Upon arrival, there isn’t nearly enough air to fill my lungs, so in desperation, I scream. Pulling in all that I can because suddenly I feel empty. The comfortable heavy warmth in my chest has been displaced by vacuum. I have no control over where I am. My arms and legs, unbound, find freedom a challenge. And, although I feel hands pulling and fingers pressing, I have no idea why. It is cold. So, I reach for warmth and I find it in purity. I know where I came from; I did not want to leave and with grief comes depth and in the deep I find surrender. It was warm and I swam in it before I knew you. I would go back, but that was before I saw your eyes, before I was pulled into this world and onto your lap a sloppy mess. I need you and without you I am sure I would not thrive.
p.s. i can only imagine.
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even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
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something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
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“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
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«Oldest ‹Older 3801 – 3954 of 3954Again, goodnight Anima! xx
Goodnight Anima!
-A hates her computer
Also that in the end, who likes me and who doesn't is out of my hands anyway.
Whew, I just can't quit tonight!
Thanks, Ergo! ^_^
Anima, when we talk next, I would like to hear more about this.
'Night!
Goodnight Anima! I love your Charo story.
J
Hi and bye Kapunua.
When did this sandbox become all about who likes whom and who doesn't?
Seriously.
Go back to building your castles, and finding your seashells.
-A
Hello tj how are you.
goodnight kapu and anima
GAHHH!
ANd how the heck did this young man get left off the list of compelling lead singers?
;)
OMG I am really going to bed now! Yeah, really!
Hello Amy
Excuse me, Amyranth, but if you don't like me talking about it, you can easily skip over it.
hey there cupcake -- you know it's not really sewing until you shed blood. people think it's a gentle pastime, but they're quite mistaken about that. :)
and anon who thinks i've lost it -- hell, i never had it. i married myself back when i was in high school. (we had it annulled, but remain friends to this day.)
and then for awhile, i told everyone i was from mars.
i walked in the snow barefoot because i liked the way my feet would hurt and go red.
the teddy bear...?
believe me...there's context for him. it's a long story, and for the most part, you would have to have been there and/or be a member of the sca, so i won't bother to go into it here.
but, seriously.
sanity is for chumps.
Oh Adam....
That looks like fun.
and hey martha. :)
i'm catching up. i'm slow tonight.
*claps amy*
and anima met charo! awesome!! Chukki chukki!
You're right TJ, you know what? homemaking is like a bloodsport. Seriously.
sanity is for chumps
Ain't that the truth!!!!!
Kapunua said...
Excuse me, Amyranth, but if you don't like me talking about it, you can easily skip over it.
Let yer guard down, I was saying I agree with you.
It shouldn't matter if Mayo likes any of us or not.
-A
oh K I thought amy meant for the anons to quit bringing it up
Kapunua, please do not pay any attention to the anons. How would they know what Mayo thinks.
cupcake, it certainly isn't anything like what martha stewart used to do, that's for sure! lol
hey, elena, would you like to share my straitjacket? there's plenty of room...
I'm not meaning to be hurtful Kapu I hope you know that.
Look, I'm just going to say this one thing and shut up, okay? K, you still won't talk to me, despite apologies, entreaties, and assorted other crap. I just don't get it. I had a tantrum and said mean things about you on a blog. Didn't attack your livelihood, your family, none of that. Yet, still, you will talk to anons and not me. And guess what homeslice, you have talked to me, just under anon names. Are we both just pretending now? Do you know it's me and you just pretend not to know? I don't know, I'm confused. I don't even know what I'm saying, except I would still like to donate to your bird sanctuary. If you don't want to lose face on the damn blog, just call me names and shit on here and then just email me or something. I honestly don't understand how what I did is worse than what others have done to you in real life.
Kapunua, please do not pay any attention to the anons. How would they know what Mayo thinks.
PLEASE NOTICE THAT KAPUNUA AGREED WITH THEM!
*whispers*
TJ you know the closet of doom? There really is a straitjacket in there.
1:01 she didn't agree, fool, it was a general comment.
How does anyone really know how people feel unless they tell them directly!
