Upon arrival, there isn’t nearly enough air to fill my lungs, so in desperation, I scream. Pulling in all that I can because suddenly I feel empty. The comfortable heavy warmth in my chest has been displaced by vacuum. I have no control over where I am. My arms and legs, unbound, find freedom a challenge. And, although I feel hands pulling and fingers pressing, I have no idea why. It is cold. So, I reach for warmth and I find it in purity. I know where I came from; I did not want to leave and with grief comes depth and in the deep I find surrender. It was warm and I swam in it before I knew you. I would go back, but that was before I saw your eyes, before I was pulled into this world and onto your lap a sloppy mess. I need you and without you I am sure I would not thrive.
p.s. i can only imagine.
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even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
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something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
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“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
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I can't really describe it.
But I LOVE The First 48.
-A
Paperheart!!!!!!
*pounce tackle hugs and smooches*
*places party hat on Paper's head*
Glad you could join the party!!!!
I've missed you, love!
RAWR, PH!! :D
AMY LOL.
Wow. Way to make that the first comment!
I just wanted to pop in before going to bed and say hello. It's been one long fucking day.
SOOOOOOOOO
HELLO
and
Goodnight
<3
LOL Amy!!!!
I want what you're drinking now!
;)
IT'S PAPAERHEART!
There's cider in the fridge for you, young lady. ;)
-A
Wendy I don't know....sounds rough! The Cello is one instrument I have never attempted....the sound was always so sad to me...ala Addagio For Strings....just triggers the sad gene in me I guess.
WENDY! *flying bear hug*
I've missed you, my dear!
RW, *squeeze*
^_^
There's cider in the fridge for you, young lady. ;)
Uhmmm...
Excuse me?!
Bring on the vodka shots!
RW: There you are! Do you need a refill? Exactly what were you doing out in that gazebo? Hmmmm........
Sorry I had to go throw the husband out of the house. (send him to work)
Anyway,
Wendy tell Sandy Ann there is nothing to worry about. He's crazy about only her.
Amy - TJ rode a Harley when she was here. And no we don't have pigs or cows. Just dog and cats! Oh and teens.
0_0
I'd love an amaretto sour, Anon 616 :)
HI PH *HUG*
RW meant to say before Flight of the Concord are so funny!
*squeezes PH*
paperheartxx said...
WENDY! *flying bear hug*
I've missed you, my dear!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
*tackles Paper again*
I've missed you too!!!!!
Are work, school, guitar lessons and life all still good?
I hope so!
I lurve Flight of the Conchords, EP!
*gets bumped by party sheep*
*wonders what else is in party sheeps pocket*
*or if he's just happy to see her*
resurrected wreck said...
0_0
I'd love an amaretto sour, Anon 616 :)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Your wish is my command! ;)
*passes a double amaretto sour to RW*
It's only amaretto and you're not driving! :D
Thankees, Anon 616 :)
Wendy, it's Holy Wine. Duh.
The Old Testa-naise.
1:1
And on the First Day, Mayonaise created BlogBelieve. It was bright, beautiful, clean, and precious the inhabitants.
On the Second Day, Mayonaise brought many to his land, BlogBelieve. They looked, and a great wonder fell upon them. And they called it Good.
On the Third Day, Mayonaise gave word to BlogBelieve.
"I will never leave you, for lo, I need you as much as you need me.
That was hard to write with my hand in my pants."
And it was good.
On the Fourth Day, Mayonaise brought to Blogbelieve a great and enduring wisdom.
"Everything is bigger in and below TEXAS my friends."
The populus contemplated this, and after much hilarity, it was also deemed good.
On the Fifth Day, Mayonaise gave the residents of Blogbelieve their Holy Names. That Which Must Be Called, is now The Lovelies.
And it was good.
On the Sixth Day, Mayonaise left his credit card on the hallside table.
And it was FUCKING GOOD.
On the Seventh Day, Mayonaise looked over all he had created. HE then shook his head and locked himself in his Heaven, while imparting a final wisdom upon The Lovelies:
"Just don't go into the Upper Right Hand Drawer."
And it was good.
This ends the Old Testa-naise.
-A
ELEEEEEEEEEEENA! *HUG*
I've gotten your email my dear, just haven't gotten to reply yet! *hug*
Ergo! *hug*
Are work, school, guitar lessons and life all still good?
I hope so!
