I am expended. I have given my soul to you and, without question, you deserve it. I am rewarded by my investment and I know I get more out of it than you. Regardless, at the end of the day, I know its worth.
I am reminded that not so long ago I was so afraid of death that I taunted it, begged it to take me on. For a little while, I allowed its insidious grip to hold my soul. I was seduced by chance and by choice.
Temptation will always tug at my better judgment. I have been successful at averting my attention from ruinous behaviors toward the seemingly benign. Still, I question whether I have just shifted gears rather than changed lanes.
Perhaps I will again fall prey to deaths seductive whisper and allow myself to be captured by the romance of self destruction. It is wise to consider that I tempt fate. The alternative is blind supposition.
For now I am anchored to the rocky bottom. I will drift, but I will not be carried out to sea.
p.s. it takes hours to come down and the fall may lead to my imperfection.
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even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
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“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
2,127 comments:
«Oldest ‹Older 1001 – 1200 of 2127 Newer› Newest»BTW, hi and bye SC! Don't see you around too often, and when I do read you you've been gone for hours. Hope you're doing well! Take care.
love,
J
EP
Yes I do and I love it.
goodnight J
TJ I have the phone right here
*dials*
*waits*
the usual thanks!
*whispers*
yep ,on the card
*louder*
thanks!
*hangs up*
It'll be here soon
I had a lot of fun as well J. Goodnight and sweet dreams to you! SC, are you turning into a duck? ;p
oh SC they are so comfortable!!
I sleep in like a nest of pillows and always on my side.
I love hubby but guys are just all bony and not nearly as comfy.
Did you have the ad?
"the perfect male substitute...warm soft and totally brainless"
*jumps up and dashes into the kitchen*
*returns with a juice glass and a spoon*
*stands portentously in the middle of the room*
*ting*
*ting*
*ting*
may i have everyone's attention please?
i would just like it to be known that for the first time in i-don't-know-how-long, i am standing here in mayo's place, fully corporeal, at 1000 comments.
HUZZAH!
HUZZAH!
HUZZAH!
*broad beaming grin*
thank you j, goodnight to you.
well, if that what it takes to have a good time BC quack! quack!
HOORAY!!!!
*balloons fall from the ceiling*
where the HELL did they come from??
I wonder if sdock and the others could have come in.
I also snuggle on my side, EP.
good ad!
that is good news, TJ.
i don't know ergo -- we'll have to let them know tomorrow.
and maybe...
*fingers crossed!*
Balloons
Those must be for my Birthday!
Yay! Congrats squeak squeak!
SC,
quack quack quack! *is speaking in duck language*
P.S. I also sleep on my side
'course, i could go ecto at any minute, too.
i wonder....
do you suppose mayo's appearance today had anything to do with this? like, his aura, which is normally only at the beginning of the thread, cleared away the intererence and allowed me to stick around...?
ya think?
it's possible, right?
i mean, we've got unicorns and talking drawers and geese all over the place...
*wide-eyed with new-theory buzz*
Dear Mayo,
So I hear you dropped in today to give reassurances on your welfare. That was really "thoughty" of you, and I'm proud of you for thinking of those who were worried.
Not that I don't worry about you, b/c I do. But this post didn't give me a bad vibe, not like some of the others have done in the past. It sounded very encouraging to me, as it did to L, and to Paperheartxx and Ergo.
Our weakest times are when we're exhausted, spent beyond rational thought. L and I have a rule we go by: Never make decisions about really important things when you're tired or angry. And it's true, those are always decisions we regret.
You are doing a wonderful job at staying away from your vices, the extremely damaging ones. I congratulate and applaud you, my brother. *crowd noises in background* See, I'm doing the Wave. :)
Keep doing what you're doing, stay strong, talk to your friends/family, tell yourself, "I'm better than my demons, I'm smarter, I'm stronger."
You are a beautiful person, with a good heart and kind soul. Remember that when things get tough. I love you, too, you crazy motherfucker.
J
P.S. Sorry about busting some of your pillows, and that thing in the den. We'll get those replaced ASAP. Thanks for letting us wreck the place.
anima's birthday is tommorrow.
SC is it your birthday?
yes, I believe many Birthdays are coming up in Feb.
*picks up one of the balloons and rubs it briskly against head*
*sticks it to the wall*
:)
Oh Happy Birthday!!!!!
*big hug and birthday kiss*
*more balloons*
*rubs TJ's head on a big baloon and sticks her to the wall*
*sigh*
my birthday isn't until August, I wonder if we'll still be blogging in another 7 months.
EP, that is so sweet.
Thanks everyone for the laughs, it was fun.
I will post to mayonaise and then it is time to snuggle with my body pillow.
(I know some of you want my body pillow, but it is all mine)
laughing
`sc
hey
hey!
get me down from here!
my hair isn't that curly!!! D:
goodnight J - lovely fighting with you
*picks stray feather out of your hair as you walk past*
EP, I believe we will still be here and celebrate yours.
thanks again
`sc
*helps TJ down*
you're welcome SC hope you had a good day.
*BING BONG*
ooh the pizza is here
*smooths out shirt*
*refluffs hair*
oh good, i worked up an appetite up there on the wall.
what'd you order?
good night, soulconnector -- it was good quacking with you. :)
Dearest SS,
You really missed a lot of fun tonight; I'll bet pillow fights are right up your alley!
