I will repeat it again and again.
For thirty-two, then thirty-three
time stopped. But, when does it end?
With empty rooms and unfilled beds,
and desperation; the last moments
and too many words left unsaid.
I am copying each name with bold black ink onto plain white card, filling the empty space with the only tangible evidence I have. One at a time I place a card face down before me while I consider each as if it were my own. Then, on the back of each card I write my name.
I can, but they cannot.
So, I will.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
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Hello everyone, just popping in for a moment.
CONGRATULATIONS Anima!!!
You are TOPS tonight!
*blows horn and throw confetti*
*note to self: buy more confetti*
YES!!!
Obviously I'm excited for no reason.
Wendy, thank you. And I really think he needed me for protoction. You are so right. Pansy.
Nah, he is far from it. :)
just have a look
Hello Elune! How are you tonight, love?
Ohhh....Halston Z-14 is quite enticing, J! Well, I think it is
;)
The smell of fresh rain turns me on and also a guy's aftershave or cologne, depending on the scent.
hello elune!
J I had to go back to see your question, I just read wendy with "Fresh from the shower scent of MALE"
O_O
for me, aftershave
Hey Elune! Also a good one.
*taking notes*
BC, you gotta write that damn story, woman! We're gonna hound you until you do. Or at least ANOTHER story, it doesn't even have to be the next part of that one!
JUST WRITE SOMETHING, ALL RIGHT!!!
*clears throat*
Excuse me, I got a little over-enthusiastic.
J
I like the smell of fresh mown grass, hey, lawn boy porn.
One guy smell I will never forget is 'carmex' on the lips and 'eternity' on the skin...Sweet and clean.
Smother in some smoke and sweat - I'm game. Maybe a little alcohol on the breath...
Again, I digress.
Hi Wendy, EP, & BC, oh and anyone I left out.
hmmm...the scent of male actually varies, so....
ok had to share this too
what a honey!
elena says:"you still don't get the fugu fish -- first one who gets the reference, wins a prize!"
(i know already. ha ha!)
lyric-posting anon @ 1:55 -- thank you for the lyrics! i haven't had any lyrics posted for me before, so it's a pleasure, but gosh it's a rather sad song isn't it? i hope you enjoy your travels more than song suggests -- i do.
elena says hi ergo -- that is when she isn't cackling over my typos.(really, she's quite unpleasant about it.)
anima, it's okay -- i'm afraid what with her sucky keyboard and her rum&cokes, my typing skills are very very very very poor. wait a sec, and i'll show you the unproofed version of this.
for your own safety, do not have any liquid or food in your mouth, for fear of choking.
Ohhh.....come on Ergo. You know you LOVE the way your husband smells when he comes out of that shower....
All wet and glistening with water!
Drops of water falling, seductively, from his hair onto his shoulders....
*wiggles eyebrows*
;)
J, the scent of leather can be quite intoxicating, and woody smells, very evocative of masculine comfort.
elune said...
Hi Wendy, EP, & BC, oh and anyone I left out.
hmmm...the scent of male actually varies, so....
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T'is true, Elune!
I'm hoping none of us has a male we don't like in our showers!
LOL!!!!
Wendy, cinnamon is only good in the home. At least for me!
Random note....apparently, if you want to sell your house, you should burn cinnamon sticks prior to showing. Reminds people of 'home.'
*thinking Anima may need a private moment*
Thank you all, ladies, all are quite good suggestions! I've got them all written down and will choose in a moment or three.
Carrie, I laughed when I read your comment, b/c at one point L DID have a "lawn boy" (he was actually a groundskeeper and that other word I can't think of) when she nannied for a lady in Chattanooga. The guy was in his 30s, so not so much of a boy...;)
J
Nah, I prefer to wait. I get the best pleasure and amusement by purposely witholding the next chapter just to torment you guys ^_^
Hello Elune.
yeah wendy man scents are nice
and I like him combined with his aftershave
;)
I agree with the woody smells too!
Scents of pine...
Okay, this is getting me into LOVE in the outdoors territory, so I better stop thinking of wood....
O_O
scents, that is!
Get your minds out of the gutter
;)
here we go.
brace yourself.
this is what my comments look like before i fix them. (but just here at elena's CURSED KEYBOARD)
(mayo, please don't think any less of me. i really do know how to spell.)
to wit:
elena says:"you stilldon't get the fugu fish -- first one who gets the reference,wins a prize!"
(i know already. ha ha.)
lyric-postinganon @ 1:55 -- thankyou forthe lyrics! i haven;t had any lyriicspostedfor me befiore, so it'sa pleasure,but gosh it's a rathersadsonmgisn'tit? i hope you enjoy your travelsmorethan song suggests-- i do.
elena says hi wergo--that is when she isn't cacklingover my typos.(really, she'squite unplwesant aboutit.)
anima, it'soikay --i'mafraid whatwith hersucky keyboard and her rum&cokes,my typing skills are very very very veryb poor.weaita sec,and i'll show you the unproofed version of this.
for your ownsaftey, do not have any liquid or food in yourmouth, for fearof choking.
*covers face in shame*
Wendy, I did see J's steamy blog!
