Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Tort Law, reversed.

I Think I'll Call Him Walter.

I conjure up images in my head
for no reason at all. I think
they arrive to scare off the vagrants,
or perhaps to offer welcome. All they do is sleep,
and take up space ("the images or the vagrants?").
There are far more legitimate opponents
to overcome than those fucking demons. But they continue
to pick, pick, pick at every thought. And I am bored.
Lately they have been searching around
in the attic, pushing through the pink
fibrous fluff insulating the electric tangle.
It isn’t too dangerous to let them rummage, last I heard
most of that material is useless anyway.
Rarely do they find anything of value
(but that doesn’t stop them from trying to sell that shit on ebay).
Sometimes they trick me into joining them
in the mutilation (discount, decay, delete).
What the villains don’t realize is that
pilfering my reflections fuels my anger
and encourages my breath. They have been
diligent fuckers (pick, pick, pick).
So tonight, I should maintain
my creative endeavor well into bliss. (A bad habit?),
perhaps…It does keep me warm though and tells me when to eat.
So back to the images of vagrants, last night
I pushed a few of them out into the room,
in hopes that they would accompany me, at least
for a little while. There is one stubborn fucker
…that refuses to relent. It pokes me
and pushes my fingers to tap a line. Advice
is meaningless but the words sure are pretty.



p.s. what a shame another party dress ruined at the outing.


("Brought to you today by the letters: TINC and the number 0.")

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Anonymous said...

Mayo


Oh shit where to begin? I know, not at the beginning but at the end. The end to the melt down of mine that unfortunately spilled over into your house. I didn’t mean for it to happen. I didn’t mean to worry so many wonderful people. My whole life when things happen to me like this I’ve just kept them to myself. No, not because I’m trying to save others from my problems but truly because I never had anyone to share this shit with. Oh yeah, I can just hear the mean anon’s. “Oh Elena is being dramatic again”. No, not dramatic just fucking truthful. I lived my life without friends. Yep, just had one before this blog. So does that make me anti-social or weird? Probably. I never found people I could connect with. People didn’t “get” me. I was a loner, not so much by choice but by circumstance. Then I stumbled into this place and for a while I just sat and listened. More and more the feeling grew that I wanted to belong. I wanted to be a part of this, the voices made sense to me. I wanted to be a part of this place and so I took a chance (unusual for me) and I spoke….and people listened. Overtime I realised I had friends, lots of them. Still part of me didn’t believe. My family told me that these people weren’t really my friends that they were strangers on the Internet. Still in my heart I knew they were wrong, that these people were really my friends and it felt fucking amazing. Meeting some of these people in “real” life proved I was right even to the sceptical. My “make-believe” friends as they’d been tagged were real. Score one, a big one, for me.


So what am I trying to say? Just this, these people made me realise the other night when I was ready to give up everything I’ve fought so hard to accomplish that I’m not alone. I needed that. Really needed that. I was questioning myself. Thinking that maybe I’d been wrong to become the person that makes me happy. If it hadn’t been for these friends and knowing that they cared about me I think I would have listened to the doubts. I would have given in and said oh fuck it who cares if you’re happy? Cause before the answer would have been no one. Now I know differently. I know that these people care about me. (okay maybe not all) but you see what I’m saying. Knowing people care gives me strength. I thank everyone who thought about me, worried about me. It’s still hard for me to understand why, I feel unworthy to have these friends. I can’t imagine what I did to deserve them. I just hope that they know I feel the same way.


Life is strange. Suddenly realising you have so many people who care about you is an unbelievable high. I never dreamed it could be this way. Yeah, lots of problems right now and rest assured I’m not gonna go into detail. But knowing I have friends helps me face this. I know I’m not alone. This is all because of you, Mayo. Damn you’re a good guy. Oh shit I gotta say it…I love you. Okay not mushy kinda love but well, I’d take a bullet for you.


Night Mayo


Elena (facing lots of shit but not alone)

ergoproxy said...

hey Bayo!
So hows libe treadig gyou? Be well I habe a code, I ab obbiously talgig lige GS this bornig, sorry I'll stop now, just be very thankful keyboards don't sound like their owners! So apart from teh stuffiness I am good, really happy that elena is back in the fold, you've got a fantastic place here Mayo really you do.
I posted a new pic of Albert too, I hope you saw it
I can't write too much I need a shower a cuddley blanket nice dinner and sleep - i bet you know how it is
take care mayo,
wishing health. happiness. hope and hearts full of love to you and yours
much love EP xx

Anonymous said...

SS


Okay I’ve got to be honest. I always have trouble writing to you. I have no idea why. Hell I just blab away to Mayo but well, you are different. (in a good way). You have been there for me so many times. The first time you ever said my name you told me even the smallest voice was heard. I truly didn’t believe that until you said it. You have given me encouragement when I needed it and for that I will always be grateful. You have done so much for so many. You have no idea how much I just wanna give you a hug! Thank you, my friend. Oh shit, I’m in such a mood…Yeah I love you. No mush but I’d take a bullet for you too.


Night SS


Elena (the mouse that roared, because you gave me courage)

ergoproxy said...

SS so how are you? Isn't it lovely to see elena's goodnights again? I know I missed them.It is amazing how you can become close to people half a world away, it is just as real a friendship as a physical one, there is no boundary of distance now the internet exists.
It's just funny how it can happen, I really think we all found ourselves here for a reason, we all have benefited and I really hope you have too.
So I have a cold (come on sympathy please?) and am off to shower and warm up, it's getting cold at night now.
And I am going to slow cook onions too! :]
sending roses, daisies, gardenias and gerbra's to you and those you love
lotsa love EPxx

goodnight blogbelieve see you in my morning, possibly more stuffed up but soldiering on!
entropy, hope you had a great time
TJ miss you and hope you're well and safe
PP hi for when you come by - titoring this afternoon was ok :)
Hi fasc and kass when you call by too, I always like reading you in the mornings

goodnight all xx

Kassiopeia said...

Morning Mayo & People,

Good to read you Elena, and I'm sure we're all glad to be of service. I don't imagine this place would have lasted so long if people hadn't felt they had real friends here, evil anons notwhithstanding.

RIP Hannah. I read an article about it in my morning paper and they were actually quite even-handed about the "Emo" angle. She was only 13 though, so she'd probably not been a fan during the suicide-is-not-the-answer period and missed "the f***ing point of all this" with tragic results. So sad.

"Art".

When used in the phrase "making art", it's the most beautiful word in the World, mwahahaha!!

Really, I'm all for forced sterilisation below a certain IQ...

Kass xx

P.S. Hers, obviously.

P.P.S. Yes, the view from my ivory tower IS beautiful.

miranth said...

Anon,

I just have come to a conclusion about something, and have decided to no longer invest anymore of my emotions in it, as it just leads to nowhere but pain.

I felt that way, too. But here I am still trying to catch up - despite recurring computer issues and other real life problems. Still e-mailing to find out if elena's ok, still wondering how anons can be so evil to kapunua, still angry at anons who practice their little cruelties shielded by anonymity... I know that I don't like how people treat each other here sometimes when they're logged in, but goddamn, this is unbelievable! But I still do care about the people here, so I come back :)

elena - Did you see that? ^I care, a lot! *hugs* Take care of yourself and you deserve to have caring, supportive friends! And yes, most of us exist in real life, too ;)

Wendy - I'll respond later - I am behind on comments and correspondence - storms here threw out our internet again. I hope your dog is ok? *Best wishes* I'll find out about my niece next week and let you know :)

BC - I hope you are okay? I hope things work out with your school of choice. *hugs*

Mayo, I do have something to say to you - about my frustration, and an apology to proffer, but I will wait until you have time to read it and I think its safe to say - having realized that things shared here can have unpleasant real-life consequences. So that may be never... :)

P.S. Is there any way to put IP tracking on? I know they have it on my Lost-related sites that are on Blogger and admins have said they can block IP addresses. But I suppose you to be very busy. Nevermind, just a thought.

