I spread out the cloth for the dishes to lay.
The chipped rims and faded patterns
of plates that held the sustenance
of our years, pulled from the hutch.
Once careful, I now slam them down hard.
And it feels good that way.
The sharp clink of ceramic
greater comfort than the quiet smooth edges.
I wrap the sharp and cold pieces for trash
swallowing more pride than food.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
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«Oldest ‹Older 601 – 800 of 1566 Newer› Newest»oh me to. i just love the scariness and the blood and guts lol. but there are some that for some reason i dont find scary. when i was younger everyone was watching the exocist and saying that is was the scariest film they had seen so i watched it but i wasnt scared huh
lol. When I was 5 I watched The Shining, and I thought it was the scariest movie ever! Then, a month ago I watched it, and I was still scared shitless!
My parents got divorced when I was very young. At the time, my father got us kids every other weekend. One weekend he took us to see "Friday the 13th." It was the first one in the series. He thought it was going to be like "Freaky Friday."
Anyway, we sat through the whole thing. What he didn't realize was that I was going to camp in a week.
Can I tell you that I didn't sleep the entire time I was at camp? I was 10 or 11.
I am off for a bit guys, I'll be back in about an hour or two.
I'm going to go decorate the cake I made my sister.
Talk to you all soon!
<3
lol there the best when you watch them over again and your still scared
bye ph see you later please bring us some cake mmmmmmm
Don't drown RW!
It was touch and go, anon2007, but I swam hard for the edge of the bathtub ;)
Bye paper heart!
orh jen poor you. i hate it when you you see somet scary and then you dream about it. since i was young had kinda had a weird trick not to have nightmares. i had a little jewerelly box and in it was a ballerina tristing around. so everytime i watched something really scary i would think at night how that ballerina would continusl turn around on their toes lol i know how sad am i but i was young lol
lol i am glad you didnt drown rw welcome back *waves*
I was on line last night when 'Urban Legend" came on. I got sucked in and forgot I was on line. I love horror flicks.
Have you seen The Descent? It's been ages since I've seen a great horror movie, but that one really impressed me.
If you do ever rent it, be sure to watch the blooper reel at the end. It's the only way you'll be able to sleep!
Hey guys!
Ok,woah on everything that has happned since i was gone, just wow.
I'm confused only because everything is in speculation and not much proof.
But i see you guys are talking about more sane things like cool flicks.
Did somone say 'Urband Legend'?
Love that movie cause a certain Leto is in that.
It was touch and go, anon2007, but I swam hard for the edge of the bathtub ;)
Some days are like that, huh?
I'm not sure if I've seen Descent. What's it about?
Totally off topic, but do any of you live in England? I've heard there's a postal strike going on. I ask this as I've been wondering what the delay was on receiving my MCR tickets for the Nov. 15th concert in London. I ordered them two months ago, and I don't know what gives.
RW:
I hate it when that happens. I sometimes tried to snorkel in the bathtub. It never worked and you can just imagine the mess I made.
See ya Paperheart!
I wonder where everyone else is.
Entropy - Leto is hot.
Thanks, fimble star *waves back*
RW:
I hate it when that happens. I sometimes tried to snorkel in the bathtub. It never worked and you can just imagine the mess I made.
I can imagine! Sounds like fun though :P
rw i am from england but i moved to florida 7 months back so cant help you but i do know their on strike and its anying cos i send stuff over there all the tme. bloody postman eh
Leto is hot
Yes he is!
Plus he is so nice.
*annoying
rw i am from england but i moved to florida 7 months back so cant help you but i do know their on strike and its anying cos i send stuff over there all the tme. bloody postman eh
I'm going to give them another 2 weeks, then I'm calling the place I ordered the tickets from to find out what's going on.
leto is in 30 seconds to mars isnt he? well then yes omg he is truely gorgeous
Entropy: I loved Leto in My So-Called Life. He reminded me of an old boyfriend from years ago.
rw you do that and give them hell. use alot of english words as well lol like were are my bloody tickets. you little bugger lol
And say Bollocks. I hear that's a nasty one.
oh yes jen it is. use that. and u silly twit lol.
Haha! If you think it will work...
Actually, I'm surprised they didn't offer will call as an option when I ordered my tickets. Would save them a fortune in postage.
