Tuesday, December 4, 2007

A little rough around the edges…

I have not yet entered into a static free zone. Buzz, buzz, buzz…my head is ready to fucking split. I asked him if it still mattered at all.

I am waiting for his reply.

I have been half way around my brain with this shit, and it just keeps coming up the same. And I am repeating myself, here in the dark, not quite alone.

In time.

p.s. patience please, my lovelies...I am listening.

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ergoproxy said...

hi cupcake I didn't say hello before, and that guy sounds like a real catch

night sdock

ergoproxy said...

oh yes In your eyes is lovely.


I get a bit sad with We are the champions
a friend had it as the final song at his funeral, he was an awesome guy
and he organised it himself (terminal illness) one of the best funerals I've been to, sad but so Terry

katherine dreier said...

John Cusack is hot, in a nerdy way (which is all good) I loved him in High Fidelity, great movie.

Getting completely off subject, I love TBS Make Damn Sure.

katherine dreier said...

Sorry Sdock,

Missed speaking to you.

Ciao, buona notte bella!

Vivienne said...

Hi ergo *hugs*

Anonymous said...

katherine dreier said...

Getting completely off subject, I love TBS Make Damn Sure.


I love TBS pretty much everything, but yeah, that is a good'un. aNd half of the video is, too. (That nature channel stuff makes me have to look away some of the time, but still.) Such a clever video. I watch it before bed sometimes. ^_^

Oh, duh, for songs that make me cry! MY BLUE HEAVEN. Still. Almost every time.

resurrected wreck said...

Heading to bed, folks. Have a great night :)

ergoproxy said...

cucake did you enjoy your concert and trip away?

i read your blog , did you do anything else good?

Anonymous said...

Isn't he cute. After all these years, I still think he's adorable.

Now, please don't make fun of me, but I use to think (God help me) Jon Cryer was cute too. I loved him as Duckie in Pretty in Pink. Now, I know he hasn't aged well (or maybe its just me) but I still think he looked cute in that movie. I love Pretty in Pink, such a cult classic...

P.S. How can you not love, The Duck Man?... LOL

Jennicula said...

Good night RW. Sweet Dreams

ergoproxy said...

goodnight RW

Original Punk J said...

Songs that make you cry, hunh? Mine is "Sally's Pigeons" by Cyndi Lauper. Also "True Colors". Something about her voice just fractures my heart. It's so soulful.

J

PS. L has gone to bed; her CFS has been acting up the past couple of days. She said to tell you all goodnight and she'll try to come on a little tomorrow.

Vivienne said...

Goodnight RW!

Oh ergo, it was all good, I had the time of my life, particularly meeting yup with old friends, remembering there's a whole world out there.

katherine dreier said...

Kapunua,

I agree, fantastic clip, cleverly edited. (I love all the gymnastics by Adam, he's quite cute too!)

Emily, I'm not familiar with that movie. When was it made?

MissTottenham said...

Mustard, please come back on AIM.

ergoproxy said...

goodness, pretty in pink!
I haven't seen that for years!

people say my hubby looks like Nic Cage, which is fine by me

Anonymous said...

Oh man. I can load it.


Make me cry song:

If I'm in that weird, depressed mood, "Wish You Were Here" or "Comfortably Numb."

For no reasons at all, just because they make me curl up into a fetal position:
1. "Dark Alley"
2. "My Blue Heaven"
3. Sometimes "Novacaine" and "Desert Song"


Kapunua:

Will you ever tell me the reason behind your intense love for MBH?

Jennicula said...

J. give L. a hug for me.

good night gang.

Vivienne said...

J, does L have Chronic Fatigue?
I do! .... not sure why I'm being so enthusiastic about it!

And True Colors also tugs at my heart strings.

Vivienne said...

Mustard, Comfortably Numb is one of my VERY fave Pink Floyd songs!

ergoproxy said...

cupcake that is wonderful!
I had a ball too, both my concerts were great and I saw Elton John last night and he was really good (I got a friends ticket) I wasn't planning on going but we had a great time.

Anonymous said...

Pretty in Pink is the ultimate cult classic from 1986.

Check out the scene where he imitates Otis Redding and you'll see why the Duck Man is so special.

ergoproxy said...

oh comfortably numb is a fantastic song

ergoproxy said...

I was a little old to really love Pretty in Pink lol
But it was a great movie, and The Breakfast Club

Anonymous said...

Ooohh, I love Nic Cage in Valley Girl.

I thought he was so gorgeous in the film. Every time I hear Modern English's, I Melt with You, it reminds me of that film.

Vivienne said...

Elton John? fuck yeah!

Original Punk J said...

Night Jennicula, I'll do that first thing tomorrow.

Cupcake, L is pretty sure she has Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, which hasn't been diagnosed officially, along with fibromyalgia, which has. She has days, like yesterday, where she literally cannot get up off the couch or out of bed. Her body just refuses to cooperate. On good days, she's really active, bouncy, perky, one of the happiest and nicest people you'd want to meet. But on bad days, it just drains her, physically and emotionally both.

J

katherine dreier said...

oooh, an '80's movie!

"Save Ferris" (had to sneak that in :D )

katherine dreier said...

Night Jenn!

Original Punk J said...

Speaking of L, she must've put that little dragon-thingy on our profile and not told me. My first comment came up earlier, I saw the icon, and thought, Where the Hell did THAT come from?

It's cute, though, innit?

J

ergoproxy said...

I love Nic Cage in Raising Arizona.

plus I just love that movie!

Anonymous said...

katherine dreier said...

Kapunua,

I agree, fantastic clip, cleverly edited. (I love all the gymnastics by Adam, he's quite cute too!)


Oh my gosh, he's such a dollface. I love the way he throws himself all around and swings that damn mic. I'm a sucker for a guy with deft hands, it's ridiculous. ^_^


Kapunua:

Will you ever tell me the reason behind your intense love for MBH?


