It is down right impossible to kill the mood around here this fine evening. So, my intended post has been shelved for the time being. I am grateful for the distraction; my mood had drifted toward the foul. I am not my usual pretty princess self. You laugh...would you prefer The Queen? Quite honestly, I am like an unruly child.
Foolishly, I lost my temper. In an attempt to do far too many things at once, I allowed myself to snap under the pressure. The target of my destructive behavior, ever so graciously, allowed my rant without a challenge. And yes...as I know you will ask, I have apologized. I am truly sorry.
p.s. those dark moments back there cause me to pause and thank you.
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ugh. you know what? i think i do have a rant.
i'm going to miss these posts like crazy, but at the same time, i think it's probably a good thing, because they are seriously screwing with my sense of propriety, too.
i mean, i came here because i was worried about gerard and i thought here i could at least lend moral support, and then i got all sucked into it, and now it's like i almost forget that i don't know him.
i'm not confessing to actually being delusional, it's just that the distance one normally has is constantly blurred here, in all these blog posts, with him addressing comments to us, and lurking anonymously...
and i'm in danger of thinking that i'm actually getting to know him -- which i'm not -- and the really bad thing is that he's turning out to be even more interesting than before, dammit.
and this isn't me confessing omg i luv him!!11!!, it's me confessing that dammit these posts are really making me wish i had been born in the right time and place to have been his friend.
i'm going to have to walk around from now on chanting a goddamn mantra of "i don't know him, i don't know him, i don't know him" just to get my head back in the right place.
and blogmaster mayo, if you're reading this rant, don't think i'm angry at you, because i'm not, this has been a great treasure, truly, but ultimately it's just fantasy, isn't it? we get to pretend we're sitting in a room with you, which is great, but that's all it is.
i'm here until the end, no matter what, but after this is all said and done with, i am going to have to screw my head back on straight, for sure.
okay.
i think that's the rant.
you can all point and laugh at the crazy lady now.
I liked your rant toujours and I certainly don't think you're crazy.
thank you, elena.
i hope when all this is done with, we all stay connected. it's an amazing piece of magic this blog has created, bringing so many different people together.
crap.
entropy
thank you, entropy
sorry! sorry!
stupid sleep deprivation.
Tonight, not just a couple of minutes ago, a certain hairdresser logged on for the first time in a long long time.
I find that odd.
Haha, I was like,'you're missing my post agian!'lol.
I understand the sleep deprivation, i suffer from it alot.
if it will make amends, i did smack myself in the head a couple of times when i realized what i had done.
d'oh.
Toujours,
Your not a crazy lady, great post.
People do connect over the internet this way. It happens all the time.
But we don't know him/her, we have become familiar with a "caricature".
I also think that this feeling extends to the other side. Maybe he/she is starting to feel a connection, and this was never intended.
Actually you could have thanked me too because I echo Entropy's words. This was a heartfelt, beautifully writen comment that mirrors my own feelings. This place is like a secret treasure. I feel safe and content here. I will be sad when Mayo moves on.
No, it is totally fine.
No need to make amends,really.
You smacking yourself just makes me feel bad,lol
How do you know about the hairdresser?
Well fuck. I'm always late to the fucking party, aren't I?
I believe Mayo's title should be "His Royal Fucking Majesty, Queen of Fuckland."
I'm fucking tired, and I'm fucking going to bed. Have a good night everyone.
"They say the fucking smog is the fucking reason you have such beautiful fucking sunsets."
anon @ 1:18, you're going to make me cry again...
but thanks. <3
Goodnight andrea.
thanks, elena -- it is elena isn't it? lol
but you're right -- i could never have said that stuff any other place.
and entropy, it's okay! i have a very thick head, and a very high pain tolerance. ;)
Goodnight Andrea,
What about Princess Fucking Hissyfit?
I have her added on IM.
Ok toujours, you had me worried there.Lol
Anonymous said...
I have her added on IM.
Wonder where she's been?
Hi fellow FuckFesters©! ^_~
You laugh...would you prefer The Queen?
Fuck YEAH, I would!!
There are probably a few of us here who would like to crown you. ;)
All kidding aside, this is one of your better blogs, Mayo. You sound less pissed & more human. Just keep the blog going so we have a place for Dr. Nut to host FuckFest 2008, okay? PLLLLEEEEEEEAAAAAASSSSSSSSSEEEEE???
SS enjoyed FuckFest, I see. Awesome!! Mayo was a no-show, but the new blog makes up for it.
Maybe...?
Princess fucking Co-Captain Smoke&Venom20, you called it, baby!
I am SO up for that!!!
G'nite, I love you guys!
Did Special K mention pictures??
Okay, but remember, you were warned...
Sis Midnite drunk off her ass... it's the only way I'll stay still enough for a pic. @_@
http://tinypic.com/view.php?pic=5b7k6&s=2
Me with dark hair (year forgotten, I keep changing it), but much clearer.
http://tinypic.com/view.php?pic=2cppcaw&s=2
And that's all the pics I have; I do NOT photograph well at all. I hate cameras with a passion, as a matter of fact.
((Nite, everyone!))
Sister midnite,you're beautiful!
I love both pictures.
