I am sitting at a table with friends, it is dark and loud. I am bored. I am absently searching for something affecting to distract me, when I spot myself sitting across the room. I am at a table with some friends…and I am staring right back at myself. I am unable to look away. The gaze between us has me transfixed. Then he, the other me, shuns me with a smirk and joins the conversation at his table. He is speaking, and his hands are gesturing along with his alluring tale. His friends are captivated by the unconstrained other me. I envy his ease. Now I am alone at my table and I am singing to the other me. My song is pleading for him to hear, to once again find me, but he does not. And just as I am about to stop singing, you grab my hand and pull me up from my chair, and I wake up.
p.s. it is because the light reflected from painted glass is ambiguous. mirror me in your words, and that is where I find clarity. as do you, in each others.
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«Oldest ‹Older 2201 – 2400 of 2692 Newer› Newest»I agree J. Let us flush this fucker down the toilet. *Flush. Toilet water is swirling at a 360 degree angle*
flush away j flush away.
FS,
Thank you for letting me know. Is she ok? Is she upset over anything in particular?
J
You know in here when it rains it pours. When its good its really good but when its bad the shit starts flying.
depends which way bc. in oz it flushes the opposite way
You haven't seen the movie Martha?!
You need to. It's great.
At the moment,I'm watching Reservoir Dogs, I think Quentin Tarantino is amazing.
I love all his movies.
Well, hello to those who said it. Too much confusion to even be fun right now. Have fun...
Entropy!
I can't ever hear "Stuck In The Middle With You" by Steeler's Wheel without thinking of THAT SCENE!
I am a huge Tarantino fan too.
One word for everyone here: INTERNET.
Oh man, Resevoir Dogs was awesome, too. But nothing beats The Usual Suspects. Shallow Grave comes close, but not too close. If you love twisty endings, that's another fantastic one. The acting in that one is completely rad.
And Fargo, can't forget Fargo! THe original Dracula as well.
I could go on, but instead I'll go to bed. ^_^
Entropy said...
You haven't seen the movie Martha?!
You need to. It's great.
At the moment,I'm watching Reservoir Dogs, I think Quentin Tarantino is amazing.
I love all his movies.
November 10, 2007 4:44 AM
I love that movie. I love the part where Mr. blond tortures the cop.
Thanks for letting us know Fimble.
I'm glad she is coming back.
AIP,hope to talk to you soon.
When there is less confusion.
Goodnight K!
Glad I'm not the only Reservoir Dogs fan. I love the music Tarantino uses for all his movies.
Goodnight Kapu
G'night Kapunua.
K
did you see my comment on bc blog for you. i hope you did
Oh, gosh, umm, the first 1:16 AM, not the, uhh, "Clown vagina" one. ^_^
Thanks, guys, and again, goodnight!
Trying to sweep the wreckage from his home now? Are you a warrior or a housekeeper?
FS, I didn't. That link seems to not work now. ANyway, I am going to bed, honest. Early day tomorrow. ^_^
Sweet dreams and take care Kapunua *hugs*
well good night K and i hope you do read it tommorrow. i was trying to clear it up.
goodnight
Guys, are we talking about favorite movies?
SS,
Hope your day was better today. Ours was a little different, but hey, what are ya gonna do?
My sinusy eyes are hurting so I'm going to go to bed. Maybe we'll meet back here tomorrow.
My heart to yours, always.
J
Mayo,
Hope you had a good day. Sorry, I fucked up your house a bit. It was already a little messy, though, so maybe you won't notice...
Take care, love.
L
Hey BC, I thought I had your URL, but you changed it(you sneak), so do you mind emailing me it?
Goodnight, J.
Feel better tomorrow.
You leaving too L?
Well,goodnight to you too!
Hee hee yep, entropy I changed it again. I will email the link ASAP
No Kapunua, "whoring" doesn't sound better.
Goodnight OPs J&L and stop beating your self up about this.
MissTottenham said...
I never said I wasn't leaving. I said I was.
Tonight has totally pissed me off. A total farce.
A hint here is that it wasn't the list that pissed me off.
I'm browsing at the moment, but if things carry on the way they are, I'll not be back.
This isn't as fun as it used to be.
Definitely not your fault OP. Please do not put any blame on yourself. Guys, isn't there a topic that can cheer us up?
Can't say I blame Miss T :(
Toujours, gorgeous pic and beautiful hair!
