I spread out the cloth for the dishes to lay.
The chipped rims and faded patterns
of plates that held the sustenance
of our years, pulled from the hutch.
Once careful, I now slam them down hard.
And it feels good that way.
The sharp clink of ceramic
greater comfort than the quiet smooth edges.
I wrap the sharp and cold pieces for trash
swallowing more pride than food.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
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«Oldest ‹Older 801 – 1000 of 1566 Newer› Newest»Aw Fimble, I am really sorry to hear about your friend.
thanks bc. it was 5 years ago but i seem to never forget that day
I am doing pretty good fimble. Thank you for asking. How about you? Paperhearts, I am sorry I missed out on the party. I couldn't make it :(
Aww, that's horrible fimble star,i'm really sorry.
I'm sorry to hear about your friend Fimble Star. That must've been hard on you. I've never lost a friend that was very close to me. The only person that I lost was my Grandma, 5 years ago. She had a stroke in October, was a vegetable till December, then died on December 28th, 2002. I remember because it was 3 days after Christmas, and 3 days before New Years. That was the first time I saw my dad cry..
It also depends on the person I love Hugh Laurie's fake American accent but hate his real accent.
Oh that's okay=]
I baked my older sister a cake and there was tons left over, so I thought I'd share! I still have some if you'd like!
I'm sorry to hear about that also star.
Paperheart,I'm sorry.
Paperheart, I am sorry about your grandma as well.
I would like to have any left over cake :D
Is there anyone else on besides us?
bc i am good. enjoying our cake and conversations here tonight. i kinda missed you cos you always seems to know whats going on and i got lost for a while but i am back now lol
thank you entropy and ph. i am sorry to hear abbout ur gran ph. my gran had a stroke 4 years back and she cant walk but she is trying. by the way no.007 do you have anymore cake. it was delicious and i got hungry talking about chips nd mayo please
thank you martha
I don't think there is anyone else.
Just the Nocturnal club!
Thanks entropy, bleeding chaos, and fs=]
And of course you all can have more cake=] I put some more sprinkles on it, this time their in the shapes of fishes. I thought I'd add a little more jazz into them=]
fishy fishy fishy yummy yummy yummy
Ph I'm sorry to hear about your loss as well.
Aww Fimble, I mised you too ;)
So it is just us Nocturnal Kids then? This is the best time to have a discussion. No traffic, no constant comments to sort through. It is just pefect.
The cake sounds delicious, no?
Thanks Martha=]
I'm glad that I'm apart of the Nocturnal club. Other wise, I'd be very bored right now.
Unless someone off the net is trying to talk to you. than you fall behind.
It is actually quite amazing Bleeding Chaos.
Ooo, fish sprinkles, do you only bring those out for good company?
well i am still watching gladiator and i am truely fallen for maximus. russel crowe wowser
Only for the best, entropy:D
Russel Crowe + cake = A party in my pants
Otherwise, I feel comfortable relaxed just talking with you guys.
Right now I'm in love with David Tennant.
ph lol you are on fire tonight truely
So do I BC.
Cake sounds delicious indeedn, Paperhearts. Yummy. I believe gladiator is still on. I seen it before while I was still in high school.
question how did everybody come up with thei names on here?
Party in your pants. Who else is invited
That's good entropy. For now we do not have to worry about reading through a billion comments or what not :)
Dr. who is where my name comes from.
Haha I think that I truly am FS! =]
It's the green tea and cake I'm telling ya;)
And my name?
Well, I have a friend who's OBSESSED with The All American Rejects=] He truly loves them like I love MCR. So just for him, I took my favorite AAR song, and made an email account=] Then, when I had to choose my display name, that's the first thing that came into my head.
mine is two different ones. fimble becuase my niece loves the fimbles and she was dancing to them at the time and star becuase i think she is a complete little star
Well, fimble star. As far as my name goes, I thought it'd be fitting to name myself that involves the word "chaos."
All of what is going on reminds me of the word "chaos." Lol.
Party in your pants. Who else is invited
Of course you all are invited. If there's room, Mayo and SS can come as well. But after all of this cake eating tonight, I don't know.. it might be quite the tight squeeze!
