It was written from another’s perspective. A recollection of a conversation turned first person. Expensive, anti-climactic words ringing in my ears with an unrelenting need to, once again, find voice. In reverse, they became a bit of guilt unfurled to reveal how my selfish needs superseded best interest. Recall that I held on too long, to that room, to that moment.
“Just say it, say it already”
“I don’t.”
As painful as it may have been to hear it rephrased in that manner, I never meant to be cruel. And now, when the melody of the moment presents itself, I am reminded to never again make that mistake. Although ironically, it was only after repeated cost that it became my lesson. I hope it has become yours, as well.
p.s. volumes like breadcrumbs lead back.
Friday, September 12, 2008
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hiya amyranth!
how's it going?
Hiya TJ!
11:39, you're another trouble maker; will you ever give it up? Scram. And someone like you doesn't have the right to even mention the kid; you're beneath him. Beneath most people, I'm sure, ya nasty.
Good night, guys! Early day tomorrow.
Hi there TJ :)
But before I go, an assignment. Anon, your assignment tonight is to look up the word "irony."
Good night! Whoop whoop!
hi and bye kapunua! i read about your day -- i think we all have moments where we seem to come around to the same place again, and it makes us pause, but remember You can never step into the same river; for new waters are always flowing on to you. you aren't the same person you were when you were there before. keep going forward, and have fun tomorrow!
hello bc! *hug*
'Allo Teej!
It's not too bad. I'm not on for much longer I'm afraid. How have you been?
If it were something nice and positive it would have more of an impact. I am not starting trouble. I am not beneath any other human being. Would you like me to say you are? No, I think not.
i tried. it was not meant to ne nasty. i get nothing out of that. you are too defensive
goodnight
*hugs TJ back*
I'll be back in a bit. I'm watching Scream. Later guys :)
Kapunua said...
Hiya TJ!
11:39, you're another trouble maker; will you ever give it up? Scram. And someone like you doesn't have the right to even mention the kid; you're beneath him. Beneath most people, I'm sure, ya nasty.
0_0
Can I be beneath you, 11.39? I long to be beneath somebody. A lowly, worthless thing like yourself is perfect for me to look up to. Nasty trouble maker trying to give helpful advice to somebody. How dare you, ya nasty.
i've been okay, amyranth. i had fun being all witchy yesterday morning standing outside in the windstorm. i did refrain from cackling, though. ;)
11.39
Don't you even mention my name 12.20. You don't have the right.
Unless you grant me permission to be beneath you. Ya nasty, mean thing.
>_<
i've been okay, amyranth. i had fun being all witchy yesterday morning standing outside in the windstorm. i did refrain from cackling, though. ;)
These are the important things in life.
Refraining from cackling during circle is most important. Never do that in front of the Holy Ones, especially the Greeks. They don't take well to cackling.
-A will brb.
*cackles*
hello I iz back!
*looks up from cauldron*
oh, um.
*steps in front of cauldron*
*fails to hide it*
hi ergo!
Hiya again Ergo, Amy, TJ.
hi BC
TJ you cooking soup?
hello bc. :)
soup? ah...
*kicks cauldron into the shadows*
nope! not at all!
*smiles brightly*
*scoops up frog from floor, tucks it in pocket*
How can I turn away
Brother/Sister go dancing
Through my head
Human as to human
The future is no place
To place your better days
Cry freedom cry
From a crowd 10,000 wide
Hope laid upon hope
That this crowd will not subside
Let this flag burn to dust
And a new a fair design be raised
While we wait head in hands
Hands in prayer
And fall into a dreamless sleep again
And we wave our hands
Hands and feet are all alike
But gold between divide us
Hands and feet are all alike
But fear between divide us
All slip away
There was a window and by it stood
A mirror in which
He could see himself
He thought of something
Something he had never had but hoped would come along
Cry freedom, cry
From deep inside
Where we are all confined
While we wave hands in fire
Wave our hands
Hands and feet are all alike
But gold between divide us
Hands and feet are all alike
But fear between divide us,
Slip away
In this room stood a little child
And in this room this little child
She would remain
Until someone might decide
To dance this little child
Across this hall
Into a cold, dark, space
Where she might never trace her way across this crooked mile
Across this crooked page
Cry freedom, cry
From deep inside where
We are all confined
Till we wave our hands
How can I turn away
Brother/Sister go dancing
Through my head
Human as to human
The future is no place
To place your better days
Hands and feet are all alike
But gold between divide us
Hands and feet are all alike
But fear between divide us
Hands and feet are all alike
Hear what I say
Hear what I say
Oh, so be it
How can I turn away
Brother/Sister go dancing
Through my head
Human as to human
The future is no place
To place your better days
Bad TJ. What were you doing with that frog? ^_^
what's that anon?
nuthin'....
froggie's my friend. :)
i've never listened to the dave matthews band, but that lyric is interesting. thanks for posting it, anon.
so we wrote
On precedents and angels
We build a book
We build a road out of nothing but a saying
Out of governments and police we build a book
Of how the things we know should be
So when a man comes with a difference
A woman comes with an idea
We crush it down to nothing in the fear that we will lose it
Open up the books
I'm guilty of it, too
Just like all of us
The information flies without us through
And say the way
This may have leave my head run over
And pass through a night so black, i can't see you, oh
Hope from the speeches spoken in
Hope from the speeches made day in, day out
With money paid
And adverising raging
A woman and a child sleep well as the day ends
Raising me up
Raising me like a man, oh man (?)