I dunno that I could put it into words. That song is WIDE open to interpretation. I guess it just brings me back to a time when I needed to hear those words and believe them, but I never had that song back then and I wish I had. But it still means a lot. I don't know, I kind of don't have the words to describe it. Rare, I know! O_O

Anonymous said...

The 80's Rule!!!

Movies, New Wave Music, Pop Culture....

What's not to love?

Speaking of the 80's, guess who saw Bon Jovi recently?

Vivienne said...

My mother has fibromyalgia.
Our family are usually attractive creative people, who are very ill most of the time and/or crazy as a cut snake.

katherine dreier said...

Kapu,

Adam love is good love ;)

Anonymous said...

I remember Raising Arizona. So hilarious...

Original Punk J said...

EP,

"Raising Arizona" has got to be one of the funniest fucking movies I have ever seen.

My fave scene is when H.I. is running through the convenient mart with the stockings on his head, being chased by dogs, and trying to steal diapers. Cuh-lassic.

And just the whole narration he provides is totally hilarious, I think because it's so articulate.

K! YOU? At a loss for words?!

*checks pulse in neck*

Phew, thought my heart had stopped there for a minute...;)

J

ergoproxy said...

oh emily I am afraid I have to disagree...

the 70's rule !!!!

ergoproxy said...

I love the looks he has in Raising Arizona and the bit when she says
"I'm barren !!"

it is such a funny movie.

only kidding Emily- but I am a child of my times lol

Anonymous said...

katherine dreier said...

Kapu,

Adam love is good love ;)


And I insist that the rumors of his unwashed pants are exaggerated. Adam must smell like sunshine and pine. Like... like elves, I suspect. Like Legolas.

Original Punk J said...

Cupcake,

What a...uh...rousing endorsement for your family...!

(I kid)

My family's pretty attractive, too, but we really put the "fun" in dysfunctional!

*thinks about last statement*

No, on the other hand, we really don't. Maybe the "dys", but not the "fun".

J

katherine dreier said...

Cupcake,

I am sad to hear that your family is ill, but being crazy is not necessarily a bad thing.

Ergo,

As someone born in the late '70's, from what I have seen it was, brown, brown and more brown.

Vivienne said...

My family are gorgeous, artistic, flamboyant, but we really are a bit mad! lol
No, not all of us, just most.
And the women are very intuitive, nurturing.
That's when they don't feel the need to crush balls!

We love our crazy antics!

Anonymous said...

I should say the 70's, cause that's around the time I was born but my childhood/adolence was in the 80's. So that's why I say the 80's rule.

P.S. Oh, by the way, I won tickets to see Bon Jovi and they were awesome. Jon still looks good, Richie was awesome with his guitar. It was a great night.

My only regret was that I didn't get to see My Chem as the opening act. The American Rejects were the opening act (and they were awesome that night too) I just secretly wished it had been My Chem..

Whimpers Silently...

katherine dreier said...

Emily,

Bon Jovi...oh, their hair cracked me up (in the 80's)

ergoproxy said...

ah but katherine the music was the beginning of my love of rock.

but the 70's had a lot to answer for fashion wise, as did the 80's!
flouro colours are not good in clothes especially if it involves legwarmers!

ergoproxy said...

same here emily, the 80's were a good time to grow up, much simpler than the kids these days.

My memories are like that clip for the song "forever young"

katherine dreier said...

This is so embarrassing... I tried to emulate Madonna with the fingerless gloves, legwarmers and chains around my neck as a child. (sorta Flashdance as well)

Anonymous said...

Their hair was a bit much in the 80's but everyone had big hair then. LOL

Hell, I use to sport big poofy hair in the 80's too. I have some pictures that I would burn but I keep them around because they remind me of that special time in my life.

Anonymous said...

KD, I think we all did. Nothing ot be ashamed of.









And I still wear legwarmers. O_O

ergoproxy said...

oops
but I mean I grew up in the 70's so that's why you feel such fondness for your decade of childhood
(not trying to make myself younger or anything!)

Vivienne said...

Well I'm to eat now lovelies, take care and enjoy your 80's/70's debate. I was born in 1990, so i have nothing to add!
lol

xoxo, cupcake.

Anonymous said...

EFFING AIM.

Anonymous said...

Mayo and SS too: Are there any songs that make you cry like a little bitch, like the rest of us do? The question is open to everyone.

ergoproxy said...

I did but only in private Kapu,

I had shocking hair in the 80's - perm, need I say more?

Big hair bands were great though

I remember Status Quo lol

katherine dreier said...

So true Emily,

But my hair never got that poofy. I used to sneak red lipstick and eyeliner as well. My mom had a fit! I also used to tear holes in my clothes to get the right look.

Anonymous said...

The 80's was a moment in time that I wish could repeat itself. Life in general was just so much easier and people weren't so materialistic and image conscious as they are now.

ergoproxy said...

I want to add here so it'll stay.

Misst that is a beautiful piece to have in the paper, he was obviously a much loved man

ergoproxy said...

ok I meant that for the DM blog but I'll leave it here.

life was a lot simpler back then,
I loved growing up in the 70's and 80's like you said emily people weren't so competitive and wanting to have more and be better.

MissTottenham said...

See K, even you left me too.

I knew I wasn't imagining it.

katherine dreier said...

Miss T,

*Hugs*

elena said...

Hey MissT

Anonymous said...

I use to love the neon pink lipsticks, hot pink dangly earrings, bold loud clothing. I use to think I could pull off the Madonna look too.

I looked like a clown, I look back and say wow, I use to wear that but its funny and I look back now, remembering fond memories of my family and my friends.

It was just a moment in time and it seems like it was just yesterday. LOL

ergoproxy said...

lol I was a swampy in the 80's. ( a bit like emo but more alternate)

Anonymous said...

