I am sitting at a table with friends, it is dark and loud. I am bored. I am absently searching for something affecting to distract me, when I spot myself sitting across the room. I am at a table with some friends…and I am staring right back at myself. I am unable to look away. The gaze between us has me transfixed. Then he, the other me, shuns me with a smirk and joins the conversation at his table. He is speaking, and his hands are gesturing along with his alluring tale. His friends are captivated by the unconstrained other me. I envy his ease. Now I am alone at my table and I am singing to the other me. My song is pleading for him to hear, to once again find me, but he does not. And just as I am about to stop singing, you grab my hand and pull me up from my chair, and I wake up.
p.s. it is because the light reflected from painted glass is ambiguous. mirror me in your words, and that is where I find clarity. as do you, in each others.
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EXACTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks bittersweet :) that is really how it sounded.... "
Glad I could help, when my friend said that on the way home from PR I laughed so hard, because he really did sound more like he was quacking. I felt as confused as you when I saw them. I kept thinking wtf is up with his voice...kind of put a damper on the whole night for me. Well, that and other weirdness. Glad you still had a good time though. :)
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MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE REFUSED TO DO THE RADIO 1 SHOW ON FRIDAY 9TH NOVEMBER. i wonder wat happened
say what? where's this info?
i dont know where the info is written down but i am listening to the show. sorry but jo whiley the dj sounds a bit pissed oof. she said
my chemical romance is no longer coming in today. i explained earlier so i wont go into it again but they erm just didnt want to come in.
Very strange...either something major happened between band members or perhaps something was said to them by the radio station.
not sure but i am going to try and find out
jo whiley just said that the reason they didnt come in to do the show was becuase they just didnt want to come in.
Mayo,
Good Morning, It sure was difficult to roll myself out of my warm bed this chilly morning, but it's time to get the day going I suppose. How are you today? Something's wrong isn't it? You're having a shitty day. I can feel it. Fuck it. Clean up the mess and start over, like maybe after lunch? Things surely can't get any worse.....Fuck, yeah they can. Things can always get worse. Wait, am I talking about you or me here? Fuck, it's getting hard to tell the difference. I don't know who's vibes I'm picking up anymore.
Allow me to revisit your post once more. Did you ever stop to think that maybe those people were 'captivated' with the other you because he demands all the attention? That maybe those people aren't captivated at all? That maybe they watch him out of concern because they know something isn't right with him? That they are so worried and they feel they are watching a trainwreck and they are powerless to stop it? They are not drawn to him because he is prettier than the other you or can sing a more beautiful song...they watch because they are scared of what might happen next.
Again, this might be more of a more personal observation of my own life than yours, but I just wanted to throw that out there for you. Did you catch it yet? Don't worry, I fucking suck at catching shit. Unless, it's a fucking bad habit or a cold or a case of bitchiness.
Enough...I must go ready myself for this great Friday ahead. Why does that tie my stomach in knots? Oh, I know why. Because I can't just hide today and do nothing. I'm the leader and I have to be front and fucking center...so I better put on a most dazzling face and give the crowd an outstanding show.
Feel me?
Of course you do.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Searching for clarity, but slightly out of focus as always
i heard that too on radio 1. yes she did sound a bit pissed off.oh she's just repeated it right now "the band don't want to do the show so thats fine!!" yep she sounded pissed off!
thats late to cancel isn't it??
hi to the others that said hi, i disappeared for a while.
http://thebleedingchaosreigns.blogspot.com/2007/09/wonders-of-fake-marriage.html
according to the radio 1 website they were supposed to be co-hosting the show on monday with kylie minouge, is that what they have cancelled or is that something else they are doing aswell?
where they supposed to be doing the live lounge today does anyone know?
So pixie did Bob play?
I am getting ready for bed so I might not check the answer until morning (for me)
wierd about gerards voice,and I wonder why they'd cancel a radio interview, but I suppose shit happens sometimes, they probably had a decent reason ( not that we'll hear it!)
hey Sdock have a good friday.I'm just finishing mine.
no kylie is co hosting the show with jo whiley on monday its called "kylie and whiley" nothing to do with mcr, they were def meant to be doing the live lounge today.
anon, are you trying to say that it's because Lyn and Gee have separated or are you saying that this is all because of the marriage in general?
Hi Ergo,
Thanks.
Can't wait to see what the day will bring....
...yeah, right.
Catch ya'll later!
i wish they had done the live lounge i love live lounge recordings. even though i would have missed it probably. havent listened to radio 1 in ages. im really angry at my radio listening friends for not telling me that they were gonna be on pfffssshhh :(
anonymous why link that?
How is everyone?
im slowly becoming addicted to this blog i keep walking away to get ready and coming back every 10 minutes i havent managed to leave the house yet help me!!!!
shame in me i know exactly what you mean!
hi sdock, ergo, anyone else.
right have got to pop out will be back later.
bye
jo just said to everyone who have just tuned into hear mcr that the reason they pulled out was because on the show every band has to do a cover and mcr were having trouble with what cover they were gonna do and this was causing problems and the band wasnt happy and radio1 kept giving them suggestions and trying to help them and were speaking to them on the fone at 11pm last night helping them and today they found out that mcr had decided not to bother!!!
I cant believe mcr couldnt pull a song out of their ass!!!! Mygod!!! i know they are busy but thats a shitty excuse to not do a radio show.
Anyway now radio1 are doing a feature in place of mcr being on the show called my chemical toilet!!! haha im sorry i have to laugh at whoever came up with that.
Im really dissapointed that they didnt do it because they never practised a cover song!!! wtf!!!
Is that the real reason you think?
shame,
Don't feel by yourself. I'm still trying to throw myself together for work....
MUST GET DRESSED!!
Jo is the presenter by the way for this radio 1 show.
when mcr were on it before they did a cover of Blur song 2 it was really good
Man i hope everythings ok and thats is the real reason they didnt do it even though it is a bit of a pissy reason hmmmm
haha awww sdock trying to get dressed in a computer chair is impossible!! i havent even managed to get dressed yet. wish i could download this blog straight to my brain, would make my life a lot more easier haha
I smell some My Chemical Bullshit...anyone else?
Damn, it smells awful in here.
Sorry, but I call it like I read it secondhand.
are you saying im lying? im confused and saddened :(
i typed that out as jo whiley were saying it on the radio!!! no lie
On MCR's Myspace
9 Nov 2007 10:26 PM
You guys ditched on Radio 1 in the UK because you didnt want to play a cover song. Now, that's REALLY low. I'm not even from the UK but that is a really low thing to do.
thanks anonymous for linking that.
