Thursday, November 15, 2007

Final, but not departing words...

I understand your need for answers, information, and reassurance.

I have been asked to offer a tailored invitation to each of you. I cannot in good conscience fulfill your request, not now. With the current climate here, I am afraid this would only escalate hurt feelings and finger pointing. What if I get it wrong?

Some of you are more open and I may know more about you, others are more reluctant to reveal themselves, or are perhaps new…how do I deal with this? I know your names, and yes, I can speak to most of your personalities, but not all...so you can see where that may lead. You have all come here with your individual voices, with your own intent, wanting to be heard, wanting to listen. All valid, yet you do not require my validation to set your sails.

"Mayonaise" is an important place for me. Although I make every attempt, I am unable to read all the heartfelt comments that you leave. I spend time with you after I post, and then I return when I am able to give you my full attention. You would be amazed at how skilled I have become at finding that time...somewhat of an artful dodger. If it ever appears that I have missed something, I apologize.

Please understand I am not evading, I am not ditching your request. I only fear that any misinterpretations at this time could be disastrous to whatever chance you have of restoring friendships. This is no longer about me. Stay here for each other. I will continue to post on “Mayonaise”. You may listen if you choose. Or you can ignore me, and continue to use this space to gather. Or you may choose to disappear.

I cannot take you for granted.
I am accountable for my actions.
I need you.

I have been asked to reveal myself to you. You all know me. I am whoever you want me to be, I am an artist, a poet, a singer, a motherfucker, and a contradiction, a mouthpiece, a friend, and an enemy, a brother, an informant, a whipping boy, a basket case, a queen, and a criminal...(credit to John Hughes.)


p.s. my fear, again...and I am hungry, but often I forget to eat.




"You have the exclusive right to be an exclusive asshole. But I don't have to like it."

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JocelynHolly said...

P.S. I do love you guys. How could I not? I admire your honesty, your truth, your ability to bite back. (does that make sense?) I see things in you both that I wish I could learn.

Please forgive me? There are some people on here who I really want to get to know better, you both being one of them.

I feel horrible. Really I do. I feel like such a bitch.

*a zillion and three hugs*

JocelynHolly said...

P.P.S. I can't even imagine how I made you guys feel.

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Amyranth said...

OP L&J - Wat?

I haven't seen you two online much at all lately, how could I have been ignoring you?

- Amyranth is genuinely confused. And out of pasta!

Anonymous said...

I do understand however, that it may take some time for both of you to regain trust back. I understand trust is a fragile thing, but please remember that even in that regard, I am still willing to talk and say "hi" to you both.

Anonymous said...

Amy, how can you be out of pasta? Pasta is god! 0_o

ergoproxy said...

pasta is one of the 5 food groups isn't it?

I have lasagne to make tonight..yumm

Anonymous said...

oh intriging.
J&L how does it feel to have your ass kissed now.
this is want you wanted is it not?

enjoy it while it lasts.

you were the people leading the pack of blood hounds.
you should feel ashamed!!!

Anonymous said...

Which reminds me, Mayonaise, you selfish motherfucker, if you want to strengthen your frienship with you know who, you better call him and apologize to him, or else something like this may happen to you and you will regret it in the long run. He is too much of a good friend to you. Don't lose him now because of your bullshit.
I mean it.

JocelynHolly said...

P.P.P.S. Again, I feel I can't say it enough.. I truly am sorry.
*HUG*

Anonymous said...

Spaghetti of course, is the best, but I do like mastacchoili. Is that how I spell it?
Anon, just leave them alone. Admitting your mistakes and willing to fix them...that takes alot of balls. It is not the same as asskissing.

JocelynHolly said...

oh intriging.
J&L how does it feel to have your ass kissed now.
this is want you wanted is it not?


IF you are suggesting that I am asskissing, then all I have to say is that I am not. All I am doing is apologizing for something I feel that I did wrong. Please understand that anonymous.

Anonymous said...

shewolf loves you

Anonymous said...

shewolf loves you

Anonymous said...

shewolf loves you

JocelynHolly said...

Please don't hate me guys..

But..






I don't like pasta.

