(It was by chance or perhaps happenstance.)
An Awkward Moment’s Legend.
It was one year ago today that I held your hand.
You asked if he did a good job.
It was a good job, wasn’t it?
It was, thank you.
You were quiet, I rambled
And you held my hand.
Can I get that for you? Oh yeah, sure.
I didn’t want to leave you,
You seemed to need
More time, one less drink, and one more smoke.
And I was intent on permanence.
Then, as is now, time passes like a plunge.
I am far, but not for long.
Do you miss me? Yes, I do.
I can’t hold your hand.
You will, soon enough.
In the meantime, I am waiting, asking
Are you sleeping to the sound of my voice?
I know you hear me, you do.
And this is ours,
A moment in time, continued.
And I am intent on permanence.
(How life can change, so quickly. In a moment, in a hand, it can shift. And everything that was will never be the same, in a good way, in the best way.)
p.s. shall we get matching rings? (Go on, laugh. I am.)
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First loser!
Kapunua, I'm sorry I could not be here last night.
Calaf, hello. I know I am not K, but can I ask you a question? Are you regularly here, or do you only come here as Calaf.
Really noting to say. Just wanted to see some "Blue" on the page.
gel? Hello I guess.
Ha.
Whatta Bunch.
-A
Hey Amy
Yeah, more blue.
Oh shit now I have that song stuck in my head.....
"Blue (Da Ba De)"
Yo listen up here's a story
About a little guy that lives in a blue world
And all day and all night and everything he sees
Is just blue like him inside and outside
Blue his house with a blue little window
And a blue corvette
And everything is blue for him and hisself
And everybody around
Cos he ain't got nobody to listen to
I'm blue da ba dee da ba die...
ACK!
Elenaaaaa!
I could've gone my entire life without having that junk in my head again!
-A
I've had this stuck in my head for the last few days. I'm kind of ashamed actually.
-A
Let me ask you all something. Do you really think this is Gerard or someone who knows him. You are deluding yourself.
Gerard way is married to a woman who is in his lifestyle and understands what it is to be him. They are in the heat of love. He wouldn't waste his time. Look at videos of her. Bitch can clap her ass cheeks like hands. Men AND women want her. She is the hottest piece of ass to go on a rock stage and she moves like a stripper. And she got Gerard Way. Good for fucking her!!!
Mayo as you know him is no one. Some one impotant would not spend his time being a therapist for a bunch of you. If he is as hot and special and wonderful as you all make him out to be, he probably like G. has a wife like Lyn Z and he would NOT waste his time here. Men who are married to gorgeus talented women don't do this. Writing shit poetry to some loud mouth female who can't get a man of her own. So if there is actually some CONNECTION going on its because Mayo is a loser too. I don't think he's married. Just some fucking loser.
not unlike yourself, right anon?
Mayo as you know him is no one. Some one impotant would not spend his time being a therapist for a bunch of you.
First of all, I hope Mayo isn't too insuled that you're saying he has mispelled erectile dysfunction.
Secondly, I command you back to the pit from whence you came!
Also, please try to remember that nobody cares who the fuck Mayo is, and you little pea-brains with your "MAYO ISN'T GWAY, FREAKS!" tirades make us realize that they should remove computers from the classrooms in schools in America and Canada.
Now kindly shut your cornhole. If you ain't got nothing nice to say, fuck off.
-A
Anon...
Well thank you so much for your analysis of Gerard Way his wife and Mayo. I could explain that there is more to life than sex, something you've got a lot of emphasis on but why bother? I'm just a loud mouth female. Oh wait I don't quite fit your whole profile of us. I do have a man. Trust me I don't want another one. One is quite enough.
However I just can't let the "Mayo is no one" go. Have you read what he writes? Are you listening to his words? Are you listening to all of us? Nope, you're not. It's obvious you have a whole lot of anger going on. Whatever. Hope you work that out.
Oh Amy
You do speak so elegantly.
Darling Elena, I DO try!
Anyway, gotta go for lunch, then work.
See the LOVELIES later!
-A
Firstly, Mayo ain't Gerard Way and neither he nor any of us have ever said he was. Go check out the first blog entry - Mayo writes about "[heading] to the smaller stages", so if anything he's pretending to be in MSI!
