I Think I'll Call Him Walter.
I conjure up images in my head
for no reason at all. I think
they arrive to scare off the vagrants,
or perhaps to offer welcome. All they do is sleep,
and take up space ("the images or the vagrants?").
There are far more legitimate opponents
to overcome than those fucking demons. But they continue
to pick, pick, pick at every thought. And I am bored.
Lately they have been searching around
in the attic, pushing through the pink
fibrous fluff insulating the electric tangle.
It isn’t too dangerous to let them rummage, last I heard
most of that material is useless anyway.
Rarely do they find anything of value
(but that doesn’t stop them from trying to sell that shit on ebay).
Sometimes they trick me into joining them
in the mutilation (discount, decay, delete).
What the villains don’t realize is that
pilfering my reflections fuels my anger
and encourages my breath. They have been
diligent fuckers (pick, pick, pick).
So tonight, I should maintain
my creative endeavor well into bliss. (A bad habit?),
perhaps…It does keep me warm though and tells me when to eat.
So back to the images of vagrants, last night
I pushed a few of them out into the room,
in hopes that they would accompany me, at least
for a little while. There is one stubborn fucker
…that refuses to relent. It pokes me
and pushes my fingers to tap a line. Advice
is meaningless but the words sure are pretty.
p.s. what a shame another party dress ruined at the outing.
("Brought to you today by the letters: TINC and the number 0.")
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
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«Oldest ‹Older 2801 – 3000 of 4286 Newer› Newest»Ergo, I took some pics of the woodland outside our apartment today, with some really pretty flowers. I have a disposable camera that I needed to take up the last few on the roll before taking it in. We didn't want to risk taking the digital camera on the trip.
Nothing as beautiful as Albert, though! Now you have to get pics of Monty and Phil!
L.
I bet it looks lovely though L, your flowers are different to ours, our land is very dry naturally
I saw Alberta yesterday, Albert has a girlfriend!
New page.... huh....
I have to go to bed. I was going to write a goodnight to Mayo and SS, but I thought otherwise of what I had to say.
Sweet dreams everyone!
<3
goodnight PH sweet dreams to you too
*hug*
Hello Mayo, SS, Ergo, Paperheart, L (J - possibly on the couch), nice/polite anons, lurkers, watchers...everyone!!!
How are you all tonight? Finntastic, I hope!
I haven't caught up yet, so I have no idea what is going on (other than the fact that J and L were in the dark for awhile). Happy to hear you ladies are all powered up again!
Paperheart!!!! Great to see you! How are you, love? How's school, work, the guitar lessons, life?
All's good, I hope!
Ergo: *big smooooooooooch*
Are you still blowing? ;)
I have just absolutely, positively, completely FALLEN IN LOVE with a DVD!
What DVD, inquiring minds might ask?
HIM - DIGITAL VERSATILE DOOM, of course!!!!!!
I think it's brilliant, incredible, amazing, intoxicating, thoroughly enjoyable and magical (and that only begins to describe it)!
In conclusion: I LOVED it, I really really LOVED IT!
For those of you who do not have the best live music DVD/CD ever released - in the ENTIRE WORLD, RUN OUT and BUY IT this weekend! You won't be sorry!
*big smile*
Okay, on to other things....
Any news of the MSG show? I bet that was finntastic as well!!!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Goodnight P<3 sweetie! sleep well!
WENDY!!!!!!!!!
Hi Cupcake!!!! How are you, love?
Are you feeling better?
*going catch up on the last page*
*must figure out who Monty and Phil are*
;P
Goodnight Paperheart! Sweet dreams to you!
*pounce tackle hugs and kisses for all*
Oh fine Wendy just ignore me. It's okay.
Goodnight, Bubbles, sweet dreams!
Ergo, how cool is that. Well, Albert should have a girlfriend, he's gorgeous!
WENDY! Hey, sweetie. We had a hideous thunderstorm through here that blew a transformer. We have power now!
And by your comment, am I right in guessing you like this...HIM...right? Just a little?
L.
Yesterday was absolute crap Wendy (apart form the pig), but I feel better today, fresher.
How are you hun?
Six!!
I've missed you this past couple weeks! I'm good, thanks for asking. Guitar is good, life is good, I am good. EVERYTHING IS GOOD! =]
Just thought I'd at least say hi to you before I left!
Funny how we always just miss eachother. =[
Goodnight everyone!<3
Oh Elena, hi there! :)
Oh, and Wendy, you're right. J. says "Hi!" from the couch!:)
Hugs for you, Elena, for being missed! We shall taunt Wendy when she returns! ^_~
L.
hi wendy
*smoooooooooch* yes but not so badly
*extra frisky pounce tackle hug smooch for Elena*
Sorry I missed you,Elena! *blushes*
I was in a rush to get in here and tell you all about DIGITAL VERSATILE DOOM :D
You know I love ya!!!!!
I'm glad to hear everything is GOOD, Paper! Thanks for coming back in to say HOWDY!
Goodnight and sweet dreams!
Original Punks said...
And by your comment, am I right in guessing you like this...HIM...right? Just a little?
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Just a tiny, tad, little bit, L!
;)
Heck, I think that DVD is more pleasurable than DONUTS!!!!!!
*blows kisses to J on the couch*
I don't think I've 'caught' you here since you returned from the 6 state tour ;)
It's great to have you and Elena back in the castle (at the same time I'm here)!
Wendy, Sparkle says "BAAA!"
*HI!*
How are you doing?
L.
J. blows one back, Wendy! Sparkle tried to blow you a kiss, but all she did was spit on herself. :)
It has been a while since I wrote much at night! Been going to bed WAY to early for me. I probably am going to take off soon for just that sort of thing!
L.
when we get TJ back it'll be complete, the full Franklin Mint Late Night Lovely Collection
haha actually a Franklin Mint Mayo's Lovelies Collection would be a plate set I'd collect!
Do you get a free gift with every order, Ergo?
J. suggested we all have Royal Doulton figurines of all the Lovelies!
L.
brilliant idea J!
with a mayo's castle display box
ergoproxy said...
when we get TJ back it'll be complete, the full Franklin Mint Late Night Lovely Collection
haha actually a Franklin Mint Mayo's Lovelies Collection would be a plate set I'd collect!
Just remember to keep them in the boxes. Must keep the collector value.
And we could have a castle sold seperatly, and you can put the figurines in it all around the castle!
L.
original punk L said...
I shoved a pen and paper to him at this point and smiled sweetly, asking for the directions again, thinking, "sorry, dude, you could have the entire M.A.C. line with you and there will be no 'sucking' tonight!" He even wrote his phone number and name on the paper "in case we get lost again."
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LOL!!!!
Ya'll weren't biting, eh L?
The question is, WHAT would you have done if he had offered you donuts???? ;)
Cupcake: O_O A giant pig in the front yard???
Ergo: Do we each our own PLATES in that collection? Or, will it be a collection of Christmas ornaments ? Or maybe spoons or thimbles! ;)
Elena: Thanks for the short and sweet update from TJ! I can't wait to read her more detailed review!
hehe!
Wendy,
We would have taken the donuts, and then left him in the parking lot. :)
L.
Ooops, sorry Mayo and friends!
