I am sitting at a table with friends, it is dark and loud. I am bored. I am absently searching for something affecting to distract me, when I spot myself sitting across the room. I am at a table with some friends…and I am staring right back at myself. I am unable to look away. The gaze between us has me transfixed. Then he, the other me, shuns me with a smirk and joins the conversation at his table. He is speaking, and his hands are gesturing along with his alluring tale. His friends are captivated by the unconstrained other me. I envy his ease. Now I am alone at my table and I am singing to the other me. My song is pleading for him to hear, to once again find me, but he does not. And just as I am about to stop singing, you grab my hand and pull me up from my chair, and I wake up.
p.s. it is because the light reflected from painted glass is ambiguous. mirror me in your words, and that is where I find clarity. as do you, in each others.
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«Oldest ‹Older 2601 – 2692 of 2692Martha, could be!
Toujours, be careful child, You don't want to hurt yourself. Soon you will surpass your leader. :P
OPJ, I'll take a slice of pizza! Would you like some coffee? ;)
MJ,
Have you seen our other Handmaiden?
J
Pizza yes lets have some pizza mayo and SS did you hear that we are having pizza so get your asses over here.
No I haven't mistress J.
i am having cheese strings whoop whoop
hiya everyone did you miss me.
hehehe
miss t were are you wag
i started to laugh at the comments on discuss mayo when you said about footie. wink wink we all now why hahahaha
you know i love ya hunni.
x
Helle FS how are you?
AHHHHHHH!
#8!
*runs*
*HUG*
*RUNS AROUND FS IN A CIRCLE*
*HUG*
You were dearly missed FS!! *HUG*
How are you? ^_^
No thank you, Bubbles, I don't like coffee.
*hears collective gasp*
Yes, it's true. L is the resident coffee-hound.
Me, my bevvy of choice is TAB.
L calls it "battery acid".
But you're more than welcome to have some pizza, PH. Supreme ok?
J
Enjoy the rest of your night/day everyone!
My bed calls!
I think I need not to come here for a while......I just don't feel that comfortable anymore.
Sorry!
Catch you in a few days, maybe!
I'm going to tell you lot something.
I was watching Cops awhile back (because I do that once in awhile), and the cops stopped a street performer who was a Little Person. After a tussle with the little person, the cop asked him "Do you got any swords on you tonight?"
SWORDS. SWORDS. A little man on the street doing handstands, and the cop asks him if he had any swords!
True story.
Ok I'm just going to say Hi from now on my spelling isn't to good helle.
If I disappear its because the power went out. Its raining where I am and the power just flickered on and off.
I really sometimes believe that show is scripted. Some of the thing that I have seen happen are to Jerry Springer like to not be.
:O J, coffee = love.
I have become addicted. ^_^
Supreme pizza? Sounds good!!
Could I get you anything else to drink my dear?
DG,
Don't leave, please. You would be missed. Can we do anything to change your mind?
J
EVERYBODY
can i just say for everybody to stop conversations for a second and rememeber 62 two years ago today for the people in europe and tommorrow for the people on the west side that world war 2 ended.
i thought it was important to rememeber all the brave people on both sides who lost their life fighting for wat they believed in.
I think we need a Restaurant Mayo. For light lunch and nummy yummy dinners. I'll be the vegan chef. I sorta want sauce pizza right now.
Lolita,
I love that show. Except it sometimes seems unrealistic. I once saw a drag queen hitting on a cop.
hello to the people who said hello. how are we all tonight.
my ickle 007. you are the hug fu indeed lol
wat are we upto tonight
DG if you need a break take it. But why don't you feel comfortable here anymore. What happened?
DG!!
*RUNS TO GIVE A HUGE HUG*
Please don't leave! You are needed. It sometimes gets uncomfortable here, but it'll change. What can we do to make you stay? =[
If you need a break, I understand. We could all use a breather every once in a while!
*HUG*
PH,
Oh thank you darling, any diet soft drink will do. Or water.
MJ,
Perhaps Handmaiden Star is off having her own lesson tonight?
J
Did someone say pizza?