Secondly, Gorgeous? Talented? Hmmm.... Given that 80% of the Internet consists of scantily- (or un-) clad woman spreading their legs for the camera then it's fair to say that what Lyn-Z does has been done literally millions of times before, it's hardly what you'd call a "talent". She's certainly a reasonable-looking woman, if a distinctly average bass player, but how genuinely "gorgeous & talented" could she be if it takes a marriage to a much more famous musician before anyone gives a flying f*ck?
Thirdly, delusion is fun. Relax, and pull up a chair - to get to know us is to get to love us!!
Now run along and get yourself some candy to sweeten up that sour attitude of yours...
Kass xx
They are in the heat of love.
What, like animals?
Mayo is a lesbian
Anonymous said...
They are in the heat of love.
Hence the "marks of love"
*still trying to remove the image of Clapping Lyn-Z Buttcheeks from my head*
Mayo as you know him is no one.
You caught me on the wrong day, oh Anonymous one.
Eff that.
I don't know who Mayo is or who Mayo isn't, but the dude is somebody. And how dare you think otherwise.
Ever thought that Mayo is trying to fill something that's missing? Something he was unable to find elsewhere?
If that makes him a "no one," then damn it, I guess I am, too.
Why do anons like the one at 12:00 never take Mayo to task? They assume your intentions and call you delusional, but what about Mayo. He is someone who often has discourse with the family and reassures you of his goodwill through his writings and his comments, yet maintains an identity that somewhat mirrors another man. They never harass and ridicule him for his interactions with you, it is always the other way around.
Wendy said....
"Lombard is Tink?
Hi Lombard/Tink! *waves*
Lombard/Tink/Belle Cherie?
oh my goodness, that you so much for making me laugh today. just thank you.
so hello, elena, cheers for what you said. i tried and i was going well into my first 30 minutes but then they started to look at me in a weird way so i reerted back to myself. i think i was a bit tooo oposite hehehehe
Anon said...
"....and she moves like a stripper."
She dresses like one too.
Hey guys. First, excuse the spelling as I can't. See the comment screen. Anyway, hello Calaf, it is good to eread you. I always seem to just miss you (right? I think?) But I wanted you to know I left you a gift on the anti valentine blog. I can't do links from$ here so I just hope you got it. You should. Come aroudn sometime while I am on so I could ask you if you are you. I have afeeling other people have pretended to be you.
Now fos Kass, hey gal. Check the older posts more closely. Mayo isnnot prewtending to be in MSI either. I am fairly sure I get where he is going (and has gone, if I am right then he will get it,) but it's not MSI. Apparently he has been places. Don't want to say anything on here 'cause of the anons so, yeah.
Speaking of which. I am pretty sure the anon was talking about me, with at least the poetry and "not gewtting a man." Well anon, Mayo doesnakt mind the poetry. And if you do, then that just puts a smile on my face. As far as me not getting a man, well, I do get asked out and I am ususally not interesyed. Note: ANY girl can get a man. I just want one that I am into, or none at all. And none suits me fine right now.
As far as your view of Mayo, you are entitlwd to it. I don't necessarily agree. But whatever. To me, Mayo is a clever writer with a good ear and sharp mind. He's fun and has played some of our games with us and. He was kind to me when I lost my dog and many other times. So you'll forgive me if I disagree with the "loser" part.
Anon, of course Mayo is not Gerard Way!
Why, if you believe that Lyn Z is so wonderful, do you do her the disservice of speaking of her as if she is no more than a sex object? Your words insult both her and her husband.
There is nohing wrong with sex or being sexy. Which is something none of you would know anything about.
How do you know? Do you know us?
Hi Fim!
hey safe, how are you doing this fine tuesday?
I've seen some of you. Believe me you are no LynZ
but we never said we wanted to be lynz
You know who you are.
He's lying just to keep you here!
And I am not CalafM or the other anon who keeps comparing you to Lyn Z.
Just an observer.
well hello observer
Thank God for that.
Now anon What you are calling sexy is nothing more than porn. To be sexy you need to know more than how to clap your ass cheeks and spread your legs like a striper.
