This is overdue. Please forgive me as I have been preoccupied with family. I had meant to post this earlier, in time with all of your moments of introspection, during "this is me". I think it is in good timing, as it seems a distraction could be in order...
I am a contradiction.
I am a planner, I plan everything. But, I have also been known to make snap decisions.
I am an idealist.
I am a realist.
I research the hell out of everything, but I am always changing my mind.
I am a workaholic, but can very easily sleep in too late...I have insomnia so the appeal of my dreams can be somewhat overwhelming.
I am a good listener, but I tend to talk over people (I am really working on that one).
I fear rejection on every level, but I am always drawing attention to myself.
I fear failure, but I am not afraid to try new things, and this constant change in scenery allows me to masquerade achievement.
I think I am always right, but I acknowledge that I make mistakes.
I am very independent and a control freak…I like to do things my way, myself. Yet, I am high maintenance and a bit of a scatter brain…therefore I require someone to look after me.
I have diagnosed clinical depression, but I can be the life of the party.
I have outrageously high standards for myself, but I am generous in allowing others to fault.
I am very loyal, but I have been known to wander off towards a novel stimulus like a moth to a flame.
I am empathetic.
I am selfish.
I am stubborn.
I crave change.
I have enjoyed kissing both women and men, but prefer women.
I am shy.
I am eccentric.
I am erratic.
I work hard, and I am passionate. I love life, my friends, and my family. I am always expressing myself
...even in silence.
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I hate this bloody American time, I don't know where I am.
Can we have GMT back please.
Sdock, ipods are very fun, I tend to play solitaire during class sometimes.
Hey Miss Tottenham!! *HUG*
Hi MissT,
Is there any of that vodka left? I might need a hit or two.
Hi Paperheart.
Can you feel these arms stretching all the way across the atlantic for a hug.
Sdock, I can sense that you aren't having the greatest day, soooo
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*HUGS* for you!
I left you Americans a happy Thanksgiving message on DM earlier.
I hope you are all having a great time.
Miss Tottenham,
*HUG*
How are you today? I must be off in a few minutes. =[
Hi sdock.
Are you not having a good day?
There's vodka a plenty if you need it.
i do not believe in regret, life is too short.
But how do you know when to pull the plug on something that isn't working? How do you know when to make that leap of faith and find what you are missing? How, how, how?
I don't know....
ph,
Thank you, thank you, thank you. I need them all.
MissT, I had a great time with my family, but now I have come back to my house and it's just a let down, you know?
But m., ph, and you are here and it has calmed me down and cheered me up.
sdock10
i come here often - i sit and observe, i listen, sometimes i comment sometimes not.
i see you.
i am here if you want to talk,
i understand.
love
m.
P.S Life is too short.
I'm good paperheart, how about you?
You never seem to stay long these days.
sdock, when you are empty and you know there is no chance things will get better.
Then you must leap or you will stagnate.
Hello m,
I didn't see you there. How are you?
well miss t, thank you
sdock 10 - are you still there ?
m.
m.
Thank you so much. Lots of times in here I just talk to myself. I don't know what I am waiting to here back from me. I wouldn't believe myself anyway.
And yet I do have faith in all of you here, and believe that as twisted as I am, you all do understand me.
And you are right, life is too short.
Pain is temporary but regret is eternal....but they both fucking hurt. Ya know?
I am so lucky to not be by myself.
Sdock, you know that on here you can say all the things you feel you can't in "real life".
We'll just listen to what you have to say and try to pick you back up again.
sdock10
'Pain is temporary but regret is eternal'
Be bold and courageous. When you look back on your life, you'll regret the things you didn't do more than the ones you did.
m.
I gave my heart and all my love to someone. I went into it knowing he didn't love me...knowing he would never be in love with me. He had been hurt and all I wanted was to show him that he could be loved again....and I fucked up. 6 years later....he has killed me on the inside. He has said things to me that he can't take back. I used to cry...it used to make me sad.
And now....there is nothing. I am empty.
Sdock, why do you stay with him?
Sdock honey, you are too good for him.
