The click of the door brought comfort to my well worn ears and my heart sick chest. My throat, raw from futile attempts at making myself heard, was bleeding. Alone in the center of the room I am suddenly cold and tired. The heat having been drained from the room at your departure and every ounce of energy I had was expended to keep myself from begging you to stay. You had to go.
Then, relief washes over me in its sickening way. I am suddenly aware of the emptiness of my stomach and my sudden urge to vomit. To dry heave the words I did not say. “I am sorry, don’t go.” Instead, I sit. Right there, I sit right in the middle of the room that heard my pleas for you to leave, my pleading for you to stop believing and start listening to the truth. “Why don’t you hear me?...I have done such terrible things.”
Sitting there, alone with my shame, I realized I had let this drag out far too long.
p.s. make sure it is so loud that they have no choice but to listen.
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«Oldest ‹Older 801 – 1000 of 1654 Newer› Newest»Why should SS favor the word Dominic over the other deleted words? Playing favorites again SS? You will be if you put it back up on your blog.
anon fuck off!
Ergo I still do not know what happened. I just heard the news say they are going to carry a story on the events of today in about 10 minutes. Sad I have to find out what happened at our school that way.
My girls were finally allowed to get their cars from the parking lot. I did ask them why they didn't just call me, why my one daughter was send me text messages. She said the teachers were yelling at them if they got their phones out. Only thing I can come up with it that they must have believed a bomb was in the school and that a cell phone could set it off. I'll watch the news and tell you what they say.
oh wow, or it could be a gas leak or something too. Worried about poosible electrical sparks.
It is a shame the news tells you more than the school, but I suppose in the rush it would be hard (having had to evacuate a school of only 600, it is quite a task)
at least they are ok, give them a hug and have a nice stiff drink.(you could use one of the coolers!)
anon, are you playing favourites again son. why pick out ss.
thre are tones of people here who are actually here to defend themselves.
playing favourites is not good anon, didnt your mummy tell you so.
oh and ss didnt play favourites. been here long?
gs - that job sounds fun, are you into art. are you prepared to work with teenagers lol you do get nice ones but god there are some crazy ones.
i am ok, still doing my degree and sucking a it. rather be home and working but i cant complain. i get the sun most days ha
Elena,
This is getting ridiculous. I mean, you had this nonsense only about 6 weeks ago! I don't get it, why is this happening? Why are there bombs threats in school?
Anon - give me one good reason why Dominic shouldn't be returned. That was in memoriam of someone, a whole different ball game to birthday greetings and acknowledgements.
Anon if you were a regular you would know the meaning of that word.
No SS would not be playing favorites. How is it playing favorite when you are doing something nice for your friends.
oh I can't leave it!
anon "Dominic" was a very important blog time that a lot of us felt very strongly about and rememinded many of us of similar situations.It was very important to someone we all cared about and the fact SS put it there meant so much, you obviously cannot possibly understand!! That name for me at least came to represent a lot, a hell of a lot, more than just that person it ,came to me to represent so much emotion and caring and so much more than you comprehend.
Sure he wasn't someone I was close to but he represented them for me. Just like the statue of one soldier can represent many.
His story was important to one of us and I do not at all see it as favouritism for SS to have posted it there so fuck off and don't presume to know the meaning behind things. You so clearly have no idea what simple geatures like that can mean to people!!!
gs - that job sounds fun, are you into art
Yes, not that I'm any good! I've worked with teenagers before, they're cool :)
Keep plodding with your degree FS, I know it's hard but it will be so worthwhile.
Remember, home is always here when you want to return :)
damn - gestures!
Oh my kingdom for an edit option!!
Well said FS, Martha and Ergo.
Thank you Gs with any luck I will be off to take my nap now.
oh gs then when i want to return that means i was home about 5 months ago hahahah
ergo, you said it all and i am sure our friend who dominic means something to will be chuffed to see your words and everyone elses. i am glad that she doesnt have to see the rude and mean anons come out of the wood work at this moment.
Why should SS favor the word Dominic over the other deleted words? Playing favorites again SS? You will be if you put it back up on your blog.
Hey.
Come back when you know just what the fuck you're talking about.
That name means so much more to us than you will EVER possibly imagine.
I will not sit here and watch you rattle on about a time where we thought we were about to lose someone.
SS was there for her, and there for us when we were all about lose our fucking minds.
So, just shut up. You pick on anything BUT that name, but don't bring it up again.
All right, enough is motherfucking ENOUGH!
Anon/"Family Member",
First of all, you are no Family of mine, if you truly even ARE a member. That part's in doubt. Second of all, if this is how you want to spend your life, attacking folks who are simply trying to make a nice, quiet home for themselves, I pity you. I cannot believe that grown women--that is, if you ARE Family--are stooping to this degree of infantile behavior because they're not being paid enough attention. Heaven forbid that we don't acknowledge YOU, whoever you are.
Well, alrighty then. I have a challenge for you. I am going to offer my email address to each of you (because I believe there are more than one). Email me. Tell me who you are. Tell me what's bothering you. Specifics, please. If you don't feel brave enough to admit it out here on the blog, fine. We can talk about it in private.
Now, if all you intend to do is hate-mail me to death, you can forget that shit right now. That's not going to get anything but trashed. If you want to do this seriously, then let's be serious about it. No name calling, no accusations, no bullshit.
Of course, if all you want to do is bitch and moan, and not try to work out your troubles, then just keep on trying to torment innocent people. Come on back here, where you'll get ignored, treated like you're not here. Because if all you're gonna do is bitch, then you DO NOT EXIST.
SS, do you remember what you told us to do with vultures? Firstly, we ignore. Secondly, we drive them away with brooms. We DO NOT give in to their demands. We DO NOT let them bully us. We DO NOT tolerate their foul, putrid, nauseating stench in our presence. Come on, honey, don't let them win! This is what they want, remember? Don't let them have it. We're stronger than them. YOU'RE stronger than them.
True Family, I will be back later to see if the fungus has been removed.
Vultures, I'm so tired of all of you. You're not worth my time.
It IS all about the love, for fuck's sake!
J
becauseyouneverknow@earthlink.net
Mustard I feel exactly the same.
anon you can say anything you like about anyone or anything but you leave that out.
Honestly if I could get through this computer you I'd rip your bloody arms off and beat you about the head with them.
You know FUCK ALL and you picked the wrong thing to mess with.
So how about you FUCK OFF back under the rock you crawled out from and until you have something civil to say keep your fingers off the keyboard!
thanks Fimble, some things are so much more than a simple word
Mustard - BRAVA!!!
FS - that breaks my heart to see you so sad :( You're with your family though poppet, take comfort in that.
Martha - like Ergo said, maybe you should get checked out for anaemia, just to rule it out. Sleep well.
Further to OP J's post I think it is worth repeating:
SS, those words were not from a family member, they were from a vulture. None of us were upset or offended in any way by the references made on your blog. In fact, it made us happy to see them, they mean a lot to the whole family, but not as much as you mean to us. I miss you already.
The news report said that a note was found in the school saying there was a bomb.
