This is overdue. Please forgive me as I have been preoccupied with family. I had meant to post this earlier, in time with all of your moments of introspection, during "this is me". I think it is in good timing, as it seems a distraction could be in order...
I am a contradiction.
I am a planner, I plan everything. But, I have also been known to make snap decisions.
I am an idealist.
I am a realist.
I research the hell out of everything, but I am always changing my mind.
I am a workaholic, but can very easily sleep in too late...I have insomnia so the appeal of my dreams can be somewhat overwhelming.
I am a good listener, but I tend to talk over people (I am really working on that one).
I fear rejection on every level, but I am always drawing attention to myself.
I fear failure, but I am not afraid to try new things, and this constant change in scenery allows me to masquerade achievement.
I think I am always right, but I acknowledge that I make mistakes.
I am very independent and a control freak…I like to do things my way, myself. Yet, I am high maintenance and a bit of a scatter brain…therefore I require someone to look after me.
I have diagnosed clinical depression, but I can be the life of the party.
I have outrageously high standards for myself, but I am generous in allowing others to fault.
I am very loyal, but I have been known to wander off towards a novel stimulus like a moth to a flame.
I am empathetic.
I am selfish.
I am stubborn.
I crave change.
I have enjoyed kissing both women and men, but prefer women.
I am shy.
I am eccentric.
I am erratic.
I work hard, and I am passionate. I love life, my friends, and my family. I am always expressing myself
...even in silence.
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«Oldest ‹Older 1201 – 1400 of 2693 Newer› Newest»Well, first of all, it isn't a "problem," so get that out of your head right now.
You are who you are Cupcake. Purple, bisexual, two noses, a deformed appendage, alien, straight, or any other adjective humans like to label with.
You are you and being you is not a "problem." If you are are aren't, makes no difference. If it's experimentation, then do what makes you feel good. It isn't a problem though.
Take your time cupcake. Your still figuring out who you are, no matter how old. How long have you been on xanax?
Thanks TJ, I did try it... and I think I threw up... I'm too delicate for this world! lol
Goodnight MJ!
You have a great Thanksgiving yourself. I thank you for being here and sharing this, whatever it may be, with the rest of us. So, Happy Thanksgiving :)
I've been on xanax for to weeks.
It was necessary after people figured out I wasn't eating or sleeping...
whoops! well, i've never used it myself, but knew several people who had, so thought it was worth a suggestion...not so good though! :)
what do you normally do to calm down in that situation? what has worked for you in the past?
Sadly toujours nothing works... I panic till I pass out...
oh martha, was that you saying good night because you're going to bed? doh. ^.^
have a good night then, and sweet dreams!
Well ladies,
It's getting late and I'm sleepy. Its been a long and exciting night to say the least. Anyhoo, goodnight, may your thanksgiving be a good one.
Cupcake, cheer up, no man is worth your tears, trust me...
Goodnight all and Sweet Dreams...
A Rose for Emily...
cupcake, have you ever tried any sort of meditation technique? do you think that sort of thing might work for you?
Well, you should definitely eat and sleep cupcake, that's necessary. Try the xanax for a bit longer and if nothing happens, go see your doctor
a good night and a good thanksgiving to you too, a rose for emily. ^.^
Ever try a journal? I've seen many therapists who say journals act as a therapy session without anyone else being there.
Bye a rose for emily
Gah everyone is on my back at the moment
"why don't you love me?"
"why aren't I good enough?"
"you're a bitch"
"you're a slut"
.... I gotta go...
I'll be back later, but till then, all my love.
p.s, I see a psychiatrist every second week.
xoxo THANK YOU.
take care of yourself, cupcake. be well.
Bye cupcake. Good luck!
I'm out as well you guys.
Everyone celebrating Thanksgiving, have a splendid one. Eat all you want and don't worry about having done it. It's a time to be thankful that you can actually eat that much. So, with that said, here's a huge 'Thank You' with an attached hug for all of you.
It has been a rollercoaster for the past three months, but I'm thankful for the ride and the one we went on together.
Cupcake:
My thoughts are with you. Please know that we are here to listen to each other's problems and you are no exception. If you ever just need to vent and let it all out, you know where come. I hope everything works out for you, I really do.
Goodnight everyone! :)
Thank you, same to all of you, goodnight.
A Rose for Emily...
Goodnight, MIB
Feel better, cupcake
Goodnight MIB.
good night mustard. have a lovely day tomorrow. ^.^
Um, hi everyone
Hello there.
Mayo, who is your favorite artist?
hey bc, how are you?
Hi alive! Nice to meet you :)
hi squeak squeak. I'm doing okay. How about yourself?
It's nice to meet you too!
There is a couple of things I forgot to add to the "about me" list, even though it may be late.
I can be shy around people, but as soon as I feel comfortable around them, I open up.