I hope everyone is well? I know about the flu going around being a sufferer myself! I hope everyone feels better soon. :) Take care.

And here I am posting around 5am, again!

miranth said...

PS - TINC stands for "There Is No Cabal"

Hope that helps! :)

Kassiopeia said...

A cabal is a number of people united in some close design, usually to promote their private views and interests in a church, state, or other community, often by intrigue.

"There is no Cabal" (sometimes abbreviated as "TINC") is sometimes used humorously to dispel cabal-like organizational conspiracy theories, or as an ironic statement, indicating one who knows the existence of "the cabal" will invariably deny there is one.

Hi Miranth!

So is it a "zero" or an "Oh", then. My money's on a "big Oh", because Mayo is so HAWT!!

I must get out more...

Kass xx

Kassiopeia said...

I probably should give props to Wikipedia and add the ? I missed off my question!

miranth said...

Hi kass!

I think it stands for zero - as in to reiterate that there is zero or no cabal. It reminded me of Sesame Street, actually made me smile.

But Mayo would appreciate being called 'Oh, so Hawt.' Is that how its spelled? I'll have to brush up on my teenie speak! ;)

Anyway - I really have to go, but its good to 'see' you kass!

ergoproxy said...

hi miranth

yep can't keep away! lol

glad to hear you're ok

I can't believe TINC actually means something! well there you go..

hiya kass!

I'm not staying but wanted to say HI

and to the anon from before, sometimes knowing when to let go is, though really hard, one of the bravest and most sensible things to do, I'm sure you have support, please make sure you use it

Entropy said...

Hey guys!
It was still an awesome show. The icky feeling stopped a band in. Street Drum Corps is just that awesome. Thanks for sending the good vibes and stuff.

I think I'm now known as the girl who didn't clap in the Used camp.

Lights Resolve. Wait, what? Did I just say that? No, maybe.

And I want to join the thinking anons are crazy bus. Seriously? Obsess over cookies and what color the walls should be painted.
K, sorry.

Entropy said...

Oh, and Dan owns my face.

And Carrie is really, really awesome. And now sleep deprived.

Kassiopeia said...

G'nite Miranth & Ergo!

Hi Entropy,

You read like you're sleep deprived, but it made me smile!

Must. Stop. Procrastinating.

Kass xx

Entropy said...

Hey, Kass! I don't think I've actually talked to you or been on when you are, so this is kinda really awesome.

Oh, yeah, man, I'm sleep deprived, too. I just can't to straight to sleep after my hobo high.

Anon616 said...

Good *insert time of day here* Mayo, SS, Miranth & Elena(it's so good to see you both back), Ergo, Kass, Possum, FASC, the vacationing RW, watchers, lurkers,
believers and non-believers!
(O_O CABAL/USENET Rule #0! Thanks Miranth!)

Elena: Your comment to Mayo this morning was so touching! Yes, I did have tears streaming down my cheeks. But, they were good tears. Tears of friendship and gratitude! Thank you Elena!!!!!

Miranth: I'm so happy you decided to come back!!!! We missed you! How are you feeling? Thank you for the well wishes for my Tinker Belle!
But there is a conspiracy, Miranth. I tell you, there is!
The cats (and bunnies) are plotting world domination! ;)

*huge hugs for the both of you*

Kass: You never fail to make me smile! Thank you for that!

Sad anon: I hope you are a little less sad today....


To ponder or ignore today:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Before you speak, listen. Before you write, think. Before you spend, earn. Before you invest, investigate. Before you criticize, wait. Before you pray, forgive. Before you quit, try. Before you die, give.
W. Ward
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Have an as good as possible day/night, everyone!

Best wishes to anyone facing difficulties today....
Get well/feel better soon to all sick/injured folks of blogbelieve!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

PS: Hi Entropy! How are feeling? How was the concert? Get some sleep and
eat something < orders from Carrie!

farawaysoclose said...

good morning mayo!! how are you doing? hope you are just great!! its such lovely summery weather here in the UK. makes everything better! have a good one!!

hello SS. nice to see you've been around, if only for a little while! hope you are good. take care and have a lovely day!!

hi everyone!!

ergo and GS hope you are feeling a little better. my throat is still bad but no other symptoms. ie no snot anyway!!

i have briefly caught up!! sort of??

anyway have pleasant days everyone!!

hi/bye miranth! thanks for the info on TINC!!

hi kass!
you are on fine form today!!

Really, I'm all for forced sterilisation below a certain IQ...

ouch!!


My money's on a "big Oh", because Mayo is so HAWT!!

you said it kass!

love to you all!

farawaysoclose said...

wow since starting that comment and constructing a railway track for my boy in the middle of it i have missed ergo, entropy and wendy!!!

hello girls!!

farawaysoclose said...

gerard and mikey on fuse last night. mikey is so sweet in this interview!!

Kassiopeia said...

I'm sleep deprived too because it's just too damn hot at night - it's gotten all the way up to a scorching 25°C.

Alas, I'm a delicate creature who can only function within a narrow band of environmental conditions, but then I'm tall. Apparently the dinosaurs died out because they were simply too large (small surface area to volume ratio) to lose enough heat through their
skin when the big meteor hit Earth and raised the temperature. Global warming will be the death of me, I swear!

Kass xx

Entropy said...

Hey, Wendy and FASC!

Wendy, yeah, I plan on eating an actual meal with forks and plates and sitting down. Or I'll get slapped by my ho. We have a weird pimp ho relationship.
And I'm sorry about your Tink. Makes me sad. I hope she is really okay and all will be well.

Hobo high is now down and I'm gonna go sleep. Talk to you all tomorrow.

Entropy said...

Oh, man! Thanks, FASC! I was getting emo for missing that for the effing Used.

Anon616 said...

*runs back in to give FASC a big hug and kiss*

How's Mr. Bloke? Is he still calling us 'the blob'? ;)
Thanks for posting the link too. I shall watch and then I shall go in search of the sandman!


I also forgot to say:

SS: I am very relieved to see that OUIJA board has disappeared!
J was correct! Mine is resting peacefully in a landfill - somewhere. It has been for well over a decade. And good riddance!
Horrid, evil pieces of wood (or cardboard) they can be!
Take care and have a great day.

Kassiopeia said...

Hi Wendy & FASC(again)!

He's actually brushed his hair, I'm almost speachless...

Kass xx

Kassiopeia said...

That should have been a semicolon.

Damn punctuation!

Anon616 said...

*runs back in ONCE more* :p

Entropy: I'm glad to hear you'll be having a proper meal today!
Sorry the concert wasn't quite as good as the last one. Well, I hope the one tomorrow makes up for it!

Thanks for the wishes for my baby girl! She hasn't had another seizure overnight, so I shall keep my finger, toes and legs crossed that she doesn't have one today...

Have fun Entropy!