Anonymous said...

shewolf loves you

Anonymous said...

And I think you know some thing your not sharing with the class

Anonymous said...

now talk.

toujours said...

anon, when emotions run high, people will say things that seem out-of-character. this isn't "ass-kissing" (a term i despise and have heard far too much of lately) but friends trying to repair breaches.

lay off.

Anonymous said...

*pretends to gasp in shock*
paperheart....you.....don't like......pasta?

That is such an incredible concept to me. It boggles my mind. Lol.
Anonymous, consider me a asskisser then. I am willing to make amends and if I have to kiss a little ass, then so be it. I could give two shits what YOU think, considering you hide behind an unmarked grave.

Amyranth said...

Paperheart - that's fine.

I'm not going to hate you if you don't like pasta, but don't ever come to my house. You'll starve.

-Amyranth

Original Punk J said...
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Anonymous said...

Too much going on to deny. Time to talk.

Anonymous said...

come out come out wherever you are.......

Anonymous said...

I knoww you know something

Anonymous said...

Not your mistakes OP. I am willing to admit mine, but well, I guess I will just let the subject drop then.

Entropy said...

J. and L.,

I love you guys and I wanted to let you know that I stand by you.
I don't understand why people wouldnt welcome you anymore but I definitely will. I guess that wouldn't matter since I don't post here all that much anymore but hey,it's the thought right?

Plus you mentioned Denis Leary,that rocked!

JocelynHolly said...

Sorry, BC and Amyranth, it never appealed to me. ^_^
I do like rice though.

Sweet dreams OPJ and L.
Can we talk tomorrow?
*HUG*

ergoproxy said...

Ah good to see nothing has changed


PH !!

you have just never had MY pasta!

Anonymous said...

Anonymous, that's funny, because there is really nothing to talk about.

Vivienne said...

What in the name of holy fuckity hell is going on?

Amyranth said...

So, earlier when we were discussing turn ons, I left one out. Accents.

Scottish, British, Irish and Japanese in particular.

Also, I have been told that I do an awesome Jersey accent. However, I would never do it in front of someone from Jersey.

-Amyranth

toujours said...

*turns back on anon*

paperheartxx, it's okay. i don't really eat pasta anymore, either.

Anonymous said...

Seems as though these OP's are the only ones who won't let this go. Why is that do you think?

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Entropy! *HUG*

Anonymous said...

Paperheart, you secret still astounds me, but in a humorous way ^_^ I think you are the only person I know that doesn't really like pasta.

Anonymous said...

Why you, why always you....?

Anonymous said...

she loves you she loves you not....

she loves you not....

so why....?

Amyranth said...

I don't really like rice. Unless it's cooked a very specific way.

Like in a rice cooker that actually works. Mine's like a volcano of rice froth, so I never use it.

-Amyranth

Anonymous said...

crafty dog....

Entropy said...

Hey Paperheart!

Anonymous said...

I prefer the British and Italian accent as well, but I also like the New Yorker and Jersey accent too :)

JocelynHolly said...

Ergo, I am sure that I'd love your pasta. ^_^

Maybe it is just my mothers cooking?

Toujours *high five*
I am not the only one!

Anonymous said...

can anyone hear over the sound of all those little violins!

no apologies were given.
but I doubt anyone expected that

just a lttle taste of the repercussions of your actions

you reap what you sow

Anonymous said...

Entropy, is it okay if I say hi to you?

Anonymous said...

I am not a mean anon.

But tell me.

OUt of all the cookies on this blog.....

Who is the smartest cookie??

toujours said...

oh, see, amyranth, i don't think i could live without my jasmine rice.

so good...

JocelynHolly said...

Amy, that's alright that you don't like rice that much! ^_^

My cousin once made me rice that was like porridge. That was GROSS.

Hey Entropy! *HUG*

ergoproxy said...

Amyranth I do rice in the microwave

2c water 1 c rice 13 mins

turns out nice.


oh people can really destroy pasta.
so don't feel bad

Anonymous said...

Hey, where's Lucy and Ethel?

JocelynHolly said...

I am not a mean anon.

But tell me.

OUt of all the cookies on this blog.....

Who is the smartest cookie??