MissT,
To be honest, because it's easier than leaving. And I guess maybe deep down I still hope for the life I dreamed we could have. Crazy, huh? You guys maybe I seriously need a therapist with some medication. I really don't know. Maybe I have mental issues that need working out. Sorry, for bogging you down in my problems.
m.
Could you tell us what is in your ipod these days? Besides Depeche Mode, what else tickles your ear drums. I would love to buy some new music to cheer me up.
sdock10
words hurt more than physical violence because they are personally intrusive - its is just another way to control.
he obviously does not love himself and cannot understand or have respect for anyones who does.
you have tried, time for you to get your beaten up soul out of there.
love
m.
Sdock, you say you stay because it's easier than leaving. Well, if leaving is harder but you do it, you'll feel a great sense of achievement.
m.
I am slowly building up the strength to leave. I still have so much self doubt. But lately I have been trying to look deeply within myself and find those things that will make ME happy. This place is so much a part of my healing process. You have no idea what you all mean to me. I have needed this my whole life and it feels great to write about it, bleed it out, scream, cry, laugh, and let it go.
Thank you for listening. Thank you so much.
Love,
S
Anytime sdock, scream all you wish.
missT,
What's in your ipod these days?
S.
hope you are comfortable with me calling you that.
you are more than welcome - anytime you need to talk, talk - i will listen, i believe you are heading in the right direction - if you need a little push....
just ask.
ipod contents ?
now lets see, no laughing now,
amy winehouse
Radiohead
Muse
Madonna ( bizarre!)
Green day ( of course)
The cure
Coldplay
love
m.
P.S
You must be
true to yourself.
Strong enough to be
true to yourself.
Brave enough to be
strong enough to be
true to yourself.
Wise enough to be
brave enough to be
strong enough to
shape yourself from what
you actually are.
Hi Long Time Dead,
I didn't see you there. Sorry about that. Thanks for saying that. You guys, I really am trying to get it all figured out. This place has helped me to see a tremendous amount about myself that I have never allowed myself to look at before.
I don't have an ipod cos I think they're ugly.
I do have an MP3 player and when you take the end off to plug it into the computer, the end looks like the nose cone on a formula 1 car. It always makes me smile. Yes, I'm weird.
Let's see:
MCR, Good Charlotte, Simple Plan, Keane, Stereophonics, Manic Street Preachers, Green Day, Blink 182, Offspring.
I need to add more but can never be arsed.
Oh, amd Kaiser Chiefs.
m.
You can absolutely call me S. It is so much better than being called sock. I will never live that down in here.
Ipod contents...I would never laugh at anyone's music. I have Amy Winehouse and some Green Day and Radiohead and of course Madonna. I have never really listened to The Cure or Coldplay. I must give it a try.
Right now, I am listening to (not in my ipod cuz I don't have one)..
Bob Segar
Johnny Cash (always, always, always)
Taking Back Sunday
The Used
Marty Stuart
and maybe and don't laugh at this one....Andrea Bocelli.
Again, I thank you so much for helping me and listening to me. It means more than you know.
Love,
S
Yo socky, you have shitty taste in music.
I'm just joshing ya ha!
missT,
I love The Offspring! It's like timeless rock to me. Love them, love them, love them. And of course My Chem is a given. Some of your other stuff, I have never heard of.
S.
I have times in my life akin to yours,
it took a death in my family to wake me up.
the dog i spoke of last week was my saviour, my companion through dark times,it seems strange to a lot of people that i can speak of animal in such a way but it is true none the less,
take strength where it is offered, from a friend, relative, pet or a strangers journal.
you derserve the right to live life, be happy, die happy.
ok, lecture over you get the point, right ?
love
m.
P.S He is your friend, your partner, your defender, your dog. You are his life, his love, his leader. He will be yours, faithful and true, to the last beat of his heart. You owe it to him to be worthy of such devotion
Aw sdock, you make me feel young when you say that.
missT,
That is the meanest jokingest thing anyone has ever said to me. I just like a wide variety of stuff. I was feeling better and now you hurt my feelings.