Hallo Cuppy, Carrie, and anyone else who has arrived.
Man, it was FRIGGING hot here today!
-A
I'd also like to add that, yeah, sure it bugs me when the anons--both mean and well-meaning--tell me that Mayo doesn't like and is done with me etc. I mean, that's never pleasant to hear, you know?
But like the situation outside of BlogBelieve, unpleasantness does not preclude truth.
Tj I always love:
"you're just jealous because the voices only talk to me"
and your teddy is cute, but straight jackets? You could be an escapologist.
hi carrie
*gasp*
really, elena? you know i'm going to need to see it...
and why on earth don't you use it on papa bear when he's being a pain?
how hot was it amyranth?
Hey Amy, I did not get that luxury today, it was still very chilly. More like early Fall than early Spring.
Hi Amy, how's life?
J
Hot Amy? lucky you, I was freezing my ass off today.
I've decided to no longer leave the comfort of my warm house. lol
You made me feel emo.
Hey Ergo!
ergo, i saw that you were making friendly with my teddy bear...
you know, he's very very susceptible to praise. that bear has the biggest ego in the world, i kid you not.
I am hosting a teen birthday party tomorrow night and I am petrified.
hello amy and carrie how are you
I am hosting a teen birthday party tomorrow night and I am petrified.
Hi Carrie.
Oh and be afraid, be VERY afraid!:P
EEk Cupcake! You are not allaying my fears, you naughty girl!And hey MJ, looking forward to you in the Doctor Who tomorrow night.
Guess what, homeslice, I would have emailed you this to spare the blog this ridiculousness, but you don't even have a profile, thus forcing me to do this here, since you refuse to just get over it.
K, you still won't talk to me, despite apologies, entreaties, and assorted other crap.
No Carrie, you never apologized, and what's more is that I don't really want or need you to, if you can understand that.
I just don't get it. I had a tantrum and said mean things about you on a blog. Didn't attack your livelihood, your family, none of that. Yet, still, you will talk to anons and not me.
It's not your business who I talk to. Some anons, I know I've talked to them before. Others, I try to ignore them. It's just plain weird that you've paid that much attention. Also, I like it when I know where I stand with people. Some folks--anons especially--don't like me and they make that clear. They don't just snap randomly one day after spending a few weeks harassing me anonymously and then come out signed in and freak out, after I've spent time chatting and being friendly with them.
And guess what homeslice, you have talked to me, just under anon names.
That's creepy.
. Are we both just pretending now? Do you know it's me and you just pretend not to know?
No, I didn't know it was you. And again: that's creepy.
If you don't want to lose face on the damn blog, just call me names and shit on here and then just email me or something.
Lose face on the blog? WTF? That's the silliest threat I've ever heard. Man, go crazy, say what you want. O_o
And for the record, to everyone else: yeah, I was agreeing with those anons. Sure it bugs me if Mayo doesn't like me, but there's a good case for it. However it's out of my hands, so what can I do? That's my point.
I swear to god I'm so finished. I'm going to bed and I'll talk to some of you folks tomorrow, damn.
12:44, hi Mayo!
Hi Carrie, hi Entropy, come join the, uh, fun!
J
It's a blog. Sure, feelings can be hurt, but it's still not real life. It's not the same as looking someone in the face and seeing the devastating pain in their eyes.
oh carrie a brave thing to do
TJ how well has he gone with the world domination thing?
Sorry Carrie, but I'm still a teenager, I know what we're like! haha, just kidding, I'm sure it'll be fine.
I agree with the anon from 1:14 which is what makes it so easy for people to pick at other's and say, he doesn't like you, or make you loose your job. But if you could see each other in real life this would not happen.
sadly, ergo, i think his plan has stalled. he's easily distracted by pizza, you see.
Carrie is blackmailing Kapu?? THIS I WANT TO SEE! Spill the beans!!! She said it was Ok!
Yeah ummmm, okay. Whatever, stepping away now, like far away. Into the normal town. I didn't harass you before, um, you know, what, doesn't matter. have a good life, and stuff. Good luck with that.
Hey Carrie
I'm gonna be sending you an e-mail.
