This is overdue. Please forgive me as I have been preoccupied with family. I had meant to post this earlier, in time with all of your moments of introspection, during "this is me". I think it is in good timing, as it seems a distraction could be in order...
I am a contradiction.
I am a planner, I plan everything. But, I have also been known to make snap decisions.
I am an idealist.
I am a realist.
I research the hell out of everything, but I am always changing my mind.
I am a workaholic, but can very easily sleep in too late...I have insomnia so the appeal of my dreams can be somewhat overwhelming.
I am a good listener, but I tend to talk over people (I am really working on that one).
I fear rejection on every level, but I am always drawing attention to myself.
I fear failure, but I am not afraid to try new things, and this constant change in scenery allows me to masquerade achievement.
I think I am always right, but I acknowledge that I make mistakes.
I am very independent and a control freak…I like to do things my way, myself. Yet, I am high maintenance and a bit of a scatter brain…therefore I require someone to look after me.
I have diagnosed clinical depression, but I can be the life of the party.
I have outrageously high standards for myself, but I am generous in allowing others to fault.
I am very loyal, but I have been known to wander off towards a novel stimulus like a moth to a flame.
I am empathetic.
I am selfish.
I am stubborn.
I crave change.
I have enjoyed kissing both women and men, but prefer women.
I am shy.
I am eccentric.
I am erratic.
I work hard, and I am passionate. I love life, my friends, and my family. I am always expressing myself
...even in silence.
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«Oldest ‹Older 1001 – 1200 of 2693 Newer› Newest»Umm, no Jen, that's a tad TOO punk, there.
OH NO! I feel my punk threshold slipping! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
Whatever shall I do. Oh woe is me.
J
Anonymous, no pressure.
But learning your identity may help. =]
Elena, you and your daughter are two lucky people
PLease do you sexy anon you!
elena, I think ur daughter rocks!
Elena, now if that were that... psycho from BN, she'd probably be running around telling people it was his way of signaling eternal love to her.
I'm seriously waiting for the blog when Mayo says "Really guys, what the fuck is up with all this Gerard Way shit?"
-A
I am back. No worries. I drove and took the pups. It was worth it. It is damn cold. The pups loved the small car ride.
More things happening. Hmmmm, goes back to catch up.
Elena what has happened to that Gerard. Man that man me sad seeing as new Gerard would have made a rude remark about it.
Awwh Elena, your daughter is my hero!
elena, what a great story! i can just see it. ^.^
OPs, you can borrow my black fingernail polish, a black Anarchy T-shirt (original from the 70s), and a pair of Doc Martins. Will that be punk enough but not too much for you?
It's .... (A Drum Roll)
A Rose for Emily...
I didn't want to say anything before because I didn't want anyone to think I was so vulgar but this teeny was just egging it on today. So, now you know..
Anima, I am glad you are back safely! ^_^
Amyranth, I'd laugh if we got that blog! Really, I would.
OP - you might have to change your name. Slightly Less Original Punks?
-A
Ok Anon, tell away. We're all big girls, we can handle it.
But don't lie to us, because we will know.
Who is behind Door Number One?
J
paperheartxx said...
Kapunua, I hope your fingers, especially your very special one, heal very fast very soon!!!
Aww, thank you!
Original Punks said...
Hello Kapunua, you sweet little muffin you!
Oh, excuse me, that wasn't punk enough.
OI, BITCH!
Is that better? :)
You KNOW it is. ^_~
resurrected wreck said...
Hello not-harsh Kapunua! Shame about the finger.
Thank you! How the hell am I supposed to make stuffing tomorrow, I ask you?
smoke&venom20 said...
K, you know you would so like PROTOCT Mayo. You would.
UMMM EWW.
Hey Some and Venom, one question for you: Some what?
MarthaJones said...
Hi jen and hello Kapu how are you guys. I'm sorry Kapu I didn't dream of your firm ass last night.