This may be odd, but people like to smack my ass for some reason. I had a complete stranger smack it one day while I was shopping at the mall. Unfortunately, I never saw the person who committed the deed O_o
Same here. How are you doing this fine evening Alive? ^_^
not too bad, bc.
*ahem*
got tua #3 today...
*eyebrow waggle*
I'm doing good. Just got finished printing out some Van Gogh paintings......AllI need to do now is find tape and scissors....Which seem to always dissapear right when you need them
Squeak squeak you got issue 3? How is it? I haven't read my issue two yet. Never got around to it.
That's good to hear alive. Ah, the pesky scissors and tape. I tend to lose those frequently as well. I have the mind of a scatterbrain. I can lose anything in five minutes and forget things I said 10 minutes ago
I still need to get TUA3'2 and 3! I am so broke you don't even know. The guy at the comic store I usually go to gave me #1. Either of you read Johnny the homicidal maniac?
it's very good, bc! as usual, there were panels that made me stop and stare for a bit, and phrases that made me chortle. ^.^
and i'm really starting to find 00.05 interesting, too.
issue #4 comes out on dec. 19, so put that on your calendar this time! :)
no, i haven't read that. what's it like?
Never read Johnny the homicidal maniac, actually. TUA number one is pretty good, but not the best that I have read. I haven't came up with an opinion for issue two though, but I will soon. Number five is quite fascinating, no? :)
^^I mean the character of course. Just so you guys won't get confused. So the next issue release is Dec 19th? I shall write that down.
Hey, Orange Anon, are you lurking about?
It's basically about a man named Johnny, and his psychotic endeavors. You know, he talks to this cookie jar, and talks to the people chained up in his basement. The artwork is pretty cool. I have every issue
every issue has me even more amused by that character, bc. they're all interesting, but i think he might be on the way to becoming my favorite. ^.^
did you guys read the free comic book day issue? i really want to know when there's going to be a book of "pantheon city". i really liked that story, but i haven't heard even a whisper of anything else about it. :(
And there's little filler parts....Like happy noddle boy, my favorite
oh! is it a b&w book? gets pretty violent?
i think i might have read that -- i check a lot out of my library, and i don't always remember the titles.
Yea, I got the free comic book day issue. I didn't like it that much because I was so confused. I had no idea what was going on at all. I was like "...Kay, who the hell are these [people? Who's that old man?"
Was the writing a little weird? Like the font?
It does get pretty violent, yes. There's a scene in a fast food place (Kind of like taco bell) And yea....It's pretty bad
i actually thought that was one of the fun things about the fcbd issue -- it's like you're plunked down smack-dab in the middle of this complete world, and left to fend for yourself.
and it was fun re-reading it and having little "oh! i get it now!" moments. ^.^
Squeak squeak, to be honest, I don't even have a favorite character yet O_o
I do like number five though.
Unfortunately, I never got the chance to get my free comic book day copy.
Alive, that comic sounds interesting, but I'm more into fantasy/supernatural stuff.
My favorite comics right now are Buffy season 8, The Crow by James O' Barr, but there is one called The Last Temptation by Neil Gaiman that's pretty good.
I also like japanese manga
i think i have read that then (the "johnny" book, i mean). the art was really individualistic and fun to look at, but i shouldn't have read the whole thing in one sitting. it was definitely a bit of an overdose on the violence. probably would've been ok if i'd read it in smaller doses, though.
i read manga, too, bc. :)
the other book i'm buying regularly right now is completely different from tua -- it's called castle waiting and it's drawn and written by linda medley.
it's absolutely lovely b&w art, and the characters are all very interesting. the storylines are sort of fairy tale-ish, but that doesn't really begin to describe the book well, at all.
there's a first graphic novel out already -- you guys could probably find it in your local libraries if you wanted to give it a try. it's one of my absolute favorites. :)
Manga is great isn't it squeak squeak? I am not sure which are my favorites, but there are alot of different and interesting ones I still have to check out.
Castle waiting sounds really interesting. The local library here has a small comic book collection, so I doubt they will have that there yet.
I do happen to like magic night rayearth, sailor moon, and vampire knights though. Those are my favorites right now.
Are you guys still here? I shall be lurking at some other sites for a bit. Take care
sorry it took me so long to reply, bc! i was having difficulty getting a comment box.
anyway, i have to confess my introduction to manga was sailor moon *blush*, although i actually read a series called elfquest back when i was a kid. it's not manga, but wendy pini the artist was heavily inspired by manga (before it was popular in the states!), and so elfquest has a very manga feel to it.
anyway, if you haven't already, you should read fushigi yugi by yuu watase. you'd really like it i think, based on what you've read already. another good title by watase, a little darker in theme, is called ceres. it's a good one too.
i think my absolute favorite in manga is rurouni kenshin (samurai! the best art! laughs! fights!).
cripes. can i go on and on and on and on about this or what? lol i guess it's just because today was my comic book day for the month -- i'm all geeked out at the moment! :D
No worries squeak squeak. I was having problems getting some of the pages here to load too. It's been going a bit slow. Ha ha there is nothing wrong with being geeked out at all! :)
Sailor moon was my first introduction to manga as well, but nowadays its out of print and well, some of the websites charge alot for a single manga now and it kinda sucks.