Oh mother everything good i've gained i've gained from you
Oh and mother everything i've know i learned from you, oh
But, the reign in the house so no one sees me
Oh, should we brothers and sisters upheave it?
I read a book of a man most worshipped
A man who most worshipped
For ideas and for the birth of freedom he showed
Well, in, oh in twenty years
He begged the revolutions come
So that no pig-headed bastard would steal you and i
From...my fun (?)
Rain in the eyes
Rain in the mourning eye
Oh rain/reign in the love of my mother, my brothers
And i hear the voices of women calling loudly and (here,
Holding, holding, holding)
And nothing should address this like our love for each other...
likely frog story TJ likely story
it's true, ergo!
*pats pocket*
froggie and i go waaaaaaay back. :)
*muffled ribbit!*
Dave Matthews ergoproxy a great writer, musician and story teller
and social activist
goodnight blogbelieve
good night anon. he's got a unique style of writing, definitely.
Goodnight anon sweet dreams.
Suurree TJ ^_~
thanks anon I know of Dave Matthews, I've never looked into his music though, thanks for the lyrics
you guys don't believe me. *pout*
well, i'll just let froggie go free then.
*steps out the back door, releases frog near pond*
there.
froggie free, and no harm to him.
:)
it's ok Tj I think froggies worried looks toward that badly hidden cauldron were a give away ;)
aawww, shucks.
*sigh*
better luck next time, i guess.
*whispers to TJ*
now can one order a brew?
you know.....
maybe for *ahem* personal use?
*nudge nudge*
* ;) ;) *
I'll get back to you TJ titoring calls
♥
Aww, sorry about that TJ *hugs*
a "brew", eh?
i'll talk to you later, ergo. ;)
have fun!
Winter awaits, although impatiently
in a sepulchre of darkling browns
the inviolate stars'
sweet fragrances rustling
out to breezes made almost miracle
of marbled infinity. Shade drips;
the grass crosses my fingers
where I lie looking up-
on the radiant spreads of foliages
pinching within day's darkest heart
homing in its nocturnals
its sad motions of a Sun
dying while attempting Escape
from Mortality in a mad ball of brilliance
dumb! in his too splendid panic
The still Autumn, palpable,
Decay cruelly burning on
the Howls of the bark of trees
constipated with dry years of the witnessing Dust
(numb & silent, soft caresses & the waltzing
disrobements ) Shouts! of the street people
crowd the trees leaving in the mute
sensations of cool interpreted stars'
distant glances & the sensitive World
lights! as I turn
Time, dusting us ever with its
beginnings, turning & turning
through each minute's sixty portraits
extensive streets wind into thin compasses
... Those further reaches, this distance
and The Meaning! the authentic
Meaning of all Time sepulchred
in sleeping proportions Nameless
half-stretched on th'lawn momentarily
flashes by in my Brain turned only
to Itself, while self-closed constellations sink
windowless down their mirrored images ---
VALEDICTORY
by S.D. Rodrian
*heehee*
it's okay bc. *hugs*
:)
g'nite! so good to see you again, and have your poetic offerings! good night to you, and thank you. :)
Enjoy titoring Ergo :)
It's good to see you again g'nite. Thank you, and sweet dreams!
Aw, it makes me happy to see that poetry postings makes you happy TJ :)
I'm sorry to admit it, but it makes me gush a bit.
I'm off to bed. Goodnight TJ, and Ergo when she gets back, sweet dreams guys.
Sugarplum: thanks for the email. I got it, and it's been replied. You should be getting it soon. I hope you're well *smothers with sloppy kisses* sweet dreams!
Night night!
Mayo
Scream until your voice is gone and still no one listens but turn your head slightly and whisper and all ears will strain to hear. Curiosity? Or is it something else? Maybe that’s not what’s important. Just realizing a way to make your words heard is in itself a gift or a curse. Maybe some thoughts should never be given voice. Some whispers should never pass our lips and some prayers should never be uttered.
Take care, I wish you happiness.
Night Mayo
Elena
PS - Tomorrow simply reflect.
good night bc. good night elena. i hope you are alright.
time for me to go, too! full moon, donchaknow. :)
good night everyone. sweet dreams.
goodnight BC sweet dreams
thanks and goodnight g'nite
goodnight Tj I saw the full moon last night and though you'd be happy to see it
sweet dreams
Elena I missed talking to you today
hope everything is ok
sweet dreams
mayo,
i can't think of anything to write to you tonight. all the images that rise up in my mind feel worn and over-used. if we were sitting across from each other, i would be looking down toying with my coffee-stirrer, and wondering what you were thinking.
you still have things to say,and i am glad for it, and will be here for all of it. but do i have anything valuable still to give?
i am no longer sure of my worth anywhere, to be honest.
i am stuck in this underworld and need to be my own orpheus.
and if you do not find it within, you will never find it without.
good night, mayo. i hope your days are filled with energy and purpose.
my love
"There are countless roads
on all sides to the Grave."