Hi, Martha! There's always tonight. ;D
Amyranth said...
Kapu, I suppose we'll have to rig you a fake flipping finger. Or, since you're MAYO, you could just post another cryptic poem.
I could, like bite off someone else's finger and just rig it up to my own. That might work. Oh man, I forgot I was Mayo. Holy crap, I'm married? WTF?
sdock10 said...
Kapunua you make me what to change my sign in name...
shall I change it
sdock10 is not as fucked up as she claims to be
or
sock is not as fucked up as she claims to be
You could be FSock. How about that?
ALIVE! said...
Ummm, hello Kapu
Hello, ALive!
katherine dreier said...
Greetings, not so harsh Kapunua
Hello, painter. ^_^
Jennicula said...
Hello to everybody here.
Kapunua; Damaged vulgar finger? How were you able to drive home? I tend to use both.
And I actually had need of it, too. So instead I just flashed my brights a lot.
My headlights, I mean.
On the car.
Elena said...
Kapunua I hope your finger heals soon. Flipping people off is an important part of life. When we can't flip it's bad, very bad.
Thank you! It's actually better now, not throbbing anymore. ^_^
Anonymous said...
Well thank you sdock10 and paperheartxx for your kind words and I appreciate your support Kapunua.
November 21, 2007 10:15 PM
Anytime, BB, that's what I'm here for. Well, sometimes. ;D
Emily, you rock my socks! ^_^
Thank you!
Well hello a rose for emily! care for a flying bear hug?
PH - I'd love it. Sure would put an end to a lot of this gossip.
On second though, nah. I like the gossip.
-A
Emily,
Thank you for your support.
I love the gossip too, but then I'd laugh because you called it! =]
Anytime ladies..
Thank you for the hugs and support.
A Rose for Emily...
Thank you PH! Hugs.
K, how was baking day?
Hey rose have you seen some of the things we say on here. About Frank mainly but I mean really don't worry about it.
Aww Kapunua, I didn't say hi! I feel terrible! have a flying bear hug with sparklers thrown in! (it's where I tackle you into a bear hug, while holding cheerful sparklers!)
Whose to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lose your self-esteem along the way
Good god, you're coming up with reasons
Good god, you're dragging it out
Good god, it's the changing of the seasons
It feels so great, so follow me down
Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite
You should know that the lies won't hide your flaws
No sense in hiding all of yours
You gave up on your dreams along the way
Good god, you're coming up with reasons
Good god, you're dragging it out
Good god, it's the changing of the seasons
It feels so great, so follow me down and just...
Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite
I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake with the best of them all
I can fake it with the best of anyone
I can fake it all
Whose to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lose your self-esteem along the way
Good god, you're coming up with reasons
Good god, you're dragging it out
Good god, it's the changing of the seasons
It feels so great, so follow me down and just...
Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite
Amy,
Maybe Tastes Great, Less Punky?
Or Punks For a Day?
And blame Cupcake for the spitting, she was the one who suggested it. :)
J
Anytime Emily!
Thank YOU for the support! *HUG*
I'm seriously waiting for the blog when Mayo says "Really guys, what the fuck is up with all this Gerard Way shit?"
Oh god, me too!!
Let it all go anon.
I just felt I needed to say something, but I'll chill now knowing that I have all of you guy's support.
A Rose for Emily...
Anon....I hate that song...With the passion of a thousand fiery suns.....
Hiya ANima! You know, the baking when phenomenally well. I'm surprised. It's my own recipe that I just totally made up off the top of my head except for the pie crust, which I had to look up how to make. OMG this crap is delish. I win at baking.
Hi Rose for Emily. :)
And hi Cupcake! Watch the hair with those sparklers, huh? ;D
Guys... I have to work tomorrow. >_> BAH! Please feel terribly sorry for me?
Blame? me? what? no! shhhhhhhhh
Hey random song anon is back
I'm seriously waiting for the blog when Mayo says "Really guys, what the fuck is up with all this Gerard Way shit?"
