Upon arrival, there isn’t nearly enough air to fill my lungs, so in desperation, I scream. Pulling in all that I can because suddenly I feel empty. The comfortable heavy warmth in my chest has been displaced by vacuum. I have no control over where I am. My arms and legs, unbound, find freedom a challenge. And, although I feel hands pulling and fingers pressing, I have no idea why. It is cold. So, I reach for warmth and I find it in purity. I know where I came from; I did not want to leave and with grief comes depth and in the deep I find surrender. It was warm and I swam in it before I knew you. I would go back, but that was before I saw your eyes, before I was pulled into this world and onto your lap a sloppy mess. I need you and without you I am sure I would not thrive.
p.s. i can only imagine.
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even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
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something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
Art by: Toujours
“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
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«Oldest ‹Older 1801 – 2000 of 3954 Newer› Newest»well done anon.
*blows confettie on anon*
whoop whoop for you.
Just chillin', Fimmy, and discussing nuts.
You guys do an excellent job at reviewing American Idol!
I love it!
I ♥ that first comment. ^_^
OOh, DAvid A trying to look all badass. He must have changed backstage after his Dad approved his first Brady outfit.
Chris Brown = Bad Mistake
Just statin'.
Now Chris Brown wants to smack him too. And Gavin Degraw in the audience!
Fim! Yes, I am driving now. It's scary, but the freedom is what I keep thinking about! ^_^
Hey Smoke, Anon, RW, annnnnnnnnd Mustard!! *hug*
RAWRR
My internet is all wacky today. =[
I shall be back shortly, must baff with Solly...
I'm going to Safeway, then I'll maybe be back later. ^_^
Byee for now everyone!!<3
*HUUUUUUUUGE HUG*
The cake was fantastic, just saying.
RAWR!!! Hello PH!
Gavin DeGraw! I wike him. ^_^
Glad you enjoyed it Sdock, I hope for your sake you missed David A singing about his boo.
Umm, I think RW missed our bath.
Interesting! I wonder who was in the tub with me.
No SYESHA! NO! NO!
She almost showed her Cho-cha.
so is it either
Cheydinhal Sector?
Nibenay Sector?
Bravil Sector?
Layawiin Sector?
be careful of the mines muahahahaha
Anon,
Unfortunately, I had the volume turned up on the tv in my bedroom and I heard it all. I wanted him to clear his throat so fucking bad.
Glad you enjoyed it Sdock, I hope for your sake you missed David A singing about his boo.
I just fell out of my chair laughing at that. :)
bye 007, have fun at safeway.
rw, enjoy your bath
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1 to change the light bulb and to post that the light bulb has been changed
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6 to caution about the dangers of changing light bulbs
27 to point out spelling/grammar errors in posts about changing light bulbs
50 to flame the spell checkers
48 to correct spelling/grammar flames
7 to argue over whether it’s “lightbulb” or “light bulb”
...another 6 to condemn those 7 as anal-retentive
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15 know-it-alls who claim they were in the industry, and that “light bulb” is perfectly correct
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4 to suggest that posters request the light bulb FAQ
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1 blog lurker to respond to the original post 6 months from now and start it all over again
Oh, I am so sorry sdock. See, that's who was in the bath with you, David A. and now he's all icked because he saw your girl parts.
I want someone to sing about me as their boo. How cool would that be?
"Solly, oh solly, you are my one and only boo..."
Hey Fimbelina, Sdock, Smoke, Anon!
Fimbelina! I'm glad you are safe!
How's Tornado feeling?
Gavin was in da audience!?
I ♥ Gavin. He had a record come out today!
Where will I be tomorrow, everyone?
The record store!
Anon,
I ♥ you. You are making me LOL!
That's laugh out loud for those who don't know.
Jenn,
LOVE IT! LOVE IT! LOVE IT!
Jennicula! ^_^
I loved that!
Hey Jenn!
That was classic!
Jen,
That was the funniest thing I've seen all day!
Thank you!
I love Gavin, it has been too long since his last album.
