Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Tort Law, reversed.

I Think I'll Call Him Walter.

I conjure up images in my head
for no reason at all. I think
they arrive to scare off the vagrants,
or perhaps to offer welcome. All they do is sleep,
and take up space ("the images or the vagrants?").
There are far more legitimate opponents
to overcome than those fucking demons. But they continue
to pick, pick, pick at every thought. And I am bored.
Lately they have been searching around
in the attic, pushing through the pink
fibrous fluff insulating the electric tangle.
It isn’t too dangerous to let them rummage, last I heard
most of that material is useless anyway.
Rarely do they find anything of value
(but that doesn’t stop them from trying to sell that shit on ebay).
Sometimes they trick me into joining them
in the mutilation (discount, decay, delete).
What the villains don’t realize is that
pilfering my reflections fuels my anger
and encourages my breath. They have been
diligent fuckers (pick, pick, pick).
So tonight, I should maintain
my creative endeavor well into bliss. (A bad habit?),
perhaps…It does keep me warm though and tells me when to eat.
So back to the images of vagrants, last night
I pushed a few of them out into the room,
in hopes that they would accompany me, at least
for a little while. There is one stubborn fucker
…that refuses to relent. It pokes me
and pushes my fingers to tap a line. Advice
is meaningless but the words sure are pretty.



p.s. what a shame another party dress ruined at the outing.


("Brought to you today by the letters: TINC and the number 0.")

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Carrie said...

Hey SIM!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Yeah,

I haven't had a lot of time to be here either. So I will try and be on here as much as possible for now.

Carrie LOL and I hope you are well

Carrie said...

And bye, just a driveby comment, gotta go make dinner. We're having Thai tonight.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Later Carie.

Anonymous said...

Obama is ahead in superdelegates, people.

^_^

Anonymous said...

Oh, and so you know: My boss actually did throw me under the bus. And honestly? It feels a little bit like something that has been sick for a long time just died. I'm sad (amazed that the anons went that far as well,) but relieved, too.

I think I might have a job (or maybe a seminar) teaching dance at a local college, but that's not for a while. I need to send out a resume to a studio out here, too.

Maybe it's just what I needed to take that huge step and do something that I really, really want to do.

Anonymous said...

One more thing: If you have anything to say to me about this, say it at my own blog. It's too much for people here to read how hateful you've become. You've managed to go this far, and you've also in the last few days posted my last name, the name of my dance group, the kwon where I train, and my Sifu's email address. keep going if you want, that's fine. Just do it at my blog if you please. I can't think of a single named soul here who wants to keep reading the details of my life.

Shame in me said...

Hey kapunua :) long time no speak. i have no idea whats been going on but hope you are well love

Anonymous said...

Hey SIM, yeah it has been a while! It's good to read you. How are ya?

I'm going to go make dinner, I'll be on and off. ^_^

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Kapu.


Well I guess every cloud does have a silver lining.

Shame in me said...

Im ok, been working like crazy and fighting a chest infection. apart from that things are ok. im really bummed out tonight though because i was supposed to be seeing 30 seconds to mars tonight at a festival and i couldnt scrape enough cash to go :( money is really tight at the moment been living off celery and cup a soups but suppose that the weight loss is good for the summer. i would have killed to go to the concert tonight :( ended up working instead lol. whats new with you kapunua? Still work at the animal place?

Anonymous said...

Hello again, guys. :)

Sorry about flaking!

Hey MJ, SIM, and Kapunua.

Anonymous said...

Gah, everything is so weird, off, backwards, and out of balance today.

This is frustrating.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello MIb how are you?

yeah it does seem off today

Anonymous said...

Hey, MJ. :)

I'm doing well aside from the offness, thank you.

You doing okay?


SIM:
I'm sorry you aren't going to be able to see 30STM. It's really disappointing when things like concerts don't pan out. I hope you get to catch them the next time though!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I am well Mib but I have cactus needles stuck in my fingers.

Sim I wish you could still go to 30stm

Anonymous said...

Well, that's no fun, MJ! How'd you manage to get cactus needles stuck in your fingers?




RE: Obama

Did you guys see where TIME magazine has already printed their cover with Obama stating: "And The Winner Is..."

I'm guessing there's a really, really good chance Obama will pull this one out if TIME is already preparing for his victory, right?

Entropy said...

Blogger is confusing me. Makes it all hard to catch up.
But anyways, HAI!

Carrie, you're too sweet. But I know you were just worried about getting the poster if my ass was dead.
Almost, man, almost.

K, I'm glad you can kinda make the crazy shit that crazy people do into a positive thing.