That was my FIRST double post incident here.....
*is too excited*
*must calm down*
Hey guys
Gonna say my goodnight to you know who and head off.
See you all later
Wise woman, L! :D
Ohhh, and please tell Sparkle
"Baaa Baa BAAAAA BAAAAAAAAAA Abaaa
Baaaa Babaa"
She'll get it, trust me! ;)
And, sorry to hear about the drool!
She's young, she'll learn to blow without drooling!
;p
Yes Wendy, amazing ay!? and it's not like we live way out in the country. We're 40 minutes from the capitol city of our state.
Goodnight Elena, lovely to see you. :)
we do our plates and the border of each is a recurring pattern of something we are known for, like.............donuts for certain people
Hello again everybody. Wait I don't think any of you were here when i was here earlier. So Hello everyone for the first time today.
goodnight elena sweet dreams, good wishes for TJ when you contact her again
Hiya MJ!
ergoproxy said...
when we get TJ back it'll be complete, the full Franklin Mint Late Night Lovely Collection
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We need to intice BC back too, Ergo! And FangBang, SC and Angel!
And LURE Amy back to the DARKSIDE!
;)
Goodnight Elena and very sweet dreams to you!!! I missed you so much!
Mayo
I am feeling very melancholy tonight. Know why? Yeah, you do. (Like how I decide for you?) Words are escaping me. So many emotions that I just can’t grab a hold of one long enough to give it a voice. Oh well, sometimes that’s for the best I think. I just want you to know that you are in my thoughts. (More than normal).
Stop, take a deep breath and move forward. Know that you are not leaving your friends behind. True friends move with you, they won’t let you walk alone.
Take care, feel the love and know you are never alone.
Night Mayo
Elena (with you in my heart, always)
Hey need a happy thought? When the chips are down you can always vo-dee-OH.
I hate to go guys, but I'm starting to fall asleep at the keyboard!
Goodnight to all my blog sisters and brothers, for all that you are and all you continue to be! Sweet Dreams!
Mayo, again, thank you for helping to bring together so many wonderful people. Love you dearly, Sweetheart.
SS, thank you for helping to KEEP us together. For being one of us. Love to you as well, my friend.
I explained once that I had two favorite quotes, one from Janis Joplin and the other from Hunter S. Thompson.
Hunter's was "Buy The Ticket, Take The Ride"
I still follow that everyday.
Janis' was "Never Compromise Yourself, You're All You've Got."
I still believe in Never Compromising Yourself, but there are so many people around us. We are not all we have. We have each other.
Its all about the love,
L.
P.S. The rest of the trip adventures will be up on our blog in a few days if anyone wants to read them.
Goodnight, All!
Hey cupcake. How are you i have heard you weren't doing well. I hope you are alright now.
hi again MJ
gosh people must think i never leave the computer!
I do , honest, it's really easy to walk past while doing housework
Goodnight Elena and L
Hi Martha!!!! I was just about to say we need to lure YOU and your jokes back to the darkside as well!
How've you been? Are you still getting headaches?
I like the donut idea, Ergo!
Hello ep and 6 how are you?
Honestly MJ, I'm not great, but a lot of people aren't great.
How are you doing? i've missed you.
hi again MJ
gosh people must think i never leave the computer!
I do , honest, it's really easy to walk past while doing housework
goodnight L sweet dreams to you and J too
Cupcake: I guess the new medication hasn't started working yet. :/
*big hug*
Are the cramps any better?
Goodnight L, sweet dreams, take care.
I had one earlier today. But it is gone now.
Why is it every time I get on the computer my cats want to play with me. One was a sleep and as soon as he heard my fingers hit the keys there he is.
CC I am sorry to here you still aren't well I hope things get better for you.
Cramps are gone Wendy.
it's not actually new medication, I used to be on it, but I stopped, because it didn't do much. But my doctor thinks it might help with panic a little, so it's worth a try.
Goodnight and sweet dreams, L!!!!
Tell J (if she's not walking down the castle stairs as I type) and Sparkle goodnight, for me, too!
Did we have some drunk anons on earlier? I think I missed another party! *pouts*
Thank you MJ.
My god cat are everywhere. If I dis appear it is because the cats got me.
Night J and cupcake you are welcome.
I'm happy to hear that the cramps are gone, Cupcake. I hope the meds help you more this time.....
Remember, you shouldn't stop taking medication on your own.
You need to be 'weened' off of some meds, under your doctor's supervision.
Martha: I don't know why cat's are attracted to computers; but, I DO KNOW WHY dogs don't use computers!
Why dogs don't use computers:
1. Can't stick their heads out of Windows '95.
2. Fetch command not available on all platforms.
3. Hard to read the monitor with your head cocked to one side.
4. Too difficult to "mark" every website they visit.
5. Can't help attacking the screen when they hear "You've Got Mail."
6. Involuntary tail wagging is dead giveaway they're browsing
7. Surfs ww.pethouse.com instead of working.
8. Three words: Carpal Paw Syndrome.
9. 'Cause dogs ain't GEEKS! Now, cats, on the other hand ...
10. SmellYou-SmellMe still in beta test.
11. SIT and STAY were hard enough, GREP and AWK are out of the question!
12. Annoyed by lack of newsgroup, alt.pictures.master's.leg.
13. Butt-sniffing more direct and less deceiving than online chat rooms.
14. Too Damn Hard To Type With Paws
I know Wendy. Of course i know a lot in theory. lol
It's another Cat-astrophy
they tried to get rid of L and J a while ago
cupcake said...
I know Wendy. Of course i know a lot in theory. lol
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I think you know a lot PERIOD!
;)
ergoproxy said...
It's another Cat-astrophy
they tried to get rid of L and J a while ago
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And Entropy too!
*starts worring about Martha*
Martha: SCREAM as loud as possible if you see a cotton tail sticking out from under the couch!
(The bunnies are in on it too)
;)
wendy very funny :)
my cat discovered if he sits on the printer under the computer desk he can attack my hands from behind the keyboard slide out draw thing, scared the hell out of me first time the black and white paw shot out
If you say so Wendy! :P
LOL, Ergo! Did you think it was a big creepy crawly? It probably would have scared the crap out of me too!
I think they just like the extra attention of our REMOVING them from various computer components!
The know they'll get extra hugs and nuzzles while being removed.
;)
I do, Cupcake!!!!
*did we just get married?*
;)
SOB Blogger is acting funny I will be lurking.
Lol 6.
P. S. I hate cramps
blogger you suck
I think we did Wendy!
:P
Excellent!
Martha: Blogger is being a little nicer to me tonight *knocks on wood*
It was very mean and hungry last night!
Happy lurking! Goodnight and sweet dreams if you can't get back on!
cupcake said...
I think we did Wendy!
:P
Excellent!
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GOODIE!!!!!! I FINALLY got married!
The extended family will be so happy now! ;)
What song would you like to dance to for our first dance?
Am I Mrs. Cupcake OR are you Mrs. 6/Wendy?
We should have decided these things BEFORE the wedding, you know!
I'll take your name Wendy. Cupcake 6. I love it!
As for our song... hmm tough one! I do know we need a four tier wedding cake though!
