I understand your need for answers, information, and reassurance.
I have been asked to offer a tailored invitation to each of you. I cannot in good conscience fulfill your request, not now. With the current climate here, I am afraid this would only escalate hurt feelings and finger pointing. What if I get it wrong?
Some of you are more open and I may know more about you, others are more reluctant to reveal themselves, or are perhaps new…how do I deal with this? I know your names, and yes, I can speak to most of your personalities, but not all...so you can see where that may lead. You have all come here with your individual voices, with your own intent, wanting to be heard, wanting to listen. All valid, yet you do not require my validation to set your sails.
"Mayonaise" is an important place for me. Although I make every attempt, I am unable to read all the heartfelt comments that you leave. I spend time with you after I post, and then I return when I am able to give you my full attention. You would be amazed at how skilled I have become at finding that time...somewhat of an artful dodger. If it ever appears that I have missed something, I apologize.
Please understand I am not evading, I am not ditching your request. I only fear that any misinterpretations at this time could be disastrous to whatever chance you have of restoring friendships. This is no longer about me. Stay here for each other. I will continue to post on “Mayonaise”. You may listen if you choose. Or you can ignore me, and continue to use this space to gather. Or you may choose to disappear.
I cannot take you for granted.
I am accountable for my actions.
I need you.
I have been asked to reveal myself to you. You all know me. I am whoever you want me to be, I am an artist, a poet, a singer, a motherfucker, and a contradiction, a mouthpiece, a friend, and an enemy, a brother, an informant, a whipping boy, a basket case, a queen, and a criminal...(credit to John Hughes.)
p.s. my fear, again...and I am hungry, but often I forget to eat.
"You have the exclusive right to be an exclusive asshole. But I don't have to like it."
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Anonymous said...
Thanks amyranth, I just wanted to be sure he wasn't meaning he got Mayo's identity wrong that's all cos I don't get the chance to come here every day and thought I might have missed who he meant when he said it.
Oh he DID. But he didn't tell us whom he suspected it might be.
Like I said, some mysteries were never meant to be solved.
Like how they get the caramel in the Caramilk bar. I'm thinking by injection.
-Amyranth
Okay, I've gotta jet. I'll be around later.
Kick one for me at the game!
Thank you so much for all of the ideas and thoughts. If I screw this one up, I'm blaming you guys ;)
Have a splendid one!
Miss Tottenham,
Thank you for the report on George! There was a Lush at the mall here, but it was taken out for no reason! I loved that store!
Anyways, sorry to cut this short, I am off to Moxies for dinner then bowling with some friends!!
Love you all very much!
*HUG*
-007
I think that Mayo wanted a place to himself but than found that he missed us. I think he wanted us all to end up there but it just went really bad.
If SS is who he is thought to be than I would think the other person is another band member or someone else in the immediate circle
Bert can SMOTHER ME any time he gets ready to....I would love some Bert love sauce to roll around in...
whew...it just got hot in here didn't it?
No?
George is indeed doing well. he is not sparkly at the moment but soon will be cos I got some more twinkly bath bombs from Lush.
... George better not be what I think it is...
- Amyranth O_O
Hello and goodbye Fimble Star!! *HUG*
Sorry I didn't get a chance to talk to you sweetie!
goodbye PH and Miss t have a good one.
Sdock.
Bert = Sex on a stick..
Sorry, that shouldn't have come out of my mouth! *blushes*
BYE!! *TRILLION AND A ZILLION HUGS FOR EVERYONE!
*skips off merrily, trips, gets up and runs away ashamed!*
sdock10 said...
Bert can SMOTHER ME any time he gets ready to....I would love some Bert love sauce to roll around in...
whew...it just got hot in here didn't it?
No?
... I personally don't find a single thing about that man attractive.
*ducks*
-Amyranth is going to get her asshat kicked.
Really? Lies For The Liars just blew me away. I love how they can go from screaming and thrashing around, to Bert softly singing, and everything.
I fucking loved Liar Liar.
It's hard to pull that off, with those lyrics. A lot of bands would have people be like "Pfft. Are you serious?" But I think The Used pulls it off really well.
And right now, i'm admiring Bert's ass for various reasons. Some involving Mr. Way.
I got some more twinkly bath bombs from Lush.
that news brings out the roger in me, miss t.
*nudge nudge*
amyranth said...
