I understand your need for answers, information, and reassurance.
I have been asked to offer a tailored invitation to each of you. I cannot in good conscience fulfill your request, not now. With the current climate here, I am afraid this would only escalate hurt feelings and finger pointing. What if I get it wrong?
Some of you are more open and I may know more about you, others are more reluctant to reveal themselves, or are perhaps new…how do I deal with this? I know your names, and yes, I can speak to most of your personalities, but not all...so you can see where that may lead. You have all come here with your individual voices, with your own intent, wanting to be heard, wanting to listen. All valid, yet you do not require my validation to set your sails.
"Mayonaise" is an important place for me. Although I make every attempt, I am unable to read all the heartfelt comments that you leave. I spend time with you after I post, and then I return when I am able to give you my full attention. You would be amazed at how skilled I have become at finding that time...somewhat of an artful dodger. If it ever appears that I have missed something, I apologize.
Please understand I am not evading, I am not ditching your request. I only fear that any misinterpretations at this time could be disastrous to whatever chance you have of restoring friendships. This is no longer about me. Stay here for each other. I will continue to post on “Mayonaise”. You may listen if you choose. Or you can ignore me, and continue to use this space to gather. Or you may choose to disappear.
I cannot take you for granted.
I am accountable for my actions.
I need you.
I have been asked to reveal myself to you. You all know me. I am whoever you want me to be, I am an artist, a poet, a singer, a motherfucker, and a contradiction, a mouthpiece, a friend, and an enemy, a brother, an informant, a whipping boy, a basket case, a queen, and a criminal...(credit to John Hughes.)
p.s. my fear, again...and I am hungry, but often I forget to eat.
"You have the exclusive right to be an exclusive asshole. But I don't have to like it."
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hello star and sd10 and pixie. i was putting somethin in the cupboard and it fell out my pocket. i never knew i know so many swear words hehehe. oh and mum mum came rushing up to me and asked wat was wrong so i told here and she turned aoundand said 'at least you didnt chip my tiles' yeh cheers mum lol
Mayo McCookies, yummo!
spelling very bad this morning arghhhhhhh
I love Shittyasssrockdude cookies!!
MayoAdamBertCookies
Filled with extra love!
Hello Star How are you
sdock Hey, you are in quite the fun mood this morning..
S&V I'm sitting at the computer listing crap on E-Bay and wearing my Skeleton Crew hoodie
Elena,
Well, hell, let me put on my long sleeved Skeleton Crew shirt and we can have our on Skeleteon Crew right here BlogBelieve!
Yeah, no sense in being in a shitty mood on Saturday...I can't think of one right now, so...but I'm sure my mood will turn before sunset or before noon. Guaranfuckingteed.
so you guys have a good saturday morning? I´m really in a shitty mood ^^ I talked to my mom on the phone and started crying...desperate,m that´s it ^^ damn...
I am going food shopping! I shall return!
sdock now just what kind of an attitude is that, missy? You are gonna have a fucking good day, all day!!! Think happy thoughts.
Speaking of Skeleton Crew the merch is shipped from Lawrence Kansas. Not too far from me. I wish they had more stuff. Some more just became available but so much I want is out of stock. Like the pins. I really want a pull over hoodie like the latest one I got for my friend but they sold out.
Pixie,
I'm sorry you are having a shitty Saturday. Let us cheer you up or try to anyways.
Elena,
I'm sorry, but I am a swinger of moods. Those are just the facts. I think I am an undiagnosed manic. I swear, I wish I had a 5 gallon bucket full of blue footballs right now. That would be way sweet.
thanks for that sdock *hugs*
PP, not sure if anyone answered you but tattoos are smooth once they have healed. It blends into the skin so the texture is the same.
Though if they get irritated, like my back ones do sometimes, they get a bit puffy and you can feel them.
Elena,
Skel/Crew stuff sells out really fast. I want a hoodie too. I have the red shirt and the long sleeve black chainsaw one. I just love their clothes.
FYI, did anyone preorder the vinyl limited edition TBP from MyChem.com this morning. I did! I did!
SDock, that's why I'm super pissed this morning. I went to order it and then some page popped up saying they don't deliver that item to Canada.
I emailed customer service and they better give me a good explaination!
sdock I did order the vinyl, yeah!!!
Hey as for a Skeleton Crew hoodie I ordered an extra zip up hoodie. If your interested e-mail me.
Gah! No fair! Why can't Canadians order this darn thing?
Well, I just better get that autographed extra shit that is supposed to come with it when you order more than 30 bucks worth. Although, I never get the bonus shit. Oh well, oh well.
I don't even know why I ordered it really. I just fall for that limited edition shit every fucking time. I have a whole storage building full of limited edition shit....I'm a collector(pack rat).
SDock, considering how it looks like Americans can only order it, I think you'll get lucky with the autograph stuff ;)
I want to order me some Taking Back Sunday stuff, but I had trouble the other day ordering through their site. So, I just gave up. But they have the cutest t-shirts.
Elena, thanks, I might take you up on that hoodie.
Magic Pie,
I never ever get lucky with the autographed stuff. I will NOT be holding my breath. It was probably just a ploy by WB to get us to order. Damn them, I feel for it...sneaky bastards. Clever, clever.