Mustard,
I gonna have to get it, too. I loooove me some Gavin. :)
jen, did i tell you i love you. you made me laugh out loud hahaha. are you on aim tonight? it has been a long azz time
star, howdy lovely. i am safe, the fires were gettng very close, a lot of houses have been damaged and burnt to a crisp but i am safe. thank you for thinking of me in this time of horror :)
torando is ok ish. she is hot and she just weeped and cried when going to sleep. i think her parents D is making an impact on her now. she knows that she wants them both but hardly gets them at the same time. shame really.
how are you?
sdock, I'm glad I can amuse. If combover ruins this song, I'm going to kill him.
Hi Star!
David Cook's hair needs its blog.
Hey Star!
Hi guys. My husband sent me that and guess what? I thought of my little e-family and wanted to share.
How is everybody tonight?
David Cook must be really hard to get along with, he even had a falling out with his hair.
K, thanks for that primer. It was really awesome. I knew about Straylight Run and TBS, but didn't know Brand New was thrown into it, too.
His chain/necklace looks like it's too tight.
I'm gonna choke him. He needs to hush. >_<
jenniculazass is ON tonight.
watch me go
LOL, falling out with his hair!
Rahahaha, Anon!
Fim, Tornado is lucky to have an aunt as sweet as you!
Yeah, I dare him to keep singing and see if I don't throw something at him.
He irks me.
Oh no, here comes David A.
Oh Mommy make it stop!
hi entropy.
jen, i am hunky dory tonight, how are you. tell hubby that he was spot on ha.
Oh he's gonna cry. Watch. Keep watching.
thank u my starry eyed surprise :)
Dear Lord someone should be there to tell those kids...NO! But can't I do this song please? NO! NO! NO!
Good grief!
Umm, I think RW missed our bath.
Interesting! I wonder who was in the tub with me.
It might have been Leebert. He looks all shiny clean.
Why doesn't the next American Idol just record the phone book? According to Randy, it would be a hit.
Hi RW!
Leebert's a splasher then.
Anon,
For real though. The phone book might sound more interesting then some of these songs (meaning the same 7 songs) we have heard like 10 thousand times.
American Idol could record the phone book!
Don't ask though. :)
Be back in a bit!
I'm going to take a shower. :)
Yay for me!
Anon who ♥ Gavin like some of us do, just how much do you ♥ Gavin, and have you gotten his new record?!
Hey, Fim.
OH MY! Was that Justin Guarini in the audience?
*wonders how he got away from his job at Target*
run smok run, i can smell you from here :)
how are you entropy?
I love him a lot, but not enough to do html, and not yet, but I'm going to get it tomorrow.
TOO MUCH BODY GLITTER!
Hi Jennicula & E :D
sdock LOL at Justin working the Target smock.
Hi, Star :D
*on edge of seat waiting for David Cook's hair*
RW!
Did you go back to work today, or is it tomorrow?
Hey guys! My friend and I bought a pint of ice cream each and after a long discussion about how silly it was to use bowls because one pint really is one serving, she ate two tablespoons of hers and then put it i my freezer. Amateur!
She's gone home now. Anyone feel like going on AIM for a bit? :D
Just like he'll be waiting for it to come in the mail a couple years from now.
Just like he'll be waiting for it to come in the mail a couple years from now.
Sorry about the double post!!
Okay, when you get it tomorrow, you gotta come back and tell us if it is better or if it Sophomore slumped our asses, 'kay?
I think it's gonna be a pretty good one though. :)
already there.
so is AL over yet?
Oh good grief, no, no, no, no!!! NOOOOOOOOO! Please have mercy! Like that isn't one of the top 10 karaoke songs!
i wish i missed this performance
RW!
Did you go back to work today, or is it tomorrow?
It's tomorrow. I'm at the children's theatre for three weeks.
He sounded sorta like a braying donkey at the end.
Hi, K :D
Yeah me too.
*sigh*
I could make that song sound good. Sonofabitch.
RW! That's so cool!
Lotsa colors, I guess!
What production will you be working on?
Night Ladies, hopefully we can reconvene to suffer through the finale.
Okay, so my prediction is that Syesha is going to go home.
Don't pummel me!