Anon616 said...

ummm.....okay.....ONE more due to typo fairy and giggles

I do have MORE than ONE finger.
I mean, I couldn't cross only one!

*wonders if Kass could take care of that typo fairy for us*

*big smile*

Goodnight - FINALLY - everyone!

farawaysoclose said...

hey guys!!
glad you liked the link. yes kass brushed hair!! keeps fiddling with it like a meffer though! i wanna slap at those fingers!! very old GW though, looks wise! mikey is adorable in it all goofy and innocent!! i'm sure he is a little devil really!

mr bloke only calls the blog the blob when he is trying to be a smart arse!! or really pissed off with me!! he has been much better of late! kind of likes me again??! i must be doing something right then!

night wendy!

Anonymous said...

this is re the eliza radio interview.

Chris talks way too much though, and the best questions only two, came from callers. One girl asked eliza why she never owned up to the name of the person she dated, especially since they had split up and he's remarried, and that's why everyone hated her at the time of her blogs. So, they got the caller to ask her straight out, who was the person she was engaged to, and after a huge hesitation, she said, I was engaged to Gerard Way.

Then the last caller asked her how Emma thought Paul was in bed, which made everyone hysterical, and after toying with it for awhile, Eliza responded that Paul was actually gifted and talented in bed (don't quote me) and told the caller to have sweet dreams.! She was pretty composed and candid. The whole first hour was silly though. The last hour was better. You can listen by going to Fearlessradio.com. The deliberate life. and click on the podcast.

Carrie said...

I might be sleep deprived, but have so many bragging rights, (especially amongst the teen contingent around here) that I don't mind!! Annie, however, doesn't care *who* I was talking to in the middle of the night!

Anonymous said...


"There is no Cabal"



BUT IS THERE A JUNTA? AND WILL THEY BUY ME A DRINK? ;)

Buzz buzz.

Kass, you slay me as always.

Okay, off to work. Will email some of you all later.

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

How are you? It's Thursday! Yeah, so? So let's go out and make it a uhhhh....something? Anything? Is that euphoria washing over me? Feels strange. And why today? I don't know. I should really get my chemical imbalances looked at. But what fun would that be? The edge is so damned exciting.

Wouldn't you agree?

Sure. You can either jump off into the deep abyss of unknown or you fall back on a big safe fluffy pile of mattresses.

Dude, that spring just poked the fuck out of me.

Ouch.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Mama always said no jumping on the bed.

sdock10 said...

BlogBelieve,

Have a great Thursday and uhhh, drink a smoothie, draw, doodle, write, sing, play, jump, dance, laugh, tickle, get silly, or something.

Love ya'll!!



Let's make today....Just Because Thursday.

Dangit, that doesn't have the same ring as WHY NOT Wednesday.

Anonymous said...

Last October (2004), Eliza attended the Nintendo Fusion tour to watch My Chemical Romance. While backstage, she met My Chemical Romance's singer: Gerard Way. "He stepped off of his bus and took a deep drag off of his cig" remembers Eliza. "He then gave me the weirdest glance I have ever seen in my life. He thought he knew me but he didn't. After talking for a little bit he said "It was nice to meet you, and I love your hair." It was at this point Eliza once again sold her profession and email addresses were exchanged. Two weeks later Eliza was driving to St. Louis to cut Gerard's hair for the cover of Spin magazine. "I was really skeptical at first on if this was really happening. I seriously thought it might have all been a bad joke." In exchange for his haircut, Gerard gave Eliza a make-up session.

"Not only did he tell me it was the best haircut he had ever had, he thanked me on stage in front of the audience that night" says Eliza. "I couldn't believe my favorite vocalist just complimented me in front of hundreds of people."

Anonymous said...

Is it true that MSI cancelled their may 9th show so lyn-z can be at the msg show for gerard?

sally said...

Good morning everyone!

Kapunua, wishing you all the best today. I hope it all works out.

7:06 why, thank you for sharing. All I can say is that when one is so "gifted" and "talented", why keep it to yourself? Why not spread it round? Especially to ones who truly appreciate this "talent"

*sighs* There are only two constants in life, hydrogen and stupidity.

Have a good day everyone.

Anonymous said...

According to the website they're playing the 8th, 9th & 10th down in Florida, so probably not.

I don't see fatboy being 'talented' in bed either.

Anonymous said...

Miranth it was great to see you back on the blog. I'm not sure why you left, but I worried that something bad happened. Anyway, take care and remember that you have a lot of friends here.

Anonymous said...

Good morning!

Mayo,

Have wonderful day! I'm going to try my hardest, so if it doesn't work, I'ma blame someone! ;)

Later, dood!


SS,

So, what's today? You have to let us know these things! Nah, I'm just poking. Thursday for me is "Do It To It" Thursday. Still not sure what I doing or whom I'm doing it to! I think today it will be The Man. I will stick it to him. I will become Mr. Neebly and stick it da Man!!! ;)

Have a great day!


BBers,

You fine people have a totally fantastic day. I'll see you guys around later!

Smoke said...

You know, sometimes I have so much that I want to say and don’t know how to say it. I just can’t get it out. It sucks, too. In my head, it all makes sense. Yet when I type it out, if sounds like a bunch of bullshit. I promise though that the following is not bullshit. I swear to God.

*sigh*

Mayo,

Thank you for this place and for allowing us to keep coming back. I am finding that I have less and less to say to you. I’m not one of the ones that "get" you and for that I’m sorry. Kind of makes me feel like I don’t have a right to read your posts. Like, they weren’t meant for me so why should I even be allowed? I don’t know. It’s not your fault. Not at all. It’s me. I’m just weird like that, I guess. Maybe something I have said at some point has helped you. I hope so. Oh well…

SS,

You have done more for us than you will ever know. You have done more for me than you’ll ever know. Your words make us laugh, cry and give us the encouragement that we need. I only wish I had a small part of that in me. Again, if I ever do try to encourage, it ends up sounding like bullshit. Maybe I am full of shit. Just know that you are loved here and we think the world of you. I think the world of you. Actually, this world would be a much better place if we had more people like you. You’re pretty special, ya know?


Well, another work day, another dollar made. I have so much to be thankful for and yet I am never satisfied. Why is that? Somebody needs to slap me, seriously.

Have a great day, BlogBelieve.

See you guys later…..

XOXO,
S&V20

P.S. – Just a little off topic side note – WHY IN THE HELL DO I GET ALL THESE MEFFIN’ EMAILS ABOUT MEFFIN’ PRESCRIPTIONS??!?!?! I DON’T WANT YOUR XANAX OR YOUR VIAGRA. DAMN!!!!!!

Pickled Possum said...

Morning everyone!

Mayo's always resembles a train station this time of day as BBers come and go, interconnecting briefly, before travelling on again =)

Yay and hello to those BBers who had been MIA for various reasons, but dropped back in again.
*waves at Miranth, Elena, Detroit Anon*

Entropy,
Ripped trousers climbing fences? Sounds like the hobosexual has been rubbing off on you.
And that is not meant to be dirty O_o

Seriously.

Maybe.

*slaps own hand*

616,
Sorry to hear about Tinker Belle =(
Gosh, I hope it is just post operative and temporary.

Ergo,
Albert really is quite stunning!

Kapunua,
*shakes head*
Words fail me. I'm quite frankly beyond shocked the anon crap has moved into your real life. It's just...*shakes head again* Take care. Catch you later properly.

Pickled Possum said...