I'm a collector from hell. Any of you have the action figures? I have the complete set with prayer cards and the complete zombie set in and out of the packages. Lots of other stuff too. Lord I don't even want to think of all the money I have tired up in my MCR collection.
Well I'll be hoping that you get it this time.
I honestly don't care too much about the autographs. I'd rather get those from the guys myself.
I just really want to limited stuff. I'm like you and I love getting limited edition things. I have so many limited edition Oasis items.
Elena, my boyfriend has been trying to win those from ebay for me.
Unfortunately I wasn't an MCR fan when those came out :(
Elena,
I don't have the action figures! DAMNIT! I had them in my hand and did not buy them. Oh well! oh well! I ain't spending 200 bucks on a Gerard doll though. Forget about it.
I have all kinds of shit collected. You have no idea. Anything I like, I collect. I got sports shit. I got My Chem shit, I got Def Lepp shit, I got newspapers and magazines. I think I have the first metal mag I ever bought. I always save everything. I got Barbie dolls and Beanie babies. I bet my mother wishes I would get my shit out of her house. Oh well, her house is bigger than mine. It's fine where it's at.
Casa de Mayo is filling up so quickly today. I soon will not be able to comment. :(
Where is my Pretty Purple Unicorn today? Do unicorns play on Saturdays?
Hrmm...
Y'know, I wonder if my comic book guy could get those MCR dolls.
The man is freaking made of magic ya know.
Morning everyone.
-Amyranth
Pickled Possum said...
Ooh, what's a turn on?
(from many hours ago)
Eyes that really do see, that also show their emotions. And not hiding them behind dark glasses - indoors.
He once old a magazine that he wore his sunglasses inside at a club, thinking he'd be supercool. He then found out it was a big case of asshattery.
-Amyranth
so mayo has divided and conquered you and ss has abandoned you.
do you like that shit?
fuck yeah you do!
Mayo,
Do you ever stop long enough to ask yourself the question "how the hell did I end up here?"? I just want to know how I ended up where I am. Now, don't get me wrong. I'm not saying it is the most fucked up of places to be, but I used to want so much more and now it's like I don't know or I don't care or I forgot. And it's absolutely nobody's fault but my own, you know? I got probably just exactly what I settled for. Somewhere my fear and my self doubt stopped me. When exactly, I am not so sure. But I know 9 years have passed by in a blink of an eye and nothing has changed. Now I like routine and complacency just as good as the nex person, but isn't there supposed to be more? Am I being a selfish bitch for even questioning my self and my life? How can I even begin to figure out what I want when I can't be honest with myself? I am fucking scared. I am scared of it all and paralyzed. I don't fucking know and I can't fix it. Son of a bitch.
Maybe I should be on medication...
Love to YOU Always,
S(faithful to everyone, but me)
p.s. pathetic excuses aren't really much better than none at all.
No one has been divided, conquered, or abandoned here.
Dear Anonymous,
Please, feel free to go fuck yourself with some rusty implement.
Sincerely,
Amyranth
well anon we don´t need your "wise" words ^^
ANON - Amy just gave you the right answer.
Besides, anonymous, I've been meaning to confess...
I'm Mayo and SS.
Yep. Me.
-Amyranth
Oh Amy you are so silly. You aren't Mayo....
Santa Clause is really Mayo
Pretty sure the Easter Bunny is SS
Crap.
Okay, anon, I lied again. I was covering for Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny.
They're really Mayo and SS.
But I'm Spartacus.
-Amyranth
And I am Amelia Earhardt!
SURPRISE! You guys finally found me!
Where's the Lindberg Baby?
And Jimmy Hoffa?
Is that you, Bermuda Triangle?
-Spartacus.
Is some anon seriously suggesting that I am Mayo? "El Oh El. That means laugh out loud."
Had another veterinary emergency today, for christ's sake. My dog had a really bad reaction to the shots he got yesterday--not the same dog that had the stitches, either. God! He's okay now though.
I have to do ALL of my goddamn shopping today because tonight I'm going out for a going away dinner for my good friend, and then tomorrow afternoon I'm going to meet that guy and then tomorrow night I'm starting this new advanced tai chi/weapons class. Actually that was something i thought was pertinent and wanted to mention to you all a few days ago for a specific reason but didn't get around to it (yet.)
STRESSED, WHY YES JUST A LITTLE.
It's okay Kapu.
I'm Mayo now, so you have nothing to worry about anymore.
My next post will be full of the usual cryptic honesty, so you're not going to miss anything.
-Mayoanth.
So here's the dealy-thing I wanted to mention to you guys, because I found myself in a situation reminiscent of what recently happened here.
Okay, so my first Kung Fu teacher was this fascinating, vibrant, awesome woman who struggled back from a long, debilitating illness which nearly crippled her, to being a 4th level black sash in Kung Fu, Tai Chi and mixed martial arts. Not just a teacher but an inspiration. We call her Lao Shir, which is like a second level teacher. We all loved her like mad. She had to quit teaching and sell her practice when she ended up with a rare and really aggressive form of cancer, multiple myeloma. We ended up learning Kung Fu from the guy who had taught her, our Sifu, that's the top level teacher and there are only three of those who teach this style. (The dude is crazy, a true drunken master, another long story not for here.)