I would love to find the individual who wrote that note and have 10 mins alone with them.
gs thank you so much, jusy thank you
elena, you get 10 mins i will get 5 ok. not a good thing to do, i wonder what really goes through their tiny weird minds.
i am just glad that your girls and everyone else was ok
Elena - I'd watch the door for you.
Lucylu - yes it does bear repeating.
Ok one more thing...
I would just like to point out that this note was written by someone meaning to cause trouble.
They caused fear.
The note was written then brought to light and then panic and fear began. I'm sure they sat back and watched gleefully.
Wow this reminds me of something.
Someone who would write words they know would cause trouble. Then leave them ANNOYMOUSLY. Then sit back and gleefully watch as the words hurt others.
Elena - exactly!
Elena,
I find myself truly amazed by the actions of others. Are we in the minority, those who care for others and show concern? Please tell me we are not.
The behaviour of those at the school is sickening. The behaviour of some anons is despicable.
Is that asshole still here?
Otherwise, hello everyone
Hi BC - no, they seem to have gone, a hit and run. Love the Pantera by the way :)
Hi there GS. How are you? Thank you.
Not too bad thanks. Yourself?
Hello all,
Once again thank you all for your concern for my daughters.
This has not been a good day. I keep looking at my daughters text messages. It's like I can't stop myself. I can hear the fear in her voice.
This is what I didn't want my children to grow up with. How stupid I was.
I'm sorry, I really shouldn't be here tonight. I'm too angry. Actually I'm fucking pissed off.
I'm pissed off for what happened at the school and I'm pissed at what happened to SS.
Will whoever did this ever be caught? Will karma get them in the end?
Well tell me, where do I contact this elusive Karma? I have a job for them.
Wait, wasn't it the OPS who whined at Mayo for not paying attention to certain people because they got an email from some body who wanted Mayo's attention and they thought it was WRONG of him??? But as soon as SS gets pissed about people begging for attention all of a sudden they switch their viewpoint on the whole thing. They change theire mind every time he says something. What was that post again??? "We got an email from some one who feels like Mayo ignores them and we think that is wrong"!!!
SS didn't get pissed Anon. If you bothered to read the comments you'd see that he was actually quite upset - "Not as sad as it makes me." - that his efforts at kindness had been misconstrued.
Kass xx
Pissed sad what ever. Its crazy how so many of you whined that you weren't getting enough attention and now that SS got upset about it your all saying Ooooh toooo bad deal with it. Haha think about it it's a good point. The OPS were one of the ones who did that the other day. What would SS say if he read that post that they made that said the SAME THING that anon said huh?? You better go delete that OPS.
Anon,
So?
This has gone beyond being a pissing contest to being an all out spite attack, the line has been crossed as soon as Dominic was mentioned. Previous beliefs and comments are void now.
ANON I really think I just explained I'm pretty fucking pissed off but I'm gonna try to be nice.
First off did you just say something you are afraid to say? If not then why the fuck are you an ANON? Take a fucking name. Come on be someone.
Okay maybe I'm not doing the nice thing very well.
You are trying to say something to cause trouble for the Punks.
Hello... They are family members.
Stop it.
Just stop.
Oh and they didn't whine. They pointed something out to Mayo they felt he should know.
Oh and they did that using their names.
anon
i have heard it all before
i am bored with it.
leave them and everyone else alone.
its not funny and it is just plain rude.
respect people please and respect people feelings.
'
Oh and they didn't whine. They pointed something out to Mayo they felt he should know.
'
So did the anon that you're all INCLUDING the OPS bitching to now. The OPS did the SAME thing that anon did. The only thing that changed was that SS got upset then all of a sudden....... oh, its so WRONG to ask for attention from Mayo and SS. When meantime it is exactly what they did.
the anon was the one who began it all.
SS sees things pretty clearly I doubt you could see in his mind
Anonymous said...
Pissed sad what ever.
Oh my God. Do you seriously not know the difference?
Let me break this down for you.
I am pissed
You are sad. A very sad individual!
Stop trying to cause trouble
But alot of people said the same thing to Mayo. ALOT. By chance SS was here to read it today and now you all changed your tune. The OPS said it to Mayo the other day but no-one here wants to admit that. What if that anon was the same one that the OPS were saying as sooooo upset that Mayo never talked to them? Did they just turn on her once SS got sad over it? I am not causing trouble I am telling the truth. You all don't want to see it though.
"Its crazy how so many of you whined that you weren't getting enough attention."
Examples please! It's easy, you'll find our names just above each of our comments...
Kass xx
The anon began it all? Thats bullshit many of you have been saying that the whole time 'Mayo never pays attention to me'!!! 'my friend emailed me and is upset cause Mayo never pays attention'!!!! So no the anon did not begin it, a bunch of you all did but now that SS said something you have all changed your tune.
I don't see how what the anon said is any different from what the OPS said. Its not.
the anon could have made the point and left it for mayo to decide what he wishes to do, I have no problem with people feeling left out, it has happened a lot to many but it isn't ok to then attack people personally.
It is a shame that some receive attention when other's don't and that is life, some try to be noticed more, perhaps not conciously and perhaps if they see a comment looks as it may be constued that way they could think about rephrasing it.
But it is just a blog and if someone sees it as a popularity contest they can chose to opt out.
If your aim was awareness then that is fine, but it has become more of a slanging match which means any valid point is being lost.
I agree with this anonymous. Sorry.....
No, it is not easy to go through thousands of posts to find out who said the exact words. But you even pointed out yourself Kass, that you noticed it to and you said you didn't care if they talked to you. I remember the post by the OPs myself, telling Mayo that it didn't seem fair that he ignored certain people and that certain friends of theirs who were "too afraid to say so themselves", felt left out. (Like being anonymous)...
I don't have to look through thousands of posts. We all know that people have complained about the same thing before.
Anons,
You are being deliberately belligerent. As Kass said, examples please. Also, can you make yourselves clearer, I am having trouble understanding your points. I have not been around for many posts this week.
SS, I'm sorry you feel sad. It makes me all achy.
Fim, so sorry about your Nana. I'm hugging you forever. And nibbling your arse.
T, I miss you like you don't even know. I'm tempted to buy you a new computer.
Ergproxy, you are correct, this entire thing turned into a slinging match. But maybe everyone was too harsh on that anon....when you consider that many people have said the same thing and no one ever said anything to them.
the anon began it this time, sorry I'll be more specific.
please find my complaint and do take care when using "all".
plus yes people have said it before which is why the sudden fea rof another saying it as their signed in name strikes me as odd.
It's the anonymousness that I think many are upset at, not the feeling, as it cannot be addressed if no one knows who feels this badly about it
Anon the difference is this..
This is Mayo's blog. He comes here when he wants, posts and maybe says a few words. He doesn't go out of his way to talk to us. (sorry Mayo but well you know)The Punks pointed out he's a bit distant.
SS comes here when he can. He has always been kind and talks to us.
He doesn't have to come here. This isn't his blog. He does what he can. Why would anyone want to make him sad? The dude is going out of his way to be here.