Thanks amyranth, I just wanted to be sure he wasn't meaning he got Mayo's identity wrong that's all cos I don't get the chance to come here every day and thought I might have missed who he meant when he said it.
Oh he DID. But he didn't tell us whom he suspected it might be.
OMFG! Are you serious? So SS thought Mayo was G but then after talking to him about it he realised that he was wrong? So Mayo is just a faker? have I understood that right?
I'm sorry I mean MIb later MIb and Hello miss t
hello goodbye my international spy.
i have to admit the first time i heard the used it was the video for the bird and the worm.
then i was listening to smoother me and i kida fell in love with that song. he can sing like wow.
ok thats it hehehe
No worries Amyranth. I find his arrogant, yet honest words admirable.
And I have a thing for men that look like hobos. Seriously. It's weird.
So are we still sure Mayo is who we thought,
No. None of us knows anything. Few of us even try to assume anymore. Mayo is a blogger, so is SS. All they do is tell stories. Sometimes we listen.
Don't forget that they BOTH posted once while MCR was on stage.
We don't know who they are and probably never will.
I'll be back later.
Mayo,
You better wait for me tonight. Don't you come without me!
Oh that sounded so fucking bad...
I meant...oh fuck it nevermind.
bye paperheartxx, bye mustard. see you guys later.
good evening k nice to see you
Ha MJ, I thought you were leaving when you said goodbye to me.
See you later paperheart and mustard.
TJ, everything brings out the Roger in you, you naughty little thing.
marthajones said...
If SS is who he is thought to be than I would think the other person is another band member or someone else in the immediate circle
Wait a minute, I'm getting really lost. So you are saying Mayo is another member of the band, not who we thought it was originally?
CTV, are you a hobosexual? ^_^
Bert doesn't do it for me, but I still heart him completely to death. He's such a big dumb puppy, but he seems so honest, so honestly frigged up, and goddamn the dude can sing.
LOVE The Used.
I miss you.
- From a blogger who said she wouldn't return. I'm still not going to either. I just wanted to let you all know that. I'll lurk.. for the mean time.
p.s. bert is greasy, yuk.
bye sdock -- that really made me laugh. ^.^
Hi FS! Hi everybody!
Wait a minute, I'm getting really lost. So you are saying Mayo is another member of the band, not who we thought it was originally?
Don't bother even trying to figure it out. Likely there is nothing to figure out. Just enjoy the banter, the poetry and the kickball, huh? ^_^
Blogging is a game.
Play your pieces carefully.
Only time will tell.
Anon there is another anon here besides ss and mayo this one has no name but we know when s/he has pasted by. I think that maybe who ss is talking about.
TJ, everything brings out the Roger in you, you naughty little thing.
i cannot neither confirm nor deny that statement, miss t.
*wink wink*
hobosexual? I love that I really do Kapu hello there hobosexual.
Incidentally--not that the damage isn't already totally done--but how much longer until this goddamn pointless and insulting MCR/MSI tour* is over? Christ.
*Blatant and tactless PR/personal gain move
Hi FS, Hi kapunua.
Kapunua said:
CTV, are you a hobosexual? ^_^
That is so fucking funny.
Anonymous said:
p.s. bert is greasy, yuk.
Ha! I agree with that.
see you later sdock.
Anonymous said...
OMFG! Are you serious? So SS thought Mayo was G but then after talking to him about it he realised that he was wrong? So Mayo is just a faker? have I understood that right?
Mayo has never insinuated that he was GW. SS has never suggested he might be FI. I think that part might have been overactive imaginations.
SS and Mayo may know each other. But we don't know.
Welcome to Blogbelieve.
-Amyranth
um, miss t. i'm not sure but i think my grammar was hideous in my last comment. i hope it didn't hurt your brain?
Tomorrow is their last show with MSI, Kapunua.
lol i feel really stupid buyt i never got that pasted anon. never new who he might be but in a way i aint that bothered.
k how is havoc, how is mummy k (hello mummy k). i am still interested in wat you was doing in those pics the other night. with your green sash. is it like karate, or ti quando ?
Kapunua, I know what you mean about not trying to figure it out, but I just want to be on the same page as you guys. I'll admit it, I like to lurk, it's an illness. I completely understand what you are saying when you made the very valid point about them both being on stage that time when they posted. I lurk a lot, as much as I can when I can get on a PC, so I just wanted to know where we stood on this. Please, someone, take pity on a nice lurker who understands exactly where you are coming from.
