I Think I'll Call Him Walter.
I conjure up images in my head
for no reason at all. I think
they arrive to scare off the vagrants,
or perhaps to offer welcome. All they do is sleep,
and take up space ("the images or the vagrants?").
There are far more legitimate opponents
to overcome than those fucking demons. But they continue
to pick, pick, pick at every thought. And I am bored.
Lately they have been searching around
in the attic, pushing through the pink
fibrous fluff insulating the electric tangle.
It isn’t too dangerous to let them rummage, last I heard
most of that material is useless anyway.
Rarely do they find anything of value
(but that doesn’t stop them from trying to sell that shit on ebay).
Sometimes they trick me into joining them
in the mutilation (discount, decay, delete).
What the villains don’t realize is that
pilfering my reflections fuels my anger
and encourages my breath. They have been
diligent fuckers (pick, pick, pick).
So tonight, I should maintain
my creative endeavor well into bliss. (A bad habit?),
perhaps…It does keep me warm though and tells me when to eat.
So back to the images of vagrants, last night
I pushed a few of them out into the room,
in hopes that they would accompany me, at least
for a little while. There is one stubborn fucker
…that refuses to relent. It pokes me
and pushes my fingers to tap a line. Advice
is meaningless but the words sure are pretty.
p.s. what a shame another party dress ruined at the outing.
("Brought to you today by the letters: TINC and the number 0.")
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
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I don't need one when Solly has one. ^_~
Actually, they get me in trouble so I don't need one at all.
I can't say no to cute shoes.
It's going to be surreal for sure.
They need to do their own thing for a while though.
Oooooh, my mouth is so bad.
Now, that I totally kicked all of your asses I will go feed my doggies.
Be back in a bit.
I agree that Alie might be the culprit. I had a look around Kapunua's journal (sorry K) and a "tiffaunie" has her friended. Isn't that Alie? Why would she stake out her journal like that?
Let us know how its going Kapu, this should never happen to ANYBODY!!
I thought you'd like to see Albert with his wings closed
Solly,
I'm going to soak a rag in Listerine and make you suck on it.
Mustard,
Something like LEATHERMOUTH?!?!?!
YESSSSSSSSSSS!!!
Oh and Gerard is gonna 'make art'. Hee-hee.
hey congrats sdock!
anima i think i missed you going to bed? if so sweet dreams and did you get my voice message?
Aw, Ergo. You were so right about them looking dull and boring.
Your analogy is awesome. :)
SMOOOOKE:
Exactly right! Art, dogs, and Leathermouf!
I totally want to mart with someone.
mart- make art
Maybe that's why my relationship is sucking so badly. We have never marted before.
We don't even like the same kinds of art.
I don't know how it could even work.
I will start looking at dudes who have marting potential now.
Thanks Gerard!!
SS is HOPE and Mayo is NOPE.
I've watched you guys on and off and I can't see the love you have for Mayo. He pulls your strings and you all dance. He's rude to you, he ignores you and he never talks to you.
SS I can understand the love, he is nice to almost everyone here all the time. He makes time to talk to you. He sends his love and he is one of you.
All Mayo does is write angsty poetry to make you feel sorry for him and then you feel like shit when he doesn't talk to you for weeks.
I don't get the love.
Marting potential? O_O
Ergo,
Albert is so beautiful. ^_^
I think Mayo shows his love for us in a different way, Anon.
Maybe it's not for you to understand. Maybe Mayo gets something out of all this. Maybe he enjoys watching how we interact with each other. Maybe we need Mayo as much as he needs us.
Maybe?
Maybe I am full of shit. I don't know, but I kinda dig Mayo.
Oh and for the record, I don't think Mayo writes "angsty poetry" to make us feel sorry for him. I think he keeps a blog for the same reasons that most of us keep a blog.
To get that shit out of your head and let it go.
I put Albert on my blog if you ever want to see the pics again, rather than trying to find the links
I think Albert needs a blog all his own, Ergo. ^_^
Yes, yes, yes! A blog for Albert!!
Awesome!
BRB
Grrrr....I hate meffin' cigarettes. Especially the ones that I have to buy. >_<
haha come on I don't want a butterfly with an ego!!!
anon, mayo has shown he appreciates us, maybe not as often or in the same way as SS, but he does small things, plus he lets us be here which is something we all really appreciate, he could.
And his posts keep us occupied, you don't know what mischief we could get into if we weren't puzzling out his latest meaning!
marting?
HOPE sure sounds better than NOPE.
oops lost my train of thought..
"He could.. have shut this down months ago"
anonymous said...
Prepare to die.