Anyway, Lao Shir, true to form, beat the hell out of the cancer and now wants to go back to teaching, at least teaching Tai Chi.
So the other day I get an email from her that was only sent to a select few of her own students. She wants to teach a highly advanced class within ten weeks, ending with weapons training.
Oh my god. Would I like another weapon in my hands aside from sword and staff? YES BY GOD. Do I really honestly need the training very badly? YES. Can I say no to her? No.
This is the kind of thing that she doesn't want getting out and about, especially since there is bad blood between her and Sifu concerning the entire business. After she left, the students split into two factions: Those with Sifu and those with Lao Shir. Lao Shir was graceful about it and never asked anyone to take sides, but Sifu badmouths her all the time now. So you can see that there has been a lot of whispering and "This is between us," stuff going on during classes. I hate that because I very much love my training brothers and sisters, all of them. We're kind of like a group of siblings between the ages of 15 and 60, whose parents are going through a nasty divorce or something.
I always end up trying to mediate. I used to have a huge crush on one of the advanced boys who was my teacher for a while and he quickly sided with Sifu after this whole debacle, which split us a little, to be honest. We used to be really good friends.
But advanced forms? Special weapons training? Hells yes.
The only problem is that she didn't invite all of her old students and one of the ones who got left out is that guy I sometimes refer to as Beautiful Boy (because he is.) Not only is he the absolute top student, who just races past all of us with his skill, strength and memory of the forms, but he truly very much admires and loves Lao Shir. I don't know whether it was an oversight or whatever, but she never invited him.
I'm not sure if anyone else had a problem with it, but it really put me in a spot. This actually happened the same day this all came crashing down in here. So I could really put myself in the place of a few people in this situation here in BlogBelieve.
So there was only one thing I could think of to do. I just mentioned it to her, that's all. I told her, "Beautiful Boy (used his real name though) would probably love to be a part of this. I probably never gave you his email address but here it is in case you'd like to invite him, too."
That was what I told her and it was the only idea that I had. I hope it was the right thing to do; it's all I have. I know that this is going to get back to Beautiful Boy though, and if she hasn't invited him and none of us told him, I won't know what to do. And in fact I haven't even had the chance to talk to him because this all happened so quickly.
I can see a lot of smoothing of ripples in my near future.
I just hope I'm doing right by everybody.
Good to know, Mayoranth. No more porn unless it's guy on guy, okay? ;D
K - Hope your dog gets to feeling better. My dog is limping today cause he's old and it's cold. We've had him for 12 years and he's no spring chicken.
Thanks, Elena. ^_^ You can put your dog on Rimadyl, that's a decent pain killer for dogs with old joints. :) Hope yours is feeling better, too. :D
Mayo,
I am sorry.
I said I would comment today, but I just can't.
Maybe tomorrow.
Love,
L.
Sis Midnite,
I sent you an e-mail. Please let me know if you got it.
Love,
L.
K - I think you handled the situation wisely. I hope it all works out for you. Man, your life sounds exciting. I would love to do some of the things you have talked about.
As for Big E (he's named after Elivs) the vet said to give him one Motrin a day) It seems to help. I'm just gonna be so sad when something does happen to him. He's the only dog my daughters have known growing up. They love him so much.
OPs J and L, you guys were supposed to email me, too, eh? ^_^ Do so. Kapunua at yahoo dot com.
Elena, Motrin works, too! Cheaper than Rimadyl, that's for sure. I hope your Big E does all right. 13's not so old, really. ^_^
My life is actually kind of dull for most of the year. It picks up in the summer with doing shows and all, but even then it's only some weekends and most of the time I'm a lazy cow. ^_^ A happy lazy cow.
Just with weapons. ;)
Kapu - Sounds to me like you did the right thing.
-Amyranth
J and L -
Just to let you know I'm thinking of you guys and I miss you both.
By the way, weasel anons, not Anymouses.
This is for you.
Keep it in mind the next time you "drop in".
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v413/Amyranth/TITSORGTFO.png
(credit to moi. My macro. I made it. No touchie.)
-Amyranth
OP'S - Nice of you to stop in. Can't stay for the macros?
-Amyranth
Ok, today is now Slow as Fuck Saturday!
There, I said it.
I'm just sitting here being so not productive and watching seconds tick off my life that I will never ever get back again.
Talk about taking life for granted.
Son of a bitch, but it does make those awesome few moments, so much more awesome!
Yeah, sure it does.
tick, tock, tick, tock, tick, tock, tick, tock, tick, tock, tick, tock....
Anyone who took the time to read this post, I owe you like 60 seconds of your life that you will never get back.
Sorry..
No I'm not, I'm bored as fuck! I better go get those clothes out of the dryer before they wrinkle..
cocksuckinmotherfuckinsonofabitch
Hello everyone!
OP, I have emailed you.
I'm here to avoid doing housework.
I shouldn't be avoiding it, but I am.
Argh.
Mayo! We need a new post!!
-Amyranth
Hi MissT and anyone else I might've missed!
Bored, bored, bored...
DEVIL will please stop whispering in my ear? You know I can't do that.
Hi sdock!
How are you?
MissT,
I am bored, bored, bored.
You know when I get bored bad things happen....
Sdock, when you get bored, naughty things happen ha!
Hello sdock and of course, Miss T.
Well hello to the beautiful Mya.