MJ blogger is acting very strange last night i couldn't even bring up my own blog and elena has had dramas a couple of days
I posted her goodnights the other night, she couldn't even get the blog comments up at all
hey everybody, just got back. i hung around to see them off, of course, like the die-hard i am, but it meant i got to say good-bye to the other friends i had made, as well, so all is good.
the concert was amazing, truly a fine send-off. and gerard actually picked mikey up! off the ground, by his waist and carried him across the stage a bit! it was hilarious and fantastic!
i met brigitte from taste it tv and was able to have a wonderful talk with her. i was very pleased to tell her how much i appreciate her interviews, and she was so sweet about it. she's a very nice person.
aside from the fantastic performances by the bands -- they were all at their best -- it was neat to see all the families there. i saw chris (the bassist from drive by) be kissed on the cheek by his mom -- hee hee! very cute.
and the way's were there of course. it was so very cool to see them in person...and what was special to me was that donna way stood in front of me at the barrier for the whole first song. the security wouldn't let her stay there, but for that song, it was like i was at the show with her...!
oh, and i had barrier.
at madison square garden.
oh yeah, baby.
magic is afoot, and don't you ever forget it. *grin*
don't know what i'm doing tomorrow, or any of my tomorrows, really. elena told me it was time to start my new life, but i can't catch a glimpse of it right now. i don't know what direction to look in. i don't even know for sure where home is anymore.
so, i guess i'll just get out of these wet clothes (i'm still soaked through and cold), crawl into my bunk in my room, and see what happens tomorrow.
the tour is over, but something is telling me the fates aren't done with me yet. maybe there was a reason i made it all the way here.
we'll see.
mayo,
tonight was a big night for me. just before the show started, my friend and i were talking about how i had made it, and the enormity of what had happened struck me full.
i'm in new york city, by the grace of my friends and the fates. i did it, mayo. i made it all the way to the end of the tour. it was a dream, and now it's a memory.
i have next to nothing left -- i can't afford to go back to seattle and i can't afford to stay here, and so i have truly been brought to the cliff's edge in the process, but oh my gods -- the magic of it. can you understand it?
i was overwhelmed, tears came to my eyes there on the barrier, just as they are coming now. i have been carried by my gods. i am still in their hands.
life is so much more amazing than i could ever have anticipated.
accept the wonder, mayo. there is magic everywhere, and it reaches out to all of us in quite amazing ways. no one is immune.
what's going to happen tomorrow, mayo? do you know? do you know how your life is going to be charted? neither do i, and even though i'm scared by the uncertainty, i'm willing to go forward into it.
tonight, on the barrier, talking tattoos with an australian woman who is changing her own life by moving to vancouver, i discovered what it is i want to ink onto my skin to commemorate this trip (which is, apparently, still yet to be completed).
follow the fear, along with a small image to represent mcr's recent tour.
so i will never forget.
good night, mayo-sama. rest well, and dream deeply, and wake ready for magic to touch you, okay?
i'll be doing the same.
Awwwww.......you're taking MY NAME!
Now, THAT is LOVE *big smile*
Okay, I suppose I'll let you have a 4 tier tea cake (instead of chocolate).
Compromise is essential if we are to have a successful marriage!
:D
TJ, oh FUCK YEAH!
can you have at least one tier of chocolate mud cake please? I don't like fruit cake
lol, thanks cupcake! *grin*
I have a good feeling about this Wendy! :D
hehe
Don't worry, compromise is my middle name.
TJ how wonderful! I miss you and really hope you find your future, I know you have strength you didn't realise and I hope your gods continue to smile on you
I agree on that one Ergo, no fruit cake!
How about two layers of vanilla two of chocolate?
*runs up to TJ to give her a big hug - and towel dry her hair a bit*
TJ: Thank you so much for sharing your experience with us. All of your experiences!!!
Toujours said..."accept the wonder, mayo. there is magic everywhere, and it reaches out to all of us in quite amazing ways. no one is immune."
YOU are so right, TJ! Magic, love, hope, beauty; we are surrounded by all of those wonderful things - everyday! If only more people were willing to open their eyes (and their hearts) to truly see, experience and enjoy them.
I am so HAPPY you were able to experience it all!!! I hope the magic follows you always!
thank you ergo! must get to bed now. good night everyone.
sweet dreams!
Goodnight TJ, sweet dreams!
*hugs*
cupcake said...
I have a good feeling about this Wendy! :D
hehe
Don't worry, compromise is my middle name.
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Just don't ask me to sharpie messages of love on myself - PLEASE! ;)
I mean, I would, if it means that much to you; but, I would really rather not! ;)
Ergo: FRUITCAKE??? No problem with NOT going in that flavor/texture direction!
Just don't ask me to sharpie messages of love on myself - PLEASE! ;)
I mean, I would, if it means that much to you; but, I would really rather not! ;)
No problem Wendy, I'm not really into that. See? this'll work just fine. XP
Goodnight TJ! Sleep well and sweet dreams!!!
goodnight TJ sweet dreams
I think 2 vanilla and 2 choc would be great!
you should find a pic of what you want
It will be better than fine,
Mrs. C. 6!
It will be PERFECT!!!!!
*has high hopes*
We're off to such a great start!
:D
(even though we can't decide on a song)
Hmmmm.......
I know!
*goes grab song on youtube for the approval of the new Mrs*
I want cake now so badly....
Where's that wedding cake damn it?
Oh Wendy.. such a sweetheart. *sighs dreamily*
Okay, I was torn between:
Chicago Color My World
and
Duran Duran Hungry Like The Wolf
:D
Yeah,
ERGO!!!!! Is that cake ready yet?
We're HUNGRY! ;)
Or a cupcake wedding cake?
Oh this one!
Wendy, fabulous songs! :) I can dance to both!
And Ergo, I like the first cake personally, it's just lovely!
O_O
That's the most beautiful wedding cake EVER, Ergo!!!!
Thank you!!!!
*big hug and smoooch of gratitude*
Well, I'm sorry to have to leave my gorgeous bride on our wedding night; but, there is work to be done and I must provide for my family! ;)
Goodnight Mayo, SS, Cupcake 6, Ergo, watcher, lurkers, bridesmaids and groomsmen of blogbelieve!
Goodnight, sweet dreams and love to one and all!!!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
*bride kisses bride one more time*
;)
ok any of those tickle your fancy?
I'm with the Mrs! The first cake is my favorite!
Goodnight (again) Ergo and Cupcake!!!!
*blows more kisses*
God damn! I have to go, but I'll be back at the usual time tomorrow, and we'll have one hell of a post wedding party! :D
Goodnight Wendy darling ;)
Goodnight Ergo, you kickass bridesmaid!
Goodnight Mayo, I hope you're well sweetie :)
Goodnight SS, what would we do without you?
And goodnight to everyone else.
xoxo cupcake
cool I like the first one too! Looks yummy as well
goodnight wendy sweet dreams
oh how was tinkerbelle today? I forgot to ask!
I'm off too got to have my shower and start dinner, goodnight cupcake have a good sunday, doing anything special for Mother's day?
Holy cow, we brides think alike!