ENTROPY
thank you sooo much and i like u nibbling my bum
how are you
I know you do, you dirty bird! I'm doing okay, Fim. You?
Anon @ 8.30pm, what I posted was this yesterday:
"There are a few on the blogs who have a closer "relationship" with Mayo & SS than I do but that's cool. Depending on the time of day you post, your real life situation and your natural personality you're going to form tighter bonds with some than others. Sometimes it can feel like I've just dropped into the middle of a private conversation I'm not entirely welcome to join, especially where our host is concerned, but if Mayo's sizing us all up for his freezer I for one am happy to be last on his list!"
and this today:
"I do understand your frustrations, but I don't think it's going to change anytime soon - we've all been here differing amounts of time, we've all got different personalities - on the blog, as in life, some of those will gravitate to the forefront more than others.
It's one of those situations where just accepting your natural position in the scheme of things will lead to greater serenity. Ohm..."
That's not the same as saying that other people are screaming for attention.
If you're feeling bitter about being left out you must remember that we're merely guests of Mayo's and SS doesn't, in fact, owe any of us a goddamn thing!
And because I'm feeling particularly trite this morning - "It's nice to be important, but more important to be nice"
Feel the sugar/nausea rush...
Kass xx
"
It's the anonymousness that I think many are upset at, not the feeling, as it cannot be addressed if no one knows who feels this badly about it"
I don't think that is the case. I think that because SS said he was sad about now everyone is after Anon's blood. When in fact "many" (OK not all) people said the same thing.
'Anon the difference is this..
This is Mayo's blog. He comes here when he wants, posts and maybe says a few words. He doesn't go out of his way to talk to us. (sorry Mayo but well you know)The Punks pointed out he's a bit distant.
SS comes here when he can. He has always been kind and talks to us.
He doesn't have to come here. This isn't his blog. He does what he can. Why would anyone want to make him sad? The dude is going out of his way to be here.'
I'm sorry I disagree. Why should it be OK for the OPs to tell Mayo that he doesn't pay enough attention to certain people who are afraid to tell him this themself... but when an anonymous person says the same thing and mentions SS, it is like, everyone attacks that anon? Just because it is Mayo's blog you think he should answer people more??? But SS doesn't have to?? No this whole entire thing seems like hypocrisy to me. I'm sorry, i just disagree with this whole thing. A lot of people said the same thing that anon said and no one got mad at them.
I think you are missing the point anon. SS didn't delete things from his blog in anger or to punish people because he thought they were crying for attention. He deleted them because he thought they were hurting/upsetting a family member.
He said it made him sad to delete them, but he was prepared to do that if it would stop someone who he believed to be a family member from feeling hurt.
'
If you're feeling bitter about being left out you must remember that we're merely guests of Mayo's and SS doesn't, in fact, owe any of us a goddamn thing!'
I agree with you. But why was the OPs and various other regular's posts and calls for more attention to different people, OK when this one wasn't??
Anonymous at 8:42 that is not my point. What SS did, or why, I'm not even talking about that. Alls I'm saying is that the OPs and other regulars have said the same thing that anonymous said, that they thought it was unfair that people got left out. Now an anonymous person says it and it upsets SS and now, every one has a different opinion and seems to think it's bad to feel that way..... when they were saying the same thing not long ago.
Okay, I'm keeping out of this one, I'm only pissed off at the Dominic anon.
I'm heading off to bed.
Good night Mayo.
Good night all.
TTFN
I AM SHOUTING BECAUSE IT IS HARD TO BE HEARD OVER THE SILLY CONVESATION.
ENTROPY, I AM NOT A DIRTY BIRD. I AM INNOCENT HONESTLY. BUT YOU CAN NIBBLE MY BUM ANYTIME.
I AM OK, JUST CATCHING UP. HOW ARE YOU OVER THERE. I HAVE MISSED YOU IN THE BLOGS. YOU WAS MIA FOR A WHILE.
P.S.
SS - S&V has a message for you on her blog. She would appreciate it if you drop in to see it if you get a chance.
Goodnight, GS. Sleep well.
Fim, you are making my ears ring. I doubt your innocence when talking about nibbling your bum. I missed you, too.
Awww, my movie night with my BFFL got canceled tonight. Her husband got in a car accident last night. His car spun out (which is weird, because it happened at the same time that we were talking about cars spinning out in AIM chat last night!) and flattened a pine tree. He is all right, not a scratch on him. But the car is trashed and so she couldn't come over. So we phone chatted, and here I am at BlogBelieve tonight. ^_^
I have a post of epic proportions, as I'm sure you can all imagine.
First and most important: Fimble Star, my thoughts are with you. You are just having such a rough time of it lately, it's like you can't catch a break. I'm so sorry. I'll be on AIM later, will you be there? Also, my Mom gets such a kick out of when you guys shout her out. I gave her your message by the way, and she LOLled. ^_^ Thank you for that. And Fimble? You made me LOL in chat the other night when I was having my piss-poor pity party over not being pretty. (Do you love my alliteration? ^_~ ) Thank you for that, too.
Elena: I'm so glad that your kids are safe. I don't even know what kind of frantic mess I would have been in your situation. But you handle things really bravely. I'm glad you guys are all all right. That's crazy.
Jealous anons: You are actually the ones putting SS and Mayo on a pedestal by bitching that they ignore you. Dollars to donuts a few or more of us have ignored you at some point, too, simply because it's impossible to greet everyone. Didn't hear you complain about that, huh? (Well, some people shouted at me about that, but I have yet to figure out why and it is also beside the point.) The point is, you are the ones putting them on a pedestal. Sure, we all like their little shout-outs; I enjoy hearing from them, too, it's completely nice. I fully own that. But to make someone feel crappy and cause such an uproar over it is petty, and it separates them from the rest of us, as if we're some low form of life and you don't care if you don't hear from us, but if you dont' hear from them, you're crushed. That's ridiculous.
S(S)S: No, the problem is not solved. And there's nothing you can do to solve it, because you can't control the behavior of others. And changing what you do isn't going to make the problem go away; all it's going to do is frustrate and confine you. I can't believe I have to tell you this, because you're often so wise and you get people like few people do, but I'm telling you anyway: You can't please everyone. So instead, you should be yourself and continue to do what feels right. Do what you enjoy, what makes you smile. So people were upset because you didn't acknowledge them? Guess what? I always get called out for the same thing, with my stupid, pointless joke of a story and even with just day to day BlogBelieve stuff. "YOU NEVER SAID MY NAME! YOU DIDN't SAY HI TO MY FRIEND! YOU NEVER ASKED HOW SO AND SO WAS WHEN SHE DISAPPEARED!" You're not the only one who gets that kind of behavior. People need to realize that there is no way to read and respond to every comment if you have things like a job and a life. You just do the best you can. I can't even remember everyone's damn name on this thing; I'm bad with names. You know what I tell people who shout me down for silly, petty things like that? "I'm not the door greeter." I'm sorry if I forget or leave people out, but what can you do? There are so many people here, so many comments, there's no way to read and respond to all of them.
