I am sitting at a table with friends, it is dark and loud. I am bored. I am absently searching for something affecting to distract me, when I spot myself sitting across the room. I am at a table with some friends…and I am staring right back at myself. I am unable to look away. The gaze between us has me transfixed. Then he, the other me, shuns me with a smirk and joins the conversation at his table. He is speaking, and his hands are gesturing along with his alluring tale. His friends are captivated by the unconstrained other me. I envy his ease. Now I am alone at my table and I am singing to the other me. My song is pleading for him to hear, to once again find me, but he does not. And just as I am about to stop singing, you grab my hand and pull me up from my chair, and I wake up.
p.s. it is because the light reflected from painted glass is ambiguous. mirror me in your words, and that is where I find clarity. as do you, in each others.
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«Oldest ‹Older 1001 – 1200 of 2692 Newer› Newest»Mya, that's weird.
I can't ever remember how to go in and change the time zones.
*runs back in*
*makes flying leap*
*misses paperheartxx altogether*
*lands on ground, rolls to a stop*
oh. um.
yeah. so...
good night again! ^____^
*gets up, dusts self off, leaves*
Night Martha
Star said...
OH MY GOSH!!!
AMYRANTH!
The Unsolved Mysteries theme scares me too.
The In Search Of theme is equally as awful.
MY SOULMATE!! O_O
I thought I was the only one ;_;
-Amyranth
Thanks PH==I always knew that Master's degree would come in handy again. ;)
BTW, you remind me of Bubbles from the Powerpuff Girls, always so happy and sweet! You're just a doll. L and I just love you to pieces.
J.
Goodnight, Martha!
Mya,sorry I can't be much help,I have no idea how to do any of that.
Nice try toujours;
Keep on trying little one. One day, you will be wise enough to know how to properly master the run and attack technique. You will know when the day has come.. you will now.
*bows*
Night Handmaiden Martha, we'll meet here again tomorrow. Hopefully our subject will be ready to go!
Sleep well.
J.
Thanks PH==I always knew that Master's degree would come in handy again. ;)
BTW, you remind me of Bubbles from the Powerpuff Girls, always so happy and sweet! You're just a doll. L and I just love you to pieces.
J.
It sure did come in handy tonight! I would have never thought of that=]
Thank you for those kind words. I used to watch Powerpuff Girls, and Bubbles was my favorite! ^_^ I love you two to pieces as well! *hug*
Paperheartxx, you are an angel! You are delightful!
Goodnight MJ!
Amyranth, I still have to put the TV on mute when I have the Lifetime channel on and an Unsolved Mysteries rerun comes on.
Chicklets,
I hate to perv and run, but my eyes are killing me.
The Mistress is off to her boudoir for the remainder of the evening.
Come along, servant boy, you must amuse me for a while.
Oh, I'm sorry, did I say that out loud? Whoopsy.
See you Handmaidens tomorrow!
Naughtily yours
Mistress J
Oh yes, I am alive and well. Those anons can eat my dust lol
Star, you are the light at the end of my tunnel. The star that lights up my sky!
^_^
Hi, BC! How are you?
Goodnight Mistress J!^_^
Give my love to L!
*HUG*
BC, they can eat your dust, then come back and eat MY dust.
Good night, Mistress J!
Thank you, paperheartsxx!
Was it the OP's that were working on a list of us Mayo resident's?
Star, *HUG*
Goodnight, Mistress J!
Sleep well.
Hello hello mya how are you? I am doing okay, just have an annoying headache.
Ha ha paperheart. When they finish eating your dust, they can return and eat my dust again. Lol
Bleeding Chaos said...
Ha ha paperheart. When they finish eating your dust, they can return and eat my dust again. Lol
You know, it might just be cheaper to get a swiffer.
-Amyranth
BC, were you the one that had the earache? Or was that sdock?
Then their mouths will be too full of dust to say anything. ^_^
We make a good team!
Mya, I think so, but I'm not sure.