Goodnight all. :)
xoxo cupcake
good morning mayo! hope you are good and well? saturday morning, the sun is shining!! could be worse!
morning SS! ok so i don't know what you mean by bittersweet exactly cos i have not caught up??! but no doubt some one will explain?? anyone??
anyway have a lovely day SS!
family!!
oh its all over!! kinda sad! no i am sad but life goes on right!! of course it does!
i'm in new york city, by the grace of my friends and the fates. i did it, mayo. i made it all the way to the end of the tour. it was a dream, and now it's a memory.
TJ i am so glad you have made this journey!! i am just so damn jealous!! like ridiculously so!! take care TJ!
ok hello to anyone around and anyone arriving!! have lovely saturdays the lovelies!!
love to you all!
found this at buzznet! yep i know its buzznet but never the less made me feel sick!
I just talked to a guy who came back from the show and he said Gerard said "that if we never do another concert, stay alive".
fuck!
hello fasc he posted bittersweet after his comment a few pages back
hey Mayo how are you? Did you have a good friday? I had a saturday of feeling quite a bit better, I'm sure you'd be happy to know, I can breathe! Always a good thing.
So we had a funny blogday, it is strange knowing a band you love will be on hiatus for a few years, but I'm sure we'll hear from them during that time, I hope so, just so we know they are having a good "normal" life, gosh it would have to be nice,and also knowing some of our blogfamily was there to share the last concert with them, By our one posted account it was marvellous,and included family members which is just fitting, and special.
So wishing happiness, health, honour and halcyon days to you and yours much love EP xx
SS
how lovely for you to call by, and bittersweet was a perfect word to describe how we were feeling. It's sad for us but wonderful for them, having time to relax and recharge, I'm sure to wow us even more when they appear again, And it will be all the sweeter for the waiting. So I hope you are well and have had a great friday and will enjoy a beautiful weekend. Sending beauty, inspiration, serenity and tranquillity to you and yours lotsa love EP xx
so hi to kass and PP and anyone else arriving soon , and all the blogbelievers heading into the weekend hope it's a great one!
Don't know when I'll be on tomorrow, I'm hoping for some Mum spoiling, and watching my gift, which my daughter has already told me they got, but I can act surprised, lol.
goodnight all xx
fasc that is a strange thing to say.
well I fully intend on trying my damndest to stay alive, regardless of a bands concert schedule.
I would hope noone would consider it that much of an ending.
Sometimes I really wonder if Gerard thinks before he speaks
(if that quote is accurate)
Sometimes I really wonder if Gerard thinks before he speaks
maybe i am reading too much into it as always ergo!! always dramatic me!! and he might not have even said it?!
i will go check out what SS said then! thanks ever so much and glad you are feeling better!!
thanks SS!
Sorry - my comments keep getting clipped!??!?
Hi FASC and ergo!
FASC - I would be cautious about trusting anything on the internet without video proof!
OP - L and J - Your review was interesting and made me smile :) Glad you have power back!
kapunua - the people at the hardware store can give you good advice about building a coup. Make sure you get all wood cut to the proper dimensions! I don't know too much about it despite the farm because my brother built all of our shelters for the animals.
Real life vs web-sphere friends anon - Thank you for reminding me - must email BC! and find out how she's doing?!? Behind on email, dammit! I agree with others that our feelings for each kind of friend differ, but not that greatly, surprisingly. I also feel that people are more open on the internet - cause its at one remove from face to face conversation, so it kind of has its own type of intimacy despite distance?! If that makes sense. (But now that the walls have more eyes, that may not be true.) And then again, when tribulations befall us, our friends in closer proximity are usually the ones who hear the call. Is it odd to still have a best friend at my age? I wonder... but she is there for me come what may, but she also has the power to inflict the greatest damage to me... And I hadn't realized this difference until recently when 2 of my real-life events intruded into this sphere - or vice versa, as the case maybe. I ask because I really want to know - who are the people who you feel are crying for help? Do you know if they're being helped behind the scenes? And our feelings are just as real and valid here, as they would be anywhere.
PS - And don't tell me its hose beast and trollop! I figure they can help each other ;) :D
I missed the bittersweet reference, but I suppose it would be...
Mayo, I said what I needed to say yesterday around this time. Well most everything... and that's ok!
:)
Happy Caturday Everybody! And good luck Toujours on your new adventure(s) :)
fasc thinking about that comment - could be a response to the overly dramatic buzznet type of "Oh without MCR my life will end" "What will I do without them" type things..
saying that "look even if we never do it again stay alive, we aren't important compared to your life and what you can achieve"
I could understand him wanting to get that across
Hi miranth nice to see out, I'm off now, just thought I'd add what I thought while having dinner
'night!
Enjoy dinner ergo!
I had a comment on there - something about Mmmmm Wedding Cake and asking if all are invited, but it got clipped off, too... Congratulations, in any case, you and Wendy make a lovely couple, though the vampire may be jealous!
Miranth, it's about time you get some sleep
Good morning/afternoon/evening/
night: Mayo, SS, FASC, Miranth, Ergo, Kass, Possum, RW, My Cupcake, anon, other anons, watchers, lurkers, all wise and wonderful creatures of blogbelieve!
How are you all this *insert appropiate time of day here*? I hope you are all sensational, sound, shipshape and spectacular!
(use of S's in honor of Saturday)
I also hope any blogbelievers who attended the MSG show had an experience as magical and wonderful as TJ's!
Ergo: Tinker Belle is still seizure free!!!! *happy dance*
Thank you so much for asking about her!
Miranth: Well, you missed the actual ceremony; but, the reception we can do whenever you are all ready! ;) Thank you, Miranth!
Pixie: my cousin!!! You KNOW I missed 'seeing' you (here)! I'm going to POUT about the lack of pictures though ;) *big hug*
Siobhan: my other cousin! It's great to see you roaming the castle halls again! *big hug for you too*
Mayo: It's getting near 3000. Should I start worrying?
Whatever you are doing, I hope you are well and happy!
It's ME anon: "Night to all...sweet dreams...tomorrow is another day."
I just KNOW you said that last part using your best Scarlett O'Hara accent! ;)
As for internet friends, as I've stated once before (we won't get into how THAT started), I care about my internet friends as much as I do my real life friends. I'm here - or there - if any of them ever need me.
I hope you all know that!
*group hug*
To ponder/encourage (or whatever) today:
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Above all, be true to yourself, and if you cannot put your heart in it, take yourself out of it.
Hardy D. Jackson
Accept everything about yourself--I mean everything, You are you and that is the beginning and the end--no apologies, no regrets. Clark Moustakas
Any life, no matter how long and complex it may be, is made up of a single moment--the moment in which a man finds out, once and for all, who he is.
Jorge Luis Borges
A bird doesn't sing because it has an answer, it sings because it has a song.
Maya Angelou
and, ONE MORE:
By your own soul, learn to live
And if men thwart you take no heed.
If men hate you have no care.
Sing your song, dream your dream,
Hope your hope and pray your prayer.
Parkenham Beatty
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Keep dreaming those dreams, singing those songs, hoping those hopes and praying (to the deity of your choosing) those prayers; everyone!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
PS: Dream anon: If one dream has been realized, simply dream a new one!
*runs back in after seeing something*
Miranth said...
though the vampire may be jealous!