Kapu it will be over when the fans come to their senses and rebel against that shity band. What I'm trying to say is never so long as there are fans who think this is great we will be stuck with it.
I liked pasted. I don't know. Even if he wasn't legit, he seemed friendly.
You still lurking, my little pasty?
Mustard, great question.
I'm still at work for another hour, and I DON'T LIKE IT!!!
To answer your question?
I can't say, really. Other than MCR, TBS and the White Stripes, I don't listen to a lot of 'current' music. Not that I'm into classic rock, either, really; most of the stuff I listen to is indie. I grew up in the 80's, so some 80's metal is still in my playlist. Then again, my musical tastes run anywhere from ABBA to London After Midnight to Meatloaf to the Sex Pistols to MCR and all the way around again. I love or hate a million bands, and a zillion songs.
((Sdock10, nice one with the Dokken lyrics. ;D ))
To be honest? I don't think many current artists will be around 10 years from now. My opinion (and my opinion only) is that most of today's musical acts have little or no talent. It's all rap, or some scantily dressed tart singing about sex. I'll second MJ's wish for more strong women (like Pat Benetar) in music, because the women artists all use their bodies to sell their songs. And not just recently, sadly.
I don't like rap, or dance music (like the compilations), or boy-bandaids like Justin Timberlake. I can't stand Eminem, and I don't even understand how people like Brit-Brit got a recording contract. I do like goth/glam/industrial, and early grunge. I'm also into some Japanese bands (Dir en grey is my fave). And My Chem, of course -- The Black Parade is the best album I've heard since I was a kid. Second best, Three Cheers; third fave, Bullets. I kid you not.
/end novel!
Thanks marthajones, I do remember pasted. I am soooo sorry for all my questions but who the hell was 'careful' because that person definately did not like the 'pasted' anon.
That why I say thought to be. I have no idea who those tree people are but if on that slim chance those are my thoughts on it. I like this discussion. I wish we talked about our thoughts on this who blog thing more.
Roger, my brain is too small to feel pain.
Three Cheers will always prevail over The Black Parade in my books.
Anonymous said...
Please, someone, take pity on a nice lurker who understands exactly where you are coming from.
There's a lot to this story. What it all comes down to is that we haven't a clue who SS and Mayo are. We may never. We will probably speculate forever, and may never get an answer.
You're in the same boat as us, Anymouse. You can row if you'd like.
- Amyranth is listening to Savage Garden.
well hello,
cannot stay,
are we friends again now ??
m.
Careful was a short-tempered Anon. Once thought to be Mayo. Advised us on a number of things. He left one day and never came back.
once again one of the many anons who pass through here leaving a pile of shit behind them. Careful could have meant well but it didn't turn out to go
Hello m. Glad to see you're here.
*grabs an oar and starts paddling*
OK, I just didn't want you to think I was just a passerby, I do take my part time lurking job very seriously! I was here for the zombie thing and the more recent things so I know where you are all coming from.
Hello m we are trying to be friends again. It will take time for some and may never happen with others but we are trying.
ohhhh amy i love savage garden madley deeply something else cant rememeber but i love that song
Hi there K. Sorry it took a while to respond. My little nephew was playing with my computer.
Hello m,
How are you today?
I only fell out with blogmaster almighty. I'm here to hang with my friends.
Hello M.
I'm trying.
I have other things that have made me reconsider life, love and this blog.
For anyone who is still having a hard time, go to a hospital, and spend the day with someone who is dying. That will greatly change your outlook on pain, and suffering.
- Amyranth
Hello there m. how are you?
Anonymous, I think Mayo outed himself just a bit on the last paragraphs on his blog. Not sure if anyone else noticed it.
... I came, I saw...
And I came, then went.
^________________^
truly madly deeply = awesome song
bleeding chaos you are going to have to spell it out for me cos I am slow as joe today!
Hello sister midnite. How are you?
Roger, my brain is too small to feel pain.
i'm relieved that my grammar didn't torture you, but...i'm not sure i should be. a small brain sounds like it hurts already.
*pets miss t*
aha thanks Anonymous that is it. i love it i know the words to it hehehe
Hello Sister m are you. I saw that on the last paragraph but I took that as him just listing the things people thought he was. For all we know Mayo but that doesn;t mean he is that person.
Bleeding Chaos said...
Hello there m. how are you?