And you know, you still haven't picked out a room. The logical choice would be number 2, since Mayo's room is number 1, but you may have other things in mind.
I found myself thinking of you today, but this time it was because I had some cake crumbs, and...well...you know about those...;)
All of those, uh, thoughts aside, I found myself smiling a lot today. Different visions spurred those smiles, true, but they all made me exceedingly jappy.
May you have a jappy day as well, along with a jappy afternoon and jappy night. I'll send you my jappy thoughts, and maybe you'll send me yours. Jappy all around!
Ok, I think it's time for me to go, I've used "jappy" so much it's got to be wrong on so many levels.
Have some fun, baby, wherever you are. Do something that makes you laugh, even if other people look at you like you're a lunatic. Life's too short not to do what makes you feel good, I know you understand that.
Until the next time...
I love you, babydoll.
My heart to yours, always.
J
Thanks toujours
Enjoy your pizza and talk to you again.
`sc
I ordered one of everything
we can put the leftovers in the fridge
and the 'chovies are on the side for those who like them
*said with grimace on face*
i hope so, sc! :)
sooo....
where's this alleged pizza, ergo?
hmmm?
I wonder if we'll still be blogging in another 7 months.
-------------------------------------
Ergo, sometimes I wonder the same thing as well.
ooh, i'll take a slice of the pineapple and cheese then. yum!
mayonaise
Not sure, but if you are speaking to all your posters.
Then I welcome your gift and will not take it lightly.
I want to continue learning and live completely.
My issue:
I dream beyond the everyday tasks, seeking depth.
I think...then live
but then life is passing quickly, while I am dreaming
about what I want.
From what you have written, you appear
to live...then think.
So, here I am...finally wanting something from you.
Your ability to take action, despite the personal cost.
It is what I seek and ask for daily.
My friends here;please accept my limited time and abilities. For the life of me, I cannot write down my everyday activities
(laugh if you please), but I blank and cannot think what to type.
I do love reading your adventures, though.
love to go around
`sc
on Previous Attention Fiasco:
Many times; attention comes to the people,who seek it and not always to those truly needing it, but it will never come to the person, who continues to hide from it.
Take care SC. Please come back soon
oof.
i think i'm finally running out of steam.
goodnight SC you may not be able to stay long but you are always lovely to hear from
Have a restful sleep and a great tomorrow!
TJ being corporeal takes it out of you eh?
No wonder you've been all over like a mad thing today!
It's been so much fun.
(have to say I think
"Dead" is a brilliant song - listening to TBP)
yep, i'm tuckered right out.
i don't know why i was so hyper tonight, but it was fun. :)
i like being here.
*settles into the couch, pulls a blanket up over lap*
oh, you know what? i'm listening to tbp, too!
"cancer", right now.
oh I am onto teenagers now
that's spooky!
i'm on "mama", right before the big chorus with the friends and family (which i love).
i think it's cool -- we're sitting here together at mayo's listening to mcr together. ♥
it is cool
♥
well I might say my goodnights to Mayo and go get dinner ready.
You take care TJ and have a great day tomorrow.Hope you are still corporeal tomorrow!
Night BC you have a good tomorrow too
and night to any lurkers!
Take care Ergo. Enjoy your dinner!
Squeak squeak, I must say goodnight to you as well. Take care. And I must say, hyper squeak squeak is alot of fun ^__^
Goodnight guys. Goodnight my little jar of Mayonaise. Goodnight SS, Family, lurkers.
Xoxo
good night you guys. :)
it's definitely been a good night already for me. ♥
mayo I hope you had a lovely day.
I did, kids here began their school year, all new books and uniforms and excitement.
Do you rememeber what it was like?
I hope they all keep the same wonder through their school years, but I know realistically for some it will be hard.
But regardless I hope you can look back fondly now. The years softening the edges, allowing you to see things that helped make you the man you are today, that allow you to grow and learn . Not repeating mistakes of yours or others.
I'm so glad you said you were in a strong place, that is where I want you to be. Able to see a life ahead of you that could be everything you hope for!
Wishing laughter, growth, delight and love, to you and yours
much love EP xx
*still sitting on the couch*
*draws knees up to chest and looks up at the portrait above the fireplace*
hey mayo,
i almost can't believe that i'm still here! i swear i was ecto this morning.
well, whatever magic has occurred to open your place to me again, i am most grateful for it. i don't want to leave.
maybe i won't. maybe i'll just stay here on the couch. you wouldn't mind, would you?
well, anyway, i was so very pleased to discover you had stopped by today. your message settled my mind and i thank you for that. it's maybe too easy to worry about you -- i can go into hand-wringing mode at the drop of a hat. *grin*
that's what brought me here, after all, so i suppose it's a difficult habit to break. i'll work on it -- more trust, less worry.
actually, that sounds like a good plan for real life too. hmm.
ok then, i'm just going to curl up here on your couch and go to sleep. maybe i'll still be here in the morning, and maybe i'll be ectoplasmic. i hope no one sits on me if the latter is the case.
sleep well, mayo.
*turns off table lamp*
*plumps pillow, curls on side and pulls blanket up over ears*
*sleepily watches the fire burn low in the fireplace*
*eyes grow heavy, and close*
Morning Mr Mayonaise,
I hope I find you and my follow disciples well. I'm glad to see you're "weller" than your post initially suggested anyway.