Mine is from Buffy.
That is so sweet star.
lol true bc very true. or you could of been called mind blowing cos this is blowing my mind lol
Awwh that's adorable FS!
My sister is pregnant. Which is why I made the cake, to celebrate her being 5 months, one week, and one day pregnant=] I'm excited to be an Aunt!
A ha! I knew your name came from Buffy. Since I am a Buffy fan, I have a novel called Sons of Entropy that is written by Nancy Holder I believe. I have it in my garage.
Yes, there were more than a few moments on here where I thought your name was very appropriate,BC.
martha she is sweet she is 16 months old but she nows which buttons to press trust me. she also lovs elmo but i didnt want to be called elmo star lol
Mind blowing Chaos would have made a great name. Maybe I should have name myself a condiment. Something like...ketchup ;)
Aw paperhearts, you are going to be an aunt? Awesome! Congrats!
You get to be an aunt Ph good for you. And I hope your sister is well.
Party in your pants. Who else is invited
Of course you all are invited. If there's room, Mayo and SS can come as well. But after all of this cake eating tonight, I don't know.. it might be quite the tight squeeze!
October 14, 2007 2:25 AM
That comment will catch someones eye.
Lol same here entropy
go bc u r truely a detective lol
orh ph ur gonna be an aunt. i love it cos you c an be cool aunt and then give them back lol. i used to teach 2 year olds in england and i loved it. i really did but i dont think i could have a child at the moment i think i need to find myself and what i am needed for before i can think of anyone else lol i bet that sounds selfish
Hmmm.. Ketchup.. sounds good!
Thanks BC! I promised myself to be a cool Aunt!
Star I hope Mr. way thinks the same way you do about having kids.
Haha thanks Martha and FS!! She is well, I'm making her eat tons. And I keep making her mad because I make too many jokes.
Congrats on being an aunt!
&&FS that doesn't sound selfish at all. That just means that you are mature and that you know what you're thinking. =]
Thank you entropy!
Aww thank you Fimble star.
And you are quite welcome paperhearts :)
Fimble, I completely understand that you are not ready to have kids yet. Considering my age, I am not planning on having them myself until I am ready to tackle the responsibility.
i hope he gets help and finds his way not just for having a child but for his own good. i truely (i use that word alot lately) believe that he is a good guy just lost his way. mayo i do hope you understand what people here are getting at.
my my my. havent we all got our heads screwed on tightly tonight kiddies lol
ha ha possibly fimble.
lol. I'm not even tired yet.=]
it is 3.40am. gladiator finishes at 4 then swordfish starts. should i watch that aswell and just not sleep at all. ummmmmmmmm what should i do
gladiator is still on? How about we discuss the ethics of A-Ha like we had last night? :D
Geez Louise this thing moves fast these days. I remember a few weeks ago, we were lucky to get 300 posts per day. Now we can average about triple that!
Anyways, I don't know if I've missed anything too important, but I don't particularly wanna sit here and read thru 856 other comments. So, is there anything which you class as important that you would like to tell me?
Also, I read something about someone becoming an aunt. Congrats!
FS, I say that you watch Swordfish.. only because I don't know what it is=]
hi bj how are you. hope ur well
Thanks Black Jacket, that would be me=]
And I don't think anything is that important. =]
Hey black jacket!
ph i dont know either. i think its got john travolta in it. oh well if your all up talking then it would be rude for me to leave you now wouldnt it he he he. by the way bc i am sorry i dont really know a-ha. only that song take on me. but i can still agree or disagree lol
Hi there black jacket. As far as we know, there is nothing really important to discuss. Unless you guys want to discuss A-ha again lol ;p
hello Bj how are you tonight. BY the way BC I am watching Blood+
oh you are martha? Overhere it does not come on until 3 and right now it is currently 2:43. I'm afraid I may have to miss it. Roseanne comes on at 3 :(
I think I know what movie that is now FS=]
I have a feeling I'm going to have to get some sleep sometime tonight, But I'm not tired! I probably won't be leaving for a while...
