(It was by chance or perhaps happenstance.)
An Awkward Moment’s Legend.
It was one year ago today that I held your hand.
You asked if he did a good job.
It was a good job, wasn’t it?
It was, thank you.
You were quiet, I rambled
And you held my hand.
Can I get that for you? Oh yeah, sure.
I didn’t want to leave you,
You seemed to need
More time, one less drink, and one more smoke.
And I was intent on permanence.
Then, as is now, time passes like a plunge.
I am far, but not for long.
Do you miss me? Yes, I do.
I can’t hold your hand.
You will, soon enough.
In the meantime, I am waiting, asking
Are you sleeping to the sound of my voice?
I know you hear me, you do.
And this is ours,
A moment in time, continued.
And I am intent on permanence.
(How life can change, so quickly. In a moment, in a hand, it can shift. And everything that was will never be the same, in a good way, in the best way.)
p.s. shall we get matching rings? (Go on, laugh. I am.)
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Fuck you, RW!
Fuck, fuck, fuck!!!
He did get around!
You were just WAITING around for that, weren't you RW?
Grrrrrr........
Bam, I say, Mustard!
BAM!!
How the hell do you do that. I mean you've got the time down
Well, I just pulled a whole 5 out at one time 'cause I felt like I had something in my eyeball.
So, I was just wondering if those 5 would grow back.
Hee hee hee!! :P
She's just a stalker of Mayo's pages.
She stalks, then pounces.
;)
I lose eyelashes all the time, Mustard. They always grow back.
She's just a stalker of Mayo's pages.
She stalks, then pounces.
;)
Heheheh.
Pffftthhh!!!
The ex I was referring to is still alive; but still a coke head :(
not gay; but in jail!
Oh little fool......
I'm hungry I must find food I will be back in a bit
See ya, MJ :)
mustardisbetter said...
Well, I just pulled a whole 5 out at one time 'cause I felt like I had something in my eyeball.
So, I was just wondering if those 5 would grow back.
======================
I KNEW IT!
Umm, yeah, they'll grow back; but it may be that annoying growth pattern I mention. Which will feel like you have something in your eye again. And, of course, you will. An eyelash growing and curling the wrong way! It's a vicious eyelash cycle, it is!
Wait, RW can't pounce.....
I POUNCE! The pounce is mine, I tell ya! ;P
See you Martha! FEED WELL!
:D
Wait, RW can't pounce.....
I POUNCE! The pounce is mine, I tell ya! ;P
The pounce may be yours, Anon 616, but the flying tackle is mine!
I think we might need to send a search party out of Paperheartxx tonight. Wasn't she going put Emily down and come right back?
Paperheartxx!!!!! Where are you?
Well, I must be off for awhile too. Have fun ladies! Try not to get too naughty without me and Martha - and Elena and TJ ;-)
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Honeys, I'm home!
My stalker was at the party. Yeah, he was creepy again, and even my boss got a little defensive over it.
Other than that bit of awkwardness, an awesome time was had by most. (I say most because one of my friends went home sick.)
My maniac friends and I went nuts with the camera. I'm uploading the pics to my computer and I'm going, O_O .
Good times.
Welcome back!
PH is probably having too much fun being a doting auntie :)
Have a good night, Anon 616! :D
Do we get to see the pics tonight, K??
I'm back hello everyone
Six! I'm here for a minute!!
I put Emily down, so now I'm trying to do some pre-calculus homework. It sucks! I've already downed a pot of coffee. ^_^
RW was right, I was getting Emily to listen to some of my favorite music. I have a feeling that she's going to be a huge MCR fan! ;)
I'll be back in another half hour? =]
*smooches*
hello ph
Hi, Auntie PH! :D
hello kapu
Really old pic of MCR!
did you guys go off and bye some vibrating panties. Are you trying them out is that where you all went
*bangs head against wall*
I'm sooo fuckin' bored.
Shhh, MJ! You're not supposed to say that out loud! 0_0
Bored with the baby oil and pantie talk.
did you guys go off and bye some vibrating panties. Are you trying them out is that where you all went
I'm still here. Just rocking out to Jeff Healey. I am not wearing vibrating panties...
...I'm not wearing any panties at all, actually 0_0
well the cats out of the bag.
*closes eyes and ears*
Nuuuuuu!
mib are you still bored
You see? We start to get bored and out pops the saucy talk!
Lemme get a handful up. My hair was EFFED UP. It was awesome. ^_^
Oh behave
Bored as an effin' board.
Srsly.
I need some sort of mental stimulation.
STOP!
You know what the fuck I mean!
I want to see your effed up hair!!
Put vibrating panties on top of mibs head. Turns it on high
Not exactly what I was thinking, MJ.
But, good try ;)
and it's good for headaches as well. I hope
WHO WANTS TO PLAY BINGO?!?!
WHO WANTS TO PLAY BINGO?!?!
*senior citizens around the world raise their hands*
Seriously, RW.