Good fucking night to you and sweet fucking dreams!
don't know who's still here, but i wasn't joking about that sleep deprivation...oh dear.
so it's off to bed. thanks again to all who gave me such lovely and warm reassurances after i foamed at the mouth. you're a good bunch. :)
<3
g'night.
Goodnight tougours!
I really hope you sleep well and wake up rested.
Hope to talk to you tomorrow.
Toujours - Hope the sandman visits you soon.
Hello there! I'm popping in an out, but I may lurk here later. I just wanna say that if Mayo intended to tell us something bad but put it aside for now, then at least they have prepared us for something bad for next time.
I would also like to say hello to you Mayo, your royal highness... pmsl The Queen?!
Ok, so I was going to bed. Distractions, fucking distractions.
Has anyone been to SS's profile recently? His location is now
5:52 : FF2007
Looks like someone paid a visit to the Fuck Fest.
Just wanted to stop by and say goodnight to everyone.
Godfuckingnight Mayo/Queen of fuckfest!
Goodnight SS/King of fuckfest!
And great night to all my fellow fuckers.
oh wow!!! i missed alot of fun! boo hoo!
it seems most of my comments are the same, i always turn up saying god i missed all the fun again!! anyway atleast i was around for the start of fuckfest!
oh well bye for now.
Good morning everyone! The sun (or moon, depending upon where in the world you are) has come to visit you this morning.....
I hope you all aren't too hungover from FUCKFEST 2007! I certainly had a blast just watching you all have so much fun.
A special thanks to Mayo for the use of 'his place'!
Hugs for all!!!
Holy Fucking Hell!
The fucking Queen, King and Princess shall fucking rule forever with everyone here in fucking Blog Town!
Mayo, that was pretty fucking cool dude.
Mayo,
Cleansing
Clarity
Closure
I think we accomplished all those last night at FF 2007. Don't you?
I'm so glad you decided to join us and that we could put a smile on your face. I think we kinda new that you could not resist a tiara.
You are loved so much more that you could ever realize.
....thank you for always rocking my thoughts, my days, and my whole fucking world.
Love to you always,
S
p.s. Long live FF2007
Sister Midnite,
You are be-a-yoo-t-fulllll, but where are your BOOOOOOOOOTS!!
Mayo;
Can I just say you brought a HUGE fucking smile to my face?
For that I love you.=]
One question? So are you the anon we chatted with two nights ago? (21 questions?)
Whatever. You fucking rock! =]
Love;
-007
Fuck Fest is like...the prom of Blog Town. Except that I never wanted to go to Prom, but Fuck Fest was the be all of the end all. :) :)
Good morning!
Good Morning Lolita Haze!
I'm just off to get my make-up on for school!
I hope you have a wonderful day Lolita!
But for now, I am off!
Bye everyone!
Goodbye Mayo!
*hugs*
toujours
your rant really touched me.
i know exactly what you mean. i feel the same. i think everyone here understands too.
these last few months have fucked my head up a bit though! i have totally not been focussing as much on things in my real life and instead focussing on this.
may be thats not such a bad thing but i can't do it forever cos at the end of the day my real life is actually my life!
oh well.
hope you are all having a good day, i guess its pretty early with alot of you. its 13.55 here in the UK.
catch you later.
@Mayo
Queen or Princess of FF2007?
No. Maybe The Joker is the one for you. 10.11pm lol
*Breaks out the snazzy hat and jester bells for mayo*
Mayo, I'm so glad you apologized, felt good did it.
We do rant on about random stuff here and get off subject, but never get mad, join in, remember we are all here for you.
Posting anonymous is fine, look at me, I'm doing it, PJ is not my name silly, your a good guesser, who am i?
PJ
Happy Hump Day to you all!
I hope everyone had a good rest from last night's festivities. It feels so good to get all that aggression out. (Didn't it Mayo?)
So, we're two days away from Friday. And we all know what Fridays hold for us. Are we gonna have a FUCKING kickball game or what!? Let's get it on!
Mayo:
If your shelved post is going to break the spirit of this place, do you mind letting it gather a little more dust? Please don't leave us so soon. It be a shame to have to find another home.
Mayo,
I prefer your new non cryptic style.
And if you are who your meant to be, good luck with the Prudential Center opening.
Remember, no sharpies or ball snatching please! You are above all that silliness.
Excellent. I've found the matching harlequin outfit for the snazzy hat. The all-in-one is however a little tight, spandexy and lowcut. No room for egos with this one. All it needs now is a sharpie to label on it somewhere FF2007. Anyone have one handy?
P.S. Mayo,under pressure is never a good excuse for letting fly at those on the receiving end. Sounds like you were fortunate they left a door open for you to apologise through. Glad it's worked out.
P.P.S. Frankincense and om incense sticks work well at easing pressure - or simply stop trying to satisfy everyone and learn to say no.
^^ Sorry anon.
I said sharpie but not in a neckish way. Guessing you don't have one then?
Tumbleweeds just blowin' through Mayo's blog.
*Lurks off to find a saloon, talking to self*
Hellooo. Anyone in there?
*Saloon echoes back, eerily empty*
Guess I'll go chase tumbleweeds instead. Oh, good there goes a slow one.
Hi PP!
I sorta like tumbleweeds, you know. Like people, moving through life quietly, just blowing down the road and eventually slowing down and dying.