BC, this is corny, but do you drink coffee? That's the only thing that helps my headaches sometimes.
night anyone leaving
earache was me
and it's gone!!!!!
YAY
eardrops worked
Star, you're right about coffee. It is the caffeine, it causes the blood vessels to constrict.
For me, though, a shot of vodka does the trick!
A swiffer would be good Amy ^_^
Mya, I was complaining about my headache earlier. It was getting better, but now it has returned with a vengeance.
Yep, I drink Mocha Frapps sometimes. Of course from Starbucks.
Oh, it was you, Ergo! Glad that it eased up! Seems like everyone is having a hard time with allergies or something!
Star said...
BC, this is corny, but do you drink coffee? That's the only thing that helps my headaches sometimes.
I know they make Tylenol with caffeine now, supposedly to help, but all I found was it made my headache massively worse.
-Amyranth
Mya, my doctor actually told me about it. I told him about my sinus headaches and he said to try it. I love coffee anyway, but usually just have it in the morning. Now I drink it all day long!
BC, have you ever tried pinching that pressure point on your hand that eases headaches?
Drinking lots of water helps too, especially if it has anything to do with your sinuses. Hot water is really great! Or, if it is your sinuses, you could even do a little "nasal irrigation"...
Dang, I'm sounding like I'm all holistic and shit! That couldn't be further from the truth!
Mya, whenever I feel a twinge of a sore throat, I drink hot water with honey and lemon. Yummy and it's better than antibiotics!
Alone again...
Naturally...
No pun intended
Mya, no I haven't, but sleeping does help my headaches.
I just got hassled because I didn't put oil in the spaghetti water.
Does anyone else do that?
-Amyranth
Oh, Hi Star! Didn't see your comment!
That's the virgin Rock 'n Rye remedy with with honey and lemon. It probably has more to do with the warmth of the beverage.
Yes, I put EVO in mine. It basically helps in keeping the noodles from sticking together.
Nothing really helps when I get a headache but I have heard about the caffeine thing.
I also heard the cause of headaches could be from winds,like if you were in front of a fan for awhile.
No, Amyranth, I throw salt in. Oil makes the pot impossible to clean.
BC, sleep is always good... What area of the country are you in? It is late for me, is it for you?
Mya, Now that I think about it, my dad, who first made it for me, used to try to get me to drink it as hot as I could stand it.
I put salt in mine.
Don't fret, just mix a bit of EVO or butter in the pasta after you drain the water.
I live near Chicago and right now it is currently 12:57 a.m.
I use both salt and oil in the water.
Haha, sometimes, the most random things come up in conversation.
=]
I love it.
NO!!! Don't put oil in spaghetti water, the sauce will end up being unable to coat the pasta
if they stick you haven't got enough water
Mayo must read comments sometimes and think "WTF?"
For my pasta, that is. Not for my headaches...
BC, have you gotta get up and go to work in the morning? You best get to bed, girl! I'm about to head that way myself!
I never ever knew that, Ergo!
It makes sense when I think about it.
Ergo! Duh! That makes so much sense! OK, from now on, I will not use oil on my pasta!
I think so too Star.
Star, Dibs!
Nope. I am up most of the night, but right now, I have the urge to run towards the wall. Kinda like what Homer Simpson does ^_^
I belong to the sicilian pasta mafia!!
we even make our own, much yummier, but a bit slower to do, though faster to cook
Jinx, Mya!
I owe you a Coke!
BC, want me to stomp on your toe?
Are you okay, BC?
Ergoproxy - I thought so! Good thing I do all the cooking.
Star - He's not the only one. Hahaha!
-Amyranth
Hee Hee, Star!
OK, Ergo, then, I'm ready for a home-cooked meal!
I'm not sicilian but in laws are (all 8 aunts)
Ergo, my Grandmother made her own pasta. I need homemade cavatelli right now!
Unfortunately, I stubbed my toe twice yesterday from carrying mattress from my garage and I have a big bruise on my upper leg. Sometimes I am not safe in my own home :(
Star, I'm okay. Just have a headache.
we may do it tomorrow, tonight is marinated spare ribs and salad
Damn, you guys are making me hungry! It is too late to eat!