Anon at 1:19 is that what you want? Blackmailing and MORE fighting?! Is that what you want on this blog? Then you're worse then the ones actually doing it!
"maybe he wants to go back to being Garry"
he wants to be Spongebob's snail?
;)
Elena you're just so........ OBVIOUS...
Ergo, I love you for that. :D
Never change.
And besides, it's better than being Patrick.
J
I love spongebob... I love cartoons.
I used to love this one show called Angry Beavers. That was a cool show.
I'm probably one of those people that should be seen and not heard. haha
Anonymous said...
Elena you're just so........ OBVIOUS...
Really? If I'm so obvious how come I don't know what your talking about? I mean if it's obvious shouldn't I get it?
Cupcake,
I LOVE TWO ANGRY BEAVERS!!! And Ren and Stimpy, and Two Stupid Dogs...so many good cartoons!
Have you seen a new one called "Chowder"? I love it!
J
Cupcake I love Angry Beavers!
I still watch it when it's on Nick.
I'm amazed that people can't seem to leave Kapunua alone. Disgusted too.
Please don't fight.
You do get it Elena. But obviously you're going to pretend you're not a part of it because if Mayo found out you think he'd be upset with you and you can't have that.
I LOVE TWO ANGRY BEAVERS!!!
O_O
Sheep in the Big City!
yeah 1:23, what's so obvious? You don't know everything.
J, Ergo.... YOU ROCK! :)
As do Daggett and Norbert.
There would be less attacks if Mayo wasn't a total PUSSY.
don't you mean pussy-whipped?
Anonymous said...
You do get it Elena. But obviously you're going to pretend you're not a part of it because if Mayo found out you think he'd be upset with you and you can't have that.
WHAT? Honestly I have no idea what you are talking about. If Mayo found out? Found out what?
You're all too afraid to stand up to Mayo, or to ask him to say something for YOU because you all know that at the drop of a hat, he can waste this entire blog and that's what you're the most afraid of.
Mayo holds what you want to keep. He has you all by the balls and he knows it.
love Daggett, I love the episode he brings down the plane, and stinky toe and the one with the water park and the one Norb gets sleep eating and .....
brb
No, actually I think he has all of YOU whipped!
Ergo, the stinkytoe was fabulous. Do you remember the one with the weird voodoo house? does anyone?
That was my favorite. :)
emm...most of us don't have balls
Anon, too bad I lost my balls a long time ago. I only have the girly bits left. heeheehee
Hell, I've never tiptoed around Mayo. Why should anyone? He's JUST ANOTHER GUY.
J
it is a figure of speech. Haven't you ever heard of that??
Mayo holds what you want to keep. He has you all by the balls and he knows it.
If Mayo has me by the ball that's some trick. Last time I looked I didn't have balls. Wait let me look again....
Nope no balls
No OPS, you just kiss his ass all the time. I don't blame you, he cn shut this whole thing down so he must be appeased!!
Also because you STILL think it is Gerard Way.
Uh figure of speech...
It's best to use one that applies
Um, no offense, but I know how to get in contact with the people I care about here. Mayo holds no sway over me. Sorry Mayo!
*sighs*
Just another day in Blogbelieve.
So yeah, hot. It was 28 degrees celcius here. 82.4, for you yanks that don't get centigrade.
We had to seperate and transplant some trees that were growing in the backyard, a Maple and a Cherry. Hopefully everything went well, we have to keep an eye on them for the next few days.
And of course, what else is there to do on a blistering hot summer day than garden? Part of the yard is ripped up, I'm almost thinking it might be better to go over the flower beds with a lawnmower, seeing as it's all full of weeds and grass now. :p
-A
What a bunch of suckers with a bunch of suck UPS.
No, it's a mutually codependent relationship.
Yeah!
It's a sense of humor. You ever heard of that?
Goodbye, Anons. You're boring.
Cupcake, Ergo, SHEEP! I loved that one. Cartoons are just more fun than anything.
J
Mayo hasn't got anyone by the balls, except for maybe himself. If he does, that's his own private thing, and I don't think he needs me to be a part of it. :P
-A
1:37 no one thinks it's GW.
