I will repeat it again and again.
For thirty-two, then thirty-three
time stopped. But, when does it end?
With empty rooms and unfilled beds,
and desperation; the last moments
and too many words left unsaid.
I am copying each name with bold black ink onto plain white card, filling the empty space with the only tangible evidence I have. One at a time I place a card face down before me while I consider each as if it were my own. Then, on the back of each card I write my name.
I can, but they cannot.
So, I will.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
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YESH!
i never get to be on top.
Sounds like a personal problem
LOL!
beer - like it but pretty much only on a really hot day and not a bitter.
love shandies (beer + lemonade)
wine - love it esp white, not too sweet and not too dry, rose or lighter reds
scothch - yep my fave with dry
rum- ok sometimes
bourbon - better than rum with cola
I'm not big on milky things, tia maria or baileys are nice
white port (red port smells and tastes too much like sultanas)
and I have just discovered I really like mead
all alcohol tends to make me talkative then sleepy
though I can actually drink a lot more than people expect, being a small female, I don't like and pretty much never get drunk though.
Yum, brownie muffins sound so good right now. Just out of the oven. :)
PH, it happens to all of us. I promise. I believe if you take a poll, all of us have smoked out a kitchen more than once.
It scares the shit out of me...and I panic. Not good. It just makes you more cautious in the future.
Goodnight Amyranth. Happy dreams.
hey congrats TJ!!!
but you must try being a little more forceful if it's a problem ;)
hi elena!
all alcohol tends to make me talkative then sleepy
though I can actually drink a lot more than people expect, being a small female, I don't like and pretty much never get drunk though.
Same. Except for the being able to drink a lot.
I'm a red bull and vodka chick, all da way.
Is this TJ's last night in Kansas?
Are you guys up to anything special tonight?
And... where to from there, TJ?
What exactly is Red Bull?
I know it's an energy drink, but what does it taste like?
Damn, that took me a while to post. I need to go read those I missed.
I'm distracted by the earthquake news.
I tastes like a fruity Sweet tart, it's got a little tang to it.
Really?
I would have thought it tasted more like cola.
Earthquake, Anima?
oh I watched it off the cd on my old laptop and the music and video were so far out of synch it was hilarious. My new computer is a lot better now!
I don't drink because I hate feeling out of control and fuzzy.
Plus, I have an addictive personality, so yeah, I stay away from everything that I think I might end up liking too much.
I do smoke, though.
Parliament Lights, Pepsi and coffee are my only vices.
Red Bull tastes like piss with vitamins.
Just sayin'....
Hello everyone!
Hi, Star! :D
That's one hell of an entrance, S&V!
BLASPHEMY!!! It tastes like fruity invigorating goodness from God!
sorry that was about "Vampires"
News. I want to kick the shit out of it. Just sayin'.
Elena and TJ, I'm downloading those pics of us. I'll keep you posted. I really wish I had been an ass and brought in my camera like some people. My phone camera sucks.
Hey Smoke, RW, ergo, Mustard, carrie, anima, Tj, and Elena.
Was there an earthquake somewhere?
goodnight everybody. i hope tomorrow is a beter day by far.
ss - wow, seriously high all around there. havnt a clue wat i am saying, dont really care, you know what, life is to short to hide your words so here is one big SUGARFART to you. say what you want when you want, loud and proud.
sweet dreams mayo. be good, and if you cant be good then make sure you have fun being a bad 'ass'. loud and proud mayo, loud and proud
goodnight everyone. sweet dreams
Excuse me Smoke?
Redbull tastes like candy necklaces.
I'm just sayin'.
=]
^_^
RW,
I try.
Actually, I've never tastes piss but that's what I imagine it tastes like.
With vitamins.
Night, Fimmy! :)
Night, Fimmy's duck!
Actually, I've never tastes piss but that's what I imagine it tastes like.
I figured that ;)
Good night, Miss Fimbelina!
Goodnight Fim!<3
Okey doke, artichokes, I'm gonna retire and watch some tv with Al, since I haven't seen her much this week.
I think the earthquake she's talking about was in Illinois, Star (I just Googled it).
No casualties have been reported, but it apparantly shook skyscrapers in Chicago.
I'm telling you, it's not natural to have buildings that high.
Have fun, Carrie :)
Oh, no wait, one more--Red Bull tastes like SUGARFARTS.
Redbull tastes like jackfuck.
Bwuahaha.
I've never had Redbull, so I couldn't tell ya.
Sweet Dreams Carrie!<3
0_0
I like Redbull and vodka (rasberry vodka is best). Being careful with is a must. It can really 'eff you up. And not in a good way.
RW, there was an earthquake in southern Illinois early Friday morning. It shook hundreds of miles away. I even felt an aftershock at work several hours later. And the midwest has been waiting for this for a while, especially the New Madrid fault in the 'bootheel' of Missouri. Everyone just kind of forgot about it. Now it's all over the news.
T.J. - I officially crown you an honorary Midwestern. Do I have that power?!
Weren't MCR in Chicago on Friday?
Damn, I wish they'd change the song on their web page. I'm tired of hearing Teenagers :(
I'm off to bed.
Sweet dreams, wherever you are Mayonaise.
xoxo;
- 007
<3
And it shook my bed like the Exorsist, I swear. I had my arms spread out, totally confused....freaky stuff. I wonder if the guys in MCR felt that shit. They would have been laid up for the second show in Chicago.