Maybe i misinterpretated what you wrote sdock? i dont know, maybe im being defensive and that werent aimed at me?
Either way after the show they put it online so you can listen to it again so if anyone doubts that that isnt the reason radio1 gave out to the listeners then be my guest to listen to it online. Il give a link
:(
Shame,
NOOOOOOOOOO! I wasn't saying that about you at all.
Sorry for the confusion.
I'm talking about their reason for cancelling.
Couldn't they just play "Astro Zombies" without the fuck in it?
Would that have been too hard?
Something's in the air....yep, it's bullshit.
oh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thankgod!!!
I was so worried then :(
Im sorry sweet sdock :) i get a bit defensive at times i just read it wrong.
sorry for the confusion, think im just down cause of my missing mcr ticket.
Sorry again
Love to sdock :)
Love to you too!
I should have typed things a little clearer. That's what I get for typing while getting dressed.
Sorry about your missing ticket.
thanks sdock hehe theres hope for the ticket yet im not giving up just yet. I gotta go really have to go into town now. Have a nice day sdock! and anonymous with the mysterious links every now and again hahaha
Shame,
Have a great day!
seeya later
....One last thought that I borrowed from someone else before I try and get some work done.
Unknown Author
"Hope sees the invisible, feels the intangible, and achieves the impossible."
Yesterday my quote was about faith. Today I chose hope.
I hope it reaches you wherever you are.
Faith, Hope, Love
always,
S
So, it's safe to assume that today will be loaded with theories and accusations, yes?
Pulling out of something because they couldn't decide on a cover song? Not a good enough reason for me to believe. All five of them musicians with different musical tastes and some similar ones, surely they could have come to an agreement on one.
And so begins the cycle again.
i can't believe they pulled out cos of a cover song to do!!!
that feature on jo whileys show is really cool, most artists are thrilled to do it.when they were on a few years back it was brill and gerard had a good chat with jo whiley. its a real shame.
i'm really surprised.
Howdy Mayo,
Just lonerangering in on through your blog with a message for SS, thanks.
SS @ 6:55pm leech blog
I'm not judging. Just a little surprised.'Highly compromised' and 'made to do it' springs to mind, and at the sacrifice of ones own beliefs, thoughts and ethics. It makes me concerned what the greater evil was. Don't worry, some of us can see through the smokescreen. We've got your back.
*rides off into the dark*
Let me just say this.
I know they're big and I know some of them probably think that it would be a useless interview to do. But that's the business. You do what you have to do to get shit done, and you go on with it.
Couldn't decide on a cover song? That's a lame excuse to me. I'd believe them more had they said one of their dogs died. But a cover song? Too much stuff out there to cover to not be able to decide on one song.
I'm not buying it. I think this is something else.
*riding right back in*
Right with you on that MIB and FASC. If the tension were any tighter with this band it would be close to snapping.
Isn't that the truth Possum.
hey pickled possum, MIB!
god knows whats going on??
they're obviously in the uk now for a while, i'll keep my eyes and ears alert for anything but we prob won't get the truth anyway!!
*leaves Silver at a nice horse homestay and walks on out, due to actually not liking horses much ever since one behemoth planted its hoof on a bare foot*
Well fuck this was not what I wanted to wake up to. More MCR drama. I hope, no I pray things are ok but deep down I know they aren't and haven't been for a while. Gerard damn, get you life in order. There are so many people depending on you. Stand tall. That man is inside you. Let him the fuck out. Shit, why am I even saying this? I guess cause I don't think anyone around you will. They support you and yeah, that's great but hell you need someone to give you a swift kick in the ass. Messing up songs? WTF? You're better than that. Canceling out on engagements like Radio 1? GET IT TOGETHER MAN. Look at your band mates. They are sinking with you. Yeah, I guess I'm blaming you and in truth I don't know that is all you but hey I'm just going on what I've seen happen to you lately. STOP THE FUCKING MADNESS NOW. It's not too late. Listen to all the voices trying to help you. SAVE YOURSELF.
Love to you
Elena
Seems as if the story is a little different in LJ:
Yeah, it's true. According to Jo, it was an issue over what cover song they would do. They weren't allowed to play the one they wanted, for whatever reason, and didn't like any of the many other options they were offered. So they cancelled.
It looks like they couldn't just choose what they wanted to play. They had only a select few choices, and didn't like any of them, so they canceled.
I don't know how this show works, but they could have just done the interview, couldn't they? Leave the song out and go on with it?
Afternoon Everyone/Anyone,
Sucks about the Live Lounge - it took all my cunning to hook my computer up so I could listen to Radio 1 without getting my ass fired.
Now I'm getting paranoid about the band even making it to the gigs in the UK. At least Pixie's review sufficiently lowered my expectations so I can't be disappointed!
And it's Friday. You can never feel truly sucky on a friday...
Hi MIB and FASC
I was hoping since MCR has an affinity for England and her fanbase things would settle once they arrived. Dropping the radio show is not a good start. The indecision statement offered by them was ridiculous. Most bands have a repetoir of covers up their sleeves.
People also subconsciously know when they are being lied to. The Kerrang article stunk like a two week old fish.
I can't help wondering if things would have been different if they had not gone on PR.
The messing up songs thing doesn't bother me nearly as bad. I went to a concert just the other night of a cemented act and their singer mixed up the verses by accident.
It happens to the best of them. You get "in the moment" and sometimes the words escape you. I've been there myself.
So, I can't really say much about that. We all make mistakes. Even if the songs are old and have been played a million and one times, mistakes are still made.
This isn't meant to be mean. I'm just stating my view :)
Now for my hello's.
Hello Kass, Elena, Faraway, and Possum.
Good day to you all!
thanks MIB.
no they have to do a cover. they basically do one of their own songs and a cover that they choose out of 4 or 5 choices given to them.
it makes a little more sense now. they obviously didn't like any of the choices and asked to do another and radio 1 said no you gotta do one of those. but they would've known those choices for a while so they could practice the cover.
i still think they shouldn't have pulled out, if that was the reason its just unprofessional.
and if that aint the reason then fuck knows whats going on!!
Oh, just saw MIB's added LJ reference.
MCR = More Confused Randomness.
pickled possum i think things would've been very different if they hadn't have done PR.
