(It was by chance or perhaps happenstance.)
An Awkward Moment’s Legend.
It was one year ago today that I held your hand.
You asked if he did a good job.
It was a good job, wasn’t it?
It was, thank you.
You were quiet, I rambled
And you held my hand.
Can I get that for you? Oh yeah, sure.
I didn’t want to leave you,
You seemed to need
More time, one less drink, and one more smoke.
And I was intent on permanence.
Then, as is now, time passes like a plunge.
I am far, but not for long.
Do you miss me? Yes, I do.
I can’t hold your hand.
You will, soon enough.
In the meantime, I am waiting, asking
Are you sleeping to the sound of my voice?
I know you hear me, you do.
And this is ours,
A moment in time, continued.
And I am intent on permanence.
(How life can change, so quickly. In a moment, in a hand, it can shift. And everything that was will never be the same, in a good way, in the best way.)
p.s. shall we get matching rings? (Go on, laugh. I am.)
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1 – 200 of 2512 Newer› Newest»Hello Mayo
How are you this evening?
I didn't expect you tonight.
Congratulations Darling.
You sound happier than you did six months ago on this very day, although I initially perceived that as defensiveness, and Devil-May-Care.
Happy Six Month Anniversary Mayo.
Also, matching rings are for goons.
Get something that fits.
-A
*looks around*
Wow. Did everyone go to bed early except for us Elena?
-A
Well bugger me! (not literally people, no lewd comments! )
Oh GOOD!
Cup's left her dirty mind on the last entry.
Teehee~!
-A
Six months...
Look how far we've come.
What a strange and wonderful trip this has been..
Thank you Mayo
Cupcake has a dirty mind?
Say it ain't so
No Amy... it's still there, but I'm saving the debauchery for tomorrow I think. Or till everyone is gone. XP
MAYO, you do sound pretty good. So... good.
Yeah, clearly I have nothing of substance or value to say!
Sorry Elena, but it's true.
I really do have hidden depths. ;)
Elena, she says the most SCANDALOUS things!
It's a wonder my delicate lady ears can handle it!
;)
-A
Oh good Lord Cupcake
You mean we're supposed to have something of substance or value to say!
Shit, I'm screwed
well, good job i visited blogs before i went to bed.
nighty night again people
sweet dreams and be happy.
xx
So are we the only ones here?
*raises hand*
My cat ran off with my substance and value. In fact, I'm fairly certain one of them just yucked it up on the carpet.
-A
Amy! Gosh! what are you trying to do to my reputation?.... you... Strumpet!
hehe
Fimn and Mira.
Mira, a new addition?
-A
*blinks*
I think I'm going to have to Google that one.
-A
A hairball of substance and value
That is quite a visual.
Hey Fimble and Miranth
HEY!
I AM NOT!
-A
Elena, you made me spit my apple juice out!
Nightie night again FS!
And hello Miranth... have we met? or am I a total cow who forgot?
Amy and Cupcake you two are a bad influence on me.
I am shocked
Go on... I will let you daydream (or night, whatever suits you)
Aww I know Amy, but it's SUCH a good word!
Elena, she just called me a Lady Of The Night!
Harrumph!
-A
Sorry about the apple juice Cupcake.
Mayo did you post and run?
Elena, it's his anniversary, remember?
I betcha he went to bed early after eating two large pepperoni pizzas.
Typical man.
-A
Oh dear... I am sorry Elena!... well maybe not!
*cackles like an evil strumpet*
New buzz word people: Strumpet!
it's a bit rude, but it's so old fashioned and... it sounds good, so whatever!
Cupcake you tell Amy you're sorry for calling her that.
Amy, forgive me? pretty please?
You are not a strumpet, but in fact a lady of awesome respectableness, talent and general awesomeness!
Amyranth said...
Elena, it's his anniversary, remember?
I betcha he went to bed early after eating two large pepperoni pizzas.
Typical man.
There is nothing typical about Mayo. Oh okay there probably is but I like to pretend otherwise.
oh and p.s, I love you!!!!
*puppy dog eyes*
Mmm.... Alright Cuppy.
Only because it's you.
Elena, we'd all like to believe that. But in reality, he makes these posts in his underwear.
*frowns*
-A
*hugs Amy*
*stays hugging Amy*
You do realize I'm not going to let go EVER?
Guilt is my thing, so now I will stay attached to you... possibly whimpering!
Okay, I think it's quiet enough now that I can finally shuffle back to my coloring book.
*eyes the hallway and front entrance warily*
Pfft. Anons.
Alright, Lady Cupcake and Lady Elena, good evening to you both!
Mayonaise, see you again tomorrow.
-A
elune?... what? huh? who?
Amyranth said... .
Elena, we'd all like to believe that. But in reality, he makes these posts in his underwear.
Okay I can go with that two ways...
One really good and one really bad.
Let's see...
Amy are they clean?
Holy crap..Mayo sorry I shouldn't be thinking of you in your underwear but Amy started it.
*squints*
Agreed Cup.
Elune, hello.
-A
Bye Amy... no wait, that's right, I'm still hugging you, so I'll have to come to!... hmm, no, I should probably let go.
Sleep well sweetie. <3
Elena, if it helps, he's a stick figure in black boxer-briefs.
That way, I don't have to think too much about the laundry question.
-A
Elena! now I'M shocked! and that's hard to do! lol
Amy
A stick figure?
Okay my mind really went in a different direction that time.
I like you already Elune!
O_O
Elena, do you need some.... fluffy kittens?
They aren't wearing underwear.
CRAP.
-A
Sorry Cupcake
I didn't mean to shock you.
O_o
Things just got a little weird there!
That's ok Elena, you know I don't really mind! :)
Oh Amy, Amy, Amy...
fluffy kittens without underwear?
I think someone has a crush on Kapunua, and her poetry nights ;)
I think someone has a crush on Kapunua, and her poetry nights ;)
Pfft, who doesn't?
I have a crush on someone too, but I'm going to be borderline psychotically mysterious about it until everyone loses all interest.
