Anonymous said...

I didnt want to do it but I got too lonely
I had to call you up in the middle of the night
I know its awful hard to try to make love long distance
But I really needed stimulation
Though it was only my imagination

Its just a fantasy
Its not the real thing
Its just a fantasy
Its not the real thing
But sometimes a fantasy
Is all you need

When am I gonna take control get a hold of my emotions
Why does it only seem to hit me in the middle of the night
You told me theres a number I can always dial for assistance
I dont want to deal with outside action
Only you can give me satisfaction

Its just a fantasy
Its not the real thing
Its just a fantasy
Its not the real thing
But sometimes a fantasy
Is all you need

Sure it would be better if I had you here to hold me
Be better baby but believe me its the next best thing
Im sure theres many times youve wanted me to hear your secrets
Dont be afraid to say the words that move me
Anytime you want to tell them to me

Its just a fantasy
Its not the real thing
Its just a fantasy
Its not the real thing
But sometimes a fantasy
Is all you need
Its just a fantasy
Its not the real thing
Its just a fantasy
Its not the real thing

Original Punk J said...

And Billy Joel! I missed that one. Good song, good song.

Original Punk J said...

AAAND more Billy Joel! Best song ever written about phone sex. (IS there a category for that at the MTV Awards?)

Anonymous said...

Op J knows her shizzl!loves to the Ops. best wishes to you and L

Original Punk J said...

Thanks 11.58, back at ya with the love! How are you tonight?

Anonymous said...

who is so obviously lewis

toujours said...

*yelling after cupcake*

thank you cupcake! be well! keep warbling!!! ♥

hi j.! confetti! :D

Anonymous said...

lewis has fallen sloppy dead
i haven't

goodnight J

Anonymous said...

lewis, i'm not being mean but shouldn't you say these things on his blog?

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight 12.02, take care and come back to see us. *hugs*

Thanks for the confetti, TJ, always nice to have. And I just missed Cupcake! Dang it. Ah well, our paths will cross again.

Forgot to tell Elena: I took your advice to Mayo and wrote a letter to MY mom. I'm going to give it to her tomorrow; we'll see how she reacts. (It's five pages long.)

Original Punk J said...

12.05, that's not Lewis. And even if it was, what's the harm in posting song lyrics? Everyone can enjoy them, or scroll over them if they don't.

Anonymous said...

You have to learn to pace yourself
Pressure
You're just like everybody else
Pressure
You've only had to run so far
So good
But you will come to a place
Where the only thing you feel
Are loaded guns in your face
And you'll have to deal with
Pressure
You used to call me paranoid
Pressure
But even you can not avoid
Pressure
You turned the tap dance into your crusade
Now here you are with your faith
And your Peter Pan advice
You have no scars on your face
And you cannot handle pressure
All grown up and no place to go
Psych 1, Psych 2
What do you know?
All your life is Channel 13
Sesame Street
What does it mean?
Pressure
Pressure
Don't ask for help
You're all alone
Pressure
You'll have to answer
To your own
Pressure
I'm sure you'll have some cosmic rationale
But here you are in the ninth
Two men out and three men on
Nowhere to look but inside
Where we all respond to
Pressure
Pressure
All your life is Time Magazine
I read it too
What does it mean?
Pressure
I'm sure you'll have some cosmic rationale
But here you are with your faith
And your Peter Pan advice
You have no scars on your face
And you cannot handle pressure
Pressure, pressure
One, two, three, four
Pressure





one more for good measure goodnight

Anonymous said...

Hiya J, how are you tonight? Bye cupcake!

Thanks for the awesome confettie J. I'm honored :)

Anonymous said...

ok then it's a fangirl who thinks it's GW's blog, and is madly in love with him. Lyrics are fine, but they always seems to be around the same theme.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight anon

Anonymous said...

Do you mean this horny creep

Set upon weary feet

Who looks in need of sleep

That doesn't come

This twisted, tortured mess

This bed of sinfulness

Who's longing for some rest

And feeling numb



What do you expect of me

What is it you want?