Anonymous, I think Mayo outed himself just a bit on the last paragraphs on his blog. Not sure if anyone else noticed it.
So you're saying he's gay?
-Amyranth
Amyranth said...
'I'm trying.
I have other things that have made me reconsider life, love and this blog.
For anyone who is still having a hard time, go to a hospital, and spend the day with someone who is dying. That will greatly change your outlook on pain, and suffering.'
listen ........
a few days ago someone i knew collapsed and died
in her thirties,
left behind two small children,
and a devastated family,
please people, put thing into perspective,
and forgive,
and move forward.
m.
Anonymous said...
truly madly deeply = awesome song
I'm currently in love with Insatiable, but I also love "I want you" and "Break Me, Shake Me"
All around, whether it's both boys, or just Darren, they've got some awesome music.
-Amyranth
amyranth, i read your comment about your friend last night. i'm glad you were able to see her.
I'm sorry to hear that, m. I can only imagine what they must be going through.
Thanks for being here with us.
That is a sad story m, I'm so sorry.
I have been asked to reveal myself to you. You all know me. I am whoever you want me to be, I am a poet, an artist, a singer, a motherfucker, and a contradiction, a mouthpiece, a friend, and an enemy, a brother, an informant, a whipping boy, a basket case, a queen, and a criminal...(
I know it is not much, but anonymous, I hope this helps. I am truly sorry for your loss. Please stay strong.
I am sorry for your loss, m. Please try to stay strong.
m., that's very sad to hear. my condolences to you and her family.
While we are on the subject of anons, who Mayo and SS maybe lets really get old school. As Kapu was asking and saying when the hell will MCR?MSI be over. What damage do you think will come out of this tour if any and will it last or can it be repaired.
Lol no Amy. What I meant to say is, Mayo outed his true identity.I guess you can say
m.
I thought about what you said, and you were right.
Thank you.
Remember a while back, I told you guys that I knew who Mayo was? Well, with this new post, he revealed his identity, but not entirely.
m I can see you are a strong person I wish you and you friends family well and I hope that can stay strong
M.
Thank you for echoing my message.
My co-worker is dying of cancer. I went to visit today, and there are so many ways to suffer.
What happened here was a mere slight. People have died for less. And suffered worse over more.
This is nothing.
-Amyranth
here today, gone tomorrow ?
love each other and more importantly love yourselves,
live and let live,
you will never know how much it means,
til' your gone
m.
P.S in times of sadness it's you i come to
Hello Jen how are you.
Hi CTV! Behind on emails, and everything else because of fucking work. >.<
I'll be here off & on tonite, but I will be around.
In case Kapunua wants to answer my email and tell me what are her thoughts on my thoughts. ^_~
Or in case Mayo wants to throw down with me. I need to throttle *somebody* today!
Back later, save me some footballs!
- Sis Midnite / Kicky Nikki
toujours said...
amyranth, i read your comment about your friend last night. i'm glad you were able to see her.
I'm glad she was there. There was a mixup with the medication she's been taking, and she almost died last night due to complications.
Thankfully today she's better, as well as can be expected with terminal cancer.
-Amyranth
m., you're so very right.
and this place is where i come too.
m,
I'm happy to call you a friend.
m.
Continue to do so. We'll wait for you here when you need us.
-Amyranth
Where the hell is Kapu. I know she was here.
Fimble Star said...
k how is havoc, how is mummy k (hello mummy k). i am still interested in wat you was doing in those pics the other night. with your green sash. is it like karate, or ti quando ?
Havoc is good, thank you for asking. Mummy K is good too, she is lurking, I know it. ^_^ Hi, Ma. In those photos I was doing stretching for Kung Fu; Choy Lei Fut and Lama Pai if you want to get really specific about it. ^_^ The green sash is about halfway to black, but it takes freaking years to get from green to black, andmy Sifu is known for rarely giving out blackbelts. He's given two, I think, in his career. O_O I'mnot too interested in the sash, I just like to know what I know. ^_^ Thank you for asking me!
Anonymous said...
Kapunua, I know what you mean about not trying to figure it out, but I just want to be on the same page as you guys. I'll admit it, I like to lurk, it's an illness. I completely understand what you are saying when you made the very valid point about them both being on stage that time when they posted. I lurk a lot, as much as I can when I can get on a PC, so I just wanted to know where we stood on this. Please, someone, take pity on a nice lurker who understands exactly where you are coming from.