Hi Mayo,
What's up Doc?
*gnaws on carrot*

Hi SS,
Shake shake shake,
Shake shake shake,
Shake your groove thing,
Shake your groove thing!

Dare you ^_^

Yeah, I'm an idiot =)

Pickled Possum said...

Oh yes, before I drop off, in my post Foo concert buzz the other night I forgot to mention Dave Grohl's little fall from grace.

Dave thought he would jump up on the drum riser, after legging it down the runway at speed back to the mainstage. He turned around, tried stepping down and got his foot tangled in a whole bunch of cords.

The dude fell flat on his face O_O

Everyone was like, where is he?

He is so damn good, he got up, kept singing, threw his busted guitar on the stage and finished the song. He then threw himself down on the stage laughing.

He is rather great.

And bugger me, someone filmed the whole thing

Have a great day everyone =)

Anonymous said...

A Friend Is A Friend


HOGARTH
When eyes meet in silence
A pact can be made
A life-long alliance
That won't be betrayed
Be friendly, befriend me now
A friend is a friend
Nothing can change that
Arguments, squabbles
Can't break the contract
That each of you makes
To the death, to the end
Deliver your future
Into the hands of your friend
WOODLAND CREATURES
Be friendly, befriend me now
HOGARTH
A promise is a promise
A handshake will seal it
No amount of discussion
Can ever repeat it
Commitment forever
To borrow or lend
Deliver your future
Into the hands of your friend
BADGER
When eyes meet in silence You need a pact
A pact can be made
A life-long alliance CROW
That won't be betrayed Won't be betrayed
You need a mate BADGER
When facing the end You need a mate
What is the fate
Now facing my friend? BADGER
Facing my friend What is the fate?
What faces my friend?
HOGARTH and WOODLAND CREATURES
A friend is a friend
Nothing can change that
Arguments, squabbles
Can't break the contract
That each of you makes
To the death, to the end
Deliver your future
Into the hands of your friend
HOGARTH
Be friendly, befriend me now

Anonymous said...

Morning SS, you little ray of sunshine. Hope will be my word for the day.

Off to work. Have a great day everyone.

Anonymous said...

you're welcome but
sorry d a
i'm not ss

Anonymous said...

Hello Mayo,SS and Family!

First of all, Elena I’m so glad to hear from you sweetie!
*BIG HUG*


And Myranth,welcome back!
*BIG HUG FOR YOU TOO*


Right,so I know yesterday some of you got worried because of my comment.
I was in a bad mood but now I’m okay. Thanks for your concern though,Family!
So Mustard,MissT,Faraway and Fimble,your normal Bella is back! ;)

Faraway,I spent the WHOLE morning searching for that damned interview on the Internet! You’re my hero, you know that? Thank youuuu!!


SS,thanks again for stopping by yesterday.


Right,see you guys later!
Take care.
Love you all!
*HUGS & KISSES*

anima said...

Goodmorning Blogbelieve!

FASC, thank you for posting the video. Too cute for words. I am so proud of them for reaching their dream of playing MSG. Oh and thanks for your comment on my blog, I just noticed it!

SC, I saw that you stopped by here. We have missed you! Thanks for coming by my place too. I loved hearing from you.

Wendy, I am so sorry to hear about Tinker Bell. Give her a soft blogbelieve hug from me. :)

Elena, I was so happy to see a post from you this morning. We are all here for you - and I just have to say that I am thankful to be your friend.

VM - I passed over your comment about the JD on your boots! O_O I was sloppin' on all over myself. My boots were so sticky! I am happy to report that my bruises have healed quickly..which is very unusual. Damn, good times. :)

Ergo, Albert is so beautiful! Thank you for sharing that picture with us.

Well, damnit, I had more to talk about. I'll have to come back to it later. I gotta get busy on some work.

Mayo, have a lovely day. I hope you can come hang with us later on. You know you want too!

♥ to all of you.

Anonymous said...

the hostel has internet access. *grin*

but i have to pay for it, so i'm not staying. i really really need to shower. i think i showered before the columbus show...? and then two days and a night at the philly venue...

i'm authentically warped tour dirty. *grin*

but being able to touch base means so much you have no idea. as great as the philly shows were (i mean, drive by, tbs and mcr!) i've found myself getting homesick when they're over. it's like i'm aware i'm saying goodbye with each one now...and to the friends who have kept me company along the way.

right now, my home is truly only where my heart rests, and that's here and at a show.

...and now i should sign off -- crying in public in so dumb!

the last show is tomorrow. i'm excited and so very sad.

i'll try to be back again.

bye, my friends.
bye, mayo-sama.

Anonymous said...

Hello, you Schnarchnasen!

How is it going?

Isn't life fantabulous?
I'm so full. I just had two steaks with potatoes and brokkoli. *burps*
OM NOM NOM!!!

Greetings to my lovely Pixie, Miss T., BC (BOW DOWN!) and Wendy! :-D

Anonymous said...

In response to PP's FF comment:

Um, Dave Grohl effing rocks? Yes, yes, that he does!

PP, thanks for posting that. I don't know whether to laugh or...laugh! ;)


Smoke:
Your words aren't useless. I'm pretty sure I couldn't have said it any better. I feel the same way.

Anonymous said...

Thank you for what you do, my friend. I am so happy to be able to call you that, SS.

And you just gave me the slap that I needed.

Hope.

There is always hope.

Thank you.

And thank you, too, Mustard. You mean the world to me.

Love you all to pieces.

anima said...

SS, thank you from the bottom of my heart. We will be there for you too, always. Do not ever forget it.

anima said...

"Your words aren't useless."

Right on Mustard. Princess, and everyone here, your words mean something to me. And I know they mean something to those they are directed to. Never doubt yourself. All of you are truly beautiful people with the biggest hearts. I am in awe of all of you and so grateful to have you guys in my life.

Anonymous said...

SS:

I'm not sure what to say. This world is sometimes the furthest thing away from what I think it should be, then other times, not so much.

As of late, I've begun to see, up close and personal, the downside of humans and how mean, unforgiving, passionless, and hurtful we can be.

Ergo's new friend shows that if we all could just stop, we'd see everything. We'd understand.

Short story:
I have a swing that sits right under this huge maple tree. I went out there one day with my camera and layed down in the swing. The sun was shining right through the leaves as the wind played with them. I took out my camera, aimed right up through the foliage and snapped a picture.

After I got the photos developed, I was showing them to my friend, and we got to that particular picture. She asked me, "What is that?!" I said, "It's a bunch of leaves, I don't know what I was thinking."

But in reality, it just kind of struck me as cool. Sort of a back to basics concept. It was simple, completely unlike my life.

The point - things don't have to be complicated. Just like Albert, just like my maple tree. Life can be beautiful if we let it.

I like "hope," too. It's always there.

Thank you for absolutely everything.

Ergo: Thank you for Albert.

Anonymous said...

Anima, you amaze me.

I'm the least envious person I know. But when it comes to saying what I want to say, I can't hold a friggin' candle to you guys.

You do it fantastically.

anima said...

Oh and a secret treat! SS, you are so much fun. I needed some Ramones this morning. Thanks. :)

anima said...

Mustard, darn you...I'm tearing up. Thank you so much for your words.

"The point - things don't have to be complicated. Just like Albert, just like my maple tree. Life can be beautiful if we let it."

Exactly!

Fimble Star said...