I would say your mind has been in the gutter lately, all in a good way, of course! ^_~
*reading typo-laden comment*
i think i'm going to hang myself.
Awwww.....that is a SWEET picture, Ergo! Thanks for posting that one!
Anima: I wonder if the cinnamon in those apple pies has anything to do with their male appeal....
ya know what I'm talking about?
;)
BC: You little tease, you! Making us wait for part II!
Elena: Have we posted the pictures of TJ's hair yet? I'm wondering if I missed those....
hahahahahahahaha
I had no idea there was a Charlie part 2!!
choo choo shoe!
J, you think?! No private moments here. Just memories.
TJ, watch out for guacamole on the keyboard. I saw that remember?! You are the sloppy one! LOL! ♥
Ergo, thank you. Those pics are very lovely. *smiles*
Hi Elune. I've seen you, but I'm not sure we have ever been on at the same time. Damn, maybe we have, a long time ago. :)
elune said...
Wendy, I did see J's steamy blog!
I would say your mind has been in the gutter lately, all in a good way, of course! ^_~
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WHO? ME?
*shakes head side to side in NO motion*
*points to halo and newly acquired wings - thanks to Angel*
;)
Oh my goodness TJ! heehee glad you fixed it!
wergo! lol
oh Wendy, I see, your angel's love ^_^
Ok so now you've all seen the comments she's writing....
This is why I'm laughing so hard. I sit and try to read what she's writing and wow, WTF?
Oh no she's just gone out on the side porch and hasn't come back in ...
I must go find her.....
Back in a minute.
Hahaha, yeah I know sugarplum. I have been bad lately ;)
TJ: You're eating more of Elena's SPECIAL SALSA again, ain't ya?
*big wink*
And YOU are the one we're depending on to destroy that evil typo fairy!
We are DOOMED!
Hi Anima, nice to meet you!
Elune: more good suggestions, thanks!
I think I may have unleashed a monster here...
Personally, I like that just-out-of-the-shower scent. And the been-sweating-enough-to-look-sexy scent. And the some-cologne-but-not-enough-to-choke-you scent.
Also, the just-waking-up-in-the-morning scent; the cinnamon-sugar scent (thanks, Wendy!); the (yes) chocolate scent...
Well, y'all get the picture, right? ;)
J
elune said...
oh Wendy, I see, your angel's love ^_^
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
YIKES! I'm not Angel's LOVE!
I IS WOMAN! Angel's love is MAN!
Although, I am very fond of Angel; let's not confuse things (more) around here ;)
Angel helped me get my wings.
*big smile*
Ergo you win!!!!!!
You get a ride on the choo choo shoe!
Charlie!!!!!!!!!!
You are the Bonana King!!!!!!!
Sorry Wendy, I didn't know.
So, she made you an honorary angel.
ergoproxy said...
yeah wendy man scents are nice
and I like him combined with his aftershave
;)
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I used to LOVE those Irish Spring commercials, Ergo!
They always found those MANLY men to walk through the woods, chop wood, carry wood. Talk about subliminal messages (or not so subliminal)
LOL!!!
I bet women all over the world RAN out to buy some Irish Spring for their men! ;)
elena thank google for leading me to the amulet!
they are the strangest little animations
PEEL ME!!
i'm back! i went to let out one one of elena's cats, and saw the FULL MOON.
i hadn't seen her in her glory for awhile (pacific northwest in the winter, you know), and i just had to stand in the yard for awhile and sing to her! :)
now my socks are wet. *hmph*
elune said...
Sorry Wendy, I didn't know.
So, she made you an honorary angel.
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That's okay, Elune! Yes, she did!
You can make me an honorary 'goddess' if you would like ;)
Maybe people will think I'm your love too!
One can never have (or give) to much love :D
No way bonana king ^_^
mine wears Baldessarini aftershave by Hugo Boss, we tried heaps before we decided.
But he smells nice anytime, pretty much
And YOU are the one we're depending on to destroy that evil typo fairy!
We are DOOMED!
wendy, how else do you think i shall be able to fight the typo fairy --i'm merely getting into her head, you see. i'm understanding her psychology.
Toujours the full moon is one of the most mesmerizing visions ever to feast your eyes on, but then, I am biased ^_^
...what was that...lick me?
oh TJ we had a beautiful full moon here last night, we could see it all afternoon too
Bonana King said...
PEEL ME!!
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Okay; but I must admit, I've never peeled a BONana before ;)
Do you taste anything like a banana?
Just kidding Bonana King. We don't grade on spelling. Thank goodness! I would fail! ;)
Did somebody say IRISH SPRING?!
I LOVE IRISH SPRING. *closes eyes and shivers a little* That's, like, one of the best, most wonderfulest, YUMMYEST scents in the whole free world.
I used to use Irish Spring a long time ago, but quit, and I can't remember why. Now I use Dove, very soft and moisturizing. Gotsta keep that youthful skin-tone, y'know.
J
Elune, nice to meet you too!
TJ, is it the one that was balancing on the back of the chair? I've never seen a kitty balance like that...never moved as you swayed in the chair.
toujours said...
wendy, how else do you think i shall be able to fight the typo fairy --i'm merely getting into her head, you see. i'm understanding her psychology.
