Upon arrival, there isn’t nearly enough air to fill my lungs, so in desperation, I scream. Pulling in all that I can because suddenly I feel empty. The comfortable heavy warmth in my chest has been displaced by vacuum. I have no control over where I am. My arms and legs, unbound, find freedom a challenge. And, although I feel hands pulling and fingers pressing, I have no idea why. It is cold. So, I reach for warmth and I find it in purity. I know where I came from; I did not want to leave and with grief comes depth and in the deep I find surrender. It was warm and I swam in it before I knew you. I would go back, but that was before I saw your eyes, before I was pulled into this world and onto your lap a sloppy mess. I need you and without you I am sure I would not thrive.
p.s. i can only imagine.
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No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
Art by: Toujours
“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
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«Oldest ‹Older 801 – 1000 of 3954 Newer› Newest»im not sure i would believe anything he said if he came in as an anon, but of course i could tell if it was him or not..
Wow, you'd think that was planned or something, but it so wasn't.
Even a blind squirrel finds a nut every now and then.
The comments do go quick when Mayo's around. He's like an old friend stopping into town! I bet it does freak him out a bit. Maybe if he was out more often, it wouldn't be so overwhelming.
Amy, did you win?!
It's Me
anima
Maybe I missed something....it is hard to try and read everything.
You mentioned your brother and friends.
Sorry.
I have gotten the feeling that you think the blog will end now that the band is done.
But what is done and what does end mean.
All of you have turned this blog into something special. You seem to touch each other. When one is down you all come to help with open ears. When you are feeling silly, you all come and play. When someone new comes in you all accept that person.
Need to hang in there and help each other and just see what is to come.
Win what now?
-A is lost
That was impressive, Solly! And not one "cocksucker" in the whole thing ;)
Sorry! I kinda... started dancing to music on my computer.
Yeah. I'm a little bored.
-A
Amy,
I am sorry. I didn't even do that on purpose. If I had, I would have thrown in some filthy words.
It's Me Anon,
I'd just like to thank you for your words the last few days. It's nice to read you.
And Mayo, I'm only giving you trouble. There's a lot of pressure being the host, ya know. It's only normal that we want to hang for a bit, but we totally understand. No biggie.
I'm kind of jealous. ;)
i think anyone would be overwhelmed is a bunch of people were typing at you at once..
*runs up to Anima and gives her a big ol wet smoochie on the cheek*
MWAH!
sdock10 said...
Amy,
I am sorry. I didn't even do that on purpose. If I had, I would have thrown in some filthy words.
That's my girl!
Eh, I wasn't actually paying attention... like I said, I was dancing!
-A
I don't think the blog will end,it's not about a band, it's about us and Mayo and SS, and it would be wonderful if it could continue, as long as Mayo posts I'm sure we'll be here.
sdock it's always easier to look at others than inside yourself, everyone feels that way but realising you're doing it is a big step toward being able to.
goodnight and sweet dreams
Ergo,
Thank you for that.
Amy, I wanted you to get the top for your birthday.
Solly I ♥ you.
It's Me Anon, thank you. You are really sweet.
I always have a nagging feeling that the blog will end. However, I believe our host will let us know. That's all I ask. This blogbelieve family has become pretty tight. I am so thankful that it's totally cool to come by when I can, other times stay for hours, and it doesn't matter. If I were to ever leave, I would tell my friends. And they would understand. I hope Mayo will do the same because this is the meeting place and because he is our friend.
I believe our friend needs us as much as we need him...this place is a release. It's fun, challenging,...all the good shit.
i have great faith in this blog..
i think it could weather anything...
Anima! That's sweet of you!
Hey, there's still a few hours left, I'll get it yet!
-A is shakin her groove thang!
Solly, I will accept that sloppy smooch (cos I ain't sick this time).... and I will match yours with a tongue kiss.
Oh yeah!
i must go meh loves!!
talk to you all soon!
keep well.
xoxo
*pops a cork on champagne*
Hey guys! Guess what I found in the trunk at the foot of my bed!
Drinks all around!