Everyone.

Amyranth said...

I can do a nice Brooklyn accent too, but once again, not in front of anyone from Brooklyn. I'd be killed nine times before I hit the ground.

-Amyranth

Anonymous said...

Mayo McCookie

ergoproxy said...

Hi entropy

anon - ummmm choc chip?

Anonymous said...

I happen to love rice, especially puerto rican rice. Has anyone ever tried that?

Vivienne said...

I love pasta... what are we talking about?

Anonymous said...

I would go with chocolate chip as well, buuttt with the smartest cookie, I'd go with everyone here

Anonymous said...

Cupcake, I think we're talking about rice, and cookies I think?

JocelynHolly said...

Good answer Ergoproxy!
Chocolate Chip cookies are my favorite! ^_^

BC, no I haven't tried it! But maybe I will give it a try.

Cupcake, basically!

Anonymous said...

Close but No. Smarter than Mayo. Who?

toujours said...

hello entropy. how are you?

bc, i don't think i've ever had puerto rican rice.

Vivienne said...

Mayo McCookie



- I like it! sounds yummy...

Amyranth said...

Please don't eat rice cookies. Ever. They are about as exciting as eating kleenex.

My dad has to eat rice cookies.

-Amyranth

ergoproxy said...

ew not together

rice and cookies that is

JocelynHolly said...

Amyranth,
Are rice cookies like rice cakes?

Anonymous said...

Well, puerto rican rice is delicious, I am not sure if everyone will like it though, but you add some spices and it makes the rice orange and then you add some black beans that actually look like green beans into the mix. I love it. My family makes it for every holiday occasion.

ergoproxy said...

but scotch finger biscuits are rice flour

Anonymous said...

I like rice cakes, especially the chocolate chip ones.

Entropy said...

Hey guys!(what, 5 minutes later,sorry)

Anon,no Mayo McCookie. Bert McCookie!

Amyranth said...

PHXX - Not even close. They're cookies made with rice flour, and usually people who eat them have celiac disease and can't consume regular flour because of the gluten.

-Amyranth

toujours said...

rice crackers are good though.

bc, if it's spicy, then i'll like it. ;)

JocelynHolly said...

Damn, ya'll are making me hungry!

Vivienne said...

What do I classify as anon? dumb as a post?


I only eat jasmin rice, I'm boring.

elena said...

L & J -
Hey I love you guys and I'd be happy to chat with you anytime. I understand your hurt. If that's how you both feel then don't try to hide it. You both are just being honest.

Amyranth said...

Rice Crackers and rice cakes are awesome.

Rice cookies... eeeh.

There's a lot of stuff my dad can't have though, it really sucks for him, and me because sometimes Celiac shows up in the descendants as well.

-Amyranth

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello entropy and goodnight OPs L&J

ergoproxy said...

we have rice crackers that are flavoured

and choc chip rice cakes? really?

JocelynHolly said...

Oh Wow Amyranth, I was way off!

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Elena! *HUG*

toujours said...

cupcake, there is nothing boring about jasmine rice. (not biased, not at all, it's only my favorite...*grin*)

Vivienne said...

choc chip rice cakes?

Too weird!

Amyranth said...

PH - if you're adventurous, pick up a bag at your local asian market. If there isn't one nearby, just eat the nearest kleenex.

-Amyranth

Entropy said...

Hi Martha!

Anonymous said...

Yep Ergo. We have chocolate chip rice cakes and also apple cinnamon ones. They're pretty good. They have alot of flavors actually.
Hi there martha.
Squeak squeak, it's not actually spicy, but I think they only add the spices to add flavor to the rice and stuff.
Cupcake, lol.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello elena

ergoproxy said...

Hi elena!


jasmin rice is the nicest, but I love sushi rice too

Vivienne said...

oh TJ! thank you for restoring my pride.
Jasmin rice is good damn it! I will say it with pride now!

"I ONLY EAT JASMIN RICE!"

JocelynHolly said...

PH - if you're adventurous, pick up a bag at your local asian market. If there isn't one nearby, just eat the nearest kleenex.

HAHA will do Amy!
I'd rather venture to an Asian market! =]

Anonymous said...