Haha the only reason why there are soo many comments is because we all have bonded and became internet buddies.=]
BC, i am so scared to talk about any of that,haha, just cause of how wrong i was last night.
BC I love Roseanne!
As well as Reba!
=]
well i joined a club tonight so i am still buzzing from that lol long live no.8
No one thought you were wrong enthropy, but it seemed we were only having a good time talking about that band unless we were having a serious discussion. Were we?
#8, you crack me up=]
-007
That sucks.
Roseanne is funny as hell. I hope i can be a funny mom like her one day :D
It was fun, 'getting take on me' stuck in my head and everything,lol
the names heart, paperheartxx lol
So what can we talk about
Haha I'm sure you can accomplish that Bleeding Chaos!
^^ ha ha
THANKS FIMBLE STAR!!
THAT IS SOO GOING IN MY PROFILE RIGHT NOW!
=]
Ha ha I probably can paperhearts. Who knows? :)
Maybe I go find that anonymous person from Mayo's last blog before I can have kids. That person seems to think I like him or something...
hmm..
No kids for me. I don't want the responsibility
Haha do it BC. Go hide in a corner with him, and the next thing you know, you'll pop out 3 kids=] It's like magic I tell ya!
lol bc have you got an admirer on here already
Oops, double comment=]
ADMIRER! Where?!
^I would'nt doubt it.
omg i am now crying my eyes out. maximus has just died omg i need tissues
You mean M but I think he likes SC too.
Ha ha maybe I will paperheart ;) Wouldn't that just shiver my timbers? Argh! lol
Fimble, I only been here a month, and yet I have an admirer already. Should I post the comment or did you guys read it already? This person was peeking at my personal blog. Martha, I respect the decision that not everyone wants to have children of their own, but one good thing is that if I have any, I can boss them around ;p
Don't cry FS, just think, Maximus is now with his Wife and son! *runs and gives Fimble Star a box of tissues and gives a biig hug*
But we can already do that with Mayo.
Ha ha maybe I will paperheart ;) Wouldn't that just shiver my timbers? Argh! lol
lol. I know that's what you want Bleeding Chaos!;)
thanks to ph. i needed that big box of tissues. i know he is in a better place. just so sad. oh well i am not going to watch swordfish. dont like the look of it. wat can i watch people.
Martha, I am not sure if it is M. This anonymous poster did not use that letter on his signature and when he posted a comment, I knew he read my personal blog because he posted a comment containing some of the post.
Wait, wait wait. Maximus died?! Forgive me, I have not seen that movie for a while.
Hmm... I don't know FS. I don't know what is on television right now.
hey my fellow club memebers there is a nocturnal state on vh1 at the mo. just thought i would tell you all
P.S. I like the idea of bossing Mayo around :)
I'm watching Monkeys do the river dance. Its only a commercial but hey Monkeys.
yes bc he died. but ph pointed out not to worry cos he is with h wife and son now lol better place and all
blood + is just come on so i may watch that and see wat it is about that you havebeen talking about
Gladiator is just now coming on where I live and they are showing Next Friday on vh1 here.
I forgot the part where he did pass away. It has been a few years since I seen that movie. You know the very first movie I have seen in high school was in Art class that I took my freshman year. It was Army of Darkness and The Thing. It was pretty awesome considering I was the only chick in the entire class.
BC, I thought you were talking about the M comments.
You have alot of admirers.
I thought she was too entropy:P
I love Arm of Darkness.
I was earlier, but you guys did not see a comment some anonymous poster posted on Mayo's last blog?
Yes, I may have admirers, but I have suspicions that one poster may think I like him. I am not sure though..
Nope, I didn't Bleeding Chaos.
right everybody i am sorry i just cant keep awake. the land of dreams is calling me. good night everybody and i have enjoyed our little party whoop whoop.
night bc
night 007
night entropy
night martha
i will most definatly be on later today lol addicted its true
night night xx
So many post its hard to remember. Star I hope you like Blood+
Sweet dreams star.
Nighty night fimble star. I am sorry to see you go :(
As for the rest of you guys, I will post that anon comment here, although I am a bit embarrassed to do so...
Night fimble star! Sleep well.