Sounds like someone accepting a dare. Did Frank do anything 'Philadelphia' related on stage, polka related or otherwise?
Frank rapped Fresh Prince of Belair in Philly.
reminds me of the Princess Bride
" My name is Indigo Montoya..
you killed my father..
prepare to die
You go Frank! You rapper you!
'In west Philadelphia born and raised
On the playground was where I spent most of my days
Chillin' out maxin' relaxin' all cool
And all shootin some b-ball outside of the school
When a couple of guys
Who were up to no good
Startin making trouble in my neighborhood
I got in one little fight and my mom got scared
She said 'You're movin' with your auntie and uncle in Bel Air'
Mayo and SS are two completely different individuals. The exact same thing can be said about each of us. We show our personalities in very different ways. There isn't anything wrong with that. :)
He did hist thing and, from what I could see, the band was pretty amazed (especially Gerard) that like... all of us were rapping along with him. Because, what's up we're from Philly so we kind of have to know it by heart by now. Anyway when he finished he set the mic down on Bob's kit. Bob made his usual 'wtf' face at Gerard and when he took back the mic he said something like 'aw, look how damn nervous he was. Isn't he adorable? He's been practicing all day I didn't even know there was a begining to that fucking song. Franks just the most fucking adorable thing. He's so cute.' while Frank just kjind of blushed and looked down with a really cute smile. I hope someone has that on youtube.
what a cool thing to do!
Oh, hot damn!
I can do it from memory, and yes, I'm fucking proud I still remember it.
Now this is a story all about how
My life got flipped, turned upside down
And I'd like to take a minute
While you're sittin' right there
To tell you how I became the Prince of town called Bel-Air
Innnnnnnnnn West Philadelphia
Born and raised
On the playground is where I spent most of my days
Eff that. Suffice to say, I know that shit. ;)
Doo doo doop, doo doo doop.
I will be hearing that all night long now.
Niiiice!
I ♥ Frank for that. I used to watch Fresh Prince all the damn time!
Oh, and I'm back by the way.
Hi again solly and smoke.
Fresh Prince and Jazzy Jeff
Man, I miss that show.
And seriously, my favorite part of that whole intro is when Will walks up to the Banks' house, knocks on the door, looks back at the camera, and does that funny wobble thing with his head.
Back in the day, I'd think it was cool to try and mimic that? I looked a bit like a rubber necked chicken.
LOL mustard.
Hi!
Mustard! I know! And you couldn't help but rap along with him. Every single damn time it came on!
brb
*sigh*
Makes me want to go to NY even more.
*sigh*
Me too!!!!!!
Let's go. ^_^
Hey Miss T, Smoke, Solly, Mustard, Ergo!
I just took a 5 hour nap. Allergies suck!
mmmkay
New York, New York i wanna wake up in a city that doesn't sleep.......
Hiya Star sweetie.
Oh dear, allergies. Do you feel better now?
They sure do, Star. Do you feel any better?
Newwwww Yaaawwwwwwkkk!!!!
Hey Star!!!!!
We have Old York which is a beautiful city with castles and great museums.
It used to be called Jorvic when the vikings ruled there.
The Jorvic museum is great cos it recreates the viking town as you ride rouund it on one of those contraptions,and it recreates the smells too.
Thanks, Miss T!
Yes, I feel better! I'm starving. I just phoned in an order to my husband, who is on his way home from work. I told him I needed:
McDonald's French Fries
Dunkin Donuts Coffee
1 Corn Muffin (I am watching Reba, and she just baked corn muffins)
Hello, Star! Hello to all of the Anons as well!
Star:
I'm so sorry about your allergies! I think I'm finally winning the war with my cold. Last night I had a sneezing attack. I know it's kinda gross, but picture this:
Me.
My nose.
A machine gun (not a real one, dudes).
Need I say more? ;)
Oooooo comfort food Star, just what the doctor ordered.
You enjoy your nosh when it comes.
Miss T, that's neat!
Mustard, that's the worst! I'm glad you're getting better, though.
Hello to Anons!
Fries and coffee don't sound like the best combination, Star!
More power to you, my friend!
Mustard, the fries will be the main course, and coffee will be dessert!
The amount of phlegm floating round mayos this week has been amazing.
EW!
MissT, the visual!
*gags*
Miss T said:
The amount of phlegm floating round mayos this week has been amazing.
That is funny in an oh so icky way!
Visuals always work best.
NO WAY. Frank did that? That's meffing awesome. ^_^
Hey there, K!
Yo K, how's you's?
Hey K!
hi star!
ewww floating phlegm is just wrong in so many ways!