On a side note, is it RW who's obsessed with Ray's magic fingers or am I dreaming?
Kass xx
hi kass - no it's mustard and I who are the Ray fans.
I'm off too, hope to catch you tomorrow
*looks over to check TJ made it to bed safely*
*sees she's left her message*
*checks for Fimbles coffee....?...*
*leaves another one just in case *
*tucks blanket in so it won't fall off*
*stokes fire to stay warm*
*whispers*
goodnight TJ, goodnight Mayo
goodnight kass
(I'm racking off now- I told hubby you asked and he pointed at me and said "You say that!!" haha)
&hearts*
damn ♥
morning mayo!
morning SS!
morning family!!
well you lot seemed to have crazy fun last night
loving the gothic toujours and elena!
happy birthday anima i think it is today!
glad you are on the mend L.
good luck with your eye appt PH.
fimble you little commedien.
erm bound to have missed something????
bye ergo!
morning kass!
PP and anon616 no doubt around??
ok kass.... we on??
Morning FASC - Bring it on!
Especially seeing as I was half-way up the M4 for yesterday's so counted myself out.
I'm back at work now and I had a very strange phonecall - I wouldn't give this one lady what she wanted (and didn't qualify for) so she demanded my name so she could write up a character-assasination on her Facebook page. Honestly, if you're going to defame somebody, don't tell them you're going to do it before you ask for their personal details. Anyhoo, it certainly was a ray of sunshine in my otherwise grey day!
Kass xx
kass get with it girl!!
i'm done and dusted!
ok it was early but??!!!
glad work is going wonderfully.
sdock10 said...
Please pass to Mayo:
Mayo,
Hey, how are you this morning? I hope you are well. Remember the cold that I was fighting off yesterday? Well, it has jumped on me and is holding me in its nasty little hands. Translated...that means I feel like shit. But my theory is that it could always be worse tomorrow, so I will try and stick it out at work today.
Mayo, I just wanted to wish you a day full of good health and happiness. May you walk outside and take in everything that surrounds you...the beauty, the ugliness, the reality...and embrace it for what it is. Today is special and completely unique from yesterday or tomorrow, so live it that way.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Slowly and purposely.
To the Faithful Heart/She Wolf Anon:
Thank you for your words. They always mean so much to me. You made me smile first thing this morning. How special is that?
Pretty damned.
6:31 AM, January 29, 2008
sdock10 said...
"Please pass to Mayo:
Mayo,
Hey, how are you this morning? I hope you are well. Remember the cold that I was fighting off yesterday? Well, it has jumped on me and is holding me in its nasty little hands. Translated...that means I feel like shit. But my theory is that it could always be worse tomorrow, so I will try and stick it out at work today.
Mayo, I just wanted to wish you a day full of good health and happiness. May you walk outside and take in everything that surrounds you...the beauty, the ugliness, the reality...and embrace it for what it is. Today is special and completely unique from yesterday or tomorrow, so live it that way.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Slowly and purposely.
To the Faithful Heart/She Wolf Anon:
Thank you for your words. They always mean so much to me. You made me smile first thing this morning. How special is that?
Pretty damned."
6:31 AM, January 29, 2008
oh fuck 2x!!
atleast we care hey kass!
And I can't delete my one because I wasn't logged in.
But I win Anon - I put the bold bits in!
Kass xx
It is said that if you want to know what you were doing in the past, look at your body now; If you want to know what will happen in the future, look at what your mind is doing now.
i was the anon kass. i wasn't trying to be an anon i was trying to be a nothing cos then sdocks name alone comes up but i fucked up!! oh and yeh you win for the bolding!!
at least you won something today!!
hehe!
and why am i still here??
catch you all later!
On my way to work, so I'm not stopping. Just wanted to wish everyone a good morning & Anima a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
Later, guys :)
Good morning/afternoon/evening Mayo, SS, FASC, Kass (who is on time this morning - a good thing too because you really mess with my entire schedule when you're not here on time *wink*), Possum and Yoda - unless they've decided to mess with my shedule this morning...OH, the wicked games we play in blog believe!
Hello also to everyone else: the regulars, slightly irregulars and the down right really irregulars!
FASC: Have I become so predictable? Darn it, I HAVE!!!!
I won't pout though, because TJ (who's a real girl now) says I shouldn't - even thought it is cute
;-)
I see I missed the pillow fight last night too...ohhh....I SO WANT TO POUT about that
*fights to control the pouting urge*
SUCCESS!!!!
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Kassanova said....
Honestly, if you're going to defame somebody, don't tell them you're going to do it before you ask for their personal details. Anyhoo, it certainly was a ray of sunshine in my otherwise grey day!
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Kass: you DID give her the name of one of your co-workers you REALLY, REALLY DISLIKE, right? Haha, my diabolical mind is working again...YIPPIE for me!!!!
I must learn to use this power for good ;-)
Well ladies, I am off for now. I have a busy morning. My mother is having cataract surgery this a.m.
....which brings me to Paperheartxx: take care of that eye young lady! That's an order!
I hope you all have a good day, or at least a day not as grey as Kass'!
TWO quotes to ponder today:
"You're only given a little spark of madness. You mustn't lose it."
Robin Williams
"Blessed are those who can laugh at themselves, for they shall never cease to be amused." Unknown
Love and Hugs to all,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
And, I can't believe I almost missed this opportunity:
RUSH
Thanks for the Poisonblack opportunity Mayo!!!!