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I see! Ohhhh.....you are diabolical in your cleverness, TJ.
I LIKE IT!
:))
J: Are you working on that new story yet? *bats eyelashes*
hey, I carried Elena's misspelling over, trying to be cute, evidently, I fail.
I LOVE FULL MOONS!
*huge smile*
Toujours the full moon is one of the most mesmerizing visions ever to feast your eyes on, but then, I am biased ^_^
i'm biased, too, elune. :)
...what was that...lick me?
but you've sent me into a surrealistic dizzy spin with this statement!
no bonana king! you don't fail I thought it was funny
sure, bona-na king
Original Punks said...
Did somebody say IRISH SPRING?!
I LOVE IRISH SPRING. *closes eyes and shivers a little* That's, like, one of the best, most wonderfulest, YUMMYEST scents in the whole free world.
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J: you sound like a kid in the candy store, there! Or perhaps a TOY store. Haha!
Awww, bonana king, you tried. No fail.
Bonana King, you could always claim to be Jamaican. That would work!
Wendy, I started it yesterday, Peaches. This one, so far, actually has a PLOT. *gasps*
J
bonana king said...
hey, I carried Elena's misspelling over, trying to be cute, evidently, I fail.
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You didn't fail! Didn't you see my notes and winks?
Heck, I give you and A!
:D
sorry Wendy, a freudian slip!
Aww you didn't fail bonana king. You did a good job :)
I like pwp
elune said...
sorry Wendy, a freudian slip!
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Happens to me OFTEN, Elune! ;)
*runs to window to gaze at the beautiful moon*
TJ, is it the one that was balancing on the back of the chair? I've never seen a kitty balance like that...never moved as you swayed in the chair.
it was! all elena's cats seem to have a crush on me -- they all want to sit in my lap. and apparently, that cat is pretty freaky too -- they say they've seen it walking around on it's hinds legs.
isn't that bizarre? :D
"Toy store." heeheehee
J
Original Punks said...
Bonana King, you could always claim to be Jamaican. That would work!
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And we could all sing THE BONANA BOAT song!!!!
We haven't had a good sing along in awhile!
what's pwp?
my young cat will walk on his hind legs for a while, or just stand up to sniff things or look.
I was thinking of circus training
For some reason J, the Jamaican theme seems to remind me of Wendy's tattoo joke. I'm sure I came across it, a while back.
it's not a miss-spelling, bonana king, your majesty! it's simply the phonetic pronunciation of your proper name!
(elena says that she ordered her charlie t-shirt today -- with a pink unicorn! -- and it says shuuuuuuuuuuuuun. hee hee!)
All: Day-o, day-ay-ay-o
All: Daylight come and he wanna go home
All: Day, he say day, he say day, he say day,
All: He say day, he say day-ay-ay-o
All: Daylight come and he wanna go home
Boys: Work all night on a drink a'rum
Girls: Daylight come and he wanna go home
Boys: Stack banana till thee morning come
Girls: Daylight come and he wanna go home
ergoproxy said...
what's pwp?
"Penguins with Popcorn."
"Potatoes Win Prettily."
"Pretzels Wander Pitifully."
"Push with Power."
"Pull with Pleasure."
"Poodles Walk Proudly."
"Passionate Wombats Play."
SOMEBODY HOSE ME DOWN!!! I CAN'T STOP!!!
J
Porn with plot, Ergo.
elune said...
For some reason J, the Jamaican theme seems to remind me of Wendy's tattoo joke. I'm sure I came across it, a while back.
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Hehehe!
That's a good one, isn't it?
*hoses J down*
I thought of a few others, J!
;)
Yes Wendy, it was funny. Just proves all men were not created equal!
That girl is all i want
that girl thats always there
that girl thats so beautiful
that i cant help but stare
the one you tell all your secrets too
the one who whispers in your ear
even if you tell her nothings wrong
she will never disappear
that girl that breaks your heart
whenever she starts to cry
they one who lights up the hall
whenever she walks by
i want to tell her i love her
but i just don't know how
god hear my prayer
shes what i need right now
Elune, yeah! That was a great one! I'd forgotten that.
Bonana King said...
Porn with plot, Ergo.
Well...I liked my suggestions better, but, there ya go.
J
thanks bonana king, still getting to grips with abbreviations
J those are funny!
The moon tonight rocks. When it was coming up, it was oh so beautiful 'cause the sky was still kinda light.
I got geeky and took pictures it was that cool of a scene.
Hey, blooger, you going to let me post it now?
T'is so unfair, isn't it Elune?
;)
Well, you know what they say:
"It's not the size of the truck, it's how it drives/rides"
Hello Entropy! I just had a look (again) at that full moon. It is beautiful, isn't it? !
Anon, I really like that. Is it a song or a poem?
Someone posted Cure lyrics for me last night; I found another of their songs today that I really, really like a lot. Here's the lyrics to it, maybe "The Cure Anon" will see them.