I don't drink coffee a lot, just in the morning mainly.
In winter it's nice, or tea or hot chocolate, but in summer it's too damn hot.
I like lemonade, or ginger beer (and we make our own alcoholic and non alcoholic) or sometimes a shandy.
Or coke zero, or just cordial - heck as long as it's cold!!
Well that's just not fair. Wasn't she told to bring us a man so we could practice our art on him. Now she's just keeping him to herself. Are you going to punish her mistress j?
hello Ep how are you.
J, thanks but I'm fairly sure I won't be missed!
Maybe in a few days!
*throws OPJ a diet coke*
Here you go sweetie!
*turns to Entropy*
We have ANOTHER non coffee-er here?!
What has this world come to?!!!
*hands Entropy a Coke Zero*
There you go hun!
FS, I am doing good, what about yourself?
dg i miss you already. my fellow manc can not i repeat can not deserte me hahaha
mancs unite lol
Dei Gratia, I will miss you!
*HUG*
Teeheehee! Yes! I may have seen that one!
Coke Zero....Nummy. I'm known to force it randomly upon children who've been sleeping in line at My Chemical Romance concerts. Even if I don't know 'em.
not bad ph. bit gutted about bc miss her already but i understand. how are you. when does your dad get back?
FS,
Thank you for reminding us. The courage of soldiers is often forgotten when faced with the tragedy of conflict.
A peaceful Veteran's Day to all our brothers and sisters, both the standing and the fallen.
It's horrifying that not enough people have learned from the sacrifices.
J
Really Lolita?
You'd be my best friend if you randomly gave me Coke Zero!! ^_^
FS, I miss BC as well, but I also understand her situation. My dad will be home sometime next week! ^_^
More and more will come, as you get closer to the truth of one thing or the other.
Weed through the post, see between the lines.
And trust with your heart, not with your eyes.
I hope you understand.
I leave with this.
There is another interview, do not wear rose color glasses as you watch it, its WAY more better to believe than FI, and someone is about to make a change, look for it.
Why better than FI?
Because he is good at it.
As always, forgive the spelling and grammar.
for it is pasted.
PS. luck is on my side for now, and remember i can not respond back so forgive my rudeness, and i will be back soon.
I miss Verita Venom.
She was always one if the first to post here. She always brought a smile to my face. A blog every once in a while is nice, but I adored the honesty in her comments. No sugarcoating, always 100% genuine.
well said J i just think that without all the brave people back then that we wouldnt be half the people we are today. i will always rememeber 11am on 11th november.
and will wear my poppy loud and proud.
Dg what in the hell do you mean you won't be missed.
dg if your hear head over to discuss mayo please miss t wants to say something but she cant get on mayo.
Yes, Handmaiden Martha, Handmaiden Star will have to be punished. Hmm, let's see...ah yes! No pretty-mouthed men for a week! No fun-size men either!
Mistress J, feeling rather disobeyed
Well gee whiz! I'm in the market for a best friend! Teeheehee. I used to drink a longbox of Zero in a weekend. And that's a-okay (no it isn't) 'cause it goes right through me! Teeheehee. Nobunny understands, but I can't drink it in the big bottles. I can do experiments with it though. If it goes flat, you just shake it, and it's fizzy again :|
Thank you for your post, Anonymous. Do not worry about the errors. This is not an English class.
I admit however, I do not fully understand. I'm a bit confused.
hi everybody!!!
I've been trying to catch up! I know it's kinda late for this but...I'm so happy that L came back!
did I smelled pizza?
*sniffs around*
Thank you pasted. I can't wit to hear from you again. Goodnight and sweet dreams.
"And trust with your heart, not with your eyes."
I knew it.
-Amyranth
Haha.
Clearly Lolita, we both share an obsession with Coke zero!
Anon, Thanks for the clues!
*HUG*
Dear anon,
I don't know you. You're beautiful.
Hello AB and CTV how are the two of you doing?
No one can leave something is going to happen and we need all of our brains in here. We may need a lot of support in the coming days so Miss t and DG and BC we need you here.