You know pretty much what we know. ^_^
MarthaJones said...
Kapu it will be over when the fans come to their senses and rebel against that shity band.
Most of them are just doing what Gerard tells them to do; liking who he tells them to like. It's Gerard who needs to come to his senses.
Capture This Void said...
Tomorrow is their last show with MSI, Kapunua.
Thanks, CTV. I can only imagine that this concert is going to be a fully miserable experience for anyone with good taste or a sense of class and tact.
M, I'm really sorry to hear that.
Thankfully today she's better, as well as can be expected with terminal cancer.
yes, every day becomes it's own reason for happiness in those cases, if you know what i mean. other things just fade away in importance to that person just still being there.
Thanks m. Your words mean alot. Jennicula, how are you? Amy, is your friend feeling any better?
Jennicula
thank you for hearing me - glad to see you are here.
MarthaJones said...
'm, I can see you are a strong person'
Strong for others, weak inside ?
Amyranth
life is short .......
enjoy - while you can
m.
m.
ps. I'm so sorry for your loss. My heart and thoughts go out to you and yours.
m I feel the same way about this guys and this place.
MarthaJones said...
While we are on the subject of anons, who Mayo and SS maybe lets really get old school. As Kapu was asking and saying when the hell will MCR?MSI be over. What damage do you think will come out of this tour if any and will it last or can it be repaired.
For some, the damage is done. For others, there never was any damage to begin with. MCR will still get their 30 pieces; I doubt they care about "damage." ^_^
Sis, I will try to get to that tonight. ^____^
What happened here was a mere slight. People have died for less. And suffered worse over more.
This is nothing.
You are absolutely right Amy.
Remember what happened on the last day of PR? That's what worries me.
He's been doing surprisingly good, actually. No unicorn shirt. No sharpie messages. No hickies. It's only the female that's been making a fool of herself.
So in a nutshell, we are no further forward we just have more questions? I swear if this place wasn't so addictive I could happily never set eyes on it again cos it drives me insane! Bye for now!
M, people can be both strong and weak, but you can never have just one trait. We all need both. Kinda like the Yin and Yang
m,
Are the kids going to be OK?
Strong for others, weak inside ?
being strong for others is enough, because they will be strong for you, when you need it, m.
I agree squeak squeak
thank you for your kind words,
dear friends,
i have to admit, i have a lump in my throat and a tear in my eye
that doesnt not happen often.
m.
goodbye anon. CTV I'm still worried about GW because people were saying he was doing well before this whole PR think went down and we know how that ended. Your right Kapu on the fan side but I wonder on the music side what this may have done to them.
Capture This Void said...
Remember what happened on the last day of PR? That's what worries me.
My god, which thing? There were so many.
Anyway, they're still doing the "matching outfits" nonsense (I thought that was stupid abck in, like grade school,) and according to reviewers he is still trying to do backbends on stage, the ass. It seems like he can't just be with somebody; he has to actually be them. That's what it seems like, anyway.
Let it all out, m. It really helps. I wish I could be there to give you a nice, snuggly hug. We're always here if you need a shoulder to cry on.
I send you my love.
be well, m., and take care of yourself, ok?
we'll always be here for you. we're a 24-hr. blog. :)
m how is it that even when you have shit going on with you, you carry yourself in such a way that you make others feel good.
Have you forgotten? The marriage.
And the usual on top of that. Y'know. Hickies, unicorn, blahblahblah.
Your welcome m and please remember that we will always be here to support you whenever you need it :)
24 hour blog? Squeak squeak, that sounds like a local McDonald's. Lol :D
we're better than mcdonald's, bc. we have cupcakes, and sheep, and boas.
It would be nice if he would get with someone who didn't like that kind of shit. You know someone who had more self respect and pride in themselves. It would be nice for him to copy those things
miss t,
i am sure the kids will be fine, they have one heck of a grandmother !
there is some grieving and healing to do,
time will heal i am sure
m.
P.S think of your own mortality
EVERY DAY
m,
please tell me the childrem will be OK.
M, I am so sorry to hear about your friend. Life is soooo short. Thank you for sharing with us.
Anon, no worries about the questions. I think you are definitely on the same page as the rest of us. Glad you popped in.
Who is George, Miss T? Amyranth made me question everything. O_O
And Mayo outted himself? Nice. :)
Sdock, you crack me up.