GW is too busy trying to transfer his genes to his wife.
No self deluded rock star would spend any time here.
The OPS are too busy drooling over MCR and being fangirls to even think that Mayo isn't Gerard. That is why they are always kissing his ass. Fortunately for them that kind of ass kissing works on Gerard!
Anon we can ask Mayo all we want to do something but at the end of the day if he doesn't want to do something he's not going to do it.
It has nothing to do with being held by the balls or being pussy whipped.
*yawns*
Well, a wolf never begs.
That's funny coming from someone who is spendign MONTHS trying to get his attention and talking to him all the time!! You might have stopped saying good night to him and stopped with the poetry but you still tried to talk to him the last time he came on! And it looks like he put you in your place yet again! So are you done BEGGING yet Lapdog?
blogger sucks ass
the only person kissing Gerard's ass is his wife.
Anonymous said...
No self deluded rock star would spend any time here.
No rock star period.
-A
anons who are rubbishing Kapunua. Why are you so concerned who Mayo does, or does not pay attention to?
the only person kissing Gerard's ass is his wife.
And all the fans he mislead, and all the screaming fans at the concerts, and all the fangirls and boys.
And all of the fangirls that reside HERE on this blog.
Especially the ones who pretend to be into the music but are just into Frank or Gerard.
Cupcake, I'm sorry, in all the confusion I don't think I properly greeted you, so hi Cupcake, and thank you for scaring me even more about the party tomorrow night
ugh.
i'm tired and fading fast and the sudden infestation isn't worth staying up for.
sorry, friends. see you all tomorrow.
No rock star period.
-A
I'll come back when I'm a rock star Amy!
Anon at 1:45, did you NOT read Kapunua's message that she got the message about Mayo not liking her? She said it bothered her but she understood it, maybe it is time to just leave her alone! How would you feel?!
But I may not be here if I'm in a crappy garage band that fails and I end up living in a cardboard box.
Anonymous said...
The OPS are too busy drooling over MCR and being fangirls to even think that Mayo isn't Gerard. That is why they are always kissing his ass. Fortunately for them that kind of ass kissing works on Gerard!
May 16, 2008 1:43 AM
Ok, let's dissect this comment.
"Too busy drooling over MCR and being fangirls to even think Mayo isn't Gerard."
First of all, you have split an infinitive. I know how bad usage of grammatical rules sets your teeth on edge, Anon.
Second of all, what sense does this make? "Too busy...to (even) think Mayo isn't Gerard." Wouldn't it make more sense to say, "Not to think even that Mayo isn't Gerard"?
"That is why they're always kissing his ass."
I personally do not care to kiss Gerard Way's ass, although it would not be unpleasant. You must have me mixed up with L. I'M the "Frank's-cock-is-all-there-is" half of the team, remember? Sheesh. Get it right.
"That kind of ass-kissing works on Gerard."
Ok, here's where it gets tricky. YOU say Mayo isn't Gerard. You say WE think he is.
If you don't think Mayo's Gerard, why do you think our supposed "ass-kissing" works on him?
Hmm. Things to ponder, things to wonder.
J
1:50, all that goes with the territory, they keep him in a job.
Besides, he married the BIGGEST fan girl!
but are just into Frank or Gerard.
what about Ray!
I can be pathetically fangirl too!!
The takeover, the sweeping insensitivity of this still life.
So you like Ray, Ergo? ;)
the truth sets you free
cupcake i'll buy your cd, you just need to get onto triple J
goodnight Tj sweet dreams
Goodnight TJ, keep an eye on your bear, there...
Ergo, knock your socks off! And Martha, aren't you a Bob fan? Let's hear from you too!
Now all we need is a Mikey-girl, and we're complete!
J
yes cupcake I am a Ray fan, though Gerard and Frank are very lovely looking, there is just something about that man :)
but are just into Frank or Gerard.
You left out Bob! And Mikey and Ray, too.
Goodnight Teej, get better soon.
-A
all those years
they were here first
Nighty night TJ!