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O_O @_@ 0_o
Oh....ummmm....ahhhh....
NO !!!!!!!
Just wanted to clear that up!
:P
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rHa4qOfXpI0
The wave at MSG last night.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ZBQjr0GaeA
Helena
Anon
Thank you. The videos are wonderful. Listen to Gerard at the end of Helena.
good morning.
that quote -- "iff we never do another concert, stay alive" -- is what gerard said at the end last night. he repeated it twice, and is was very moving. it was sincere and heartfelt, his face reflected the importance of what he was saying.
you can't know for sure what will happen in the future. they have every intention of making another album...but sometimes life gets in the way, and i think gerard knows this.
that was his way of getting the message across one more time.
and if anyone who wasn't at the show last night wants to turn that farewell of his upside-down and inside-out to use against him: DON'T.
just leave it alone.
to borrow ss's word, it was truly bittersweet.
don't corrupt that very moving moment. not here. not where i can read it.
go trash him for saying that on aim and in email please.
anyway, today i have to check out of the hostel, and hopefully crash with a line-friend for the night. i need to find a place to stay while i earn some money.
i have $30 in my pocket, and not much more in my bank account.
nothing like being broke and in nyc for having an adventure, eh?
Morning everyone!
Toujours, it certainly was an adventure, wasn't it? You will never forget it, and I guarantee that you will always treasure it.
And I also agree with what you have said. They have worked tremendously hard over the years, and last night, I assume, would have been a very poignant moment for them.
It is time for all of them to regain some semblance of normality in their lives. No one can accurately predict their own future. We can set goals, but sometimes things get in the way, or sneak up on us. Whatever happens, all the best, to all of them.
Everyone have a great weekend!
Bye!
time's almost up, gotta go.
wish me luck people.
keep me in your thoughts, mayo-sama.
I watched the wave one. That was cool! ^_^
Morning Mayo! Morning SS! Morning BlogBelieve!
I'm scared to type right now. That meffin' spider is still somewheres. O_O
Have a good one errbody!
Mayo,
Do something fun today. Better yet, go to Wal-Mart and buy my groceries for me. Thank you ever so much, Mayo. I'll love you 4-Evah! ^_~
SS!!!
It's not too early to yell right? Nah. Sending you lots of BlogBelieve hugs and smiles and laughter today. I hope you have a goood one!
Let's all play nice today! ^_^
And listen to some 'VENOM'. Mmm'kay? Turn it up as loud as you can.
XOXO,
S&V20
It's Me
Me thinks toujours has come to a cross-road. The path seemed so clear....heading down it with blinders on. It was a lovely journey....Now, do we go left? Or do we go right?
Why do you think Mayonaise if Gerard way, Toujours?
Smoke, that I can do. ;)
Morning, guys! Morning, Mayo! Morning, SS!
Isn't it sort of a weird feeling this morning? It's like, what the hell do we talk about now?! ;)
Onwards and upwards.
Take care today, everyone. Turn it up, level it out, and be in tune with the world.
(Will never talk any crap again. ;)
Later!
Mayo,
'sup, Dude? Got anything extra fun filled planned for today? Nope? Well then, why are you awake? You should be sleeping late. I would still be sleeping but most of the time I have to pee or my body just says "fuck this, it's time to get up!" So here I am, I hope you don't mind how much time I spend over here at your place. I drop in and out like a lot. Good times. I might come back later and just hang in the corner. It's been quite some time since we were there at the same time. Maybe I will look up and see you there.
Mayo, make today so much better than it should be. Make is so damn good you feel guilty for having so much fun. Make it so amazing that you grin like a jackass all day long.
Feel me?
Awwh, don't make me say it. Okay, you twisted my arm.
Fuck yeah, you do.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Now, back to that question...
Goodmorning everyone!!
Hi Mayo, SS, FASC, Miranth, TJ, Elena, MSG Video anon,KD,Princess, and all those with out Saturday morning newspapers!
Hi anon,
thanks for the MSG video footage!! Were you lucky enough to get to go?
*thinks of chinese takeaways everytime writes MSG*
*tummy grumbles in sympathy*
Kapunua@6:51pm,
Nice hat ^_^
Fimmy@12:12pm,
I have just returned for my hair
You left your hair behind somewhere? O_O
*starts lifting Mayo's cushions hunting for Fimmy's crowning locks*
Ergo,
Yay! Albert has a friend! and...
HooDooGurus!!I hadn't heard Bittersweet for ages =)
Anon@7:13pm,
I totally agree with you on that being the sexiest moment ever at Mayo's!!
Mustard!!
OMG I actually got a fright when I clicked on your 'rap'photo!! I am truely sad =)
TJ,
Good luck!!!
*ready with a hug and loud music for when PCD kicks in*
OP L,
Looking forward to your next road trip installment. I enjoyed it very much =)
FASC,
Thank you for the GW Owners Manual!! Very funny reading indeed!
*turns up Venom' window rattlingly loud*
You can't refuse a Princess ^_^
Oops, and morning Socky!
*licks side of Socky's face*
*runs in licks PP's face a la PR style*
Why?
Just cause I can.
Thanks Socky!
*pulls Socky's hair back PR style and kisses hard on lips*
Just because I can ^_~
Morning Mustard =)
Sorry I missed you there.
BRB.
PP,
OH MY FREAKING GAWHD! We were typing and thinking the same thing at the same time, but on different sides of the world and upside down. We are like cosmically connected!!
And just because I want to make it count..
*licks her again*
Anonymous said...
It's Me
Me thinks toujours has come to a cross-road. The path seemed so clear....heading down it with blinders on. It was a lovely journey....Now, do we go left? Or do we go right?
Whichever way she chooses she will not be alone. Her friends are with her
SS,
I wish you a super special sunshiney Saturday filled with smiles and all things sweet!!
Spectacular! Smashing! Sensationsal!
You rock, dude!
Always,
S
Ummm, sdock10, did you mean sensationsal?
Yes, yes I did.
Haven't you ever heard it used that way before?
TJ,
I'm sending you positive happy thoughts.
Good luck on the rest of your journey.
It's been one hell of a ride. Thanks for taking us along with you.
Stay safe and take care!
Hey guys!
So they ended with Helena? Haven't they been ending with Cancer? I was talking to Mummy K about this last week and had told her that Gerard had once said that Helena would be the last song they ever played live together. I said that I thought if they switched it up and played Helena last at the Garden, that they were maybe considering NOT getting back together?
O_o
I dunno.
I'm glad all had a good time.
So uhhhh, is anyone here gonna tell us TBS's set list etc. also? ^_^ Would love to hear about them, too.
Oh, Miranth lemme tell ya. It'd be a little awkward for me to ask for building help at the lumber department because the guy who works there is the dude who was my best friend who keeps asking me to marry him. So yeah. ;)
"If we never do another show again, keep yourself alive?"
Same goes, doofus.
Jules,
They have been ending all shows on this theater run with "Helena".
^....^
ILU Kapunua
heeeheee
It's Me
elena,
Never said toujours would be alone. Maybe she will take another journey...maybe not....life is full of choices.
Have they Solly? I'm glad then; I was taking it as a sign that they were considering not going back together.