Cupcake, they're actually pretty good ^_^
I think they have a cheese flavored rice cake, but I don't eat those.
They is also a peanut butter and chocolate flavor as well

Martha Smith-Jones said...

hi bc

JocelynHolly said...

Never had Jasmin rice. It sounds heavenly! ^_^

Anonymous said...

Hi there Elena.

Vivienne said...

UPDATE ON MY LOVE LIFE:

I told my boyfriend. He says he understands that I'm not sexually attracted to him because he is quite frankly inferior in the looks department!
What bullshit!
I feel bad now, he's not inferior!
At least the truth is out, but I fear for his low self esteem.

toujours said...

"I ONLY EAT JASMIN RICE!"

rawr! :D

ergoproxy said...

BC I think they are very different to what we have over here don't you cupcake?

Vivienne said...

If you say so BC! actually, now that I think of it, they could be quite nice..

JocelynHolly said...

Martha, hello there! *HUG*
I thought you were already here!
My mistake. =]

Vivienne said...

Probably ergo

toujours said...

hello elena, hello martha. how are you guys doing tonight?

JocelynHolly said...

Cupcake;
Awwh. At least it's out in the open right?
Just reassure him that he isn't "inferior".

Again, my advice is crap due to lack of experience.

Amyranth said...

CUPCAKE - DO NOT ENGAGE IN PITY SEX.

THAT IS ALL.

- AMYRANTH

Vivienne said...

Oh PH your advice is never crap!

elena said...

Hello Paper, ergo, BC, toujours and Martha. Nice to see all of you here. Anything new happen today in MCR land?

ergoproxy said...

cupcake
it was important you tell him
don't let himmake you feel guilty though.
reassure him it isn't that.
But at least it is out in the open now

JocelynHolly said...

Unfortunately;
PH must go to bed. This little one is very tired.

Sweet dreams everybody!
I love you ALL. Each and every one of you. That includes the ones absent this evening.

xoxo
-007

Vivienne said...

I wont Amyranth, that's one thing I couldn't bring myself to do.

Anonymous said...

Hi there elena. Are you doing okay? Ergo, yeah, they may be different. They're flat and their flavored, but they are really crunchy and kinda sweet when you eat them.

JocelynHolly said...

Awh thanks Cupcake. *HUG*

Nice to see you too Elena, *HUG* Nothing very new that I am aware of!

See you all tomorrow though, okay?
*HUG*

ergoproxy said...

there was a Kerrang interview

gerard said Bob had cysts on his tendons and Frank had a family emergency

Anonymous said...

Love to you too little teddy bear. Sweet dreams and good night! *hugs*

Amyranth said...

Hi Elena! G'Night Paperheart!

Okay, just... yeah. My ex used to turn my stomach too, but I still gave him pity sex once in awhile.

What? I was young and stupid!

-Amyranth

JocelynHolly said...

^^*GASPS*
That I wasn't aware of! Thanks Ergo!! *HUG*

ergoproxy said...

night PH *dream HUG*

Martha Smith-Jones said...

hi all i was already here my computer is running slow. night ph

JocelynHolly said...

Sweeeeeeeeeeet Dreams guys.

Now, I must be off for real on my non-stop flight to dream land.

*HUG*

Anonymous said...

Cupcake, you had to tell him the truth sooner or later, no matter what your fear might have been. At least it is now out in the open and that he knows. If he truly does care, he will support you, no matter what.

Vivienne said...

Bye bye PH, thanks for the advice, really.

Take care! xoxox

JocelynHolly said...

hi all i was already here my computer is running slow.

I get that sometimes too!

RAWR. I need to plan my exits better!

*BLUSHES then runs off to bed*

Anonymous said...

Poor Bob. Imagine he had a staph infection first, and now cysts on his wrists. I hope he gets well.
The staph infection thing has become such a big deal overhere in the U.S and it's really scary.

Vivienne said...

Very truer BC, and I understand amyranth.

Vivienne said...

Very true BC, and I understand amyranth.

Anonymous said...

And P.S. earlier today I seen a commercial for Miracle Whip ;)
ha ha.
The Mayonaise is everywhere!

toujours said...