I got booted off, MissT. That, you did not imagine. But it is an AIM issue. The same thing happened to the lot of us the night before, we all got chucked within about 30 seconds of each other, it's ridiculous. So, it's nothing you said or did; no one has left you.

I'm heading off to bed but you know Mayo's Cabana is open all night. If no one is on, you know we'll all read you once we come back.

And tomorrow there will be a new post at DM where I'll be able to access you all with my Crackberry. So once I've finished my morning rounds at the hospital I'll sign on, huh?

Guys, thank you all so much for your kind words today, and your well-wishes. This all means the world to me. I appreciate it very much. Every word counts, so does every thought. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Its become a rat race to boast about your belongings, your success, your material gain. It's ridiculous. Values and moral consciousness has gone out the window and has been replaced with vanity.

MissTottenham said...

Thanks K, goodnight.

MissTottenham said...

I hope Trisky is OK.

katherine dreier said...

Emily,

Madonna was never really a "pink" girl. I remember watching Desperately Seeking Susan (I think that's what the movie was called) She looked so "cool" in my eyes. I was only 7 or eight, but I wanted to "copy" her.

She was always ahead of her time, with red lipstick and liner before it was fashionable.

Anonymous said...

Thank you, MissT. I will let you guys all know just as soon as I find anything out. I'll just be frantic till then. Your words make a difference to me. ^_^

ergoproxy said...

emily that is why I like living out of the city, I like to visit and I'd love to be close enough to see shows and things but the pressure is so intense.
We still get it a bit but you can manage to forget sometimes when you wake up to roos in the yeard and the sounds of cows and nature.
we miss some things but all in all I'd rather try and keep it simple

katherine dreier said...

I do believe the world has become more image conscious,(this relates to capitalism, but that's another story).

However, in terms of values and morality, well, they are still there, but certain things that were originally repressed or not spoken about, are now in the open. So change is not such a bad thing.

Anonymous said...

I use to either rock hot pick (that was my own thing) or I'd wear just plain old black just like Madonna.

I use to use the rubber band bracelets like her, the fake beauty mark like her, the black sunglasses, (I looked like an idiot) but I thought I looked cool and hip at the time...

Good Times, Good Times... LOL

Original Punk J said...

Night, K, hope you have a restful one.

Miss T, I hope you have a peaceful sleep. Remember, we love you. *hugs*

I'm off, too, after a brief couple of messages to our host and his sometimes-visitor.

This motherfucking sonofabitching computer keeps shitting locking up on me and I'm about to throw it out the patio door, down the hill to the tennis court.

So on that pleasant note, I bid you all adieu, and a bientot (goodbye, until tomorrow). Take care!

love to all

J

katherine dreier said...

Goodnight Kapu

ergoproxy said...

I must go everyone
My best friend and her family are moving to the other side of the country and so we are catching up for a swim and probably a bit of a cry.
I have had a lovely time talking to you all.

Hope to see you more often emily, though no neon pink lipstick lol.
much love.

Kapunua I hope your news is good, love to Triskey and lots of pats

Bye katherine lovely to talk to you too.
bye everyone elena, cupcake,and anyone else keep safe, love you all

katherine dreier said...

Lol, just noticed the time, must go too!

Goodnight all!

Goodnight Emily, please drop by again. It was lovely chatting to you!

ergoproxy said...

oh a thought, did you guys wear the rubber seals from oil drum lids
(44 gallon drums) like bracelets or was that an aussie thing?
They are like black rubber rings (called o- rings) to seal the screw on lids tight.

or you have no idea what I mean lol
and now look really confused

bye

Anonymous said...

Don't get me wrong things have changed, some for the better, but I feel some things have changed from bad to worse.

Take for instance, violence in schools. They've practically tripled in the last 10 years, women are being objectified constantly in the media, racism is still alive, and this is not to say that these issues are current but they have been magnified by the media, by celebrities, and believe me Tinsel-Town has certainly played a hand in how we perceive the world now too.

MissTottenham said...

Thank you J and Ergo.

I love you too.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight KD, Ergo...

Good convo. tongiht...

ergoproxy said...

emily the media has a lot to answer for!!

and I agree with you 100%

and this time I am going!!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight all.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Miss t myself and MIB care about you.

Anonymous said...

Ok, goodnight Ergoproxy...

No hotpink lipsticks... I promise.

Goonight everyone.

Original Punk J said...

Hey Mayo,

Just a quick note--well, depending on the mood of my computer, the little weasel--before bedtime.

Today was a good day, both here and in "real" life. I used my Barnes & Noble gift card for a new book and calendar, and then spent almost $200 at the fucking pharmacy. For glaucoma drops and the cat's pills. How glamourous, you think to yourself. Oh, if only I had J's life.

Well, dream on, brother! This is ALL MINE.

(I hope you heard the sarcasm dripping on the keyboard.)

In the House, we had a really cool discussion with a really cool Anon about Star Wars and Harry Potter, and dragged them both through the soft-pore corn puddle. We invited the Anon back anytime they wanted, and I hope they take us up on that offer.

For now, I'm going to stop while I'm ahead and the computer is on a roll. I hope you have a splendid day tomorrow, or tonight, or whenever it is where you are. Take care of yourself, ok? We worry about you, you little dickens.

Peace, Love, Happiness

J

MissTottenham said...

Thank you so much martha and mustard.

elena said...

Sleep well J

MissTottenham said...

Goodnight people.

Thanks again, you all know what for.

Original Punk J said...
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Anonymous said...

I have spent almost four months here observing your posts and your words, and listening to others’ insights and interpretations. We had great times, we had quite not so good. I had tried my best in attempting in giving you my support and my wisdom and advice, and I believe that this may be the time to end it for me. I sincerely hope that you are indeed listening to us and that you are aware that we all care about you very much. You are slowly opening up, and the matter of the fact is, it makes me proud, although at times you cause us to be angry.
I cannot lie. I am beginning to lose interest in these blogs, and for that I have decided to leave, although I love every one of the marvelous friends I have made throughout the time I had spent here. I have realized that I should have never revealed my feelings weeks ago. Look at the position I had put myself in. Constant backlash, ridicule, and bullshitto (Yes, I have made that up) Vultures twisting my words around, although I had tried my best to be friendly with everyone; though I had fucked up quite a few times.