As you sit outside and think, maybe a dark veil of doubt overcomes your mind and soul. Starting to think if you will ever succeed in life, succeed in the thoughts and aspirations which you desire. Maybe you will fall flat on your face, with your arse in the air and never be the person you wish to be. Seeing so many people happy or knowing what they want or need to do, tightens the veil over your head and tries to suffocate you, so that you are taking your last breath knowing that you failed epically. Sometimes, the veil becomes loose and you think to yourself that possibly, you could be the person you dream to be, but just around the corner, there is that veil that can be in any form, throwing things at you and trying to suffocate you once more.

I don't want to suffocate, but the strings are not loosing at the moment. Maybe they never will, or maybe, just maybe, one person says something that is so selfless that it makes the veil become a lighter shade of black.

Anonymous said...

Never deprive someone of hope...it may be all they have.

Fimble Star said...

some people lose hope though. they find themselves at the bottom yet again, where can they find the hope again?

Anonymous said...

Fim,

You can do it.

It's scary. I know it is. It's all you think about. Worry, fear, and doubt - it all consumes you.

We're not going to get it right on the first try. We're going to fall down. We're going to fail a few times before we get it right.

It's so hard for me to say this because I feel like a hypocrite, but you have to look out for you. You can't compare yourself to everyone else around you. It's fucking hard, I know.

You will be that person. You have people who believe in you. And somewhere inside, buried under a lot of junk, there's a seed of faith. You'll do it. I'll do it. We'll all do it.

We will be what we're meant to be.

Anonymous said...

Never deprive someone of hope...it may be all they have.

There are so many people I would like to say this to, namely one.


And Fim? One moment, when you least expect it, you'll find it again. It isn't lost, just misplaced. It will probably come in the least likely form, and you'll probably not know what hit you. It may come in the form of a song, a person, someone's words, either on here or in real life. When you realize what happened, you'll smile, and you'll gain a whole new perspective.

Jennicula said...

Hey Fimmy - where have you been? I've missed you.

I'm a little off today. It's raining, I popped a button on my dress (Guess what color undies I'm wearing? Ask my neighbor who sits next to me - I'm sure she's seen them today), my sandwich is soggy, and I totally posted at the wrong place earlier making me feel like a total dork.

I could probably go on bitching this afternoon, but instead I choose to eat chocolate and hide under my desk. That way I can hide my undies peeking out and still enjoy life thru chocolate.

Anonymous said...

I am more or less thinking that it was Mayo who set Kapunua up to lose her job. I can't prove this but there is a lot of evidence to say it was him if you were paying attention. And I really think that he only tolerates her in the first place and would go to a lot of trouble to get rid of her. What better way to get rid of her then to make it not safe for her to post?

I know you all love him and think that he could never do such a thing but you never really know someone. He is a stranger. He could be anybody. Just because he occasionaly says some nice things to you doesn't mean he wouldn't do something so viscious. And he is mean more then he is nice anyways. In all the time on the blog he has been mean and nasty to just one person, and he told her off. Kapunua.

anima said...

Fimblelina, you can never give up trying to become the person you dream of becoming. You may get some doors shut and some obstacles to overcome, which forces you to look for another direction to get to the destination. I have dreamed of becoming so many things, and all in all, I guess I ended up right where I am supposed to be, even if it wasn't what I expected. No matter what I always went for it, whatever it was, I always jumped in. It lead me into the unexpected and not quite how I imagined it, but it is the way it is and it is just as beautiful. I will continue to dream and continue to hope, but always taking action to get to the next step.

Hang in there honey. Keep doing what you are doing, keep fighting for what you want and what you want to become. If you find that it is just not working out, you may need to come to the realization that maybe you are pushing something that was not meant to be; or maybe it was just a little different than what you wanted, but just as rewarding.

You are a wonderful person, and you deserve wonderful things...always believe that and never give up.

anima said...

Hi Jenn! Sorry to hear about your dress. :(

I guess RED undies. Am I right?!

And soggy sandwiches are no good. I had one the other day, so I tossed it and just ate my cookie. The cookie was the best part anyway!

Original Punk J said...

SS,

Thank you for the encouraging words and song (Ramones!) and for being a part of this weird little Family. And that's what it really is, isn't? We are the sisters, brothers, cousins, aunts, uncles, nieces, nephews and all of BlogBelieve.

And just like any family, we worry, fight, cry, laugh, hold, help, take care of, give the silent treatment, pick each other up and love each other.

Vulture Anons, you ever heard the saying, "I can yell at my family, but don't you dare?" Let me tell you something loud and clear,

"WE TAKE CARE OF EACH OTHER!"

And that means Mayo, too. If you think for one moment that Mayo would have anything to do with your idiotic attacks, you don't know a damn thing about this place, about him, or us.


SS said...

"Never give up fighting the good fight. I will be right there fighting alongside you, I promise."

And we will be right there beside YOU, to help you fight your battles, your problems, the days YOU don't feel so strong.

I promise.

Its all about the love,

L.

anima said...

Anon at 12:59, I disagree, but that's just my opinion.

anima said...

Hi there L! Tell J, I said hello too. :)

I so need to get back to working...GRRRR....

Original Punk J said...

Family,

I will be back on later tonight, but hang in there.

Pactum Serva!

Love ya,

L.

P.S. K, despite our differences, you are Family, and you don't deserve what is happening to you. Hold on with both hands and don't let go.

Original Punk J said...

Hey, anima!

I will tell her! Talk to you later, and have a great day.

Love,
L.

Anonymous said...

*hands toujours a grande cup of coffee*

Ewww! Go take a shower!

Jealous you're there and we're not!!!!! Grrrr!

Anonymous said...

Hi errbody!

Fim,

I ♥ you. Just so you know.


♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪

I'm posting the following for K because she's unable to post from work and I'm gonna get fired but don't really give a shit at the moment. ^_~ Just playin'....

MESSAGE TO SS FROM KAPUNUA:

I know your post was a general one and I don't claim it specifically for myself. But in the middle of this ridiculous day where harassment has gone into real life and my job, I saw your post and it made a difference. Among you and my friends (I count you as one, and a damn fine one,) you have made a huge difference to me. All of you.

I hope that I can do the same for you.

♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪

Alright, it's back to work for me.....^_^

Love you all!

Anonymous said...

I tipped the Used Merch guy, Shaun. So ha on that, son.

Anonymous said...

kapunua get a life, no one cares. you deserve to be fired.

Anonymous said...

anon 2.50

And you deserve to rot in hell!

farawaysoclose said...

Never give up fighting the good fight. I will be right there fighting alongside you, I promise.

thank you so much SS! you really are fucking smashing you know!!

thank you so much for the song and your words and suddenly fighting that fight doesn't seem so bad you know!!

really thank you so much!!

mayo you OK??
hey i was thinking mayo. do you go and look at SS's blog ever?? i bet you do!! well so you should he is a caring person and talks alot of sense!!

hi there family!! is anyone around??

farawaysoclose said...

anon @ 2.50pm FFS grow up!

Anonymous said...

it’s obvious he tolerates her, i agree with you 12.59!

Anonymous said...

and 2.50!

farawaysoclose said...

i don't know why i am even bothering to make this comment but you are very wrong anon!! mayo likes kapunua. they are both writers and i think he appreciates that. not so long ago mayo said the poem kapunua left for him at her place was lovely. he put up a picture of her dog after its death. look, seriously i get it, you are in school at the moment and you are fucking bored!! OK i really will stop even biting. bet your parents are so proud of you! i hope my kids don't turn out as mean and spiteful as you so very obviously have!

anima said...