Most people here understand that. (The good thing is that now that you made a point of it, people will probably back off of me when I don't acknowledge them sometimes. Thank you for that. ;D )
So just don't let them get you down, and whatever you do, don't let them change how you behave. Here's me: NOT taking down my story just because people objected to it, or that I left someone out, or forgot to say "hello" to someone. You don't have to take down your shout-outs, either, okay? There's no reason for you to unless you personally wanted to. It's your blog, therefore your choice. They made other people happy and they made you smile, or you wouldn't have done it. Don't let one person ruin it for you.
More than that, S(S)S, I hope you know that we do sincerely like and admire you, and it bums us out that someone bums you out. Don't give them that power. It's the internet, they're anonymous. Shrug your shoulders and keep smiling. It's what I do, anyway. ^____^
Huh, words of wisdom from the biggest bitch on the blog. Who'd have thought? ^_~
ETA: Fair points, anons. I'll sign in and say it: Fair points. I've done the same thing, sure, at least privately, you know, in my own head. Wondered if something I'd worked on and that I thought was nice or meaningful had fallen on deaf ears as it were. I have tried not to bitch about it if only because people have bitched at me for the same thing and I fully realize how impossible it is to keep up. Not only that, but we shouldn't have to keep up. Read one of my earlier posts about this exact same subject in which I said plainly: NO ONE IS OBLIGED TO ANSWER ANYONE, not Mayo, now SS. It is what it is. You get what you get and you don't get upset. It comes down to this: It's nice to be acknowledged by people that you admire for whatever reason. It is not, however, necessary. And to guilt trip them over it is cheap. To beg is cheaper. (And a wolf never begs. ;D ) That goes for regulars and anons.
Oh, and one last thing: Fake Kapunua, you fail at, like, life. Seriously.
Ok I don't think I can say anymore on this.
I cannot recall individual comments from days ago and I feel I am unable to comment fairly if I can't recall what you are concerned about.
if I have gotten attention at any time and that has upset anyone please forgive me, I don't think I have ever come across as begging for attention but if i have, sorry.
If I have ignored anyone , sorry too.
If I have unfairly attacked anyone signed in or anon i'm sorry
However I am not sorry for defending the posting of "Dominic"
So anon, I bow out, if you have issues I hope you resolve them but arguing about it isn't going to do anything.
Please speak to the peple who concern you by email or at their blogs, be civil and state your case and I'm sure if it is something they are made aware of and understand it is causing problems they can work to change it.
I think Mayo and SS would be saddened to feel that issues can't be resolved amicably. Regardless of who wants attention or who doesn't or who doesn't care.
Things in the past cannot be changed but if you care enough then the future can be more pleasant.
GS, Fim, Entropy, hello my darl's. ^_^
I'm not arguing Ergorpoxy!!! Just stating a point!!! Thank you other anon I knew there had to be more people who thought the same way. Kapu you do the same thing asking for attention only you do it with your story all the time.
Anonymous said...
Kapu you do the same thing asking for attention only you do it with your story all the time.
Reading comprehension, meffer. Learn it. Me: Fair points, anons. I'll sign in and say it: Fair points. I've done the same thing, sure, at least privately, you know, in my own head. Wondered if something I'd worked on and that I thought was nice or meaningful had fallen on deaf ears as it were.
...
Read one of my earlier posts about this exact same subject in which I said plainly: NO ONE IS OBLIGED TO ANSWER ANYONE....
Are you picking up what I'm putting down, Anon?
anon I have no idea how many anons there are
argue - smargue it's a word, ok stating your point this way is less efficient that it could be.
hey entropy, i can not shout anymore. i can hear lol. orh you missd me, well you are my pimp after all. and remember a fimble is always innocent
jules, well hello young lady. i am sorry for your friends hubby, and thank you for saying your kind words. and tell mummy k she needs to come and sy hi.
bye ergo have fun fishing
'Are you picking up what I'm putting down, Anon?'
I don't know what you mean when you say that, also you said you wanted Elena and Toujours to take heir story down because it took away from yours. how is that not asking for attention.
Goodnight GS. Sweet dreams and i'm sorry I didn't respond to your previous comment. I had to start the horrible thing that's called chores O_o
Damn, are you anons still complaining about this?
I don't think "always" is the right word. Never suits you better.
Hey Jules! I'm glad your friend is okay. Must have been scaring.
BARRACK OBAMA'S CAMPAIGN PROMISES.
He is funny, smart, cute, and can change America.
LOVE!
also you said you wanted Elena and Toujours to take heir story down because it took away from yours. how is that not asking for attention.
Bright Star, that was not me. Hence my "fake Kapunua" comment.
Entropy: Actually, he was pretty chill about it. O_O
Get on chat! We're having a blast. Well, sorta. :)
entropy, you are a dirty bird and do you know what. i am so....
innocent
So today at work I got: Smacked, hugged, glomped, flashed, pinched, shoved, called a ho, kicked in the butt, threatened with violent bodily harm, a rubber band shot at me, and half my brownie stolen.
I love my job. ^_^
That was a funny clip, Jules.
I loved the Regis one. The whole thing was LOLable.
I guess people take things like that differently.
Of course I'm a dirty bird. Being a pimp and all. But you are my ho which makes you just as dirty.
Jules, my job is not as fun as that. What was flashed at you?
Boobs were flashed at me. As freaking usual.
Oh, check this out. Remembe I said we fired the psycho? Well, she came back last week to discuss the reasons for her firing with our supervisor. (I guess she didn't get that stealing our stuff and randomly trashing things, aside from being a psycho in general, was not cool!)
Anyway, during their discussion she said that she said she didn't feel she fit in because there were too many jokes told at our hospital. She pointed me out specifically saying that she felt I twisted things around to sound perverted, and her exact words were, "I can't be like that. My thoughts are pure."
Guys? I think this means that mine are impure.
^________^
Ok, I wasn't going to do this (Famous Last Words), but here we go. Since the anon who keeps bringing up my post to Mayo the other day can't find it AND keeps misquoting it, here it is. As for deleting it, HELL NO!
Original Punks said...
Mayo,
I haven't sat down and just talked to you in quite a while, but I really wanted to today.
First things first, it is so good to see you joining in with the Family, playing along with us, making your own house a home. We did a lot of decorating during the times you were gone, and it looks pretty damn good.
The fridge and pantry are well stocked, we are chosing our rooms and building on even as I write. Oh, feel free to give us a color scheme or two for some of the common areas.
But I did want to talk to you about one thing. See, I got an e-mail from someone, and in respect for their privacy I will not tell you who, just that it is someone on here who has been a Lovely from nearly the beginning, and really cares for you. She has written many heartfelt words to you.
One of the last times you posted, the house was nearly empty, only about 5 or 6 were still up or at home. This person asked you how you were, and even though you did answer a few others, you did not return their hello and inquiry.
Now, this is not a "pay attention to me or everyone!" comment. Not at all. You are busy, we are all busy, can't talk to all at once, etc. But on this particular night, this person was having a REALLY bad night, one that I won't go into detail about, but it was not good. And I'm sure you know, if you already feel bad, things can get to you more.