Mayo,
Hope your Saturday was a good one! Did you make it SINsational? Maybe just a little bit?
Mine was okay. Let's just leave it at that.
Well, I won't take up too much time or space tonight. I already spewed enough earlier and left you some song lyrics. I think that's enough.
Again, I apologize for what happened this afternoon. We were just trying to get across how much this place means to us and how much you mean to us. I hope at least that much came though.
Have a nice night, Mayo. Maybe you can sleep late in the morning. Because if you can't do it on Sunday, then when can you?
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Just friends worrying about a friend.
Night night, PH :) Pleasant dreams!
Goodnight, PH, Fim, Sdock, and Carrie!
Hullo & goodnight, Solly :)
Nighty night PH and Carrie. Sweet dreams.
RW, I just read that you 'googled' it. Sorry 'bout that.
Hiya Star and Fimblelina.
Princess, I'm not sure either. The smell isn't so good - I mean piss with vitamins. Damn, that sounds really gross.
goodnight PH sweet dreams
Night Solly. I will save a kiss for you when I feel better. *One on the cheek for now. :)
No worries, Anima :)
Well, time for me to sign off for a bit. Got my mom to call, then a baff to take.
I'll probably be back on for a bit later, I just don't know when.
Have a good night, everyone :)
I haven't had Redbull but I tried that "Mother" and it reminds me of medicine
I'm usually perky enough I don't need more caffiene,
oh shit justhad a thought, imagine Rachel Ray on redbull....or maybe she is! her perkiness would be unstoppable!
My wish for you, Mayo:
That this place brings you as much joy, comfort, laughter and insight as it has to all of us. I hope it makes you think, makes you cry and makes you roll on the floor laughing. I hope it challenges you every single day to feel anything and everything and to never lose sight of what's important. ^_^
I am repeating this to you, Mayo, because I want you to understand what we were talking about. I'm sure you do. We were in no way questioning you, your words or your friendship.
End of story.
SS,
I hope the same thing for you. You have been such an important part of this place and I just hope that we can make you smile and laugh when you can't find something to smile and laugh about. Even crazy superheroes on ToeTours have not so uber-fab days, right? You really do mean the world to us. ^_~
BlogBelieve,
Sweet dreams, everyone!
XOXO,
S&V20
Goodnight, RW! See you tomorrow. :)
Goodnight, Smoke. :)
With regard to the label...I hope they are almost done. It's not my business either (thank you Mustard). I think they could do all of this on their own. I hope they do not have too much tied up in that fuck of a company. [did I just say that?...I will stop now.]
goodnight sdoc and carrie
hello star!
goodnight smoke sweet dreams
Have a lovely one RW. Hope to see you later. I will send you my measurements soon. ;)
Princess, I agree. Lovely.
Here's my highly semi-educated guess.
If I had to say anything, I'd say they committed themselves to Warner for so many records. How many, I don't know.
I think Warner has done a lot for them, more than they could have ever done on Eyeball. But, Warner's a major and is looking out for themselves first and foremost. It's just the way it works, you know?
Whether they could do it all on their own is a question I suppose only they could answer. With all of the touring they do, all of the promotional things, all of the marketing, radio interviews, television appearances, I just can't imagine an artist of their stature being able to all of that on their own. It's been done, don't get me wrong, but sometimes the label is your best friend in those respects. They get your shit taken care of when you don't have the time to do it.
mustard I think Warner has given them an advantage but it does mean they come under their control on a lot of things. I think the deal is usually for a certain no. of albums but they would have the option of changing labels, though what penalties they incur is unknown.
I do think they'd need to stay with a major though,if they wish to maintain their profile, independents just don't have the same weight in the industry. Shame but true.
See how Amy Winehouse's label has refused to release any more of her music etc unless she gets to rehab and kicks her habits. I hope she does, or we'll be reading about her death, she seems to be a train wreck at the moment. Such a shame.
but you must try being a little more forceful if it's a problem ;)
thqanks for the tip, ergo. i'll remember that for the next time. lol
And... where to from there, TJ?
i'm heading up to cleveland, resurrected wreck, for the show on tuesday, and then back to kentucky to visit my folks. it's a bit roundabout, but i couldn't pass up vm's invite!
Elena and TJ, I'm downloading those pics of us.
anima, i can't wait to see them! will you email them to me, as well? we were all so cute that day. :)
T.J. - I officially crown you an honorary Midwestern. Do I have that power?!
*accepts the crown from anima*
*waves like the queen mum*
thank you, truly. thank you all.
does this give me the right to complain asbout the weather here now? :)
i had only three simple words
for you this morning
I love you
but
things do change
some may interfere
some may try to confuse
how sad it must be
not to know love
i know your voice
i know your thoughts
i know your dreams
i know your heart
i hear you
i see you
i dream with you
i know you
always
for you my love
And those 3 simple words are enough to keep me warm and smiling for an eternity.
Your love is all that I need.
It gives me hope, strength, courage, and happiness.
Thank you, my love.
Mustard, I totally value your opinion. 100%. You know this stuff way more than I do. For sure.
I often wonder what made them well-known...and I do not think it was Warner. Well, maybe - "I'm Not Okay" was their first on MTV, so I can give credit to that...but I think it was the Internet that fueled the excitement, including Myspace. And no doubt they would not be able to do what they have done by themselves. But then again I do not see them as a band that is cool with the over-marketing of their music. I don't feel like they have total control.