K, I am happy that Havoc is doing good. :)
Okay, I think I am all caught up.
m.? are we making you smile? a little bit?
we can be sillier, if you like. :)
Capture This Void said...
Have you forgotten? The marriage.
And the usual on top of that. Y'know. Hickies, unicorn, blahblahblah.
Oh! LOL. The marriage. A symptom rather than a disease, you get me?
toujours said...
Thankfully today she's better, as well as can be expected with terminal cancer.
yes, every day becomes it's own reason for happiness in those cases, if you know what i mean. other things just fade away in importance to that person just still being there.
It was odd, time stood still the whole time I was there. Before I knew it, I'd been there an hour and a half.
For a person who is dying, she talked a lot about her medication. Five Pages worth.
-Amyranth
I know exactly what you mean, Marthajones.
Let's hope he does, one day.
Kapunua, I hear you loud and clear.
:)
Sorry m,
I ballsed that one up. you answered before I posted again and my spelling is bad.
Thank God for grandparents eh?
And M, one more thing... I love that you are able to get your point across so powerfully through such simplicity.
ha ha that's true squeak squeak.
Does anyone here really think that Frank left the tour for a family member?
m I wish the grandmother well and the kids.
For a person who is dying, she talked a lot about her medication. Five Pages worth.
amyranth, i'm sorry, but that really made me smile. ^.^
my grandmother was like that, too. chatting away. ^.^
I believe so, Anonymous.
What do you think?
Anon I'm going to believe what is being said about the family illness. I don't think Frank would just up and leave the tour or the fans. I think he would just quit the band if it was that bad.
m., it sounds like there's a big loving family there to help those kids.
Anima, george is my little yellow bath sponge shaped like a duck ha!
I think it was because of problems within the band. Of course they're not going to say that.
THink about it. Think about SS. "This marriage isn't prudent"..... "I had to lie to your mom"..... Think about the tension on stage. THink about the silence.
To a friend......
i think of you often
and make no outward show,
But what it means to lose you,
no one will ever know
You wished no one farewell,
not even said good-bye,
You were gone before I knew it,
and only God knows why.
You are not forgotten
nor will you ever be,
As long as life and memories last,
I will remember thee.
To some you may be forgotten,
to others a part of the past,
But to me who loved you dearly,
your memories will always last.
Nothing can be more beautiful
than the memories I have of you.
To me, you were someone special,
God must have thought so too!
If tears could build a staircase
and memories a lane,
I would walk all the way to Heaven,
and bring you back again.
with love
m.
Original Punks? Where the hell are you two?
I miss you.
Wow. I just simply hope that Frank is okay and that soon all will be okay in his world.
Who is George, Miss T? Amyranth made me question everything. O_O
Yes. I think we need an answer.
-Amyranth
hello how is everyone today?
Amyranth I am so glad you were able to see your friend
that was a lovely poem. the memories always are a part of you.
m that was beautiful.
MissTottenham said...
Anima, george is my little yellow bath sponge shaped like a duck ha!
Thank Jesus.
-Amyranth is blushing.
That is a very good possibility anonymous.
m, that was really beautiful. I love it. Hi there Ergo how are you?
Amyranth, I answered anima.
George is my little yellow bath sponge shaped like a duck. Paperheart named him george and kidnapped him. he had a lovely night out with her then she sent him back to me.
She says he has an eye for the ladies.
He got all sparkly when I put a sparkly bath bomb in the bath. I too had a sparkly bum.
m that is a very beautiful poem.
it is devastating for all when someone is taken suddenly.
Sympathies to all the family and friends.
I also very much believe Frank is a lot less shallow than leaving a tour because of a spat.
He is devoted to his family and I think if any of them were in need he would gladly be there for them.
He would have a very good reason and I think the others would back him 100%
Anon I do believe there is a lot of things going on in the band but I think Frank is the kind of guy who faces his problems head on. Also don't think he would use his family as an excuse people could find out to easily he was lying. I mean people got a hold of his grandparents phone number they could find out if someone was really sick.
hello ergo, good to see you. ^.^
The two of them have done nothing but avoid each other onstage. Watch them. Frank looks sad and depressed. OK so maybe some one was sick the whole time but that doesn't explain howhe was reacting to Gerard. It doesn't explain SS's messages about how he is against the "union" He didn't say marriage he said union. Think of how upset it made him to do that interview.
He told you, if you were listening.