Seeing as how we're sorta back on the topic of music again, do any of you have any recommendations for some new music or artists? Rock type, agressive, but not screechin'?
I'm in need of some new tunes.
Jen-Yeah, I loved that show, i think there was a Jordan in every school,haha.
Yeah, he's in 30 seconds to mars, great band!
I'm your girl for recs for 80s music or old-school jazz & ragtime. But I know diddly-squat about most of what's out there right now.
If you check out Modest Mouse, they remind me of Talking Heads. Their older stuff is pretty good. I've been checking out Finger Eleven.
I don't know much of todays music either, at least none i'm sure you already know.
You know what cheers me up more?
Throwing them at the people who fucked me over.
-s00
I hate to admit it, but I even like FOB
i know alot of brit bands if you wanna know them but not sure their in the rock part.
hello silence. how are you. you have been missed in here
Silence!
I've been asking about you. Are you okay?
Hey silence!
How are you doing?
Jennicula:
Don't hate to admit it. I know the general concensus about the band is a bad one, especially a certain bassist. But I've been behind that band for 3 years and I will always support their cause. I don't care what the naysayers say, Mr. Wentz is an artist in his own right. I wish I could halfway express myself the way he does. If the band ever collapses, he should write books.
Oh, I'm better.
A tad bitter, but overall, better.
I was busy...
Like it's of those days when you hop in your car and drive wherever your heart takes you.
It's nice.
-s00
Wired all Wrong, White Stripes, Lustra, Buck Cherry, AFI, Good Charlotte, Weezer, Spiderbait.
Silence, it's nice to hear you're better.
That's good to hear. You had me worried when you left here the other night. I love those times when you can get in a car and just drive around with no destination. It's such a release, and I haven't ever figured out why.
i love oasis, the killers, my chemical romance of course, the fratellis, foo fighters, muse and fob
White Stripes = Love
Wired All Wrong and Spiderbait? I've never heard of them. Continue with these two. Are they good and if you could describe their sound (like "This band"+"This band") that'd be nice.
Silence - your blog moved me. I wanted to reach out, but didn't. I hope you're doing ok.
I shall leave you all now as I'm nodding off. It's after 1:00am here. Take care, everyone! :)
The Killers. I loved Hot Fuss, but when Brandon Flowers started hyping Sam's Town to be the greatest album in the last 20 years especially after TBP had JUST come out, I had to laugh. I hated that whole album. It wasn't as good as he cracked it up to be in my opinion. They have another one in the works, do they not?
Muse. Love. Love. Love. By the way, how awesome is "Soldier's Poem". I heart it with the biggest passion.
Foo Fighters. Dig. Dig. Dig.
Bye RW, sleep well!
good night rw. dont let the bed bugs bite x
'Night, everyone!
Wired all Wrong like FOB; Spiderbait like I don't know what. It's pretty aggressive.
See ya RW! Sleep well.
Goodnight, sleep tight RW
i like muse's sing for absolution. i dont know why it just hits something in me. i love the killers mr brightside. i could listen to that and sing word for word all night long. and as for tbp i think that was and is a fantastic album. my favourite is house of wolves.
Wow, decorating a cake doesn't take too long!
I brought cake for all! Don't be too messy, I don't think Mayonaise would appreciate it if his dear blog got covered in delicious icing goodness and dinosaur sprinkles! =]
mmmmmmmmmm thanks ph i have been waiting for this lol. i can now eat it watching gladiators and talking to you lovelies
Oooo, cake! delicious.
Heh, i was just talking about cake to,with my roommate.
Ooh! I should eat my piece of cake and watch... hmmm... The Descent! I read you guys talking about that movie earlier on! It's such a good movie, and very scary at the same time!
Yay, sprinkles! Thx paperheart!
Well Dude-ettes. I'm gonna call it a night as well. It's been a pleasure. Thank you for the new artists. I'm gonna go check them out. Thanks for the space Mayo. You'll be reimbursed somehow ;)
Later guys.
lol. Well don't worry entropy! I brought enough for all! =]
Forgot to say thanks Paperheart!
How impolite of me.
bye 2007. see you soon. not to long i hope bye bye
Your welcome Jennicula! =]
Goodnight anon2007! Sweet dreams!<3
That's okay entropy! You are forgiven! =]
&&YOUR WELCOME! =D
We need to teach Mayo some manners don't we? He never said thanks for the cake! =[
Good night 2007!