:) :)
HAHA!
I guess everyone has gone.
I'm back, what is going on.
pj
As it's all most halloween, and we all have fears.
Why not share it with us all.
And tell why you have that fear.
PJ
My fear is a little crazy.
I have a fear of mirrors.
Sometime is can look and just see me, other times its different, like its not me there in the reflexion.
I can pass anything with a reflexion and be afraid to look at it, like I'm going to see someone else beside me or behind me, like a ghost.
OK so i am crazy!
PJ
It isn't an intense, horror kind of fear, but I'm fearful nonetheless.
I have the greatest fear of going deaf. I'd rather be blind any day of the week, but losing my hearing would make me want to die. Music is what gets me through my day, and if I weren't able to listen to it, I don't really know what I'd do.
I am TERRIFIED of mosquitoes and the sun. I don't go out in the Summer. Except I went to P.REV and that's it. I'm scared of mosquitoes because I once saw a thing where a woman got a maggot extracted from her heads, because it had been growing there and was deposited by a mosquito. You could see the breathing apparatus sucking in and out of the hole, too. I'm also terrified of centipedes, home invasions, eating something with gelatin and teenage girls. AND, I am a teenage girl, haha!
If it's any comfort, i have a friend who is deaf, and she also loves music, she dose not hear it, but feels it, she will put her hand to the speaker and feel the vibrations or her hand to the dashboard of my car, i turn it up full volume for her, she loves it.
PJ
I am scared to death of going to the doctor. I have to be so sick that I think I am about to die before I will go..........OH no wait, I almost forgot..I fucking hate rats. Just talking about a rat or looking at a rat or thinking about a rat makes my heart race and I feel like I might vomit.
All for now....I just gave myself the willies.
*looks for rats*
Bye for now.
I should have a fear of death, as it has come close to catching me so many times and i seem to be a step a head every time.
Life is a real fear for me, not as death, we all know it will come, but life is scary to me, not death, do any of you understand what i mean by that?
PJ
Sdock10. I had a rat as a pet for two years, they are not so bad, or vicious, just misunderstood.
PJ
My daughter had two pet rats - Plague and Pestilence. They were so sweet.
I wonder what fear Mayo has, one i know of is telling who he really is, not much surprise there.
What about you SS, you have lots of fears do you not.
Come out, come out, where ever you are, now is the time to let it go.
Not a lot of people here today, you know you want to drop a line.
PJ
PJ:
That's really awesome. I'm so glad she can feel the music. That gives me hope if that ever happens to me. Thank you.
Oh, I forgot to add.
I just ranted in Verita's blog to an Anon about the MCR/MSI tour. If you were that Anon and are in here, you should go read it first of all, and secondly, I apologize for ripping on you. Not my intention, but you didn't have your information correct.
Mine was Lousy the mouse, and they are sweet, and clean, he would not drink out of the same bowl as he washed in, i had to keep two water bowls.
PJ
Here is something strange, i posted a message to Loveman and it was not posed at all, i did it twice to make sure, but nothing, i wonder why?
PJ
I once had a mouse named Brooklyn Jersey.
I also had two turtles, Donatello and Michaelangelo!!
mustardisbetter
You are welcome, that is the reason i wanted everyone to post there fears, so we can help.
PJ
PJ:
LoveMan screens his/her comments. They don't allow every single one. Kind of like a governmental institution over there, huh?
Her pet rats were very clean animals. She would walk around with them on her shoulders. Oh my the looks she got. Plague died of old age. His friend soon followed. I always sort of thought it was from a broken heart.
just read your rant on VV's blog MIB. a very informative rant it was as well. thanks for that.
i hope everyones ok?
biggest fear for me....wasps,also hornets and bees but mainly wasps. i fucking hate them!!
All i said was everyone started out on his blog and now there on this one, and that Mayo has the uper hand now and i ask how that made him/her feel.
It was nothing that should not have been posted.
PJ
Doing well Faraway, doing well. Thank you for reading that, by the way.
PJ:
I don't know. I don't understand why he/she only posts select comments. It baffles me. Everyone's voice should be heard.
I got into so much trouble as a child with bees.
We had a bush in our yard and it had bees in it.
So i remembered bees hate smoke, so i started a fire under the tree with gas, i had a water hose there and the gas got in the water, the water went to the bush and caught the grass and bush on fire.
The bees went crazy and i mean crazy, i ran in the house, they where attacking the windows, mom called the fire dept. because now the bush and the yard is on fire, the firemen get there and have to fight the bees to put out the fire, and call a bee keeper to control the bees.
I got into so much trouble over that, never, never mess with bees.
PJ
Excellent post on Verita's blog, Mustard. Highly informative as I also commented over there. I wonder if it really is because of MSI, though. ALl you have to do is look in the right places to see that there are more than just the few of us who have a problem with the two bands sharing a stage. Me, I don't care who the eff G Way marries (I'm not the one who has to deal with his big ole' bag of issues) and I don't care if MSI plays a show up Boffo The Clown's ass. I just hate the way MCR has sold out in order to bring the singer's latest on tour with them. It's gross.