---Cicero
Good morning/afternoon/night Mayo, SS, Ergo, TJ, Sweetcheeks, Elena, Amy; the possible soon to arrive Possum, FASC, Sdock, RW and Miranth; various anons, watchers and lurkers;
sleeping giants and birchmen
in the land o'blogbelieve!
*is getting sneaky*
;P
How are you all today? Healthy, hopeful and basically honky-dory, I hope!
Ergo: *smooooooooch* How was your daughter's class presentation? I bet she did a great job! I hope you're having sweet, titoring dreams!
Amy: I'm here!
*waves and blows special kisses*
I was also there; so, check your e-mail, please. :)
BC: How are you sweetcheeks? Are you cramming for the next pop quiz? I'm still working on that next (bigger, better and more sparkly) tiara! I've been doing much better and I'm happy to hear that you've been okay as well!
*blows special kisses and smooches to BC too*
Elena: I hope you're feeling a little better. :( I sent some vitamin recommendations to you!
J and L: Where the heck are you ladies? I be missing ya'll! I hope you are both well!
8:09 anon: Beautiful story of true friendship! Great advice too.
Thank you!
Todd: Nice to see you back!! I would have say that the term "selling out" is not a term I like very much. It's such a flexible term, isn't it? You may think of someone as a "sell out"; but, they may be perfectly happy with their decisions. If they are happy with the decisions they have made, I don't think I would/could consider them a sell out. I mean, simply because I don't live up to your expectations (or you to mine), that doesn't make either one of a sell out. Does it? Nah, I don't think it does!
For your pondering consideration today:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Projection
by: Anthony de Mello
"Why is everyone here so happy except me?"
"Because they have learned to see goodness and beauty everywhere," said the Master.
"Why don't I see goodness and beauty everywhere?"
"Because you cannot see outside of you what you fail to see inside."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hoping you all find a way to see the goodness and beauty within so you may witness and enjoy all the goodness and beauty that DOES exist outside!
Have a great day, everyone!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
HI Anima, Villa(nelle), Bella, Shaunette, Gel, DG and Freddy Charles!
Ergo,
Thank you for what you said last night about my direction. It means a lot. Hope you have a nice, lazy, restful, sleep! See ya when you wakey!
BlogBelieve,
Take Tuesday and twist it into something that you can manage!
Mwah! Mwah!
SS,
Did you doodle on your styro cup or did you eat it?
Don't even pretend to act like you've never done either one of the two.
Have a great day!
Mayo,
I'm thinking The Killers are going to get me through today.
I suppose that's way better than killing to get myself through, right?
Gotta accentuate the positive, dude!
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Killing time.
Sing along if you know the words!
My List
Let me wrap myself around you
Let you show me how I see
And when you come back in from nowhere
Do you ever think of me?
Your heart is not able
Let me show you, how much I care
I need those eyes to tide me over
I'll take your picture when I go
Gives me strength and gives me patience
But I'll never let you know
I got nothing on you baby
But I always said I'd try
Let me show you
How much I care
Sometimes it gets hard
Don't you know?
Don’t give the ghost up
just clench your fist
You shoulda known by now
You were on my list
When your heart is not able
And your prayers, they're not fables
Let me show you
Let me show you
Let me show you
How much I care
That little meffer better not have ate his homework!
Gah!
OMG, do I gotta? Do I? Yeah, I guess so.
Shut up, Mayo. I heard you snicker. >_<
Have a great day everyone! Make it awesome! Or at least make it good?
Yeah. I can do that.
XOXO
Mayo
Well I thought I’d write something ahead so that it was quicker to post later when I do retire, but now I sit and cannot for the life of me think of what to say! I usually don’t have any idea prior to writing, it just sort of rambles as I type. I’m getting excited about my holiday, in a week, but at the same time I’ll miss being in daily touch with everyone. I know I’ll be thinking of people while I’m there. Seeing things and taking photos that I know someone will like to see. Showing off this wide varied land I live in. I am looking forward to going up there again, this time with the curiosity of a child to enhance the experience, though she is a little worried about the crocodiles, we assure her they don’t just wander about the streets. Honestly there are a lot of places they aren’t and many perfectly safe places to swim. The territory is a place unlike any other over here, they say territorians are a breed of their own, it’s like a frontier. People go up there to get away, to find adventure, to experience it. It’s a tough place, hot ,masses of rain, isolated, underserviced, long distances, few towns, arid in some areas, monsoonal swamps in others but it has some of the most fascinating resourceful good humoured people, history (European and Aboriginal) it’s multicultural (asia is just next door), has incredible natural beauty, astounding wildlife, gorges, waterfalls, billabongs, Ayers rock to the south …I could go on., but I won’t. But if you ever venture over here it really is the most fantastic place to experience. Just wait until I get back, you’ll see the photos. I guarantee you wouldn’t regret a visit
*whispers*
just don’t get drunk and decide to go swimming
the crocs have a taste for marinated tourists
they are the only ones stupid enough to get in the rivers
much love EP xx
SS
hope you might make it over this way sometime too, you need to see some of our fuzzy animals and feathery friends
sending you the urge to travel to the land down under
lotsa love EP xx
sdock you're very welcome, it's a big step and I really hope you find something that uplifts you and makes you shine.