Ditto!
Hello not-harsh Kapunua! Shame about the finger.
Thank you! How the hell am I supposed to make stuffing tomorrow, I ask you?
As long as you can keep typing, that's all that really matters ;)
Kapunua,
We need some Adam Lazzara speak here.
ALIVE! said...
Elena, you and your daughter are two lucky people
It truly was a great night. Gerard was worried about the fans. He even stopped singing at one point cause some kids were fighting. My youngest daugher going with me was really special. Like I've said before she's not really a fan but she tried to understand how much I like the group. She and I stayed at the hotel that was right in the parking lot of the venue. We actually sort of bonded. I will always have such fond memories of that concert. It was the first MCR concert I ever saw live and I had never been in the pit before. God, that was an experience. We had to wait in the cold for over 6 hours to get the spot in front of the stage. It was so worth it.
Guys... I have to work tomorrow. >_> BAH! Please feel terribly sorry for me?
I'll put it on to-do list :)
K, hello there.
Kapunua, I feel terribly sorry for you. Except, feel sorry for me, I have school. BLAH..
Anonymous, Fake It by Seether?
It's an alright song.
Alive what song is that I don't recognize it.
Goodnight, Alive :)
I have to sign off too. Got to be up at 6am.
'Night, people!
Work?
Entertain house guests?
Work?
Entertain house guests?
I think I might rather work.
Emily,
We enjoy your company.
It was the first MCR concert I ever saw live and I had never been in the pit before.
Your first MCR concert and you got in the pit?? Wow! I love the pits, but after awhile I can't handle them. I get so tired, I almost passed out once in a pit. I try to stay away from them, but That's the closest you can get to the band, so I try to rough it
Sweet Dreams RW! *HUG*
Alive what song is that I don't recognize it.
It's a new single by seether........Not their best work to say the least
Hugs back at you, Paperheartxx :)
Hi MJ, Hi PH, Hi everyone,
Feeling just a bit home sick these days. I am from NJ but live in the UK. This time last year, I was visiting home so starting to look back wistfully. Funny because the whole time I was there, I just wanted to get back here.
Bye RW
Goodnight ALive!, RW sleep well!
Bye RW!
I feel sorry for the both of you.
Don't make me break out the Johnny Cash in the motherfucker...Cause you know I'll do it in a fucking heartbeat....
Mayo,
What's up? Anything new in your world today? Anything not new in your world today but you feel the need to share? Anything fucked up happen to you today?
...just asking
Awwh Long Time Dead!! *HUG*
Goodnight to all those who are going to bed have sweet dreams of KApu ass
Hi long time dead!
who I've never met.....
almost rhymes doesn't it?
working 12-8 is killing me when it comes to this blog. I'm missing so much!
By the way, how many of you got an email from some dude about putting your blog on some site got verveearth? a little creepy...
Well thank you KD. I do feel welcomed here, which is something I truly appreciate.
A Rose for Emily...
good night resurrected wreck. ^.^
elena, how wonderful that your first mcr concert had all that extra stuff going on to make it so memorable.
you know, i went to my first concert with my mom.
it was roger whittaker.
Sdock,
How are you?
Sdock,
JOHNNY CASH !!
I hear the train a comin'
It's rolling round the bend
And I ain't seen the sunshine since I don't know when,
I'm stuck in Folsom prison, and time keeps draggin' on
But that train keeps a rollin' on down to San Antone..
When I was just a baby my mama told me. Son,
Always be a good boy, don't ever play with guns.
But I shot a man in Reno just to watch him die
When I hear that whistle blowing, I hang my head and cry..
mayo are you there lurking in the shadows.
This night walk the dead in a solitary style, and crash the cemetery gates in the dress your husband hates.
I just felt the urge to put this
Love is a burning flame... and it makes a firey ring!