-A
UH ANON
yeah, totally got what you were saying on the last post.
Hello?
No, I meant someone else (hint: blog owner)
Well lookit that, all we had to do was not acknowledge it at all and someone spilled the beans.
-A
I have a crush on someone too, but I'm going to be borderline psychotically mysterious about it until everyone loses all interest.
-A
Oh please Amy... everyone knows it's me you love! (just kidding, a little hint people, it's Elena, but SHHHHH!)
Hello Mayo, Elena, Amy, Miranth, Cupcake, Elune, Fimble, anonymous, SS (if lurking)!
How are you all tonight? Good, I hope!
Did someone save a piece of that anniversary cake for me?? It was chocolate, right? YUMMY!
I was wandering about at the last Mayo post, starting to get a headache trying to figure out which anonymous was which......when, I came across this post:
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Amyranth said...
Oh for Jesus' sake.
Why are you babbling on about "telling her" if you're not going to TELL HER?
Christ Almighty, she's probably got an email address. Send her a note, make your frigging case, and let HER decide, especially if you don't have the balls to say it in public!!
Lord Sufferin'.
-A
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LOL and LOL again! Thank you Amy!
Who knew the fastest cure for a headache was LAUGHTER????
Let it out, girl! Let it OUT!
We all know what frustration can do to a person ;-)
Love and Hugs to all!
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
*waves her arms in frustration*
CUPPY!
You weren't supposed to say anything until AFTER I told Fimn.
She'll be horribly JEALOUS.
-A
Wendy, Hiya!
I keep threatening to leave.
Anyway, those anons make my head wanna split. Common sense isn't so common anymore! ;D
-A
Hello Wendy! it was good wasn't it?, I love that comment. Golden.
Hey Wendy
How's it going? We were just talking about poetry, fluffy kittens, Mayo the stick person and oh yeah, Mayo's underwear.
Sorry Amy! it was my wild jealousy. It got the better of me!
Wait did I miss something?
Someone loves me?
No way. I'm totally unlovable.
Oh great. Now there's Wild Jealousy running around the house. Do you have any idea the scratches it'll put in the hardwood?
Argh. Mayo's going to have my head.
-A
Elena,
NOM NOM NOM.
-A
Aww Elena! I love you! ;)
No really *does creepy stalker stare*
Intense ay?
Amyranth said...
Anyway, those anons make my head wanna split. Common sense isn't so common anymore! ;D
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I hear ya, Amy and I feel ya too!
LOL, I hope your boyfriend doesn't mind :P
Elena: I saw your POE earlier. I love Poe. Have I mentioned that a dozen or so times? Well, now it's a dozen or so plus one times ;-)
*pounce, tackle, hugs and smooches for you all*
Hi elena and wendy! Hi everyone and lurkers! I'm usu here even later than this...
Amyranth - I used to post as anon or more often confused anon, esp during dramas to encourage people to continue here because I liked the fact that everyone was so positive and supportive of one another. I only recently set up a blog myself :) Yay!
Cupcake really???
*stares back*
Wendy kiss right back at you
Let's hear it for Poe!!!!
Um, Mayo, I have I question.
Are you renewing your marriage vows with your wife? Don't you already have matching rings?
Elune: very nice to "meet" you as well! Welcome, oh godess! :D
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Elena said...
Hey Wendy
How's it going? We were just talking about poetry, fluffy kittens, Mayo the stick person and oh yeah, Mayo's underwear.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sounds good to me Elena!
But, if an angry beaver shows up; I'M OUTTA HERE!
:P
NOM NOM NOM
Yes Elena, really.
*continues staring*
Oh hi cupcake too! I only skimmed really quickly and missed your hello - nice to meet you!
Miranth,
May I call you Mira then?
-A
angry beaver???
Oh this conversation has gone south.
Good Lord the thoughts going through my head right now.
Nice to meet you too Miranth. :)
Could Kapunua be "her"?
OKAY, SRSLY.
Bedtime for me now.
Goodnight!
-A
Cupcake stop staring...
you'll hurt your eyes
Night Amy
Dream of stick kittens in Mayo's underwear
Anonymous, May's talking about his WIFE.
This blog hasn't been around for a year, and I'm SURE Kapu's not married.
Yeesh.
I'm going to have to start sharing my common sense, aren't I?
-A
LOL, Elena!
I live in the south, what can I say?
;P
CUPCAKE!!!! I thought you loved ME......
*sobs*
That's it. We ARE over!
:D
Bye Amy!... again! :)
*still staring at Elena*
Don't wanna! XP
Elena said...
Night Amy
Dream of stick kittens in Mayo's underwear
==========================
Ohhhhh..........
I could say something about sticks in Mayo's underwear; but I won't!
;-)
amyranth,
yes, you can call me Mira - may I call you Amy?
Fine Cupcake go ahead but don't say I didn't warn you.
Of course Mira!
Also, one last point to make to the Anon, if he's got this SUPAR SEKRIT CRUSH on Kapu, then why does he have Teej, Redrum and Mustard on his sidebar?
Really guys. I'm sure your brain controls what you type, use your eyes to see what you're saying.
-A
Ohhhhh..........
I could say something about sticks in Mayo's underwear; but I won't!
Wendy he did say he requires a little extra fluffing.
Amyranth, you're just blind, it's sooo obvious!
Mira?...give me a break.
Anon,
Mu name is Marie if you prefer?
Elena said...
Wendy he did say he requires a little extra fluffing.
======================
You're correct, Elena! He did say that!
HOW could I forget?
Well, I hope he's being 'fluffed' nicely tonight! ;P
oops MY^
Miranth: Thank You so much for getting that moustache off The Bride. I'm sure Mayo will never notice what remains!
I wonder if this post is referencing lombard? Mayo did say the other day thank you for the dance or something and she was going on about drinking wine or something. I don't know, but their posts sort of stood out as an inside reference... this is why it always takes me forever to catch up - always analyzing, a veritable Miss Marple I am. :)
Anon also seemed to encourage someone...