I heard about the Ceres series, but I never checked it out yet. It looks pretty good. Yuu wastase? I think I heard that name before, but I can't put my finger on it. hmm.
And so, it is getting rather late. I say my goodnight to you squeak squeak, and Alive if they're still here. Sweet dreams and goodnight!
Goodnight and pleasant dreams Mayo
good night bc. ^.^
Hello to everyone
Happy Thanksgiving!
to all who celebrates this tradition.
Mayonaise,
I am pleasantly surprised by your post and somewhat smug in my appreciation.
my best to you
Im off
`sc
mayo,
it looks like i was the one to leave the lights on this time! oops.
i surprised myself recently. i was trying to figure out what was legitimately mine, what parts of my interests were from before i knew him, and what came into my life as a result of our relationship? he was an art major, like me, an aspiring cartoonist in fact. comic book shops were just one of our usual hang-outs together.
i was afraid that comic books came from him, but then i remembered elfquest, and sitting upstairs on the floor in the far back corner of my hometown library, in front of the graphic novels, reading. i cannot even begin to tell you how relieved i was. maybe i never set foot in a comic book shop until i was with him (none to be found in nw montana, tbh), but i found them, i read them, they belonged to me before i even knew he drew breath.
it's good to have them back. i'm slowly recovering myself. i make it sound like i had amnesia, but in a way, i kind of did. you know, i tried to do that "about me" listy thing, but i just couldn't make it work. i don't know enough about myself anymore.
it's actually quite paralyzing. i always had a strong sense of self, for as long as i can remember. but now: "who am i now?", "what should i be doing?", "how can i make the rest of my life meaningful?" that's what fills my head.
oh my! from comics to philosophy? what a ramble! if these midnight monologues at all annoy you, you must find a way to let me know. seriously. because it's just too tempting to sit down on your couch here.
so, *standing up* i hope your thanksgiving is lovely, and warm, and nourishing to your spirit as well as your body. i hope you have many things for which you are thankful. myself, i'm thankful to have this second chance at being myself, even though it's the hardest thing i've yet to do, and i'm thankful for all the help that comes to me, and i'm thankful for this blog you've created and kept.
thank you, mayo. i'm grateful for you, too.
good night. sweet dreams.
*knock, knock*
Is anyone home?
No? understandable, well when you get in, do check out my blog, it will explain my situation a little better.
Love to you all, cupcake.
Hi cupcake, Are you okay? I'll have a look in a moment.
Not That Punkish Punk J,
Fruity Tab = regurgitated cough syrup.
Not So Princessy Some and Venom, Ha! I just had to say that. The anon was obviously blinded by dislike not to see the brilliance of your tiara.
Did some anon say Not So Harsh Kapunua? K didn't really damage her finger between weights. She did it on anons, then threw some wit wrapped in a TBS scarf over them.
To the devillishly handsome beardtossers,
I am so not trying to think about what the anon said. FI has never made it here, and we would have given him a truely excellent time on the 6th.
Toujours and BC,
Number 5 jingles my bells too. Definitely the most interesting one to watch out for in plotline I think.
Ergoproxy,
The Checks opened for Muse in Australia? They are opening here too, but they're local, based in London these days. They're our equivalent of your Operator Please, meaning they took out the school rockquest competition about three years ago. An excellent week you are having.
Bother, I forgot to sign in.
*disappears for a tick*
Heh, back!
Hi Mayo. Or should I say, rise and shine sunshine, IT'S MORNING! Get up! Heheh, no lying in for mayo this Thanksgiving. Revenge of the insomniac.
* waves in to dark corners of Mayos house at lovely lurkers*
Coming your way cupcake.
Cheers PP
Am I ok?
no
Hmm, very quiet at Mayo's this morning. I can't have shouted loud enough.
*sneaks through mayo's room, avoiding sleeping lurkers and a very small sheep Amyranth missed. Wrenches back blinds.
Well, well,well. Losing weight does gain inches. Sorry Mayo! Covers eyes and runs out.*
PP gets the feeling everyone else other than Mayo is busy stuffing turkeys.
So what do vegetarians eat at Thanksgiving, I wonder?
Why not CC?
All of a sudden I feel rather alone. And I haven't been ok in long time. Maybe I never was.
good morning!
you are not alone cupcake! I know it sounds corny but there's always someone there to hold you!
in this case....*HUGS*!