Sleep well.
omg mayo naughty aughty. you should always say please and thank you. didnt you know
Mayo,
That cut me deep. Tsk Tsk.
I think that there is too much sugar in this cake. =]
Nighty night Anon2007.
Mayo never said thank you for being able to join our cool club either.
Sprinkles, sugar, and caffeine. A good Horror flick should set me for the evening.
oh my i think i have just fallen in love with russel crowe lol. or should i say maximus. yay cant beat watching fight scenes with swords and horses
Entropy, Well, we are in his house.
Mayo never said thank you for being able to join our cool club either.
WOW MAYO! THAT'S IT! I'VE HAD IT!! GO TO YOUR ROOM!
Sprinkles, sugar, and caffeine. A good Horror flick should set me for the evening.
That should set me for the night as well. Except I'm sure I'll be here for quite I bit longer=]
he invited us *waves at mayo*
oh my i think i have just fallen in love with russel crowe lol. or should i say maximus. yay cant beat watching fight scenes with swords and horses
Can you say rawr? I'm jealous! I want to watch Gladiator!
Mayo never said thank you for being able to join our cool club either.
WOW MAYO! THAT'S IT! I'VE HAD IT!! GO TO YOUR ROOM!
lol you crack me up ph lol
if you have tbs then its on that channel.
Entropy, Well, we are in his house
Haha, that's very true!
*bows and curtsies*
Thank you, thank you. It's the sugar and coffee talking=]
if you have tbs then its on that channel.
I do indeed have that channel!! Wait.. nooo nevermind, I have peachtree tv
whats peachtree tv
Well gang, the couch is looking comfy and is calling my name. I bid you adieu.
Gather round for story time everyone!
Once upon a time,
I had TBS
One day after school,
I walked home happily looking forward to a relaxing evening,
sitting on my rump watching TBS.
Well, I walked into the front door, walked to my kitchen and made myself some green tea and grabbed a yogurt tube.
"I'm all set" I said to myself out loud.
My mom looked at me like I was on drugs.
I smiled sweetly and skipped into the living room, turned on the tv and all of a sudden, I let out a blood curdling scream.
(cue the creepy horror music)
...
I changed the channel to 33, my old TBS station, and was shocked to see PEACHTREE TV.
This channel is exactly like TBS;
but there's one difference,
the little icon in the right-hand corner.
Haha I was bored, and decided to write a story=]
Goodnight Jennicula! Have a fantastic evening! =]
good night jen.
thank you ph for that story. i really enjoyed it lol. i am quiet sad but i will tell you anyway. i watch king of queens and everybody loves raymond on it. i laugh s much at those programmes its untrue lol.
Glad you enjoyed it fimble star.=]
I love King of Queens by the way!
Good night Jen!
Sleep well.
i think its so funny that arthur lives downstairs. funny funny funny. oh no i think i am gonna cry maximus just found his family dead orhh
Haha, alot of TBS talk and i keep thinking of the good kind of TBS.
Awe! I always cry at that part! The first time I saw Gladiator was in English class 3 years ago. I cried like a baby and everyone was like "are you okay??!!" or "do you need a tissue??"
Haha, alot of TBS talk and i keep thinking of the good kind of TBS.
Taking Back Sunday
=]
lol i only really saw tbs for the first time on that myspace live stream at the pr. i liked there set and the things adam does with his mic is crazy
I love their songs. Make Damn Sure is my favorite=]
I've never seen Gladiator, my friend told me a lion got killed, so i never wanted to see it.
Awe! I always cry at that part! The first time I saw Gladiator was in English class 3 years ago. I cried like a baby and everyone was like "are you okay??!!" or "do you need a tissue??"
lol thats funny at least you school was nice about that stuff. if it was in my school then you would probably have a book thrown at you and told to stop being a baby lol the good old days lol
^^ Haha I was soo embarrassed though!
orh u should of just said sod off mate. its sad i have to cry tissues and all
Awwh. lol.
Looks like us three are the only ones left here for now.
=]
i know. i am trying so hard to keep awake tho its 2 am here
entropy. how come your name is not in blue? just wondering
Sorry you guys I have been running around the house doing all sorts of little things. I just caught up. On horror movies I loved Ringu
martha what is ringu about
Hey Martha!