"HALO"
I never felt like this with anyone before
you only have to smile and I'm dizzy
you make the world go round
a thousand times an hour
just touch my head
and send me spinning
I never felt like this with anyone before
you show me colours and I'm crying
you hold my eyes in yours
and open up the world
i can't believe all of this
i want to keep this feeling
deep inside of me
i want you always in my heart
you are everything
i never felt like this with anyone before
you fill my head full of rainbows
and all the rainbows end
is every step you take
just to be with you forever
i want to keep this feeling
deep inside of me
i want you always in my heart
you are everything
Says it all, doesn't it?
J
It's not the size of the wand, it's the magic in it.
Hey, it did!
Blogger was being mean to me.
Hey Wendy! Yeah, it's realy nice.
Hey E, are you gonna post your moon pics?
J
If words offer the means to meaning,
and the enunciation of truth.
Then the truth is I love you more than words,
and I am a passionate student of poetry.
Only for the means to express more glibly
my adoration of you.
For you are never far from my wistful mind,
By my own volition, I feel it is time,
To put forth a votive of the heart,
To amend myself at your side,
And forever do my part.
For it is all I've ever longed to do.
To dedicate, in life, the love I have for you.
bonana king said...
It's not the size of the wand, it's the magic in it.
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I like that comparison MUCH better!
;)
Hello to 'that girl anon'! How are you tonight?
Good luck with your next installment J ^_~
I'm quite tired so I'm heading off.
Goodnight all!
hey anon @ 3:10, what's that song?it's kind of nice.
hi entropy
Hi entropy *waves*
stop it!...you are driving me crazy!!!
Magic transcends all logic. :)
TJ, what do you mean walking on hind legs? I heard about the spirits, but nothing about this! I'm scared! *wishes I had a cover to put over my head*
G,night ladies, need to find a hammock or a fruit hook to rest my weary peel.
Anon @ 3:19 (and probably 3:10)
Those words are absolutely lovely!
I feel a little dizzy after reading 3:19
Goodnight Elune and sweet dreams to you!
goodnight elune sweet dreams
bonana king , like your way of looking at it.
Bonana, you remind me of the Will & Grace show I just watched where the lady kept pronouncing banana bonana. It was quite the funny.
Hey, J, TJ, Ergo, BC!
J, they're not like, amazing pics, but if you wanted to see them, sure.
Goodnight Elune, sweet dreams.
Goodnight Bonana King!
I suppose 'day light come and you wanna go home' (or at least to sleep), eh? ;)
Sweet dreams to you!
anon @ 3:19, i love that we have so much love poetry on this blog. i really do.
it fills my heart.
Night Bonana. I too will be resting my weary peel very soon. ;)
I want to see the pictures too,
Entropy!!!!
Goodnight Elune. (I missed that you were retiring)...I wish you wonderful and happy dreams.
Goodnight bonana king, sweet dreams.
goodnight bonana king, hope you wake up unblemished!
had to correct my spelling!
TJ, what do you mean walking on hind legs? I heard about the spirits, but nothing about this! I'm scared! *wishes I had a cover to put over my head*
i haven't seen it myself, anima -- but they tell me they've seen the cat walk past the open door on it's hindsl egs, and when it sees them watching, it drops down to all fours.
freaky, huh!? O_O
toujours said...
anon @ 3:19, i love that we have so much love poetry on this blog. i really do.
it fills my heart.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I agree, TJ!
It give me butterflies in the tummy as well :D
*wonders where FangBang is tonight*
I miss her.
~i miss her in every way
With all my heart I miss her more each day
~i miss her gorgeous eyes
How this is making me realize
~i miss her cute smile
I have been feeling this in my heart for awhile
~i miss her sweet smell
Truly I'm caught up in her spell
~i miss her beautiful face
Now each time I see her I feel I'm in the right place
~i miss her soft touch
Every time I think of her I miss her so so very much
~i miss her loving way
Yea I pray I will be hers someday
It's amazing how when someone is always on your mind they even show up in your writing??
nighty night.
toujours said...
TJ, what do you mean walking on hind legs? I heard about the spirits, but nothing about this! I'm scared! *wishes I had a cover to put over my head*
i haven't seen it myself, anima -- but they tell me they've seen the cat walk past the open door on it's hindsl egs, and when it sees them watching, it drops down to all fours.
freaky, huh!? O_O
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It's ALL part of their evil plot to take over the world, I bet!
Elena should keep an eye on that kitty! ;)
3.10 and 3.19,
I'm guessing you're the same person? Anyway, both of those poems are so lovely, each in their own ways. The first one: is it an original? The words are heartfelt, and sweet, and almost...despairing? My advice is, TELL HER, MAN! TELL HER! "HOW" is not as important as "WHY": because, I bet, she loves you too, and wants to hear it from you.
The second one? It grabs my heart and makes it melt. It's wonderful. I love it. I think she's ready to hear it, so go for it!
E, yeah, I'd love to see your pictures. I love the moon, it's a wondrous thing.
Goodnight Elune, I'm a little late, but see you later!
Goodnight Bonana King, see ya later!
J
Goodnight anon
TJ, I'm scared!!! That kitty has something going on...and from what I've heard their house is full of suspicious activity.
Regardless, I know they are cool with it...I truly appreciate it.
And I noticed the spacebar is still giving you issues. ;)
Damn, I wish I was hanging out with you two. You need to move to the midwest...just a random thought.