-A
romance it has weathered a lot so far, and if mayo decided he didn't want to host any more we would just have to dismantle the castle and rebuild it elsewhere, we could just leave the tower for him, wouldn't want to leave him homeless, but I agree anima I think our host enjoys it as much as we do
goodnight romance sweet dreams!
WOO HOO! AMY nice find!
*grabs tray of glasses*
I got some sparkling cider in the fridge for those of you that shouldn't be drinking either.
...
Who the fuck am I kidding? Ergo, break out the scotch!@
-A
just sharing I haven't had a sense of smell for nearly a week! :[
"
Boogity Boogity Boogity Boogity! I want to hear all the ladies fuck themselves (Elle says to Kate: "oh dear god hear we go." Because we all know what stuff happens during prison intros)
Because I'll have you know I fuck myself on a daily basis. It goes like this.
You're gonna touch yourself make it sound convincible
Ladies…you're gonna spend most of the rest of your lives doing this.
This is what it sounds like.
0_0
I love myself I want you to love me
When I feel down I want you above me
I search myself I want you to find me
I forget myself I want you to remind me
I dont want anybody else
When I think about you I touch myself
Ooh I dont want anybody else oh no, oh no, oh no
Youre the one who makes me come running
Youre the sun who makes me shine
When youre around Im always laughing
I want to make you mine
I close my eyes and see you before me
Think I would die if you were to ignore me
A fool could see just how much I adore you
I get down on my knees I do anything for you
I dont want anybody else
When I think about you I touch myself
Ooh I dont want anybody else
Oh no, oh no, oh no
I want you I dont want anybody else
And when I think about you I touch myself
Ooh, ooh, oo, oo ahh
I dont want anybody else when I think about you
I touch myself ooh I dont want anybody else
Oh no, oh no, oh no
"My rhymes are so potent that in this small segment
I made all of the ladies in the first two rows pregnant."
~Hiphopopotamus
Ergo, scotch will fix that.
Jennicula! Would you like champagne or scotch? Also, can you turn up that stereo over there?
-A
It's Me anon, I guess I try to stick with it if my heart tells me to. (damn I hate ending sentences like that. fuck, i did it again!)
To tell you the truth, I have to separate myself from feeling too much...only because well, you just never know. I hate to think of this way, but I never invest myself in someone so much that I forget what I need.
You left me like a broken doll
In pieces as I took the fall
for you, you dumb chump!
You left me free-falling like space junk
Burning up in the atmosphere of life
Well I sound like a philosopher
but I'm a fool who's off her rocker
'Cause I let you in my heart that one last time
I've had enough, made up my mind
I'm gonna get up and out and wahhh!
I love myself today
Not like yesterday
I'm cool, I'm calm
I'm gonna be okay! Uh huh
I love myself today
Not like yesterday
Take another look at me now
'Cause it's your last look
Your last look forever
Well look at you you're all puffed up
In that big red truck- but you're outta luck (this time)
Well, that's tough
'Cause I'm on fire- too hot to touch
with a chatroom full of lovers on the line
Gonna step right up. Spit shine my soul
I'm gonna be proud and loud and outta control!
I love myself today
Not like yesterday
I'm cool, I'm calm
I'm gonna be okay! Uh huh
I love myself today
Not like yesterday
Take another look at me now
'Cause it's your last look
Your last look forever
I'm lookin' in the mirror and I like what I see:
I've lost the fear & the horror that's been eating at me
'Cause being with you is like a hangman's noose
I was living my life in dead man's shoes
I've had enough. Made up my mind
I'm gonna get up and out and wahhh!
I love myself today
Not like yesterday
I'm cool, I'm calm
I'm gonna be okay! Uh huh
I love myself today
Not like yesterday
Take another look at me now
I love myself today
Not like yesterday
You're dead and gone
I'm gonna get my way
I love myself today
Not like yesterday
Take another look at me now
'Cause it's your last look
Your last look forever!!
Amyranth, do you have any whiskey?
oooh Divinyls I remember when that song came out! Talk about scandalous!
who is elle and kate?
*rattles though the bar cupboard*
here anima!