Funniest shit I've heard in awhile.
did you guys go off and bye some vibrating panties. Are you trying them out is that where you all went
:|
*looks around*
Who.. who told you? :|
RW!! It was supposed to be our secret!! ;)
Here is my good friend being filthy. ^_^
Here is a fish with really cool eyes.
This is me in my red dress. Deep dark and devastating? ^_^
My MySpacing it.
Stuff in my hair.
I'll put more ones up of my friends in LJ tomorrow. They decided to borrow my camera for about an hour, and, well. ^_^
Ooops! Sorry, PH, did I spill the beans?
Sorry that should say i don't think the church or old men will like bingo night anymore
K. I love those pics! I love the dress your in! You look gorgeous in it.
RW, don't worry about it. ;)
Do you guys think Mayo is lurking somewhere in the shadows listening to our panty talk?
You look FABULOUS, K!!
RW, if he is lurking, theeeeen, =]
I bet Mayo secretly wants to play BINGO is what I think.
Gives a whole new meaning to the movie Dirty Mayo. ;)
Off to look at pictures!
PH, I think Mayo enjoys the saucy talk ;)
RW, I bet he does, and I bet right now he is visualizing people playing bingo in their panties...
I really hope he's not imagining old people playing bingo in the nude :|
I am soooo not sorry for the mental images we're giving Mayo.
I've been forced to form some in my mind, and now's the time to turn the dirty table.
Payback's a bitch, Mayo. ;)
RW, I bet he does, and I bet right now he is visualizing people playing bingo in their panties...
Is he?? The naughty boy!
Speaking of nudity-ness..
I was changing in the back at my work, like always, and when I was just in my underwear, the guy I work with [whom I like] just had to walk in. Embarrassment to the max!!
He has only himself to blame, Mustard ;)
Thanks, guys. It's still so weird to hear stuff like "gorgeous" or whatever. I don't think I'll ever come to terms with how I look. But the dress was fab, right?
And gosh, how could I forget?
SPECiAL MASSAGING PANTY.
They lied. I want my $3.99 back.
I was changing in the back at my work, like always, and when I was just in my underwear, the guy I work with [whom I like] just had to walk in. Embarrassment to the max!!
0_0
Oh, jeez PH!
I'd be mortified!
K, I know what you mean, I've always had the same issue, but don't worry, you look great in that dress!
K, you looked gorgeous in those pictures. That dress is beautiful. =]
Believe me RW and MIB, I was.
But then, I just kind of blushed and told him to leave.
He is one hot dude though.
PH, you have the same issue, too? Oh man, some days I do nothing but absolutely hate my totally loathesome and stupid face. And then some days I'll get a nice dress or something and get a decent pic (or a handful) and go, "Meh. That'll do." ^_^ Those are the best times. :) You know what i mean?
Thank you also, anon. That's so sweet of you. ^_^ Have we met?
It's always nice when you can look in the mirror and be okay with what's staring back at you.
Makes you feel good inside :)
Kapu you looked pretty in the dress
Oh god I know K!
Spring Fling is coming up-- meaning formal, meaning me in a dress. Dress shopping with my friends is such a killer. Especially since I'm more.. ahem.. much more curvier than them. I mean, I'm happy with the way I look, but it kills to know your friends have figures like boards with boobs, then theres me- - curvier and equipped with B-cups.
I'm one self-conscience teenager.
You're welcome, K. =] I'm nobody special. Just a quiet lurker who peeks in here now and then.
Allow me to weave,
oh verb yang to noun yin,
a promise to you,
before your next spin
that though it seems quiet,
through the mansion a hush,
every third or fourth day
still gives me that rush
I'm glad you don't mind
my poetic release
and I hope you enjoy
your Context's missing piece.
From your subtle admission
done in clever wordplay,
I'm so glad to read
you've decided to stay
So to you in your tower,
from me in my room,
half sick of shadows
at a digital loom
I want you to know
and truly believe
that so long as you spin,
I'll continue to weave.
PH:
You'll find the perfect dress.
Jules:
I'm not an envious person by any means, but I do envy your talent.
Splash, those days are few and far between, lemme tellya.
Rock the B cups, PH. Trust me on this, they are exactly what you're going to want. Not too small, and not so big that they'll "get low" when you hit a certain age. ^_^ And god, I know, it is tough to be a teenager, damn. I wouldn't go back to it, not for the wide frigging world.
Also? Curvier is better.
What makes you think you are less than special, anon? Besides, you seem nice.
K, that's a great poem. =]
Thank you, Splash. ^____^ I envy your lovely heart.
Thank you also MJ, and thank you again PH. ^_^
MIB, I hope so, I think I did find it, but my legs are way to long for it.
K, I'm happy with my curves. And my boobs are bound to grow more, which almost disappoints me a little, buuut that's alright.
I can't wait until I'm not a teenager anymore. It's a time when everyone puts you under the microscope and analyzes everything you say, do, and how you look.
