The whispers are only for myself, and I repeat them often enough to know them all by heart. The truth, I held it under my tongue and prayed...all the while losing my hold on the meaning. Now my words are bent and broken from the release. Questionable promises have crumbled in my fist, and what remains is dry and falls through my fingers. It crashes to the ground in small piles, which I blend back into the earth with my shoe. I grab a handful and press it against my lips; it is rough against my cheek. And I am reminded of where it all began.
p.s. what has changed is mistaken for truth without question.
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Hey, I hope this wasn't a swizz and the link was only ever gonna be this advert.
Hi DG!
ALL TOGETHER NOW! *bangs head against desk*
Should we talk about the live stream somewhere else?
Discussmayo?
If we write any more, the page is going to take 2374697285 hours to load like it did with the other blog because of all the comments. We already have 1200.
Hi Dg I don't know what to say. but I share your feelings. I think all of us who come here have someone close to us or themselves are going through these problems. WE talk to each other and we understand and try not to judge. We are like a support group for each other.
DG that was very heart felt and very sad.
Maybe they will only show MCR. I don't want to see Msi.
The site is suddenly taking really long to load. It's messing up. There are too many people on the site.
It's already been 10 minutes and nothing.
Those anon show up here more and someone might be lurking here that can help us with the live feed. Just for that reason I think we should stay here for now. Anyway the last post got 3000+ comments 1200+ is nothing
yeh but isn't it 22.24 there now??
Hi everybody!
I can't get it either.
hi star :)
now I can't see anything... it's taking ages to load!
Hi star!
Hey pixie, villanelle, anybody I missed.
may be they are running late.
lyn z decided to give him a pre gig blowje or something??!!
sorry that was unneccessary and rude! apologies to all, apologies mayo. what the fuck!!
Hi Star. Alright I'll ask again lurkers observers please help us to see the live feed. Tell us show us what to do.
Hiya Star!
I've still got the clip, no probs with loading for me. Still no concert though.
I tried it on my MacBook and my Dell, and nothing.
I got it. Click on DOMOV
People on LJ haven't figured it out either.
Hi guys!
Thanks for your kind words, as always.....love ya!
I'm good, you all ok?
Thanks for the mental image faraway!Ha ha!
i checked over at the lj comm and no one's getting it there , either.
It doesn't let me?
I think Domov means 'home'? Meaning, we're currently on that page?
After that one post I don't think Mayo really looks down on dirty talk. I just hope none of their foreplay ends up on stage tonight.
Morning!
Was that anon that said the whole cryptic wait for the concert bit the same one talking afterwards? Or was that all they said?
and paperheart,I know you've gone but if you read this leter,thanks so much for feeling comfortable enough to share, and you are right to be very proud, and alcohol is highly overrated.
hi ergo :)
Hey ergo!
I'm not getting a live stream, though.
Is anybody else?
Hi Ergo! How are you today?
No one is getting it, so you guys arent the only one, its just that weird lady and ALL TOGETHA NOWWWW!
And people, what are you worrying about =)
you guys act like the dudes strip every time they perform or something.
haha, chill
Maybe the surprise is he listened to what was said yesterday and will actually do a professional show with no messages , undies or t shirt crap this time,
that would surprise me!
Hey Miss T! How are you?
Hi ergo!
nope star, I can't see anything
Hello ep. No i still have nothing.
So I guess we are going to have to wait until afterwards to see pics of the matching outfits and sharpietoos??
hi ergo!
still nothing!
oh i was looking forward to it!
I'm good thanks Star. I'm getting kinda fed up with this livestream though.
I'm good,busy day today so I'll be off for a few hours I'll have to catch up, pleeeeeze don't post too much !
haha only kidding.
I am hoping you are all well?
Holy crap. It's been nearly half an hour and still nothing.
Well. I have to admit, this is somewhat of a relief.
Yeah, Miss T, it's annoying.
Its not all worry we are just having some fun. But I still don't want any on stage foreplay. Unless it is with Frank that I can handle.
I agree wholeheartedly MJ!
Guys, what do you have to click on to get it?
I'm good, Ergo, have a good day!