*hands bottle of whiskey*
Anima, all kinds! Name your brand, cause the price is FREE.
-A
You got Maker's Mark? Knob Creek?
*don't make fun!*
Ergo, thank you so much. :)
for a laugh from an aussie sketch comedy show
If you like it have a look at some of the others on the right.
Who am I kidding? I have Ten High in a crystal decanter. No shit. What else are you going to do with a really beautiful decanter (wedding gift) you would never use?
Use it for cheap whiskey! Actually, I'm not totally ashamed, Ten High is some good stuff.
I've got some Gibson Gold behind the bar.
But honestly, I'll put anything in a pretty crystal container, like dandelions in my nice vase.
-A
it's no use having it if you don't use it!
and that goes for a lot of things
ergoproxy said...
it's no use having it if you don't use it!
and that goes for a lot of things
...
And I'm not thinking about crystal things anymore.
-A
Mayo:
You know, paragraph formed shit often works against me, because I'm forced to make it coherent. Not tonight, good sir. I won't be the one to let structure take its hold. It's all bullet points tonight (and one edging its way in and creeping its way through my skull).
- Two of the best things I've ever written, one's saved, the other's deleted. What does that tell you?
- I hate this.
- My favorite line: "It's 'Hallelujah' on the tongues of those who can't feel." Why, you ask? I'll never tell.
- You're always at your worst, then somebody tops you. If you can't be the worst or best at something, is there even a point?
- Why is it funny, like, piss your pants, pathetically funny when you come to terms with the fact you'll never have it, feel it, or recognize it?
You think on that. I'll never get back to you because I won't find the answers. :) Night, Mayo.
SS:
Um, well, it kinda just hit my forebrain that we discuss entirely different things with you than we do Mayo. I hope you aren't offended in the slightest, because we like joking around with you, you know, in the wedgie-giving sort of way. ;)
I hope you're well! Night, SS.
BBers:
See you guys around tomorrow. :) I hope you all have a pleasant night!
Amyranth, gimme a scotch, I'm starving.
(starts to shake her booty)
One of my favourite Canadian comedy sketches.
Night, Mustard :)
Goodnight Mustard. Happy dreams. :)
G'night Mustard. Have good dreams and what-not.
This sketch is even better.
*hands over a spilling glass, with ice*
*begins to sing*
"I don't think you're ready for this jelly.
I don't think you're ready for this jelly.
I don't think you're ready for this.
Oooh my body to Bootylicious for ya, babe!"
Destiny's Child - Bootylicious
-A
Goodnight Mib
*runs in - out of breath - pants - thinks: party run heep are fast - catches breath*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY!!!!!!
*blows party horn and throw confetti*
*places birthday cake and birthday donuts on table*
Ohhhh, and Hello Mayo, SS, Ergo, Anima, RW, MIB, Jennicula, anons, lurkers, all party goers!
How are you all tonight? GREAT, I hope!
How was your day, Amy?
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Hello everyone
HAPPY Birthday Amy
I'm singing that to you. Be very glad you can't hear me.
Hi Martha!
ooops, I forgot:
*pounce tackle hugs and smooches for all*
:)
RW, I just got stuck in youtube land. I hate when that happens. I miss that show. Sometimes I wonder why it was so funny?!
I'm trying to find the episode where he is coming out of the fountain...damn, my memory is failing me.
Hi Elena!!!!
Did you bring the Vodka? ;)
hey RW we get kids in the hall here it's funny. I think canadians and Aussies have similar senses of humour. One of the comediens last night has been invited to the Just for Laughs festival, her name is Hannah Gatsby I was lucky enough to meet them after the show and they were all really nice, and she is so quietly spoken. her comedy is very understated and just about her life.
goodnight Mustard sweet dreams
HI Wendy *smooooch*
Hi Elena!
looks like the party people have arrived
Wendy
I brought Mad Dog!!!
Hello 6 and elena
Baaaaa
Fountain? I don't think I've seen that one Anima!
Ergo
Thank you thank you thank you. The package arrived today. I love the bags. The Vegemite is "different" LOL
Uh, what kind of animal is this cute little guy?
hey RW we get kids in the hall here it's funny. I think canadians and Aussies have similar senses of humour.