But there is no need for me to try an explain that to you. You would understand. Because your young age gets in the way. For you sex is nothing more than fucking and away to pass the time. But than your generation does think that BJs are just another form of kissing.
hey martha, classic :) how are you?
Hello FS I'm well how are you?
Anonymous said...
I've seen some of you. Believe me you are no LynZ
No one claimed to be! What the fuck is your problem? This site is nothing to with MCR or MSI so why are you here? To cause shit? At least we're here for each other and for Mayo (who ever s/he is!). Mayo could be anyone and I don't care who s/he is. I like reading what s/he has to say as well as the lovely people who post replies here. They're the reason I keep coming back. That may sound pathetic to you, be frankly, I don't and never have given a shit about what people think about me.
I'm fine Fim. How are you?
not bad, just doing some work and waiting. its a bit chilly outside but i doubt its the chiliest in amercia.
how are you?
Hello safe how are you?
not bad safe, not bad. how are you?
Happy 6th month anniversary, Mayo!
p.
martha is one of those that wants to be lyn-z and cant stand the thought of gerard being with anyone else.
You really have to love the Lyn-z fans. the way they go on about her. they say she is talented but they can never say that its for the music. It's always about things related to sex. Nothing more. She is the Monica Lewinsky of music.
oh anon, well done there love. you really raised the IQ there. you do not know martha, you do not know anyone here so how can you say that she wants to be. just please stop.
MJ - you make me laugh!!!! :) I'm alright honey, how are you?
Anon if I wanted to be someone else I would be Angelina Jolie and I would go after Johny Depp Or John Taylor.
And I would like to thank you for showing what a pea brain you are. The only way you can come at me is to say I want to be Lyn-z.
Your welcome safe and thank you FS.
Safe I'm well.
guys i am off, i need to do a few things. take it easy and its nice to see you both.
bye bye
xx
Later FS
Good to hear that MJ!
Bye Fim.
So what have you been up to safe?
martha, aren't you doing the same exact thing? you are badmouthing lyn-z based on nothing...you know nothing about her. thats why I can only assume youre badmouthing her because youre one of those pathetic "fans".
dont be a stupid hypocrite, it's ugly.
Hi - Just Stopping by to answer questions.
ergo - lostpedia is totally cool, you should check it out!
FASC - thanks, I think that's right - it just sounded so oblique to me when I read it!
anon @ 6:26 - at least I'm aware of my confusion :) and I don't care if I'm wrong. I am not really new here. I heard of this blog from another site, which I think is the genesis of loveman - I'm pretty sure I know 'who' she is as far as a username on another site - same writing style and the topics she raised. I came to Mayo's because I wanted an answer about an event that bothered me. While I didn't get that answer, I did realize over these months how close you had all become and I only posted as confused to encourage Mayo to maintain the blog for you guys
when there were issues. I only skimmed most of the comments, hence my confusion. A little bit of knowledge is rarely a good thing :) I like the community here and I will comment if I wish too,
as I would expect anyone else to.
Hi again Wendy! And yes I'm not really new :)
Hi Kapunua, nice to meet you :) I wasn't anon - I was logged in at all times, but I'm referring to a Friday two weeks ago or so. Oh and I remember CJ's blog too. Yes I did like her poetry, though it was open to many different interpretations.
Anon @ 12:00
I don't think we care who runs the blog, though I would like my curiosity satisfied eventually. What is important is the fact that Mayo goes out of his way to maintain this place for everyone. I think that's all the recommendation he needs to me, such a person is certainly no 'loser.' Maybe some day you'll appreciate...maybe not.
anyway back to work... :(
2:55
Shut up. Just because you don't know someone, doesn't mean you do not form an image of them in your head based on their mannerisms, speech and clothing. If LynZ has attracted a negative image of herself, it is easy to see why.
You are a total liar, if you say you have never done this before.
Bad mouthing, her your the one that came in describing her as nothing more than a stripper. What I said was more insulting to you.
Personally I think she has no talent I also find that her act on stage is old. That does not make me jealous of her or want to be her.
