I am expended. I have given my soul to you and, without question, you deserve it. I am rewarded by my investment and I know I get more out of it than you. Regardless, at the end of the day, I know its worth.
I am reminded that not so long ago I was so afraid of death that I taunted it, begged it to take me on. For a little while, I allowed its insidious grip to hold my soul. I was seduced by chance and by choice.
Temptation will always tug at my better judgment. I have been successful at averting my attention from ruinous behaviors toward the seemingly benign. Still, I question whether I have just shifted gears rather than changed lanes.
Perhaps I will again fall prey to deaths seductive whisper and allow myself to be captured by the romance of self destruction. It is wise to consider that I tempt fate. The alternative is blind supposition.
For now I am anchored to the rocky bottom. I will drift, but I will not be carried out to sea.
p.s. it takes hours to come down and the fall may lead to my imperfection.
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No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
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“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
2,127 comments:
«Oldest ‹Older 2001 – 2127 of 2127haha asif theres an imposter Fimble!!!!
ive remembered some of my codes for the fruit and Veg yay :)
i should probably go to bed soon. Do you think Mayo will post tonight?
Double FUCK!
Hi Mayonaise and SS
How are you guys?
hi jen !
well I assume it's not fimble as it's got no orange B and fimble wouldn't say that.
So I don't think so
Would the real fimble star please stand up, please stand up, please stand up!
Hi shame in me. Were you lurking? :)
Oh, hi SIM, I'm missing everybody today.
Fake Fimble? Damn. That's just wrong.
It is fake fimble I just asked her on aim
you'd better run fake fimble she's a gonna getcha!
and we'll all be following!!!!
dxf :( :(
Mayo,
Hey, how are ya? Smiling and full of happiness, I hope. Me? Still sick....sick enough to leave work. I never do that. I slept for like 3 hours this afternoon, and I think I am about to crawl back in my bed and do it some more.
Of course I had to drop you a little note. Writing to you and visiting with my friends is like my own little home remedy to feel better. Casa de Mayonaise is chicken soup, OJ, and aspirin for my soul.
I am going to leave you with a quote that I found. When I read it, I thought of you.
"Resolve to be thyself: and know, that he Who finds himself, loses his misery."
Mayo, May you never stop learning. Learning from others, learning from the past, and learning new things about yourself.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Missing my spot in the corner.
Fake who, what and where?
-Amyranth
Amy, we had a impostor fimble trying to cause trouble here
nah not lurking i was away and now its bed time :) nite
Pantera, really?
Another Shit Anon, I can see the stains in the carpet.
Seriously, if they wanna start playing hardball, I'm not afraid.
-A
Hey, Amy!
Hey again, BC!
BlogBelieve has totally died.
Like, for serious.
SS:
Dude, what the H-E-Double Hockey Sticks?! Are you not dressed yet?
;) Kidding!
Goodnight and sweet dreams shame in me. Helllooo again Mustard!! Amy, yep. Another shit anon indeed.
more anons and fake fimbles....this is like a soap opera. I can leave it for a few days, come back, and it's still the same.
By the way, sup everyone?
Hey Mustard! Twice in one week? I9 must be lucky!
So, where's mayo's post? Srsly.
-A
hey everybody, i hate bloody catching up. how are you all
to 'me' - hi, very original
is jen here?
Helloo magic pie. how are you? How are you potato Amy? hehe
Is it wrong that I find the word blooger funny? ^_^
goodnight SIM hi MP and Amyranth!
hey amyranth thanks for the blog comment I only looked yesterday, and yes they do get that big!
Hey MP!
Yeah, I think the anons are waiting for the reveal that will never come.
-A
Hello hello fimble. How are you? I am well, me eating bowl of ice cream now.
hello BC and goodnight ergo!
Hey amy!
I just don't get why they still hang around. Don't they get bored with us if they hate us so much?
Ergo, that's frigging disgusting.
I HATE spiders.
-A
FIMBLE!