Whatever you've planned for me

I'm not the one



A vicious appetite

Visits me each night

And won't be satisfied

Won't be denied

An unbearable pain

A beating in my brain

That leaves the mark of cain

Right here inside



What am I supposed to do?

When everything that I've done

Is leading me to conclude

I'm not the one



Whatever I've done

I've been staring down the Barrel of a Gun



Is there something you need from me?

Are you having your fun?

I never agreed to be

Your Holy One



Whatever I've done

I've been staring down the Barrel of a Gun

Loli Lovette said...

wuzzapppp?

Original Punk J said...

BC, you're always worthy of confetti and party horns. :D And I'll always have some for you.

I'm doing pretty well, I wrote that big honkin' letter to Mom, so I feel better for doing that. I'm a little sleepy for some reason; had a nap today, but I guess not enough of one.

Why must we assume that the lyrics are from a fangirl, 12.10? "Pressure" (more B. Joel, yay!) is hardly a love song.

12.12, I don't know that one. Who's it by?

Anonymous said...

it's amazing who the anons turn out to be

Anonymous said...

Loli!! Hi there! Where have you been? How are you?

Original Punk J said...

LOLI???!!! Oh my cow, is that really you? Where've you been, honey? How are you doing? *hugs and kisses*

Anonymous said...

I'm bringing sexy back
Them other boys don't know how to act
I think your special whats behind your back
So turn around and ill pick up the slack.

Take em' to the bridge

Dirty babe
You see these shackles
Baby I'm your slave
I'll let you whip me if I misbehave
It's just that no one makes me feel this way


Take em' to the chorus

Come here
Go ahead, be gone with it
Come to the back
Go ahead, be gone with it
VIP
Go ahead, be gone with it
Drinks on me
Go ahead, be gone with it
Let me see what you're working with
Go ahead, be gone with it
Look at those hips
Go ahead, be gone with it
You make me smile
Go ahead, be gone with it
Go ahead child
Go ahead, be gone with it
And get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it

Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it

Get your sexy on

I'm bringing sexy back
Them other fuckers don't know how to act
Come let me make up for the things you lack
Cause your burning up I gotta get it fast

Take em' to the bridge


I'm bringing sexy back
Them other fuckers wait till I attack
If that's your girl you better watch your back
Cause she'll burn it up for me and that's a fact

Anonymous said...

Depeche Mode.

Anonymous said...

more like infatuated with Billy Joel not GW

Loli Lovette said...

Hi guys :)

I'm swell thanks...How're you?

Anonymous said...

and JT

Anonymous said...

wait, who could have been the next JT?
*strokes chin*

Anonymous said...

no Way! hahaha

pun intended :)

Original Punk J said...

Holding our own, Loli, if you've been reading any of the old shit. :/ It's more like the Front Lines during WWII lately instead of the NCO Club (sorry, I got onto a military swing there, nevermind). But some are still hanging on by the edge of our teeth. :)

What have you been up to? How's school?

Anonymous said...

Aw thanks J. Next time I'll reserve some confetti for you too.

I'm glad you're okay. I hope L is too.

Anonymous said...

at least the women he's with ARE women

Original Punk J said...

Sadly, Anon, I recognized JT. :P

Back when I was a teenager (cue the dinosaurs and whatever music introduces them), the initials "JT" stood for John Taylor, and ONLY John Taylor. You remember him?

toujours said...

hey there loli, how are you?

Anonymous said...

anyway, who would want to be a Way!

Anonymous said...

to be or not to be... that is the question

Anonymous said...

james taylor=JT

Original Punk J said...

Why thank you BC! I do love my party favors.

L's doing well today. We had a lazy day, too, mostly due to headaches (sinusy ones) and no fundage. I've been catching up on some reading, had a nap, took a shower, all the fun stuff. :)

Tomorrow: CAT BOX DAY. Pray for me. O_o

Anonymous said...

I'm pretty good loli, thanks for asking :)

Anonymous said...

:)

Anonymous said...

:-)

Original Punk J said...

anyway, who would want to be a Way!


Better than being a Manson, don't you think?

As the Anon said earlier, perspective.

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