If they went on their own, it would take a team. I believe they had those people there in the beginning - way more than most because it was obvious they had 'something' totally different, yet comfortable ...the big label just made it easier for them to support themselves. I would have done the same thing. I am only hoping that they didn't get into deep with these guys. Contract wise.
TJ, I wish all the best in your travels. You are an amazing person, like no one I've ever met. Take care of yourself.
And yes, I crown thee! You totally mix with the lot. I will send you those pics and I can't wait to see you in the Lou. You will be here right?! Stay safe sweetie. I will be thinking about you.
I often wonder what made them well-known...and I do not think it was Warner.
Nah, I don't either. I think they had such a deep, ever-growing fanbase that Warner couldn't keep their paws off of them. I mean, let's be reasonable, they probably offered them a deal they'd be crazy to pass up compared to the other majors that were vying for their attention.
But then again I do not see them as a band that is cool with the over-marketing of their music. I don't feel like they have total control.
I don't either. There are "artists," then there are artists. These guys are the real deal and we all know that. What they create has value (this is absolutely not to say that other individuals create invaluable music, because that is not true), and I see them as wanting to share that with as many people as possible.
But, though I'm speaking generalities, I seriously doubt they'd want their music cheapened. And from where I sit, I don't believe Warner has pushed their music so much that it has less of a value. I don't hear MCR everywhere I go. I don't see them on every freaking countdown, nor do I hear them on the radio. I'm not being bombarded with their singles. I can appreciate that, because in a way, that makes it more special to me.
But, as you mentioned, they probably don't have as much control as they like. But, I dunno. Maybe they do. But, when it's your music that your work your ass off to create, you want to have as much say-so as possible. I think that's fairly agreeable.
ok I said earlier hubby went to the bucks night and came home about 1/2 hr later because he felt uncomfortable and didn't look like fun (he had a drink poured over him in the first few minutes, groom tied to a chair etc,)well I just found out some other stuff that went on later (which I wont go into details about) and may I say I feel so fortunate to have a guy with some morals,respect for me and the nouse to leave regardless of what the others were saying.
:)
Ergo, that's cool.
I have to give respect where it's due, and it's definitely due.
Props for him.
thanks mustard :)
he just got home so I'm off to fill him in and tell him I'm more proud of him!
Mustard, I agree once again.
"Paws off" ...Damn straight!
These are the times when I wish money didn't rule. They did 'shop'....they knew they had something amazing. I totally appreciate that, but I wish they could have stuck it out with a minor. The past is the past, and again, I would have done the same thing.
I am sure they have more control than most, but only because Warner is clueless and what these guys do sells itself.
I've been made aware of so much marketing of this band...and it makes me sad. It makes me think about the people that used to like them...especially guys. I have a couple of friends that just can't get around the 'mainstream' of it. I'm cool with it because I understand, but I feel like they gained some shitty-ass fans because of it. [And this in no way reflects my view of any of you here, regardless when you discovered them. And in no way am I saying they sold out. I hate that term.]
I can't wait to see you in the Lou. You will be here right?! Stay safe sweetie. I will be thinking about you.
i totally will be there!
it was great meeting you, too, anima -- you hang in there and before you know it we'll be rockin out in front of mcr again! (and hey...if the crowd gets tight again...well, we're already engaged! *wink & grin*)
Ergo, I think I might understand. Your husband sounds wonderful; it seems like such a normal expectation, but somehow I'm the same way...I get amazed and feel so fortunate.
These are the times when I wish money didn't rule.
I know, right? It's so frustrating to know that this industry is just not about the art anymore. No matter how you slice or dice it, it's about the money.
It makes me think about the people that used to like them...especially guys. I have a couple of friends that just can't get around the 'mainstream' of it. I'm cool with it because I understand, but I feel like they gained some shitty-ass fans because of it.
I have to agree. With The Black Parade and the hype that surrounded it, there was a new legion of fans to jump on, each and every one of them for different reasons and none of them better than the next.
Like you, I've never had a problem with an artist going "mainstream." It's irrelevant to me, but others, like you said, seem to not like it so much. From my viewpoint, I see it as the artist succeeding. For me, where the line blurs is the amount of respect. For example, though MCR is what I would consider mainstream, I have much more respect for them than I do, hell, I don't know, Mariah Carey. Both mainstream, but my respect for them differs greatly.
And for what it's worth, I don't like the term "sell out" either.
TJ, I am so excited! I'm still trying to figure out my plans. The husband wants to go...but he really needs to work. Regardless if he comes, it will be awesome. We will have so much fun. Maybe all of you can swing by my place before leaving town the next day. I will feed you...Sunday breakfast rules!
A man who has nothing in particular to recommend him discusses all sorts of subjects at random as though he knew everything.
Hey guys!
Holy crap, what a day.
I just got off the phone with my good friend who used to work with me but moved away; and although promised a job on her return, is being denied a job anyway because of THAT GUY!
Whole world's going mad.
Today was good though, spent the whole day with Jo-chan and my parents. At the folks' place, Mom, Jo-chan and I made brownies (actually Mom did while we all talked.) Then we took some to my place, Jo-chan and I and we ate brownies and ice cream and watched Sweeney Todd, followed by an in depth discussion on why Mrs. Lovett is the most compelling character in the whole thing.
Tomorrow we are going out again and I'm going to find a cherry tree really cheap if possible, then plant it and put lanterns between it and the one I have now.