To the Anon at 12:00 While I don't believe Mayo to be g, necessarily, I do know that someone official who has access to their official websites that is to say does contact fans at times and acts as a counselor kind of person. This person contacted my teenage niece and really did help her. This person claimed to be G. That's not to say he was, but this person did have some official status.
Or was a very, very good hacker, with an interest in counseling teens LOL
hey, both idiots at 3:02, I wasn't defending lyn-z. I dont know her, dont care to know her, dont care to defend her.
I was making a comment that martha bad-mouthing someone (lyn-z) while at the same time, reprimanding someone for speaking highly of her, when NEITHER KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT lyn-z, is hypocritical.
im sorry you are both too stupid to comprehend what im saying.
idiots.
Yet again anon I will point out that you attack me and not what I said.
yes, i am attacking you, that is the point of my comment. i dont care what you say about lyn-z, why is that hard for you to understand? my beef is with you being a disgusting hypocrite. i am not the anon that called lyn-z a stripper.
An idiot calling someone an idiot. Makes sense. Takes one to know one.
i see. the old "i'm rubber youre glue" comeback. i didnt realize im dealing with pee-wee herman here. sorry.
anon at 3:06 I wouldn't call what the Lyn-z anon was saying a complement.
And if you are going to come in as anon saying the same thing as the Lynz anon don't call people idiots for think you are the same person.
If someone is going to come in here and attack me or my friends I will do the same back in the same manner. I wasn't reprimanding that anon in the manner you think.
wait a tic, is this martha attacking someone personally and not their comment even though she just reprimanded me for doing the same? seriously, could you get any more hypocritical?
Martha Jones said...
But there is no need for me to try an explain that to you. You would understand. Because your young age gets in the way. For you sex is nothing more than fucking and away to pass the time. But than your generation does think that BJs are just another form of kissing.
fucking idiots.
Oh, I get it, she lives with you, because it seems she is rubbing off on you.
(Pee Wee Herman, surely there are better come backs)
martha, lets get down to brass tacks...youre a hypocritical moron.
To the anon at 3.06. Yes, we are to stupid to comprehend what you're saying. Just like you're to stupid to comprehend capital letters and an apostrophe.
Ok guys,
Please calm down, Earlier Anon was obviously trying to rile you with the lyn-z thing. And succeeded to some extent...
I wasn't reprimanding that anon in the manner you think.
martha, you jumped all over someone, insulted them on a personal level, etc. then jumped on me for insulting you on a personal level. is this not hypocritical?
Anonymous Anonymous said...
yes, i am attacking you, that is the point of my comment. i dont care what you say about Lyn-z, why is that hard for you to understand? my beef is with you being a disgusting hypocrite. i am not the anon that called Lyn-z a stripper.
March 4, 2008 3:08 PM
You really need to go back and read what the Lynz anon wrote. He was the one that compared her to a stripper in the first place. Everything I have said about Lyn-z has come from things said about her by people claiming to be her fans.
So I'm going to ask you. It's alright for a fan to cal her a stripper but if I use it to point back to them how degrading that is I"m a hypocrite.
LOL@Yes, we are to stupid to
did you really just attempt to correct me, grammatically speaking, while using the wrong form of "to"?
fucking idiots.
i see, martha. now you are claiming to be defending lyn-z because the other anon was being degrading?
She is the Monica Lewinsky of music.
peppermint anyone!!
hi guys! i see we are... erm ....having fun!
Anon said...
"did you really just attempt to correct me, grammatically speaking, while using the wrong form of "to"?"
I said nothing of grammar on the whole, just on apostrophe's.
To - would be a spelling error anyway. Correct?
Fucking idiot.
I will also point out that the anon was the one who came in here calling the names. And I said if you attack me or my friends I will attack you in the same manner that you did.
You took it it as an attack on Lyn-z. When I pointed out that it was more of an attack on the fan you know try to say that its wrong for me to call some a name that did it to me first.
I never said that the anon couldn't call me a name. But I did point out that you couldn't fight back against my argument. You just called out names. You called me pathetic because you think I'm jealous. I don't find that to be a valid reply so I called you on it.
Okay then
Try again...
Martha how are you today?
