or, my life…spent.
That last revolution left me dazed. The same scenery flashed and repeated in an orbital rhythm. My environment moved too quickly for me to identify solid form and everything around me slurred into a meander. Each day turned from brief respite into swift departure. I felt my gut at my feet and my head in a fog.
Towards the end, I heeled my words into the ground in a desperate attempt to persuade the fucking thing to stop. I hung on. My knees were raw from fighting the spin and the tops of my shoes were caked with the filth that surrounded my craft. Finally, I let go.
I was spun out, stopped; a playground massacre.
What a sight, covered in dust and dirt, sweat and blood. But, I was not alone. I managed to attract quite a malignant clutch. And while I lay there, words were unwound and lifted from their purpose by nasty little hands and then, repeatedly passed along, shoved into pockets, and spent on cheap ice cream concessions.
Now, after a few months in circulation, it is impossible to determine that they are counterfeit. They all spend the same, right?
I wrote that a while ago. It feels different to me now. Different, but still...relevant. Well, I am off.
p.s. I am at a distance; you are in proximity…but here, we maintain satellite and If you sspirit through here, “Thank you.”
Thursday, March 27, 2008
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«Oldest ‹Older 601 – 800 of 4189 Newer› Newest»angel said...
Anon616, the only ammunition I carry is love. It can be extremely effective when used properly!
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TRUE, angel! Very true!
LOVE is often times the best weapon!
>:)
Sorry guys, I wanted to try that out. First!
BC wins tonight!!!!!
I'm back!!!!
Did you all miss me? Come on tell me true. No, hold on. It you didn't really miss me don't tell me. Just pretend you did.
Amyranth said...
*bounces her knee a bit*
I don't wanna go to bed.
Well, I do. But I don't.
-A
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Amy, you're leaving us now?
*pouts*
Can King Lear stay with me????
;)
Elena!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You KNOW I missed you!
Did you bring the donuts????
Elena, I was wondering if you were here tonight. It is truly a pleasure to see you, my friend. Are you well?
BC got first!
Memorable post kid ;)
-A
Ohhh and by LOVE being the best weapon, I mean it's pretty much the only thing in the world that can destroy HATE, right????
Hiya Elena!
Wendy, it's just the battle of what I SHOULD do, versus what I want to do.
Not an easy battle to fight.
-A
Oh my, Bleeding Chaos will live in infamy because of that particular post!
I'll say, Amy!
Ummm....BC, did you say you wanted to TRY THAT OUT????
that, up there @ 12:54 ???
IN PUBLIC????
Because I said fuck? Ha ha, thanks Amy :D
Thank you too sugarplum :D
Hi Elena! *squeeze*
hello all Bc Angel amyranth wendy so did you miss me?
seeing as elena asked!
Wendy, no!!! Lol XD
Amyranth said...
Hiya Elena!
Wendy, it's just the battle of what I SHOULD do, versus what I want to do.
Not an easy battle to fight.
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I know the feeling, Amy!
Hi Ergo, aww of course we did :)
Ergo!!!! Welcome back to you as well!
Were you and Elena wandering in those woods again?
Greetings, friend Ergoproxy! I trust you are well? No more snakes in the kitchen?
Of course we missed you too, honeybunch (aka: Ergo)
Did you bring the scothch to go with the dotuns? ;)
Ergo too? Is this my birthday present?
-A
thank goodness no angel!
I'm good , spent the day helping a friend in uni work and also a bit of relationship stuff (they lost their home in the flood and I think they are a bit "disconnected" as a couple because of the hardship. Cannot imagine what it would feel like!)
Angel: I don't know if you heard; but Ergo was a tad bit tipsy last night!
;)
Hello angel good to see you.
Hello as well to Amy, Ergo, BC, and Wendy.
So what's up? The castle is too quiet. We need to shake things up a bit
*hands out scothch*
*mmmmm dotuns.....*
Is it your birthday Amy?
Ergoproxy, you are a comfort to your friend, I have no doubt. It must indeed be tragic to lose one's home, belongings, one's "grounding", if you will. Please extend my best wishes to your friend and her family.
Angel don't listen to Wendy!!!
but it was a better excuse than I just can't type for shit!
No ergo. Not until May. Anytime anything really good happens, I claim it as an early birthday gift.
Which is not always a good idea. My parents had a field day with it growing up.
-A
That is very thoughtful of you angel, I will when I see her next week.
Elena, the castle is really quiet. This is almost like something out of your story.
*eyes the walls nervously*
-A
I know someone by the last name of Familia.
Hi, guys!
This is Mya, in VACATION mode!!!!
I have been granted a whole week-long release from the hell hole!!!!
Going to the "coast", as some of you call it, and can't wait!
Yee-Ha!!!!!!!!
ergoproxy said...
thank goodness no angel!
I'm good , spent the day helping a friend in uni work and also a bit of relationship stuff (they lost their home in the flood and I think they are a bit "disconnected" as a couple because of the hardship. Cannot imagine what it would feel like!)
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Oh Ergo! I'm so sorry to hear about your friends. I know the divorce rate in NOLA and other Katrina affected areas has skyrocketed.
It's so sad! I suppose the stress of losing everything you own does bring out and amplify any little weakness/cracks in the foundation of relationships.
What's worse, is the suicide rate has also skyrocketed......
:(
Oh, now, Anon616, surely you do not expect me to believe that Ergoproxy would imbibe too much alcohol and become inebriated? Heavens above! *winks at Ergoproxy*
MYA!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hot dang woman (sorry for the language, angel)!