I've never seen that movie! Is it good? &&What's it about?
Annnd fimble star, its 1:02 here and I'm as awake as.. an owl?
=]
The original version of the Ring. Watch a video tape die seven days later. I loved the Japanese one Ringu but hated the Ring.
well you are an original nocturnal club member arent you lol. i hopefully will be able to join just got to stay up longer.
oh i seen the ring. it was scary when that girl came crawling out of the tv. first time she did it made me jump
entropy. how come your name is not in blue? just wondering
I dont have a blog, so i just use the 'other' option and put my name there. I'm thinking of geting a blog though, then i would have a magic delete button.
Hey martha!
Ooh I really wanted to see that movie Martha! It looks very creepy!
&&unfortunatly I'm not fimble star:P
Hey there.
#3
oh ph i thought you was. oh well we can join together then. just have to stay awake and if your awake like an owl then twit twoo to you hun
oh martha thats right you are one of th original ones. could paperheartxx and i join please or do we need to stay up a bt longer he he he
^^lol. Okay, sounds like a plan!=]
Haha,Martha, i was thinking of addressing you as your number but i was'nt certain it was #3.
A lot of people say they are the same. But I found the Japanese one to be better. It was the pacing and the way the characters interacted that I really liked about Ringu
Yeah! I heard that it was better as well. And I heard Ju-On was better than The Grudge.
Sure I don't see why not you can be 7 and 8 because Mayo and SS are 5 and 6.
Okay! Sounds good!
Fimble star, can I be 7?=]
i get confused with both them films. i forget which is which but i havent seen the japeness visions yet
of course you can ph. so i am no 8. wow. i feel special now.
no.8
oh i forget to say THANKYOU martha for letting us in whoop whoop
Cool, new members!
Welcome #7 and #8!
Haha Thanks Fimble Star! I love the number 7=] Lucky number seven!
Excited much Fimble?
=]
Thank you #2=]
I didn't watch the Grudge because a friend of mine said it was awful. She mistakenly watch Ju-on and loved that one. I already had watch Ju-on and Dark water. I actually Own all four Ringu movies and the Three JUon plus some Korean horror movies. I love Asian horror right now.
If we had an initiation i bet it would be to eat a couple spoonfulls of mayonaise.
totally. i am soooo awake no. jumping around like a headless chicken lol. you ae lucky ph cos you could put two zeros infront of your 7 and the you would be 007 wow how cool is that my little owl friend lol
No Mayo for me thank you but I might have some Frank.
I haven't seen any of the Ringu movies or Ju-On. But The Grudge 2 was pretty brutal, I'm not going to lie. The special effects sucked.
&&I could soo do that initiation entropy! I love Mayo!=]
entropy that would be fun but none of the cheap stuff right!
martha all these films from over there. are they all subtitled or are they in english?
I hope you get to see the originals and I hope the remakes didn't ruin them for you.
Really? I hate mayonaise,it's so nasty.
totally. i am soooo awake no. jumping around like a headless chicken lol. you ae lucky ph cos you could put two zeros infront of your 7 and the you would be 007 wow how cool is that my little owl friend lol
Oooh good plan!!! 007... I like it=]
No Mayo for me thank you but I might have some Frank.
HAHAHAH! Good one! When I read that, first thing in my head was Rocky Horror Picture Show. Best movie ever! Dr. Frank-N-Furtur (sp) or whatever=]
Really? I hate mayonaise,it's so nasty.
I actually love mayonaise! I love it on sandwiches, and on my french fries too! =] I'm cool like that!
I hope you get to see the originals and I hope the remakes didn't ruin them for you.
I plan on renting some of the originals for one of the Halloween parties I'm going to!=]
oh trust me eating fries dipped in mayo is yummy. that is alcohol food for me. when i have been drinking eat some chips and mayo and then you will be right as rain. mmmmmm i am getting hungry now
Most of the versions I have come from China. They are vcds so some are subtitle some aren't. But I think most of them Have American DVD releases now so they should have at least English subtitles.
cool martha i might rent them out to watch instead of the remakes
no.8
oh trust me eating fries dipped in mayo is yummy. that is alcohol food for me. when i have been drinking eat some chips and mayo and then you will be right as rain. mmmmmm i am getting hungry now
Unfortunately #8, I don't drink=]
Haha unlike alot of other teens, I don't drink, do drugs, or smoke=]
Wow, you guys are crazy,haha.