I need to go to bed anyway...
You guys take care!
Okay, just checking, BC!
Ergo, are they old mean aunts or cool ones?
Take care and sweet dreams mya
Good morning everyone :) how are you all? ive just woke up its 7am, usually im going to bed in a few hours im looking forward to some daylight for once. But my god is it freezing today here in England. The cold woke me up. i decided my computer was actually warmer than my bed :(
oh star it is so yummy.
I tell you I love big family get togethers with the aunties - the food!!!
Thanks, BC! Hope your headache eases!
Sweet Dreams Mya!
*HUG*
<3
Good night, Mya!
Good morning Shame in Me! *HUG*
Brrr, Shame in me! Good morning to you!
star older aunties but lovely
night mya, hi shame in me
G'night, PH, Star, Entropy,Ergo, and JohnBoy! Hopefully I will see you guys again tomorrow!
Goodnight, Mya!
Good morning, Shame!
Your welcome mya. good morning shame in me. How are you?
paperheart, guess who is here?
^__^
:O Who?! Santa Claus?!
=]
Nope. Me
^__^
Good morning paper heart, star, ergoproxy, mya :) has everyone had a nice night round at mayo's tonight? I feel like im here to clean up after the party hehe. Santa clause is here? what the hell does he want? hehehe
:O Close enough! ^_^
*HUG*
I am good SIM;
It is 1:15 am , so I am getting sleepy!
I better be off to bed now!
You know I love you all! ^_^
*HUGS*
*HUGS*
*HUGS*
Love;
-007
Paperheart, Hug Fu Master! Good Night!
Take care and sweet dreams little teddy bear. *hugs*
I would've guessed the Easter Bunny.
-Amyranth
Goodnight, Paperheart!
Good night everyone!!!
MWAH!
*HUG*
<3
P.S. There can never be too much lovin' ;)
I'm going to head out too.
See you all tomorrow.
goodnight paper heart and hello entropy. Are you in england aswell entropy?
night star!!! Hugs.
bc is your headache any better?
night PH and Mya
Shame in me, my headache is getting better. Thanks for asking
see ya star
i have been getting headaches quite a bit recently too. think i blame the internet haha. They will only get worse because now i have become unemployed and i can see my addiction to mayo increasing hhaha never had time to reply or comment too much but i will have now. Hope its not too late to join the family instead of being a distant cousin if you get what i mean :)
SIM,no I'm not.
Goodnight, Star. You should let us know what happened with your husband.
Hey guys,I found a pic of Ray with beard
OH MY GOD HE IS SO ADORABLE!!!!!!
Shame in me, I am sorry to hear about your unemployment :(
Ray is growing a beard indeed, but he is still adorable. I love his hair ^_^
Isn't he though!?
Haha, I think so.
haha ray looks bad ass now, rough round the edges hahaha
oh yes he does shame in me, but it does not kill his adorableness.
I wish I could pet his hair
What saddens me is Gerard messing up the lyrics,to not one, but two(hopefully just 2) songs.
I mean,what the hell.
ergoproxy said...
OH MY GOD HE IS SO ADORABLE!!!!!!
He reminds me of Tim McIlrath from Rise Against.
I think it's odd to see any of those five, except Bob, with facial hair.
Can you imagine if Mikey got a Fu Manchu? Frank a goatee? Gerard with a soul patch?
Weiiird..
-Amyranth is almost ready for bed.
shame in me - allow me to volunteer to smooth those rough edges...
ah.. he is just great
I always thought a beard would suit him, bet it's soft
What saddens me is Gerard messing up the lyrics,to not one, but two(hopefully just 2) songs.
I mean,what the hell.
What ???
what happened?
Entropy said...
What saddens me is Gerard messing up the lyrics,to not one, but two(hopefully just 2) songs.
I mean,what the hell.