I am shitty music picker outer now....awwwwwwwwh.
Just messing with you....!
S.
Andrea Bocelli
one artist left off of my list -
time to say goodbye
Sarah Brightman and Andrea Bocelli
download and enjoy.
love
m.
P.S (showing my sensitive side now)
m.
Again, I thank you. It doesn't seem like saying it is enough to show you. I wish I could hug you in real life and maybe you could slap me into right where I need to be.
I understand exactly what I need to do. I really do, but I have to make sure I am doing the right thing. Baby steps...and talking about and getting it all out is step one.
Thank you for holding my hand. I am a little shaky and wobbly on my own. I might continue to lean and learn from all of you if that is okay?
You make me want to go outside and roll around on the ground with my crazy dogs. Let them lick me in my face and nudge me under my arm and get in my lap....They do love me like no one else.
Love,
S
Sdock, you know that we are here for you.
Anything you want to talk about. Any ideas you want to run past us.
There is a wealth of life experiences on this page, in these people. Take advantage.
Hellloooo everyone!
How is it going tonight?
-Amyranth
Hi everyone! How's thanksgiving... or how was it? I dunno...
Sdock, extra big flying bear hug for you!
SDock,
Run like your ass is on fire.
All my love
Amyranth
m.
Must make a confession now. Something I forgot to add to my list of "who am I".
I have been to see Andrea Bocelli in concert 2 times.
That man's voice makes my cry it's so good.
Love him..
Love you too.
S
Must be off now, but thank you again. You have brought a smile to my face and hope back in my heart.
Amazing, special place we have here.
If you are gone before I get back, please take care of yourself and visit us more often. Some need it more than you know.
allo amy!
'Lolo Cuppy!
-A
sdock10 said...
But how do you know when to pull the plug on something that isn't working? How do you know when to make that leap of faith and find what you are missing?
As soon as you start asking that question.
I know it might not be much, but we're all here to listen to you, at least. And I know you didn't ask me Sdock, but you know my opinion on this. You deserve better. Run the hell away. Everyone's been hurt, that's no excuse to use other people, and it seems like that's exactly what he's doing.
Cupcake, Amyranth!
I love you guys too!
I'll be back later!
Thank all of you for everything!
You guys kick major ass!
S.
you are welcome,always,lean on me - i have broad shoulders, maybe a slap is what you need ( when is the next flight to georgia ?)
seriously, i mean it anytime.
'You make me want to go outside and roll around on the ground with my crazy dogs. Let them lick me in my face and nudge me under my arm and get in my lap....They do love me like no one else.'
a clever person once said (not me)
'There is no psychiatrist in the world like a puppy licking your face'.
never a truer word said in my opinion.
love
m.
Hello Amyranth,
Hello kapunua,
Hello cupcake.
Thanks sdock, you're gorgeous XX
Hi miss T xoxo *flying bear hug*
Woah cupcake, you almost knocked me over with that hug.
*smiles*
Hey MissT!
Hiya m.
-A
hello there amyranth
nice to 'see' you
m.
Sorry miss T, I'm trying to be enthusiastic... well i am, because you're here!
Aw cupcake, you say the sweatest things.
*goes all shy*
Ha! I meant sweetest.
I've just noticed the spelling mistake.
God, you can tell I'm tired ha!
m.
Your presence is enjoyable as well. How has your week been?
-A
time to leave, again,
thank you for your company once again,
S, take care, love those pooches,see you next time.
love
m.
P.S Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend.
Goodnight m
Goodbye dearies who are leaving, before you go.... *flying bear hug*
Ok, feel free to leave now.
And miss T, yes I say the sweatiest things! XD
just before i leave,
miss t,
you do not seem yourself today, are you well ?
love
m.
Cupcake LOL!
hehe Well it's true miss T, and are you well?
btw anon named m, did you like my flying bear hug? there are more available!
Aw m, thanks but I'm OK.
I'm just a little tired. A man from the council came round to install noise monitoring equipment. We live next to a nuisance neighbour.