Okay, for a start I know PH left you a bucket of hugs so you better grab some of those out of there right now!
And *hug* from me too.
You are never truely alone. We listen and hear you, CC.
When people are extremely self aware we make sometimes make boundaries around ourselves. We then define ourselves and act out as to how we think others perceive us in our minds, until our true identity is lost. I see someone young, gorgeous and full of potential.
Maybe this is the time to pause and rediscover yourself, and come back stronger. Do you mind my asking have you told your therapist this?
Go and see my comment on your post.
xox
Same goes for me Cupcake. Here is a hug and best wishes
Thanks andie.*hugs back*
It helps to have hugs.
I think I'll go to bed. It's 1am in Oz...
I have a longing to stuff myself with xanax and lapse into a small temporary coma.
Corny as this sounds, I love you all.
XX
And happy thanksgiving MAYO.
I suggest you give thanks for all the lovely ladies here that care so deeply for you.
Myself included.
Morning andiebomb.
Mayo is being a lazy sod and not getting up.
*whispers behind hand embarrassedly, well part of him was*
hi Elena! hi PP!
*waves*
MAYO - Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family. Enjoy the day. Watch a parade, eat lots, laugh with you loved one. I can remember what that was like and I wish to God I had enjoyed it more. Time goes by so quickly. One day you will look up and wonder where the fuck it's gone. Make memories you can treasure.
Oh thanks PP and elena...
My therapist... she knows things aren't going well... but not quite as badly as they are.
I see her in a few days though.
I promise I will try to tell her.
love to you all.
cupcake.
Have a good sleep, cupcake. Well, I'm off too. It's 3:10am here. Insomniacs of the world unite.
Hi elena.
Happy Thanksgiving to all of you U S of A'ers. Have a great one.
Night all.
(psst, sorry Mayo. I'll knock next time.)
sweet dreams cupcake and PP!
it's 8 o'clock here in Mexico
so Mayo.....wake up pumpkin!
I guess it's only you and me, Mayo....
btw, thanks for changing the time thing! :D
Mayo,
How are you this totally Thankful Thanksgiving morning? Me? Well, I just woke up, had my 2 cups of coffee, 2 pieces of toast, and an excedrin migraine just for the in case and I guess I am fully awake now. I hope I can string a couple of sentences together for you. You are sitting there right now thinking this chick never takes a day off?...nah, not from here, not from my friends, not from you.
So today is Thanksgiving and Lord knows I have 10000 plus shit of things to be thankful for. I have a great life for the most part. No doubt about that shit. Hell, I woke up this morning didn't I? That's pretty special. There was no guaranteeing that shit when I went to bed last night. I get to spend today with my family at home and my friends here in this home...eating up enough food to feed a family of 8 right by myself. Hell, we'll end up throwing half the shit away. Hardly seems fair now does it? But I don't do family functions well at all. First, I hate crowds of people. Second, I hate when crowds who are just as fucked up as I am are focused on me. Thirdly, I hate having them focused on me and asking me those questions. You know the ones...when are you getting married? Where is your other half? Why didn't he come with you? When are you going to have some babies? I just want to run and hide, so I do. Or I find myself sitting at the kids table. They are less harsh but more honest in their judging of me. And I will leave, full, thankful, but depressed that once again I have let another year go by and I haven't accomplished shit. Not anything meaningful anyways....you know?
So here's to you today, my friend. May your stomach be full, your house be full, and your heart be full.
Feel me?
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Filled to the point of exploding
I like oranges. AND TURKEY! Happy Thanksgiving to all my fellow Americans.
hi sdock10! are you still here?
I'm feeling kinda lonely since Mayo is sleeping...
Hi Andie, Hi Oranges Anon
I'm still here. Just lurking.
How are you today?
Sister Midnite, I know you are observing. How are you today? Working hard?
For you, Mayo:
Ok, so it's not a Thanksgiving song, but still appropriate. Right?
Well, you wonder why I always dress in black,
Why you never see bright colors on my back,
And why does my appearance seem to have a somber tone.
Well, there's a reason for the things that I have on.
I wear the black for the poor and the beaten down,
Livin' in the hopeless, hungry side of town,
I wear it for the prisoner who has long paid for his crime,
But is there because he's a victim of the times.
I wear the black for those who never read,
Or listened to the words that Jesus said,
About the road to happiness through love and charity,
Why, you'd think He's talking straight to you and me.
Well, we're doin' mighty fine, I do suppose,
In our streak of lightnin' cars and fancy clothes,
But just so we're reminded of the ones who are held back,
Up front there ought 'a be a Man In Black.
I wear it for the sick and lonely old,
For the reckless ones whose bad trip left them cold,
I wear the black in mournin' for the lives that could have been,
Each week we lose a hundred fine young men.