Goodnight "I miss her" anon!
Your words are amazing. I'm sure the mean very much to 'her'; whomever she may be.
Sweet dreams to you!
anima said...
Damn, I wish I was hanging out with you two. You need to move to the midwest...just a random thought.
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NO! You all NEED to move down to N'awlins! That would be in Louizianna ;)
We have tons of ghosts down here!
Anon, that was so lovely...
Yet, why ~i miss her loving way
Yea I pray I will be hers someday.?
That does not make sense to me. At least in the context. Is this part of a song or poem, or is it your own?
Nighty-night, Love Anon. I'll bet she misses you, too. I know I would, if you were mine. :)
Do it, though: tell her you love her. Tell her as soon as you can. Love should not be wasted, or delayed, or shunted aside because of fear, schedules, circumstances, distance, whatever.
Tell her. I have a feeling you'll be pleasantly surprised with her answer.
Best of luck to you.
J
I'm going to have to agree with J, anonymous!
IF you LOVE someone, TELL THEM!
You never know what tomorrow will bring.....
It's better to KNOW how the other person feels than to spend your life wondering 'what could have been'.
No answer? I should expect it by now.
Nighty night everyone.
♥ to all of you.
...
Mayo, sweet dreams my friend.
She knows!
Original Punks said...
"Do it, though: tell her you love her. Tell her as soon as you can. Love should not be wasted, or delayed, or shunted aside because of fear, schedules, circumstances, distance, whatever."
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I KNEW you were a ROMANTIC, J!
;)
Wonderful/beautiful advice! :)
Anonymous: Are you Angel's Shadow Star? :)
Goodnight Anima and wonderful dreams to you!!!
BC: Did you fall asleep on us?
Entropy: Are you having trouble uploading those pictures?
*is full of questions again*
Sweet dreams to you too SS wherever you may be tonight.
I hope to hear from you soon. And while you are in your pants, you might want to take your undies and wear them on the outside just for old time sake. ^_^
no.
Well, chicklets--and boychicks--I'm going to bed since it's almost FOUR O'CLOCK and I'm a tired bunny.
Had a great time with y'all!
Goodnight Wendy and BC and Ergo and Entropy and Anima and TJ and Elena (I'm still sending the posse for you!) and Love Anon! See you all (or most of you) tomorrow.
"...that lovey-dovey stuff" (stealing from U2 again)
J
Oh darn! I thought I was on to something *pouts*
Goodnight anima, sweet dreams
I'm a chicklet? Since when? ;p
Goodnight J, sweet dream
I must be off for awhile too.
Goodnight J, Anonymous(es), BC, TJ, Elena, Entropy (wherever she is), Ergo, lurkers, mysterious lovers (and want to be lovers) of blogbelieve.....
and, of course, Mayo and SS!
Have a wonderful night everyone!
I hope you all had clear skies to view that gorgeous full moon!
Sweet dreams to one and all!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Mayo,
Listen, I've got to be quick, because my eyes are drooping even as I type.
If you're gonna do anything to get yourself into trouble, you'd better do it early in the day. Why? Cause L's probably coming home in the afternoon, and if she finds out you've been bad, she'll feel the need to punish you.
Just warning you, that's all.
Watch out for mischief; it'll be your undoing. ;)
love ya!
J
You guys are just weird for wanting to see such non-good pics.
But night, guys. Sleep well and talk to you tomorrow.
Moon
More moon
Wouldn't think it was a moon if I didn't tell ya.
And sorry it was taking a while. I'm watching the Torchwood finale. Emo! Emo tears!
SS precious,
See, I've been up too late--again! Can I blame it on you?
No?
*bats eyelashes and pouts ever so cutely*
Please?
Oh well, I tried.
Anyway, really, I need to go to bed. I have to start getting things together for the Punks' Massive Road Trip To See Three MCR Shows In Three Days In Three States!
Seriously, we're gonna crash and burn afterwards, but fuck are we gonna have FUN! I feel kinda like TJ. Leaving May 1 for Memphis, then on to St Louis, then Columbus. I'll be writing a blog about it on Bollocks, so you can get all the gory details...blah blah blah.
Anyway, have a good night and day tomorrow, and I'll catch up with you later, ok?
Goodnight, babydoll. I love you.
My heart to yours, always.
J
thanks entropy! You know except for the lights your horizon is a bit like mine! :)
goodnight all, I'm off to finish making dinner and have family time.
anon very glad she knows, hope she reciprocates, if she does you're a lucky pair!
take care I'll be back to goodnight later
Night Entropy, Wendy. Sweet dreams guys
entropy, thank you for the moon pics! i love seeing the moon rise - it's amazing. :)
One last thing before I go:
E, what is that lit-up thing at the right on the second picture? Looks like a UFO, kinda...?
And I LIKE the "not-good" pictures, girly. :P
J
See ya later, Ergo. Have a nice dinner.
J, it's a light thing from across the street. Oh, man, that would have ruled if it was a UFO. It does look like it, though.