I was looking around to see if there was any new MCR news. It is just now being reported that Mcr is being sued of that cancelled show. Now that they have settled it.
Miss t please come back. We need you here.
I completely understand MissT,it was really sucky there for a bit. I know how you feel.
But it can get fun again.
i am going to bed now. i am tired in more ways than 1. i hope everthing and everybody is back to normal tommorrow. love to you all my little e family. see you tommorrow and miss t. miss you already.
What a weird night. Full moon or something?
Goodnight FS
I've just been watching "Shaun of the Dead"
oh lotsa laughs
Goodnight Fimble.
Lol it must be the full moon ^_^
ergoproxy said...
I've just been watching "Shaun of the Dead"
oh lotsa laughs
November 10, 2007 5:29 AM
I love that movie.
Goodnight, Fimble!
Shaun of the Dead is hifreakinglarious!
ok I have obviously missed a whole lot happening today!
Why did everyone get annoyed?
I saw the list but I didn't think it was that serious.
How about we just transform the blog into that time machine and go back a day?
I agree Ergo.
Hi Ep
ergoproxy, I just bought Shaun of the Dead today!
HI MJ I've been jumping on and off today, hi to everyone else too
Hi Ergo!
really MP !
wow what a coincidence!
It's a rainy day here so we can't do anything outside.
It's a great movie as entropy very eloquently said!!
(love that word)
I was thinking about how an extra would go "ok here's me......that one, the zombie in the blue shirt with the bllody arms!"
Hi Ergo.
Well, I'm going to go to bed. I will wake up tomorrow and the day will have a clean slate.
Sweet dreams everybody.
that is "bloody arms" of course
Goodnight Jen
Sweet dreams Jen. night night
hahaha of course! Have you seen Hot Fuzz yet? If not, you MUST!
anyway, sleep beckens...
Night MP I plan on seeing hot fuzz soon
night night magic pie
night jen, mp I am yet to see it but I will
So we haven't heard anything from SS or Mayo.
Goodnight, Magic!
I haven't seen that sadly.
It looks funny.
Goodnight
Good evening all;
I'm just popping in for a few minutes. I'm way overly tired.
BC, I noticed your blog was gone. =[
I went there to apologize for not showing up for the party. My friend came over after the game, and she only just left 10 minutes ago.
Any new happenings of the night that I should catch up on before I go? =]
*HUG*
Hey Paperheart!
Nothing really that big,no.
Hey Entropy! *HUG*
That's good.
I managed to say clown vagina today.. my friends looked at me and just started laughing.
I feel proud ^_^
hello again everyone
Hey BC!
I'm sorry about not showing up for the party. What happened to your blog? You could email me if you'd like. I'd be sure to respond. *HUG*
Hello little teddy bear. If you're looking for my blog, I made it public again. Just click on my name. There is no need to apologize *hugs*
Thanks BC! ^_^
We must have the party. We must.
I need a little cheering up today. Too tired. Too much to do.
*HUG*
We must!
It has been a bit of a downer today:(
anyone still here?
Awwh BC*HUG*
I've been trying to stay away from here as much as I could allow myself to. =[
I always come back.
Mayo, I'm not trying to abandon you. We all need space sometimes. I could never leave you or forget you.
It's just been so chaotic lately, and confusing. I find myself getting headaches more frequently. Don't worry about me. I am the Master of Hug Fu. You never have to worry about me. *HUG*
Aww paperhearr *hugs*
I guess it is just you and me now here. It feels weird that it has gone all quiet.
oh when you're down just think of a little Ray......of sunshine
works for me!
Doesn't it BC?
Usually something always is going on here.
It's the calm before the storm..
*runs around in a circle*
AHH!
If it works for you ergo, it should work for me! *HUG*
thanks PH *HUG BACK*
Ray of sunshine? Ha! He is quite the ray of sunshine isn't he? Ergo, have you been lurking? ;D
yep, sort of lurking, going back and forth
Ah I see. Are we the only ones here besides paperheart?
I believe it's us three left.
I have to go too soon, i have a new poem if you want a read and comment.
Well, it seems it is just the two of you left. I am off to bed. <3
I will continue lurking tomorrow, but I must take a break. Just a short one. I couldn't stay away from here for too long! ^_^
Mayo, keep the faith and keep strong. Don't let any anons get to you. I believe in you. Whatever is going on in your life, I know you will get through it. You are one tough cookie.