Ooops, a couple more things:
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANIMA!!!!!!
Party tonight, right?
Hello RW, DL and anonymous!!
Now, I am really off.....
Hello & Goodbye Anon616,
Sadly I'm the only woman in my particular department.
And since I appear to have missed something - "Happy Birthday Anima!"
And as a special gift here's some ANIMAtion.
See what I did there?!
Kass xx
Dalai Lama said...
It is said that if you want to know what you were doing in the past, look at your body now; If you want to know what will happen in the future, look at what your mind is doing now.
Not just philosophical, but also observant and true from a medical point of view.
Adds the Dalai Lama, to things learnt from geese, gandhi, life, latin, love, community, laughter...
Hi ya all!!!
Mayo,
I hope you noticed when you popped in, how far down the post you had to go to leave yours.
Shows how many people care about you.
Sure most of the time it's just chatter or what not, but you have to notice some give advice, some just wish you well.
Remember each and everyone that is here is hoping you will come in and just set and talk with us, yet you just drop us a line and then you are gone.
We know you are busy, and just that one line, gives us hope that you are OK and doing better.
You do peek in once in a while, how else would you know how worried we are about you.
So thanks Mayo, we see your caring nature, just one more glimpse of who you really are.
Maybe one day we will see all of you, till then, one post at a time will have to do, and is truly appreciated.
I hope everyone here is doing well, and i send all my love till i can stop and chat.
love to all
pj
TODAY IS ANIMA'S BIRTHDAY, EVERYONE! :D!
Happy Birthday, sweetie! I didn't forget, and woke up hours early just to write this to you at 7:58 AM.
You've always been such a kind and good-hearted person. You have a beautiful heart, love. I hope you know that. I wish you all the best.
Enjoy your special day.
Love to you.
Happy Birthday Anima!!!!!
Wooooo-hooooo!!!!!!
YAY!!!!
Dalai Lama said...
It is said that if you want to know what you were doing in the past, look at your body now; If you want to know what will happen in the future, look at what your mind is doing now.
Uhhhh, this scared me a little.
O_O
Mayo-naze!
It's Tuesday! Tartar sauce!
Have a lovely day and swing on down the stairs and talk to us!
Okay? Okay.
SS!!!!
Honk!!!! For the love of geese, we miss you!
BlogBelieve!
I don't know why I'm using so many exclamation points!
Oh well, oh well....
Love ya!
XOXO,
S&V20
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday dear Anima
Happy Birthday to You
Be ever so thankful you can't really hear me singing!!!!
Hope your day is really special!!!
Happy Birthday to YOU!
Happy Birthday to YOU!
Happy Birthday dear ANIMAAAAAA!!!
*fanfare*
Happy Birthday tooooooo *really pitchy* YOOOOUUUUU!!!
Have a great day Anima!
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Good morning, BlogBelievers, Mayo, SS!
Have a fantastic day!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANIMA!!!!!!!!!
Happy birthday anima
I really hope you have a lovely day and a wonderful birthday.
jappy jappy hoy hoy
fim
xx
Happy Birthday for yesterday Soul Connector,
And
Happy Birthday to Anima for today.
*Showers the birthday girls with freaky little sausage dog shaped balloons and confetti*
Seriously, someone has to point out what public holiday or celebration occurs 9 months earlier in the Northern Hemisphere, because judging by the fact there are another five or six birthdays in the next two weeks, something back then induces a heck of a lot of parental hanky panky.
PJ!!
Good to see you.
Long time no snog.
*snog*
Mayo,
No snog, but thanks for clarifying earlier today.
Get more sleep, and don't be tempted again.
*throws the remains of a well battered pillow at Mayo's head with an accompanying instruction to use it!*
SS,
Hope you're doing something interesting and new today because you are starting to spend way too much time observing geese.
People are going to start whispering about you and your anorak behaviour soon, you know.
Elena, CTV, Mustard,
Nice singing!
TJ
Whatever you were on yesterday I'm placing an order for it now.
Catch you all tomorrow.
Love
PP
*Waves hi at FS*
Good to see you survived your niece wrangling.
Night all, for real now.
PP,
The last thing I'd ever want to think about is "parental hanky panky"!!
My bro was a honeymoon baby (9½ months after the wedding) and I'm only a year younger than him. Since then they've never, ever, had sexual relations...
*Kass' mind is blocking out the horror*
Kass xx
Happy Birthday to Soul Connector! Great big Aquarian hugs to you!
You guys are the BEST!!!! FASC, CTV, Kass, Elena, RW, PP, FS, Mustard, Princess, Wendy... I can't thank you enough. I just want to squeeze all of you.
I am grinning ear to ear right now. How cool is that, you guys are the first ones to wish me Happy Birthday. My husband was dead asleep when I left and my work thought my b-day was yesterday. So far, no one has said a word. But then I come here and I'm just the happiest girl in the WORLD!
I love you all so very much.
Happy Birthday, Anima!
Hi Anima & Siobhan (alphabetical order, no favourites!),
Glad to know we could be of service Anima! Mine's not until July so Mayo's got to keep going until then - or maybe until September, then that's a full year and we'll all get our Happy BlogBelieve Birthday wishes!!
What you angry about Siobhan? Nothing serious I hope.