There's not one of you who wouldn't fuck Gerard if you had a chance. Fuck I would bu at least I'm honest. I'd fuck Lyn Z too but at least I can be happy for both of them and not badmouth them and hang around on a blog that pretends to be him. Trying to get his attention is pathitic when he is just some loser fan like you.
And yes I did mean you mostly Kapuna. Btw I saw pictures of you. Honey you are no LynZ and if Mayo likes you, it proves he is a fat loser.
anon i think she was repeating your spelling of "to" as opposed to using the correct spelling of "too".
an amateurish spelling mistake by you if you don't mind me saying.
never correct anyone unless you are positive you've got all your spellings correct or you end up looking a bit silly.
FASC checks her spellings....fingers crossed!
Anonymous Anonymous said...
i see, Martha. now you are claiming to be defending Lyn-z because the other anon was being degrading?
March 4, 2008 3:21 PM
Fuck no. There is nothing about that woman's act that I could defend. I'm pointing out that the only thing that her fans seem to be able to say about her are things that are degrading.
That it is never about her musical talent it is about what she can do sex wise.
There's not one of you who wouldn't fuck Gerard if you had a chance. Fuck I would bu at least I'm honest. I'd fuck Lyn Z too but at least I can be happy for both of them and not badmouth them and hang around on a blog that pretends to be him. Trying to get his attention is pathitic when he is just some loser fan like you.
And yes I did mean you mostly Kapuna. Btw I saw pictures of you. Honey you are no LynZ and if Mayo likes you, it proves he is a fat loser.
Yawwwwwwwwwwnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BORING!!!!
anon @ 3:24, please have enough intelligence to be embarrassed and ashamed of yourself. i know i am definitely embarrassed for you.
martha, the fact is, you got onto someone (me) for personally attacking YOU all the while you had done the same exact thing to the previous anon.
what do we call that, class? say it with me...A HYPOCRITE.
hi elena and martha!!
Trying to get his attention is pathitic when he is just some loser fan like you.
really i can't take you seriously!! you have no idea and its not your fault i guess??!!
Hello Elena and FASC how are you?
I'm doing well.
_______________________________________
Anon why does it always come back to want to fuck these people with you.
They are not the only fuck able people in the world. And if that is all you see them as than I feel sad for you. Sex is great but it is not the only thing a person is good for.
anon @ 3:28, your comment equals out to this:
ZOMG, lyke gerard is soooo hawt and id get with him and lyke, all yall would 2! and lyke, im gonna insult yall for hanging around here, but lyke, im hanging around here 2, so lyke i make absolutely no sense because im a freaking moron.
You know it was nice and quiet all day here and now....
So anyway, Hey FASC!
Martha why do you even try to talk to them?
i'm good martha thank you.
Anonymous said...
"anon @ 3:24, please have enough intelligence to be embarrassed and ashamed of yourself. i know i am definitely embarrassed for you."
Don't be embarrassed for me. I don't care about you or your feelings, so your empathy is being wasted. Save it for somebody else Darlin'.
Please teach me more about intelligence, you obviously know a lot about it. :)
elena, do you disagree that what martha did was hypocritical?
i must say, i did laugh...
oh mayo, my love, such a way with words...
xoxo
hello elena! good to see you. are you at work??
anon @ 3:37, dont you mean COMMA "darlin'"?
i mean, if youre going to correct someone, surely you have impeccable skills. ill wait while you look up the word impeccable, dunce.
Fine anon I'm a hypocrite. But you are one as well.
You want to point out that I attacked some one yes I did who attacked first than you come in her as an anon. And attack me. I think you are the same anon who attack first so I say something to you. But as you try to point out what a hyprocit I am for attack that first anon you still call me names.
Martha was defending herself and this place. Maybe she went about it wrong, but there must be some consideration given to the fact that she (and the others here) are attacked on a regular basis.
So if her immediate knee-jerk reaction was to lash out it is most likely because she (and the others) are trashed on a regular basis.
So stir the pot if you like. She (and the others) will not be tarnished in my eyes.
She (and the others) will choose their words more carefully next time. I can assure you.
im not a hypocrite.
i didnt attack someone while telling them to stop attacking.
i have never told you to stop attacking. i pointed out how hypocritical it was.
attack all you want, martha. just dont tell others to stop.
thanks for owning up to your hypocrisy. i wont talk about it again.