Kapunua, just wanted to say Im sorry for all of the heartache youve had on here recently. Its definitely not right and Im sure those responsible will get their just desserts.
hello K how's the day been?
Hello, Kapunua!
Hi again RP.
hi roaring prometheus how are you?
and we all hope so too
It went all right guys, thanks for asking. Hi Roaring Prometheus whoever you are. Today was all right, although one of my friends ended up in the hospital this morning. I was like, WTF? Seriously, that thing about not in single spies but in meffing batallions? Honestly, too right.
I will say, though, that my boss surprised me today in a really nice way.
RP, I'm not sure I believe in karma. But I do believe that bad people eventually screw up, so maybe you're right. ^_^
Hiya RP!
Good, Ergo. And you?
Kapunua, share your surprise with us! This blogbelieve could use some good news.
Hi, S&V!
Did the lemsip work RP?
LOL, you know I can't, RP.
well RP I have a rotten cold, along with a number of other blogbelievers, but apart from that pretty good.
Glad you liked Albert
Miss T, I forgot that bandaid, didnt I? My bad!
Now wait a second, back up here, "roaring prometheus." I've actually never read you around here before and all of a sudden you're concerned with what's going on where I work? Who are you?
I'M HOME!!!!
LOL RP, you are forgiven. I will survive.
And, have we ever spoken before?
Just as long as you guys don't spread your germs to me.
HAND SANITIZER PEOPLE! ^_^
FUCK!
I forgot hand sanitizer!
Holy shit. That just never gets old, does it?
I'd like to thank LOTMS for half of my vocabulary.
Hiya again Anima, nice to have you back.
mustardisbetter said...
FUCK!
I forgot hand sanitizer!
Fuck you!
I mean no harm, Kapunua. I really only dropped a note to tell you that people are routing for you and not to let the shitty people get you down.
I understand why you cant share your surprise.
Ergo, I hope you get to feeling better.
Prometheus, I've been waiting to see if our friend updated his page and well, it didn't happen. It's not cool to steal blog titles.
I'm on AIM if anyone wants to chat. The UK folks are on. :)
Fuck you! ^_~
Ain't that the truth, Mustard?
I've been down with kickball since like the 3rd grade!
It's been too long since I've said that one!
How could you forget me? *sniffle*
Damn you, Anon!
I'm too meffin' slow, aren't I?
>_<
I am baaaaaaaaaaaaack! Did you guys miss me?
At least pretend like you did!!!
thanks
*rubs hand sanitiser all over keyboard and modem*
*ignores small sparks and burning smell*
:/
"that people are routing for you and not to let the shitty people get you down."
That's really nice of you, but why are you pretending?
...
Hiya Princess, Ergo, Princess, Solly, MissT, and Mustard!
7:08 wins! Thanks for completing it!
Smoke:
Wanna declare an "I ♥ MikeyWay" day? We'll go around saying "Whatnot" and all of the Mikey lines from LOTMS. We'll drink 52 Venti Starbucks lattes, and then we'll come back and share our stories about all the weird looks we received?
Wanna?
Hiya solly.
Solly I missed you like fucking crazy!
It was biblical, and dramatic, and ammaaaaaaayzing and I am fucked up a little, but I was...good.
Hello again, Sdock!
Anima, not sure where the hostility is coming from? We had a nice chat earlier.
Im no one special.
hi sdock!!!!!
mustard if I had a starbucks I'd be so there!
but I shall in spirit instead :)
Hello to you as well, Anima!
Hiya everybody that is still here, everyone that is lurking, everyone that has left!
Mustard.....YES!
I ♥ Mikey Way Day!
We gotta!
RP, everyone is someone special to someone.
Hello RP!
I'm Solly/sdock10, the resident filthy mouthed pathetic lost crazy person. How are you?
I'm sorry RP, you were cool to us and I appreciate it. I just get worried when someone might be messing around. 'ya know. I'm very protective.
You should be protective, Anima. Err, I mean protoctive.
*swishes tail*
>^______^<
ok does anyone know if there is a way to change a .gif image to a .jpeg image?
I have a pic that I want to print but my printer photoprogram won't bring up .gifs
No idea, Ergo.
You may have to select which type you want to save it as when you actually save the picture. I think it will give you different options.
I think.
You can use MS Paint to save from Gif to JPG.
Ergo, you should be able to use plain old paint program for that, but it's a little lossy.
Open the pic in MS Paint.
Go to Save As.
Save as JPG.
thank you I'll have a go :)
O_O
I just listened to the MCR downloads and I got chills.
Niiiiice.
Hey guys!