And, I wear it for the thousands who have died,
Believen' that the Lord was on their side,
I wear it for another hundred thousand who have died,
Believen' that we all were on their side.
Well, there's things that never will be right I know,
And things need changin' everywhere you go,
But 'til we start to make a move to make a few things right,
You'll never see me wear a suit of white.
Ah, I'd love to wear a rainbow every day,
And tell the world that everything's OK,
But I'll try to carry off a little darkness on my back,
'Till things are brighter, I'm the Man In Black.
Johnny figured out his purpose, his place. We should all hope for the same thing.
I do anyway.
p.s. What is your favorite Cash song?
I'm great... a bit sad because everyone is celebrating Thanksgiving and I'm not :(
Hi Orange Anon!
I love my blonde hair, yet I long to dye it many colours.
I am 15 years old, yet I cant wait till im 30.
I show lots of love and appreciation, yet I never get the same feeling back.
I think I am intelligent, yet at most times I think im kidding myself.
I have lots of friends, yet all of those I hate.
I fear being lonely, yet I prefer to be on my own most times.
I love wearing vibrate colours, yet I always tone it down by masking it with a black cardigan.
I love being tall, yet I hate my long legs.
I hate animal cruelty, yet I eat lots of meat everyday.
I've been told that im pretty, yet I think im the ugliest person at my school.
I have lots of opinions, yet I change them all the time.
I smoke everyday, yet most of the time I dont even need to.
I fear rejection, yet I want to audition for the school talent show just so they wont let me in.
I am this person, yet im still not sure who I want to be.
Who am I?
I still dont know either.
- From an old friend.
xx
Good morning Mayonaise and everyone else here. I hope you have a great Thanksgiving. Yes, Orange Anon, we are fully aware that you like oranges. You silly ;p This is just a quick pit stop. I'm going back to sleep. Take care and happy Thanksgiving everyone.
XOXO
BC
Well everyone, I'm off to do the family thing. I get to celebrate Thanksgiving with a Princess and littlehawkman. How cool is that? Pretty damn.
Happy Thanksgiving to all of you. Stay safe and enjoy yourselves.
Love to,
Mayo
SS
My complete blogger Family
Anons
Lurkers
Pretty Purple Unicorn
Observers(Sister Midnite)
Fearless Warriors(Kapunua)
Princesses(Smoke)
NutBusters
Cheerleaders
English Footballers
Punkish People
Harsh People
Fucked up People
Tough People
People tied to me with knots
Nurses
Doctors
Teachers
Preachers
Self Loathers
and anyone that I left out.
Faith, Hope, Love
Your Faithful HEART ALFUCKINGWAYS!
S
You are all coming on to say happy Thanksgiving to someone who is basically fucking you all around. It's sad and I would feel sorry for all of you if you weren't so hateful towards MCR and thinking your so much better then Gerard Way. It's lie you want this to be him and you suck up to him and every thing but the second the REAL Gerard way does some thing you disagree with ......... You turn on him like wolves.
So I WOULD feel sorry for you guy's being pathetic and hanging on every little word this fake person says, spending your thansgiving trying to kiss his ass.... But I don't. Because your all too stupid and self rightious.
Especially VV.
WHy do you think your prescious SS doesn't come back any more. Because this is like shooting fish in a barrel. He probably feels guilty for stringing you all along and he decided to do the right thing and stop, he realized how obssessed you all are because of the way you all bow and scrape when he comes in. The way you all beg for him to come back. I think he A either got bored of you because its too easy to play you like a violin or he feels guilty because of how he layed you.
Either way you got played, but you deserve it because of how self rightious you all are.
just popping in everybody. i am cooking thanks giving dinner. my first thanks giving ever so i hope i do it right hehehe.
i just want to ish everyone a happy thanksgiving even the ones who dont ave thanksgiving.
oh and how can i forget the anons who are mean to us. happy thanksgiving to you. you post on here so you must be just like us.
love to eveyone
xx
hi Fimble, I hope it goes awesome for you!
anon, have a happy thanksgiving :D
Wait! We cannot break bread with you. You have taken the land which is rightfully ours. Years from now my people will be forced to live in mobile homes on reservations. Your people will wear cardigans, and drink highballs. We will sell our bracelets by the road sides, and you will play golf, and eat hot hors d'oeuvres. My people will have pain and degradation. Your people will have stick shifts. The gods of my tribe have spoken. They said do not trust the Pilgrims, especially Sarah Miller. And for all of these reasons I have decided to scalp you and burn your village to the ground.
Happy Thanksgiving anyway and remember Homeland Security.
*Difficult
Think in poetry:
clever words at Mayo's house
Haiku thanksgiving!
Anons invade us,
but on this you can trust me:
I won't protoct you!
ANON who thinks we are all so self-righitous - I wish you a Happy Thanksgiving because you are a very sad person who feels that attacking people is okay. Honey really you need help.