Kass xx
happy birthday SC for yesterday!
oh and happy birthday again anima!!!
can't stop!!
When you say "kill", do you mean the perpertrator of the original crime or an innocent passer-by purely out of frustration?
And wassup to make you so angry?
Kass xx
What?
What's happening?
A comment has been deleted, so I have no idea what's going on. Can someone fill me in?
Thank you Siohban!
Kass, Mayo has to stay around for another year! We are planning FF2008 in October. :)
Siobhan, what's going on? You are worrying me.
Hey CTV, you are so sweet, thank you...a million times.
FASC, you are so funny. Thank you again!
Anima!
So glad to see you're happy. Enjoy every moment, sweetie.
*hugs back*
Thank you so much for your lovely comment. It meant a lot to me.
I love you too!
Happy birthday, birthday peeps!
and now...
Mayo, my clever condiment/ Smashing Pumpkins song,
It has finally sunk in... this post I mean. I have to say, I find it... brave. Yes, brave, it's hard to say these things, hard to open up, some find it harder than others.
I hope you're doing well, as always.
Darlings of BlogBelieve
You're precious and I love and miss each of you.
I'm still a bit... well all over the place really.
I turn 18 this year... not long now!... scary to think I'll be allowed to legally drink.
Good luck world!
Well, that's all for now!
I'm off to bed, I was up again all night last night.
Mayo, SS, Sisters and Brothers, take care. :)
xoxo cupcake
Siobhan, I honestly don't know. I just popped in right now.
What's going on, sweetie?
What happened?
Hey Cupcake!
Siobhan, I'm still confused. Are you okay?
Siobhan, did you really make a mistake or you being sarcastic?
You are worrying me.
What the hell?
What's going on?
Anima! Happy birthday!!!
Unfortunately there's been a bit of that around on occasion, Siobhan, but then we've always managed to regroup and move on so far. Miracle Whip, the SS Anon, various nefarious vulture attacks - all those moments will be lost in time like tears in rain.
I used to get frustrated but I tend to let that stuff wash over me now - real life is irritating enough as it is. If it really riles you: log off, stick a record on, dance like a loon, suck the Nitrous Oxide from a spent can of squirty cream and just savour the moment. Then come back with fresh eyes and maybe you'll be able to put a more positive spin on things?
*Kass does not really endorse solvent abuse*
Kass xx
See I was going to bed, but then I thought "cupcake, you're not even tired yet, and it's anima's birthday!"
So... I'm staying, is the upshot.
XD
*hugs for anima*
Kass, do you mind explaining what just happened?
Thank you again Princess. Thank you Cupcake. :)
Anyone know what happened?
Siobhan, I hope you are okay.
*Crap you guys, I need to go. I have a ton of work to do. I will pop back in soon.
Just wanted to say a quick good morning to everyone!
Now I'm off...*poof*
Hello Cupcake.
Goodbye, Anima! Come back soon, okay? I'm sure there are other family members that want to wish you a happy birthday.
Magic Pie!
You're leaving :( Oh well. Maybe I'll catch you some other time.
*hug*
oh and happy birthday Anima and anyone else who is celebrating a b-day today!
I wish I had more time now to figure out what all the huff is about right now here?
Well I don't have a bloody clue what's going on, but that could be due to my absence/absence of brain.
How is everyone?
Cupcake, I'm well. I hope you are too?
Anima, before you leave, Kapunua left you a message over at DM.
She says "hau'oli la hanau!" :)
Siobhan doesn't seem very happy with something here, but beyond that I don't know.
Sorry.
Kass xx
Bye anima hun! xoxo
Hi and bye lovely Magic Pie! XD
Hi CTV, how are you?
I'll have my say
My star will shine
Cos you see me I got my Magic Pie!
CTV & Cupcake just get "Hello"s, sorry!
Are we all OK today?
Kass xx
Hello guys. Just popping in before I go to see the devil. =]
(aka. Doctor dude)
Anima, HAPPY MOTHER FUCKING BIRTHDAY!!<3
I love you sweetie. It's funny, you sure as hell don't look older to me!
ANNNNNNND happy birthday to Soul Connector!<3
*sprinkles fairy dust of eternal youth on SC and ANIMA!*
I'm off for now, I will return and we can all have buckets of fun!
Love you all dearly!<3
Oh hi Kass, sweetie!
And CTV, you answered my question, and then I asked it again... I should write a book 'ways to look like a dumbass'. lol
I'm glad you're well hun.
P<3!!!!
Good luck with the devil! :)
1111 comments. Neat.
Cupcake, I noticed that too! Haha :P
*tight hug*
hehe thanks CTV!
*returns tight hug, holding on just long enough to make it creepy*
XD
Damn it all, now I am sleepy!
Sleep gets in the way of important things, like thinking and writing and obsessing over every tiny minute detail.
Oh well...
Goodnight CTV, goodnight blog. :)
xoxo cupcake
Gerard: "I might be vulgar at times, but I'm always going to be respectful of people's race, creed, colour, sexual orientation, and gender, but that's where my responsibility ends".
http://img136.imageshack.us/img136
/2429/mcrlimescanpg2oa5.gif
Respectful? Yeah, okay. Asking thousands of girls to simulate an orgasm for you. Really respectful, Gerard. Ace job.
Christ. He doesn't fucking get it. I cannot believe he's still saying this.