SIM, sorry ya couldn't see 30 seconds, I would have cried emo tears if I had the chance to see them but then couldn't.

Shame in me said...

Thanks mj :)

hey mustard long time no speak my little yellow friend :) how the hell are you?

Shame in me said...

hey entropy do you like them too?
i saw them in january and it was amazing so i guess i should just remember at least i have seen them but they were so good that i wanted to have that feeling again :( ohwell lol

Anonymous said...

Kapunua, I just hopped on before I go out again, and noticed your post @ 5:31.

If I am reading correctly, I'm terribly sorry that has happened to you. I hope you are seeking the advice I had mentioned earlier.

This sort of thing needs to be pursued as it has effected you personally. I cannot imagine why anyone in their right mind would do a thing like this. And that in itself is a concern as, if they could do it to you, it will be repeated to someone else.

Good luck!

Shame in me said...

Woo!!! Kapunua's man is gonna win, i remember back in the day she said he didnt have much of a chance. I heard a conspiracy theory regarding obama lol

Entropy said...

Don't worry, I'm sure they'll come around there again, SIM.

Anonymous said...

I'm well, SIM. It's been awhile. How are you? Is everything okay on your end?

Entropy said...

Hey, Mustard, you good?

Shame in me said...

Not for a long time entropy but they are worth waiting for so i will wait for them or maybe win the lottery and pay them to play for me hehehehe

yeah mustard things are ok, bit hectic and what not but ya know lol

its awfully quiet round here tonight isnt it. has anything exciting happened in my months of abscence?

Anonymous said...

Oh, and another thing before I head out.

Martha, I heard from my sources that, that now infamous song was dedicated to his wife again last night.

Despite our personal opinions, it's obvious he loves her, and just wants to be with her as she tours. That's what couples in love do, they don't like being separated for too long, it's very difficult. You can only hope that it works out for him.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Entropy and KD. How are you?


KD I would hope that everything works out for GW and the wife. But my common sense is telling me other wise. That whole thing gives me a bad feeling. I understand wanting to be with the one you love. But the fact that the rest of msi will be there scares me.

Entropy said...

Yup, I get that. We haven't seen them in a year so, yup, get it.

Entropy said...

Hey, Martha!
I'm awesome. You?

Anonymous said...

Hey, Entropy! Yep, doing well! Get all that Bert grime off of ya? ;)


Hi and bye to KD!

sally said...

I understand Martha. Unfortunately his choices are beyond our control. We will just have to see.

Anyway, my boy is waiting and I really need to go now. Have a great night all!

Entropy said...

Have a nice night, KD!

Mustard, nope, 'cause I don't wanna! I'm a real hobo now.
Glad you're doing well, dude.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Entropy I am well.


KD it maybe out of my control but I can still voice my opinion about it. And with the way he puts it out there I will be voicing my opinion on it.

sdock10 said...

Wassup BlogBelievers???

Lurker, are you still lurking?? If so, you should go lurk at my blog. It gets awfully lonely.

Mayo, What ya doing? Come on, let me see.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight KD

Shame in me said...

yay from what i have gathered off the 30stm forum they only played 10 tracks mostly off the 2nd album so i feel a little better knowing that i had a better gig in january although they did play thekill acoustic and if that was with a string orchestra there will be a lot of emo tears from me haha

sdock10 said...

Guys,

I have just went to see Iron Man with Smoke and LHM and let me say that I now know who Mayo is....



Mayo is....















Tony Stark.

Nice.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello SD how are you?

Shame in me said...

sdock!!!! *runs and knocks her over with hugs* hehe

Shame in me said...

i wanna see Ironman i love Robert Downey Junior hehe

Anonymous said...

Hi guys, thank you all. A bunch.

sdock10 said...

Hi MJ, Hi Shame!

How are you guys?

*squeezes SIM*


Robert Downey Jr....Niiiiiice.

It was a good movie. I enjoyed it like a lot.

Anonymous said...

Entropy, I guess a little bit of hobo never hurt a soul. ;)



Hey, SDOCK! How does it go?

Entropy said...

Hey, Sdock!
I have heard alot of great reviews on Iron Man, that's cool that you guys saw it.
Robert Downey is a rightous dude so, I know I'd love that shit.
Did you guys like it and such?

Anonymous said...

*tackles Jules, head on, with a hug even though hugs are weird*

We're here, and we will remain here if there's anything you need, okay?

Shame in me said...

I am in full agreement sdock i used to have the biggest crush on him especially when he was in Ally mcBeal as Larry Paul *sigh* i want a Larry lol

sdock10 said...

Hey Jules,

I still stick by what I said earlier. Fuck those fuckers.