Yes Pickled Possum we should all blame Linkin Park for their PR tour! I thought Gerard 'detested nu-metal', anyway...
Or they could have said,"We're not doing any of those covers."
Maybe they didn't believe in the words, or maybe they didn't like the tune, or maybe it was Britney Spears.
Tell them to go bite one.
If the station still wouldn't allow them to appear without doing a cover song, have the radio station be the one to tell them they can't come on then. No skin off MCR's back. Radio1 just won't get the listenership they probably so desperately crave.
And...MCR doesn't look like the bad guy for "cancelling." Everybody kinda wins in that scenario.
But, what do I know. I don't know the details.
Good morning mes ami(e)s!
Good morning to you Lolita!
Join in the new, latest MCR extravaganza shit. :)
Given they're touring with MSI, I'm not sure 'not believing in the words' is an issue anymore.
They probably just overslept...
Hi MIB!
Remember the pre Pr interviews FASC when the lead singer looked a bit shy but happy to be part of the big boys nowsitting at the table with Mike Shinoda and co .
Then by the end there was a strutting overconfidence and marriage. So much change in so little time...
The group dynamics underwent a change.
Kass:
I thought about that as I was writing it. Too late to fix it now!
Now, what if they were asked to do an MSI cover, I'd bet they were all over that. *going to hell*
I didn't mean that totally. In a way I did and in a way I didn't ;)
Keep the fatih Mustard. Actually keep it for me too. I'm off for the day. Take care. Love you all.
I want Projekt Revolution to die.
The shit he pulled onstage during that tour? Dude. I was embarassed for him.
Overcompensation is all I'm going to say.
Elena:
As you can see, I'm desperately trying. As Sdock said, there's that one last thread of hope and some of us are clinging to it for dear life.
Problem is, my hands are slipping.
Have a good day. Hope to see you around later.
i do remember pickled possum!! sad aint it!
hello lolita haze, elena,kass79.
may be they wanted to do a MSI cover and radio 1 refused them! haha!
sorry MIB you kinda already mentioned the MSI cover.
Bye elena,
I've still got faith in this band, but I'm beginning to think 'just TRY and keep it together until the end of the tour, then you can have a long well-deserved break, sort the crap out, stay healthy and come back with a killer album in the '09'.
Fingers crossed...
Sorry to drop out on all of you lovely ladies, but my computer is refreshing as slowly as an old lady taking a leisurely bath.
Maybe we'll find out more soon. It seems like something is brewing.
Have a great day.
PS Mayo I didn't neglect you.I just chose to randomly reply to this blog on your previous one.
Actually pp you reminded me. I've been so rude and never actually said "Hello to Mayo" and it's his/her/its blog.
So Hello to Mayo.
good morning everyone.
kass, if you're still here, could you take a stab at translating this latin comment?
Anonymous said...
Oro, ut mihi amicoque mei propitii sitis!
Nomen non est omen!
November 9, 2007 9:08 AM
no one's been able to translate it yet.
MIB,
I got your back if your fingers start slipping...don't you worry.
Calluses have formed over my blisters and I'm good to go!
Love you guys!
Thank you Sdock, 'cause it'll be a hell of a fall.
Not sure what else to do but to hang on.
keep hanging on MIB!!
gotta love you and leave you all now.
catch up later
bye
Bye Faraway. See ya later.
And, will do.
Good morning everyone! I can't stay long. :(
What is the heck does that Latin say? I've tried and I've got nothin'.
Mayonaise is en malaise,
But Mustard is custard!
Polar bears love frozen custard...
AND I love polar bears.
Believe me, I understand that sometimes holding on can seem like the most difficult thing in the world.
Thank you for believing. Thank you for not giving up. Thank you for trying one more time.
Your voices have always whispered love, faith and hope to me.
They were never truly abandoned, there was only a momentary pause.
Love, faith and hope re-emerged. This time not as a gentle whisper, but as a powerful scream. A scream so loud, filled with such emotional intensity and determination that it overwhelmed me and resonated through my soul.
Rest assured, you have my attention. I am listening. Not only do I hear you - I feel you, to my very core.
mustard, i just read your comment over at my blog. thank you! ^.^
left a reply for you there, too.
anon, your words make my heart sing.
your example keeps me going.
oh, and...um.
if that was you with the latin this morning, could you help us with a translation?
*heh* the google fu is weak today.
My 30 day free trial of Quicklatin reckons:
I beg, to friendly to me favorably inclined my you may be!
The name is not the omen!
Hmmm....
Anon:
I don't know the right words, but Thank You is all I can muster.
This, these thoughts, they are what keep me going.
I'm not only trying this "one more time," but if I have to try it again and again, I will. There's something I can't let go. When I feel that there's no reason to hang on anymore, I'll gracefully bow out with knowledge in tow.
Truly. Thank you.
The first part of that Latin is something like:
"To speak to me..."
or "Beg me.."
Still, I think the more SS-ish one (if it was him at all) is "To speak to me".
I'm thinky thinking that it's something like "To speak to me, you must no my name" in the first part. I'm still trying to figure it out, because some of the words aren't in the Latin dictionaries that I'm using...
Anon, you are so beautiful. Thank you.
Gee whiz, I'm silly.
"know* my name"
I may be late on this, but I understand you anon. You put it in the most sentimental prose, though, so thank you.
anon,
I feel you too.
It was touch and go for a moment with some, but not for all.
Love, Hope, & Faith...forever.
always,
S
thanks, kass and lolita for being our latin scholars!
mustard, you understand that on that day when you decide to bow out, there will be a large number of us hanging on your shirt sleeves and shoe laces and pant legs, dragging you back, and telling you in a loud mix of voices why there's another reason for hope, why you shouldn't go, just like we did with l., just like we did with ss.
you understand this, right?
I do understand that Toujours.
And I guess that'll be the day we we re-open the curtains and move on with Act II, right?
I'm seriously trying. I'm battling demons in my head. I've killed some, but some still remain. I've never lost faith in this. I was the one telling people, my good friend included, that all of this was just a hurdle, that things would work out. It would all work out in the end.
I still believe that. My faith has not been lost, just tested.
But what if there comes a day when we're forced to bow out? What happens then?
If Anons purpose was solely in getting a bunch of us interested in Latin then he/she/it has clearly succeeded.
Maybe they should try the 'cryptic blog' method of language teaching in schools...
T'other Anon: I wish I could think of something encouraging, yet poetic to say. Most of my poetry involves a certain amount of taking the piss..