J, I really dislike reading your comments to SS. Please do not take this in a mean way. It just does not sit well with my stomach. It may be a personal opinion all my own. Please stop calling him babydoll and precious. He is not a child. It really creeps me out.
elena just went to bed. she's not writing a good night comment, and she asked me to convey this message:
"mayo, i'm not writing a good night comment. i'm very sad. it's our last night, and i'm sad and i can't write it, and i know you understand, mayo."
Anonymous, I have a little piece of advice for you. If it "creeps you out", then don't read what I write. It is none of your business what I write, who I write it to, what I say, or how I say it. I've spoken to SS this way for eight months now. And if you've been around here any amount of time--and I am pretty damn sure you have--you'd know that.
Here, in the South, we ALL call people by pet names. It's our way. I routinely call people "honey", "sweetie", "baby", "darlin'", and so on. Nobody has a problem with it.
SS has never said he doesn't like it. When or if he ever does, that's when I'll stop. Believe me, I'm not going to stop just because it makes you "sick to your stomach".
If you're a regular, as I believe you to be, then why don't you sign in to talk to me? I've been getting a lot of anonymous questions and comments lately. I wonder why that is?
I'll tell you, and you can tell all your friends: I know where I stand with SS, and so does he. Nothing's going to change that.
Now, go to bed. If I bother you that much, then ignore me. That's fine with me.
J
some here seem to have a big problem with
love
sex
pet names
being freindly
being nice
being open minded
sex
love
unless its them doing things like that.
whats up with that?
anon at 3.47
if you told her and she dont reciprocate
its time to get over her and move on
i have to go to bed.
i'm out of it, and tired.
mayo,
nothing long and involved and fanciful from me tonight -- just the sincere wish that you are content and smiling.
i'm leaving tomorrow for cleveland -- cleveland! i never thougtht i'd go there -- nd quite frankly, i'm too incoherent to talk right now.
sleep calls.
i go.
good night mayo-sama.
if you were here, i'd brush the hair out of your eyes and wish you pleasant dreams.
hey mayo
hope your day has been a good one! I don't have too much to say, Just watched Charlie the unicorn again, don't know why i like it but gee it's funny, almost as good as badger badger badger!
wishing comfort love companionship and pleasure to you and yours much love EP xx
SS
hope you're well, still in your pants? I hope so, I suppose you heard about the difference in pants meaning to us british colonists, lol I had a whole nother level of amusement there!
wishing you comfort coolness support and a lack of chafing in your pants
lotsa love
EP xx
goodnight blogbelieve
TJ have a safe trip
love EP XX
5:29, how do you stop loving someone?
Anonymous said...
And those 3 simple words are enough to keep me warm and smiling for an eternity.
Your love is all that I need.
It gives me hope, strength, courage, and happiness.
Thank you, my love.
April 19, 2008 11:47 PM
as yours does for me
you will always be warm and safe
in my arms
when I close my eyes.
in my heart
always.
when we danced last night
under the canopy of stars
and the light of the full moon
to the rhythm of our heartbeat
we were home
and, there is no place in the world
i would rather be
than home
with you
always
Please
continue smiling
for me
my love
be well
for you
my love, my heart, my tomorrows
always
WHAT ARE YOU DOING THE REST OF YOUR LIFE?
Alan and Marilyn Bergman
What are you doing the rest of your life?
North and south and east and west of your life?
I have only one request of your life --
that you spend it all with me.
All the seasons and the times of your days,
All the nickels and the dimes of your days;
Let the reasons and the rhymes of your days
all begin and end with me.
I want to see your face in every kind of light,
In fields of dawn, and forests of the night;
And when you stand before the candles on a cake,
Oh, let me be the one to hear the silent wish you make.
Those tomorrows waiting deep in your eyes,
In the world of love you keep in your eyes,
I'll awaken what's asleep in your eyes --
(it may take a kiss or two).
Through all of my life,
Summer, winter, spring and fall of my life,
All I ever will recall of my life
is all of my life ...
with you.
SS has never said he doesn't like it. When or if he ever does, that's when I'll stop
He'll never tell you he doesn't like it cos he's a nice guy. I think you have built up your 'relationship' with him in your mind to be more than it actually is. You seem to be a bit delusional where SS is concerned.
Good morning/afternoon/night Mayo, SS, TLA, J, Ergo, TJ (& Elena), Possum, Kass, FASC, RW; Miranth & PJ (felt in spirit) watchers, lurkers, fun and freaky folks of blog believe!
How are you all this *insert time of day here? Wonderful, I hope! Me, I'm tired! It's about bedtime for me....I hope I can sleep since I slept an entire 5+ hours yesterday!
Anon: I think J already explained that we southerners have a habit of calling people 'pet names'.
I also read her words stating that if either Mayo or SS had a problem with their 'pet names', she would stop.
Now, SS DOES stop in now and then. I'm sure if he REALLY had a problem with it he would have asked (nicely) for her discontinue the use of said pet names.
Just as Mayo would have said something about all the poetry IF HE had a problem with it.....
Personally, I like them - pet names and (some) poetry!
J: Please feel free to call me PEACHES, Babydoll, Precious, Sister, Sista or Porn Princess -- anytime!