See if I don't. ^_^
I haven't been able to catch up, but I hope you've all had a great Saturday. :D
Hellooooooo
There is nothing in the whole world so painful as feeling that one is not liked. It always seems to me that people who hate me must be suffering from some kind of lunacy.
Hi Cupcake. ^_^
Hi there Kapunua, Sweeney Todd ay?
I actually have yet to see that... *bows head in shame*
Hey Jules! Hey Cupcake!
Why isn't my ass in bed? >.<
Hiya Mustard. :)
Mustard, I hear you...you speak the truth. At least for me. It makes a ton of sense. I wish I could get inside on the details. I know so much about contracts and agreements - I know how confusing they can be...
I'm sure Brian knew what he was doing...I'm just concerned that he doesn't seem to be in the picture much these days. Not even sure if Brian was involved in the negotiations.
I am talking about things that I have no business inquiring about...nor do I know the involvement of managers,etc.
Shall I digress?! :)
Yes, I shall.
Hey Splash! how's it hanging? :) Your ass isn't in bed because, well, I dunno, Mine should be too!
I'll be back in a little while ladies, I need a shower.
Anima, can I just say thank you for talking to me about this? It's cool. :)
Jules, it's hanging. Totally bumping my gums when I should be dreaming (I had some last night, but now I can't remember what they were) about tulips and lilacs or sumthin'. Sounds like you had a pretty cool day!
Cupcake, how are you? It's been a really long while.
Things that prove disillusioning - Nothing in all the world could be worse than a man or a woman who turns out to use words vulgarly. I wonder what the strange quality is in a single word that can make it vulgar or tasteful - though of course the person making this judgment isn't necessarily so splendid herself! And if that's the case, how can one judge what's good and what's not? Well, I don't know about the others, but I simply go by my own feelings in the matter.
Hey assorted peoples, I'm still lurking about watching Torchwood and New Amsterdam.
It's actually not a bad thing to use vulgar or unseemly words intentionally, knowig them for what they are. What's astonishing is when someone produces a word frm their private store withoug pausing to consider its nature.
What's astonishing is how many typos are in that. O_o Should have checked that over first!
If an author of a tale uses poor language it makes you quite despair, and you find yourself squirming with embarrassment for the writer as well.
Well, dudes. I'm gonna turn in. I have some thinking to do, and it's best done in the sanctuary that is my bed.
Cupcake, I hope you're well. :)
Mayo,
My apologies again for earlier.
I hope your Saturday was pleasantly eventful. May tomorrow be especially exciting. Annnnd, why do I sound like a horoscope reading?
Anyway, goodnight to you. Thank you for everything.
SS,
See S&V20. :)
Have a great night, dude. Stay an awesome opposum, stay safe, and keep a cheesy grin. Goodnight!
Grrrrrr...
*oppossum
Night!
No, actually, what is semi-astonishing is that you will never ever ever stop with the multiple posts of stuff that people are all like WTF about. I guess I get it, it's to Mayo, but whatever.
Mustard, I enjoy it so much. Talking to about all of this...I feel like you totally get me, and you bring a knowledge of the industry that I lack...Love it. Thank you. :)
Hi Kapunua, Cupcake, and Sei! Nice to see (read) you guys.
Hello Mayo, SS, Ergo, TJ, Anima, MIB, Paper, K, various anonymous folks and lurkers!
How are you all tonight? Did ya'll have a great (or at least 'pretty good') day? I hope so!
Warner is patrolling youtube again, I see. They keep a pretty close eye on myspace as well!
Can't really blame them though. I mean, everyone want to protect their investments, right?
I have to disagree about MCR or any band reaching THAT level of success WITHOUT the backing and support of a major label. Sure, myspace is a wonderful TOOL and some bands make a decent (or even good) living promoting and selling (self produced)cds from the internet. But, it does not even come close to what that MAJOR LABEL does for you! Compare PRE Warner sales to POST Warner sales....it's a world of difference.
Also, look at what happens to bands when they are dropped from a major label. They have a hell of time after that happens. No matter how popular they were!
Okay, that was MAJOR label vs SELF produced or Indie label speech for the night. I was going to get into 'creative control' and 'artistic vision' and how you may have to give up some of that once you sign with a major label (once again - it's give a little - or a lot , take a little - or a lot). But, then the speech would go over the 3 minutes allowed! ;)
Ohhh....and, in case anyone did not notice; I AM NOT AT THE MINISTRY SHOW tonight.
I didn't feel like going out tonight. HARD to believe, ain't it?
Strange days indeed!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
I spy mistakes in my post too. No worries Mustard. Nighty Night. Again, thank you.
Awkward and embarrassing things - Someone tells you an affecting story, tears streaming as she speaks - but though you can well understand how moving it is as you listen, not a tear emerges from your eyes. This is terribly awkward. You make a tearful face and do your best to look sad and moved, but quite without success. On the other hand, if you see or hear something wonderful, you can find yourself overwhelmed with tears.
Good night Splash! Lovely dreams to you.
Hey Anima, miss chatting with ya! Hopefully soon. :)
Hi Carrie!!!! How was your day? What did you do? Did you remember to NOT set the alarm this morning?
;)
*pounce tackle hugs and smooches for all*
Hi Wendy! *hugs and kissys* I'm very glad to see you, and equally glad Ministry couldn't lure you in to their show. :)
What's shakin' in Nawlins tonight (besides you)?