I can remember back when we first started talking about ourselves rather than the band.
I described myself as a late-bloomer. My teenage years came in my twenties. While everyone else was freaking out about parents and boys, I was knee-deep in my education.
So, PH, in essence, I know where you're at right now.
You're welcome, K. =] I'm nobody special. Just a quiet lurker who peeks in here now and then
Wrong-o. Everyone is special Anonymous.
Haha MIB.
I think I'm in the mid-section of boys and education.
I'm thinking about applying at universities (two years away!!) and next years courses. Thinking of what career path I want. And yet, everyday at work, I still drool over the "hot" customer, and my love at work (too bad he's 19 and has a girlfriend.)
I can't wait until I'm not a teenager anymore. It's a time when everyone puts you under the microscope and analyzes everything you say, do, and how you look.
Actually, they'll do that all your life, PH. But I think you'll find that the older you get, the less you'll be bothered by what other people think.
My computer has just informed me that it is in fact 3 AM and not 2 AM.
BASTARDS!
At least it's Sunday tomorrow and you can hang around the house, right?
SUPER SMASH TOMORROW! Mayo, the offer stands. You, me, Peach, Link, me smacking you down. ^_^ Come on, a know the soul of a gamer geek lurks within you. I'm sorry darl', I wanted to wait up and tell you hello tonight if you post, but I should go to bed. Have a great Sunday. :)
S(S)S, if you have the time to come by here (unlikely but I'll say it anyway,) a thousand hugs to you and to your family. LIEK WHOA. I tip my hat to you and to everyone in your sphere. You are a good dude.
Good night, BlogBelieve. ^_^
Thank you, Splash. ^____^ I envy your lovely heart.
Your heart can only take you so far, but your talent on the other hand. It will take you to places. Publish that shit already, will ya? ;)
Oh, crackers, a new page!
Okay, I know some of you missed it, so I'm putting the link again. Might as well copy and paste.
Hey guys...
LEATHERMOUTH VIDEOOOOOOOOOO! WATCH IT!!!
*wishes to tell Frankles that it is "ado" because "adieu" means "goodbye"*
Also it says they are going to record and release their CD in '08.
LEATHERMOUTH CD IN '08.
Maybe a tour? ^____^
If you can't get on the bulletin board, you can watch it here.
It EFFING RULES.
OMG FRANKLES Y U SO CRACKED BB?!! IN THE BEST POSSIBLE WAY!
I so very, very much hope they'll do some shows again. Honestly, how effing much fun does that look like? Tons. Tons!
Actually, they'll do that all your life, PH. But I think you'll find that the older you get, the less you'll be bothered by what other people think.
Ohh I know Resurrected Wreck. I'm sure after high-school I won't give a rat's ass about what people think. I really don't right now, buut it still gets to my head sometimes!
Goodnight Kapunua! Stupid daylight savings! =] <3 By the way, I agree with Mustard. You're really talented, and you deserve to get it published. =]
Your welcome Kapu.
Ph your boobs grow all the time. I don't know if they ever stop. I know they can get smaller as well. I mean they are just lumps of fat
Have a great night, Jules!
Sleep hard!
Haha I try to eat so they'll grow, but the fat just goes to my waistline!! Well, sometimes. Lately, my boobs have been really really sore!
'Night, K :)
Goodnight kapu
=]
I swear Mayo just had a new post! I was first comment, then he deleted it, the sneaky little so-and-so!
RW, haha, he probably just got a little flustered because he was imagining you in his underwear! ;)
=]
Lol, PH!
But serious, it was just there!
What gives, Mayo? Didn't like my first comment hogging, or did you find a typo?
RW, that's honestly weird!
Maybe he's waiting for me to leave! It seems as if EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME he posts, I had JUST left!
Mayonaise, tsk tsk. :P =]
No idea, PH. But as quick as it was up, it was gone again. Didn't even get a chance to read it. I was going to do that after I commented, but then it was gone :/
Mayo, if I promise to not steal first comment will you put your post back up, pretty please?
Awwh, is everything okay Mayo?
RW, honestly, that tickles me! :/
WHAT IF..
damn, I don't even have any ideas about why he removed it!!
Haha Resurrected Wreck!
Do you think he just doesn't want you to have first comment?
No idea, PH. Maybe it was a post of a serious nature, and my first comment thingie was too flippant for his taste tonight.
So I go away for a few minutes and not only does mayo post but he also deletes.
Hmmm.. my ideas all have to do with Alien Abductions and that sort of thing.
Welcome back Martha!
It's the case of the missing Mayo post. =]
Mayo's as tempermental as Blogger this weekend, it seems, MJ.
It's back! Quick, someone else make the first comment!
New post.
First comment. =]
haha! i never read this back along. must have just gone to the new post when i was catching up!
how funny! RW, martha and PH - you crack me up! i am gonna read the next post now.
hi mayo!
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