Sweetie, try to at least say hello to all that ask you while you are here, even if it's nothing more than that. It may not take long for you, but it might mean a lot to someone else. I know it would have to her that night.
So, yeah, you knew I'd be the one to call you on it. You said once you look for us to pass judgement on you, and well, this is just something that needed to be addressed.
You are a good person, sweetheart, but think of the ones who take time out of their day too to talk to you. They do it because they honestly care about you, and because they honestly believe you care about us too. I have no doubt of that, honey. I have seen it, and smile greatly when I see just how far all of us have come.
Having said that, have a wonderful day, sweetie, and take care of yourself. I love you dearly.
Love.Hope.Faith.
L.
January 18, 2008 4:52 PM
Now, Anon, pay attention to a couple of things. First:
"Now, this is not a "pay attention to me or everyone!" comment. Not at all. You are busy, we are all busy, can't talk to all at once, etc. But on this particular night, this person was having a REALLY bad night, one that I won't go into detail about, but it was not good. And I'm sure you know, if you already feel bad, things can get to you more."
Unlike you, this was not for myself, or for a OOOOOO, talk to my friend (He didn't even know who I was talking about). This was a simple talk with a FRIEND.
Second:
"Sweetie, try to at least say hello to all that ask you while you are here, even if it's nothing more than that. It may not take long for you, but it might mean a lot to someone else. I know it would have to her that night."
What part of that said "GIVE ALL YOUR ATTENTION TO US OR THEM?"
Third:
"So, yeah, you knew I'd be the one to call you on it. You said once you look for us to pass judgement on you, and well, this is just something that needed to be addressed.
You are a good person, sweetheart, but think of the ones who take time out of their day too to talk to you. They do it because they honestly care about you, and because they honestly believe you care about us too. I have no doubt of that, honey. I have seen it, and smile greatly when I see just how far all of us have come.
Having said that, have a wonderful day, sweetie, and take care of yourself. I love you dearly."
If you have been around here even a couple of months, you KNOW this is how I talk to him. Always have. Always will. Because I don't want to treat him like he's on a pedestal, that he's made of glass and that I can't say things to him like I would ANY of my friends on here.
What truly bothers me is that you pick and choose a few posts from people on here and use them to bend words to what you have predetermined. If you looked through five months worth of comments on this blog, you would see the many sweet, kind things that have been said, the support that has been given, the love that is evident between people on here.
You know, I don't even like addressing the group as Family, Mayo and SS. Because to me, they are ALL just Family.
And the MOST disturbing thing is that I do not believe you are a bunch of random anons. I think you are the ones from the other night who had an issue with J. and I, and with BC, and Lord knows who else. Oh, SS, today, and a bit of Mayo. I wonder what your true agenda is. Because there is one.
I can't decide if you are regulars who wigged out, got together and decided to drive away as many as possible in a methodical plan, or if you simply started targeting people.
Or if you are outsiders who think they can come in and plant doubt and discord.
You will not win. I don't care how smart you believe you are, you are dealing with something you cannot comprehend.
Love, compassion, empathy, loyalty, strength, and unity.
These words are not in your vocabulary. They cannot be. All I read is hate, selfishness, cruelty, and a fanatical need to destroy.
You are vultures in the worst sense of the words.
Family,
I urge you, please, from now on, any cruel anon is a blank comment, not to be addressed, even if the buttons they push are hard to ignore. This group can be fought only one way, and that is to ignore. Open the door, take that stick, broom, brick and knock them back in the yard before they can speak.
It is in our nature to defend each other, but this group has no heart, nothing to argue with. Only complete silence can make a difference.
To my TRUE FAMILY, I love you. Elena, I am so glad your girls are alright. It boggles the mind what people are capable of.
Love,
L.
You're a dirty ho, Jules.
OP L, hear hear! We loves you too!
I urge you, please, from now on, any cruel anon is a blank comment, not to be addressed
Hear hear. U've been saying this same thing for a while now, but I do understand the desire to introduce got-nothing-better-to-do-with-my-time random slaggers to steel-toed boot.
U've=I've
well i am trying to ignore from now on. it s just pointless words from a bottomless pit
You are making it so overdramatic, no-one is here to destroy you. But what you said was no different from what the anon said, that people felt left out when Mayo and SS didn't say hi to them in some way. You can ignore me if you want but I am just being reasonable not mean. You were howling for that anon's blood when they said the same thing some of you were saying.
I'm filthy, E. I don't deny. ^_^
Well, I'm off to read, then to bed. Have a nice night, everyone :)
*runs after jules with a big sponge*
come here jules i will scrub you clean you dirty ho ;)
*giggles like a loon just the thought of running around*
hello rw and nighty night rw. take care hun
Thank you, BC, RW, Fimble. How are you guys tonight?
Love,
L.
Goodnight and sweet dreams RW
BC
Whoops, Goodnight RW!
Love,
L.
No problem OP L. I'm doing okay, but I could use some Tylenol at the moment.
hey L, i am ok. fancy being a tad hyper but hey wats new. how are you coping. how are all your lovely colours bearing up
BC, it's been a Tylenol kind of day. Do you remember the commercials from a few years ago where they showed people in the E.R. with everything from a broke arm on, and when the family member comes in and asks if the patient is alright, they said:
"Oh, yeah, I just got whacked in the head with a two by four but the doctor gave me TWO extra-strength Tylenol and I feel fine!"
I would have whacked the DOCTOR with a two by four if that's all they tried to give me...
Love,
L.
YOu are not ignoring because I am wrong and 'mean'. You are ignoring because I am right and you don't want to say it. What you said was no different from what the anon said and you were all howling for blood. 'Some people are saddened when they get left out'. Same thing!!! But no body wants to admit.
Night, RW!
You so funny, Fimmy.
Mummy k, i didnt see my comment but thank you.
OP L, indeed it has, but more than ever, I feel like smacking someone with a two by four or stick a spiked boot up their ass.
But that impulse will pass eventually. Maybe some tea will help.
And oh yeah, too many Tylenol commercials I see nowadays, I don't remember the old ones O_o
no pimpy i am so dirty
OH WHO SAID THAT
*looks around the room to check who said that*
You know folks, I'm a pretty laid back sort of dude. When I see something that upsets me, I usually get depressed. I seldom get angry, but right now I'm pissed!
I commented an anon here earlier saying they felt they weren't getting any attention. I kind of felt sorry for them, as they seemed to be having self-esteem issues.
Now I come back and see loads of 'it's not fair' business that seems to get rehashed here every other day.
Honestly, not fair is that a quarter of the world's children live in poverty and 16000 of them die of starvation every day. Not fair is that 50000 people in the US are sold into slavery every year. Not fair is the countless number of people who are disabled or disfigured who are continuously mocked and jeered at, all the while praying not to get attention.
These anons seriously need a reality check.
Doing pretty good Fimble, a lovely array of colors!
By the way, J. says HI! from the couch.