It's better to end with Helena anyway; Cancer is such a downer. I always thought it was such a bummer way to close the show, and with only two members of the band on stage, no less. I would have liked to see them (at PR) all leave together instead of just Gerard in the spotlight.
Thanks 10:33, I think?
Before I go, I just have to say that I think the perfect word for Adam Lazzara sometimes is "effervescent," because isn't he so, like, bubbly? ^_^
Okay, off shopping!
You know, before I go though, I just wanna say that BlogBelieve feels weird, like strangely quiet. Too quiet, even.
We all came here because of MCR, well most of us did anyway, I assume. I can't help but get the feeling that some people seem to think that because MCR is going on a break, that this blog is going to, what? Die out? Shut down?
There's no reason for it to. I'm sure none of us have anything but the vaguest ideas of what Mayo does, who he is and what his connection is, where he all fits in here etc. but just because one thing changes doesn't mean that it all has.
Look, things go on. That's what I think. If change is necessary in order to grow--and it is--then holding onto the little things is also necessary in order to not get carried away in the tide. Right?
MyChem struck me as different from other bands for a lot of reasons, but one of them was their intense bond with each other. I'm sure that their entire last 6-7 years, during which they've gone through so many actual life phases, have been so powerfully tied up within each other that loosening the knot is anything but simple. You don't live in a van together and travel the world together without some aspect of your entire genetic makeup being tied in with, you know, the way the singer laughs or the ink all over the guitarist's skin. It goes deeper than normal friendships.
That's why I think that MCR could never do like TBS and replace members. (Which is not at all to say that I'm upset that they replaced members and have gone through line-up changes; they did what they had to and I'm glad!) I mean, MCR did, too and all, but their last incarnation struck me as permanent or not at all. Right? Those boys grew up together and did things that most blood families never do.
That will never change.
What I'm saying I guess is that just because one aspect of everyone's life has changed, it doesn't mean that all aspects have to. There can be rebirth without total sacrifice.
I think this goes for the band, the fans, and this blog, too.
You get to keep your friends. Otherwise it wouldn't be worth it.
"I'm sure none of us have anything but the vaguest ideas of what Mayo does,"
That should read "none of us has." Sorry.
Okay, really going now! Later taters!
It's Me
Never thought for a minute you believed TJ would be alone. My words were really just to remind her that she has friends who are with her in spirit on her journey.
Here's my prediction:
We won't ever stop talking about the band. So, in essence, it really isn't over like I thought.
The new DVD will come out. We'll watch it 22.9 million times. We'll come back here and share our favorite parts. We'll continuously say them just as we did with LOTMS. We will continue to discuss the ups and downs, and as always, we will do it civilly and with great concern and love.
And I will continue to mention my love for the finger skillz displayed in "Venom" just as I always have.
It's kind of cool actually, to know that even though the band is through for a bit, we'll still be here keeping them alive in our own way. It's kinda neat in my opinion.
Gotta go, but all of you have a great Saturday.
See ya, Mayo! See ya, SS!
*gives up*
*tosses attempt number gazillion and three into the e-space bin*
Oh jeez,I completely suck big ones for trying to write meaningful this morning >_<
Thanks, though, to trying to compose said drivel on a keyboard, rubber trees across the world have been saved from extinction!
I said that I thought if they switched it up and played Helena last at the Garden, that they were maybe considering NOT getting back together?
I read you Kapunua. FASC and I have been having the same feeling of 'all over Rover' too. The return to more intimate venues, getting back to basics, the anything goes freeing up of performances, the mentioning of Helena being the last song, and then Gerard's words at the concert...yes...just a bit of a vibe there.
But what a way to go out on a high. Bittersweet indeed. Especially if for some it was the thing they lived for.
*yells loudly*
Frank get some rest!
Bob get a haircut!
Ray wash your hair!
Mikey stop dying your hair!
Gerard get some looser fitting pants!
Have a great day everyone =)
*borrows Kass's shovel*
*digs*
*stands in the 'shallow' pit*
*waves goodnight to Blogbelieve*
*goes to sleep standing up*
*hears something and opens eyes briefly to wave goodnight sleepily to Elena, Mustard and Kapunua*
*ZZzzzzzzzzz*
*thud*
*ZZzzZZzz*
Night Possum
Sweet dreams. When you open your eyes in the morning we'll all still be here. Waiting to say hello.
Bob get a haircut!
Bob don't you dare cut that hair of yours. I love it the way it is. Long and beautiful. So don't listen to pp.
Good noon time.
I hope you are all having a lovely Saturday and that you are enjoying yourselves.
I am glad that MCR has stopped, glad that they can have a break and just rest. If they choose to rest that is. If that was the last show, then yes, it was going out with a big bang. I will even say that I will be happy if they don’t come back, don’t get me wrong, I would love for them to do another album and make more music, but if they find at that certain stage down the line they don’t want to be in the band, I will be happy that they have the opportunity to follow their dreams, follow that new chapter in their life.
I wish them all the best that can possibly be.
Pp - you made me laugh so much when you were trying to find my hair. hahaha
Have a lovely Saturday and I will talk to you all later.
Star, whoop whoop
It's lonely here today.
Mayonaise, I just want to say that I miss you. I hope you're chillaxing and enjoying a lovely day. I consider you a friend and I wish the best for you. Come back to us soon, all right?
S(S)S? I can't believe how hard you rock. You too, enjoy a gorgeous day.
Have a Mother's Day barbecue tomorrow, yeah? ^_^
tomorrows love always said...
Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it's only right
To think about the one you love and hold them tight
So happy together
I have missed you, my love. I must apologize for my absence. I hope that even when I am away you can still feel me with you.
Our hopes
Our dreams
Our love
Amazes me.
I love you.
Amazed
Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
Good Afternoon, Morning or Evening, depending on where you are!
I am only on for a minute, leaving to go to my parents for a few days for Mother's Day, and will probably be back on Monday.
TJ, thanks for the concert review and letting us be there through you. Keep us updated to let us know how you are doing. Make a life of your own, claim it, do whatever you want with it, but be happy and true to you.
Ergo, Paperheart, all those with the snots and coughs, I hope you are feeling better today. Wishing you the softest tissues!
Elena, Thank you so much for being my (and J.'s friend). You are an amazing and beautiful person. Please don't ever let anyone tell you different.
Possum, Thank you! I will write more after I come back from Mum's!
BC, thanks for the e-mail to let us know how you are doing. We miss you here, though!
CTV, DG, Sister Midnite, Lolita, Redrum- WHERE ARE YOU GUYS? We miss you.
Kapunua, hang in there. That was a wonderful comment you left at 11:11 this morning.
Wendy, PJ, Anima, Kass, FASC, Fimble, SDock, Smoke, Ergo, Mustard, Jennicula, Bella, Miss T., Martha, SC, Safe, GS, Cupcake, K.D, Amyranth, RW, Carrie, SIM, Miranth, Triston, Bikey, AIP, and anyone else I missed, I just wanted to let you know you guys mean so much to me. And you always will.
This is by no means a goodbye, or thinking that anything is going to change, I guess I just wanted to let you guys know. I would imagine that never in the history of BlogBelieve has something this special, this unreal has ever happened. Who would have thought that 8 months ago this would turn into what it has.