*waves* Hi FASC!!

anima said...

To take a lunch break or to not take a lunch break? Hmmm...

farawaysoclose said...

hi there anima!!

you OK?

have a lunch break!!

Anonymous said...

It amazes me how some anons just don't understand this place. Are their real lives so twisted and dysfunctional that they can't even comprehend the care, concern and even love that happens here. Surely they have people in their own lives whom they care about and care about them. I would hate to think otherwise. My hope for them is that they can one day get past the hate and learn to live a life full of love and understanding for others.

anima said...

I'm good. You good? Btw, there is no way your kids would turn out like these anons. No way in hell!

Well, I'm thinking that I could just play around on the Internet for my break, or I could just continue to work and play in between. Can't decide. I just ate a bunch of cheez-its, so I'm feeling satisfied.

anima said...

Anon at 3:41, nicely said. I hope the same thing too.

Anonymous said...

well,i personally think its tiffany or ali, or whatever the hell her name is. She made it clear that she hated kapu, and didnt she go snooping to kapus lj before? Remember she acted like she new mcr and started all that bullshit? Im not trying to cause trouble but thats who i think it is .Was alli from NY to?

farawaysoclose said...

hey anima!
yes anon @ 3.41 i agree!

anima i read earlier your nightmare at having to stop smoking by june 1st!! god thats a toughy!!

farawaysoclose said...

sorry i have no idea anon.
i think i was away during all that shit. so sorry no idea.

Anonymous said...

anon at 2:50 i bet your Alie

Anonymous said...

alie hates kapu and is deranged enough to do something like this.

anima said...

The problem is that I really don't want to quit. This is the reason why I always fail. I need to start digging into my soul to find that will to accomplish this... oh fuck, this is not going to be good.


"he has been much better of late! kind of likes me again??! i must be doing something right then!"

That is great news! But I'm a little worried what you might be doing right O_O .... you must have learned something new!!!

farawaysoclose said...

drop it anons. its kind of boring!

Anonymous said...

Im the anon im at 3:36 and and your right about her being deranged

Anonymous said...

Boy i must have struck a nerve?

farawaysoclose said...

That is great news! But I'm a little worried what you might be doing right O_O .... you must have learned something new!!!

haha anima!! not really maybe he just has got used to it!! i dunno!!!

hey anima this last month i have started smoking again!! not much but enough!! how did that happen?! i had been so good for so long!! anyay i am enjoying it! why does it have to be so damn good!! i will obviously have to stop again!!! don't know what deadline to give myself!! i live by broken deadlines!!


right i have to go!! i have heroes and house to watch and the end of last night's the apprentice!!

hope your working day is soon over anima!!


see ya mayo and SS!

love to you all!

and anons try to play nice!!

anima said...

Hi Twisted Sister. I just stepped out for a smoke. ^_^


...

Mayo, can I be straight with you? I am really worried about you. I'm not sure if at times you are reflecting on some old demons or if those demons are present in your life right now. What can I do? Is there anything?

farawaysoclose said...

EDIT anyway

fuck!

Anonymous said...

As long as there is life, there is hope.

SS, did I translate this correctly? My Latin is a little rusty.

Also, I loved the Ramones video. Thank you so much.

I just popped home for a few minutes on a rare break and wanted to thank you.

Hi and bye Blogbelievers.

anima said...

See you later FASC!!! Have fun!

JocelynHolly said...

SS

I went to your blog and was overjoyed when I read your new entry. I know how you are feeling. But, when life gets you down, we'll all be here to help pick you back up. You really are an amazing dude, with a big old heart full of care bears and rainbows. I really can't begin to tell you how much I appreciate everything you've said and done to help people in these blogs out.

Who knew you could learn so much from a butterfly? =]

Mayonaise; How are you today? Is your day full of sunshine and happiness, or darkness and gloom? I don't quite know just yet how my day will turn out. It's just a take-life-as-it comes day. =]

xoxoxo;
- 007
<3

anima said...

Hiya PH! How are you feeling? Better I hope!

MissTottenham said...

Hiya everyone, how are you all?

How are you mayo?

How are you SS?

Good I hope.




Miranth, great to see you back.

Bellatrix, glad to see you more cheerful.

BC, where are you? Are you OK?

Entropy, get some grub down ya. Have a great time and a safe trip home.

Wendy, sorry to hear about Tinkerbelle. I am hoping for the best for you.

Siobhan, and Pixie. *WAVES* HIYA girls!









I had a phone call today from the lady at the benefits office.

The bad news is that I can't do the teaching course at the London venue I had choosen.

The reason is that they have to sign up to be a part of the benefits system before I can be funded to go there and they won't sign all the paperwork cos they say it's pointless as not many people from up north will go there as they are London.

The good news is that the benefits agency ARE WILLING TO PAY FOR MY COURSE!!!!!!!

I have to find somewhere in Sheffield or London who will sign up to their thing and then I can do it.

They asked me to look some places up on the internet and to give them the info. I shall do that next week.

Please keep your fingers crossed for me.

Anonymous said...

Hey anima and FASC, i gotta go and pickup my son for school,but im really sick of all the haters (anons).I was an anon a long time but not a hater anon! Stay strong ladies!

Anonymous said...

Hello again, everyone.

I was thinking. I know. What's new, right?

You know the young Hannah girl we discussed yesterday? The news Safe copied for us? I was thinking about her today, and I thought to myself, "I wonder if things would have been different if she just had someone to talk to."

The "emo" accusations aside and with no blame cast on the band, would things have been different for that girl? It's so heartbreaking to know a thirteen year old, someone who hadn't even really started their life, chose to end it. A thirteen year old. I can't even wrap my head around it.

I don't know. It's just kind of bothering me. So, guys? If someone says they need to talk to you, if they're not feeling so brave, be there for them. Be an ear. Be a shoulder. 'Cause honestly, sometimes all we need is someone to listen to us.

'Kay, I'm done. Sorry to put a damper on things. :)

anima said...

...

Mayo, I said this before, but I will offer once again. My email is always available if you need anything. Sometimes having an impartial person to listen can be helpful. I'm sure it would be difficult to trust someone on the internet, but always know that you have mine, 100%. All throughout my life, I have been the one that friends, family, co-workers, and acquaintances have come to for advice...or just to listen. I've held their secrets for years and will until I die. I'm good like that. :) Just know that I'm always here if you need me.

Anonymous said...

I am the modern prometheus. Hear me roar.

anima said...

Hi MissT, that is wonderful news!!! I wish you all the best!

....

"If someone says they need to talk to you, if they're not feeling so brave, be there for them. Be an ear. Be a shoulder. 'Cause honestly, sometimes all we need is someone to listen to us."

Mustard, absolutely.

I think it is one of the reasons this place is so magical is because we are all here to listen to each other.

Anonymous said...

A little late, but have a great evening, FASC!

MissT:
That is so freakin' exciting! I'm overjoyed for you.

PH:
I keep missing ya kiddo. I hope you're doing okay. :)

See you around, Twisted Sister!

MissTottenham said...

Thanks Anima sweetie.

How are you today?



I agree, listening is what we can do and what we are glad to do for anyone here who needs it.

anima said...

See you later Twisted Sister.
...

Siobhan, I didn't see you there earlier. Sorry I missed you. :)
...