J
I have returned, steamy and fresh! XP
Well, I was woken by an alarm, but I didn't set it! Al was gone and her clock went off this morning at 7!
Wendy, you missed the Ministry show?! How dare you!
Labels, shmabels. I'm not sure if I agree with you, but I do get what you are saying. Especially being dropped from a major, but I do think those who are dropped are those that have rested on their laurels...It can be a major blow, but dropping and leaving are very different. I want MCR to leave Warner. Can't help it. Just the way I feel. I do not think they need them, nor have they ever needed them.
J!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I is so happy to see you too!!!
*big hug and kiss*
Well, besides ME and MINISTRY; RUSH is also shakin' (I believe).
I'm quite certain THE DUNGEON will be shakin in about half an hour too!
How are things in Tennessee? How's Logan's nosie?
*bunny nuzzles for Logan*
Kapunua, I miss it (you) too. *sad face* I am always so behind! Hope to hang with you soon!
Inexplicably, all these quotes remind me of something else:
If you cut a face lengthwise, urinate on it, and trample on it with straw sandals, it is said that the skin will come off. This was heard by the priest Gyōjaku when he was in Kyoto. It is information to be treasured.
(Is it, Hagakure? Is it really?)
anima said...
Wendy, you missed the Ministry show?! How dare you!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I know, Anima! I'm a bit 'shocked' with myself, LOL!
I do think MCR would do very well (for awhile at least) with an Indie label.....
but, it's difficult to keep that level of sales with the power house machine of a Major label.
Sad; but true. :/
CUPCAKE!!!!!!!!!!! All freshly showered, I see. So, what do smell like?
;)
Hi J, way to sneak up on us. ;)
*edit*
withOUT the power house...
*smacks blogger*
Oh hi Anima, Redrum, how are you guys?
I must say, if ever I do come across a man who seems to feel for me at all, I immediately assume he's actually quite shallow-hearted, so I have no need to expose myself to potential embarrassment.
Hello redrum!
Carrie: who the heck set the alarm for 7 on a Saturday???
Did you hurt them? ;)
Wendy, I can't speak for the whole state, but Knox Vegas is hangin' in. The summer concert series, Sundown in the City, started back up again tonight, so downtown is "alive with pleasure"! I don't know who opened it this year. They usually get some pretty cool bands/performers, though.
*womders idly if MCR would grace us with their presence*
Logan's nosie is doing ok right now. He's had his nightly dose of Benadryl, and has been...cozy...with his plastic bowling-ball love. Rather noisily, I might add.
How are your fur babies?
HI CUPCAKE! And Carrie, and Anima, and Mustard, and K.
J
I smell like roses Wendy, as always!
;) hehe
Hello J dear! *cuddles*
How are you?
And Redrum too! Nice to see you.
Wendy, I hear Ministry is going on some crazy endeavor before they call it quits. Have you heard the same thing?
KNOCK IT OFF KAPU! When will you learn that NO ONE CARES!! Hello, everyone is trying to tell you to stop spamming up the blog with your useless quotes! Yet you never learn!
And hey, Redrum, you came in while I was typing--long time no see!
Anima, just call me Stealth Punk. ;)
J
Bah. Here we go again.
Hello, hope you are well, and good bye.
You are the most pointless and annoying and STUPID one on here. Poems and quotes that everyone hates, and for WHAT?? No one cares about this random nonsense quote stuff! It is not COOL or interesting!
Wendy, it was Al's alarm, and she wasn't here, so alas, no beatings.
Thanks for the cuddles, Cupcake, they're greatly appreciated. *cuddles back*
You did say "roses", right? Uh...are you sure? Cause I smell confectioner's sugar. haha
J
*steaming some edamame. yummy.*
cupcake said...
I smell like roses Wendy, as always!
;) hehe
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I would expect no less, Cupcake!
;)
J: I had to give Miss Bingle Bunny a bath today. I think I gave her a bit too many apple pieces last night, and, well....
you KNOW what can happen when you do that!
The pups and kitties and turtle --I lost one of them over the winter :( -- are all good. Thanks for asking!
Crystallized roses, J!
Maybe all of you can swing by my place before leaving town the next day. I will feed you...Sunday breakfast rules!
anima, that would be so awesome! we'll definitely do it! *yum*
and hello, redrum -- you're funny.:)
Redrum, hey there, almost missed ya.
What's that quote from now? O_o
It's beautiful the way the water drops hang so thick and dripping on the garden plants after a night of rain in the ninth month, when the morning sun shines fresh and dazzling on them. Where the rain clings in the spider webs that hang in the open weave of a screening fence or draped on the eaves, it forms the most most moving and beautiful string of white pearly drops.
Anima: Yeah, this is being promoted as their FAREWELL TOUR!
I've heard it's been very interesting so far, LOL! Now I'm regretting not going!
Oh well, Farewell tour usually means they'll be back in 4 or 5 years -- when the get that itch again ;)
Goodnight Redrum! Nice to 'almost' talk to you ;)
Bye Redrum--again.
Oooh, Wendy, I know exactly what you're saying. :P L used to have to give her biggest bunny, Sydney, baths quite often. He loved them so much. Sadly, she had to have him put to sleep b/c he accidentally broke his back, and had no feeling from the waist down. He lost bladder/bowel control, and of course movement in his lower half. He was the sweetest bunny, too. We still miss him, and it's been a little over 2 yrs since it happened.