Where the heck have you been hiding? You've been no where to be found. Not here, not there, not elsewhere.
I was getting very worried!
haha amy , I bet they could say "well you've already got them all?"
BC did you win the ebay auction?
Amy you're right. Poor old Lord Mayo is up there all alone in his tower room. Wonder what he's doing? Wait, I'm one of the writers of the story. I can make Lord Mayo do whatever I want up there in his room....
*evil laugh*
Hi Mya. That's total awesomeness. Good for you :)
Ergo, please send my good wishes to your friend. I hope they can patch things up.
Ergo, I'm afraid not. Too many bidders competing for the Wii, but I placed my bet for another one already ^_^
angel said...
Oh, now, Anon616, surely you do not expect me to believe that Ergoproxy would imbibe too much alcohol and become inebriated? Heavens above! *winks at Ergoproxy*
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That's correct, Angel. I mean, Ergo would no more do that than I would!
And we ALL KNOW, I would NEVER, EVER overindulge!
;)
Hello MYA!!!!
wendy I suggested a bit of 'reconnection' time, little things, perhaps a night away alone (they are staying with relatives and have 2 little kids) I think they just need to be together, talk, and whatever else they want to get up to! It's easy to put your relationship aside when other things seem more important, but luckily Ithink they have a strong foundation, just need a bit of "us" time
Greetings Mya, I do not recall meeting you previously. My name is Angel. How are you this morning?
Elena said...
Wait, I'm one of the writers of the story. I can make Lord Mayo do whatever I want up there in his room....
*evil laugh*
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Ohhhhh.....I have a feeling Lord Mayo may be in serious trouble!
Psst: Amy, you might want to hide King Lear before he gets written into the gothic and becomes a snack for Artmeus ;)
I spelled that wrong, didn't I???
:p
HAY IT'S MYA!
Elena, I bet you I know where you'd take that!
"Lord Mayo and the mystery of the Bedside Drawer."
-A
Oh yes, MYA; you've never met Angel, have you?
Mya has been gone forever - it seems.....
Wendy, hush!
Lear's only a little plush lion, what would anyone, except for that Giant Yellow Bugger want with him?
-A
Mya has been gone forever - it seems.....
Where did you go Mya? I thought you said you just started vacation?
-A
Angel, what's going on with you tonight? Just you, a bunch of Lovelies, and your Maiden?
-A
Mya said...
Going to the "coast", as some of you call it, and can't wait!
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What coast Mya? Your coast or my (gulf) coast? If it's the gulf coast, you had better come visit me!
I have that hurricane mix waiting!
Hi, Kids!
Yes, I'm Mya and I haven't been around much lately. I just got plain - BORED!
Sorry, but it's true. I had to break the habit, shake that monkey off my back...
And I feel much, MUCH better!
Oh FOR GS!
I am now the proud owner of Origin of Symmetry and the Hullaballoo DVD set.
MUSE rule!
Amyranth said...
Wendy, hush!
Lear's only a little plush lion, what would anyone, except for that Giant Yellow Bugger want with him?
-A
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Amy: I do believe I saw little Sparkle giving Lear the eye the other night. I think Sparkle has her first crush ;)
She's growing up faster than J and L thought!
Amyranth, much to my chagrin, it is only you Lovelies and myself. My love is out of town on business. Fear not, though; we stay in touch, and we are always close in heart, soul, and mind (and Internet!).
Wendy, I would LOVE to bring my daughter to see the gulf coast! It is soooo beautiful! But, we are headed to "our" coast, the Atlantic. Maybe this summer, we can get to the gulf, but I know it'll be hot as hell!
Mya said...
Sorry, but it's true. I had to break the habit, shake that monkey off my back...
And I feel much, MUCH better!
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I'm glad to hear you're feeling better Mya!
How's your dad doing?
"Lord Mayo and the mystery of the Bedside Drawer."
Good title Amy...
His hands shook with a mixture of anticipation and guilt as he pulled open the drawer. He had promised himself he would not do this again, at least not this soon. However he could not seem to stop the overpowering urge to..........
awwwww
sparkle and lear
sitting in a tree
K.. I..S.. S.. I.. N.. G
HotTER than hell, Mya!
Sticky and steamy heat!
Ummm.....what were we talking about.....
Ohhhh, the weather along the Gulf coast. Yep, it's hot, hot, hot in summer!
Oh elena - continue....
back in a bit...
Don't stop now, Elena!!!
Go on....
please!
Wendy, you don't say!
I didn't even notice, but then I thought Lear was just kind of loafing around... Hmm...
I'll have to get on with J and L about this!
-A
angel said...
Fear not, though; we stay in touch, and we are always close in heart, soul, and mind (and Internet!).
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Awww......that is so sweet, Angel!
But, you are an angel; how could you not be sweet? !
As much as I would love to stay longer, it is late, and my Earthly responsibilities call me. May you all enjoy a peaceful night's sleep. Elena, Amyranth, Anon616, Bleeding Chaos, Ergoproxy, Mya, until the next time...rest well.
Goodnight and pleasant dreams Angel. I am gonna call it a night as well and chat with a friend and leave my goodnight posty to Mayonaise. Goodnight guys. Sweet dreams.
Amyranth said...
I'll have to get on with J and L about this!
-A
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Don't tell them I told you. That shall be our little secret!