Sorry I deleted my post because it was incomplete - damn I must be tired...
Okay Marie , maybe you hit the nail on the head. It could be about Lombard.
Ahh, star-crossed lovers. On a blog too!
Wendy we are bad!
Wendy! I'm sorry!... I just have such a big heart, I love so many people!... if only I had more eyes with which to stare....
No, that's too weird!
Sorry I went AWOL for a bit, the phone required answering.
Cupcake don't you dare start staring at Wendy!
Anon,
I think its kind of cute? Lombard did say earlier that mayo was not married...? Which allows one to wonder...
Elena said...
Wendy we are bad!
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And we're so GOOD at it, Elena!!!
haha!
That's okay Cupcake, seeing as it's Elena you're gazing at....
I shall forgive you -- this time!
:P
Wendy!
I did my best and the veil I added did seem to help. I hope the bride doesn't mind...
Elena said...
Cupcake don't you dare start staring at Wendy!
I wont!....
Oh crap. This'll teach me to keep my trap shut!
Thanks Wendy :)
*wipes sweat off brow*
Well, I'm sure when Lombard sees this post, she will be preparing for Mayo.
I never met Lombard...
Miranth: The veil was a lovely touch! I'm sure everyone will think it was meant to be there ;-)
Do you mind if I gaze at you longingly, Miranth?
Two (or three or four or five...)can play this game!!!!
*hopes I'm playing properly - haven't played since High School*
Think I'll go get the gothic chapter ready. See you all in a bit.
Bye Elena! *stares after her*
As for you Wendy! *tosses hair* I can just stare at this anon over here!
*stares at anon*
I really don't think this is about lombard/Tink, neither was the thank you comment for the dance and the moon (I'm pretty sure that was directed at K). I think this post refers to someone else from around this time last year. Someone who liked a lot buzz.(Of course that's assuming a lot factors into it, such as who Mayo may or may not be.)
*looks at Cupcake and narrows eyes*
OH YEAH???
*plants a big kiss on Miranth*
How's that Cupcake???
*apologizes to Miranth for smearing her lipstick and dragging her into this love triangle*
Elena is going to post the next chapter of the gothic?
Can I hear a few HELL YEAH's for Elena???
Lombard is Tink?
Hi Lombard/Tink! *waves*
Not just HELL YEAH, but FUCK YEAH!!!!!
And.... I don't even know who this anon is AT ALL, so I shouldn't kiss them, but you wait till Elena gets back!
*goes into Mayo's bathroom to cry... and plot... then cry more*
I don't know Lombard OR Tink!
*cries louder*
Damn these sensible hours I've gotten!
Yes, lombard=Tink. And she believes that everything Mayo says is about her, and even crazier/funnier, believes that everything Gerard says or does is about her.
Oh no......
*feels like the scum of the earth now for making Cupcake cry*
I'm sorry my little Cupcake!
PLEASE forgive me.....
I shall never try to make you jealous again. *bats eyelashes and smiles*
Wait, did you say you were plotting?
*is screwed*
:D
Goodnight Elune!
Give the moon and the stars a kiss for me!
I hope to see you around again.
I promise not to 'talk and play' so much next time.....to give you a chance to speak :)
Heck, you just have to jump right in. No fear of drowning here. SOMEONE will throw thow you a life preserver, if need be! ;-)
Oh Wendy, I could never be mad!
*puts away any evil plans for later*
:)
Goodnight Elune.
Anon,
Speculation only on my part...I really have no idea. The thanks may have been for k - there I really don't know either. But I always know that there are undercurrents here- hence my posting as confusedAnon before. I also perceived that I may have intercepted poetry meant for other(s) on a poetry night and was mistaken for someone else - but I didn't know about poetry night then. God - I really make no sense... just my feeling on the matter and sometimes I am actually correct :D
Wendy -
I am very pleased to join your triangle or quadrilateral or whatever. Big kiss back - and no makeup smears :) Yay!
Bye elune!
And cupcake, don't cry! We have lots of kisses for you!!!
And cupcake, don't cry! We have lots of kisses for you!!!
Oh my! I have gotten lucky! XP
*wiggles eyebrows*
Could this post be a little sarcastic, then? Its hard to tell on the internet. Poor mayo prob. doesn't like this analysis... :(
I don't know if anons get kisses or not? What's the etiquette of this game?
The Mayo Gothic continues
The Direful Secret of Castle Mayo
by
Elena and Toujours
chapter 27
While the women talked amongst themselves discussing all they had learned Arabella sat back in her chair and closed her eyes a moment. Her strength was still weakened, her mind still blurry. She tried to clear her thoughts but it seemed impossible. Sighing she reopened her eyes to see Redrum standing away from the group and beckoning to her. Arabella rose, excused herself saying she would be back shortly and went to Redrum.
“Hello my friend.”
Redrum smiled, “Hello to you. I must speak to you about a matter of the up most importance. Please follow me.”
Arabella did so without question and soon they were at the foot of the cellar stairs. The torches had been kept burning by Redrum.
“Arabella there is still more Lord Mayo must tell you.”
“I believe I know the truth.” She said sounding very confused, “Do I not?”
Redrum smiled sadly, “Even though you and Lord Mayo share a bond and you can feel his emotions there is something he is hiding from you. The secret concerns The Two. By keeping this buried from you he is draining his strength. Strength he will need to fight the upcoming battle.”
“Is it truly to be a battle?” She whispered.
Redrum took her hand, “You know it shall be a battle. A battle to the death.”
She could not stop the shudder that ran through her body. “Tell me for I do not understand. The Two? What is this secret that Lord Mayo keeps buried in his soul?”
“Ah, his soul. I wonder do you know how wise you are, Arabella? Yes, unlike other creature of the night Lord Mayo has retained his soul. It is there the secret is hidden. You must make him tell you. He is draining the little strength he posses by keeping it buried. He lets it consume him.”
“But how?”