Went "in search of" and found a LJ also talking about it and found this:
"I think that: they canceled the stream thing (cause it doesn't talk about it anymore on the site) or...they're only gonna show MCR...
I saved the link where you could go before and there's nothing there either, just the same pic."
DG, I clicked on DOMOV and got it.
WATCH LIVE STREAM WITH MCR TODAY!!!!!
From Slovakian concert:)
go here: www.rockovajesen.sk
and click on: V den koncertu LIVE KAMERA
spread this to every MCR fan:o) byeeeee tomorrow.
Cali
Cool, thanks Star!
I was on that page but was being thick!
DG,
Apparently airline tickets. :)
L and J
Well it appears as if this isn't going to be happening. Oh well.
I must be leaving now. Goodbye everyone.
L AND J!!!!
That was freakin hysterical!
It took a minute to sink in, but that was funny.
How're ya feeling J?
bye ctv :)
See ya later CTV.
See you later CTV hello OP L&J
I had a look for something to do and INO haven't got it either
oh so it aint happening!
no doubt we'll find out any news tomorrow.
shame.
Calling all dial-uppers!!
Come on over....discussmayo.blogspot.com
bye CTV, hi original punks!
Star,
Contracters did not show up.
Still no nap.
Still too tired to type. (I, L., am typing for now.) :)
Waiting to celebrate Frank's birthday.
No "kamera" to click.
Other than that, FINE!
How are you?
J.
bye CTV.
Bye, CTV!
Hello, marthajones, villanelle.
J and L
Awww, J, the no Kamera icon's got me pretty upset. Especially since I don't think MSI will be there. Call me crazy, but that's my gut feeling.
well I'm in Franks Birthday now so
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANK!!!"
*cue balloons and streamers*
Happy Halloween, Ergo!
Ergoproxy,
IN Frank's birthday?
Can we get in too? :)
J and L
star you kidding??
i reckon they will be there.....sadly!
My frank clones are dancing around. they are happy that some where it is their Bday
Hey Mayo!
How are you this evening?
Hey to everybody who is here, if you are here?
How are you all?
- Jade
Either you have to be a member of that site or they are having technical difficulties
Hello Jade
I just found this at the MSI site because I was looking to see if there was a link to Bratislava.
Wednesday October 31st
Stereo Dvorana / Rijeka, Croatia
Tickets € 8.00
This is an MSI headlining show.
CANCELLED
Hey Martha :]
Tell us more star.
anyway frankie's bd tomorrow and halloween! my kids are fuckin excited ..........for both events! brainwashed by me of course. the 8 yr old gets it but the 5 and 2 yr old just play along!
i'm talking frankies bd opposed to halloween.
actually the 2 yr old gets nothing but he's a little cutie!
I went to the MSI site and clicked on tour and that's what's listed for October 31. No livestream link for today
may be its cancelled so they can attend franks bd party???
weird though!
hi jade! (i'm slow but sincere! *grin*)
Hi jade, toujours, farawaysoclose
thanks star!
though aussies don't have halloween :(
they are showing halloween Simpsons episodes though.
OP's you are welcome to come in
*shuffles up on couch*
we should decorate Mayo's blog.
so were MSI playing with MCR tonight?
maybe Bob's arm is bad and they cancelled.
(or I'm sure we can think of many other reasons good and bad)
Hi J and L,
Ha ha! Sorry, took me a while to get it!
so it´s after midnight here: happy birthday frankie :) *throwconfetti* :)
MCR cancel a show
MSI cancel a show
What's going on?
I went to the Mcr website and they have nothing at all about a live feed. Maybe this place was doing it without permission and got caught so they can show it now.
i can always think of reasons for everything!!
anyway i'd love to stay but i've got to go sadly. now theres no gig on live feed my other half is already making tutting noises!
have a fabulos evening which i'm sure you all will and i'll try to catch up on it tomorrow when i should be working!!!
bye x
hi star! :)
i don't have any plans for frank's bday (sorry, frank), but i am going to wear a costume to work tomorrow.