Night, AI anons!
Hi RW, Star, Solly, Fim, Splash and whoever else is about. :)
G'nite!! Thanks for hanging out!
You know what Star, I have no idea! Guess I'll find out tomorrow.
Night, anon :)
Combover and Phlegm Throat are gonna be bottom two
I dunno! Guess we'll just have to wait and see!
I think David Cook is going to win.
Ai yi yi.
First I get a surprise promotion.
Then, my roommate comes home and moves out.
-A
Excellent, A!!
RW, mixed blessings.
Roommate still owes us rent.
Promotion is only because nobody else wants the job. Not because I'm good at it.
Mixed Blessings.
-A
Oh.
Well, it could all lead to good things :)
Can you still get the money from your roommate?
She claims that she'll have April's rent, half of this month's rent plus the $60 from March for me on Thursday.
If she doesn't, I'll be kicking in her boyfriend's car windows.
-A
She still owes you for March??
Good riddance to her, I say!
Well, we're just trying to figure out if we can do this with the way that it is now.
If not, another job change may be in the cards.
-A
That's kinda sucky :(
Do you like your present job, or would you rather be working somewhere else?
RW, I do like it, but if it's not gonna be enough money for us to do this on our own, I might just bite the bullet and get a better paying job.
-A
How about advertising for another roommate? Or are you done with them?
How did your birthday go, by the way :) Did you go out?
Oh. My. God.
These are the kinds of costumes I want to be making!
I would love to apprentice with a costumiere in Venice!
I've seen those at Disneyworld RW, and I absolutely love that style. One of my favorites, too.
K, I want to move to Venice and make wild, elaborate costumes!!
I wanna!!
*pouts*
I would settle for moving to Venice. :)
This beautiful thing reminded me of all of you: song, lyrics.
Ah, Venice...
I've never been, but it's on the top of my list of places to travel to.
Oh hey, there's even a line in there about sewing machines!
Thanks, Redrum :)
RW, let's make beautiful art together! ^_^
Redrum, that was lovely. Thank you for stopping by at my blog, too. ^_^ That was so nice of you.
RW, my birthday was great! I went to the spa for the day, which was just fine with me. I might go out for drinks with friends at a later date. Monday birthdays suck like that.
With the roomie, I think we might have eventually asked her to move anyway, depending on the financial situation, but that's the uncertainty. I don't know right now what it's going to be like for the rest of the month, or the rest of the year even. I make about $1000
every check, and he makes about $1150, but once again, the bank doesn't care if you can't pay your heat and lights, or eat.
Just a quick note: Kass, FASC, Bella, Miranth, KD, Teej, PP and MissT, thank you all for the birthday wishes, and Bella for decorating the House!
I don't get to see you all much to personally thank you, I hope you get to see this!
-A
Guys, I'm so excited! I got a message from one of my opera co-workers. Seems that the woman who was just hired as Head of Wardrobe just quit. The position has now been given to the Costume Coordinater who, we all believe, should have been offered the porition in the first place.
She's a brassy, larger-than-life Italian woman who hires based on the answers to questions such as "Do you like to cook?" and "What do you drink, red or white?" (<--- the correct answer to that one is "Yes".) I seriously love her, this year is so going to rock!!
RW that is so awesome! ^_^
RW, let's make beautiful art together! ^_^
Can I sew up that hole in your jeans? Seriously, it's been driving me to distraction!
Um... sewing's art, yes?
K: :D
*does the happy dance*
Also, the person I will be working directly under this year is one of my fave people to work with ever!
YAY!!!!
Spa?? *is envious*
That's fabulous! :)
hello everyone!
JEN! Loved the lightbulb piece, just fantastic!
Sorry if I'm babbling, I'm had over heels with glee right now!
*is practically vibrating with joy*
Hi, EP! :D
hey amy so the spa was good? I've never been to one, what did you do?
RW that is great! Hope the new improved workplace is much more enjoyable
bugger, link messed up sorry. it turned everything blue.
i suck at links.
night
RW, that is incredible news!
Ergo, I had an hourlong hot stone massage and a pedicure, I'm not one for manicures much, so I went for the feet instead.