Hello everyone!
The fact of all this is that none of us know exactly what happened. For all we know, Jo refused to let them play what the wanted and as artists, they made the decision to not be compromised.
It's very hard for me to believe that the entire band just said "fuck it" for no reason.
Anon, this is part of my message to Mayo from my blog:
Realize it is never too late to make a change. It is never too late to say I'm sorry. We are all human and make mistakes. However, it is with our actions that apologies speak the truth. Even if the apologies have been spoken or there were no apologies to be said, it is still important to acknowledge those around you. To enbrace them in your life. Everyone, past and present play a role in who we are at this moment. Even the worst of times are a gift. Everyone in our life has a reason and we have a reason for being in theirs. Do not miss out on the opportunity to tell them that they meant/mean something to you. Life changes, feelings change therefore not everything was a lie. It meant something at the time. It is never too late to say the things you need to say.
I want to thank you for taking the time Anon to acknowledge us, whoever you are. It means so much. More than I could ever explain.
Yeah, MP. I think that's the decision I've come to. I can't speak for anyone else, but if they were forced to choose between certain songs and they didn't want to do any of them, I guess they are in their rights to say, "No. We aren't doing those. Let us do what we want to do."
I just don't see why they couldn't carry on with the interview and exclude the cover song.
But what if there comes a day when we're forced to bow out? What happens then?
mustard, if by "bowing out" you mean giving up hope, it isn't possible to ever be forced to give that up.
even if this blog is erased, even if mcr breaks up (gods forbid), i'll still be praying for gerard's well-being, praying for the well-being of everyone in the band, praying for the well-being of my friends here.
you can't be forced to give up hope. there's always another reason to keep it alive.
i believe this more than i believe anything.
Maybe they were told that if they refused to do the song, they couldn't do the interview either.
Beleilve me, I went to school for journalism and I know how they think and work. It's all about business and bullying.
My faith has not been lost, just tested.
Me too Mustard. I have gone back and forth so many times. I have had a lot of blinders on through this whole thing. Not wanting to believe the truth in front of me. But at the end of the day, all I want is for things to work out with all of them. I do not know why I am drawn to care so much, but I am. I feel the need to protect and to make sure they all come out of this alive and dignity in tact. I care more about these guys then I ever thought possible. And it is mind boggling.
And when it is time to bow out, we will know. And it will be okay. We will be okay.
Anon –
Thank you. That’s all I know to say right now. Just thank you. So many times I feel like I scream and scream and it falls on deaf ears. It’s comforting to know that is not always the case.
And for you Mayo,
I don’t normally quote anyone to you or write poems or post song lyrics but here ya go.
I read this and it make me think of someone who’s always runnin’……maybe one day, he will learn to be still.
"Learn To Be Still"
It's just another day in paradise
As you stumble to your bed
You'd give anything to silence
Those voices ringing in your head
You thought you could find happiness
Just over that green hill
You thought you would be satisfied
But you never will-
Learn to be still
We are like sheep without a shepherd
We don't know how to be alone
So we wander 'round this desert
And wind up following the wrong gods home
But the flock cries out for another
And they keep answering that bell
And one more starry-eyed messiah
Meets a violent farewell-
Learn to be still
Learn to be still
Now the flowers in your garden
They don't smell so sweet
Maybe you've forgotten
The heaven lying at your feet
There are so many contradictions
In all these messages we send
(We keep asking)
How do I get out of here
Where do I fit in?
Though the world is torn and shaken
Even if your heart is breakin'
It's waiting for you to awaken
And someday you will-
Learn to be still
Learn to be still
You just keep on runnin'
Keep on runnin'
mustardisbetter said...
Yeah, MP. I think that's the decision I've come to. I can't speak for anyone else, but if they were forced to choose between certain songs and they didn't want to do any of them, I guess they are in their rights to say, "No. We aren't doing those. Let us do what we want to do."
I just don't see why they couldn't carry on with the interview and exclude the cover song.
November 9, 2007 3:33 PM
Jo said that they had been repeatedly offered song after song in a hope of helping them do this and they didnt do it they bailed at the last minute.There have been bands before that have just done two of their own songs in the past and not a cover and im sure that was probably offered to them aswell!! i dont know theres something odd about it all and i fear its mcr not radio1.
anon at 3:06, I'm happy that you are listening because we are here for you.
about the cover song, i had a thought -- and i don't know how realistic it is, but just trying to look for logical reasons for them to have declined -- but maybe the songs offered to them were ones the replacement drummer didn't know?
maybe?
Maybe they were told that if they refused to do the song, they couldn't do the interview either.
I am sure that has to be the case.
If I was them, I would not want to do a cover song. They are so busy with this tour...and all of the past touring. It's amazing that they even had the time to write a new song. I think asking them to learn a cover song is asking too much. The radio station should have let them interview regardless. Who gives a shit about a silly cover song.
TJ, I'm with you. I always want to give them the benefit of the doubt.
Toujours:
All of that is so true.
Thank you.
Anima said...
Maybe they were told that if they refused to do the song, they couldn't do the interview either.
I am sure that has to be the case.
If I was them, I would not want to do a cover song. They are so busy with this tour...and all of the past touring. It's amazing that they even had the time to write a new song. I think asking them to learn a cover song is asking too much. The radio station should have let them interview regardless. Who gives a shit about a silly cover song.
they would have known about this for awhile i think
And it will be okay. We will be okay.
Yes. We will.
The drummer thing, that's a very plausible idea.
anima, i just try not to jump to conclusions because i'm all too aware how woefully ignorant i am about what goes on behind-the-scenes in these matters. :)
mustard, you're very welcome.
*lets go of your shoelaces, for now*
Shame in me,
You are probably right. Maybe they tried to find time to put the cover together, maybe they didn't. Maybe they just decided they did not want to do the interview just because. The possibilities are endless.
toujours said...
about the cover song, i had a thought -- and i don't know how realistic it is, but just trying to look for logical reasons for them to have declined -- but maybe the songs offered to them were ones the replacement drummer didn't know?
maybe?
November 9, 2007 3:40 PM
now this i can believe. this may explain it all :)
Nomen non est omen
This is a play on the actual saying nomen est omen, meaning "the name is the sign". The poster is saying "The name is not the sign".
Yep. Shame in me,
Live Lounge rules are: interview, song & cover. The band would have known this when they signed up for it, and they would have known for long enough to prepare - LL rarely gets no-shows.