Hello Mp how are you? I got no email. I think you have a stalker.
Hi KD! How are you?
ph,
You are rocking my socks right now!
13000gajillion hugs for YOU!
Folsom Prison Blues kickass!
Of course Mayo lurks, how could he stay away from this place? We can't!
Goodnight, RW!
We're heading off too guys. I (L) will be out of town from tomorrow till Sunday, so I will catch you later, Have a Happy Thanksgiving!!
J. will be on, her family is here in town.
One more thing guys, please go read Sister Midnite's blog. She needs our love and support right now.
Faith, Hope, Love,
L and J
MAGIC PIEE!! *HUG*
That is so creepy!! I got one from some random Spanish person telling me to check out their blog..
hey martha!!!
it's weird. the website seems legit but I don't want my blog to be broadcast for all to see. I always planned it to be a little more private.
Mama just killed a man, put a gun against his head, pulled my trigger now he's dead. Mama, life has just begun, sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all the time.
I love queen
Cupcake!
13000gajillion hugs for you as well!
Ring of Fire written by June Carter Cash!
Bitchin!
Sdock, I love Johnny Cash with a fiery passion!!
Goodbye OPJ & L, all my love and a whole lotta hugs to you both!! *HUG*
Bye L J!!
You are most welcome Emily. I think this "group" embraces most who visit.
They are witty, intelligent and fun people.
PH I got that too!
bye bye L
I'm off to see sis M if I can...
Alive;
Queen = Love
Guns n' Roses = Love
Led Zeppelin = Love
AC/DC = Love
Aerosmith = Love
Duran Duran = Love
My list.. goes on..
Hey PH. Mine was apparantly from the CEO of this website company saying they are looking for great blogs to put on their site.
I nearly bust a nut because my blog here is super plain and boring compared to my other one on LJ.
That's why I thought maybe everyone here got that email because there's no way that this guy thinks my boring ass blog is that good. I was thinking it was some scam artist or something trying to track people in Mayo's blog.
Thanks PH. Hi Cupcake. I don't comment often, so that's why we haven't met. Mainly I'm a slow reader and an even slower typist, so I mostly lurk. Yes, I am sad!
MP, wow. No I never got that.
sDock, I'm a Johnny Cash lover... he was amazing... *sighs*
Alive - I have to say the pit was intense but I loved it. I also got to meet the members of Rise Against. Some guy from a radio station came by and asked me if I wanted to meet them. Not sure why he picked me but the great girls I was sitting with said they would hold my spot in line so I went. They were a really great bunch of guys. The lead singer, Tim, thanked me for coming to the show.
Not such a big fan of Guns n' roses, but the rest I love. The get up kids just came onto itunes, so that's filling the empty void that is my room now.
Elena, I truly am jealous!
Rise Against is amazing!! =]
Haha, I love GNR.
I cry whenever I hear Patience, I don't know why.
someone mentioned DD again which makes me grin!
night ops. have fun
Sad? no no! have hugs for self esteem, long time dead! XOXO
I also got to meet the members of Rise Against.
You are officially one of the luckiest people i know.....Meeting rise against without me! How could you! Haha
Papaerheart! You and I have the same exact musical taste!
*HUGS*
Good evening to everyone, btw!
How is everybody?
Aww, well thank you guys. ^_^ Once I'm home tomorrow I will be right as rain.
Then I'm going to eat until my face falls off. F'realz.
Hey you lot, I just posted a ton of autumn pics and other junk in my LJ, you guys wanna go see my pretty fall colors? Click me. ^_^
Mayo, I put one in there for you if you want to look at it.
I can and should get much better pics than that, but it includes stopping on the LIE and pulling over, which has been illegal for a few years now, so. But trust me, peak season around here is something to behold. It's an island of trees and ocean and it's like ridonkulously stunning this time of year.