I'm so sorry that stupid shit like that caused you to lose your job...a job that you loved.

But, hopefully, in my twisted head, everything happens to us for a reason and maybe this will put you on a path that you might not have ever taken.

Ya know?

Today it sucks, but tomorrow, well tomorrow, maybe it won't suck so bad.

*sdock10 is struggling to find the right words with this fucked up situation

Anonymous said...

Haha!

SIM, that sounds like the perfect saying for a vanity plate.

"I Want A Larry"

sdock10 said...

Hey Mustard, Hey Entropy!


Yes, I'm not a huge fan of superhero flicks and what not, but Robert Downey Jr. is awesome. I was entertained for 2 hours and that is saying a lot.


Or maybe it isn't.

I'll leave you guys to decide that.

Smoke said...

Hey everyone! Mayo - you gotta change your profile to Iron Man....

Just Sayin'!


Jules,

I ♥ you and I'm so sorry about what's happened. I'm not the best at saying the right stuff so I just hope you know that I'm here if you need me.

And I'll kick some ass if you need it. Although, I'm pretty sure you got the ass-kicking thing covered, right? ^_~

Anonymous said...

Hi guys! Solly, that's what I'm thinking. Hoping, anyway.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I am well Sd and I was thinking about going to see Iron man. I have heard good things.

anima said...

I don't believe there will ever be another band that will bring together this many people on a very intimate, personal level, ever again.

I don't believe there will be another band or another band's music anyone will ever care as much about as we did and do this one.


Mustard, I agree whole-heartedly. It's pretty damn amazing.

...

Had to put that up there before I forgot. I'm reading so many wonderful words, and need to continue.

...

Be back in a bit. :)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello S&v how are you?

sdock10 said...

Yeah, I also just want to say that I have loved reading what you guys have written today about MCR. They are an amazing band with the most amazing fans. Sorry, but is their a better adjective than that?

Now, I hope they can enjoy their time off and actually rest. Boy, I know how hard that can be.

I wish them all the best.

sdock10 said...

or *there even

their, there



Mayo, dude, What are you doing? Seriously.

Shame in me said...

bwahahahaha thats awesome mustard!!!

"i want a larry" im gonna have that on a tshirt, who knows maybe i will find one hehe

Smoke said...

I'm good, MJ! How's you?

Right now, I'm thinking of how cool it would be to watch LOTMS at our movie theater.

Mikey Way on the big screen and what-not.

How awesome would that be? ^_^

Entropy said...

Yeah, I'm so very sorry. Not that you're going to take it to heart coming from this side, but still. People have deep ass issues and took it to a whole new fucking level of crazy.

It's weird 'cause the blog brought good and bad.

sdock10 said...

Pretty meffin' awesome, Smoke. I think so anyways.

Anonymous said...

I'm having prolonged separation anxiety from my LOTMS. I'm pretty sure I will never ever find it. And I'm also pretty sure I have yet to sign my life over to the BMI "Get 12 CDs for the price of one" deal, which I need to get on top of, pronto.

Or, I could just go buy the damn thing and stop being a whiner, 'cause no one likes a whiner. >.<


I ♥ My Lost LOTMS

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

Nobody should be without LOTMS. If I could find you, I would bring you one. Just cause it would restore balance to the world.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Those anon are fucking nuts. And for taking it this far they need help.

Anyway S&V I am well.

You know I have been listening to MCR again. I think I just need some time away from their music.

Smoke said...

I'll be back in a bit guys.

There's something wrong with my husband and I don't know what it is.

Carrie said...

I hope that he's ok, Princess.

Anonymous said...

Oh man, Smoke, I everything's okay.

Shame in me said...

Bye guys bedtime for me. Love to all of you. Hopefully be back soonish lol. Take Care.

Hi Mayo :) look after yourself

Carrie said...

And hello again, everyone. I finished my Thai and it was yummay.

Anonymous said...

You know I have been listening to MCR again. I think I just need some time away from their music.

I totally get you, MJ.

I did the very same thing today. I listened, then I listened some more. It's working its way back. It's kind of nice actually.


Hello, Carrie. :)

Anonymous said...

Goodbye, SIM! Dream of a whole bunch of Larrys! ;)

Carrie said...

Goodnight SIM.

Entropy said...

Ooh, Smoke, that sounds not okay. Hope it's nothing major.

Anonymous said...

Be back in a little bit, guys. See you then.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight sim.

Hello once again carrie. How are you.

Yeah Mib it just sort of happened. It came on and I didn't skip them. It was nice.

Entropy said...

Night, SIM and hello, Carrie!

Yeah, I listened to all of MCR's cds on the long ass road for the first time in a while and it was pretty cool.