My biggest fear is anything happening to my two young cousins, my parents, my other cousins and my Gran. Well really all my family and my friends honestly, but I will seriously lie in bed at night for hours in fear that something bad will ever happen to my two young cousins. Those two kids, I would die for them without a second thought. It freaks me out.
As for irrational fears, mine aren't the usual ones. I'm not afraid of ghosts (they've often been helpful) or spiders (they are always helpful; I keep them in my sunroom to keep the bugs away.) I like rats; maggots don't bother me in the least. (At work if we have a maggot infestation case, I'm the one to call.) My big irrational fear is the toilet backing up. O_O
I ain't right.
And, w00000000t! Sis Midnite posting pictures! Wow, you are fabulous, just like I knew you'd be. ^_^
I liked the picture posting thing, guys. More of you should do it. ^_^
PJ, that story is totally awesome. ^_^ I know it's all harsh and everything, but it really is a great story. I kind of LOLed.
I'm not sure why there was a sudden change in venues. It could honestly have been anything. But what makes me question that is they legitimate post saying that the new venue had been 95% sold out due to all the ahead-of-time ticket sales. That's what made me question the move to the smaller venue.
Anyway, thanks for your compliment as I said at VV's.
Good morning/afternoon/evening (depending where you are in the world).
Mayo, I know how you feel - trying to get everything done. But, in order to save your sanity, you're just gonna have to say No to some things. Good luck.
Are we talking about our fears now? I'm afraid of dogs. Not all dogs - but big dogs, small nervous yappy dogs, and any dog I don't know. If I'm outside and hear someones car keys jingle, I panic because it sounds like dog tags. I actually can't go for a walk in the neighborhood because of my fear. Oh well, that's why I bought a treadmill
mustardisbetter
I missed something, fill me in, what happened?
PJ
PJ:
I left a comment on Verita Venom's blog in regards to an anonymous comment left there about the MCR/MSI tour. That's what Kapunua and I were talking about.
Good morning Mia!
How are you doing?
Mia
You are not alone, a lot of people are afraid of dogs, it stems back to childhood, think really hard to something that might have happened back then.
PJ
Could you give me the link please!
PJ
shitting hell anon PJ! your bee story! what a fucking nightmare!
i would have quite literally died!
PJ:
Here's the link-
http://veritavenom.blogspot.com/
How sad to be afraid of dogs! I could never be afraid of them. I prize them over humans. Big, mean ones that I have to work to win over. Small, pissy, nippy ones where you have to talk in squeaky voices and move really slowly. I'm not wild about "easy" dogs, like big, goofy labs or goldens that jump all over you. But dogs are the best. I couldn't live without them.
It was funny, you should have seen the fireman, jumping, waving there hands over there head.
The bee keeper said i killed the queen bee, and when that happens the bees go crazy.
PJ
P.S I would not kill a fly, i was sorry for the bees.
PJ
Thanks mustardisbetter.
I'll be back in a few.
PJ
Hiya, Mustard, how are you?
PJ, I know exactly what happened! I was a little tomboy and never afraid of nuttin' - until a black lab came within an inch of biting my face off when I was about 12. Once of my brothers saved me that time.
And then, when I was around 14, the 2 german shephards from up the street chased me and were also within inches of biting my ass - what stopped the dogs was that one got popped under the chin by the heel of my foot. That's how close they were.
Hey, PJ? Why don't you sign your identity as PJ?
Mia:
I'm doing well, thanks! Just enjoying Wednesday and hoping for Friday's quick approach. How are you holding up?
I've never had any bad encounters with dogs. I like all animals. Is it true that dogs can sense fear? Does anyone know?
Dogs definitely sense fear. And aggressive or fearful dogs exploit it.
*note to self: Do not encounter aggressive or fearful dog. Will bite ass.*
Kapunua, I'm not afraid of all dogs. I have a dog now that I love dearly and have always had a dog (or 2) growing up. One of my brothers has a black lab that I'm not afraid of and he weighs 125 lbs! But there are some dogs that are just plain mean or can not be trusted. Those should always be fenced or chained.
Mustard, I just wanted to say thank you for that comment on VV's blog. Not a lot of people know that they don't go through trial and error for venues. They're booked on what they know or expect will turn out. Not what they want to happen.
Mia said... Hey, PJ? Why don't you sign your identity as PJ?
IM a dummy, how do i do that?
mustardisbetter
I read your post, loved it.
Now i understand, must have been a real ego toss for msi/mcr.
And if tours are planed six months a head, dose that mean it was done before PR.
PJ
Hello everyone! Anything big going on today?
Good afternoon, Mayo.
A lot of dogs that are "mean" are really just fearful, or are surrounded by humans who don't know the language. People forget, dogs go by sound, sight and scent more than people do. A lot of times it's just miscommunication. Things humans do to other humans regularly, like eye contact, hugging, talking in a loud voice, patting on the head, even just standing up (being bigger and taller) are signs of aggression to a dog who isn't used to you.
A LOT ofpeople get bitten at my job, andusually it would have been so easy to avoid with a little forethought and understanding. I know I lookridiculous to humans when I'm crouched down, palm up, feigning a yawn(a calming signal to dogs) and looking inthe opposite direction, but I getbitten the least. ^_~
OTOH,yes,somedogs really are just plain oldmean and dangerous.