Quick, somebody call Bratislava and ask who is playing right now at Rockova Jensen!
and i can't even fucking spell fabulous!!
bye again!
See ya faraway.
Thank you, ergoproxy! Don't mind if we do.
We have cupcakes and cookies for tomorrow (along with a watching of Most Haunted and Young Frankenstein) but we will share some now with you guys!
Hey, DG. Yeah, looks like the only way we're going to see the show is if we got an airplane ticket and a time machine. If it is being played...
J and L
Bye Faraway, have a good night!
What are you dressing up as toujours?
Oh so the anon who was here before had probably seen that on MSI's page and was trying to be all mysterious like they had inside info.
star said...
Quick, somebody call Bratislava and ask who is playing right now at Rockova Jensen!
I'll do it! Wait, what's the number for Bratislava again, I deleted it from my speed-dial!
Bye FASC
To the anon that said hi if you aren't jade hello to you and if you are hello again. I don't know how I missed that.
Yeah, Pixie, Happy B. Day Frank! In Slovakia.
Maybe Mayo will give him a nice "present".
Play nice, Mayo. It's HIS birthday...
J. and L.
YAY! We get to celebrate HalloFrankieween for 2 days in a row!!! He's gonna be all of 26 years old. I'm still trying to talk my 7 year old into dressing like Frank for Halloween. He would be the cutest little punk-rock guitarist EVER! But he keeps saying no because he wants to be a ninja.
Like, whatever dude.
my costume's nothing much, star! i have lots of medieval clothes, so i'm just going to wear some and be a medieval lady. :)
ooooh love Most Haunted and ADORE Young Frankenstein.
If your blue and you don't know, where to go to why don't you go where fashion sits
PUUTtIN ON THE RIIIIIITZ
I might watch Nosferatu
That sounds neat, toujours!
Ergoproxy,
"Taffeta darling..."
J and L
lol thanks star!
anyone else wearing a costume?
If your blue and you don't know, where to go to why don't you go where fashion sits
PUUTtIN ON THE RIIIIIITZ
haha! that's my mobile ringtone!
Frau Blucher!
**winnie**
or *Horse neigh*
Oh, and by the way, ergoproxy, it apparently will only be my share of the pastries that I can offer.
J. just said:
"I'm saving my cupcakes for FRANK."
Oh, how to take that...
L.
ok I´m off now, see you guys tomorrow *hugs*
See you later pixie.
See you tomorrow pixi chum *hugs*
Sweet dreams xxxxx
Later, pixie!
Buenas noches pixie!
My computer is dying..
- Jade
I think the website hosted a live stream without the bands permission, considering it would have probably been mentioned on their Myspace/website.
And now im hearing that Bob's broken arm is 100% true and that he positively broke it and perhaps that is why their isnt a live stream.
Holy Chipotle, am i confused or what. I think im going to go watch the animal channel before my brain explodes from all this.
I have to post a message to see what has been posted!
Grr, this is annoying :[
- Jade
The whole MCR and MSI both cancelling a show thing, does sound really odd to me.
But, there could be a perfectly good reason for it. You never know...
- Jade
Hey everyone,how are you all doing?
About the live stream thing,are any of you from over seas and still couldn't get into it?
Because,I've seen that happen before where only the poeople overseas can get things from overseas,you know what I mean?
Talk to you later guys.
J. will be your host/liaison for the Punks later this evening.
It is dinner time. And those cupcakes are calling my name!
L. (and J.)
DAMNIT!! DIAL UP SUCKS MOTHERFUCKING ASS!!
What the fuck is going on?
so Bob played with Bon Jovi with a broken arm on Friday night?
Oh, just to clarify-
I was talking about the actual PASTRIES, not J.'s. :)
Besides, she's saving those for Frank. If they don't go stale before then...
L.
Hey, entropy!
Where are you?
Not getting it in England!
Nor the live stream! Ha Ha!
How are you?
Entropy, I'm in the UK which isn't toooooo far away and I didn't get it.
Hey everyone,how are you all doing?
Hello. Im not too bad thanks, and yourself?
- Jade
We don't know who Bob played with Friday night, but apparently it was with a broken arm.