“Go to him. If he refuses you access do not accept the answer. He cannot keep you from his room. Arabella I know this will be hard for you but it is something that must be done. He cannot be allowed to let this secret fester in his soul.” Redrum took a step back, “If you wish to save him you must make him want to save himself. For now he only wants to destroy his brother and the evil he posses. Lord Mayo, in his despair, cares not for himself.”
“But he called all of us here to help him.” Arabella voice was full of concern.
“He called all of you here to help him destroy his brother. He does not think of himself. Lord Mayo despises himself. Close your eyes Arabella and acknowledge the emotion you are filled with. He means to die. He is welcoming death are penance for his sins.”
“But he is not evil.” Arabella cried.
“He believes himself to be,” Redrum said sadly.
“Then I must go to him.” Arabella said with great resolve. “I must make him speak to me of this secret.”
“It may not be easy. Do not let him sway your thoughts. Remember he is a vampire. He has the ability to control the thoughts of most.”
“But I am not like the others. We share a blood bond. He and I are of the same blood line.”
Redrum glanced away, “You and Lord Mayo do share a blood bond it is true. However the truth of the bloodline has not been revealed.”
Realization hit Arabella, “I am a descendant of Artemus, am I not?’
“Remember Artemus was not always the evil being he has become. Once he loved a mortal woman and had a child with her.”
Arabella mind was beginning to grow weary. “This is too much to comprehend.”
“Clear you mind for now about Artemus. Concentrate on Lord Mayo and what you must do.”
Arabella lowered her head but a moment. When she looked up once more Redrum was gone. Without hesitation she went to the wall and opened the passageway. She did not stop until she reached Lord Mayo’s room.
“I wish to be alone.” His voice sounded so tired Arabella almost granted his request. However Redrums words still echoed in her ears.
“I must speak with you. It is important, my Lord.” She pushed open the doors and moved inside the room. Without waiting for an invitation she seated herself in the chair she had occupied on her last visit.
“Redrum worries too much.” He said softly.
Arabella smiled, “Yes but out of concern for you. It is the same concern that has brought me here. Do you know of the words Redrum and I spoke?”
“Yes” he admitted, “I listened through your thoughts.”
The answer surprised Arabella and made her uncomfortable, “Is this something you can always do?’
“If I tell you yes or no will you be able to discern the truth from the lie?”
Arabella sat back and closed her eyes, “You are trying to confuse me. That I can feel.”
He laughed mirthlessly, “You are learning.”
“I will not be distracted. Tell me of the secrets that are plaguing you.”
He could feel the strength of her resolve. This woman did not yet realize she was stronger then he. “It concerns by best friend from youth and the woman who claimed my heart.”
Arabella waited a moment then looked across into the darkness to where he sat. “Tell me, Lord Mayo.” she demanded softly.
“He was like a brother to me. Whereas Artemus always hated me, he loved me. We were inseparable. The day I was turned he had planned to go with me to the village. Yet sickness caused him to stay behind.” His voice lowered, “He blamed himself for not being with me the day I was cursed. Foolishly he believed he could have stopped it.”
She could feel the sorrow that was consuming him. “Tell me what happened.”
“Not long after I became a monster he was attacked by my brother. Artemus drained most of his blood but not all. When I found him my friend lay dying. He begged me to drain the rest of his blood from his body. He wanted to become vampire. He wanted this so he could always be at my side.” Lord Mayo’s head fell and he closed his eyes.
Tears sprang to Arabella’s eyes, “Oh God.” She whispered. “You wanted to honor his request.”
“Yes” Lord Mayo said, “I wanted to honor his request. I wanted him to be with me always.” His voice was raw with emotion, “Yet I loved him too much to damn him to this hell I live. I held him in my arms and ignored his pleas. The bloodlust within me grew strong. His blood called to me and I feared I would give in to it.” He could not go on.
“So you walked away.” Arabella’s tears fell freely. Lord Mayo’s pain was now her own.
“I left him to die alone.” His shame was blinding.
“But it was necessary.” Arabella said with a heavy heart, “You could not stay.”
“But Arabella it was all for naught. His only wish was to stay with me.”
Suddenly the truth came to her, “His wish was granted was it not? He is still with you.”
“But I can not see or hear him. I try but the magic keeps us apart. I believe it is just another cross I bear for the evil I have done.”
Arabella stood. She walked in darkness until she stood before him. She could sense his presence without benefit of light. “Speak to him. He is trying to reach you.” She knelt by his chair. Her hand reached out to cover his and their connection grew stronger still. “Speak to him.” She whispered.
Lord Mayo’s voice was but a prayer, “Ghost I know you float by here now again.” His voice broke with emotion “find a way.”
Arabella closed her eyes willing her strength to him. She could feel how weak he had become. They sat in silence for many minutes.
Lord Mayo broke their physical bond by removing his hand from hers. “Arabella please. I know you wish to give me your strength but it is dangerous for you to do so. He will try to destroy you.”
Arabella nodded, “I know.” She knew she had to continue what had begun, “Tell me the rest. Tell me of her.”
“Not tonight. I am too weak.”
She sat back knowing what had to be done. “You must tell me. You know this. The fear and regret are what weakens you. Tell me now for I shall not leave this room until I know why you long for death.”
“I am dead.” Was his angry retort.
“No, your soul lives on. We Lovelies shall restore your life.”
“At what price? Each of my Lovelies souls are worth much more than mine.”
Arabella’s faith did not waver. “We shall be victorious. Now let go of your regret. Tell me of her.”
He could feel her headfast resolve. Her request would not be denied. “I loved her with all my heart. Volumes of poetry I wrote for her, spilling out my love. We were to be married but once more my brother stole my happiness.”
Hatred for Artemus grew within Arabella, “What did he do?”
“Not unlike the trick he played on you, he lured her outside her home one night. She believed she was meeting me. The resemblance we share made it easy. Once he had her alone he abducted her and brought her to me.”
Arabella was trying desperately to understand yet the pain radiating from him was blinding. “Explain.”