Carrie said...

Hey again MJ, and see you later Mustard, and hello alive Entropy!

Carrie said...

That's kinda weird everyone has been listening again this week. I just put Three Cheers back in my car's player again on Monday and I've been listening all week. I like to drive around with my new bad ass sunglasses on with the music blaring.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Later Mib.


Well we were/are MCR fans so it was going to happen.

Carrie said...

I never stopped listening altogether, just found some new loves along the way so MCR kinda got pushed into the background.

Entropy said...

I bet you look bad ass doing it, too.

And the live cd? Yeah, forgot how awesomely awesome that shit was.

ergoproxy said...

good morning everyone

happy mother's day from australia, a time to appreciate mothers everywhere ad remember mothers who are no longer with us

well I'm watching my new MUSE DVD!!!
(yes ok so I hinted enough that I wanted it) and the song that just came on as the comment box loaded is "Invincible"

There is a lot of melancholy feeling on the blog today from what I've read so please take heart in those words.

I'm sure MCR will be fine, they need a break and whatever form they return in they will be doing what they feel is right for them, as we must.

I'm so glad all the concert goers enjoyed themselves, and that entropy is home safe.
My thoughts are with TJ as she embarks on a new adventure.

kapunua I am so sorry this has happened to you, I cannot understand how those people thought what they were doing was ok, and I really hope they can understand the full scope of what their hatred achieved. But as you said perhaps a blessing in disguise, prompting you to fulfil ambitions you otherwise may have left untried.

I have no idea what I'm doing today but I am apparently doing something, apart from Muse, I think it involves a walk, after being sick I'd be happy just to be out of the house!
So I won't be around heaps but I'll call in when I get the chance.

Carrie said...

Hi Ergo and Happy Mother's Day! Enjoy your dvd!

Entropy said...

Like, Bret?!

And not Micheals.

It was funny, he was screaming at some kid 'cause he said his name was Bert, not Bret. Bert was all, "No, I only told you my name was Bert and you believed me, but it really is Bret!"
With pointy fingers and everything.

ergoproxy said...

thanks carrie it is a fantastic DVD reminds me of how much a absolutely loved their concert!

entropy Bert is a laugh ( I also borrowed Berth but haven't watched it all yet)

Entropy said...

Happy Mothers day, Ergo!
Glad you ended up getting the DVD today.

Carrie said...

Yes, Bret the booger eater, and Muse, and Panic, and I'm sure there are others I've spent money on in the past eight months.

Entropy said...

Bert is adorably funny. Such a jokester.
Watch it all soooon!
Have you liked it so far?

Anonymous said...

What's up, Princess? let us know once you find out, you have me worried.

Again, thanks guys. I'm looking into all different sorts of avenues, job-wise and legally too.

Carrie said...

You should definitely be able to do something legally I would think, that is harassment at the very least. Will your bus throwing boss at least help you find out who sent the email to the clowns in the first place?

Carrie said...

Entropy I miss the dang hotel wifi connection. Go move into a hotel!!

ergoproxy said...

entropy it is hilarious!

yes smoke I hope whatever it is is nothing serious.Sending care to both of you.


Carrie I should be getting the Panic cd soon, it was free with a subscription renewal I made a few weeks ago.

oh now it's "Unintended" that was the song the song anon chose for me, I love it.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello ep how are you?

Happy mother's day.

Carrie said...

I like the Panic cd a lot, much better than I liked their first one. Mustard is right in that it's pretty much a Beatles ripoff, but it's still pretty catchy.

Original Punk J said...

A lovely evening to all the Mayo Lovelies! I'm here only for a few minutes before dinner, then I'll be back later tonight.

MCR are a long, long way from being over. They're just now coming into their own, if you will. I have a feeling that the whole "Black Parade" experience caught them by surprise, chewed them up, then spit them back out with no defenses left to protect themselves. Success is scary, especially when you're young--both in age and in band-life.

This small-venue tour was the best thing they could've done. It got them back to their roots, even as it let them perform the music that basically "made" them. They had control of this tour, they got to do what they wanted, where and when they wanted. AND they got to connect with their fans again.

Think about it this way: if the guys worked a "regular" job, they wouldn't work nearly straight through for seven years without a vacation. No one should expect them to be any different. (I'm not saying anyone here feels that way, just making a statement.) It's a wonder they have ANY sanity left after all that's happened to them!

Personally, I give them two months before they go stir-crazy. ;) Nah, it'll probably be longer than that, but two years? Ehhhhhhh...I dunno.

However long they take off, it's a definite must for them. I certainly don't begrudge them the time. I hope they enjoy every freaking second of it, because they deserve it. That, and so much more.