Anonymous,
I read you loud and clear. My glasses have lenses, but they are not tinted in the least. Not anymore.
Don't worry about not answering. I can hear you just fine as you are.
As for the change, I can only pray that it's a good one. Please, God, let it be a good one.
Faith, Hope, Love. True Colors.
You are beautiful, and I love you.
My heart to yours, always.
J
I can has pizza?
-Amyranth
MarthaJones, I agree.
Another interview. A change. I don't know whether it's a good or bad one. Christ, this is going to drive me crazy. I just hope I won't be disappointed.
Hello amy how are you?
Methinks Amyranth is a GENIUS.
I am off for now, I will be back in two hours.
I love you all!
*HUG*
Anonymous, thank you so much for the info. I believe everything in my heart, don't worry.
lots of love and a shitload of hugs;
-007
hi MJ! hi Amyranth! I'm a bit down today...hope you're all fine!
so...no pizza for AndieBomb? *tear*
Hey you guys! I've been out shopping ald re-doingmy kitchen all day, but guess what? I got a Blackberry! I'm psyched, it's the cutest little gadget. I just want to touch it and love it and meld with it. I can have the internet with me at all times now! Even at work, when I'm supposed to be working!
The only problem is that this page is way too big for it to load. I can read Mayo's entries but not the comments. Meh. But still, how awesome is that?
Hope you guys have all had a great day and I'll try to catch up with everything soon. ^_^
ANON - Well damn another emotional roller coaster. Think I'm getting kinda nauseous.
P.S. BLEEDING CHAOS SENDS HER LOVE AND SHE SAYS HELLO TO YOU ALL!
anon at 1:37, this is very frightening. If this ends up being true...well, I don't know what I'll think.
*turns to Entropy*
We have ANOTHER non coffee-er here?!
But I do like coffee.
Haha,I was catching up and saw my name,I was like'wait,what'.But I know you were talking about Ergo.
Anon,thank you once again for stopping by. I'm glad you didn't leave for indefinitely.
Until next time my friend.
DG,please come back fast, I understand the needed break,but you will be missed.
Hey everyone,how are you guys this saturday?
marthajones - I have sushi breath. Aside from that, I'm good. Japanese food is like Chinese you know.
Lolita - You can has pizza?
-Amyranth
Andie, Amy,
Yes yes, please have some pizza! I was busy being mushy with Anonymous. But I think they liked it. ;)
Pizza all round! Bevvies of choice--but no alcohol please, if it spills it'll ruin Mayo's rug.
Andie, I will pass on your message to L. She will be very pleased to hear it!
J
There is another interview, do not wear rose color glasses as you watch it,
Have we ever? Most of us here hate what we're seeing; rose colored glasses get stomped on here. I've yet to figure out why this particular blog drew a bunch of rose-colored-glasses stompers--I think even Mayo probably doesn't know why that is--but we're here, so you should expect that of us. Most of us, anyway. :)
its WAY more better to believe than FI, and someone is about to make a change, look for it.
Unless the change is something along the lines of, "MY GOD, WHAT WERE WE THINKING?!!" then I'm not entirely too interested yet. Thanks, though.
Hello people, I'm back.
Say hello to the two friends I have brought back with me.
DG, GS, take a bow.
Be nice to them people.
Now let's let the past be done with. All I will say is that any anon that comes on here and tells me what I can and can't talk about can fuck off.
Mayo decides that.
Now did someone mention pizza.
hahahahahaha. i am so happy.
my english mates are back. i miss you all. omg i am so happy.
Hello!
Really must go to bed now, guys!
Take Care!
Pasted Anonymous,
Thankyou.
*yuuuumie* thanks J! I'm actually starving.....
I really hope that no one else leaves...or we'll have to lock the door from outside!
Thankyou again Miss T.
Sorry Fimble, it's hello and goodbye I'm afraid.
It's been .... emotional.
Thankyou to all who stuck by me.
And finally...
Mayo, goodnight.
Goodnight all.
TTFN
hello dg gs and miss t good to have you back and good night to you gs if you are off again.