Fool enough to almost be it
Cool enough to not quite see it
Doomed
Pick your pockets full of sorrow
And run away with me tomorrow
June
Well try and ease the pain
But somehow well feel the same
Well, no one knows
Where our secrets go
I send a heart to all my dearies
When your life is so, so dreary
Dream
Im rumored to the straight and narrow
While the harlots of my perils
Scream
And I fail
But when I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will
Mother weep the years Im missing
All our time cant be given
Back
Shut my mouth and strike the demons
That cursed you and your reasons
Out of hand and out of season
Out of love and out of feeling
So bad
When I can, I will
Words defy the plan
When I can, I will
Fool enough to almost be it
And cool enough to not quite see it
And old enough to always feel this
Always old, Ill always feel this
No more promise no more sorrow
No longer will I follow
Can anybody hear me
I just want to be me
When I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will.........
Hello star. I'm doing fine, yourself? I'm new, so nice to meet you!
You know who my favorite artist is...
Pat Benatar...
"Were running with the shadows of the night
So baby take my hand, you'll be all right
Surrender all your dreams to me tonight
They'll come true in the end"
A Rose for Emily...
Be right back guys, I have to go to quick check
I'm good, alive! Nice to meet you!
Hey Star! *HUG*
I am good how are you ? =]
AHH CUPCAKE, SMASHING PUMPKINS rock!!!
'Today' is my favorite song by them! ^_^
Alive, hurry back! =]
Nik@nite,
What do you think? What's your favorite Johnny Cash tune? And I know how much you love AC/DC, should I sing some for you now?
*smirks and runs to hide the corner for fear of being kicked in the ass*
Mayo,
What is your favorite Johnny Cash song?
Kapunua, very cool pix!
Most of the trees have dropped their leaves already around here.
I love the smashing pumpkins...
Ava Adore
Thirty three
Mayonnaise
Today
Tonight, Tonight
Tear
Melancholy and the infinite sadness...
the list goes on!
Hi Sdock10, (sexysocko), Jennicula.
Ring Of Fire by the man in black is my fave.
Rocket and Zero are my fave Pumpkins songs.
And To Sheila as well
Sadly, Paperheart must go to bed. =[
It is 10:03 pm and she needs her sleep.
A bucket of love to you gorgeous people, and a whole whack of hugs!!
xoxoxoxo
-007
night PH!
Hi girls, I wanna thank you for your help last night. Looks like Mayo wants to distract you from what I was saying. Oh well.
So an anon alerted me that they did in fact get the thread about this on Buzznet shut down. Hey, you gotta love free speech. But whatever, I posted it there so it's a privately run site, they have the right to close whatever rubs them the wrong way. That's OK by me.
Do you guys know if there's any way to get the message of this to the band? I'm not familiar with the ins and outs of Myspace and I wouldn't have them friended even if I was. I guess I couldn't post a link to it on their board or something, right? I mean I know it would get over run with comments but... maybe? I don't blame anyone if they don't want to do it. I know they'll just get crucified but I thought I would run it up the flagpole and ask anyways.
Anyway thank you guys for helping me out. :D And for listening to me and not tearing me all up for it.
Goodnight PH!
*HUGS*
Hi Baroness,
How are you? Say hello to Sister Midnite, she is lurking in the shadows.
*waves to Sister Midnite*
Mayo,
For real, What is your favorite Johnny Cash song? Could you put that in your next PS or something.
Have to go now, good night all!
Hello, Sister Midnite lurking!
Goodnight Katherine
good night paperheartxx! *hug*
Rose I was listening to Pat Benatar I wish we had more artiest like her today. Hello star how are you. Night ph .
Cupcake, I love Ava Adore. When I was younger than was the name I wanted for my daughter. Now that I'm older, I realize she'd sound like a stripper.
I need ringtones...
-A is playing with her new phone.
I'm doing well, MJ. How about you?
Okay, hello, I'm back
Sister Midnite comes blaspheming, screaming in the keys of faith and fear..