November 9, 2007 7:37 AM
Do you have a link? what songs did he mess up? was this last night? anything sharpied on that lovely body of his? haha
I can't really picture any of them either,but now that I see Ray,wow, I want to see the others.
Frank with his little facial hair was adorable.
I'd like to see Mikey with some,that'd be interesting.
I read that he messed up the new song and also Headfirst.
well i suppose that can be excused as they havent pplayed halo's for ages and well the new song is well... new so maybe that doesnt mean anything really. AAAARRRGGGHHH 4 days until i see MCR!!!! im officially excited although my ticket still hasnt come :/
how can you mess up Headfirst?
Frank and Bob would look cute.
I think all guys should try it just to see
Wait, sorry,it wasn't the new song it was "I don't love you".
Yeah, I don't know how you can mess up Headfirst either.
They played it at the show previosly so it wasn't all that long ago that he hasn't sang it. Plus it's Headfirst.
where'd everyone go?
I'm still here Ergo.
Just lurking.
I'm still here too:)
But not for long.
Yeah,
I'm going to hit the sack soon as well. I was thinking of erasing my blog, but that could be my headache talking.
The whole thing or just a certain one?
Did you try any one of our suggestions for you head?
Maybe the whole thing. Sometimes I get tired of this crap.
Actually, I didn't try any suggestions, but my headache is finally starting to ease.
Aw,I understand, but just because you delete your blog doesn't mean you have to stop visiting here right?
I'm glad it's easing,you should sleep,that's the only thing that worked for me.
Of course not entropy. I'll wait and see how I'll feel in the morning. It could just be my headache talking. I swear if I have left now, there will be an apocalypse over here :D
Sleeping always works for me as well.
But it's like, seriously, I get so tired of all of this shit. Mayo, SS, the anons, and just all of this in general. I get tired of having to worry so much. Earlier tonight I had to deal with another anon, which is why I made my blog private.
don't do that BC.
If you want to say things you should be able too.
see how you feel in the morning
night!
and I'm off to have dinner..
see you all next time (whatever time that is)
Take care Ergo. And thank you!
I understand so much,there are times,many times,when i feel that way. But it's you guys that keeps me from walking away.
I don't know what you go through since I don't have a blog for anons to ransack but it must be hard. So privite is good.
But glad you would still comment here:)
and holy hell, the pics by people's name,are finally showing!
That rocks.
Goodnight Ergo!
Talk to you tomorrow/later.
Yeah,you should wait until morning BC.
I give bad advice,don't listen to me,lol
Yeah, sometimes it is hard, especially with the anons, but that was something I was aware of long ago when I first arrived here. My blog is going to stay private and my profile page is going to stay blank. Usually I put quotes there, but this time it will be empty, unless I decide to add something there.
I don't think I would actually leave. Maybe take a break, yes. Imagine if that happens. I'd have too many readers begging me to stay. Ha!
Are you seeing the pictures next to the readers' names? I posted my own last night.
Ha ha I will not take your advice then entropy. XD
While there arent many around i would like to answer your question mayo as to why i think we are all assembled here.
I think ultimately we are all here to find something, whether that be piece of mind, closeness, or maybe even the truth.
I think what we will find is maybe a little bit of your truth mayo and a sense of community. And obviously a truly deep insight into the mind of mayo.
I think you are here mayo because things back there got a little too hard for you and you were looking for love and acceptance. I could be very wrong but if im right im sure you couldnt even begin to comprehend the amount of love and acceptance that was offered to you. Maybe the release, the ability to vent in such a crazy guise was a revelation to you, breathed a sense of life into you. Whatever your reasons were i thankyou and obviously i hope that in some way all this helps you along with whatever you are dealing with in your life.
My reasons are strange, so please excuse me if they are nonsensical as i cant speak completely straightforwardly about this.
I found this blog through Lovemans blog, way back at the beginning and i found lovemans blog through hours of researching a singer in a band. Why was i wasting my time with such things you ask? Well i know it was crazy but i felt a kind of affinity with said singer. True i probably didnt know much about him, albeit only what i had read and seen but that affinity was there, in every inch of my fibre, my entity. I put it down to a silly crush, although the fact i hadnt been crushing for 6 years since i was 18 made the fire burn just that little bit more.