He gets drunk and likes to play his music loud.
Anyway, I had to get up earlier than I have been to let his guy in so I'm a little tired.
Thank you for being concerned.
I hope you are having a lovely thanksgiving.
Man, I wish it was Thanksgiving here. I want turkey again.
-A
Cupcake, I'll take one of those hugs anytime.
Amyranth, *hands over virtual turkey* it's the best I can do.
miss t
i have said before and i will say again you are one of the people in here who i believe to be imperative to this journal, you are funny, sometimes hilarious in your comments.
others bring different qualities but for me yours is humor.
im glad you are well,
take care of yourselves and each other
love
m
P.S really going this time.
Thank you m,
That means a lot to me.
Goodnight, have a nice evening.
Miss t? *flying bear hug with c cherry ontop*
Mmmm... virtual turkey...
HEY! IT'S DRY!
-A
Where's my turkey? hmm?
Turkey for you too cupcake.
And amyranth, if it's dry put some mayo on. You'll have to ask him first though. It's not polite to just nibble without asking permission.
I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaack! And I feel so much better than I did.
m.
Thank you, my friend. Thank you.
And I'll book you a flight to Georgia any damn time you get ready. We can get lost in the swamp together.
Love,
S
Hello again sdock.
Here's that e-vodka if you still need it.
Cupcake, Amyranth
How are you guys doing today?
Cupcake are you feeling better?
haiku anon said: Then I pity you
So tragic and pathetic
You gullible fools
We got insulted in verse today? Hell, that's almost sexy!
*RW is not American, therefore not enjoying turkey this fine evening, but is stuffing her face with other edibles nonetheless*
sdock! *tackles* how are ya?
Oh miss T! rotfl!
I'd like some mayo on my turkey *wiggles eyebrows suggestively*
hehe
Hi RW, no thanksgiving for me either.
MissT,
I think I am good now. No e-vodka needed.
My mood has turned and I have you and m. to thank for that.
God, I love this place.
Hi Miss T & all who are here! Slow night, eh?
Sdock
ANYTIME BABY!
RW, slow. Try pedestrian.
Hey Guys! *HUG*
Sdock10 and Miss T, I am sorry I left earlier without saying goodbye. My sister needed the computer to do homework, and she doesn't have any patience. Forgive me? =]
hello everyone. how are you all doing tonight?
i can see the moon outside my window. she's so bright!
Today I am... probably about to start the whole damned cycle again...
I'm in an even more complicated situation.
Gah.... it's so hard...
I'm a big ol' cup of crazy that's for sure!
Hey TJ! *HUG*
Don't worry about it paperheart. But now you have to hug us all again, those are the rules.
Hi Roger, how are you?
Cupcake, *HUG*
hey paperheartxx! hugs backatcha! ^.^
Hi RW, Paper<3, TJ *flying bear hug*
Cupcake,
I would love to sip that cup of crazy with you, my dear. It's my favorite.
Hello RW!
ph,
How could you possibly think you have to ask us for forgiveness? My little precious teddy bear blog angel master of hug fu!
78567665 yabazgatrillion hugs for you!
hey there miss t. i'n not too bad, how about yourself?
*oof!*
hi there, cupcake! ^.^
*said from the floor*
=] Hugs rock my invisible socks!! *HUG*
I'm good paperheart, how about you?
You never seem to stay long these days.
I am good Miss T (you asked me that about two hours ago.)
I am sad that I barely have the time to come on here now. =[ Between school, family, and friends, I don't have very much down time anymore. But, when I am here, I am truly happy. =]
I'm OK TJ. I'm looking forward to tomorrow, or should I say later on today.
Pizza for tea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sad, I know. But it's the little things, or big round pizza shaped things that make life worth living.
AHHHH you all asked for it!!
*runs*
*jumps*
*HUGS*
*runs to next person*
*HUGS*
*runs to next person*
*HUGS*
*runs to next person*
*HUGS*
*runs to next person*
*HUGS*
There, I hope that is enough hugs for everyone!!