Work is good. They've been cutting back my hours, when now I don't want them to because summer holidays is coming up and I need to save for a car! Uggh, they never make the schedule to my liking! :P
School is getting hardcore. Exams coming up, so the whip is cracking! AHHH.
Guitar lessons are the same. Still doing jazz. Right now, I'm doing this Frank Sinatra song. ^_^
How are yoooooooou?!
Is Kapunua going to apologize for all the defamatory comments she made about those people?
***wonders if Shaunette noticed the huge lump of love***
***raises sheep brows***
Anonymous said...
Is Kapunua going to apologize for all the defamatory comments she made about those people?
Who on the what now?
-A
amyranth your first comment and the Old testa-naise are great
Ergo, one or two more shots of whiskey and I should be able to get most of the New Testa-naise done too.
-A wonders what the Catholic Church REALLY did with all that wine.
amyranth said...
On the Fourth Day, Mayonaise brought to Blogbelieve a great and enduring wisdom.
"Everything is bigger in and below TEXAS my friends."
The populus contemplated this, and after much hilarity, it was also deemed good.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Exceptionally GOOD with donuts!!!
;)
That's great Amy!!! Hey, you gave US a present on YOUR birthday.
Thank you!
http://www.greencloud.net/
greencloudkungfu@msn.com
That is the place she goes to work out that is their email address. She is not as anonymous as she think's she is and she lied abotu her last name!!!
Paper: I've been well (and good too), thanks for asking!
I'm sorry to hear work is still screwing up your schedule. You would thing summer vacations is when they would INCREASE your hours, not cut back....
Wendy, I believe that on one's birthday, one shouldn't be a selfish bastard and withhold presents.
Needless to say, I attended a lot of parties full of selfish bastards.
-A
Hello Ph.
Anon are you going to apologize for being an asshole
I'll sort it out soon Six! May Long is this weekend!! Yaaaaay!
I intend to party (maybe) and enjoy myself (a must)!
Well, I'm truly off to bed.
Goodnight Everyone!<3
MAAAAAAAARTHA! *hug*
=] I hope you are feeling well today!
I'll talk to YOU tomorrow! ;)
<3
Kapunua's friends lets see..... Which one of her 'brothers' is she stalking???
Anon Kapu beat you to the punch she already posted her info. So why don't you just grow up. Or better yet take you ass to bed you still have to go to school in the morning.
Goodnight Ph
anon GO AWAY PLEASE
I think you've all done enough and seeing as she isn't even here bringing it up is both rude and pointless
what on earth do you want us to do? I think you are well aware of our opinions on this.
So drop it.
*stumbles into party a WEEEEEEEEE bit late*
*looks around for Birthday Girl*
AMYRANTH!! WHERE ARE YOU? HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
*sets present down on floor*
*sets Sparkle down on floor as well*
Cool! Drinks!
J
Na Wahine O Ka Mokupuni Lo'ihi are available for hire for parties, lu'aus, benefits, festivals, and any other family oriented function. We are a professional, highly trained Polynesian dance troupe. Message me here for more info if you are interested. As for me, I am a professional Hula-Polynesian dancer (obviously,) wildlife rehabber, kennel attendant, vet assisstant and Kung Fu student (green sash, I started in 2/05) out here on the East end of the Beautiful Island of Long.
HAHAHAHAHA Not anymore stupid bitch!
goodnight PH sweet dreams
*tosses back another whiskey*
Listen, you fruity little shitstain, if anyone's got a fucking round of apologies to make, it's you for being a creepy little stalkery motherfucker.
Do yourself a favour, and stalk someone FAMOUS who can slap your worm filled little ass with a restraining order.
And get the FUCK out this house!
It's clearly the same sick little cockmongler in here every night, and I've got no fucking problem calling in a few favours to find out WHO you are. I'm sure there are some rather nice police officers who would LOVE to help me as well.
Take the fucking hint.
-A
HAAAY J!!!
How's it GOING?
I've not had enough whiskey it seems.
-A
Hello J how are you
Anon just fuck off.
Who said the Kap girl is ugly??? Thats Ludicrous!! There isn't a damn thing wrong with her!! Play nice anons.......The Vamp said "He Would" :)
'Night.
Is she ever going to apologize to Mayo for always fucking bugging him every time he comes here??
RW: Are you ready for another amaretto sour?
Elena: Haven't you finished that second bottle of Mad Dog yet? ;)
Triston: How can you say THIS sounds sad?