I saw something in that singer that i rarely see in anyone, a great compassion and humanity and also a part of myself, that i didnt think anybody else had to deal with. Of course i was only speculating in my mind that these things were present within the singer but i wholeheartedly believed and still do maybe even more nowadays.
When i found the Mayonaise Blogs i was completely speechless, that this in fact could quite possibly be the ramblings of the man i speak of above, but what i found in your writings (whether you are the man above or not)was a kind of peace, (dont even ask me why haha), aswell as a whirlpool of mystery and intrigue. I started feeling great compassion for you mayonaise as did everybody else.
Whilst in other places of my life i was finding magical wonderous things in new places, in new people, somebody opened my eyes, somebody i wont ever forget. The strange thing is that these past 3 months all of the things i speak of above are all connected, in ways i cant comprehend sometimes, i know this wont make sense to the majority, heck it doesnt always make sense to me but as lost as i feel right now about the majority of my life, there is a path that has been lit for me, a path that i want to follow and a path that has been marked out for me already. Some may call it fate, or destiny, i dont really know what to call it. Maybe a miracle. I just know that as long as i feel that special glow that has been lighting me up from the inside out that things will be ok. Mayonaise whoever you are I love you just like i Love the person that opened my eyes.
This is why i am here. I believe i was guided here in strange ways hehe im probably gonna get called crazy but what the heck im pretty crazy anyway.
I want to help you mayonaise because i care greatly, as do many of the posters and i think in conclusion we are all here to learn, to learn lessons in compassion and humanity, aswell as to learn things from each other. I have learnt a lot and i hope that you are learning too Mayo, Learning that there is humanity, that there is love and acceptance if you are only willing to look for it and also learning to help yourself. These are the gifts that your blog has gave me. And the reasons why i stay.
Thankyou Kindly Mayonaise
(Sorry for the rambling haha)
Not anymore,it lasted for a second,until i refreshed the page,haha.
I read that you did, but didn't see it,I was sad that I missed that.
Do not worry entropy. paperheart wants me to post my picture tomorrow so I will do just that. Although, I just posted a new blog. I think a few of them may be freaked out by it.
Yay!
That is great!
Yep it is ^_^
It is late now, but I feel like spilling everything to someone. That is one of the reasons why I lurk and post my blogs at night. I get a sense of peace because I do not have to respond to many comments.
Yeah,it could be nice when it is not so crowded.
shhh. i'm not really here. i'm in bed like i ought to be. i'm not in front of my computer, listening to rain and "desert song", re-reading your post.
but oh, mayo, please tell me you're going to write books, please? yes, yes. i'm a greedy cuss, but still, i want lots of paragraphs from you, lots and lots.
in this one, today, when you described being unable to look away from yourself -- oh how chilling, oh how delicious!
i shouldn't be asking, no. i'm always asking. i must have quite a bill to settle with you by now. i'll pay. i'm good for it.
unless this is just a dream...
yes.
shhh.
i'm sleeping.
Hey toujours :) your post made me laugh hehe
Its all but a dream ooooo hehehe
Squeak squeak, you sneak! Lol
I'm going to head out.
So goodnight BC,Invisable Toujours shh,and anyone else roaming or lurking around.
Goodnight to you too Mayo.
Goodnight to you too, SIM!
im not going sleep i only just woke up hehe you have me confused.
Night to whoever is going to sleep. have sweet dreams
oh i get it sorry!! *slaps self in head* you were saying night to me aswell haha im such a dumbass Night night sweetheart :)
Good night entropy and thank you for lending a ear to my bitching and rambling :D
Oro, ut mihi amicoque mei propitii sitis!
Nomen non est omen!
Hello there SS. How are you?
Can you please translate what that means?
shame in me, are you still here?
damn i dont know latin either!!! are we the only ones here bc?