I'm trying to squash down the cynical bit of my brain that says they just couldn't be arsed, 'cos then your on the slippery Amy Winehouse slope...
Shame in me,
You are probably right. Maybe they tried to find time to put the cover together, maybe they didn't. Maybe they just decided they did not want to do the interview just because. The possibilities are endless.
November 9, 2007 3:51 PM
anima yeah your right it kinda bums me out not knowing why but at the end of the day it happened. shit happens. we will never know, just like we never know anything about mcr anymore. god i sound so bummed out today i dont know why haha oh well. how is everyone?
Lolita, you are good. :)
I wonder what that means then. And what about the "omen" part. That kind of freaks me out a bit.
Well, lovely ladies, I must go. I hope to be back later.
Bye everyone, bye Mayo, bye Anon. ;)
Kass, yes the band probably did know but apparently, the show didn't like the cover MCR chose.
Now imagine being a band and being told to change your plan and being told to do another song. That would suck. Also it takes time to learn a song.
Princess Smoke,
Those were perfect song lyrics for Mayo.
It's a favorite of mine as well.
Love you,
s
Mayo,
I said I would be back today in full force, and I meant it. I admit I felt like walking away from here, that not a damn thing I've said has made any difference. But I don't know that. Maybe one tiny thing sank in here or there. And if it did, then that is good enough reason to stay and keep trying.
I was also overwhelmed at the amount of love and support I got from my friends here on this blog. I never realized how much my words had meant to them.
What about you Mayo? Do you realize how much the people around you love you and support you? How they would do anything for you, including lie, to make you happy?
I'm not going to sugarcoat this post, Mayo. I will tell you now I love you enough to give you my truth. So put the big boy panties on, pull up a chair and top off the coffee.
I have watched you literally disintegrate before my eyes over this summer and fall. Your weight, your voice, your personality, your face. Everything.
I saw those pics from the EMAs and was just sick to my stomach. Your skin had the look of a corpse, the kind where people file by the coffin and say "oh, he looks so good, the make-up people did a great job." Only you weren't in the coffin.
Yet.
Because that is exactly where you will be if you continue on the way you are. Do you honestly think you can be a modern-day Joan of Arc and save all those around you by slowly killing yourself and those that love you?
What kind of legacy do you hope to leave? Do you really ever hear anyone say, "You know, Kurt Cobain was such an inspiration to me, especially after he got high and blew his brains out."
No, you don't! What I have heard on here, and from others, is what an inspiration MCR has been to them, what a difference the words and music has made, and how your voice touched them beyond words.
THAT is your gift, your legacy, what you want to be remembered for. You have a lot of work left on this earth, sweetheart. The boss upstairs will decide when your job is done.
I have left off talking about the MSI issue because I am more concerned for your life and well- being, but I know it is so interwoven now that I can't.
Myself, I cannot, and will not, listen to them. I told you I dealt with children who were sexually abused, and the reality of that is no joke. I am also quite proud to be a woman, and no one is going to call me a "Ho" without getting, at least, a telling off, or at most, a punch to the face.
Do I think you really endorse their words? No, I don't. I think you thought you were supporting your wife and her career. But look around you, baby. If I thought you really, truly loved her deep down, you would be happy. And you are so clearly not.
I do think there is someone you love deeply, and they love you beyond words. But you just can't say it, can you? So everyone is miserable.
Bust that mirror into a thousand pieces, and look inside yourself.
Get help, please. Talk to someone. Call the therapists, go to rehab. Find someone who can get to the deep down root of your problems or you will never be well. We don't care if you take the rest of the tour off, or the rest of the year or whatever! Your life, sanity and heart are more important. Those that love you, the band, the fans, we will all be here when you get back.
We just want you able to come back. If you are lying in a grave in New Jersey, then all is lost.
I know you're scared. I know you want to run and hide and lose yourself. It's ok to feel that way, but you have to ask for someone to take your hand and help you. I wish I could, sweetie. But there are those around you that can.
Its all about the love,
and I do love you.
L.
Shame in me, I know how you feel. Hang in there!
P.S. If you need a good laugh just think about a good Clown Vunching. :)
kass79 said...
Yep. Shame in me,
Live Lounge rules are: interview, song & cover. The band would have known this when they signed up for it, and they would have known for long enough to prepare - LL rarely gets no-shows.
I'm trying to squash down the cynical bit of my brain that says they just couldn't be arsed, 'cos then your on the slippery Amy Winehouse slope...
November 9, 2007 3:55 PM
hahaha kass that made me chuckle :)
fuck thats a big slope to be on shes a crackhead hehe a talented one at that.
live lounge is ace and your right i cant ever remember a no show in the history of me listening. i think they bend the rules sometimes too for artists that are struggling because a few artists have done just there own songs because of busy schedules.
i keep feeling angry at people saying it was radio 1's fault i dont know why. im sorry i dont want to be angry at any of you and i realise you are all just trying to make things seem better concerning mcr but the live lounge is a pretty prestigious thing here in uk and unless you actually listen to it you wouldnt really get why it seems so odd and kinda bad for mcr that they didnt do it.
Heck i still love mcr no matter what but it just seems something is not right here i dont know,
im feeling a bit blah :(
Magic Pie said...
Kass, yes the band probably did know but apparently, the show didn't like the cover MCR chose.
Now imagine being a band and being told to change your plan and being told to do another song. That would suck. Also it takes time to learn a song.
November 9, 2007 3:58 PM
wheres this information from about radio 1 not like the song they chose? id like to see it cause radio 1 is the most open minded station that i know they literally play every genre even some crazy ass weird shit that even blows mty mind. i dont find this plausible at all
someone wrote that info earlier...
The band would have known this when they signed up for it, and they would have known for long enough to prepare
except, keep in mind, bob's injury only just happened.
unfortunately, i have to go. ugh.
hang in there everyone, remember that we don't know the whole story.
mayo, whatever is going on with you in your world, just remember that i don't give up. i believe in you and your ability to make it through whatever troubles life hands you, and whatever troubles you may create for yourself.
there is always beauty in the world, and it is always your right to partake of it. listen to your heart, mayo.
see you guys later! must run!
someone wrote that it was on lj? is that the oh so reliable source?
pffffffff
OPL,
That actually got me a little teary. I wish I could be so genuinely emotive.
Did I SAY that it was fact or a reliable source?
No, I did not.
I'm speculating, like you are.