I'm more of a mustard gal.
You should see if you can find Audition and Suicide Club they aren't scary but they are good and weird.
#3
my only downfall is i do drink but i dont drink all the time. only on like friday night twice a month or something. i dont do drungs and i did smoke at the age of like 12 til i was 14 but then stopped cos i didnt see the point anymore uh
no.8
Believe me entropy, I love mustard just as much=] I load it on my veggie dogs=]
I just love condiments. My life would be incomplete without them. Maybe that's why I love Mayo so much.=]
mmmmm beef and mustard butty. i am liking it truely
lol ph. its true. its all about the mayo.
Honey or hot mustard for me.
#3
my only downfall is i do drink but i dont drink all the time. only on like friday night twice a month or something. i dont do drungs and i did smoke at the age of like 12 til i was 14 but then stopped cos i didnt see the point anymore uh
no.8
I will admit that I've obviously tried alcohol, but it never appealed to me. I will also admit that I tried smoking. My friends mom caught us and she started crying. I felt really bad, so I automatically stopped. She was nice enough to not tell my parents though.=]
You guys crack me up.
lol ph. its true. its all about the mayo.
It truly is, isn't that right dear Mayo?
=]
Awwh thanks entropy=]
I take that as a compliment!
don't get me wrong I love our man Mayo, I'm just not feeling it as much right now. Anyway I always thought Frank was better looking anyway.
^You should,funny people are great.
i wonder if it really is him then wat he thinks when reading our comments. i like to think he is laughing especially when it turns into the nocturnal club cos there are some random conversations going on but i do enjoy it
Most of us in here have our moments.
don't get me wrong I love our man Mayo, I'm just not feeling it as much right now. Anyway I always thought Frank was better looking anyway.
I know what you're saying Martha. Although, I have to disagree. I've always found Mayo better looking, but Frank is still gorgeous. Actually, I like them both the same=]
No matter who the blog belongs to they must get an eyeful when reading this.
I find myself more sociable at night. Why you may ask? Because I am free to be me because I'm alone and there's no one there to judge me=]
i think frank is lovely and really is a top guy. just how he is in view. i watched him on the la ink (not just cos he was on it i watch it every week) i a thought bless him. he can stock my fridge. hey frank i live in florida. i need more sprite and more milk. you can stock that for me he he he
Ohh I bet they do #3.
And I bet they get jealous of all the awesome conversations we have, and all the clubs we join, and all the jokes we make=]
lol Fimble Star!
I love L.A. Ink! I really want to get a Kat Von D tattoo!
=]
I still have to see that episode.
I find myself more sociable at night. Why you may ask? Because I am free to be me because I'm alone and there's no one there to judge me
ph omg that is so true. i live with my parents and i dont have any friends here yet crazy cos i have been here for 7 months but no one wants to go out so parents want to go out with me all the time but i am just not myself with them there so i am like cya later lol if that makes sense
Martha, you will not believe it! Pixie didn't know who Frank was! They didn't know he was in MCR! I was shocked! I would've slapped her right then and there and yell "BITCH PLEASE!"
No matter who the blog belongs to they must get an eyeful when reading this.
Yes, i think so, i think they laugh alot.
Hell, i think even the lurkers(there must be some) laugh out load at our humorous comments.
i love the start of la ink cos i like all the 50's/ 60's style clothes. just love it. if i had a body like hers i would wear that stuff all day every day
Haha it does Fimble.
I find that I live life during the day trying to live up to other people's standards. I try to make other people happy before myself. I get judged everyday by what I wear or how my make-up is done up. At night, I am free to be me=]
I won't get judged by my hair, my clothes, or the music I listen to.
Actually, it's funny. Everyday I have conversations with my friends about music, and it's one thing that I will not hide my passion for. I stick up for the bands I listen to like My Chemical Romance. No one gets how much I love them=]
I actually know a lot of people that wouldn't know MCr from a hole in the ground. And they are in Hollywood and I don't think Frank is a Hollywood person.