Hi SS How are you? Hope you are well on this fine morning.
Much love to you
I think we are shame in me. I have my latin dictionary. I'm going to try to translate it
To speak , when me amicoque my gracious thirst! Name not is omen!
i got this off a dodgy translation sight :(
Yeah, those translation sites are pretty shitty.
I am too tired to translate the damn sentence anyways.
have you come up with anything bc? i hope you are chipper today sweet SS :)
Actually no. I tried goggle, but
there is no translation there, and my head cannot deal with translating the Latin myself. SS, are you still here?
huh a new post... how is everyone? I think a lot happened since tuesday, where I was online the last time.
I´m still in germany and the show yesterday in düsseldorf, it confused be to be honest...
Bc!! you sound so sad :( whats wrong sweetie? i do hope its just tiredness. and as much as i would love to know what that sentence means if you are too tired then you should sleep dear (((hugs)))
Hi pixie!!! why did the show confuse? did you not have a good time? (((hugs)))
Pixie, where the hell have you been? I know you are in Germany, but I missed you!!!! What do you mean by confused?
Shame in me, honestly, this headache is affecting me more than the tiredness. I told entropy earlier that I may delete my entire blog. Not sure why, but you can take a guess and say that I am tired of all of this.
Sometimes it is so difficult to keep on fighting everyday for this.
Pixie are you still here?
I need someone I can vent my emotions to ^_^
hi *hugs* how are you both?
oh the show was just really... I could swear gerard wasn´t himself.... I mean the show was awesome with some songs they didn´t played at the last show I was like headfirst or sleep or the new song...
so far i have
speak to me friend/ comrade
my gracious thirst and desire...
thats all i got so far but im gonna keep trying.
awww bc if its getting to you this much maybe a little time away wouldnt hurt. I dont wanna see you upset and stressed because someone spilt mayonaise all over the floor if you know what i mean. Are you run down too? i know what lack of sleep on a regular basis can do. Everything sucks when you are exhausted :(
I send you my love sweetpea
jep bc I wasn´t online so much to do and I only slept 4 hours last night... my friend is at the university now so I use her internet to check everything...
Hello hello Pixie. Did I tell you that I missed you? *hugs*
I heard something similar about Gerard not being himself.
jep you told me bc and I missed you all too *hugsagain*
jep I mean his voice, at he spoke the first time he sounded drunk or maybe more stoned... and after that his voice sounded a bit like micky mouse, high and pitchy and at frst I thought it was a techncal problem with the mic, but it continued through the whole show. when he was singing and speaking... and speaking? it was only nonsense and more motherfucker,fuck and shit like normal... sometimes we just didn`t got it, what he treid to tell us... I have no idea...
but after the show i felt so confused, sad and angry.... holy shit, I mean the show was great but the rest?
ah and bob has a beard now and during houses of wolves where gerard normally sings "you better run like a devil..." he didn´t sang instead he took his mic to mikey´s mouth... mikey lookes so surprised... ah and at cancer, he let us sing "I will never marry" grrrr
SS, are you still here? Shame in me, you don't think that comment was directed at me? I was complaining earlier about deleting my blog before that Latin comment was made. SS, if you are still here, am I correct?
Shame in me, earlier during the evening, I made a new post on my blog, it was the hardest one I have ever done, but then a while later I had to deal with another anon and well, after dealing that them, I edited my new post. Sometimes it sucks because I cannot say everything I want to without worrying if some people may think I'm nuts.
Some of it is getting to me, but it is so hard to keep the faith in Mayo or anyone else sometimes.
This happens to be a real struggle, not just here. I struggle this in my own life as well.
I hate it.
what happened to your blog bc?
Pixie, you sound frustrated at the end of your post. Was the concert kinda bad? It sounded like it was.
I made it private pixie. Because of anons of course. If you still have the link to it, you can still access it.
Shame in me, can you tell me which website you got that shitty translation from?
i think i pretty much have it.
Speak to me friend, my gracious thirst and desire, name not a fitting omen.