Apocalyptica feat Corey Taylor I'm Not Jesus
That music makes me happy, not sad! :D
hello J
oh to your conversation the other night, I wouldn't say Ray is "good looking' , Gerard is very good looking to me, but there is something about his eyes and his smile and his manner which makes him attractive, plus of course the MAJIK FINGER SKILLZ lol
I think he'd be a real sweet heart
go to go for a bit, be back
Goodnight RW! Thanks for hanging out!
-A
Hello all
"the vampire" is a drunk fuck with whisky goggles who would hit anything so your opinion on her looks means nothing. She is a toothless ugly HAG.
BAAAAABAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
translation: Shaunetttttttttttttte!!!
*runs over to big sister*
*nuzzles Shaunette lovingly*
*notices Party Sheep for the first time*
Baa ba baa? Baaa baa baaaa baaa baaaaa ba baa...mmmphbb mmphbbbb!
translation: Who are you? What's that big lumpy thing on your...Mama stop!
*wishes Mama J wouldn't put her hand over my mouth like that*
Anonymous said...
Is she ever going to apologize to Mayo for always fucking bugging him every time he comes here??
Are you EVER going to go fuck your hat?
-A
*closet door opens*
*small tiara falls out*
*hoof pulls door shut again*
Night RW.
Triston Kapu doesn't like to be called kap
CUP CAAAAAKE!
I don't see your picture on People's 50 Most Beautiful Anon.
-a
probably 'beautiful' LOL!! boy! I wonder if he would like to know how she feels towards him??
*sorry, I was stuck on youtube*
J!!!!!!!!!!!! How are you? It's about time you got here!
*pulls sheet around her*
BAAAA! Baa baaaaa baaaaa!
traanslation
"SPARKLE! Um this is mummy's ....friend*
*thinks she needs to have a talk with sparkle*
*about the birds and the bees*
Hello Amy :)
Eliza was talking about her mom not Gerard.
The Cello goes well with the Drones you get on your guitar when you tune down to 430 and drop D....That seems to be very popular these days in newer music. Lifehouse...Hanging by a moment! I love that sound.
Why do we have sheep porn going on in the closet.
Are you happy that Kapu lost her job?
Kapunua 25 Dec 2007 10:37 AM
Hey Sihing! How's it goin' brother? Miss you like WHOA.
Yes, anon.
Goodnight and sweet dreams to Paper and RW!
Elena: WHEW! That is a relief! I shall tell Sandy Ann the wedding is a go! ;)
Cupcake!!!!! There's my new bride!
I was wondering where you were too. Hmmm....I was beginning to think the honeymoon was over, already! ;)
*wonders why the closet door is shaking*
Hello CC
Kapunua STILL thinks she was right to bitch about "assault" YEH RIGHT that probably never even happened! She deserves every thing she gets even though she will never admit it..
Are you happy to stalk her?
Sorry anon...I didnt notice the toothless thing...so I can hardly comment...as far as drinking tonight....no...as far as hitting anything.........that would be another no!
Many are called.....few are chosen.
*snickers with Shaunette*
You mean mommy's SPECIAL friend!
;)
Hey Wendy, kinda slow today, I haven't felt quite "right" all day. Concert-lag, I believe. :D
I heard that Apocalyptica song on the radio today! I liked it, it's pretty cool. I also heard "Animals" by NICKELBACK, of all people! I really liked it, and I don't care for NB AT ALL.
Hey MJ, Triston, Ergo, Cupcake, Elena (we need to talk on the phone, my girl! In the AM, maybe?), Party Sheep, Shaunette, and of course, AMY! Are you enjoying your birthday?
Goodnight to PH and RW, sorry I missed you!
Intruding Obnoxious Anons, no one invited you to this party. So shag your nasty asses out the do', you dig? Otherwise our Vampire will be forced to drain your blood and throw your lifeless carcasses into the ditch for the other Vultures to scavenge.
J
Hello Wendy, I've been a crappy bride haven't I? :P
How are you?
Hello MJ, how are you doing today... or tonight rather?
Martha Jones said...
Why do we have sheep porn going on in the closet.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Because there's no room in the dungeon!
LOL!!!!
J, I really did! I had an awesome birthday this year. I can't wait to do it over next year!
-A
Hi J, good to see you :)
I think she calls them all Sihing and is not his name......