They still think of Sparkle as an innocent baby ;)
Yeah, I saw her batting those eyelashes at Lear!
She's good! Going to be quite the little heartbreaker, that one!
cool, I'm comment number 666. Again. ^_^
Goodnight Angel and pleasant dreams to you (and your love)!!
Night Angel and BC
sweet dreams
BC, you BEAST!!!!
No, wait.....that would be ME, wouldn't it!
616 is the actual number, correct.
Boy, I bet those translators would feel like idiots if they were still alive!
Mayonaise,
I decided the other night not to attempt to interpret your post. The only thing I came up with at the time was that it was not exactly one where the tone was set to bubbling happiness. Far from it, obviously. The topic that Mustard had mentioned earlier; about being teased and bullied, is that the true meaning behind this post?
I am not going to pretend to understand how it feels to have gone through that experience. I don’t, but it seems you had. Was it because you were different from the others; that your interests were not the same? Or perhaps because you were the odd, weird kid? A week ago I had posted a quote from E.E. Cummings, and some of the words spoken were ones that I had identified with almost immediately, and perhaps, you may as well. I shall post it.
“To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best day and night to make you like everybody else means to fight the hardest battle in which any human can fight and never stop fighting.”
I still fight ordeals daily just trying to be myself, and I will not lie, it is fucking hard, but I think I am going to use this quote as a mantra for myself. And hopefully, for you as well. I constantly get shit thrown in my direction because of me just being me. But eh, you know what? I don’t give a fuck. I am content to be myself, not some mindless robot who follows the crowd.
Be yourself, your real self, and don’t let anyone force you to become something you’re not. Be proud of who you are and how you stand, whether you’re a meathead, loner, nerd, etc etc. Don’t let anyone take away the precious gift that makes you…You. It is yours and only yours, not anyone else. Keep it safe and protect it at all costs. Alone? Don’t even think that way. We’re with you. Always.
And my previous post from the other night, where I mentioned to not take your anger out directly to others, please try to listen to that advice I had given you. Turn your anger or frustration onto other avenues; hobbies that can take your mind off of those emotions.
Drawing, writing, reading, going to the beach, etc. whatever that can soothe the disruption in your heart and soul. Me? I go boxing, or I write. It keeps my mind off of anything unnecessary. Remember that nothing important in life is ever trivial. Every thing, place, situation happens for a reason, and may hold an important meaning that you may seek.
Despite you being off and having your dark moods, I like you anyways. Normal is boring dude. Don’t ever change. You’re unique and I admire that. But don’t ever forget to lighten up and smile for what you are grateful for, and for the small things that gives us joy in our lives. Laughter is the best medicine.
How was your day? I hope it went well, if not, well we get our shitty days either way. Some good, some not so good. The weather was pretty fucked up today. It was raining and cloudy earlier, and then it showered ice, and then we had thunderstorms. It was pretty unusual, despite the temperature being only in the 30’s. It’s supposed to be a bit more nicer for the weekend. Are you glad tomorrow its Friday?
I am.
As you said, life is beautiful and unexpected, and it is also ugly, but as human beings, we have to embrace both the lightness and the darkness, for that is what completes us and makes us whole. Like the Ying and the Yang; you cannot have one without the other to balance it out. And as for favorite posts, I cannot pick one. They have all shaped me and taught me to grow, and to learn new experiences, and I hope they did the same for you. And for that you have my eternal gratitude and thanks. And I admire your intelligence and cleverness. Truly. Be well, happy, and stay safe, love. Goodnight and most pleasant of dreams to you, my sweet Mayonaise. And when you can, take a look at the night sky when it twinkles with countless blazing stars. It can give you a sense of peace and oneness with yourself.
And uh, my comments at 12:54 A.M. are NOT what you think it is.
Goodnight SS, lurkers, bloggers, Ergo, Wendy, Amy, Angel, Elena, Mya, everyone else. Sweet dreams.
P.S. Unity and I like your P.S.
goodnight angel and BC sleep well and dream sweetly
so about Mayo's post, so it was how he was feeling some time ago and he's out of whatever caused it now?
That what people got from it?
Goodnight Angel, see you again!
Alright Wendy, I won't say a word.
*pokes Lear*
Hey, anyone wanna come help me toss my roommate out on his ass? He gave us a check to pay his rent, and it bounced.
-A
"Be yourself, your real self, and don’t let anyone force you to become something you’re not."
Great advise, there, from BC.
A beautiful goodnight, sweetcheeks!
We should all remember to always be true to ourselves!
Goodnight BC and the sweetest of dreams to you!
Ergo, I don't know that he's out of it, he did admit that he's off, but I think he means off as in "slightly off today, not quite all together."
My theory anyway.
But I think he's talking about how everything is such a whirlwind, and rather than trying to shout over the static, it became too much for him, and his words were taken from him, twisted and passed off as the legit thing.
-A
amyranth said...
Hey, anyone wanna come help me toss my roommate out on his ass? He gave us a check to pay his rent, and it bounced.
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I'll help Amy!!!!
I can't believe he did that to ya'll. What a jerk!
ergoproxy said...
so about Mayo's post, so it was how he was feeling some time ago and he's out of whatever caused it now?
That what people got from it?
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Yeah, I kind of read it as a 'taking back control' post.
I hope that's what he meant!
Wendy, it's sad, but I'm not entirely surprised. It just means that we have to cover the entire mortgage now, and he's getting evicted.
Such is life.