And I loooove the Killers too
There's a plane and I am flying
There's a mountain waiting for me
Oh these years have been so trying
I don't know if I can use them
Am I strong enough
To be the one?
Will I live to have some children?
[x2]
Help me get down,
I can make it,
Help me get down
If I only knew the answer
I wouldn't be bothering you, father
[x2]
Help me get down
I can make it
Help me get down
If I only knew the answer
And If all our days are numbered
Then why do I keep counting
My sugar sweet is so attainable
This behaviour so unexplainable
The days just slip and slide
Like they always did
The trouble is my head
Won't let me forget
I took one last good look around
So many unusual sounds
I gotta get my feet on the ground
Help me get down,
I can make it (ohhhhh...)
Help me get down,
I can make it, help me get down
Help me get down
I can make it, help me get down
If I only knew the answer...
I wouldn't be bothering you, father,
Help me get down
I can make it, help me get down
Help me get down
I can make it, help me get down
If I only knew the answer...
And if all our days are numbered,
Would you help me get down? (I can make it, help me get down)
(Help me get down)
(I can make it, help me get down)
If I only knew the answer...
If I change my way of living
And If I pave my streets with good times
Will the mountain keep on giving
And if all of our days are numbered
Then why do I keep counting
TJ
you're worth it
for you, see it shines on us all♥
Wendy
*smoooooooooooooch*
it was really good thanks, she was very proud of her story and her slideshow. Oh she also was intrigued by your hurricane videos and thinks you sound really nice.
Hope to catch you again soon
goodnight blogbelieve see you in my morning
♥xx♥
hi to PP kass fasc miranth PH *hug* PJ rose bella ctv J L jen andrea SC
good morning
♥♥
TOUJOURS, thank you for your words last night. They made a lot of sense and they were good to read. :)
LOL @ ass-headed anons being diwckweeds, accusing me of stupid things, lying and then saying, "Don't get defensive, I was being nice to you!" No one is fooled, you rodeo clowns.
Solly, Princess, Fimble: IT IS A COUNTDOWN NOW! :D
Well, off I go into the huge, humid, vortex of heat that is going to make my hair go, "FLOOF." ^_^
"LOL @ ass-headed anons being diwckweeds, accusing me of stupid things, lying and then saying, "Don't get defensive, I was being nice to you!" No one is fooled, you rodeo clowns."
Not all are one and the same. You seem to have several anons. You must have betrayed many. Don't get too comfortable with your assumptions.
Mayo,
It's a Pumpkins day today. Just thought I'd share that.
It's a ZERO kind of day. ^_^
Jules!
Have fun with Mickahhh Mouse today! EEEKKK!! And go to Epcot because that was my favorite. :)
♥good morning♥
:)
Kapunua said...
and clearly the "ILU FRANKIE BABY" stuff upsets him and I don't blame him.
You can't help taking cheap shots at the OPs can you?
I think I understand the 'kapu' blackmaling some anon and I think it might be wrong. Here is why. The OPS spread the rumor that Frank and Gerard had sex in Germany and they use to be really free about their feelings about Jamia. My theory is that the rumor got back to Kapu or the OPS know that she was somewhere where they put that rumor out. They saw her name there or maybe it was even posted on this blog. I think it was. It's not a secret that they blame her every time something happens to them they think its her no matter what. They blamed her for the post they wrote and deleted and they blamed another anon on her. Maybe Kap did read the rumor they wrote but here's the problem. So many people read it and they were stupid enough to sign their names to it. Their real names. Now Mayo makes this post and they bring up what they tell every one F and G did in Germany. Well people remember what they spread around. An anonymous remembers it. Well the next day are other anonymous accusing Kapu of having dirt on somebody. My theory is that the OPs paniced because they know they signed their name to the rumor and to all the stuff they think about Jamia. Well like I said, the only problem with that is that they spread it everywhere.
But if I am wrong I apologize to everyone involved.
Smoke, I left you Cherub Rock over at the porch. I'm so lovin' SP today.
YAY! Coolness, Jenn! It is definitely a day for the Pumpkins.
You can't always see the stars in the sky, but they are always there.
Hello to anyone here! :)
I iz taking a break.