No,BC, did'nt see it.
Mayo, a few swallows of pride may be good for what ails you. You can't turn time backwards to repair your china, but know that they're one of the few things that's easily replaceable. Trashing broken possessions makes room for new, improved ones. Only be sure to take care of what's yours; it's better to have & not appreciate than to lose & yearn for later.
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800+ comments already...
Sis Midnite's been away today, raise your hand if you missed me! ::snicker::
There *was* a kickball game yesterday, before the field was overrun with spectators. Game called on account of too many footballs. X_o
Just popped in to say hi to y'all, I'm off to dreamland! ::wavies::
Goodnight Fimble Star!!
Sweet dreams!<3
-007
Sister midnite, we ALL missed you! So there was a kickball game? It sucked it had to end so soon
*raises hand* I MISSED YOU SISTER MIDNITE!
Goodnight SM!
I raised my hand sister midnite!
Nice to see you in here even for just a 'hey'.
now,good night to you, sleep well.
Have fun in dream land sister.
Awwh Bleeding Chaos, I think that is very adorable, yet creepy, that a person thinks you wrote about them!=]
Well they know MCr songs. Wow, I'm jealous. And I missed you too sister.
Maybe you did write about this person. Wink
I'm with Martha.. Bleeding Chaos, is there something you'd like to share;)
I remember seeing that comment but just being confused by it.You explained it now though.
Honestly, you guys I never expected someone to read my personal blog and post the emotional and personal part of myself, but I suppose that was my responsibility. My face is blushing tomato red. What am I suppose to say?
I am embarrassed. Just because of that anon post I had to erase part of my blog.
Do you know anyone personally that reads your blogs?
Cause if it is just some random person you don't know, I find it creepy.
Maîtresse Bleeding Chaos said...
P.S. I like the idea of bossing Mayo around :)
October 14, 2007 3:00 AM
So do I
Awwh I'm sorry Bleeding Chaos. Don't worry about it, maybe this person was just joking, or trying to lighten the mood!=]
Anyways, it is 3:29 on my watch and I have to get to bed!
Goodnight everyone! Sweet dreams!
<3
-007
We have an anonymous now?:|
Sweet. I'm back for a few=]
I'm sorry that you're embarrassed and had to delete some of your blog.
You like to boss Mayo around too.
Thank you paperheart :) If this person is joking, I will hunt their ass down. Heh.
Entropy, the only ones who know about my blogs are the people I talk to. Sdock10, Sister Midnite, the rest of the bloggers I talk to. That is about it.
Martha, I only wish I could boss Mayo around, but just for the hell of it :)
Anonymous said...
Maîtresse Bleeding Chaos said...
P.S. I like the idea of bossing Mayo around :)
October 14, 2007 3:00 AM
So do I
October 14, 2007 3:29 AM
Your admirer maybe back.
Actually, I'm sure that we all would like to boss mayo around;)
Apparently, that anon poster I was talking about just now....made another appearance on Mayo's last blog.
What? Really? What'd he say BC?
That would be mean if the person was joking, I'll help you hunt them down.
But I don't know what to say, maybe just ignore it and hopefully they won't mention it again.
Maybe it was someone just messing around, I would'nt want you worrying about it much.
This is what he said Paperhearts..
Anonymous said...
Why be so coy?
October 14, 2007 3:23 AM
Entropy, thank you for your concern. I would not worry too much, but it is a bit interesting.
No longer jealous. This is odd. I think it maybe a unicorn.
So do I just gove the worst advice ever?
Yes.
I will not worry, but I am going to try to interrogate some answers out of him. After all it is my job as a Detective :)
give*
If it is a unicorn, I will stick my foot up its ass
Aw no entropy you do NOT give out worst advice. Really, truly, thank you for your concern :)
Hi there SS. Did not expect to see you coming.
Bleeding Chaos, I hope you find out who this person is=] If you ever need any help with your detective work, then just ask me! I am 007 aren't I? =]
Well now I am truly off to bed, it is 3:42 and I'm sure that I'll be crabby in the morning without sleep!
Goodnight Nocturnal Kids!=]
<3
HOLY SHIT I'M BACK!