The hot stone massage was all kinds of awesome though.
-A
oooh sounds lovely amy
hi fim! where on earth did that come from? it's so funny!
Thanks, EP & A! :D
I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight now!
I got a mini manicure done while I was at the Toronto airport last week. First time I've had any kind of manicure in about 15 years! It was lovely, I'll have to go more often.
You know, I never really bother with hair, make-up, or clothes that much, but for some reason I'm very vain about the condition of my hands. Right now they look awesome, but that'll change once I get back to a regular sewing schedule :(
did anyone see Gerard and Mikey's mom on MSG's fancam.
they were asking the fans what their favorite Gerard hairstyle was and mama Way said "Short and Black".
What do you mean, sew it up? That hole is there for a reason. GET TO WORK.
That's cute, anon @ 10:20pm!
I prefer his short and blond look. But that may just be because it was during the early part of The Black Parade that I discovered the band.
good on her anon,though I prefer long but definitely black
hi K! hey where did that mayo got owned thing come from?
I think fim's gone
goodnight fim, sweet dreams
Not tonight, K, I've got a headache.
Hey, we're married now, get used to it!
Say Anything.
Pay your respects to a greater intellect
You're just a pawn, does this confession turn you on?
I know your kind, you'd do me from behind
And when everybody stares, their eyes will bare the sharpest glare
Everybody knows beneath your clothes
Starring at your toes is just a pose
Everybody good knows how hard you blow
Everybody knows
You did me wrong, I grinned and played along
Those days are gone, does this confession turn you on?
I'd see you stoned, lawn chair to gilded throne
You cut your tiny ties and now you're dangling by a lie
Everybody knows beneath your clothes
Starring at your toes is just a pose
Everybody good knows how hard you blow
Everybody knows
You think you're Jesus Christ
You're not my Jesus Christ
You think you're Jesus Christ
You're not my Jesus Christ
I love you, Shaun!
My favoritest merch guy!
HI entropy!
Shaun?
Hi, Ergo!
How's it?
Shaun be that one dude. You know.
Maybe Shaunette's mate?
they were asking the fans what their favorite Gerard hairstyle was and mama Way said "Short and Black".
Or longish and black or short and blonde.
I like Gerard's hair actually.
-A
Maybe he's getting it on with sheep. I don't know.
Shaun be that one dude. You know.
Um... Nope, I don't know.
Gonna head out!
See you guys around tomorrow!
Dear Mayo,
In order to summarize my day, I've concluded that I will be a shitass for you! ;)
- I don't like nuts, so I probably won't like pralines.
- Are you reading this?!
- "Sticks and stones, love" with Jack Sparrow suave.
- Here's a mask, you know, to better enhance your blendable inable.
- I have a headache.
- You are fantastic.
As for my non-shitass remarks:
- Make sure you don't fall off. Please.
Have a great night, dude.
Yo, SS:
Oh, nothing! Just wanted to say 'Yo!' I'll tell you a corny joke about a Yo-Yo later, I promise.
Night!
Maybe he's getting it on with sheep. I don't know.
0_0
Night, Mustard :)
Actually, I need to head to bed now too. Have a good night, everyone :)
Bye, Mustaaard!
goodnight mustard sweet dreams
*looks shocked*
*sharpies "My heart belongs to party sheep" on her fleece*
There's Entropy!
Hiya!
Anyway, I think I'm gonna take off too. I have to get some sleep before work tomorrow.
Goodnight Lovelies, Mayo and SS!
-A
goodnight amyranth hope you have a good day
sweet dreams
Ergo!! Any wallabies in the yard today?
Mayo,
Dude, is it really time to do another nighttime ramble for you? Yeah, I guess so. Well, you already answered one of my questions. You are fantastic. 'Mmmkay, at least you were, like way earlier, so I am hoping that you're still fantastic or maybe you are like way better than fantastic. Hey, I wish good things for my friends. Gosh, I hope we're friends. If not, this is kind of weird. The way I get on here and just talk and talk and talk to you.
What? Yeah, I'm not sure what the hell I am talking about either, but that's how I roll, so....