Love always;
-007
*HUG*
I'm going to go check it out Ergo. Paperheart has to leave us anyway :(
So BC, how is your weekend going?
It is going well, BC. thank you for asking. Right now I am watching the Godfather, Part 3.
What are you up to?
Nothing much. Ironically, I am watching the same thing ^_^
What are your weekend plans?
Movies, movies, and more movies, BC. Possibly a trip to the bookstore to purchase the newest issue of the Buffy comic although that Last Temptation novel by Neil Gaiman is pretty good. Alice Cooper is featured in it. How about yourself?
The same old, same old, BC.
It is rather quiet here, is it not?
Yes it is, BC. But I prefer the quietness. It clears my mind. It helps me to think
Bleeding Chaos said...
Yes it is, BC. But I prefer the quietness. It clears my mind. It helps me to think
Anything new to think about?
Although I am rather disappointed that they had to remove my punching bag from the garage. I enjoy pretending that it is someone I despise, such as the one known as James Blunt. He is rather annoying, is he not?
Not really Amy. My mind is as clear as a bubble floating in the air.
BC, I must agree. I would like to throw a punch at this person who calls himself James Blunt. He has a rather annoying voice does he not? ^_^
Although I am also rather disappointed that I had to miss out on the Resident Evil Extinction and 30 Days of Night films BC, supposedly, I can wait a couple of months before they are released on dvd ^_^
Oh, and to answer your question BC, yes. He does have a rather annoying voice. Me thinks I to strangle him ^_^
What do you think of Mayo's blog BC?
Bleeding Chaos said...
Not really Amy. My mind is as clear as a bubble floating in the air.
Sounds to me like you've had a tremendous weight lifted lately.
Possibly a trip to the bookstore to purchase the newest issue of the Buffy comic
That is exactly what I'm doing tomorrow! Haha.
Dude,you know I never realised your name was the same as the game until you said something?
Haha,it hit my in the face when you said that though,I was like danm, how did I not see that.
Not quite sure yet, BC. My mind is currently occupied with AC/DC at the moment, but sometimes when I arrive here, my stomach is immediately filled with bubbling, unidentified nauseous gas. Lol.
(Dear Mayonaise, you know I am kidding, right?) :D
Amy, yeah I did.
Entropy, me thinks my own mind and yours think alike! Honestly, I was not aware either that my name came from the video game until I was discussing it the other night. :D
The new Buffy issue has Faith and Buffy on the cover.
BC, I am currently giggling because some man in the movie is making noises like a donkey. Ha!
BC, where our are manners? We have not properly thanked Miss T for giving us inspiration to make conversations with ourselves. We must bow down our heads in complete shame. Lol.
*bows down head*
Well, I think it's safe to say that today was a bit of a bust.
I think Mayo will honor us with a blog again tomorrow, but I can't imagine he'll be impressed. OP already apologized, and I will as well. I was involved and I am equally as guilty of any perceived wrongdoing.
However. Mayo. I hope you understand that there are things that we as a group, as a family, will do to protect the integrity of this place. To protect you.
Somebody asked earlier if we were warriors or housekeepers. You opened the doors, my friend. I am simply keeping watch.
-Amyranth
It is a great game BC. I don't know how I could just forget the game like that,and I think I just saw the cover not to long ago.
There is suppose to be a battle between them right? I haven't read the latest issues,just bought them and stored them.
Why are you to blame Amy? All of this was not no one's fault. I truly believe that.
Entropy, that game was so addicting, I'd played it at least once a day whenever I get bored. I really miss playing the original game. Although it is only for Xbox.
What is happening in the issues right now is that Giles assigned Faith to this mission. She has to go up against someone name Lady Geneviere, who is part of a royal family, but she is a Slayer as well. Unfortunately, she is one of the bad Slayers who wants to try to take over the world.
From what I read, Buffy will make an appearance in the new issue.
BC, we must express shame as soon as Miss T returns. It is not proper for us to not thank her properly for her inspiration ;)
BC, I just scratched my boob really hard. It is stinging a bit. Hold on before we can continue this conversation.
Ahhh, that's better ^_^
I think that is the game that I used cheat sheets for,that or the other.
Thanks for the update on season 8!