Sdock, I felt bad for leaving in such a huff and not saying goodbye. =[
123102651680406 wakazamillion *HUGS* for you!
miss t, i peeked in on bc's blog just before i came over here, and you guys were all talking about the pizza, and i wanted one so bad just from what you were writing.
that's torture, it is.
Hey TJ,
I didn't see you until now.
How are you?
Wassup, wassup, wassup??!?!!?!
How is everyone tonight????
hey there sdock. i'm, you know. normal.
^.^
how about you? did you have a good thanksgiving?
Hey Princess Some Tiara-wearing Bitch Diva!
How are you today?! I am GREAT!
=]
Hiya Cupcake!
Hello Sdock10! Sorry, being late with replies, have been trying to catch up on today's comments. I see m. was quite chatty today!
Hey RW!! =]
*HUG*
ARRRG, this makes me angry to say I have to go soon. =[
Must get ready to go to a hockey game with my friends. RAWR.
I will stay for a few minutes. =]
Princess, toujours, Sdock, cupcake, Miss T, anybody I missed!
How is everyone?
Toujours, does BC have a new blog?
No hugz, PH?
*starts pouting*
Star, I am the one missed. =]
lol.
*HUG*
I am good thanks, yourself?! =]
I know TJ, we were. I was torturing myself. I wanted one so badly.
Paperheartxx, guess what? I bought new boots today! :D
Hi everybody. What's new in Mayo World?
S&V, I didn't realize it was you in disguise!! ;) That was one good costume though! =]
I am sorry, my dear!
*HUG*
*HUG*
*HUG*
:O What do they look like RW?!
Hey Jennicula! *HUG*
I'm sorry, paperheart. I am a little loopy from all the food!
Awwh that's okay Star! *HUG*
Did I scare you all away? =[
Yay! The gang is all here now!
*hugz* for all
Hi Princess Some
Hi Star,
Hi Jen,
Hi S&V20,
How are you?
:O What do they look like RW?!
I'm searching for a pic...
It's ok, PH, I'll let that one slide. ^_~
Hope everyone had a Happy Thanksgiving or just a great day in general!!!
I just wanted to pop in and say hi and I'll check back with ya'll later!
Toodles!
XOXO
Princess
GROUP HUG!!!!!!!!!!
If anyone is interested I posted a new blog, giving some insight into my complex and excruciating love life...
BOO
I've fattened up my guest to the point of passing out. I think I over ate. Ugh, I feel like I have the bloater.
resurrected wreck, sorry about the delay in replying! bc does have a new blog.
hi there star. ^.^
Oooh kay! Sounds good, I must go and get dolled up for my night out.
I never get to stay long anymore!!! *cries*
All my love and an infinite amount of hugs!!!
love always;
-007
Miss, T, I'm having a good day. We're home from my in laws, and I just ate another stuffed mushroom. I can't stop! Ahhh!
Oooooooo FS, don't creep up on me like that.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Hey Jenn, Hey Baroness!
FS, I ALWAYS DO THAT!!! I LEAVE JUST AS YOU COME!!! *HUG*
Love you sweetie! I am mad at myself for having to go now.
RAWR.
Bye again!!<3
Paperheartxx, I got these:
http://www.feetfirstshoes.com/eng/shoppingCart/redirect.cfm?sectionID=b2c/style/productDetails.cfm&itemID=66008320&&var=d&ckey=CA
Bye bye paper<3 *hugs*
007 is it cos i smell. whif whiff
did i scare yall hehehe.
miss t say something funny
RW, those are gorgeous!!! =]
*HUG*
Again, Byee<3
xoxo
I am glad to see you are feeling a little better, Sdock.
Jennicula, how are you?
Bye, PH :)
Ahh crap, I gotta go or my day will turn into a complete clusterfuck!
Love to you all, my lovely family!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxooxoxoxo etc.
Star,
put the mushroom down and back away.
It doesn't have to be this way, it's not worth it, you've got everything to live for.
Will that do ya FS.
bye paperheartxx!
did fimble star come sneaking in here...?
Bye PH.