A few of you may have noticed, my profile is no longer there. It shall remain that way. I will not make another blog, nor user name no longer. Please take care of yourself dear Mayonaise. And please make amends with your friend, it is never too late, regardless of the situation. Much love to you, SS, and the rest of the lovely bloggers. Take care of each other. I will remain nameless. You know who I am. I will continue to keep an eye out for you.


I love you.
Goodbye.
XOXO

Original Punk J said...

Anon at 1.17,

Hey, where you goin'? I thought you and I had talked, and you were getting better. What happened? If you don't want to post it here, email me, ok? I'll listen if you need a friend.

J

Anonymous said...

P.S. Yes, I have said the horrible three letter word *gasps*
What have I done?! *notice sarcasm*
Vultures, ridicule it all you desire, but it is a sentiment to almost every remarkable blogger here who I had had the pleasure of talking to.
I will not come back. Nothing will change that.

elena said...

J- Is there anything I can do to help? I hate that she is leaving.

Anonymous said...

Elena, there is some big stuff that I need to take care of. Since I no longer have an account here, I will be crazy enough to post my email address. Please feel free to email me everyone.

returntomesalvation@yahoo.com


P.S. Email address are song lyrics in case you are wondering.

toujours said...

hey there my friend, it's your squeak squeak. ^.^

thank you for putting up your email. i just tried to write you a note to your old one. *whoops*

if this is something you need to do, then i respect you for making that decision. it's a brave thing to do. taking your life's path into your own hands always is. good for you.

and i hope to still hear from you, if not by email, then please stop by my blog whenever you like!

take care, and thank you for the great cupcake parties. they were the best. ^.^

elena said...

BC I have sent you an email so you will have an email address where you can always reach me. Please use it if you need to talk. I will always listen. I will miss you.

Anonymous said...

Good morning/afternoon/evening Mayo, SS, all members of the family (anonymous distant cousins and lurkers included)! I hope everyone is doing well!

Mayo said......
"I have not yet entered into a static free zone. Buzz, buzz, buzz…my head is ready to fucking split. I asked him if it still mattered at all."

I have the same problem. Buzz, buzz, buzz and static. Yes, I forgot the darn earplugs AGAIN and I'm averaging 3 hours of sleep a night/day.....
At least my problems are easily fixed. Stay home and get more sleep -- and keep earplugs in my purse!

I have a feeling Mayo's problems may be a bit more difficult to solve; but, the people here have given thoughtful, wonderful advice. I do hope Mayo is listening and HEARING.....
and I do hope he (whoever HE may be) gives you the answer your hoping for, Mayo.

Now, on to other matters.
Hello Elena and TJ (if ya'll are still here).
Anonymous @2:21 AM: Is that you BC? What happened? Why are you leaving? It seems I've missed some important events again.

PIXIE, wherever you may be:
HAPPY enäisyyspäivää!!!!


I'm off to try to grab some of that sleep now. Must bring my sister to the hospital for an Endoscopy at 5:00 a.m.

Take care everyone and love and hugs to all!

#6

elena said...

Mayo

Time for my end-of-the-day rambling. I have come to enjoy this so I hope you don't mind.

My day for the most part was good. I hope yours was too.

I worked at my store surrounded by my friends. Yeah so the "friends" are books but you know books make great friends. They are easy to read whereas people often are not.
Oh, and they don't talk back.

I spoke with my friends here, which always makes me happy. One sad note however is that one of our family members has left us. I wish her well.

Enjoy you life, Mayo. It passes by in the blink of an eye. Lord, I hate to use the tired old saying "Live each day like it is your last" but hell it's true. For most we never know when it will be over. I would hate to leave this earth with regrets.

My wish for you is true happiness. The kind that makes you smile from your heart not your head. The kind that makes you laugh out loud for no reason other than you're just happy to be alive.

Okay enough of the rambling. I must try to sleep now. I will not dream, I never dream. I truly envy those who do. So here is a final wish for you Mayo - Please when you lay your head down have a wonderful dream. Since I don't dream you'll just have to do it for me.

Good night.

toujours said...

mayo,

it's a little weird for me to realize i haven't made a comment here all night. i've been online, i've looked in every once in awhile, it just seemed like my head was somewhere else tonight.

but i can't go to bed until i say my goodnights to you, so here i am, saying farewell to a friend, and making my usual ramble to you.

i won't be around tomorrow much either -- i'm spending most of the afternoon and evening up in seattle with a friend, going to the deck the hall ball. yep. it's that time of the year again. ^.^

last year's deck the hall ball was my first rock concert, can you believe that? i have simply never had the opportunity to go to one before. i've been to almost every other kind of performance -- the benefit of going to a college with a performing arts center on campus! -- but not rock. not a real concert.

it was such a big deal to me, too, going to deck. it was one of the first things i decided to do for myself, for no other reason than i wanted to. it felt so strange to buy the tickets without discussing it with anyone first!

and i think that night was honestly the true begnning of my transformation. the energy of the music, so loud, so fast, so vibrant. the energy of the crowd, the kids dancing down below, the people standing everywhere, the sheer sound of so many people singing and shouting. the energy of the bands, each giving their all to us, each in their own fashion.

all that energy poured into me, it lit me on fire, and i walked out of the venue that night a different woman.

it was my first mcr show, too. they're the ones that struck the match that night, without a doubt.

and now here it is again. the wheel had come around again. and i don't even know if that woman is still a part of me. maybe i lost her somewhere along the way in this chaotic year.




nah.

the music wil draw her out. it always does.

so mayo,buon giorno, buon giorno, buon giorno,
and good night. ^.^

farawaysoclose said...
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sdock10 said...