I gotta go.
Blood sugar dropping, talking crazy.
L.
Princess Smoke,
Stop trying to corrupt your kid like that...He would make a much better Gerard!!
Bye OP!
- Jade
people who watched the Bon jovi gig on Friday said everyone looked fine. I don't think Bob has a broken arm.
How in the holy hell do you play drums with a broken arm? Bob, if that's true, you got balls that clank!!!
wonder why both MCR and MSI cancelled shows so close together? Ink poisoning?
Hey guys;
has the concert started yet?
I want to watch it! Or is it over?
:S
So MSI and MCR both cancelled a show? What the hell?!
I'm in the west coast of the US.
Thanks you guys for answering,it was worth a shot,I guess they just screwed up.
Hey Jade,I dont know if we've talked yet,so noce to meet you.
I'm doing good,thanks.
And I still don't think anything is wrong with Bob,not until it's official,like from there page or their mouths
See ya later OP L & J
Ink poisoning, I like that one anon.
haha, yeah i have no idea, but thats what everyone is saying as of right now.
But drummers have played with one hand before, its possible.
^^The drummer for Def Leppard has one arm!
Haha,Smoke,that was funny.
Hey Paperheart!
Thank you, well I guess we will have to wait for the reviews to trickle in.
Uhhhh, ya think? Nah, he's straight up rock n'roll skater punk with a heart of gold.
100% Frankie material.
*ignore this post*
No entropy, I hadn't had the pleasure until now. Nice meeting you too! And it's nice to hear you are doing well.
Hey Entropy!
Why didn't the livestream happen?!
Sorry, anon at 10.53 was me, Jade.
I forgot to add that :S
- Jade
No, he is 100% diva like his mother...GERARD all the way!
Ok I'm leaving now... take care, darlings!
See you tomorrow!
Blucher! (sorry I couldn't resist :D)
And each and every one of them have balls that clank. Just the thought of every time you hit a damn lick, the pain that would probably shoot through your entire body.....oh.....my.....goodness.
Bye Villanelle!
<3
*ignore*
Good night villanell.
Sweet dreams.
Bye villanelle!
- Jade
Bye villanelle.
Does anybody else's computer really fuck up when they start posting here?
- Jade
No...this page just loads very very slowly
no, my computer's fine
Not mine Jade,sorry.
Catch me up quick...what the fuck is going on?
It's just this page that might take a while for me Jade.
He can't help it cause he likes shoes (although they have to be Chuck Taylors) as much as me and looks in the mirror almost as much as I do. He has already re-written the melody for Welcome to the Black Parade and he changed the name of The Sharpest Lives to The Sharpest Knives just cause he wanted to.
Ugghhh....the boy is doomed.
Gerard it shall be.
Yeah, it gets really anoying.
:[
So, is anyone going to Gerards comic signing in London on the 14th Nov?
- Jade
Sdock, I am confused, I don't know what's going on either!!
I read that earlier people were talking about someone leaving the band, and I heard that the concert wasn't even livestreamed or whatever ...
Okay, Sdock. The livestream didn't work. I went to MSI's site to see if there was a different link, and saw that they cancelled their show in Croatia tomorrow night
Sdock,the show tonight happened but it wasn't live streamed but we don't know why.
MSI cancelled tomorrow's show and we don't know why.
Still don't have Bob being hurt confirmed.
I guess that's it.
anything else you are confused about?
Part II for Sweetie SDock10:
Someone heard Bob's arm is broken, but he still played at Bon Jovi. Is Bob Bionic? Maybe.
Now we'll all have to wait for pics or reports from Bratislava.
I suggested calling the venue, and yelling "HEY! Who's playing right now?!" but no one really thought that wa sa good idea.
*ignore*
Good job, Entropy!
The anonymous *ignore* is confusing me, though. Or is that you, Jade?
BLARG!
mr. ignore needs to eat my ass with a spoon. It's annoying as all fuck.
Sorry, the *ignore* posts are from me. As much as I refresh the page, or whatever else, I cant see any new comments unless I make one myself. So i've just been doing them to stay in with the conversation.