Where'd ya go?
hi bc, mp, ergo and amy.
i am ok, jst trying to figure out itunes. dicided to start a fresh on my ipod so deleted everything and now i am just putting all the songs back on. well the ones i actually want.
what have you all been upto?
magie pie, I think secretly, the anons love us.
BC, I think Blooger is funny too.
MP, I guess they think we have a leg up on them, because we're still here so we must know something special they don't.
I know that there's a Jell-o cheesecake in the fridge that Mayo's been saving, but aside from that, not much.
-A
JEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was waiting for you to get back to me. you said hold on so i am still holding on. can i let gonow and speak?
yeah and that's the best part. we don't know anything at all about who this Mayo is. But they insist that we do! It's like, have these anon people ever read through one of these blogs?!
Amy, I get many spiders at my house. They don't really bother me though. I just let them crawl on my walls
And just in case someone asks if I ever got bitten by any of the spiders, the answer will be no.
Jen, is that why you call Blogger Blooger? ^_^
MP, they must be the same kids that use Coles Notes to do a project, then they get surprised by the ending.
-A
I know that there's a Jell-o cheesecake in the fridge that Mayo's been saving, but aside from that, not much.
Amy was he really saving that cause....It was damn good.
It started out as a typo, but stuck :)
Elena!
Aw, man. Alright Missy, you get your pants into the kitchen! We're gonna bake us another cheesecake so as to save ourselves from getting killed!
-A
Hi elena
That Jello-Cheesecake comes alive every night.
I'd stay clear of it!
Mustard
Wat.
Elena, I think you're gonna have a real bad case of gas soon.
-A
Yep, you'll be honking from the rear anytime now.
*stays clear of Elena*
;)
Mustard, lol
Hey Blogger keeps eating my comments. I'm just gonna tell Mayo that I didn't eat the cheesecake, it was Blogger.
BAHAHHAA!
Mustard!! Poor SS! That's all I'm ever going to think of now!! You've TAINTED me!
-A
***STREAKS THROUGH MAYO'S HOUSE***
DUDE!?
This is what we get reduced to when we pass 2000 comments.
We all become goo, and I start my streakin'.
;)
Mustard that was so uncalled for!
There was nothing wrong with that cheesecake...
That topping was a little funky come to think of it.
Hello, Everyone, how's it going?
SDock, I have to tell you, I just about fell out of my chair when I saw the quote you left.
"Resolve to be thyself: and know, that he Who finds himself, loses his misery."
The reason I did was because this is from a poem that only a couple of days ago I was reading and it made me think of Mayo, too! I had planned on posting the whole poem tonight, so it is below. Amazing that it had the same feeling.
I hope you are feeling better, Sock, and taking care of yourself. Love you,
L.
SELF-DEPENDENCE
by Matthew Arnold
Weary of myself, and sick of asking
What I am, and what I ought to be,
At this vessel's prow I stand, which bears me
Forwards, forwards, o'er the starlit sea.
And a look of passionate desire
O'er the sea and to the stars I send,
"Ye who from my childhood up have clamed me,
Calm me, ah, compose me to the end!
"Ah, once more," I cried, "ye stars, ye waters,
On my heart your mighty charm renew;
Still, still let me , as I gaze upon you,
Feel my soul becoming vast like you!"
From the intense, clear, star-sown vault of Heaven,
Over the lit sea's unquiet way,
In the rustling night-air came the answer:
"Wouldst thou be as these are? Live as they.
"Unaffrighted by the silence round them,
Undistracted by the sights they see,
These demand not that the things without them
Yield them love, amusement, sympathy.
"And with joy the stars perform their shining,
And the sea its long moon-silvered roll;
For self-poised they live, nor pine with noting
All the fever of some differing soul.
"Bounded by themselves, and unregardful
In what state God's other works may be,
In their own tasks all their powers pouring,
These attain the mighty life you see."
O air-born voice! Long since, severely clear,
A cry like thine in mine own heart I hear:
"Resolve to be thyself; and know that he
Who finds himself loses his misery!"
What?!
You know you should'a not messed with that thing!
'Cept temptation got the best of you.
Mayo's gonna be mad that you didn't pay attention to his temptation things in his post.