Oh,my spacebar is broken in case you haven't noticed. ^_^
Hello everyone! Anything big going on today?
Yes, it ismy birthday. ^_^
Also, MCR has a show tonight ifI'mnot mistaken. Why do I feel nervous about it?
Hey Frank, you're reading,do us a favor,BB,and humpGerard onstage or something.Let us know that you guys are okay. ^_~ Yeah,that's the only reason I askedthat.
Yes, dogs, horses, actually most animals do sense fear.
I did not fear the black lab that I encountered when I was 12. My family was on vacation and my brothers and I were in the small swimming pool of the hotel. The pool was fenced and the gate had a sign that read, "Keep Gate Closed". Well, you know how people are... someone left the gate open and in walks a tail-wagging, friendly-looking, black lab. We all petted him and thought he was OK. He actually jumped in the pool a few times and swam around... OK, so later, the dog is out of the pool and just hanging around on the other side of the pool from me. It was hot and I wanted to cool off, so I just straight off the edge and went all the way to the bottom just to cool off... I slowly floated back up and when I reached to top, that damn dog's snapping mouth was 2 inches from me. No, he wasn't playing, he meant business. One brother smacked him with his towel a few times and the other brother grabbed my arm and pulled me out of the water. We later found out that the dog had done things like that before...
Yeah, I agree with Kapunua. I saw Frank grind Gerard's leg when I was against the barricade, and Gee didn't know until he looked down, and Frank was already cracking up! So they both just laughed.
And if tours are planed six months a head, dose that mean it was done before PR.
Not this time,I don'tthink. I believe, like many others have said,that Gerard pulled rank forthis one. And honestly I'drather believethat he kind of forcedthe otherguys into it too--putting the "dick"back into "dictator" as itwere--rather than believe they all agreed. Better to thinkthat just one guy sold out than all ofthem.
PJ, under your comment, instead of choosing Anonymous, choose Other, and type in PJ - or whatever else you'd like.
And if tours are planed six months a head, dose that mean it was done before PR.
That I don't know PJ. We will never know when that tour was planned. 6 months was just an average estimate. If you see a date, for example October 24, 2007, they wouldn't have scheduled a particular appearance on that date a week ahead of the actual performance date. It takes time to set everything up and get everyone's ducks in a row. It varies as to the amount of time it takes to schedule a tour.
Lolita:
Thank you.
Magic Pie:
Hello!
hi everyone! how are you all today?
Happy Birthday Kapunua!!!
*Party Poppers*
On the official website, it says tomorrow. That'd be the one they do as openers for Bon Jovi. Hope everything goes well. I'm sure they're glad to be back home.
Hey Meese!
Thank you MIA.
I wonder if after the tours starts if we will see some shows canceled, then we will know something has gone very wrong.
Guess it really is a wait and see thing.
Hi MIB! Ooh are we talking about dogs? I always considered myself a dog person as we had dogs as pets growing up, but now I have 2 cats (brother and sister)cos it wouldn't be fair to have a dog as I am at work all day.
Hi, meese! I have both dogs and cats! Always have...
Happy Birthday Kapunua
Hope your day is special.
I think this tour with MSI is going to be very interesting indeed. Things have got to get tense, it isn't exactly a match made in heaven.
Happy Birthday Kapunua! Have a lovely day!
Oh, Kapunua, is it your B'day? Have a very fucking happy one, girl!
Happy Birthday, Kapunua.
What are you doing here, go out and have fun.
Unless we throw a party here, hats for everyone!
Bring on the cake!
It is lunch time here at the salt mine, so I better go find something to eat.
See you guys later!
Good morning all.
I am dictating this from the couch while J. types. I am feeling a little better today, thank you to everyone who wished me well last night. Of course, I am still on pain meds, so "better" may be a relative term. But hey, it works.
Surgery is inevitable, but I'm trying to put it off a bit. Since you were talking about fears, that's kind of one of mine.
Believe it or not, in nearly 40 years, I've only had wisdom tooth surgery, nothing major. So a REAL surgery does scare me, even though I know it's fairly routine.
My other fear, which is completely irrational I know, is werewolves. I know it stems from my dreams, but I've never been able to watch any horror film with a werewolf in it. And I'm usually a pretty tough cookie.
I'm so glad that we all found this blog. I have a feeling Mayo created it at a time when he wasn't speaking to a lot of people and maybe wanted justification for his actions. Instead, he found people who cared enough to tell him the truth, even if it was ugly, but at the same time reinforce that he was loved. He found we wouldn't turn our backs on him, that we would support him, encourage him, offer advice, no matter what.
As we've gotten to know you guys, J. and I have felt a real kinship develop with you. We've all grown together so much, pulling together on common ground. We all started out as strangers but now interact like family. You guys are smart, funny, determined, maybe even stubborn in your defense of both Mayo and Shitsubou.
One other important thing is that we've all learned to say "I love you" to each other.
SS, you're a beautiful person, with one of the kindest souls I've ever come across. Your loyalty knows no bounds, and that's incredibly rare these days. You are loved dearly. Never let ANY0NE break your wonderful spirit.
Mayo, you know how I feel about YOU. It was good to see you having a little fun last night. THAT'S the person I saw in those eyes before. Can we keep him around please?