-A
Well Amy, ya'll gave this guy quite a few chances. More than most probably would have.
It's not like ya'll didn't warn him. I'm sure he had to know eviction was coming!
hmm I wondered that Amy too, my alternate idea was the italicised bit was saying it was a past chaotic round about and he's off it now, but it still feels a bit like that.
It's always hard to know what he wishes us to read into it.
I agree that the body of the post seems to speak of being tossed about in a way he felt powerless to stop, and the words he said, or were said to him were taken and twisted to alter their meaning, but now they are lost in a void obscuring the line between what was said and what they came to say.
Amy that is such a pain, but he has had chances, you can't let him get carried by you.
Can you still try and recover the money? Look for a new roomate?
Hmmmm......someone/thing is missing tonight......
*looks around for the mist*
Did Elena go back into those woods again???
People keep disappearing from this old castle!
Wendy, I didn't think he could be that stupid, but apparently he was. He gives us a check, then proceeds to spend his money, not waiting until the check was cashed.
Ergo, I can cover the rest of the mortgage, but now I have like... $80 to my name until Friday next week.
Oh well. I'm just glad I have tons of groceries and that the heat bill is paid off.
-A
I am not in the woods. I'm right here blending into the background!!!
Oh no, Amy!
Perhaps you should give a written exam to the next renter applicants.
You know, make sure they understand basic math and have basic book keeping skills. Enough skill to deduct the amount of a check from their checking account balance when the check is written!
I think it's horrible for him to leave you in the position he has!
Some people have no sense of responsibility. They don't seem to realize how their irresponible actions can adversely affect others....or they just don't care, which is worse!
Elena said...
I am not in the woods. I'm right here blending into the background!!!
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Elena! There you are!
How's the next chapter of the gothic coming along?
Are we going to get many surprises in this one?
oh amy that sucks but I'm sure you'll make it, when are you evicting him?
Wendy I have no idea what to write for the next chapter of the gothic. Not a clue. I was gonna try to work on it tonight but I got distracted by something shiny.
elena said....
I was gonna try to work on it tonight but I got distracted by something shiny.
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You got distracted by something shiny? Hmmm.....
Was it the glaze from the donuts???
Another friend of mine has been distracted by shiny things lately.
Wedding rings! His wedding is coming up in three weeks (pushed up from August) and I do believe he's getting nervous.....
Of course, I'm doing all I can to help relieve his nerves!
I haven't been giving him a hard time about it at all! NOPE, not me!
Perhaps I should stop leaving him TICK TOCK comments....
hmmm.......
Was it the glaze from the donuts???
Sadly, no it wasn't.
really just a bunch of books I got at a library sale today.
hahaha shiny things are distracting, was it in Jakes mouth?
Any new poetry books, Elena?
Well, I think I'm off for tonight....
I still have tons of things to do before I go in search of the sandman!
Goodnight Ergo, Elena, Amy and Lear, Mya (if you're still around), Mayo and SS.
Sweet dreams to all of you!!!!
bye wendy sweet dreams ...of misty things...
No Ergo
Jakes been a good boy today. Well that's if you don't care that he tore up several planters off the porch. It's okay I didn't really want to plant flowers this spring anyway.
Night Wendy, Night Ergo. I'm gonna post my goodnight to you know who then try to get all the work done I need to do.
Take care and I'll talk to you all tomorrow.
Mayo
You know it’s kinda strange but your last post…well, I think I get it. Yeah, I’m sorta surprised myself cause well to tell you the truth I don’t always. Oh hell, most of the time I don’t think I get it at all. Of course, I could try to kid myself and say that since I’m sure Mayo will never just come right out and explain his true meaning I’m totally right all the time. Nope, won’t lie, I’m pretty sure I don’t usually get it. But this one…I really think I do. Oh holy hell I just realized that if I’m right then that means I am learning to speak Mayo. Yeah, a whole new language. Sorry, I’m just teasing you. Your words are always profound and brutally beautiful. I truly wish I possessed your ability to write. The imagery your words create is remarkable. Hey, why don’t you write a book and we’ll do a book signing at my store? See, there I go again. I was totally complementing you on your writing and suddenly it turned into a book signing. Do I ever follow a single thought through a whole paragraph? Probably not.
Well big surprise I spent the day out searching for books. Found some treasures at a library sale. I love library sales. Mayo, tell the truth, do you think someone who spends so much time with books is sorta boring? I’m starting to think that maybe I am boring. I mean there are so many things in the world to see and experience and I’m just spending my days living life through other people’s words. I don’t know, is it wrong to do what you like? I was told that I do the same damn thing day after day and that I’m stagnate. Yeah, that’s the word he used. Am I? I didn’t ever think so until he said that and that’s when I started to question myself. Is it wrong to be happy doing the same thing all the time? Guess I don’t really know what to think anymore. I feel like I’m just drifting, uncertain of where I’m going, not really sure where I’ve been. Not looking towards tomorrow because I’m not sure I’ll get through today. Sucks when you start to question your own happiness.
Night Mayo
Elena (no sense of direction, just drifting)
Goodnight Elena
and no it doesn't mean you're boring, even if others might think so, if you're happy doing it then it's yours to do.
There are like minded people about, I'd happily live in a pile of books!
As long as you aren't hiding yourself by doing it, if it's what you love then enjoy it!
But do look about sometimes, you might miss some awesome stuff.
And if Mayo does a book signing you'd better clear a spare room as I'll be flying over!!!