;)
Mustard put your clothes back on!
Damn woman.
Poor Mayo will blush
Elena starts honking from behind.
-A
hello L
Umm that cheesecake had been in there for an awfully long time, Those fleck that lokoed like passionfruit....
I don't think it was passionfruit
Uh uh.
He best keep his eyes away from me.
*whispers to Mayo*
Dude. It's a fucking. Body. Suit.
*does the Hammer*
"Can't touch this, you can't touch this."
Mayo's gonna be mad that you didn't pay attention to his temptation things in his post.
I always pay attention to Mayo's thing!
ELENA!!!
You didn't!
IT'S A BODY SUIT!!!
Hello OP L. How are you? Mustard, you best be putting your clothes back on ya hear? ;)
Hello, BC!
Smiling on the outside, honey, smiling on the outside.
Love,
L.
Hey Ergo and L
Come on admit it we all pay attention to Mayo's thing!
Oh wait I read that wrong. Mayo's temptation things..
Crap that's even better!!!
*walks in with a big bucket of mustard*
hey guys
*stands next to naked mustard and covers her with mustard, head to toe*
right girls, who would like to lick mustard off mustard
Can we paint your body suit?
*grabs body suit painting kit *
hang on...why would mayo have this?
No one will be doing anything lickatory.
Not happening.
Fimble needs to be put in time-out. ;)
oh and i thought it was going to be dirty, ok then i wil go back and be dirty else where
bye and have fun ;)
mustard you so want me
What kind of mustard?
and elena you mean mayo's tempting thing?
Guys, I know I don't usually do this, but I was filling out the renewal for AI, and I wanted to leave some website addresses for a few places that are near and dear to my heart. If you would like, please check them out. They are all worthy causes!
American Diabetes Association
www.diabetes.org
American Heart Association
www.americanheart.org
North Shore Animal League- A no-kill shelter for dogs and cats
www.animal-league.org
Good Mews Animal Foundation- A no-kill shelter for cats in Atlanta
www.goodmews.org
Amnesty International
www.amnestyusa.org
Thanks!
Love ya,
Lisa
Oh, I so do Fimble.
*saucy wink*
Ergo quick read the bottle..
Is it edible body paint?
elena apparently we have
*lifts bottles*
chocolate, coffee, strawberry , vanilla and mango!
oooh mayo you naughty boy!
Do you use these often?
*raises eyebrows*
would you like to?
Goodnight, Everyone.
I will hopefully talk to you tomorrow.
SS, Sweet dreams, and take care of yourself. Remember, take time out to do something nice for yourself and find a quiet moment tomorrow, even if it's only for a while. Love you dearly.
Mayo, Goodnight. Keep strong.
L.
Oh Chocolate is the best..
At leaset that's what I've heard
Hey L
Where are you going?
There is body paint and Mayo's thing...
What more could anyone ask for?
Goodnight L. Sweet dreams.
So, roommate #1 has herpes. Roommate #2 could very well be pregnant.
I really AM batting a thousand this week, aren;t I?
-A
Sounds like it Amy..
Wow, Amy.
Are they alright?
I know alot of you are glad Kapu is gone. You don't have to sign in and get her friends mad at you but come in as anonymous and say you feel the same way! You're glad they're not doing the kool-aid and Starbucks thing so speak up!
*breaks down the fucking wall*
I actually like the kool-aid thing anonymous. It's funny.
goodnight L
anon did you plan that or just have immaculate comic timing?
elena I'll paint with you :)
Hi Kool Aid
Totally incidental on my part ;)
Anonymous:
I like a little bit of humor in my day, and it happens to bring me belly laughter.
Especially when Hilarity *is trying to ensue*.
That one gets me every time.
Hey Ergo
For a minute there I thought everyone had been abducted.
*jumps on anon and gives a it a wet willie*
Hello all.
Shit I missed Silence. I've been wondering where you have been. Nice to hear from you.
Where the hell is the anon hunter. We have wild anons roaming our halls.
* gets out pointy stick*
oooh pointy stick time - excellent!