:D
To ponder/encourage/inspire (or just ignore) today:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
24 Things To Always Remember
Author Unknown
Your presence is a present to the world.
You are unique and one of a kind.
Your life can be what you want it to be.
Take the days just one at a time.
Count your blessings, not your troubles.
You will make it through whatever comes along.
Within you are so many answers.
Understand, have courage, be strong.
Do not put limits on yourself.
So many dreams are waiting to be realized.
Decisions are too important to leave to chance.
Reach for your peak, your goal and you prize.
Nothing wastes more energy than worrying.
The longer one carries a problem the heavier it gets.
Do not take things too seriously.
Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets.
Remember that a little love goes a long way.
Remember that a lot … goes forever.
Remember that friendship is a wise investment.
Life’s treasure are people together.
Realize that it is never too late.
Do ordinary things in an extraordinary way.
Have hearth and hope and happiness.
Take the time to wish upon a star.
AND DO NOT EVER FORGET ….
FOR EVEN A DAY
HOW VERY SPECIAL YOU ARE !
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I hope you all have a very special day filled with hope and happiness!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
A PS for GS: I'm glad you liked the song, love! It's a great release, ain't it? ;)
I heart Wednesday 13/The Murderdolls!
Ooops, ONE more thing:
Have a safe trip to Cleveland TJ!
Give Elena an extra big hug for me before you leave!
Elena: try not to worry about her tooooo much (I know you will worry though).
*big hugs for the both of you*
i bet mayo and ss were relieved when the Ops left so they didn't have to read all that gushy stuff any more. i don't think ss cares enough about what she says to even bother asking her to stop. he probably stopped reading her comments long ago after she slapped him in the face that time cos he was talking and having fun with people on the blog besides her. how dare he? /sarcasm
Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
But there's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of the fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
Well every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say
No one,
I bet you didn't know mirror talk was in right now.
It didn't get put to rest with Michael Jackson in the 80s.
Punching mirrors, trying to shatter every last figment of light shining back at you didn't stop that superstition from hanging around. And it's only because the sight of blood makes me uneasy and because hands are pretty cool that I'm not a walking disaster plagued with bad luck.
(I walk under ladders because I'm not supposed to. It's the way I test the world. It failed.)
He looks in the mirror to find scabs to pick, wounds to reopen. I'm glancing to make sure I still see a fucking reflection. Why is it everything has to be a love/hate relationship? Have one of your damn scientists figure that one out. I have no letters by my name and I can tell you there is no middle, there is no happy medium, and gray areas went out of style a long time ago.
Black and white. It's because our minds crave other options and can't compute, "Look, you have two fucking choices, now just pick one already," that we meld the two and make it gray.
You do realize, had no one had the bright idea of standing over a piece of glass on their lunch break with a buffer, waiting, watching to see what would happen, we'd never be in this predicament.
But, then we'd have nothing to talk about. It'd be all metaphors and what if's.
One last thought. Do you ever wonder what aliens would think if they invaded Earth? To have one in nearly every room, bathrooms, bedrooms, kitchens, hallways, outside, inside, on the ceiling, they'd probably think we're a bunch of self-obsessed, righteous motherfuckers who can't go one second without looking at our hair.
Too bad we'll never get a chance to tell them their real use.
My deep morning thoughts killed it. :/
That, or everyone is still Z'ing which is what I should be doing.
Stupid brain.
Mayo,
It's Sunday! Be lazy. Yawn. Take naps. Walk around outside. Feel the sunshine. Listen to the birds. Watch a butterfly. Smell the flowers. Take a piece of paper and a pen with you and write it all down.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Find the inspiration again.
BlogBelieve,
You do the same!
SS,
You do the same! You have a SUNsational Sunday, my friend!
Mustard,
Just know that I ♥ you, I hear you, and I get you. Do you know how amazing it feels to know that someone gets me too? Thank you for that.
I personally like the sharp edges they have when they shatter into a million pieces. Unfortunately, I'm too much of a chicken shit to actually break one, so I just refuse to look.
Love you!
Song Anon,
Thank you for posting those lyrics for me. It was such a nice gesture and it made me smile when I read them this morning.
when we danced last night
under the canopy of stars
and the light of the full moon
to the rhythm of our heartbeat
we were home
make sure you know who you're dancing with under the full moon there, TLA. moonlight casts a lot of shadows.
Mirrors. >_< Ugh.
Mayo,
Get out of the way. I'm slinging hairbrushes left and right this morning. >_<
Wanna help me?
How about you, SS?
I bet you can sling'em, too. ^_^
See you guys later!
Have a good one!
XOXO,
S&V20
Jo-chan was sleeping late on the air bed on the floor just now. I woke her up by throwing my fifty and sixty lbs. dogs on her. ^_^
So now Mom, Gran, Jo-chan and I are going out galavanting.
good morning and see you all in a little while -- gonna go ride on a harley ... i leave today but not before i get one more solid ride! :D
(*pssst* mayo. do you ride? ever considered making a ducati your main vehicle? *leer*)
Shoots, I just remembered, Mayo I had a dream about you last night. Well not you, but the blog (so in a way, you.) I dreamed that your next post was a haiku about the moon. But you were talking about the new moon and I looked out of my window and saw that it was a full moon instead. (It is a full moon tonight.) I said to myself, "He's being contrary or ironic. We'll have to try to figure this out together, later on when we all discuss the literary aspects of this post."