I did better than I thought in surgery. I was really nervous, but they gave me happy juice before they took me in the OR and that helped.
The strangest thing was not knowing what to expect in the OR. The room was so large and sterile looking, with all these trays of instruments around and about 7 or 8people swarming over me. It was SOOO cold in there. And the lights are HUGE.
When they got me on the OR table, the nurses started straping my arms down, putting tubes up my nose,(they put a breathing tube down my throat after I was out) blood pressure cuff on my arm, strapping my arm on a board, put a ice pack on my leg and pulled my ankles together and strapped them down. I kept looking around like "What are you doing?" I felt like Frankenstein's monster. They told me it was so the doctor would have room to work and I wouldn't fall off the table while I was out.
Thanks.
The anesthesiologist came over them and put a syringe of stuff in my IV, and he leaned over me, smiled, and said "Nighty-night." And that was IT until I woke up in recovery, hurting and nauseous. But they gave me stuff for both, so I did ok. Like I said, better than I thought!
L.
Yes, you are dirty! You naughty thing you.
Hey Bikey.
Hey Mama K!
Awww, Ma! You'd better acknowledge everyone!
I'm just playin' wityoo Ma. ^_^
Oh, Bikey, how right you are! Puts things in perspective, that's for sure. If the worst thing these anons deal with on a daily basis is this blog, well, they should count their blessings.
You got some hard tread on those tires, Bikey. Thank you.
Love,
L.
Please pass to Mayo:
Mayo,
How are you this evening? I hope you are happy and well. Me? I'm just blah. Haven't really felt good all day. Now, as I am writing this note to you, I feel eyes piercing a hole in the back of my head. Yes, I am being timed and watched.
Sorry to make this so fucking short tonight, but sometimes real life is what it is. And tonight it is a big hot boiling mess and I am just trying not to stir the pot. Feel me? I know you do.
Mayo, I hope you are never in a position where you feel you can't do exactly you need to do or be yourself. May they never use your love for them against you....to guilt you or manipulate you.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. In 2 places at once.
Hi Entropy,Hi L, Hi Jules!
Sorry if I'm ranting.
Hello, Bikey. ^_^ Good perspective: I spend much of my time trying to fly under the radar so as to not be looked at.
Heard, though? Different story. Words are safe. :D
Bikey, exactly. How are you? This is why some of those anons are not receiving any pity or sympathy from me. There are others who have it far worse than them.
BC
Hey, Bikey. Don't worry. It's hard to keep from screaming like a banshee around here some days.
Miss T's computer is on the blink. She will be sad she missed you.
L.
OP L, the anesthesiologist actually told you "nighty night?"
This may be silly, but I never hear anything like that before. It's kinda amazing
calling back in to say Hello Bikey Hello Katherine!!
L theatre is the weirdest place I had an epidural for a C-section and it's freaky seeing them doing stuff and picking things up. Plus those big lights are like mirrors!
Bikey you are so right. If all you have to be worried about is how something on a blog in the virtual universe is not really fair, then you are doing pretty well.
Oh and M.A.D. have new songs coming out! Really looking forward to it!
I'm off soon to hopefully catch a big one!
(fish that is I'll post a pic if I do, or I'll steal someone elses for a pic and lie - that's fishing!LOL!!)
oh and 6 chicks have hatched
BC, he DID! And he smiled so sweetly when he said it. :)
When J. had eye surgery for the first time, her doctor's first name was Bruce, and when they were taking her out of the room to the OR, he was in there and he told her he would see her there, and she waved this HUGE, Queen Elizabeth type wave and yelled, "OK, BRUCIE! SEE YOU THERE!"
It was hilarious. Even the doc cracked up.
L.
oh and strangely my obstetrician and anaethestist fought over music - Patsy Cline - Boots are Made for Walkin'
he (the anaesthetist) got in first !
whoa multitasking is sooooooo not my thing.
lets say hi again,
hello
j&L
Bikey - bravo son, cheers for that
bc
kd
entropy - dirty bird
jules
Mummy k
Hi Ergo, Katherine. Ergo, the baby chicks hatched? Aww. I bet they look adorable
oh and ergo - hello
i thought you were off fishing
Hi BC, Hi Ergo, Hi FS!
Hey, KD, I almost missed you.
Ergo, catch a big one!
(fish, of course... :))
L.
Hey fimble! Ergo, they were fighting over music?! LOL. OP L, lol. Now there is something I don't hear every day.
Bikey, KD, how are you guys?
bikey, how was work today. was it eventful?
BC,
I don't think "Brucie" had either!
Ergo, I can't believe they fought over music. I don't remember if there was music in the OR. Some "rock" music would have been appropriate though.
Ok, bad pun. I know.
L.
Yeah, Bikey, I meant to ask you, did you call your boss a "saucy wench" that night you were trying to work and talk to us, or were you safe? ^_~
And is your boss a male or female? :)
L.
L I think it should have been my choice anyway!lol
and fimble I am going real soon but I couldn't resisit looking in!
(in about 1/2 hr)
Just as eventful as every other day FS, that is the problem.
Thankfully L,I was safe on that one. He would not have been amused!
ha i knew it ergo, you love me too much dont you. hahahahah
ENTROPY - YOU ARE A DIRTY BIRD WHO SLEEPS WITH HER PIMP STICK
maybe you should be naughty in work, everyone needs to be a ta naughty ;)
Exactly, Ergo! You should have had first pick!
By the way, who is M.A.D.?
L.
Well, yeah. I gotta or else someone would steal it or something.
Guys, remember how a while back someone started posting pictures of Gerard at his high school prom?
Well, someone started posting pictures of Frank's prom as well. I just seen the picture a few minutes ago.
Mayo
An early goodnight message from me because it’s been a long, long day.
I’ve sat here for the last few hours wondering why people do the fucked up things they do. Is it for attention? Are they just evil? Do they really have no heart or soul?
Of course I didn’t come up with an answer. I don’t think there is one. At least not one reason, I think it’s many reasons all rolled up together.
Hey, downer of a comment tonight isn’t it? Sorry.
I’ll really try to be more upbeat tomorrow. Take care of yourself, okay?
SS
Please think about what I asked. You know it’s not just 7 letters, not just a word. You know the meaning. Take care of yourself, my friend.
Elena
MESSAGE FROM MUSTARD!
mustardisbetter said...
Mayo:
Mayo! Don’t think! What are the two words I say to you most often?!
That’s right, “Thank you.” And I’ll do it again tonight. I commend you on your patience because you’ve shown us a lot of it. You most certainly don’t have to put up with some of the things that go down here, but you do anyway. And sometimes I don’t know why, but them I’m like, “That’s Mayo for you.”
You’re an upstanding dude for putting up with all of our crazy shit here, the good and the bad.
Story:
I talked to that person. I’m not sure what came of it, but it happened. Still stuck between an “I don’t really care anymore” stage and “I’m here if you need me.” And it’s a sucky position to be in. I hope that was never the case between you and the ghost. Because it’s fucking weird. Constantly fighting your thoughts but never really getting anywhere?