Mustard! I read your comment, and I always just miss you to! (I was close to typing piss you ^_^)
I'm alive and well for those concerned! About to leave to go watch my school drama production, which I sadly could not take part in this year. :( Ohh well, I have my guitar as my new passion! ^_^
How's everyone? =]
Hiya PH guitar rock goddess.
How are you?
MISS T! *hug*
I've missed you around here lately!! I've been good, just a little stuffy and coughy!
How are you? =]
My friend is coming to get me in about five minutes so if I leave without saying goodbye, I'm super duper sorry!!
PeeeeeeeAich!
I beg of you, don't piss me. ;)
Sounds fun! I hope you have great night! What will the production be of?
RAWR!!!
Ergo, check your email.
lol. ;)
Mustard, it's a play that my old drama teacher wrote (I say old, because I dropped my drama course this year), as all of the other play's. I hear it's a winner!
I've missed you Mustard! *HUG*
I'm good PH. It's lovely to see you too.
*huge hug*
You have fun with your friend when they arrive sweetie.
RAAAAAAAWR! ^_^
We have awesome greetings, don't we Smokie? =]
Miss T, tomorrow is my payday, and mother's day is on Sunday, so hopefully NEXT payday I'll get a camera to take some pics for you! ^_^
Awesome! I hope you have a smashing good time!
We sure do, PH! ^_^
Okay, lovely speaking to all. But I have to go urinate and then hop to my friends vehicle! Goodbye all!<3
Goodbye Miss T, Mustard, Smoke, Anons, K, Ergo, Solly, Anima, and anyone else I sadly missed!
xoxo<3
Bye, PH!
PH, that sounds great, I can't wait.
I hope you have fun taking my George pics.
hi PH *hug*
hope you enjoy the show and it all goes well for the cast etc
Well there all that is, PH. O_O
Byeeee!!
Have fun PH, it was lovely seeing you agin.
gotcha anon!
are you going to insult me today?
nah, Thursday, or is it Friday in upside down land? is my non insult day. Or does upside down land count as an insult?
it's friday and I could probably get insulted by upsidedown land if I try hard :)
hello again.
i'm clean, i've slept, and the next mission is to get some change for the laundry.
tomorrow morning bright and early i'm going down to madison square gardens and take my place in line with all the all other wierdos.
seeing mcr up close so many times (i had barrier at both the philly shows, for instance), i can see so clearly how hard they play. they really do need to have time to be barefoot, laze around, wear their jammies all day. like a friend of mine told frank after yesterday's show: nap hard!
but damn, i'm going to miss them.
mayo,
i have to confess i haven't really read your latest post very closely. i think my inner nancy drew is a bit tapped out -- maybe because this trip has filled me up and i haven't figured out what to do with it yet -- but i'm finding that what i really need, what is really feeding me these days, is the direct smile, rather than the riddle.
it isn't easy sometimes to gather up one's courage and connect with a stranger directly -- you're afraid of ending up feeling like a prize idiot -- but when the risk is answered it's worth it. i've made some friends on this tour trip that i wouldn't have if i hadn't risked being the idiot.
i need the direct smile. i need the connections -- and so i've reached out.
and now i have friends.
it's a risk, but the connections are worth it, aren't they, mayo?
risking the direct smile, risking the out-stretched hand -- it's better than being alone, isn't it?
just thinking out loud. i've risked a lot this trip -- after all, i don't even have a home to return to, or a job! -- but it has rewarded me so much.
and now it's almost over, and i know that some of the friends i've held my hand out to, some of the friends i've smiled at, they were just for the road, and i may never hear from them again.
but i have hopes that others will be more permanent...
my time's almost up.
i'm maudlin with the end of the trip and the sleep i still haven't got caught up on, and the lack of coffee and food, so forgive me if i'm coming off like a limp wet rag.
one more time in front of the stage.
one last time.
take care of yourself, mayo-sama. we may only be internet friends, but a friend is still a friend.
Hiya TJ, how are you sweetie?
Sorry guys, I just kind of disappeared. A friend just stopped by...hope to be back soon!
*waves*
Roaring Prometheus left fast once you guys figured out it was someone pretending to be SS eh??
Ergo, before I go, did you send it in an email? I saw something but was nervous to open it.
hey TJ!!
so glad you're having a good time and wishing you all the best
I miss you!!!
(and I'm really really jealous!)
I Love Will Smith.
-A
anima yes I did! sorry it comes up as numbers because it was from my phone - I should have said *oops*
it's an audio file so if you open it you'll hear my dulcet tones ...hahahahahaha
Anon, I think you are right. I was actually over it, I just got a little pissed when they came back.
So was it the one who was trying to set up Kapu and this time they are pretending to be SS?