*hollers*

good night paperheartxx!

ergoproxy said...

My Chemical Romance are currently two members down from their usual ranks.

Since their show on November 12 in Aberdeen, the New Jersey rock titans have been without the tub-thumping skills of Bob Bryar and the guitar-licks of Frank Iero.

Speaking exclusively to Kerrang!, vocalist Gerard Way explains the temporary departure of both members:

"Bob has problems with his wrists," says the singer. "He has cysts on his right wrist on the tendons, he can't grip anything and he has no use of his hand. We have an old friend Pete standing in on drums."

"Frank has had a family emergency and had to go home," he adds. "That happens sometimes. We have Matt Cortez filling in, in his place."

"They are both happy for the show to keep going," he reveals. "That's the way we do things!"

Guitarist Ray Toro has the following to say on the subject:

"It's definitely different playing without them," he says. "Not only musically, but the presence on stage too. You miss looking at their faces. You miss their energy on stage. But we are doing the best we can."

I posted this ages ago in the Duran duran talk I think

toujours said...

i was thinking about bob today actually, after i heard that. i was wondering if that's something that can be healed altogether, or if it's a condition that he'll always have.

i'd hate to think the latter. :(
poor bob.

Vivienne said...

I must beugger off for a while, toodle pip young and old beans, love you muchly!
xoxo, cupcake.

Anonymous said...

I'm not sure squeak squeak, but it seems to me that Bob's condition might be permanent. I guess it depends though

ergoproxy said...

I thought everyone must've seen it cause noone commented on it

Anonymous said...

Take care cupcake :)

Anonymous said...

Oh no, I did. I was just too lazy to comment on it lol

ergoproxy said...

no i don't think it is but it can flare up, he may need to wear wrist guards


bye cupcake xx

toujours said...

bye cupcake. ^.^

he's such a good drummer -- this year at prorev was the first time i was able to really see him well enough to get a solid look at him while he was playing, and honestly, my mouth kept hanging open.

i'd hate to think bad wrists were the cost of that. save our bob!

Amyranth said...

Bye Cupcake!

I've fallen in love!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gold_dust_day_gecko

Lookit that BEAUTIFUL creature!~

-Amyranth wants one.

Anonymous said...

Amy, those are some very beautiful creatures. I love the colors!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

goodnight cupcake

Amyranth said...

Bleeding Chaos said...

Amy, those are some very beautiful creatures. I love the colors!


You're telling me. Man, I need to move to Hawai'i.

-Amyranth

elena said...

Thanks for the info Ergo. Nite Paper Hello Amy.
I too worry about Bob. Hope he is healing.
Oh and I HATE pasta...sorry

ergoproxy said...

he is a beautiful gecko!

we have them but they are pale brown pattern

and there is a peahen in my backyard (female peacock) and I hve no idea where it came from!

Amyranth said...

But how do you like geckos Elena?

Ergo, did you ask it what was wrong?

-Amyranth

Anonymous said...

Someone needs to smuggle those beautiful creatures here, but I may be giving someone a bad idea. Heh

toujours said...

i should go. i've got some things to do before i can hit the sack.

ergo, i haven't read the other email yet (went straight or the one with the goodies!), but i will, tomorrow.

good night everyone.
good night mayo.

sister midnite said...

OP's L & J, I wouldn't shun you if somebody offered to fuckin' PAY me. You're my friends, and I stand by your side. Now, and always.

I haven't talked to you here at Mayo's because I haven't been on all night.

I agree that everyone seems pretty eager to forget about everything that's gone down this week. I haven't forgotten a damn thing; I'm just trying really hard to let it go, and continue on. I won't shut up, and I won't go away -- neither should you.

Love to both of you; don't let the bullshit win?

- Sis Midnite / Nik @ Nite

ergo said...

ok TJ night have sweet dreams love!

amyranth I didn't it has just wandered up to the shed, but I let my chickens out for company

Martha Smith-Jones said...

hello sister m and goodnight tj

elena said...

Amyranth said...
But how do you like geckos Elena?