I haven't heard that in forever!!
-A
Oh To Sheila is stunning!
Goodnight PH, *hugs*
Amy, I was gonna call my kid Ava.. but now I see your point... never mind, i want a son anyway... a son named Ava!
Welcome back, alive!
How was Quick Check?
Mayo, have you ever heard of The Horrors? They are quite good.
I know that's what I think too. You know even though she was successful in the 80's her songs are still relevant today.
It's like, The Police, Duran Duran and even Def Leppard, their music still stands the test of the time.
A Rose for Emily...
Pumpkinheads? I are one. ^_^
YAY and HUGZ for Billy Corgan!!!!
I used to have the cassette for Siamese Dream. Damn. That even looks wrong when I type it.
I love Bullet with Butterfly Wings and Tonight, Tonight and Today and bunches that I can hear in my head right now but I can't remember the names.
(I must stay away from Bubbles, she is making me send out hugz to everyone!)
Kapunua,
You asked Some of what? I asked myself that same question. Some and Venom........
some bullshit,
some fake-ass shit,
some jealous ass shit,
some of wanna-be-kapunua's-firm-ass-shit?
Guess we'll never know.
Yay for A Rose for Emily!!
Yay for not so punkish Punks!
Yay for not harsh but back-bendy K!
Yay for not so fucked up Socko!
Yay for Kicky Nikki!
Yay for all of us!
Yay for turkey day!
Yay for Frankenday!
Yay for Gee Way!
Sike! Gotcha.
Well sir, happy turkey day to you Mayo!
So long and good night, everyone!
XOXO,
Princess Some Tiara-wearing Bitch Diva
Mayo,
Your description of yourself was exactly everything I had ever imagined of you. Thanks for sharing.
I'm rarely ever here anymore as I am so busy (killing myself actually) with my little hobby/business.
I will continue to peak in at times to read your posts, but my time is so limited that I will not be able to participate any further than that.
I wish you and your readers a nice and safe Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Year. I will not forget any of you.
Quick check was good. Guru biker dude was there. Guru biker dude is this man who I always talk to when I am there. For some reason he always seems to be there. He's so wise.....With his leather jacket and worn out blue jeans. Haha, I don't even know his name. I swear, he's the reincarnation of Buddha.
For real, What is your favorite Johnny Cash song? Could you put that in your next PS or something. I'm feeling the same way.
VV, I am conflicted. I wish I could explain. Do what you need to do.
I'm doing alright Star watching Pushing Daisies. You know I think someone should write a letter to the administrator at Buzznet. If we aren't allowed to speck our minds than they need to rope in their people about coming over here.
I used to have the cassette for Siamese Dream. Damn. That even looks wrong when I type it.
Cassettes. Most of mine melted. Weird.
Bye S&V20
Princess Some Tiara-wearing Bitch Diva
You mean that's not your name?
*hides behind the couch to avoid getting THUMPED*
-A
Goodnight smoke&venom20. Happy Thanksgiving...
A Rose for Emily...
Mayo,
I am off for the night. Not really sleepy, but ready to go to bed. Meds will kick in soon enough and sleep will find me sooner or later. At least I don't have to work tomorrow! Yay! ME! Did you have a nice day? I hope you did.
Hope this finds you in the comfort of friends and family. Look around you and count your blessings. Do you know how lucky you are? I think you do, but it's nice to be reminded.
Thanks for reminding me. I am so lucky to have my family, my friends, my health, my job, my blogger family, and this place...I am blessed.....YES, and fucked up.
Hey, at least I acknowledge.
Feel me?
G'nite and have a safe and happy holiday.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Johnny Cash song remember?
Hello Mya how are you doing?
Toujours:
Thanks for the MUSE shoutout! And I'm just going to add that "Hoodoo" and "Soldier's Poem" were both in full rotation for approximately 1 hour tonight.
Over and over like the Energizer Bunny.