Frank, Gerard, Mikey, Bob, Ray: I know you won't see this message, but you guys are each one in a million, and you make up one fucking tremendous force of nature. Best wishes to all of you.

Kapunua, I'm really sorry you lost your job. But like SDock said, things happen for a reason, and this may well be the opportunity you've been waiting for to do what truly fulfills you. Best of luck to you, too.

Entropy, glad you're alive! Hope you had a great time at your shows.

Smoke, SDock: It's true, Mayo IS Tony Stark. And SS is Bruce Wayne. (Or, well, maybe Peter Parker...)

MJ, Bob really COULD use a trim...

Carrie, I have no doubt you look uber-sizzling in your new shades. You should post a picture!

Ergo, Happy Mother's Day! Enjoy your Muse DVD. I'll probably talk to you later.

Time for dinner, kids, but I'll see you in a while. Take care!

love to you all

J

ergoproxy said...

hi MJ I'm feeling heaps better today (medication helps) how are you?
any headaches?

Hi J
Love what you said, don't know how I'll be being on today, (I'm doing washing up etc atm)but love to you and L

Entropy said...

When are we going to get more of the awesome lesbian story?

Carrie said...

Not sure, she's working on it though, or at least she was last night I think.

Entropy said...

Oooh, coolio!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello J how are you?

Bob must not touch that hair of his.

Ep no headache but my are hurts.

Entropy said...

I want to move into a hotel:(

Anonymous said...

It's funny/odd that a lot of us started listening again. That's pretty cool. :)


I'll be in and out for the rest o' the evening, so if I miss you guys leaving or entering, a huge "HELLO!" and "GOODBYE!"


Mayo, seriously, I hope you're well, dude.

ergoproxy said...

MJ arm? arse? area? ear? I know part of you hurts and I hope it gets better soon. :)

No Bob should leave his hair - he rocks the lumberjack look

Entropy said...

Bob owns it.
He has papers to prove it and everything.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Sorry that should say arm.

Later mib.

Haha

Anonymous said...

Hey guys, I might have a new job. ^_^


Anyone want to go on AIM?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I wonder what Bob would look like with black hair?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I am happy for you Kapu. I hope it works out. And that was fast.

Anonymous said...

Thanks, MJ. We'll see. My friend made it sound like a dream job, which is usually overselling, right? ^_^

Anonymous said...

Seriously you guys, where the hell is everyone?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I am downloading all the CD I own to my Ipod. and blogger is acting funny again

anima said...

Did everyone leave?

anima said...

I finally got my video to youtube.

The sound is awful...get past the intro to the song; This is from the St. Louis show. (You can see Frank at the end of the stage, crouching and playing.)

I wish,
I had a real video camera. :( We had the most amazing view.

Desert Song

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello anima how are you?

Anonymous said...

I just finished watching the MSG videos and I started crying knowing that this is the end...at least for a while. It's kind of embarassing for a 39 year old to cry over a rock band but I want to think that MCR is different from average entertainers in that they have a relationship with their fans. They let us into their lives in some ways and a natural attachment grew from their candor and honesty. I will miss them as I would miss anyone whom I care about when they go away for a long time. I'm sure I will never have occasion to share these feelings in real life so it is nice to have a place like this to share them. Thanks Mayo for that. And thank you Blogbelievers for listening.

anima said...

Hiya Martha. I'm good. Trying to catch up on a few things. Always a challenge.

DA, I know how you feel. I haven't looked at the videos yet. I will and I know I will love it.

MCR, well what can I say? I have never felt this much about a band in my entire life.

My words are lost...I hate when that happens.

anima said...

Mr. Naise, I apologize for not saying hello.

Hey!

Fuck, that's all I got. I can't even type what I want to say. Oh well...no biggie. I will figure it someday.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Da how are you?

And you are far from silly

Anonymous said...

Hello Anima and MJ and everyone else. It is pretty awesome to find like-minded, yet diverse people to connect with.

Anima I think I was about 2 feet from you at the gate after the show in OH. You were at that one right?

ergoproxy said...

hi again K that is great hope it works out

hi anima, d no not silly, they are special


and I wonder what they are doing right...this....minute..

I hope they are kicking back with each other, or loved ones or both, rested, and looking back saying "damn that was a great tour" and looking forward to going to sleep and waking up to a morning of freedom to do whatever they want. And that the adjustment of coming off touring passes quickly.

ergoproxy said...

and MJ hope the ARM is better soon :)

Anonymous said...