Sorry to hear about your turtle. *hugs* What happened?
J
TJ! I'm glad you're still here!
I wanted to wish you a safe trip to
*wherever it is you're off to now*
:D
I also love the way, when the sun has risen higher, the bush clover, all bowed down beneath the weight of the drops, will shed its dew, and a branch will suddenly spring up though no hand has touched it. I also find it fascinating that things like this can utterly fail to delight others.
Hey TJ! *hugs and kisses* It was great talking to you tonight! So, did Elena fire you, or are you just laid off?
And when does the hair-dyeing finale happen?
J
Hey Mayo! I hope today you found things that were fascinating, delightful, amusing, moving and lovely. Also I hope your dreams will be nice--or perhaps "nice" is too dull. Maybe inspiring instead. Like the foot of Kilauea where the sea begins, and how the fire and steam rise out of the water. I've been to Kilauea but never the sea-side of it. That's another place I want to go, too. Aww, forget dreaming about it Mayo; I hope you get to see it sometime, too. :) Have a great Sunday.
S(S)S, randomly I started thinking about you today while I was hanging out with my family. I was thinking about how you linked "Invincible" and how awesome that particular link was. I know I've thanked you, and Splash, and a few others like effusively for the Muse songs and links, but thank you again. It's delightful to know someone so generous with their time and good will. ^_^ Hope you had a great Saturday and will finish off the weekend joyfully as well.
BlogBelieve, good night. Hope you get to do exactly what you want tomorrow, whether that's going out galavanting, or just chilling with a new favorite book that you found or some music or whatever.
I am more pleased when something nice happens to someone I love than when it happens to myself.
Hey everyone
Thanks for the hugs, J!
*hugs back*
I don't know what happened to poor Spot.
One day he was fine, the next day...
he was gone :(
I do know that THIS time it wasn't Jump's fault. Spot still had his head!
Sorry to hear about Sydney. It's so horrible to watch them in pain, isn't it. Like my vet says: Sometimes, the most loving thing we can do is let them go. It's our last (selfless) gift/act of love towards them :(
"I tried being reasonable, I didn't like it.”
BC!!!!!!!!!! How are you, sweetcheeks?
Goodnight Kapunua, Hi BC!!!!! *hugs*
For Sdock, when you can't find the words for others who get you down
Blue Monday lyrics - new order
How does it feel to treat me like you do?
When you've your hands upon me
And told me who you are
I thought I was mistaken
I thought I heard your words
Tell me, how do I feel
Tell me now, How do I feel
Those who came before me
Lived through their vocations
From the past until completion
They'll turn away no more
And I still find it so hard
To say what I need to say
But I'm quite sure that you'll tell me
Just how I should feel today
I see a ship in the harbor
I can and shall obey
But if it wasn't for your misfortune
I'd be a heavenly person today
And I thought I was mistaken
And I thought I heard you speak
Tell me how do I feel
Tell me now, how should I feel
Now I stand here waiting...
I thought I told you to leave me
While I walked down to the beach
Tell me how does it feel
When your heart grows cold
hey kapunua looks like I missed you!
sweet dreams
WENDY!!! *smoooooooooch*
hi again TJ and carrie and anima
and hello J redrum !
Hiya Sugarplum, how are you? *smothers with ultra sloppy kisses and hugs*
I'm good, watching SVU and listening to some Slayer, just taking it easy.
hi BC, hello song anon
Ergo!!!!!!!!!!
*big smooooooch back*
How are you, honeybunch? Did you bring the scothch tonight? :D
Cupcake: What did you do today? Besides the shower, that is? ;)
Goodnight K!
Hiya Ergo, J, cupcake, anyone else about *squeeze*
Oh hi Ergo dear! :)
Goodnight Kapunua! Wishing you happy dreams and a beautiful tomorrow.
Anon, I love that, thank you. Not for me, but for Sdock.
You know, though, Wendy, after the initial break, Syd wasn't in pain. He didn't have any feeling below the waist, so he was pretty much ok mood-wise.
But the vet said he would develop sores from lying in his own waste (cause he wouldn't have been able to move around), and he wouldn't have been able to play or, Hell, MOVE unless he dragged his hind end around. And he was such a happy bunny that L couldn't stand to think of him not being able to play.
And the most striking thing about the whole incident? When L told him what had to happen, he just looked at her like, "It's ok, Mommy, I understand. Don't be sad. I'll be with Jesus, and everything will be ok." He didn't make a fuss or anything, which was so...amazing.
Sorry, I got a little gushy there. :/
HEY BC! Look what the cat dragged in! heeheehee *hugs and kisses* How are you tonight?
J
BC: Taking it easy with SLAYER.
I like that idea! :))
*ultra sloppy kisses and hugs back*
Thanks, sweetcheeks!
J: Is L still due to come home tomorrow? Tell her to have a safe trip back home and send her my love!
Well Wendy, I did some washing, and made a pizza! I also painted my nails silver.
And it's only 3:38pm, aren't you proud?
So, did Elena fire you, or are you just laid off?
And when does the hair-dyeing finale happen?
lol--i think i'm just laid off --i'm sure she'll put me to work agian whenever i show up again!
and we haven't put the color in yet...been too busy figuring out what bus to take to cleveland and packing! soon though --soon i will be purple again!