Hey Mayo,

How are you? Pretty damn good I hope. Me? It's just way too fucking early to tell, but since I am already using the F word...well, let's just say I don't have a good feeling about this. Oh hell, I have been wrong before, but only twice. ;)

So I probably won't try to get online at work today...consequences of working with some spiteful people for the last 10 years. Don't worry...I am not bitter. In fact, I know how to play the game so much better than they do. They have no fucking clue what I am capable of....none. After today, they will most certainly put me on the ballot for an academy award. It will be a fantastic performance. Brafuckingvo!

But I know how to lurk and sneak, so you never know. Keep an eye out for my fleeting moments of visibility.

So I guess you could say I am starting the day...sleepy and just a touch pissy. Guess that's better than pissing in your sleep. Maybe?

Today, I hope you catch all that is being thrown at you and you're able to decipher the good stuff from the bullshit and you throw the fucking bullshit right back at the thrower...quite possibly making it smell like fresh cut flowers.

Feel me?

One more thing...Try not to let the little unsaid, unheard, and undone things frustrate you today. You're more perceptive than you realize and you almost got it figured out....almost.


Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Ready, Aim, Fire

Anonymous said...

I'm touchy and pissy too,today Sdock. Could have to do with going on too little sleep and having to work a looooong goddamn day togday,the first six hours alone (we still haven't hired someone yet) and the next four, part of those outside. Hi, it is again about thirty degrees.

FASC, we know. Let's keep our laundry to ourselves, right?

I'll be over at DM today on my crackberry typing very badly whenever I get the chance.

So I hope you all have a fab day, okay? ^_^

Anonymous said...

BC


Dont go


















( thats what you want to hear - right ??)

farawaysoclose said...

ok K. message received and understood!
hope you guys get thru your working day intact!!

Anonymous said...

Land of Orcs: middle earth = flaming, soaking wet at 4 in the morning and most of the freaking day.

I'm back!

The concert was amaaaaaazing.

*sighs in almost fangirl wonder at the craziness that is Frank on stage*

Pretty much the same set list MCR played in Australia, and nothing from Bullets. Fantastic crowd. Ray smiled a lot. Gerard sounded good for most of it, but there were a few songs where he sounded like a squeaky frog and talked like one too.

On stage vibes fairly good. Frank gave himself up to the music. Laid on his back on the speaker for a while causing Gerard to keep looking over at him. Frank then nicely spat on his mike then came back to suck it up. He wore a pink shiny cowboy hat thrown from the audience on to the stage for a while. Got his rear slapped by Ray. The grin stayed on Frank's face for a while after that. Played a lovely intro to Desert Song.

Mikey was up the front and doing things - like smiling and enjoying the crowd.

Ray's solo was filmed after a small problem when he informed Gerard he wasn't quite ready. Came back and did it a few songs later after a group huddle.

Gerard's banter was rehearsed. We've heard it before on youtube footage. No sharpies as 'Steve' mentioned. No wife talk although Gerard did drop an old love song cover into the set.

Tucker did a super job on the drums. He and James didn't get introduced. Frank played over at Tucker a few times.

Trying to remember what it was but Gerard said something that was a bit weird and I remember being surprised that Frank nodded his head in agreement. Have to remember what that was.

Had the F yourself comment. Proud to say not all the kids around did as was suggested.

Not a lot of interaction between G and F but not all completely cold either.

I ended up in the second and sometimes third row of the mosh. At least 30 kids were hauled out faint. I had to assist the security guard with at least four in my vicinty, hauling their limp little bodies out. Had one's foot connect with my eye. Looking veeeery pretty. Constant, huge crowd surges. Teenagers sweat a lot.Especially teenage boys.
*pp grossly wet and made a lot of 'close'friends*

I'm going nuts at myself at the moment. I took some sneaky photos on my new camera phone and deleted all instead of saving. wrong *&%$## button. Spitting tacks about that as I was right in front of Frank. %#@$*

Met the Netherlands girl who owns the MCRForum. She had interviewed Frank and taken photos so watch for an update there at that site.

I swear House Of Wolves is the most outstanding song, even more so live. Frank was singing along to that one away from the mike.

Great show, great crowd.

*PP will not hear any bad words said against the little BP kiddies. They were all super funny kids and a pleasure to talk to*

The band now heads off to Kuala Lumpur for a concert on the 9th.

Sorry OP J, no Frank to package up. But his pick did end up in the crowd and flukily landed down the front of a girls shirt and in her bra (not mine). Have seen and admired the used yellow dunlop pick.

@ CTV, sheep!
It used to sit at 19 sheep per person, but has dropped to about 14 in recent times. Flaming sheep.

Smoke said...

Good Morning Errbody!

I feel like slapping the taste out of somebody's mouth. I don't know why. Pretty much just because I can.

Mayo,

Hi. Don't really know what else to say right now. A little rough around the edges? Me, too.

SS,

I always miss you. Even so, just know I'm always thinking about you and I'm glad you seem happier now. Land of the Orcs? I'm not gonna lie. That one had to be explained to me. ^_^

Love you to pieces.



Oh, and since ya'll were discussing crying songs and stuff. I know I'm late but oh well.

"I Can Only Imagine" by MercyMe
"The Dance" by Garth Brooks
"Disenchanted" by those 5 beautiful boys
"Blue Jeans and a Rosary" by Kid Rock
"The Anchor Holds" (but only if it is sung by this one scrawny little guy that I know who has not always been the best person but he has a good heart so it's sung with more feeling than anyone else could ever attempt)

PP! I'm glad you has such a great time!!!! Makes me wanna go see them again that much more!!! MCR, PLEASE COME BACK TO THE SOUTHEAST SOMETIME SOON!!!!!!!