Artemus was amused by the hatred I held for myself. He thought it quite funny I loathed the being I’d become. In his twisted mind he believed it was because I’d never experienced the joy as he referred to it of being a vampire.” He took a deep breath before continuing. “This is not the first time I’ve been imprisoned. Before we returned here my brother caught me in a weakened state caused by my disgust of feeding. He secured me in a room sealed with holy objects I could not touch. His personal servant, a human, saw that everything was in place. Once trapped I grew weaker each day but my bloodlust grew stronger.”
With a sinking feeling Arabella understood, “He brought her to you when your bloodlust could not be contained.”
“She did not understand. I could not control the evil within me. The fear in her eyes could not stop me.” His voice broke with emotion. Arabella could not stop herself. She reached up and touched his face now wet with tears.
“You feed on her and she became as you.”
“No” he shook his head, “I did feed on her. I was a ravenous animal unable to stop. As her blood flowed through me I could hear her heartbeat growing weaker. Still I continued until she uttered, “I love you.” He paused, “Those words stopped me but it was too late. I had taken too much blood, her heart was barely beating.”
Arabella was in so much pain yet she had to make him admit the shame he felt for what he’d done. She had to make him speak of his actions to ease his guilt. “Please, Arthur. Tell me. It has been hidden inside your soul for too long.”
He reached up and grabbed her hand still resting on his cheek. He interlaced his fingers with hers drawing strength from her touch. “I could not let her turn no more than I could let him turn. The poison, the venom from my bite was taking hold. Had she died from it she would have become vampire.” His voice broke, “I could not let that happen. I placed my fingers around her throat and took the life from her body before the evilness coursing through her body could claim her. I killed her, Arabella. It was my last act of love for her.”
Miranth is right Cupcake!
The more the merrier!!!
And, I'm not just saying that so you will keep that evil plan locked away ;-)
*wonders if we should sent out a search party for Elena*
Miranth, I know we only just met, but I feel already, we have obvious chemistry! hehe
*cancels the search party*
;P
Cupcake, I feel it too *kisses*
Oops I think we've left out Wendy!!! Oh No!!!
Well Elena... all I can say is WOW
You're so effing talented! :)
I really love this story and that chapter was brilliant. XD
Give me time and I will think of something better to say about it, I'm a little spacey tonight.
Miranth, clearly you're a wonderful addition to the family here. ;)
Well clearly I'm quicker at reading than other people. Woo hoo for me!
I don't think it's romantic. In the sense of dating and love or anything. I think it's just a soul connection. But I don't understand why the games must be played.
Who do you think this is about? *coughKapunuacough*
[BTW, blog rules stipulate no kisses allowed to anons, only thumps on heads :)]
Thank you cupcake *blushes :)
Do any of you know what Kapunua was referring to in the comments of the last post when she said something about she and sdock and ss being around before Mayo? Someone had asked her at the time but got no response I think - I didn't read everything. It was about the anniversary. I would ask her but we haven't 'met' yet.
oh and happy anniversary guys :)
Very interesting...
Oh anon, that's not true!
*leans forward to kiss*
Wait... actually I'm not sure. I must look in the rule book! XP
You're welcome Miranth, and I'm afraid I haven't been around a lot lately so I can't help you out.
I think it is sarcastic especially the p.s.
Cupcake - I'm a very slooooow typer too, you don't even want to know...
Anon,
were you asking for a thump on the head? I wasn't quite clear on that ;)
Oh Mayo, you're such a barrel of laughs.
Well tragically I have to go! :(
Goodnight Elena, Wendy, Miranth, and of course Mayo.
Happy six months guys.
I shall try to return tomorrow,for a decent amount of time, because tonight I was reminded just how much I love and value you all.
Parting is such sweet sorrow.
*French kisses anon on the way out*
Coz I'm a rule breaker.
Goodnight ladies.
xoxo cupcake
cupcake said...
Well clearly I'm quicker at reading than other people. Woo hoo for me!
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Hey now, was that meant for me?
LOL, I have made a conscious decision to S-L-O-W down ....
I miss to much speeding along ;-)
Elena: That was wonderful!
I knew the ghost had to be a 'childhood' friend. Some bonds just can not be broken :)
Oh no....poor Lord Mayo. He had to end his lady love's life in order to save her soul.......
No wonder he is so tormented!
The two people he loved most in the world, he was forced to......
OH NO!
still, I would like to join Cupcake in a:
WOO-HOO for her!
Goodnight Cupcake and sweet dreams!!!!
Cupcake
Parting is such sweet sorrow
Wendy
Is it wrong I like to make Lord Mayo tormented?
Elena, that was a fantastic chapter. With every chapter I keep saying it's my favorite so far and then you go and write an even better one. Five stars!
Hey,
I have a question...when we're speculating about the meaning of posts and oblique references, are we supposed to do so anonymously for politeness sake? I never post anon now that I have an account, and I'm new to this so I don't know. I hope mayo isn't distressed by our conjecture... :(
I am really not sure how I would feel in this situation, but then again, it is the internet, which shouldn't be taken too seriously...
Goodnight, cupcake! - see you again soon!
Miranth said...
Cupcake, I feel it too *kisses*
Oops I think we've left out Wendy!!! Oh No!!!
======================
There WILL be hell to pay for that Miranth. HELL - I SAY!!!!
;P
*gives the anonymous a loving THUMP on the head*
I heard they liked those!
Just before I go, a gift from the 70's. A song.
The Air That I Breath, by The Hollies
If I could make a wish
I think Id pass
Cant think of anything I need
No cigarettes, no sleep, no light, no sound
Nothing to eat, no books to read
Making love with you
Has left me peaceful, warm, and tired
What more could I ask
Theres nothing left to be desired
Peace came upon me and it leaves me weak
So sleep, silent angel, go to sleep
Sometimes, all I need is the air that I breathe
And to love you
All I need is the air that I breathe
Yes to love you
All I need is the air that I breathe
Peace came upon me and it leaves me weak
So sleep, silent angel, go to sleep
Sometimes, all I need is the air that I breathe
And to love you
All I need is the air that I breathe
Yes to love you
All I need is the air that I breathe
Sometimes, all I need is the air that I breathe
And to love you
All I need is the air that I breathe
Yes to love you
All I need is the air that I breathe
And to love you
All I need is the air that I breathe
Yes to love you
Why? because I'm a romantic at heart, and i feel the need to spread the love.