Ergo, damn right you will! you ALL will! mwha ha ha!
J, I like them all, so I kind of count as a Mikey girl.
Goodnight tj
I think I'm gonna takeoff too. Snuggle on the couch some before bed.
I hope the house is cool enough to sleep in :/
Goodnight Lovelies!
Goodnight Mayo and SS!
Don't let any of this BS keep you up at night.
-A
Ray is pretty electric on stage Ergo.
Anonymous Anonymous said...
but are just into Frank or Gerard.
You left out Bob! And Mikey and Ray, too.
May 16, 2008 2:01 AM
What about Matt, Brain and worm
Goodnight Amy, sleep well. :)
mayo,
i normally prefer to wait until a more quiet time in which to say good night to you, but i honestly need to go to bed.
i'm so tired...and i know it's because i slept poorly on the road and now i'm sick, as well, but it's crazy. i barely lay down and i'm out for two hours.
and i like it. i want to sleep all the time. i want to dream all the time. i dream i'm back on the road, back in the crowd watching a show, and things are different, a little easier, a little less fearful.
i could close my eyes and dream right now.
but it's over. it's a wonderful memory. i did what i could, reached out as much as i could, made as many friends as i could.
it will never be over in my heart.
and whatever is to come from this experience, whatever it is that will grow will be rich and magical and exactly what ought to be.
i have no doubts about that.
it was such a wonderful trip. i'm so grateful.
mayo-sama, in your own journeys, in your own adventures, take care, ok? be careful with yourself.
good night to you, my friend.
J I don't think we have a Mikey-girl! We may need to recruit one
Goodnight Amy, make sure Lear doesn't hear any of this bad language.
Tell him Sparkle sends him a big "squeezy hug".
BUT NO KISSES.
Cupcake, you definitely count as a Mikey-girl!
J
What about Matt, Brain and worm
I love Brains.
*snickergiggle*
-A
Martha Jones said...
Anonymous Anonymous said...
but are just into Frank or Gerard.
You left out Bob! And Mikey and Ray, too.
May 16, 2008 2:01 AM
What about Matt, Brain and worm
May 16, 2008 2:04 AM
And James.
Goodnight amy
What else should I be
All apologies
What else should I say
Everyone is gay
What else could I write
I dont have the right
What else should I be
All apologies
In the sun
In the sun I feed as one
In the sun
In the sun
Im married
Buried
I wish I was like you
Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything is my fault
Ill take all the blame
Aqua seafoam shame
Sunburn with freezerburn
Choking on the ashes of her enemy
All in all we all are
J,
I told him, and he wrinkled his nose, but blushed a little.
That boy.
-A
Good j! and I can be back up everyone else girl too.
See? I have a purpose! :P
goodnight TJ (again)
Ray is awesomely electric on stage cupcake
MJ
Matt and Brian ok, Worm just don't see it (sorry worm)
Very true, Anon, we shouldn't leave James out! Or Matt, or Worm. Brian, he's management, I don't think he's in the same category.
You know who we CAN'T leave out, though (Elena, you know who I mean):
MATTY.
J
CC, you know, I think Wendy might have a soft spot for Matt Cortez. ;)
Weeeeeeeen-deeeeeeeeeeee...where ARE you?
Come tell us about your soft spot for MC!
J
goodnight Amy sweet cuddles and sweeter dreams
oh goodness the list keeps getting bigger!
You're right Ergo, Ray is definitely worthy of being called awesomely electric. He seems like a really nice guy too.
Goodnight guys, will probably be back for moral support tomorrow when I'm hosting a teen sleepover. Ack!!!
soft spot for MC? The eye candy wasn't he?
Goodnight Carrie, sleep well.
goodnight carrie sweet dreams
Goodnight carrie
Goodnight Carrie, good luck tomorrow!
*starts praying now for Carrie's survival*
J
Eye candy? Did I miss an entire conversation?
Mine was more a joke, but...hmm...I may have to investigate...
J
Just for general info, K does have my email, since I've emailed her at least a couple times. Stop trying to be all martyr, yeah, we get it, you're Joan of Arc. Whatever, I'm over it.