Anon
Martha was repeating what the other anon said about LynZ. She was pointing out how that person seemed to think what they said about her was a compliment. It was not.
By the way when there is more than one ANON it does get a bit confusing. How about ANON A and ANON B.
Hahaha!! Don't you know when you're being mocked?
Later Chicken. Im off. nice talking to you. Kyss.
sure, anon @ 3:42, i can understand that, but it doesnt make it any less hypocritical.
let the subject of martha be dropped now.
Elena I tried once before to get them to go to my blog but they want an audience. But I get the feeling that this anon is going after me for something other than this discussion.
It has a need to make me look bad.
Wait just one freakin' second.
Can someone explain to me why Mayo is getting brought into this today?
It's normal for us to be called derogatory names. By George, I'm used to it by now. Doesn't make it right, but it's nothing out of the ordinary.
But, WHY MAYO?
nope, martha, its not some big conspiracy. my beef was about the hypocrisy, nothing more.
Think about it Mustard. They like to pick on something they know will get a reaction. Today it's Mayo.
I never told you to stop or the other anon either. As you can see I'm like the Energizer bunny I keep going and going.
But if you want to continue this lets take it to my blog.
Well, that's about the most dim-witted thing I've seen happen all day.
Today is surely not the day to be here.
ive already said its dropped, martha.
hi MIB!!
i know its just stupid really aint it!
Yeah, especially when he's be the least selfish person here.
My Hellos:
Hey FASC! Hey MJ! Hey Elena!
*been, damn it.
Hello MIB.
I think they are just trying to call Mayo out. Nothing more.
Let me rephrase.
One on the least.
*must cover ass from giggle-turd ;)*
Mustard
How are you today?
Oh my god.
I'm leaving. I can't type for shit today. And that's one thing that grates me. I'm pretty obsessive about correcting my mistakes so:
*ONE OF THE LEAST*
Elena, I feel like I'm getting dumber and dumber by the second.
Next thing you know, my tongue will be affixed to a ski-lift.
Mustard
We love you..typos and all.
Remember we aren't being graded for our work here.
it happens to the best of us, mustard.
can we end the lyn-z talk already.
lyn-z is tore up from the floor up.
believe me, no one is jealous.
Mmmmhhhh....hello guys.
How’ve you been?
Hey Mayo, I did laugh but I’m not sure matching rings are appropriate because, well...you know us. ;P
Matching T-shirts maybe?
I cannot believe it. Now there's a picture too.
hi bella. how are you??
MIB screw typo have you seen the way the younger kids write. It's either all z or Internet speak.
Anyway you will have to fight FS and I over the title of worse typer and speller. And I won't back down.
Hello Bella
How's it going?
ANON - A picture of what?
Hello Bella how are you?
Sorry I didn't say anything sooner I was engaged in other things.
Thanks, Anon. :)
Hey Bella!!!
MJ:
But, see? Thanks to Fim's accidental spelling mistake, I gots me a new name!
It's a damn shame she didn't throw in an ultra-cool top hat to go with it.
Does anyone have Jade's blogger address?
Or has anyone heard from her?
Mib what is your new name?
Hello faraway, elena, martha and mustard.
I'm fine, thanks.
What about you all?
Oh, you guys didn't know?
This is me. I swear.
I'm not really doing anything right now bella just talking to you guys.
No,mustard.
I'm a bit worried...
Hope everything will be fine soon.
So now you are a former drunk guitar player.
Well at least you have talent
Yeah, me too, Bella.
I hope her sister made it home. I swear, she's been dealt a tough blow these past few months.
FASC are you still here I answered your question.
Well at least you have talent
See, in the end, the world is right ;)
Oh, Elena if you're still around: great chapter, as always.
Yeah I'm still here.
Thanks Bella
I hope TJ gets to work on her chapter. I can't wait to see where she takes the story next.
sorry martha i wandered for a bit. yup i saw your answer.
i left a comment on jades blog a few days ago. i think the best thing is to go back to mayos last post and have a quick skim for her name.
my history gets deleted regularly cos of mr bloke!
hello slash!! you are very talented1
talented!
typo fuck face!