No problem entropy. It was my pleasure. I still have the booklet and case for the first game and it has the cheats that I written down from a website. It tells you how to find all of those pink and blue crystals to increase your health.
I sure miss kicking the Master's bloodsucking ass in the game. Don't you BC?
Yes I do, BC. I also miss kicking Angelus's sorry(but hot) ass as well, and Cordelia's snarky remarks ^_^
Good times indeed.
Ah man, you're making me want to break out those games.
My Xbox broke so I actually can't but I want to,haha.
I feel like a kid right now,haha.
Entropy, I sincerely miss playing that game. I need to get an Xbox for christmas. I had one, but I gave it to my nephews. I know there is a few places who still sell the game.
I feel like a kid just talking about this. Video games have been in my blood since I was a little girl.
Hello everyone. I haven't been on since this morning when I got a bit cranky cause of all the talk of Gerard messing up some songs during the concert. What the hell happened here today? List? People leaving? WTF?
I need to get an Xbox too. But the upgraded 360 one.
That would be rad.
Video games are the best.
Hello hello Elena. It appears that way.
Hey Elena!
How are you?
The upgraded 360 charges more, which really sucks, but it does look cool.
Entropy, I think me and you may be long lost sisters ^_^
I think so too BC!
You don't happen to have a half ripped picture of your dad and the other half may or may not be of your mom,do you?!
I am fine but confused. Is everything at Casa de Mayo OK?
Lol no I do not ^_^
I am not sure if everything is okay here Elena. I think so. Right?
Oh danm,and to think I almost found my long,lost sister.
Elena,I think everything is okay now.
You guys are kinda scaring me. What happened?
Aw,honey,I dont mean to.
Alot of people just felt left out.
Entropy, we do not have to be related in order to be a part of the family right? We are family here. We have a bond.
As for what happened, well, earlier during the day, some people were worried that we were forming cliques because a few anons appeared earlier today. It kinda got some of us on edge a bit. I think things are okay now.
Of course not!
My Mayo Mafia familia!
Well then it is probably good I wasn't here cause I always feel left out. I don't mean that to sound like I think you guys leave me out or anything but I guess I'm insecure. Lot of crap left over from when I was younger.
That's right!
Mi Mayo Mafia famiglia
Family in Italian has a g in it ^_^
Ti voglio bene tutto
Elena, I feel the same way.
I actually said almost the same thing about the younger comment to BC, just the other day.
I was here and I was very paranoid and heartbroken.
Aw well, no matter what happens, you are never left out to us, Elena. You are as much part of this as everyone else. I am thankful that with my own blogs, I do not worry about having people feeling left out with all this congestion.
I know about the g,always felt that was kinda weird,haha.
Because in spanish it doesn't.
aha! you are much intelligent entropy ^_^
At this time of night, I am getting quite bored. I think I'm going to call it a night
So did anyone say anything else about Gerard messing up the lines of the songs in concert? And what about them canceling the radio 1 thing?
No, I guess it doesn't bother that many people. I thought it would be a semi bid deal seeing as how I've never heard him do that.
The cancellation was because they couldn't play the song they wanted,very dive fit-ish.
I'm going to bed so goodnight Elena,BC,any observers!
And a Great night to you Mayo!
Apparently, the band didn't want to do the radio interview because they didn't want to perform some cover song the station picked for them. I may have to call it a night. If I discuss more about this, I'd feel down in the dumps.
Take care and sweet dreams Elena, entropy.
Good night little Mayonaise.
night night entropy. I am signing off as well. Sweet dreams Elena.
Nite everybody...
Hey Mayo,
I've had a shitty ass day. Everything that could go wrong, did. I've got more shit to do than Frank has tattoos. But am I doing it? Oh hell no I'm here wondering how you are. So let's hear it. How are you? Really how are you? Not some random poem just straigt up..."I'm okay" or "I'm not okay".
Oh forget it. I really didn't think you'd answer. I just hope your day was better than mine. Keep the faith.
Elena
X XI MMVII, XII XII ante meridiem
Periculum demonstrabo, quod vobis imminebit!
Dicam vobis nomina coniuratorum!
ooh fuck! i'm the last person any one would want to be in charge of a latin translation!!!
hello......anyone there!
mayo?