To J., thank you for taking care of me like you always do when I'm sick. You are always there for me and I'll always be here for you.
J. has informed me that this is reaching War and Peace status, and I'm beginning to ramble. So I will bid you adieu for now.
Love you all.
L.
Thank you all! This s my idea of fun for today. Writingmy stupid novel, chatting withyou guys, playing my new video game, and later going to Kung Fu totrain with my lovely trainingbrothers and sisters. I had a nice party on Saturday,and another one at work on Friday (we havethree birthdays this week atwork so we get a big party!) and then nextSaturday is a costume party at a danceclub. ^_ ^ Goodtimes!
I have had both cat and dog, and i like the way my dog jumps up and down, like i have been gone for years when i walk in, even if i just run to the store.
As compared to my cat, who just looks up from the chair, as to say,
"Oh It's just you" and goes back to sleep.
I wonder if he lost his temper with Lyn-Z about something. Maybe there is trouble in paradise already. I do really wish him happiness, but if she isn't the one he should not stay with her just to save face. I don't think it will last because they really don't know each other. Once the honeymoon period ends I think they will struggle. Gerard is a complex creature and I am always surprised at the type of women he chooses to be with, maybe they complement each other but I think this is a relationship fuelled by lust. I wonder if Ladbrookes would give me good odds!
You guys are smart, funny, determined, maybe even stubborn in your defense of both Mayo and Shitsubou.
If you're talking about believeing that the two of them arewho most peoplethink,then I don'tdefend them. Well, Frank, yeah maybe, because I kinda see himas, well, not atfault. I do wish he'd stand up and say something about this MSI tour thingthough. SOmeone should.Also I havesuch a softspotforthe guy because he was so niceto my cousin and I when we met him. But Gerardpulling rank to get his wife's crappy, hate-spewing band more exposure isindefensible. Sorry but that's how I feel.
Mayo, you know how I feel about YOU. It was good to see you having a little fun last night. THAT'S the person I saw in those eyes before. Can we keep him around please?
What happened last night?What did I miss?
Oh,and I think that concert IStonight,the cancer benefitatMaxwell's. Amirite?
Mornin' everybody... how the fuck are ya? ^_~
Entopy, Sdock10, & Kapunua: Thank you all for saying nice things about my pics. ^_^ You're all much too nice to me, and much too hard on yourselves. Especially when (secret:) I usually feel like a big ol' honking ball o' Crazy Bitch. (Sdock10, the boots were in the 'drunk-off-my-ass' pic, but they didn't make it into the pic.)
Mustard: Excellent comment on Verita's blog. I was almost cheering as I read it.
Just wanted to drop in and say I love all you guys so much.
Thank you for always listening to me, supporting me, and caring about me.
Our family in here has grown since the beginning and there are too many to single out by name, but you kno who you are.
Love to you always,
S
You're all much too nice to me, and much too hard on yourselves.
ElOh El,dude, you said "hard."And then you said "on."
/Beavis
sdock, we love you BB!
I'm lost about the benefit at Maxwell's. Where did this come from? And is there really another concert tonight that hasn't been posted on the official site?
SisterM:
Thanks!
Gosh, I thought there was! 200 tickets sold--a really small affair-- at like $100 a pop,but all proceedsto charity.Maybe I read it wrong but I was pretty sure. It was on the LJ comm not too long ago. Yes? No?
Ah well, I should get back to gaming,don't you think?Have a lovely afternoon you guys. Oh bellaciao, bella ciao, bella ciao, ciao, ciao!
See all you have to say is party, and everyone shows up, welcome!
Show me the bar!
See ya Kapunua!
I remember reading that on LJ now. I just didn't remember what date it was. I guess that it was last night though.
Hi Kapunua! How are you today? Happy birthday! Bella ciao? What's that? "Hello beautiful?" ^_______^
LAST night? WTF?Where are the reviews and pics?Damn. Here and I thought it'd be on my birthday.
Hi Fiona, that's a cutename. Bella Ciao is anItalian folk songthat I'm listening to about a dying soldier. It'svery sad.
HAPPY B-DAY, KAPUNUA/JULES!
*hugzhugzhugz*
I'd light you some candles, but I'd set off the sprinkler system in here. And playing Wet T-shirt contest by yourself is no fun. ^_~
I love you guys!!!
Kapunua:
I don't know if it was last night. That's what I was assuming because of that comment you quoted. It said "last night." Could very well be tonight though, and then the Bon Jovi ones tomorrow and on the 26th.
Hell if I know! I'll just go check LJ.
A sad song about a dying soldier? Gahh, that's just what I need. *googles*
It is tonight:
An Evening With My Chemical Romance 10/24/07
Hoboken, NJ
Maxwell's
$100
I wanna see pictures dudes!
"An Evening With My ChemicalRomance"huh?Makes it sound like you'd need to wear a cocktaildress to the function or something.
Thanks Sis Midnite! I owe you an email that'sgonna be fun to answer! ^_^
Fiona, that song and the translation are easily googlable. I just madeup a word. ^_^
Happy Birthday Kapunua!
B-day party in the blog!!
I had a thought, we have seen a picture of Frank on his birthday as a little boy, why are there no pictures of the Way brothers, as a mother of two famous people, if it were me i would be posting all over the place.