RW, have fun at the game!
Hi Fimble!
Rahahaha, Miss T!
It's crazy. They are so good.
Bye paperheart,
Bye cupcake.
SDock, how was your Thanksgiving? Don't forget my offer, it still stands.
Star, I'm doing well. A little uncomfortable because I ate way too much. How are you?
bye cupcake. ^.^
yep tj i came sneaking. i was crwawling on the floor and jumped out and shouted boo. did you hear me?
RW, have fun at the game!
Game?
*RW is wondering if she missed something*
I'm groovy, Jennicula. As you can tell from my stuffed mushroom saga, I ate too much too.
Now, I am just chilling.
Bye Cupcake :)
ello star. did you have a nice day.
miss t you was funny. long live the humour
RW, I thought you were leaving to go to a hockey game.
Thank FS *smiles*
ooh yes, i heard you, fimble. the whole blog heard you! but are you sure you should've been crawling on these floors...?
i mean, you know...sheep and stuff...
RW, I thought you were leaving to go to a hockey game.
Not I! I am well settled in for the evening. Must have been somebody else.
I think a blueberry pie got me.
oh crap i thought the sheep had been ceared up. well now i have to take a shower to get clean then.
How do you keep an idiot busy for hours?
Give him a piece of paper with "Please turn over" written on both sides.
Well, good, RW!
I am glad you are staying!
Bye Cupcake, Bye PH
Jenn,
My Thanksgiving dinner was wonderful. I ate entirely too much. Afterwards, I was beginning to slip into a bit of depression, but m. and MissT got me through and now I feel great. How are you doing today?
Hey Fimble,
You snuck up on me.
Oh FS, you got your hands and knees all dirty.
Well, good, RW!
I am glad you are staying!
:D
I think it was Paperheartxx that was going to the game.
I am going to pop into the shower now, but will be back shortly. Don't everyone sign off while I'm gone!!
so! hey!
i was over on lj earlier, and someone dug up mcr's first two interviews. they were great! so much fun to read!
here's the link, if you like:
http://community.livejournal.com/chemicalromance/3027953.html
FS, that was funny.
sdock, I'm so glad you're feeling better now.
Can I see a smile, c'mon just a little one, there it is, I can see it.
SDock, I'm glad you had a great day. I did too. Right now I have 3 teenage boys farting in the next room. It's smelly and gross, but I love to hear them laugh about it.
I saw I missed m. Dammit.
hey sd10. i herd you were not feeling your usual self. i hope you are ok. are you missing your unicorn friend.
rememeber that there is always one thing tat you can do to raise your mood and that is to smile. smile at least once a day and that keeps the doctor away hehehe
I must confess. I had to watch the first 20 minutes of LOTMS just a little while ago. And you know what?
Damn, I still love that band. I love em, love em, love em to pieces.
miss t. i kow i got them dirty but there is nothing new there
FS, you are a mucky little thing.
You can take the girl out of manchester but you can't take manchester out of the girl hahahaha!
MissT,
Of course I am smiling now, thanks. Not even liquor induced.
Fimble,
I do miss my unicorn friend. I hope they had a good thanksgiving in unicorn land. But m. and MissT came in and rescued me out of my funk. I am all good now.
i am glad your ok sd10. yep miss t can always make people cher up hehehe and miss t wat is that about taking the manchester out of the girl i wouldnt hav it anyother way. manc's rule hehehehe
Aw shucks sdock. It was mainly m.
Damn, I still love that band. I love em, love em, love em to pieces.
Same. As much as I dislike this weird new direction Gerard has been heading in, I still love him & the band.
I just hope the boy comes to his sense, and quick.
Mancs are cool FS.
A guy walks INTO a psychiatrist's office covered only in Saran Wrap. He says to the doctor, "I've felt so weird lately, Doc, can you tell me what's wrong?"
The doctor replied, "Well, I can clearly see your nuts!"
Bought these knickers while I was in London:
http://www.fairygothmother.com/newimages2/kk-11b.jpg
Cute, eh, Mayo? ;)
Happy Thanksgiving, all!