Everyone else Happy Thanksgiving I love you all. Talk to you later.
Hey Mayo - Eat lots of turkey!!!
Vegetarian,
but mad eating nonetheless,
till my face falls off!
We perfect this place:
Mirror, words and action, then
hopefully a change.
At our table now,
only Elena and I,
the rest all cooking?
hey just popped on again. are you all having a nice day. i have to so have a shower in a bit so its a short stay
Red, gold and maple,
a ripple on our waters:
all your honest thoughts.
Three are now seated!
(One is about to go bake.)
Fimble Star is here!
Will anyone play?
Am I still the only one?
Do you know the rules?
one is about to clean one self with a luther hehe we just put the carrotsin and now making yorkies. cant wait. happy thanksgiving k
crows and frost for me,
no turkey for this table:
online and content.
Getting clean is good.
Scrub up before dinnertime.
Have a great shower!
i am lost.
do not know the rules
i am going for a shower
The font says it all--
Everyone should play with me,
Self-important bold.
^_~
how do you bold tho
slow computer, slow head.
hours behind though here still,
am i in the game?
Small, sharp words fit here.
The rule is five, seven, five.
It's not a riddle.
^_^
Evocative words,
Old, subtle Japanese form
Five, seven, five: GO!
Less-than, B, Greater
Text, then same but with end-slash:
Bolding, FimbleStar. ^_^
winter morning here,
winter afternoon for you.
day done, dinner gone?
Off to make stuffing!
Anyone can play with me.
I'll read you later.
Feels like April here,
Though judging by the colors,
Autumn still prevails
These words have meaning.
Your efforts are worth bolding.
Keep the game apart.
returning throughout,
a peek again and again,
but for now, adieu.
Do it long enough,
you start to think in rhythm.
Highly addictive.
bold i am able
though odd it appears to me.
a shouter i'm not!
^.^
by the end of it
so engrained, i'll have traded
green tea for coffee!
i still cant do it.
not that smart
help me bold
Like a crackhead I come searching for a hit.
Thanks anon for reminding me how fucking pathetic I am.
Haikus are easy
But sometimes they don't make sense
Refrigerator
obscure is no crime;
if the essence is all displayed,
where then the spirit?
On September third,
anon pointed up this blog.
But SS came first.
though perhaps i muse
overlong on the omen:
refrigerator?
A garden of words,
Choosing sounds from finest seeds--
hard if they bloom well.
A hundred hands reach,
can you take them all at once?
Dusk is upon you.
Words are autumn gold:
Dragonfly and damselfly
playing in the leaves.
haikus can be fun
providing a distraction
and truth is ignored
Hello all and happy Turkey Day to those who are celebrating it. Oh God why does it keep going back to poetry. I'm no good at that stuff.
We call it out here.
To which truth do you refer?
We all know the score.
Happy Gobble-Gobble Day to all of you celebrating and stuffing your faces!!!
MJ:
I'm no good either, as you can see. I don't do poetry well.
haikus can be fun
providing a distraction
and truth is ignored
Why has this suddenly gotten my attention?
You think you know truth
But I suspect you do not
Now what do I do?
Hello MIb and Kapu how are you guys today? I think one of the attack anon is playing with us.
Hello ladies and the one mysterious gentleman called Mayonaise!
Hi are you all?
Siobhan bi how are you today?
How, not Hi!
Everytime I come here I turn into a complete idiot!
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!
I'm not that stupid in real life!
Please believe me!
I'm fine, Martha. How are you?
Happy Thanksgiving to all the Americans here!!!
It is today, isn't it?
Apparently it is an illness and it is contagious. Siobhan so let me try that again Hi how are you today
Yes Turkey day is today. I'm doing well. But I think I scared the others off even the anon has disappeared.
Haiku:
I don't know anything. I know no truth. But, your comment made me think that you knew truth, or your own version of it.
And you don't have to "suspect" because I'll be honest with you. I don't know.
MJ:
I'm doing well, thank you. Have a full belly and writing a paper. You having a good day?
Hello to Kapunua and Siobhan!
Hello Mustard!
What anon? Has something mysterious happen here? I'm a bit bored, so please entertain me!
Any new riddles?
I'm good mib no turkey yet my family always eats late.
Hi all,
Just dropped in to wish everybody a Happy Thanksgiving!
Ciao!!
I open my heart
Independent Endeavour
But what do you see?
I'm off again!
I may be coming back later.
Bye you all!
You bloggers love him
I do not understand why
You delude yourselves
Oh, is Kapunua here?
I wanted to thank you again for the songs!!
I wasn't able to be a cd today, but maybe tomorrow!
Buy, buy, buy!!! God damn it!!!!
Hi Kd Happy Thanksgiving to you.
Gerard Way? Not here.
We like Mayo better now.
It's all role-play, friend.