Love them!!!

ergoproxy said...

hi sisM

ergoproxy said...

geckos are so soft.

but they shit everywhere if you ahve them in the house

Anonymous said...

Goodnight squeak squeak. As for geckos, they sell them at the pet stores overhere. They don't cost much.

elena said...

Ok I'm kinda in a weird mood probably cause I haven't had much sleep but I got a question. If you could have any kind of "super power" you know like strength or being able to fly or x-ray vision. What would you want?

ergoproxy said...

well I have to go to, my lasagne won't make itself!

take care BC amy, sisM anyone else who's still here

we have wild geckos that live in the house.
They are cute but make a mess.

talk tomorrow

sister midnite said...

O_o

Kapunua & Sdock have unleashed the dirty girl. Smut-mouth to follow.

Too bad I missed the wild monkey-sex! I've been meaning to show you guys this trick I can do with my hair...


What turns me on? The look in a guy's eyes when I'm riding him, or going down on him. There ain't nuthin' like it. ^_~

What can I say? I have only two real talents: I make really good coffee, and I give great head. ^__^

Other turn-ons -- a good-looking guy (blond, brown or black-haired, doesn't matter) in black with nice eyes and a killer smile. Hands are the next thing I notice. But above all, he has to have brains and a sense of humor. And be able to keep up with me verbally.

Living where I do, it's not difficult to understand why I'm single. Welcome to Deadmonton, AB... hair & teeth optional. >_<

Oh yeah, one more thing... If he likes AC/DC, he doesn't stand a chance. :)

<--- dirty little mind!

Anonymous said...

Excellent question. I would go with superhuman strength, but also the ability to read minds.

Amyranth said...

Geckos are made of win.

That was my favorite part of working at the pet store, was the little baby Leopard Geckos. They hiss and squeal when you put your hand in the cage, and you're thinking "My god, you're SO TINY, but you think you're SO TOUGH! ADORABLE!"

-Amyranth really likes reptiles.

Anonymous said...

Take care Ergo *waves*

Anonymous said...

Amy, you make geckos sounds even more adorable ^_^

Martha Smith-Jones said...

goodnight all

Amyranth said...

G'night Ergo!

Elena - Hmm... That's a tough one. Seeing as Heroes is my favorite show, I'd have to say Claire's healing factor would be awesome.

SisM - People have teeth in Deadmonton. They just have to share them with everyone else.
Also, as long as we're talking about sexual prowess, I'm probably going to have to vote myself as an excellent blowjobber too. It's hard to gauge whether or ont one is good at sex. I asked once and all I got was a twitch and a moan. To me, that's not an answer, because that means that anyone with a cunt is good at sex.

-Amyranth

Original Punk J said...

Anonymous said...
oh intriging.
J&L how does it feel to have your ass kissed now.
this is want you wanted is it not?

enjoy it while it lasts.

you were the people leading the pack of blood hounds.
you should feel ashamed!!!

November 17, 2007 5:53 AM


By the way, I've done a bit of research, and I know who this is.
Maybe I do have more than two brain cells after all?

Goodnight again.

L.

Original Punk J said...

Sister Midnite,

Thank you. You have no idea how much we needed to hear that.

Love you,

L and J

ergoproxy said...

ok 3rd time I've done this comment!!!

sisM shame you missed the conversation
if you only have 2 skills they are good ones

elena I'd like to be able to go invisible
(sorry I missed wishing you goodnight before- night)
and you too MJ nighty night

geckos make the cutest noise too.
bye everyone!

Amyranth said...

Y'know, apparently everyone here wants their asses kissed.

.. So who's first in line to kiss mine?

-Amyranth

sister midnite said...

Night, whoever's leaving.
I'm off to bed in a minute, too.
Trying to answer some emails, but too tired to think up a good reply. ~_~

OP's L & J, anytime. I mean that.

Amyranth, your last comment was pure win! And probably very true. But hey, they're guys -- most of them couldn't find the lil' old magic button with both hands & a flashlight! Which is where another one of my favorite lines comes in: "Just shut up and lean back, I'm gonna blow you."

Maybe you're as full of tricks as me... us Alberta girls gotta compare notes. ^_~

*yawn* And with that little tidbit, I'm off. Talk to you all tomorrow!

