I Think I'll Call Him Walter.
I conjure up images in my head
for no reason at all. I think
they arrive to scare off the vagrants,
or perhaps to offer welcome. All they do is sleep,
and take up space ("the images or the vagrants?").
There are far more legitimate opponents
to overcome than those fucking demons. But they continue
to pick, pick, pick at every thought. And I am bored.
Lately they have been searching around
in the attic, pushing through the pink
fibrous fluff insulating the electric tangle.
It isn’t too dangerous to let them rummage, last I heard
most of that material is useless anyway.
Rarely do they find anything of value
(but that doesn’t stop them from trying to sell that shit on ebay).
Sometimes they trick me into joining them
in the mutilation (discount, decay, delete).
What the villains don’t realize is that
pilfering my reflections fuels my anger
and encourages my breath. They have been
diligent fuckers (pick, pick, pick).
So tonight, I should maintain
my creative endeavor well into bliss. (A bad habit?),
perhaps…It does keep me warm though and tells me when to eat.
So back to the images of vagrants, last night
I pushed a few of them out into the room,
in hopes that they would accompany me, at least
for a little while. There is one stubborn fucker
…that refuses to relent. It pokes me
and pushes my fingers to tap a line. Advice
is meaningless but the words sure are pretty.
p.s. what a shame another party dress ruined at the outing.
("Brought to you today by the letters: TINC and the number 0.")
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
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I like cats, horses and buffalo.
And oranges.
yeah, anon, they mostly do.
Being first is kinda cool.
Anonymous (like that jerk one) still sucks.
-A
I'm not going to argue with you, anon @ 11:34pm. I was just joining in the game.
PH doesn't suck
RW doesn't suck. =]
Hey Carrie! How dare the anon's say that! *hug*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMYRANTH! <3
(if you didn't get my happy birthday earlier! :)
and they devour you, starting with your bottom.
0_0
No need to thank me, Elena, it's how I feel. You truly are a gift to Mayo's. Please don't ever change, and don't ever leave. I, for one, would miss you terribly. You're the real heart of this place.
Aw, thank you, PH! :)
*squeeze*
your bottom sucks
LOL!
I did, thank you Paperheart!
Did your Dad give you the go-ahead for Warped Tour yet?
-A
I like dragonflies, and the screechy little robin babies on my front porch.
a good friend said...
No need to thank me, Elena, it's how I feel. You truly are a gift to Mayo's. Please don't ever change, and don't ever leave. I, for one, would miss you terribly. You're the real heart of this place.
HEAR HEAR!
-A
I like tree frogs and Canada geese.
RW, that's a Buffy quote. :)
I like getting up at 2am, on a hot summer night, and climbing into the truck, to drive out of town a ways, so we can see the stars.
-A
i like twinkies and devil dogs
Amy, I'm working on it! It turns out he might be working in Calgary in July or August, so I'm using that against him, and telling him to take me with him!
I bet you do 11:39
I totally dig geese, just not the geese poo. We go down to the river to hang out with them every once in awhile, and yeah, geese, they poo a lot.
i like bacon and eggs
PH, sweet!
So far, Warped is the highlight of my summer. I'm not seeing any major tour announcements within the next couple of months.
I was actually disappointed, we missed Tiger Army when they were in town!
-A
Amy, that sounds great. I kinda hate living in the suburbs and not seeing stars because of the big supermarket lights, and not having fireflies because they spray for mosquitos.
Not realizing there's a new page sucks. Truly! I do it all the time, it's ridiculous.
I like what the first 11:34 anon said.
Tiger Army!!!!
That's my friend Alanna's fave band :)
i like dipsy doodles and grape soda
I like tall mountains, deep valleys, and wide oceans.
What is dipsy doodles??
i like bagels and cream cheese
I do it too, Cupcake!
good friend...I also agree that Elena is wonderful. All here have their strengths and weakness, and add their unique mix to the place... that is bar, the abusive anons.