Jules:
I have every part of my body crossed that this prospective job works out for you. I know that it is sometimes hard to believe, but things do happen for some reason or another. Unfortunately, it takes us awhile to recognize it, but in the end, it seems to work out. Sending you positive thoughts and loads of support.

Smoke:
I hope your husband's okay. I'm sending you and the family lots of good thoughts. I hope everything works out well.

Elena:
I'm sorry for not being very supportive today during your hard time, but in all honesty, I didn't know what to say because I've been there, too. Possibly for different reasons, but the feeling was no different. I hope you feel like you can unload on us if you need to.


Gah, it's so hard to name you all, but I'd just like you guys to know that if you ever need to talk, I'm willing to listen. If you want to talk music, you know I'm there. If you want to talk troubles, I got that covered, too. Please don't feel like you have no one (I know it isn't the same), because there will be someone here 24/7 to listen.

I don't really know why I said all of that, because you already know, but just in case. :)

I hope you all have a wonderful evening and a wonderful Sunday. I'm going to post my goodnight, and head on out.

anima said...

DA, I thought I read that you were there. I wanted to say something but I forgot to mention it here.

You in line at the gate/fence thingy? I believe I was right behind Elena, sort of holding onto her shoulders. Then after Frank met her, I squeezed in to shake his hand, so yeah, I was to her right.

What do you look like? Errr, that's probably strange to ask...I wish you have come over to us on the sidewalk afterwards. It would have been awesome to meet you.

Anonymous said...

Mayo:
My apologies if none of this makes any sense. Tonight isn't looking like it's going to be a night of coherent, sequential thoughts. To be honest, I'm not sure there's anything floating around up there at all.

It's been one of those days. The type of day that no matter where you look, you don't really find what you need. And to make matters even more complicated, you're not really sure what you need in the first place.

The one person I depended on to make me think, to make me question, to make me angry, upset, numb, they're off doing other things, and it's hard to not be able to connect to them anymore. Nostalgic disaster at its finest, and I'm aching for it just like I was told I would.

I kind of feel like I don't relate anymore, and that scares me, because that person, those words, they were the only thing I had a few years ago. Now I don't feel like I have them, and I miss it. And honestly, I sort of miss that bad, doomed feeling, and I don't fucking know why.

It's scary outside of your head. It is one fucking scary place.

Goodnight, Mayo.


SS:
Thank you for it all. But, I think, right now, I'd like to thank you for the way you guided us and supported us? Yeah, that's what I want to do.

A long, long time ago, you came here with the message of "Faith, Hope, and Love," and it occured to me that I had never specifically thanked you for teaching us and encouraging us with those ideas.

Had you not, I may have doubted in and entirely given up on it.

Had you not, there would be no reason to dream and dream big.

And the last one, I'm still working on.

You will never be able to fathom the appreciation and gratefulness that I and the others have for you and your coaching.

Have a wonderful night, dude.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Ep and mib. LOL. yeah I hope it gets better soon as well

Anonymous said...

Anima I have long straight blond hair and I was with my daughter and two guys. I had on a Robert Smith t-shirt and black jacket. I bought that shirt 20 years ago in London and it's still cool. I was hoping to catch you later, but you all vanished after you met Frank.

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

I hope all is well in your world. I hope yours is full of love, good times, family, friends, and much happiness. Me? Well, I'm okay. Just kind of worried about some folks, ya know? Worrying is one of the things that I am really good at.

Unfortunately, when I'm worried it consumes me and leaves little behind for me to work with. So, I'm a little empty and useless here.

I'm sorry. Tonight, I got nothing.

Something tells me that you understand completely.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Things will look differently tomorrow, right?

Anonymous said...

Hi, its me, your buddy!

JocelynHolly said...

Good Evening anyone around. =]

sdock10 said...

BlogBelieve,

Thanks to all of you for being such great people. I don't know where I would be or what I would be doing had I not found this place.

Thanks for everything!

Love ya'll bunches!

Anonymous said...

Life is like an onion; you peel off one layer at a time and sometimes you weep

JocelynHolly said...

Goodnight Solly.

I love you sweetie, I wish I were around more to talk to you more<3

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Ph and Rp how are you?


I guess you are going to bed now SD so good night

Anonymous said...

You know what else is like an onion? Ogres. Ogres have layers.

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Martha! =] *hug*

I'm great. My cough is coming back. This sickness just won't leave me the fuck alone! How are you?

Anon, Shrek is an awesome movie.

anima said...

DA, I think I saw you. :)

"but you all vanished after you met Frank."

Here's my story and I'm sticking to it. LOL!