Jo seemed pretty pissed about it i mean mcr did a special gig for them earlier this year and from what i gather from what joe said they had been trying to help mcr for weeks and were evn on the fone to them lastnight at 11pm offering them alternatives. i doubt the show would say no you cant do a certain cover if they had been trying to stop them from pullin out for weeks and its obvious they pulled out just this morning because they would have lined up another band or a proper feature to replace the space mcr left. I know i dont know all the details but radio 1 wouldnt make mcr look bad for no reason, i dont buy it especially radio 1 turning down there cover choice sounds like crap to me
Magic Pie said...
Did I SAY that it was fact or a reliable source?
No, I did not.
I'm speculating, like you are.
November 9, 2007 4:09 PM
Magic pie im sorry i didnt mean to seem argumentative with you :( oh god i didnt mean that at all, i was makin fun of lj and all the crap that comes off of there.
God i feel really bad now i dont want to be getting into fights with any of you over this really i dont. i was just expressing my opinion.
shit you pissed with me now magic pie?
Bye Tourjours!
I forgot about Bob. How could I forget about my poor wounded soldier?!
The worst thing is they're never going to tell us why, and that's what sucks the most.
No offence, Shame in Me, but it is plausible that the show would do that.
I have worked with journalists and DJ's. I know what these people and their boses do to get what they want.
Look, in the end we have NO idea what happened. We're all just coming up with ideas.
I'm not pissed Shame in me...but it did seem like you were making fun of me for a moment.
Magic Pie said...
I'm not pissed Shame in me...but it did seem like you were making fun of me for a moment.
November 9, 2007 4:15 PM
NOOOOO!!! id never make fun of any of you guys, never. God im sorry it came across that way. im just sad today im sorry i suck. we dont know why it happened probably never will. i dont know why im being so defensive over radio 1 either hahaha its kinda stupid im sorry i think im just bummed because of my mcr ticket not being here yet and possibly wont be here.
I hope you will accept my apologies magic pie, i never wanna fight with any of you lot i love you guys. we are all here for the same cause and till the end.
I honestly werent making fun of you.
Teehee! Thanks anima! An omen is a sign. Like.... the movie The Omen? Damien had a birthmark on him, if I can remember correctly. It was the "sign of the devil" a little "666" shape on his head. That was the sign that they were looking for to prove he was the Antic-Christ. So, an omen's not necessarily bad. Just "The Omen". :) :)
I translated the other part as much as I could, but it's probably wrong, because there's use of medieval Latin in there!
"To speak to me, my acquaintance must appease an eager desire."
It could be something more like "To speak to me, my acquaintance must express an eager desire. The name is not the sign!"
I'm not sure. Does it make sense?
Not the "antic-christ"...:( Gee whiz...I'm awful. The Anti-Christ.
Don't worry your pretty little head about it, Shame In Me. No apologies needed. We're all on edge when things like this happen.
Plus sometimes it's hard to decipher people's meanings and tones online.
Lots of hugs.
Damien in The Omen had 666 on him, but apparenty due to a mistranslation, the correct 'number of the beast' is 616. Wildly inaccurate conspiracy theory must therefore conclude that our 'anon616' is being referred to! Or not.
Anyone who cares to listen to the Jo Whiley/LL/no-show show can access it for the next week through http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio1/listen/
Anon at 3.06pm,
We're not giving up. On either Mayo, or on you. We love you both. You are both part of our family, but as all families are wont to do, we argue occasionally. Luckily for us, the words of hurt and anger become muted under the onslaught of words of love, faith, and hope.
You are beautiful, you are an angel. I keep telling you that you are strong, and see, you proved me right. You have determination in abundance. I'm so glad you didn't give up on your friend. Or your friends. We didn't give up on you.
Besides, we know the truth. You just couldn't stay away from us strong, beautiful women, could you? ;)
We'll all keep screaming, me, L, all the others, we'll be right beside you screaming our lungs out. Crises of faith do happen, even to the best of us. It feels good to know we could help restore yours this time, as you have done for us so many times before.
L has come back because of your voice added to all the others'. For that, I thank you. She thanks you for helping her through the rough patch.
Please, next time you're feeling badly, don't pull away. Come to us. We will listen, and we will understand. As long as there is life, there is hope.
What joy is in my heart today! My friend is back. I see your true colors today, and they are beautiful, like a rainbow.
My precious, my baby. I love you so very much.
J.
thanks magic pie :) i feel much better now
was scared the mafia would be after me hehehe
Yeah it sucks when shit like this happens cause everyone is edgy and trying to make sense of it all but we cant. today is giving me a headache. i am not going to mention the radio debacle any more today.
So its FRIDAY!!!! what does everyone have planned for the weekend?
kass79 said...
Damien in The Omen had 666 on him, but apparenty due to a mistranslation, the correct 'number of the beast' is 616. Wildly inaccurate conspiracy theory must therefore conclude that our 'anon616' is being referred to! Or not.
Anyone who cares to listen to the Jo Whiley/LL/no-show show can access it for the next week through http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio1/listen/
November 9, 2007 4:27 PM
any one who does listen to it she explains at the beginning i think and then at the end in the last 40 minutes i believe and thats me and this subject done!!
THE END
:) Kass!
I might do something constructive on Saturday but I'm going to spend all Sunday in bed, in my pyjamas watching all 4 series of Peep Show back to back. I so desperately need to get a life...
Hello people.
Shame in me, did I read that you are going to the Sheffield show?
I have my tix cos they were ordered straight away. My sis booked some tix for her friend a little while ago and they were taking ages to arrive. She rang the arena and they said they'd had problems with the part on the website and phonelines where you specify if you want your tix posted or to collect.
So, they were holding back tix until people let them know for sure. Ring them to make sure your tix have been posted.
kass79.
Thank you. I just write what's in my heart.
Toujours,
Beautiful as always.
love,
L.
I beleive what the people on the radio were saying not someone off LJ, so on that note.
How much more diva can you be?
Hello misstottenham,
Even if you are the enemy! I'm Chelsea Blue, ever since they were in mid-table mediocrity and because of my dad. But mostly for Tore Andre Flo's sparkly blue eyes in the late 90's and the dear departed Special One.
Anyone else going to the 15th O2 show?
Hello Kass79.
Chelsea eh? That's OK, we are one big football family us brits.
How are you?
Kass 79, i'll let you into a secret.
I named my boobs after my favourite spurs striking partnership.
One is called Teddy and the other is Jurgen ha!
MissTottenham said...
Hello people.