Sihing (Cantonese) or Shixiong (Mandarin) (師兄) means senior fellow students in a Chinese martial art school. Si means teacher. Hing means elder brother. The seniority is not based on the student's age or level of skill, but on the chronological order of following a particular sifu. The master's first student is always the most senior shihing (Da Sihing 大師兄 or first student). The less senior students are called sidai (younger brother) among their peers.
Sorry Martha...for lack of knowledge on the spelling I took the cheap way out...nothing personal meant. I believe that was the first time I've ever mentioned her name here.
i also noticed he doesnt have anything about her on his myspace.
anon you should mesage him what she says about him on here
I am well CC . I hope you are well.
But I do notice the terrible things said about her...and I have no clue why...not my war!
Yup she is not in his top 8, hahahaaa! He'd probably never 'help' her again.
Hello J. How are you?
No problem Triston. I just thought I would let you know.
I think that these anons have a crush on KApu. I mean they are always stalking her.
Anon I am not that stupid. You have to have my Space to message him and then he would know.
No worries Paperheart just e-mail when you can.
Wendy how about a June wedding for the kids?
Anonymous said...
i also noticed he doesnt have anything about her on his myspace.
anon you should mesage him what she says about him on here
Go ahead.
When he asks her what the hell is going on, all she needs is an email address, to get an internet provider, to find out who you are and then have you arrested for stalking.
All those emails you sent to her former employer as "evidence" will probably be seized by the police, and traced, and added to the pile.
Go ahead.
Dig your grave.
Anon if you spent a little more time with your ankles pinned to your ears then on Myspace maybe it would relieve some of this useless aggression you have!!!
You have WAY too much time on your hands...have you tries one of those buzzy things?
Come to me my little raptor....Daddy can make it ALL better!!
xoxoxoxo
My JuleyBean... I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
JULEYBEAN???? Are these people fucking serious??
Anon if you spent a little more time with your ankles pinned to your ears then on Myspace maybe it would relieve some of this useless aggression you have!!!
Tell that to Kapunua who no man wants!! Is that why she is so angry and bitter. I think so.
Cupcake 6: I've been good, thanks for asking! I'm sorry to hear you're still not feeling well....
:(
Would you like a party hat and a shot of GlenLivet? *big smile*
Dec 27 2007 2:52 PM
What up girl? Are you coming to the christmas party? There's gonna be a boat load of food. :)
Anon that is his only comment to her!!
Look in the mirror anon.
I mean, it's obvious that between the two of us, I'm getting laid, and you're not.
Triston Kapu doesn't like to be called kap
LOLZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Amy, I'm so glad! *special birthday hugs and kissys* By the way, whatever you wanted most today, is in the box I brought you.
How can that be, you ask? And I reply:
BECAUSE IT'S BLOGBELIEVE! And according to the Old Testa-Naise, it is Good. :)
Heya Triston, I'm ok. And yourself? Haven't seen you in a while. Whatcha been up to besides chatting up pro cheerleaders? :D And sorry to "volunteer" you for anon-draining duty, but, well, you know. (Sometimes the best abbreviation for Kapunua is K. Safe that way.)
Cupcake, splendiferous to see you as always! So when were the blessed nuptials? I'm sorry I missed them! What kind of wedding gift do you and the Missus need?
And Wendy...where's my drink, woman? I'll take either a Tom Collins, or rum, straight up. Thank you, dahlink.
J
My my my my look who she has friended GENTLE VENGEANCE suck ass band!!!
Are the party people still here?
Yes I would Wendy. I'd also like my very own keg of beer, which is weird because usually I'm strictly a wine/champagne/port etc, girl.
Look like she gave away where she lives too this is her dance group and it says River Head
Anonymous, how did you know that GV has a band?
I didn't even know that.
-A
FUCK YEAH MJ.
-A
Sorry to break it to you anons but she is really very lovely. Wow my eyes popped out of my head! Are you blind?
Well J, I always wanted a cotton candy machine, I wonder if Wendy would mind.
Triston said...
Anon if you spent a little more time with your ankles pinned to your ears then on Myspace maybe it would relieve some of this useless aggression you have!!!
You have WAY too much time on your hands...have you tries one of those buzzy things?
Triston, if I didn't know better...I'd say you've been reading my new SP blogpost!
J
Do you think Kap will get unemployment?? how would they feel knowing that she has a dance group for hire?