And for the launch of "The Direful Secret" by Elena and Toujours, champagne, scothch, donuts and mayo canapes, and signings by all the stars of the book/movie/mini series/video game/dolls/comic.....
sweet dreams , we'll have to discuss licensing and contracts later :)
Good morning/afternoon/evening:
Mayo, SS, Ergo, the usual crew for this time of day: Kass, FASC, Possum, Miranth (if her computer is fixed), watchers, lurkers, all guys and dolls of blogbelieve!
*wonders if Amy fell asleep at her keyboard a couple of hours ago*
How are you all this a.m/p.m.? HAPPY and planning a fun filled weekend, I hope!
Ergo and Elena: can I direct the movie, please? I have experience now. Didn't that tentacle scene turn out to be quite intoxicating (and scary too)?
:D
Look at this Amy and BC - Because it's FILTHy - and I love the imagery
To ponder today:
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"People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within."
Ramona L. Anderson
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Hoping everyone feels at least a little less empty/a little less alone today!
Have a great Friday!!!!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Morning Mayo,
Yay, it's Friday - a 24 hour period in which the anticipation of the weekend isn't sullied by the actuality that I rarely ever do anything particularly exciting over the 2 days. Oh well.
To answer t'other K's question, my favourite Mayo post would be this one, for 2 reasons - because it would have been a perfect opportunity to have ended it all if Mayo was bored of us, yet he chose to ask us to stay so this place could continue, plus it's the only time I've ever felt the guy squirm! (And, interestingly, Mayo specifically states that he is a man).
And now my boss is glowering at me.
Kass xx
good morning mayo man!!
it's pissing down with rain here. really bloody miserable!! but it's friday so all is good with the world!!
hope you have a smashing day mayo!!
SS same to you friend!! have a fun but productive day. always good!!
morning family!! hope we are all well and good and happy!!
"Lord Mayo and the mystery of the Bedside Drawer."
His hands shook with a mixture of anticipation and guilt as he pulled open the drawer. He had promised himself he would not do this again, at least not this soon. However he could not seem to stop the overpowering urge to..........
elena you are so funny!!!! (i really wanted you to continue! it's the inner perve in me!!)
What is your favorite post that Mayo has ever made and why?
fuckin great question Kapunua!!
i thought of asking this a while ago but i thought it had probably already been asked and i just was away and missed it!!
so i'm all excited now!! an excuse to have to go and read old mayo!
i'll get back to you on that one K.
goodbye to the night shift and hello to the usual family that are here at this time....PP, ergo, wendy, miranth (where have you been miranth??), kass...and anyone else!!
hey wendy and kass!!
yeh kass a cheap, greedy man!!
well that's not so uncommon!
Hi kass fasc
goodnight Wendy I am sure you would be perfect to direct the movie, I am envisioning a lot of mist...a LOT of mist if you're in charge!
Hey Mayo,
hows it going today? Hope you're well and all. I'm good thanks, I knoew you'd be wondering. (as if) But maybe I cross your mind fleetingly during your waking hours. Do we invade your sleep like we seem to invade each others?
I could not count the dreams that seem to include some aspect of blogbelieve or it's inhabitants!
Hope you're heathy, hale and hot to trot.
Wishing good times, good friends, good food and good lovin' to you and yours
much love
EP xx
SS
hey matey! How are you? I hope you're well, such a thoughtful guy.
Looking forward to April? Can't believe it starts on the other side of the weekend! Where is the year going???
hard to believe weve been around all this time, who'd a thunk it!
You must call in for another round of really bad jokes.It'd be great to chat to you again!
Leave it a couple of days though, So I have some time lol!
Hoping you and those you love are set for a fabulous weekend and a brilliant first week of April!
lotsa love EP xx
goodnight blogbelieve!
hey to PP, sdock and RW and any other early (?) risers. And hi Miranth hope you can be back about soon.
nighty night all!
Morning, EP and FASC :)
I have the Ballgown of Doom to face today - oi vay! Much caffeine will be needed, I think.
Ergoproxy,
I'm sooo proud of you!
* big squeezes *
Morning errbody! Morning Mayo!
It's meffin' Friday! Yeeee-haaawww!
Mayo,
Wassup? What's your plans for the weekend? I don't want to do a bleepin' thing. Probably won't. ^_^
Have a great day, Mayo.
SS,
Thanks to you and Mustard, I am now a Muse fan. Whaddya know? I've bought more new cds since this place has started than I have in the past five years! It's so much fun, too. I had forgot how fun it is to listen to all kinds of new stuff. YAY! I hope you have a weekend filled with all kinds of good stuff. Nothing but fun and awesomeness. ^_^
Have a great day, BlogBelieve!
XOXO,
S&V20
morning everybody.
quick in and out so i just wanted to say hello and have a lovely friday.
bye bye
xx
Hi Ergo, Kass, GS, RW and Princess!
Kass, I like that entry too, I was partial to the title. And you're right, Mayo could have ended it there but chose to hang on. That was cool.
April is in sight and it's meffing FREEZING today.
Off I go into the ickiness and muck that the Friday workday has become. Catch you guys on the other side. ^_^
And Fim too! Hey Fim! ♥
And FASC, duh, I suck at this. Hey FASC, glad you liked the question too.
Okay, gotta run, am already gonna be so late. ^_^
Mayo,
Good Morning to you! It's Friday and I hope you have something kickass planned. Or some asskicking if that's how you roll. It's the last Friday of the month and at my office that only means one thing. Busy as fuck. No sense in carrying on about it or dreading it. It is what it is and I must get through it.