- Sis Midnite / Nik g'nite

Amyranth said...

Night Midnite.

And y'all knew I wasn't serious about kissing my ass, correct?

-Amyranth

elena said...

Ergo, that is the power I wish I had. To be able to go invisible. What fun that could be. Or perhaps remote viewing. To be able to sit at my computer but my mind could see anywhere. Wow I can think of where I would like to see right now. I think it would be early enought in the morning there that I wouldn't happen upon any "rapturing" right now. LOL

Amyranth said...

And now, I away to my chambers!

God, I'm frigging drained.

Goodnight everyone in a different time zone than me!

-Amyranth has a new picture. ;)

toujours said...

middle of the night for me, and apparently your blog is asleep. i should be.

i don't know what you get out of listening to us chatter away at each other and at you, but i'm so very glad you do find something worthwhile here, and amusing, and who knows what else. i don't quite know why that makes me glad, but there you go.

and tomorrow i'm going to see if i can get another job so i can pay my rent, and maybe i'll try to do something to feed my spirit, something i've been neglecting, too.

and where will you be, and what will you be doing? i have my ideas, of course. will you think about us during your day, will you wonder briefly what we're doing in our own lives, what we're saying here on the blog? will you marvel, as i do, at this fragile thread that somehow connects us all? that somehow wasn't severed completely in these last few days?

and you say it's about us now, but even if it is, you're the force that draws us here and keeps us here, and only you with your words, direct and heartfelt, could have kept that thread from breaking.

what are we going to make of it now, i wonder? what impact will this have on our lives? any? or is this just a dream, an extraordinary dream. how real are we to each other?

oy. this is why one should not type in the middle of the night. the mind isn't quite attached to the brain in these dark hours, it tends to slip the leash.

have a good day, mayo, a beautiful day. feed your spirit, put some meat back on your soul.

and for me, finally, "the honey-heavy dew of slumber."

Vivienne said...

Hello? anyone home?

Did i miss another orgy?

Vivienne said...

Bugger....

Pickled Possum said...

Ooh, what's a turn on?
(from many hours ago)

Eyes that really do see, that also show their emotions. And not hiding them behind dark glasses - indoors.

Anonymous said...

You all are not thinking.....

Out of all the cookies who is the smartest??? Who 'gets' Mayo the best? Who speaks the same.... 'language'?...

now think, who could have set this whole thing up? Pulled the strings the whole time??

The smartest cookie. The one who speaks his 'language'... Or HER language.

Now do you see what I'm saying. Pay attention and you'll know.

Pickled Possum said...

Hi cupcake if still here and anyone else around.

Pickled Possum said...

Hi anon

You're obviously pointing big long fingers at K.

We don't know for sure who anyone is on Blogbelieve, but that assumption is right barking.

A blind man could see that.

Let's talk geckos or dirty instead

Pickled Possum said...

Hmm, what else is a turn on...

Tattoos. That have meaning to the bearer...










especially if they go across the lower abdomen.

Man hair oohh!

I'm going to regret that one.

I wonder if tattooes feel smooth or rough?

sdock10 said...

Morning Mayo,

How are you this sexy Saturday? Why sexy? Because sensational just sounded too over the top and snazzy just sounded to stuck up...so, anyways. Me? I just woke up. Fuck yeah, I slept late. Hey, 8:30 is pretty late for me. I slept so good too. Don't even think I moved once.

Well, nothing new to babble about this morning. Just hoping you do have a snazzy, sensational, sexy, Saturday.

Comment page is getting rather full again. Must mean things are settling right back into form once more. Well, you know I have a slow connections, so chances are I might be able to get back here later. And fuck, I really do need to clean up my own fucking house today...so. I really should work on my profanity. I am painting your shit all the colors of profanity....I can do better.

Love to YOU Always,
s

p.s. supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

Pickled Possum said...

And continuing...

Confident but not arrogant,

Long hair in need of a cut. Don't.

Wedding ring (joke - my bad),

Sense of humour,

Belief in themselves.

Pickled Possum said...

Pfft, that lot was boring...