J ....I gottcha..K is the safe way..yep....Pro Cheerleaders now...its uncanny....Its funny..I could take Quasimoto, throw a guitar around his neck...teach him a few chords....and within a week they would be lining up with Crispy Cremes in hand....that would teach that little princess....we already know what a good jumper he was!! ;)
For any and everyone:
I would REALLY NOT ADVISE posting personal information about ANYONE on a public blog (or any public site for that matter) where the world can see/read. It can lead to legal action being taken by those who have been harmed/harrassed or accused.
I don't care if a grand jury has returned an indictment on someone for a FELONY offense. IF something has not been proven, if a jury of your peers has not convicted someone of something the best thing to do is keep your mouth shut, your fingers still and not post ANY PERSONAL information for the public to read! It is simply not a smart thing to do - for anyone!
Now, can we get back to the PARTY??????
Cupcake, that sounds like a great present. I think Wendy would love it.
Hmm, where's that credit card...and my (nonexistant) Sharper Image catalog...
J
This "girl" looks like a man in drag, it makes sense why a tranny like GV would be into her.
SO FUCKING TRUE!!!
ANon616 are you stupid or do you not realize that KAP posted her location HERSELF on her dance group page.
*makes an extra yummy, extra strong Tom Collins for J*
*adds extra cherries*
hehe!
Is L back from her mom's yet?
*drags keg of beer over to Cupcake*
Heck, that was heavy! ;)
Ummmm anon at 1:04 I am pretty sure that anon616 was actually talking to Kapunua and not you.
HEY ANONS!
Did any of you read back over today's comments?
Did you see where Kapunua went to see HER LAWYER?
Did you see what he had to say about legal action against her attackers?
I did.
It was extremely interesting reading.
I suggest that you all go back and read that.
If any of you can read.
J
Endless supply of cotton candy. Ohhh Yeahhhh
So where did all the booze go?
-A
Sick anons,
If you believe this is some sort of cosmic retribution for whatever it was you think Kapunua did, just imagine what karma will have in store for you after all this.
Just you wait.
Thanks Wendy. :)
Oh, sorry Anon616 I thought you were talking to me who posted her web page! Sorry my bad!!! You are right Kapu had no right what so ever to talk about her shitty friend crying RAPE when it has never been proven!
You anons don't obvously care what Kapunua did or said about people you don't personally know.....you just have something against HER. So out with it, what did she do to deserve this?
You get what you give. Put shit out, you get shit back. That goes for everyone, and no one is exempt.
The only stupid ones here are the nasty anons.
Anyway anon it doesn't matter if she posted it. You are the one that is reposting it as a way to harass her. Keep it up. Everything you post here is going to be evidence against you. Because as you said to Kapu you aren't as anonymous as you think
Amyranth said...
So where did all the booze go?
Sorry Amy that was me....
Hey J
How's it going?
sorry had to tend to house stuff
where did the sheep go?
anon(s) I think you are going way too far
MJ I knew she had a band they talked about it ages ago
I thought you anons would be done with her once you war emailed and made her lose her job but I guess not huh??
She looks like a transvestite
hello cupcake!
Anon where you there how do you know nothing happen. You don't. As another anon said why don't you just say why you hate her so much.
Ask Triston, Amy. According to our little party-crashers, he's the "drunk fuck" around here.
I know that's not true, TA. Hey, even if you ARE a drunk fuck, you're OUR drunk fuck, dammit. Who loves ya, baby?
Wendy, L is coming home, well, later today. She decided to spend an extra day at home. BTW, her 40th bday is 2 weeks away (May 26). We'll have to do a shindig for her, too!
J
Hiya Ergo, how are you?
Ep that was amy who didn't know about the band
Yes anonymous, I IS STUPID!
She did not post it HERE though, did she?
YOU are posting her personal information HERE. I'm quite certain, without her permission.
I suggest you look into cyber stalking laws. What you are doing, does qualify as cyber harassment/stalking.
Think about the consequences of your actions. If do not care about how your actions may affect the lives of others; perhaps you should think about how those actions could affect you.
She is fucking ugly and has a big mouth and always running it about things she 'thinks' are wrong for one thing. NO ONE CARES you are a feminist or sucks on Obama's balls or whatever just shut the fuck up!! THe blog is not about politics!!
Anonymous: I'm talking to EVERYONE! Stop and think BEFORE you act.
It's going quite well, Elena. Sorry I haven't called you this weekend, but I've just been feeling...weird. I can't tell if I'm trying to get sick, or if it's "concert-lag" like I told Wendy, or if it's blood sugar-related. I've had no energy, no will to do much of anything, and felt just...off, I guess.