Well hi there roaring prometheus!

Anonymous said...

Mustard,that really breaks my heart.Its so hard to be that age nowadays,and your right about that people really need to listen to the young people today,they really need someone that they can trust and talk to,

Anonymous said...

Hi, Anima. Hows it hanging?

MissTottenham said...

Thanks mustard. How are you sweetie?

I am in a moaning mood cos I've got a bad papercut and it stings like a bastard.

I swear that papercuts are THE most painful things. I'm sure amputation wouldn't hurt like this.

Plus I have blisters on my toes.

MOAN, MOAN, MOAN!

I did warn you.

anima said...

I'm okay MissT. Almost done with work! I guess I just took my late lunch break hanging out here. I probably should get back to it.

MissTottenham said...

*wiggles fingers in ears*

Was someone roaring in here?

Now I have dud ears on top of my other complaints.

Only joking hee hee!

anima said...

Roaring Prometheus,
I'm not sure. ;)

How's it hanging with you?!

Anonymous said...

Holy moly, MissT!

Papercuts are the worst. Especially when they get between your fingers. They never heal. :(

And blisters? Dude. I become a walking band-aid. Soooo uncool.



Hello to the Roaring Prometheus!

Anonymous said...

Its good, Anima. Thanks for asking.

The drama in here sucks ass though.

Anonymous said...

Hi, Miss T. Ill get you a bandaid for that papercut in just a sec.

anima said...

You can say that again. It is sucky swamp ass in here. I wish we could do something about it, but maybe in time it get better. Just keep on fighting, ya know.

anima said...
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MissTottenham said...

Thanks Roaring Prometheus. A band aid would be good.

I'll have to put some savlon on too. I love the smell of it.


Mustard, we can be bandaided up together. Maybe we should go for the sling and eye patches too to complete the look.

Anonymous said...

Hello, Mustard!

MissTottenham said...

Yeah Anima, I am a walking disaster area at the mo.

I forgot to meantion the bruises on my legs and a stonker of one that is turning yellow on my arm.

I wore a yellow t-shirt, hoodie and flip flops today to colour co-ordinate with my big bruise.

How sad is that?

anima said...

I'm thinking that because this place is so awesome, there is bound to be those who want it to come crashing down. All we can hope is that Mayo will stick this through with all of us. And that all of us will continue to fight for this place to be peaceful and fun.

Anonymous said...

Only MissT would be able to make bruises fashion accessories. ;)

I ♥ you for that.

MissTottenham said...

Ha ha ha ha thanks mustard.

I ♥ you too.

I'm kinda gonna miss this bruise when it's gone cos I love me some bright yellow.

anima said...

I never thought of coordinating my clothes with my bruises...actually that might be kind of sad. Haha!

MissTottenham said...

Anima, I am sad and I don't care who knows it.

I couldn't do cool if my life depended on it.

anima said...

Roaring Prometheus, do you have any wounds or bruises to speak of?

I still have faint ones under my arms from VM and my little stunt. Oh and I burned my middle finger with my cigarette. That always sucks.

Anonymous said...

I'm the world's worst.

I coordinate absolutely nothing.

Plaids and polka-dots. Horizontals with verticals. Polka-dots and stripes.

And I think I do it because you aren't supposed to.

I iz a rebel. ;)

MissTottenham said...

Roaring Prometheus, I shall swap you some lemsip for that bandaid.

Your throat must be sore from all that roaring.

anima said...

I'll be right back. I need to go print off something and deliver something a few floors down.

Work, it totally gets in the way of my blogbelieve life.

MissTottenham said...

Did I tell you about the time when I was small that I put my finger into the car cigarette lighter.

It hurt so bad and I got a huge blister on the end that the light would shine through.

My sis and my mum gave me no sympathy. Instead, they made me hold it up to the light to recreate the scene in ET where his finger lights up.

MissTottenham said...

See you later Anima.

Anonymous said...

BAhahahah!

MissT! I remember you telling us that! My apologies for laughing at your misfortune. ;)


I think the stupidest thing I did was sticking a car phone charger to my tongue. I honestly don't know what I was thinking.

MissTottenham said...

Then there was the time when I fell off my bike and banged my knee.

I had a huge lump on it with a perfectly round blood blister in the middle.

It looked like a Mr Kipling cherry bakewell cake and my mum brought the neighbours round to look at it.





I get no sympathy me.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello everybody.


MIB I think things would have been very different if Hannah had someone to talk to or someone who was worried about her. But we live in a world where people will just walk by when they see someone who is her. Why? Because it is non of there business.

MissTottenham said...

LOL mustard, the things we do eh?

I hope your tongue was ok.





Hiya MJ, how are you sweetie?

Anonymous said...

Oh man, MissT! You poor, poor child.

I guess the next thing you'll tell me is your mom sent you off to join the circus!












I'm only kidding! ;)

Anonymous said...

Yeah, yeah, the tongue is okay. It did give me a bit of a jolt though. Nothing dangerous, but it was stupid nonetheless.


Hey, MJ!

MissTottenham said...

I should have been in the circus mustard.

I don't know what my speciality would be.

Probably getting trampled by elephants.

MissTottenham said...

A bit of a jolt. Oooooo I bet you were all wobbly afterwards. I was when I managed to eltrocute myself.


I will stop now. I am beginning to sound tragic.

I guess us clumsy people have to stick together, or else we'd fall over the floor or somehing.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello miss t and Mib

MissTottenham said...

So, how is everyone?

What are you up to?

What is the weather like?

smalltalk, smalltalk etc hee hee!

MissTottenham said...

I am good, if not a little injured.

I am gonna go get my sister's car taxed for her tomorrow at the post office.

The weather is fantastic.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

It is sunny and windy here in Nor Cal.


And one of my cats will not leave me alone. He is very needed. He smacked me on the face because I wouldn't pet him.

I guess he is mad at me he just jumped out the window.

MissTottenham said...

What did you have for tea?

What did you see today that made you smile?

What plans do you have for the weekend?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

brb

MissTottenham said...

I had two boiled eggs with bread soldiers hee hee!


I met my mate at the pub at dinner time.


I shall be watching the Formula 1 Grand prix. This one is in Turkey.


I will be sad though because Super Aguri have lost their sponsorship and had to pull out. So two of my fave drivers Anthony Davidson and Takuma Sato have no drives.

MissTottenham said...

Aw cute cat martha. Give him a cuddle.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Miss T the answer to your questions is the same for all 3. Nothing

MissTottenham said...

LOL martha. It is way past tea time here. Get yourself some food girl.

Anonymous said...

What did you have for tea?

I had me some chicken and a diet cola!

What did you see today that made you smile?

Does laundry count? That's about the only blasted thing I've done today it feels like. :/

What plans do you have for the weekend?

Repaint my toenails! I effed 'em up. :(

MissTottenham said...

LOL mustard.

As long as it was interesting laundry it counts. Any saucy undies etc.


What colour did you eff up your toenails?

Anonymous said...

MissT! O_O

You keep your knickers to yourself, and I'll keep mine to myself, you got it? ;)

Um, so, I had this killer idea to paint my toenails really super-bright pink. I did it. It looks really good, too.

But, I had to go one step further and paint itty-bitty black dots on them, too, 'cause I'm allowed to be weird like that. But, my hand was kinda shaky 'cause I was trying to be extra careful. So, I ended up with pink toes and black smudges.