I second RW on the dipsy doodle question.
I like salty fries and chocolate sundaes.
I like blue silk scarves and red nail polish.
I like salty peanuts on chocolate sundaes!
Amy, Warped is in Calgary three weeks before my 16th birthday. My dad has missed my birthday for the past three years, so I think that this is the perfect way to make up for it.
Tiger Army was here last Tuesday. Unfortunately it was held at an 18+ venue, so I couldn't go.
I'm glad to know that Carrie, I thought it was just me. :)
dipsy doodles is the poor mans Frito's
RW, you like some awesome things!
I like lettuce. I really, really do.
i like chicken and waffles
Ever feel like a culture in a petri dish, anon @ 11:45pm?
I do.
Carrie, I've never seen a firefly in my life, actually.
Lots of Junebugs though. *shudder*
And, I like Cheerios. Without milk.
-A
I have school tomorrow morning, so I think it's best if I'm off to bed for now. Actually, I think I'm going to play my video game. Pac-Man World 3? It may look easy, but dude, I've been trying to beat it for like, 5 months!
Goodnight Everyone
xoxoxox;
- 007
<3
ok, cool, gotcha Anon. Like store brand kinda?
RW, it's good to be cultured!
;)
-A
Goodnight PH!
mmmm waffles.
Cheerios. Without milk.
That's my favorite thing to snack on. =]
The only milk I drink is chocolate milk. lol
Goodnight Paperheart!
-A
This guy is our mayonaise.
Goodnight P<3.
I like P<3.
:)
Cheerios. Without milk.
That's my favorite thing to snack on. =]
O_O
That's what I'm doing right now.
-A
Amy, fireflies are cool, although, to be honest, we always called them Lightening bugs. When we went to VA a few years ago, Annie made herself a nightlight by catching a bunch in a jar, she still talks about it. And, yes, we let them go the next night.
Night night, PH :)
I love perfume
i like lasagna and garlic bread
I love to laugh
You're the real heart of this place.
In your opinion.
There are many other hearts. Why just praise the one?
I love perfume too anon. I collect perfumes, I love the bottles as well as the scents.
i like lasagna and garlic bread
Ooooo, me too!
food anon, doesn't anything ever satisfy you, or are you constantly hungry?
I love perfumes too, Cupcake :) Though I rarely wear them as I'm scent sensitive.
Carrie, that sounds neat! I'm almost positive that I've never seen them before though.
How many did she need to make a nightlight?
-A
I like roadkill.
Hello Ph
11:45 anon, I agree with you. To borrow a line from an earlier anon, abusive anons suck. Each person here brings their own unique personality to the mix. And more often than not, the mix is improved by that.
I like gummi bears and the sound of a gentle rain.
Good night to Paperheartxx, sleep well!
Do you have a favorite RW?
I think there were maybe 10 or so in the baby food jar. They are quite bright when they light up their butts. And that vid was awesome, Keep Ze Monkeys, away from my hands!
I love simple things, like sunsets, the smell of a garden just after it rained, and searching for stars at night.
This is my favourite brand, Cupcake.
I love a good risotto.
-A
Goodnight Ph
I like roadkill.
0_0
Nice entrance, MJ!
roadkill always makes me sad. :(
I love black current jelly babies and vanilla Swiss almond ice cream.
How lovely RW! :)
I love rock tees and high heels.
I like guys with eyeliner.
New Mayo post.
I like guys with eyeliner.
Me too. Makes their eyes look bigger.
I like big eyes.
I love searching for stars, too. I love to look at the moon. I love just being outside at night; it's so peaceful.
It's probably wrong that I'm looking forward to American Gladiators tomorrow, yes?
guys with guyliner, bah!
Eyeliner is love.
I wish David Archuleta or whatever his name is on American Idol would wear eyeliner. Then, maybe I'd be able to see his eyes. O____o;;
w
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