Cupcake!!!!!
s sorry I missed you there! How are you sweetie? when are you moving to Melbourne?
wdney - hre's the scothch
Hey Ergo! *hugs and kissys for Ergo too* Give some of those to your boy, there: he did a good thing today!
Hi Song Anon, are you the one who left the Cure song for me last night?
J
lol cupcake we are actually at the same time now! no daylight savings, I've been cleaning my pantry and I don't know how I seem to have so much more room!
Need to buy more food lol
Hahaha j, I'm doing good, thanks. How about you? *hugs and kisses*
Ha ha sugarplum :)
thanks J
I just don't see why guys have to do things so degrading to each other, or need dubious entertainment.
makes the penis straw hens night look like a nuns convention!
(ok maybe not that pure)
bride is not impressed at all
It's ok Ergo *hugs*
Sadly I'm not moving to Melbourne for about another year. *sighs*
Well, better than nothing, and at least I won't have to miss my friends here.
How are you doing hun?
My soy beans are getting too cold, too quick. Damn.
I am more pleased when something nice happens to someone I love than when it happens to myself.
Me too. Yet, I found that I was only allowing more for others and expected little for myself. It's quite a conundrum.
I'm good cupcake. been cleaning and baking and bludging on the computer
Not bad, BC. I'm actually working on another story for SP in between comments. Multi-tasker extraordinaire, that's me. ;)
Wendy: L said she'd be back tomorrow, as long as she has a "good day" pain/fatigue-wise. If not, then she'll be back Monday. Her trip is only about 1 1/2 hrs, but when your whole body hurts it seems like days instead. :P
TJ: if Elena makes you work anymore, tell her she has to pay you in Starbucks and Reese's whipped! Or maybe salsa. ;)
J
Sounds good Ergo, sounds good!
TJ, I would love for you guys to come over. I hope we can work it out. Spend $10 for a breakfast at some shitty ass place, or free breakfast at a friends place? We can totally swing it. I love to feed my friends. Especially those who are on the road. :)
You have my number, if you need anything along your travels, let me know. I can't wait to see you agian. :)
Yeah, Ergo, the phrase "penis straw" sure brings to mind whole CONVENTS chock full o' nuns!
*wonders why that makes me think of "chock full o' nuts" but doesn't want to ask*
Just read your comment again and saw "convention", and here I am with "convent"--eerie...now we're starting to think alike...
I'm sorry, Ergo! I didn't mean to rub off on you...
J
Original Punks said...
And the most striking thing about the whole incident? When L told him what had to happen, he just looked at her like, "It's ok, Mommy, I understand. Don't be sad. I'll be with Jesus, and everything will be ok." He didn't make a fuss or anything, which was so...amazing.
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Oh.....I know that had to be so hard on L. It's amazing how much they can say to us with their eyes, isn't it.....
What happened to Syd sound alot like what happened to my first kitty, Tabby. I found him as a newborn in my neighbors yard. His mother had abandoned him and I heard the cries so I jumped the fence - flashlight in hand - to find the poor crying critter. He was the tiniest little thing. I fell in love instantly. I was certain my daddy had sent that little kitten to me - to help deal with his death.
I brought him to my vet to see what to do and the vet said he probably wouldn't live more than a day or two; but, gave me a bottle and formula to try to feed him.
I bottle feed that cat for 6 months, lol. Of course, he did eat regular cat food at 7 weeks but wanted that night night bottle for 6 months!
At 16 months he collapsed, couldn't make it to the litter box anymore, stopped eating and drinking. I brought him the vet and the vet kept him for 4 days on IV's. Turns out my poor Tabby had a liver disease (which is probably why the mother abandoned him).
Dr. Roger's called me to his office to say goodbye to Tabby. The minute I got there, Tabby jumped up and started eating! Dr. Roger's couldn't believe it. He and I both though MAYBE there was hope; so he let me take Tabby home - with medication to try to help keep the liver functioning a little.
He still couldn't use the litter box but at least he was eating again - at first. He only lasted a week, before he collapsed again.
It was as though he wanted that extra week with his mom.....
It was so hard to let him go; but, after spending that last week with him, I knew he was ready....
Now, I'm all mushy!
*now goes catch up on all I missed while typing my novella*
For Toujours, we feel this way sometimes
Fade to Grey - Visage
Devenir gris
Devenir gris
One man on a lonely platform
One case sitting by his side
Two eyes staring cold and silent
Show fear as he turns to hide
Aaah, we fade to grey (fade to grey)
Aaah, we fade to grey (fade to grey)
Un homme dans une gare isolée
Une valise a ses cotés
Des yeux fixes et froids
Montre de la peur lorsqu'il
Se tourne pour se cacher
Aaah, we fade to grey (fade to grey)
Aaah, we fade to grey (fade to grey)
Sent la pluie comme un été Anglais
Entends les notes d'une chanson lointaine
Sortant de derriere d'un poster
Espérant que la vie ne fut aussi longue
Aaah, we fade to grey (fade to grey)
Aaah, we fade to grey (fade to grey)
Feel the rain like an English summer
Hear the notes from a distant song
Stepping out from a back shop poster
Wishing life wouldn't be so long
Devenir gris
Aaah, we fade to grey (fade to grey)
Aaah, we fade to grey (fade to grey)
Aaah, we fade to grey (fade to grey)
Devenir gris
Aaah, we fade to grey (fade to grey)
Devenir gris
Aaah, we fade to grey (fade to grey)
Aaah, we fade to grey (fade to grey)
Devenir gris
Aaah, we fade to grey (fade to grey)
Aaah, we fade to grey (fade to grey
Wow, another story already? ^_^
Hi anima *squeeze*
oh wendy that's lovely
we found an abandoned kitten once, it only lasted a day but I thought at least it was warm and cuddled for that time
I hate losing pets
oh song anon I love that song!