I think we just walked just a few steps down. We hung out just left of the gates for quite a while...talking, crying (yes, its true - we are sappy saps)...trying to come down after the night...trying to figure out our next steps. I went to the bathroom up in the bar area. A lot of techs were hanging out. I asked Elena and TJ to join me, so we moved up there for a drink. Later, some guy working at the venue/bar led us to the hotel. It was very sweet of him.

anima said...

Hey DA, I think I saw you earlier in the venue! I took note of the shirt. I swear! It all comes back to me (sorry, I had a lot to drink that night...not cool).

Anonymous said...

It would have been fun to do a little Mayo fangirling:)

anima said...

Onions make me cry. I finally had to give up cutting them. It's not worth it.

Hi PH, Kapunua, Ergo, it is lovely to see you guys. (anyone I missed I apologize)

Goodnight Solly, Mustard. Princess, I hope everything is okay. Let us know if there is anything you need.

Anonymous said...

Bush said today he is being stalked. He said wherever he goes, people are following him. Finally, someone told him, 'Psst. That's the Secret Service.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Haha Anon about Bush.

Ph I am sad to hear that you are still sick. I hope you get better soon.


Goodnight Mib and S&V

anima said...
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Original Punk J said...

Hey kids, how is everyone?

J

Fimble Star said...

I am still amazed how fucked up you really are. You must not be an adult because any adult who is mature and intelligent enough would not have portrayed the evil and shittiness that you have done and shown. All I can say is that one day, I really really hope that you get just what you deserve. I really do.

Mayo- Nice one. I don’t know why but hey, I shouldn’t be surprised by you anymore, saying that, you could be any tom dick or harry. Well done.

What was supposed to be a happy day is just one fucked up sight of what another human can possibly do.

anima said...

Hi J!

Hiya Fimble. You okay sweetie?

anima said...

Actually, I'm not sure if we ever did any Mayo fangirling. We discussed him and this place, our friends, and what it means to us. The whole experience transcended beyond the band...we learned about each other...a gift I will always have to carry on the days.

I will say that I did freeze for a few seconds in St. Louis when Gerard came over to our side of the stage. Other than that, we just enjoyed every second.. we rocked the fuck out...laughed, talked about life. All along the way we remained thankful for our host and the band that brought us together.

ergoproxy said...

hi PH hi RP nice to see you

PH that's a shame about your cold, mine is hanging in there, but i feel better just have little energy, I'm having a lie down at the moment, after I hang some clothes

mustard and sdock goodnight and sweet dreams, hope everything works out ok

Loooove Shrek, but noone likes onions, how about parfaits? they have layers and everyone likes parfaits!


how've you been RP?

Fimble Star said...

yeh, i will be right anima.
just thought better of someone, but how can i when i dont know them. fuck them and fuck certain things, thats what i say.

how are you

ergoproxy said...

fimble what is wrong?

Original Punk J said...

Hey Anima! What's going on with you today? L says Hi, she's on the phone.

Fimble, what's the matter? Did Mayo do something?

J

Anonymous said...

Who are you talking about Fimble?

resurrected wreck said...

*tackles Fimmy*

I'm home!!!

Did you miss me? :)

Anonymous said...

When angry, count to four; when very angry, swear.

anima said...

J, tell L I said Hello!

Fimblelina, you can call me if you need to...I'm not sure I understand. You seem really upset...it worries me.

Anonymous said...

Anima, I was at the st louis show!where were you??

Fimble Star said...

maybe i should go and count to four. i just had to say my bit.

*falls on floor*

thud

i missed you soooo much rw.

Anonymous said...

Anima it was great talking with you tonight. Maybe we will meet another time at another show. I'm so glad you and the girls had such a great time.

Goodnight.

resurrected wreck said...

*squeezes Fimbellina*

How've you been, missus? :)

Anonymous said...

fimble, what did mayo do that made you so angry?

ergoproxy said...

hi J and L

anima said...

DA, thank you. I hope we can meet the next time around!

Anon, I was on the right, first tier off of the pit. Where were you?! Amazing show wasn't it?

Fimble Star said...

not bad rw, brother came over today so just hanging with him.

resurrected wreck said...

Hi EP, OPs, Anima, MJ, DA, anon, and anyone else I may have missed :)

Anonymous said...

Fimble.

*hugs*

There's nothing to be done about it, okay?

anima said...

Hiya RW!

resurrected wreck said...

That's cool, Fimmy.

I am looking forward to a nice low-key day tomorrow! I just got home from the airport. My luggage arrived with me this time - huzzah! However, my plane was delayed leaving Saskatchewan by 3 hours :/

Original Punk J said...

Hi Ergo! How's your DVD? Is it (forgive me) Musetastic?

J

resurrected wreck said...