Anyway. They were really hurting, and they told me about this hurt. I told them I understood how it felt and I got this questionable look as if to say, “I really don’t know what you’re referring to.”
And in my head, I’m like, “Yeah. You wouldn’t. Thank you for not being there.” But, I didn’t say that. I just told them I knew exactly what it felt like to feel that pain. I’m not sure if they understood. Shit hurts and it keeps hurting. The only thing I wish for them is for it to stop, because you don’t want to see it eat away at people.
Funny thing no one thought that. Oh well.
Moral of the story is that there is no moral. There never is. There’s just loose ends that never meet. There’s just frayed shit. It takes work from both sides to make it work.
So, be patient. And you have that in you because I’ve seen it here. And thank you for that.
I’m hoping things are working out better for you in your real life. We won’t know until the next time around. I guess we’ll see then.
I’m done droning. I wish I had more things to say to make it all okay, but I don’t. I’m just here. Maybe that will be good enough.
SS:
Dude. I have no fucking idea how to even begin this.
I posted this at DM. Since you probably have no idea what that is, I’ll just say it here, too.
He has a vested interest in us, as we do him. WE produce the giggles. WE are the cause of the crazy looks. WE are cool ass meffers. Dude has to be back. Just needs a cool down period I guess. And all the more power to him. He knows us. He'll be back. I have faith in him.
And I do, and I hope you will return. This is now not about you. This is not about Mayo. This is not about us. This is about us all.
We see all of the kind things you do, the kind things Mayo does. We see it every single bit. Some of us hang on bated breath waiting for both of you to appear from the deepest depths of this internet world. Some of us sit there, and we just get this feeling, an unexplainable feeling. We see that OUR friend has come to shoot the breeze just like the rest of us. We see that he’s come by to fend off the craziness and failing hopelessly ;). We see you joke around, and make crazy comments, and then you say your peace.
You always leave us with something to think about. “Be good to each other.”
Sometimes we fail. I fail. But, damn it. I try, and I can only keep trying.
You leave and we talk about it for three days or however long we want to. Point being, you stick with us. You’re never really gone.
But, now it feels that way. And I don’t want that. I’m not going to beg, because you are a grown-ass person, as am I. But, just know, your presence here cannot be replaced. Thank you for all that you’ve unselfishly given us, all of your time and energy. Never. It will never be replacable.
Now's my turn.
Have faith in us.
it's Manhattan at Dawn they're a band Bikey turnedme on to
one last thing it's AUSTRALIA DAY!!!!
the 26th (which it is here ) so
HAPPY AUSTRALIA DAY EVERYONE!!!!
Oh, Bikey, it could have been funny though. Right?
When I was an accountant I worked in a cubicle with another lady. My boss was this really shy guy who unbeknownst to me was rounding the corner of the cube to give me some reports.
Right at that time, I said to my co-worker, who had just invited me to a "toy" party, "Oh, I've GOT toys, what I need is an actual MAN."
The look on his face could not be described, and I thought I was going to be the first person to prove it was possible to die from embarrassment. He turned and walked away and it was never spoke of again...
L.
happy aurtralia day ergo, still waiting for my mayo and away episode.
nighty night elena, sweet dreams
splash, yo ho
entropy - i would steal it then i would be able to get a pay rise
I am sorta semi lurking about. Annie's team won! (Frankly, I couldn't believe my eyes) Happy Australia Day! I noticed that on my calendar earlier. And also, Sydney White is a kickass movie, our whole family loved it. Yes, I am quite random tonight. I think it's because I am lost without my pimp.
Happy Australia day Ergo!! I just ordered a pizza so I should feel much better within 45 minutes or so because pizza is pure happiness in a pie, although I just asked myself what was I thinking having to drag the poor pizza delivery boy out into the cold, but I was like "Fuck it. He'll live." ^_^
Sorry for my ramble.
hey carrie
tell annie well done. did she cheer her little heart out?
Carrie, yay! Hi there and how are you?
You would steal it and then I would beat you to death with it. No pay raise.
CAAAAARRIE! I'm happy about Annie's team, that's awesome. They won 'cause of her cheers, I know this. You're lost? Psh, what you think I am?
Yes, she and her cohorts did. They are little girls but they do know how to holler. Hey BC, I'm jealous of your future pizza. And Fim, is our pimp being good to you, or do we have to form a union for us hos?
Carrie, that's awesome! I'm glad to hear it. ^___^
entropy you are never lost, i am by your side always (until a john comes by)
pimp me with you pimppin stick
pimp me
pimp me
*dances around*
Good night, Elena. Get some rest and take care of yourself, ok. Love you.
L.
Carrie, don't be jealous. The poor little pizza is only going to be engulfed in my stomach in 45 minutes, tops. Muhaha ;p
Goodnight Elena. Sweet dreams.
oh carrie, we do have to form a union. maybe we could get monthly pay rise's. oh and we could have uniforms (now wat do ho's wear ermmmmm)
I'm always good to my hos!
Fimble Fingers, you are such a naughty liar.
Babe,why the fuck won't you answer my e-mails?
ohh entropy, i never heard so much dribble
well guys, my computers is starting to go slow so i will bid you all farewell. goodnight everyone
Good evening guys.
Goodnight, guys. I am really tired, and it's been a long day.
Family, once more,
I urge you, please, from now on, any cruel anon is a blank comment, not to be addressed, even if the buttons they push are hard to ignore. This group can be fought only one way, and that is to ignore. Open the door, take that stick, broom, brick and knock them back in the yard before they can speak.
It is in our nature to defend each other, but this group has no heart, nothing to argue with. Only complete silence can make a difference.
ALL of the Family, love you, have a good night and sweet dreams. I hope we all meet again here tomorrow with a better light in our heart.
Its all about the love,
Pactum Serva.
L.
Good evening my little teddy bear. How are you? BC here is eating some pizza at the moment
*hugs*
Sweet Dreams L, love you sweetie. J as well. =]
<3
Hey Bc, I am alright, how are you? =]
*HUG*
Goodnight, Fimmy fim. Sleep well and dream of not leaving your pimp and being nicer to her.
Goodnight and sweet dreams OP L
I'm doing okay grasshopper, just eating some pizza and watching The Sopranos.