I think that's true, EP. I also find the Flight of the Conchords humour to be very similar to Canadian humour.
Elena said...
Wendy
I brought Mad Dog!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Perfect, Elena! Mad Dog will go well with my Night Train and Boone's Farm Orange Hurricane!
We're going to feel like crap tomorrow. ;)
Ergo!!! *big smooooooch back*
Are you feeling better?
How was your day, Martha?
Wendy and ELENA!
My day was great, new sketchbook and a bunch of good chocolate. Some time with my man, and so far, 25 ain't so bad!
Help yourselves, the party is ON, and the booze is free!
Elena, I've been sitting at the computer singing for the last hour. Be glad you can't hear me!
You know how they say Lindsay hates people with talent?
She'd LOVE me.
-A
Hi Wendy, Elena, Kapunua, Martha!
Elena, Mad Dog, holy shit...in that case I have some Thunderbird!
It's Me
anima
I learned you have to choose your battles wisely....or the sorrows of the world will suck you in. Follow your heart and when it says enough....then back off...take a break. We can not take on everything in the world.
Hey, can you pass a bottle of rum this way!
Hello again Martha
Hey K - House was so strange but in a good way.
Hey Party Sheep
And just so you know,
Mad Dog = Guns and Roses. And Strawberry Hill. LOL!
HEY MAN, IT'S THE PARTY SHEEP!
-A
Amy!!!!!!!! *extra big birthday smooooooch*
I'm glad to hear you had a good day, love! I hope year 25 is the best of your life -- so far, and I hope each year that follows gets better!
Anima: Thunderbird, eh? Yep, I would say that's a step below Mad Dog and Night Train ;)
Anima you mean you had Thunderbird when I stayed at your house and you didn't share?
I am hurt!
Anyway I was walking up to them and Beautiful Boy greeted me with an uncharacteristically effusive, "JULES! Hey, girl! How are you? How's your leg? What's up?" with this huge grin. I was like WTF?
Nice, K! ^_^
Hullo to all who've arrived! I am about so shower, be back soon...
Hey It's Me!
What kind of rum? Domestic? Jamaican?
-A
Baaaaa baaaaa
***pulls in wagon filled with beer Vodka and Rum***
Oh elena I'm so gald they arrived safe
yeah vegemite is unusual stuff, I like it on buttered toast, not too think though, you can also , believe it or not, use it in gravy or stews to boost the flavour
the little guy is a platypus, I think they're really cute.
You like the bags? I couldn't decide which one so i decided to get both.
Wendy I ma feeling a lot better, still not 100% but heaps better
*passes rum to It's me*
you want any mixers?
It's Me
At this point in the day.....ANY will do just fine :)
Amyranth, 25 was the best year of my life. Everything just came together...it all seemed to make sense. It was that year that set me in motion.
Enjoy it. Somehow, I know you will. :)
Baaaa?
*wanders in from a long roam in the hills*
BAA!!!!
Wendy, thank you! An honest wish from an honestly good person!
Hey K!
Are you gonna stay for a drink? I have sake!
-A
It's Me
No, no mixers...maybe a straw. Does anyone have a straw?
Hello It's Me and K !
Who wants a party hat?
Heyyy, guys! RW, I so wish I could decipher Beautiful People language to see what this boy means by all of this.
Elena, House was so effing strange. I missed the first ten minutes and I hate when that happens.
Ummm, Hugh Laurie is hot. Just saying.
I love my platypus
I shall name it Ergo!!!!
I think sake tastes like the way gym socks smell. O_o
*passes straw to It's me*
Shaunette!!!!!
*runs to and nuzzles Shaunette*
It's been so long!
You're welcome, Amy!
*big hug and nuzzle for you too*
Wendy, I was waiting for someone to mention Night Train!
Speaks volumes my friend. ;)
....
Elena! No way! I was only kidding. Mad Dog brought me back. I did have the Ten High in the crystal, you can testify. Oh wait, we just had the one bottle, I had no time to put it in there. We finished that shit quick. O_o
And Amy, THANK YOU my friend!