I fail at toenail painting.

sdock10 said...

BlogBelieve!!!

I fucking love you guys and I'm so glad to be home!!


Just screamin...

MissTottenham said...

Ha ha ha ha mustard. It could become a new trend, pink with black smudges sounds cool to me.

MissTottenham said...

We fucking love you too solly.

Anonymous said...

*tackles Sdock*

HEY!



MissT:
I'll start a new trend with my smudgy toenail polish, and you can do one that involves matching clothes to your bruises.

We'll rule the world. ;)

anima said...

What did you have for tea?

....Cheez-its and a Diet Coke.

What did you see today that made you smile?

....SS's blog. :)

What plans do you have for the weekend?

....Not jack shit, and happy about it!

anima said...

Hi Martha, Hi Solly!

ergoproxy said...

good morning
and WOW! I never thought Albert would be so inspiring!
Thank you SS and I really am glad he brought you some beauty, and for the Ramones! Awesome band dude, awesome band *will be listening to them this morning in the car*

and mustard thanks for your words too, and everyone who has enjoyed my picture, when I see him today I will tell him he's a star and yes I will stand outside and talk to a butterfly!

I am so happy you all loved it!

Bellatrix said...

Hello Mayo, SS and Family.

Fimble,I read your words.I know what you mean.Believe me.
I’ve been in your same position at least twice in my life.
It’s hard.Sometimes you even find yourself wondering if it’s worth it.

But there’s something my little master told me once and I want to share it with you all.
He said:“I think I’m like an albatross.Those birds are amazing because even if they’re clumsy and slow on the ground, when they spread their wings and begin to fly they change completely and became the lords of the sky.Nobody can stop them.They’re free.
My illness makes me clumsy and slow, but one day I’ll just spread my wings and fly.And I’ll be exactly like an albatross.”

He didn’t have the time to spread his wings unfortunately,but I’ll never be grateful enough for what I’ve learned from him.
You have to follow his advice, my friend.You have to try and fly.I can’t promise it won’t be painful, but when you feel the breeze of life on your face,you’ll be glad you’ve decided to try and you won’t ever regret it.And then you’ll became exactly the person you want to be.You’ll be that albatross.

And that goes to all of you Lovelies,including Mayo and SS!



SS,what can I say?
Your words are so meaningful these days to many of us.They give us hope and courage.
My sisters are right:you have made a difference in our lives,and we’ll always thank you for that.
Thank you for being always by our side.Thank you for being part of this family.Thank you for loving us.

And...thanks for the song! ;)



Right guys,my computer is being a bitch and I can’t stay.
Just remember I love each one of you.
Take care, Family.
See you all tomorrow.
‘Night.
*HUGS & KISSES*

sdock10 said...

*spits out little pieces of stuff from Mayo's floor*

*licks Mustard's face*

What are you guys doing?

My toenails are still a lovely shade of pretty purple.

Just sharing..

Anonymous said...

Not jack shit, and happy about it!

Jackfuck, Anima. Jackfuck. ;)


SS's entry was heartwarming and smile inducing. Right, you are.

anima said...

Roaring Prometheus, did you get kidnapped? Did you go roaring somewhere else?

MissTottenham said...

Hi again Anima.


Hiya Bella.

Hiya Ergo.

How are you girls?

sdock10 said...

*listening to MCR downloads from TBPID*

This band fucking rules. I love them. Love them, love them. They kick ass live.


Just fangirling for a second...

anima said...

Ergo, tell Albert that we love him okay. :)

Hi Bella, nice to see you!

Solly, 'jack fuck' is much better!

MissTottenham said...

Goodnight Bella. I hope you have better luck with your computer next time.

Smoke said...

Hi! What you people doin'?

Anonymous said...

Ergo!:
Good morning to you! I have a question. Is Albert the exact same butterfly that has been visiting for weeks now, or is there a colony of them?

Because what would be absolutely breathtaking is to see all of that blue in one giant swarm.


Bella:
That was beautiful and also very wonderful advice. I've always maintained that you will never fail if you try. Not trying is what holds us back.


*wipes Sdock's spit off face*
Ew, woman. Just ew. ;)

anima said...

I still need to download them. I ordered it at work and I keep forgetting to do it when I get home. I better get on that!!!

sdock10 said...

Yeah, I just love everyone. I feel like I miss so much when I am at work. So I will just shout my love from The Corner!!

I love you BlogBelieve!!

SS, you rock my socks.
Fim, you rock my universe.
Mustard, you rock my head.
Ergo, your butterfly rocks.
PH, I hope you are feeling better so you can rock out with me.

Oh and everyone else...you guys rock hard!

Mayo, dude, you know you rock, right? Fuck yeah, you do.

MissTottenham said...

Hiya smokey wokey!

Anonymous said...

SMOOOOOOOOKE

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

Please don't wipe off my sugar. It hurts my feelings. I promise to be (G)entle.

anima said...

Beautiful words Bella. I love it.

Anonymous said...

I promise to be (G)entle.

Uh huh. I bet you do.

Dirty minded Solly.

;)

anima said...
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Smoke said...

♪♪♪MUUUUUUSTARDDDDDDD♪♪♪

^_^

Hey MissT! Hey Anima! Hey Ergo! Hey Solly! Anyone else?

anima said...

Okay, gotta get a few things done before I leave work.

See you guys in a few. ♥

MissTottenham said...

See you later Anima.

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

I'm all for busting out of this little shit town tomorrow and hopping a plane to NY! How's about you?

Anonymous said...

Later, Anima!

Smoke said...

Bye Anima!

Solly,

You're the one with the credit card. ^_^

sdock10 said...

Bye Anima!

So who else has listened to the live downloads? Oh my, it brought back so many good memories for me.

Now, I must go feed the doggies. Dangit. It's hot.

Anonymous said...

Steven from Fuse was calling tomorrow's concert "The Event Of The Summer."

No pressure, MCR. No pressure. ;)

I hope they have a great show! Better effing go out with a bang, too.

MissTottenham said...

*gasp*

Smoke, you have no credit card?

Your life must be so empty and meaningless.

Ha ha ha ha just joking.

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

So what does that mean? How the hell are we going to get there? Just drive to Hartsfield Jackson and hop a plane? Or do we stand on our rooftop and hope we sprout wings and fly???

Niiiiiiice.

ergoproxy said...

I'm not bad but my cold is worse so my body feels pretty miserable, last night sucked even though Ghost Whisperer was on, went to bed at 9:30 dosed up, today I shall vege at home I don''t feel up to the gym or anything else.
But mentally I'm good :)
lol I hope

mustard I only ever see the one, I don't know if it's the same butterfly, I have no idea of his lifespan, we do have other ones called Citrus butterflies and there are a lot of them flying about. Further north they have more of the Ulysses , we are the bottom of the range but the tree they lay eggs on is in the creek by us, so it's a real treat when you get to see them. A mass would be breathtaking!

sdock10 said...

Oh my, I want to go so effing bad. But oh well, oh well, oh well. Suck it up girl and just deal. We could have our own TBS/MCR concert tomorrow in BlogBelieve!!!

Right?

Smoke said...

I just can't believe it's gonna be over. MCR doesn't stop touring. They gotta do something else. Right?

Right?

Ughh, I guess they deserve a break. ^_~

sdock10 said...

THE BLACK PARADE IS DEAD!!

ME!

sdock10 said...

ME! FUCKERS!

anima said...

Damnit!!!

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