*is counting her toes*
9.. 10.. 11...
Wait. Wat?
-Amyranth
What more can I do for you?
As I stand here naked before your eyes to do what you will as you always will do
Should I roll up my sleeves?
Or simply turn my head?
Easy access for all of the vampires who secretly wish me bleeding and dead
Cause I am a bleeder
For all the bottom feeders
I'll be here much longer
And I will be stronger than you know
How much longer can this last?
That she will play the mental punching bag for all of the blows he's received in the past
How much longer can she keep the peace?
Between these beauties that sprung from her belly and the "cycle" that rages in the gut of his beast
Cause she is a giver
She'll stand and deliver
She'll be here much longer and she will be stronger than you'll know
Or is it the anger that draws you to these songs?
Cause I got notches in my belt for bruises that prove that what you assume couldn't be more wrong
Or is it the struggle, a shared common grief?
To see a lover, a mother, another woman get by by the skin of her teeth
They'll dub you a fighter
A guts and glory writer
And you will fill up their hearts and you will fill all their needs
And they will love you darling until you succeed
Written by a Georiga gal(not me) and I dedicate it to all my gals in Casa de Mayo!
Amyranth, I am dreading the housework as well... I need to get busy because of the big day on Thursday. We will have at least 40 people here for Thanksgiving.
Well darn! All this e-mailing going back and forth, I suppose mine got lost yet AGAIN (unless it's some of those 'yahoo can't load the message' ones). I'm going hide in my HAPPY, dark place ;-)
How are all my sisters, brothers, aunts, uncles, distant cousins -at the Mayo clinic- doing today? I hope everyone is well!
Anyone care to fill me in on what I've missed?????
Anon616 - Just image macros.
SDock - That was a lovely poem... but did the write consider how she could roll up her sleeves if she'd already stated she was naked?
-Amyranth
Miss T, Amyranth, mya, Sdock, anon 616.
How are we all?
Greetings, Star!
hello all. pardon me while i rail against the world for a moment.
it's raining. one of those lovely, drenching, socked-in-all-day kind of rains that make me want to build a blanket fort in the living room, make a stack of sugar toast and cuddle in and read fairy tales all day, just as i did when i was a kid.
but.
today i was going to go out and do all my running-around errands, which included applying for a job at a local shop, something i truly need you have no idea, and now i can't because applying for a job all bedraggled and wet is probably the wrong way to go about it.
tomorrow, the forecast is clear. so i'll just do my at-home stuff today, and my out-and-about-stuff tomorrow. it should still be okay. but still.
arrrrggghhh!!!
*sigh*
thanks for your patience. back to the regularly scheduled blog-chat.
How's it going, mya?
amyranth,
Not sure...maybe they weren't real sleeves, maybe they were metaphor sleeves...uh huh. Pretty clever.
She's actually really famous now. The writer of that song. She's in a big country band and she's from my hometown.
Hello, sdock!
Hi star, Hi TJ.
Hi Star, Miss T, Amy, Sdock10, Mya, Elena and anyone else still around! I'm doing good in my blissfully dark corner ;-)
Sometimes, ignorance truly is BLISS. Sometimes, but not often. *wink again*
Did I miss any good news? There has to be some good news out there somewhere......
Hi, Toujours!
Star, I can't stay long. I have a big house to clean up for Thanksgiving. I dread it!
Hi everyone,
It's Slow as Fuck Saturday...You ain't missed a mother fucking thing.
hey there miss t. how's it going in your corner of the world?
Anon616, my emails must've been lost too!
Mya, that is one of the best things about living in a little apartment! I never have to have holidays. I am going to bake, though!
How long will it take you?
hey mya.
thanksgiving?
oh.
that's right. that's next week isn't it?
*goes back to lurking and waiting for something to happen*
Hi TJ! And welcome to the DARK(side) Mya!!!!
Hi anon616, how are you?
TJ, things are Ok here. I'm job hunting too.
In my world, I need Israel to beat Russia in tonights football or England may not qualify for the Euro's.
Luckily, everyone brings a dish so I won't be having to cook all of it. The house is a wreck because of my soap and lotion making hobby.
hey there anon616. ^.^
sdock, what sort of thing are you waiting for? ecstatic, catastrophic, elegiac?
Anon616, I'm thinking maybe I should steal SS's "In the Dark"
MissTottenham said...
Hi anon616, how are you?
TJ, things are Ok here. I'm job hunting too.
In my world, I need Israel to beat Russia in tonights football or England may not qualify for the Euro's.
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Go Israel!!!
I'm good Miss T, thanks. How are you?
In my world, I need Israel to beat Russia in tonights football or England may not qualify for the Euro's.
well, then, i hope your world bends to your will! (and good luck with your job hunting, too) ^.^
Mya said...
Anon616, I'm thinking maybe I should steal SS's "In the Dark"
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As long as we can all be happy there, why not? ;-)
Mya, your soap sound gorgeous.
Anon616, I'm good thanks.
Thank you for the football cheer.
I'm off the clean house.
See you guys later!
I'll be missing Thanksgiving Dinner this year :(
Anyone care to send me a doggie bag? Just be sure to include a piece of Pecan Pie!