Anons can't break the Lovelies, (although they try REALLY hard), crashed computers, fights, and everything else in betweeen, and the Family pulls together and makes it whole again.
I saw a quote from Scott Weiland talking about rejoining STP. He said the band was like an unmade bed. It's messy, but at the end of the day, you want to crawl back into it.
This is our unmade bed. Messy, but comforting.
I think the guys from MCR will probably feel that way at some point too. They needed a break, no doubt about that, and I hope they can rest, eat peanut butter out of the jar if they want to, watch 48 hours straight of horror films, and fling popcorn left and right.
But at the end of the day, MCR is their unmade bed.
Beyond that, though, we know we care deeply about this band. About MCR. And we care deeply about:
Gerard Way
Mikey Way
Frank Iero
Ray Toro
Bob Bryar
No matter what happens, these are the people we have all come to love and care about. And that doesn't change. Not for one moment.
I guess I rambled on long enough, and I have to get going. But everyone, take care of yourselves and each other. Love each other will all you have, and hang on to Hope with all you have.
I love you all.
Pactum Serva,
L.
Oh, how could I have missed you two!
Mayo, SS, take care of each other, and live, love and laugh.
Love you both,
L.
Hello Mayo,SS and Family!
Hope you're all having a great day,folks.
Hey SS,thank you for stopping by yesterday.That was very sweet.
Take care and hope to see you around,dude!
Toujours,I'm happy you had fun yesterday and good luck!
So,this morming while I was having my coffe I suddently realized yesterday MCR had their last show.
I was like ...WOW,thant's strange.Now we'll have to wait TWO FUCKING YEARS!
I really hope that wasn't their last show but even if it were indeed true,well then I still would be happy for them and grateful for what they've done.
Despite the many things that happend this year and that I didn't agree with,they'll always be the band that have made love this kind of music,and even if I can't exactly say they saved my life,their music halped me through some terrible moments in my life,no doubt about that.
Besides,Mustard is right:we'll keep on talking about them,commenting their interviews and laughing because of something we didn't remember they said,watching together their old performances and pictures,and discussing the meaning of their songs,just like we've been doing till now.
It's not really over.Not here in BlogBelieve anyway.
So,I really wish those five guys the best and hope they enjoy their time off.
Right Family,I have to go.
Take care and see you all later today or tomorrow.
Love you!
*HUGS & KISSES*
*busts through Mayo's front door and slams grocery sacks down on the floor*
Thank you so much for all the help, Mayo. Jeez.
Mustard,
I totally agree with you. We'll have plenty to talk about. The DVD, LOTMS, just stuff in general and oh, that cool new album from that cool ass band that's supposed to be released in June possibly? Maybe? At least that's what S//C told me. Hmmm, we shall see. EEEEEEEEEEK. Can't wait. So yeah, we got plenty. YAY!
Speaking of MCR, I do hope they get to take the time to do exactly what they want to do. To rest and spend time with their families and just breathe. They totally deserve it. Then, when the time is right, I hope they come back ready to fight and to take over the world once more....
Yeah. It's like that. This band is different. And I was just lucky enough to be a part of it and to hear and see it three times in the past year.
Okay, so now what? I'm talking to myself in Mayo's house on a Saturday afternoon. WTF? NO biggie. I talk to myself quite frequently. O_o
Mayo,
You suck for not helping me out here. ^_~
SS!!!
Come and hang out when you have a chance, 'kay? Like just to chill and joke around and laugh. We're good at that. ^_^
You, too, Mayo. Don't be just watching all the damn time. Live a little.
See you guys later!
XOXO
Hey there L and Bella! ^_^
"live a little" made me think of "give a little" since that song came on the radio on the way home.
So let's all "Give a little" today, okay? In some form or fashion.
Love you all!
Okay, I'm feeling a bit ramble-y today, and unable to say what I'd like to say the way I'd like to say it.
It's weird to seperate this and actually kind of hard seeing as how it was MCR that made us friends in the first place. There's Mayo's then there's the band and the music, but they're tied together by us in this really weird phenomenal way.
So, anyway, it occurred to me, and I now firmly believe it well enough that I guess I can go ahead and say it.
I don't believe there will ever be another band that will bring together this many people on a very intimate, personal level, ever again.
I don't believe there will be another band or another band's music anyone will ever care as much about as we did and do this one.
And as much of a roller coaster this past year has been (in regards to the band), I'm absolutely thrilled for them. What they achieved last night, playing Madison Square Garden, where the Foos played, where the Pumpkins played, where Lennon, Dylan, the Stones, and so many other greats performed, it's an amazing accomplishment.
And to the Anon who asked yesterday, they sold it out. Freakin' phenomenal.
So, if they, MCR, choose to end it here, they went out with a bang. And they, all of them, deserve to do exactly what it is they want to do. It's time.
If this isn't the end, it'll still be me waiting in line at the record store, day of, and we'll do this all over again, and we'll do it right.
I know that was in no order and had a lot to do with nothing, but I hope you get what I'm getting at. :)
Mayo
Wherever you are....
I hope your smiling
Come out, come out wherever you lurk.
lurky lurks lurk THE LURKINATOR!
Anonymous said...
tomorrows love always said...
Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it's only right
To think about the one you love and hold them tight
So happy together
interesting.
little red riding hood, anyone?
just hopped on here at my friend's place. to the anon named "it's me", thank you for you concerns. i don't think my journey is over yet. i got a little sidetracked by the shiny men on stage, but there was always an deeper purpose to this trip. maybe it's time to focus on that.
and also, because i don't know when i'll be able to get back on line (if i haven't already abused my host's hospitality!), i just want to put it out there: i was very interested by tomorrow's love always when they first started posting. i'm a sucker for the romantic poetry, it's quite pathetically true. so i liked to talk back to this mysterious anon, and encourage them.
but once their "love" popped up and began replying to them, i backed off. it was clearly their little scene. they didn't need a cheerleader.
why am i saying this now?
because mistaken identity can be an all-too-easy thing on the internet, don't you think?
i'd rather be clear about certain things, and this was one of them, for my own peace of mind.
What you doin'? Lurkin?
O_o
hello everyone!!
well its been a funny old day for me!! i agree with what you guys have all written here re MCR.
whatever MCR decide to do with their futures is unknown, maybe to even them. all i can say is that i feel so fortunate to have ever had them in my life!! i can't thank them enmough. i hope they have the wonderful break they deserve and what the future holds we will just have to wait and see.
the bullet proof vest GW was wearing kind of killed me a bit though!!
i'll be back
- THE LURKINATOR
Hi everyone!!!!
IM HOME!!!!
But sadly i am too tired to poop!
Waves to everyone!!!
Blows kiss!!!!
Rest! i need rest....must have rest!
Going to take a long ass nap, maybe i can wake up to be here around here tonight....no promises!
Mayo.....life is a bitch, but i still love it.
I do not have my mom anymore, so if you or anyone here has a mom, hug her tight and think it is the last time you will hug your mother.
Memories her face and her voice so it will comfort you when she is gone, do not forget her this mothers day, take the time to say I love you Mom.
Because Mothers day is never the same, it just becomes the saddest day of the year.