So for this anniversary, I thought it was right.
And Elena, tortured characters are always the best. ;)
Love to all of you! (I'm REALLY going now!)
xoxo cupcake
miranth, you should post however you feel most comfortable. For me, it's under a blanket of anonymity.
Oh No!!! Big kisses for Wendy!!!!
Why thank you ANON.
I'm sure you're like me and can't wait to see what TJ comes up with for the next chapter.
Elena said...
Wendy
Is it wrong I like to make Lord Mayo tormented?
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I think you know my answer, Elena.
Heck no, it isn't wrong! At least, I don't think it is. :)
The inspiration for the gothic DOES seem to be a bit tormented....a (slightly)lost soul....
and, the gothic is fiction afterall ;-)
Torment (especially fictional) makes for good reading!
:D
Both of you leave me on the edge of my seat wondering what will happen next, just like the writers of Lost with their cliff hangers. You and TJ ROCK!
I understand Anon. I guess if mayo cared if we conjectured he wouldn't post in the first place or he'd ignore our comments, which is prob. best :) I just don't like to hide at all in real life interactions, but I just don't like to share my writing, oddly enough. The internet is a bit scary, but very much fun too!
Elena - I accidentally read the end of your gothic post (without having read the rest) and I have to say I never expected that!!! Wonderful writing!
Thank you for my kisses Miranth!
I knew you were a wise woman! Wise enough to know MY HELL is like no other.....
LOL!!!!!
I must run for now ladies (and, if any, gentlemen)
WOW...I spent much longer here than I intended. Time DOES (still) fly when you're having fun!
Good night Elena, Miranth, Cupcake, Anonymous, Mayo (thanks for the new post).....lurkers!
Sweet dreams to one and all! I shall be back in a few hours - probably.....
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
I just don't like to hide at all in real life interactions, but I just don't like to share my writing,
That's how I feel. Maybe one day I'll be brave like you and take a name.
Anon,
Are you a fan of lost too? Did you see the last episode - completely amazing!!! Arguably, the best episode in the series and it's generally a superlatively written show. I love that show, if one can be said to love something inanimate. It's written by comic book fan boys and it shows.
Anon, do what you feel is most comfortable - to offer your own advice back :) It's good advice, it is!
Wendy, goodnight and I am not brave enough to endure your hell - Lucky Escape!
miranth, I LOVE Lost. It's the only show that I watch that I am completely obsessive over. My friend's all know not to bug me when it's on. Last week's episode was definitely the best one yet this season and that's saying a lot, cause I love this season a lot.
Thanks Miranth
Night Wendy * BIG KISS *
ANON - I love cliffhangers when I read. Guess that's why I like to put them in my stories.
Anon,
were you asking for a thump on the head? I wasn't quite clear on that ;)
You have to catch them first. You will never be fast enough ^_^
hello back from the airport and still cryptic anons and a new post!!
Cool Anon!
I really like this season too. They're starting to give us even more answers and they are mind-blowing!
I wonder where BC is? She's usu here at this time...
Hmmmm Anon,
I am pretty damn quickTHUMP - got you!
Hi ergo and ergoproxy :) Lots of interesting things going on here. BUT, you missed the love triangle - quadrilateral, etc
No you didn't silly, you just punched a hole in the wall!
OH MY GOD ELENA!!!!!
That is fabulous!
I swear you 2 are getting better every chapter, you have such in incredible way with words, it's beautiful and tragic and just......magnificent!!
Bye, Wendy :)
Elena, I love cliffhangers and yours are great :)
Hi, Ergo :)
Miranth, I know, every episode has me saying, OMG! The only thing I hate is that they killed off Charlie :(
Thanks Ergo
I mailed your package today. I still have something else I'm gonna send you but it hasn't arrived here yet.
Damn! I missed :(
Yeah, I miss Charlie too. He and Hurley were the two really sweet ones in the show.
I am amazed a lot too this season, as if Jack wanting to go back to the island wasn't crazy enough last season...
Thanks again nice ANON and everyone else. I'm gonna post my goodnight to Mayo and head to bed.
Goodnight elena!
Mayo
So Mr. Post ‘em and Leave ‘em this is your goodnight. Okay, I get that you’re busy and all but damn man. I actually got to post first. Can we hear a yeah for Elena? And you didn’t stick around. Probably for the best since we talked about your underwear. Unless you course you wanted to talk about your underwear and fluffing. Nope, on second thought your quick getaway was for the best.
Wow, six months. I’m still not sure how I got here. Crap, that sounds weird but it’s true. I just hung around for quite a while before I talked. I really hope you’re not all like “damn once she started she just don’t stop.” Nope, I don’t think so. (Fingers crossed) Anyway however I got here I’m glad it happened. I could tell you how much I love this place but I would be repeating myself for about the hundredth time. So I won’t. Well actually I just did. Yeah, well whatever.
Mayo I hope you had a great anniversary. The castle was all decorated with balloons and streamers. It was nice you came out of your tower. Thanks!
Goodnight Mayo
Elena (fluffy kittens, oh my)
hello anon :)
nice to meet you
how are you miranth?
I tried watching lost but got.....lost
goodnight Elena thank you so much!
I will start looking about for some nice things to send you (including extra tea towels perhpas)
Hi ergo,
You pretty much need to watch all episodes in order to understand lost, but they do have synopsis episodes that can help. It is confusing - I often go online to lostpedia and read about the episode to see if there's something I missed...and I watch it religiously.
wow they have lostpedia!
I just couldn't keep track well enough, too much else going on in the house at the same time.
Mayo I really like your post, but it somehow still smacks of melancholy, but perhaps you're just that type.