Ante meridiem... Uncle Meridiem... all the little Meridiems...Summa cum laude. Magna cum laude. The radio's too laude. Me gustibus. You gustibus. We missed the bus. They missed the bus. When's the next bus?
WE HAVE UNKNOWN LATIN ANONS. QUICK! SOMEBODY DIAL IX-I-I!
Anyway, lookit: you guys, I'm not sure what you want or what you're trying to tell me, but I speak two languages: English and Hawaiian. Try either. I'd seriously love to know what you're getting at, but some days I don't have time to learn a whole new language. And to tell you the truth, I kinda had a feeling you weren't SS, because s/he seems to use one or two specific sites with really googlable phrases, and you're pretty much speaking actual Latin. Pretty sure that SS hasn't brushed up that much.
That aside, although we do tend to play different "characters" here and have lots of fun, in real life I'm not a she-wolf. Nor am I a warrior, faithless or otherwise; nor am I a housekeeper, a ninja, a crusader*, or any of that other stuff. I work, I dance, I write, I do Kung Fu, I keep house, I post poems and pictures and rants and "my ass" on a mystery blog. We're all just having fun here, yeah? And also talking to each other, helping each other out, and venting sometimes. It's just cool, that's all.
As for knowing who anybody is on this blog, even those of us who come here everyday and chat with each other, well that's all just a wild stab in the dark, isn't it? Which, incidentally, is what you'll be getting if you aren't on the up and up.
I like the mysteries and all. But context, yanno?
*Well, maybe just a little.
My God everytime I turn around someone is leaving. I can't keep up.
Hello Kapu how are you?
Goodnight DG and GS.
Thanks for coming back with me ladies.
Hello again MJ. How are you?
I'm good and I'm glad that you brought your ass back here and two other asses with you. Thank you for coming back.
Welcome back Miss T! Also welcome back GS and DG, even though you've gone to bed by now. We are glad you are all back in the Family.
Hey Kapunua, glad to see you. Earlier I told the others that L put pics of our furry babies on that photobucket link, if you'd like to see them.
And BTW, I know who you are.
Donna Reed. ;)
J
Thank you J, how are you?
Once I read that GS and DG were gonna leave too, I knew I had to bring us back together.
I hope the family is back as one.
Did you guys know that Tyra was talking about vagina. I wonder if she mention clown vagina.
This is what happens when you blog and watch Best week ever
New mayo blog people.
MissT! So happy you are back! And you brought GD and GS with you(Goodnight you guys)!
Welcome back to the familia!
Thank you Entropy. Once I heard they were leaving too, I thought I'd started this so I'd better finish it.
I told them I'd come back if they would. so we came back together.
Hmmm. 300 days ago was here.
*searches*
*shakes head at dumb idea and gives up*
*goes off in search of udon noodles instead*
Mayo, we used to find clarity.
Looks like we're not the only ones who got it. ;)
PP!!!!!!!!!
Is this were the party is at, does anyone hear any singing?
Mayo, are you singing?
You know you have around 40 peopel here that will sing with you, and i know that my dolphy is a beautiful singer so she can sing with you.
I did it with a pen and a piece of paper too. All in my head, counting the days.
*hangs head*
*hangs head with Socky*
I did it with a pen and a piece of paper too!
- after 30 days hath September...
*giggles and hangs head toe-low*
And then I walked all stompy out without seeing anything.
Darn trees.
Well, Mayo's URL is "because I was there." But was he here? I checked all the anons early on. Who the hell knows?
Anyway, it's nice to see you guys here. :D
Nice to see you all too!
LOL at us. We were all up Mayo's garden path, going nowhere!
*waves at cranky anons*
Right I'm out of here. Just been checking off everything, crossing I's and dotting T's.
See ya. =)
Wasn't there supposed to breadcrumbs or something that we were supposed to turn into baked goods?
I think I ate those way, way, wayyyyyy back.
Fuck.
At least I'm not hungry!!!
eat some cookies and follow the trail. you never know where it may lead :)
Follow me! =)
anyone in this thread smoke weed
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