How's everyone hangin'?
We had joy we had fun, we had seasons in the sun.
Goodnite my blogger family!
I love you all!
Catch you guys tomorrow...
...until then
*hugz* for all!
p.s. Goodnite Sister Midnite
Goodnight to my two favorite sisters in the world. I hope you have sweet dreams
Proud to be a pumpkin head... XD
bye to all who are leaving!
*flying bear hug with sparklers and a cherry ontop!*
'Ava Adore." nice. very nice.
"you'll be perfect just like me."
Lots of issues of being perfect. I hear it, I understand it.
Goodnight Sdock.
Have a great Thanksgiving. I am thankful to have met you and I'm more thankful for your words you share with us everyday.
Have a great one. :)
Goodnight sis m have sweet dreams.
Hello MIb how are you.
Good night sdock10
Goodnight sdock. Much love to you.
Mayo will come when he needs us.
Anima, video was good too, but I can see myself making a much better one.
-A is not finding a SINGLE ringtone she wants.
S&V, you too. I didn't see you say goodbye.
You take good care and eat lots and lots of good food tomorrow. It's been a such a pleasure to have met you and to have learned so much. I guess you kinda know what's coming next. I'm thankful for that.
Happy Thanksgiving.
By the way, did anyone else notice that its been changed to East Coast time now?
-A
Oh shit I forgot about Thanksgiving all you guys have a happy Thanksgiving.
Rose if you don't know already I love Duran Duran.
Hi Mya, I meant to say that earlier.
All the leaves are brown
All the leaves are brown
And the sky is grey
And the sky is grey
Ive been for a walk
Ive been for a walk
On a winters day
On a winters day
Id be safe and warm
Id be safe and warm
If I was in l.a.
If I was in l.a.
California dreamin
California dreamin
On such a winters day
Got to love, The Mamas & The Papas
A Rose for Emily...
Hello MJ!
I'm just doling out my thankful-ness. Just sitting back and relaxing mostly.
Tis the season after all ;)
Amy I noticed that.
Oooo Amy. It sure has.
I wonder what prompted such a time change. Hmmmm....
By the way, did anyone else notice that its been changed to East Coast time now?
I know! It's awesome.....I live on the East coast.
I love the mamas and papas
I didn't notice until you pointed it out, Amyranth. I'm excited that I won't be confused anymore. It doesn't take much!
Well, since its been so cold here on the east coast, I thought it would be cheery to quote this song that always reminds me of fall weather.
A Rose for Emily...
Mayo adjusted the time at some point today. I feel so much better.
Black bird singing in the dead of night, take these broken wings and learn to fly.
All your life, you were only waiting for this moment to arrive.
Black bird singing in the dead of night, take these sunken eyes and learn to see.
All you life, you were only waiting for this moment to be free.
Black bird fly,
black bird fly into the light of the dark black night.
This is one of my favorite songs by the beatles
The only time I ever thought of the M&P is when I saw that skit Kelsey Grammer did.
-A
Anyone left to give me a hug?
I just went through a breakup... two infact, in the space of 20 minutes.
Oh shit what happen Cupcake. here have a big bear hug
Aw Cupcake. What happened?! And are you okay?
Definitely, to your questions. We have an unlimited supply.
well good night to all who let or dreamland, and hello again to all who are still here (i was wandering the internetz).
mustard, that's how i play my music too -- if it was good once, it's good three--no, four--no,five...
oh hells. that's what the infinite loop button is for! ^.^
A BIG hug for you cupcake. <3
Here's a bear hug from me to you Cupcake.
Feel better.
A Rose for Emily...
Aaaaawwww CUPPY!
*smothers*
-A
Goodnight all of you.
"17 seconds to trust you again , 17 seconds of radiance."
Love it. Sweet dreams everyone. :)
Goodnight SDock. Sweet Dreams.
Bye anima. Have a good day tomorrow
Thanks guys... well....