Aw man, Wendy, we've gotta stop talking about these little sweeties, I'm gonna cry. It kills me to think about when Dumplin and Rain reach their time to go. Dumplin's more like another best friend instead of a pet. And Rain is so "pure kitten" even at 8 years old that he keeps me laughing all the time.
Ok, on to other topics. Where's the, uh, vampire been lately?
J
Holy hell! pizza is ready, meaning cupcake must go!
Take care guys, I love you all!
xoxo cupcake
Hi everybody...
Oh lookie I've got my computer back for a minute. My "sister" has stepped away from the desk......
*waves frantically*
I miss you all. (she's across the room talking but I have no idea what she's talking about. I'm just nodding my head.)
She just injured herself opening fingernail polish remover. Go figure.
She sounds like Golem "It burns ussss"
Sorry LOTR reference.
Oh no she's coming back......
Don't forget me.......
Holy Hell she's turned into a grammar nazi. She's yelling at me about periods? Hell she doesn't even capitalize words. WTF?
Oh she said "That's my style."
Now she rattling about something about Cummings (and goings)?????
Hell I have no idea what she's going on about.
Gotta go...... Help me!!!!!!!
She said "You don't mean that."
Yes I do.
Fugu fish.......Charlie ...bonana king...(anyone get that?)
Hi song anon!
I know, Ergo. It never gets easier, does it :/
J: Tell L I'm sending pain free Sunday vibes her way. :)
Cupcake: You ate pizza, showered AND painted your toe nails ALL before 4:00 p.m?
Heck yeah, I'm proud! ;)
Kanths rof hte scothch, Erog!
*hiccup*
the vampire is nailed to his coffin
Anima: Did you feel that earthquake? I heard TJ and Elena were too busy getting in touch with their "inner bob's" to feel a thing!
We haven't seen him for days J :(
hi elena!
*wonders if she should call 911*
I know fugu but that's about it!
Elena, so did TJ finally get the hang of your space bar?! It's looking pretty good. *wink*
The 'shift' seems to be a different story. LOL! TJ, I'm sorry sweetie, just sayin'. :)
Well anon, I miss him. Hi Elena. Take care cupcake.
Anon: OUCH! Did YOU have anything to do with that? Should I steer clear of you if you have the hammer and nails?
Goodnight Cupcake, so good to see you again! *hugs*
Wendy: I'll def. pass on the vibes to L!
ELENA!! Should we send Texas to save you? With donuts?
BC, yep, erotica never sleeps. ;)
J
Your right, J! No more critter talk tonight. I don't want to think about losing another one anytime soon......
Anonymous said...
the vampire is nailed to his coffin
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O_O
Well, I hope not, Anonymous!
It's Saturday Night. I'm quite certain he had a gig tonight ;)
fugu? Isn't that the poisonous blowfish?
Hi Elena!!!!!!!
Ooops, CORRECTION for Cupcake:
She MADE pizza before 4:00!
She's probably NOW in the process of devouring said pizza ;)
enjoy the pizza cupcake!
BC: Have you started working on Part II of your story yet?
*nudges BC*
Wendy, yes I did! I prolly would have slept through it, but my hubby works late so he was awake when it happened. He woke me and I felt the need to brace myself in the bed. Bizzare. It only lasted a couple of minutes. I hear it barely reached Kansas, so Elena/TJ might not have noticed it.
yep carrie that's fugu
lol you seen that simpsons episode with the fugu?
Carrie said...
fugu? Isn't that the poisonous blowfish?
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That's not the one they get the ZOMBIE drug from, is it?
Scary stuff there!
BC, did you feel the earthquake?
And how was the show? (If you left a commentary, I missed it.)
lol you seen that simpsons episode with the fugu?
Oh yeah. Classic Homer, gotta love it.
J
ewww, I don't want a pizza cupcake, I prefer chocolate ones.
Thank goodness it didn't do much damage and no one was hurt, Anima!
LOL, maybe your husband woke you up to protect him.
Or, perhaps all that bed SHAKIN' got him the MOOD! ;)
Vampire? Who? A show tonight? Is that Triston?
So confused. Grasping.
Quick, off the top of your heads:
What's a sensual odor to each of you?
J
Only...
Carrie said...
ewww, I don't want a pizza cupcake, I prefer chocolate ones.
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LOL!
Carrie: You mean you don't like those desert pizzas? Them's yummy!
To win...
Fresh from the shower scent of MALE
:D
Anima, fortunately I didn't. I was asleep at the time. As for the show, it went pretty well.
Gaaahhhhh! You guys are just gonna keep asking me about part 2 aren't ya? :D
I haven't started yet, but I will sometime tomorrow.
and cinnamon! I like cinnamon too!
;)
ewwwwwww carrie! pizza cupcake isn't very appetizing sounding.
I need to punctuate! lol
Good one, Wendy!
Come on, girls, you could get your efforts immortalized on the Sex Pistols blog...I'm writing, and I need a sensual odor.
J
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