It's Me
Kapunua
If you are talking about House the TV program....I gave up on it and came back to the party.
Did anyone find a straw?
Anima
We put the "hurt" on that bottle.
Good times, good times!!!!
It's Me
Takes too long sometimes to post.
Thank you anon616 for the straw!
hey K oooh how sweet of beautiful boy!
I like House but it is so hard for me to see HUgh Laurie serious, I have seen way too much comedy stuff with him, I saw Blackadder the other day and he was an evil german count, saying "Please accept my a-pol-ogies
(a poll o geez) for the inconwenience"
K, then pick a drink and tip up your cup!
Also, Beautiful People don't have a language.. it just seems that way when you're blinded by the light.
-A
Elena, there was some hurtin going on for sure. That bottle didn't have a chance!
*jumps up on Anon616 lap*
*nuzzles her cheek*
"Baa baaaa baa baaaaaaaa"
translation:
"I was sheepnapped!"
Hi, Shaunette!
You look very fetching, as always :)
oh elena how cool! thanks :)
Anima: YEP, blame it on Guns and Roses!
*starts singing*
"Loaded like a freight train
Flying like an airplane...."
;)
It's Me: You're welcome! Rum on the rocks, eh? Is it coconut rum?
Anyone seen Entropy lately? I heard she let the DJ loose, but did she keep his phone #?
Or is he still alive?
-A
I like House but it is so hard for me to see HUgh Laurie serious, I have seen way too much comedy stuff with him, I saw Blackadder the other day and he was an evil german count, saying "Please accept my a-pol-ogies
(a poll o geez) for the inconwenience"
I love that episode! I've seen every last one. I liked him best as Prince Regent though. "SAUSAGE TIME!"
There's my pretty girl!
*gives Shaunette a scratch on the head*
-A
Party
Welp, g'night you guys! Catch ya tomorrow.
Triston! How've you been?
I found a red wine the other day I think you'd like...
*rummages around her chair*
Here it is!
Dracula. No Shit.
-A
MJ!
What's your poison tonight? Rum? Whiskey? Vodka? Wine?
-A
O_O
OH NO! You were sheepnapped Shaunette? Who done it???
I shall hunt them down and make them pay!
Ooops sorry, I meant:
Baaa BAAA BAAAAA abaaa abaa baa
baaaa baaaaaaaaaaa baa baaaaaaaaa
bababaa!
You're safe now, Shaunette! I will protoct you with the flames of my breath (Night Train will do that) ;)
It's Me
anon616
Really do not like coconut...let me look at the lable...OH Bacardi Dark...perfect. Of course it was given...so all is good.
Party On! It is good to unwind every now and again.
Thank you all!
http://www.wickedwinesonline.com/
images/P/DracSyrah%20copy.jpg
Too buzzed to do an image link.
They sell it at a store nearby, I'm going to pick some up later on this week.
-A
K I love Blackadder, so many fantastic moments
I love the last 2 series especially, Hugh is so funny.
Such clever clever dialogue
hello shaunette
*scratches chin*
Amyranth said:
Wendy - The vampyre won't be jealous? Really, now ;)
The Vampyre spent his Saturday night playing at a bar called C Beevers Occasionally stealing smiles from the beautiful Barmaid between songs...who handed me a bunch of money at the end of the night, said it was OK to leave the equipment overnight,and wanted to go for a couple of drinks. She ran off a few ...um...hopeful stragglers... including my female singer who shot daggers at me as she left, counted up the bar in what I believe was record time and off we went...hmmm...did I get lucky with a bimbo?....
While 6 was searching for her camera and her "Aquaintance" was searching the shelves of an all night CVS Pharmacy for a Brittany Spears poster and baby oil....
I was in a quiet bar sharing drinks and pleasant conversation with a 32 year old,Lovely Blond Haired, Blue Eyed. San Diego Chargers Cheerleader with a Bachelors Degree in Mathematics from LSU and lovely scientifically enhanced boobies, that her rich very foolish husband abandoned with their eight year old beautiful daughter that she now has to raise alone....Yes Virginia...There is a Santa Clause
Thank You C. Powers...I owe you one!! ;)
Yes ..I was smart enough to keep my mouth shut and just listen to her talk to me for two hours.....am I like totally evil or what? All of that for being slightly charming, somewhat entertaining and a total gentleman. Which by the smile on her face as I left her..I will assume she does not get enough of.