OK. So I ramble. So what.

Now, let me see who I can slap first.......

Anonymous said...

Thanks S&V20

Land of orcs;middle earth = nz
Land of orcs can also = Auckland, where concert was held.

*PP's eyes starting to roll in head due to two hours sleep in last 48 hours and some wild moshing*

Smoke said...

Yep, ol'Socky called me yesterday and was like "Land of the Orcs" and I was like "huh?".

She called me later on and explained it to me.

Then I was like "Ooooooohhhhh, I get it now!!!"

anima said...
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Anonymous said...

Like Bleeding Chaos can ever really stay away. She'll be back. Please you know she will. She might get a different name but she will be back.

Smoke said...

So.

Original Punk J said...

SS,

I had a "goodnight" comment for you already posted, you may have seen it, but I wanted to change it a little so that's why I deleted it.

Hope you're doing well and feeling better. You know I worry about you, whether you're getting enough rest, eating, taking time to be you. Not putting everyone else first, as you so sweetly do. Remember, you're special too.

I probably won't be on much today, we have company coming tonight and I'm really tired this morning. So enjoy yourself today, honey, I'll be thinking about you regardless of where I am.

Always remember you are precious to me, and that you make me smile. Maybe this will bring a smile to YOUR face, too. I hope so!

Again, have a terrific day, whatever you have planned. Be careful, too; it's a scary world out there sometimes. I'm happy that you're not "confused" any more, but I hope too that the issue turned out well.

Talk to you soon, I hope. There's a spare key under the mat if you drop by and I'm not there.

Its all about the love.

And I do love you, babydoll.

J

Original Punk J said...

Hey everybody!

Just a quick note to say hi and bye, actually. My sinuses are all scroooooooooooed today, and my eye hurts, so I'm gonna follow Carrie's lead and return to my bedding in a while.

Kapunua, if you're on at all, well wishes to Trisky today.

Miss T, how are you doing, sweetie? I hope you're feeling some better today. Hugs and kisses to you.

Might be on and off, don't know, but if not, we'll talk to you later!

love to all

J

anima said...

Mayo, what do you think? It's so quiet in here. Will you have some time to visit us in the next couple of days? I hope so. I hope you are taking care of yourself.

anima said...

SS, thinking about you as always.

MissT, I'm thinking about you too my dear.

anima said...

Oh hi J! Didn't see you there.

anima said...
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Smoke said...

YAY! I'M IN A MUCH BETTER MOOD NOW CAUSE I JUST BOUGHT ME A BRAND NEW HOODIE FROM SKELETON CREW!!!!!!!!!

YES, I'M SCREAMING CAUSE I'M HAPPY!!!!!!!

WOOHOO!!!!!

CAN'T WAIT!

Now, Socky, you can have your MCR hoodie and I'll have my S//C hoodie!

YIPPPEEE!!!

Anonymous said...

It's so freaking quiet in here..

creepy

Silence is loud as hell.

Anonymous said...

Although My Chemical Romance did not get any Grammy nominations, I would like to congratulate Gerard on his Grammy nomination in the category of Best Boxed Set or Limited Edition Package:

I wish you best of luck Gerard, in the end it is your eye that will prevail.

Category 89

Best Boxed Or Special Limited Edition Package

The Black Parade - Special Edition
Matt Taylor, Ellen Wakayama & Gerard Way, art directors (My Chemical Romance)
[Reprise Records]



A Fever You Can't Sweat Out - Limited Edition Collectible Deluxe Box
Alex Kirzhner, art director (Panic! At The Disco)
[DeCayDance/Fueled By Ramen]


Icky Thump - Limited Edition USB Flash Drive
Stan Chow, art director (The White Stripes)
[Third Man/Warner Bros.]


Venus Doom
Matt Taylor & Valo, art directors (Him)
[Sire]


What It Is!: Funky Soul And Rare Grooves (1967-1977)
Masaki Koike, art director (Various Artists)
[Rhino]

anima said...

So quiet. Shhhhh. I'll whisper.

elena said...

Well so I was going Christmas shopping. Not that I wanted to mind you but because my mother makes me do her Christmas shopping. Anyway suddenly the heavens opened up and started dumping snow. Crap I hate snow. Good thing is I got to come home instead of continuing on the "Quest of the Gifts." How is everyone?

toujours said...

hello everyone, hello lurkers and assorted anons, hello mayo!

concert tonight! :D
i'm bustling around the place, straightening it up just in case my ride home is too tired to get herself home and has to stay over.

i listened to that interview with mikey and frank about a dozen times yesterday -- it cheered me up so much every time! they really ought to give mikey the microphone more often, i love his dead-pan sense of humor!

actually i love it when the interviews are with two or more of the guys -- it's neat to see how they interact with each other, don't you think? (i'm not complaining about just-gerard interviews, mind you. *grin*)

Anonymous said...

Anon @ 12:35pm,

Gerard does not live here. You may want to express your sentiments at another location.

But still, good work GW.

Hello Everyone,

I finally get a moment to read & post, and it is so quiet here!

Mayo,

Are you asking for patience while you wait for your response? Will you eventually disclose the reason for your distress?

It seems as if everyone will give you time. Don't wait too long.

-VM

toujours said...

hey elena. i like snow, but it's definitely better if you are able to enjoy it from inside.

with cocoa.

and a book.

:)

elena said...

toujours I totally agree about the book but for me my book is paired up with Starbucks coffee.

VM - Honey no one really lives here. It's just an old haunted house we visit.

Smoke said...

Hi Elena! Hi VM! Hi TJ!

Yep. We have ghosts and spooky anons and creepy, crawly things and things that go bump in the night........

Mayo?

Is your head better? I hope so.
Just to make you giggle, that part you said about 'I am listening' made me think of Dr. Frasier Crane. Anyhoooooo.......


2 snaps and a twist for GW!
Woohoo! Go on with your bad self.