TJ, I've missed you!
Ergo, that's what it was...a number. I wasn't sure. I'll check here in a bit. Very exciting!
I don't know if it was trying to set her up but using a variation on the name isn't really polite.
Probably, 8:13. I mean, this anon comes out of nowhere, takes a variation of SS's name, doesn't deny being him when people hint at it, then goes right into asking me about my job?
I bet, I bet.
Hi again Anima.
Hi Amy, how are you today?
So today's word is Unity.
(It SHOULD be the word for every day, but it isn't. C'est la vie!)
I was thinking today.
And then, this song came on.
First they came for the Communists, and I did not speak out.
Then they came for the socialists, and I did not speak out.
Next they came for the trade unionists, and I did not speak out.
AND THEN THEY CAME FOR ME
-A
Mayo
taste the rainbow and be jappy.
whoop whoop
smile
Hiya MissT!
Another shitty spring day in Calgary, so I'm making Chicken Stew.
Did someone say Gerard is touring with MSI?
Doing what?
-A
EWWWW!
Fimble,
Blow on me, botch! I'm hot.
Sdock!
What are you doing?!
Hey, Amy!
Fimble, you gross me out.
*blow*
*BLOW*
*BLOW*
Stew sounds good Amy.
Hiya dirty fim, how's you's?
I'm fanning myself and letting Fimble blow on me, that's all.
What are you doing?
you gross me out slash, just look at your legs/tail
look in the mirror misst, you will see the original dirty bird
Oooooooo fimmy get you.
Takes one to know one.
oh my!!
hello amy
have you guys heard Cris Martins description of their new album being "each somng is a different colour, it doesn't matter if it's good as long as it's colourful"
O_O
©RW
somng = song with a snuffy nose
You blow real purdy, FImble Star.
Hallo Mustard and Ergo!
I mean, I think if he was going to DO something... like... I dunno...dress up as The Future and read an issue of The Umbrella Academy, I might actually pay to see that.
-A
why thank you jules, i try my hardest, seeing as though it is a long distance.
solly, did you feel it?
MissT, I love that you great me back everytime I come back. It's so sweet.
Ergo, that was the cutest darn thing I've ever heard! Elena is right. Hearing your voice is just wild. It's like when I first heard Elena, then TJ, then the OPs for the first time.
I need to figure out how to do that....err, I hate my voice, so maybe not. ^_^
And thank you so much for the message. :)
PH, I think I just missed you.
Oh, and my friend officially thinks I'm a weirdo. I asked him to hang out for a second while I caught up with you guys. He didn't quite get it.
*greet*
When will there ever be an edit button?
Yes, I did, thank you, Fimble.
I am refreshed.
your welcome anima!
i have the option on my phone sms to add a voice record the when you send you put the email instead of a phone no.
I would love to hear you!
and fimble still owes me ....doesn't she? *taps foot*
Hee hee hee Anima.
Hi, Sam!
SS, I just have to say this...you will probably be a little pissed off when you catch up on the blog, but don't worry about it okay. It's all good.
Hi Shaun!
i am sorry ergo, i dont have a mic anymore, it broke. i cant get a new one either. i go home in a week or so so i will try and do it then from y brothers computer. you liek that :)
hey anima, *hugs*
I am meffing hungry for nutella right now.
Nighty night everyone.
Have fun. See you all tomorrow.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I am going to make Princess eat Nutella, and she will like it. Whether she likes it or not!
fim i send it from my cell phone, i don't have a computer mic
Ergo, I think I will try that out. Fimble has yet to call *coughcough* me. She has my number. ;)
Amyranth, are you doing anything this weekend for your birthday?
And, wha wha about Gerard touring with MSI?
goodnight missT sweet dreams
Night MissT. ♥ you tons. I'm happy we got to hang out for awhile today.
And most importantly congrats! Let us know how it goes okay.
You took my jar!
ergo, how did you do it from your mobile?
anima, i go shy on the phone, ask solly. i will talk to you though. :)
goodnight misst, sweet dreams
Elena, where are you? I miss seeing you popping in during the day.
...
BRB you guys. I need to go download those songs. :)
We didn't deserve it anyway!
Anon, I'm not sure what you mean.
Does that change me wanting it? I dont think so!
but that's all that was in it, some change, like pennies, and I think someone put a wooden nickel in.
Easy peazy pumpkin pie to read
We might have gotten more if you werent on the computer the whole time.
not trying to hide, just having fun.
Anima,
Fimble has a hot sweet sexy accent for sure.
Easy peazy to spy you.
Have you been at it again?
what?
me
ME!
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