Bye Siobhan talk to you later.
What the eff are you haiku-ing about, anon? Need a little attention?
I understand that! I can relate to that, it's only human!
only believe in
pretty purple unicorn
you know you want to
Hi Kapunua!
I'm still here, but I have to go in a few minutes!
haiku anon if you have something to say just come out and say it. Stop trying to copy Mayo by being poetic and cryptic. Its just sad to see you try and make yourself seem more important than what you are.
PPU, is this you? Haha!
I believe in unicorns beautiful black unicorns. Purple ones are so over rated.
The pendulum swings both ways, poppet:
Stay away from me
Build a fortress
And shield your beliefs
Touch the divine
As we fall in line
Can I believe
When I don't trust
All your theories
Turn to dust
I choose to hide
From the all seeing eye
Destroy this City of Delusion
Break these walls down
I will avenge
Justify my reasons
With your blame
You'll not rest
Settle for less
Until you guzzle
And squander what's left
Do not deny
That you live and let die
Destroy this City of Delusion
Break these walls down
I will avenge
Justify my reasons
With your blame
Destroy this City of Delusion
Break these walls down
I will avenge
Justify my reasons
With your blame
All we are is dilusional, inside and outside of here. It's nothing new.
Aren't unicorns usually of a white color, Martha?
Or are you talking about a specific unicorn?
Then I pity you
So tragic and pathetic
You gullible fools
I'm talking about the unicorn the Dr. got me. Its black.
haiku anon said...
Then I pity you
So tragic and pathetic
You gullible fools
November 22, 2007 3:28 PM
You pity us. We are not the ones trying to copy someone else style and insulting people in a desperate attempt to be notices.
The only one being pathetic is you!
And now, chop, chop, back into the looney bin, anon! I'm sure your fellow psychos are already missing you!
I'm talking about the unicorn the Dr. got me. Its black.
Oh, that's nice, Martha!
All we are is dilusional, inside and outside of here. It's nothing new.
Then I pity you
So tragic and pathetic
You gullible fools
That isn't what I meant, Haiku. We, as a people, are fed delusion from the moment of birth. Nothing is as it seems, ever. We are all living under dilusion.
Where are we really? No one knows. It's quite scary when you think about the vastness of this place we call home. And yet, we don't even know where we are or how we got here.
If that makes me a fool, then so be it. But, unless you know everything and can answer every question I've ever had, that makes you a fool as well.
Hey mayo I just read you post again I hope all is well with your family. I know you just said you were preoccupied with family and not that anything bad happened but given the season you never know.
I know the answer to everything and it is
MY ASS.
Love Mj
haiku anon said...
You bloggers love him
I do not understand why
You delude yourselves
delusion? hardly.
a true heart behind the words,
that's what draws us in.
Hi Tj how are you today?
Hi there squeak squeak, martha. How are you guys doing? I hope you'll have a great thanksgiving
Hello bc how are you? I'm off you guys I must go eat now. I'll be back late so don't have to much fun with out me
Helloooooo.
Happy Turkey Massacre Day to all. Us Canadians celebrated it last month, so...Yeah. Nothing much going on in the great white north.
I have a feeling the comments are going to be reaaaaally slow today.
enjoy your dinner martha! Happy turkey day. I agree, the comments are going to be slow today.
Did someone say pathetic and oh so tragic?
Ooooh, I thought I heard my name called.
Fuck yeah, I did.
And where is my Pretty Purple Unicorn today?
Cocksuckingmotherfuckingsonofabitch
Is blogger on a fucking holiday as well? Bastards ate my comment like 3 fucking times...
as if
happy thanksgiving to all you americans!!
hope you are having a fab day!
hello mayo.
i'm here for precisely ish 36 mins. mr bloke can be a fuck head!!
sd10, yep, someone here called us delusional fools, or some shit like that.
Hello hello faraway. How are you on this wonderful day? Thank you for the thanksgiving greetings
i'm good BC. hi to whoever is here. i guess its late afternoon with you lot, its 21.34 here.
Good to hear faraway. Overhere it is 3:34 P.M. but in another hour or so, it will be completely dark. Today is a slow day because of the holiday, so there's not alot of us here at the moment
god it is slow isn't it!! i've not been here that much lately. but i guess i picked a slow time. do you have the whole week off or just a few days??
Yep, it is and right now I am getting ready to leave so I won't be here much longer. Usually people have just the holiday off, but I don't know for sure.
BC
i bought the nme today. it came out yesterday in england. it did a review of the newcastle gig. it was interesting the reviewer picked up totally on the fact that gerard way is changing. he said:
'unusual behaviour for a man who's spent his whole career making motivational speeches about how suicide is not the answer. is gerard changing?'
and at the end the writer said:
'gerard has cut out the trisha-talk (trisha is a english daytime telly agony aunt type shit you know what i mean) because he doesn't need the adulation any more and now they're coming for the rest of the world'
i think gerard hates the fact that alot of his fans are teenage girls and he so wants to change that. nothing that we haven't said before but interesting that the journalist kinda had him sussed.
oh and he didn't diss the gig at all he said they were def sounding great.
anyway food for thought.