SS?
what happened last night to make everyone down?? something about people feeling left out??
i'm sure i'll find out at some point.
ok all i could get was
risk to prove and you to hang over.
dicam you by name coniuratorum.
it wouldn't translate dicam or coniuratorum.
hey but if anyone wants a latin lover i can pretty much sort that out for you! he he!
i'm sure martha will get to the bottom of this.
hey SS is that "not speaking latin" on your page new? if so i take it its not your latin so thanks for that.
i will save my brain then.
or if you're around could you translate it??
Good morning/afternoon/evening all! I hope you are all well.
Hi Elena, Farawaysoclose, Latin typing anonymous and anyone else still around.
I see I missed alot again. My fault, I suppose I should come around a bit more often ;-)
Hey, who called me THE BEAST??? Was that you MarthaJones?
A beast, perhaps; THE BEAST, no!
I must say you are very observant. I was waiting for someone to point out that my number is supposedly the new number of the beast. Yes, I confess, it was my diabolical mind at work when I chose it....
That and I like the number! It is special to me. The darn evil beast should go back to 666, me thinks *wink*
hey anon616.
i can't stay for long atall but hi anyway.
Thank for saying howdy, farawaysoclose! How are you today?
i'm fine thank you. i've gotta go though sadly. can you have a stab at the latin???
have a good day.
I just noticed Sister Midnite is back! YAH!!! Welcome back Sis Midnite!
I'm not talking to myself.......
really, I'M NOT ;-)
Have a great day farawaysoclose! I'm happy to hear you're doing alright.
I don't speak a word of latin; but, I'll have a stab at it - via on-line translators - for ya!
Care to place a bet on how mangled I'll get it *wink*
Farawaysoclose, I know you are gone by now; but, here is my translation:
"before midday
Danger I do see, and you /I'm talkin' to YOU, yeah , he/she will see
I shall/might see/say you, conspiritor/plotter by name."
-end translation-
Hmmm.....sounds like a threat to me! I could be wrong though ;-)
T'is much easier to translate spanish *hint*
so
we have a clique now ?
or not ?
miss t - please come back
you are very important
love
m.
P.S
As i am anon, do i presume that i am not part of your 'family' ?
m.
Hello 'm'! I never really liked cliques. It seems feelings get hurt due to them. You are welcome to in my extented pack anytime ;-)
It's all inclusive!
Dear all
just before i go i would like to state my opinion,
i do not do it that often so please do hear me out,
a list ? - not a good idea - this blog belongs to mayo alone and it is not for us to say who can and cannot post here - all of you have been welcomed to this place with open arms so please, do the same to others - if you do not wish to hear someone's opinion
DO NOT HEAR IT.
Do not let them break you down,putting up walls, building barricades - that is not the answer - people will be left out - intentionally or not,
stand together, stay strong- people are leaving already and that is a great shame.
you know what you have to do.
much love
m.
P.S Do not protect yourself by a fence, but rather by your friends.
"NOT speaking latin."
Thanks for the heads up, sweetie. Imposter latin now. Hmm, I guess we'll have to be more careful with our assumptions of who is posting.
See, not everyone gave up. SD10 was in your corner fighting, and others rallied. When all seems hopeless there is always a candle burning somewhere to guide you out of the darkness, and while we can't walk in your shoes, we walk beside them, keeping them company.
Oh dear, I've just reread this and I sound like a greeting card. WTH the message is true. Keep the faith.
XII XII ante meridian right here. I'm just running out the door for rehearsal, classes etc, can't be late this time, then tons of shopping. WIll so get on this later. Hope you're doing okay?
Hope you're all doing okay.
Memento internet, yeah? ^_~
Hi M and anon616
Don't worry M. The list was flushed down the toilet and doesn't exist anymore.OPs offered apologies to all.
Agree MissT needs to come back.
Hmm.. I always seem to turn up when theres no one else around.
Hello everyone, how are you?
Sorry i have not had the time to log one and catch up.
What is going on?
I have to be away a few more days, so i will miss all of you.
Well, while im here i'd just like to apologise for my absence lastnight.
As you would have read Mayo, I was in a pretty good mood, until suddenly I stated that I felt like shit and left without an explanation.
My reasons for this was because I actually felt like the fiasco concerning who should be aloud to know certain things, was aimed towards me and a few others. I felt unwanted, left out and got into a really pissy mood.
To be honest, I personally dont think it's fair for anyone to say who is aloud to know what. We are all here for our own reasons and it isn't right for someone to start laying down rules about everything.