I just had a lovely meal of pasta carbonara, suggested by my other half when the planned meal was aborted due to a lack of pastry ( I was certain I had some!)
And a good suggestion it was too. Some were discussing soul mates. I think they can be anyone, you just know when you come across them , it may be a friend, a lover, older, younger, same sex or opposite but they are there and they complete some destined circle. Some say they never meet theirs but perhaps they never recognised them, me I think I did, but I somehow feel there is another, one? two? I don't know. I could be wrong but I am determined not to miss them if they come, perhaps they are waiting for me too?
haha romantic daydreams probably but you never know.
So I wish love, understanding companionship and comfort, to you an dyours
much love EP xx
SS
hope you're well wishing you all teh best
lotsa love
EP xx
goodnight everyone.
Miranth I really hope to talk more with you some day, perhaps you can summarise lost for me! lol over a few weeks.
Goodnigh everyopne elase, anon or named
hello kass PP fasc and anyone else who arrives
take care
EP xx
good morning mayo!
i liked this poem.
How life can change, so quickly. In a moment, in a hand, it can shift. And everything that was will never be the same, in a good way, in the best way.
i loved this bit!
it still has a melancholic feel to it mayo but i think it was a happy ending. i hope so anyway.
p.s. shall we get matching rings? (Go on, laugh. I am.)
yes i did smirk!
hello SS! hope you are ok my friend??
morning blogbelieve family!! hope you are all ok??
elena can i say what a fabulous update!! i'm loving it. poor lord mayo he is indeed a tortured soul!! i don't want it to end!!
hi ergo, wendy, miranth.if any of you are still around?
hello kass and PP if you are arriving soon.
ok, later then guys!
Do any of you know what Kapunua was referring to in the comments of the last post when she said something about she and sdock and ss being around before Mayo? Someone had asked her at the time but got no response I think - I didn't read everything. It was about the anniversary. I would ask her but we haven't 'met' yet.
miranth i think K meant that they were all bloggers before mayo had a blog. that's what i took it to mean anyway.
Miranth, since you are so confused, leave out your input. You are wrong about so many things on so many levels and is so new to this.
Good night/morning/afteroon/ evening to Mayo, SS, FASC, Ergo, all the lovely ladies I chatted with a few hours ago,Possum and Kass (who may or may not be arriving soon) The Watchers, lurkers, anonymous(es) who like thumps, visible and invisible creatures of blog believe!
Did ya'll miss me those few hours?
Of course ya'll did! LOL! I'll just blame it all on the codeine
:P
Ergo: I agree with you regarding soul mates :)
I believe in different types of soul mates too.....
Parents, siblings, friends, pets, lovers....
You just know when you find one!
No words need to be spoken.....
understanding is there -- the connection is there.
It's with you ~~ always. Neither time nor distance .... or death itself, can destroy the bond....
*feels all warm and fuzzy again*
Well, since I'm feeling so warm and fuzzy and talk was of love and soul mates and anniversaries.....
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Reason, Season and Lifetime
(author unknown)
People always come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.
When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do.
..
When someone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
or to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend to you, and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
...
Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
...
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they just walk away.
Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on.
...
When people come into your life for a SEASON,
it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.
They may bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.
And like Spring turns to Summer and Summer to Fall,
the season eventually ends.
...
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons;
those things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person/people (anyway);
and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas in your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being part of my life.
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And with that, I bid you all a goodnight/morning once again.
Have fun today everyone!
LIVE - LAUGH - LOVE
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
But anonymous, Miranth (formerly confused anon) is not new...not new at all. And, we LOVE her!
Okay, now I'm really off....
*blows kisses*
Morning Mayo & BlogPeeps!
I am a particularly happy bunny today as I'm working the first week of my month's notice and I've been moved away from the cursed phones. Yay for me! Obviously I'm moving to another paper-pushing, soul-destroying, office monkey job rather than sweet freedom but they do say that a change is as good as a rest. Plus, there'll be a Starbucks within easy walking distance - I currently have to cycle a 25 mile round-trip.
Re: Miranth & K & sdock10 - I think they were mentioned because Mayo would have seen that they were commenters on Loveman. There's a couple of K's under "anonymous" but you just know it's her*!
So is Lombard "Tink" then? I quite enjoyed her rambling insanity back in the day...
Kass xx
*Apologies if I'm wrong here.
>_<
Zero comments at DM's and this reprobate piece of technological junk of mine is saying, 'Nuh, uh, no way. You can look but no entering.'
Spoil sport.
*crosses arms and scowls at monitor*
Zero comments at DM's and this reprobate piece of technological junk of mine is saying, 'Nuh, uh, no way. You can look but no entering.'
thanks for that info PP! i just refreshed and i'd forgotten about DM i was catching up on emails!!
morning kass! its nice to have the end in sight!
Good morning/afternoon Miranth, Ergo, FASC, 616, Anon, Kass, Mayo, SS, and lurkers.
Nice to be of assistance FASC.
Tomorrow will be a whole different kettle of fish.
(if wishes were fishes)
Busy, exciting day I see.
MissTeee! That is very cool news. And wow at only requiring four weeks to train. This sounds like the start of something very good for you.
Kapunua, the older variety of daffodils smell. I have late winter flowering King Alfreds lining my driveway and they're fantabulous smelling.
But I'm not available for sniffing skanky music guys as a comparison. ^_~
DG, I'm so pleased you and MissT caught up in real life. Your time on the town together was a great read.
You will be missed. I hope to read you again someday, just dropping in. Take care *hugs*
Anon @11:34, Hmm I've been seeing things. A beautiful meeting of minds. Two pairs in particular I guess you are getting at.
No one is immune when it comes to forming friendships with someone we find something in common with, be they blog owner, infrequent visitor, regular, anon or not. Kind of cerebrally cool, huh?
Amy, Well done! We now have a First Aid Officer to go with Kass's Safety Officer.
*feeling very protocted at Mayo's*
Kass, yay! Good for you.