Hullo, K :D

How's the chicken/hat?

Anonymous said...

Kapunua said...

Fimble.

*hugs*

There's nothing to be done about it, okay?


whoa, are you saying that mayo was responsible for that?

Anonymous said...

Hi RW. Well, as the chicken was one of the pets at my job, I'm not taking him anymore. Which really very much sucks because he was pretty much my pet the whole time.

Anonymous said...

you cant just hint at things and then not expect people to ask.

ergoproxy said...

hi RW

Anonymous said...

Umm, no, anon. Why would you think that? Stop it, okay? Just quit. And sign the hell in, for godsakes.

Original Punk J said...

Hey RW, sorry I didn't say it before. How was the family?

Can anyone tell me why RP is now signing in as Anonymous?

J

Anonymous said...

11:24, i know and they do it all the time.

ergoproxy said...

MUSETASTIC indeed!

resurrected wreck said...

That's too bad, K :( You'll have to find yourself another jaunty chapeau.

Anonymous said...

Airhead.

Anonymous said...

Haven't you guys done enough? Honestly.

Fimble Star said...

did i not expect peopel to ask?

nope i did not.

you want to know why mayo made me angry?

nope, you are wrong, mayo did ot make me angry!

and for the record, who actually said anyone expected mayo to say owt, no one.

anima said...

So some peeps looked at the video. What do you guys think? It's awful isn't it? :(

Original Punk J said...

Anonymous said...
Airhead.



Original Punks J said...
VULTURE.

resurrected wreck said...

The family well, thank you, J :) It was excellent to see my uncle again. He truly is a Frank-calibre good person.

My mother fussed, as always. After living on my own for so long, it is very hard to have to deal with that, even for a week.

Anonymous said...

Kapunua said...

Umm, no, anon. Why would you think that? Stop it, okay? Just quit. And sign the hell in, for godsakes.

May 10, 2008 11:24 PM


well i think that because first fimble says, I am still amazed how fucked up you really are. You must not be an adult because any adult who is mature and intelligent enough would not have portrayed the evil and shittiness that you have done and shown. All I can say is that one day, I really really hope that you get just what you deserve. I really do.

Mayo- Nice one. I don’t know why but hey, I shouldn’t be surprised by you anymore, saying that, you could be any tom dick or harry. Well done.

What was supposed to be a happy day is just one fucked up sight of what another human can possibly do.

May 10, 2008 11:00 PM
and then you said, Fimble.

*hugs*

There's nothing to be done about it, okay?

May 10, 2008 11:19 PM
, so one would assume that you are both hinting that mayo had something to do with your latest predicament.
and no i won't 'sign the hell in' because i don't have an account, deal with it.

anima said...

Fim, who made you mad?

Kapunua, I am so sorry. That's all I got.

resurrected wreck said...

So some peeps looked at the video. What do you guys think? It's awful isn't it? :(

Er... what video?

Anonymous said...

This is not a scripted blog where the backstory is provided for the viewers. These are conversations between friends. If you actually pay attention and read all the comments you won't need to ask questions. I'm sure that won't stop you though.

Anonymous said...

Shuldnt have opened your fat mought in the first place.

Anonymous said...

11:30, you're an ass. Beat it and leave me alone already.

Carrie said...

RW, I feel your parent pain. I'm gonna experience that later this summer, and I'm dreading it!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello J and L and Rw and FS.

How are you?

Well Fs whatever is going on I hope it gets better for you.

anima said...

My video, I posted at 10:01. I recorded it from my phone. Not the best.

resurrected wreck said...

I'm sorry to hear that, Carrie!

I find parents are best appreciated from a distance.

Fimble Star said...

deal with it?

back read afew days. then read my first para. i can be a bit pissed off. and it has nothing to do with mayo. and the mayo bit, just that i dont know him, do you know him?

resurrected wreck said...

My video, I posted at 10:01. I recorded it from my phone. Not the best.

Ok, cool :)

Anonymous said...

Fim, you don't have to justify yourself to these idiots. They are just not happy with the trouble they've already caused and they want more. They're hungry little buggers.

resurrected wreck said...

I've had a long day, MJ, but it's been a pretty good week. Well, apart from the airline losing my luggage and the long bus rides I took traipsing across the province being abominally late half the time.

How was your week?

Anonymous said...

oh whatever, i was just asking a question, so sorry to have bothered you. (and to think i actually felt bad about what those anons did to you, que sera sera)

Carrie said...

what's a mought?

Fimble Star said...

Shuldnt have opened your fat mought in the first place.

well, my fat mouth was already open because it was full with all my infested maggots. didnt you know.

oh and way to hide your style :)

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