My favorite soldier song is "Soldier's Poem" by MUSE.
The arrangement of that song is beautiful. And the lyrics are gutwrenching.
yup I googled it (it's what I do best) and it is def tonight.
I would so pay $100, that is only about £50, it's a steal! And it's for charity!
"An Evening with My Chemical Romance":
This sounds a lot naughtier than it probably truly is.
What, is $100 all it takes? That's, like, $20 per band member. What exactly will they give you for that price?
...Can I request "Bendy Frank"?
J.
Lol J, I think you would have to return them unused in their original condition the next day though! As if!
Have you ever heard Letters from home.
I do not remember who sings it, but i cried when i heard it the first time.
hi
seems as if I missed a lot (again) ;)
wasn´t it earlier announced as a breakfast with my chemical romance? or maybe they just made a mistake on the site were I read it? anyway... lucky ones, who´ll be there tonight ;)
googlable. I just madeup a word. ^_^
Oh my goodness, Kapunua, copyright that fucking brilliance. That's usable. That's catchy.
Time to get somthing to eat!
I'll play catch up later.
bye all.
I would use "googlable" in everyday conversation. Only if Kapunua says it's okay though. ;)
LMAO, J!
This is one of those times where I get to use one of my favorite lines:
"Does that $20 include the spanking?"
(Says the giver OR receiver, to each their own.)
"An Evening With My Chemical Romance" sounds very Mah-sterpiece Theahtah to me.
I mean NO offense to our UK folks, I loooooove the accent! It just doesn't sound the same when you pronounce it like a typical N. American! (Masterrrrpiece Theaterrrrr)
rrrrrrrrr, hey, that's fun!
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRRRRRRRRRR
^_^
Oh yeah, me too!
I'm back from lunch. Went to Wendy's for their $1 menu that is no long $1 - more like $1.19.
I ordered myself some yogurt for desert in honor of Kapunua's B'day!
Gerard does the funniest English accent I've ever heard. I love the way ppl trying to talk with an English accent often end up sounding Cockney and very few of us speak like that!
Interviewer 'what are you doing Gerald? (yes he did actually say Gerald!)
Gerard 'heating up my cofff-eee'
Love it!
LOTMS plug, for the win!
Hey guys;
What is new in Mayo's blog?
How is everyone?
Meese, what I don't understand is how some of the actors from England and Australia can sound so American - like House! My mother didn't believe me when I told her he was British.
It's funny, I specifically needed a song in ITALIAN about a dying soldier. Well I didn't know I needed one until I read that. ^____^ Funny.
Hello Paperheart, Mia, and Fiona!
Hey Mustard!
Yes Mia, I think quite a few actors have been in films where they have had to adopt an american accent, I just can't think of any right now. My american accent is hilarious, it's just an incomprehensible drawl haha
corfee
tomayto
accents are funny
Sadly; I am off to get back to school.
Bye Everyone<3
Hello and Goodbye Mayo;
Good luck at the show tonight=]
(this is if you are who we think you are=])
*hugs*
Byee<3
MIB, it makes me sad to think there will never be another dvd like LOTMS. Their next dvd just won't be the same, I suspect it will be overproduced and we will lose a lot of the 'essence' of the band that was so raw and uncensored in LOTMS. Our boys have grown up, Gerard in particular has lost his innocence. :(
I completely understand what you're getting at Meese. Part of me is excited to see this new video DVD and part of me is scared. How much change will there have been? Will they show it? Will I question everything said? Lots of things are running through my mind.
Mayo,
Seriously,what's going on??
'Cause even though I don't know you personally, you sound messed up. Honestly.
Think:
Foolishly, I lost my temper. In an attempt to do far too many things at once, I allowed myself to snap under the pressure. The target of my destructive behavior, ever so graciously, allowed my rant without a challenge. And yes...as I know you will ask, I have apologized. I am truly sorry.
Please don't snap. Even though things that break can be snapped.
Love as always.
PS:To those of you who thought I was stealing your footballs - I wasnt. Keep them =]
Yo mustard! Have you watched it yet?
If we are still talking about irrational fears, I'm scared of electrical appliances that get hot. Irons are the worst. I have a tidly little travel iron which is the most I can manage. I can't lift a full size one cos my hands shake too much even if it's not plugged in.
I can't go near hair straighteners, they are the work of the devil as are sandwich toasters. The appliances that smell hot too make me physically sick.
I'm alright with stuff that isn't on for long and doesn't get too hot like electric kettle, toaster, microwave. I'm alriht with a gas cooker cos I'm not scared of fire just appliances that get hot.
I know, strange.
P.s. Good evening everyone.
I know MIB, Gerard seems like the type of person ppl are drawn to and I think that is why they put up with his shit. I used to respect him so much, his behaviour and attitude changed since the Eliza era I think. She brought out the worst in him, he has changed like we all do, but he hasn't changed for the better in my opinion. I don't believe a word he says any more but I still like him and that is what gets to me cos he is displaying all the traits I don't like in ppl. I think he is still that lost little boy deep down.
Have I watched what yet MissT?
LOTMS? Yes, multiple times. I never tire of it. :)
Aw, mustard. You know what I mean.
Bye the way, that was good stuff you put on verita's blog. Really interesting.
OH!!!!