By the end of today I will be tired, defeated, talked over, walked on, stressed, ill, and depressed. Sounds a lot like my home life, right? Yeah, I don't know how I can tell the difference anymore.
Still, the sun will rise. I will see it in just a few minutes. The sky will turn bright blue. I will pull into that parking lot, get out of my vehicle, and there will be something stirring inside me.
Want to know what that is?
Hope.
Hope that somehow this day will turn into something special. Something magical. Something I will always remember.
Mayo, let's do our best to always remain hopeful. Let's wake up everyday and get that feeling that today is somehow going to be the best day ever.
Feel me?
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Able to start brand new even if it's in the same spot as yesterday.
BlogBelieve,
I'm wishing everyone here a wonderful Friday. Spread some faith, hope, and love around my peeps!
SS,
I'm wishing you a fantaburrific Friday!! Can't get much better than that can you?
Oh, I have a feeling that if anyone can make it better, you can, my friend.
Always,
S
GS I have ripped O of S onto my iRiver and have watched the dvd (well disc 1) of Hullabaloo - Ah I really want to see them again!
I want it now, I want it now!!!!
hi K and fim!
RW be careful of the Ballgown of Doom sounds dangerous!
I hope to get a saturday sleep in have a great friday!!!
night all!
Goodmorning all.
Happy Friday all.
Goodnight all.
*making up for past rampant wallpapering*
Hi PP, ergo and Solly!
Solly you are right, no sense complaining. My AM stuf f is over alraedy and I am on braek having a banana (BANANA WHORE)
I have mostly devised ways to keep the creepy rude lazy one on the other side of the building. Ye s it means I do even more work myself, but I am okay with work, so.
Also, cold as it is, flowes are coming up and this land is beautiful. Fields and trees and hills and valleys. Having. A break in a restored victorian house, that's not so bad!
Happy friday everyone!
Mayo:
Bottom of 12:14AM.
I still feel that way this morning, and that's saying something. I just wanted you to know that what you've done for me, as I can't speak for anyone else, was unselfish and amazing. Thank you.
SS:
Rise and shine! Get your ass out there and make someone smile, and laugh uncontrollably, and maybe have to make an emergency bathroom visit! O_O
Oh, how's the snow and glitter holding up? Still got enough water in there, 'cause I know it likes to evaporate.
Later dude.
*******************************
One more time in this game we play
Sorry that I couldn't make you stay
Placing pieces on the floor
Of all the things that we loved before
Like puddles, in the rain
Like puddles, we wash away
Hate me now so I can move on
Make it easier to see that you're gone
All the things they're gone too
Turn and changed into memories
Like puddles, in the rain
Like puddles, we wash away
New York City streets with friends by your side
Telling stories in words who've left us behind
All the things we'll never say
Leaving like puddles in the rain
Also someone brought us brownies, yes!! I am a simple vreta ure.
Hi Splash! Hope you are doing well today dear!
i deleted!!
fucked that up!!
ok so i'll try again!!
i've narrowed down my fav mayo post to three!! which isn't bad cos it's so hard to pick one!!
1. BECAUSE I LOVE HIS DESCRIPTION OF HIMSELF
2. BECAUSE I LOVE HIS DESCRIPTION OF US AND THIS PLACE
3. BECAUSE HE WAS SUCH A SHIT IN THE EARLY DAYS AND I KINDA LIKED THAT!!! also because i like the image of a unconventionally pretty man with his hand in his pants!!
oh Kapunua i forgot to say that i watched that drunk video of you and your friend!!
it was laugh out loud funny as fuck!!!!
just thought i'd mention to everyone, just incase i'm missed, that i am away this weekend so won't be around until sunday evening (UK time).
have lovely weekends family, mayo and SS!!!!!!!
Hey FASC I am glad it made you lagh, we were such morons. That is. The kind if thing you can only do with you closes friends right? :D
I can't click on you links but I get what you are saying. I liked early Mayo too when we were all throwing hairbruhes at eacj other I a fit of pique.
Haha ILU Mayo, you're like a crazy person.
Just a few minutes ago the light fixture on the ceiling in the dining room randomly crashed into a thousan pieces, very cool! Well only cause no one was in there I guess. O_o
Kapunua:
It's like you're speaking broken English on the Crackberry. It's really funny to try and understand what you're talking about. :)
I hope the day is going semi-okay for you!
FASC:
Have a good weekend! We'll see you when you get back!
also because i like the image of a unconventionally pretty man with his hand in his pants!!
FASC you totally made me spit coffee laughing with that! Have to agree though.
Hope everyone is having a good day. I'll be working on a collection of railroad books I just purchased.
All Aboard......
Good morning Mayonaise;
I should be at school today, but after last nights festivities, I decided, "HEY SPRING BREAK IS NEXT WEEK, LETS JUST STAY HOME AND CHILL! =]"
Well, needless to say, I am enjoying this new post. I understand that you feel differently about this post now, but at one point to come, you will feel the same way. I love the feeling that comes over me when I read this post. I must say this to you Mayonaise; your words will always hold value to these blogs.