SS is here?!
Why is it that when I'm about to leave someone shows up?!
I will sure to ask you for your help paperheart. Thank you so much. Have a great night 007! :)
XOXO
Let me try to translate the Latin once again...
Perhaps we will SS.
Perhaps someday we will look back upon these things with joy. I hope this is right.
I find it ironic that SS had to be here while this anonymous person showed up minutes before him...
The funny thing is, ALOT of bloggers are not here to see it! :D
What does the Latin mean? I kinda don't feel like translating..
geez mayonaise,
now we have stalking?
hope anon knows bleeding chaos is an aries (kick ass)
cult nocturnal #4
I,m happy I was here to see it. Hi, SS.
Sorry, I deleted my comment because my translation was wrong apparently=]
Haha, I love how SS shows up, and we're all talking like he was Jesus or something=]
It is quite exciting! Wait.. what time is it where you are SS?
I think I may have gotten it 3:44 am
Yes, SoulConnector, apparently, now I have an admirer. But I am a Detective. I know what I have to do ;) I do not think Anon knows I am an Aries. Well, he better. He will feel a kick up his ass. Unless he had good intentions. I am not sure.
SC, did you see the message "M" sent to you earlier? They sent me one on my blog.
Perhaps it will be pleasing sometime to have remembered these things(events)]
I can't believe this!
I got to bed... can't sleep and SS comes back!
Hello SS, love ya babe, I really, truly do <3 . Then someone anonymous jerk post something personal from BC's blog. This is getting really serious, and kind of scary. Any one of us could be next.
Take care everybody, I think "the man" is watching and scoping us out hard. BC, I'm really sorry somebody did that to you- of course they put it as anonymous, because that was a dick move!
Hey SC! (#4)
I wish SS would post more than one comment at a time. I wish we could have a conversation with him=]
Hey Bh13 want to be a part of the club?
Hey blackheart!
Well he wants us to think back on these events with joy. I guess he sees the little family we have here.
Yes,I did bleeding chaos
aka little wild mustang
aka ass kicker
aka lead detective
aka cult club founder
cult nocturnal #4
Thank you blackheart, and now apparently, the anon poster posted something in Latin:
Hunc tu caveto
Can someone translate it for me? SS, I could seriously use your Latin knowledge right about now :)
Ha ha thank you for all the wonderful nicknames SC :)
You are a great ass kicker and fellow awesome cult member yourself
Beware of him. .
hey #1 #2 #3 #4(oh wait that is me)
#5?are you here #6 #7
did i miss anyone i cant count
4 am and I'm still up. I need more cake.. anyone else care for some? I think I'll add heart sprinkles this time=]
Would you like some cake SS?
Ooh no doubt 007 is here=]
Well he wants us to think back on these events with joy.
I'm sure I will,you guys are great.
And I hope he does too,at least finds small joy and smiles in our comments.
Shit BC this is odd I translated at 4:00am.
Beware of who..?
Fuck just what I need, just me and my mom home, and I'm the only one up, in the basement, creeped out. And scared shitless. Fuck.
Thank you for the translation Martha. I also got "Beware of him" and there is another translation "Beware of this man"
What the hell is going on. Sister midnite we need you we have some unicorns
Do not be scared, I am trying to snatch some answers out of this person. I actually wish "M" would be here right about now.
Funny, huh?
I got 'beware of him'.
And we have no idea what he is talking about?
i feel a spiritual awakening
hope it is not dawn of the dead
(laughs)
#4
I wish M were here too. Wow, I'm all shaky and jittery, I have no worries though=]
Or they i should say, not he.
sorry
I think people are playing games with us either to get us to stop voicing our opinions are to stop us from coming here.
Where is Mayonaise? Maybe he can block this motherfucker...
I do not appreciate the cryptic messages and the fact that it is freaking some of my friends..
SC, that seriously scared me. There is actually a chance my house is haunted by the way. The guy who lived here before died of a heart attack, then we bought the house.. it gets creepy sometime..
I believe I'm scaring myself.
Martha, I think you may be right. There is almost at least someone trying to block us
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