*gets out special pointy stick found yesterday*
Mustard, yeah. They're fine.
But I kinda want those trainwrecks out of my station now.
You know, I really miss the Kool-Aid and Starbucks thing. I wish Kapu would come back.
*sigh*
-A
Kangaroo, can I pet you? Helloo MJ.
Hello bc, amy and ep.
I've been anonymous here for a really long time now, and I have to say, I love The Family. Kapu, Fimble, Jennicula, The Punks, Ergo, Elena, BC , RW, FASC, MJ, Mustard, Socky and The Princess, Sister Midnite.... there's just so many!
I love them all. They make my day, every day. Even all the little funny things they say, and the silly arguments they have. It's because they're real Family, that's why I LOVE THEM.
You mean you really come here EVERY day to listen to us yap?
That's awesome!
Glad you like our family :) Ever think about joining?
*Rubs eyes*
Is that a nice anon I see. Wow thank you nice anon.
Aww. Well, I love you too anon
****STOP THE PRESS*****
whoa hello there nice anon, you tell them. thank you so much for your kind words. can i ask you something.
have you been here before and joined in the converation?
Hello MJ!
You weren't here just a minute ago!
And then *POOF!* There you were!
Amy:
I'm sorry about your situation. Anything that can be done?
Thanks, 10:41. ^_^
I've just been chillaxing after Kung Fu and dying a lot in Resident Evil 4, bugs keep killing me.
That Kool Aid Pitcher was not me.
I'm prolly going to bed pretty soon 'cause tomorrow is a long effing day. ^_^
Mustard, probably not. I mean, there's no cure for herpes, and if she's pregnant, she's pregnant.
The only problem is, now I think I want roommates that live in stasis.
-A
Kapunua:
I know it wasn't. ;)
Hi K. Amy, sorry to hear about your situation. It's pretty fucked up isn't it?
Hello Mib and FS.
Mib I'm down with all that stealthy goodness.
FS how does it feel to be so well known that people want to be you.
orh well good night jules, i know thursdays are crap. did you have a good training.
hey martha. i recieved a big wet sloppy kiss from the doctor ;)
splash do you want o get licked now? i went to be dirty but i seem to be the only one. sugarfart
oh and this page is taking friggin ages to load
hi anon!!
so glad you enjoy us :)
and so thoughtful of you to say!
Hello Kapu
Amy I don't know what to say about your situation.
Mayonaise, Darling!
I think it's time for a new post, don't you?
Please?
Wow, this is a good cookie.
-A
P and MJ,
My dad laughed. Hysterically.
-A
to be honest martha, i dont get it. i mean they have been on my blog which is weird, its dead town on there.
they must of mistaken me to the big cheese.
Hey Splash. How'd you guess? Is it because I've never used the eff word? (My mom is reading, can't write that in front of one's Ma!)
Amy: Wow, that's pretty harsh. Got a friend with all kinds of diseases myself.
Oh, so check it out, here's what's new in Kung Fu. There are two seminars coming up, one locally and with Escrima sticks (fun!) and then another one which, I have no idea what we'll be learning, but it is in China Town! HOOTAH! I haven't been there in about two years. So we go and train in a kwon in China Town, and then afterwards we all go out for dinner.
AWESOMENESS!
Sifu was taking pics and videos of us tonight to put on our web page. If he ever gets around to it, I'll post a link. It was a good class, we were doing an awesome drill and Sije's dog keeps flashing his nuts all throughout. (We train with a semi-resident dog on the floor with us.)
Guys! My Mom and Da are going away on vacation so my Mom won't be lurking for about a week. Awww. But she will call me and ask what's been going on here 'cause she's kind of hooked. ^_^
Fim, I saw that Fake You. WTH? Maybe it's your cheese, stalking you. O_o
amyranth that is awful
you can get pretty good treatments for herpes now but pregnancy is a bit different.