J wasn't it Frank who said Matt was the eye candy in some interview?
back when he was first subbing for Mikey
oh add to the cartoons - All Looney Tunes, I am Weasel, and Cow and Chicken
Well, at least the hinky anons left. There's a plus.
I see I missed out on the "singer" conversation from earlier. Let's see, who's on my list?
Gerard
Frank (yes, Frank, from Pencey Prep days)
Elvis Costello
Adam Ant
Steve and Ed from Barenaked Ladies (YAY ERGO!)
Neil and Tim Finn (Crowded House)
Bono
Simon le Bon
Lyle Lovett
Rob Thomas
Robert Palmer RIP
Stevie Ray Vaughan RIP
Glenn Tilbrook (Squeeze)
Amy Lee
Annie Lennox
Melissa Etheridge
Gwen Stefani (in her No Doubt days)
Pat Benatar
Sting
Siouxsie Sioux
Billy Joel
Billie Joe Armstrong
Robert Smith
I think I'm gonna have to make parts outta this one...too many singers!
J
Ergo I think it was Gerard who said that, during PR. I think. He said something about somebody's ass, too. ???
As Miss T would say, Aw bless.
Matt looks a lot like Frank to me, but...well...not AS goodlooking.
*waits quietly for anons to start chewing on leg*
J
Sorry I disappeared again!
Oh yeah!
Debbie Harry
k.d. lang
John Doe (X)
I Am Weasel, Cow and Chicken...oh I love Weasel! Well, I love Baboon, he's too funny. Looney Tunes, hey, L and I get some of our best lines from Bugs et al! The whole "rabbit season/duck season" routine, the "no more for me, thanks, I'm driving" scene, the "YOICKS! and away!", the "OOOH I'm hurt bad!", too too many to name.
Of the newer cartoons, I love Chowder, like I said; Ed, Edd, n Eddy; Powerpuff Girls; My Gym Partner's a Monkey is pretty good; Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends (especially the ones featuring Cheese). I like pretty much any cartoon. Anime too. Yu-Gi-Oh is a big favorite here, as is Inuyasha and Sailor Moon.
J
could have been Gerard actually., J now I think about it.
oh I mentioned Tim and Neil Finn too! Do you know Split Enz? It was the band before Crowded House. I went and saw them year before last on a reunion tour, I have seen them 4 times and I love them. I didn't like Crowded Hoses songs as much as Split Enz, they were quirkier.
I had such a crush on Neil as a teen too
I used to play sailor moon with my friends.
new post
Oh yeah, Ergo, Split Enz! I saw them on MTV and fell for the sound. "One Step Ahead" has always been one of my favorite songs; it was the one I saw on MTV that day.
I loved MTV, you could find all kinds of new bands there. When they actually played VIDEOS there.
Do you remember Mental As Anything? "If You Leave Me, Can I Come Too"? And Madness? Good times.
J
I really like Fairly Odd Parents, Kappa Mikey, Danny Phantom, Sitting Ducks and I have just discovered Tak And the Power of Juju
oh and we could go back to Astroboy,Battle of the Planets etc for animee too
Buggery hell!
I must go. Goodnight people of blogbelieve.
*hugs for all*
xoxo cupcake
Kapunua said...
Guess what, homeslice, I would have emailed you this to spare the blog this ridiculousness, but you don't even have a profile, thus forcing me to do this here, since you refuse to just get over it.
K, you still won't talk to me, despite apologies, entreaties, and assorted other crap.
No Carrie, you never apologized, and what's more is that I don't really want or need you to, if you can understand that.
Carrie DID aplogize. More than once. You are incapable of forgiveness.
Did you ever apologize to Bleeding Chaos for saying she was stupid and dense? Did you apologize to Mya, Angel, The Original Punks? People you called idiots, dillusional, worthless?
you are incapable of admitting you are wrong.
I really like Fairly Odd Parents, Kappa Mikey, Danny Phantom, Sitting Ducks and I have just discovered Tak And the Power of Juju
oh and we could go back to Astroboy,Battle of the Planets etc for animee too
rt
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