Goodnight Cupcake. Take care!
Hello all. Stepped out of the shadows to say......
Mayo glad you are coping, must say you had quite a few people here worried. Hope things improve.
I'm excited b/c one of my fan girl dreams from the 80's is coming true tomorrow when I get to meet DURAN DURAN......Hope no one smells of ointment...LOL
Wish everyone well, I love reading you all.....should try to comment more often , but eeh.
Now back to the halls of lurkerdom
CTV,
I prefer this bit "We're the direct opposite of a f**king boyband. For one thing, we've spent our whole lives being looked at as unattractive people"
Yes Gerard, because all those teenage girls who waited 18 hours for you in the freezing cold outside Forbidden Planet were totally into your mind!!
Kass xx
I know, right?
I love how when he was asked about the 2007 MTV Europe Music Awards he made up some bullshit excuse about not fitting in with celebrities.
'Cause it's so much easier to just make up something off the top of your head, isn't it?
If anything, Gerard would undoubtedly fit in with the celebrity lifestyle. Just another rock star. What a fucking shame.
Kass, can I just say once more that I am seriously proud of you for getting your thoughts about MCR and MSI published? Well done.
I hope he got the message.
oh god!
he just comes across arrogant and full of it in that interview!!
its like he has decided that he is responsible for fuck all now!
i dunno!
hi guys!
is siobhan ok??
Aww CTV thanks,
I do love our G-Way, really I do - the music rocks and the original ethos totally wins too - but Lordie he does come up with some crap on occasion.
Like I said in the K! letter, the reason I wrote it was because I wanted to express that criticism is not always born out of petty teenage jealousy - the message is being lost, and I strongly suspect Gerard would now step over a razorblade-suicide to get to a ciagrette machine.
I have been invited to an MSI gig by one of my BN buddies and I'm tempted to go and meet up with her as I'm sure it would make for an 'interesting' night; plus if I catapault a satsuma in a sock at JU it'll hurt, but won't bruise.
Then again, I'm an adult; the last time I was genuinely shocked and offended by my entertainment was Brasseye, 19th February 1997, whilst Mötley Crüe can see my tits anytime.
Kass xx
Well, at least he had enough you know whats to actually admit his responsibility stopped there.
Doesn't make it right, Gerard.
Oh, and respectful?
Far fucking from it.
*eyes open, but barely*
*slowly sits up on the couch, blanket falling away*
*rubs eyes*
*hair flattened on one side*
*looks at everyone without comprehension*
*blinks, stands, trundles off to the kitchen for coffee*
Hey guys=]
I'm back from the devil's office. =] It wasn't soo bad. They just gave me eye-drops, and I have to go back in 10 days. If it isn't gone, he said they will have to operate. :|
Oh, no PH!
Hopefully they will work. Keep us updated, though. Sending out lots of thoughts :)
Awwh thank you tons Mustard.
<3
i used to love reading his interviews and was honestly inspired by his quotes and his intellect and his wit.
now i kind of dread each one. its just fucked up isn't it??
its like he honestly doesn't give a fuck anymore???
well good luck with the drops PH!
i'm outa here the bloke is home!!
brasseye kass seems like forever ago! what happened?
*returns from the kitchen, coffee in one hand, magazine article everyone hates in theother*
*puts a big gaudy birthday card for anima up on the mantel that plays "for she's a jolly good fellow" when opened*
*sits back down on the couch*
*sips coffee*
good morning blogsibs!
i'm still here.
*simpleminded, groggy smile*
*begins reading magazine article*
hey, paperheartxx!
i hope the eyedrops work! they will, i think they will. :)
*sips more coffee*
*continues reading magazine*
lol. I hope so too TJ! =]
How are you? Do you have another cup of coffee laying around anywhere?
*looks around for coffee cup*
oh, there's a whole massive industrial-sized pot of the stuff in the kitchen, paperheartxx.
mayo doesn't mess around when it comes to coffee, it seems.
SWEET!
*runs to kitchen*
*grabs a cup in the shape of a jar of mayonnaise*
What the hell, Mayo? Someone just loves advertising themselves!
*pours self cup of coffee*
Ahhh.. That's better!
I'm off for studying!
RAWR!<3
see you later paperheartxx!
rawr, too!
*sips coffee*
*finishes reading the article*
lol!
i encourage everybody to stop giving a fuck immediately.
gods, he cracks me up sometimes!
*chuckles*
hey, does anyone have the first page of the article? i've read the end of it, now i want to read the beginning!
fooey.
well, maybe i can find it...*shudders*...
out there.
got to head out into the big bad interwebz anyway, have to start trawling the job boards today.
i'll be back, though, or so it seems!
*bright grin at mayo's portrait*
byeeeee!
http://www.imnotokay.net/board/topic/42168/43/
ok, i got distracted for a moment. (so sue me)
but this quiz is a hoot: how many five year olds could you take in a fight?
i can take out 20.
*is proud*
>_>
ok, back to the job boards.
honest.
i swear.
OMG, TJ.
That was hilarious!
I can take on 15. I think it's cause I'm not much bigger than some five year olds.
O_O
19 for me! Thanks TJ!
*goes back to working....
haha! tj! i got 20 too. i am reasonably tall though princess so that'll be why!!
thanks anon. theres your first part to the interview there tj that anon posted. its not much though.