She's not sure yet? and is she feeling good or bad about it?
but at least you have virtual friends to complain to!
stasis is where my blog name came from, in Red Dwarf first episode as they put Lister in stasis the guard says "you are a non event mass with a quantum probability of zero"
I'd love to be able to stasis people
*high-fives nice anon*
Amy, ha ha. your welcome ^_^
I think I remembered once where we made SS laugh; about the time we were talking about the salt and pepper scenario because we were trying to pick names for him
Yeah i was laughing as well Amy.
FS didn't you have some big cheese fall on you. So maybe they misheard that and though you said you are the big cheese.
Hi kapu's mommy.
*waves*
Hello Kapunua's Mum !
have a nice holiday!
PARTY AT KAPU'S!!
-A
hey guys, i am off to bed i have an exam again tomorrow so i have to get to bed. oh and by the way my exam the otheday that i had. i got a 100% on it. made my bloody day that did.
goodnight everyone and i will catch you tomorrow and nice anon, thank you.
nighty night
Hey kids, just a running drop-in (whatever the fuck that is)!
Elena, Wendy, if you're here anywhere, I just sent you guys an email, if you have a minute would you mind looking at them? I'd appreciate it. Thanks!
I'll stay longer next time, I promise.
BTW, Amy, yowch! Great, uh, news, honey. :P
See you all later!
love
J
Maybe the big cheese was a big amoeba and it was trying to absorb you Fimn.
Or maybe I need to see things to believe it.
And we don't get nice anons around here.
-A
Thanks Ergo! I will tell my folks of your kind wishes. ^_^ They are heading off to Disneyworld for their anniversary. They love it there like WHOA. And they don't really do much aside from walk around, talk, and people-watch. It's just where they like to be with no worries (although my Mom calls me everyday, and calls my Gran everyday, as I take over the Grandma duties such as making sure she takes her medicine etc. while they are gone.) It's so nice for my parents to get away though, because they are always so busy.
But they are both going to miss the blog while they're gone. We had dinner together tonight and even my Dad was getting into it. My Ma was all, "and then Fimble Star posted this hilarious story...!" and my Da is like, "is she one of the ones who is nice to you guys?" It's hilariopus how they keep track.
Oh fimble fantastic!!!!!]
so all the best for the one tomorrow, I'm sure you'll do brilliantly!
Oh, and the funniest is when my Dad asks my Mom, "Is that rock star guy still saying disgusting things on stage? Didn't you guys used to think he was nice? Why's he gotta say things like that? It's not right. Is that the one Jules met?" (Which I didn't. ^_^ Well actually I kidn of did, really briefly; doesn't count as "met.")
PARTY IN MY PANTS! ONLY DIFFERENT! AMy, you crack me up.
Night, Fim! Chat you tomorrow, prolly?
Take care OP J. Hi K's mom. Goodnight and sweet dreams fimble.
wow I'd love to go to Disneyland or world, or euro disney or one of them some day.
*sigh*
It can be a humungo pain living on the other side of the world sometimes!
Man, okay, last comment for real then I'm going to bed, honest.
Fim, congrats on your score! And good luck tomorrow. You will be FIMTASTIC.
Mayo, good night to you, and have a wonderful tomorrow. Sleep a lot, eat a lot, LAUGH A LOT. Laughter prevents cancer. ^_^
S(S)S, same goes, I hope you have reason to get your LOLlerskates on. :D S(S)S, long days and pleasant nights to you. Hope you're well, hope to hear from you soon! Be safe, okay?
Good night, lovely friends! The same for all of you. Laugh tons and be of good cheer. ^_^
Did I say last post? I LIED.
I want to thank those of you who answered my question this afternoon about what is beautiful to you. You guys made me expand my list. Thank you for that.
The question is still on the table to anyone who still wants to answer. What do you find beautiful in another person? Not necessarily in terms of romance, but that too if you want to go there.
Okay! Seriously, good night. ^_^
Wait a some people are leaving a Kapu and FS goodnight. And I hope kapu's parents have fun at the happiest place on earth.
J&l hello and goodnight.
Mayo's on, guys. ANd he's, like STRUGGLING. ^_~
What i FIND BEAUTIFUL IN A PERSON
honesty, a sense of humor and the ability to be yourself.
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