I think that's why he really left. He can't be a part of it anymore.
I still remember that Miss T. That was quite funny when paperheart wrote that ransom note ^_^
MissT - I'm glad it's a nickname for your bath sponge. I thought it was your nickname for your... um... yeah.
-Amyranth has her head in the gutter.
Hello ep.
Anon you have a good point. I have seen all the things you talk about. But I don't think Frank would use an illness in the family as an excuse. Maybe his own illness but not another family members. I could be wrong.
with that i will take my leave,
thank you once again my friends,
see you next time ?
love
m.
P.S Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow
LOUDER NOW, PART TWO.
OMG. ^_^
I refuse to believe that Adam smells bad. I think instead he smells like rain and sunshine and happyhappy flowers.
He probably didn't make up the excuse. That's what reps are for.
Hi Ergo, how are you?
Amyranth, I don't have a name for that. I do have a name for my boobs though.
Hello CTV!
So nice to hear from you. How's it going? Come wisit on our blog, or email any time you like.
Thanks for asking after us, we're doing ok. Things look about the same around here, don't they?
I'm gonna post a note to our host, then probably hang back tonight. Talk to you soon!
love to you
J
PS. "You've got to stand for something, or you'll fall for anything."--John Mellencamp
Ok now I've seen who's here
hi TJ, MJ, BC, missT, Kapunua and Amyranth.
M if you are still here and anon (though I disagree with you, it is a valid supposition, I just don't think he'd do that)
Excuses and lies are Gerard's line of work, not Frank's.
fin.
Take care and lots of hugs and love for you, m. Stay strong and keep the faith.
Miss T, you named your boobs? XD
Gerard's maybe. Band reps and publicity definitely. He probably had no say in it.
adf;lks'k;f
ORIGINAL PUNKS.
*hug*
How I missed you. Glad to see you two are here. I will email you in a bit.
freddycharles said...
Kapunua,
I have to get to bed soon, going to NYC tomorrow, early. Please email me I need to tell you something about SS...ramas1@aol.com
Original Punks said...
Freddycharles, Kapunua,
Please, would you let all of us know about SS? We're all worried about him, and would like to hear some news. Please, really, no more secrets.
Kapunua said...
Oh gosh, here we go again.
Just a simple email that, in the end, has little to nothing to do with SS after all. ^_^ Honestly.
Kapunua said...
We were actually just talking about the coolness of Frank himself, hoping everything was okay, and then talking about the Hamptons. ^_^ Is all.
freddycharles said...
really, I know nothing of what is going on with him... It is nothing like that. I don't know why he isn't with the band...whether anyone is ill or anything. It is very very insignificant... email me.
If it is nothing, if it is insignificant, WHY NOT POST IT HERE? No more secrets? You have got to be kidding. No matter how you try and play it down, freddycharles didn't want to post it publically. As yourselves why, or better yet, ask freddycharles and kapunua, they are the ones witholding information and lying about what they discussed.
I agree. Frank is too straightforward and honest. He deserves alot of respect for that.
Bye m.
I know that the reps would do something like that but if Frank was so upset about the lie in the interview I don't think he would use another lie right now.
take care, m. sending you on your way with a hug, ok?
i dont think we should speculate about frank. i send my thoughts to him. love always
Alright FC and kapu what did you say to each other in the email. It looks like it may start some shit if an answer is not given.
Hello to the OPs J&L
Goodbye m,
take care OK.
Yes I named my boobs.
after footballers no doubt hehehehehe
hello everybody.
take care m
anon i agree not to speculate, I believe he had a good reason and that is enough for me
Hi Martha!
Not stopping here too long, just hellos and a note for the Man, back in about 30. Hope you're doing well. Talk to you later!
Love to you!
J and L
Hello fs
Fimble, you silly goose how are you? ;)
FS, you guessed.
hey martha and bc
why am i a silly goose?
hehehe miss t. i wonder why
I know who to trust and who not to trust. Rest assured, those two are trustworthy. I have an enormous amount of confidence in them.
They are not entitled to share the conversation. It contains personal discussion. In the end, it's their choice.
Let's not make this into anything big. Please?
after footballers no doubt hehehehehe
fimble, you almost made me spit coffee out onto my computer with that line. ^.^
How are you fimble? by calling Miss T's boobs footballers is the reason I called you a silly goose. All in good fun though of course ;)
well she has a weakness hehehe dont ya miss t. ohhhh and history wink wink nudge nudge lol
Oh my god, you have GOT to be kidding. We didn't even discuss SS, to be honest. We talked briefly about Frank because I had posted a bunch of pictures of him the night before, FC asked me if I preferred him over Gerard. We ended up talking about the Hamptons.