Miss T, I'd love to send you some!
orgasmic
Hello Guys,
Wow! Lots of stuff seems to have happened since I last logged on, but I haven’t been able to get near a computer with Broadband until now.
I haven’t had time to read through much but Mayo seems to be showing a little contrition, which I never thought I see!
Anyway, I did say I’d write up my concert review of Thursday night, just for anyone who might be interested.
Unfortunately my friend was feeling a bit ill so at first I didn’t think we were going to go at all, but we went to the O2 anyway and found a couple of teenage girls who we swapped our standing tickets for seated ones with. We ended up in the ‘gods’ but at least we got 2 over-enthusiastic screaming teenager hugs.
It was frickin’ LOUD. MSI put on a pretty good show and I can’t deny they’ve got some killer hooks (even if my inner bra-burner does still disagree with screwing your way on tour!). They didn’t play any of their more objectionable stuff, but then most of the lyrics were pretty much indecipherable so they’re unlikely to do any significant damage to delicate teenage minds in a live setting. I almost warmed to Jimmy Urine. Almost! Until he pretended to shoot up with his microphone. Tosser.
MCR came on, everyone went mental, then they played the newbie ‘Stay’. Gerard talked a bit about only 3 of them being there, but that they were going to finish the tour and Mikey got a big cheer for being back. Matt was a lot more animated than I’ve seen him playing bass, and deserves props for being the ultimate super-sub. Ray, as we all know, is simply a guitar legend with magic fingers.
They played every track from The Black Parade, except The End, and 5 from Three Cheers. Gerard made a point to mention, twice, before Headfirst and Honey, that they were tracks they’d done when they played with MSI four years ago. I’m not sure if that was a dig at some of the ‘just-jellus!’ teenies. He swore a heck of a lot and seemed a little like he was phoning-in the inter-song patter, but I couldn’t criticise his vocals and he got the arena lights on so we could do a Mexican wave.
Whoever their lighting guy is, he’s amazing , although it didn’t hold a candle to the sea of mobile phone backlights on for Cancer and the silhouette of Worm on stage through the smoke machine. They did an encore of Disenchanted and then Famous Last Words, at which point they had the stage practically exploding.
Altogether a splendid evening had by all.
Love,
Kass xx
See Sdock10,
I told you I'd be back!
And now I have to go watch Beowulf. Have a nice night!
Kass xx
Hiya everyone who has arrived since I did the dishes.
There IS a major revelation.
SS is the Easter Bunny, Mayo is Santa Claus, I'm Spartacus and SDock is Amelia Earhart.
And that's the story we're sticking to.
-Amyra- er Spartacus.
orgasmic
well, good luck with that, then. ;)
sdock10 said...
orgasmic
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Sorry Sdock. I can't help with any orgasmic news. How about some organic?
Hi Kass!
nice icon, amyranth.
*waggles eyebrows*
Hi Anon616!
I'm currently on my friends computer whilst they watch 'X Factor', which is like our 'American Idol'. There's so many comments to read through I'm going to get Sweet FA done on Monday.
Bye (this time for real),
Kass xx
TJ - Thank you Dahling. I can't tell you how many times guys look at that and immediately ask "Is that you!?!?", and I say "Yes, I'm Dita Von Teese". :3
-Amyr.. shit! Spartacus.
See you later Mya.
Kass79, that was a great review. I'm so glad you enjoyed it.
toujours said...
nice icon, amyranth.
*waggles eyebrows*
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Yeah, I always suspected that Amy had a body 'to die for' ;-)
Bye Kass! And thanks for the review. I'm so glad you were able to go! Even though you were in the nose bleed section it sounds as though ya'll had a wonderful night.
i'm going to take off, too. see if i can't wring a bit of accomplishment out of the day. be nice, though, 'cause i'll probably lurk. :)
i came, i ranted, i leave.
adieu, mes amies.
p.s. all this recent talk about duran duran has affected me: i am listening to "astronaut" right now.
hel-looooooooo, simon!
:D
*ahem* kbai!
Bye TJ!
Anon616 - I have Dita's body to die for. I own her now. My Dita. NOM NOM NOM.
.... wow, boredom makes you say some CRAZY things.
-Amyranth
See you later TJ.
LIFE makes you say (and do)some crazy things Amy!
Bye TJ. I hope you get much accomplished whilst listening to Duran, Duran :)
Original Punks said...
Anonymous said...
oh intriging.
J&L how does it feel to have your ass kissed now.
this is want you wanted is it not?
enjoy it while it lasts.
you were the people leading the pack of blood hounds.
you should feel ashamed!!!
November 17, 2007 5:53 AM
By the way, I've done a bit of research, and I know who this is.
Maybe I do have more than two brain cells after all?
Goodnight again.
L.
November 17, 2007 7:45 AM
erm maybe i am reading way too much into this but are you insinuating i am the anon? I came to that conclusion because of the fact you used the two brain cells comment. Maybe i have read this wrong but i am no way an anon. i never comment anonymously and i have just come back to mayo after a 2day break pretty much.
Sorry if i have this comment all wrong.
Hello to everyone aswell :)
Hello to you SIM! How are you today? I'm just happily hopping along blog land (in the dark)telling people HI.
As for those 2 brain cells, well those must have been two of mine that died. I am a smoker and I hear smoking does kill brain cells
;-)
hahaha hey anon616 im a smoker too, not so much today though im feeling quite ill :( and i cant stop eating, seriously im gonna weigh a stone more by tomorrow hehe i have eaten so much chocolate.