Nothing exciting, just a short dream. ^_^
*VROOOOOOM!*
:D
I've seen it before,
yet its brightness still stuns me.
This moon is not new.
Have fun TJ! Be safe! And have a great journey to your next destination.
thanks, kapunua! watch out, i might land on your doorstep eventually! *grin*
(or a suzuki gxr, mayo. that's actually my favorite bike. in boy wonder blue. *wide grin*)
*slides on helmet*
*hops on back of harley*
*hangs on!*
That'd be cool TJ, we could go to the ocean, you could get to meet my crow, and possibly a ton of baby birds too depending on what season it was. (Baby bird season is almost here. O_o )
TJ update...
She on the back of my husbands Harley and headed to see the "Big House" in Leavenworth.....
Will post pictures soon.....
"I turned to look, but it was gone. I cannot put my finger on it now. The child is grown, the dream is gone."
She left the web, she left the loom,
She made three paces through the room,
She saw the water-lily bloom,
She saw the helmet and the plume,
She look'd down to Camelot.
Out flew the web and floated wide;
The mirror crack'd from side to side;
"The curse is come upon me," cried
The Lady of Shalott.
*thinking about the web*
I have become comfortably numb....
Anyone feeling like it's just one of those days?
'Cause, damn.
Hello to Everyone,
Show was great last night. Beautiful venue and great energy from both the band and the crowd. Seeing them again tonight, can't wait!
Elena,
Could you let TJ know that I emailed her. I am a little concerned about her arrival time.
Well, I am off to wander around Detroit.
-VM
Mirrors
Lose control
You find yourself pulling out eyes from the room
Attention, your addiction
It's destroying everything, this steadfast fixation
Still my satisfaction is found in your submissive hands
Beautiful, the life you drove through me
Through this wall of glass
Piercing rays fueled the radiance in your eyes
Pulling me closer, defying all reason
Until a night so disconnecting stole it away
And now these screams do nothing but fasten you to this prison I designed
Lose control, find yourself, lose control
To be destroyed is a choice you'll have to make
Violent, the life you drove through me
Through this wall of glass
Piercing rays fueled the radiance in your eyes
Pulling me closer, defying all reason
Let it out, Shed this skin, Break away
Denial is catching up, illusion is caving in
Exactly what did you expect?
The harm is hiding
Knowing only your simplicity, knowing nothing
Upon the great divide
You see it your own way
No wisdom across the shallow glass
A captive god
You look over a deadened face
Features sink like a skull
So familiar yet so far away
I see now
I see now there is a choice to make
We could be any one, I see now
We turn over, we redefine this reflection
This is a need that we learn like a new limb
There is a choice to make
We will lie in our graves
A hall of mirrors opens into a room full of me
I could be anyone, we could be anyone
There is a choice to make, I see now
We turn over, we redefine this reflection
There is a choice to make
We will lie in our own graves
By: Misery Signals
VM
I'll let her know. Hope things work out okay. I'm not comfortable with her hanging around bus stations alone. Crap, Mother Hen kickin' in but I can't help it.
I'm listening to "Learning to Fly" and loving it. Not sure why I had to tell you all that but hey, I just did.
Wow, Anon. Yeah. That pretty much summed it all up, I do believe.
Hello, VM! It's been a long time! I hope everything is well with you. :)
I woke up mad at the world this morning.
That's why that post is heavy-laden with anger.
i'm back!
and you know what? bike hair looks remarkably a lot like bed hair...*heh*
i seriously like it. going 70 mph down the road on the back of a bike is...i was going to say "exhilerating", but you know what? the actual feeling was that it was just so right.
maybe my next mcr spree will be accomplished courtesy of kawasaki, not greyhound!
anyway, vm, i replied to your email -- i think things are still gonna work out!
*walks in and flings a couple of hairbrushes at Mayo
0_0
*goes to fling another hairbrush but stops to look at RW's F-Bomb*
Ohhhh! Lovely!
Is Elena a motorcycle mama, TJ??
F-bomb to the rescue! ;)
she sure is, resurrected wreck! she's got the leather jacket, the doc martins...
the wholeshebang! lol
Coolness!!
Are we reaching 3000 comments?
Who's gonna grab the first comment honours??
I love Frank's home made t-shirt that says
FUCK YOUR CREW
he really didn't like eliza.(or her crew) I remember he once made a point of going across to the other side of the stage and spat on eliza. I lol'd.
It's gonna be.....
ME!
Yes?
Hell yes!
For RW, because she is unable to.
To sparkly toes, light-up Halloween pens, and BBQ's!
DAMN IT, JACKFUCK, ASS SHIT!
*beaming smile*
*throws a hairbrush at Smoke*
HEY SMOOOOOOKE!
O_O
HAHAHA!
That was funny! Thanks for trying, Mustard :)
Oh, so you wanna sling hairbrushes, do you?
>_<
*slings hairbrush and it bounces off of Mustard's head
*runs into bedroom and locks the door
BWAHAHAHA!
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