They're certainly entitled to think that, and they're entitled to full respect for their opinions... but before I can live with other folks I've got to live with myself. The one thing that doesn't abide by majority rule is a person's conscience.
hello all.
i was here earlier, but the cicero quote distracted me, and i ended up tracking down the book it came from (his tusculan disputations). i found it online -- at the gutenberg project, naturally -- and read a bit. i'll definitely be going back to read more, it was very interesting!
anyway, so the morning was spent rambling through the internet chasing that, and then a rambling convo with my mom when i went out to get more coffee, and then a ramble through my lj flist...
it's looking like it's not going to be a very focussed day. :)
ergo -- you surprised me with that piccy link and in the most wonderful way. thank you. ♥
and 1:17, it's so easy to forget that when the clouds roll in, even when they are clouds of our own making. your simple comment is a very welcome reminder. my thanks to you, too.
and now i should really get off this device -- i'm afraid i'm edging over into the time my stepdad would normally be using the computer!
see you guys tonight. even when i don't know why i'm here, i'm still here. that ridiculous bracelet of sewing thread is still on my wrist, too.
bye blogbelieve.
bye mayo. ♥
hi and bye, elena!
*hugs*
blah, blah, blah, blah, blah...ad nauseam.
As I said, if it is not true then I apologise.
Uh, actually you didn't.
You said you would apologize.
Oops! Is that your slip showing?
Someone said that the OPs put the rumor on fandoms. Which ones, and where? Where's the thread?
i don't believe the rumor that Gerard and Frank fucked. i do believe there is a riff going on between them. Gerard is the only member of MCR to not go and support Frank and James on their tour.
Hello?
Oh, hi. What's up?
Yep, hang on.
It's for you.
Anonymous said...
Someone said that the OPs put the rumor on fandoms. Which ones, and where? Where's the thread?
September 16, 2008 4:26 PM
Thought 12 minutes would be enough for you to answer. Was I wrong?
Hiya Red!
Anonymous said...
Anonymous said...
Someone said that the OPs put the rumor on fandoms. Which ones, and where? Where's the thread?
September 16, 2008 4:26 PM
Thought 12 minutes would be enough for you to answer. Was I wrong?
September 16, 2008 4:38 PM
They can't answer because they were making it up.
My problem with Kapunua has nothing to do with the OPS. As I said about Amyranth, they probably would agree with me also. She has done so much to so many people, including me. I'm mearly letting her know that she can't get away with continually treating people like garbage, to use them and then throw them away. It has to stop.
4:45, yes, that's what I thought too. I have never heard of that on any of the fandoms.
Did you mean merely?
4:46
are you Siobhan or Entropy
"But if I am wrong I apologize to everyone involved."
September 16, 2008 12:23 PM
"As I said, if it is not true then I apologise."
September 16, 2008 4:07 PM
Apologize and Aplogise. American spelling and European spelling. Two people. Two guesses who.
Anonymous said...
Did you mean merely?
September 16, 2008 4:50 PM
Yes, Kapunua, I did. You're the only one on here who is obsessed with grammer.
4:53, I pointed that out at 4:18 already.
Hmm, slow as usual. Distractions abound.
Hiya yourself, lady. How goes it?
I'm getting ready to leave work. YAY! That always makes me happy. You doing okay?
Anonymous said...
4:46
are you Siobhan or Entropy
September 16, 2008 4:51 PM
No, but you must have a lot to go through on that list of yours. No surprise there. I have to leave, keep trying!
Good stuff.
I am, indeed. Feeling pleasantly lazy today.
Oh jeez. Good grief. Drama, drama, drama.
Well, hope you are doing well, Red.
See you guys in a bit!
Later!
Oh cool! Hahaha.
See you later, Red!
Later, tater.
redrum was the case that they gave me......
*blows through the front door looking for a cold drink and the new TV Guide*
I so want to draw a moustache on that lil chick from Heroes.
Hi Guys!
good morning anyone
theory anon, how is it that a made up theory about a nonexistant rumour posting has suddenly somehow become fact?
redrum, odd song but cute
He's the one they made fun of on the Simpsons isn't it?
have fun K
hi smoke tj elena anon
though I think everyone is actually gone
Hi sdock how was tuesday?
Ergo,
What's up? How are ya?
Tuesday was lamer than the usual Tuesday. I spent most of the day just trying to keep my foul mood under control. I did a pretty fair job at it I think.
Can't remember saying "fuck" but maybe 5 times.
5 times is fair use, you can't have a day that doesn't need at least a handful of them
it's nice, look like there is rain to the west though, dark clouds on the horizon and all
think I'll go into town (the bigger one) this morning, I want to look at a new digital camera
(I usually have work but there is a yr 8 district sports day so - YAY day off!)
Yayness for days off!
Would you believe that I still don't own a digital camera or an ipod?
I know, I know. It's terrible. But I can never make up my mind which one to buy, so I end up saying "fuck it" and walk away defeated.
Hello All
Miss T,
Just dropping in to wish you luck with your course and I'm really sorry our paths won't cross in London at this time but hopefully there will be others.
Interesting race on Sunday-this is one of the most interesting F1 seasons for a long while.
Have just watched Metallica on Later Live...With Jools Holland. They were awe inspiring.
Anyway babe, have a great time. I hope to catch up with you soon.