How bad you been?

I don't even want to know. O_O

XOXO,
Princess S&V20

toujours said...

oh, well, that is so very true, elena! starbucks always beats out cocoa!

darn it. now i want a starbucks.

;)

toujours said...

hey smoke&venom -- that's what always pops into my head too! good ol' dr. crane. *hehe*

Anonymous said...

But your all basicly saying that SS wrote that message cause he is in new zealend. Which means so is MCR which mean your SAYING he is Frank. I get it!

HI FRANK.

HI GERARD.

I still love you no matter what. D

Anonymous said...

I still want to cut someone's throat and watch them bleed out helplessly.

Is that normal?

....just asking

Pixie said...

hi and a nice afternoon/evening, how is everyone? *hugs*

elena said...

sdock honey take a step away from the computer and take a deep breath. Relax and think happy thoughts.

Smoke said...

Anonymous said...
But your all basicly saying that SS wrote that message cause he is in new zealend. Which means so is MCR which mean your SAYING he is Frank. I get it!

HI FRANK.

HI GERARD.

I still love you no matter what. D

December 6, 2007 1:46 PM


And why is that?

HAHAHAHAHA!

That just means that MCR are in New Zealand and SS is busy watching Lord of the Rings. M'Kay?
Duh!

JocelynHolly said...

Hey all!
Just popping in! =]

xoxo
- 007

Smoke said...

Hey Blog Angel!!!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hi everybody how are you?

Anon if you want to believe this is Frank and Gerard go right ahead. We don't know who the blogs belong to just because SS made a comment to leads back to New Zealand doesn't mean that SS is Frank.

Pixie said...

hi paperheart my fave teenager, how are you? *hugs*

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I meant to say that could be interpreted as leading back to new Zealand. Shit don't blog and talk to your family at the same time. It will mess up your head

Smoke said...

Hi MJ!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello S&V(M)20 how are you? I still like to think of your name as S&M.

toujours said...

well, i must dash off i'm afraid. i have to go make myself pretty so i can flirt with all the underage cuties at the show!

hey, it's just flirting! i never do the bad touch. ;)

mayo, just my luck -- in about a half hour you're going to post an new entry, and by the time i get back there will be a gazillion comments. *sigh*

i'll survive. i like new words from you no matter how late i come to read them!

take care everyone -- don't kill too many anons today!

bye, mayo! ;D

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Later tj have fun

Pixie said...

ANON616:

"PIXIE, wherever you may be:
HAPPY enäisyyspäivää!!!!!

yay thanks, it´s hyvää itsenäisyyspäivää ;)

are you ok?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Wow I guess I can really clear a room out. Is anyone here. or is it my turn to be all alone at Mayo's

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Smoke!
Hey Martha!
Hey Pixie!!

Bye Toujours!!

*HUG*

Smoke said...

So does the unicorn, MJ. It's kinda funny and I do have that whip......

Pixie said...

no I´m still here mj, just kinda unseen how it seems... :(

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hi Ph, Pixie and a616 how are you guys.

S&V I noticed. I still don't like that unicorn so whip her once for me.

elena said...

ANON at 1:46

If you would like to stay and chat please give yourself a name. We really can be friendly. We just don't want you to get your hopes up. This is just a nice place to visit.

JocelynHolly said...

MJ, I am good!

I won't be on tonight, I am hopping the bus right after school to head to work! *HUG*

Hey Elena, how are you? =] *HUG*

Martha Smith-Jones said...

So Iwas thinking about the conversation the other day. About MCR ripping off Mms video when I remember a Green day video for their song Minority. It had the band on a float and people marching out in front of them. So what I'm saying MCR got the idea from GD. So MM need to go fuck himself. Now that is a person who really has his head up his ass. It's been their so long that when he talks shit comes out. Can you tell I really hate MM.

Pixie said...

how are you mj? I´m okay, we have a holiday today so no work ;)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Elena how are you. Man ph that sucks you are never hear anymore.

elena said...

Hey Paper. How's it going?

I gotta take off. Gotta make sure my 72 year old mom makes it in her house. The snow is turing to ice. Catch you all later.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I'm well pixie that is good to hear that you don't have to work. Holidays are the best thing ever

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Talk to you later Elena

Pixie said...

bye elena take care :)

jep that´s true mj holidays are great :)

anima said...

Anon, for the record: SS is not Frank and Mayo is not Gerard. Plain and simple. Easy peasy.


sdock10 the sociopath said...
I still want to cut someone's throat and watch them bleed out helplessly.

Is that normal?

....just asking

December 6, 2007 1:51 PM


Awww, Sdock .... I feel ya.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

hello anima how are you?

JocelynHolly said...

Martha, it does suck indeed! =[

At least I am making my own money now! =]

Bye Elena!! <3

JocelynHolly said...

Bonjour Anima! =]
*HUG*

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Well having your own money is good.

Pixie said...

own money is always good paperheart it makes you a lil bit independent ;)

JocelynHolly said...

It really does! =]

But I miss talking to you guys! =[

anima said...

Hi everyone!

Pixie said...

hi anima, how are you?

JocelynHolly said...

I am sorry guys, but I have to jet back to school.

I love you all to the moon and back.

Hugs&Kisses;
- 007

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hey Ph maybe you can get your own computer.

JocelynHolly said...

:O Martha, I really should save for my own shouldn't I? That shouldn't take too long.

I just have to actually SAVE my money. *blushes*

BYEE<3
- 007

JocelynHolly said...
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anima said...

PH, how is your job going?

Martha, I'm good. Tired, but good. How are you?

Pixie, wie gehts?

anima said...

Bye PH. Hugs.

Pixie said...

danke gut anima und dir? :)

anima said...

Nicht schlecht. Ich bin mude. (sorry I don't have umlauts...or do I? I've never looked).

anima said...