*dashes back in, carrying first page of article*
*gives anonymous a peck on the cheek*
thanks! tinypic takes forever to load on my computer, but i got it.
Being different is fun and it's a gift in a lot of ways.
i'm glad there's someone out there saying things like this. it's the way i always felt all throughout high school, and it made a big differnce in how i felt about myself to have this attitude.
or, as paperheartxx would say:
RAWR!
*heehee*
*wonders if she's abusing her corporeal commenting privelages*
naaaaaaah!
back to the salt mines! thanks again, anony!
:D
Hello all
Let me guess GW did another interview where he was speaking out of his ass. Do I even want to even bother with looking at this one.
Happy late Birthday to SC and Happy Birthday to Anima.
Anyway CTV if you are here please email me.
Thank Martha!
Quick question, when did Mayo add this above Mustard's quote? "Character Advocacy"
I just noticed it.
ANIMA!!!
Solly said to make sure you check your email!
Good morning/afternoon/evening everyone. How are you all?
Happy Birthday Anima and SC!!!
Gerard: "I might be vulgar at times, but I'm always going to be respectful of people's race, creed, colour, sexual orientation, and gender, but that's where my responsibility ends".
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Bitch please. What a surprise that you admitted something truthful for once.
I don't call telling female fans to stimulate orgasms for him anywhere near respectful.
What a bullshitter.
P.S. I am not going to bother wasting my time reading that interview. Just another one where he blows more smoke up his ass.
And if anyone thinks he's okay, it's obvious that he's not. He's back to wearing those shades again.
I have a feeling that the fans are the ones who are pissing him off, and in return, he is saying all of that shit to piss them off. Maybe that is just me?
Anima you are welcome.
I don't remember when he added that but its been there a while.
Hello BC and S$V
In what way BC do you think the fans are pissing him off?
Anima, it has been there since he added the quote. You probably just didn't notice until today :)
Helllooo MJ. In what way do I think the fans are pissing him off?
How about....the lack of privacy?
I am not excusing his behavior, but if that was the case, it makes sense to me as to why he blows smoke out of his ass, but I don't know. He's responsible for every little shit word that comes out of his mouth :/
Hello CTV
Somehow I don't think a lack of privacy is the problem
He is the one that started putting the stuff about Lynz out there.
Anyway compared to other famous people he has privacy. A whole lot of it.
I think that he is just jaded now. The music has lost it new and shiny appeal for him.
I think he maybe dissatisfied with his life.
He has fame and fortune but he still feels empty.
MJ, it's possible, but I'm at a point where I don't want to discuss it anymore. It will only turn my smile into a pissed off frown at the end.
hello guys!!
he got the marriage plug in too!so thats his job done really!!
sorry i'm disappointed and fucked off with that interview.
we all ok though???
BC,MJ,CTV, S&V,TJ???
Alright
I'm fine FASC how about you?
I sometimes wonder if his handlers are the ones telling him what to say. I know they do it to a lot of other famous people.
MJ, BC, FASC, and Anima. I hope we're all doing well.
yes i'm fine thanks!!
i just don't imagine gway doing anything he doesn't want to do. i imagine him to be pretty stubborn.
i find it hard to even refer him as gerard now. its gway for me or fuck i feel like calling him mr way, thats how much i think its all changed you know??!!
Faraway, he's still bitching about his marriage?! My older brothers are married, but they don't have to talk about it 24/7. I think Gerard feels insecure if he has to keep mentioning it in every fucking interview.
Hey CTV, Faraway. How are you guys?
MJ, as far as the interviews go, anything is possible.
Faraway, if his behavior keeps up, it's better to just call him dick head. The man is in his thirties and he still acts like a fucking kid. He hasn't learn anything has he?
Yes I think he is a pretty stubborn guy as well. But in the world of entertainment people aren't always as free as we like to think they are.
If the record company or who ever feels that certain things are having a negative affect I'm sure they will flex their muscle at them.
MJ:
Sucks to be him then.
I wouldn't go as far as to say it sucks. But it was his own actions that brought it on if I'm right.
haha BC!!
he just mentioned that at the european music awards they were a bit uncomfortable cos they felt like they didn't fit in?? and he said he just wanted to be spending time with his wife.
sorry but the constant mentioning of it annoys me. i have no fucking interest.
i want to be inspired you know like i used to be!!!
not that he owes me that at all but i wish he hadn't started off so fucking inspiring cos you only end up feeling let down when he can't be arsed to inspire anymore you know. if he'd acted like a tool from the beginning i would have still loved the music but would have thought he was a tool which is fine. but you just end up feeling a bit let down and you end up feeling a bit of a mug for being suckered you know!!
makes me mad!
Exactly. But eh, I don't want to talk about it anymore. Usually when this happens, my mood sours :/
Faraway, I know how you feel. Every time he mentions his marriage, I'd be like "Why don't you shut the fuck up already?"
I get sick and tired of hearing about it. That dude is not happy if he has to keep bragging about it all the time. Like I said, I bet he's insecure.
I miss the old Gerard. Sighs.
ok i've had my rant!!
i don't normally rant at him. only on a few occassions. and that was one of them!!
so what else is going on??
you don't like hearing about his marriage because it forces you to understand he does not love you and he never will love you.
Sorry About still talking about this BC but...
So Now all of a sudden he doesn't fit in with the other celebrity's at the award show.
What about the scream awards on Spike or the American MTV award show they were on.