What are you upto tonight?
I was supposed to be out dancing with my friends but the illness has got the better of me so i thought a nice night in at mayo's would be better.
Doesnt seem like theres too many around though
Sorry you're feeling bad SIM! I was suppose to go dancing last night; but, I seem to have the sniffles again.......I'll live but I did think it was best for me to save the dancing shoes for another night.
I'll be staying in tonight as well. We have to REST sometimes, don't we ;-)
yeah very true anon616 :)
if you dont mind me asking where are you from?
Im in rainy England, i would love to be in seattle or russia though. How about you?
Ask, and thee shall receive ;-)
I'm in the (still trying to recover from Katrina) state of Louisiana. We're getting there,
S-L-O-W-L-Y but surely!
What part of England do you live?
Shame - You're in Rainy England, but you'd rather be in Rainy Seattle, or Snowy Russia?
-SS Mayoranth
I live in Lancashire, i really quite detest it but i guess evryone hates where they come from.
Were you personally badly affected by Katrina? Im very sorry if you were, i cant imagine what seeing all that destruction could do to someone.
And thankyou for your kindness in giving if i ask hehe if only everyone was that polite :)
Are you female? Are there any males on this blog? i remember when some anon did that quiz before they said there was once a male on the blog. Do you know who that were?
Amyranth said...
Shame - You're in Rainy England, but you'd rather be in Rainy Seattle, or Snowy Russia?
-SS Mayoranth
Hey "mayoranth" hahaha nice name i like it :)
Yeah id love to visit russia or seattle even if there weather is worse haha.
Anywhere but here right now would do.
How about you?
Thats an interesting picture you have there is it you? hehe
dear friends,
hello again
talk of furry friends makes me sad
today is the anniversary of the death of my best friend.
m.
m,
sorry to hear that.
Apart from that I hope you are well.
sorry to hear that m
my thoughts are with you :/
thank you
not exactly a 'bundle of laughs' this week am i ?
m.
Hello, m.
Sorry to hear about your friend.
I am 100% female SIM. I am woman, hear me howl!!!
We had some wind damage and flooding in my small town. It was downright scarey for a few hours. I didn't evacuate because I couldn't fit all my critters in the car and I was NOT about to abandon them. The flooding here was not nearly as bad as in Orleans, St. Bernard and St. Tammany parishes. Those poor people went through HELL. I mean, REAL HELL. It was horrible! Seeing people and animals, helpless souls, suffer so much DOES put things into perspective........
The faith of most of those folks was unshakeable! They lost everything; but were still so grateful for their lives.......
It always amazes me how so much beauty can arise from tragedy! A true testament to the human spirit!
And I still lurk...
Has anyone seen my beautiful violet shaded unicorn today?
I seem to have misplaced it along with my real feelings about my life.
m,
although you always bring us wonderful words, it's not your job to cheer us up.
Just hang out. I hope it makes you feel better.
Shoots, I forgot I wanted to do this.
I'm going to post this each day until SS updates his profile. SS, if and when you return, you do not need to acknowledge me. If you update, I know you will have read this and made a choice. Either way is cool. It's probably not that important.
I'm going out on my own limb here, maybe I'm being stupid and naive, but then maybe not so I have to try this. I'm going to assume that SS and Mayo are not the same person, and that SS was up front with me when I asked him/her to be. That felt right so I'm going with it.
SS, there's a question you've been asking on here since you first started posting. Maybe by now you've even forgotten what the question was. Either way, I have your answer. If what I've gleaned over the months is correct, then I think that this answer might solve a problem for you. Maybe even a few of them. I'm not saying that the answer itself is wrong--it isn't; I know it for sure. But its usefulness to you is the only thing in question. If I'm right about a few circumstances, then what I can tell you for sure might help you out a lot. It might also just blow this whole goddamn thing wide open. Remember you hinted at that once?
That's why I'd like to tell this to you and only you to begin with. Because it's your life and your people it would affect. It might also answer a curiosity expressed by my friends here, and if that's the case, then after I told it to you, I would absolutely tell it to everyone if that's all right. But it's for you first.
SS, if you think you know where I might be going with this and you still want the answer to your question, my email is Kapunua at yahoo dot com. You can set up a temporary, fake email. If you want to email me, you can change your profile to say, like, "I emailed you" or something.
If not, that's fine, too. No pressure. I'm not trying to call you out. I don't care who you are. I won't ask you who you are; I won't even go there. It's just that I think maybe it might be important for you to know this thing. I could so easily be way off the mark--it goddamn sure wouldn't be the first time. It could just as easily be a piss-hole in the snow. But I have no way of knowing if it's important or not, so I figured I had to try.
Real life is more important than our little BlogBelieve soap opera game, and this is just one answer to one of your questions. Entirely up to you. ^_^
Mayo, this offer is open to you, too. You asked the same question once as well.
miss t
thank you
my friend was black and white with 4 paws
'mans best friend'
with me for more than half of my life
through thick and thin
m.
P.S never trust someone who does not love dogs
I'm so sorry for your loss m. For me, pets aren't 'like' family, they ARE family.