Pixie, my german is really rusty. Very rusty.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Anima I'm doing alright and ph when you learn the secret to saving money please share it with me.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Later ph

Pixie said...

anima if you don´t have umlaute you can wrote ue=ü oe=ö and ae= ä :)

Ich bin auch müde, daß macht das wetter ;) dein deutsch is gut, dabei hast du letztens erzählt, daß du es nicht mehr könntest ;)

anima said...

Wahr sehr wahr. I forgot I could use double letters instead of the umlaute. I should know that!

MissTottenham said...
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anima said...

Pixie, I forgot that I had mentioned before how long it had been since I spoke German. You are so sweet for remembering. :)

MissT, sending you a million hugs right now.

Pixie said...

awww don´t worry anima :)

hi my uk-chum, how are you today? *giveabighug*

Pixie said...

well german isn´t such an easy language after all....

MissTottenham said...

Thank you Anima. How are you today?

Sorry for my shitty spellings. I think I'll do that again.


Hello my pixie chum, how are you sweetie.

MissTottenham said...

Hello people, I want to apologise profusely for last night. It wasn't your place to have to babysit me.

I do however want to thank each and everyone of you for being such good friends. I couldn't have got through it without you.

I can't begin to describe how swollen my eyes are today from all the crying, I have been lying down with cucumber slices on them but it hasn't done much good.

I'm so sorry if I worried you all. I tend to have a really bad night like that at least once a year and you were all unfortunate enough to be around when it happened. I know how draining it is and I want to apologise.

I especially want to apologise to the people on AIM and maybe explain a little about what happened last night.



This time last year, I didn't react to Dom's death like this. That is because we were helping mum through her cancer treatment and had important stuff to focus on. I guess this year now that that is over and my mind was free to dwell, I felt so washed out and drained of strength that it really got to me.

I wrote my little bit about Dom on mayo's and my blog and I felt better that I had commemorated him. Then I tried to join in the fun, but once everyone started to go on about star wars quotes id got a little bit suffocating. Not wanting to bring anyone down,I went to DM.

At first I was glad to be there on my own. I had FS on AIM(you absolute angel) and I was talking to myself. Then others came and that was nice.

Then as the evening went on I saw so many names on AIM and no one was talking to me. As you can imagine, in my state of mind I thought it was because you all wanted to have fun and didn't want me to drag you down. I thought "if they want me, they'll fetch me" but no one did.

As everyone went onto AIM, more people left DM's so I was feeling even more alone. I thought "if they want me to leave, all they need to do is ask". I felt like I was being avoided.

Eventually someone saw my comments and told me to switch on AIM. I did and still no one talked to me. This made me feel even worse.

People have told me that they didn't have both my AIM names, so didn't know I was there. It's not the fault of the people on AIM. I don't blame them at all, I'm just describing my feelings. It just was unlucky the timing that AIM chose to fuck up as once I did get on AIM, it threw people off which only led me to feel once again that people didn't want me around.

It was all just such shitty timing in the end. It contributed to my crappy feelings.

I want to apologise to everyone who was worried about me. I know I made you feel shitty. You are all such wonderful friends, I wish I could personally hug all of you.

I don't know what words I can use to properly convey how sorry I am.

anima said...

It's the grammar that gets me everytime. And I am terrible with Der, die, das.....etc. I can't remember what goes with what and then remembering when it changes. It throws me for a loop.

And the weather is definitely playing a role in my sleepiness. It is supposed to snow tonight. That will definitely brighten me up. I love the snow.

Anonymous said...

Hallo Pixie!

Gott, ich habe dich so vermisst gestern!!!

Pixie said...

i´m good miss t

oh I hate grammar too ^^ I believe it´s hard to know when to use der, die, das...
of course I can talk and write exact german without any dialect etc, but aks me about grammar and I´m lost *lol*

but german is "easy we have 4 cases, in finnish they have 15 cases ^^ that drove me crazy at the beginning *lol*

Pixie said...

siobhan :) wie geht´s? *knuddel* du hast mich gestern vermisst? awww schön zu hören *lol* ;) ich hatte eine freundin zu besuch,wir haben gekocht etc, deshalb war ich gar nicht online.

anima said...

Finnish has 15?! That's craziness. Glad I never had to learn Finnish. LOL!

MissT, do you have one of those ice eye packs? Those do wonders for puffy eyes.

Hi Siobhan!

Anonymous said...

Gestern war nicht so ein toller Tag hier! Ich war auch nur kurz hier und bin dann ganz schnell wieder abgehauen! BC hat uns verlassen, weißt du das schon? Bin ehrlich gesagt auch am Überlegen, ob ich diesen Platz hier für immer verlasen soll!

MissTottenham said...

Anima, if I wore one now I wouldn't be able to see the screen ha!

anima said...

Let's see if I can translate.

Siobhan, you missed Pixie yesterday.

Pixie, you had a friend visiting therefore you weren't online.

Did I get it? :)

MissT, that's true! Mine has slits to see, but they are so small, it is almost pointless.

Anonymous said...

Hi Anima! Hi Miss T.!

Miss T., do you feel better today? Put two spoons into the icebox for a few minutes and then lay them on your eyes.

Pixie said...

jep anima it´s kinda crazy but that´s because they change the wordendings for all localcases etc.... it´s "easy" after a while *lol*
so you have to add the localcase at the end of a word ^^ sorry can´t really describe it *lol*

oh siobhan, du willst uns verlassen? jep hab es gelesen, dass sie ihr profil etc gelöscht hat.... schade, hab mcih so an unsere gespräche hier gewöhnt... :(

Pixie said...

yay good job anima :)

farawaysoclose said...

hi guys!! how is everyone?
hello mayo hope you're good!

anima said...

Well blogbelieve friends, I must go. I have a ton of work to finish up.

*visualizes MissT with spoons on her eyes* hehe.

Ich werde zurück bald sein!
(I hope I said that correctly) ;)

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