Come on now give us some credit here. We all aren't those naive people who believe everything that comes out of a celebrity's mouth.
And if he wants to spend time with his wife he could have just not shown up. Let the other guys take over. He could say he needed to rest his voice or something.
I'm done with my ranting as well, but I have the urge to punch him, and then stomp on those fucking sunglasses. I wouldn't be surprised if he was wearing them in the interview anon posted earlier.
But anyways, the blog is pretty quiet right now. How are you doing faraway?
Anon @ 3:20
Actually, no. I just get tired of him bitching about it. Enough is enough.
MJ, to be honest, I never watched the MTV awards or the Spike awards. Everyone knows how I feel about MTV.And whenever My Chem makes TV appearances, I usually don't watch them anymore.
When you start to lose faith in them, your interest in them begins to waver, and then sooner or later, you stop giving a shit about their music. At least that's how I feel sometimes.
Anonymous said...
you don't like hearing about his marriage because it forces you to understand he does not love you and he never will love you.
January 29, 2008 3:20 PM
No anon that is not the case. No one here thinks that Gw is in love with them. And if you think that that is the only reason for people to be annoyed with it, Than you have a lot of growing up to do.
Maybe you are a child so you have never had an adult relationship. but from my own experiences and from watching people around me. When you go on about it that much something isn't right.
BC back when the Helena video was up for an award.
Oh no, then MJ, I never saw the awards around the time Helena was released. I stopped watching MTV about eight or nine years ago. Everyone knows MTV sucks anyways.
MCR is not worth watching that shitty channel anymore.
Anonymous said...
you don't like hearing about his marriage because it forces you to understand he does not love you and he never will love you.
January 29, 2008 3:20 PM
anon sorry to ruin your argument but i am married and i am fully aware that gerard way does not love me!!
give me some credit!
yeh MJ i saw that. and yeh i know doesn't add up does it.
why are anons like that so annoying??
Faraway, you just made me laugh. Thank you :)
Faraway, I think it's because a lot of them are like hurricanes or tornadoes that are on the path of destroying everything in their way ^__^
yeh BC!!
glad i made you laugh!
Yeah anon, my homie, give faraway some credit yo. Hehe
Aww thanks faraway. I needed that laugh because my mood is slowing going down the toilet like a pack of cherry bombs. Flush! Lol
Hello BC, Martha, FASC!!
How are you ladies this afternoon/night?
I missed SOMETHING this morning....
I hope everyone is okay!
I just wanted to drop off a little birthday song for SC, ANIMA, STAR, MYA and RW
(I think that's all the upcoming birthdays):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LADIES!!!!!
The Birthday Song
Love and Hugs to all!
6/Wendy
Hello Wendy!!! How are you??
talking to BC, not you.
hello wendy!!!
nice to see you.
anon just drop it yeh?!
My lovely anon, you are still here? I am aware that you were talking to me, but let my friend be. She's my homie yo :)
*tackles and hugs BC and FASC*
I'm good, thanks! Just got back from the hospital about an hour ago. Mum is resting comfortably and snoozing in bed!
What wickedness have you ladies been up to today?
;-)
*Tackle hugs Wendy back, realizes that BC misses her*
Wendy, I'm doing okay, but waiting for some soup to be ready. I'm glad you're okay. How's your Mum doing?
Faraway, let me handle my lovely anon :)
Anon, I was not aware that GW was not in love with me.
Damn! There goes my hopes and dreams for our future
*BC tries to stifle a good amount of giggles and laughter with her hand, but is unable to*
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
god nothing wicked today wendy!
work, childcare, housework, childcare!!
usual shit really!
is your mum ok i missed that earlier??
Aww poor Faraway.
Boy, BC! You sure have BAD aim!!!
How could you miss me?
WHAT, NO FUTURE? Shucks, does that mean I don't get to be a bridesmaid?????
:D
farawaysoclose said...
god nothing wicked today wendy!
work, childcare, housework, childcare!!
usual shit really!
is your mum ok i missed that earlier??
==========
She's fine FASC. Thanks for asking! She had cataract surgery this morning, t'is all. But, surgery always makes me nervous!
WHEW, glad it's done and all went well :)
Lol my aiming does suck doesn't it Wendy?
According to the anon, GW does not return my love and therefore, you can't become a bridesmaid, even though I want you too :D XD
Anon, talk to me. I'm actually bored here. Is there anything else you want to say so you can kill my dreams and hopes altogether? Lol
yes wendy any surgery makes me worry so much!!
glad she is ok.
That's great Wendy. I hope your mom recovers well.
"work, childcare, housework, childcare!!"
Umm hmmm......like I'm going to believe that's ALL you did today
;-)
Darn it BC! I already had a cerulean colored bridesmaid dress (strapless too) picked out!
We must find a groom for you before I can't fit into that dress!
LOL
Sorry I got called away hello Wendy and anyone else who has returned.
Wendy, that's terrible! I already had a groom, but anon took him away from me hehe XD
Anon, you have no idea how funny this actually is. Thank you! :D
Hey Wendy my Bday is coming up.
ok wendy i also ate food and commented on here!!
really dull as fuck day!
oh well guys i have to depart. mr bloke back from footie (soccer) any sec now and if i'm not on the computer that will please him greatly!!
love to all and have a fab evening/day/morning?? you know what i mean!!
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