I see TJ's coming back to Kansas? When is that supposed to happen?
J
Kapunua said...
Hi guys! I just want you to know that the visit to the lawyer went really well! The dude could not have been nicer or more helpful. He was very sweet and kind, and he can definitely help me with the unfair dismissal thing. He also said that I should have no other worries. I told him everything, every detail.
He also said that on top of everything else, he could for sure get me my job back, and when he said it I realized that I was kinda horrified at the prospect. It was really what I needed to get me going to something better. He said, "Honey, why not go back to school instead?" And the usual, "When one door closes, another one opens" etc.
He told me that I need to stop trying to save the world though. ^_~ I can't tell you how many times I've heard that in the last few days. "Stop tilting at windmills!"
My Da had driven me to the office and on the way home he said something similar to me. He said he was thinking of The Man of La Mancha and had been changing the lyrics in his head to "she" instead of "he" and then he said that he wanted to send me an email saying "You're a hero." It was seriously all I could do to keep from crying. 'Cause my Dad is the same way, very quixotic and always opening his big mouth when he thinks that something is wrong. He has always been very charismatic and I try to borrow that trait from him, especially in situations like these.
^_^
So it's all good guys, just wanted you to know. :)
Remember that anons? She went to a LAWYER.
And Kapu I like that picture of your dad if that is him it is a cool pic!
Don't let them get to you! Most people know they are crazy.
oops sorry MJ *edit* the comment and address to Amy! lol
I'm good cupcake how are you?
anons just leave her alone! Why are you so hell bent on wrecking a life that is nothing to do with you?
cupcake said...
Thanks Wendy. :)
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You're welcome, Cupcake!
Amy: I don't know where all the booze; but, I think we need MORE ;)
J: We will ABSOLUTELY have to have a bash for L!!!!!!
Ummmm......are party sheep and shaunette STILL in that closet?
"THe blog is not about politics!!"
It's not about hatred, either, so take your puerile attempts at being some kind of badass and direct them someplace else.
Do What Thou Will as long as you harm none and whatever you do comes back to you three times three times three.
Remember this.....
Guys, I have a radical suggestion:
Let's ignore the Anons!
Nothing makes them crazier than being ignored. They WANT the attention, so let's deprive them and see what happens.
Who's with me?
J
A bit crappy Ergo, how are you?
1:15, this blog isn't an 'attack someone viciously and relentlessly just because you don't like them but do it under the name anonymous so you can pretend that no one can find out who you are' blog either. I can't wait until you are traced and prosecuted for cyber harassment/stalking.
*straightens tutu*
*picks up tiara*
*smiles at party sheep*
*sneaks past while people are occupied with anoymous*
I'm not one of the mean anons but I want to know, what is so wrong about talking about politics, every one else here talks about other things, why should Kapunua not talk about her love for Obama or about sticking up for peoples rights? Why is that so wrong??
Holy crap!
Hi Triston, I haven't said that yet. Oops.
OMG! I don't understand how you anons could be so vile.
well my cold is quite a bit better, but not getting home until midnight, while recovering, isn't the best for feeling completely awake at the moment!
I have dinner ready so I don't have to rush about, as I have tutoring (titoring) in 30 mins
Hi Elune :)
Well hello cupcake...and how are you my angel?
Just hearing that makes me exhausted Ergo!
1:22 the blog has been a place people voice opinions on a lot of things, so there is no reason she couldn't.
I used to scroll over the Obabma stuff as I don't get american politics but the other issues are interesting.As was us discussing Burma today
Baaba?
translation: Mama?
*thinks very hard for a couple of minutes*
Ba baabaaa baaaaa ba baa ba baaabaa...
translation: You always said you were my sister...
*is confused about Shaunette*
Baa ba ba baaaa baa baaba?
translation: So who is my real mama?
*goes to sit in Mama J's lap while figuring it all out*
Anon this blog is about whatever we want to talk about at the time. And you have no right to tell Kapu or any of us what we can and can't talk about. But understand what you are doing is against the law and when you are caught you will pay for it.
You keep saying you aren't stupid. But how smart is it to post you plans for Kapu on a public blog as an anon when you can't delete it.
GREAT idea J!
You want another Tom Collins?
Hey, how about a VODKA collins this time? *big smile*
*pretends not to notice a disheveled Shaunette exiting the closet*
Umm..hmmmm......
;)
Hallo Elune! Would you like a drink?