To answer your question....no the vampyre is not jealous.
Just wanted to make that clear. :D
And a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you!
Took me forever to go back and read all of that...been a while since I have been here. ;)
How are all of you very lovely ladies tonight?
Hello Triston! I did try to staighten that out. Ohh...but, it wasn't Amy who said it! You're getting the "anths" confused ;)
Night K!
Before I forget, MissT tell DG that I want to see a pic of her tattoo. Err, actually I can tell her myself. That's silly.
Okay, well give her a big 'ole hug from me. One from you, a pause, and then one from me. :)
On a journal,
"
My friend went to a concert recently and over heard a girl talking with Frankie backstage.
This is what she heard being said; "How are you and Gerard and the rest of the band doing"
"I don't think I can take anymore of Gerard's bullshit thats for sure. I think I'm done with this whole thing."
"Frerard?"
"Not to frighten anyone but the WHOLE thing."
then he walked off.
Also at the most recent and last concert of MCR as the black parade, gerard played the last song and said a 'just in case' warning, that IF its their last song to ever be performed, to stay alive, and if it was their last concert to ever be performed, to keep their music alive.
"
It's Me
Same here. Coconut grosses me out so badly that I can't even attempt to enjoy Thai food because of it. Coconut rice, who's fucking genius idea was THAT?
-a
Hello Wendy...rrrrrrrr.....lol...Ergo Amy and everyone else!!!
Is a lovely somewhat cool night...I am loving it!
Are you leaving us already, It's Me?
Do you need a 'to go' cup for that Bacardi Dark? ;)
Mira and Amy.
The two Anths.
Wait, isn't Miranth a May baby too?
-A
It took me a half hour to read all of that and through two seperate postings....WOW!
I'm heading to bed as well. All you have a wonderful night and the best morning.
Amyranth, Happy Jappy Birthday!!!
♥ to all of you.
Wow. Did I break Blogger?
-A
Baa baaaaaa baaa baaaaaaa!
translation:
"It was all dark and scary"
Baaa baa baaaaa baa baaaa
translation
"But I managed to escape"
Baa baaaaaaaaaa baaa babaaaa!
translation
"They kept me for wool!"
*twirls in new chartreuse tutu*
Goodnight Anima! Have a great evening!
-A
Coconut cream and curry makes me ill. Just sayin.
Amy I will have what you are having. Goodnight KApu and hello Triston
That's a lovely new frock, Shaunette! Did you wear it especially for the party?
LOL Anima!
I won't even attempt that!
Shaunette, you're gonna be fine now, we don't keep you for wool!
-A actually doesn't like wool much.
HI triston how are you?
it was lovely of you to listen to your lady friend,I bet she doesn't get to just talk a lot
goodnight anima sweet dreams
I don't like coconut curries, Anima.
Goodnight anima
Alright then MJ!
A little bit of everything in a jug with XXX on the side!
LOL, kidding.
A Gibson Gold for the lady!
-A
LOL, Amy! There really is a DRACULA wine! O_O
Ergo: Thank you for the translations. Night Train makes understanding SHEEP a bit difficult!
I knew I should have stuck with Boone's Farm tonight.....
Martha: Have you chosen your poison yet?
*wonders where J and L are*
*sighs with relief*
*runs over to resurrected wreck and amyranth for a cuddle*
*eyes suspicious looking vampire*
<_<
Ergo...she had a lot to say...hmmmm
I had to make sure I was looking her in her face... :D
Well when I knew she had eye contact on me anyway.
*cuddles Shaunette and gives her a scratch behind the ear*
Goodnight Anima and sweet dreams!
*finds a bottle of GlenLivet in party sheep's wagon*
*does a happy dance*
Anybody want some?
Amy: What tunes do you want to hear?