Haha im probably really wrong lol but it was fun trying :)
Bc can i ask you something? How old are you?
and you know what i say to the anon problem, screw those motherfuckers!!! at the end of the day all the shit ass anons are probably the same person that has no life and obviousely nothing to say thats why they cause trouble, and feed off the love in here probably because they dont deem themselves worthy enough to actually join in and have fun. Poor pathetic anons. its quite sad really. Bleeding chaos i have only these words for you.
If you truly believe in something, stand up and shout it out, be proud, tell the world, dont give a shit what anyone says. i know its hard to do and i myself cant always live by these rules but fear should never stop your heart you know?
and remember i have my pitchforks at the ready hehe *sharpening as i speak* mwahhahahahaha
Maybe you need a break to think about all this.
Hope this helps sweetie
damn 4 hours aren´t enough sleep not bob has a beard I mean bob wasn´t there... I meant ray ^^
ah ok bc I should have the link at home on my laptop. was just wondering because yeah I tried it through your profile, but ok thanks, have to wait till tomorrow then :)
jep and I´m still angry ^^ like I said we had a great time, they put a lot of energy into the show but gerard made me angry ^^
so I´m not able to think straight, can´t type and I´m tired *gggg* not a good mix...
Pixie sorry to hear that you didnt have the best time. i hope that in the end you will just rememeber the best bits from the concert.
Im going to see them in 4 days im really quite nervous now. got a feeling i will cry through the whole concert for reasons i fear only myself knows. was the rest of your time in germany good pixie?
anyway maybe it was really a technical problem, but the whole show? anyway, I´ll wait and see... I should calm down *laugh*
I am over 21. Let's leave it at that shame in me ;)
Why would someone call someone else my gracious thirst and desire? That does not sound like SS.
Thank you shame in me. I think I need to promote you as my lieutenant in my own mafia family ;D
It is rather late. When I get enough sleep, my mood improves. Forget sex, I have sleep to keep me happy ^_^
Yep, ray has a beard pixie. Lol.
Sounds like pixie is not getting enough sleep :D
jep shame and I´m still in germany till tomorrow, it´s just great to see some of my best friends :) and jep you´re right I try to forget his behaviour and just try to remember the fun I had with my friends... it´s a wonder that I´m able to speak this morning hehe :)
and jep well I´m excited to hear, how the show was you´ll going too... maybe I overreacted?
Sadly pixie, Gerard is making a lot of people angry :(
haha jep seemed as if gerard doesn´t like the beard, he told us so often yesterday ^^
Well, it is past 4 in the morning here, so I have to call it a night. Shame in me, pixie, take care both of you and sweet dreams and good night. Pixie, have a safe trip home.
Goodnight to you as well dear Mayonaise. Night night everyone
XOXO, BC
ok good night bc sleep well *hugs* and I´ll see you again tomorrow :)
night bc and thankyou very much for the lieutenant role i will serve and conquer the anons i will do you proud. sweet dreams honey :) mwah xxx
Take care my little pixie *hugs*
sweet dreams and goodnight.
Sweet dreams to you shame in me and of course, Mayonaise.
Take care guys.
Lol you are very welcome shame in me.
For now, my blog will remain private regardless of those anons.
as for my translation it could be way off haha probably best not to read into it although i will wonder all day who it was for and what it meant haha
Pixie im glad you have had such a good time with your friends that makes me smile. I will let you know straight away what happens at my concert im determined to dance like crazy and forget how emotionally involved i feel with all this sometimes. If you can hold onto the good times then maybe the bad will fade from your memory.. was it your first mcr gig? i hope that the lack of sleep doesnt get you down hehe try having a power nap hehe or brushing my teeth makes me feel awake when i have had no sleep hehe weird i know
oh jep shame, my legs hurt like hell I spent the most time jumping and singing/screaming along *laugh* so I try to remember that :)
nope it was my second show. the first one was in july, all the other times it wasn´t possible for me to go :(
jep would be interesting to know, how your show was then... his voice confused me... how is it possible? I mean all songs sounded higher like normal on their liveshows and his talking was more high.... weird or?