Now, my head is pounding and thoughts are just racing through my mind, yet I can't figure out how to put what I need to say in words. It's quite the long process.
xoxo;
- 007
<3
Kapu, do you really have to keep talking to Mayo in every post? If you could only see that you are the one who ruined this blog and brought it down with the way you always treat him..... Sdock too tho who is like a constant plug up his ass like a butt plug. Now Kap you are saying I LOVE YOU to him?? GET OVER IT. You keep giving him songs and stupid poetry, its no wonder he does NOT want to hang around anymore. Did you even notice how many times lately he posts and then doesn't stop and talk?
I am just asking you (and Sdock) to THINK about this.
You might want to try a little harder to at least pretend to like the people you all drove away from the blog.... That includes Mustard too.
Repost this if you agree! I won't repost it though, I want to see how many people agree.
Anonymous said...
Kapu, do you really have to keep talking to Mayo in every post? If you could only see that you are the one who ruined this blog and brought it down with the way you always treat him..... Sdock too tho who is like a constant plug up his ass like a butt plug. Now Kap you are saying I LOVE YOU to him?? GET OVER IT. You keep giving him songs and stupid poetry, its no wonder he does NOT want to hang around anymore. Did you even notice how many times lately he posts and then doesn't stop and talk?
I am just asking you (and Sdock) to THINK about this.
You might want to try a little harder to at least pretend to like the people you all drove away from the blog.... That includes Mustard too.
Repost this if you agree! I won't repost it though, I want to see how many people agree.
March 28, 2008 12:50 PM
It's true but I don't think they will change.
Mayo,
This is a regular that is actually not afraid to sign in, I'm just lazy. I have to say something. That Smoke&Venom20 is just super fab. Don't you think? She's freakin' awesome. And amazing. Yes, I just had to get that off my chest.
REPOST IF YOU AGREE!!!
*She's a bit of a smartass, too. ^_~
God, that was weird. Who said that? O_O
Bwah! That's actually like the first time I've ever posted as Anonymous.
I don't like it. I like seeing my name. ^_^
Mayo,
This is a regular that is actually not afraid to sign in, I'm just lazy. I have to say something. That Smoke&Venom20 is just super fab. Don't you think? She's freakin' awesome. And amazing. Yes, I just had to get that off my chest.
REPOST IF YOU AGREE!!!
*She's a bit of a smartass, too. ^_~
=]=]
Anon and Not the Same Anon
Really you are entitled to your opinions. I believe you are totally wrong and that you both should really think about how hateful your words are but pretty sure that's not going to happen.
That said, you stated you opinion now let it go. I think the way you behave, posting as an anon and saying hurtful things, is what's messing up this blog. Think about that.
^^ agreed with Elena.
Thank you, PH!
Agreed, Elena. ^_^
How are you two today?
Hey Paper
*HUG*
I'm good Smoke
How are you?
Just waiting on 5:00pm!
Gotta go to lunch now so that will kill another hour. YAY!
See you guys in a bit!
A poem from the book “Interurban Interlude” A History of the North Jersey Rapid Transit Company.
The North Jersey
Upon a Summer’s afternoon
Through verdant hill and dale,
A mellow whistle played its tune,
Now merry, now a wail,
A hand the grasped, the whistle-pull
And deftly eased the quill,
A hand that turned the power full
To climb the Waldwick hill
Of shut it off to win the kale
For economic coast,
Now the pens this melancholy tale.
As the Interurban’s ghost.
Gone is the rail, the whistle’s wail,
The singing trolley wire.
The weed have claimed the right-of-way,
The ties consumed by fire
Each handsome Interurban car
In green and gold resplendent
The victim of a wrecker’s bar,
Destructive, unintelligent.
In this drab age, who can restore
The blue-white silv’ry gleam
Of snowy Winter’s midnight hoar
In the arc-light’s brilliant beam?
From Suffern’s lofty Ramapos
To Passaic River’s bed,
Through forest, field and cottage rows
The Interurban sped.
Folks built, as everybody knows
Along the trolley line.
It carried them to work, to shows.
It took them out to dine.
And then each family bought a Ford,
By affluence overtaken:
In Ridgewood two, some could afford.
-The North Jersey was forsaken.
Now half a century has passed,
The area’s being strangled.
The people choke, while being gassed
In hopeless traffic tangled.
The progress pretext gives us pause
For fond nostalgic musing
About the line that died because
Of insufficient using.
Upon headquarters creditors
Descended at Ho-Ho=Kus;
They scrapped our line, those predators.
‘Twas prosperity that broke us!
E.J.Q.
To the anon bitching at Kapu for talking to Mayo in her posts, it would be kind of rude not to, it's his blog after all. We are just guests and if we never spoke to him in his own blog that would make us ungracious guests. Mayo has been a more than gracious host. Let's try and show some respect.
not all anons are mean -
Thank you, well said!
No but she talks to him constantly, leaving him messages and asking him way too many questions and expecting an answer every single time. Along with Sdock asking him for help all the time and Mustard trying to say something deep to get his attention it's pathetic.
As for Kap, I know a lot of you can see that he doesn't stay to chat anymore because he knows she will MAKE him speak to her. She ruins it for the rest of us.
It's not just Mayo, SS doesn't stay and chat any more either.
I miss hearing his infectious giggle when he good naturedly played along with impromptu underwear raids, dropped the 'f-bomb' during FF2007, playfully talked with a lisp about his 'thong' and revealed more than he should about the practical jokes he plays on his friends.
Those days are gone now.