So what if somebody is an anon? As long as they are not posting nasty things then they should be accepted, just like any other.
Oh hello, pj.
I didn't realise anybody was here.
How are you?
You and me both jade. 2:50 am here is seriously deadsville. I really should stop with the night owl stuff.
Hi K. I see you realised the latin was directed at you -10 11 2007 12:12am. SS is saying on his/her page "not speaking latin." I hope it isn't someone trying to mess you around.
Hope everyone is good.
Sorry Jade, have to love you and leave you. Night all.
oh dear
the shit has hit the fan
(so to speak)
aren't the anons part of the fun ?
Okay pp.
Get some rest dear.
Night.
x
Good morning Jade, pp, and you mayo.
I am fine, just a lot of work, but i have my laptop, just no time to post as much.
what is going on in Mayo land?
To remain anonymous is to obviously hide your identity to post something good, or bad.
Those who come here to just stir shit I have no respect for. Those who can voice their opinion in a mature way under an anon, hold all of my respect.
Sorry Anons, good morning to you.
? what shit, what fan?
I see pj.
Well, I dont know too much myself. I havn't been able to get on here reguarly. Im tied down with school and my GCSE's at the minute. I was hoping you knew a little bit!
Bye! all told you i had no time.
Love ya all, catch you soon.
Mayo, you are a gift to us all, keep it up.
See you pj.
Have a nice day.
Lots of love.
Okay mayo, time to stop looking at your own reflection and do a new blog please.
The wit flows faster around here when things are fresh.
If you're still around Jade,PJ, nons, and anyone else I've missed goodnight again. Late consumption of Coke Zero and dark chocolate do not make for good attempts at sleep.
Sorry, *anons* not nons.
3:58a.m.itis.
I agree with PP.
Anyone else around?
hello anyone??
hi mayo.
ok what happened with miss T i am lost??
what shit hit the fan??
thanks for translating anon616.
erm yup thats about it.
can anyone fill me in on what went wrong last night??
Hi FASC.
I really dont know what the anon was talking about when they said the shit just hit the fan. I've been wondering myself.
Also, I believe Miss.T has decided to leave, or at least is thinking about it.
I may be wrong.
hi jade.
pp
anyone else.
why has miss T decided to leave or thinking about it????
oh thats not good!
I really dont know. Im as confused as you are. It's just that i've seen post of people saying to her please dont leave.
I could have intepreted it wrong, so please dont take my word for it, nor get too worried just yet.
Hello M, thank you for gracing us with your presence again.
I agree completely with the LIST thing. It's not cool. I know what they girls were trying to do though and it wasn't to hurt people, it was to rid us of the nasty anons.
But the nasty ones re-inforce our love for Mayo and each other...so maybe they're not so bad?
hope mayo posts a new one today.
fingers crossed.
hi magic pie.
Yes Magic Pie, I totally agree. As soon as any society starts to see things as "us" and "them", the rot starts to set in. Some people are made to feel marginalized, while the others start to see themselves as elite. Surely most people who have been drawn here understand that this is exactly what is wrong with the world. I know everyone wants to protect Mayo's house, but to not welcome all equally would surely destroy all that is special here.
Indeed Long Time Dead...you have to think about how we ALL were Newbies at one time or other.
And there are also people who have been lurking for ages but just decide to post now.
I know with me, I was an anon on LoveMan's blog, then I became anon33 as Mayo came into the picture, then Magic Pie came and it did take a while for people to accept me as Magic Pie because they thought I was an outsider who didn't know what was going on.
In the end, if people come here wanting to be a part of this in a positive and productive way, then we should accept them.
Good Morning all,
I just wanted to say a few words this morning to everyone, ANONS included, on here.
I apologize to anyone who felt I or anyone else was trying to exclude them. That was not the intent. The "List" was just to show who regularly posts here, as some have asked for such a list in the past. It was also in response to a particularly huge onslaught of nasty and questioning anons who came in yesterday and we were warned by someone to be "careful" of who we gave information to.
Now, the issue that came up about being excluded from a different blog was not so either, there was one thing being discussed, that was going to be shared with everyone. No one was leaving, no one was going to talk behind anyone else's back or form another group.
Something that started as trying to help everyone and Mayo and SS got completely out of control.
Divide and Conquer. I believe there was some help with that last night, but I keep that opinion to myself.