Pssst......those well endowed male strippers we spoke of will be here in about 10 minutes! ;)
Thank you Amy. And I like Coconut. And I like rice. I think I like them together. But I don't like green eggs and ham
It's Me
Yes,I need to say good night...can't hang like I used to.
Thank you all for the rum, straw and party.
I saw an anon post something and hope it is not a party pooper.
Continue on to have a good time. Good party...good company.
I must say my good nights.
ummmm.......I really like coconut in cooking
so if it ever happens I'll eat your for you.
I don't really like rum at all though, except with dry and lime,. or white rum in pina coladas (theres the coconut again!)
>_>
eyes suspicious looking vampire like shaunette
wonders if it is a sheepnapper
>_<
and Triston will be gone in 5
goodnight It's me sweet dreams, thanks for coming by
Goodnight It's Me and sweet dreams to you!
You're going to miss the male strippers. We'll take pictures for you! ;)
Amy...Dracula wine....Is it in that nice pretty bottle they drank out of in the Lost Boys?
*grabs party sheep*
*sidles up to Anon616*
Bbbbbbst Baaa baabaa baaaaaaa baa baaaaaa?
translation:
"who is the vampire, does he like sheep?"
No sheep for me thank you!!
I really don't even eat mutton, Honestly.
MJ, I agree. Green Eggs and Ham are atrocious!
Goodnight Me! ;) Enjoy your rum, bring the empty back for a refund!
*gives Shaunette a good rub behind the ears* Poor little girl!
Yes Wendy, there is a Vampire Wine! I can't wait to try it!
-A
Night It's Me
Nice to see you here. Come back soon
Hello Shaunette...You are safe...I am full!
Triston, the bottle looks black, or smoky grey. I'm going to have to get a bottle tomorrow maybe and give it a shot.
If it doesn't drink well, it'll cook great!
-A
Martha Jones said...
Thank you Amy. And I like Coconut. And I like rice. I think I like them together. But I don't like green eggs and ham
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I love coconut, Martha! Especially Almond Joy candy bars.
I don't like Mounds though. I suppose I always 'feel like a nut'
;)
Hello Martha...How are you tonight sweetheart?
*looks at triston*
*decides he looks like he'd give nice pats*
*walks over*
Baaa baaa Baaaaaaa baa baaa baaaa
translation:
"hello I'm Shuanette one of the blog sheep"
shaunette said...
*grabs party sheep*
*sidles up to Anon616*
Bbbbbbst Baaa baabaa baaaaaaa baa baaaaaa?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
It's okay my little wooly loves!
I think he has been feed. Just stick close! ;)
*in sheep that would be:
Baa Baaa BAAAAAA Bababaaaa Ba ba ba ba ba Baa Baaaa Baaaaaa!
"I don't like Mounds though. I suppose I always 'feel like a nut'"
I feel lots of nuts.
Wait, what?
-A
Goodnight me. And hello Triston i am well how about your self.
Elena: When is TJ arriving in Kansas? Is she going to spend some time with you again? :)
Amyranth said...
"I don't like Mounds though. I suppose I always 'feel like a nut'"
I feel lots of nuts.
Wait, what?
-A
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
AMY!!!! The strippers said THAT is going to cost EXTRA! ;)
Martha I am a little tired, Spent the day Digging out a truckload of ginger root ( Thats the farm boy part of me) Breaking up a couple cords of wood, cleaning out an alleyway, Dragging 3 large Blue Tarps off of a roof....and I don't even want to think about the rest...and I am still wiped out from the weekend.
ummmm....you asked!
Wendyyyy!!! You were supposed to let me surprise them!
Jesus.
-A
Ladies ladies please...this conversation is nuts!
***gets jealous because Shaunette is too close to the vampire***
BAAAAAAAAAA
Runs around blog throwing Almond Joys at people. Because sometimes you feel like a nut.
Ooops, sorry Amy!
Hey, their manager doesn't know....
How about surprising him?
He looks pretty good! ;)
Shhhh....
sneak up on him quietly!
*runs back to party sheep*
*nuzzles him affectionately*
*missed him*
*runs around feeling a bunch of...