Lots of love
EB37 xxx
consider the source?
oh I did that for ages too, we just got a simple one a couple of years ago.
I read up and asked people first the things I wanted was a viewfinder (to not have to use the screen it uses heaps of paower) and mine takes AA batteries so you can get new ones really easily if it goes flat, no need to recharge it.
Just take the plunge they are a lot cheaper these days and v handy
and I ended up with an iRiver mp3 mainly as it's small and has no screen (I wouldn't use it anyway) and they by all accounts have better sound reproduction, and apparently it's memory is less problematic that ipods, it's a different type somehow (reaching the end of my technology knowledge lol)
hi EB haven't seen you for yonks
hope you're well
Ergo,
I guess that's what I will have to do. Just buy one.
Have a nice day!
I'm off to go walking with Smoke!
Later!
She said, he said, we said ,they said.......
oh my mp3 also runs on an AA so it's easy to take and don't need to plug it anywhere to charge it
Hello Ergo
I am reasonably well right now. Lots of stuff going on, most of it boring but some that I really don't want to consider right now therefore it will dealt with as and when it arises.
Have some nice things coming up. Am in Ireland for 10 days from next week, going to see Queen and Paul Rodgers in October, off to Rome in November and seeing Elton John in December. I ended up saving all my holiday entitlement til the end of the year. Next year, I think I will pace myself throught the year.
How are you getting on? Still fishing?
EB37
you said
and all that came from asking my brother (who is a muso and very into all that stuff along with his friends) and the teens I tutor, excellent source for the latest info
mama said...
I'm good thanks we are off on holiday to Darwin up north on Monday for a week, should be really good.
Still go fishing and camping.
I'm working 3 days a week at the high school now so that takes up my time.
Wow seeing Queen would be wonderful, who do they have as lead singer now?
You are so lucky being close to all those wonderful places.
My parents are off to Greece in october, I'd love to get over that way one day!
Paul Rodgers is with Queen now. I think he used to be with Free. It won't be the same without Freddie, bless him, but the tunes are great.
Congrats, I think, about teaching. I qualified as a teacher back in the day but my teaching practice showed me that it really was not a career path I wanted to follow. I would have lost my mind by now if I had gat a teaching job and it is too important a role to have people who really don't want to be teaching.
The idea of Greece sounds wonderful but it would really be too hot for me. I work with a woman who owns a house in Crete and she goes there every 3 months. The history is immense.
Unfortuantely being so close to lots of places means you never go to see them (if you are me). Its such a shame and I must make more of an effort.
EB37
Oh and apologies for typos. Am trying to multi task and clearly failing.
Hi everyone, i have a few minutes and thought i would stop by.
Anons,
So are we still talking about who did who and where and when?
O' i am sure if something did happen between the two of them, no one is ever going to know for sure unless they tell it.
When you are in that type of business there is an unwritten rule that no one sees or hears anything, even if they do it with you right there in the room, they know it will never leave the room.
If people did tell everything they know in music, it would blow your mind of how many are gay or bi in the music business.
Rumors are just that rumors, to be taken with a grain of salt.
And with so much freedom in the music business, people are tempted to do things they never would have in a normal environment, they try things and experiment, they get stoned or drunk and the moment presents itself, and knowing it will never be found out or told, makes it easier to say "what the hell"!
So you need to just give it a rest, cause you are never going to know for sure, unless you are friends enough to know, and then you would never tell it.
Go back and remember he is a person with a life and some things are private and just respect that.
If he is acting out, try not to get mad or judge, maybe something is really wrong in his life and what you are doing is judging and adding to it, will that help...no.
I'm sorry about my rant, i miss all of you and will catch you later as my time is up.
Try to remember his good side and hope it works itself out, remember he has a good heart, but life can really fuck you up sometimes, and with all the changes going on in his life, maybe he just handles it the wrong way, after all he is just human!
my heart to yours
pj
Sorry about my comment being about a few pages ago, I'm just catching up.
Luv
PJ
hi PJ I agree, people have failings it's not that big a deal anyway, some just love to have any chance to cause strife
(oh and the anon who keeps saying there is a "riff" it's usually "rift" unless you mean a small catchy bit of music)
EB it is like that, the closer a place the easier and therefore less likely people are to go, we have the Great Barrier reef off the coast and it's kinda like "oh yeah, it's there".
It seems different to over here as we are so far from anywhere, but make the effort if you can.
And I get you i thought you meant it was a concert with them and him, no one could beat Freddy but I hope he does the songs justice (and I'm sure they wouldn't have him if they weren't really confident in him)
Hi :)
Oh ergo, have a great time! Enjoy and come back with lots of stories!
Hello to everyone and or anyone here. Leave the Ops alone! Damn! Does it ever end? Haven't been on in what feels like forever. miss you guys. Have to go now, food is here. yay!
Will try and catch up later as it it impossible now.
Ergo
Although it has been open for years I had my first trip to Shakespeare's Globe theatre a few weeks ago. I wanted to wait for something I really wanted to see. For me it would have to have been either Macbeth, As You Like It or King Lear.