Hold on. I forgot about it. *hits self in head*
I'ma go download it now. Give me a few minutes.
Thanks for the compliment, by the way.
You're welcome honey.
Still loading Miss T
Blimey, what's taking so long.
Good evening Mayo, good evening all,
Miss T, hasn't Mustard watched it yet, good grief.
Happy birthday Kapunua.
Interesting letter in Kerrang this week from a 14yr old boy slamming MSI for their lyrics and stage show.
On the other hand a very good review for MSI ( KKKK ) in the gig section. The reviewer was honest though about the fact that MSI have grown in popularity since a certain marriage :)
I'm sure Kerrang has favourites you know, they only gave The Used KK for their August gig and it was stonkingly good. Go figure.
Oh and Mayo.
Good to see you've found your sense of humour ...
... and the ability to apologise.
Yes, it feels really good.
Hi GS, How are you this fine evening.
No mustard hasn't seen sweet old shaun yet.
I think I'll go look at kerrang tomorrow.
Scroll up a few, what do you think to my irrational fears?
Interesting letter in Kerrang this week from a 14yr old boy slamming MSI for their lyrics and stage show.
Seriously? I'd love to read it. I'll bet that there will be moreletters like that since they are being pimped by such a huge actthese days. Unfortunately thereisno such thing asbad press, and the fanbasewill grow and their message will spreadlike a virus.
STUPIDSPACEBAR!
Miss T, you crack me up.
Hair straighteners are a necessary evil for me I'm afraid because my hair has a mind of it's own :)
Happy birthday Kapunua!!!!!!!!!
Yes Kapunua, it was a very well written letter as well, put his view point across in a very mature way.
Hair straighteners are the devils spawn, I can't go near them, they scare me shitless.
JUST FINISHED!!!
That was so cute! I giggled pretty much the entire time. Poor little BaaBaa couldn't get rid of those ba-kawker's. I loved the ending!
Aw mustard, didn't you just love his Y-fronts. Now you can see why I love him.
MissT:
I know! :)
GS:
Is it too long to type up here?
Kapunua, is your birthday today? Mine was on Monday.
On the subject of fears... my biggest fear was always turning 30 and still not knowing what I wanted out of life. But alas, I turned 30 on Monday, and I still don't know what I want out of life. So I am now living my biggest fear. Go figure.
Sorry Mustard, haven't got a copy, I read it in the newsagents whilst in town earlier ( sneaky I know )
STEALER!!!
;)
Stop thief!!!!!!!!
What can I say, I needed my reading fix.
Can't go for too long without a drag of literature.
Where did everyone go ?
On the subject of fears... my biggest fear was always turning 30 and still not knowing what I wanted out of life. But alas, I turned 30 on Monday, and I still don't know what I want out of life. So I am now living my biggest fear. Go figure.
Happy belated birthday!
I know everyone says it, but age really just is an arbitrary number. If you really break it down, "years" are ahuman invention, we don't even go bythe lunar calender anymore,right? It's so weird how people get hung up on something that's not evenreal. Define yourself byyour experiences and how you feel, NOTby a man-made device to keep time.
There's nothing wrong with not knowingwhat you want. It just means you're amore discerning personwho won't settleforthe usual conventions. Who won't settle at all. ^_^ Just follow your bliss. If you haven't found yourbliss(not a job, but a calling,) then just give ittime. There's no cut-off age. ^_^
meese said...
Yes Mia, I think quite a few actors have been in films where they have had to adopt an american accent, I just can't think of any right now. My american accent is hilarious, it's just an incomprehensible drawl haha
The lovely Christian Bale. American Psycho....mmmmmmm.....
I'm here. Still doing my Coldplay research.
Kapunua, that was really well put.
I find myself in the same position as the person to whom you answered. I'm still drifting, looking for a niche.
But, don't put yourself into a niche! Don't search so hard. Just follow your bliss. ^_^
Hello for today.
Goodbye too, since I usually can't say it.
Wise words Kapunua.
Hi AIP! How are you today?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_kDu0gGIEKk
I can't stop myself from laughing whenever I watch this. He had no idea what sex pixies were.
Taken at the LM show.
Hey, love. Glad to see you've joined us.
Hey all !!
Happy Birthday Kapunua!
you know though whaen I read
"Just follow your bliss"
I honestly thought you said "just follow your bits"
(I need my glasses)
and were Original Punks talkingabout actually seeing Mayo or seeing his blogging?
The show is tonight isn't it?
‘Ello, Miss T. I’m surviving, how about yourself?
Is today one of those days or is it just me?
One of those days how AIP?
Have you had a bad 'un?
Hello ergoproxy and AIP, as well as CTV!
You guys are doing well, I assume?
Ergo:
I looked on LJ today and the benefit concert is TONIGHT. I'm not sure what the original punks were referring to.
AIP:
It is totally one of those days.
*sidles up to CTV and whispers*
what's a sex pixie?
I am pretty good, had an attack of insomnia though.
damn pain!
I hate not being able to sleep. It's so frustrating.
A day where you regret bothering to try. I suppose it’s more accurate to say a surprising night that led to the day. I want to hit something but I need to learn to control that urge.
Anyways...
A birthday? Shall I sing?
*inhales deeply and rethinks the offer*
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