I I let go of someone too young and naive for me, and someone too good for me let me go.
And now some one else wants me to be with them and...
Amongst all these people I've never felt so alone.
Goodnight Anima! Have a great Thanksgiving if you indeed do celebrate the landmark (literally!!!) holiday.
Have a great night and see you around :)
I know how you feel cupcake. But you're not alone, remember that.
Goodnight Anima.
OK try this again...Stupid internet
Hug to Cupcake...
Hugs to everyone else...Much love to all of you and Happy Thanksgiving!!
I'm off to watch a movie with my middle daughtert...
Oh and Mayo --- Much Love to you too!!! Hope you have a Happy Thanksgiving. You have much to be thankful for just look at this place. Ever seen so much love???
Goodnight Anima have sweet dreams. Hello Jen how are you?
Cupcake, I'm gonna have to let someone else take the wheel on this one. I've never been in this situation, therefore I really have no advice to offer.
Just know that my thoughts are with you as you deal with this. I can imagine that being pulled in that many directions is quite difficult. I know this probably is worthless, but they will sort themselves out. Just give it a little time. There will be light through all the dark.
I like oranges! You know what strikes me as weird? MSI have MCR in their top friends but MCR haven't even bothered.
Goodnight Anima
Breakup's are hard, but you should never feel alone.
You have us, who are here to hear you out and support you when needed.
A Rose for Emily...
See you later elena and have a Happy Thanksgiving.
Elena, that's so great! I hope the both of you enjoy this time together. Have a great night and a wonderful Thanksgiving with your family and friends. We'll see you around :)
Goodnight Elena, enjoy the movie!
Hi Martha. Doing better than last night. (got a little tipsy cleaning the house) How are you?
Cupcake: just remember, as one door closes, another one opens up.
Can you repeat that anon. I didn't quite understand that comment.
A Rose for Emily...
Cupcake you are not alone. We are here for you. I also think you should spend sometime alone to figure out what you want and need for yourself. But thats just me.
MCR haven't bothered to put MSI in their top friends.
I try to be alone, but I panic... has anyone here had xanax? and did it work for you at all?
The "Orange" Anon is referring to Myspace, Emily.
MSI have MCR as one of their eight "Top Friends," but the gesture wasn't reciprocated by MCR.
Really anon. It might be that the person who runs that site doesn't like Msi.
My father got xanax. It worked for him. But he stopped because he is stupid.
Cupcake, what panics you?
Xanax can work. I just happen to like it too much.
Oh, I get it now. Well, good who wants to MSI in their top list of friends. I surely don't...
A Rose for Emily...
Okay ladies, bedtime for me or I'll be up ALL night deciding on ringtones.
Goodnight everyone!
Cupcake, you're going to be just fine. But don't let that new guy at you too soon. In fact, keep him at arm's length for like... 6 months. He wants you that bad, he'll stick around.
Goodnight Mayonaise!
-A
I just don't want to have you rush into another situation that will hurt you Cupcake. Maybe you should talk to a therapies. but than again you are here at the Mayo clinic so start unloading.
Goodnight A.
A Rose for Emily...
Goodnight Amy have a happy Thanksgiving and sweet dreams.
Goodnight Amy.
Sleep well, and dream pleasant dreams. See you around :)
Goodnight Amy. Have a good crazy relatives day tomorrow!
So far xanax does very little for me... and I'm on the highest dose possible. i have Panic disorder among other things, so perhaps that's all that can be done.
Oh, and the new guy isn't a guy, it's a girl... another problem because I'm not even sure if I'm bisexual so much as curious...
good night amyranth. take care of your wrist. ;)
Oh! goodnight amy! xoxoxo
goodnight you guys Happy Thanksgiving to all of you. MAyo and SS as well.
cupcake, have you ever heard o something called "rescue remedy"? it's a bach flower essence that you use when you're feeling stressed or panicked, and it calms you down.
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