Try to think of all the love and happy times the two of you shared. I think that is how your best furry friend would want it.....
*big hugs*
I miss SS.
It's been too long since he has popped in here.
Hello, K.
You still suck, Sdock.
m,
at least you had your friend for a long time. It feels like losing a family member doesn't it?
I hate when people think you shouldn't mourn pets like people. To me a friend is a friend no matter what their body shape is.
Anon616 said...
I am 100% female SIM. I am woman, hear me howl!!!
We had some wind damage and flooding in my small town. It was downright scarey for a few hours. I didn't evacuate because I couldn't fit all my critters in the car and I was NOT about to abandon them. The flooding here was not nearly as bad as in Orleans, St. Bernard and St. Tammany parishes. Those poor people went through HELL. I mean, REAL HELL. It was horrible! Seeing people and animals, helpless souls, suffer so much DOES put things into perspective........
The faith of most of those folks was unshakeable! They lost everything; but were still so grateful for their lives.......
It always amazes me how so much beauty can arise from tragedy! A true testament to the human spirit!
November 17, 2007 9:19 PM
So true the last part 616!!! In darkness light always seems much brighter :)
How many critters do you have and of what species?
Im glad you made it through ok, ive never even come close to tragedy on that scale not even close.
I am gonna go for a nice warm bath 616 but i will be back to read your reply and comment back :)
If i miss you, catch you around some other time?
Take care 616 and m,
and everyone else :)
See you later SIM.
Princess Smoke,
WTF? Why do I suck? You suck bitch.
Hello all,
I will post until I can post no further.
*hint hint*, Mayo
miss t
today feelings are raw as it is just one year since his death
to me this animal meant more than 100 humans - he was my companion, and helped me through some dark times,
luckily i have one other 'furry friend' to ease the pain a little
she is a pain in the butt !
m.
m,
some people underestimate the friendship of animals. I'm glad you found a good companion.
I'll bet the other furry one is a lovable pain in the butt.
Cause I said so, that's why. And no I don't suck bitch. WTF? What does that mean. You been hitting the bottle today ain't you.
Awwww, you're such a sweet sissy!
I have 2 dogs.
There names are Rebel and Rogue.
Rogue is my little wolf looking puppy dog. She's mine. Rebel belongs to my dude.
She is such a girly dog and such the female. She's a real sneaky bitch.
p.s. Never trust a cat either.
sdock, I love dogs too but lay off the cat hating. I'm a tellin' ya.
Drinking again I see ha!
M., I am so, so sorry. It's one of the worst feelings in the world. I'm sorry.
Hi S&V20! How are ya this fine chilly day?
Hey Sdock, you have two dogs? Oooh, what kind? I actually know two dogs named Rebel and Rogue, they are border collies. Sweet!
Sdock, post pics of your dogs!
Thank you SIM *big hugs* for you too!
At the time of Katina I had 4 dogs (I have since lost 2), 3 cats, 1 bunny and turtle. My oldest dog had noise anxiety and was tramatized for months after the hurricane. She would not leave my side! Her vet ended up putting her on anxiety meds. My poor old girl!
Enjoy your warm bath. I'm off to do something a bit more productive ;-)
Have a nice afternoon/evening/morning everyone!
Hugs all around!
sdock10
i agree on the feline issue !
although, i did once have a cat
little b*****d
m.
Hello All
M, it's lovely to remember lost friends. My favourite pet, a fabulous black and white cat, died 1 month after I left home-10 years ago. The morning I moved out he just sat on the windowsill and would not look at me as I tried to kiss him goodbye. I was distraught when he died but still remember him with loads of love.
I think I have been hitting the bottle again. I said there names instead of their names....DAMN!
I always sound and look drunk on this blog.
Hi everybody (and I do mean everybody) how are you today?
kapunua
thank you
m.
Ok, Kapunua
I will try!
m.
My mother has a siamese cat that is 16 years old and her name is Queen Katerina Von Kittipuss (For real ya'll). And she rules the whole house. She just sits back and plots and plans her attacks.
I an totally a cat person. I love cats. They are so, so, so like........not like a dog. Ha! Our mama has a cat and she has taken mama's personality, I swear. She is meaner than a damn snake.
I love doggies, too. Just like cats better.
Bob says stop hating on the cats. Bob loves cats so you guys should should stop the hating.
How freakin' funny. Sdock, we gotta quit commenting at the same time about the same thing.
Like, for real.
MarthaJones said...
'Bob says stop hating on the cats. Bob loves cats so you guys should should stop the hating.'
i am not hating on cats - they are cool
little b******s
m.
MarthaJones said...
Bob says stop hating on the cats. Bob loves cats so you guys should should stop the hating.
========
Hi MarthaJones and great advice!
"The beauty's in the sparkle not the stone" (credit to Bo Bice)
I just had to add that!
I'm really off now.......
I had an iguana for fourteen years. He was always really delicate and every day he needed looking after. He was a BIG male iguana and he got aggressive during the fall and winter. One time he put me in the hospital. Still, I loved him like crazy, and when he died two summers ago it devestated me. Seriously, I had to take two days off of work because I couldn't even leave the house. To me they're just like family members, you know?
kapunua
both my dogs ( one living, one passed away) are both border collies.
a faithful breed
m.
yes m they are little bitches. That is why I love them so. I like dogs to but give me a cat. Hello Anon616 and m I hope you are better today.