...
Almond Joys*
-A
A Triston could you have just paid some day labors to do that. That is way to much work
I was friends with a couple of dancers that lived with a couple of guys that were male strippers...I am sure I looked very disappointed at that news...She looked at me and smiled and said...don't worry sweety they very much have their own room and they very much are gay!!
Wendy
TJ says she might live here for a while. Oh the lure of the farm LOL
She's on a bus to KY right now to see her mom.
Kapunua I have been here from the start and you know who I am. I'm sorry about my abcense. I read about your plight and what happened to you here and I am so sorry to hear about it. People are sick, I can't believe it spilled over into real life. I know this can't make it better but I read about what your father said and he is right to have pride in you. I have this gift for you
gift
In case that doesn't work here's the link,
http://s255.photobucket.com/albums
/hh152/starweaver_photos/
?action=view¤t=joanofarc.jpg
I hope things look up for you soon.
Hello everyone it's good to see you again.
*catches Almond Joy*
Thanks Martha! I think I could use a little nourishment ;)
Ergo: Did you drink all the Scothch?
Triston: Glad to hear you had a nice Saturday night. Apocalyptica put on one hell of a show!!!!!
They were brilliant! As I knew they would be :D
Martha I do that sometimes...believe it or not work is kind of slow down here right now....and I don't mind getting my hands dirty...I like to stay in shape.
Amyranth said...
*runs around feeling a bunch of...
NUTS!
;p
I would have enjoyed seeing them...I had to play!! Thats the sacrifice...sometimes you miss out doing things you would rather do...like relax and watch someone else sweat over a hot guitar...or cello as the case may be.
Elena: I bet you have your own private party sheep! ;)
How's my future son in law, Jake?
Or, did he hook up with Anima's girl? Hmmm.....
Sandy Ann will be heartbroken if the answer is YES!
SWA?
Single White Anon?
-A
***nudges Shaunette towards the closet***
Well I guess that is one way of staying in shape.
Here have an almond joy ya nut
You just behave yourself in that closet, Party Sheep! Shaunette is a lady!
Speaking of staying in shape, apparently I'm getting a bike for my birthday because I need to stay in shape.
I'm going to hit him with that bike if he brings it home.
-A
sorry wendy real life called!
triston what an interesting life you lead!
elena you need pigs, I think TJ need to wrestle a pig, to truly be a farmgirl
party sheep said...
***nudges Shaunette towards the closet***
*eyes the party sheep*
Exactly HOW OLD are you Mister, and what are your intentions with my sheep?
-A
Yes...I am not the "Go to the gym type" I end up sitting around watching the girls do polatis in their little leatards.
I am sure I spelled these wrong!
elena you need pigs, I think TJ need to wrestle a pig, to truly be a farmgirl
Has she milked a cow yet?
Ridden a horse?
How about... wait, no that's gross.
-A
*blushes coyly at party sheep*
Triston: and they were sweating up there! I suppose flinging your hair round and round at about 100 miles per minute - while playing the cello - is quite a workout!
LOL..Ergo what a hard life I lead you mean!! Hahahaha
Triston said...
Yes...I am not the "Go to the gym type" I end up sitting around watching the girls do polatis in their little leatards.
I am sure I spelled these wrong!
Hard to think when there's no blood in your brain. ;)
-A
I shouldn't say that....sounds ungrateful.
lol....yes Amy.....VERY!
RAAAAAAAWR
This blog moves fast! ^_^
Mayonaise, when I read this, I imagined little Mayo-man coming out of his mother. Yes, birth. Then I read comments, and apparently I wasn't the only one to think that!
*cackles at Triston*
Sorry, like any good bull with a bit of fermented grain, I'm a bit of a nutter right now.
-A
***checks sheep pocket***
***has protoction***
***continues nudging Shaunette towards closet***
Damn...I keep flipping channels...Where the hell is my Paranormal State show...I haven't seen it in weeks.
Mayonaise was born, and unto us it was exclaimed:
"Ew! On the blog? Man, who's gonna clean this up?"
And it was good.
Amen-eranth.
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