Yeah, I'm going to go find it.
I'll be right back you guys!
FASC I replied. My computer keeps freezing up
i saw martha.
sorry i'm doing a few things round the house and whizzing back to the computer in between!
mr bloke will be home soon so time is sadly limited!
i hate the time diff soooo much!
So do I
Don't whiz too fast!
So, what's there to talk about that hasn't been said?
I hate that your time here is limited.
I also don't like people trying to control me like that. I think that is why I don't want to get married.
The only marriage I know of that have lasted is where the wife was subservient and I can't be that.
i know martha.
how are the headaches and have you gone back to work yet?? wait, did i read you are trying to get fired?? better job option?!
my "i know martha" there was an answer to the time diffs.
i just don't want to piss him off martha. in the long run it isn't worth it. i actually do wear the trousers in the house. which is probably why i'm still here at all. this pisses him off alot which is why i have to watch it. this blog has made him more annoyed with me than anything ever. he just doesn't get it. well i think he gets it more now, but i still don't want to push it. i don't need bad feeling its horrid.
i don't blame you on the marriage front martha.
its hard fucking work and thats the truth!! i do love him though i can't change that.
oh look at me 3 comments in a row!!
ah wells some one will be around soon and no doubt i'll have to leave. like i said time diffs are shit!
That's great, FASC.
You do what you have to do in that situation.
4 comments in a row!
gah!
Yes, Someone has been offering me a better job for the last year. But I thought it was temporary so I didn't take it. It's not. The one I want is gone right now but it will come up again. If I get fired I get unemployment. I just can't stand that place anymore. It was never a great job. I only stay for medical benefits.
"like i said time diffs are shit!"
I agree.
Martha, can I ask you what's your job?
hello MIB i was rambling there to myself!
it is better than it was thank god. he realises this isn't some sad shit like he thought it was. he gets that there is a greater meaning to it all. he admits he's jealous cos he has nothing like that and also he admits that he wishes i'd spend more time with him instead of the blog.
i had to remind him that when i spent time with him before he was on his laptop!! admittedly doing work but still busy!!
I would most likely push the matter. And A knock down drag out fight would ensue.
I don't really get angry with the anons on here when I go back and forth with them. It is more of a way to get my brain some exercise. But a person that actually mattered to me would be different. It would be a real fight.
But I'm glad to hear you wear the pants and that he understands it more than he used to.
we need to think of ways for you to get fired martha!!!!!!!!!!
I work at a company that transports peoples orders around the world. I won't say the name in a public place like this.
Not showing up and stealing from the company are the two biggest reasons you get canned.
I'm not stealing.
As for the head aches they are better.
Still there just not as bad.
But I'm glad to hear you wear the pants and that he understands it more than he used to.
thanks martha.
when kids are involved also you've got to be careful.
we had a big old fight about this a month or so ago and my 8 yr old daughter said to me the next day "i heard you crying last night mummy." broke my fucking heart. i don't want us to be like that. i just said to her that its fine, me and daddy had a fight and we are fine. but it made me think that i don't want that. not for my kids. just horrible.
See I don't have that experience most of my friends and my younger sister.
We have different fathers. Were happy when their parents split. It was that bad for them.
You know faraway, I'm sure you're a great mum.
So,today I went to my uncle’s house and my little cousin asked me to read aloud her favourite fairy tale.
Am I the only one who thinks fairy tales are kinda creepy in the beginning? I mean, there are always sad princesses who have lost their parents and shit like that...
Bella that is a conversation that I keep having with people.
And we don't talk about the nice clean Disney version either.
It usually starts with the Little mermaid and goes on from there.
sorry to hear that martha.
bella all those old fasioned stories are a little evil and freaky!!
i have to leave guys!
take care everyone and i'll be back, although briefly, tomorrow.
bye for now and love to all!
Pictures from Angels & Kings Karaoke Night.
Could Matt be a cooler dork?
No, he could not.
Later FASC. Have a goodnight
Bye faraway!
*HUG*
"It usually starts with the Little mermaid and goes on from there"
Yeah, that's true...