As an aside, you have no idea how often I've thought about the person on the other end of your phone going 'What the h#ll type of phone person was that?'lol
Mayo,
'Morning, to ya! Hope you are doing well today or if you're not doing so hot then I hope you will be before the day is over. How's that for covering the bases. Me? I'm getting ready for my day. It will probably be typically fucked up. It's hard to get one over on me. I expect shit all the time.
Matching rings after 6 months? Would that be rushing into things?
I've been waiting for 6 years and haven't even gotten a promise to get a ring. I'm very patient. Or very stubborn....or very stupid...or very pathetic...or very....well, you get the idea. We could be here all day talking about this.
It is funny how one moment, one little tick of the clock can change everything. And from that moment on, it stands as one singular event. You will remember your life in 2 parts....before that moment and after. And it could happen at any time.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Waiting
Anonymous said...
I think someone has a crush on Kapunua, and her poetry nights ;)
O_o That'd be cool.
cupcake said...
I think someone has a crush on Kapunua, and her poetry nights ;)
Pfft, who doesn't?
Various anons? ^_~
Anonymous said...
No, I meant someone else (hint: blog owner)
Dude, whoever I was talking to the other night even said s/he was not Mayo. It's all good, huh? So don't make it awkward or anything, otherwise I'm afraid that anon might go away. And honestly that is my idea of fun. Don't make Mayo feel awkward either (not as if I think that is remotely possible, but still. ;D )
Anonymous said...
Could Kapunua be "her"?
From the other day? That wasn't me. I have no idea what that was about. But I was "HIM" though, posting those lyrics. I just thought it would be funny, you know, "her." "HIM." ;) I was Velvet Jones, too.
nonymous said...
I really don't think this is about lombard/Tink, neither was the thank you comment for the dance and the moon (I'm pretty sure that was directed at K).
I thought so too because of Crombi and the eclipse pics. but I could be wrong; often am! No big deal, it was nice either way.
Miranth said...
Anon,
Speculation only on my part...I really have no idea. The thanks may have been for k - there I really don't know either. But I always know that there are undercurrents here- hence my posting as confusedAnon before. I also perceived that I may have intercepted poetry meant for other(s) on a poetry night and was mistaken for someone else - but I didn't know about poetry night then.
Wait, so that was you the other night? That's why anons are so confusing. Why didn't you sign in?
Kass:
Re: Miranth & K & sdock10 - I think they were mentioned because Mayo would have seen that they were commenters on Loveman. There's a couple of K's under "anonymous" but you just know it's her*!
Bingo. ^_^ DIdn't have a Blogger back then. Actually, I used to comment on CJ's blog, too. I liked her poetry as well. I often wonder if CJ is still around and still playing the game.
Well, I'm already going to be late for work. Gotta run.
Mayo, this post is pretty cool, and yeah, I am laughing. ^_^
Hi FASC & PP!
Anonymous said...
"Yes, lombard=Tink. And she believes that everything Mayo says is about her, and even crazier/funnier, believes that everything Gerard says or does is about her".
Does that^ mean that she thinks M=G, 'cos she said she knew Mayo wasn't married?! I don't think he's married either, but that's another story.
Mayo's poem made me think, rather irrationally, of a certain hairdresser. Very odd.
Time is going so slowly today. I just know this last month is going to be the longest 4 weeks of my life...
Kass xx
So...does this mean we're going steady? p.s. shall we get matching rings?
Mayo dude, cracking jokes with a local? Niiice!
*tosses a black sharpie to Mayo and his mayoette for their ring fingers*
What?
6 months is still the sharpie stage!
SS, I hope the beautiful delights of spring are starting to show wherever you are.With global warming they probably are. We had monarch butterflies all through last winter here. We also had icebergs, that had broken away from Antarctica, float past. What the heck are we doing to this planet?
*PP nature nut not happy*
Oops, um, but more positively, I hope you're doing okay because Princess has bad germs and a mirror is not as effective as a hand when coughing.
Okay, now my litle technological tart of a pc is giving me expressive fingers at Mayo's as well.
Goodnight all.
*waves bye*
Wooo!!!! Happy anniversary :) a day late i know but oh well. Im feeling so good today
(((hugs to everyone)))
Congrats miss T i told you already but heres an official statement of wooo!!!!
Hello all
Here's to a good day. (got my finger's crossed)
good morning one and all.
Did you all have a pleasent sleep? i certainly hope so.
this morning i woke up and decided i have to make a change, so today i am going to be the opposite of me. so here is to a new me today and hopefully it will make a difference.
everyone have a fimtastic tuesday and have fun
xx
But Fimble you are perfect just the way you are. However opposite day could be fun for a change.
It was one year ago today that I held your hand.
You asked if he did a good job.
It was a good job, wasn’t it?
It was, thank you.
This reminds me of a ring or a tattoo.
I wonder if I’ll ever lose my mind
I tried hard for awhile
But then I kinda gave up
Winter is a killer when the sun goes down
"I’m really not as stubborn as I seem,"
Said the knuckle to the concrete
But I’m too tired to go to sleep tonight
And I’m too weak to follow dreams tonight
For the first time in a long time I can say
That I want to try to get better and
Overcome each moment
In my own way
I’m not saying that I’m giving up
I’m just trying not to think as much as I used to
Cause "never" is a lonely little messed up word
Maybe I’ll get it right some day
For the first time in a long time I can say
That I want to try
I feel helpless for the most part
But I’m learning to open my eyes
And the sad truth of the matter is
I’ll never get over it
But I’m gonna try
To get better and overcome each moment
In my own way
I so want to get back on track
And I’ll do whatever it takes
Even if it kills me
Morning Mayo, SS, and BlogBelievers.
Lovely post, Mayo.
And this is ours,
A moment in time, continued.
And I am intent on permanence.
Something I never thought we'd hear you say. What, with you always moving and all. It's great to hear, truly.
I wish you a good day, Mayo.
SS:
We hope you're doing well and that you're just all "bizzy" again. Take care of yourself today. Have a good one.
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