Shame in me, did I read that you are going to the Sheffield show?
I have my tix cos they were ordered straight away. My sis booked some tix for her friend a little while ago and they were taking ages to arrive. She rang the arena and they said they'd had problems with the part on the website and phonelines where you specify if you want your tix posted or to collect.
So, they were holding back tix until people let them know for sure. Ring them to make sure your tix have been posted.
November 9, 2007 4:34 PM
hey yes sheffield gig, i got my ticket from the sheffield arena the last ticket they had but the other one i had to get off ebay and the guy said he got the tckt from "see tickets" and they havent sent it him. they are cutting it really fine and i dont know if the guys bullshitting or not owwww this makes my head hurt :(
Mayo,
The day has progressed and my moods are shifting. I'm having a problem hearing my inner voice. All I hear is the thump of my heart....no song, no music. And the laughter of my demons. They are screaming and calling my name so loudly. I want them to shut the fuck up. Maybe, I should just give them what they want today. That should keep them quiet for awhile. I have to fight this, but I don't know what the fuck for...They'll just come back to get me. Something has got to give.....it feels like a razorblade tearing at my skin. In a way, the pain is euphoric and intoxicating. Someone knock me out....give me a rag to bite on and tie my hands behind my back. I will make it through this day...tick fucking tock.
Thank you always for allowing me to purge......
Holding on to myself...
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. They make it sound like such fun.
Shame in me, I hope you are not being bullshitted.
I think these agencies get them to you a week before the gig at the latest. I hope you didn't pay him a lot.
I'll never see 'favourite strike partnership' the same way again!
I'd have to go Tore and Zola for mine then. 'Zola' is a fabulous name for a breast - my nipple could be 'Zola Budd'.
Am i lowering the tone too much?
kass79, I like your Zola Budd ha!
*in best cockney accent*
Ere, do ya wanna butchers at me strickers.
Shame in me,
I ordered 2 pairs of tickets - the ones direct from Ticketmaster came 2 weeks after I ordered them, the ones from gigsandtours.com only arrived last week. I really think it depends who the agent is.
I ordered mine from ticketmaster minutes after they went on sale. They came two days later, I was well chuffed, can't argue with service like that.
I even got an email from them yesterday to remind me to go to the show, they even sent a map and travel instructions.
woohoo i have an email of the guy saying that they are 100% it will be with him tomorrow so it will be with me by 1pm tuesday at the latest which is the time i will be setting off so heres hoping. ill feel better when i have it in my hand though, otherwise if it all goes pear shaped me and my friend will have to get the other ticket off a tout, theres not a chance we are both missing it, not a chance in hell hehe so who else is going to the sheffield gig?
will there be any mayo banners or tshirts? hahaha
Sdock:
You okay, all things considered?
Hello everyone.
S&V:
Where'd you find that? Are these lyrics or just a poem? 'Cause if these are lyrics, I wanna know the artist and I'll be at iTunes downloading it. That was beautiful. Describes the things we feel about Mayo perfectly. And strikes a cord with me as well.
Toujours:
*ties shoelaces back one more time*
L:
Beautiful, heart-felt post.
I live in Sheffield so I'm going. Where are you travelling from shame in me?
MIB,
I'm just struggling today, but thanks for asking.
Re Smoke's song: It's Don Henley's/Eagles "Learn to be Still"
It was perfect, wasn't it?
My little sister is AWESOME!
im coming from Burnley, Lancashire. My friend Baz is driving me and him there. thats why if this ticket doesnt come then its bad because i cant get to sheffield otherwise :( it will be ok though i think. what time you getting there for?
Feels musically stupid for not knowing that.
To be honest, I've never been an Eagles fan. I know! Cue the rock throwing. They've just never "spoken to me."
Struggling? Don't know what to say. People have been giving me advice all day, not the other way around. Seems as if you and I are in the same boat, yet again.
Put on some of your favorite tunes, or go ask someone if they have, or know someone who does, a "Clown Vagina." Sure to get a lot of evil looks and laughter will probably follow. :)
awwww sdock, sorry to hear you are struggling, i hope that with time comes ease for you today :) (((hugs)))
I haven't decided yet shame in me. It depends on how early my sis can leave work cos I'm going with her.
Mayo,
I haven't responded to you yet, and I'm going to do so in the only way I know how - by referring you to that level of Tombraider where Lara meets her other self and cannot shot her without harming herself but has to drop her into a lava pit via a complicated series of acrobatics in order to open the exit door.
Maybe you have to slay the idea of your other self being more captivating or important to people in order to successfully continue onwards. Popularity can seem appealing but it's a fragile bubble - if you learn to love yourself, then you've got that for life.
Sorry folks, I'm not very good at expressing myself on serious issues. Obviously!
I just found this blog after searching for what feels like forever. People talk about it, but nobody ever gave me a link.
But here I am. Mayo, it seems like you are either referring to yourself or another male very close to you. I hope everything works out between you.
-Shae
P.S. I feel a little odd for asking this, as everyone else seems to know, but who is 'SS?'
I just returned for a quick reply. *Waves to everyone*
"To speak to me, my acquaintance must express an eager desire. The name is not the sign!"
Thank you Lolita for translating. I think you got it!!!
Do you think this is Mayo? Basically saying that SS needs to show a desire to talk to him. And the last line is to let us know it is not the name we would typically associate with the Latin phrases, therefore it is Mayo not SS.
Just a thought. Gotta run. :)
Thanks so much everyone.
Things will either get better today or worse. 50/50 odds...pretty damn good, huh?
I think I might play me some Adam or some Bert to help my mood. Surely my boss won't mind...nah.
Oh she's gone, good!
Eagles...Well, I'm not a huge Eagles fan, but I love Don Henley. He's just the definition of cool to me. Like anyone needs to hear from me what I think is cool...that's too fucking funny. I am the most uncool person I know.
SS, is a friend. We do not know who he/she really is but he/she really inspire us.
*inspires
Well, if you're the most uncool person you know, then I'll be the second most.
Anima:
That's a very good thought. I'm gonna go back and look at the progression of events.
Is he the author of a blog, or just a commenter?
-Shae
No one you need to know.
"To speak to me, my acquaintance must express an eager desire. The name is not the sign!"
hmmmmm thats really interesting
haha and totally miles away from what i translated it using some crappy site hahaha
could be mayo? there was only me and bc around when that was posted so was it for us? hmmmmmmm
SS gives us wisdom in Latin. And occasionally snippets that sound band-insider-esque.