was his voice like how it was at the emas or the fateful time him and frank were pushing each other at project rev? *sorry to bring that up* (dont hate me mayo)
His voice was pretty off those times. Maybe hes ill you know? it must be hard singing pretty much evernight maybe his chords were tired and he was straining to get his voice to sing how he normally does. It could pretty much mean anything really, i guess we just dont have a clue how it feels to be screaming your guts out everynight. im sure thats all it was. Did you manage to get to the front pixie? What songs did they play do you remember?
morning all!
god i've tried to catch up, it sounds like you had alot of fun last night!
ok just a few things to say:
mya - sorry if i ignored you yesterday, it wasn't intentional, i was busy getting my knickers in a twist over time differences etc.
lucy - now i know your name. thanks for helping me out over the time difference shit, and welcome agian.
L - welcome back!!!!
has anyone seen sister midnite??
kapunua - you crack me up!!!
hi shame in me!
BC hope your headache is better when you wake up.
pixie - sorry the gig wasn't as fantastic as you hoped. ok so the gig was fantastic but gerards vocals weren't?? don't be disappointed though, catch up on your sleep and you might feel a bit different about it all then. post gig feelings are a little fucked up sometimes, i think you look forward to something for so long, and then its over and then the depression sets in. or is that just me?? probably.
anyway gotta fly!
nope his voice didn´t sound tired, he was singing good, but the sound of the voice was high, like you know these airballons(is that the correct word for it in english?) when they filled with this gas and you take some of it and then you speak? it sounded a lil bit like that... not so worse like that but kinda like that... so that´s weird... and it also didn´t sounded like at th eema´s last week...
nope we weren´t at the frontrow, maybe 8 row or something like that? I had a pretty good view to frank, mikey and gerard...
and they used a lot of pyro etc, looked awesome..
ok the first song, must be a new song, I didn´t knew it and I know all songs... hm... well let me see what I can remember what they played:
2 new song
this is how...
headfirst for halos
helena
give ´em hell kid
prison
INO
cemetery drive
dead
mama
teenagers
sleep
famous last words
welcome to the...
houses of wolves
i don´t love you
cancer
the sharpest lives
not sure if I forgot a song now...
hi faraway :) jep that´s it, show great but gerard weird+ his vocals *laugh*
but I´ll remember it as a great time... besides msi... ^^
sorry for the delay in replying pixie i was talking to the guy i bought the tckt off for my concert and he hasnt even been sent it i dont know if im being ripped off :( i feel so nervous now. i have 1 tckt but i need the other one as my friend is driving me to sheffield :( oh dear *fingers crossed*
Did they not play its not a fashion statement its a deathwish? i frickin love that song i really want them to play that.
Mayo if you are listening please play that on the 13th and i will love you forever hahahaha :D
hello faraway so close!! hope you are well today:)
nope no fashionstatement :( I really wanted thank you for the venom too :(
jep well you can´t have everything, right?
Oh I really hope you´ll get the ticket in time :)
Pixie, his voice sounded weird when I saw him in September, as my friend described it - "kind of like a duck who inhaled helium", is that a close description?
well pixie i have to go nice speaking to you. im gonna walk into town get some fresh air and work off some of this nervous energy i have :/
Hope you have a safe trip back home sweetie :)
Talk soon xxx
bittersweetheart said...
Pixie, his voice sounded weird when I saw him in September, as my friend described it - "kind of like a duck who inhaled helium", is that a close description?
November 9, 2007 11:09 AM
hahaha lmao!!! thats a good analogy.
Maybe its through smoking? he does like a smoke hehe
"kind of like a duck who inhaled helium"
EXACTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks bittersweet :) that is really how it sounded....
ok shame, have a great day and it was nice talking to you, take care *hugs*
so ok I have to go now pick up my friend, I wish you all a nice day also a nice day to you mayo wherever you are...
see you tomorrow :)
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