Broad shoulders,

Stamina in bed,

Love for his fellow man,

Flexible tongue,

Long fingers,

Thick hair to pull,

Doesn't mind being underneath.

If I believed in God there would surely be a welcome mat in hell for me right now.

Pickled Possum said...

Ooops sorry SD10,

It's those early dirty hours of the morning here.

Hope you don't mind?

Unless you're a morning person, rather than a nightime person? Wink, wink.

Perhaps I better go back to that topic on geckos.

Pickled Possum said...

Beware of geckos in Singapore.

One flew across the room and damn near hit me in the head when my sister turned on her air conditioner.

And they like to watch you from the toilet walls.

Pickled Possum said...

m,
Sorry for your loss. She was far too young.

Amyranth,
Hug for you and your ill friend. It's a hard world somedays.

Pickled Possum said...

*tumbleweeds blowing through mayo's blog*

Excellent. I like tumbleweeds when I'm here. It means everything is starting to resume as was a week ago.

People here the same time as me means turmoil in Blogbelieve.

*whistles happily, doing a very bad dance of joy (because someone dances very badly unless bellydancing - well, actually bellydances badly too. Let's just label it 'interpretive' instead.)*

Pickled Possum said...

*clings zils on fingers,
does a few hip drops, then hip circles and shimmies out of mayo's blog doing snake arms while whistling to House of Wolves*

PP has awful feeling will actually do this when sees MCR in December. PP has hip dropped too often to this song to not be able to stop herself.

It may permanently scar the band.

*contemplates throwing protective glasses on stage*

Shimmying off back to the night.
Night all.

Anonymous said...

Hellooo elloo lo o... *hears echo*
Somebody here here ere e...

Smoke said...

"Tattoos. That have meaning to the bearer...
especially if they go across the lower abdomen."

Like 'Search and Destroy'? Happy trails, PP, happy trails.

^_~

elena said...

Kinda here. Brain not quite engaged yet.

Vivienne said...

Hello all! *salutes*

Curvy butts... That's a turn on. They don't have to be big, but there must be curvature people!
Well that's all.
Bye bye!

sdock10 said...

Shitty ass rock dudes in shitty ass rock bands!!

Still the ultimate turn on!

*licks lips*

sdock10 said...

The smell of sweat, leather, manliness, cigarette smoke...dirty hair, smeared eyeliner....

*licks lips again and closes eyes*

Anonymous said...

SDock10, get out of my head!

Hi elena!

Smoke said...

Sdock, did you tell him to "Shut the fuck up?"

Just like I told you to? Huh? You know, like ol'Bry?

Anonymous said...

Hey S&V20!
How are you?

sdock10 said...

Nah, Smoke, he went to bed last night and he was gone this morning before I got up....sweeeeeeeet!

Hi Baroness, Hi Elena!

Smoke said...

Hey Star!

Just chillin' on a Saturday in my Skeleton Crew t-shirt and watching The Goonies!

How are you?

Smoke said...

You should have woke his sorry ass up and told him......well, the day ain't over yet. You still got time.

Fimble Star said...

just woke up and dropped my mobile on my bloody toe. now i have a bruise and it is swollen and it hurts! goodmorning very1

Pixie said...

hi and a nice morning/afternoon. someone here? :)

Anonymous said...

I'm good, S&V20. Putting off cleaning and just hanging.

Anonymous said...

anonymous @ 1:23 PM, you make me laugh.
I don't believe that Mayo is Gerard Way and I don't believe that SS is Frank Iero. I also don't believe that Kapunua is Mayo, but I do believe that both, Mayo and SS, are female. Neither of them has insider knowledge. They only want their 15 minutes of e-fame and with cryptic messages and hints they try to insinuate that they belong to the inner circle of My chemical romance.
I also think that SS is purposely not posting anything at the moment to create the impression that this person could be Frank, who is with his family now and would have more important things to do than post comments or blogs.

I'm quiet now.

Anonymous said...

Hi pixie and fimble!

sdock10 said...

Fimble,

That's pretty messed up. What did you do that for? :)

Hi Pixie!

Princess,

You are correct. The day is still young and I'm sure I will have an opportunity to tell him STFU before the sun sets.

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