Sounds fun BC. I'm drinking a Coke slurpee? =]
SS
no words of mine will bring you back but i just wanted to say my piece to get it off my mind.
i am sorry for what happened today. i am sorry you felt you had to do that. i am sorry it happened at that time. i am sorry i didnt help much but to be honest i had more shit on my mind that i really couldnt cope. i found out that my nana passed away today, yet i wasnt sad that she passed as such, i was sad because i didnt feel what i thought i should feel.
i dont think it really sinks into my mind that people go but i think to myself that you are born and you die. thats what life is all about. how sad it that, to not even have emotion when someone dies. i have memories that seem like yesterday when i walked into my nanas house. i can remember the walls, the smell. i remember what she was wearing but that was when i was 7 years old. that was a very very long time ago yet i can imagine it like it was yesterday. i havent seen her since then, family problems but at the ned of the day she was family and i should feel something. maybe i am just fucked up and basically not human for feeling like it. shame on me really.
my dog passed away and i cried yet the next day it was like nothing had happened. like i accept it there and then and after it i dont give two thoughts about it. i ask myself many questions every second of the day yet i never find the answers. maybe i need to change so i can find them. maybe i need to do something to change me in the way i feel and the way i see things.
so after all that nonesense i just wrote and basically told you, i feel like a loon becasue i opened my mind, my heart and my tears but i feel i will just have to suck it up.
i am sorry you had a shit time visiting here today but please know that geese fly in a V formation, geese protect each other. when one goose goes down then the other geese go down to. you are a goose ss, a mighty fine, kind and amazing goose and i would gladly go down and protect you. please help and protect us. i like to think you will.
i had a pretty shit day today and i know for a fact i will have a shit day tomorrow but i come here to speak with my friends, i hope you have friends in real life that you can speak to because i know first hand what it is like having no one to speak to.
goodnight ss, sweet dreams and for the love of geese dream happy thoughts.
xx
FS, I'm sorry to hear about your loss. Really. You're strong, and you may be surprised at how you feel, but you'll soon realize that you don't feel how you exactly think you do. If that makes sense.
I love you lots sweetie.<3
A coke slurpee? Yummy! How is the Hug Fu training going?
BC, I think it's coming along quite well.
Toujours will be a master in no time. She can begin training others when the time is right. It's almost near. =]
I have a lot on my mind right now.
I think I'm just going to lurk in the shadows around some sites.
Goodbye for now BC.<3
*hug*
Aww paperheart, is there anything you want to talk about? You know I am hear to listen whenever you need it. Take care. Love and big hugs to you!
OK, I just logged on and it is obvious that SOMETHING happened today and it wasn't very good...
So, tell me...
Who is here?
And what the fuck happened?
Mayo,
Will you hear me if my post is lengthy? Will you surrender your ears to me? I'm not sure if I can scream it loud enough!
Please change your settings so that "Anons" can not post here. Can you see the hurt and damage that is done by these "anons"? Please, please, please, do something to help.
I know, our friend (you know the one) will no longer be able to post as an anon, but he can create a name that he feels comfortable enough using. We will recognize him.
Mayo... Please? Someone needs to help us
What the Jesus H Christ has been going on around here?
Who broke my FUCKING LAMPS?
-A
Hi Mya, Amy. How are you guys?
Obviously nothing good happened today. Some anon who claimed to be a "family member" was offended because they complained that SS was showing favoritism towards the Family, or some shit like that.
SS felt really bad that he took down the stuff that was posted on his blog. You can guess that alot of us were pissed off about it.
BC
Is it safe to enter the lions' den?
Anon @ 11:21 p.m.
Huh?
KD, yep, right now it's safe. Almost everyone is gone. It's pretty quiet right now
Thanks for ginving me the run-down, BC. I apreciate it.
What I DON'T appreciate is someone having the nerve to do that to SS! Dammit!
SS, you have done nothing wrong! You can not blame yourself for this person's insecurities!
Everything you have done here, has only made us appreciate you more. You are a wonderful role-model. Please...
I want Mayo to disable Anons
Pantera,
About ready to strangle someone.
There... there are just NO WORDS right now.
-A
No problem Mya. Amy, you should be glad you weren't here earlier. A lot of us were really pissed off about what this stupid fucker did to SS.
Mya, I want him to disable the anon comments too. I am getting fed up with it.
SS,
You and I, we don't talk much. You play a very important part around here though, as important as Mayo.
I'm sure you've seen that I have a.... vulgar mouth and an unpleasant attitude when it comes to Anonymous.
Especially anonymous that use their words to hurt or disgust people.
The kind of person you present yourself to be will probably frown on a person such as myself for saying what I am about to say, but I'm sorry. I've had enough of the bullshit, cocksucking, attention-whoring LOSERS that come here to de-stable our minds and send some of us heading for cover.
I don't hide, and soon they won't be able to either.
Amyranth
Hello BC, Amy, Mya, Paperheartxx. Katherine! How are you all tonight?
I see it was another eventful day in blog believe. Well, we certainly can't say it's ever dull around here!
*big hugs for anyone feeling 'slighted'*
AND *big hugs for SS, since he seems sad now*
Love and BIG HUGS for all!
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
I think if Mayo disabled anons this would be the freakingest boring ass blog on the planet.
Mayonaise,
Darling, I'm sure you're going to pass by silently. It's unlikely you didn't hear the screams, even in your room.
If this is a castle, and you are the King, consider myself the Soldier, kneeling and armed for battle.
This is going to get worse before it gets better.
And I plan to fight, every step of the way.
Anonymous, you are plenty. But I am strong. It will be a COLD DAY IN HELL before you are rid of me.
I hope you know a thing or two about bulls.
No? How about this?
Thing One - Don't piss off a charging bull.
Thing Two - I don't need horns to be a PAIN in your ASS.
Go ahead. Try me.
-A
Hello, Wendy!
Hi Wendy how are you? Anon, it does not matter. Disabling anon comments would be a wonderfully fucking great thing, regardless if the blog becomes slightly boring.
You wouldn't understand.
Anonymous said...
I think if Mayo disabled anons this would be the freakingest boring ass blog on the planet.
That's funny. I don't.
It would only be boring to you, Anon, because then you wouldn't be able to pull your usual shit!
Anonymous said...
I think if Mayo disabled anons this would be the freakingest boring ass blog on the planet.
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Uh-oh! Are you calling us boring Anonymous? ;-)
You ARE a kind soul anonymous, right?
No, I would just have to read your usual shit without an outlet to answer it, and that would make me so sad.
Amy my friend, you make me beam with pride ^_^
Like I mentioned before anon, you don't understand. You haven't been here for five months to understand why we get fed up with this shit.
Why do you feel compelled to answer?
Anonymous said...
No, I would just have to read your usual shit without an outlet to answer it, and that would make me so sad.
Please tell me you mean something nice by that.
My usual shit is a big, steaming pile and if you don't like it....
-A
I doubt that would ever happen, Mayo likes to play games.
Now I am not implying he is mean, just that he probably likes to play different characters, just for fun.
Mya, shitty day at work, shitty day on the blogs.
Mya, do you have email? Or Gmail?
-A
Mya and BC: I'm doing good, thanks for asking!
What's new with you two ladies?
Are you feeling any better Mya?
I see Amy is fiesty tonight :D
I was asking the Anon, Why do you feel compelled to "answer"?
Anon, that is why you can create your own name and blog. I swear, are anons just fucking lazy to make up names and sign in with them, instead of using anonymous? :/
KD, I will still want him to disable anon comments, regardless if he likes to play five billion different characters.
I haven't seen Mayo play any different characters lately.
Wendy, had a shitty day on the blog,
and my evil side has been reaching the surface throughout the day because of it.
I'm okay now, but I will have no problem if I have to fight back this late in the night.
Anon616 -OM NOM NOM NOM.
-A
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