I think he/she/it had a blog once.
Oh wow, anima! *swoon* Thanks for making sense of my translation. :)
No need to get snippy, notananon. I was just wondering. And thank you Kass.
-Shae
notananon,
i like you.
Good morning everyone!
How are we doing this morning?
=]
*HUG*
Toujours, if you are here, you are off easy today, no ambush hugs just yet. ^_^
Mayo;
How are you doing today? I am just peachy. Except I got a few less hours sleep than expected. That is a whole new story.
You have been more active lately; posting your blogs more frequently, and it seems you are leaving more comments. This is a good thing I am guessing. It shows that you are starting to feel part of our mafia. We wouldn't have it any other way. You are the reason we all have flocked here. We stay because of you, but we also stay because of the friendships that we have made. Once you are here for a while, it is actually quite a lovely place to be. Once you are here, you are here. We won't let anyone leave. =] Everyone is usually so optimistic, and so positive. You should feel very special, Mayo. We all care about you so much. That is an awesome thing to feel, isn't it? Being cared by a whole arm full and a half of people. What makes it even more amazing, is people that you don't even know, and I mean really know.
The thought of distancing myself from here has crossed my mind... I'd feel guilty of abandoning everyone. Abandoning you. I could never do that.
I am here, until the end. I am the Hug Fu master, so I must stay and teach everyone the arts of Hug Fu.
Love;
-007
P.S. The journey is the reward.
Shame in me, what did you get? I tried a translator with no luck, so I just went and tried to get each word. Like I said, some of it's a medieval form of Latin, so it didn't show up in the translator, or with newer Latin sites. I actually had to take the word amicoque from a Latin text that was later translated into English. Whichever anon wrote that is a smarty!
Great.
At least you've had the guts to name yourselves.
That's about all I can say.
Speak to me friend, my gracious thirst and desire, name not a fitting omen.
haha this is my effort hahaha
And I really should say "Hello to Shae".
Notanon,
No we really don't need to know - It would spoil things to know who SS and Mayo are for sure. I like to think of Mayo as Darth Vader with his dark machinations, but ultimately a heart of gold - and SS as Yoda, noble Jedi with words of wisdom, but mainly 'cos I recognise the words themselves, but it's the grammar that always confuses the hell out of me.
Mustard, just trying to protect some friends around here. You understand. Love you.
Hello Shae, notananon, and notananoneither. =]
Thanks for naming yourself so it isn't so confusing!
Why are my palms sweaty? Why is my head going faster than I can type? Why do I feel the need to type and tell you these things? Am I falling? Falling apart? Falling together? Together with you all? All of us here? Here we are? Are we waiting for something or someone? Someone to tell us why? Why we are here? Here in this place? Place us all in a line? Line us all up and sort us out? Out of our heads? Heads reeling and spinning? Spinning wild tales to tell? Tell some more you say? Say what I want you to hear or hear what you want me to say? Say it to me? Me? I am out of my fucking mind. Don't mind me at all.
All I have is all that I am. I am me.
No, I don't understand.
Do I know you? Have you been around here before and you've decided to post under an alias?
You've caused confusion to set in.
Sdock:
Keep spilling your thoughts.
sdock10 said...
Why are my palms sweaty? Why is my head going faster than I can type? Why do I feel the need to type and tell you these things? Am I falling? Falling apart? Falling together? Together with you all? All of us here? Here we are? Are we waiting for something or someone? Someone to tell us why? Why we are here? Here in this place? Place us all in a line? Line us all up and sort us out? Out of our heads? Heads reeling and spinning? Spinning wild tales to tell? Tell some more you say? Say what I want you to hear or hear what you want me to say? Say it to me? Me? I am out of my fucking mind. Don't mind me at all.
All I have is all that I am. I am me.
November 9, 2007 5:51 PM
Sdock i fucking loved that!!!! Wow!! I dont know what to say but that was amazing. i really love the way you write :)
Hello to those joining and goodnight from me - I was getting a little trite
Kass xx
Mustard, MissT: I was able to spring "clown vagina" at work this morning. did you know that coffee will short out a computer keyboard?
MIB,
It might get messy in here in I keep spilling. Mayo might get upset if I use his house in this way. I hate cleaning up messes.
Mayo, Do you mind?
"Mustard, just trying to protect some friends around here. You understand. Love you."
Exactly. Just trying to protect my friends.
And their reaction, Jennicula?
Sdock:
Messy or not, Mayo probably enjoys reading it just as much as we do.
It always helps to write down your thoughts, and all the better if they help someone else along the way.
Shame, Thanks!
I am slowly learing that I have to let it all go. There is something inside that needs...that has to escape. I have kept it silent for my whole life, so forgive me if I keep vomiting my words here.
Wow Jen, I'm so proud. What was the context?
Coffee and a keyboard? Yes, I would've guessed at the outcome.
Have you managed to use the other phrase yet?
Protect us from what?!
The big, bad boogeyman?
I, for one, don't want your protection. I'm not convinced in any way SS is who he is believed to be, nor am I convinced of Mayo's identity.
This beckons the question. Are you both blind? That's not why we're all here.
What's both of your points?
Peeps stop quizzing about who is who in here. I have long since decided that it doesn't matter to me. Mayo is Mayo...SS is SS..anons are anons...I am sdock10. My sister is Princess Smoke. I don't need to have real names or pictures with these identities. This is our own little alternate universe. And it is magfuckingnificent!
Faith, Hope, Love!!
notananon and notananoneither;
You guys weren't at Bleeding Chaos' last night were you?
If you wish this blog to remain as it is, you would be unwise to answer questions from strangers.
I just think we need to be careful who we share our information with.
I'm not talking about who really is who.
Just who we let in.
No.
i gotta be off now, going for a chinese at a restaurant for my friends birthday :) so i hope you all have a lovely evening here at mayo's and hopefully il be here to catch up tomorrow. That will be an ardouous task in itself haha
Mayo - Hope today is filled with love
Love to everyone byeee xxx
Ahh thanks notananon!
I was just curious.
Who is "careful"?
Sweet Dreams shame in me!
*HUG*
klass79. dont let fimble star hear that your a blue. she may have to come beat you i hear she is a red devil. do we have a fight on our hands in here
Thank you, careful!
That is what I'm trying to say.
careful said...
If you wish this blog to remain as it is, you would be unwise to answer questions from strangers.
November 9, 2007 6:03 PM
Wise words i agree
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