Right side of oblivion? Is that better than being on the wrong side of obliviorn? Flip side? left side? Upside down side? I can't say that I have ever actually visited oblivion, but what I am wondering now is what if I did go there but didn't realize I was there. How would I recognize it again and would I be able to find you if you needed someone to come and get you from oblivion? I'm sure I would be as lost as a little bitty in high weeds, but maybe that's the point. To get lost.
Mayo, hope you have enough of those scrummy pralines to last you a lifetime. Just don't gorge yourself out. Over-indulgence can be bad, bad, bad even if it's just on pralines.
Where am I going with that? I have no idea.
Maybe to the other side of oblivion. How many sides does oblivion have?
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. My guess would be...infinite.
I like left of center better.
Hey, Amy!
I take it the DJ didn't come by to do his thang, right? Loser.
Night! Talk to you tomorrow.
Hi carrie!
No i didn't see any today, the yard is wallaby free.
oh this is an expression you may like to use
"She's got a few roos loose in the top paddock'"
=
she's nuts
Thank you!! I can always use a new expression for crazy!!
goodnight sdock sweet dreams
is left of centre nicer than right of centre?
What about bottom left? Or! Or, top right?
haha carrie there are a lot of wierd ones I don't know if you'd know
crazy
"off with the fairies"
"one sandwich short of a picnic"
dry - dry as in not raining or thirsty
"dry as a dead dingo's donger"
"dry as a nuns nasty"
ooh, I like the way you spell center!
You are totally schooling me Ergo, for real!
busy
"flat out like a lizard drinking"
Hello everybody
isn't there some saying about a one legged man in an ass kicking contest?
Hi MJ
yes carrie, that's for busy too
and I just love how like americans insult with lots of words I mean the tv stuff like "Yo yo momma etc mothafucker" where an aussie would look at them and go "fuck off , dickhead"
gotta love the succint, to the point option.
of course "dag" - idiot but nicely
not a brass razoo = no money
map of tassie = womens pubes (it is the shape of tasmania)
Hello ep and carrie
These are really great, Ergo!
darn, left a c out of that!
Hey MJ!
"date" = arse ie get off your date, kick in the date as well as "coit."
Pigs arse = not likely
bogan - a guy who wears skinny jeans and a flannelette shirt with a singlet under and has cigarettes in his sleeve, ugh boots and a mullet (haircut)
bevan - as above with hotted up car (not the pussy fluro lights and shit, big looud engine type)
haha thanks entropy
I'll stop the "lessons in aussie slang" now :)
how are you MJ?
entropy?
carrie?
Hello entropy I thought you had gone to bed.
*tumbleweed*
I'm great. I just saw some previews to The Happening by M. Night Shyamalan. It looks all sorts of amazing. All end of the world and shit, awesome stuff.
Hey, Martha, I'm still here!
mayo stuck in the 1970's - just like Tasmania
Sorry! I had an ok day. Al's super sour sixteen is tomorrow, so I'm trying to get all my ducks in a row for that.
Oh, on to the 80's.
I am back and forth lurking and working
Oh carrie I hope she has a good day and it all runs smoothly, we don't have 16ths here really, 18ths and 21sts
entropy- now I suddenly have an urge to by fluoro tshirts with big words on them
Yeah, Ergo, and fizz our hair and listen to wierd music.
Ergo, that makes more sense, 16 is still kind of a baby. Or maybe that's just cuz I'm old.
Is anyone here?
I haven't ever gotten the first post before, and even though I am really exhausted.
I think I may try for it...
Hellooooooooo.... *A la Tigger...*
I shall bounce my way onto the next page, perhaps?
But then just as its time, maybe someone will then interrupt?
Hello Miranth
hi miranth!
ah the 90's a far less painful era
I know its childish. :)
Hi Martha Hi ergo!
Maybe I can!!!!
Yeah, much better.
Bounce.....
And trounce!
hahaha I could interrupt
A la Tigger...
Go Ergo!
oh no!
Oh miranth I had no idea it would do that, last I looked it was 1994
oops sorry, and I really do mean that
it was funny though!
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