Lear was the one I saw and it was great-I cried towards the end. The acting was fantastic. I hope the others come soon but as it is open air the season is very short so will have to see what they will have next year.
The Great Barrier Reef would be great to see.
Hello PJ.
HEY who's this?!
HI BI!!!
damn I am actually off shopping now, but I will be back later on
after the holiday I will have heaps of pics to share for sure!
bye all
♥
Hi & bye, EP :)
All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true... I was made for you
I climbed across the mountain tops
Swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
But baby I broke them all for you
Oh because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
You do and I was made for you
You see the smile that's on my mouth
It's hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess
No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what I've been through like you do
And I was made for you.
All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you
Ohh yea it's true... that I was made for you
Ergo
6:36 was me. I am off to prepare for tomorrow, I have an early start.
Have a great holiday.
EB37 xxx
Anyone here?
Nope. :(
something fucked up is with the Porchies and the PPU thing. Why do they make such a big deal out of if he comes back or not. That whole shitty group is on to something and they are not telling the ones they only pretend to like. Yes pretend.
Hi :)
7:56,
If you're still lurking, hi there!
Hi RW *tackles RW, then super squeezes her* :)
How was your day?
I think you're right, 8:00 PM.
Something's not right about those awful, malicious, sneaky porchies, with their secret handshakes, milkshakes, bootyshakes, yetishakes...
I can't believe they did such a good job of hiding something till now. I've never felt so betrayed in my life. This is the worst thing that could have possibly happenened to me.
I now know there isn't a God thanks to those fucking porchies and their oh so sly PPU.
YEAH 8:00, keep telling it like it is. Never hide the truth from these poor innocents here at Mayo's.
Hi, BC! :D
*squeeze!*
My day was fun. But... I have a cold! :(
How was your day?
The truth is out there...
What, that PPU is master breacher extraordinaire and has one hell of a sense of humor that could easily 1) kill you or 2) cut you down so quick you won't realize what happened?
If that's what you mean, then sure. :)
Hey, BC!
Hey, RW!
How was your weekend? The last I saw you you were going shopping!
Trust no one...
*must have entered the Twilight Zone*
I am Spartacus.
Hi, Mustard! :D How was your day?
My friend and I popped into M.A.C., but didn't spend much.
Tonight, however, I bought myself a new organic cotton jacket.
I can tell you have the understanding and the wisdom, 8:08.
No one call pull the wool over these eyes.
Sing it, anon! The world must know.
Oooo, sounds comfy, RW!
The Apollo Moon Landings were totally faked.
I was a free, gay thing, happily living my life of cotton candy and soda pop hugs.
Until this. This place has marred me forever.
My mother leaving town with that poodle dealer, my best friend kissing my stuffed snail behind my back, my own dog letting the blind kids walk him.
The raw hurt pales in comparison to what has violated me here.
Comfy & surprisingly stylish, Mustard. I'm trying to find a piccie of it to show you.
Jimmy Hoffa is buried in Mayo's basement...but don't tell anybody.
And Walt Disney's head is kept in a cryogenic tank in his attic.
Nope, can't find one. It's new, so it might not be on their web page yet.
I seriously did just enter the Twilight Zone!
*runs in Mayo's*
*snatches Mustard's bodehsuit*
Muahahahh!
*runs back out again*
*waves*
Catch me if you can!
And Audrey Hepburn's ever legendary telemetric orgone radiating hermetically sealed amethyst brassiere is kept under his bed.
Oh no! I forgot to anon!
Yeah, I totally suck. People ask me back here and then I pull a stunt like this.
I can't even forgive myself. This place is warping my once pristinely alabaster set of morals.
Back to bed now.
Aw RW, I hope you're feeling better soon.
My day is okay. I was supposed to pick up my new glasses, but it has to wait until tomorrow. Today I'm not in the bestest of moods, so I might be a little quiet.
Hiya mustard.
I used to be a happy, well-adjusted kid from a good, hard-working family. I made honor roll in school. I was in the Glee Club. I went to church every Sunday and I had a young man who professed to love me.
But, alas. It all came crashing down when I discovered Mayo's Castle.
Mayo refused to acknowledge me and those horrid, horrid Porchies wouldn't let me in on their secrets.
Now I'm just a shell of my former self. I can't leave the house. I've given up on my hopes of becoming a nuclear physicist. In short, my life is completely ruined and I blame it all on those mean old Porchies.
8:16,
One of my old barbies might be buried in three feet of dirt. Can you check it for me?
Hi solly, katherine, and various snarky/or sarcastic anons about.
Hi, Solly! :)
Hi & bye, GV! :)
HiYa RW, BC, Katherine, Anon(s)!
Can't be still! Mustard is looking for her bodehsuit.
No, I'm not.
I dunno what you took off with, but it wasn't my bodehsuit.
Ah-hah! Because it's not a bodehsuit! I caught you! I knew you were just running around here naked!
You didn't fool me!
Bwahahahha!