Martha, you will not believe it! Pixie didn't know who Frank was! They didn't know he was in MCR! I was shocked! I would've slapped her right then and there and yell "BITCH PLEASE!"
And then when she just walks away from him after Kat told her to keep him company, and being the gentleman he is, just laughs and says"oh thanks".
I was like"oh my god,what is your problem".
if i had a body like hers i would wear that stuff all day every day
Oh gosh me too!
I have absolutely no boobs! And I recently lost 10 lbs, (diet and exercise! go me!) and they got smaller! It's a wonder why they aren't caved in yet!
Entropy said...
Martha, you will not believe it! Pixie didn't know who Frank was! They didn't know he was in MCR! I was shocked! I would've slapped her right then and there and yell "BITCH PLEASE!"
And then when she just walks away from him after Kat told her to keep him company, and being the gentleman he is, just laughs and says"oh thanks".
I was like"oh my god,what is your problem".
October 14, 2007 1:45 AM
I know! That was rude! He seemed uncomfortable around her. And Pixie seemed like a real bitch to him!
at least you have conversations. people seem to go quiet when i start to speak and i dont get anything back so when i ask them why they arent speaking they just say i like hearing your accent. so then i start to talk again thinking they will talk more but nope its still a 1 way converstaion lol. so my conversations to my friends are over the internet to good old manchester which i miss like theres no tommorrow.
congrats ph for your los lol i wish i could lose anything lol we shall see about that
why would pixi seem to be a bitch to frank tho? thats not nice.
Awwh Fimble Star thanks=]
I was determined to do it.=]
But, seriously, it's really hard being a teenager today. Especially a girl teenager. My sister is 4 years older than me, and even she told me that I have it harder than she did 4 years ago!
I am sorry to hear about that star. I might do the same thing , I love accents
^^I'm not sure, she just came off as one because she walked away and she never smiled when she was talking about him during the little commentary things she said.
Well you know what they say Teenager scare the shit out of me.
lol. That's right Martha=]
thank you martha but my accent is not really that interesting. i tell you that the sexiest accent is the irish accent. omg i could listen to the irish speak the the sun goes down.
ph when i was a teenager it was so hard i am 21 years young now and its still hard. when i was a teenager all you did was go on the local park and get drunk, do drungs and smoke. i did not do drugs and did not smoke after 14 but its not that good to do that. now the teenagers were i am from are going to pubs now and nightclubs at the age of 14. omg i feel old when that happens lol
My teenage years were very boring . I wasn't really allowed to go out so I have no stories.
Where is #2? Did a unicorn get her?
Good evening everyone
Hello #1 we have two new members in our club.
Well,
You are definitely not old FS!
I'm only 15 and I know girls who've had pregnancy scares and I know people who think it's cool to go to bars.
&& by the way, I love Irish accents as well=]
Hello Bleeding Chaos, how're you?=]
#2 is here, no worries, i didnt see any unicorns.
Hey BC!
English accents for me.
Thank God. Those thing tend to sneak up on you sometimes.
I actually love Australian accents a lot.
Hey guys. And how are you doing this late in the evening? I am doing okay. So we have two new members? That is great! Welcome to our club guys :)
Don't I know it.^
i will tell you a sad story now
there was bullying at my school and in our school you finish when you are 16. there was a boy called simon and he was being bullied but not alot but that doesnt excuse it cos i hate bullying. the other boys called him like 2 or 3 names. so it was just after the christmas holidays of our final year whch is year 11. we were studying for our GCSE's and they got all of year 11 to sit in the hall. our head of year came out and told us that simon died on the 20th december 2003. i will never forget that day and i will always rememeber this boy becuase he was my friend. well we sat next to each other sometimes in class. the teacher didnt tell us how he died but he died and it was very sad. so when we where out we found out what really happened. we had to wear ties as uniform and one day he got his tie.... i am going to stop there cos i carnt say it just to upsetting but you know what had happened. everyday 20th december i always wake up and say hello to simon just out of respect for a friend lost in a horrible world of bullying.
I'm doing fine, thank you good to hear you are good too.
I like English accents as well, but I also like the Jersey accent.
Thanks for the welcoming BC! I'm doing pretty great for it being 2:04 am.=]
You missed our little party earlier, I baked a delicious cake with dinosaur sprinkles!
hello bc. how are you doing. i am no.8 nice to meet you lol
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