Thanks to you ANON ^~~^
Anon, he does still drop by and chat, he also takes part in some serious dicussions as well as the lighter ones. He had a discussion with MIB not so long ago about the song Blackbird and taught me something I never knew about that song even though I've always loved it. He also has shared his opinions on legends like Kurt Cobain and John Lennon. He is very knowledgable and seems to have an inherent love and appreciation of music.
It is true, so many mean anon's have ruined so much. Stop pointing fingers at others and look at yourselves.
Oh and I'm pretty fucking sure no one can make Mayo do anything he doesn't want to do. If he has time and wants to talk, he talks. If not, then he doesn't. Really, sometimes the things you all say are so funny.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORING!
WHAT
EVER!
Yay it's Friday! *waves to everyone*
I know this is really childish but I just had to post this.
smoke&venom20 said...
Balls.
That's just a funny word. Balls.
Say it. Balls.
Even Gerard doesn't dare disobey a direct order from Smok
Anyone home?
*plops down in The Corner, with notebook in hand, chewing on a pen*
Mind if I just hang out here and think through some shit?
She's going to whine to Mayo again about her shitty life and hope he talks to her.
Now, see...I was being quiet and you had to go start some shit.
Got something to say to me?
Hello Mayo,SS and Family!
Hey sdock!
How've you been?
Hello anon.
What's the problem?
Hey Bella,
I'm good. How are you today?
Hey again, dudes!
Bella, Sdock, anyone else!
Lucy Lu,
That was the funniest thing I have seen all day! ^_^
Hey again everyone!
Hey Mustard, Hey Smoke!
Balls, balls, balls, balls, balls......
^_^
According to the Anon...you guys are just in time to listen to me talk to Mayo about my shitty life.
Hey Smoke!
How are you guys?
Fuck'em.
I'm good, Mustard. And you? I assume you're good, too. Since you're in my head and all. ^_~
I'm fine sdock, thanks.
Hello mustard and S&V!
How are you ladies?
Oh, that's cool! Talk away! How is today? Seems last night was pretty rough for you.
Hey Bella!
Bella! We're here at the same time! O_O
I'm doing well, thanks!
Yeah, well, it was...but he's off camping tonight. He just called to ask me if I was going to come hang out with him and I told him no.
Fucking mosquitoes down here would suck me dry.
Well, then that gives you an evening to do whatever you damn well please!
Sdock, ignore those nasty anons. Everyone has shitty bits in their lives. The way we deal with it, is what makes us.
I like your heartfelt words.
Exactly, Anon. Thank you.
good morning!!
Thank you, anon. Their words to get to me sometimes.
Mustard, yes, I can. I can kick my shoes off, eat in the living room, watch Days of our Lives, play my music as loud as I want, not washes dishes if I don't want to, and go to bed when I want....oh and most importantly..I can talk to you guys as long as I want.
Morning Ergo!
How are you?
Yeah, that’s true Mustard. We should celebrate! ;)
So, is anyone here a fan of Annie Lennox?
Since I woke up this morning I couldn't help but hum "Why", and I mean the whole fucking day. WTF?
Hey ergo!
Morning Ergo!
Haha, Bella!
I have been humming that One Republic song..Stop and Stare. I really like it a lot.
Can I confess? I own The Eurythmics Greatest Hits.
Hey Ergo! Gidday! ;)
Sdock:
Totally. See, no fear. We got this shit under control. Solly Coladas tonight?
Bella:
I'll high-five you! And I'll even do a little jig!
Solly Coladas for all!
I want MissT! I want MissT! I want MissT!
"Can I confess? I own The Eurythmics Greatest Hits."
To be honest, I have A LOT of their songs on my computer.
I remember the first time I heard her singing was at the Live8: it was so beautiful I almost cried.
"And I'll even do a little jig!"
O_o
MissT should be back Sunday, right? I think that's when she said.
GIDDAY!!!!!!
I'm good thanks everyone I had a sleep /lie in until 8 am and am just having my coffee, it's a showery day
AND
last night something seemingly quite large a flappy kept flying into out house wall, 3 times
O_O
a very unco stupid vampire?
Bella, Annie Lennox has a fabulous voice and is a very versitile performer.
Did you see her perform in the Freddy Mercury Tribute concert?
You wanna be careful of those vampires ergo, you never know what they're capable of...
A Rose for Emily...
*listening to Muse*
O_O
Aloha kakou!
I AM EATING PEAS. YUMMY.
Work is over and everyone lived. ^_^
I'm eating carrots!
So, does that make us Forest and Jenny? ^_^
OH MY GOD!!!
EMILY is that you!!
How are you?
Haven't seen you in absolutely ages!
I am listening to a cd my brother made for me of different performers playing "Birdland" a Jazz standard which is my favourite piece
(he found them all for my birthday)
You know Princess, I never saw that whole movie? O_O And what I did see, I think I blocked out. ;D
Now guess what I am going to do? I'm going to eat dark chocolate and a honey graham cracker at the same time, while listening to Muse.
That sounds a little dangerous, right?
Page is almost coming up, too.
*Bows out to Solly because she deserves it* :D
Yup, Greetings and Salutations Blog Family....
Ergo, so much has happened since I last posted. I haven't moved yet but still planning on it...
How is everything on your end?
A Rose for Emily...
Hey Jules! Hey Emily!
Awwwww, I love that movie!
I'm listening to Blue Collar TV in the background.
It's pretty damn funny, too.
Hey Emily!
I want the meffin win!
Can I please please be the...
maybe
me
You won't. ;)
YES!! :D
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