You can't turn this situation around like that!
Watch me!
Whoop! Whoop!
*turns tables*
*sneezes*
Pardon me!
I haz a cold.
8:25
I was once a happy, successful entrepenuer. I was featured in Forbes Magazine as one of top 50 small business owners in America.
One dark and rainy night, when the moon was full, my car broke down on the bridge leading into town. It was then that I saw the lights of Mayo's castle. I thought I was saved. I was wrong. My fate was sealed. I was doomed.
I did not know that the wives of Lucifer lived in Mayo's castle. Yes, those horrible, old, evil, lying, blackhearted, rumor spreading, nasty demons known as The OPs. The world has never known such evil. What the porchies have been done pales in comparison. The OPs are the most vile creatures to ever walk on this earth. They must be stopped. They must be driven from the castle, bled, have their heads chopped off, their black hearts ripped out and burnt at the stake.
It is the only way.
You must go now and tell the world. The world needs to prepare otherwise
*sigh*
it is doomed.
Incredibly Funny! True? Hmmmmmm.
*interrupts this regularly schedule table match*
-Really Effing Annoying High-Pitched Shrill Of A Noise-
Breaking news:
It is too a bodehsuit.
You've now been returned to whatever was going on before I broke in the conversation.
*comes in with her eyes closed, feels around for things to grab onto*
I heard naked, and I'm not taking any chances.
*knocks over a vase*
*comes in with her eyes closed, feels around for things to grab onto*
O_o
*passes box of tissue to RW* I hope you feel better soon :(
Hiya Amy
*gets out of Amy's way in hopes she doesn't get fondled*
This would be the right time to say "Keep your hands inside at all times," right?
;)
*trips on the carpet*
So, how's everyone's day?
*pats along the floor and grabs a random foot*
EEK! SORRY!
Thank you, BC :)
Hi, A! :)
How was your day?
Oh, man, RW! I hope my snotting on you wasn't the cause!
I ♥ political satire. Pregnant by some guy name Levi. lol He's a poet.
I just wish he would have said obama mama just a few more times?
;-)
Mustard,
Your screams fall on deaf ears. The truth has been set free!
T'is okay, Mustard.
Actually, I think it was Amyranth wot gave me the sickness.
*pulls the blanket off of the back of the couch and drapes it over her head*
Hiya RW! Wow, it's dark in here.
It's going good. Just the usual stuf, how about you guys?
Actually, I think it was Amyranth wot gave me the sickness.
The doctor has determined it is a dust allergy, thank you very much!
*sneezes*
Euw.
Did you know that the USA has nearly ten times the population of Canada, but has a smaller land mass?
That's my encyclopedic fact for the night.
The doctor has determined it is a dust allergy, thank you very much!
Hmm...
Well, if you say so.
I'm alright Amy, not super chipper today though.
How was your day? There's a band who sent me a request at myspace earlier that's named after you ^_^
You're welcome RW :)
Well, I think it's time for me to turn in. I'm going to be working a bit of overtime the rest of the week, & I want to be well-rested.
Have a lovely evening, everyone :)
BC, exhausted as always. I'll get used to this 5am thing soon I hope!
Named after me? O_o
Odd.
Goodnight RW, sweet dreams.
Amy, that sucks. I hope you get adjusted to that schedule. It takes a while.
Well, actually, the band is called amaranthyn, but it's close enough to your name :p
MINDFUCCCCCCCCCCCK!
MINDFUCCCCCCCCCCCK!
Weiiird.
Amaranthyn isn't bad though.
-A
What the hell are you doing here criss angel? You're supposed to be performing magic tricks, or something.
There ain't no Criss Angel mindfreak, David Blaine trapdoor horseshit jumpin off here.
*comes in singing*
Ragdoll living in a movie Hot Tramp Daddys little cutie So fine I never see you leaving by backdoor
^a little something for Aerosmith and NOLA fans^
Hello Mayo, SS, Amy, BC, Criss, RW, Sdock, Mustard, various anons..... everyone!!!
How are you all tonight? Good, I hope.
What did you all do today?
Where is Ergo?
*smoooooooch* for when Ergo arrives
Sweetcheeks and Amy: 4 days till NIGHTWISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nightwish ~ Nightwish ~ Nightwish ~ NIGHTWISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am not excited. No. I am not excited at all! ;)
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
*note to self (after watching Aerosmith's video): stop in at the Old Absinthe House Sunday morning
:P
ME!
NIGHTWISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Did I mention I'm seeing them Saturday?
:D
ME!
Hallo Wendy!!
Shit.
That sucks.
GOOOOO WENDY!
*shoots sparkle cannons*
Go me! On top tonight and Nightwish on Saturday night!
Hmmmm.....
*waves to James*
*sigh*
Thank you, thank you, thank you!
*takes bow*
*blows kisses*
Ooops, sorry Smoke!
Amy: Told ya I would be here! :) How are you? How's Lear? I miss Lear.
*waves to smoke*
*winks*
*blinks*
Did you say you're going to be on top of Nightwish on Saturday night?
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