Sorry for the confusion! :S
- Jade
Ok, Thanks so much Entropy & Star...I was so confused.
How are you supposed to ignore something that keeps popping up? Damn you! Sorry, if that's you Jade.
Sorry Jade. I thought the "ignore" anon was some jackass trying to piss us off.
No prob, Jade. I thought maybe we were getting spammed with cryptic *ignore* messages.
mr. ignore needs to eat my ass with a spoon. It's annoying as all fuck.
Sorry Magic Pie, but I think being in my curcumstance it's alot more annoying.
- Jade
Thanks star!
Thank you guys for posting the overview of tonight's going ons and such, I was getting majourly confused!
Magic Pie apologized, Jade.
once again, sorry jade. With all these anons that made cryptic comments, it's easy to get bothered and think that they're trying to start shit.
No sorry guys, im not some random looser with nothing better to do than post ignore messages into the room. It's just this damn computer, it's getting on my tits too.
How are you supposed to ignore something that keeps popping up?
Now you've said it your right. Maybe I should think of a new word to say?
Any ideas?
- Jade
Ooops, my comment came a little late, huh.
Damn you Mayo! You gotta start making more posts so we don't have so many comments so I can keep commenting and so I won't have to reboot every five freakin' minutes and eventually pull all my fabulous fuckin' hair out!
Hello everyone.
what have i missed.
No problem Magic Pie, I didn't see your apology till after I posted mine.
My aplogies to everyone also.
- Jade
Hey Jade, you could type "Tottenham Hotspur are the best team in the world"
I wouldn't mind seeing that pop up all the time. It'd cheer me up no end ha!
Am i being dumb, what concert is going on tonight.
I thought the tour stated the first.
I will catch up later, as i have to go.
love everyone here.
Hey PJ!
Well,there is a review of things from me and star,if you scroll up a bit.
I believe this is a Farewell tour. Shame it is ending without credibility but it is best for other 4 guys to end it now.
Ok,bye PJ.
MT, for some that would be a great idea. However, I support West Ham.
:]
I know they're crap but they're our home team. They need some sort of support!
- Jade
See you, PJ.
- Jade
Hello my dears. Another long day of work is at an end and here we (most of us) are together. ^_^
Re: the live feed: Well, as I'd rather go down a slide made of upwards-facing razorblades and land in a pool of iodine than watch this debacle, I can't really comment. Except to say this: I think I know exactly what will happen tonight:* absolutely nothing that we didn't already witness during PR. Only maybe tenfold this time.
Funeral dirge? Please can we use the Death Star music instead?
Hope you guys are all doing well. Good luck at the doctor's today, Sis Midnite. ^_^
*Yes, I overuse the colon. Grammar, not anatomy, thank you. ^_~
I don't think it's a farewell tour. It's just a farewell to "The Black Parade" =]
If it is a farewell tour, which I really doubt it is, they better come back to Winnipeg so I can see them at least once!
OMG, are we seriously doing Young Frankenstein quotes? "Roll, roll, roll in ze hay!"
So Jade, A Hammer eh?
At least you're doing better than us. Let's see what the new guy can do.
I feel I know you so much more now. Crappy team supporters unite ha!
Hey Kapunua,how are you doing?
I agree about watching that,I really had no interest in it.
I would love to participate in the convo but this is so not working out for me tonight. I'm sensing a theme here....
Farewell tours are okay. It makes for some awesome comeback tours! :)
Just call me Princess Brightside today.
What do you mean, SDock10?
I better be off now;
I'll be back later or tomorrow.
Mayo, where you been? I miss you, please come back!!
*hugs*
Love;
-007
MSI canceled a show?
Is it one they are sharing with MCR, or a seperate show
I'm good! I have off alllll day tomorrow so I am SUPER HAPPEEEE. Like, Gerard Way level "OMFGz I AM SOOOOOOOOO HAPPEEEEEEE IRONING WITH STIMPY" level happy, only without the insincerity.
I am, however, feeling vunchy tonight. Sdock, want me to vunch your slow computer?
See ya later paperheart
*hugs*
Gel, it was them alone.
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