The LAST thing I wanted to do was make anyone feel left out. Yes, it is not mine, nor anyone else's place to do that. I have always been the one who tries like hell to keep everyone together, to make sure everyone is happy.
If I am guilty of anything, it is caring too much for people I have come to love and respect on this blog. I wanted to protect. But I see it is not my place to do that.
Everyone on here is a big girl or boy and can take care of themselves. I will leave it at that.
I am NOT leaving, I made a promise, and I fully intend to keep it.
I will however, be gone until late Wed. helping my Mum after she has eye surgery. I am leaving this afternoon, and with no laptop, J. will be keeping me informed and maybe posting for me occasionally.
Believe it or not, I love you all. Take care, and BE GOOD TO EACH OTHER.
Pactum Serva.
L.
L.
You will be missed. The list did set off a few alarms, but don't worry about it. All will go back to normal! *HUG*
Love;
-007
Not only do people 'borrow' his name, they make sporadic appearances and leave ominous Latin messages in their wake.
I suspect SS is growing tired of the persistant duplicity. This is not a game. The idea of someone masquerading as SS is reprehensible.
Even after he deleted his blogs, it seems his presence is forcing you to deal with an almost daily onslaught of abuse, ridicule and bullying. That is unacceptable.
His presence compromises the unity you have worked so hard to establish. I feel sure the last thing he wants is to be a source of contention and conflict among you.
There will always be people who will attempt to shatter your faith, steal your hope and destroy the love.
No-one can take these things from you, you can only relinquish them.
Keep your faith, hold on to your hope and nurture the love.
Never give up.
Know that I am always cheering you on.
Anonymous, thank you for that. We really, truly needed it. I'm trying to keep my faith, hold onto my hope, and nurture my love. It just seems pointless lately.
*sighs*
I am not going to give up, I can't.
I can understand SS's feelings towards the people stealing his name and pretending to be him. That's why it's hard to believe anymore. No worries, I still believe in SS. &I still believe in Mayo. And I still believe in everyone here.
Love;
Master of Hug Fu
-007
*HUG*
Anon at 4:17, thank you for bringing some light into this now dreary blog entry.
You've made me feel a lot happier.
hahaha I love what SS has written in his profile:
With you in spirit - always. : NOT speaking Latin
I think everyone here knows you had the best of intentions L. No one wants this place to turn into a fangirly bitchfest. Still have to agree that an "us" and "them" scenario would not be a good thing. Isn't this exactly what is happening with our favorite band? They have now set themselves up as elite, looking down on the fans and no longer sharing information honestly as they once did. It is too easy to fall into that sort of trap and destoy all the good.
X XI MMVII, XII XII ante meridiem!
har har
Anon at 4:17,
Thank you.
As an anon, did I offend you in anyway with what happened last night?
I've felt horrible thinking I had anything to do with diminishing the unity we have.
L.
Yup, he's made it pretty clear it is not him leaving Latin comments on this blog!
SS;
You know we love you. Otherwise, why would I chose to live in your sweater pocket?
I love your new location. ^_^
Love;
-007
What's SS's new location?
Miss Monster
L,
Your motives were pure, you were following advice and you were wise to be Careful.
I just want everyone to be happy.
Yeah, yeah, I know it's unrealistic, but I do a pretty good job trying to make it happen.
Did that make sense?
I hope so.
Think happy thoughts.
Anon at 4:37,
Thank you.
That means more to me than you will ever know.
Love, faith and hope,
L.
Star, so do I.
Does the Master of Hug FU need to give everyone a hug? Would that make this blog a happier place?
=]
Anon,thank you for your kind and wise words. It means alot to know you still have our backs and cheer us on.
I think his presence reminds us of our unity,not compromise it.
There will always be bullying,people are just like that.We can hold our own though,we can tell the difference.
Paperheart,
We could all benefit from a hug from the Master of hug FU!
*HUG*
I agree anon at 4:37.
L, *HUG*
careful said...
Original Punks said...
Mafia,
As of now, we ignore Ugly Anons, PPUs, and the like. No more responses to their posts, questions, comments, or insults. We are better than that. As of now, they do not exist.
Any of you who remain shall have the Mayo Mafia "hit" on your heads.
Ignoring them takes what they think is a threat away.
The Punks
Advice worthy of a little hat tipping, ladies.
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