FS, you and your naughty websites. I told you you were mucky ha!
What do you call a fish with no eyes?
A fsh
FS, if you are trying to lure me into a joke telling competition, it won't work.
I have to go to bed soon.
oh no you dont miss t.
Why do morons like lightning?
They think someone is taking their picture.
where is entropy tonight. has she been online?
I've not seen her.
I like the moron one.
MissT,
It was a joint effort you and m. You showed up at just the right time.
RW,
Yep me too. Them dudes are my 5 bootiful boys, and I will fight for my boys.
How did the moron fall on the floor?
He tripped over the cordless phone.
Why did the moron climb the glass wall ?
To see what was on the other side!
arghhhh i am so bored. ok wat can we all talk about. something bright and happy
I'm getting my hair coloured again this weekend. That's bright and happy, yes?
:D
wat can we all talk about. something bright and happy
this!
mcr's first interviews evah!
very rw. hehehe what colour?
very rw. hehehe what colour?
Wine, like last time, only darker. Not so much pink as burgundy, I hope! We'll see how it turns out.
Going to read that interview right now, TJ...
Sdock, you are welcome anytime sweetie, you know that.
Party people, what's goin' down?
I saw we had some weird anons earlier. And I missed it. Dang! I could've really had some fun. Oh well, maybe next time.
And the illustrious m came back. I always miss him, too. Double dang!
SDock, honey, sounds ;ike you had a really shit day. I'm so sorry. We're always here if you wanna talk. I'm on the phone right now with L, and she sends her love as well.
I just got a call on my cell phone marked "Private". No message left. I didn't get to it in time. Miss T, I know it was you, you were calling to set up a meet at the Palace without CTV. You should be ASHAMED of yourself! :)
J
ooooh nice one RW! My purple is now an awesome fuschia.
J, you always suss me out I can't get one over on you can I.
Have you had a nice day?
i am sooooo tired.
TJ, those are AWESOME! I'd heard quotes from them before, but never the full interviews. Thanks so much for posting the link! :)
ooooh nice one RW! My purple is now an awesome fuschia.
Fuschia! Fabulous!!
I can't wait til Saturday. My hair's still a fairly vibrant beet juice colour, but there are definite roots showing. Got to get those dealt with!
Meh, it was okay. I spent several hours talking to people who I have nothing in common with--oops, I mean my family. ;) We ate, we talked a little, tried not to fall asleep. Then I came home and DID fall asleep. Big fun.
How was your day?
J
TJ, those are AWESOME!
aren't they though? :D
Thanks so much for posting the link! :)
you're welcome! i hoped someone would get as big a kick out of them as i did! ^______^
you're welcome! i hoped someone would get as big a kick out of them as i did! ^______^
Gods, they were so full of boyish enthusiasm then, weren't they? Now they seem so world-weary :/
Mayo,
I am off for the night. I am feeling at peace and ready for rest. I hope you had a wonderful day. Mine? I had the most fantastic meal with my family. We ate, we talked, we laughed, we flew kites, we rode golf carts around our yard, and we loved. You can't ask for more than that.
I did have a small bout of depression and self doubt afterward, but a couple of people helped me through it. Thanks to them and thank you for creating this place. I just want to remind you again how special it is. How special these people are and how special you are. It feels like home again.
Here's to you....I hope you enjoyed yourself, you ate too much, and you considered how fortunate you truly are. If you did that, then you had a perfect day.
Not much rambling from me tonight. Just a feeling of peaceful calm and perhaps a touch of clarity.
Faith, Hope, &
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Thankful for you, this place, and my family here. Always.
To my Family Here,
I can't say enough to you guys how much you mean to me. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
MissT, thanks for always holding my hair for me. I tend to puke on you a lot.
OP's, I love you guys.
ph, You aren't here right now, but thanks for being my little hug fu angel.
m., Thanks for the clarity. I needed it more than you know.
Nik@nite, Welcome back babe. The blog is already more beautiful.
Goodnite everyone!
Love ya'll
S
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