BC my time is up anyway. gotta go. take it easy.
love to all.
Hi, all.
Happy Thanksgiving to my Amelican friendz. ^_^
I haven't said anything here yet, because someone I consider to be a good friend told me something I didn't want to hear.
After giving the matter some thought, I've reached a decision.
DX, if you're reading: FUCK YOU AND THE HORSE YOU RODE IN ON, MY FRIEND.
Okay, now that that's out of the way...
Mayo, thanks for the new post. If you have enjoyed kissing guys -- dude, I only want to watch. >:)
Hope you guys are all having a great Thankgiving, eat a piece of pie for me!!
And a special thank-you to the OP's, L & J -- you know why. I love you both!!!
- Sis Midnite (home sick)
Awwh, come out and fucking play wiht me or come out and play and fuck with me....
Anyone?
Someone?
Noone?
Imaginary one?
I feel the need to get fucked
up
Some forgettable anon @ 8:44 yesterday said:
You all exaggerate yourselves to impress this person. Sdock, you are not that fucked up. Sister Midnite you are not that tough. Some and Venom you are not so princessy. Kapunua you are not that harsh. Punks you are not that punkish.
Three words for you, O Idiot Not-So-Anon...
Care to bet?
Now go play with your MCR dolls and let us talk here.
Back later, everyone!
- Sis M
HAPPY AMERICAN THANKSGIVING!! =]
Hey guys!
PH can't stay long, she must shower soon.
How are we today?!
hello to all
apologies for my tardiness, here is my list,
i am a optimist, but a realist.
i am a good friend, loyal to a fault, sometimes feel that I am taken advantage of, but will never say.
i am ‘laid back’.
i do not suffer fools gladly.
i am a dog person ( you know that story).
music is very important to me.
i hate rain and love snow.
i believe in waiting for the ‘one’ never settle for less.
i love depeche mode.
if I could change anything about my life it would be my profession.
i love Christmas.
i have grey eyes.
my favorite book - 'to kill a mockingbird'.
i am a night person and will gladly sleep in.
i am more than comfortable in my own company.
i have black hair.
my ipod is my life.
i would like to learn to play the piano.
i love the theatre.
i am a counsellor, not in my profession but in my private life
my favorite film is 'once upon a time in america'
i do not believe in regret, life is too short.
other than dogs my favorite animal is a polar bear.
love
m.
m. Nice to learn more about you.
I am very much a dog person as well.
AND I have seen a wild polar bear. Those things are HUGE and scary and I wasn't even that close to it!
You're a night owl as well? I can live through a day with 4 hours of sleep. Seriously, I sometimes go to bed at 5 am, and wake up at 9 am.
Anyways, how have you been?
ph,
I need 1986 gatrilbazillion hugs today.
How are you?
i have black hair.
My hair is naturally black... but shhh.. I dye it all the time to a lighter shade.
my ipod is my life.
Mine too. I can't go a day without it!
i would like to learn to play the piano.
I would like to learn how to play the guitar.
i love the theatre.
Acting? Plays? Well I am an aspiring actress.
Sdock, how about three thousand megamillion?! *HUG*
I am alright, very cold. How are you? =]
Hello m.,
How are you today? I loved reading your list. Every time I read another one it just makes me want to keep going with mine.
paperheart,
i am well thank you
sdock10
how are you today - i sense troubled ?
m.
ph,
I am okay. Just sorta depressed, nothing new. It's 80 degrees here.
Thank you for the hugs. You always bring a smile to my face.
I want to get an ipod so bad. Can you plug those into your car stereo?
m, I am happy that you are well. I am too, thanks for asking. :P
Awwh Sdock is something wrong sweetie? =] *HUG*
Uhmm. I don't know, I tried plugging it into my dad's truck, because he can with his mp3, but it didn't work for me.
[[I want to get an ipod so bad. Can you plug those into your car stereo?]]
You can buy things which you can plug into the cigarette lighter of your car which are like an adapter which you can play your ipod through and it uses a radio frequency on your car stereo. I have a particular one called an itrip.
m.
Thank you for asking. Just...troubled is the perfect word for it. I have a lot weighing on my mind these days. It's making me feel like I am drowning but slowly.
But hey, It's not a day to feel that way. I should be ashamed of myself. My life is awesome and I am alive and healthy. I need to put all that bad stuff away just for today. Right?
Well then I must get an ipod. My cd player is F'd up in my truck and I need music so badly in my life that I have to do something. So rather than get a new cd player installed, maybe I should get an ipod?
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