And to your suprise, no gift is better or more thought of, than just the words Thank you and I love you Mom.
nite nite!
pj
PJ you brought tears to my eyes.
*hugs* to you.
take care.
It is in that one brief moment it all seems so clear...
The fucking lights go out.
It is then we realize some of us will always stumble in the darkness
Perhaps I should make peace with the darkness, it is after all my old friend.
lurkinator!!!!!!!!!
Come back!!!!!!!!!!
You are only allowed to lurk HERE!!! Not there...not everywhere.
HERE!
FASC,
are you thinking with Gerard wearing the bullet proof vest that the band has come full circle and that this could be the end.
MCR - MAMA AT MSG
MCR - THE BLACK PARADE AT MSG
MCR - HEADFIRST FOR HALOS AT MSG
MCR - MY WAY HOME IS THROUGH YOU AT MSG
MCR - DEAD! AT MSG
mama is fucking amaaaaazing!!
i don't know anon i really don't. i hope not. i've had a funny feeling for quite a while now.
sdock10,
i am a professional Lurker, i can not be tied down to one Lurking spot.
i have to share my Lurking abilities with the entire blog world.
-THE LURKINATOR
hello everybody,
I am about to add my $0.02 in here. I don't think MCR are over just yet. I think a lot of GW's talk about the band being may have to do with not knowing what is going to happen next. They are taking a break at the height of their popularity. And usually when a band does that when they come back they aren't as big as they once were.
I think the stay alive even if we don't come back is about the girl who killed herself.
Anyway the only way I could see this band not coming back is if something awful happen to someone in it.
I think that the guys in MCR really do like each other and will miss each once they are apart. So we will have to see how long this break will really last.
this is just my opinion and I could be totally wrong.
btw hello solly, prof lurker, elena, TJ and anyone else!!
i am doing a speedy internet catch up so sorry if i ignored you for a mo!!
found this:
MCR - DESERT SONG AT MSG
fucking beautiful!!
hi martha!!
yes you make a great point you clever thing!!
btw you rocked in dr who again tonight!!
Hey, guys. :)
How's it going?
how do mustard!!
i'm good thanks!
Great, FASC! That's great to hear!
Hello All
PJ
I know where you're coming from. I hate going into card shops around the time of Mothers Day-heartbreaking.I can't even bring myself to look at them.
Mothers are fabulous so to all of you who are mothers and/or have mothers have a great day on Sunday.
-from an Irish folk song:
"A mother's love is a blessing
No matter where you roam
Keep her while she's living
You'll miss her when she's gone
Love her as in childhood
When feeble, old, and grey
For you'll never miss a mother's love
'Til she's buried beneath the clay"
Take good care
x
Hello, Mustard, FASC, Lurkinator, Sdock, Elena!
How is everyone?
I'm good. I have some Post Concert Blues, but it's all good because the DVD will be out soon, and I have a brand new hoodie that my husband snuck off to buy me last night.
The concert was amazing!
oooh, msg vids! i will definitely be looking at them when i can! the show was so good...
were there any of drive by? i saw a video camera down front...
anyway, elena. stop that. darkness is but half the world, it has it's place and you know it, but there is always light, always the dawn.
you know i need you, laverne.
i've decided tonight to feed my soul, and worry about the path tomorrow. so: dinner strolling through central park, and then the met.
i'm bringing my journal, i'm bringing my music, i'm going to spend the evening looking at beauty, imbibing it, and writing words for myself.
my spirit is feeling worn. i've fed on music all month, and now i need to balance it. i need the silent blessing of an art museum to allow me to hear the whisper of my gods.
tonight: new york.
tomorrow: survival.
elena. you and i will come back here, you know. i'm just on a scouting mission.
hi EB, star and TJ!!
TJ and star so glad you had a wonderful time!!
hey guys i have to go now sadly!!
have a good evening and i will see some of you tomorrow!!
mayo and SS *hugs* guys! take it easy.
love to you all!
TJ wish I could believe that. Really I do. Have a wonderful evening and know that even though I'll never see NY I'll listen to your stories and I'll see it through your words. I've lived my whole life reading and listening to other peoples words. Living my life in a way through theirs. It's all I know.
One of the most touching moments last night, if not THE most touching moment for me, was when the band brought out a boy who was there through the Make A Wish Foundation. Gerard said he was brave, and that he had been through a lot. He had everyone in the audience say hello to him.
I got all choked up.
It made me think about all the ridiculous stuff I worry and bitch about, and put it all into perspective for me.
elena, you and i are going to be here together. i don't know when, but it has now become something that i must make happen someday. maybe when we're famous co-authors and doing the circuit, hmm?
tonight might be dark, but it won't always be. you have your own life, and right now it's there, but it won't always be. you don't know what tomorrow will bring. you can't know.
so focus on doing what you need to to make tonight a night you can get through, and let tomorrow be tomorrow.
see? that's what i'm doing. i'm scared shitless and even though i'm supposed to be "following my fear" it's a bit huge at the moment and i can't see where it starts and where it ends and where to even start following it. my mom offered to pay for a ticket straight back to seattle.
straight.
adventure over.
close the door.
i can't do it. i haven't found what i came out here for yet. so tonight i'm going to hide, and bury myself in beauty, and hope it will be enough.
elena, tonight find some beauty for yourself, okay? wrap yourself up in it, think of me wrapped up in my version of it, and together we'll let tomorrow take care of itself.
text me if you need help.
i should probably get going. not my computer, after all.
take care of each other, my friends.
mayo-sama, have a night of beauty too.
Thank you FASc.
And hello everyone who is here.
I just got an ipod 160 gb and I'm trying to put songs on it so I will be back and forth.
Star, that's beautiful. It's sometimes just the right kick in the ass that you need.
EB, PJ, I'm sorry that each of you no longer have your mothers. I imagine this holiday is the worst for you both. But, never forget the love, and the joy you spent with them. They'll always be in your heart and they'll never, ever leave.
Hello :) how is everyone?
and blogger is being an ass
now that MCR's tour is over, i'm sure Gerard is going to be with Lyn-Z on MSI's tour. he's never going to get a real break from touring. damn that sucks.
Hi martha and anon how are you guys?
Anon I hope that he isn't really going out on tour with them. FOr more than just the break reason.
Hello Sim I am well I hope you are doing well as well. Anon I hope the same for you
martha,
i agree i don't want to see him on that tour either but that's the only way for him to see the wifey.
MSI have 44 tour dates left, with really no break in between shows.
ENTROPY IS ALIVE
Just had to say that, I was about to freak out. She was supposed to be home late last night, and I told her to email me so I would see it this morning and know she was okay. And there was no email, and no email, and no email. So I finally gave up and called her ass to see if she was lying in a ditch, and they had *just* gotten home a few minutes ago. There were shredded tires, and other fun things that I'm sure she can tell you about later! I think she's done touring for awhile!!
And for all those who go back and read old Mayo posts, I totally screwed up the first time and put this comment in the last post. I am full of duh.
I can understand him going to visited her. But the need to go out on tour with her seems a bit much.
I really hope that is just a rumor.
Hello carrie.
Hey MJ!
im good thanks mj :) finally got some time to be here yay :)
hi carrie :)
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