And guess what? So what if FC wanted to tell something to only one person? It would have been for a reason. This "OMGz UR A COMMUNIST!!1111" has to stop.
People are allowed to talk.
TJ, it's true.
I wasn't trying to make it into anything but I didn't want anymore shit to start. I figure the conversation was about what fs thought was going on and she didn't want to make it public. I just don't want anymore shit to start. Not when things are starting to get better.
oh of course bc of course. i am good just waiting for the kickball. when does it start
martha wat did i think was going on?
As for kickball, not sure when to start, but I want to bring some cupcakes still :)
miss t brought pizza before so i hope she still has some left.
MISS T have you eaten it all missis
hi FS!
Miss T, thank you for clearing that up. *Wipes brow* :)
Anon, SS is not Frank. Also the marriage quote was from a fake myspace page; not from here.
Sometimes we start to mix SS with Frank. It's weird but somehow we relate their personalities. I think because we thought it was him for a while that SS sort of took on this 'Frank' persona. SS posted while MCR was on stage, so end of story.
And everyone has a right to have private conversations.
Let's just keep Frank in our thoughts and leave it at that.
FS I don't know an anon was asking about the conversation you had with Kapu about Frank
Anonymous said...
freddycharles said...
Kapunua,
I have to get to bed soon, going to NYC tomorrow, early. Please email me I need to tell you something about SS...ramas1@aol.com
Original Punks said...
Freddycharles, Kapunua,
Please, would you let all of us know about SS? We're all worried about him, and would like to hear some news. Please, really, no more secrets.
Kapunua said...
Oh gosh, here we go again.
Just a simple email that, in the end, has little to nothing to do with SS after all. ^_^ Honestly.
Kapunua said...
We were actually just talking about the coolness of Frank himself, hoping everything was okay, and then talking about the Hamptons. ^_^ Is all.
freddycharles said...
really, I know nothing of what is going on with him... It is nothing like that. I don't know why he isn't with the band...whether anyone is ill or anything. It is very very insignificant... email me.
If it is nothing, if it is insignificant, WHY NOT POST IT HERE? No more secrets? You have got to be kidding. No matter how you try and play it down, freddycharles didn't want to post it publically. As yourselves why, or better yet, ask freddycharles and kapunua, they are the ones witholding information and lying about what they discussed.
November 17, 2007 12:22 AM
Bleeding Chaos said...
oh miss t. why do i believe you? ;)
freddycharles said...
Kapunua,
I have to get to bed soon, going to NYC tomorrow, early. Please email me I need to tell you something about SS
Kapunua said...
Oh my god, you have GOT to be kidding. We didn't even discuss SS, to be honest. We talked briefly about Frank because I had posted a bunch of pictures of him the night before, FC asked me if I preferred him over Gerard. We ended up talking about the Hamptons.
'I need to tell you something about SS.'
'We didn't even discuss SS to be honest.'
'To be honest?' Come on, at least get your stories straight. What was so urgent and private that you ended up 'not discussing'?
Are you guys seriously buying this?
Also since we haven't heard from SS in a while, we worry just as we worry about all our friends here. Sometimes the two get mixed up in the conversation.
hey martha. sorry but i aint freddy charles hehehe i am fimble star lol
I have just cooked some oat slice if that's a viable alternative to cupcakes?
Anon, Kapunua and Freddycharles do not need to explain anything.
Please drop it.
ergo, what is oat slice?
I just don't want shit to start again. I just wanted either kapu or fs to say something so it wouldn't go any further. I have don't that before where I wanted to talk to someone in private so I understand. I just don't want things to blow up again because someone feels left out.
Sounds delicious Ergo. How are you doing by the way?
Wow, I sure did get this late in the day! Damn work...
Anyway, thank you for this, Mayo. It's still hard to completely believe in your intentions again but this helps immensely.
I won't leave here and I'm glad that you won't either.
I'm not trying to start shit, I just hate to see ppl lied to. They contradict each other.
freddycharles said...
'I need to tell you something about SS.'
Kapunua said...
'We didn't even discuss SS to be honest.'
Which was it, seeing as you are being so honest
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