Anyone need their cup topped off?
-A
Well Triston, I feel better now because you called me angel. :)
How are you?
Hi Cupcake and Ergo.
I am starting to be seriously concerned about this obsessive behavior. What happened to Kapunua was unconscionable. And they seem to believe there will be no consequences.
It's all very disturbing.
why oh why are certain people getting attention? makes one wonder.
*looks confused*
Baaaa baab baaaa baaa baaaaaaaaa
translation
"Sorry sparkle, I was a little ........distracted"
Well of course Cupcake...Thats a great idea...lets all just....feel better...about ourselves...and others...live and let live.
Hi Elune! Welcome to the party...
wooo-hoooo
Yep, the party atmosphere has dampened a bit. :/
Ohhh.....I'm sure we'll be feeling it again in a couple of minutes ;)
hi elune how are you?
it is abhorrent and beyond belief
*looks at Shaunette*
*looks at Sparkle*
I couldn't tell ya.
-A
Hello Elune.
J this anon don't care if we give them attention. Anyway the more we get them to talk the more evidence we have against them
Wendy, just let me have that straight rum, thanks...
After all this other shit, I think it'll be easier that way.
So what's all this about being groped at the concert? I got your email but haven't answered it yet. Obviously.
J
amyranth said...
Hallo Elune! Would you like a drink?
Anyone need their cup topped off?
-A
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ME, me, me!!!!!
Heck, just give me that bottle! ;)
Its easy for me...I'm not a real emotional person over things...I do realize women see things a little differently...If I tell you its OK...its OK... If A woman tells me its OK...um I try to sleep at a friends house that night ;)
Hey Watchers!
What do YOU think about all this?
Email me! I want some dialogue from someone else on this whole, giant bloody mess!
-A
Amy, that's right, it's your party!
Happy Birthday, and have a drink for me ( have to get up early )
I'm sorry your day has been tarnished by these gatecrashers.
Hey Elune, how are you? Sorry I didn't greet you sooner.
J
Can I have the bottle after you Wendy? :)
And on that note my very lovely ladies I shall be off...please enjoy this very lovely party and be careful driving home...there are musicians on the road.
Elune, don't worry about it. It's not a party if there isn't one or two obnoxious assholes hanging around, that everyone wants to leave ;)
-A
I think, that I might have to take off too. I'm after typing 5 different comments, and only two of them actually posted. I gotta defrag this old bitch in the morning.
-A
How have you been J? Looks like a lets bash Kapunua and Gerard day from what I have read so far.
*waves to Wendy and MJ*
Original Punks said...
Wendy, just let me have that straight rum, thanks...
After all this other shit, I think it'll be easier that way.
So what's all this about being groped at the concert? I got your email but haven't answered it yet. Obviously.
J
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Yeah, I'm taking it straight now too, J! ;P
Yep, darn man couldn't keep his paws to himself. I was getting so aggravated removing his hands from me. You would think he would have (eventually) understood that I did NOT want him touching/grabbing/rubbing me. SHEESH! If only I had enough room to turn around and smack him.
Goodnight Triston, take care.
Why don't you stay Vampire, or are we keeping you from your lady love?
BTW, I mentioned it earlier, but I did post a new, uh, post at the Sex Pistols this early AM.
Which makes me turn to Wendy and say, HINT HINT WHERE IS YOUR NEW POST?
And, as we've "lost" BC as a Porn Princess, we now have an opening for new Porn Princess, or Prince. We need some fresh contributors! Or even some not-so-fresh ones.
And, THAT reminds me: Mr Anonymous who left us a really really good story not long ago, your fans are asking for more! We'd love to read more from you please.
On that note, ladies and gentleman, I am off to bed. Hope everyone has a great rest of the night.
Amy, Happy Birthday again! *hugs and kisses* Many happy returns of the day. You deserve many, many happy days of all kinds.
Take care, everyone! Talk to you later!
love, peace, hope, faith, and rum
J
See Anon616 no big drama crying over getting touched or rubbed whatever!! It happens and you move on with your damn life instead of making a big drama about it like Kapu and her friends!!
Goodnight and sweet birthday dreams Amy!!!! I hope you enjoyed (most) of your party!
I also hope that the hangover is not too bad tomorrow ;)
Goodnight to you as well, Triston!
Elune: Where have you been? How's life treating you these days?