I think the worst is "Hansel and Gretel". WTF?
See you later, FASC!!!
I find Hans Christian Andersen to be the worst. His story kind come across as being more about the punishment and repenting than anything else.
I see Hansel and Gretel more as away for parents to warn children about danger. But than I haven't read the original version yet.
Have you ever deeply admired someone to the point where you find yourself loving even the strangest things about them?
I have never understood why she sometimes posts at 5 O'clock in the morning. Insomnia, perhaps?
I would not change anything about her for the world. There is no question about it.
ts 9 in the afternoon and your eyes are the size of the moon :)
im so happy, im smitten and im so happy i dont ever want this feeling to end. Just wanted to share my love with you all. i got to go bed if i can sleep that is im so happy im floating around. I will be back thursday :) take care
Anonymous, that's very endearing. I hope she knows.
SIM:
That's great to hear! I hope the feeling lasts!
Geez anon, you sound like you're head over heels for this person.
My computer is being a bitch tonight.I have to go.
Take care everyone.Hopefully I’ll see you tomorrow.
Goodnight Mayo.
Goodnight SS.
Goodnight BlogBelieve.
Love you all!
*HUGS & KISSES
See you, Bella! Have a good night!
Goodnight bella
Hello anyone here?
The only person here who posts at 5 AM is BC, and that's not because of insomnia. It's because she lacks a job and sleeps until the afternoon like the lazy sack of turds that she is.
Are you in love with BC anon??
hi everyone! :)
i had to come down to the library to fill out an application online, and i'm glad i did, because...hellooo, mayo!
there's a line in this post that gave me a jolt, not because i think it's directed to me or anything quite so delusional as that, but it just a happens to mirror something in my life from the last day or so. spoooky
mayo, are you psychic? ;)
elena, i love love love the chapter! i'm so glad you posted it! i'm printing it off and taking it home with me, and hopefully, i'll be able to have one to post next time i'm here. but damn, you do twists so well!
A BC loving anon. Makes a change from a BC hating one!
hello...?
is there no one to say hi to?
i'll pout...
i will!
it really never ever fails...make a comment about being alone, and someone will post at the same time. :P
Hello TJ how are you?
Anon it's getting old, so just shut up.
Love you.~
Hello lombared
hey martha! :)
i'm doing okay, as much as can be, considering. how are you?
hello lombard. like your name. :)
i love chocodiles.
i don't know what chocodiles are.
Lombard, did Mayo write this post for you?
Tj I'm well.
whoa, just back reading...anon @ 5:32, your comment is very heart-tugging. you seem to really think about that person a lot.
i have to admit i've been in that position. you find that even the annoying things about someone become endearing. makes you wonder if you're off the deep end, but in a good way.
a chocodile is like a chocolate coated twinkie.
wow.
i had no idea such a thing existed.
thanks for the enlightenment, anon.
Unknown fact about myself:
I've never eaten a Twinkie.
Ever.
Lombard pretending to be an anon at 6:29 STFU plz.
Is there anybody going to listen to my story?
All about the girl who came to stay.
She's the kind of girl you want so much, it makes you sorry.
Still you don't regret a single day.
O, girl.
When I think of all the times I've tried so hard to leave her. She will turn to me and start to cry.
And she promises the earth to me and I believe her.
After all this time I don't know why.
O, girl.
She's the kind of girl who puts you down when friends are there, you feel a fool.
When you say she's looking good, she acts as if it's understood.
O, girl.
mustard, i envy you your purity. i have eaten many a twinkie in my day. :/
dear prudence. it made me jump to see your name -- that is my favorite siouxsie & the banshees song. your poem seems sad, though.
A Beatles anon, sweet!
Hey guys. I'm home and just ate dinner. Num.
I had something to say, but I forgot what it was, and it's probably just as well. ^_^
Splash, Twinkies kind of suck. You're not missing out. Ringdings on the other hand. ^_^
Poem?! Why, Toujours! That's "Girl" by The Beatles! Dear Prudence is a song by The Beatles!
How's the computer repair coming along? Or is it not? You know, you can get a halfway decent monitor off eBay or something, right? Have you tried something like that?
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