I'm a dog person, but my dude isn't. They scare him. So I have several cats. I love the meanest one the best.
Awwww, m.
Come on, I had a cat that weighed over fifteen pounds. She was a sweetheart. She would only meow every once in a while in the middle of the night. Otherwise, she would just purr. She loved to sit on the side of the bathtub. She had the biggest, green-yellow eyes and she was solid grey. She also put a big ass-whoopin' on my mama's cat one time.
She was straight up gangsta kitty.
I called her Sugar, the Original Gangsta Cat.
my cat
( now also sadly passed away)
was the meanest dude in town
thats why i loved him
m.
Kapunua,
See if this works
http://tinypic.com/view.php?pic=8fmwvf6&s=1
My little meanie is small like a kitten, and softer than a bunny. She almost begs to be touched. You feel drawn in reaching out and touching this beautiful little thing.
She may even let you touch her for but a moment before her claws engage with your arm and her teeth with the meaty part of your hand.
m my cat that recently passed was also the meanest cat in town. But he was so loving to me. He would sit on a pillow on top of my bookcase and look down on all the other cats. I miss him.
Hello jen
Ya'll I'll be back. Got to go buy some cow to throw on the charcoal for tonight and beer...cuz we can't buy it on Sunday!
Redneck much?
Fuck yeah!
Hi Martha. How are you?
I'm ok, listening to a interview og Gerard. How are you Jen.
Shame In Me,
L did not think it was you.
J
so i guess these were final words in a way
hi everyone
M., I love border collies! They are so bright. My middle-child dog is a border collie mix.
Sdock, your dog is beautiful. Part shepherd, right?
Doing alright. Listening to some Sam Kinnison.
Hello br and OPs J&L how are you guys.
just fine thank you
im listening to pencey prep and i have a shitz-zoo(sp?)
My little cat was called Fooleen O Fool. Even the neighbours loved him. He loved climbing trees and, strangely, having a swim in the sea every morning (he was killed by a car after trying to cross the road after his swim. He was the most intelligent cat I have ever met and was so funny.
Still missed.
Just lovely, MJ, and yourself?
J
Good Morning everyone
(Kapunua,MJ,TJ.Elena,...
damn it only loaded half the page...)
to be continued
I've told you all before how my cat saved my life.
I've never met a mean cat, they all seem to flock round me. maybe I give off a funny smell ha!
oh well..and everyone else.
can't hang around much at the moment it's raining and I promised my daughter she could play Elmo on the computer.
So I'm being bugged mercilessly.
Hope you are all well
(sorry to hear about your dog K, glad it's ok now)
Hello eb37, miss t and ep. J I'm doing oaky.
My internet connection went down so I've only just got back.
I need to re say hello to everyone.
Hi MJ, How are you?
Hi OP, lovely to see you here.
Hi Ergo,
Hi everyone. Speak up for a personal hello.
I'm okay miss t I don't know where our friends have gone.
Original Punks said...
Shame In Me,
L did not think it was you.
J
November 17, 2007 10:11 PM
Phew!!! i always read into things a little too much, thankyou for clearing that up.
MJ, was it something i said?
I get my computer working and everyone vanishes ha!
Sorry to hear about your cat, M. :(
Are we talking about pets tonight?
I have a medium haired tabby named Tuxa (Too-sha) and a chihuahua named Buddy. I didn't name him, we got him when he was 3.
I had a labrador named Polo but he died about 4-5 years ago.
Hello anybody here?
Looks around. Hello
oh misst it's not just you!
my computer does it's virus scans and updates in the morning and it stuffs this up royally
anyway misst our cat did the same,hubby put eggs onlate to boil for the next day and forgot them. We were woken up by her meowing her loudest outside the bedroom door just as they started to burn, she was quicker than the smoke alarm!
hello to anyone I missed the pages aren't loading properly
Hello mp and ep how are you?
hello martha!
Oh SS where have you gone? I hope all is alright with you. Come back soon.
Mayo how are you if you do a new post today please keep the tone you have had for the last two. But about you and how you are doing.
"im listening to pencey prep"
I LOVE PENCEY PREP!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank you once again for letting me 'share'
maybe next time i will return with happier topics ?
love
m.
P.S Life’s race well run,
Life’s work well done,
Life’s victory won,
Now cometh rest.
i miss you....
Ergo, I've had to restart it three times.
On the subject of pets, I have a cockatiel called yellers. He likes to sit on my shoulder, drink tea from my cup, nibble the crumbs off my lips when I've had a biscuit.
I take him in the bathroom when I have a bath. he wolf whistles when i get undressed. Sometimes he jumps into the bath and I have to drag him out.
he is so soft and I love snogging him. I always have lip balm on so when i kiss him,I left a greasy lip print on his back ha! he is always having to preen himself.
m bring what news you have go or bad. We are here for you
I'm doing well. Just wasting time before heading off to a birthday party...actually I should buy some cheesy pretzels for that party!
M, this is a place for us to share every kind of emotion. Feel free to express the good and the bad.
m,
Take care. Visit often.
Miss t do you like it when he whistles at you. Your bird.
Yes MJ, it makes me laugh loads.
me and him have quite a reportoir of whistles.
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