Yep, darn man couldn't keep his paws to himself. I was getting so aggravated removing his hands from me. You would think he would have (eventually) understood that I did NOT want him touching/grabbing/rubbing me. SHEESH! If only I had enough room to turn around and smack him.
That is the way you handle yourself!!! Not coming onto Mayo's blog for sympathy saying wah wahh my friend got touched what should I do??? Please just get over it! I mean that about Kap and her friends not You Anon616.
Goodnight J sweetie, sleep well.
Goodnight Amy and triston
Anon, speaking as a woman who has been sexually assaulted at work, it is a HUGE DEAL! Your attitude of the incident sickens me, you sicken me.
Hi Wendy, I've been excellent thanks!
1:42, zip it! She is not seeking attention by talking about something that happened to her. That's normal. Unlike your whining!
Lovelies, Mayonaise and SS.
Today, when I got up this morning for my spa adventure, I picked up a copy of the newspaper and read my horoscope.
It said "Today, more than ever, you are blessed even though you don't fully realize it."
Oh Blogbelieve, I do.
Here, I'm blessed with the presence of many wonderful friends. Some I see all the time, some not so much.
Anything I need to ask, I get answers to. I have 40+ different sounding boards for my failures, and my victories.
Offline, I have a wonderful boyfriend, the kind of man I wish for any lonely girl out there.
I have a roof over my head, clothes on my back, food in my belly. Companionship in the form of two cats with former bad luck, who are making out like bandits now.
I have an incredible relationship with my parents. Thank god.
That anon yesterday, who was bitching me out for posting about my birthday incessantly, I'm not sorry.
I'm glad to be alive, happy and healthy at 25. I'm glad to be who I am, where I am, with whom I'm with.
More people should celebrate a birthday by thinking about everything that's GOOD, and by giving themselves the ability to change what's bad. It's the best gift you can give yourself.
Blogbelieve, goodnight.
Lovelies, I love all of you. Yes, really. No, you can't have my cookies, frig off ;)
Mayo, thank you for letting me know we're on the same page.
SS, thank you for being our balance.
You are some of the most wonderful blessings I have ever had.
Goodnight.
-A
In case you've forgotten, anons, "touching" someone without their permission, especially in the workplace, is called sexual harassment. No matter where it occurs. 616 would have had every right to claim harassment with the man at her concert if she'd wanted to do so. I believe she said she knew him, though, so would not want to press charges.
Why you insist on saying Kapunua's coworker was wrong to "make a big deal" of it is beyond my comprehension. Too many women who are assaulted in the workplace are told it's wrong to do so, and therefore their attackers are given positive reinforcement to do it again, and again, and again.
Goodnight Amy sweetheart, I hope your birthday was amazing. *hugs*
Goodnight J
Anon she didn't make a big deal about. She came and asked what she should do. You and the anons attacking her are the ones who drag this on.
And being assaulted is not something you just move on from.
I'm not a real emotional person over things.
translation: I really don't care.
Well, thank you for saying that anonymous.
Some friendly advice (for all), remember posting personal information about ANYONE - on a public site - without their permission - is a NO NO!
And, on that note, I shall bid blogbelieve a goodnight.
Goodnight Mayo, SS, J, Amy, Elune, Martha, Ergo.....lurkers and watchers and non rabid anons!
Sweet dreams to one and all!!!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Goodnight Amy, Wendy and J!
I'm going too. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
Goodnight all!
Goodnight Wendy, sleep well.
Goodnight Elune, take care.
Well I suppose I should go.
Goodnight blog.
xoxo cupcake
*runs back in to give CUPCAKE 6 a big smooch*
Sweet dreams, Mrs!!!!! ;)
I hope you feel a little better tomorrow/today!
Goodnight Martha! Goodnight Elena!
I do have to say, there IS a VERY big difference between what qualifies as sexual harassment and sexual assualt.
Yes, being groped and grabbed is awful. But, no where NEAR as bad as the horrible, violent act of sexual assualt.
One is a misdemeanor (at most) the other is a felony offense....
I just don't think the two should be confused.
At least, that is my opinion.
Goodnight again all!
goodnight friends.
anons, i hope you get your desserts.
mayo, congratulations
SS - thank you, sweet dreams and i hope you have a very fimtastic day tomorrow.
sweet dreams one and all
goodnight friends.
anons, i hope you get your desserts.
mayo, congratulations
SS - thank you, sweet dreams and i hope you have a very fimtastic day tomorrow.
sweet dreams one and all
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